#i miss my fictional kids sm

[queen-of-reptiles]

𝙷𝙾𝚃𝚃𝙴𝚁 𝚃𝙷𝙰𝙽 𝚈𝙾𝚄𝚁𝚂

description: lauren and her arsenal player girlfriend go on holiday for their year anniversary and use it as a way to remind everyone why they hold the top spot as fav woso couple

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lauren james x female y/n

disclaimer: I am in no way saying Lauren is gay or bi-sexual - this is strictly a work of fiction

there are not enough blurbs and imagines about lauren so I made some

entirely inspired by @daydreamingleclerc :))

some sexual themes and comments - nothing too bad :)

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Lj10 my girlfriend is hotter than urs 🤷‍♀️👍

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samanthakerr20: @y/n how do you look like that? 😭

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y/n: idk i cry a lot???

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username1: LMAOOOOOO

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username2: she’s so fcking stupid 😂😭

mbrighty04: y/n damnnnnn 🔥🔥

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y/n: heheheh 😙

leahwilliamsonn: okayyyyyy 😍

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y/n: it’s all for u captain 😇

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Lj10: the fck? 🤨🤨

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leahwilliamsonn: shhhh this doesn’t involve you lj

katie_mccabe11: lauren your insta is turning into a y/n fanpage mate …

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y/n: tbf mine is the same for her 😝

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katie_mccabe11: that’s cause ur a simp 👍

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y/n: damnnn grandma learning the kids speech 🥹

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katie_mccabe11: you’re only 21 shut up! 😡

username3: SHES SO HOT OMG 😍😍

username4: fuckkkkkkkkk 🔥🔥🔥

username5: 🍑🍑🍑

miafishel10: how many takes did the second photo take? 😭

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Lj10: too many mate

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y/n: IT HAD TO BE PERFECT BABY 😠

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lucybronze: bet lj didn’t complain too much wth you on top of her tho y/n 😶😶

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Lj10: ;)))

stanwaygeorgia: Cuties 🥺

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y/n: 😊😌

y/n: alsoooo my girlfriend’s hotter than urs baby 💋

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Lj10: liar 🙄

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y/n: ik u r but what am i? 🤷‍♀️

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Lj10: hottest girl in the world ;)

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y/n: I have once again been outplayed lads 🥹

Arsenalwfc: looking peachy y/n! ❤️

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username6: arsenal admin knows what’s up 😭😂

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arsenalwfc: the sky

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username7: OMGGGG 😭😭

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play at the hotel bowling alley ✔️

lauren gets hit on by the waitress whose been serving us all night ✔️

lauren reply with asking for another drink for ‘her missus’ ✔️

me not slapping a bitch ✔️

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username1: HAHAHAHAH

leahwilliamsonn: ShUt UP 😭

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y/n: Wasn’t like we’d been snogging all night either 😠

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reece: shoulda slapped her mate 😂

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Lj10: don’t start !!

username2: I LOVE REECE AND Y/N’S RELATIONSHIP 🥹🥹🥹

katie_mccabe11: I imagine you were fuming ??! 😡

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y/n: nahhh we went and made out in their photo booth and left one of the three print-outs on their cute print wall 💋💋

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lucybronze: iconic 😂

username3: don’t be shy - tell us her name 😶😶

keirawalsh: who won ?? 🤨🤨

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samanthakerr20: deffo y/n 😭💋

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mbrighty04: nahhh lj all the way 👍👍

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caitlinfoord: nah y/n has to be ! xx

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y/n: It was Caity! 😌😌

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Lj10: let you win baby @y/n

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y/n: take that back you little shit 😡

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Lj10: I’m older and taller love 😂

username4: why would she come onto lauren tho ??? like these two are SO in love ?! 😡

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username5: cause lauren’s famous !! 🙄🙄

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mbrighty04: I CANNOT WITH YOU TWO 😭

y/n: hehehehehheh 😘

reece: how do i bleach my eyes ?? 😭

y/n: i can do it with a spoon if you need? xx

reece: i hate you sm

jbeattie91: Amber would like to say she is stealing all of these poses for us 😝

y/n: YALL WOULD EAT THESE OMG 😫😫

lucybronze: you two 🙄🥺

y/n: luv u too !!

miafishel10: HAWT 🔥

y/n: like you b 😉😗

samanthakerr20: YOU LEFT THAT?

ON THE WALL?

FOR EVERYONE TO SEE?

y/n: nahhh only pictures 2-4 😜

samanthakerr20: you give me gray hairs

k says you guys r cute tho

y/n: omg say hi to her i miss her sm !! 🥺💋

katie_mccabe11: jesus god

y/n: not in this place of worship

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miafishel10: HAHAHAHAHAH THIS IS GOLD 😭😭

stanwaygeorgia: PLOT TWIST LMAO 😂

lucybronze: omg NO

y/n: istg luce imma slap this bitch - SHES ASKED LJ THREE TIMES IF SHE WANTS HELP PUTTING SUNCREAM ON

lucybronze: i kinda want you too, but Keira is saying no to the slap

y/n: UGH fineee

samanthakerr20: THIS IS CHAOS

alessiarusso99: omg omg omg

ella says mark your territory …

y/n: BET

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reece: HAHAHAHAHAHAH 😭😭

y/n: the games the game 🤷‍♀️

katie_mccabe11: absolutely gold omg 😶😶

y/n: honestly it was outta pocket 😫

alessiarusso99: omg omg omg

y/n: it was honestly a moment 😭

lucybronze: what a day 😂

y/n: honestly it was a nice day mainly 😜

miafishel10: is the new one nice at least????

y/n: HES FANTASTIC! His name is Sam and he’s showing us his puppy he has with his bf which is adorable and he’s taken some cute pics of me and Laur so look out for them ;))))

miafishel10: legend 😫❤️

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Lj10 we really are hot

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mbright04: cuties 🥺

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Lj10: cheers Mills! y/n says luv u! x

samanthakerr20: these are actually so sweet 😫

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Lj10: Thanks Sammy 👍

lucybronze: who took these photos?!!

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Lj10: our new waiter Sam! Absolute Legend!

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y/n: we love sam v much! 😘

username1: THEY ARE SO CUTE

username2: UGH 🔥

username3: ROMANTIC! ❤️❤️

y/n: just would like to point out as cute as these are - lj still wouldn’t play mermaids with me :((((

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reece: @Lj10 that is UNACCEPTABLE 😡😡

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y/n: thank you ik !! 😌

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Lj10: omg babe 🙄

alessiarusso99: I’LL PLAY MERMAIDS WITH YOU Y/N 🩷🩷

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ellatoone: SAME

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esme.morgan: SAME 😌😌

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y/n: HOW QUICK CAN YA’LL GET ON A PLANE 🥺😩

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Lj10: YOU LOT DARE ISTG 😠😤

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y/n one whole year with you baby and six more days in our own paradise ❤️ i love you x

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Lj10 i love you so lucky to have had a year with you, excited for more to come <3 xx

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ya girl ran out of image allowances on the app - which ngl is stupid!

But lemme what you lot think?? request if you want anything and I’ll do my best xoxox

- Queenie xo

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[tinyapplejuice]

HII !! I dont think I've requested yet but I LOVE ur writing and was hoping for some 8bit x fem reader headcanons OR VIRUS 8BIT X FEM READER HEADCANONS! THE CHOICE IS URS I JUST LOVE YOUR WORK SM !! ^.^

8-BIT DATING HEADCANONS

✧.*

•Guys I’m stepping into unknown territory, I got back into this game since like 2023 late Decembers and I’m pretty sure I missed so much stuff correlating to 8-bit or even any brawler’s lore since I used to play this game since like 2020 so if there are any key details I’ve missed about his character IM SO SORRY LIKE IM GENUINELY ASHAMED OF MYSELF TOO BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO DISAPPOINT THE FANS WHO ARE GENUINELY HUGE NERDS ABOUT THIS BRAWLER if you have any like canon information about it or if there’s a site that contains lore about Brawl Stars and it’s characters, in general, please tell me. I’m desperate, my sister is helping me with a piece of stone and rock and using our cavemen brains together. But enough about my silly ranting, let’s begin!

•8-bit, 8-bit, 8-bit, ha, what an interesting robot to date since it’s an arcade machine. I mean imagine if you go to an arcade and just see someone being affectionate with one of these things? Pretty weird, huh? But unlike them, 8-bit is actually alive, and in Brawl Stars anything could happen since it’s fiction! Oh, wonderful!

•It has mad anger issues, do I even have to say it aloud? (Some of their things have some sort of reference that leads to being somewhat negative or aggressive like in that animation with the CCTV animation and such; even his design has some cool details with both the skull on its thing and that big X on its back but whatever!) Sometimes I like to think it can get easily annoyed and just grab out its pistols and just shoot at the thing that angered them but if it’s you, they will just warn you pretty aggressively.

•BUT!!! Don’t worry, it goes to… therapy!! I know I was pretty surprised about this too but during your relationship, it does visit a therapist to sort out its behavioral problems which is awesome! So if you notice them resisting the urge to blow up then you know they’re slowly improving out it's anger issues!

•Do you think they have a general dislike of humans in general? I think it does, the only people they can tolerate pretty well are Brock, maybe some other brawlers like Pam, and you! I just think they're neutral about robots as they don’t irritate it as much as humans do. But still, if you ever see it glaring at people especially in the age ranges of a kid to teens, just know it despises them.

•OOHH! It’s so awkward hugging this big blocky dude because of their shape and size! They’re so blocky and it will be so funny if you have to maneuver around just so you could have the perfect hug! They’re probably going to be confused too.

•I like to think it doesn’t enjoy being touched. I don’t know but I like to correlate the hating humans headcanon to the fact that the reason why it doesn’t like to be touched is because of its players! They hate it when the person’s grubby hands are on the controllers, aggressively tapping and beating up the poor dude so I could see how it would grow to dislike just the simplest touch. Obviously, it isn’t going to push and then shoot you if your fingers accidentally touch them. No, they’re surprisingly a brawler who has both great and little patience if you get me. I feel like he’s able to let his loved ones touch them even though they’re not the greatest fans. AHHH IT COULD BE SUCH A SOFTIE TO THEIR LOVER TOO WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT IT! UGHH

•8-bit’s love language is quality time. I like to imagine it enjoys spending time with their lover and doing whatever they want to do even though they suck booty! The only exception is when they have to move their legs.

•Speaking about it, They’re such a slow walker that it doesn’t even want to walk anymore for most days. They literally loathe it and you have to be such a patient person if you want to do any moving activities with them.

•Heh, another robot brawler you know what that means!!! RAHHHH ITS GOING TO BE THE FIRST CLUELESS ABOUT LOVE!! I genuinely love this headcanon and would almost apply this to every robot brawler. I don’t know. I cannot imagine a robot’s first programming to love people and that includes the arcade machine we love! I feel like they would generally get it faster though due to the lovey-dovey couple it’s been exposed to during its times of being an inanimate object.

•Can you also imagine it tried to mimic them like one time but that made both you and it uncomfortable so it doesn't do it ever again. Hehe silly billy!

•8-bit does not kiss, he literally doesn’t have lips. I could just imagine a replacement with that would be hand-holding. (If you kiss him, he gets a bit of a tingly, statiky feeling).

•OMG whenever they get flustered which is like barely like their whole face turns red and then like this some sort of pop-up appears that its system is being heated and that it needs to cool down or something and you can see smoke coming out of their body like a smoking hazard.

•The majority says that 8-bit will allow you to play their super hard, brutal game but personally it’s like a maybe especially since it lost the controller and the fact it HATES its players. It may be hesitant to let you play on it. But you know what they’re honestly fine with you playing on other arcade machines. They may be very very good at it, like they know the cheat codes and the super epic strategies that pros use or they will be dogwater. (I prefer the first one but honestly, it just depends on whatever you think it’s true!)

•Relating to its controller it lost, do you think they still mope about it once in a while? Like I could imagine it one day grumbling about the fact they lost it and you know those wasps that can clearly remember someone’s face and have photogenic memory? I could see 8-bit remembering the exact person who does it and can even accurately describe them and it would make them pay for it if they ever stumble upon them again.

•Can you imagine 8-bit easily having grudges and it’s hard to let them go? That could also be another behavioral problem that they’re fixing with his therapist. Like, imagine if you had a fight with them, and for like the aftermath of the fight it was kinda cold with you. I think they’re trying to forgive others easily, especially their loved ones.

•At first in the relationship it has the most NPC dialogue for an arcade machine. I could see them struggling to say regular words that humans would use for conversation since it’s so used to saying what it’s always programmed to say when a player wins, loses, and more but as you dated them and the months passed, their vocabulary would increase and it would have been having regular and normal conversations with you even though from time to time it would resort saying back to “Player one” and such.

