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ratherbefangirling · 19 days ago
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Kookie and his ghostie friends! ♥
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ratherbefangirling · 20 days ago
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ratherbefangirling · 1 month ago
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welcome back, my love ♡
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ratherbefangirling · 1 month ago
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ㅡ 𝐰𝐞'𝐫𝐞 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 🌙
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ratherbefangirling · 1 month ago
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tokyo: waiting by the bus station at 10pm. people come and go, but no one stops to stare. the smell of smoke trails into your nose—and it screams danger. but you’re tired. there is no where to run.
seoul: feeling claustrophobic in your own skin, you wish you could strip it off of you. home never felt so foreign, but where else is there to go? nails dig themselves into your thighs, but even then the pain is numbed.
moonchild: watching the dusk turn to dawn, and dawn to dusk. time moves, and it slips through your fingers the more you resist. “it’s okay,” you think. the fireflies in the sky blink in agreement.
badbye: lurking beyond the edges of your vision, it is a shadow. it is looming, a thing of darkness and coldness. in your blindness, you scramble to find purchase on something—until you feel cool glass under your fingertips. a mirror; it was you.
uhgood: swirling like whiskey in a bottle, your thoughts feel like lead in your brain. there are sights to see, things to achieve—but you stand as stagnant as the puddles after a storm. your mind is a jail, and you are its prisoner.
everythingoes: there is coffee trickling down the side of your cup, but you choose to watch the sun rise beyond the horizon. the final boss waits idly, waiting for your arrival but you pause to taste the scenery instead. there is no need to rush—the sun will come and go regardless. they will wait for you.
forever rain: the raindrops feel like weights against your skin. has the world always looked this gray? umbrellas and boots slosh their way past you, but no one takes the time to look back. it is only the cold arms of a winter night’s breeze that you can call your own.
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ratherbefangirling · 1 month ago
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kim "never let them know your next move" seokjin
+ the hat TT
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ratherbefangirling · 1 month ago
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kim seokjin i love you
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ratherbefangirling · 1 month ago
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This is the magic lucky word count. Reblog for creativity juice. It might even work, who knows.
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ratherbefangirling · 2 months ago
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I so wanna open my mouth and spill the tea. But I'm going the highway and I'll refrain from accidentally spoiling it for you but she's not 15.. I'll add that later.. but thank you for bringing it up.
KARZ : the debt of love(1)
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Pairing: Seokjin x heiress Reader (past) ; Jungkook x idol reader (present)
Summary: the debt of love must always be paid.
Genre: Drama, Fluff, Angst, Reincarnation AU, Revenge.
Inspired by the 1980 movie of the same name. I basically binged 2 versions of the same movie while watching a bts edit on one of the songs of the movie. You don't have to watch the movie to read this.
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P•R•O•L•O•G•U•E
"Jin.. Jin... Jin? Where are you my love?" You enter your penthouse apartment, calling out your beloved fiance.
There's sound of chopping in the kitchen.
"In the kitchen my love." He replies.
You enter the kitchen watching him slave over the stove. You wrap your arms around him.
"You don't have to work so hard my love. The cooks fear for their job." You tease him.
"But I like cooking for you princess."
You smile at him. "I have good news."
"What happened?" He asks turning off the stove and washing his hands.
"We won the case. I've finally inherited my family assets. Now I can keep my family and you happy."
He wraps arms around you and lifts you up, twirling you in his arms.
"I'm so happy for you my princess"
"Ok ok put me down."
He gently puts you down." We got to celebrate this." He tells you excited.
"Let's get married."
"All of a sudden?" He asks.
"I wanna be married to you. I just wanted to get these legal hurdles over with. I didn't want to drag you in this mess" you get on one knee taking out rings you'd purchased.
"Will you make me the happiest girl in the world?" You ask grinning.
"Ya! I wanted to propose." He scolds you gently.
"Jin."
He lifts you up. "Yes. I will marry you. I'm yours I'll always be yours in thus life and every life after that. Forever."
You hug him. He wraps his arms around you. Kissing your forehead.
"I love you princess"
"I love you too my prince."
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You and Jin drink by the poolside. You've come to one of the remote properties you own. A villa on a cliff. It's quite a view. It's secluded and perfect.
You spend the days and nights together. Having all sorts of fun. Playing games, eating, dancing, watching stars.
"How does it feel, our honey moon is coming to an end?" You ask Jin.
"I wish it could last forever. That I could keep you to myself forever."
You touch his shoulder comfortingly. "Hey, you'll still have me. This is only the beginning."
He nods taking a sip of his red wine.
"Besides" you add." My mom and younger brother Jimin are excited to meet you."
He nods thoughtfully.
"Are you that sad our trip is ending?" You ask caressing his cheek.
"I'm sorry Y/n."
Your brows furrow. "What's wrong Jin?" You ask concerned. Your body feels numb.
"I'm sorry it had to be this way."
"What are you talking about?" You are confused by his change in demeanour. You try to raise your hand to touch him but there is no strength in your arms.
He kisses your forehead. "Betrayal can only be payed by betrayal. Goodbye my love." He says pushing you off the edge.
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15 years later
[We have with us in the studio , everyones favourite the rising star of the music industry. The starlet Melody. ]
[ The charming young star in front of us lives very differently from how it all started. Today we dive into all the details in an exclusive interview to the hymns magazine]
Interviewer (I): Welcome to the studio Melody. We are very happy to host you.
Melody(M): Hello I'm happy to be here, please take good care of me.
I: Known for your vocal range and charming stage presence, you've won many awards at national and international levels. How does it feel ?
M: as everyone knows. I used to sneak out from the orphanage to try busking along with my bestfriend. When I got scouted and later adopted by our CEO. And a lot of rigorous practice and schedules later. I finally got to go on stage and I still remember the euphoria and gratefulness I felt when people started supporting me. I'm grateful to each and every one of my fans.
I: you mentioned your bestfriend accompanied you. Were they also scouted?
M: my bestfriend got adopted and decided to become a doctor.
I: so it was a happy ending.
M: Yes.
I: I heard you're releasing a new album? Can you tell us more about it.
M: Yes ofcourse. This one's really close to my heart. For the first time I got total control over all aspects which is a lot harder than it sounds. Sort of a graduation gift from our CEO. Unlike the music so far. Though all my music does have my personality in it. This is the first time. I've been left to my own devices so as to say.
I: sounds exciting. We can't wait to hear what you've come up with.
M: the album is called 'the girl with many phases' and it is about my journey to becoming the person I am today. The title track is Moon which I co wrote with my bestfriend back in the day.
I: the same bestfriend who's becoming a doctor?
M:*laughs* yes. I hope you'll like it.
[Song plays ▶️ ]
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"Good bye and Goodnight Seoul, thanks for having me"
You wave goodbye, sending air hugs hearts and kisses as you go to the backstage, tired a little grumpy and if you don't lie in a bed soon probably sick.
The concert tours were both exhilarating and tiring. You enjoyed being on stage. Interacting with your fans. Going to new places though you couldn't always visit. The travel, the practice, the show all were physically taxing.
As you enter the green room, already removing your accessories, a large bouquet of flower greets you holding which is your bestfriend, Kim Namjoon.
You keep the accessories on the table and run to hug him. He hugs you back.
"Did you come to see the show? "
"Ofcourse my exams got over and I flew to see you. Happy Birthday Melody."
You laugh giddy. "Let me change and let's have dinner." You tell him.
"Ofcourse, I'll be waiting."
You go take a quick shower and change into your normal comfortable clothes.
Namjoon is still waiting when you come back.
"How have you been y/n ? "
"Can't complain. Life has changed. Problems have changed"
"What's bothering you. Talk to me?"
"I have money, fame, a high paying job, success but.."
"I still feel empty. I still don't have a family or love."
"What about your adopted family."
"They ended the adoption. The CEO and I only have a buisness relationship. I'm just a product to be sold and profit off. Even if I want to go back home. There's no one waiting for me."
Namjoon puts a hand on your shoulder comfortingly." I'm sorry, y/n. Though I can't find you a family. My dad's holding a party. We can find you a rich handsome boyfriend how about that?" He jokes.
You laugh. "Sounds good."
"I'll send you the invite. My mom would love to meet you."
You smiled though a little heartbroken you were happy at least your bestfriend had a better adoption.
"I'll be there. Just send me the details ok?" You tell him. "Let's go eat dinner now. I'm starving."
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You reach Namjoon's home. Calling it a house is an understatement. Its a sprawling mansion.
You call Namjoon to alert him of your arrival. As you hand the butler your car keys. Namjoon comes to greet you.
"Nice house." You comment.
"Yeah I know it's a bit fancy"
"Well clearly someone has gotten used to being rich." You tease him.
He rolls his eyes. "Where's the party you ask?"
"The staff is setting it up.It's in the banquet Hall and besides no one shows up on time they prefer arriving fashionably late."
"You could have mentioned that"
"Hey I just thought we could hang out. Once the party starts I have to make rounds with my parents."
You nod sympathetic. "So what's the plan."
