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Don't think I haven't noticed that Noshir Dalal has absolutely disappeared from social media after that Twitter post about being in the hospital.
That fool better have like...a really good booking with an airtight NDA or something, I don't appreciate the suspense!!!!
#please ignore this post#i know he pops up on HERE sometimes#which like#but if he does see this#whatever#i miss him i'll admit it#i'm grown
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"why couldn't shuro have just been honest about what he felt with laios and falin it's not that hard" are you. are you White
#dungeon meshi#shuro#toshiro nakamoto#look you can hate him for other things but this is very clearly a case of cultures (& personalities influenced by these cultures) clashing#shuro is japanese/east asian-coded and laios is european white boy#i am not japanese but i also come from a collectivistic society#pakikisama is a filipino value both prized and abhorred#it relies heavily on being able to read social cues and prior knowledge of societal norms#shuro being from a different country/culture is important to his character#his repressed nature is meant to contrast with laios' open one like that's the point#they both had similar upbringings but different coping mechanisms#shuro explicitly admits that he's jealous of laios being able to live life sincerely#anyway the point is they were operating on different expectations entirely and neither had healthy enough communication skills#to hash things out before they got too bad#re his attraction to falin i personally believe he unfortunately mpdg-ed her#she represented something new & different. a fresh drink of water for his parched repressed self#alas not meant to be#i'll be honest the way ryoko kui handles both fantasy & regular racism in dm is more miss than hit for me#i don't doubt that a lot of the shuro hate is based off of marcille's pov of him#marcille famously racist 😭#characters' racist views don't often get (too) challenged#practically everyone is casually racist at some point#anyway. again if you're gonna hate shuro at least hate him for being complicit in human trafficking & slavery#he couldn't help falling for the wrong woman goddamn 😭#calemonsito notes#edit: upon further reflection i take back what i said about toshiro mpdg-ing falin!#i'm sorry toshiro 😭
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Kinda started rereading Dressrosa and... Although I always chalked up the similarities between Crocodile's plan to take over Alabasta and how Doflamingo took over Dressrosa as nothing but Oda reusing similar plot elements but in a slightly different way (just to show us what could've become of Alabasta had Croc gotten away with his schemes, what Luffy helped prevent from happening to begin with)...
Robin's reaction to hearing the story of Dressrosa and HOW Doflamingo took over the country, that simple little "...!!", actually does kind of speak volumes
Like if you wanted canonical evidence to Crocodile having been "inspired" by Doflamingo, then yeah, Robin would be The Person who would pick up on that, she'd be the person who'd be like "hey, that story sounds awfully familiar to what Crocodile did", since he was her boss
Do want to note that, timeline-wise, Doflamingo only took over Dressrosa 10 years ago, where as Crocodile had been Scheming and establishing his position as the Hero of Alabasta for 16 years. Like Croc's intent to obtain Pluton and create his military nation utopia absolutely pre-dates Doffy's takeover, so that wasn't and can't have been inspired by Doflamingo at all. It's more just the plan and method Crocodile ended up going with (framing the king (through a bloodbath) and putting the country in a position without a ruler where he could just yoink it for himself with ease) where the similarity becomes more obvious. But it is also kind of where it ends. Doflamingo wanted Dressrosa because he felt like he was entitled to the island (as his family had been its original rulers and he was a Tenryuubito), and was using the island for his own gains (Smile manufacturing etc, for his dealings with Kaidou), all while having a great distain and hatred of the world and how he had been "wronged" (=Tenryuubito rights revoked). Meanwhile... yeah, Crocodile wanted to create a "utopia", only targetting Alabasta because he believed Pluton was there and because Pluton would be needed for his ideal military nation. That minor difference and Crocodile's clear and great distain and hatred of Doflamingo combined...