• He isn’t a huge talker but that one moment where they could properly express what it has been feeling for years was so refreshing for him! That was probably the longest he ever talked and it will be so funny if he speaks about his journey of his motherboard exploding or whatever mind-blowing and crazy in a nonchalant tone of voice and you have to stare at him like WHATT??!! Could you imagine them spilling out what was on their mind for years?? CAN YOU SEE IT PLEASE??

•It can make the cutest facial expressions for someone like them. They’re actually very expressive?? (My favorites from them are UwU and 0_0) Can you imagine it being silly and wonder if someone hacked them even though it can be like that on certain days.

•Wait just as its vocabulary increases do you think its personality develops too? It will be really interesting but I don’t really know how I could see it being more relaxed and would smile often but I don’t know.

•8-bit can actually use both of its hands, I think it’s called ambidextrous. I could imagine it using both of its guns but as you know, it can’t so now it uses these magic hands to do productive things.

•You know how it can make words on its screen to make facial expressions, imagine if it ever gets grumpy it just doesn’t speak to you and instead it would write it out like [this] (Imagine the bracket keys being the screen)...

•8-bit is a geek about games and would make references about it that nobody understands except the hardcore nerds, specifically and especially the old-school games. In addition, can you imagine it being a technology nerd as well?

•I could see it as someone who’s very defensive and protective. I could just imagine them shielding you in a protective stance with their gun out…

•Also it will be super funny if they shut off randomly and then like you have to insert coins in order for them to continue “life” Otherwise they will be shut down unless someone decides to play them. So imagine just you holding spare coins just in case it ever happens or just forcing multiple coins onto their slot so they can stay alive for as long as they can.

•They are a cool. Yep, a cool arcade machine!!

GUYS I DONT KNOW IF ITS LIKE SOMEWHAT REALISTIC I GENUINELY HAVE NO IFEA ABOUT 8-BIT BUT WHOEVER REQUESTED ME THAT THANK YOU SO MUCH AND I HOPE YOU DONT HATE ME BECASUD OF THIS

ALSO I LITTERALY PUT 8-BITS PRONOUNS AS HE/HIM BEFORE I REALIZED IT WASNT LIKE THAG IN ITS STUPID DESCRIPTION SO I HAD TO CHANGE ALL OF THAT INTO IT/THEY/THEM/THEIR AND IT WAS SO ANNOYING BECUASE I WAS ALREADY AT 1200+ WORDS !! (҂` ﾛ ´)︻デ═一 ANYWAYS HOPE YOU ENJOY!!

[chvnnie]

Text Me

han jisung x reader

word count: 1k

genre: smut - MINORS DNI

warnings: established relationship, sub!jisung, dom!reader, sexting, dirty talk, mommy kink, brief lactation kink, mention of a chastity belt/cage, a dash of chan x reader, jisung is edged? kinda?, I really popped off with this idk what came over me. if I missed anything, PLEASE LET ME KNOW.

summary: Jisung really, really misses you

a/n: IT'S MY ONE YEAR STAYBLR ANNIVERSITY YAAAY! whether you've been around since my first fic or just found out about my account, I am eternally grateful for all the love and support I've received over this past year. so much has happened the last 365 days - from seeing skz FIVE TIMES, to meeting some of my favorite people in the world on this account. thank you all for this experience, it's great to be with you all. also, had so much fun writing this fic in this format - let me know if we fuck with it and I might more like this!

this is a work of fiction. this fic in no way represents han jisung as a person or stray kids as a whole. you are responsible for the media you consume. please read responsibly.

taglist: @lix-ables, @rachalixie, @gibbysupremeacyisreal, @katieraven, @miamormi, @woahfruity, @isilentprincess, @hugs4chan, @stranger-thighs, @beautifulcolorgarden, @scottmcallisdaddy, @whatudowhennooneseesyou, @humayraaaaa, @americanokisses, @djeniryuu, @epiphanynaffit - comment/send ask to be added

💞 sung 💞

02:00 Hi, baby Are you awake?

02:00 Kinda What time is it there?

02:01 1:00 in the afternoon, just got to the venue I miss you

02:02 :((( miss you sm Do you want to call?

02:04 I wish. We’re about to check mics Besides, I don’t want to keep you up

02:05 since when have you ever had a problem with that lmao but okay 💞 can we talk after the show?

02:06 Silly question. Ofc we can You’re acting like I haven’t called you five times today alone???

02:07 Ugh you’re so clingy

02:09 But you loooovvveee me

02:09 Barely

02:10 K then, bye.

02:11 nah nah nah You don’t get to leave me twice in a week

02:12 Admit it, and maybe I’ll consider staying

02:15 God you’re needy when you travel

02:16 BLOCKED

02:18 OKAY FINE I love you lots

02:19 :)

02:20 …dummy

02:20 I’m SO sick of you

02:21 Liar

02:22 I hate when you’re right God, I can’t stop fucking thinking about you I know it’s only been four days but I miss you so much I can’t wait to be home

02:24 I wish you were here It’s so cold in this apartment without you How am I supposed to stay warm, ji? 😭

02:25 Okay that’s it. Omw home, can’t let my baby suffer >:(

02:25 My hero <333

02:27 Anything for my everything I miss you. In all aspects. Your hugs, your kisses, even the way you talk in your sleep. I love listening to you ramble I can’t…stop thinking about that morning It was so hard to leave you

02:27 I hate that you had to go It didn’t feel like enough time

02:28 There’s never enough time with you I just want that morning back. You looked so sexy in my shirt

02:31 *1 Image Attached* This shirt?

02:31 God fucking damn Don’t do this to me, baby. It’s not fair

02:31 Do what? :)

02:33 You know exactly what I’m talking about

02:33 I don’t think I do

02:35 *1 Image Attached* How do you expect me to work like this?

02:35 Aww, Sungie, is your pretty cock too hard already?

02:36 This isn’t fair.

02:37 What isn’t?

02:37 It isn’t fair that you’re not here, riding me That your tits aren’t in my face That the hickeys you left are fading I really, really need you :(

02:37 Oh needy, needy boy It’s only been a few days and you’re already acting like this?

02:38 You know I can’t help myself :( Baby just wants Mommy

02:38 Hm, sounds a little demanding Baby’s not going to get shit with that attitude

02:39 No, mommy, please I’m sorry Please give me something. Anything I’ve been so so good, mommy. I haven’t touched myself once since we left :(

02:40 And you’re this pent up? Little pathetic, don’t you think?

02:40 Very much

02:40 It must hurt What a shame.

02:41 Will you please help? Please mommy, I’ll do anything

02:42 Don’t make promises you can’t keep, Jisung

02:42 I mean it! I mean it, really Please baby, I’m about to cry

02:42 Good thing you look pretty when you do 💞

02:43 Baby please Mommy. Mommy, please I can’t go another second

02:43 You know that cock is mine Touch it without my permission, and I’ll cage you. Is that what you want?

02:43 No, mommy :(

02:45 You know, I was considering treating you when you got home. To surprise you, let you feed while riding you. But if you’re going to act like a brat

02:45 No! No, please don’t take that from me, mommy Please I’m being a good boy I’m mommy’s good boy Mommy’s baby I won’t touch myself I promise

02:47 *1 Video Attached*

02:49 …mommy :(

02:49 It doesn’t feel as good as Sungie’s cock So you better behave Or you’re going to make mommy really, really upset You don’t want me to call Channie, do you?

02:50 I don’t, mommy

02:51 Maybe I will His cock is bigger than yours He knows how to make mommy feel good

02:51 But you’re mine Not hyung’s mommy Mine

02:52 Oh, do you want him to fuck you instead? I can call him He’d probably enjoy a little pre show stress relief

02:53 But I don’t want him

02:53 I don’t think I asked you what you want Let me see your cock. Now.

02:55 *1 Image Attached*

02:56 Poor thing, you’re leaking It must be so so hard not to play with yourself

02:57 It is, but I’m a good boy, mommy I don’t touch what’s not mine

02:58 You are, angel Mommy just gets jealous I don’t want you wasting all your cum before you get back home :(

02:58 I’m not going to, mommy Baby is going to behave Give mommy as his cum

02:59 That’s my good boy, Sungie Save it all for me. Mommy’s cunt needs it

02:59 Yes mommy

03:00 God, you’re so perfect baby Keep behaving for me I’ll know if you don’t

03:01 Hyung did give me a side eye when I stepped into the bathroom But I promise. I only want to be the best for you

03:01 You already are Sungie?

03:02 Yeah, baby?

03:03 Sleepy

03:03 Aww, my girl Go rest your eyes I’ll be here when you wake up

03:04 Promise?

03:05 Of course

03:05 Okay okay Call me when you get to the hotel? Idc if it wakes me up

03:06 Already planning on it Hey guess what

03:08 What?

03:08 I love you So much More than all the life in the universe You’re my everything. And I can’t wait to come home to you

03:09 Don’t make me cry :( I’m so, so lucky to have you My everything. I love you well past infinity Goodnight, Sungie 💞

03:10 Goodnight, my angel 💞

[drdemonprince]

I’ve been following you since “Corpus Collosum” (loved it sm) and witnessing your evolution into the ultra badass doctor you are, and that I randomly see quoted out in the wild, is wholly rad and maybe a little awe-inspiring? My kid showed me a screenshot of your response to the “it/its” ask from forever ago and brought it full circle for me, so now I’m here fanboying.

You have helped me un/learn so much about autism, queerness, gender, anarchy, kink, all the shits. I don’t know how to articulate all of the Thoughts and Feelings I have ab the space you’ve created and your presence within it, but I’m thankful that you’re so goddamn prolific and share your knowledge and insight so abundantly.

You’re fuckin awesome and it’s incredibly cool that you exist.

wowowow we got a real old head around here!!! Thank you so much for reading. Especially in the early Corpus Callosum days. That project meant a lot to me, and back then I didn't even know all that it was truly "about." So funny looking back on a story that fixates itself on the perspective of a person who is dead and living in a box with almost no sensory capabilities -- the Autism and dysphoria were all over the page even when I couldn't see it. I never would have gotten where I am today if the support from readers & moots on tumblr hadn't stoked my confidence and left me believing that I had something worthwhile to say, and the right to say it. I feel sometimes that I have let my fiction readers down, by selling out and becoming the mass market self-help author person, or that I've somehow become less of an artist. I miss those days even though they were frequently miserable and isolated. There's a disconnection between my present life and that life I lived online back then, and a part of me longs to be able to go back to it. Anyway, hearing from people who have been around through it and see the connective tissue between that former self and present self means a lot to me! If you ever wanna come off anon and say hi, go ahead and shoot me a dm. :)

[konigsblog]

I love your writing sm!!! After reading a lot of the stuff I was wondering how yan! Soap, ghost, and König (you can choose which ones!) they met their darling and later took them

thank you smm!! im currently writting this on my tablet help btw

yandere könig, soap and ghost first meeting their darling and how the kidnapped them

warnings: yandere behaviour, obsessive behaviour, kidnapping, possessive behaviour, guilt tripping, stalking: i do not condone any behaviour or actions that i write about, all of this is fiction.

masterlist

simon ghost riley

it was your first day. you stepped into the commons room and there sat the bulky man. broad shoulders and a muscular build, something most people would say is ideal. you introduced yourself, your bright and innocent personality didn't match with your job. no one could look at you say you looked like the person to kill someone, simon on other hand, his eyes had deep evil behind them and mixed with his body, most would say he seems like the person to kill someone.

"hey, my name is [name]!" proudly, you said. he was confused. this didn't seem like the place for you, and neither did everyone else. "hey kid, wrong place. you don't belong here." a voice chirped, people snickered at the comment. your smile dropped.

"quiet." he demanded, thats when you really noticed him. he stuck up for you even though be felt the same. this didn't mean that his thoughts changed. anything you did to prove yourself that you weren't that innocent only made you seem more sweeter.

over time, ghost kept his eyes on you. burning through your skull and watching every move you made. you could be killing someone, a bullet through their heart and blood splattered on your gear yet he always thought this wasn't right, not for you.

perhaps you didn't notice, but he scratched out a plan. make you seem bad at your job, and kidnap you. simple as that.

ghost walked into prices office, his boots thumped against the ground as the door creaked shut. his voice began, "price, this isn't right. a couple days ago, [name] proved herself to me, she isn't right for this job..." his voice cut off, seeming to get quieter.

you didn't realise it completely, maybe assuming that what people had overheard was just a rumour or misheard. but, when you walked into the office, your heart broke. it was true, you were leaving. you sighed, walking back to your room. he didn't want to hear your side of the story, he trusted simon too much.

