#i miss you anon come back

[tosahobi-if]

what are some of your fsavorite books or media?

the moment someone asks me this i forget everything i’ve ever read or watched hehfjfj but i’ll just mention some things i’ve enjoyed recently! inland empire, deadpool & wolverine, who’s afraid of gender by judith butler, a fatal thing happened on the way to the forum by emma southon, regeneration through violence by richard slotkin, and harlequin butterfly by toj enjoe. also if we’re counting media i’ve been looping the “i saw the tv glow” soundtrack ^w^

[bixels]

What did/do you like about Pharah?

Uh, gameplay-wise, I really love characters in shooters who rely on three-dimensional movement techs. Chaining together hover and jump to stay in the air for as long as possible and keep momentum is so satisfying, and picking enemies off from the sky made me feel like a bird of prey. I was a good Pharah main.

Story-wise, there unfortunately isn't much to canonically go off because Pharah is so underutilized and neglected. Her personality's pretty boilerplate "heroic hero" (she's literally inspired by Captain America).

But it's the crumbs/bits and pieces that I really latched onto. Pharah's a confirmed lesbian; her short story with Baptiste implies she harbors a crush on Mercy (fucking thank you.). She's biracial Egyptian/First Nations. She has major mommy issues, having grown up both admiring and resenting Ana. She's the bridge between Old Overwatch, inspired by the idealized heroes who surrounded her childhood, and New Overwatch. She's one of the only inter-generational characters in the cast; someone whose experiences span the gap, which is why I seriously believe Pharah would make a great main character.

There isn't much to go off of, though; she's a very uncomplicated character (she's a soldier for a private military corporation, lol.). But that just means she's a blank slate character, so I've seen fanfic writers run wild and create some really interesting takes on her. My favorite interpretation of her's a dense, herbo gym-bro type (a lot of her liens are about work outs, exercising, and playing sports) who's easily excitable under her seemingly self-serious, armored visage. We see how she tends to gloat and hype herself up when she's on a streak too, so Pharah definitely has a competitive and boastful side under her more professional and militant performance.

Now Mercy? Mercy is a real complex character.

[cator99]

out of curiosity, would you consider yourself butch?

used to be a blonde underweight twink and now I'm a based jock still got the chanel bag and the sick albeit matured mind of a suckpig to prove it so I'm gonna let you decide whether you wanna call me that word just cuz I got a pussy and short hair. I promise you that there have been enough advancements made in the art of lesbian sexual dynamics in the past 50 years to broaden the vocabulary used to describe the plethora of types of masculine females.

[blondeaxolotl]

Hiii I just want you to know I adore your red butler au and have been waiting to see more specifically about grelle as a demon butler in it, headaconons and stuff so hope you'll go back to that one day!!

Aww I'm flattered, thank you!! 😭

Red Butler Au is like my first black butler au so I'm flattered to know people still like it, I don't doubt I will come back to it eventually. It's just that I cannot control whatever I'm hyperfixating on so it might take me a while to get back to and have my focus on it again

But since I do not know when that will be, I decided to quickly doodle the red butler and her lady as a quick little treat for your patience

[mihai-florescu]

I just realized something kinda annoying about engstars, they let Ra*bits call Nazuna "Ni-chan", but Eichi is referred to as "Brother Eichi" :/ I wish they'd just stick with one rather than make it confusing (especially for people that only have/use the official translation)

Brother eichi sounds like they're in a monastery i'll never get over that. I hear gongs in my head every time i read it. Im sorry to anyone that only uses the official translation though:( for many reasons i wont get into cuz i think i'll sound annoying if i do. Anyway. Rinne and Niki calling Anzu sister is funny tho, i'll give eng that, it adds a vague 2010s american gay layer to their characters that was definitely not intentional but it's there now

[ghost-proofbaby]

hey y’all!

so i’ve been considering this a lot in the past few weeks, and figured i’d make an official post so you all know i’m alive and what not since i have been very much inactive as of recently.

i’m taking a break.

not forever! not because of anything in the fandom! this break is solely due to personal life reasons and the fact i just can’t be as active on here right now between my jobs and personal affairs. and it also won’t be long — i’m going to be off here probably through the end of november. if i have the time/mental capacity to come back before then, i absolutely will 🖤 but right now, tumblr isn’t something that fits easily within my days and also, writing for my fics hasn’t been something i can easily do not due to lack of inspiration but lack of time.

again, this is just due to my own personal life currently. nothing happened in the fandom that motivated this decision (i honestly don’t even know what’s happening on here currently solely because i haven’t had the time to scroll lol) and it’s very much not permanent, and will HOPEFULLY be very short. like i said, until the end of november. i’ll still be writing in my free time, and my hope is to be able to update fics once i’m back and worse better than ever! 🖤

see y’all in december <3

[httpiastri]

Like going to comfort him, and he brushes you off, maybe a dismissive “just leave me alone” and you’re so upset because he’s never done that before, even on the flight home he’s refusing to talk to you, but he’s talking to everyone else around you and it leave you sad and confused. Maybe he doesn’t realise until you get back and you’re near tears

waaaah that's so heartbreaking 😭 i imagine him trying to be civil at first because he always is, like he does hug you right after the race but while you're holding him super close and like brushing the back of his neck comfortingly, he's barely even holding you? he's just not into it?