His phone rings. He picks it up. Talking to the person on line as you admire the mansion.
"So hey Y/n-ie. I'm sorry I have an extra class I need to attend. Seriously it's the worst timing. I'm sorry. But you can just chill in the hall. I'll try to come back soon. OK?"
"Ok joonie, see you" you understand he looks as disappointed as you feel to leave but some things take priority for now. You'll always have each other.
Namjoon instructs the butler to take care of you if you need anything. He gives you a hug before he leaves.
You sit infront of the piano and start to play. It's been a while since you played of your accord. Unknown to you a crowd gathers. As you end the song they all applaud. You smile.
You decide to sit on one of the sofas and scroll on your phone using your secret account.
Someone keeps a plate of Appetisers next to you. You look up to see the most handsome guy you've come across in a while.
"Thank you Mr...?"
"Jeon Jungkook Miss."
"Thanks for the food. Can I trouble you to ask for a drink?"
"It's no trouble at all." He says disappearing into the kitchen.
He comes back with a drink.
"A special mocktail for the lady."
"No alcohol."
"The lady is already intoxicating I doubt any alcohol could compare."
Admittedly your reaction is a bit delayed. Your brain stops working for a moment. Were you being flirted with? Your braincells are screaming may day.
"I guess it all works out then, if I get drunk I may forget and I wouldn't risk forgetting someone so handsome." You say hoping it sounds flirty but not weird.
He laughs and you are mesmerised.
"I'm back y/nie" Namjoon comes in almost knocking one of the waiters down.
That clumsy fool. You think.
"Yes yes. Welcome back." You say. Jungkook has already slipped away.
"Let's go to my room." Namjoon takes your hand and drags you to his room. You are left with no choice but to follow. You give one last look towards Jungkook who catches your gaze and smiles making you blush.
Namjoon's closet is large. He always did like clothes and accessory. His room is comfortable and filled with books and art.
"So which one looks better?" He asks showing you his outfits for tonight.
"The black is classic. You can't go wrong with it. "
He nods agreeing. You hug a Ryan plushie and wait for Joon to change looking at your phone.
When he's ready you head back to the party together.
Namjoons adopted father introduces you to every one as a special guest. Jackson Namjoon's new friend is especially kind to you.
"Hey Namjoonie won't you introduce me." He says.
Namjoon rolls his eyes at his friends antics. "Y/n This is Jackson. My college friend. Jackson this is y/n my childhood friend." Namjoon introduces.
Jackson shakes your hand. "I'm a fan. If it isn't much can I request you to bestow us with your melodius voice."
"I'm flattered.. but I'm afraid I.." You trail of seeing Jungkook eavesdropping on the conversation.
"Come on y/n one song." Namjoon also request.
"Fine." You concede. "But you owe me big time namjoonie."
"Anything you want." Namjoon promises.
So the stage is set and guitar in hand. You begin.
As you sing, your eyes trace Jungkook, who disappears and appears like the moon playing hide and seek with clouds. And as the song comes to an end.
"Though our footsteps may be out of step/I want to walk this path with you/Still with you~~" you sing the last lines as if it were a confession.
He smiles at you, his eyes shining before people come in front of you, blocking your line of sight.
You smile at everyone naturally stepping into the shoes of Melody. It takes a while for the crowd to dwindle by the time Jungkook is nowhere to be found.
And the party ends without you meeting him again.
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You lay in Namjoon's bed. Coincidentally you both have time of together. You have some time before your next tour starts. You're using his phone to try and find Jungkook. It's like searching for a needle in a haystack. But you look through all the pictures of the party posted on Instagram.
"Y/n you do know right.. he might not have been tagged. I looked through the staff list but there's no one by the name Jungkook. You sure you didn't get it wrong?" Namjoon asks. He's left you to your own devices and started painting.
"I'm 100% sure. Why don't you ask again. What if he was a part timer?"
Namjoon sighs. "You're quite stubborn"
"You owe me after putting me on spot on your party like that."
Namjoon groans. "Fine. I'll text again."
You're scrolling eyes tired when you finally see him in the background of the photos. You sqeal. Jumping on Namjoon's bed. "I found him." Namjoon chuckles at your antics.
"Me too. Apparently he's a student. At Smeraldo Universities Culinary Science College. He came here for a summer internship. " Namjoon informs you.
You hug Namjoon excited. "Hey joonie.. do you think we should go to that friends trip?." Your eyes are shining with mischief.
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Permanent taglist: @mintsugarmy : @exfolitae : @cryingpages
Authors note: Hey so that's the first chapter. The next chapter will come the next week mostly. Let me know your thoughts . Feedback is appreciated 👏. Hope you have a nice day. Let me know if you want to be added in the taglist. And your thoughts so far. Comments really help boost my morale and make my day. Or you can reblog as well. 🥺👉👈 or send asks.. ok bye.
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ratherbefangirling · 2 months ago
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Yes he is. More backstory later hehe 😜
Karz: the debt of love (2)
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Pairing: Seokjin x heiress Reader(past) ; Jungkook x idol Reader (present)
Genre: Drama, Fluff, Angst, Reincarnation AU, Revenge.
Summary: the debt is always paid.
Warnings: verbal abuse; imagery for flashback ? Which feels a lot like what I imagine a migraine does ..should this be a warning?
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Like all trips made between bestfriends your trip also didn't make it out of the chat. He got busy with his exams and you lost yourself in album production, choreography, magazine shoots and sponsorships. You also had to pay a fine to your company for violating the contract and performing at a private party. Also got scolded by the CEO for being careless and almost ruining your career.
What if they think you've got illegal sponsors? There you go acting like a low life street performer.
But the reality was, you knew he hated it when you acted out of his control.
On the brighter side you and Jungkook were texting each other regularly. Sending each other memes and jokes and flirting. Any spare time you had was spent texting him. Ofcourse you were using a fake account.
The more you got to know the more you fell in love with him.
So you decided to come clean to him about yourself and you both agreed to a long distance relationship.
In conclusion, life was going really well for you.
So it was no wonder everything fell apart.
You had been having strange dreams. You chalked it to the busy schedule. You struggled to sleep and the you didn't want to take medication because you were scared of dependency.
You were all dressed up for your show. The middle of your latest tour. A little nervous. No matter how many times you performed. Or loved the stage. There was a little voice whispering I'm your ear. Do you even deserve this?
Your manager knocked your door. It was time.
You stand up. Looking at the mirror. Putting on a bright smile and going on to the stage.
As soon as you are on the stage you feel yourself relaxing. The cheers, the lights, the sound in your in ears. And you sing. Enjoying yourself. Waving to your fans. Till its the last song of the set.
Slowly your vision gets blurry. You rub your eyes gently trying not to mess your makeup.
Betrayal can only be paid in betrayal.
You adjust your in ears.
You are such a princess.
It suddenly starts raining heavily but no one seems to be affected. You look at every one a little confused.
Someone wraps their arm round your neck. You turn back. He smiles at you. As beautiful as he is. He's not someone you know and yet... and yet you don't feel alarmed at all. Instead you feel comfortable. He smiles at you.
What are you looking at my love?
He turns you round and instead of the crowded concert hall and flashing lights. You're in front of the sea.
His laugh sounds like windshield vipers. As usual. He's goofing off. Even at your honeymoon. He's made friends with the restaurant owner. And gotten you a discount.
We don't need a discount! You tell him.
But how your lips are not moving?
No ones too rich for a discounts. Even you.
But I'm a Park.
It's evening. And you're looking at your husband?
You can tell he's sad but you don't understand why? You reach to him and suddenly everything disappears.
It's too loud. Every light is blinding you. The metronome is ringing in your ears. You feel your vision swim. Someone's rushing towards you.
"Jin?" Your voice is barely a whimper.
But it's not Jin. Who is Jin?
The last thing you see is your manager rushing towards you as you fall.
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You wake up in bed at a hospital. You can tell you've been sleeping a while. Your throat is parched. No one's around and it makes you a little sad. You press the button calling a nurse.
The nurse comes in.
"How are you doing sweetheart?" She's an old lady and you feel your heart warm. It's the most affectionate thing you've been called in a while.
"Water.. May I have some?" The nurse nods.
You feel better as you drink.
"What happened?" You ask.
"You fainted and were bought here. You also hit your head and sprained your leg."
You touch your forehead and true enough their is a bandage.
"Is it bad?" You ask.
"Well the doctor will be coming to explain in a while but they're just keeping you for observation. The wound isn't deep. "
"Thank you sister."
"No problem. I'll go call the doctor."
You nod grateful.
The doctor comes. He checks you and basically repeats what the nurse said.
You think about the weird thing that happened. You narrate your story.
"It could be due to your exhaustion. But we'll keep you under observation and I'll recommend a psychiatric evaluation. OK?"
You don't really want to go to a psychiatrist. If anyone got to know your reputation would be in tatters.
"Is that really necessary doctor?" You ask.
"I'd recommend it once. It's upto you."
"What if it gets out?"
"Don't worry Patient records are strictly confidential. " He assures you.
