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softgrungeprophet · 6 months ago
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the real dilemma of a large canon divergent alternate timeline w very particular events is that i think it would be nice to incorporate terry somehow but
1) i can't have it be when kaine is high in nevada because that's before louise and the whole point with louise is that she's the first person who is kind to him
2) there's zero time between slc and houston (less than a year) in windowverse and he's still very emotionally unhealthy then and not in any kind of relationship in that interim
3) after he leaves houston he stops having relationships for a while again 😅
also the whole issue of ben plot stuff but i'm ignoring that for now
maybe later in life but it would probably not be in vegas in that case (i mean, maybe) and also i'm not sure how long it takes for kaine to work out his own sexuality (if he ever does) beyond the kind of reciprocal responsive thing he does out of a need for human affection... (arguably unhealthy)
though i could see him encompassing less of a "gay" vs "straight" thing and more of a gnc4gnc or androgyne4masc thing esp considering annabelle's menswear, louise's arguable butchness, etc... even if his relationship w annabelle in au is very compulsory (at least early on idk)
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theres-whump-in-that-nebula · 7 months ago
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So there’s this kid I work with who screams and kicks people for 20+ minutes straight because they don’t want to do a single worksheet. I don’t blame the kid though; there are absolutely zero expectations at home and all they eat is sugar, which can’t be good for their mood. I’ve been trying to think of ways for all the kids there to engage in healthier behaviors; but I’m specifically focusing on the ones with dire conditions (such as refusing to drink water, not eating enough, or harming people (which will put them in danger as an adult)).
Today I put a letters puzzle on a different kid’s desk to keep them occupied and this kid just walked over and did it because they’re a perfectionist and need everything in its place. Maybe I can put the letters puzzle on their desk to lure them there and then replace it with worksheets once they’re finished (to ease the transition), and that way I don’t have to physically carry an 80 pound child to their desk multiple times a day, and said kid doesn’t have to endure me carrying them. Ohhhhhhhhh my god that might work
Now I need to find a way to get them to drink water and eat more nutritious food. I can try the chart thing but idk if it’ll work on this kid. I can’t use candy as an incentive because they don’t like candy…
hmmmmmm
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wonuuism · 5 months ago
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puppy love - 심재윤
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in which jake makes the most if his (expensive) visit to the vet.
tags: fluff, vet!reader, layla’s not overweight irl but for the sake of the plot let’s say she’s been eating a little too well;;
author’s note: idk i wrote this in like an hour bc of a sudden burst of motivation. no proofreading bc it’s 3am LOL. first fic woo!! enjoy!!!
jake’s worried. panicking, even.
layla’s laying down next to him in the back of the taxi, her eyes shifting around nervously. jake’s leg is bouncing up and down as anxiety courses through his veins. layla had slipped and fallen down the stairs while he was home and her sharp whining whenever she walked afterwards made him uneasy. so, he was quick to call up the nearest vet clinic and book the soonest appointment for a consultation.
he’s really, really worried though. layla’s never had any bad scares like this one, so he’s not sure what to expect. what if it’s worse than he thinks? what if they tell him layla’s broken a bone? what if layla has to go through surgery? oh god - jake thinks he might throw up.
he’s interrupted from his thoughts as the taxi driver stops the car and announces they’ve arrived. thanking the driver, jake exits the car and gulps nervously as he surveys the exterior of the clinic. it feels ominous.
a bell rings as he pushes open the door, and the girl at the front desk looks up from the computer screen. “welcome in! how may i help you?”
“uh… i have an appointment at 11:30. for layla.” jake responds.
“awesome, i see you in our calendar. please hold tight while i let the vet know you’re here.” she smiles kindly, but it does little to ease jake’s nerves. still, he manages a tight-lipped smile and curt nod in response.
jake watches as someone emerge from the back, looking at a clipboard in their hands. “layla?”
he stands up right away, prompting layla who had been laying by his feet to do the same. “yes, that’s us.”
you look up at the source of the voice and send him a pleasant smile. walking towards him, you reach out your hand and he shakes it, but not before quickly swiping his palm on his jeans. “nice to meet you. i’m dr. l/n, and i’ll be taking a look at layla today. how about we head inside so i can take a better look at her?”
jake nods earnestly and gently tugs on layla’s leash to have her follow him into the consultation room in the back. once inside, you ask if he could kindly place layla on the table - a request he readily complies to. you’re impressed at how little he struggled given the fact that layla is a fairly big dog. clearly, he was strong. and maybe kind of cute, too.
“so,” you begin, “what seems to be the issue?”
“she had a bit of a bad fall and she’s been limping and whining a lot since then… i’m worried she might’ve broken a bone or something like that?” jake explains as he runs his hand comfortingly through layla’s fur.
you nod as he speaks, reaching over to assess any damage. after checking her heartbeat with your stethoscope, you flex her hips, gently press on her legs, and check on her paws.
as you do so, layla’s continuously making noises of discontent. initially, you had believed that her right front leg was causing her discomfort since she’d barked sharply when you touched it. however, she’d done the same thing for every other limb you’d touched as well. smiling, you turn your attention to her owner.
“i don’t see anything wrong with layla. her legs are fine, i’d say the shock of the fall is probably what made her respond like that. us people tend to coddle our pets a lot when they get injured, and dogs especially like that attention so they exaggerate it to make it seem worse than it is.”
jake is dumbfounded. “so you’re saying layla was just being dramatic?”
you smile apologetically. “yes… i know it’s not the news you were expecting, but that’s a good thing! means she’s not injured.”
you’re right, jake supposes. but that means i brought her all the way here because she’s a drama queen?!
you note the way jake sighs heavily, and it makes you want to try and console him by making his trip to the clinic seem somewhat worthwhile with basic medical advice.
“however, i would recommend putting her on a bit of a diet. she seems to be just a little bit over the ideal weight, and that can cause unnecessary strain on her joints.” you explain and jake nods, hanging on to every word coming out of your mouth. “after all, we want layla to live a long and healthy life, don’t we?” you coo, reaching out to ruffle her neck.
jake smiles. cute.
wait, what?
he takes this chance to finally look at you. he’d been too occupied previously with worry that he hadn’t been able to actually register what you looked like. now, he can see that you are, in fact, cute. you look around his age, and he’s impressed that you’re a vet this young. you suit the scrubs, but he wonders what you’d wear outside of work.
you pull away from layla and jake snaps back to reality. he’s glad layla’s okay. still, he sternly faces her and points his index finger toward her snout. “alright missy, you’re going on a diet starting today. consider it punishment for scaring me like that.”
chuckling, you turn to face him and he mirrors your action. there’s not much left to say, so he thanks you quickly and leaves the room, closing the door behind him. you stay since you have to log layla’s information in your computer. as you’re wrapping up, you add one more thing in layla’s “additional information” section.
additional information: super cute, looks exactly like owner
jake silently mourns on his way back home. again, he’s glad layla’s okay. he really is. but he had to pay an extraordinarily large amount of money just to be told that she’s fine. and a little fat.
he glares at layla, who looks back at him with sparkling eyes. his heart melts at the sight, and he sighs as he pets her. jake thinks of you and the fondness in your eyes as you petted the same fur moments prior. maybe something good did come out of his visit to the vet.
suddenly, he gets an idea. he paid a lot of money for this consultation, so he could be a little greedy. as a client, he could ask for your number, right? after all, what if something truly serious happened next time? he’d rather skip the formality of booking an appointment through the website and speak directly with you instead.
so, he pulls up the clinic’s information and calls the number on their website. a girl — likely the same one who welcomed him in — answers and asks what she could do for him.
“hey, i was just at the clinic for an appointment with my dog layla. i hope this doesn’t sound weird, but do you think it would be possible to get the number of the vet who saw layla today? just in case anything happens to layla again. you know?”
jake physically cringes as he speaks. way to not sound weird.
“uhm… one moment please.” the girl responds. jake hears whispering on the other side of the call.
what he didn’t know was that you were right next to the girl on call, sorting through some paperwork before you saw your next patient.
“doctor! layla’s owner is calling and asking if he can get your number..?” your secretary whispers.
you whip your head towards her, not believing what you heard. layla’s owner? the cute, fluffy hair guy?
she looks as giddy as you feel, giggling as she raises her eyebrows suggestively. laughing at her, you give her a thumbs up and she’s quick to bring the phone to her ear again.
“hello? yes, the doctor said there’s no problem. do you have something to write with? okay. her number is…”
you smile to yourself as she recites your personal number. a bell rings throughout the clinic, notifying you of your next patient’s arrival. you greet them and lead them to your consultation room and as you close the door your phone buzzes.
unknown number: hi, this is jake. layla’s dad. thanks again for the help today. if you don’t mind, i’d like to take you out sometime?
you bite your lip to suppress your grin. quickly, you reply.
you: i’d love that. date and time?
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buddieism · 4 months ago
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tommy's character, bucktommy's inherent flaws, tommy & eddie as mirrors and buddie endgame; a (lengthy) meta analysis
honestly, what's really confirmed my feelings about tommy (and the imminent bucktommy bones -> buddie pipeline) is that there have now been multiple opportunities for the writers to actually make tommy a likeable/serious love interest for buck and they just…haven’t. because while fans are naturally going to overanalyse every little thing, the vast majority of the show's audience are regular viewers who consume the show at face value and don't think twice about it -- so if tommy was intended to be buck's endgame or anything remotely close to it, they'd absolutely want to make the most of his (very limited) screen time to present him in the best light they could. think about karen, the only non-main LI, and how she was introduced to us -- despite hen's cheating, we can see how dedicated karen and hen are to each other and how karen is a complex character in her own right who is immediately easy to root for and love.
comparatively, when we look at tommy's s7 appearances and specifically his interactions with buck, it becomes abundantly clear that there isn't really much depth to their relationship at all. which is fine! it's just... you know. fine. let's get into it.
following the cruise arc, we watch tommy through buck's eyes in 7x04 where he's basically wining and dining eddie -- flying him to vegas, getting them front row tickets to a fight, sparring with him in muay thai, playing pick up basketball with him -- tommy and eddie are so similar (which we'll come back to later), and we even get that line from eddie about how well they "click." as the audience, we are being subconsciously told to align tommy and eddie together -- and furthermore, we are told that tommy can easily make grand gestures when he wants to. now let's compare that to the bucktommy moments of the season.
bucktommy's first date: tommy makes a shady comment that would have outed buck if eddie or marisol caught onto it and then proceeds to abandon him on the sidewalk because he thinks buck isn't "ready" for a relationship with a man
i'll be objective here -- i understand in a show like 911 there's always going to be "unnecessary" relationship conflict for the sake of drama and i can also see how buck trying to play off their date as platonic to eddie might have put a bad taste in tommy's mouth. but we hear from tommy himself that he struggled with being open about his sexuality when he was at the 118 so he could have absolutely extended some sympathy towards buck for not wanting to come out on the spot to his best friend -- especially when tommy fully knows how important of a role eddie plays in buck's life. at the very least, he didn't have to leave buck alone on the curb. this isn't me trying to woobify buck because yeah, he's a grown man, he's fine -- but that doesn't mean it still isn't a bit of an asshole move.
the bachelor party: tommy doesn't dress up for the theme and dismisses buck when he's clearly disappointed about him doing so
tommy showing zero interest for the bachelor party buck planned is practically the writers waving a massive red flag in front of the camera -- him having to leave because he's on call is an understandable 'conflict' plot point but why not have him show up in an 80s themed outfit? it wouldn't have changed anything except that he and buck would have had a positive interaction; buck would have been happy that tommy cared enough to make that small gesture and it could have been a cute way to establish their relationship as one built on mutual effort. (btw, the bucktommy hospital kiss could be seen as a big gesture, sure -- but from a more practical viewpoint knowing how rushed this season had to be, it was also just an easy way for buck to "come out" to the rest of the 118 without having to spend too much episode airtime on it.)
the medal ceremony: tommy says 'enjoy it while it lasts' (which, LOL) and also is not shown reacting to buck receiving his medal. he also has a conversation with henren in a deleted scene.
again, i'm going to try to give tommy the benefit of the doubt -- i'm not saying he has to be sunshine and rainbows all the time and i have no issue with a character having a snarky/sarcastic side. but when his screentime is so minimal, every line of dialogue matters. and it's pretty damning that the writers aren't taking those few chances to give us something to appreciate about him. with buck, tommy makes a dismissive comment for literally zero reason, and with hen and karen, who are rightfully looking out for their friend, tommy refuses to take them seriously at all.
bucktommy's dinner in the finale: buck displays some vulnerability about losing bobby, and tommy... really doesn't seem to care.
honestly i refuse to rewatch this part of the ep because it really icks me out on another level but iirc: buck says he's glad bobby's okay because bobby is like the father he never had -> tommy says "your father's alive" -> something something joke about daddy issues. ignoring #that joke entirely, it's really insane to me that they have tommy even acknowledge the nuclear bomb that is buck's relationship with his parents. yes, we had a bit of a ham-fisted 'redemption arc' in s6 but that doesn't negate the buckley parents being absolutely heinous and the fact that buck verbalises how bobby played the role of the father figure because philip didn't -- all for tommy to basically deny that to his face -- is absurd. tommy has expressed on multiple occasions that he's jealous of the 118 family bond, so this line is just... very interesting to me.
now, let's recap all these events and bring eddie back into the mix!
post-bucktommy's first date, buck is more torn up about the fact that he lied to eddie than the actual date to the point that he has to vent to maddie about it. he then comes out to eddie, who is incredibly supportive (and oliver and ryan make some very curious acting choices indeed). eddie is reiterated as one of buck's most significant relationships.
pre-bachelor party, eddie is the one to suggest he and buck dress in matching (queer-coded) costumes. he then stays by buck's side at the party when everyone else leaves and although we'll never get to see it (tim minear i'm inside your walls👹), they sing an absurdly romantic karaoke song together. eddie is reiterated as one of buck's most significant relationships.
during the medal ceremony, when the camera pans to each member of the 118's love interest/family, it is eddie we are shown smiling at buck, not tommy. this is especially interesting considering we get buck reacting to tommy. i honestly can't get over how a reciprocated tommy reaction would have been an easy yet significant moment to cement bucktommy as a relationship, but they gave us eddie's instead (with chris in the background and marisol conveniently obscured, mind you). eddie is reiterated as one of buck's most significant relationships.
in the final episode, when eddie is experiencing his personal worst nightmare, buck is the one at eddie's side every step of the way. buck talks to christopher, buck reassures eddie (without judgement), and it's made clear that buck will be there for eddie, whatever he needs.
at every possible opportunity, we the audience are being implicitly told that eddie is buck's person. he is his place of support (buck having his more vulnerable coming out scene with eddie rather than his sister); he has buck's back (the bachelor party); he is his family (medal ceremony reaction), and ultimately, this goes both ways (finale).
some other things worth noting: when buck has his coming out scene with maddie, she tells him he's confused about his feelings in a way that seems to indicate she's talking about his feelings towards eddie ("if you there's something you need to tell eddie, you will"). in bobby's conversation with buck in the firehouse, he's verbally supportive of tommy and even asks if buck is going to see him, but buck goes to eddie's house instead. these were deliberate choices made by the writers; eddie has been consistently intertwined in bucktommy's relationship both overtly and subtextually throughout the entirety of s7. and let's not even get into the whole 'evan' thing, because that could be a whole other post in itself.
from the first moment we start to learn about tommy's character (beyond his... coloured past), we find out that he and eddie are practically mirrors. why not make tommy and buck share similar interests? why not give them something to bond over? why present tommy and eddie as almost identical in every way? because tommy is a placeholder for eddie. buck's initial bisexuality journey can't happen with eddie when eddie still hasn't come to terms with his own feelings. so, in the meantime, tommy is the "safe" choice in buck's mind because buck has nothing to lose with tommy whereas he's got everything to lose with eddie. buck can't confront what he truly wants yet because the risk factor is far greater and it's been repeatedly asserted that buck has an issue with people in his life leaving -- he would never do anything to jeopardise his relationship with eddie.
but ultimately (and in my opinion, fairly soon), we are going to get that moment where it "clicks" for buck and he realises that it is eddie he has feelings for. and when that happens, there's basically only one way it can go. we know buck can't keep secrets from eddie; we know eddie is going into s8 feeling "isolated"; we know tim loves making his characters suffer before they can be happy. in my mind, the narrative is going to go something like this: buck feelings realisation -> pining buck era -> eddie healing journey and a reevaluation of what buck means to him -> some insane life-threatening situation that really doubles down on how buck and eddie care more about each other than anyone else because it is 9-1-1 at the end of the day -> love confession induced by their dramatic near-death experience -> #BUDDIE_CANON !
when we factor in how there was a possibility of eddie having the sexuality arc this season instead, how tim has said buddie is one of his favourite dynamics of the show, and how supportive both oliver and ryan are of the ship, i really can't see how everything isn't building to buddie endgame. every other main pairing of the show has had seasons of development, of conflict, of bonding moments. buck and eddie have gone through that with each other time and time over (tsunami/lawsuit/shooting arc etc), which is why every other random love interest that's introduced for either of them falls flat in comparison. they quite literally are exactly what the other person needs; buck wants the stability of a home, a family, and unconditional love; eddie wants someone he can trust, a caretaker for his son but also a partner. buddie is the ship the audience wants to root for, because we know they work! now that we have canonically bisexual buck and eddie finally having to face his complicated feelings about losing shannon, buddie isn't just the logical conclusion -- it's the inevitable one.
