#i might be biased but i love this family ok 😭😭

[lenzimanotmoved2]

i will never not be bitter about how we got robbed of more v.elaryon content in h.otd btw😭😭

[tinyfantasminha]

TALK ABOUT YOUR SONIC 3 EXPERIENCE 👹

HHHHHHHHHHHhhhHHHHHHHHHHHH

OKAY before anything else I want to state that I am well-versed enough in sonic lore and I played Sonic Adventure 1 + 2 and watched Sonic X in japanese so I'm VERY biased 😫(also I watched it in the PTBR dub so when I mention dialogues it might not be totally accurate to the original audio BUT I did as much research as I could 😫)

Overall the movie went pretty much the direction I was expecting 🤔it wasn't 100% accurate to SA2 sure but?!? The changes were not bad at all! I remember when I saw the trailers I was a bit doubtful on Gerald being present throughout the movie but he ended up BEING ONE OF THE BEST THINGS OF THE MOVIE OHMY GOD BLESS JIM CARREY 😫 I found myself having a blast of fun and laughing at EVERY single scene of him and Eggman just doing silly (for evil reasons >:)) shenanigans

EGGMAN'S AND STONE'S DIVORCE ARC 💔💔The ''toxic'' yaoi was only a facade..... they were actually just doomed yaoi this entire time 💔

THEY ACTUALLY DID THE ''talk about low budget flights ✈️🙄no food 🍿🍕or movies 🎞️📺💅i'm outta here 😂😂😂🏃🏃'' IM CRAYZYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

Tails was OK in this movie, not really as interesting as he was in movie 2 but ooOHHMYNGOODDD KNUCKLCKES 😫😫😫😫😫😫💕 I LOVE LOVE LOVE the movie characterization for Knuckles... the big-brother coded scenes ..... the highlight was definitely the scene when he and Sonic are arguing about the Master Emerald, OML THE TRUST HE HAS IN HIS BROTHER

Ok let's skip to the good part already. SHADOWWWWWWWWWW SHADODWWWWBWHGHHGHDHJFGDFJNJNFD THE INITIAL SCENE WITH HIM KNOCKING OUT THE GUN SOLDIERS AND TELEPORTING I WAS JUMPNIG IN MY SEAT POIUNTING AT THE SCREEN THEY REFERENCED SHADOW THE HEDGEHOG 2005 OPENIGN IM SHITTING MY PANTS I COULD ALMOST HEAR I AM ALL OF ME IN THE DISTANCE OML

Shadow's and Maria's story was done spectacularly. It was SO nice to see how their daily life was..... Maria getting to act just like a pre teen her age, they danced and watched movies together.... 😭😭😭I was almost tearing up at that sequence just by knowing that these peaceful moments would come to an end. Her death was a liiitle different than what we expected yeah they wouldn't just fucking shoot a 12 year old in a kids movie unfortunately but it had the same impact nonetheless and dAAMMN Gerald's absolutely HAUNTED look??! I GOT CHILLS

Okay but hands down the moment that I just can't get out of my head??? ''Oh Ivo... you're no Maria.'' I LEGIT GASPEDDDDDD like yeah I did expect Gerald's plan because that's what happens in canon after all but I was NOT expecting this level of coldness towards his own — and REMAINING — family. Not a twist villain, but a villain with a twist. I may have gotten spoilers for the post credit scenes but I'm SO GLAD I wasn't spoiled for this. (Also me and my friends laughed out loud when he went down like a looney tunes villain 😭)

I was spoiled that Amy appeared in the post credit (the kid behind me was also saying ''oh Amy will appear'' 💀) but UUUHHH IDK HOW I AVOIDED THE METAL SONIC SPOILERS SO I WAS LEGIT SHOCKED. The only time I admittedly screamed in the theater, ''WHAT IS THAT?!? METAL SONIC?!?!!!'' OKAY SO SONIC 4 WILL BE BASED ON SONIC CD IG........... I regretfully am not really well versed in classic Sonic lore BUTTT I WATCHED SONIC OVA A LOT so PLEASE PLEASE if Metal turns out to be the main antagonist in Sonic 4 PLEASE make Sonic OVA references 😭🙏 ESPECIALLY TO ITS CLIMAX...... if you know you know.

AND LAST THING BUT THEY DID IT. TJEY DID IT THEY DID IT IM FUKCCN CRAZY

NOT ONLY SHADOW IS A FEMINIST HE ALSO LOVES LATINAS CONFIRMED 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 GABRIELLA SHOULD KILL THEM BOTH SHES NOT A PRIZE TO BE WON !!!!!!!!!!!! THANKY YOU SHADOW THE HEDGEHOG YOURE THE REAL ONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

so glad I went with my special shirt for this occasion 🙏🙏🙏 IF NO ONE GOT ME I KNOW SHADOW GOT ME

[bookworm-fangirl1]

My take on sinsmas (spoilers ahead

HOLY FUCKING SHIT!

that episode was amazing my review is under the cut

Ok first off

stolas’s reaction to the horses was absolutely hilarious

via’s song was the best, Barrett Wilbert weed knocked it out of the park. I might be biased tho

loved loona in this she was so nice and she’s finally letting down her walls

stolas and via’s interaction broke my fucking heart 😭😭😭😭😭😭

blitzø and stolas’s shopping montage was so funny

andrealphus and Stella were assholes per usual

the ice dragon was cool

the battle thing was really neat and well animated

Wow!

The realization of the happy pills was so sad, she blamed herself for it gawddddddddddd it’s devastating

ummmmmmmmm

Millie being pregnant! Omg m&m are having a kid

oh and blitzø saying no to the hit cause he saw it as his potential family was just so…

Finally

Stolitz dancing and blitz opening up about his past was so gooddd

ok thanks for your time

[self-spaghettification]

ok so i accidentally deleted the draft but a while back an anon asked me basically saying they had read Gone (are the Days) and wanted other good fanfic recs. and this was my response LMAO

hmm !! this may surprise you but i actually don’t consume that much fanfic. partially because i’m picky, partially bc i tend to consume content slowly or bounce around a lot, etc

i will say a general tip is to sort by bookmarks or kudos to get the good stuff and filter by specific tags as well! like i just read mage pride which is the top bookmarked item in the viravos tag and it was definitely worth the hype!!

if you enjoyed gone are the days,

you’d probably like the Professor Next Door by detectiphoenix (also a professor au but high school teachers!) besides that, here are some viravos fanfic i’ve enjoyed, off the top of my head:

(for context i’m not hyper into smut personally or try to find variety/creativity and i’m biased towards certain things lol but)

VIRAVOS FICS I LOVED <3

Mage Pride by luminiex - This is the top bookmarked fic in the viravos tag, and for good reason! While it is written after S2 and has more sympathetic Aaravos than in canon, it is still very well done in my opinion. I also love whatever it takes by them, it’s great if you don’t like smut too! Aaravos and Viren living together in this plane together lives rent free in my head 😭 I also love their fic where Aaravos gets to meet Viren’s family :)

Recidivism by indefensibleselfindulgence/ @iamalivenow - the viren characterization is everything, it takes place in s2 prison era, and it’s very humorous!