Yeah, I dunno, this is just interesting to me. God I need Robin and Crocodile to have a lil reunion chat
#Moon posting#OP Meta#Coming to learn that the most import panels in One Piece are the ones where a character has a thought bubble going ''...''#Tabled at a convention on Saturday and I had nothing else to do while waiting for my train/on the train lmao#I've only read through Dressrosa twice so I have been craving to reread it for a while now (but I had been saving it up for con trips)#Dressrosa is so fucking good. Like I'll be first to admit I did not enjoy it when it was first unfolding in the early 2010s#But rereading it... It's good man. It's good#Dressrosa gets to much shit it doesn't deserve#Sidenote but yes people are quick to point out how Doffy's crew has DFs that're just more powerful versions of what Baroque Works had#I do not think Croc was recruiting people based on their Devil Fruits like that though. Like that I think really is just Oda reusing ideas#'Cause literally the only people in Baroque Works who Crocodile actually and specifically *needed* to do his thing were Robin (Poneglyph)#And Bon-chan to impersonate Cobra (and thinking about it Galdino+Marianne could've been like a Back Up)#(Like had something happened to Bon-chan then 3 Pair could've created a wax replica of Cobra to frame him for the port attack)#All the other tasks? Could've been done by literally anyone (as long as they were competent enough)#(Maybe Miss Merry Christmas was required for Cobra's kidnapping though considdering how fast she could haul ass etc)
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"Gods -Sarai, get up. Just -what am I going to tell them ?"
#viren#tdp viren#the dragon prince#tdp lord viren#tdp#tdp fanart#sarai#queen sarai#tdp sarai#tell me you didn't think for at least a split second he was Callum's dad and I'll call you a liar#I headcanon he has had a post-traumatic limp after this#As a Lancelot fan I must admit I am quite obsessed with this ship#He kept her last breath and his guilt bottled up for ten years how romantic is that#Plus her death meant that a dark mage was the only thing more valuable than a crowned head#that's why he hesitated when Harrow asked him if he would die for him#cant believe that asshole lit her a candle right after deciding to murder her sons#Cf the book He had known Sarai in ways even Amaya hadn't#I just cant believe he ordered the murder of her kids without hesitation#I get why doing it but not the lack of hesitation#there clearly is some scene#some transition missing#Virai#No one cares about this ship but I love it#thought he was going to give his blood for the revenge spell#Viren/sarai
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I was just ambushed within the turbulent halls of my own mind by some headcanons about rye ingellvar's childhood that did 15000000 points of psychic damage to me and my heart personally and also made me almost sure of how I want to play it all at the end (very very differently from how I imagined going in!). some 'oh holy fuck this changes everything' rocking my own world bullshit going on in my neurons right now I'm reeling
#I'm sorry to say that despite what I expected I think the dread wolf might be going down violently on my first run???#not because *I* love solas any less but because of who rye is and some of the twists I know happen down the line#which does make for a neat thing b/c I meant to play the crow I'm going with second as initially incredibly hostile#and then growing to feel for him and redeeming him at the end.#so if rye starts out very reasonable and sympathetic and then is brought to 'haha. no. fuck you forever for that in particular' at the end#...a pleasing cosmic symmetry in it I must admit. perfect and also makes me feel a bit sick#I'll try to put together something coherent eventually but for now#it's sort of a 'my name is ellaryen ingellvar you killed the guy#that my brain went 'close enough welcome back beloved and much missed deceased father figure' over. prepare to despair and die'#I think just the killing part might not have done it but everything that comes after? rye is a chill guy until he finally decides#that enough is fucking *enough*. and that was the most enough of all time for them#it also explains rye's accent (one of his primary caregivers growing up was a dwarf)! so many birds with one stone here#also I am so fucking sad now and I did it entirely to myself. I love fiction I love games (embarassingly genuine)#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#oc: ellaryen ingellvar#thank god that the romanced solas playthrough is the second one tho that does make things less dire haha#adaar would have given it the good old college try to get solas to change his mind right to the end I think#but even his capable hands and politician's mind could not hold back the sheer beware the fury of a patient man storm#that is about to hit solas for the shit he just pulled. I think rye and solas are -- as it turns out -- TOO alike in many ways#...solas buddy I'm so sorry I'll come back for you on the second playthrough and make it right I swear fhsak#it's just that a second dead dwarf dad has joined the chat to haunt the narrative (and this time it's fucking personal frfr)#it's almost scary how quick I've gotten attached to my rook tho. I've waited A DECADE to save this bald elf man from himself#and then rye shows up with steel in his normally kind eyes going 'no. I want that fucker *dead*'. and I just go anything for you babyboy#I'll see what we can do. unspeakable stuff
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This is so cute and wholesome :')
#and look at zoro he's so proud of him#i admit that i'll miss monster chopper though#iris reads un pezzo#one piece#tony tony chopper
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me opening the comments of any sort of st content mentioning b*lly h*rgrove:
#'i feel like billy was just trying to protect her and love her in his own way#'he was trying his best he just didn't trust boys around his soster'#'no he wasn't racist how do you even know that 🙄🙄'#it's like#stop the yap#everyone needs to admit b*lly hargrove was a terrible piece of shit canonically#i don't care if you like him in fanon#i'll judge you but thats not my place#i care if you pretend like he isn't racist#and miss the point of his character in max's and the show's arx#thx#byler#<target audience#stranger things
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vent incoming:
got my grades back for my courses last semester and most of it was to be expected, mostly A's, maybe an A-, etc. but i honestly can't get over the fact that my independent study (the buddy cole documentary) was for some reason given a B. like sure getting a B isn't bad per se, I usually get at least one B every semester and i honestly don't really care about what my exact gpa is as long as i can graduate, but come on. this school put me through months of psychological torment over this project and didn't even have the nerve to give me a B+??? i'm still coping with the self-doubt they forced on me and this bullshit is not helping!!