"what's up doll?" that voice, anyone could recognise the gruff, and rough voice. "simon, fuck off." you demanded back at him, you didn't turn around. keeping your head over your suitcase, packing it fast. the longer you stayed, the longer it would hurt.

frustration blinded you, as he began again. "don't. im doing you a favour." your ears perked and your eyes widened, your once sweetened cheerful personality had been replaced with something that now seemed right. aggressive, just like your once job. "you know fine well that im good at my job, your angry because you know that im better at taking people out with skill than you are. you can't stand the idea of someone being better than you, you're a completely bullshit person. i hope this happens to you, maybe then you'll see what its like to lose your job to a complete utter lie." you kept your eyes forward at him, a finger pointing against his chest as you backed him up to a wall.

his hand went for your throat, a cloth was pulled from his pocket, the scent off it. medical is what it was. quickly, you had fainted into his arms. and now he knew that his plan was going completely right.

the drive was quiet. maybe it was because you were passed out and he was always just quiet, but it was more uncomfortable. although it was just him awake, the sense of you being by him made everything eerie. he missed your annoying and sweet personality. your voice that sounded like it had been downed in sugar. nothing like his bitter and completely dark voice.

but, what did that matter? throughout the time you had been with the task force, you had proven to him that you were made for him. maybe you skills were good, but what mattered most to him was the fact that you would fix his heart. his bitter cold heart with your sweet and loving one. you were now his.

john soap mactavish

classmates was what you once were. never friends,just classmates. from primary one to s6, he had got himself addicted to you. the sound of your voice while talking to your friends, your laugh that could brighten anyones day, and that you were too shy to say anything.

after highschool, you had kept in touch with most of your classmates. your friends and some that you liked. john was one of them.

on his leave, he watched you. figuring out your address, and then watching you every night, every day, every hour, every minute. at some point he just moved in across the street, buying a pair of binoculars and watching you sleep. maybe coming up to your window, taking pictures.

it got too far when he walked into your house. his feet creaked against the wooden rough floor. your door squeaked open, he loomed over you. what woke you was the sound of the camera shuttering. something he forgot to turn off.

youe eyelids fluttered open, he panicked. punching you in the cheek. now he had to think fast, he let his obsession get too far. this was all him.

a few times you woke up, only to be smacked to sleep. he carried you out your home, through the road to his house. no neighbours really cared that much, or at all. they wouldn't notice nor care if you had gone missing. maybe they'd be happy, your music blaring through to their windows made your immediate neighbours roll their eyes as the put their fingers in their ears.

your head rested in his lap, his hands stuck in your hair. for the forth time, you woke. this time he let you wake up, you shoke underneath him. "john..?" you whispered. "you don't even know what you do to me."

könig

again, like ghost, you had joined kortac. there were no similarities between you and the giant. height? he was taller? personality? you were bubbly and cheerful, he was quiet and avoided eye contact at all costs.

when you walked into the building, most people looked at you, then their friend and whispering something. this was because of your seemingly sweet personality, which was then how you got the call sign, "sweetheart".

but realistically, you didn't care. most people knew you didn't care about what others really thought about you, "whats wrong with being sweet?" "its because you don't match your job." könig spoke.

it wasn't often you spoke to könig, you differences made it so that you two never could relate. but, opposites attract, right?

atleast that was what könig thought, you could make him the happiest man in earth. but, how could he make you love him? you'd never spoke outside of missions and just breif questions, it was too late to become your friend. you'd been here a while.

he landed on the idea of kidnapping, somehow. he was genuinely a bit delusional. and embarrassing, he shook with anger and hit himself when he got something wrong. which linked up to embarrassing moments when he was trying to sleep.

he was short tempered, and possessive. his possessiveness got the better of him. no-one would suspect it, one day while on mission he'd drug you, leave you in a bush and later when searching he'd lock you into his car. it matched up to the time, last mission before leave.

and somehow, through his embarrassingly short tempered and shakey behaviour, he made it work. you were in the back of his car, the boot.

he took you home, with him was where you belonged. and with you was were he belonged. nothing could stop him, because again, opposites attract... right?

[willowisapillow]

🐺❤️ He Ate My Heart Out ❤️🐺

*Rock eyebrow raise and Vine boom sound effect intensifies*

Sharandy my beloved,, oh how I’ve missed drawing these two together again (even though it wasn’t that long since I’ve last drawn them). Guess I just can’t quit these two.

Had the urge to draw these two again because I'm so sick and tired of seeing so much discourse and detractors about them as a couple on TikTok and YouTube. I’ve recently stumbled onto some edits of them getting a divorce, and while I respect others opinions on Sharon settling with a better man- y’all acting like Randy can’t get his act together and act like a normal husband towards her, which he’s done during the series like multiple times 💀

Though for the most part, I kinda blame the flanderization of him in recent years for this, especially with that one recent special where he bodyshames her, like, what the literal hell was that nonsense? I hate it sm, Randy would never do that 😣

My apologies if I sound like a broken record for saying this for the 200th time, Ik these two are an imperfect couple, but that’s what I like about ‘em. They don’t always act like a mushy, lovey-dovey, squeaky-clean, Disney-esque couple (not a jab at Disney couples, I live and breathe them, but you get my point). Both of them have their flaws like quarreling and bickering and that’s what makes their relationship realistic, because, newsflash, some irl couples act like that too. If their relationship were sunshine and rainbows all the time, then it would just be boring to watch. They’ve had plenty of moments to prove that they have a decent marriage. One of my DA friends said this a while back and I fully agree with them; a couple with their ups and downs is a lot better than a toxic marriage happening every single episode.

And at least Randy doesn’t treat Sharon awfully 24/7, cheats on her with other people, married her solely for her looks, or told her that he hates being with his kids. And imo they’re a healthier couple then the other parents like Staurt and Carol and Stephen and Linda don’t @ me plz-

So sorry if I went off on yet another tangent, I’m just your average online yapper who gets unnecessarily defensive over my fav fictional characters 💅🏾✨

My silly rant out of the way, when I was younger I had this habit of inserting my favorite franchises into random fairytales. I don’t know why I did it so much, I just liked the concept of it. I’ve done it with Mario, Banjo-Kazooie and Cuphead, now I’m doing it with South Park. The theme I wanted to go for was Red Riding Hood after binge watching those “Dark origins of your childhood fairytales” videos, bumping into some other fairytale AUs on here for some inspo, and listening to Monster by Lady Gaga and Won’t Bite by Doja Cat one too many times.

Wanted to go for a stylish but sultry look for Riding Hood!Sharon, and as for Werewolf!Randy I definitely went full on furry on him in this picture. I am not sorry at all. Now I just kinda picture some scenarios where he acts like an actual dog. Like, Sharon has him on a leash and takes him on walks, sprays him with a spray bottle anytime he starts actin’ up, or giving him some weed to calm him down when he enters feral mode. Randy is also very loyal and protective of his wifey, and will not hesitate to bite, scratch (and probably kill) you if you lay a finger on her. Also like the idea of him enjoying being scratched behind the ears and getting belly rubs haha

And I had a thought of having Stan playing the role of the huntsman, ‘cause I think it would be adorbs for him to help out his mama <3

🌲 🐺 ❤️ 🐺 🌲

[juleshwin]

Pinned post time ✨

welcome to my extravagantly chaotic fandom blog! My side blog for writing is @pensanddragons go check it out <3

Anyways~

My fandoms:

•Keeper of the Lost Cities! Haven't read Unraveled, but I don't mind spoilers

•Adventures in Odyssey. It's not just a kids audio drama! Also I do lots of fanart, fan fiction and rants about this

•Percy Jackson and the Olympians: no spoilers. Reading book two at the moment

•The Wingfeather saga. Not super active in this fandom anymore unfortunately, I still like it tho

•Lord of the Rings/ The Hobbit (currently reading The Fellowship of the Ring, so no spoilers please)

•I feel like we're missing something...🤷‍♀️

My comfort characters are Jay Smouse and Keefe Sencen ✨

My favorite and most relatable characters are:

•Sophie Foster

•Rayni Aria

•Linh Song

•Jillian Marshall

•Suzu Rydell

•Morrie Rydell

(If you hate on any of these characters, I shall correct you)

My Ships 💕

•Buckles (spoilers alert: I shall never be the same after they broke up)

•Zoey x Jay: I think their ship name should be Joey, it's cute, it's a bit cringey, it's a baby kangaroo

•Sokeefe (Fitzphie shippers get outta here!!😡)

•Tayni (Tam and Rayni. Needs more development, but don't hate me for shipping them)

•Dexiana (love them sm)

• chandelitz ✨

I'm probably forgetting something again...

There are a few others, but they're either married/underdeveloped so they might be added later.

My lovely moots: (at least the ones I interact with most)

@missdrummond @just-vibing @telugu-girl-13 @mapleink62 @fantasygeek-134 @underscorep2 @marella-redek-arsonist @long-live-the-gobop @toastyghostieofthewoods

There's plenty more where that came from, these are just the ones I 'hang out with' the most

Finally, A few other things you may need to know about me:

I ramble a lot | I'm 16- | I own a half-cat half-imp | I draw traditional art | My favorite colors are lavender and ice blue | I'm A Christian | I don't support LGBTQ+ but I love y'all anyways | I do follow backs most of the time | I do drawing requests for free, DM me and I might draw you something | I am homeschooled | my Pinterest is @lableuchatte | I'm a Cabin 6 Athena

Here take a cutesy emoji to go: 🦄🐈🐺🐘🐼🐿🐇🐧🐍🐢🐛🐞

[coyote-kiddo]

i was re-tagging some of my old posts and found this, so i figured i'd re-do it!!! (all at once because i do NOT have the memory to do it over 30 days)

i found petdre first via the aesthetic "babycore", and then slowly got more and more into agedre!! i also found out a while later that i had been involuntarily age regressing for years and hadnt noticed

my age when im small is kinda hard to pinpoint, but i would say somewhere between 3-5 most of the time!!

i dont have one, and i dont plan on getting one until im an adult (for safety purposes), but i have a few fictional cgs!! (stolas, toriel, and alastor are my biggest ones :3)

hm, i would say a day with one of my fictional cgs!! getting to play with the toys ive been wanting, color and draw, wear clothes that feel comfortable on my body, use teethers, bottles, diaps and pacis and watch my favorite shows without being judged or being embarrassed abt it :3 plus a nice warm bubble bath, baba of warm almond milk and a lullaby before bed!!

i have loads of sippies, a few bottles, a few teethers, a paci and one disposable diap as of right now, but i really really want a babyyourdoll classic round paci!! and also pull ups, mostly js for comfort :33 i would also like more silicon teethers bc they feel nicer than gel/water teethers heheh

i pet dream occasionally, not as often as i used to but still occasionally!! i petdre to an afghan hound, a kitty, a fox, and im considering trying wolf pup, fruit/vampire bat and deer :3

when i age dream, im not too much different from when im big bc my headspace doesnt change as much- im just a bit more childish and less embarrassed about stuff!! regressed me is wayy different though bc my regression is almost always negative- im typically more emotional, childish, clingy, and annoying.

i prefer drawing!!! i like to color also but drawing just feels so freeing to me :3

my moots!!! too shy to tag but i love them sm /p /gen

regression is almost always invol for me because of anxiety and trauma, its also usually negative which is kinda sucky

yepp!!

not that i can remember, ive used regression gear in dreams before but never regressed

this one is kinda tricky- im gonna say probably either apple slice or salteens!! i also really love juice, chocolate, graham crackers and cheese and crackers :3

yes!! i never really grew out of them, even before i started to age dream ive collected them :3

just my stepmom and my dad, i dont really think they remember though

bubs, kiddo, buddy, and little guy are my favs!! masc nicknames are sooo gender affirming to me as a fem-presenting trans man :,3

my regression is usually negative and involuntary, but nothing usually makes me "instantly regress"- its kinda a coin flip- but something that makes me feel smaller when i age dream is fuzzy socks!!

nope 😭 even if im able to buckle down and have small time after ive been involuntarily regressed it just kinda fades away

its okay, i cant really speak on it much bc i have most people i dont feel comfortable with blocked and i dont have any other socials. though i do hate when people stereotype and gatekeep it, or water it down to "fem, pastel, cute way of coping for skinny white girls only"

not a lot, but if i stumble upon one in the tags i might read it :3c

yeah, but i dont really feel comfortable being tickled

stolas goetia from helluva boss!!!! he is literally my dada guys /silly

my preference changes constantly, but it would definitely have a crib that can be converted into a toddler/big kid bed w a canopy and mobile, a sensory tent, a bouncer, a play area and a deer rocker!!!

not really, it makes it harder for me to stay small sometimes

i regress because of trauma and anxiety, i age dream as a coping mechanism for stress, gender dysphoria and missing out on my childhood :3

i almost always have to be listening to music when small, regressed or age dreaming, and my music taste jus kinda stays the same

just boundaries i set for myself- dont intentionally seek out my triggers, dont stay up too late, eat when im hungry, etc

when i regress, i get very very clingy and sad and scared, so i come off as very needy and kinda annoying (+ blunt because i kinda forget how social rules work), when i age dream im basically the same as when im big, just gigglier and more childish

maybe!! i havent tried out caregiving before but i would like to!!

im in the process of learning italian, so i sometimes watch kids' shows in italian to help practice and to make myself feel smaller!!