The Sound of His Voice by portmanteau_press - very very cool setup/worldbuilding concept i think

Constellation of the Heart by @yurayuramiharin - This fic is one of my absolute favorites and has inspired some of the art I’ve done as well! As someone who loves vintage & goth subculture & IS a baby bat in college I feel like I resonate with it really well! I love the taking of the worldbuilding of the dragon prince recontextualized in a college setting and the way Aaravos was actually an inspiration for Bowie & caused Viren to question his sexuality!! It’s so deliciously perfect but sadly unfinished, but I would say it’s still definitely worth the read! It doesn’t really end on a cliffhanger either, just one of the best burns ever 😁

Touch of a Star by @detectiphoenix - really unique take on what it’s like to touch Aaravos, I adore it sm and think about it everyday too. Fluffy S5 extrapolation/continuation

To Serve or Slaughter by beastlybrooke - viravos recontextualized as vampires like castlevania my other recent fixation? sign me up. it’s interesting how viren’s prejudice towards elves is recast as a prejudice towards vampires, and aaravos’s fight towards the elves and view towards humans i love it everything

honorary mention ficlets:

the stars they lie by rikku - this is short but i really like the way they incorporate virrow and mindgames, as well as enby aaravos :)

Checkmate by @thrandilf is also short and sweet but i adore it, i think about the alternate versions of the s5 trailer sm and even tried writing my own a few times but they never went that far but yeah i love it and they have other fics that are great too

respect his decision by @vestaldestroyer because aaravos didn’t have to revive viren s4 but he did and ughgghhghh while i don’t think he cares that much cause he might have just been using the revival as a way in with claudia and continuation of all that, there’s always that off chance and he doesn’t even realize how attached he is and love is just that huge when you’re that old and powerful, large enough to move mountains and yeah </3

i’d put my own can you stay by @self-spaghettification but that’d seem a bit unfair lol

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there’s probably others i’ve yet to read or that are cool but i don’t remember or that have some good parts but are kind of iffy imo but those are the only ones i can think of off the top of my head i’m sorry </3

but i’ve also have been compiling a list of fic ratings on a google doc and uhh its not really sharable in any way, but a while ago I also had a website concept where people could share fic ratings like goodreads but for ao3 with some other site inspo in the mix that i spent a few hours sketching out the concept of but idk if i should share but yeah :)

[mashithamel]

A Court of Silver Flames: Sarah J Maas

It’s time for Nesta POV!!! Bring it on!!! My reading thread for A Court of Silver Flames 🧵:

* “They would pay. All of them. Starting with this Cauldron. Starting now.” Nesta, my beloved. You are my queen.

* “There were none of Nesta, naturally.” This is going to be a long book, isn’t it? Feyre is starting off on a very bad foot, and I am going to be ranty. Every single person there knows trauma and hard recoveries. Feyre is an asshole.

* “During that first tour, Nesta had noted the lack of herself here. The lack of their mother. She said nothing, of course, but it was a pointed absence.” Gosh, I wonder why she wants nothing to do with you currently.

* “She might have accepted her different, altered body, that she was now permanently changed and her humanity gone, but she didn't know where she belonged in this world, either.” 😢

* “Rhys already visited the landlord. It will be torn down and rebuilt as a shelter for families still displaced by the war.” Um…what about the people currently living there that will be displaced?

* I’m hardly the first person to comment on this, but does no one at least consider the irony of Feyre locking Nesta up for her own good? And how well she took it?

* Look, I’m not absolving Nesta—people deep in the grip of mental illness and substance use can be selfish assholes who cannot see beyond their own pain. Nesta is not doing ok, and it’s reasonable to cut her off financially. But forced rehab is not effective. And Feyre doesn’t love or care for her.

* “She'd wanted to scream and scream, but there had been so many people around. She'd held herself together until the meeting with all those war heroes had ended. Then she'd let herself fall. Straight into this silent pit.” 😭

* God forbid Lucien, who has no reason to like the IC except that Elain happens to lives there, have his own friends. And biases. #LeaveLucienAlone

* Nesta has named Cassian’s poses, and he’s named hers. ❤️

* “The familiar male's gaze snagged on her. "What's her business here?" Nesta gave him a secretive smile. "Witchcraft." Even in the pits of depression Nesta remains the best.

* “I am worthless and I am nothing. I hate everything that I am. And I am so, so tired. I am tired of wanting to be anywhere but in my own head.“ ~ Nesta

* Speaking of trauma: Jurien. Why he isn’t insane I have no idea. (But if gives me hope Viktoria might be rescuable from under the sea if he survived 500 years as an eyeball in a ring?) #SaveViktoria

* I am enjoying Nesta’s stand off friendship with the House.

* “She'd already conversed with one stranger today, fulfilling her quota of basic decency. Being kind to a second one was beyond her.” I’ve been here before.

* "Tamlin's staying in his beast form and is finally getting the punishment he deserves. So what?" I have been seriously considering a reread of the early books from a Tamlin-sympathetic view. There is a lot to this character, and this quote seems like a very simplistic take on him.

* The anti-cassian/anti-nessian fandom is missing out on spectacular interactions (don’t flame me).

* “ I don't want to hear about Feyre and her special journey.” Me neither! I think this trauma-recovery, in which the victim is an asshole, is much more relatable. The self-hatred and fear that is turned outward. Yeah, I get it.

* “She'd been sweating herself when they'd finished, wondering what it'd be like to be between those two male bodies, letting them turn all that lethal attention on worshipping her.” Looks like the House has exciting taste in books! One thing I learned from reading @mostlybree.kitrocha.com is when faced with a love triangle: porque no los dos? (Or more, no judgement here). A pity most of the books I’ve read lately seem to think a only pairing is the best way to go.

* “Maybe physical training wasn't what they required to overcome their demons, and she'd been arrogant enough to assume she knew what they needed.” Introspection? The thought that she might not immediately know what someone else needed to hear? Rhys, have you ever heard of such a thing?

* “You are to treat Gwyn with kindness and respect.” Ok. Nesta has not really demonstrated a lot of this in front of Rhys, so I can’t 100% hate him for this, but how exactly does he think Nesta convinced Gwyn up here? Dude spends his time convincing his own court that he’s an evil badass but seems to have a hard time recognizing the mirror of Nesta.

* “Cassian just strode to Nesta's side and slung an arm around her shoulders before drawling to Rhys.” I also assume the anti-nessians who argue Cassian has never once stood up to Rhys for Nesta won’t be happy unless he punches Rhys in the face? Because I think this is what Nesta would much prefer.