#honestly it's kind of hilarious ngl. especially bc i also got my documentary work counted as an independent study the previous semester#and the previous semester even tho i barely worked on the doc itself#(mostly just planning and putting together the crowdfunding which was still a lot of work but like compare it to the past few months)#they were willing to give me an A (my school doesn't do A+ so this is the highest mark possible)#vs this semester. like i'll admit my final assignment was late and could have been more polished#but i was literally on tour in documentary-mode 24/7 for several weeks. i filmed an entire comedy special! i put together a live interview!#not to mention having to fucking negotiate with my own college censoring the footage they'd promised me of an event i put together#and play nice with a professor who literally outed me on twitter in an attempt to cancel one of my best friends#at this point the ''B'' feels more like a petty grudge than anything else#like ok we can't get away with *actually* fucking over jessamine's grades bc clearly ze did do the work. but let's just give zir a B#like i will admit the audio quality in my final isn't great. and i could have used more polished footage in some sections#but counterpoint: 100+ students were arrested at a protest while i was editing and i was having a mental breakdown#the fact that i finished *anything* is goddamn impressive especially after they essentially conditioned me to hate myself any time i was#working on a project i loved!!!#due to the aforementioned student arrests my college did put out an option where we could change any letter grade this semester to pass/fai#so anything passing wouldn't impact our gpa if we didn't want it to. so i could just change the B to a ''pass''#but really what's the point. ''B'' is still a good grade and my GPA is fine (3.65 on a 4.0 grading scale. 2.0 is required to graduate)#it just sucks that after what i went through last semester i feel like nobody takes it seriously#i was reminiscing earlier about how it's honestly kind of funny how after that professor outed me on twitter#i was at the hotel with scott like an hour later sobbing and having an existential crisis about my relationship to gender#and scott was so supportive but also awkwardly being like#''i know i should offer the crying child a tissue but where the fuck are the tissues in this room what do i do''#and he just handed me a full-on towel instead like oh my god he was trying his best but also so clearly out of his depth#but of course i then had to remember how when i told that story to a different professor to be like ''this is how much scott cares about me#this guy called me fucking UNPROFESSIONAL for crying in front of the subject of my documentary?????????#like yeah maybe so but how DARE you call me unprofessional when a different professor tweeted my full name and gender without my consent#in an attempt to fucking cancel one of my friends for ''misgendering'' me for using pronouns i'm fine with him using!!!#i don't think i'm ever going to be able to forgive my college and i don't know how i'll be able to get through one more semester#that experience genuinely changed things about my psychology that i'm not proud of and i need to work through#so if i have to miss a goddamn kids in the hall event because i have class this november i am going to set something on fire
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As someone with a big ego, Shane laughing off every insult Ryan shoots at him is so attractive to me
#and I know insult in good fun#just a jest#but I have a mood disorder and I'll admit#a lot of pride and ego that I try and eat or make a joke or cus its obnoxious#Shane laughs at every thing Ryan shoots at him and That my friend#is very attractive#give me your traits#like I want you to give me your gender Shane madej#I haven't watched watcher for a hot momento#and uuuuuh boy do I miss them#Boys!#I'm home !#watcher#Shane madej#ryan bergara#food files#ghost files
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As much fun as I'm having doing my alternative run of DA2, one thing I really miss about my mage Hawke is his friendship with Merrill.