[imaginespazzi]

Look at me being on here right as you reply to my ask, bestie!

Ok you're right, i went AWF on Paige, and I have since calmed down (but still a little pissed at her). Cause i mean like look how excited lil Stephie was to tell her that they were keeping her forever and she had to go be a dumb blonde. Stephie definitely deserves a soda after that night, you really put her through it 😭

Oh honey, i just know whatever you write for the break-up will be a masterpiece; i still remember the scene from the ucla fic (their last fight before not speaking for a year??) and you executed that perfectly. I mean, I may be biased cause you know UCLA fic is that baddie for me lmao but i still stand by my statement! (side note: I re-read the UCLA fic recently and omg chapter 4 will never not do it for me every. single. time.)

Also super interesting to see the duality of reactions of whether that was super angsty or not. I think Azzi not immediately "over"reacting and choosing to stay and give Paige time softened the blow a little bit, but any chapter with a sad Stephie is already too much angst (i love that fictional little kid sm lmao; sorry the baby fever be baby-fevering so i think i'm projecting 😂)

Hmmmm thoughts on the ND game... well bestie, I actually predicted we would lose that one especially once Azzi wasn't available so I think I was already mentally prepared for it (i know, i know, i'm sorry for the lack of faith but well, they didn't prove me wrong soo 😭). But nah, look i think similar to what others have said; our inability to make 3s and defend 3s was a real killer but most of all, there was just no energy, no real desire or fire to win it - that was probably the most disappointing. But look, if we were gonna lose one game, I make my peace with that being the one cause it's earlier in the season, and it's an away game against a very very good team. And i want a good revenge story in March 😈

I will say though, the only time I've really been moved by the team so far this season was the Louisville game. I just would like us to consistently string together 4-quarter performances and look, I know we're a young team so I'm sure they'll get there eventually. But yeah, hope to see more improvement than I have so far. Loved Morgan's game today though! And I really really hope Jana and Ice get it together ASAP!

Can't wait for Azzi to be back (hopefully Tuesday or Saturday 🙏🤞 cause yes otherwise i might join you in the crash out if I don't get to see Azzi hoop again expeditiously). And Aubrey coming back Jan 1?? Exciting times!

Also, I just remembered me making a comment about me being team Logan and I already knew you were team Jess, l just knew it. We'll just have to agree to disagree on that, babes 😌 (I'm right in this instance)

Oh and finally, that first draft memo version of my boy only breaks his favorite toys keeps popping up on my tiktok and I always think about GH Pazzi whenever I hear the "just say when, i'd play again, [she] was my best friend and that was the worst part".

Ok i'm done now LOL.

Good luck on your exam, Nivi! 🫶

-🙋‍♀️

Hello hello again bestie <3

Yes I think Stephie probably should get her soda after that night. I mean first she hand to endure all that awkwardness while literally carrying the convi, then her Mama yells at her and then Miss Buecks does this? LET STEPHIE CHUG SOME SODA!

That was one of my favorite scenes to write in the UCLA fic fr fr so I'm hoping the breakup-fight comes just as naturally to me as that one did. Bestie you are my angst fiend fr cause chapter 4 was probably peak angst but no yeah, that fic is quite literally yours lmao.

I did pick a slightly more *mature* reaction that just straight up "fuck you, get out" lol.

YES REVENGE! I really do wanna see ND in March like I think with Azzi and Aubrey back and hopefully Ash truly out of her slump as well as an improved Jana, we're gonna be a whole other team and so will they but I need that revenge game so bad.

Louisville was definitely their most complete performance and I know you sent this before the Iowa State game, and so you might disagree now and other will probably as well, but I actually do still think Louisville was our best game of the season.

Oooooof that lyric hit HARD

[ateezmakemeweep]

Hi! So I'm slowly working my way through your master list, and I just saw a previous ask where you said you don't write anymore. I sincerely hope that that isn't forever! I mean, don't get me wrong, you don't have to write fan fiction, or post anything online, or even share it with anyone. But you are an extremely talented writer and thinking that you aren't writing anymore breaks my heart! You have a way with words that is very rare to find. A lot of writers are really good at writing. But you are way beyond really good! You clearly have a talent and your work shines. I don't know why (or if it was just ff) you stopped writing. But you clearly have a gift and as cliche as I feel saying this, I truly think that the world would be a darker place if you stopped writing forever. Please don't stop!

❤️

r u kidding me, this is genuinely one of the sweetest messages i’ve ever gotten thank you sm😭😭😭 i hope one day soon im mentally stable and focused enough to write bc i miss it!! 🫶🏻

[thecowboyghost]

2,4,9,13,32 for the ask game! ignore if you've done any of them already but I'm sat waiting to see your answers!!

2. Favorite fantasy book(s)

i don't read a ton of fantasy as of right now but i loved Six of Crows and Crooked Kingdom which i think is fantasy (in my mind i read that recently. it was in 2020. that was four years ago ahhhh) and when i was a kid i fucking loved Fablehaven lmao that book series changed me and i stand by that!

4. Favorite science fiction book(s).

THE HITCHHIKERS GUIDE TO THE GALAXY!!! i love that book series so much omgggg it is like my all time fav. Also The Martian and Project Hail Mary by Andy Weir i love those books 😭. there is also this book called Zenith that i really enjoyed but i have never finished even though i have read it like a full 5 times BUT i thought it deserved a mention because i really like the worldbuilding and characters!

9. Favorite detective novel(s).

Dirk Gently's Holistic Detective Agency by Douglas Adams (same author as the hitchhikers guide!!) is probably the only detective book series i have read and i love it sm for similar reasons to the hitchhikers guide i just love this man's writing style and the characters are so compelling

13. Favorite thriller(s).

i don't think i have ever read a thriller lowkey... i would love some recs tho 👀

32. Name your favorite author(s).

Douglas Adams, Andrew J White and Andy Weir are what immediately come to mind but I'm sure I'm missing someone I just love their books and writing styles :)

[coldflasher]

Joe flr character bingo? 👀

sorry anon i was outside in the garden planting raspberry bushes. anyway this is SUCH a good one and I am kinda mad there are so few squares I can tick off for Joe bc i genuinely love him but not like That

Joe is such a comfort character for me in a very diff way. he makes my daddy issues go brrrrr cos THIS is a dad. THE dad of all time. if i could pick any dad ever to have instead of mine i think i'd pick him.

I think he's so fucking funny first of all. it's my fave thing to put him in a fic and just. mess with him. im poking him with a stick. im watching his blood pressure go up. i'm making him deal with leonard snart and he's about to explode every time they're in a room together. i just. have so many affectionate feelings for him and his seething hatred of this man. and the earth 2 version where he's exactly like that but to BARRY? iconic. no notes. rip earth 2 joe you were a bitch and i miss you sm

THAT BEING SAID there are things about him that make me go "you should have faced more consequences for that. go sit in a corner and think about what you've done." namely bullying iris out of being a cop (acab etc. etc. but still shitty of him), the whole thing where he was like BARRY, WHY DIDN'T YOU ASK MY PERMISSION TO MARRY IRIS (and iris AGREED 🤮🤮🤮 who the fuck was in charge of the writers' room that day, i just wanna talk), the fact that he can be overbearing and controlling of his kids and very jaded in a lot of ways... idk he's a flawed character and every character needs some negative aspects so none of these things affect my love for him but sometimes i am shaking my head in disapproval...

as for canon. this is true of everything but MAN did they drop the ball with him towards the end... i get why they had joe quit ccpd given the political situation at the time and i support that 100% but first of all, having a Black character go "hey the police force in my city is inherently corrupt and i can no longer be complicit in its enforcement" (true and correct) while their white hero just does not acknowledge that corruption and continues to work for the same establishment completely uncritically was... perhaps not sending the message they intended... i mean it's honestly almost funny cos that is very much a reflection of the actual systems but. maybe they could have thought about that one a bit more...

and they really should have given joe something else to do cos he ended up sorta directionless after that. in fairness i know jesse l martin has back problems so i think them having him sitting down chilling at home as a stay at home dad was perhaps borne of necessity in a lot of ways but they defo could have done more interesting things with the character. im not OPPOSED to sahd joe but it does seem like a bit of a waste cos it would just be like. every episode joe shows up for a pep talk then goes back to being the full-time stay at home parent for a child we literally never see except one time when a window explodes in her face, which brings me to my NEXT point---

writing joe out with LITERALLY like 8 eps to go? stupid. again i respect that jesse l martin had HAD it with this show (tbf who hadnt by this point) and he wanted out, of course he had every right to do that, but purely based on the context of the show, i hate that they had him leave central city like that and move so far away when we were so close to the finish line. HAAATE it. the show was basically on life support from that point on. it was possibly worse than when we lost cisco. joe was the heart of it, man. it just wasn't the same :(

but yes I LOVE JOE, he is the only fictional dad i respect and i love ruining his life

[raziraphale]

Tagged by @skinnyscottishbloke nearly a month ago now god am I time blind or what thank you sm !!

Were you named after anyone?

Not at all I am the product of a baby name book lol

Do you have kids?

No thank you <3

Do you use sarcasm a lot?

No, never /s

What's the first thing you notice about people?

Probably what they're wearing? Not in a I know things about fashion way but more of a I'm mildly faceblind/I'm cagey about eye contact way

What's your eye color?

Blue/Green. Think the colour of stanky ocean water (said with all the love in the world for stanky ocean water, if you can believe it)

Scary movie or happy ending?

I'm not really a scary movie person so happy ending it is lol which is a funny statement for everyone familiar with my tragedy and angst-loving ways

Any special talents?

Choosing to rephrase "I can't whistle the right way" into "I can whistle by sucking air in instead of blowing out" here. Embracing it as a special talent now.

What are your hobbies?

I am a couch potato that loves tv/movies/video games, but I also love to write and sew. I make my own cosplay 😊 I also just like walking places

Have any pets?

No 😔 in a pet-free apartment but I desperately want a cat. I grew up with many many dogs though and I sometimes miss the chaos (not enough to actually talk to my mom though haha)

What sports do you play/have you played?

I did soccer and cross country growing up but unfortunately didn't keep up the habit as an adult. Why is adult exercise so lonely

How tall are you?

5'8!

Favourite subject in school?

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out of touch

OUT OF TOUCH PART 2 ♡

OUT OF TOUCH PART 3 ♡

OUT OF TOUCH PART 4 ♡

OUT OF TOUCH PART 5 ♡

word count : I honestly don't know it's a bit long so enjoy sorry 😭🫶🏻

summary : you're a new girl at Hawkins High who came from a very wealthy family and Steve is your childhood friend in your life, you're very different from the rest of the wealthy kids around Hawkins, you're not doing anything the same thing like the rich kids do, you don't want to be a part of them when you try to get in with their circle before, that's when you became an outcast which is odd for some people "a rich kid but not popular" the problem is that you transferred to a lot of different schools and you can't really just fit in with all of them until you met Eddie at Hawkins High all of the sudden, you felt a connection with him and now he met you he just can't function without having you around.

warnings : 18+ Eddie x FEM!reader language, the reader has a bullying trauma, no use of y/n but reader is Amanda Jones, age gap Eddie is (21) and reader is (19), yeah, I think that's all

what to expect : strangers to lovers, fluff, mutual pining, it's a cute fiction, clueless idiots who can't make the first move lol

author note : HI! THIS IS MY VERY FIRST EDDIE MUNSON TUMBLR FIC I'm just doing this for fun and I have so many ideas I would like to share! excuse my horrible writing but I will try my best! 🥺❤️

THE STORY IS SET IN 1987!

and yes I remove the part where Eddie DIDN'T DIE! 😤

#pov : you're Amanda Jones, new girl at Hawkins High

you're a new student at Hawkins High and your parents are the most respectable and wealthy people....

your parents are having a hard time on which school that you can easily socialize with- it's not that you got a lot into trouble it's just that you're different than the others, the only friend that you ever had in your life is Steve Harrington- the most popular guy in town- you're childhood friends and both of your parents are like a member of the family so your bond is pretty solid.

you're nervous and shy about your first day at school but since your mom informed you that Steve goes to the same school- you calmed down a bit and get ready for school.

"Honey, hurry up you might missed your bus!" your mom exclaimed

"Yeah- I'm almost done!" you quickly ran into the table and grabbed your backpack

when you entered the school bus a lot of rumors going around the bus that you just pretend that you didn't hear it-

"oh my god isn't she the one from the Jones family that transferred to a lot of different schools because she couldn't fit in?" one girl student whispered to the other

"I think she's friends with Steve" laughs jokingly "why would someone like her could be friends with Steve?"

you just rolled your eyes and looked all of them stared at you like some kind of a freak and thank goodness there's an available seat where you could just avoid them all-

when you finally arrived at school you're hoping to see Steve was there so you can survive this shithole but sadly you didn't saw him at the school entrance so you just continued walking-

while you're preparing all of your school supplies for your locker and your class schedule- you suddenly heard someone talking about that one guy at school.