You nod. That dream was very vivid. And it disturbed you. So, despite your trepidation you decide to see the psychiatrist.
The doctor leaves. You decide to check your phone but you don't want to end up reading the articles. The room is quiet. Too quiet that it puts you on edge. The low buzz of the the Air-conditioning. The tick tock of the clock.
Creak.
The door to your room opens. You pick up the butter knife at your bedside which came with your food earlier.
It's Namjoon. You release the breath you had been holding.
"Why you holding a knife stupid." He asks.
You throw a pillow at him. "You're stupid."
He shakes his head and comes to sit next to you.
"Thank god. You're awake. You scared me." He says.
"You're here."
"Ofcourse I'm here." He sits by your bed. "How are you feeling?"
"Better now you're here."
"What happened?"
"Overworked, fainted, and had a bizarre dream." You reply."I was married and on my honeymoon."
"Let me guess to Jungkook?" Namjoon says pointedly.
You feel guilty all of a sudden.
"It wasn't Jungkook?" Namjoon asks noting your crestfallen expression. "Its fine Y/n it was just a dream." Namjoon comforts.
You're still silent.
Namjoon gently touches your shoulder. "Y/n it was a dream nothing more. Stop overthinking it."
"Yeah you're right." You nod.
"Trust me I'm almost a doctor." He says trying to make light of the situation. "Besides I had to sneak in your room it's past visiting time. You're lucky I like you enough to break rules for you."
You suddenly notice he's dressed in scrubs and a white coat. You smile.
"Thank you."
He pats your head. "You're welcome."
"The doctor said I should get a psychiatric evaluation." You confess.
He nods. "Do you want me to accompany you?"
"Yes please."
"Ok just text me the details. Now go to sleep. I have to leave before I'm discovered."
You nod and close your eyes and before you know once again you are fast asleep.
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You sit in the kitchen. Jin's preparing something. Jimin's helping him. Taehyung sits by your side. He's putting ribbons on your hair and making braids. The sun is warm. It's summer vacation.
"It's ready now." Jin says.
He puts the pot directly on the table cloth. Later it'll leave a mark and you all will burn it to get rid of evidence and blame it on the laundry guy for misplacing it. In case your mom asks. Though luckily she didn't.
Jin's been trying new recipes. Jimin your younger brother has gotten better at it too. You and Taehyung are just good at making it pretty. Though you're still better than Taehyung. You practiced at home to help out Jin with cooking. But somehow when you're around him you become careless.
You dig in and polish your plates in a matter of minutes.
"It's your birthday Jin. Are you sure this is what you want?" You ask him. As Jimin and Taehyung splash each other in the pool. You sit by the poolside with Jin. Helping him barbecue.
"I dont think there's more I can ask for?" He says kissing your forehead.
You smile. You open your bag and you take out a small box wrapped up with a bow. You give it to Jin.
"You didn't have to Princess."
"Open it." You say excited.
He shakes the box but no sound comes. He opens the wrapping as you wait excitedly.
He opens to find a handkerchief with a badly embroidered rose and their initials written below it.
"You suck at embroidery. Thats the worst rose I saw." He says.
You hit his arm lightly. "Its not a rose it's a Poinsettias. Your birth flower."
He looks impressed but he's not going to spare the chance to tease you . " You sure. Aren't you making up a flower to hide your incompetence."
"You suck." You say as you push him into the pool.
He grins as he comes up.
"Boys. Y/n in the water now." He commands. Taehyung and Jimin grin mischievously and get out of the water and before you can back up and run away they have you by your arms.
"Taehyung.. Jimin.." You try to plead with them but to know avail and you're thrown into the pool. You almost panic and drown but Jin comes to your rescue.
"Bullies" you pout.
"Everything is fair in love and war and princess ,this is a bit of both."
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You wake up. The dream still poignant. You don't know why you keep dreaming of these people. There are tears in your eyes and in your heart a strange longing.
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You sit in the psychiatrist cabin. Namjoon with you. And so is your manager.
The doctor asks you a couple of questions. You feel uneasy to talk about the vision so you just skip over it. Besides you're not even sure it was a vision.
"Tell the doctor about that weird vision." Namjoon nudges.
"Vision." The doctor stops writing and puts her pen down.
"I thought I saw something. Sort of like a weird dream and heard something. But that could just be my inears or shouting so I can't tell."
"Do you have any family history of any kind?" The doctor asks.
"I dont know I was abandoned at birth."
"Did this happen before?" She asks.
You shake your head in negative.
"I think it's more like stress. But I will still set up an appointment once every month for three months. Just to make sure. It's not something serious."
You nod. Feeling relieved.
"I advice you to take a break if you can in a stress free environment somewhere close to nature."
And that's that.
Your concerts are cancelled. The management isn't happy but they have no choice. Free time on hands and you're bored within three days.
So you decide to fly over to Smeraldo.
You exit the airport terminal on a wheel chair. And you spot your boyfriend. Dressed in a loose top and baggy pants and boots. Looking like a daydream. You wave at him. He spots you and comes towards your bouquet in hand.
"Welcome to Ma City, my lady." Jungkook says mimicking a strange accent you can't point the origin of. Its still funny causing you to giggle.
"Thanks for picking me up"
"The pleasure is mine." He easily picks you up bridal side and seats you in the passenger seat.
He puts you luggage in the trunk and then sits in the driving seat. He connects his phone in the car and plays your shared playlist.
"Was the flight comfortable." Jungkook asks putting on a seat belt.
"Yeah it was nice. I also had fun at the lounge. " You tell him excited.
"I can't believe you're here."
"Me either."
"I thought I was getting cat fished." Jungkook says.
"Well you're not."
He thinks for a moment a mischievous smile.
"You look better in photos " he teases.
You hit his shoulder playfully.
"Hey careful we could get in a car accident."
"Oh I'm sorry." You apologise.
"Nah we won't. I barely felt that."
The rest of the ride you both sing along to the songs. You lean against the window.
Until a familiar tune starts to play.
Suddenly you're sitting in a very different car. You turn towards the driver seat. And Jin's there.
"It's a beautiful car." You say.
"Only the best for the lady."
He puts a tape inside. He's recorded songs for you both to listen in the car when you drive together.
"Happy to have arrived safely and sad to watch you go, Princess."
As you look out the window there is the mansion. Home?. Jin takes your hand in his and kisses the back of it.
"See you tomorrow. Sweet dreams."
Jungkook gently wakes you up. You blink.
"I checked us in the hotel and sent your luggage as well."
You supress a yawn nodding.
"Let's put you to bed huh sleepyhead." He says gently and picks you up. You wrap your arms around his neck.
He takes you inside straight to your room. It's luxurious and has a lot of windows but since the sky is dark you can't tell.
He puts you in bed.
"You should have dinner."
"Oh yeah." You nod."Let's order room service."
"If its ok I bought food I made" Jungkook says scratching the back of neck and looking away.
"I'd love that." When was the last time someone made you food out of love and not because it was their job. You couldn't remember. You could feel yourself getting emotional. You try to blink away the tears before Jungkook catches on.
Jungkook opens up the lunch boxes he made for the two of you. And even feeds you.
Instead of saying thank you because thank you couldn't possibly cover it. You tease him instead.
"What if you were catfished the food would go to waste."
"It's ok I can eat all this by myself."
You laugh at his response.
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ratherbefangirling · 2 months ago
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I'd love to hear the guesses !!
KARZ : the debt of love(1)
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Pairing: Seokjin x heiress Reader (past) ; Jungkook x idol reader (present)
Summary: the debt of love must always be paid.
Genre: Drama, Fluff, Angst, Reincarnation AU, Revenge.
Inspired by the 1980 movie of the same name. I basically binged 2 versions of the same movie while watching a bts edit on one of the songs of the movie. You don't have to watch the movie to read this.
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P•R•O•L•O•G•U•E
"Jin.. Jin... Jin? Where are you my love?" You enter your penthouse apartment, calling out your beloved fiance.
There's sound of chopping in the kitchen.
"In the kitchen my love." He replies.
You enter the kitchen watching him slave over the stove. You wrap your arms around him.
"You don't have to work so hard my love. The cooks fear for their job." You tease him.
"But I like cooking for you princess."
You smile at him. "I have good news."
"What happened?" He asks turning off the stove and washing his hands.
"We won the case. I've finally inherited my family assets. Now I can keep my family and you happy."
He wraps arms around you and lifts you up, twirling you in his arms.
"I'm so happy for you my princess"
"Ok ok put me down."
He gently puts you down." We got to celebrate this." He tells you excited.
"Let's get married."
"All of a sudden?" He asks.
"I wanna be married to you. I just wanted to get these legal hurdles over with. I didn't want to drag you in this mess" you get on one knee taking out rings you'd purchased.
"Will you make me the happiest girl in the world?" You ask grinning.
"Ya! I wanted to propose." He scolds you gently.
"Jin."
He lifts you up. "Yes. I will marry you. I'm yours I'll always be yours in thus life and every life after that. Forever."