* “On the chance that it could be bad for the baby, Feyre is forbidden to so much as change the color of her hair until after the birth.” I’m gonna have to say that if the options are “maybe bad for baby” vs “definitely lethal to mom” once that kid gets to term (or close enough) you go ahead and risk it. Cause “lethal for mom” is generally really bad for baby too. Especially if, I guess, c-section is off the table?

* Side note! The most memorable (and disturbing, given we were eating lunch at the time) lecture from med school was on obstetric tools from before c-sections were survivable. You know, from when you would have to choose to save the mom or the baby. Because if baby was stuck and not coming out (for any number of reasons) you can either cut mom open (and she’s not gonna survive), or you can dismember baby into pieces and hope mom survives the extraction. Most impactfully was the point made that the tools for saving mom are still in use in some parts of the world where c-sections aren’t available. It was the sort of talk that really makes you appreciate the medical advances that have drastically improved maternal-infant mortality rates all over the world.

* "No one says a word about this to Feyre. No one.” So, I know how this turns out already (I don’t avoid spoilers), but the ethics of this decision are appalling. Nesta is the only one who does the right thing.

* “Elain was like a dog, loyal to whatever master kept her fed and in comfort.” Holy cow, Nesta! I *never* thought to hear you think such a thing about Elain. Ouch! Maybe the meanest thing you’ve said to date!

* “Run. She couldn't. If she were to run, it would be toward him, not away.” ❤️

* “Amren's gray eyes held steady. "She cannot know." Rhys said, "That seems like a risk.” Rhys. Do you even hear yourself right now?

* “Gwydion…had been as dark as night and as beautiful.” You guys, I’m going to start new Prydain fanfiction if this keeps up. I think I still have a crush on Lord Gwydion.

* Noble of Cassian to think so highly of Rhysand and Feyre that this High King idea would be good. But eh. I’m not a fan. Can I start an underground resistance to something that hasn’t even happened yet? Me and Tamlin (bless his beastly broken heart) perhaps. Hmmm….

* K. Sure, Rhys, blame Nesta for spilling the beans. Might be time for some of that introspection about how maybe you don’t know what’s best all the time, huh?

* "There's nothing broken to be fixed," he said fiercely.” Obviously I’m cherry-picking the lines I like most, but that doesn’t mean he doesn’t say them, and mean them. And there’s quite a bit to be said about a man who adores a woman and is still able to call her out on her shit. And about a woman who can take it.

* “The sword was an extension of her arm, a part of her as much as her hair or breath. Every movement bloomed with purpose and precision. In the moonlight, before the silvered lake, she was the most beautiful thing he'd ever seen.” Lady Death, everyone.

* “She didn't know how Amren hadn't gone mad. How she'd found the strength to survive.” So, you’re telling me there’s a chance Viktoria is ok in Midgard, is what I’m hearing. #FreeViktoria

* "We heard about you down here. You are the one the sea and the wind and the earth whispered of." He shuddered. "Nesta." That’s right! Shiver in fear before my queen!

* My girl has a thing for beheading, and as a signature move it is a *choice*.

* Can you imagine a Nesta “Lady Death” Acheron + Nynaeve “anything-but-death” al’Meara team up? They would be *unstoppable*.

* The swords and dagger belong to Nesta. End of story. She made them. They, and the power they hold, are hers. If anyone gets to be High-whatever because of them, it’s her.

* “Cassian's heart strained at the pain etching deep into Lucien's face as he tried to hide his disappointment and longing.” Please get this man a HEA.

* I adore the house and Nesta’s sleepover!

* “She wasn't perfect, but ... neither was Feyre” This is the balance in the Force that this fandom needs.

* “The world was beautiful, and she was so grateful to be in it. To be alive, to be here, to see this.” 😌

* Nesta, please don’t become as nasty as the rest of the IC. You are going to get Eris and Lucien and Jurian and Vassa to unit against you if you keep up this nasty, entitled attitude. You want allies? You want unity? You gotta find some respect for people who aren’t you.

* Blood Rites: because Hunger Games is copywrited.

* “Then Rhys fell to his knees and took Nesta's hands in his, pressing his mouth to her fingers. "Thank you," he wept, head bowed.” This feels absolutely right.

* “all of it paid for by Rhys, who could not stop buying her presents.” This is also exactly right. She will never go present-less at Winter Solstice again!

* The painting of Nesta is very appropriate. I do have mixed feelings about the timing—Nesta had to earn her painting? She had to literally risk her life multiple times and save the entire Feysand family unit before she was good enough? I’m happy for her because she knows she belongs now. It’s just…

* The Blood Rite felt tacked on and was unnecessary. I mean, Cassian saved her life (I’m not downplaying everything she did to that point, just noting she would have died if the guy hadn’t shown up!). They sleep in the trees without a problem, despite it being a big deal that the monsters can climb. They have a few fights, but are largely left alone? They don’t hunt or find, I dunno, berries or anything, just starve for days? And then while injured and weak they accomplish what almost nobody else can? Eh. It establishes them as warriors, I think there were other ways to do it.

* And Cassian had to sit on his butt for a week, just twidling his thumbs. Which is fine, but not terribly interesting for a mate who must be going out of his mind with worry?

* Anyway, I’m a fan of Nessian, Nesta & House, Emerie and Gwyn, and everything Nesta. Give my queen back her Made items and the Trove. Rhys should spend the rest of his life on his knees to her. And give my girl all the smutty books and chocolate cake!

[ram-de]

[read] ravensong thoughts vomit (pt. 3)

the post is too long so i made another

FIRST OF ALL. WHY. WHY WHY IS THE BOOK TRYING SO HARD TO MAKE ME FEEL SORRY FOR THOMAS?? Mr klune can you stop mentioning how oh Thomas did it for good or Thomas regretted it or Thomas really wanted to do right. I'm so sick of it. Because he's doing it for good reason (it's not) then suddenly he's absolved of all the wrong, the hurt, the pain he caused to Gordo? Get the hell out. I hate it here.

Ermmmmm this feel like a copout... I'll stop being a downer and just read

I think the book is very long

I'm losing the enthusiasm I'm sorry I took a break hsgshsjsh

Fucking Thomas again. I'm. 😮‍💨 Can't he just be put in like limbos for alpha until he repent. HOW COME HES LIKE IN WOLF HAVEN STOP IT

Fucking Elizabeth. Is this really the time to do a gotcha moment. I'm. 😮‍💨 OK SHE'S HIS WIFE. alright. Whatever. Biased. OK. I'LL STOP. BEING BITTER. YEAY! Closure acquired!

Is it me or Alpha Bennett (THE GOOD ONE AND BY THAT I MEAN JOE NOT THE PRICKASS THOMAS) is getting sidelined. What I said about ox shgsjsjs he's truly the protagonist of the story. The chosen one. Human Alpha, Alpha of the Omegas, what other power-up will he gets in the next book

WHY AM I COMPLAINING the story tension is on all time high and I'm not really invested in the... Fuck ass Thomas plot so other things was buried under... I'm sorry my son (one-handed) gordo...