"can you believe he made a club for weird guys like him? they're so lame." one school jock said

"yeah- right but I admire his bravery coming up to school after 3 years of failing at class and still not graduating if I we're him I would be so embarrassed" school jock's friend added

"can you guys please just shut the fuck up you are just a bunch of assholes who can't even look into his eyes because all of you are cowards." Dustin annoyingly glares at them

"oh really?!? is he that strong and tough?! get the fuck out of here we don't believe every word you said." school jock teasingly said

"hmm, well, be my guest look who's behind you right now." Dustin looks behind at the two school jock's with a smirk on his face

"OH SHIT- IT'S EDDIE MUNSON."

"WHAT THE FUCK?!?"

the two school jock's shouted and quickly ran away as far as possible

you watched the whole scenario and felt amused by Eddie and his club- while watching the two school jock's still running Eddie saw you on the far left side of the hallway and you looked at him and you quickly looked away and kept going on with your stuff

"wait- woah- who is she?" Eddie eyes still glued to you while he asked Dustin

"oh her? I didn't know she's coming today it's her first day at school and yeah she's a new student." Dustin surprised that you came today

Eddie irritated groans at Dustin "why you didn't tell me that someone else is coming?"

Dustin confusingly looked at Eddie "hold up- Eddie are you okay? wow, this is the very first time that I saw you completely don't know what to do because of a GIRL!"

Eddie bits his bottom lip and before Dustin closes his locker door Eddie beats him into it slams door locker himself "oh yeah? fuck you- Henderson?! keep your voice down."

Dustin flinched closed his eyes for a sec and Eddie asked "so um- fill me in about her do you know more?"

"uh- all I know that she's friends with Steve and she comes from a wealthy family-

Eddie realization hits him as he remembers that Steve when they we're kids before mentioning a girl bestfriend, he's never seen Steve with a girl other than Nancy is his ex in the past, but he's positive that you're the one childhood bestfriend that he's talking about even Steve doesn't mention it's name. He can feel it.

"wait, is she a Jones?" Eddie cuts off Dustin before he can finished

"yeah- the one who transferred to different a lot of schools like- god knows how many there are-" Dustin while furrowing his brows out of confusion

"Hmm that's kinda interesting- do you know why she did it?" Eddie sparks interest at that information

"from what I heard from Steve said to me is that she can't make friends easily and some of the teachers from her last schools that she go to can't stand her." Dustin shrugs

"so in conclusion- she's one of us!" Eddie almost jumps out of excitement

Dustin laughs "you're gotta be kidding me-"

Eddie made an death stare to Dustin

"oh my god, you're not kidding!" Dustin shockingly said

Eddie looked back at you but you weren't there anymore because the school bell already rang and him and Dustin quickly go to their seperated ways and to their classes

"damn- we will continue this discussion later at the cafeteria." Eddie narrows his eyes to Dustin

"alrighty then-" Dustin nods

so you arrived at your first class early and you can't pick which seat because all of them won't let you until you found Mike and Dustin on the same room and they have a an open seat next to them behind the back

"Hey- here's a seat available!" Dustin waved at you and that heavy weight of your shoulders just fades away

"excuse me- Dustin, did you know-" Mike said

"Mike- she's a new student and she deserves a warm welcome to the school even though it's shit but we try to do something about it am I right? come on, Mike try to keep up." Dustin while he roll his eyes to Mike

Mike scoffed "fine- hello ms?" *He let his hand out to shake his hand with you*

"Jones, Amanda Jones" *you shaked Mike's hand*

"Oh my god, so what is the meaning of this- since you shitheads find about her history and you decided to recruit her to your dumb club?" one bully teasingly said

"what are you guys? a freak magnet?" the whole class laughs

"go get a life losers!" Mike shouted

your teacher finally came in and recalled there's a new girl at school and fuck you guessed it right you're going to introduce yourself

you walked infront of the class and then everyone started whispering and you take a deep breath stand up for yourself infront of them

"so, Ms. Jones would you like to introduce yourself and share what are your interests and how's the school?" Your teacher said

"probably she's going to brag about how rich they are but too bad no one likes her" one bully said

(the whole class laughs)

"even the popular ones doesn't like her- aww poor thing." Angela sarcastically lets out sympathetic expression to you

you glare at all of them annoyingly

"PLEASE EVERYONE BE QUIET!" Your teacher shouted out loud and everyone went quiet

"okay hahaha" you sarcastically laughed- you clear your throat "first of all my name is Amanda Jones and you guys all probably knew that already because how "fAmOus mY fAmiLy is" and it's so strange that I am not the other kids who are so very perfect in their own way and gets along with everybody- NEW FLASH PEOPLE OF HAWKINS HIGH!"

you shouted and left all the class in shock

"Y'ALL SO FUCKING JUDGEMENTAL BUT I GUESS I CAN'T PLEASE EVERYBODY BECAUSE THAT'S HOW THE WORLD IS- THERE'S SO MANY MEAN PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD NO MATTER HOW HARD YOU TRY AND AVOID THEY'RE ALWAYS KEEP SAYING THINGS ABOUT YOU- AND YOU CAN'T EVEN THINK DEEPER MAYBE SHE DOESN'T LIKE TO BE IN THAT CIRCLE AND SHE WANTS TO DO HER OWN THING RATHER THAN BEING BOASTFUL OF HER OWN FAMILY NAME!!!!!"

"You don't fucking like me?! well- that's fine with me I don't care about that but don't you ever put dirt on my family's name!"

you quickly ran into your seat and sat down and you feel proud of yourself because you're already fed up with all the people's bullshit and you glad you did what you keeping in for so long-

everybody was shocked and the whole class are now afraid calling you names but they never stopped staring at you like they're so disgusted on how you behave-

Mike and Dustin watched you as you sit down and they looked back at each other while we're watching you, they're so surprised, they didn't expected of what just happened.

while you're walking your way back to your seat

*Dustin applauded of what you did and he's very impressed at you"

"Yeah- that's right Amanda, go on tell them-"

"Never let them get into you and you did it, you proved them wrong." Mike proudly added

you smiled at them and you said "oh- thank you."

"Eddie was right, you're really one of us- I can't believe he already saw that in you and he haven't even met you yet." Dustin raises both of his brows out of realization

Mike gasped "What?! w-what?! Eddie did really said that?!"

"shockingly, yeah- I know it's the very first time that Eddie gets all wrapped up with her."

you eyes light up to what you just heard but you keep it not too obvious for them to see and you're so curious why they're so shocked about it so you asked them

"I'm sorry- can I ask why?"

"I honestly don't know yet- maybe we will see this different side of Eddie." Dustin lets out of deep sigh and thinks to himself yeah Eddie is nice and fun and all but he knows deep down he doesn't fully know him yet.

"yeah, I agree, I guess we really didn't knew him yet, we're friends and all but we really don't know nothing or anything about him. I'm kinda excited to see soft Eddie era" Mike chuckles

you giggled- "oh really? how come?"

"A lot of people here in Hawkins High hated him because he likes to listen to metal music and he wears black all the time which is ridiculous like who fucking cares right?! that they're scared because of that- most of the people here don't like it because it's "sATaniC" and odd you know- Dustin annoyingly explains

"OH- HE SELLS DRUGS!" one bully shouted out loud

"Wow- thank you for the wonderful information- you asshole!" Mike scrunches up his forehead annoyingly

you raised your eyebrow and looked at them

"Okay, Amanda it's not what you think- he's a very nice guy and he's a gentleman! don't believe every word that they said about him they're hypocrites! it's not like he just shoved them drugs onto their faces against their will!" Dustin rolled his eyes after explaining it to you

"yeah, I understand- it's okay to react, Amanda, that's what I thought before but we also understand why Eddie does it- his uncle is the only one that he has as a family you know- I know it's not right thing to do but it helped his way out to survive and provide help out his uncle." Mike explains while he lets out a soft eyes glaring at you and hoped that you're fully convinced he is not like the others think about him

you look at the both of them and you suddenly felt this comfort in your heart and you haven't felt that in such a long time, for all the years you spent suffering in those past schools that you attended before- it's not that you found something about Eddie- maybe this school is different, maybe it's better where you can finally be happy and free and also make unexpected friendships and just be yourself.

"No it's okay- I only reacted that way because I've never encountered something like this." you nod to reassure them

"So we're cool then?" Dustin glares at you in concern

*Both of them looking at you for your approval*

"yeah- we're cool- don't worry about it."

*the three of you paid attention to the class and after 30 mins- the bell rang and it's time for lunch*

"oh- finally I'm starving." Dustin exclaimed

"I'll catch up with you Dustin! You can come with us, Amanda." Mike said while he tugs out a soft smile in the corner

"sure." You eyes light up at Mike because finally someone is nice to you and hoping that you guys will became friends

while sitting at the cafeteria- everyone is talking about the three of you

"I fucking hate high school." Dustin angrily said while clenching his jaw

"Tell me about it." Mike while looking down at his food tray

"We'll just ignore them, they're not worth of our time so- where do we sit?" you groan after you asked them

they looked at you with their smugs all of their faces

"I like this girl-" Dustin saids with a silly grin

"oh god- please stop it- the day isn't over yet and I'm really hungry." you scoffed and chuckled

"wait- no wonder Eddie already liked you." Mike teasingly said while Dustin laughs

"CAN WE PLEASE JUST SIT DOWN?!?" you shouted out loud while you're so annoyed by them

"Alright, alright fine- jeez- you and Eddie both have the same temper." Dustin said wide eyes open

you rolled your eyes and put your bag into the table and picked up a tray and you find something to eat

while going back to the seat you saw Eddie already in there and all of the sudden you felt awkward and never felt this to anyone before maybe you liked him as well so you slowly walked towards to a different table

"hey, you little shits- what's up? have you met the new gal?" Eddie walks towards to the table and leans at them

"We already interacted with her and she's our acquaintance." Mike proudly said

"oh really? then what- she's doing on the other table?!" Eddie saids while his annoying expression appears as he sats down

"What?! Where?!" Dustin worriedly said

"LOOK ON THE OTHER SIDE YOU DUMB FUCKS!" Eddie shouted out loud and throws food at the both of them

"Jesus Christ-" Dustin startled

"Please believe us, Eddie! We literally saying the truth." Mike said while begging for his dear life

"I think she got shy when you came over." Dustin furrowed his brows with confusion

"hmm- is that so? I'll go right over to her then." Eddie let out a smirk while he looks at you

Mike and Dustin watches Eddie goes straight to you and Mike is so flabbergasted of what he just witnessed

"holy shit- you're we're right Dustin he never acts like this before what is going on with him?." Mike said scratching his head out of confusion

"I told you so-" Dustin shrugs

while you watched the three of them arguing with each other and you look back to your food and you suddenly feel someone looking at you- you raise your head and look at them again and saw

Eddie walking straight towards you and you feel your heartbeats so fast rapidly and you feel you're about to faint and you didn't even notice that you're hands are shaking and you don't understand what you're feeling right now and it feels like you have to get up from the table and ran away but you can't, you froze as he finally appears to the side of the table- looking at you from up and down

You can't even look at him in the eye and you don't even know why- maybe you had a crush on him? there's plenty of other students but he's the only one who can make you feel this nervous and right there at that moment you really want to get out of there and walk away from him

you try to get up until he stops you by holding your arm and you look back at him and finally you met his eyes- oh god- his eyes are so beautiful and you see him begging for you to stay even he doesn't say anything but somehow you already know it just by looking straight to his eyes

the tension is different- your heart flutters because of him holding your arm and you both didn't noticed that you're both staring for a long time and it felt like the time stops and the whole room is filled with silence you can't even hear the loud cafeteria anymore just him and you staring at each other

Eddie felt a connection towards you and he also doesn't understand why but he feels comfort just by looking at you and you feel the same way

you're both strangers- you didn't know him yet and he also doesn't know you that you even existed and god how he wished he already knew about you and kept thinking all over his head that where have you been all of his life? and you sudden had a thought about destiny, maybe this school is an only exception because of this moment you're having right now.