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dannyricsmirrorball · 7 months ago
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UPCOMING WORKS ੈ✩‧₊˚
hey!!! i know i’ve been lowkey MIA lately but hopefully i’ll make up for that in the next couple of weeks xx here are a couple of smaus that are in the works or i’m planning on starting!
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tying the knot p4 ✩ cl16
and everybody cheered! i know, i’m so sorry, i keep saying it’s coming and it’s been months but hopefully soon!! and it will be part 4&5 pretty close together - and that will be the end xo
obsessed ✩ pg10
inspired by olivia rodrigo’s obsessed (which i have been OBSESSED with), obviously about kika (no hate bc i absolutely adore her). reader is pierre’s new girlfriend who happens to be a pop-star who can’t shake off this obsession she has with his ex.
so american ✩ aa23
finally getting to alex works!!! (we need more alex writers) reader is an american popstar - à la olivia rodrigo - and became friends with alex through logan. he loves to make fun of team USA, so this is how she hard launches!
i wanna be yours ✩ aa23
bit of drama drama - reader is the ‘girl best friend’ but is that all… (no lily hate, she is my queen and i love her but you gotta do what you gotta do for the sake of plot :/ we LOVE lily)
make up your mind ✩ ln4
inspired by the florence + the machine song! lando keeps giving reader mixed signals.
casual ✩ cl16
based on chappell roan’s casual. reader realises that something she thought was sacred to both of them might not be that to charles.
strawberry kisses ✩ jd14
this has been in the works ever since danny was on stage at the melb zach bryan concert but i just kept postponing - it’s practically finished but i just got bored of it. reader is australia’s pop princess and also very close friends with australia’s resident golden boy daniel ricciardo. fans get excited at the prospect of their fave pop princess becoming a wag and off with the shipping wars. some are in the know but some are shocked to learn that she has a lost childhood friend in aussie f2 driver (and mate of danny ric) jack doohan, is it just a rekindling of friendship or is something more on the horizon?
GUTS
i really want to do a guts (spilled) inspired series but also that’s a-lot of commitment 😭 so here’s a rough outline but i might slowly get to all of these hahaha
all american bitch ✩ cl16
bad idea right? ✩ ln4
vampire ✩ cs55
lacy ✩ aa23
making the bed ✩ cl16
logical ✩ dr3
get him back! ✩ cs55 (ended up being a pierre fic lol)
love is embarrassing ✩ ls18
the grudge ✩ ln4
pretty isn’t pretty ✩ cl16
teenage dream ✩ gr63
obsessed ✩ pg10
stranger ✩ dr3
so american ✩ aa23
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turtletaubwrites · 10 months ago
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Touching What's Yours ~ Part 3
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This story started with a request from @punkclowngutz found HERE. Thank you again for the request! 🙏🏼 This follows the poly fic 'We've All Got Needs' series linked below through Part 6.5, then diverges from there into this alternate miniseries.
Pairings: Zoro x Fem!Reader x Sanji
Word Count: 6048
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Summary: Relationship discussions, and secrets revealed. Zoro and Sanji decide how comfortable they are with sharing you with each other.
Rating/Warnings: Explicit Sexual Content, 18+ Only, MDNI, Reader Insert, Smut, Threesome - F/M/M, Cunnilingus, Vaginal Fingering, Condoms, Penis in Vagina Sex, Face-Fucking, Choking, Hair-pulling, Spitroasting, Masturbation, Multiple Orgasms, Polyamory, Relationship Discussions, Relationship Drama, Porn with Feelings, Swearing, Angst, Alcohol, Shame, Cigarettes, They're Gross, Don't Smoke, Pet Names, Zoro might be getting better at feelings, maybe
A/N: Sorry about the length, I didn't want to split this up and leave out the goodies, lol. I hope you enjoy it!
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Zoro was itching to touch you. He could see your thighs next to his under the kitchen table, and the feeling of you avoiding his gaze made him sick.
Hardly putting a thing on his plate, Zoro breathed through the memories of all his recent fuckups, and the dread of how you would look at him after today. The memory of sake with the cook last night rolled through his mind, and he clenched his jaw at the thought that he was right. 
We need to talk.
Sanji cared for the crew, though his attention kept being drawn toward a certain swordsman this morning. 
If this idiot doesn’t eat a decent meal soon, I’ll have to shove it down his throat.
A small, wicked smile curled his lips at the thought, and he coughed as Luffy called his name, asking for fourths.
“Hey, Needy…”
You had stayed back as the rest of the crew filed out after breakfast, then asked Zoro to let you out of the booth.
“But…”
Sanji sat across with his own plate of breakfast, pleading eyes on you while Zoro awkwardly kept you captive by not moving.
“Mon coeur, we were hoping you’d have time to speak with us this morning.”
Zoro’s fists clenched, but he gave a small nod.
“Okay. Can I sit over…” You pointed to the counter, but trailed off as you looked at Zoro. He could feel your eyes on him, and found himself shaking slightly. 
“I just want to see you both better,” you explained as you started scooting along the bench to the middle of the large booth so that you could look at them both clearly.
Sanji had to chew his tongue to stay serious with how cute you looked scooching along.
Zoro breathed in slowly, resisting the urge to wrap his arm around your shoulders to keep you close.
It’s gonna be fine. She’s gonna be fine. It’s not over.
“We, uh, have a lot to talk about.”
Your words shot through Zoro like steel bars in his bones, keeping him rigid.
“Of course, darling, please go ahead.”
You cleared your throat, and Zoro was struggling to keep his eyes on yours, feeling like he was waiting for a blow to fall.
“I can’t do this if it’s going to cause issues for the crew, if there’s going to be big fights over me. I know you guys will never stop fighting, but that was serious, and I won’t be a part of it.”
Zoro nodded, his face heating up while Sanji agreed.
“And Zoro,” your voice made his breath hitch as he held your gaze, your face almost blank with your next words.
“I will not be spoken to the way you did yesterday. If something is bothering you, then I will talk with you about it. But not like that.”
Can he rein himself in, Sanji wondered as he watched the faint trembling of the swordsman’s hands. 
“I understand. I’m sorry.”
He felt your assessment, your eyes boring into him as you started to nod. 
“Thank you. I have something else…”
“Anything, ma belle, what’s on your mind?”
Zoro couldn’t keep himself from clenching his jaw at Sanji’s lilting voice.
This time it was your eyes that were avoiding connection, your fingers twisting as you took a deep breath.
“I know we’ve decided that this arrangement is purely casual. But I don’t think I can be casual. With either of you.”
Zoro stared, his heart feeling like it was being squeezed.
Sanji felt a thrill, wanting to taste your sweet lips as you shared what he thought you were.
“What do you…” Zoro’s voice was strained, and he trailed off as you gave him a small smile. 
“I don’t feel comfortable or right with the thought of choosing one of you over the other. I don’t want to create a greater rift. I’m hoping you will both want to continue seeing me, as in a polyamorous relationship.”
“Of course, angel-”
Sanji’s heart almost melted when you smirked at him, cutting him off.
“Please take time to think about this. This is a serious decision, and we would all need to work on communication and trust with each other. I really care about both of you and the crew, and I don’t want to hurt anyone by entering into something you aren’t comfortable with. We need to be honest with each other.”
Sanji watched your face fall as Zoro leaned back, sighing as he looked up at the ceiling. 
“Marimo… Do you want-”  
“Go ahead, cook. Get on with it.”
Your brows tensed as you looked between your paramours, Zoro leaning over the table to rest his head on his fists, while Sanji’s mouth pulled to the side as he chewed the inside of his lip. 
“Mon coeur, we’ll take time to think on what you’ve shared. We also have something we need to speak with you about.”
Sanji watched you frown slightly at the word ‘we.’
She’s an angel, she won’t be bothered by something like this.
“Honesty is crucial in relationships, and neither of us would wish to enter into-”
“Gods damn it, waiter. Can you just say it?”
Zoro leaned toward him, his lip twitching as he fought his every instinct. Sanji’s eyes narrowed as he fought a smirk. 
Both of their heads snapped to you when you cleared your throat, as if they had forgotten you were there for a moment.
“Everything okay,” you asked, caution in your voice. 
“Would you prefer to tell her?”
Zoro opened his mouth to speak, but couldn’t push any words through. He shook his head, and Sanji nodded, taking a breath as he met your eyes.
“Y/N, dear. Zoro and I were, uh… intimate recently. We thought you should know before we go further in any relationship with you.”
Your mouth parted slightly as you looked between them, Zoro avoided your gaze while Sanji’s eyes were soft.
“Intimate… Like?”
Zoro clenched his eyes and fists while Sanji stepped in, voice slightly higher than normal.
“Ph-Physically intimate, darling. I didn’t think the details-”
Sanji stopped as Zoro’s eyes seared into him. The blonde let out a tiny gasp at the intensity, the hard lines of Zoro’s face reminding him a bit too much of the other night, not too far from where they were sitting. 
Zoro’s eyes flicked to the door, the memory of Sanji gasping for him making his body shake.
“O-Oh… Well, that’s great, you guys,” you breathed out, eyes a bit wide as you took in the tension between them. “If you want to be with me in a poly relationship, then you can be with each other too.”
“No,” Zoro growled. “It’s not happening again.”
Sanji looked down at the table, but he was sure you caught his small smile. He gave you a subtle wink that widened your eyes even more. 
“Okay,” you said, clearing your throat again. “How about we talk after dinner? And it’s alright if you need more time to decide.”
Sanji affirmed while Zoro nodded, leaving the booth to give you room.
Zoro couldn’t keep his eyes off the floor, the shame and humiliation eating at him. 
She won’t look at me the same way. And she still wants to be with him. 
“Zoro?”
Your soft voice pulled his eyes to you, your face leaning down as you looked up at him softly.
“Yeah, Needy,” he said, his voice rough.
“Can I hug you?”
Zoro paused for a moment, feeling stuck in his own mind, but he opened his arms, and breathed in the scent of your hair as you hummed against him. 
His mind fought to enjoy your touch, but he couldn’t tell if your hug was for pity or not.
He squeezed you against him, letting his body memorize the feel of yours before he watched you walk out of the galley.
“Moss head, can you hold on a minute?”
Sanji watched the struggling swordsman look toward the ceiling before turning to face him. The morning light was inching toward the afternoon, and Zoro’s face was etched with exhaustion, the light revealing just how dark his eyes were.
“What now?”
Sanji leaned against the counter as he lit his cigarette, watching the smoke trail up to the ceiling before speaking. 
“I’ve already thought about this. I am serious about Y/N, and I am alright with sharing her with you. Please, really think this through. She wants to be with you, for some reason.”
“Not just me.”
Sanji scoffed at Zoro’s dark tone, his small words.
“No, our lovely angel has so much love in her heart, she deserves more than one person to hold it. I know it’ll be a difficult task for you, but I hope you can avoid being a dumbass while you decide if you want her love or not.”
Zoro flinched at those words, heat spreading through his body as Sanji stepped in front of him.
“Are you really going to say no to the possibility of being loved?”
Those words fell on them both, heavy and sharp, digging their claws in.
Sanji followed his question with another slow drag, bringing the cigarette to his lips as he stared Zoro down.
Zoro’s eyes were drawn to that mouth, his mind empty as he watched that tongue wet those soft lips. Those soft lips that curled at the edges, smiling while Zoro stood in silence. 
Sanji’s eye that wasn’t hidden by that blonde hair was practically sparkling when Zoro finally met his gaze. 
“Well, Marimo?”
Zoro turned and left, not sure what he would have done or said if he stayed a moment longer. 
Sanji stood in the quiet, biting his lip. 
~
An awkward silence fell over the galley as the three of you sat after dinner. Sanji loved the way you fidgeted with your fingers when you were nervous. 
“Have you… Have you both had enough time to think about this?”
Sanji nodded, his heart practically beaming from his eyes as he answered. 
“I have, sweet Y/N. I would love to enter a serious relationship with you, and I am willing to share you, even with moss head.”
You smiled, keeping your mouth closed as if you were holding it in before shifting your attention to Zoro. 
He forgot all the words he’d practiced, but after a moment, he spoke into the quiet room. Letting himself feel.
“Me too, Needy. I wanna be with you.”
You let out something between a laugh and a sob, and reached both of your hands out. 
Sanji grasped one, leaning down to kiss your soft fingers. Zoro squeezed your hand, breathing deep before questioning. 
“So how… is this gonna work?”
Sanji and Zoro both resisted as you pulled your hands away, but it was only to wipe small tears from your eyes as you looked at them. 
“Honestly, is it alright if we go through all of that tomorrow? We should check in after breakfast again, we can figure everything out.”
“Of course, my love. Would you like anything else to eat, dessert maybe? A drink?”
“I’ll take a drink,” Zoro huffed, gaining a frown from Sanji. But you laughed and agreed, so Sanji brought a bottle of sake to share.
Zoro and Sanji moved in, sitting on either side of you. Zoro wrapped his arm around your shoulders, and Sanji didn’t push him by leaning too close. Instead, he held your hand, occasionally letting his rest on your thigh, fingers tracing pretty shapes. 
Little satisfied sighs kept leaving your lips, and Sanji wanted to cherish each moment of you looking so happy and relaxed. 
Zoro kept drinking until he felt lighter, finally laughing. 
“I know we’re talking about it tomorrow. But I… I still wanna know.”
“Know what,” you asked, head tilted up.
“How this is supposed to work,” Zoro questioned, gesturing between the three of you while Sanji stifled a laugh.
“Oh, I, uh. Well, it’ll work how we decide it will. We’ll need to be open and talk about our needs, and work it out together.”
“... Yeah, that’s good. But how?”
Zoro gave another small wave of his hand, and Sanji couldn’t keep from laughing. 