AUSGHJ I NEED MEREDITH TO dye her hair green so we all can feel relief

Until this point I still can't feel the... What's the term... The... AHHH I'M FORGETTING WORDS.... Like. The actual stake here. Never mind. I'll try it again later.

The book is very long

Meredith chuuni's monologue is very long

FUCK ME MORE MEREDITH MONOLOGUE

I swear I can read... I just need... Line break... 😭😭😭

Elijah didn’t recoil. If anything, that made her angry. “But we couldn’t take them all. I watched as my family fell around me. I saw their skin tear. I heard their screams. I was a child, but I saw it all from the trees.” A tear fell from her eye and onto the knotted tissue of the scar on her face. “My family. Aunts and uncles. Cousins. People who believed such as I did. The wolves didn’t know I was there. The blood was too thick in the air for them to notice me. My father, he…lost his way, after that. He didn’t understand why God had forsaken him. Why he had abandoned us when we needed him most. Fucking words on pages in like three pages ranting about fuckshit referencing Bibles and Meredith King being all righteous and stuff while she never pause LIKE I FUCKING GET IT!! YOU'RE A FREAK!! SHOUTING MORALS WHILE KILLING INNOCENTS ALRIGHT!! I GET IT. STOP!!"

THIS GOES ON FOR THREE. FUCKING. PAGES. NO LINE BREAKS. MY EYE HURTS.

ELIJAH TALKING HER ASS OF BEING A REASON THE PEOPLES ARE SAFE IM. Ok that makes it a little bit better. Fuck u Elijah for talking.

Strangely I don't mind if ox talks long ass paragraph. I love him he's my son. he used to be so quiet and now look at him speaking for two pages long :') my son

I will suppress my resentment to how happy go lucky easy the problem just because it's over. IT'S SO DRAGGED.... FOR HUNDRED OF PAGES...

TJ KLUNE YOU CANT END THE STORY WITHOUT MAKING GORDO RELIVING HIS PAIN HUH. AGAIN? THIS IS TOO MUCH???

...by the time I read the epilogue I'm just...

:-( I know I complained a lot but the ending... It's not really fulfilling. It's more to a prelude to the third book and I know, I know, this is an interconnected series. I just wish I, what? Got to see more of Gordo and Mark post-reconciliation. Last third of the book spent Mark being an omega. He barely talks except gordogordogordo MatePackLove... Felt like the second half is dragged. Too many subplots (which? Not a lot solved?), and the one that they decided to focus, the Elijah plot, I ended up snoozing. I love love love Gordo though I think this might be a torture book with how long he's portrayed to be hurting and broken. I love love love Mark of his devotion and honesty. Individually I love them both but paired up I wish they had more time to reconcile. For Mark to properly apologizes and pamper Gordo with more love to make time.

I know I always will side with Gordo, because he is so raw as a character. His pain, his hurting, it's just so emotional to me. The first half? Of the book is what I loved the most. The tidbits of Gordo's memories, switching up to Gordo bonding with Joe, Carter and Kelly. Other character, man, the Team Humans really shine. The bar scene still cracks me up when I think about it. What else. Ahh...

I'll rant about other things instead. I'm a bit baffled that when Mark and Carter were infected, the whole pack, heavily on Gordo promised to find a way for that problem. Issue is, I don't really think they delve a lot into what they're doing? The research? The progress? Because there's also the problem of Elijah, ok. But suddenly, Gordo, thought the way was to... Mate? And I was, ok. Sure. What about Carter? He can't be mating to his tether. It's like... Have you really done anything, Gordo...?

Its my opinion but it's not really, satisfying? In Wolfsong, even though I still think the ending part needs to be longer, it pushes me to "I want to read more!" hence, I'm here. But for Ravensong, it's a bit... There's too much going on. World building, and all. I don't like how proper apologies are barely presence, from Thomas and Mark, and to an extent Elizabeth too. This bothers me a lot. But I ranted too much about it already. I'll stop.

Actually I won't stop. I hate hate hate that they're pushing Gordo, the one that they left to eventually patch things up. Where's. The. Proper. Apologies. Now that I think about it if I'm looking at this book as a typical second-chance stories I usually read, I will say that the groveling isn't done well. Fuck Thomas Bennett. And they still. Tried to portray him in a good light even after death? I fucking hate anything Thomas related.

I'm super, super excited for Kelly and Robbie's book. But I don't know? Finishing Ravensong is a bit of a letdown... Maybe because I expected more like like that of Wolfsong?

Why does this turned into a rant post idk but. Yeah, I don't really enjoy is as much as Wolfsong. I still love the characters (except Thomas), I just... Aaah guess I'll read Book 3 later. When I'm over this, unsatisfactory post-reading experience.

[mavspeed]

Heyo! Just wanted to come thank you again for the awesome chapter and wish you well. I was completely blown away by chapter 7 and the way you keep giving these little pieces of the puzzle that is IceMav’s relationship but not so much that we can put it together all the way. You have to keep coming back and then think about how both characters might have experienced the same moment in different ways, if that makes sense. You really play in the unreliable narrator so well and I am living for it. Like I always want to believe that the narrator is telling the truth and to an extent they are because that’s how they experienced and understood what was happening but they don’t realize their perception is being marked or shadowed by their past experiences and/or biases. It the best thing because I live for multiple perspectives so it’s like that scene character A took it this way while Character B understood this way. It’s great, phenomenal, one of my absolute favorite writing techniques.

I do have a couple questions though if you don’t mind and feel free to take as much time responding as you want. Do the flyboys really blame Ice for what happened or is that his guilt and terrible self worth talking? Like I know you mentioned Slider not talking to him for a bit after the break up but do they understand that both Maverick and Iceman fucked up? Also can you perhaps explain a little more why Maverick felt so hurt? Your writing really made me feel the emotions during these scenes but I have been having a hard time wrapping my head around some stuff. I am very slow on the uptake and can’t always make connections as to why people get upset about certain things. Was he hurt that Ice had been keeping secrets and denying the validity of their relationship to Ice’s family? Upset that Ice was no longer bringing him to the parties? I totally understand if you can’t reveal any of these answers yet or if you just want to point towards a certain chapter for these answers, then that works too.