Eddie is the one who stopped the eye contact from you as he clears his throat and removes his hand from your arms and puts inside of his pockets breathing nervously

And you just wished he keep holding you until the school is over

you kept staring at him and you haven't gotten out of the trance yet and you see him blushing out of his cheeks and you realized what you're doing and that snapped out of you to go back to normal

you let out of a nervous chuckle "Oh- hi- I'm sorry-"

Eddie scratches the back of his neck as he thinks what he will do to make this not awkward and not fuck it up

you both sit down to the table and you feel like an idiot doing the same thing as he did and there's nothing funny about it but you just let out a smile on your face while looking down at the table

Eddie noticed it as he lets out a smirk on his face but he quickly removes it before you even noticed it and acts serious

"Uh- how are you?" Eddie asks with a concern on his eyes

you look at him with his soft chocolate button eyes and makes you wanna melt in his arms and never letting him go away

"I'm- I'm good, thank you." you said to him while you give him a sweet smile on your face

Eddie feels weak as he watch you smile at him and he is surprised you're not scared of him- well- all of the students we're afraid of him except for the friends he had on his club.

you on the other hand had the courage to speak up out of nowhere a sudden confidence not to feel awkward anymore cause you don't wanna waste this moment you're finally met him and you really want to be friends or maybe just maybe.... build a relationship?

"I'm Amanda, by the way" as you let out of hand in front of him offering him to shake hands with you

Eddie tilts his head and smiles while looking down at your hand and he shakes it.

"Likewise, I'm Eddie-"

"Munson" you cutted him off "yeah, I already heard about you, Dustin and Mike told me everything."

"Oh, really?" he straightens his back from the chair and put his arm around the chair and stares back at you

"Okay, so what do they told you about me?"

you scrunch up your forehead and squint your eyes and put your index finger tapping on to your chin while you think

Eddie lets out a small giggle while watching you he just wanna say how cute you are while you're thinking

"They say that you love D&D, you have this club." you pointed out to his shirt while he looks down on it nodding on you. "You hate bullies, I am still confused why everybody is afraid of you like there's nothing to be afraid of, you're not even scary!" you scoffed and laugh while explaining it. Eddie face lights up to what of you just said and this makes him love you even more. "You um- sell drugs..." You shrugged "but I don't even mind it all." Eddie lets out of a soft sigh and smiled at you as he worriedly thought of you didn't want to be near at him anymore but here you are, so sweet and so kind to him "and oh- one more thing." You added. Eddie furrows his eyebrows in confusion. You pointed out again his whole outfit and my god you wanted to tell him how hot he is and you realized you really have a type and that's exactly him "judging by the way you dress, you have exquisite music taste." you smiled while looking back at him

"Wow" Eddie lets out an impressed expression in his face and applaused at you

"You got them all right, sweetheart, and yes I do have exquisite music taste." Eddie nods and leans at you while tugs out a smile on the side of his lips

"Sweetheart" right there you just wanna crawl up to him and kiss him

"and in fashion as well." while you tug out of your clothes and you smile at him again, how many times I smile back at this boy? You think to yourself

he giggled and smile at you again "I already know who you are as well but it's just a little information that I know about you."

He pouts while looking at you

"Aww, that's too bad, it's not my fault tho- your boys have a big mouth." You gesture to the table where Mike and Dustin sitting and you noticed there's another group of people with them and you already know they're part of his club too cuz all of them wore the same shirt.

"Yeah, I know" he laughed while he is still looking at you "I can't stand them sometimes but I do care a lot to all of them." while he looks at the boys on the other side, Your eyes sparked up of how he expresses his emotions without any shame he doesn't care if the others thinks that he is too soft towards his friends, he really meant it just by the tone of his voice and it makes your heart full about it.

You look down on your lunch and you noticed that it's only 20 minutes left for lunch

"I'm sure you do, Eddie." you smile at him and he look back at you with his soft eyes and smiled back at you and he stares at you AGAIN

you're the one who cut the eye contact off because there's not time for lunch anymore if you continue to look back at him again, you cleared your throat "I think we should eat lunch now." you giggled

Eddie realizes of what he's been doing and he hadn't thought of you that you might be hungry since the two of you interacted earlier and brushes his hands up to his face out of disappointment

While you're watching him and you can't help but laugh at his reaction, Eddie removes his hands away from his face as he watches you laughing. oh- your laugh, your sweet voice, makes his heart warm and he laughs with you as well

"oh god- yeah you're right- shit- I'm sorry, you can eat with us if you want." Eddie asks and wishing you would say yes

"yes, I'd love to." you smile at him as you both get up and walk back towards to the table where all of his friends already eating lunch

It became quiet when you and Eddie finally infront of them at the table

Gareth already knows what happened as Mike and Dustin explained earlier but he is still absolutely confused why Eddie is with you maybe it's because he isn't used seeing Eddie with a girl around.

Jeff smirks at the both of you and thought to himself of what good looking couple you both are.

Dustin gets up and whispers to you and said "we already told them everything just ignore them." And he look back at the gang and give them a cold side eye not to say or do anything stupid to make you feel uncomfortable and he sits back down.

"Um- hi?" you waved your hand at them shyly

Eddie looks at you and he smiles as he put his arm around your shoulder and you widen your eyes at his action and look up at him and thank goodness your cheeks didn't go red as you control yourself.

"Guys, please be nice, this is Amanda and I'm sure she will make a fine member to us." Eddie carefully explains to his boys

all of them rolls their eyes and groans

"We already know, Eddie" Gareth scoffed

"and we also already know that you like her." Jeff teasingly said as he smirks

Mike and Dustin giggling as they're watching you completely froze of what you just heard while Eddie's arms is still around your shoulders.

and shit- you fucking blushed- as you thought to yourself that you handling yourself pretty well but you guessed not, you cleared your throat and you remove yourself from Eddie's arm as he watches you and the gang while you walk you quickly where your backpack is besides Mike and you sat down and said "I'm going to eat now, lunch is going to be over soon." you showed a shy smile at them

"Right." Eddie said and he sats down at the center of the table while he sneered at Jeff

Jeff rolls his eyes at him

"Wait, I get it now, This is so obvious, the tension-" Gareth finally realizes but before he finished Eddie shouted "SHUT UP!" as Gareth sighs out of frustration.

"Okay, so about on Friday, after Hellfire, all of us are going to Steve's house and cuz it's movie night!" Dustin excitedly said

"Oh- shit, yeah I completely forgot about that what are we going to watch then?" Mike asks

"Harrington?" you asked while you leaned back at Dustin as he almost chokes on the sandwich and take a gulp of his Coke he looks back at you "oh my god, I'm sorry I didn't told you before, yeah I know him, we're buddies." as he runs his hands up and down to his thighs

"Oh, wow, small world, that's cool." you smile at Dustin while you reach out for his back and pat him down.

Dustin clears his throat and nods and he hasn't recovered from the choke "Thank you."

"We should definitely watch Dune." Gareth exclaimed

"Absolutely not, The Nightmare On The Elm's Street it's a must watch!" Jeff argues with Gareth

"I think that is too dark, maybe we should Legend instead?" Mike suggests as he put his hands out in the table.

"How about Little Shop Of Horrors?" Dustin joins the argument

"Oh, god- that's so boring!" Gareth annoyingly said

"No one can argue on me on this one." Eddie shrugs

The whole gang went quiet as they wait for Eddie

"Indiana Jones must be on that list." he slams his hand down at them as they continue bickering with each other

You watched them all argue with every movie coming out of their mouths as you ate the last piece of sandwich on your food tray

from "Teen Wolf, E.T, The Goonies, Fright Night, Back To The Future, Footloose, The Shining."

"Labyrinth" you said as you swallow your sandwich and grab your Coke with the last ounce of it left.

They stopped arguing as they look at you and Dustin and Mike with smiles at their faces and Jeff and Gareth looked back at each other completely confused they didn't expected that to happen, meanwhile Eddie with his lips apart and his jaw almost drops on the floor and let out a smirk on you

"Well, aren't you full of surprises?" Eddie crosses his arms while he looks at you

You tilt your head at him and said "I am a movie lover, if you don't know that yet." You grin at him.

Eddie grinned back at you and giggled.

"Oh yeah? who directed Dune?" Gareth asks you seriously.

"Gareth, oh my god stop-" but before Dustin he can continue, you answered Gareth "David Lynch"

Gareth's jaw dropped and laughed he looks back at Jeff who is also impressed

You roll your eyes at the both of them shaking your head off at the same time until Jeff asks you another one "How many John Hughes movies that he created?"

"That's too easy, Ferris Bueller's Day Off, The Breakfast Club, Sixteen Candles, Pretty In Pink, Some Kind Of Wonderful." Jeff and Gareth are in shock as you kept going naming every movie

"Damn, okay, she even knows Some Kind Of Wonderful." Jeff exclaimed as he looks back at Eddie

Little did you know that's one of Eddie's favorite movies and his heart almost stopped that you're aware of the said movie, he can't help himself to let out a big smile while looking at you.

"Okay, so in conclusion- all of the movies that we mentioned you already seen them all?" Mike politely asks

"Yeah, I do, I love to watch movies it's like my favorite thing ever, it makes me happy." You didn't even notice your face radiates as you talk about what you love.

"I'm sorry, was that too much? I get so excited when I talk about what I love the most." you look all of them in concern

"Nah, you're fine, I would love to hear more about movies that you like." Dustin reassures you as he put his arm on the table resting his chin to look at you and he nods at you to proceed

"Well, um-" all of them watching you as you shift on your seat and look down out of embarrassment because you haven't gotten this much attention before and you're not used to it and you're surprised that they will listen to anything that you liked to say "I also love action and historical movies! but most of the time I just really enjoy every kind of movie genre, but, maybe that's just me, I'm a movie goer so, I guess I liked movies when it's good, it depends sometimes though if it's really shit and boring then I don't like it." you laughed and they all laughed as well

Eddie checking you out as he looks at you from top to bottom, your hair is brown beautiful volume layered haircut it's a little bit curled at the sides and he loves the way you put it on the other side when it's hitting your face and you style it so perfectly and nicely just the way he likes it and you have this rock n' roll hand sign pendant necklace and sword earrings and he notices that you have painted black nail polish with a black scrunchie on your right wrist and you also have a few rings and a simple black leather belt bracelet on your left wrist and his eyes widen as he realizes that you both somehow have the same taste and you wear an off shoulder long sleeve black blouse a little ruffled at the top of it with denim ripped jeans with Nike with beige, cream and rose colors on it as your shoes.

He still watches you, continue to talk about movies with all of them, your smile and laughter fills his heart with comfort, he wanted to be with you so bad.

"My god, she looks amazing." as he thought to himself but he wanna said it, but he doesn't want you to be teased by his friends but he loves the way you flustered by him.

"You guys, should watch The Untouchables! I promise, you won't regret it!" You exclaimed that made Eddie snap out of his thoughts

"If you say so, I'm in!" Dustin happily voted

"Same here" Mike raises his hand

"I admit I judge you too harshly but now I think you're going to be one of favorite schoolmates here, so fuck yeah, I'm in." Gareth nudges Jeff's arm

I highly agree with you on that one." Jeff looks at Gareth and back at you and nods

You smiled to all of them, you noticed almost all of them agree to what you said but there's one more person left..... It's Eddie

While they noticed you're looking at Eddie all of them sigh as they realized, it's hard to impress Eddie, they all been there before.

Hell- you already won his heart at the first place but of course he's not going to admit it but soon he will be, he just wanted to test you more, if you really KNOW every bit of movies to music that he likes as well.

Since he noticed how you dressed, he let out a smug smile on you, he uncrosses his arms and taps on the table as he thinks of he's going to say

"Whoops, this is not going to end well." Gareth glares at you

You burrow your eyesbrows in confusion

until Eddie asked you a question "So, tell me, Amanda, what kind of band that you reminds of how I style?"

You raised your eyebrows "it's obviously you look like Kirk Hammett from Metallica." you huffed

Gareth, Jeff, Dustin and Mike laughed controllably and they look at him with his face of defeat on his face

Your answer is right that's why he's pressed about how quickly you answered, He nods while looking at you licking his lips as he thinks another question

You smile at him sarcastically

"Name every band from the 70's, you think you can handle that?" Eddie shrugs

"OOOOH- now that's a tough one." Jeff raises his eyebrows at you

"Are you sure you can handle me?" You crossed your arms and you said that so confidently that made Eddie flustered.

The boys are giggling and teasing Eddie as they watch their Dungeon Master getting defeated by you and he hasn't been defeated like this before.

"Oh- don't you underestimate me, darling." Eddie while he moved his lips to the side

"Fine, I'm terrified!" you rolled your eyes as your put your hand out as you count down putting finger down one by one while you mentioned every band from the 70s from "Black Sabbath" "Deep Purple" "Led Zeppelin" and much, much more you said every important details about them and even the fun facts you also told him as well.

The whole gang was left in a state of shock and Eddie is stoned and couldn't even blink to hear everything what you just said, legend saids he is still processing....

You put both of your arms infront of the table and rest your chin to your hands looking back at Eddie "Well?" you smiled at him teasingly.

"Man, you're so fucked up right now." Jeff looks at Eddie while giggling with Gareth

"Looks like we got another metalhead around." Gareth nods at you

"it's the same thing with movies though, I enjoy every genre of music as well, I love Michael Jackson, he's my idol." You smiled at Gareth

"That's awesome." Gareth agrees

Eddie doesn't stop there, he didn't knew much about Michael Jackson's music but he already listens some of his work and admits that his stuff is very cool, he likes it. He knows only one fun fact about his one song though.