“Shut up, idiot cook.”
You ignored Sanji, reaching to touch Zoro’s cheek.
“What do you mean, Zoro?”
“I believe I know what moss head means. He wants to know how sex is going to work.”
“It’s not like-” Zoro growled over Sanji’s laughter, squeezing you closer to his own body. You had to bite your lip to keep from joining in. 
“It’s okay, Zoro. We’ll talk about that too, and work out what everyone’s comfortable with.”
There was a brief pause before Sanji let out a low chuckle, unable to keep his mouth shut. 
“Marimo, are you wondering if our lovely girlfriend wants us to pleasure her at the same time?”
You yelped, and smacked Sanji’s hand softly, but all he did was lower his head to wink at you. 
Sanji assessed Zoro, wondering how long it would take before the first mate admits what he wants.
Zoro stayed silent, arm still tight around you until you practically squeaked out a response. 
“We don’t have to do that. But I would, um… I would definitely like to try. If you’re comfortable with it.”
Gods, she’s so perfect, Sanji thought as his body thrummed with desire. 
Zoro took another swig of sake before looking down at you with a smirk. 
“You are so fuckin’ needy.”
You poked at his ribs, squirming with happiness at the mischief on his face, and Sanji’s lips that were leaving soft kisses along your hand and arm. 
“What? It’s true. Can’t even settle for two boyfriends, you need to have two cocks in you at the same time?”
Sanji heard the laughter in those words, glad to hear the swordsman loosening up. Those words could have been said in anger, but Zoro gave a deep, hearty laugh as you shoved against him playfully. 
He’s got a good laugh.
Zoro felt light, and it was a relief. He hoped it wasn’t just the sake, he knew he hadn't gone anywhere close to his limit. Regardless, he wanted to remember how this felt, how relaxed he was with sharing you. He wouldn’t get you to himself, but he still got you. 
Maybe this won’t be so bad.
Zoro leaned in, kissing your temple while you still protested against him, laughter shaking your body. 
“Is that what you want, Needy? You want us both to fuck you right now?”
Zoro’s words came out husky and dark, and he smirked as you gasped, your body going still beside him. 
Sanji hummed, letting his fingers trail along your bare thighs, just tickling along the edge of your shorts.
Your head fell back against Zoro’s arm, your breath heavy. 
“Don’t forget to be honest, pretty thing. Do you want this?”
Zoro needed you to say yes. Your scent, and the heat of your body against him was overwhelming, especially after the last few days. He needed to be inside you, to watch you fall apart for him. 
Fuck, I need her so bad. 
“Yes. I want you both right now, please.”
Sanji moaned softly, and brought his fingers to trace along your clothed cunt, feeling a damp spot already growing from the thought of these two men taking you at the same time. 
Zoro grabbed your chin, pulling your face to his, and claiming your lips. Zoro wanted to have you, wanted to take the feeling of you into himself, so he let his tongue dig into you while he ate your little moans. 
Sanji kissed and touched where he could reach in their position, not wanting to push Zoro too far with his touch before the fun had even started. But the need in your voice had made him achingly hard, and he wanted to shower you with every pleasure. 
“Our gorgeous girl is soaked through her shorts already. Let’s take care of her, swordsman.”
“Hold the sake,” Zoro commanded, handing the bottle to Sanji after taking another drink.
Then you were gasping as he twisted, grabbing your waist and pulling you up off the bench before sitting you on the table to face them, your calves dangling off the side to the bench between them.
“What are you-”
“I’m hungry,” Zoro teased, his husky voice sending shivers to both of his companions. 
With a nervous giggle you laid back on the table, and let them both pull at your shorts until you were bare from the waist down. 
Leaning on your elbows, your eyes rolled back in your head at the sight of both of their needy faces as they watched you spread like a meal before them. 
“Come here.”
Your face, your skin, and your pretty little pussy took everything from Zoro’s mind except for need. Your wordless invitation of your spread legs had sent fire through him, and he grabbed your hips, pulling your delicious body toward him before plunging his tongue inside you.
Your back arched, and Sanji watched Zoro feast on you with such intensity that his mouth fell open. Sanji moved in closer, kissing your ankle and calf as his hand trailed along your hip and stomach. You reached out your hand and he grasped it, feeling his own body pulse as you crushed his fingers. 
Zoro groaned into your core, sending vibrations through you before he brought his tongue to your clit, attacking while he shoved two fingers inside you.
Sanji let you rest your ankle on his shoulder as Zoro lost himself in you.
“Go easy on her, we’re just getting started.”
“You’ll get your turn, waiter.”
You cried out at that gruff promise, then stifled a scream as Zoro sucked your clit into your mouth, biting it softly as his fingers hit that sweet spot inside over and over. Sanji moved down the bench so he could trace his fingers along your lips, and you eagerly took them in, sucking on him as you fought your screams.
You were bucking against Zoro’s face now, and he laughed into you while he ripped the orgasm from your body.
Sanji felt dizzy as his focus kept sliding from your beautiful face, contorted with pleasure as you choked on his fingers versus Zoro’s feverish assault, his face near manic, dripping in your pleasure.
Zoro left a few kisses and small bites along your thighs as you caught your breath before taking the sake from Sanji. 
“Alright, needy girl. Show us how much you can take. Your turn now, cook.”
Sanji wanted to argue, to step in that he was being too harsh with you, but the moan that left your lips when his turn was announced had his cock straining in his slacks, he could feel precum already leaking through the fabric. 
Zoro pushed your knees toward you as Sanji scooted in, taking his place. Their thighs and hands brushed against each other, and Sanji held his breath, waiting for Zoro to freak out. 
Instead, Zoro just moved down the bench toward your face, tugging at the bottom of your shirt. 
“Take this off.”
There was no arguing with his voice, and Sanji moaned as you sat up, freeing your breasts so they bounced above him. 
You smiled at him, biting your lip as he couldn't resist reaching up to caress and gently squeeze that warm flesh, rubbing his thumbs across your nipples. 
Zoro cleared his throat, and you laid back with a smirk, his fingers trailing along your chest now.
Sanji stared down at the mess Zoro had made as he ran his hands over your thighs. The thought of tasting you after watching Zoro make you scream was almost too much. Sanji's mouth hung open, and he didn’t think he could last much longer with all of this. 
I’m going to enjoy every fucking second of this. 
Sanji tasted you, leaving a sensual kiss on your clit as you started moving for him.
“Gods, you taste incredible, darling.”
“Yeah, she does,” Zoro agreed, his hand forcing you to look at him while Sanji got started. 
Sanji licked long, slow stripes through your folds, and you were already so sensitive after Zoro’s attack. 
Sanji found your clit again, and treated it like it was precious, humming against your skin. He couldn’t help but smile when you reacted to his tongue ring, and he started to fall into the feel of you, nothing in his mind except for your sounds, your scent, and the way your clit started pulsing in his mouth. 
Sanji started with two fingers, curling expertly until pretty moans left your lips.
Then you were twitching as Zoro’s fingers wrapped around your throat, the delicious sensation of it bringing you so close. 
Sanji looked up to the sight, a hint of anger hitting his system.
Zoro chuckled, loosening his grip. 
“Couldn’t you tell she liked it? Maybe you don’t know her pussy like-”
“Stop,” you gasped, not wanting to lose the high you were so close to. “Sanji I do like that, and I love what you’re doing. Please keep going, I’m so close.”
Sanji’s eyes rolled back at your beautiful whine, so he brought his mouth to your clit, and added a third finger. 
He kept his eyes trained on you as Zoro choked you again. The sight was still hard for Sanji to sit with, but the way your pussy clamped down on his fingers like a vise had him groaning. 
Zoro loved the way your eyes were fluttering for him, letting his grip loosen, then starting again as you gave him small, hungry moans. 
He tried not to think about the other person making you feel good, but kept glancing down at that blonde hair, and the heavy lidded eyes that watched his hand on your throat. 
Zoro covered your mouth with his free hand while Sanji pulled an intense orgasm from you, your body spasming with waves of vibrating pleasure.
You fell limp against the table, Zoro’s low laughs and Sanji’s praises washing over you.
“All done,” you breathed out in question, voice rough.
“Fuck no, not even close.”
Zoro gripped your hair, the soft feel of it in his fingers making him want to rip you toward him. 
Sanji cleared his throat, kissing your shins as he pulled away, always keeping his hands on your skin. 
“Sweetheart, would you prefer to continue here or in a bed-”
“She doesn’t-”
“Bed, please.”
Zoro glanced down at you, your face loose from pleasure and he smiled, loving the way you hummed as you nuzzled against his outstretched fingers. 
The glow of you distracted him so much that he didn’t notice that Sanji had moved and stood from the table. 
“Why don’t you two head to Y/N’s room, I’ll follow with some goodies and supplies.”
Zoro huffed a laugh, trying not to notice the very clear evidence of Sanji’s desire tenting his dress pants. 
“Don’t take too long, cook, or there won’t be anything left for you.”
Sanji ignored the threat as he helped you to your feet, handing you your shorts. He pressed himself against you as he kissed you, deep and slow. The overwhelmed cook almost cried at the moans you let him taste while he rutted his clothed, aching cock along your hip. 
Sanji could have died at the whine you let out when Zoro pulled you away from him. 
“Alright waiter, there’d better be booze with those goodies.”
Sanji headed to the cupboard with a laugh as Zoro watched you put your clothes back on, steadying you with his warm hands when you wobbled. 
“I’ll be right there,” Sanji promised as he added some fruit and another bottle of sake to his platter.
Fuuuck.
Sanji waited for the door to swing closed behind you before grabbing a hand towel, and shutting himself in the pantry.
A soft hiss left his lips as he pulled his throbbing cock from his pants, holding his breath as he started to stroke the feverish skin. 
He couldn’t believe he’d held off as long as he did, the sights and sounds of you letting them both taste you was too much. 
Sanji remembered your back arching over the table while Zoro laughed, his face gleaming with your pleasure. He gripped the towel, taking no time at all to fill the fabric with hot spurts of come, slumping against the wall. 
“Fucking hell,” he whispered as he caught his breath, cleaning himself up before running to get more of you, anything you would give him.
She’s a fucking goddess.
Zoro was smirking to himself as he led you down the hall, leaning to kiss your temple as you moved on unsure legs. 
“Need me to carry you, pretty girl?”
“No,” you scoffed, the blush creeping up your cheeks feeling like a drug for your green haired escort. 
“Don’t lie,” he whispered over your ear as you made it to your door. 
Zoro watched you shiver as you stepped into your quarters, and he took a deep breath as he followed. 
She still wants me. 
The shy smile you gave him made his whole body hot. He couldn’t make sense of the way you made him feel. All he could do was act on it, so he pulled you up into a kiss, holding you as your thighs wrapped around his waist. 
He kneaded the soft skin of your ass, and your fingers pulling the strands of his hair was sending shockwaves through him. Zoro forgot all the things he’d planned to do to you once that door was closed. He forgot that someone else would be joining, until the soft knock and lilting voice traveled in. 
“May I come in, princess?”
“Only if you have booze,” Zoro demanded, leaning in to lick and bite at your neck and chest while you giggled in his arms. 
Sanji balanced the tray on one hand to open the door, walking in to see you and Zoro melting into each other. His mind couldn’t help the flash of jealousy, and the worry that Zoro had found you first, that you wouldn’t feel the same for him. 
But he shook it off, just grateful to be here with you. 
And maybe with this stupid Marimo. 
Ignoring that thought, Sanji set down the plate of sake, fruit, condoms, and lube. 
“All four food groups,” you giggled as you reached for a grape.
You were so cute that Sanji wanted to squeeze you, resisting the urge to crush you in his arms while Zoro grabbed the sake. 
Snagging it from him, you took a long swig before crawling to the center of the bed, pulling your clothes back off.
The boys stood silently, eyes burning into you as your skin flushed. 
“Come here,” you spoke softly, reaching your hands out. 
More clothes dropped to the floor, and your eyes flicked back and forth between them, gasping when they were fully nude. 
“Who goes where?”
Zoro’s voice was low, raspy as he kept his eyes trained on you. 
“Oh, I… I don’t want to pick.”
A nervous laugh left your lips, and you scrambled to your bedside table. You found a coin, holding it up. 
“How about since you asked, Zoro, I’ll flip this and see if you get heads or tails?”
They both laughed, while Sanji surreptitiously glanced at Zoro, whose long cock bounced with the movement.
Damn, he thought, shaking the shivers away as you tossed the coin in the air.
You caught it, barely, but planted it on your arm before revealing the coin, heads side up. 
“Is that alright?”
Zoro crawled onto the bed, answering your question with his lips on yours.
Sanji followed, smoothing his hands along your back, kissing your shoulder blades as he squeezed your hips. He snagged a condom and lube, then waited as you turned for him, melting into a kiss.
“Come on, needy girl,” Zoro teased as he looked your gorgeous body up and down. 
Sanji moved behind you, whispering against your shoulder. 
“Reach back and tap your thigh if it’s too much, angel.”
“You must not know our girl. It’s never too much, huh, kitten?”
Shivers ran over you as you dropped to your hands and knees, eyes on the bead of precum pooling on Zoro’s tip. 
“Just tap if you need to, sweetheart. But I know you can take it. You’re going to be so good for us, aren’t you?”
Sanji rubbed the condom and lube down his sensitive shaft, his words coming out darker as he looked at your sweet ass arched up just for him, your body inviting him in. 
He looked up at Zoro, the image of him about to shove himself down your throat making his own cock twitch. 
“Don’t be too rough with her.”
Zoro finally looked at him again, eyes narrowing as he glanced at Sanji’s cock, the intense girth making him frown slightly.
Sanji held in a smirk as Zoro met his eyes.
“How about you worry about yourself, and enjoy how much her pussy loves it when she chokes on my cock.”
He didn’t see Sanji’s open mouthed reaction to his words because your tongue had reached out, licking the precum, and swirling around his tip. 
Zoro threw his head back, moaning softly as you slowly took more of him into your mouth.
Sanji shook with need as he smoothed his hands over your ass before teasing his fingers along your clit.
You were already giving gorgeous moans around Zoro’s cock when Sanji tested you again, three fingers curling inside. 
Zoro was losing himself again, your beautiful noises vibrating through him before you’d even taken him fully. He gripped your hair, holding you steady, aching to just shove himself in your warm throat already. 
“Quit playing around, this needy girl wanted two cocks in her.”
Sanji huffed a laugh, but brought his tip to rub against your clit, making your body push back against him, begging for more. 
With a groan, Sanji held your hips in place, slowly pressing into you, your muffled moans getting more intense, more desperate as your body was stretched for him. The feeling of forcing himself into you filled him with guilt and need at the pain and pleasure you took from his thick cock. 
You were whimpering around Zoro by the time Sanji was fully sheathed in you, and he shuddered before slowly pulling out to thrust back in. 
“Fuck, angel, your pussy is perfect, sucking me in so well.”
Zoro closed his eyes at Sanji’s praise, feeling his cock pulsing on your tongue. He gripped your hair tighter now, looking down at your face, your eyes already tearing up.
“You’re gonna take my cock like a good girl, aren’t you, Needy? Open that throat up for me.”
You nodded as well as you could, and Sanji gasped at how hard you squeezed around him when Zoro shoved himself into you. 
Sanji wanted to stop him, but your moans and the spasming in your sweet pussy stole his words. All he could do was start thrusting into you harder, every movement turning you into a twitching, desperate mess.
“You’re doing so well, princess, just like you were made for it.”
The feeling of your throat squeezing Zoro’s cock while you whined and cried for him sent his head spinning.