You hug him. He wraps his arms around you. Kissing your forehead.
"I love you princess"
"I love you too my prince."
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You and Jin drink by the poolside. You've come to one of the remote properties you own. A villa on a cliff. It's quite a view. It's secluded and perfect.
You spend the days and nights together. Having all sorts of fun. Playing games, eating, dancing, watching stars.
"How does it feel, our honey moon is coming to an end?" You ask Jin.
"I wish it could last forever. That I could keep you to myself forever."
You touch his shoulder comfortingly. "Hey, you'll still have me. This is only the beginning."
He nods taking a sip of his red wine.
"Besides" you add." My mom and younger brother Jimin are excited to meet you."
He nods thoughtfully.
"Are you that sad our trip is ending?" You ask caressing his cheek.
"I'm sorry Y/n."
Your brows furrow. "What's wrong Jin?" You ask concerned. Your body feels numb.
"I'm sorry it had to be this way."
"What are you talking about?" You are confused by his change in demeanour. You try to raise your hand to touch him but there is no strength in your arms.
He kisses your forehead. "Betrayal can only be payed by betrayal. Goodbye my love." He says pushing you off the edge.
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15 years later
[We have with us in the studio , everyones favourite the rising star of the music industry. The starlet Melody. ]
[ The charming young star in front of us lives very differently from how it all started. Today we dive into all the details in an exclusive interview to the hymns magazine]
Interviewer (I): Welcome to the studio Melody. We are very happy to host you.
Melody(M): Hello I'm happy to be here, please take good care of me.
I: Known for your vocal range and charming stage presence, you've won many awards at national and international levels. How does it feel ?
M: as everyone knows. I used to sneak out from the orphanage to try busking along with my bestfriend. When I got scouted and later adopted by our CEO. And a lot of rigorous practice and schedules later. I finally got to go on stage and I still remember the euphoria and gratefulness I felt when people started supporting me. I'm grateful to each and every one of my fans.
I: you mentioned your bestfriend accompanied you. Were they also scouted?
M: my bestfriend got adopted and decided to become a doctor.
I: so it was a happy ending.
M: Yes.
I: I heard you're releasing a new album? Can you tell us more about it.
M: Yes ofcourse. This one's really close to my heart. For the first time I got total control over all aspects which is a lot harder than it sounds. Sort of a graduation gift from our CEO. Unlike the music so far. Though all my music does have my personality in it. This is the first time. I've been left to my own devices so as to say.
I: sounds exciting. We can't wait to hear what you've come up with.
M: the album is called 'the girl with many phases' and it is about my journey to becoming the person I am today. The title track is Moon which I co wrote with my bestfriend back in the day.
I: the same bestfriend who's becoming a doctor?
M:*laughs* yes. I hope you'll like it.
[Song plays ▶️ ]
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"Good bye and Goodnight Seoul, thanks for having me"
You wave goodbye, sending air hugs hearts and kisses as you go to the backstage, tired a little grumpy and if you don't lie in a bed soon probably sick.
The concert tours were both exhilarating and tiring. You enjoyed being on stage. Interacting with your fans. Going to new places though you couldn't always visit. The travel, the practice, the show all were physically taxing.
As you enter the green room, already removing your accessories, a large bouquet of flower greets you holding which is your bestfriend, Kim Namjoon.
You keep the accessories on the table and run to hug him. He hugs you back.
"Did you come to see the show? "
"Ofcourse my exams got over and I flew to see you. Happy Birthday Melody."
You laugh giddy. "Let me change and let's have dinner." You tell him.
"Ofcourse, I'll be waiting."
You go take a quick shower and change into your normal comfortable clothes.
Namjoon is still waiting when you come back.
"How have you been y/n ? "
"Can't complain. Life has changed. Problems have changed"
"What's bothering you. Talk to me?"
"I have money, fame, a high paying job, success but.."
"I still feel empty. I still don't have a family or love."
"What about your adopted family."
"They ended the adoption. The CEO and I only have a buisness relationship. I'm just a product to be sold and profit off. Even if I want to go back home. There's no one waiting for me."
Namjoon puts a hand on your shoulder comfortingly." I'm sorry, y/n. Though I can't find you a family. My dad's holding a party. We can find you a rich handsome boyfriend how about that?" He jokes.
You laugh. "Sounds good."
"I'll send you the invite. My mom would love to meet you."
You smiled though a little heartbroken you were happy at least your bestfriend had a better adoption.
"I'll be there. Just send me the details ok?" You tell him. "Let's go eat dinner now. I'm starving."
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You reach Namjoon's home. Calling it a house is an understatement. Its a sprawling mansion.
You call Namjoon to alert him of your arrival. As you hand the butler your car keys. Namjoon comes to greet you.
"Nice house." You comment.
"Yeah I know it's a bit fancy"
"Well clearly someone has gotten used to being rich." You tease him.
He rolls his eyes. "Where's the party you ask?"
"The staff is setting it up.It's in the banquet Hall and besides no one shows up on time they prefer arriving fashionably late."
"You could have mentioned that"
"Hey I just thought we could hang out. Once the party starts I have to make rounds with my parents."
You nod sympathetic. "So what's the plan."
His phone rings. He picks it up. Talking to the person on line as you admire the mansion.
"So hey Y/n-ie. I'm sorry I have an extra class I need to attend. Seriously it's the worst timing. I'm sorry. But you can just chill in the hall. I'll try to come back soon. OK?"
"Ok joonie, see you" you understand he looks as disappointed as you feel to leave but some things take priority for now. You'll always have each other.
Namjoon instructs the butler to take care of you if you need anything. He gives you a hug before he leaves.
You sit infront of the piano and start to play. It's been a while since you played of your accord. Unknown to you a crowd gathers. As you end the song they all applaud. You smile.
You decide to sit on one of the sofas and scroll on your phone using your secret account.
Someone keeps a plate of Appetisers next to you. You look up to see the most handsome guy you've come across in a while.
"Thank you Mr...?"
"Jeon Jungkook Miss."
"Thanks for the food. Can I trouble you to ask for a drink?"
"It's no trouble at all." He says disappearing into the kitchen.
He comes back with a drink.
"A special mocktail for the lady."
"No alcohol."
"The lady is already intoxicating I doubt any alcohol could compare."
Admittedly your reaction is a bit delayed. Your brain stops working for a moment. Were you being flirted with? Your braincells are screaming may day.
"I guess it all works out then, if I get drunk I may forget and I wouldn't risk forgetting someone so handsome." You say hoping it sounds flirty but not weird.
He laughs and you are mesmerised.
"I'm back y/nie" Namjoon comes in almost knocking one of the waiters down.
That clumsy fool. You think.
"Yes yes. Welcome back." You say. Jungkook has already slipped away.
"Let's go to my room." Namjoon takes your hand and drags you to his room. You are left with no choice but to follow. You give one last look towards Jungkook who catches your gaze and smiles making you blush.
Namjoon's closet is large. He always did like clothes and accessory. His room is comfortable and filled with books and art.
"So which one looks better?" He asks showing you his outfits for tonight.
"The black is classic. You can't go wrong with it. "
He nods agreeing. You hug a Ryan plushie and wait for Joon to change looking at your phone.
When he's ready you head back to the party together.
Namjoons adopted father introduces you to every one as a special guest. Jackson Namjoon's new friend is especially kind to you.
"Hey Namjoonie won't you introduce me." He says.
Namjoon rolls his eyes at his friends antics. "Y/n This is Jackson. My college friend. Jackson this is y/n my childhood friend." Namjoon introduces.
Jackson shakes your hand. "I'm a fan. If it isn't much can I request you to bestow us with your melodius voice."
"I'm flattered.. but I'm afraid I.." You trail of seeing Jungkook eavesdropping on the conversation.
"Come on y/n one song." Namjoon also request.
"Fine." You concede. "But you owe me big time namjoonie."
"Anything you want." Namjoon promises.
So the stage is set and guitar in hand. You begin.
As you sing, your eyes trace Jungkook, who disappears and appears like the moon playing hide and seek with clouds. And as the song comes to an end.
"Though our footsteps may be out of step/I want to walk this path with you/Still with you~~" you sing the last lines as if it were a confession.
He smiles at you, his eyes shining before people come in front of you, blocking your line of sight.
You smile at everyone naturally stepping into the shoes of Melody. It takes a while for the crowd to dwindle by the time Jungkook is nowhere to be found.
And the party ends without you meeting him again.
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You lay in Namjoon's bed. Coincidentally you both have time of together. You have some time before your next tour starts. You're using his phone to try and find Jungkook. It's like searching for a needle in a haystack. But you look through all the pictures of the party posted on Instagram.
"Y/n you do know right.. he might not have been tagged. I looked through the staff list but there's no one by the name Jungkook. You sure you didn't get it wrong?" Namjoon asks. He's left you to your own devices and started painting.
"I'm 100% sure. Why don't you ask again. What if he was a part timer?"
Namjoon sighs. "You're quite stubborn"
"You owe me after putting me on spot on your party like that."