"Who's the one played the guitar solo on Beat It?" Eddie asks you while he smirked

Jeff and Gareth looks at you with wide eyes and Mike and Dustin crossing their fingers hoping you will be able to win this once and for all.

"Are you seriously being for real now, Eddie? You even have the same name as the guitarist!" You raised both of your hands out of annoyance

He raises his eyebrows at you as he already know that you knew the answer but he still wanted to hear you say it. "You haven't answered my question though, Tell me, Who is it?"

You sigh, shaking your head while you answered "Eddie Van Halen from the band Van Halen."

Jeff and Gareth cheered for you and Mike and Dustin shouted "YES" as they slammed their hands on the table

"You really got me, Amanda, I guess I'll be seeing you at Friday." Eddie salutes at you as he lets out a smile.

"I'll be there, Eddie." you smile back at him

You thought Eddie will get mad at you because he loses, but you're happy how he celebrates with the others with you that you won over him

The bell rings and the lunch is over, all of you stand up and quickly ran out of the cafeteria

Eddie waves back at Gareth and Jeff and he told them "Later."

Mike and Dustin asks you which class you're going to and you hand out your paper to them and they look at your schedule and they frowned at you because this next period you're not going to the same class with them "Oh, that's okay, guys, I'm not going anywhere away from you." You laughed "We will see you later okay? Just find us if you need anything, You'll be fine." Mike said in concern "Oh shit-" as Dustin look at his watch and they're going to be late "We gotta run for it Mike! Don't forget us Amanda!"

"I won't!" You shouted back at Dustin and Mike waves bye to you as he almost trips off and follows Dustin, you giggled at them as they quickly ran into the hallway.

You look back down on to your schedule and finding the next room that you're going to attend which is on the 2nd Floor and you noticed you're the only one left standing in the hallway and you turned around bumped infront of Eddie

"Woah, easy there." Eddie holds both of your arms as he steadying you.

"Oh! I'm sorry."

You smile at him and move away from him a little bit and you asked him "Can you point out which direction is this room?"

Eddie looks at your schedule "My, my, we both have the same class, I'm also going there as well."

"Really?! that's great!" You blinked out of annoyance of how you sounded, you look down at embarrassment.

He giggled and he lets his arm out for you to hold "You're very cute, you know that? Don't be embarrassed about it, You're doing fine just like Dustin said earlier, Don't apologize."

You hold his arm that he puts out for you and you look up at him with a smile at your face and he smiles back at you and he's happy that he made you smile, he doesn't see your disappointed expression anymore

"Ah, There she is! Now, Let's go get to class" Eddie added

You both arrived perfectly in time at English class and coincidentally there's two available seats available at the back and you both sat down together...

You both ignore the glares of your classmates giving you and he is also glad that you didn't care anything about them at all.

Finally, the teacher arrived and discusses as Eddie thinks is super boring but he looks at you very attentive at the middle of the class, you didn't even noticed that he's looking at you from time to time because you're so focused on the topic that the teacher is discussing, you're taking down notes.

He tears a piece of paper and scribble something down and gives it to you quickly before the teacher saw it while she's writing on the blackboard.

You looked down and look at Eddie with a smile on his face, you smiled so confused at him and you pick the piece of paper and hiding it from the teacher while you read it what it says.

"I would like to take you out on a date ;)" you giggled quietly and you scribble down as Eddie looking at you he leans in a little bit while he's trying to take a peek of what you're writing, you noticed this you turn away from him and you poke out your tongue at him.

He laughed and raises his both of his hands up while whispering "alright, alright."

You turn back and give the paper back to him, he unfolded it and read "That was fast, but I feel like we should get to know each other first, Eddie. But I'd love to go out with you soon. ♡"

Eddie's eyes softens while he's reading it, your handwriting is much as beautiful as you, and he looked back at you and you wink at him.

"Okay." he whispers to you and smiles back at you.

Eddie respects your decision, which is surprising to you because it's rare to have nice guys like him and you know for sure he will bring the best dates ever, If it happens.

You're glad you have the same classes with Eddie which makes it even better for you to come at school without being awkward. You feel comfortable spending time with him, it's only been one whole day that you met him and get to know him but it feels like you're been together for years, you get along with each other so easily and naturally. Eddie thinks the same thing.

You both walk towards your locker, you remove your hand from Eddie's arm and you put your bag down to put stuff away from your locker.

"Finally, school is over." you inhale and exhale infront of your locker while putting your notebooks and left the ones that has homework.

Eddie leans on the side of your locker "Aww please, don't make this day over yet, I wanna spend some more time with you." He pouts and his eyes doe back at you.

"Gosh, Eddie, I'm with you since after lunch?! and now!" You giggled while you push him back away.

Eddie laughed and said "But I meant it though, Finally, I have the reason to go to school everyday." he smirked at you

You roll your eyes as you close your door locker and grab your backpack.

"So, what are you doing later?" Eddie asks while he moves closer to you.

"Um, probably going home and do homework." You shrug as you look back down.

"Oh, do you want to-" Eddie gets cut off by Gareth running towards at you both

He rolls his eyes and sigh because of the interruption

"Eddie, There you are! We've been looking for you everywhere! Come on, we have to go, man! the campaign?! Have you completely forgotten about it?! We've been planning this since last week!" Gareth saids with the high tone of his voice as he catches up with his breath from running

"Fuck, yeah, you right! My bad, I'm going with you." but he halted his tracks and goes back to you "Amanda, you can come with us." Eddie softens his eyes at you

"Yeah, take her with you!" Gareth shouted

but before you can answer, Eddie grabs your hand and the three of you ran across the hallway and turn left and absolutely didn't care if you guys bumping each other of the students as you ran faster.

"HEY, WATCH IT!" "ARE YOU BLIND FREAKS?" "WATCH WE'RE YOU GOING LOSERS!" but you all of you didn't care at all to everyone calling you guys out until you reached the destination.

It's a abandoned room filled with broken chairs and tables and you look around they designed it very well done with Mountain Dew cans everywhere but Eddie and the boys asks for permission to use this while he told you and their teacher lets them use it which is surprising to you.

You saw Dustin and Mike arguing with each other and you notice someone new to you and he looks at you and walk straight towards you "You must be Amanda, Hi, I'm Lucas, Lucas Sinclair! " gleefully greets you as he lets out his hand to shake your hands with you.

"it's nice to meet you, Lucas." You smile at him while he shakes your hand.

"She's a nerd just like us! You're going to love her." Eddie exclaimed besides you

"I think I already like her." Lucas nods at Eddie and looks back at you

"I didn't saw you at the cafeteria earlier? at lunch?" You asked Lucas

"Oh, yeah, right, I was in a basketball game practice." Lucas answers as he clears his throat glares at Eddie and look back down.

"It's okay though, even I don't like people around that area but I don't want them to be closed forever, if they want to socialize with anyone." Eddie puts his hand on Lucas shoulder to reassures him that it was fine.

Lucas sighs of relief "Thank you, Eddie." as he smile back at him.

You admire how understanding everyone is even though you find them scary at first but you find it interesting and you got used to it.

Dustin claps back his hand as he got everyone's attention at him

"Are we going to start or not?" Dustin glares at everybody in the room.

Everyone goes to their respective seats and Eddie pulls you with him as he puts a chair near him and he gestures you to sit down.

"You don't have to do anything, you can just relax and watch us." Eddie tells you as he worries that you might get bored while they play the game.

you noticed Eddie's expression and you put your hand on the back of his hand and you say "I am curious about this game and I wanted to learn as well, don't worry, I'm interested." you smile at him while your rub your thumb on his hand.

Eddie ever since you talked to each other loves your enthusiasm and he smile at you while he reaches out to your hair and tugs behind your ear.

You blushed but you didn't care and you stare each other AAAAGAIN.

Jeff releases out a yawn and stretches his back and looks back at the two of you.

Gareth makes a kissing sound and teases you both.

"They're both cute though." Lucas smirks at the both of you

"Yeah, they've been staring at each other since like forever!" Mike shoves his hand around his face.

"This is going to take a century before we even get started!" Dustin shouted but he takes it back after you look at him "Oh, no offense, Amanda, I'm sorry."

You and Eddie let go at each other with embarrassment across your faces

"Fine, Let's start." Eddie raises brows at all of them

"And our Master is back." Gareth teases Eddie

"Funny, shut up, Gareth!" as he shouted back at him

It's been an hour since the game started, you loved how dedicated Eddie is while he's storytelling to everyone.

You laughed at all of them when everyone lets out a groan and everybody raving about who's the one is going to make the first move.

they all argue and shouted at each other and they all get up and says a timeout before they decided.

"You know what, screw it" Dustin having no other choice

"Give me the D20." turns around at Eddie and throws at him as he catches it.

"Are you serious, Dustin? that could kill us all?!" Jeff panicking

"Never tell me the odds." Dustin says

He rolls out the D20

Eddie watches it and bangs his head "That's a miss!"

"What?! No!" Dustin hits the things out of the air and everyone else started yelling at each other

"You guys, wait." You said at them

Everyone looks at you "There's one more chance, right? I volunteer to throw the second one."

Mike and Dustin shrugs at each other and Gareth dart his eyes from you and back to Eddie meanwhile Jeff on the other hand losing his shit at the game.

"Then, what are we waiting for? Bring her in Eddie!" Lucas exclaims as he walks towards you and grabs you and puts you to the center of the game and caught Dustin off guard as Lucas quickly picks up the D20 from his hand.

All of them looked at you and you look at Eddie with your eyes asking if it's okay with him you playing his game.

"Sure, why not." as he shifts from his seat and lean on the table as he watches you.

"Oh my god it's happening." Dustin as he paces back and forth beside you

"Please" Gareth expresses his hopes while you started closing your eyes while your roll the D20

"Come on!!!!" Mike yelling

You focused on the roll and concentrate with it and all of the sudden the noise from the panicking of the guys seems all blurry to you as you let you go of the D20

Jeff put his hands over his head

Lucas put his hand over his mouth and closes his eyes

Eddie watches closely and it ends with 20

"Crit hit!" You jumped out of excitement and everyone cheered

"WHAT?! WHAT?!" Eddie jumped as well and laughs as he claps back

You look at him with a proud smile at your face and everyone at your back still celebrating

He leans down and as he welcomes you to his game

Everyone goes out from the room still cheering you on as they still rambling about how amazing you are at the game, it's unbelievable to them that you did that and it was your first time playing but you did it so naturally....

Mike and Dustin gives you an unexpected hug from them before they go home and hug them back as they told you "See you tomorrow, Amanda!" You waved at them and you say "You too!"

Lucas hugs you as well and he pats down your back "You're so cool, I'm hoping to see you again soon." You smiled back at him "Not as cool as you, Sinclair." He laughs and waves bye to you.

While waving to Lucas, Gareth and Jeff appears beside you and you look at the both of them "I have never seen anyone defeated Eddie like that! You already beat him at lunch and now at his game!" Jeff exclaims as he shakes your hand "Not gonna lie, that's a really good game." as he pats your shoulder and you say "I try my best." you raised both of shoulders and smile at them, they both chuckled as they wave bye to you.

Before you left the building you heard someone running behind you and you turn back and it's Eddie trying to keep up with you.

"Amanda! Wait up!" as he raises his hand to stop you.

You chuckled and you say "What's up, Eddie?"

"it's late, I would like to give you a ride home." as he catches up his breath.

"Oh no, Eddie, I'll be fine, please, I can go home by myself." You walk away from him and you continue walking

Eddie follows you and he lets out a frustrated sigh "I insist, I will be worried as hell if you go by yourself, I can't stand it!"

You halt your tracks and look back at him with his doe eyes.

Eddie moves closer to you as he holds your hand "Please?"

You stare at him and look at your hand while he's holding it and who's going to say no to Eddie with those eyes? as you think to yourself.

You sigh and smiled back at him "Alright, fine, Eddie, you can take me home."

Eddie grinned as he still holds your hand while you both going to the parking lot.

"Oh wow" as you look at Eddie's RV Van.

"What is it?" He asks

"Nothing, it's just I like RV's and I didn't expected it." You said while looking at Eddie and back at the van.

He laughs while he opens the door for you and he quickly rans to the driver seat.

He gestures you to put on your seatbelt "Safety first always."

You smiled at him while you put on your seatbelt as he starts up the engine.

The drive home is silent but comfortable, you open the windows down and you love the cold breeze from outside as you peek out your head a little bit.

Eddie watches you as your hair flowing out everywhere and the night sky is beautiful the moonlight shines through the both of you.

"So, uh, direct me which way we're going?" He asks you

"Yeah, right, of course just drive straight until you reached the end of the road and turn right." You pointed out the directions as he follows you

"Wait, you live here?"