And soon his own rhythm of fucking into your face was aided by Sanji pounding into you, getting more intense with each thrust.
Zoro met Sanji’s blown out eyes over your quivering body, and his mind flashed on the way the blonde had looked when Zoro had taken him in the kitchen. He couldn’t help the moan that escaped him, and the way his dick throbbed on your tongue as he remembered how Sanji’s throat had felt.
Sanji’s mouth was hanging open, your body, your scent all overwhelming him.
The way Zoro’s muscles tightened as he thrust into you, and the memory of those hands gripping his own hair as the swordsman took what he wanted.
When Zoro met his eyes and moaned, Sanji’s body spasmed, and he reached down to play with your clit, needing to feel you coming again before he let himself fall to pieces.
Zoro clamped his eyes shut, trying to focus on you, and not that blonde cook, but it was too late. 
Two faces with red, swollen lips filled his mind, and the thought of them both taking his cock like this sent Zoro groaning, gripping your hair while his hot come poured down your eager throat.
You were already twitching as Sanji’s fingers danced on your clit, and he followed almost immediately as your orgasm tore through you. 
He kept pushing through his own, helping you ride yours out while he panted behind you.
Zoro leaned down, stroking your hair and wiping tears from your cheeks. He smirked at your dilated eyes that were almost crossing as you relearned how to breathe. 
Sanji pulled away to clean himself up, then brought a towel to your thighs, helping you lay down off your wobbly arms and legs so he could gently clean your skin. 
“So Needy, was that too much for you?”
You shook your head, smiling as your body sank into relaxation. Zoro sat at the headboard, and pulled you until your head was in his lap. Sanji laid beside you, tracing fingers along your stomach and hips, your body shivering with pleasure at their touch. 
“Mm, can you stay?”
Sanji and Zoro’s eyes met, Zoro quickly looking away as he cleared his throat. 
“Who?”
Your eyes cracked open as your skin flushed, looking between them.
“Both. If that’s alright?”
Sanji took a breath, standing and pulling on his briefs before sliding into bed next to you without a word. 
Zoro chewed his lip, watching you curl around Sanji's back, humming as you nestled against him.
He grabbed his boxers, and pulled the blanket over your bodies as he curled around you. He didn’t know where to put his arm, as it would curl over Sanji if he wrapped it around you in the middle. 
He awkwardly laid it over the blanket, reaching it down along your thigh. 
The contented sighs falling from your perfect lips filled Zoro and Sanji with warmth. They were both so grateful to be with you, especially now that you were theirs, their girlfriend, not just something casual. 
But there was a new kind of tension now. A push against each other that tinged their past feuds with just a taste of heat. 
The cook and the swordsman drank in the warmth and joy of you against their skin, but neither could shake that awareness, that knowledge of just how close they were. 
Sanji’s breath was heavy as his body practically hummed in anticipation, and the uncertainty of how Zoro would react. 
He thought of tomorrow, and if they’d go back to business as usual, or worse. Or if he even wanted anything to change with the first mate. 
He’s such an idiot, Sanji thought, still feeling the inches of distance between Zoro’s fingers and his thigh. 
Zoro plunged his face into your hair, hoping to drown in you. But no matter how much he flooded his mind with images of you, that stupid blonde’s face kept popping in, and he could practically feel how close they were to accidentally touching, like the pressure of magnets pushing apart. 
I’ve got Needy. I don’t want anything else. 
He repeated that thought like a mantra as his hand itched to stretch out. He finally rolled away from you, laying on his back as you slept, soft breaths lifting your chest as you stayed snug against Sanji’s back. 
Grumbling at himself, Zoro turned away, pressing his back against yours, caging you between them as he fought his racing thoughts. 
Sanji tilted, lifting his head to check on the movement. He rolled his eyes at the sight of Zoro turning away, closing himself off. 
His own words poured through his mind, and he bit his lip at the thought that Zoro might keep saying no to the possibility of being loved. He settled back against you, his eyes drifting closed as sleep fell on this group of lovers. 
Dumbass Marimo. 
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saerotonins · 1 year ago
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ft. kujo jotaro x gn!reader (the usage of princess is only for the sake of the title)
content warnings: fluff, modern!au, 3taro w/ less trauma LOL, suggestive themes if you squint, reader likes to watch some kdramas, characters are aged up to 18+, not beta read
wc: 775
notes: am i projecting? yes maybe...
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you always like hanging out with jotaro in his room.
sometimes you two watch movies as to pass time, read books together, or most of the time, just bask in with other's presence.
jotaro had invited you over for some company and you knew that meant that you were going to be lying away either on his floor, or his bed. you have no complaints because that just means you get to spend time with each other albeit in silence.
this isn't a problem the two of you would think about. jotaro is a natural listener. often choosing to open his ears to whatever hyper-fixation you decided to dwell on, current interests, or even shows that you were currently watching, sometimes even opting to share some of his thoughts or even humming as to let you know that he was engaged to whatever you are talking about.
caged around his arm, you watched some k-drama on your phone while jotaro reads on his pocketbook on his free hand. the warmth he provides felt comforting, for someone who acts so cold, together with his tough exterior, he's surprisingly a great alternative for a teddy bear. although you might argue that he is better.
shifting from his hold, you began to lie down on the free space on his bed when he stopped you.
"what are you doing?"
"i'm just going to lie down a bit while i watch."
just as you were about to let your head hit the pillow, you suddenly felt both of jotaro's hands on either side of your head. your mouth was ready to complete until you realized he moved your head somewhere.
his lap.
despite the bold move, you don't have it in you to tease him. like his arms, his lap feels so warm, so soft despite his muscly build.
jotaro went back onto reading his book when he felt you squirming, trying to find the most comfortable position to lie down while watching on your phone. his breath hitched, his legs were crossed and coincidentally, he placed your head near his—
"(y/n), quit moving" jotaro felt his face turn beet red, thank the gods your attention was on your phone or else you would've seen how flustered he was.
"hold on, i'm trying to be comfortable," you argued back.
he finally let go the breath that he didn't know he was holding back when he see you settled on his lap, holding your phone to your side.
the silence was comforting and relaxing. jotaro likes to spend his time with even if it's only this simple. so mundane, yet so fulfilling, he thinks.
some minutes later, he felt a soft thud on his bed, he looked down and saw your phone lying flat on his bed, with your eyes closed and quiet snores accompanied by the voices of the ongoing drama from your phone. a small smile evident on his lips as he pulled his comforter on your body, providing you more warmth, he then paused the show on your phone so you can sleep in peace without any disturbance.
"jotaro! y/n! i bought some sna-" holly's voice came to a halt as soon as she opens her son's door, revealing the adorable sight before her.
jotaro's free hand gently patting your head that is placed on his thighs while his other is holding the book he's currently reading. your soft snores along with the quiet whirl of his room's air conditioner enveloped the whole room.
sensing the open door of his room, he looks away from his book and sees his mom wearing a giddy smile and tray full with homemade snacks and drinks. a slight smile formed on his face as he puts his index finger over his lips, as if playfully silencing his mom. holly then pursed her lips, hiding a playful smile while tiptoeing through jotaro's room. she then carefully and quietly placed the tray over the kontatsu to avoid making unnecessary noises that might get you out of your sleep.
after making sure that all is well, holly tiptoed once again to exit jotaro's room, not forgetting to send a small wave to jotaro and your sleeping form before finally closing the door.
it's like times like these when jotaro felt the most safe and allow himself to be vulnerable. the normalcy and domesticity that you provided in his life serves as a surprise but certainly welcomed. he likes that he knows that you're always by his side, always eager to help him in ways that you can and offer him your company.
even if it's just you laying on his lap.
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doll3tt33 · 5 months ago
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Unnecessarily lengthy ramble abt losing interest and moving on with a new acc + last few bot/fic ideas I might post (feel free to ignore idkidk)
I’ve been having a hectic week regarding academic stuff so I have the worst brain fog rn, and I have a feeling I should unwind a couple more days before writing this but I honestly don’t care atp 😭😭
Basically, as you can see with the title, I’m losing interest in AHS, evan peters, his characters - all that. Besides Colin Zabel (he’s still my husband fr), creating content for everything else feels like a real chore now, whilst back then it was truly enjoyable and exciting.
Don’t get me wrong, I love writing and making bots, like this stuff is basically for life lol. But nowadays, it feels like I’m simply utilizing the evans as tools to write out the tropes I enjoy, rather than actually experiencing a desire to write FOR the characters like I used to ((which still can be gratifying in its own respective way… until a certain motivating factor begins to lack, if that makes sense??
It really sucks cuz I chalked it up to me being burned out, when in reality my attraction was clearly just plummeting as we speak 😔. What’s worse is that I’m really comfortable in this fandom - like I have super cool moots here, there’s no drama, there’s a bunch of evan characters for everybody 😂, and I gained over 500 followers, which is still crazy to me! I tried to “prolong” my interest for the sake of all this progress, but I think the inevitable has arrived and I can no longer keep up, my resolve is crumbling y’all 😭😭😭
I was hoping to wait until the Tron movie comes out in 2025, cuz maybe seeing Evan in there would reignite some of ✨la passion✨ within me, however I don’t feel like hanging around anymore, since I no longer relate to the fandom. I feel so out of place now, like a fRaUD 😩 ((I’ll still most likely watch it, but until then we’ll see
And to clarify, I will most likely NOT post and interact as frequently as I used to anymore. I’m not deleting this account, though I am going to make a new account to post The Boys content, as I want a fresh clean slate to start new.
Before I do go, I might drop a bot or two, maybe even a fic in the near future since they’re halfway done and I did NOT use all that effort for nothing 😭💀:
- corrupt cop!Colin Zabel ((most likely will make this next…. For personal reasons 😳
- a standard pre-cult Kai bot ((not brown hair pre-cult Kai, the recently dyed blue hair one iykwim. sorry
- as for fics, I’ll most likely post a very short smut when Kyle goes down on reader, cuz why not 😏
- might finish the older!grumpy neighbor!kit I talked about before since I’m halfway done
- not sure about this but I have a really random JPM fic where reader (accidentally but also not so accidentally) killed their spouse and they have no one to call but him for help ((heavily based off the tv show Fargo, the first season
No promises tho! I might occasionally come back to post if some random ideas for the evans come up, and ofc for Colin cuz he’s still the loml, no debate <3
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hannie-dul-set · 11 months ago
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— arranged by: member (eldest to youngest) | date (latest to oldest) | type (full-length to drabbles to blurbs) i don’t recommend reading my older works because they’re terrible. still putting them on here for the sake of bookkeeping | last updated: 23.12.18 
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BLUE HYDRANGEAS. wherein this time, it’s your breath that gets taken away and not the other way around.
PAIRING. lee taeyong x reader. GENRE. romance, humor, light angst, and of course the overall theme of the event  — dumbassery (this time, by y/n), florist! taeyong, contract killer! reader. WARNINGS. murder, death i mean lol, violence, swearing, mentions of blood, knives, & guns. WORD COUNT. 2.2k.
MISSED TIMINGS. drabble game; “do i look like i’ve moved on?”
PAIRING. lee taeyong x reader. GENRE. post breakup! au, angst. WARNINGS. swearing. WORD COUNT. 887.
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CAUGHT RED HANDED. all you wanted to do was take a picture of the handsome law student during your train ride home. you did not expect things to end up like this.
PAIRING. kim doyoung x reader. GENRE. fluff, humor. WARNINGS. swearing. WORD COUNT. 804.
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A FOOL’S GAME. were you the fool for being blind to his intentions? or was it he who forgot what his intentions were in the first place?
PAIRING. jung jaehyun x reader. GENRE. royal! au, drama, romance, angst, slight comedy. WARNINGS. swearing, mentions of death. WORD COUNT. 27.4k.
CONTRARIETY & CONFLUENCE. there was not an instance in your life where your judgement was proven to be mistaken— especially with regards to infatuations outside of your own. after an unpredicted introduction with a far too remarkable farm boy, you took it upon yourself to find a suitable match for him, not realizing that perhaps this time; your usual correct judgements might have been incorrect.
PAIRING. jung jaehyun x reader. GENRE. emma! au, matchmaking! au, strangers to lovers! au, slowburn, period romance, humor, one suggestive scene, very very tiny angst. WARNINGS. implied and borderline smut. WORD COUNT. 16.9k.
[doctor! au] [richkid! au] [sugardaddy! au] [bf discourse] [bf discourse]
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PUT A FINGER DOWN. wherein mark lee finds you drunk for the first time and promises to himself that he should make sure that you never get wasted ever again.
PAIRING. mark lee x reader. GENRE. college! au, humor, fluff, suggestive, drunken mistakes that would probably make you cry in real life. WARNINGS. swearing, alcohol consumption, mature content (sexual & explicit jokes about fingers and — u get the gist) please read at your own discretion. WORD COUNT. 1.6k.
BIBINGKA. legend says that if you finish all nine night masses of simbang gabi, your wish will be granted. mark only hopes that it’s actually true because that’s his last chance in getting you to notice him (but wait— shouldn’t his wish only come true after the nine days?)
PAIRING. mark lee x reader. GENRE. christmas! au, crush! au, lots of fluff, mark is a piner, mark is also very awkward, some filipino references and customs. WARNINGS. swearing, religious themes. WORD COUNT. 6.9k.
HOW TO GET THE GUY. drabble game; “why haven’t you kissed me yet?”
PAIRING. mark lee x reader. GENRE. college! au, friends to lovers! au, fluff, humor. WARNINGS. swearing. WORD COUNT. 1.2k.
IS IT BECAUSE YOU’RE ALWAYS THINKING ABOUT ME? video call with your best friend, mark lee.
PAIRING. mark lee x reader. GENRE. long distance (not so relationship) relationship, mutual pining, angsty themes. WARNINGS. none. WORD COUNT. 428.
[hotsauce! au] [bf discourse] [bf discourse] [coworkers! au] 
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DO YOU WANT ME (DEAD)? murder and making out.
PAIRING. huang renjun x reader. GENRE. high school! au, suggestive. WARNINGS. attempted murder, mentions of blood and self injury, veryy descriptive kissing, mc has a few screws lost, swearing, depictions of unstable behavior. WORD COUNT. 1.8k.
[friends to lovers! au] [skater! au] [skater! au] [tough love! au] [mermaid! au] [tutor! au]
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I (HAVE/HAD) A CRUSH ON YOU. running into a past crush at your best friend’s birthday party wouldn’t have been so bad if he wasn’t— well— all that.
PAIRING. lee jeno x reader GENRE. crush! jeno, college! au, rom-com, mildly suggestive moments. WARNINGS. swearing, smoking, mentions of dicks and balls (sorry), an awful amount of men and boys being boys. WORD COUNT. 5.8k
I’LL TAKE YOUR WORD FOR IT AND NO ONE ELSE’S. maybe snooping through your friend’s phone wasn’t that much of a good idea. or maybe it was. either way, you didn’t regret it.
PAIRING. lee jeno x reader. GENRE. friends to something, fluff, lots of bickering. WARNINGS. swearing, invasion of privacy(?) lmao. WORD COUNT. 2.1k.
IT’S FOR YOU. all it took was the heavy rainfall from the sky to clear up your misunderstandings.
PAIRING. lee jeno x reader. GENRE. e2l (sort of), fluff. WARNINGS. swearing. WORD COUNT. 1.5k.
[ceo! au] [spacecore! aesthetic] [hotsauce! au] [bf discourse]
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KATHANG ISIP. musings of the mind and heart are always dangerous— it’s easy to get carried away and get lost in your made up scenarios, rose colored wishes, and fleeting daydreams of what you thought would be. that is until reality hits you like the crashing of an ocean’s waves.