Ok I think I have word vomited enough to you and hope you have a great rest of the week. Thanks again so much for the update and all your hard work because 16000 words is no joke.

hiiii this is such a lovely lovely comment thank you so so much! seriously I always greatly appreciate it when people express that they like my writing style bc I hate it most days lmfjjdks❤️❤️

as for your questions! do the flyboys really hate ice for what happened- nope, they don’t. it’s mostly his guilt talking bc he genuinely feels terrible still for how he handled the end to their relationship (although Mav had a hand to play in it too 👀)

the slider thing is honestly ice blowing it way out of proportion. here’s the thing- slider could only hear about what happened from one person only, and that was ice, since the other one cut off all communication and went cold turkey on them. he hears ice blame himself and runs with the facts. except he doesn’t have two sides to the story and ice is skewing the account of it too much in Mav’s favour! plus, slider was Also hurt by mav’s isolation, and he unknowingly puts the blame on ice. and you have to admit, it sounds pretty bad from ice’s pov only. lying to mav for 9 months and then cold shouldering him for one more month? WHEW. anyone would be a little Yo Dude What The Fuck after hearing that. but yeah, after a while slider comes to his senses and realises he was being unfair to ice. ice just keeps thinking slider is mad at him until one day slider comes up to him and is like dude chill I’m not mad 😭

ALSO DONT SELF-FLAGELLATE that honour belongs only to icemav!! you can ask me anything seriously I don’t mind answering stuff!! you are absolutely not slow on the uptake sometimes I leave a little too much subtext in my fic lmao. for the mav thing: he wasn’t hurt about the parties in any way, he hates them 💀 but yeah, he’s that hurt because ice lied to him in a massive, massive way- and again, for NINE MONTHS.

at this point, he just wanted a little bit of clarity and openness from ice. like ice has refused to tell him about his family for so long and this lie sort of... toppled the deck of cards lmao. it’s got mav thinking- does he care about me as much as I do for him? or have I been reading this wrong and I am just a warm body for him?

you can argue that it is a little bit hypocritical of mav to be all You Lied To Me! when mav has Also been lying to ice and downplaying the severity of some stuff in his past + goose-related trauma. but at the same time, lying about your family, telling them you dumped your boyfriend, going to parties and putting up the appearance of a single man... it’s wild! it’s crazy! and that’s why he got so upset.

(this is getting way too long of an answer once again) but anyway, all this gets hashed out in a proper conversation/screaming argument between them... eventually. their second go of it won’t be so disastrous, I promise 🙏🏼

[kadythethief]

ok im posting some pics cause i wanna cope

was gonna rate the love interest maybe? eventually? but i can't even get into the game rn arghhhhhh

ok so of the five(?) love interests, i just....picked this one, i guess. idk. im a pit picky tbh but shove a chara with purple hair in front of me and i'll TAKE IT.

hello, yes, btw this might contain what you might consider spoilers. continue on your own risk

he's a vamp. and he's DUMBBBB. like eh. honestly regretted the route i took. he is kinda...distant. cold. kinda naggy sometimea. BIG old man energy. vamps, i guess.

i get that that's probably an otome-trope but like...BOO. not into it.

i know it probably won't happen in an otome named "magic! and the boys i like" but pls let me date amelie the catgirl. maybe it's bc her VA sounds the best? but she is just also rly cute 😤

mc meets the tanned werewolf who'd beat up the whole world up for you if you let him which is kinda funny tbh. didn't like him initially, especially cause he introduces himself to you by sneaking into your room through your window in the middle of the night

there's like an evil magic thing lurking around and you have to be guarded but the werewolf takes you to see a performance at a bar or something

when you return, the vamp's kinda mad at your recklessness but the werewolf says he was there to protect you or something and vamp gets kinda huffy and there's some jelly vibe tbh

which like

hahahah

yes. i wanna see more of that. i kinda wanna get under his skin a bit. i wanna vex the old man more. (his cards, contrary to his plot-personality seem very hot tbh looool)

but yeah the rest of the chapters were still locked at that point at like the last one ended literally at like a cliffhanger where they introduced the villain with major yandere vibes. it looked very interesting 👀👀👀👀👀. also he has purple hair.

(secret love interest route pls???????)

the game has very nice world building btw.

the love interests are of different races, all which attend the school. the werewolf LI owns the bar which formerly belonged to his father who's like a mafia boss and when he got into trouble with the school, they were all talking about his father's goons not just letting that stand and shit

there was some other stuff to illustrate the world building but again, im still currently locked out of the game via loading screen 😭

extra: the blonde love interest guides you around at school at first which totally bugs his chosen-by-their-families-fiancee who is also blonde, really popular, and tbh, per character design, really pretty tbh. she should be a love interest too.

unfortunately she seems to solely exist to be the jealous mean girl who will bully you (and your cat girl friend amelie (noooo leave my cat girl gf aloooone 😭😭)) for literally breathing around her husband-to-be

honestly the blonde love interest is so basic and such a trope...but idk, actually, right around when he tells you that actually, to the surprise of basically no one, he doesn't actually love his fiance and wants to break up with her, he also reveals actually you know each other from when you were children but unfortunately you don't seem to be able to remember due to what is implied to be a horrific, traumatic incident

.....it's not great. which is why i like to ignore it and imagine it never exists tbh.

things happen and you and your cat girl gf land in the hospital where you meet the doctor love interest, the resident loli. his introduction is funny.

blonde love interest visits you often in hospital until you get released.

but then it kinda feels like...they just...forgot about someone?

okay, listen, maybe i'm biased...but until the last cliffhanger chapter, not a word has then been mentioned about cat girl amelie

like...has she been released??? is she okay?????

and again......i might be biased...but bro, at the very least i'd like to know...cause i'm imagining cat girl amelie's still in the hospital, and up until this point, the two were friends...at the least, and until the last chapter she isn't really mentioned once and like, i'm thinking mc has not visited her once?

COLD, mc, COLD.

and like it's very basic but idk, it somehow rly works. he is kinda adorable in how genuine he feels

???? idk how to end this, i kinda rambled on hahah, i just wanna read the next chapters tbh 😥😥😥😥

[aquagustd]

SO i'm back with my english. :'')

when i did say i want someone to stand by oc, i mean, i know she does it by herself. i just don't want her to suffer anymore /cryingariver. but i know yoongi & tae will be there for her, to help and take her away from the past and old wounds from time to time. i think i forgot HOW FCKNG BADASS she truly is.Now she is a mother and her son is her life, so ofc she will be more afraid and cautious about everything; but doesnt mean she cannot kick some ass if she needs.

in my defense, i never was team jk. even on the drabble, i realized that his ways to deal with things are not good & tae treats (& fuckssajfiocdsoijfefijffu) her much better. OK i give some credit do jk OK he is good awesome fucksniiiiice, but yet he doesn't seem to know limits & HE IS MUCH WORSE NOW omgggggggggg honestly honestly honestly i cannot save him. EVEN WITH SOME ASS GOOD EXPLANATION how is treating her, i dont care. we might forgive him and yet want he is out LITERALLY OUT. leave oc with junho being happy alone, or with tae cuz he will be the best father. no mores. yk whatever happened during or before or after yoongi’s wedding is no good for sure and/or life changer.