"Yes, what is wrong, Eddie?

"I literally live just a few blocks from here on the other side at the back."

"No, you kidding?!"

"No, I am not! I am telling you the truth!"

"See that gate at the end of the road?"

"Yeah"

"Just walk straight on the right side of the road and you'll see my trailer in there."

You look back at him with your lips apart

"it's truly a small world, huh?"

"Yeah, it is."

"Oh wait, we're almost there just one more house." You lean at him and he smell the hint of your perfume and he smirks down at you.

"Here we are, Well I guess this is goodbye." He turns off the engine and he looks back at you with a frown on his face.

"Don't be like that, Eddie, I am not going to die, you always sound like something's bad is going to happen to me." You laughed while looking at him.

He didn't laugh but he just shows a sad smile on you and you look at him with confusion on your eyes and you tell him.

"I'm sorry, but this is getting a lot weird, why are you so being so nice to me?" You asked him

"I just feel, something good around you and I don't know why, I'm sorry, if I was being weird all the time, if I made you uncomfortable." Eddie looks down as he rubs his eyes

"No, please, my bad, don't thought of me anything like that, it's just- you stutter " I wasn't uncomfortable at all ever since I got to know you at school, I'm not used to anything that ever happened today I guess."

He looks back at you, with his eyes full of understanding and he nods while he lets out a smile on the side of his lips

"I admit that my parents are wealthy, I love them, they're nice parents and all." you sigh and look back down and started fidgeting with your rings. Eddie watches you carefully with a concern look on his eyes and he notices your actions which he knows that you're nervous and scared of what he will be thought of you after this but all he thinks to himself that everything is going to be okay.

"I just can't take the pressure from the "rich kids world" as you gestures both of your fingers with the quotation marks while you rolled your eyes, Eddie chuckled as he continues listening to you

"That's why I left it ever since and my parents don't mind it at all, they're very sweet about it and they always prioritize my feelings first if I'm doing okay." He nods

"I'm also sorry, If I keep apologizing to you and with the boys as well, it's been years since I've felt this joyful energy to anyone, if I say something about I love and I get excited while talking about it and they always turn me down like wrecking my vibe off."

"I just wanted to know if you have good intentions with me. It's hard for me to trust anyone today because people always takes advantage of my kindness but it's my personality, you know, you huffed "that's just who I am and I'm proud that I can survive even though sometimes it hurts. You look back at him and you realize how long he's been staring at you since you're talking.

You blush under his gaze on you and he clears his throat "I don't want to hurt you or anything, I swear to my soul, I just wanted to get to know you and maybe even build a relation- uh I mean friendship!" Eddie almost slips off a word there that it made you bursted out a laugh.

Eddie felt amazing when everytime he successfully made you laugh and he doesn't care if he smiles even wider than before while watching you struggling to stop your laughter.

"But don't get me wrong, I'm going to be honest with you, I felt the same way as well."

"You do?"

"Yeah, I felt the same wave of energy when I'm with you as well, I feel like I can tell you everything without worrying about it." You look away from him and stare at the road.

Eddie's eyes widen of what you just said to him.

"it just feels-

"Right"

Eddie cuts you off as you look back at him and you smiled

You look at your watch and it says 8pm and you look back at him and you say "I should better get going. My parents might be worried about me." as you reached for the door handle.

"Wait, no, no- let me!" Eddie quickly gets off the driver seat and he opens the door for you.

You laugh how silly he runs around the van.

You go down while helped you get out of the van carefully he walks with you until you both reached the doorstep and turn around at him.

"Is that too much to process for a whole day of my first day to school?" You asked while you awkwardly chuckled and look back down.

Eddie shakes his head and reaches out to your chin and he tilts it back up and says "No, I would love to listen to you all day and I will be there for you whenever you want or needed someone to talk to." He looks both of your eyes and leans down to kiss your cheek.

You gasp at his action but you smile at him and he rubs your cheek as you let yourself rest it.

"I'm so proud of you even though I don't know the half of it yet, I'm not asking you to tell me everything but if you're just ready, I'll be there for you always, you don't deserve anything that happened to you and don't ever doubt and blame yourself of it, it's not your fault, I don't know why am I felt this way to you I know it's coming all so fast but fuck it breaks my heart seeing you like this, don't ever shut yourself to anyone."

Your eyes burning out from holding back the tears as you nod at him "Thank you so much, Eddie."

He rubs your cheek one last time "Don't mention it, Sweetheart, See you tomorrow."

He walks back but you grab his hand to stop him, he looks back at you with your eyes glistening with tears and you hugged him.

Eddie almost falls how aggressively you embrace him and now this time, this is the time when Eddie left in shock, he almost cried as well cuz nothing ever happened to him like this before he chuckles under his breath as he hugs you back resting his head above you and he kisses it, you embrace him even more and you rest your head on his chest, Eddie can feel you smiling underneath him and he does the same thing as well.

"Now, now how am I supposed to go home if you can't let me go?" He jokes to you while he releases his arms away from you.

And you laughed while you look back up at him as he wipes your tears away with his fingers "Okay, goodnight, Eddie, you can pick me up tomorrow in the morning on the way for school."

"Sure thing, goodnight darling." Eddie says as you both walked away from each other.

but before you close the door you watch him get to his van and he starts the engine.

He looks at you from the window and he waved you goodbye and you waved him back.

You watch him as he droves away.

[mosshook]

20 questions for fic writers

thank you sm for the tag, @mangatxt / ani!!! <3

to any of my friends who write fic, feel free to do this if you'd like! (@astertiae, @catbandits) this is just for fun :]

the questions are below the cut.

1. How many works do you have on AO3?

12, currently

2. What's your total AO3 word count?

44.5k

3. What fandoms do you write for?

right now, i'm not actively working on anything. but if i get a chance to work on a project over my holiday break in december, it'll probably be for our flag means death or lord of the rings.

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

two very old merlin fics, my singular mandalorian fic, and both of my mob psycho fics that are over 1k words.

5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

i usually do, yes! i think it's really cool that people take the time to leave a comment after they're done reading something of mine, be it long or short. it touches me every time, and even if i don't always know what to say in response sometimes, i appreciate them so, so much.

6. What's the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

probably ouranos. it's canon-compliant with the merlin timeline for season 4, and it follows lancelot from his sacrificial death for merlin, to his limbo existence in underworld, to being resurrected by morgana and eventually being killed in combat with arthur.

on a language level, it's also one of the first fics i wrote that started to lean more into what my style currently is! so it's kind of sweet on the occasion i reread it and can see my roots.

7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

definitely without a question it's this is a life. no fictional character has ever touched me quite like reigen, and i wanted to finish that specific piece on a note that was less emblematic of an ending and moreso felt like a triumphant beginning. like a promise of a new, better tomorrow.

8. Do you get hate on fics?

i did once, and in hindsight it's pretty funny. but basically, i made critical comments about a character on twitter, so someone went into my comments section and told me to NEVER write for this one specific pairing anymore. (for the record, i didn't. but that was because i realized the pairing in question was kind of lame.)

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

i tried my hand at it once. it went horribly, but it was a learning experience. let the record know it was SO MUCH HARDER than i thought it would be.

10. Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written?

not really, no! i mean, i published a self-insert fic as a joke for my friends a few years ago, but that's not quite the same thing.

if we're talking "not published and will never see the light of day" stuff, i did write a little blurb where keanu reeves' jonathan harker meets alex winters' vampire marko from the lost boys.

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

yes. the title was taken, as was the premise, from a popular author in the community.

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

not to my knowledge!

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

yeah!!! nothing serious that ever got published, but me and my friends have collaborated on mini-projects together and have old google docs together. i used to write mini fics with my friends all the time on twitter, but sadly i never archived them.

14. What's your all-time favourite ship?

probably yuuri and victor from yuri on ice. i can't express enough how much yuri on ice changed my life when it came out, or the sheer euphoria i felt as a kid in the closet watching someone so much like me - yuuri - be out, and happy, and brave. i miss my show so, so much.

15. What's a WIP you want to finish, but doubt you ever will?

my aquarium fic with serizawa as a education volunteer and reigen as a schoolteacher who takes his kids there on field trips. i have so many little scenes from it and an incredibly specific vision for it as someone who loves the sea, has a lifelong appreciation for marine life, and has always wanted to live by the shore.

16. What are your writing strengths?

oh man. i think that i do a good job of integrating leitmotifs and playing into my semi-poetic voice. i also think that over the years, i've gotten better at creating tangible atmospheres, specifically with the quiet. i love portraying the quiet.

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

grammatically, i'm a bit of a nightmare sometimes. dialogue takes a while for me to develop, too.

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?

i wouldn't do this unless i knew the other language well (like vietnamese). most likely i don't think i'll end up doing this at all because even with my personal and professional writing, i'm hesitant to write in another language that isn't english.

19. First fandom you wrote for?

merlin. i was 11 and wrote my first fic on my ipad in the pages app...it was a merlin fix-it that was over 15,000 words long, and it was absolutely atrocious. said ipad is at my parent's house locked forever because i forgot the password, and i hope it stays that way. some things should stay lost.

20. Favourite fic you've ever written?

honestly? i think it's still principles of stellar connectivity. i wrote this for community during lockdown in late 2020, and i conceptualized a lot of it with my friend, @combeferres. (they're credited at the beginning as the person who made the fic's mixtape!) it's got everything i love: rock music, troy and abed being silly, national parks, stargazing, celestial motifs. i wanted to do a serious character study with sitcom characters while still retaining the core of who they are and what makes them so special, and to this day, i think i was pretty successful.

[hamuchustartea]

°˖✧My Top 3 Comfort Characters✧˖°

☆I introduce these Lovely Fictional Men who had always given Meaning to my Life☆ ( ´ ▽ ` ).｡.:*♡

1. Guzma

(Pokemon SM, USUM and Masters)

I LOVE GUZMA!  ♡( ´ ▽ ` )♡

I've been in love with him since he was introduced in the Pokemon Sun and Moon game trailers back in August 2016 and it's all thanks to his swag, cockiness and punk aesthetic. Goth Punk boys are my ultimate weakness and Guzma is a combination of Goth Punk hard as nails and Hip Hop swag. His design plus his backstory was the best part of the game and since then, I couldn't get enough of him. He's everything I want from a guy. (≧▽≦)

Speaking of his backstory, he by far is the most relatable character to me. I can easily understand his frustrations and empathize with his inner pain and desire to prove his worth. Learning from his struggles and redemption made me love him even more.

Therefore, he'll always be my no. 1 favorite character and maybe forever? ଘ(੭ˊ꒳​ˋ)੭✧*:・ﾟ

2. Junkrat (Overwatch)

I can't get enough of this crazy, loveable bloke!

Before discovering Guzma and just when Overwatch was new (around May or June 2016 I think), I saw some random game screenshots and hot art of Junkrat in Tumblr. You know I’m CRAZY for Goth Punk Boys! So Mad Max Punk Junkrat immediately caught my attention.  

But not too long, Guzma came to my life and swept off my feet! And for a time I forgot about Junkrat. Poor baby. That happens when a lot of hot characters are introduced in a very short period of time. (っ´ω`)ﾉ(╥ω╥)

Last month, I remembered Junkrat when I found my collection of old hot fanart of him. Thus, rekindling my love for him. It's kind of unusual for me to like him because I'm usually into muscly men, although he still is well toned but on the skinny side. But it's the crazy personality that I loved the most about him.

  I both love Guzma and Junkrat! They’re two different men. One is cocky while the other is maniacal, but they’re both Wild Punks which is why I  LOVE the two of them!

3. Ramsay (Gigantic)

I discovered him after a friend of mine mentioned about the character during our online chat. After searching him up, I realized I have the hots for Ramsay! (ᗒᗨᗕ) I feel so bad not knowing about him sooner. I don’t know why I wasn’t familiar with the game or the character, maybe I missed him or he got drowned by the more popular games like Overwatch and Pokemon.

  Ramsay is like a combination of Guzma and Junkrat. I love his overall appeal! I love his design, his clothes, that smug look, cocky attitude and roguish personality. And that Punk Hair! Also he’s so sexy to brandish his blade coated with poison fruit juices. σ(≧▽≦σ)～♡ ヽ(o´∀`)ﾉ♪♬♫•*¨*•.¸¸♪ So there you have it folks, but I'm not done yet with my mushy ramblings. Guzma may be my no. 1 but I'm still debating on who’s the hottest among the three of them. I just don’t know I’m so confused now.  ლ(¯ロ¯"ლ)

But the main reason why I love these men is because I find them very unique and highly appealing. What do they have in common? Their big personalities, wild looks and penchant for trouble. I have a feeling that they were inspired by 80s and 90s troublemaker characters that I enjoyed watching when I was a kid. Gosh, I still never overcame my love for bad boys. (⁄⁄>⁄▽⁄<⁄⁄)