PAIRING. lee donghyuck x reader. GENRE. roommates! au, college! au, brief roadtrip! au, angst, fluff, humor. also let’s pretend hyuck cannot drive and that his hometown is elsewhere for the sake of plot, thanks. WARNINGS. swearing, alcohol consumption, one descriptive kissing scene, lots and lots of overthinking. WORD COUNT. 19.8k
DATING 101. drabble game; “you’re not very intimidating”.
PAIRING. lee donghyuck x reader. GENRE. highschool! au, fluff, slight suggestive, slight humore, wannabe badboy! haechan. WARNINGS. swearing. WORD COUNT. 678.
SHAMELESS. drabble game; “did you just— did you just kiss me?” “yeah” “do it again”.
PAIRING. lee donghyuck x reader. GENRE. enemies! au, fluff, humor, co-worker! haechan. WARNINGS. swearing. WORD COUNT. 997.
[grunge! aesthetic] [lipstick! au] [bf discourse]
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CAN’T HANDLE THIS. how are you supposed to explain that you and na jaemin started dating just to prove each other wrong and ended up catching feelings.
PAIRING. na jaemin x reader. GENRE. strangers to lovers, college! au, matchmaking! au, yet another richkid! au, jaemin is an asshole again, romance, humor. WARNINGS. excessive swearing, a near death experience, drinking and smoking, more than a handful of illegal shit, mentions of vomit, blood, violence, too much sexual tension it’s unhealthy, again jaemin is kind of a dick but he’s an attractive dick, jaemin also likes it when you tell him his personality is trash. WORD COUNT. 16k.
IT TAKES FOUR YEARS TO GROW A PEACH TREE. humans are fickle in nature— it takes a great deal of patience, fortitude, and devotion to have a heart that remains constant. that or having an absolute tolerance for all pain and torment that comes in exchange.
so when you are once again met by the ex-boyfriend that you’ve desperately avoided for four years after tearing up his heart, it becomes a test of how much you can endure, and how much more you’re willing to endure after realizing that you’re still in love with him when his love has already been weathered down.
PAIRING. na jaemin x reader GENRE. exes to lovers! au, college! au, romance, angst, fluff, humor, hurt/comfort, SLOW AS FUCK BURN, pining, lots of pushing and pulling, the “its always been you” trope, a modern retelling-ish of jane austen’s persuasion. WARNINGS. swearing, heartbreak, alcohol consumption, parental pressure, stress and anxiety, one scene with a nosebleed, jaemin is kind of a dick in the beginning, mentions of hospitals, one scene with a creep, one makeout scene, ghosting, breakup, a lot of me projecting. WORD COUNT. currently 54k.
ARAW-ARAW. mahiwaga— someone or something that you’ll choose every single day no matter the circumstance. and for you, that was na jaemin. even if time decides to set you apart.
PAIRING. na jaemin x reader. GENRE. childhood friends to lovers! au, college! au, romance, slow-ish burn, fluff, humor, tiny angst, biology major jaemin and art major mc HEHE. WARNINGS. excessive swearing, insecurities, some sex jokes LMAO, i project a lot in this i’m sorry JSFJG. WORD COUNT. 14.5k.
US, AGAIN. they say history repeats itself, but you’d like to disagree. you had to disagree. history changes, even if you had to force it. but when all your attempts to twist fate were met by nothing but the flashing recurrences of the past, what were you supposed to do?
or, wherein you try everything in your power to have nothing to do with na jaemin, but na jaemin wants nothing but you.
PAIRING. na jaemin x reader. GENRE. college! au, historical! au, soulmate! au, past lives, forbidden love stuff, reincarnation, romance, drama, humor, angst, fluff, looots of flashbacks, this is an entire kdrama, very loosely inspired by the webtoon “see you in my 19th life”. WARNINGS. (updated as the series goes on) character death/s, night terrors, murder, terminal illness, hospital mentions, gun mentions, inaccurate depictions of the joseon era for the sake of plot lmao. WORD COUNT. currently 4.9k.
TOP OF THE WORLD. things had always been the same in the world of na jaemin— him sitting on a throne above everyone else. that was the natural order. but the world as jaemin knew it began to shake after a few fated encounters with someone at the bottom of the food chain.
PAIRING. na jaemin x reader. GENRE. private school! au, one sided e2l lmao, a dash of fake dating, romance, heavily suggestive themes, lots and lots of sexual tension and power dynamics. WARNINGS. bullying (lots of it), public humiliation, mildly nsfw, borderline smut, implied smut, swearing, jaemin being a literal asshole. WORD COUNT. 15.6k.
HOSTILITY. making out with the person you hate the most.
PAIRING. na jaemin x reader. GENRE. suggestive, stageplay! au. WARNINGS. making out, swearing, reader tells jaem to k himself, reader spits on jaem’s face and he does something…questionable. WORD COUNT. 438.
DO IT AGAIN. maybe you should have paid more attention to your boyfriend. he isn’t always petty, but he has his limits.
PAIRING. na jaemin x reader. GENRE. fluff, established relationship! au. WARNINGS. alcohol consumption, kissing. WORD COUNT. 576.
DON’T THINK, JUST DO. an overthinker, a piece of advice, a sudden confession, and a subtle meltdown.
PAIRING. na jaemin x reader. GENRE. high school! au, f2l, fluff, humor. WARNINGS. swearing. WORD COUNT. 1.6k.
WHAT BEST FRIENDS DO. drabble game; “i need a hug”.
PAIRING. na jaemin x reader. GENRE. high school! au, maybe secret relationship! au, fluff, light humor. WARNINGS. swearing, mentions of food. WORD COUNT. 988.
[secret agents! au] [richkid! au] [boyfriend! au] [neighbor! au] [spiderman! au] [softcore! aesthetic] [racer! au] [vampire! au] [bf discourse] [bf discourse] [best friends to lovers! au] [reincarnation! au]
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[johnny royal! au] [yuta punk! aesthetic] [yuta bf discourse] [kun richkid! au] [jungwoo royalcore! aesthetic] [jisung bf discourse]
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NCT & WAYV MASTERLIST. © hannie-dul-set.
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rottenpumpkin13 · 3 months ago
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I just wanted to say (bc I saw the problem with ppl being attacked through asks) I genuinely love your posts. They cheer me up. At first I saw your acc bc my friend thought huh strange someone has the same name, age, interest, and pronouns as me and legit asked if it was me. Since being introduced (for context I work a corporate 9-5 job) every time I see notifications of you posting I’m running to see. You’re honestly one of my favorite accounts. I hope you’re doing okay. Taking the necessary rest/recovery.💗
I randomly clicked on a blog that liked one of my posts one day and saw "Elle, 22, she/they" in the bio 😚 I wonder if it was you, because if not we need to make an "Elle, 22, she/they" club immediately because there might be more of us lol
I've gotten my fair share of rude anons this year, but nothing recently. I try not to reply to them both for my sake and that of the people who come onto my blog because they want a mini escape from whatever it is that they're going through, so maybe that's why it's cooled down a bit. People tell me this blog cheers them up, so I take it seriously and try to make it a fun place, and that's what it was for me up until a while ago.
Lately it seems that everyone is having to deal with what looks like one very pathetic person who is so desperate for attention that they feel the need to try and disrupt everyone's peace. It's sad—sad for the person who has such a disgusting personality that they feel the need to do this, and mostly sad for people I care about getting hit with this wave of senseless hate.
And it shouldn't be like this. People should have the right to exist in their safe space without armor and a sword to fight off trolls and people who make fandom uninhabitable. I should have the right to post my stuff without being told to "stop polluting the tags." Person X should have the right to post without fearing they're saying something wrong. Person Y should be able to share what makes them happy without feeling unsafe in their own community. Person Z should be able to enjoy fandom without dealing with drama spurred by hateful people. And yet here we are. The block button is there. If you don't like someone, you don't have to interact with them. Plain and simple.
I started feeling burnt out a while ago, but it has nothing to do with anon hate or anything of the sort. I guess it's a culmination of my irl problems spiralling out of control this year coupled with stuff I've experienced on here ever since I started this blog. I think the only thing keeping me here is people still sending asks (because talking to you guys is so much fun), and the really great friendships I made through this fandom.
Thanks for checking in 💚
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ineffable-xenanigans · 20 days ago
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Finally found the maker of David’s star suit!!!
We’ve all seen him in this suit, yeah??
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Source: news4jax.com/entertainment/2024/04/14/sarah-jessica-parker-sarah-snook-andrew-scott-vie-for-prizes-at-londons-olivier-theater-awards/
TL;DR: it’s bespoke ✨Mithridate✨
Look under the cut if you wanna join me on my unhinged research journey!!!
He wore this gorgeous outfit to the 2024 Olivier Awards, yeah???
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Source: radiotimes.com/tv/drama/david-georgia-tennant-olivier-awards-2024-newsupdate/
I mean, look at him!!! I think it might be my most favoritest look of all time 😭
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Source: bbc.com/news/entertainment-arts-68813519
So I’ve been trying to figure out who the fuck made this for WEEKS ALMOST TWO MONTHS!! Not like constantly, you know, just on and off whenever I remember lol.
And for God’s— for Satan’s— for somebody’s sake, nobody seemed to know?? I Googled everything I could think of. I read every news article, celebrity gossip page, red carpet fashion review site, you name it. NO-FUCKING-BODY WAS SAYING ANYTHING.
Today I tried again. After blundering about for an hour or so, I came across this tweet by @dtennantfashion:
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Source: x.com/dtennantfashion/status/1779633920352399427
And I was like: finally? mayhaps? someone with the slightest ✨clue✨???
So I checked the replies looking for a follow-up:
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Source: x.com/dtennantfashion/status/1779818895282487702
And I was like bitch, whomst?? (/respectful). Who the fuck is Cheryl and how do they know??? I’m not a fashion girlypop (/gender-neutral), I don’t know these things, pls just tell me how you know 😭
So then I searched for posts on that account containing the word “Mithridate”, and I saw this:
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Source: https://x.com/dtennantfashion/status/1779573669930356777
And I was like: could it be?? The proof I so desperately crave??? Super Nasty (who may or may not be Cheryl, idk) does not provide the source of the screenshot, but that’s just an easy Google search away. Lo and behold, here’s the link!
(If they ever take it down, don’t worry, it’s been archived on the Wayback Machine)
As it turns out, Mithridate also posted about it on their Instagram lol:
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Source: https://www.instagram.com/p/C6TljadtI1G
So there you have it folks!! It’s a bespoke Mithridate suit!!! 😍✨
Anyways, thanks @dtennantfashion for being the one to finally lead me down the right path. Also, just curious, is the whole “Celestial Velvet Embroidered Suit” just like, a descriptor you came up with? When I first saw it I thought maybe “Celestial Velvet” was the name of a collection or something, but based on what I proceeded to learn, I don’t think that’s the case… right?
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zvtara-was-never-canon · 5 months ago
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Found a funny post. A ZK shipper complained that ZKs are being attacked while there are some much more terrible ships in the fandom – zucest, or Zhao/Zuko, or Ozai/Hakoda, or Zhao/Azula, or Ozai/Kya, or Jee/Zuko, or Ozai/Azula… there were probably more.
I guess you see the pattern. These are small ships (apart of zucest, probably, it seems the most popular in the list). They are nor, like, everywhere. I’ve only ever seen Ozai/Kya mentioned in a ZK fic, lol. And only ever seen Zhao/Azula fanart among the works of a ZK artist.
They do not pretend to be more than they are or to be something entirely different. For example, Hakoda/Ozai content would be either a crack scenario just for fun’s sake or an honest “these two characters are canonically incompatible, there’s absolutely no way they’ll have a sappy happy ending or a healthy relationship at all, so prepare for some serious drama” or “don’t look for a reason here, I just like them because they’re hot” (which is sexualization I guess but at least both characters are adults and not, you know, 14-years-olds). No “fixing the canon” crap here.
They are honest about their problematics too. Ozai/Azula? “This is incest ship, so if it’s not your kink, just don’t read”. Zhao/Zuko? “Here’s some really creepy shit. Yes, it’s extremely unhealthy, that’s the whole point. You were warned. Check the tags again.”. And so on. Not like the fics where Katara falls in love with Zuko after he raped her, you know…
They don’t shit on other characters. I can’t remember Mai being demonized in zucest fics as much (if she ever was) as she is in ZK fics. I’ve actually seen a devoted zucest shipper (hello-nichya-here) who defends Mai and Maiko!
They are just chill, create and enjoy content. Sometimes it’s amazing. One Jee/Zuko fic I’ve read was much more sensual and erotic than all the ZK smut I’ve ever read, combined (and the character dynamics was way more convincing, too).
Their shippers do not make up crazy conspiracies about how they were “robbed”. They do not write a kilometer long metas about how their ship is the actual canon, inserting Watson and Doyle’s names in every paragraph and lying about almost every event from the show. They do not comment “my ship is better!” under fics or arts featuring one character from their ship paired with someone else. They do not force their ship down everyone’s throat. As far as I know they don’t send death threats to people who don’t like their ship. Really, such terrible ships, why people attack the ZKs instead…
They try to use these as exemples of "worse" fandoms because they all have an element people could have issues with - a canonically abusive character like Ozai, a large age gap between an adult and a minor, incest, a controversial/disliked character, etc.
But like you said, these fandoms all mind their business, and anyone who does the same doens't have an issue with them, if they might have an issue with the ships. Meanwhile, Zutarians are hated not because the ship is controversial, but because the SHIPPERS are pushy. It's just going "Don't pay attention to my bad behavior, hate on these guys for having controversial ships!"
Seems it's time for this again: Hello, Nichya here! Unfortunatelly it was not at all uncommon to find Mai-bashing in zucest fics back in the day (honestly, most of the zucest fics back in the day were fucking terrible with both Zuko and Azula being wildly out of character) and it still hasn't disappeared completely. Thankfully that bullshit seems to be on it's way out, and I don't think the fandom ever reached the point of sending hate to Mai/Maiko fans like zutarians did, even if they hated the character for the same stupid reason - aka for "getting in the way."
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marley-manson · 2 months ago
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If you're still doing the character ask game - Ray Vecchio, 1, 8, 12, and 22 <3
Yessss I am always here to talk about Ray, thank you!
1. Why do you like or dislike this character?
Idek man, I imprinted like a duckling or something. I love everything about him. Love his loud mouth, his loud clothes, the armani, the shift between the two fashions, the big nose and green eyes, love his dickishness and complaining, love his selflessness and steadfastness and how they go hand in hand with the complaining, love his family and his shitty dad backstory and his zuko backstory and his childishness with Frannie and his catholicism, love that he will always put his loved ones before anything else he cares about and Fraser gets the highest priority position, love how the show constantly seamlessly shifts from two dimensional cartoon to deep and thoughtful characterization with him as well as Fraser.
I love how he's skeptical but intrigued by Fraser anyway and always ends up convinced by him, love how he was burnt out at first but gets promoted in season 2, love how he vanishes from Fraser's life for the sake of duty, essentially, in what could be read as an ironic consequence for Fraser, love that he'll do absolutely anything for Fraser and feels unappreciated for it because Fraser doesn't prioritize him, love that they get closer and closer to resolving this issue but Ray leaves before it can fully happen.
Character of all time for me.
8. What’s something the fandom does when it comes to this character that you despise?
Ohhhhh boy. I mean I can't stand people characterizing him as Fraser's mean ex of course, but it's pretty rare that I ever saw that because I couldn't get into the season 3/4 side of fandom. Anything that characterizes him as physically abusive in general, which ime pretty squarely rests on italian stereotypes (not cop statistics when every character is a cop) since iirc he never uses violence impulsively in the show - it's always a deliberate choice he makes in the line of duty as part of the cop show format - and the show specifically contrasts him with his abusive father that way. (Though I may make an exception for very thoughtful post Vegas characterization that takes his actual depiction on the show into account.)