as i said, i want to be 100% team tae. but with the whole fic’ styles and your amazing writing ability, it is kinda hard. bc oc has been going through hell her whole life, with sparkles of happiness that when, as yuri said, a prince charming appears, everything seems too good to be true…ofc jk is balancing things out (THAT STUPIDDDD JERK) yet…

OK i think tae is sus but not in a bad way. Since the beginning ik there is something there however does not mean it is bad, could be actually a awesome thing. Bc all the characters have some mystery in them until now (saving oc & yoongi..cuz EVEN JUNHO HAS SECRETS) and tae is much more into oc’s life than she is into his (ok, is a important person we know). so,the mystery is still there (doesn't mean he wants something more than is showing right now). ALSO he is opening about his childhood! lovely! my heart is out <33.

and we don't about this, but ***the voices in my head**** say that there is the possibility of jk being this whole mess cuz he thinks oc had abandoned him when decided to have a normal life or she is not a woman from him anyway cuz now she is a normal person ??? or something very crucial happened… idk, i think yoongi’s wed. moment has the key. etheir way i am almost sure he wants junho, as he first (and only) child to be the one to assume his “”””family business””””. which makes me hate him EVEN MORE (is it possible at this point?) just to think of it. PLUS so “”funny!”” how he decided to appear when oc is having the time of her life with tae. LIKE “””everyone knows you are already here so why now??”””. honestly: jk is the hell and now he changed and became empty.

ps: i am sorry for the ass essay here! AAAAAH JIMIN APPEARED and i already want to hug him!...that’s why i dont read a lot of fics with him cuz i am sooooooooo biased when he steps in :’’’’’’)

YESS OC IS BADASS & can fight her own battles. i get what you mean !! she does need some help from time to time but that doesn’t make her weak.

😩😩 you’re so right about jungkook. no matter what happened at yoongi’s wedding, we know that it wasn’t good because look at the way jungkook is behaving now ??

aw yes 🥺 we’re learning about tae in bits & pieces. i’m glad you spotted it ! oc is so into her own shit that she doesn’t have time to spend with him 🥲 tae is a bit mysterious, but that’s not his fault at all.

oh my god??? that is literally amazing. are you a writer??? “jungkook is the hell and now he is empty” i never thought of that myself 😭 & your theories???? he thinks that she left him for a normal life like WOT you are one smart bean. and thinking that he might want junho because he’s the next heir to the family business 👀👀👀 can i kiss you ???

don’t apologize about your essay!! valid points were made 😤 and jimin yes 😭😭 i had to cut out so many scenes because he was being too flirty with y/n and there was too much tension. thank you for reading bb <3

[crispy-chan]

amg I’ve been following Maze of Memories since you’ve posted the first 5 chapters and have been anticipating each new edition because of how well you write it! 😳💖 And chapter 7 is one I’ve been anticipating bc I’m so curious to how the story will progress and Felix’s fate and YOU DELIVERED! Absolutely delivered and served 🥺💕

I had to prepare my heart bc while I know Lix’s destined for tragedy, I was hoping that he’ll make it out alright 😭 I love how you developed their relationship and I felt it deep in my heart (despite being Chan biased like HNNG DBDBD TBH IF CHAN WASNT MY BIAS IT WOULD BE FELIX SO DBDN AAA I LOVE IT SO MUCH) and I almost cried at how heartbreaking it was for y/n to find him in that state ;; LIKE AAAHHH NOOOOOOO FELIX BEBDDB I wanted to save him 😭

I felt so bad for y/n and felt how scared she was now that she’s alone and the loneliness and crushing weight it has on her because she lost the only person she can trust in this hell without a hellevator ! And the details too about what happens after the games like what happens to the fallen tributes ;; idk if it was in the book bc it’s been a while since I read the Hunger Games but I love how you added more and explored that too. I was really shocked that they won’t be returned to their families and are treated like they’re just something not worthy of rest like it was so inhumane 😭 bc they only saw them as piles of flesh and not a person :(( they’re just their for entertainment as it is ever since the beginning.

It’s so interesting to see the shift of povs too. It gave so much insight on what Felix and Chan were experiencing and feeling it made Felix’s downfall 10x more agonizing while it made me more intrigued with Chan as a character bc that budding growth and internal change 😭 also pls give yourself a pat on the back bc those fight scenes! 🥺👌🏻💕💕💕 I think you said you’re not that confident(?) with/used to writing them but I enjoyed them a lot! I think it was well written enough and was able to add depth to what happened in between and was able to keep the suspense bc ngl I was holding my breath the entire time when Felix had to go against the tributes 😭😭😭 I think you’re doing a really good job writing this series!

I’m not one for action/dystopian genres of fics but this series is one of my favorites! I’m always anticipating and excitedly waiting for each new chapter and how it plays out 😭💖💖 I’m in awe at how you did the world building and setting up the characters and how you flesh them out. Nothing feels too slow or too fast; it’s the perfect balance and the emotions THE EMOTIONSSS 😭😭😭 oh my gosh your Lix will forever live in my heart! my precious bby boy! also this is super long 😭😭😭 aaa I’m just really happy chapter 7 is posted and I had so much fun reading I’m patiently waiting for the next one and see how our main stars will develop from there 💖

Thank you so much for sharing your hard work!! //and aa might make fanart bc ooof HMNG THAT VICTORY SONG MAMA VER CHAN AND THIS AU LIVING IN MY MIND RENT FREE👌🏻👌🏻 😭😭😭 waah my gosh im(not)ok 😂

Hello💓 so first of all, I thank you very much for this juicy long ask💓💓ngl, it warmed my heart and I was in a bad mood before reading it and now I’m smiling so thank you for that💕💕

I really wanted felix’s and yn’s friendship to be something that slowly built up, despite the circumstances. I wanted people to feel sad about his departure, I wanted him to be someone you got attached to so I’m glad it worked🥺although I admit it’s a bit weird without him now...

I honestly don’t remember if they returned the fallen tributes to their districts or not, but I decided to just roll with what my brain wanted. And yeah, Felix definitely made the games 10x more bearable for yn, I thought of her to be just a simple girl with no fighting skills (let’s just say like most people) and I think it would definitely be absolutely terrifying for a normal person to be thrown like that into the games. The fact that it’s an underground maze definitely doesn’t help lol.

I definitely tried with the POV shifts, writing yn and lix was not super hard, but writing chan was a bit more demanding. Like, I had to be in this mindset of a trained killer, that actually didn’t kill before the games so he didn’t know how terrifying it is. The only people he killed so far are 4 and 1, both of which either tried to kill yn and/or caused her immense pain by brutaly murdering her friend. I think that he was actually sad too when he saw that Felix was dead...

As for the world building, I’m actually surprised there’s any 😅 I don’t think I payed it enough attention while writing, but I’m glad you enjoyed it💕💕 honestly feedback like this helps a lot. I’ve realized that I am incapable of objectively judging my own works, I always see some flaws and I’m like: not enough dialogue! Too fast pacing! Way too slow! Etc etc.