Namjoon groans. "Fine. I'll text again."
You're scrolling eyes tired when you finally see him in the background of the photos. You sqeal. Jumping on Namjoon's bed. "I found him." Namjoon chuckles at your antics.
"Me too. Apparently he's a student. At Smeraldo Universities Culinary Science College. He came here for a summer internship. " Namjoon informs you.
You hug Namjoon excited. "Hey joonie.. do you think we should go to that friends trip?." Your eyes are shining with mischief.
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ratherbefangirling · 2 months ago
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Karz: the debt of love (2)
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Pairing: Seokjin x heiress Reader(past) ; Jungkook x idol Reader (present)
Genre: Drama, Fluff, Angst, Reincarnation AU, Revenge.
Summary: the debt is always paid.
Warnings: verbal abuse; imagery for flashback ? Which feels a lot like what I imagine a migraine does ..should this be a warning?
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Like all trips made between bestfriends your trip also didn't make it out of the chat. He got busy with his exams and you lost yourself in album production, choreography, magazine shoots and sponsorships. You also had to pay a fine to your company for violating the contract and performing at a private party. Also got scolded by the CEO for being careless and almost ruining your career.
What if they think you've got illegal sponsors? There you go acting like a low life street performer.
But the reality was, you knew he hated it when you acted out of his control.
On the brighter side you and Jungkook were texting each other regularly. Sending each other memes and jokes and flirting. Any spare time you had was spent texting him. Ofcourse you were using a fake account.
The more you got to know the more you fell in love with him.
So you decided to come clean to him about yourself and you both agreed to a long distance relationship.
In conclusion, life was going really well for you.
So it was no wonder everything fell apart.
You had been having strange dreams. You chalked it to the busy schedule. You struggled to sleep and the you didn't want to take medication because you were scared of dependency.
You were all dressed up for your show. The middle of your latest tour. A little nervous. No matter how many times you performed. Or loved the stage. There was a little voice whispering I'm your ear. Do you even deserve this?
Your manager knocked your door. It was time.
You stand up. Looking at the mirror. Putting on a bright smile and going on to the stage.
As soon as you are on the stage you feel yourself relaxing. The cheers, the lights, the sound in your in ears. And you sing. Enjoying yourself. Waving to your fans. Till its the last song of the set.
Slowly your vision gets blurry. You rub your eyes gently trying not to mess your makeup.
Betrayal can only be paid in betrayal.
You adjust your in ears.
You are such a princess.
It suddenly starts raining heavily but no one seems to be affected. You look at every one a little confused.
Someone wraps their arm round your neck. You turn back. He smiles at you. As beautiful as he is. He's not someone you know and yet... and yet you don't feel alarmed at all. Instead you feel comfortable. He smiles at you.
What are you looking at my love?
He turns you round and instead of the crowded concert hall and flashing lights. You're in front of the sea.
His laugh sounds like windshield vipers. As usual. He's goofing off. Even at your honeymoon. He's made friends with the restaurant owner. And gotten you a discount.
We don't need a discount! You tell him.
But how your lips are not moving?
No ones too rich for a discounts. Even you.
But I'm a Park.
It's evening. And you're looking at your husband?
You can tell he's sad but you don't understand why? You reach to him and suddenly everything disappears.
It's too loud. Every light is blinding you. The metronome is ringing in your ears. You feel your vision swim. Someone's rushing towards you.
"Jin?" Your voice is barely a whimper.
But it's not Jin. Who is Jin?
The last thing you see is your manager rushing towards you as you fall.
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You wake up in bed at a hospital. You can tell you've been sleeping a while. Your throat is parched. No one's around and it makes you a little sad. You press the button calling a nurse.
The nurse comes in.
"How are you doing sweetheart?" She's an old lady and you feel your heart warm. It's the most affectionate thing you've been called in a while.
"Water.. May I have some?" The nurse nods.
You feel better as you drink.
"What happened?" You ask.
"You fainted and were bought here. You also hit your head and sprained your leg."
You touch your forehead and true enough their is a bandage.
"Is it bad?" You ask.
"Well the doctor will be coming to explain in a while but they're just keeping you for observation. The wound isn't deep. "
"Thank you sister."
"No problem. I'll go call the doctor."
You nod grateful.
The doctor comes. He checks you and basically repeats what the nurse said.
You think about the weird thing that happened. You narrate your story.
"It could be due to your exhaustion. But we'll keep you under observation and I'll recommend a psychiatric evaluation. OK?"
You don't really want to go to a psychiatrist. If anyone got to know your reputation would be in tatters.
"Is that really necessary doctor?" You ask.
"I'd recommend it once. It's upto you."
"What if it gets out?"
"Don't worry Patient records are strictly confidential. " He assures you.
You nod. That dream was very vivid. And it disturbed you. So, despite your trepidation you decide to see the psychiatrist.
The doctor leaves. You decide to check your phone but you don't want to end up reading the articles. The room is quiet. Too quiet that it puts you on edge. The low buzz of the the Air-conditioning. The tick tock of the clock.
Creak.
The door to your room opens. You pick up the butter knife at your bedside which came with your food earlier.
It's Namjoon. You release the breath you had been holding.
"Why you holding a knife stupid." He asks.
You throw a pillow at him. "You're stupid."
He shakes his head and comes to sit next to you.
"Thank god. You're awake. You scared me." He says.
"You're here."
"Ofcourse I'm here." He sits by your bed. "How are you feeling?"
"Better now you're here."
"What happened?"
"Overworked, fainted, and had a bizarre dream." You reply."I was married and on my honeymoon."
"Let me guess to Jungkook?" Namjoon says pointedly.
You feel guilty all of a sudden.
"It wasn't Jungkook?" Namjoon asks noting your crestfallen expression. "Its fine Y/n it was just a dream." Namjoon comforts.
You're still silent.
Namjoon gently touches your shoulder. "Y/n it was a dream nothing more. Stop overthinking it."
"Yeah you're right." You nod.
"Trust me I'm almost a doctor." He says trying to make light of the situation. "Besides I had to sneak in your room it's past visiting time. You're lucky I like you enough to break rules for you."
You suddenly notice he's dressed in scrubs and a white coat. You smile.
"Thank you."
He pats your head. "You're welcome."
"The doctor said I should get a psychiatric evaluation." You confess.
He nods. "Do you want me to accompany you?"
"Yes please."
"Ok just text me the details. Now go to sleep. I have to leave before I'm discovered."
You nod and close your eyes and before you know once again you are fast asleep.
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You sit in the kitchen. Jin's preparing something. Jimin's helping him. Taehyung sits by your side. He's putting ribbons on your hair and making braids. The sun is warm. It's summer vacation.
"It's ready now." Jin says.
He puts the pot directly on the table cloth. Later it'll leave a mark and you all will burn it to get rid of evidence and blame it on the laundry guy for misplacing it. In case your mom asks. Though luckily she didn't.
Jin's been trying new recipes. Jimin your younger brother has gotten better at it too. You and Taehyung are just good at making it pretty. Though you're still better than Taehyung. You practiced at home to help out Jin with cooking. But somehow when you're around him you become careless.
You dig in and polish your plates in a matter of minutes.
"It's your birthday Jin. Are you sure this is what you want?" You ask him. As Jimin and Taehyung splash each other in the pool. You sit by the poolside with Jin. Helping him barbecue.
"I dont think there's more I can ask for?" He says kissing your forehead.
You smile. You open your bag and you take out a small box wrapped up with a bow. You give it to Jin.
"You didn't have to Princess."
"Open it." You say excited.
He shakes the box but no sound comes. He opens the wrapping as you wait excitedly.
He opens to find a handkerchief with a badly embroidered rose and their initials written below it.
"You suck at embroidery. Thats the worst rose I saw." He says.
You hit his arm lightly. "Its not a rose it's a Poinsettias. Your birth flower."
He looks impressed but he's not going to spare the chance to tease you . " You sure. Aren't you making up a flower to hide your incompetence."
"You suck." You say as you push him into the pool.
He grins as he comes up.
"Boys. Y/n in the water now." He commands. Taehyung and Jimin grin mischievously and get out of the water and before you can back up and run away they have you by your arms.
"Taehyung.. Jimin.." You try to plead with them but to know avail and you're thrown into the pool. You almost panic and drown but Jin comes to your rescue.
"Bullies" you pout.
"Everything is fair in love and war and princess ,this is a bit of both."
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You wake up. The dream still poignant. You don't know why you keep dreaming of these people. There are tears in your eyes and in your heart a strange longing.
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You sit in the psychiatrist cabin. Namjoon with you. And so is your manager.
The doctor asks you a couple of questions. You feel uneasy to talk about the vision so you just skip over it. Besides you're not even sure it was a vision.
"Tell the doctor about that weird vision." Namjoon nudges.
"Vision." The doctor stops writing and puts her pen down.
"I thought I saw something. Sort of like a weird dream and heard something. But that could just be my inears or shouting so I can't tell."
"Do you have any family history of any kind?" The doctor asks.
"I dont know I was abandoned at birth."