Those two are best friends and he's 100% supportive in her goals toward the eluvian. Ed has the humorous/charming personality, too, which bounces off super well with Merrill. He doesn't think any less of her for her usage of blood magic; if anything he's impressed by her level of strength and willpower. He's so ready to defend her from the other companions and the clan, and he's absolutely out here attempting to matchmake her and Carver....at least he is in my heart because the game won't let me, it's fine, I'm not bitter about it or anything-
But then my warrior Hawke? She has the diplomatic personality with quite a bit of direct/aggressive thrown in there and she ends up having the same attitude as that one party banter Aveline and Merrill have: "Merrill, you're clearly talented and meant for great things, but you're stupid," and that's so difficult for me to lean into. I'm trying to play Aris differently so she ends up being so condescending to Merrill, like she's trying to gently tell her to give up on the eluvian but it doesn't come off well.
Also if Carver was around, Aris would be the opposite of Ed, she'd look at the suggestion of her brother and Merrill getting together and be like, "No :) I don't think so :) I like Merrill, she's my friend :) but she's not right for Carver."
But I guess it makes sense; if you told him that Bethany would giggle and kick her feet and twirl her hair around Sebastian, Ed would've thrown him in the ocean as a warning. Meanwhile, Aris is like, "A handsome prince that could take my sister away from all of this? Wonderful, we just need to work on his incorrect views on mages, but that shouldn't be a problem :)"
Anyway I miss playing Hawke as the #1 Merrill stan.
#dragon age 2#da2#da2 merrill#carver hawke#bethany hawke#sebastian vael#da2 hawke#edgar hawke#aris hawke#listen i'm a little weirdo i like comparing the different ways to play the heroes of da games but especially the different hawkes#i like comparing my own hawkes and i like looking at other peoples hawkes and the different relationship dynamics they bring to the table#kicks my little gremlin brain into gear#like ed always rivals aveline and their relationship is strained at best... meanwhile aris and aveline are ride or die best friends#and seeing aveline from both perspectives is....... well it's an experience i'll just say that sksksks#oh also i miss anders so much sksksk i miss his romance and the dynamic he and ed have#aris rejected him right from the start and while it's neat to see her character through an unromantic lens i still miss him and his bullshi#aris romanced isabela and *that* makes me want to bite nom nom so interesting and heartbreaking in its own way like losing leandra like tha#and then dealing with the qunari bullshit only to find out isabela's part in it before she abandons aris with the book#and then aris reunites with bethany who is bitter and pissed off and can't get away from her fast enough like........ the end of act 2 y'al#aris was *ready* for the arishok fight solely because she needed an outlet for her frustration and grief and agony#she couldn't kick his ass fast enough sksksksks and now she's so Done with everything and then isabela admits that she's in love with her#and it's just................. a lot. it's so much. i can't#anders and isabela's respective romances drive me nuts for very different reasons i love them#this has been another 'cj needs to ramble about [blank]' post#stay tuned for next week where she continues to sob about the hawke twins
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perfect assessment of my interests. shoutout to catrina belovedgamers
#sparrowsong#id in alt text#what else could you ever possibly need to know about me#etho and pearl might also deserve to be on this list#granted i don't Do Fandom about etho much#but pearl. my beloved blorbo.#i must reluctantly admit i don't talk about techno enough anymore#for him to be one of my Known Guys#but i'll say it now. he's My Guy. i love technoblade. i miss him.
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[Sees the new Dragon Age trailer is out, gives in to temptation, breaks oath to go in totally blind, and watches it.]
Oh, hey, it looks kind of neat. Reminds me of the DAII Isabela trailer. I'm cautiously optimistic. :)
[Sees the reaction online.]
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#this is EXACTLY the reaction DAII got. and then DAI got.#a timely reminder of why I don't engage with the online da community#trailer spoilers in tags#''they changed it now I hate it!''#I mean there are certain things I'm still wary about#(such as that companion returning again. but I like that they've been aged up so I'll give it a pass)#but after TEN YEARS they are allowed to change the art direction slightly#it didn't even seem that different to me for a cinematic trailer!#''the dialogue was cheesy!''#it's a TRAILER it's trying to attract as many people as possible they want the game to look FUN#tl;dr: CALM DOWN it's a perfectly inoffensive trailer which I thought had a pretty cool dragon in what more do you want#I'll also admit I only half watched it because I don't want to know who all the companions are#but I don't think I missed a bit where Poochy appears and Solas tells him what a cool dude he is#which is what you'd think happens from the way some people are reacting
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goin to the library, library time woohoo !!