But in all seriousness, I’m really glad you enjoy the series enough to send feedback like this💓 this is probably the most amazing ask I’ve ever received and I’m honored that you enjoy the series💓

Please stay safe and anticipate the next chapters🤪💓🥺😚���💓

Ps: if you ever decide to do fan art, I think I’d bust a lung but no pressure💓💓 if you ever do it, it would be really cool if you tagged me, I’d love to see it🥺🥺💓

[sommer-girl]

Tuesday, November 8 — 160 Characters or Less: Write a story using either Tweets or entirely in texts between characters. (This is a one-shot prompt, not something you do with others.)

An (abridged) log of Discord messages between annafiction and klara_reads

TW: Mentions of family issues, rough parent relationships, homophobia

(just a side note that there are messages omitted, this is just for the ~vibe)

15 March 2020

**Incoming Friend Request: klara_reads**

klara_reads: Ok people are pretty strict about spoilers in the main chat so I figured I’d message you on the side lol klara_reads: But you are SO right that ending was bullshit klara_reads: It wasn’t even satisfying like I know I’m biased as a Lizabelle shipper but it isn’t even aBOUT that!!!

annafiction: omg no i agree annafiction: 100% annafiction: idec about who liza ends up with i just think that killing the objectively BEST character for NO REASON is so bad annafiction: ugh it was such a good book and then it couldn’t stick the landing i don’t wanna say it ruined the whole thing but like...

klara_reads: LITERALLY klara_reads: At least someone else is on the same page lol

23rd March 2020

annafiction: omg i LOVED ur fic!!!! annafiction: like no pressure but i’m so excited for the next chapter :)

klara_reads: Aww thank you Anna!!! klara_reads: Someday I am converting everyone to the Lizabelle side hehe

annafiction: no but lowkey the way you wrote liza annafiction: so good like i never even thought about her that way before annafiction: ugh i FELT it

klara_reads: Oh my gosh thank you klara_reads: I feel like we as a fandom don’t talk about Liza’s childhood enough like how LONELY that must have been klara_reads: Also uhhh maybe projecting a little bit of my own shit here hahaha klara_reads: #JustGrowingUpInTheMiddleOfNowhereThings

annafiction: sAME THO annafiction: i mean actually i live in a pretty big city but my dad is rlly strict so its like  annafiction: i might as well be living in the hinterlands like liza lol

klara_reads: Oof klara_reads: Yeah I know what you mean klara_reads: Just you wait once you get to college it’s so much better I promise klara_reads: Like ok I still live in the middle of nowhere but at least everyone doesn’t know about all my family’s shit here lol klara_reads: Sorry not to overshare

annafiction: no ur good i get it annafiction [deleted] : hahaha you wanna talk about family shit annafiction: i am soooo excited to go to uni like AHH im so jealous of u

klara_reads: It’s the best haha

26th March 2020

annafiction: sorry i fell asleep annafiction: CURSE YOU TIME ZONES!!!!!

klara_reads: Lol you’re good I figured!!!! klara_reads: Spent the rest of the night working on a new chapter >:)

annafiction: AHHHHH

klara_reads: Hahaha  klara_reads: For real though I really appreciate that you’ve been hyping up my stuff in the main it’s really nice

annafiction: of course!!! i rlly love it i’m so serious

klara_reads: It just really motivates me to keep writing like I know I should be just doing it for myself but it’s nice

annafiction: i don’t think there’s anything wrong with that tbh. like i don’t write fic or anything but when ppl comment on my reviews and stuff it makes me want to keep doing them

klara_reads: Lol that sweet sweet AO3 kudos dopamine rush

annafiction: 😂😂

2 April 2020

annafiction: hey i know this is a big ask so like no worries if not annafiction: but i figure since ur a really good writer!!!! and since we’ve been talking a lot ab uni and stuff!!!  annafiction: would you maybe have a minute to like a a quick look at my personal statement for this school?

klara_reads: OMG of course!!!! klara_reads: I am so excited for you omg I would be happy to

annafiction: ur the best 😭

9 April 2020

klara_reads: Ok... not to be this person klara_reads: But WHAT is alyssa talking about 

annafiction: girl i wish i knew 😂

klara_reads: Sorry I just klara_reads: WHAT klara_reads: There is NO way she got an arc for a book that pubs in 2022 klara_reads: I am positive that arcs dont even EXIST rn klara_reads: Is the book even WRITTEN

annafiction: i really dont like to call ppl liars but... annafiction: i mean come on... that kindle pic looked fishy...

klara_reads: Me rn

annafiction: HAHAHA IM CRYING

25 April 2020

annafiction: KLARA

klara_reads: ANNA

annafiction: GUESS WHAT

klara_reads: WHAT

annafiction: I GOT IN!!!!

klara_reads: AAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!! klara_reads: ANNNNNNAAAAAAA!!!!!! klara_reads: I KNEW YOU WOULD!!!!

annafiction: i couldn’t have done it without you!!!!!

klara_reads: Of course you could have :P klara_reads: But congratulations I’m happy for you :DD

annafiction: thank you!!!!! <333333

klara_reads: How are you gonna celebrate?

annafiction: oh we’re not gonna do anything huge annafiction: idk i haven’t mentioned it to my parents yet

klara_reads: You should tell them!!!!

annafiction: yeah i will!!!! annafiction [deleted]: its complicated annafiction: idk i think its bittersweet for them haha annafiction: you know the vibe

klara_reads: Yeah I get that klara_reads: But they will be happy for you. Everyone has to learn to let go at some point. klara_reads: My parents were weird about me going to school out here at first but they got over it.

annafiction: yeah i’m sure mine will too

29 April 2020

annafiction: oh my god annafiction: sdjkfhaksljdfhaslf annafiction: ok im really sorry im just freaking out my dad is saying i can’t go to pride u

klara_reads: What? What happened?

annafiction: isn’t it like 3 am for you

klara_reads: You know me I don’t sleep lol klara_reads: But back up what do you mean?

annafiction: ugh its a really long story idk im sorry i just didnt know who else to talk to

klara_reads: Don’t apologize!! Do you want to talk about it?

annafiction: idk i just annafiction: i feel CRAZY annafiction: i feel like he’s making me out to be this horrible person just bc  annafiction: ugh ok this is a whole other thing annafiction: i dont rlly talk ab it in main bc idk its hard but my mum has some health issues and he’s saying i shouldnt go anywhere right now

klara_reads: Oh my god I’m so sorry klara_reads: Is she okay? If you don’t mind me asking?