"Did this happen before?" She asks.
You shake your head in negative.
"I think it's more like stress. But I will still set up an appointment once every month for three months. Just to make sure. It's not something serious."
You nod. Feeling relieved.
"I advice you to take a break if you can in a stress free environment somewhere close to nature."
And that's that.
Your concerts are cancelled. The management isn't happy but they have no choice. Free time on hands and you're bored within three days.
So you decide to fly over to Smeraldo.
You exit the airport terminal on a wheel chair. And you spot your boyfriend. Dressed in a loose top and baggy pants and boots. Looking like a daydream. You wave at him. He spots you and comes towards your bouquet in hand.
"Welcome to Ma City, my lady." Jungkook says mimicking a strange accent you can't point the origin of. Its still funny causing you to giggle.
"Thanks for picking me up"
"The pleasure is mine." He easily picks you up bridal side and seats you in the passenger seat.
He puts you luggage in the trunk and then sits in the driving seat. He connects his phone in the car and plays your shared playlist.
"Was the flight comfortable." Jungkook asks putting on a seat belt.
"Yeah it was nice. I also had fun at the lounge. " You tell him excited.
"I can't believe you're here."
"Me either."
"I thought I was getting cat fished." Jungkook says.
"Well you're not."
He thinks for a moment a mischievous smile.
"You look better in photos " he teases.
You hit his shoulder playfully.
"Hey careful we could get in a car accident."
"Oh I'm sorry." You apologise.
"Nah we won't. I barely felt that."
The rest of the ride you both sing along to the songs. You lean against the window.
Until a familiar tune starts to play.
Suddenly you're sitting in a very different car. You turn towards the driver seat. And Jin's there.
"It's a beautiful car." You say.
"Only the best for the lady."
He puts a tape inside. He's recorded songs for you both to listen in the car when you drive together.
"Happy to have arrived safely and sad to watch you go, Princess."
As you look out the window there is the mansion. Home?. Jin takes your hand in his and kisses the back of it.
"See you tomorrow. Sweet dreams."
Jungkook gently wakes you up. You blink.
"I checked us in the hotel and sent your luggage as well."
You supress a yawn nodding.
"Let's put you to bed huh sleepyhead." He says gently and picks you up. You wrap your arms around his neck.
He takes you inside straight to your room. It's luxurious and has a lot of windows but since the sky is dark you can't tell.
He puts you in bed.
"You should have dinner."
"Oh yeah." You nod."Let's order room service."
"If its ok I bought food I made" Jungkook says scratching the back of neck and looking away.
"I'd love that." When was the last time someone made you food out of love and not because it was their job. You couldn't remember. You could feel yourself getting emotional. You try to blink away the tears before Jungkook catches on.
Jungkook opens up the lunch boxes he made for the two of you. And even feeds you.
Instead of saying thank you because thank you couldn't possibly cover it. You tease him instead.
"What if you were catfished the food would go to waste."
"It's ok I can eat all this by myself."
You laugh at his response.
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ratherbefangirling · 2 months ago
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KARZ : the debt of love(1)
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Pairing: Seokjin x heiress Reader (past) ; Jungkook x idol reader (present)
Summary: the debt of love must always be paid.
Genre: Drama, Fluff, Angst, Reincarnation AU, Revenge.
Inspired by the 1980 movie of the same name. I basically binged 2 versions of the same movie while watching a bts edit on one of the songs of the movie. You don't have to watch the movie to read this.
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P•R•O•L•O•G•U•E
"Jin.. Jin... Jin? Where are you my love?" You enter your penthouse apartment, calling out your beloved fiance.
There's sound of chopping in the kitchen.
"In the kitchen my love." He replies.
You enter the kitchen watching him slave over the stove. You wrap your arms around him.
"You don't have to work so hard my love. The cooks fear for their job." You tease him.
"But I like cooking for you princess."
You smile at him. "I have good news."
"What happened?" He asks turning off the stove and washing his hands.
"We won the case. I've finally inherited my family assets. Now I can keep my family and you happy."
He wraps arms around you and lifts you up, twirling you in his arms.
"I'm so happy for you my princess"
"Ok ok put me down."
He gently puts you down." We got to celebrate this." He tells you excited.
"Let's get married."
"All of a sudden?" He asks.
"I wanna be married to you. I just wanted to get these legal hurdles over with. I didn't want to drag you in this mess" you get on one knee taking out rings you'd purchased.
"Will you make me the happiest girl in the world?" You ask grinning.
"Ya! I wanted to propose." He scolds you gently.
"Jin."
He lifts you up. "Yes. I will marry you. I'm yours I'll always be yours in thus life and every life after that. Forever."
You hug him. He wraps his arms around you. Kissing your forehead.
"I love you princess"
"I love you too my prince."
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You and Jin drink by the poolside. You've come to one of the remote properties you own. A villa on a cliff. It's quite a view. It's secluded and perfect.
You spend the days and nights together. Having all sorts of fun. Playing games, eating, dancing, watching stars.
"How does it feel, our honey moon is coming to an end?" You ask Jin.
"I wish it could last forever. That I could keep you to myself forever."
You touch his shoulder comfortingly. "Hey, you'll still have me. This is only the beginning."
He nods taking a sip of his red wine.
"Besides" you add." My mom and younger brother Jimin are excited to meet you."
He nods thoughtfully.
"Are you that sad our trip is ending?" You ask caressing his cheek.
"I'm sorry Y/n."
Your brows furrow. "What's wrong Jin?" You ask concerned. Your body feels numb.
"I'm sorry it had to be this way."
"What are you talking about?" You are confused by his change in demeanour. You try to raise your hand to touch him but there is no strength in your arms.
He kisses your forehead. "Betrayal can only be payed by betrayal. Goodbye my love." He says pushing you off the edge.
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15 years later
[We have with us in the studio , everyones favourite the rising star of the music industry. The starlet Melody. ]
[ The charming young star in front of us lives very differently from how it all started. Today we dive into all the details in an exclusive interview to the hymns magazine]
Interviewer (I): Welcome to the studio Melody. We are very happy to host you.
Melody(M): Hello I'm happy to be here, please take good care of me.
I: Known for your vocal range and charming stage presence, you've won many awards at national and international levels. How does it feel ?
M: as everyone knows. I used to sneak out from the orphanage to try busking along with my bestfriend. When I got scouted and later adopted by our CEO. And a lot of rigorous practice and schedules later. I finally got to go on stage and I still remember the euphoria and gratefulness I felt when people started supporting me. I'm grateful to each and every one of my fans.
I: you mentioned your bestfriend accompanied you. Were they also scouted?
M: my bestfriend got adopted and decided to become a doctor.
I: so it was a happy ending.
M: Yes.
I: I heard you're releasing a new album? Can you tell us more about it.
M: Yes ofcourse. This one's really close to my heart. For the first time I got total control over all aspects which is a lot harder than it sounds. Sort of a graduation gift from our CEO. Unlike the music so far. Though all my music does have my personality in it. This is the first time. I've been left to my own devices so as to say.
I: sounds exciting. We can't wait to hear what you've come up with.
M: the album is called 'the girl with many phases' and it is about my journey to becoming the person I am today. The title track is Moon which I co wrote with my bestfriend back in the day.
I: the same bestfriend who's becoming a doctor?
M:*laughs* yes. I hope you'll like it.
[Song plays ▶️ ]
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"Good bye and Goodnight Seoul, thanks for having me"
You wave goodbye, sending air hugs hearts and kisses as you go to the backstage, tired a little grumpy and if you don't lie in a bed soon probably sick.
The concert tours were both exhilarating and tiring. You enjoyed being on stage. Interacting with your fans. Going to new places though you couldn't always visit. The travel, the practice, the show all were physically taxing.
As you enter the green room, already removing your accessories, a large bouquet of flower greets you holding which is your bestfriend, Kim Namjoon.
You keep the accessories on the table and run to hug him. He hugs you back.
"Did you come to see the show? "
"Ofcourse my exams got over and I flew to see you. Happy Birthday Melody."
You laugh giddy. "Let me change and let's have dinner." You tell him.
"Ofcourse, I'll be waiting."
You go take a quick shower and change into your normal comfortable clothes.
Namjoon is still waiting when you come back.
"How have you been y/n ? "
"Can't complain. Life has changed. Problems have changed"
"What's bothering you. Talk to me?"
"I have money, fame, a high paying job, success but.."
"I still feel empty. I still don't have a family or love."
"What about your adopted family."
"They ended the adoption. The CEO and I only have a buisness relationship. I'm just a product to be sold and profit off. Even if I want to go back home. There's no one waiting for me."
Namjoon puts a hand on your shoulder comfortingly." I'm sorry, y/n. Though I can't find you a family. My dad's holding a party. We can find you a rich handsome boyfriend how about that?" He jokes.
You laugh. "Sounds good."
"I'll send you the invite. My mom would love to meet you."
You smiled though a little heartbroken you were happy at least your bestfriend had a better adoption.
"I'll be there. Just send me the details ok?" You tell him. "Let's go eat dinner now. I'm starving."