Even just like, eg this one Ray/Ray fic I once read where they got into a mutual physical fight kind of bugged me lol because I legit don't think Ray V would.
Among F/V shippers, I really loathe the headcanon that Ray shot Fraser on purpose either consciously or subconsciously. I can respect the attempt for more conflict and angst in theory, but I will die on the Ray V defense hill lol, and he would never. He was clearly aiming for Victoria, we saw that from his point of view in the scene itself, and Fraser deliberately took the bullet to shield Victoria. He sees where Ray's aiming, he runs faster to reach her in time, and Letting Go parallels it with Ray V taking a bullet for Fraser. He also casually protests that it was an accident when they're both over the drama in the tag, which would never happen if that wasn't the case.
12. What’s a headcanon you have for this character?
He wouldn't exactly describe himself as bisexual, but Fraser isn't the first guy he's been with. He had a thing with a bff in high school or college, and because his priority system goes: loved ones > abstract ideals, he doesn't feel guilty about it. Bff is gay, bff isn't bad or disgusting or whatever else, therefore gay sex is fine, at least with him. If asked he might still say it's a sin in general, but Ray absolutely has loopholes for people he cares about.
And if Fraser is his first then again, Fraser takes priority and Ray doesn't even have a sexuality crisis. Oh, Fraser is into men? Totally fine, it's Fraser, and he's never refused Fraser anything before so why should he start now? Especially when he looks so good in the brown uniform.
Relatedly I also envision a backstory scene where he once drove Frannie to an abortion clinic, casually bitched about it on the way accidentally triggering Frannie's guilt and making her cry, then instantly switched to pro-choice talking points that he'd always dismissed before to reassure her.
22. If you’re a fic reader, what’s something you like in fics when it comes to ths character? Something you don’t like?
I love that it's not an uncommon characterization choice to have Ray just bypass internalized homophobia because Fraser takes precedence over all that. Love fic where Ray is attracted to Fraser and knows it, however he deals with it. I love post-canon F/V fic a LOT. Give them their happy reunion and happily ever after!!!
Honestly I'm surprisingly easy for Ray V fic in general, it's pretty rare to find characterization that annoys me. Even if I disagree, I'll usually still buy in for the duration. I love fic where Ray V is there <3 Like, I'll read het fic for him. I read basically every Ray V/Stella fic out there ffs, just for Ray. That should tell you something lmao.
Something I don't like - well there's everything I complained about for question 8 lol. I don't like when fic writers buy into the bitching and moaning and miss the selfless devotion, but that's pretty rare in Ray-centric fic, it's more when he's a side character or just part of Fraser's backstory.
More commonly, I don't like when Fraser wants to get together and Ray pushes him away at first because of internalized homophobia. I'll still read it, but like, I'll be shaking my head the whole time lol.
And lastly, I don't have impassible top/bottom preferences for F/V, but I can't read anything kinky where Ray doms lol, pure personal bias there.
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namtanlovesfilm · 7 months ago
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1st quarter of 2024 shows ranked
n° of shows watched from january 1st to march 31st: 13
1. analog squad: 9/10
I deeply regret not watching this one in 2023 when it was released bc it would've been my number one favorite show of that year ;_; it's such an original and touching show with one of my favorite tropes (found family) and some of the best characters I've ever seen. definitely already an all-time favorite and a comfort show for years to come <3
2. cooking crush: 8,5/10
y'all know how much I love offgun, and while this was no not me or theory of love, this show really brought me back to my early days of watching thai dramas and freaking out over any cute interaction on my screen & I love it for that! while this show has a lot of flaws, most of them are easily forgettable when faced with such great characters & one of the cutest relationships ever! I truly thought offgun's chemistry had reached its peak in not me but I was wrong, these two never cease to amaze me they really can play any role to perfection <3
3. ready set love: 8,5/10
this show really surprised with how pretty much flawless its execution is! it's hilarious but also deals with very deep & interesting topics well, and day might be one of my favorite female leads ever! a super solid show that is honestly gonna become a classic for me, I can feel it :)
4. love for love's sake: 8,5/10
this was a super sweet show that's very well done, I was dubitative of the plot at first but it really managed to pull me in & make it worth my while! one of the best kbls out there :)
5. the believers: 8,5/10
this is definitely one of the most innovative thai shows out there, dealing with a topic (religion) that I didn't think anyone would dare touch. the story had me hooked all 9 episodes & the acting performances were amazing, however I have to say this didn't pack as much of a punch as I expected it would. it's a very good show, but it stays a little surface level & doesn't explore its characters enough for me...
6. sing my crush: 7,5/10
this was very much adorable, however two things bothered me: 1) I didn't like the time jump from ep 1 to ep 2, I wish we could've seen the friendship between the characters developed more, and 2) I feel like them not revealing their feelings for each other felt a little forced & random. apart from that it's a very cute show!
7. intern in my heart: 7,5/10
this was a really enjoyable romantic comedy that I had a lot of fun in front of :) is it much more than that? not really. pretty basic but with charismatic performances that carried the show well!
8. perfect propose: 7,5/10
really sweet show that I wish was more developed & gave me more, but a good time nonetheless!
9. sukiyanen kedo do yaro ka: 7/10
this show got me, lost me then got me once again lol. I thought the chemistry for an established relationship was some of the best for a jbl, and the story was simple but endearing. but tbh something was kinda lacking for me, which made this ultimately very forgettable imo.
10. the outing: 7/10
I was SO looking forward to this show without much expectation but it still managed to disappoint me lol. the acting was very solid but there's too many characters that get introduced too late & I failed to really understand what the point or purpose of the show was. it seems to me as if this show took all of the worst points from remember 15 (the sex, the chaos, the betrayals & annoying characters), without the substance that remember 15 actually had. it's not a terrible show, and I was intrigued during it, but tbh it could've been so so much better.
11. love class season 2: 7/10
this had some of the strongest and most interesting ships I've seen in a kbl, however the writing & execution of the show was very frustrating. early on the characters barely get introduced & we struggle to understand how they're all linked together, leading to a lot of confusion on my part. it's sad bc it had a very solid story but bad execution imo :(
12. chaser game w: power harassment: 7/10
this had me very excited but sadly didn't deliver at all for me. the story is kinda all over the place & while the chemistry was really good and it's important to have japanese characters clearly labeled as lesbians, I found the acting kinda over the top as well... but it's a start for gl I guess 🥲
13. sahara sensei to toki-kun: 6/10
this is the kind of show that I managed to watch until the end... for whatever reason. but the age gap icked me out & I found that the main ship didn't have much chemistry. overall this story is very empty & didn't add anything for me, but I really liked the character of toki & would've loved to see him in a better show & ship.
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turtletaubwrites · 11 months ago
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For The Sake Of Justice ~ Part 22
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Pairings: Zoro x Fem!Reader, Sanji x Fem!Reader, Robin x Fem!Reader, Sanji X Robin
This is part 22 of the Series 'We've All Got Needs,' linked below:
Word Count: 5882
We've All Got Needs Masterlist
Ao3 Link (Ch. 12 of We've All Got Needs cont.)
!!SPOILER WARNING!! Spoilers for the anime for the Water 7/Enies Lobby arc (through episode 263).
Summary: You and Sanji fight your way through the sea train, finding friends and foes. As you hunt for Robin, you learn more about her past, and her enemies.
Rating/Warnings: AFAB!Reader, She/Her Pronouns for Reader, 18+ Only, MDNI, Reader-Insert, Polyamory, Pet Names, Swearing, Cigarettes, They're Gross, Don't Smoke, Kissing, ANGST, Relationship Drama, Emotional Hurt/No Comfort, Blood, Enemy Being Drugged, Death of an unnamed enemy character, Violence
A/N: Alright y'all! this is all angst and plot, no smut here. But I'll post another smut scene next, so I hope you can make it through. Also, I'm sorry, but I had to include one of the dumbest battles in the anime, but only because we get to see Sanji being oh so sexy. I tried to make it less ridiculous, lol. I hope you enjoy this part!
Extra A/N: Also, I apologize for the length, I wanted to get us through the train in one go before we head to Enies Lobby 🌊🚂
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A moment of acceptance. The crashing waves might take you. Everything could be over.
The moment passed in a frantic scrambling, clinging to the railing of the last train car. Wrapping your elbows around the thin metal, sea water splashed up wildly, trying to drag you into its hungry depths. 
Sanji slipped over the railing onto the small deck, and pulled you over, kissing you hard as soon as you were steady on your feet. 
The near death and impending violence made your bodies desperate. You drank the salt water from each other’s skin as your heart rates lowered, only slightly. 
Sanji pulled back first, cradling your head in his cold hands.
“Stay behind me, Angel.”
You didn’t argue as he laid a gentle kiss on your forehead.
The door opened outward, a uniformed man stepping out to check on the weather. 
Sanji reacted, landing a kick that sent the man flying.
Into the well lit car filled with government officers.
You kept behind your cook as he lit his cigarette, stepping inside so the rain wouldn’t keep it from lighting. 
The cool weight of your tonfa in your hands felt useless at the sight of so many guns trained on Sanji. The officers didn’t seem to care about you as they started addressing him. 
“Hey, hold it. Where do you think you’re going?”
“Did you see that kick? He’s not some run of the mill civilian.”
Sanji took a drag off his cigarette, and you wanted to throttle him for his calm taunt. 
“Oh, come on. If you keep saying things like that, I’ll blush.”
The officers started to call for someone to alert CP9, but pride got in their way. The strongest declared his prowess, and you pressed against the wall as they faced off. 
Sanji easily kept his distance, avoiding every attack while you and the group of officers watched. 
“This is a waste of time.”
Sanji leapt toward the ceiling before bringing his foot straight down on the would-be best fighter, instantly knocking him out. 
Chaos followed, each of the officers jumping in to fight, a couple racing toward the door. 
You readied your weapons, looking for a way to help, but it was pointless.
He didn’t need your help. 
Sanji took care of every attacker, until you jumped in while his back was turned. 
I can do this.
A single officer was overpowering you, you couldn’t land a hit on him. 
Fuck, I need to be stronger than this!
As he backed you into a corner, you saw Sanji making his way through the few enemies in his path, his eyes trained on your embarrassing fight. 
I can’t be a distraction for him. 
The tall officer landed a punch to your side, but as he pulled back for another, you held your tonfa out to block, calling out your attack. 
“Daydream Thorns!”
He slammed against your tonfa, swearing as he scraped bloody lines against the metal thorns. 
“You’ll pay for-”
His eyes went wide as he staggered toward you, and you ducked out of the way as he fell against the wall. 
Sanji was leaning over you, brows tensed.
“Sanji!”
Turning with a spinning kick, Sanji took care of one of the officers he’d ignored to come to your side. You leaned around him, and a thrill of pride coursed through you as you hit another. 
“Blackout Dart!”
The officer went down as the Sanji mopped up the rest.
His hands were on you, running down your face, your arms, your sides. You held in a wince at the soreness on your ribs. 
“Mon coeur, please stay down, let me protect you.”
The urge to be angry was stifled by the fear in his eyes, and the knowledge that you weren't ready to take on so many foes at once. But hiding was not an option. You had to fight. 
I have to fight for her. 
“Sanji, you’ll protect me better by fighting the stronger guards. Please trust me. I promise I’ll call for you if I need help.”
Sanji’s throat bobbed as he swallowed, and he looked almost sick as he held your hands. 
With another kiss to your forehead, he hugged you to him. 
“Your love is so beautiful. You two have a deep special, love, don’t you?”
Sanji twisted around to shield you from those slurred words, but you laughed, pulling yourself away from him to look at your victim. 
The officer’s eyes were heavy lidded, a slow smile pulling at his lips as he swayed on the floor against the wall. 
“Hold on-”
“It’s okay,” you said as you knelt before the man, holding your arm out to stop Sanji’s movement. 
“I hit him with the Daydream Tonfa. He should be feeling pretty friendly right now, isn’t that right?”
The man laughed, nodding at your sweet tone.
“You’re veeery pretty.”
Sanji pulled you back as the man reached slowly toward your face.
“Thank you, so are you.”
Giggles filled the car from your drugged victim, and you couldn’t keep a proud laugh from escaping your lips. 
“Come on, Angel, we need to keep moving.”
“Hold on, he might be able to help us.”
You donned a saccharine smile as you leaned back toward the officer.
“You’ve been very nice, do you think you can help me?”
“Oh yeah, I’m soo good at helping.” 
He was running his fingers up and down his thighs, humming as he stared open mouthed at your face. 
“We’re looking for our friends.”
~
“That was very impressive, darling. Let’s hope he was exaggerating the strength of the foes in between us and Robin. And he said we'll find the prisoners in the next car.”
“I wonder how Usopp ended up here.”
Sanji didn’t reply as he prepared to open the next car, locking eyes with you before opening the door. 
Sanji took care of the officers, while you searched the car. You found cases full of masks and costumes like they’d been wearing on the island, an array of transponder snails, and two wiggling forms wrapped and tied with rope. 
“Usopp!”
You ran to him, avoiding the fight as you knelt beside him, already pulling at his binds. Sanji finished the fight, and you felt his presence as he walked up beside you. 
“Y/N, Sanji! You didn’t hijack the train just to rescue me, did you?”
“We were-”
Sanji cut you off as he started to light a cigarette. 
“I don’t even know what you’re doing here. What’s your name again?”
“Are you kidding me? You jerk," Usopp huffed.
You knew Sanji wanted to save Usopp as much as you did, and you shook your head at his lie, still pulling at the ropes. Sanji promised you that you would save Usopp and Robin, and you didn’t have the energy to call him on his bullshit.
The other prisoner cleared his throat, and you took in his blue pompadour, sunglasses, and what looked to be a metal nose. 
 “Let me guess. These are some of your pirate friends, aren’t they?”
The three of you answered at once.
“Yes.”
“Kind of.”
“Ex friends. The question is, who are you,” Sanji asked as he looked over the transponder snails.
“I’m the ship dismantler, and leader of the Franky family, Franky.”
Both you and Usopp gasped as Sanji’s foot collided with Franky’s face.
“So you’re the bastard who beat up Usopp, huh? He may be dead to me now, but he was part of our crew back then. How many pieces do you want me to cut you into?”
Usopp crawled free from the ropes you had pulled away, and put himself between Sanji and the target of his ire. You stood, resting your palm on Sanji’s shoulder as you watched his face snarl with barely contained rage. 
“Wait, Sanji, it’s not like that now. A lot has changed since then!”
Usopp’s pleas didn’t hold as strong while Franky grumbled threats behind him. 
“Seriously, Sanji. Franky’s a good guy. He saved the Merry, at least for a while.”
Heat crept up your throat as Usopp’s face fell, the thought of the Merry making his lip quiver. 
“Come on, kid, this isn’t the time to mope. Now untie me, blondie!”
“I don’t mind leaving you tied up like that for the rest of your life,” Sanji threatened, leaning over the man. 
Usopp started yelling until the three boys were impossible to understand.
“We need to find Robin!”
Your command silenced the three men, and you got to work on releasing Franky. 
“Did they take your pants,” you asked as you moved your hands away, letting him remove the ropes from his lower body. 
“Nah, girlie, this is just my style.”
You shook your head at his big smile, not fighting as Sanji pulled you away from the large man in the tiny speedo. 