and then later when you try to talk to him about his race like in the campos truck or in your hotel room, he's quiet which makes you grow worried and so you ask him even more stuff, and eventually he just snaps.... and you don't know what to do because even if he can be hotheaded sometimes, he's never been that way towards you?? :(

and on the flight home, i imagine him doing some stuff just out of habit, like he still holds your hand when walking through the airport, and he's still got an arm around your shoulder for the takeoff and landing because he knows you think flying is kinda scary. but, he isn't talking to you and it's making you freak out. he apparently isn't mute because he talks to his friends, campos staff, other drivers... but why isn't he talking to you?

and so you give him the same silent treatment, which he doesn't really pick up on at first because he's so deep in his own thoughts. even in the cab from the airport, you're just looking out through the window, all quiet... but you can't stop your eyes from watering because you've been holding back from crying all weekend and things just get too much.........

[merakiui]

Mera Mera! Do you play/ have played obey me? If so who was your favorite (mine was beel<3) - >_<Anon

I have!! I played it when it released in 2019 and it had such a strong grip on me during the 2019 to 2020 era. My favorite was (and still is) Mammon. WAAAAA I LOVE HIM!!!!!! He means everything to me. He is everything I love in a man. The epitome of man one might say. OTL I will never forget the time when they released his bunny butler card with the animation. I wanted it so badly and didn't get it and I mourned this great loss. T^T I also liked Belphie quite a lot because the yandere potential was so extreme. Also, the fact that he killed us once. 🫣 I love an unstable demon who lies, manipulates, and kills. 😵‍💫 omg and then I would also wait (im)patiently for the new story chapters after I had read everything and diligently play every event,,,,, uuwaaa it was so fun!!!

But then I downloaded Genshin, which proceeded to break my phone. ;;; I lost all of my data in obey me when I got my new phone, so I had to start over with a new account. I only know the storyline up until the time when the MC returns to their world for the summer break, but I've heard a lot happens! I should revisit my account to play the story because I only ever logged on every now and then to check if any new Mammon cards were out hehe. :D

Aaaa and Beel!!!!!! He is such a good choice!!! A wonderful sweetheart!!! ( ≧ᗜ≦) you have immaculate taste, >_< anon!!!

[ellzilla]

I am so sorry for posting old art but I find it so funny that I used to draw RLJ in mainly orange and made him bake a lot back in the 2018 ask blog days, considering what I'm doing with his character now.

I wonder if that part subconsciously stayed with me into the rewrite and manifested into malewife baker Jack Grossman or if it's just a coincidence lmao.

[dreamings-free]

Hi

[seriemorder]

anon who first called me a dumb whore 🥵😍 and then told me to log off you stupid whore (not sure about this whore, it mightve been cunt, their point still stands) i know i blocked you but come back i need to know if youre the same person and if you got mad because i said i dont wanna hear about usamerica ever again

[toxicdykecocaine]

The fact Ive cried multiple times watching Drag race but not when I watched brokeback mountain is crazy to me. What the fuck happened

[lady-ashfade]

This is so funny to me- I actually enjoy theses so much that I laughed when this popped up. Anon, who do you think you are speaking to? I tried to find out who you are but it didn’t work, I’ll just have to settle with you blocked. Kinda hope you come back on a different account 😘 come back to me baby.

I can tell you they aren’t all boys but everyone has them. I feel so special right now I have the biggest smile on my face.

XOXO a girl who doesn’t give a fuck.

[the1ronduke]

do you miss the prussian grandpa

Yes

A lot.

I miss my crazy grandpa.

[dhmis-autism]

Red Guy being deluded with his crush on Duck is equally funny, me thinks

Just this feral full on rabies man Duck who commits war crimes and Red’s delusional ass goes “he is so dreamyyyyy ❤️❤️❤️”

HE'S GOT THEEE WORST TASTE AND I WILL STAND BY THAT FOREVER.

Like, Red has got his issues, but you could see why people would like him. Sooo many people have/had a crush at him at one point it's unreal. NO ONE FEELS THAT WAY ABOUT DUCK GDGDF

THERE'S SO MUCH WRONG WITH HIM... FOR GODS SAKE LOOK AT HIM.

look at his PANTS LEG

[httpiastri]

pepe thoughts

pepe's gf is obsessed with his hands. (im def not talking abt myself bcs im obsessed with his hands)

everywhere they go, hands? locked. i also feel like his gf would love to caress his hands while sleeping (maybe?) lowkey would be me bcs im dying to touch his hands

why would she be obsessed with his hands 😶 they aren't even that good 😶 definitely not 😶 (coming from the girl who was so distracted by his hands that she almost forgot to actually look at his face when meeting him) (gonna blame it on the fact that he was putting on my bracelet but. yk)

but awww yes yes yes !! the feeling of his hands engulfing hers, or his hands cupping her face, or holding around her waist.... and definitely playing with his fingers when going to bed 🥺 and him not minding at all (just finding it cute), letting her do whatever she wants while he just watches her with that soft content smile on his lips :(