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You reach Namjoon's home. Calling it a house is an understatement. Its a sprawling mansion.
You call Namjoon to alert him of your arrival. As you hand the butler your car keys. Namjoon comes to greet you.
"Nice house." You comment.
"Yeah I know it's a bit fancy"
"Well clearly someone has gotten used to being rich." You tease him.
He rolls his eyes. "Where's the party you ask?"
"The staff is setting it up.It's in the banquet Hall and besides no one shows up on time they prefer arriving fashionably late."
"You could have mentioned that"
"Hey I just thought we could hang out. Once the party starts I have to make rounds with my parents."
You nod sympathetic. "So what's the plan."
His phone rings. He picks it up. Talking to the person on line as you admire the mansion.
"So hey Y/n-ie. I'm sorry I have an extra class I need to attend. Seriously it's the worst timing. I'm sorry. But you can just chill in the hall. I'll try to come back soon. OK?"
"Ok joonie, see you" you understand he looks as disappointed as you feel to leave but some things take priority for now. You'll always have each other.
Namjoon instructs the butler to take care of you if you need anything. He gives you a hug before he leaves.
You sit infront of the piano and start to play. It's been a while since you played of your accord. Unknown to you a crowd gathers. As you end the song they all applaud. You smile.
You decide to sit on one of the sofas and scroll on your phone using your secret account.
Someone keeps a plate of Appetisers next to you. You look up to see the most handsome guy you've come across in a while.
"Thank you Mr...?"
"Jeon Jungkook Miss."
"Thanks for the food. Can I trouble you to ask for a drink?"
"It's no trouble at all." He says disappearing into the kitchen.
He comes back with a drink.
"A special mocktail for the lady."
"No alcohol."
"The lady is already intoxicating I doubt any alcohol could compare."
Admittedly your reaction is a bit delayed. Your brain stops working for a moment. Were you being flirted with? Your braincells are screaming may day.
"I guess it all works out then, if I get drunk I may forget and I wouldn't risk forgetting someone so handsome." You say hoping it sounds flirty but not weird.
He laughs and you are mesmerised.
"I'm back y/nie" Namjoon comes in almost knocking one of the waiters down.
That clumsy fool. You think.
"Yes yes. Welcome back." You say. Jungkook has already slipped away.
"Let's go to my room." Namjoon takes your hand and drags you to his room. You are left with no choice but to follow. You give one last look towards Jungkook who catches your gaze and smiles making you blush.
Namjoon's closet is large. He always did like clothes and accessory. His room is comfortable and filled with books and art.
"So which one looks better?" He asks showing you his outfits for tonight.
"The black is classic. You can't go wrong with it. "
He nods agreeing. You hug a Ryan plushie and wait for Joon to change looking at your phone.
When he's ready you head back to the party together.
Namjoons adopted father introduces you to every one as a special guest. Jackson Namjoon's new friend is especially kind to you.
"Hey Namjoonie won't you introduce me." He says.
Namjoon rolls his eyes at his friends antics. "Y/n This is Jackson. My college friend. Jackson this is y/n my childhood friend." Namjoon introduces.
Jackson shakes your hand. "I'm a fan. If it isn't much can I request you to bestow us with your melodius voice."
"I'm flattered.. but I'm afraid I.." You trail of seeing Jungkook eavesdropping on the conversation.
"Come on y/n one song." Namjoon also request.
"Fine." You concede. "But you owe me big time namjoonie."
"Anything you want." Namjoon promises.
So the stage is set and guitar in hand. You begin.
As you sing, your eyes trace Jungkook, who disappears and appears like the moon playing hide and seek with clouds. And as the song comes to an end.
"Though our footsteps may be out of step/I want to walk this path with you/Still with you~~" you sing the last lines as if it were a confession.
He smiles at you, his eyes shining before people come in front of you, blocking your line of sight.
You smile at everyone naturally stepping into the shoes of Melody. It takes a while for the crowd to dwindle by the time Jungkook is nowhere to be found.
And the party ends without you meeting him again.
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You lay in Namjoon's bed. Coincidentally you both have time of together. You have some time before your next tour starts. You're using his phone to try and find Jungkook. It's like searching for a needle in a haystack. But you look through all the pictures of the party posted on Instagram.
"Y/n you do know right.. he might not have been tagged. I looked through the staff list but there's no one by the name Jungkook. You sure you didn't get it wrong?" Namjoon asks. He's left you to your own devices and started painting.
"I'm 100% sure. Why don't you ask again. What if he was a part timer?"
Namjoon sighs. "You're quite stubborn"
"You owe me after putting me on spot on your party like that."
Namjoon groans. "Fine. I'll text again."
You're scrolling eyes tired when you finally see him in the background of the photos. You sqeal. Jumping on Namjoon's bed. "I found him." Namjoon chuckles at your antics.
"Me too. Apparently he's a student. At Smeraldo Universities Culinary Science College. He came here for a summer internship. " Namjoon informs you.
You hug Namjoon excited. "Hey joonie.. do you think we should go to that friends trip?." Your eyes are shining with mischief.
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ratherbefangirling · 2 months ago
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happy joonie day!! 💌🌳🐨
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Belong 9
Pairing: ot7 x reader
Genre: Fluff, hurt/comfort, omegaverse au
Summary: You and Jungkook go to the camp.
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Jungkook can feel the excitement in the air. The pack is bustling with activity.
Jin and Hobi have been out shopping on multiple little trips every day busy buying things for you. They think they're hiding it well but their constant giggling and taking approval from either Yoongi or Taehyung cannot possibly go unnoticed, even though Junkook among all of them is the best at being oblivious.
Last night he overheard Yoongi and Joon discuss or rather argue..it wasn't an actual fight but they both did get worked up enough that Hobi had to intervene. The two of them were quite passionate about converting one of the store rooms into your room and possibly redo the basement to optimise storage. Even Taehyung who Jungkook didn't think was very interested in having you as part of the pack had already informed his family about you. Jungkook had been gaming with Taehyung when his family pack called. And Taehyung had quite happily chirped about Junkook's mate.
It made Jungkook think about you.. which frankly he had been avoiding. He had said yes to the pack but at the same time he was nervous about how things would actually go. He knew the pack would be disappointed if you said no and he didn't think he could handle that in addition to loosing you. Nobody knew the fact that he had watched you from the first day you entered. Your bright smiles were infectious. You were a reserved person and he was shy and to be honest it wasn't the best combination.
Many a times when you sat in Yoongi's studio doing your work Jungkook stood and watched from the slight opening of the door. He had come out to eat icecream and he picked up the tub decided to go visit yoongi and there you were. Its like you belonged with the pack already. He only moved when you started packing your books to leave. Rushing to hide in his room. Heart pounding. It must have been from the running because surely it couldn't be you. His icecream melted but he felt like he had bigger concerns. But he wasn't sad for long because Jin had made him a milkshake out of the melted icecream
Another thing to note was that Jungkook loves your scent. It's addicting, it's like having his favourite candy times hundred for the first time. If he could turn your scent into perfume he would and he would also spray it everywhere so he can always smell it.
Jungkook was more proactive in the action department of his brain than the thinking. He had always his hyungs to do the thinking for him. It wasn't like he couldn't but he liked living not having to do the heavy lifting and being cared for,he would move mountains for them in return if that's what made them happy. And he was always going to have the pack and now maybe possibly even you.
How did he even get so lucky.. he had told this to Yoongi who'd gently replied. Whatever he did he must have been good.
And you're pretty. In all the ways he likes. If Jungkook wasn't busy being jealous of you when you were first introduced to him he would have followed you to the ends of the earth just to get a glimpse of you. He'd often watch the windows of your room sleeping only after you turned off the lights. Some times he wanted to scold you for staying up late. Or for being careless as a lone omega. He knew he'd get an earful if he ever confessed such thoughts to anyone but he couldn't help but worry. He wanted to be the one who protects you. Except he'd only caused you hurt. Maybe he wasn't good enough to be your mate maybe that's why the bond was one way instead of two. He must have been oblivious to not realise how much he cared for you.
Jungkook has always been a hopeless romantic. He knows it. Every one knows it. He remembers the one time that play fighting with Jin had gone too far and Jin had to leave for an offsite buisness trip and when Jin opened the trunk to get his luggage, he found Jungkook eating his emergency jellies... which made Jin both endeared and even more mad. Jungkook had followed Jin to his hotel and even had the audacity to order mint chocolate icecream.
Jin was extremely irritated having to deal with Jungkook but also secretly happy Jungkook had followed him even though Jin wouldn't be caught admitting it. He even made Hoseok lecture Jungkook later.
But being around you is so confusing for Jungkook. He wants to protect you but also hide from you. He wants to listen to you but also talking to you is so intimidating. He wants to hide you from the world but also show you off to everyone. He wants to never say the words out loud and scream from the rooftops. That yes yes he's in love with you.
Thats not the only thing on Jungkook's mind though.
As he eats instant noodles with Jimin, a random movie playing in the background. He can't help but be a little concerned.