#just me hi#i haven't been to a library in some time.. i think last i went was before covid lol#we went maybe 3-4 times rather regularly n then yea. a lot :)#not good at using them though i'll admit ; i got spooked by all the choices hbsfh <3#and also my mother is a strange lady so the library is an Experience alright lol#//anywho i've been kinda anxious recently so i am a little more noivous than usual#like oo what if the world explodes.. because..... of reasons........#isn't that solid reasoning!! we should listen to that guy more :D [<- leveling the gun to him]#//and guess who couldn't get the pink outta their brain lmfhsv#ik i'm working on bl.s more but man. the favorite child lmao <///3#/man also i was talking to leo and he was saying 'no yea i could see oath being your sona' like ??? huh hbfshv#that is not me!! i don't even know that guy ! ! [<- mmmm ]#funny tho. confusing but funny hbfsh#/anywho i also need to draw aura more. yea i draw her about every day but Listen..#....#are you listening#.................#..yea#:) hfsbh#//anyway i should get on my stuffs before we head to the library#i'm going to miss my strawberry lemonade this week but that's okay </3 i'm sure i'll survive <///3#lol but yep going on my way :> toodles toodles o/
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You have to love how Angel was one of the few people who didn't make fun of Buffy's name.
Like, Spike did, Fred did, one demon did (that I'm forgetting which one it was, exactly. But it was wondering if Buffy was short for anything and then she said, "No. Just Buffy."), Doyle called her "Muffy" by accident once, Giles is aghast that the new Slayer's name is Buffy in one of the classic comics, Faith in "Go Ask Malice: A Slayer's Diary" misunderstands and at first thinks Buffy's name is "Summers" (and digs it) and is a bit disappointed to find out that it's "Buffy" instead.
But we never see Angel hating on Buffy's name.
#Buffy the vampire slayer#Bangel#How much you wanna bet he thinks her name is pretty like she thought his was?#Because they're soulmate-y. And even a bit cheesy (I'll admit) like that#Taaroko wrote a s1 missing moment one-shot where Buffy gave angel her name (not knowing of course that he already knew it) and he said that#'It was pretty' echoing. Of course. What she said to him about his name (and he meant it). And this one-shot is so great#I also adore that willow and Xander didn't iirc#Forest was also surprised. At least. By Buffy's name. Thinking Riley had given her a nickname or something and was saying she was buff#(like muscular) she was 'buff-y' and then Riley had to correct him that Buffy was her name
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it’s been a while but!! i’ve been thinking abt snow devil aki again… consider after coming back as a devil he’s of course lost most if not all of his memories but when he sees you and denji he lights up. and when the public safety official monitoring him asks who you are, he responds with total confidence, “That’s my wife.” and for denji “My brother”….. extra points if you weren’t even together before he died but you were close friends who pined terribly for another….. extra extra points of snow devil aki calls denji ‘Taiyo’ - 🍊
HI!!!! I'm always up to talk about reincarnated snow devil aki....
gosh... him having a soft spot for you but especially for denji. imagine how denji would feel seeing him after what happened, and aki just giving him a smile and a hug, completely unaware of everything that happened, but knowing denji meant a lot to him. I think... I will combust, actually
when snow devil aki reincarnates his memories are still a bit mixed up, but he's so in tune with the winter he remembers what happened on the chilly day his family disappeared clearly. he's always seen his little brother in denji, and it's even more so now. denji just doesn't have it in his heart to correct him
#snow devil aki who tells you he loves you the very first time you meet him#something you'd been waiting for aki to finally admit to you for his whole life#but snow devil aki just admits it so easily#thinkin bout.. how he clings to you so closely without even really knowing why#I'll never not think about when we talked about how he's so cold but your love gives him warmth#touching him and holding his hand and realizing he's grown warmer than the very first time#explodes into a million bits#I missed u......... love you orange anon#I still saved the last asks you sent me about snow devil aki for when I'm thinking of him#ask mags
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I'm trying to keep an open mind reading a character study where Karamatsu has NPD but ngl, I'm struggling with it because lack of empathy is key to diagnosing someone as a narcissist and like... we have ample evidence that Karamatsu is very empathetic?
Him being emotionally attuned to his siblings is literally the whole plot of the second movie?
#rambles#i mean... I'll admit that I'm not an expert so perhaps you could make an argument for him falling in the spectrum#idk but I'll try to keep an open mind maybe I'm missing something#ososan rambles
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