annafiction: yeah no sorry u can ask, it’s a long story but basically she got cursed when i was little and it’s just been different things since then annafiction: and its nothing in particular happening right now its the same things as always and i DO feel bad but i mean i’m not just gonna live at home forever annafiction: and i’m gonna visit!!!!  annafiction: and now he’s saying i should just do school online annafiction: fhalksjfhaskl i dont know what to do

klara_reads: Okay #1 I am really sorry that is shitty klara_reads: You are not a bad person for wanting to go to uni even if there’s stuff going on at home.  klara_reads: But it’s gonna be okay. There will be a way. 

annafiction: what if i just never leave this freaking house annafiction: im gonna spend my whole stupid life here and im never gonna get to do anything annafiction: i hate this so much its so unfair

klara_reads: I know it looks that way right now, but trust me, it will work out klara_reads: We’ll find a way klara_reads: I’ll help you

annafiction: u dont have to do that 

klara_reads: No I want to klara_reads: It’s not the same situation but I feel like I was kind of in a similar situation when I was in high school klara_reads: I didn’t have to do it on my own and neither should you

annafiction: thanks klara annafiction: ur the best <3

22 June 2020

klara_reads: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!! annafiction: THANK YOU!!!!!

25 June 2020

klara_reads: Heeeeey you can totally say no klara_reads: But do you want to beta read something....

annafiction: hmmm let me think about it annafiction: uhhh DUH!!!!!!!

30 June 2020

annafiction: we still on for movie night???

klara_reads: Yes!!! Give me five mins to get set up

annafiction: 🎉

7 July 2020

klara_reads: so............ i did the thing

annafiction: THE thing?!?!?!?!

klara_reads: 🌈 Eeeeeek

annafiction: HOW DID IT GO

klara_reads: Better than I thought tbh klara_reads: My mom started crying though because I can’t get married in a Catholic church or something and I’m like girl I haven’t been Catholic for a hot minute

annafiction: lol annafiction: I’M SO PROUD OF YOU!!!! annafiction: u don’t need to get married in a church anyway u need to get married on a cliff like lizabelle ;)

klara_reads: U get me!!!!!

24 July 2020

klara_reads: Wow I did not expect that to be controversial klara_reads: You ok???

annafiction: hahaha yeah i’m fine annafiction: i just hope ppl aren’t mad at me

klara_reads: Ur allowed to have an opinion lol

annafiction: yeah i KNOW im just like eeek annafiction: i guess i can see how geoldie could be problematic but!!! idk i just think they’re cute!!!! and i rlly just love that song so i wanted to share the amv annafiction: did not expect it to explode like that annafiction: its fine lol i’m just prob gonna tap out for the night

klara_reads: Ok I just wanted to check klara_reads: Lmk if you wanna watch a movie or something

15 August 2020

annafiction: ok i submitted another app for pride u annafiction: told my dad annafiction: with that thing i told u i was gonna say annafiction: he said he’s gonna think about it...

klara_reads: !!!!!!! klara_reads: keep me posted!!!!!!!!!!! klara_reads: you got this girl <3

11 January 2021

annafiction: sorry its been a minute busy with school stuff but HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!! MISS YOU GIRLY

klara_reads: Awww thanks Anna!! I hope you’re having the time of your life. Looks like it from your Insta

annafiction: ugh i love it here annafiction: we gotta call and catch up

klara_reads: Yes!!!! klara_reads: So much to tell you too klara_reads: Ummmmm :)

annafiction: WHAT

klara_reads: I mayyyy have a girlfriend :)

annafiction: KLARA!!!!!!!!!!!! annafiction: ok u MUST fill me in  annafiction: are u free this weekend to talk?

klara_reads: Yes!!!!

annafiction: can’t wait :)))

[ratherbefangirling]

I have thought about this in great length so today is my chance to shine.

Ok so I'm an ot7 biased but usually I'm always down for Joon because he's the one I feel like I could relate to the most

Also like he's the literal definition of my dream guy, tall likes books and museums, charming speaks a foreign language with like a good accent, into gardening ... I have specifications lol so I was convinced a guy like him wouldn't exist but yeah...

Despite all that I don't think we would romantically work out like we are too same ?? So him its gonna be me crushing on him so much that everyone knows

I will cry about how much I think Yoongi and Jin are husband material bc like seriously.

Jin had my heart when I saw the old bangtan vlogs where he was like I think about cooking with my future wife 😭 baby get married I won't be mad I swear. Also since being delulu alone isn't enough I talked about if to my sibs and they said Jin x me the pink couple ... somehow I end up buying everything pink even though my actual favourite color is purple.

Like also I love cooking for fun so I think we could enjoy things together but also jin is obsessed with games and I with reading so we could just hang around but do our own things.

Yoongi is super attractive because you know the thing about you basing your romantic relationships out of your parents and seeing sope just was like fun because of that. Like the man loves doing shit for you, as person who has recieved love in the acts of service its easier for me to understand and accept.

And I'm like down bad for the non dance line in a dream man scenario but really I just love em all.

Ok so Hobi now I think we would be like acquaintances who have a good view of each other because we really are polar opposites.

While I like am soft for Jimin, we are both overthinkers and it would turn toxic fast. It would be the dreamy couple all over each other and then they break up and hate each others guts but also like a lot of yearning involved.

With Taehyung I think he might like me yes I said that... I like art and fashion and I am a family person like the dreamy romanticism family I want that and so does he and me might just get hitched on a ill timed drive too

With Jungkook it'd be a hit or miss really like man either going to be wow cool or meh can't be bothered.

So I think my case it would be like long time crush on joon which everyone is aware about and a love triangle yoongi and Tae

Yes thanks for coming to my Ted talk. I tried editing it to give it some structure but the self restraint and doubts might have interfered.

in this house we breed delusions so for tonight’s open discussion i wanna know who’s your bias (or if you’re ot7 then which member do you lean towards even if it’s just atm) and then like if y’all met irl and was homies like what would your love triangle be 👀??? like who would you like and who do you think would like you and then like as a plot twist who would you actually end up with and why?? i’ll go first

so i claim seokjin as my bias 💁🏾‍♀️ but irl i just know i’d have the fattest crush on joon like he tall and i know he’s firm and he got that deep voice 😮‍💨 and he’s super smart but also a himbo so like as much as i’d be able to go to him for like perspective i could also teach and have power over him 🥵 but i think lowkey yoon would be feeling me bc we got the same energy like people been calling me yoongi for years i’m chill a lil chaotic ion tolerate nonsense a bit outspoken yet still low maintenance i think he’d dig it but at the end of the day i’d probably end up with hobi nd like i was so ready to say jimin bc i’ve been so into him lately but no hobi really is my soulmate like when i’m chill we would be chill together and when i’m hype he would be hype we could go out and have a good time but we’d have an even better time chilling at home i could take care of him when he’s having a hard time and he’d do the same for me like he’s actually my soulmate

someone please weigh in bc i feel crazy as he’ll typing this out don’t leave me hanging in bangtan we trust 🫡