~
The rain was endless as you huddled with Sanji on the roof. Franky and Usopp were close by as Sanji called Nami on the stolen transponder snail. 
Her voice was a miracle, especially when she said the rest of the crew were on their way, following on a separate train, along with some new allies. 
Hope warmed your soaked skin, then her next words made your breath hitch.
“I need to tell you guys why Robin’s doing all this, why she’s with CP9.”
Sanji laced his fingers through yours as Nami shared all they’d learned. 
All that you had already believed.
She would never betray us. She sacrificed herself to protect us, to keep her enemies from hurting us. 
CP9 had threatened to send in a Buster Call, a massive military attack that would annihilate everyone within range. And Robin agreed to go with them on the promise that you would go free. That her crew wouldn’t be touched.
Your tears were lost in the storm as you stared into Sanji’s eyes, seeing your determination reflected there. 
Luffy got on the line, and you were silent, frozen with the need to save her. Sanji spoke for you. 
“Nami just told us everything.”
“I see, well, you know what’s next.”
The confidence in your captain’s voice was a balm, a small hopeful smile touched your lips. 
Then his next words sent ice through your veins.
“Go ahead. Give ‘em hell, Sanji.”
Your cook’s jaw clenched as he nodded. You were filled with equal parts gratitude and fear. You didn’t want to wait to help Robin, but from what Nami had said of CP9, even Sanji wouldn’t be a match for them alone, or with someone as weak as you. 
Zoro’s voice joined, getting clearer as he must have stepped toward the transponder snail, but somehow still feeling distant. So far from you now that an empty ache of fear hit your gut.
“Hold on, he’ll die if he fights them now. If he wants to stand a chance, he’s gotta wait for us. Hey cook, can you hear me? Some of the guys on that train are really tough. You shouldn’t-”
“Zoro,” Luffy’s voice interrupted. “It’s fine. If it was you, would you wait? If you were on that train instead of him, and I told you Robin sacrificed herself to protect us, would you sit there and do nothing? It’s no use trying to stop him.”
You wished that you could have seen Zoro’s face, but his silence was enough. Sanji’s face lit up in a manic smile.
“Read me like a book. But thanks, moss head. I never knew you cared about me so much.”
Zoro’s voice came loud, as if he was yelling directly into the poor snail.
“I don’t fucking care about you, dumbass cook! If you let Needy get hurt I will slice every piece of skin off your body, I’ll-”
“Zoro, I-”
Desperation filled his voice when he heard yours.
“Needy, fuck. Needy, please.”
Sanji handed you the transponder snail, giving you a little space while you clung to your swordsman’s voice. 
“I’m here, Zoro.”
“Please, Needy, I’m so sorry. I should have listened to you. I should have-”
“It’s okay, babe. I…”
You choked on the almost words. You wanted to say them now, you needed to tell him. You needed him to know. 
But those words felt too much like goodbye.
I might never see him again.
You were rocking slightly now, heavy tears still mixing with the rain and the angry spray of the ocean. 
“Please don’t fight, Needy. Please stay safe. I’m coming for you, okay? I need you to stay safe for me, please.”
“I’ll be careful.” 
You knew the words were quiet, but you couldn't speak up, couldn’t speak past the painful lump in your throat. 
“Needy, I…”
Clenching your eyes shut against the weight of it all, you gasped softly as Sanji touched your arm. He mouthed to you that it was time to go, and you nodded as Zoro reacted to your gasp.
“Are you okay, Needy? What’s happening?”
“We’re okay, Zoro. I’m okay.”
“Fuck… Please don’t go. Please wait for me to find you.”
Covering your mouth as you let out a tiny sob, you steeled yourself. 
“I have to go, Zoro. I promise I’ll be careful.”
“I’ll find you, Needy. No matter what.”
“See you…”
You cut the line, and let Sanji pull you into a hug. He rocked you back and forth a few times, kissing your temple before helping you to your feet. 
Usopp’s soft voice brought you into the moment. 
“It’s crazy how much stuff has happened since I left. It doesn’t feel real.”
“Robin’s in a similar boat,” Sanji replied, bringing all eyes to him. “She doesn’t know about anything that happened with you or the Merry. But while we were busy fighting amongst ourselves, Robin was giving herself up to the world government to protect us. And that includes you, Usopp.”
Franky brought out a useless tissue that got soaked in the rain while he gave a few loud sobs. 
“Oh man, that is such a sad story!”
“Why are you crying,” Sanji asked, frowning at the man. 
You cut in now, shaking off your own tears as you watched Franky. 
“We need to go.”
“No. I’m not coming,” Usopp muttered, catching your breath. “This doesn’t have anything to do with me anymore. You’re about to make yourselves enemies of the World Government. I don’t want any part of it. I can’t pretend nothing happened when the others get here. I still feel bad for Robin. But I’m sorry, it’s not my job to save her anymore. I am not a part of Luffy’s crew.”
Nausea poured through you as you watched your friend walk away again, the rain covering the sounds of his steps on the roof of the train. Franky leaned toward him, yelling over the storm. 
“There’s no place to go. Come on, you guys can talk this over, bro!”
“Forget it,” Sanji’s cold voice commanded. “Just leave him.”
“You guys are stubborn as hell,” Franky complained, as you followed Sanji forward. Leaving your old crewmate behind. 
You’d made it over another car before you heard someone behind you. 
“Hello there! Your friend told me everything. I hear you’re here to rescue a certain mademoiselle. I’ve come to lend my aid. I am Sniper King!”
Usopp had a cloak wrapped around his shoulders, and one of the masks from inside, the yellow painted wood covering most of his face. 
You could still see his bandages, his overalls, his shoes. You wanted to hug him, but kept your feet planted.
“What the hell is he doing,” Franky wondered aloud, before Sanji leaned in with a hoarse whisper.
“Come on, just humor the poor guy. He has too much pride to show his face to the crew, but he still wants to rescue his friend.”
With a smile, you waved a hand to him.
“Thank you, Sniper King, let’s go!”
~
The group discussed plans as you tried not to slip off the train. Usopp didn't let up on his story that he was a stranger, and if the situation hadn’t been so intense, you would have laughed at how cute he was. 
Sanji’s plan led you back to the last of the seven cars, and you waited on the roof while the rest of the group opened the door to taunt the soldiers and officers. 
Even over the storm, you started to hear the shouts of the officers calling for backup, moving down toward the back of the train. Leaning over the side, you saw them pressing against the door, keeping the soldiers from joining them on the small deck. 
Scrambling after them, you leapt across from roof to roof until Franky and Usopp detached the two back cars, laughing as you left the large group of enemies stranded in the ocean. 
“Only five cars left,” Sanji declared as you walked through the fifth, it’s group of soldiers and officers beaten and bleeding on the floor. 
“The guy I poisoned said the next car just has the kitchen and the chef in it, hopefully he’s not a chef like you.”
“There are no chefs like me, mon amour,” Sanji teased with a wink.
“As a mighty warrior of Sniper Island, I have to wonder if this is a good time for flirting.”
Snorting at Usopp’s scolding, you stayed back as the three of them lined up, kicking in the door to the kitchen. 
“Hello, hello, my name is Mad Wanze! Can I prepare some ramen for you?”
The yells and frantic movements of the white haired cook made you pause. Coupled with his bare chest revealed under his jacket, and the filthy kitchen, the picture was jarring. 
A quick glance at Sanji’s narrowed eyes confirmed his disapproval. 
Wanze didn’t wait, filling a bowl with plain looking ramen. Before shoving it toward you, he leaned over the bowl, and you cringed as a clear line of snot dripped from his nose into the bowl. 
“Sorry, we’ve got places to be. You’ll have to enjoy that nose ramen on your own.”
The cook dropped the bowl on the counter before standing in Sanji’s way.
“Hold it! If you want to go to the next car, you’ll have to go through me first.”
“You think you can stop us,” Sanji questioned, clear disgust in his voice. 
“That’s right! You can’t get past me unless you defeat my ramen kenpo!”
“What the fuck,” you muttered as the manic cook skipped back and forth across the room, taunting everyone. 
You gaped as Franky detached his fucking hand, and used his arm like a gun. None of his shots hit the wild man, and Sanji stepped forward. 
“I’ll take care of this fool. Just stand back.”
Sanji flew forward, and your jaw fell open as his kick didn’t land. 
How did this fucking creep avoid his kick?
Sanji turned back, looking over the short man’s mop of hair. 
“Angel, you stay here and stay back. You two, go on ahead. We’ll meet up with you later. Our first priority is to rescue Robin.”
Wanze yelled as Usopp and Franky bypassed him, Sanji blocking his attacks. 
His attacks with fucking noodles.
In your travels on the Grand Line you had seen so many unbelievable and crazy things. Things that didn’t seem possible, people with powers that made your brain hurt when you thought about them for too long. 
But this gross man flinging noodles around like weapons was the stupidest fucking thing you’d ever seen. 
Especially since he actually seemed to be a good fighter.
The man had wrapped himself in noodles now, and you pinched yourself to make sure you hadn’t been knocked out into a ridiculous dream. 
Sanji had landed some good kicks, but the noodles were making it hard for him to get a decent hit in, and he was losing his footing now as he got stuck in that web of sticky strands. 
You let out a gasp as the man threw Sanji onto the counter, shattering plates and sending silverware and pots clattering to the floor. 
You wanted to help, but knew you’d never be able to get close enough for your Thorns, and didn’t want to risk hitting Sanji with a Dart. 
“How dare you waste all this food! I’m going to make you eat every last bite.”
Sanji got slammed into the floor again, then tossed across the room to land beside you, muttering to himself. 
Wanze cackled, bouncing back and forth as he continued to rant. 
“You can’t get through, and I’ve already figured out your attacks. Since all you do is kick, I just have to take out your legs, and you’ll be finished. Then I’ll have time for dessert with your little friend.”
The man leered at you, splotchy face dripping with snot and drool, and you felt bile move up your throat. 
He wasted no more time then as he attacked Sanji full force, but this time his assault of noodles slowed down, going thin as you saw them flying into the air to land on a large platter. 
You couldn't help but laugh as Sanji stood, leaving a platter of noodles on the counter as he twirled large kitchen knives in his hands. 
Sanji stood calmly, effortlessly spinning the knives in his hands and in the air as he taunted. Your breath caught in your throat as you watched him wield those blades with such skill. 
In all the chaos and fear of the moment, you had to shake yourself from your gut reaction. 
He looks so fucking hot.
“A chef must fight without using his hands or knives, those are sacred. It’s always been my policy not to use them in battle. But since we’re in a kitchen, and you’re using food as a weapon, that changes things a bit, doesn't it?”
“Trying to look cool, you insolent little punk? An amateur like you shouldn’t even touch my kitchen knives, you hear me?”
“I apologize for my insolence,” Sanji rasped, his voice dark as you clutched your hands together. “But I’m going to show you how a real chef handles his kitchen knives.”
Shivers crawled up your skin as you let yourself enjoy the show. Your lover danced around his enemy, humiliating him as he kicked and sliced. He was mesmerizing, and made quick work of the ridiculous cook. 
Sanji walked to you when he’d left the man bleeding on the floor, admiring the blades before setting them on the counter. 
“For a pathetic excuse for a chef, he takes great care of his kitchen knives.”
You grinned, fighting the urge to jump on him as he led you to the next car. 
I wonder what Zoro would think if he saw how Sanji fought with blades. 
That thought was lovely for a moment, before you remembered Zoro’s pleading voice begging you not to fight. 
You were back in the moment now, fear and determination pulsing through you. 
“You won’t get past me!”
You barely ducked out of the way in time as Wanze charged forward to block the path. 
Sanji spun, kicking the screaming man through the door. He flew across, slamming into the opposite door that opened, revealing the four members of CP9 you’d seen boarding the train. 
“Stay back here, Angel,” Sanji whispered as he lit a cigarette. 
Sanji walked toward your enemies, and panic coursed through you. 
We should have waited! I can’t help him. Where are Franky and Usopp?
The ceiling cracked open in front of Sanji, and when the dust cleared you saw Franky crouched on top of a bleeding man who was groaning under the weight, but there was no Usopp in sight. 
The four CP9 agents stood slowly, their gaze alone making your mouth dry. 
Sanji and Franky fucking ignored them.
“Wow, some entrance. Where the hell have you been?”
“Kicking ass, as usual,” Franky laughed at Sanji. “What about you?”
“Kicking ass,” Sanji breathed out with smoke, while Franky kicked the bleeding man toward the group of agents. 
“So it’s you, huh,” Sanji questioned, tilting his head toward the agents. “You’re the ones who kidnapped Robin?”
“Be careful,” Franky warned. “They use some pretty weird moves.”
The man in the top hat walked forward as the bleeding man sat up. He was muttering to himself about killing Franky, before he turned to look up. 
“You must be Rob Lucci. I'm the new recruit. Just give me a moment, and I’ll kill that man.”
“Your orders were to bring him in alive, it seems you’ve let your emotions get the better of you.”
You stared at the man, noticing a pigeon on his shoulder that appeared to be giving the new recruit the same cold stare. You shivered at his voice, deep and empty. 
“I’ll give you three seconds to run for your life.”
The recruit was panicked, confused, but he took too long. At the last second he bolted away, so fast you could hardly see him. Rob Lucci caught him, insulting him as he collapsed to the ground, dying, then dead. 
“Kalifa,” he called to the blonde woman. “In our official reports, state that the new recruit was too weak, and therefore deemed worthless.”
“Understood,” she affirmed coldly, and you couldn’t tell when you’d last taken a breath.
“So these are the Agents of Justice,” Sanji wondered, weight shifting on his feet as the agents moved closer.
“Can’t tell which side is evil, huh,” Franky said, shaking his head as he stretched. 
Rob Lucci stood in front of them now, and you wanted to scream for Sanji to run. But all you could do was watch through the doorway, feeling the gaze of the agents pass over you occasionally before returning to Sanji and Franky. 
“You’ve come to rescue Nico Robin? That’s a mistake. Her problem is beyond your comprehension. There are some people in this world that were born under an unlucky star. Some people are, for the sake of everyone else, just better off dead.”
Your nails were digging bloody imprints into your palm as you fought not to run forward. 
“What are you talking about?”
You could see Sanji’s fists clenched as he stared the man down. 
“What if there was a sleeping devil that could burn the entire world to the ground? And what if there was someone capable of waking that devil? Even if that someone was an eight year old girl? Don’t you think for the lives of every other living being, that girl should be put to death?”
“Get to the point,” Sanji growled, while sick heat filled your stomach, climbing up your throat. 
“This is the true story of Nico Robin’s childhood. And now she’s accumulated an entire life of crime. Her very existence is a sin, and the only good she can do for this world would be to forfeit her life-”
“Shut your fucking mouth!”
“Angel!”
Sanji grabbed you, holding you back as you snarled. Franky put his massive arm in front of you to keep you from rushing toward that man, his cold eyes assessing you calmly, as if you were nothing but an annoyance. 
Your Robin having to live like this. Feeling like her life was worthless. It made you want to scream, to tear that man’s fucking face off. 
“Angel, please, we’ll get her,” Sanji whispered in your ear as he fought to keep you still. 
“Don’t worry,” Rob Lucci continued in his almost monotone voice. “The World Goverment will kill her as they should have ages ago, but first they will torture her until they find out every thing she knows. She will probably be alive for years enduring endless agony-”
Sanji’s arms left you as he lunged forward. Franky held you back as you watched in terror while Sanji seethed. 
“That’s enough, bastard! I don’t want to hear another word out of you.”
Sanji’s foot flew toward the man’s face, but he blocked it with his arm effortlessly.
“Her death won’t come nearly as quickly as I would like,” he said, sending Sanji sliding away from him, having to catch himself from falling to the ground.
“I said wait-”
The door to the last car opened, and Robin was there, Usopp pulling at her arm and begging her to wait, to stop. 
Robin was right there.
You and Sanji both called for her, and you felt hot tears painting your face in relief.
She’s okay.
“Robin, let’s knock these guys out, then we’ll get out of here!”
Sanji moved toward her, but Robin lifted Usopp with her many arms, then tossed him across the car at Sanji’s feet.
“Robin, what are you doing? Let’s leave,” you begged, ducking around Franky’s arm and moving up beside Sanji.
“It seems that my words mean nothing to you people.”
Robin’s eyes hurt like ice, and you all stood in silence. You opened your mouth but couldn’t speak, couldn’t think under her gaze.
Rob Lucci broke out in laughter while you tried to find a crack in Robin’s walls, tried to see your lover behind all that ice. 
“Franky, quick! Detach the third car!” 
Usopp had jumped up, gesturing with his command as Franky and Sanji questioned him.
“We’re gonna run,” Usopp declared, voice hoarse with determination. 
“Wait,” you tried to argue, refusing to leave Robin, no matter what. 
Usopp spun through the air, shouting his attack as he set off a smoke bomb. 
You were still frozen until you saw him charging toward you, with Robin thrown over his shoulder demanding to be put down. 
Dangerous hope filled you as Franky and Sanji detached the car, and CP9 was sent away in their smoked filled car while you were stranded on the ocean. 
But the hope was short lived as massive thorny whips caught your car, and the agents readied to fight. The jostling of the car had sent you flying toward the back, wincing as you crashed onto your right hip and shoulder.
“Now remember, don’t kill the Straw Hats, it’s part of the agreement.”
Rob Lucci’s words were cold comfort as Sanji squared off with the larger man, who’s skills you hadn’t yet seen. 
Most of Sanji’s kicks seemed to do nothing, and you heard the other agents discussing their specialized martial arts training. 
You crawled your way back, still feeling unsteady in the car as it was battered by the waves. 
The long nosed man with the baseball cap spoke to the large man, giving you another name.
“Careful, Blueno. Don’t take him lightly. He may not have a bounty, but he’s one of their top fighters.”
“I will be as careful as necessary, Kaku.”
Kaku nodded in response, and you found yourself panicking, waiting to see why these agents were so feared.
Before you made it beside her, Robin held her arms in front of her chest, calling her many limbs. 
You watched in horror as she trapped Usopp, his poor, bandaged body being twisted in pain at her command. 
“Robin, What are you doing,” you screamed, racing for Usopp until she sent you a searing glare.
“Didn’t you hear me? Stay out of my business, leave me alone!”
Robin’s anger-filled command stopped everyone, until you screamed Sanji’s name, but you screamed too late.
Kaku flew toward him with a taunting laugh, his kick sending Sanji flying through the air, and shattering one of the wooden benches. 
“You Straw Hats are too damn stubborn when it comes to your friends. I’m gonna help you out!”
Franky leapt forward, pushing against the wall of the car. You couldn’t believe his strength as the wall started ripping away, until he sent himself and all the agents into their car, leaving you with Robin, Sanji, and Usopp, disconnected from the train.
Robin screamed that she wasn’t running away, and you felt another moment of hope even through her fear-shot words.
Blueno appeared, a strange, glowing doorway popping out of the wall. Robin moved to leave, but paused as you called for her. She paused this time. 
“Please, Robin! I know you’re still hiding something. But we’ll get through it together.”
“Yeah, Robin,” Usopp cut in. “A pirate’s not allowed to leave their crew without their captain’s permission. You need to believe in Luffy!”
Robin walked through the doorway as Sanji coughed, sputtering as he sat up.
“Robin, don’t go!”
“You can say what you like, she will never break her agreement.”
“How do you know that,” Sanji growled at Blueno, still struggling to his hands and knees. The agent towered over the three of you, face calm as he continued.
“Long ago, an island was erased. The navy issued a Buster Call, and burned it to the ground, without leaving a single trace behind. Nico Robin was the only survivor of that incident, just a child at the time.”
Nausea ripped through you, your heart breaking at the thought of such a small child witnessing that much horror.
“She never told us…”
Sanji’s breathless words had you moving toward him, needing to touch him as you heard your pain for Robin echoed in his voice.
Blueno went on, his dark words plain, as if it meant nothing to him. 
“Now that her childhood nightmare has been directed toward her companions, she no longer has the will to resist us.”
You and Sanji yelled now, rage bubbling in the air between you.
“You knew that, and you used it against her?”
“You people are sick, you hear me?”
Blueno walked toward his glowing door, looking over his shoulder for the last word.
“All of this is for the sake of justice.”
“Don’t give me that shit,” Sanji cursed, launching himself up to kick at his form as the door fizzled away to nothing. 
Silent sobs left you as you watched Sanji yell into the raging sea, pounding his fists on the floor. 
You rushed to Usopp, looking over his seemingly endless wounds, trying not to be drowned by the anguish in your heart.
Robin. Robin. Robin!
“Angel, we need to get ready.”
Swallowing another sob, you met Sanji’s red tinged eyes as he leaned over to push your hair out of your face.
“Our captain is on the way, this isn’t over.”
Nodding, you fought the quivering of your lip as you coaxed Usopp up, helping him to sit against the wall. 
“Come on, Sniper King. We’ve got more battles ahead.”
“Sniper King is always ready for battle,” he coughed, still managing to sound cheesy through his pain. 
You held Usopp’s hand, and Sanji wrapped his arm around you as you waited for the rest of your crew. 
Heading to Enies Lobby. The Judicial Island run by the World Government. 
The people that had destroyed Robin’s life, and terrorized her since she was a child. The people that were keeping her from you now. 
After knowing about her secret pain, about what the government wanted to do to her, you knew more than ever that you’d fight for her. No matter how weak you were. You’d do anything to save her.
Your breaths calmed, and your tears stopped. Sanji rubbed a few circles on your back before standing lookout, waiting for the other train.
Closing your eyes, you saw her face, and made yourself a promise.
I don’t care if I die in there. I won’t let them have her.
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Volume 7 babyyy let’s go!
(But CW: sexual assault. I do include some quotes related to the assault here since I was recording my thoughts on it at the time.)
First of all, how gorgeous is this cover art?! They looks so good. This might be my favorite cover so far.
“Even now, twenty years later, I still haven’t found my ‘rightful place’” (6). Okay so we going Richard introspection hours. Love it!
“Prologue”
* Blogger!Seigi omg.
* I guess “Iggy” is pretty close in pronunciation to “Seigi” but it seems wild to call him that lol. Also, who is reading this blog???
* Lotus is Seigi’s favorite flower. Got it.
* I wish the blog posts had a different format or typeface than the main text. That would be really fun and easier to distinguish.
* For fuck’s sake, just call him!
* For real though, it is really easy to sympathize with Seigi’s doubts right now. Being in such a foreign place, just waiting around for things to happen. That would make anyone anxious and doubtful of their choice. “When you had too much time on your hands, your anxieties loomed bigger, like shadow puppets hit by the light” (23). Fr fr.
* Jeffrey is ultra-dramatic and mysterious as usual. This is going to be quite an experience.
“Day 1”
* It’s so wild to me that Seigi thinks Richard would tell him to quit his internship if he’s not settling in well. That’s not how I see Richard at all. Shouldn’t Seigi know that Richard would tell him a long story with a message about perseverance, likely with illusions to Richard’s own life that would fly right over Seigi’s head? Because that’s pretty clearly the standard. As always, Seigi is way too in his head.
* Ah, so the mentorship wasn’t supposed to be like this after all. It’s really cute to see Richard getting so indignant and protective of Seigi like this.
* The rapid shift in Richard’s tone once he thinks Seigi is distracted/being disingenuous gave me fucking whiplash.
* NOT Seigi blocking Richard from view of the staff guy who’s giving interested glances at him. 🫢
* Bro this is crazy. Who is this mysterious other British man? What’s his past with Richard? It’s so bad that Richard is drinking alcohol?? Living for the drama.
“Day 2”
* Richard wearing sunglasses inside? Uh oh, he got fucked up last night.
* Seigi once again defending Richard from the male cruise staff. At least Richard seemed to appreciate it.
* “Richard chuckled when he saw the fraught look on my face. I always thought he sounded a bit like a pigeon when he laughed like that” (77). Wtf why is that adorable?
* Ooh a rare Richard swear!
* Okay so whatever Richard doesn’t want Seigi to see at the jewelry showcase has to do with the darker sides of the world of gemstones. What have you gotten yourself into, Richard?
* I actually feel physically ill. Now it’s very clear why Richard didn’t want Seigi to be here. I didn’t think the “dark” aspects were going to hit quite so close to home. Seigi is focusing only on Karlsbrook because he’s filled with rage, but I really need to get a check in Richard rn please. OKAY SHIT, Richard keeps brushing Karlsbrook’s arm off his waist but he is not getting the hint. What a CREEP.
* This is genuinely so hard to read. I am right there with Seigi, struggling to restrain myself from doing something rash to (metaphorically) destroy this man. And there are so many bystanders doing nothing. God, this is painful.
* “‘I love beautiful things. I want beautiful things. I don’t want anything but beautiful things. And in that respect, nothing could be more desirable to a collector like myself than you’” (98). I’m going to fucking throw up. This is explaining so much about Richard’s trauma around compliments of his beauty. This blatant objectification is vile.
* What the fuck is this Karlsbrook guy’s deal? He clearly would have harassed Richard even if Seigi wasn’t there, but he seemed to do it more gleefully because it was in front of Seigi. What does he know about Seigi and Richard’s relationship? He marveled at the fact that Seigi actually showed up earlier. How did he know that there was a possibility he would? And how does he even know who Seigi is in the first place? This is so fucked up!
* And they’re distantly related?! Bro…
* Okay so if Jeffrey didn’t send Seigi those emails, it was definitely Karlsbrook. Why does he want Seigi there so badly?
* Anddd now he’s being framed for stealing a priceless ring. Okie dokie then.
* “Kindly uncle” is not the vibe I’m getting, my guy. “Stupid, elderly baby doll” is a much more apt description.
* Vince is a great character. He just seems like a nice, chill dude you’d want to hang out with. And I love when a character’s appearance doesn’t match their personality. It gets me every time.
* After Vince goes on a lecture about anime and manga figure 3D modeling: “I cautiously asked Vince if he liked anime and manga, and he politely ignored me. Got it” (151). This guy. What a kuudere.
* This story was just tough. Looking forward to the conclusion tomorrow.
“Day 3”
* Ooh, detective Seigi!
* I’m loving Seigi’s absolute audacity in this one.
* Seigi is so adhd-coded.
* “‘…What happened with that creep?’ ‘Just shut up for a bit.’ ‘Okay’” (190). I love their rapport. 😂
* Richard showing up looking gorgeous to kick ass at poker while subtly roasting the VP is so !! He’s truly serving here.
* “The man presenting his merciless flush of hearts had such a beautiful yet indifferent look in his eyes as he stared intently at the man across from him. ‘Shall we continue?’ (193). So cunty!
* “Richard always had fire in his eyes when he got angry. The melanin in his irises gave their blue a sort of undulating wave pattern, and when I looked at him, I got goosebumps. It made me feel like I’d laid eyes on something no mortal should ever see” (193-194). Seigi is in so deep, bro.
* “‘Thank you, Ricky. Not even Raphael’s Madonna is a match for the beauty of your fingers manipulating those cards. I wish you would use those fingers to toy with me.’ ‘My apologies, I’ve been suffering from some temporary hearing loss and did not catch what you just said.’ After replying with the most refined ‘Like hell I will,’ in history, Richard stepped back and left the two men at the table” (199). 🤮🤮🤮 Karlsbrook is literally a mustache-twirling villain, this is crazy. Great clapback though, Richard. Also, is anybody else so uncomfortable when people call Richard “Ricky?” It feels infantalizing and like such a violation of the image Richard wants to present himself as.
* I just looked up what happened to the Colonel Sanders statue in Dotonbori. Wow… Seigi is not fucking around.
* Why are Vince and Richard having slightly hostile banter right now?? This is hilarious but I feel like I missed something behind the scenes.
* VINCE WAS HIS ASSISTANT????? This is blowing my mind omg.
* AND IT WAS VINCE IN THE BAR THAT FIRST NIGHT??? Wild. Can’t believe Seigi suspected that from hearing his purposefully bad english. Seigi actually is a good detective, and he’s more observant than I give him credit for. How rude to hold out on the readers like that though!
* “‘That was the first time I’d ever felt that strongly that I wasn’t needed somewhere… I’ve never felt such heartache like the moment I realized that I could offer nothing of value to this person who was such a huge presence in my life’” (231). Ouchies. Boy, do I know that feeling. Poor Vince. It’s unfortunate that Vince felt his relationship with Richard was so one-sided. I hope he won’t always be bitter about their relationship. Even if he had said something to Richard back then, I think Richard would have gotten very closed off and defensive, since they didn’t have a super close personal relationship. They’ve both improved in their communication skills since then. And it seems like things are going quite well for Vince now. I wish that funky little guy the best, and I hope he and Seigi end up staying in touch.
* “The beautiful man threw off his jacket about 30 percent more aggressively than normal, rolled up his sleeves, and stood in front of the punching bag. He gave it a fierce one-two punch. Sometimes, humans just get the urge to suddenly practice boxing, and this seemed to be one such time for Richard” (245). I love that we’re getting to see Richard like this. Seigi clearly has seen Richard be more casual around him since he knows how Richard normally takes off his jacket, but I doubt Richard has let Seigi see this side of him before. And I also really relate to getting the urge to “suddenly practice boxing.”
* And then he just leaves looking disheveled?! Bruh. At least stick around to cool off first. 😏
* Thank god the rest of the cruise was peaceful. I’m glad Seigi and Richard got to just hang out after all that drama.
* Ewww Seigi had to endure a hug from Karlsbrook. But I’m so glad that creep got exposed. Hopefully Gargantua actually does good after the investigation into their culture of sexual misconduct.
“Epilogue”
* “But as you might expect if a food for celebrations, it opened with ‘twenty-five eggs,’ so I think I’ll try scaling it down” (251). I just love cute little comments Seigi makes like this. Also very relatable to anybody who follows Pinterest recipes. Who needs to make that much food??
* Richard reads about “unfamiliar grammatical constructions” for fun. This man…
* “There were words that I wanted to say in Japanese and others that felt easier to express in English, but they were both becoming mine. For example, this was something that I wanted to say in Engish. I wish you were here. I wish you were here to eat the food I made. I don’t know if you’ll like it, but I’d be happy if you have it a try. And if I say something ridiculous again, I wouldn’t mind if you got frustrated and scolded me” (263). 😌😌😌 But for real, can we talk about the romance of wanting to tell someone you miss them in their native language?
* Richard being so giddy that he pulled off this prank of showing up unannounced is adorable.
* Seigi’s idea of heaven is sitting in a beautiful garden drinking royal milk tea and eating delicious snacks while talking to Richard. 😌😌😌
* Okayyy and right back into the drama. I guess we’re going to have a teenage girl nemesis now. Not at all what I was expecting. But as always, I’m excited to learn more about Richard’s past!
Although this volume had many tough moments, we actually got a lot of smiley Richard. He seems a lot more comfortable around Seigi than even at the end of the last volume. I’m really looking forward to seeing how their relationship progresses from here. Especially if they’re staying in Sri Lanka together like was suggested at the end of Vol 6!
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