The only one not into the recent change is Jimin and Jungkook thinks he might have something to do with it.
The truth is Jimin felt a little betrayed by Jungkook's change of stance. Jimin liked you, he did. He loved hanging out with you and the omega sleepovers and laughing silly with you ,but you were the newest friend he had made in a while and things would change once you were pack. And there wasn't any guarantee it'd change for the better.
He also felt a little threatened by you, he was used to being Jungkook's omega and the packs omega uncontested because Taehyung always folded even when Jimin knew he was being unreasonable or doing something just because he could and not to mention how it would inevitably change the pack dynamics. Namjoon and Yoongi had taken a great learning curve to respect each other, but because of you, they were already arguing again. While Jimin wouldn't say it our loud, he was grateful Yoongi was a beta because otherwise, it would have been a total disaster.
Also the pack was already accommodating you. When Jimin had introduced Jungkook there was a lot of adjustments and maybe its unfair on you for Jimin to compare but it's the truth. Jimin was furious when he glanced upon Hobi's idea notebook where he was already considering doing videos with you.
Everything felt too sudden. And thats not to mention having the responsibility of looking after the wellbeing of another omega. Jimin wasn't sure he could do it.
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The pack sat together for dinner. Since Jungkook was going to be away from home Seokjin and Yoongi had gone the extra mile to make Junkook's favourite dishes. The mood across the table was cheery.
They all ate happily talking over each other. Jin was showing off by flexing his arm muscles because he had recently started going to the gym again. Tae too flexed his muscles. Hobi laughed. Jimin couldn't help but smile fondly at his pack.
"Jungkook. Do well." Yoongi said quietly as they were picking up dishes.
Before Jungkook could reply. Jimin spoke. "Its not necessary that Y/n will agree."
Yoongi was a little shocked by the bite present in Jimin's words.
"What do you mean?"
Shrugging he said." I mean she's a solo omega who hasn't lived in a pack for most of her life. It's hard to live with us. Besides she may just not want to. I think you guys are building it up too much. I mean she didn't even say anything about the gifts we gave her before so who knows maybe she was playing us. I mean you guys saw her with another alpha."
Yoongi felt angry. "Are you hearing yourself right now?"
"Ofcourse I'm just being realistic." Jimin replied defensively.
Yoongi lost his temper. "That's rich coming from you."
"What do you mean?" Jimin said even though he knew exactly what Yoongi was implying. He had introduced Jungkook to the pack when Jungkook was still a minor.
"What's going on?" Taehyung asked coming from the kitchen soap suds in his hand. "You guys smell angry."
Yoongi scoffs. "Nothing." Yoongi walks away leaving a Jimin who is both hurt and angry.
Finally the day of the trip arrives. Jungkook can feel the pressure.
Namjoon spots the tremble in Jungkook's hand. So he waits for everyone to say their goodbyes. Then he hugs Jungkook.
"Have fun. OK? And no matter what happens I won't be Dissappointed in you. You're still pack. Our Baby alpha."
And Jungkook feels himself relax. It's exactly what he needed to hear.
"Our kid is going camping alone. Jungkookie is all grown up. Come on everyone it's picture time " Hobi says ushering everyone close to take a picture.
"1 2 3, Say cheese" Hobi clicks the picture. The Polaroid film comes out blank and slowly but surely the colors start filling in.
"Why's his bag so heavy? It's like you're carrying rocks." Taehyung comments.
And his bag was quite a sight. An army style bag and luggage with extra sleeping bag containing snacks and a safety kit and a Swiss knife.
"Ok ok. He'll be late." Jin says ushering them along.
They all say goodbye and leave for work.
Jungkook takes a deep breath and picks his luggage. Here goes nothing. .
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The first order of buisness is that Jungkook is responsible for taking attendance. He can't help but notice your cheery mood. It puts him in a good mood too.
Soon it's time to board the bus. He directs the students along with the other volunteers to keep their bags in the bus. He's about to help you when Yeonjun that brat keeps your luggage.
"Your luggage is cute like you" the alpha says.
You giggle.
And Jungkook decides he hates this Yeonjun character. His hate only intensifies. When you sit next to each other. He breaks the pencil he was holding when he sees you share earphones.
He wants to stop you but he remembers he has no right to. He spends the rest of the ride plotting Yeonjun's demise.
He watches you fall asleep. Its early morning so it's only natural a lot of people are sleeping. The bus makes a stop he watches Yeonjun and others who are awake go to the bus stop. He covers you up with the shawl so you don't catch a cold. Then he goes back to his seat satisfied.
The bus resumes its journey. Finally the destination arrives. People start to get up. You look groggy and half asleep. So adorable.
"I'll take out our bags" Yeonjun tells you. You nod in response hugging the shawl closely. It smells nice. You stretch and stand up. Jungkook comes closer to you the apology ready on his lips but instead he changes his mind the last minute.
"Y/n.. I... the shawl please."
"Oh yeah sure." You're a little disappointed. Aren't you supposed to be mates. Isn't this supposed to be easy. You wait for him to say something else. Anything. But before he can say something one of the other volunteers asks Jungkook to hurry. And so once again he leaves you hanging.
You are alloted rooms luckily you and Sooyeon are sharing the room. You both quickly change into your hiking outfit.
You start at the base of the mountain excited but it isn't soon that you're already regretting it. The surroundings forest makes the air humid. And soon you're sweating. As the path goes on, it becomes more steep. Jungkook stays near you and though you loathe to admit it. It does make you feel more safe.
Despite grumbling the entire journey. The top view is spectacular. Though the weather is windy. You take pictures. You even have a group picture taken.
And then it's going down, which, though easier than climbing is still fueling your exhaustion. By the end your legs feel like jelly.
Soon it's time for dinner after eating and taking a shower you pass out on your bed.
The next morning after breakfast, your bus takes you to the camping site. The scenery is nice. A clearing at the base of the mountain surrounded by forests.
On reaching camps you are handed tents. Your first task is building tents. You start to read the information booklet with Suyeon.
"Don't worry Y/n. I'll help you out. I used to go camping with my dad. I've helped make tents."
You smile at her grateful, but before you can say more. A loud clap attracts your attention.
It's Jungkook.
"Gather round. I'll make one tent to show you how it's done. Play close attention."
He then picks up your tent and starts setting it up carefully going over the steps. And you wanna roll your eyes at his audacity but you're also secretly impressed.
Suyeon nudges you, a mischievous smile on her lips.
"Shut it." You say warning evident in your tone.
She only giggles thoroughly, enjoying the turn of events.
Jungkook knows he's probably trying to hard. But at this point it's all or nothing. It's best to finish this before he looses his nerve. Except all his plans seem to be backfiring. Anytime he tries to offer help. Show he can provide as an alpha. Its end up in a way where you offer to help others and do more work.
He then instructed people to chop wood for the barbecue. Assigning yeonjun to it. To you he put on the food preparation duty. So that you both wouldn't stick to each other. His satisfaction lasted only a little while.
After a while, every time Yeonjun transported the wood, he'd drop by the kitchen area. And you'd feed him a little something after he cutely whined for it. Even helping him drink water!!! Jungkook had to busy him in the actual grilling. Pretending to teach him to barbecue so that the two of you would stay separated.
You sat huddled together as a group when Yeonjun produced smores like he was smuggling alcohol.
As if that wasn't enough. Yeonjun fed you the fresh grilled pieces of the barbecue. And Jungkook was forced to handover the smores he bought for himself to Yeonjun because he wanted you to eat them. And he had to smile and pretend to be magnanimous to Yeonjun who thought Jungkook was favouring him.
Ha! As if he would favor his mortal enemy.
He just couldn't risk making you more angry then you were and have Jin hyung scold him that's it. And Yeonjun was a nice kid. But he wouldn't be caught dead admitting it.
"Wow where did you get these" Suyeon asked him taking a bite.
"Jungkook sunbaenim gave them to me. I think he likes me." Yeonjun replied confidently.
Suyeon choked back laughter. You handed her water with a pointed look.
"Ofcourse such a nice senior." Suyeon agrees patting your back.
And one might call him biased against Yeonjun. But whenever he tries to give him jobs you end up volunteering to help him out. Like he made Yeonjun do the dishes. And he had been away for a moment only to come back and find you sitting next to Yeonjun scrubbing away. And playing with the bubbles. He stromed away in barely concealed rage which stemmed out of jealousy and ended up scrubbing the rest of the pots. Which Yeonjun saw and felt even more respect for his senior.
Suyeon took a video of the incident and emailed it to you. Fulfilling her duty as your bestfriend. (Much later it would make rounds on the the boys phones.. Taehyung even gotted a screenshot of jungkooks face printed on a shirt for Christmas)
Still Jungkook left a hand cream on your bed for you. And just like that the second day ended with Jungkook grumbling to himself as he finished checking up on everything that needed to be done for the night. Complaining to the cactus pen he'd borrowed from Namjoon.
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Authur's note: happy namkook month every one. I hope you're doing well. I finally finished this. I finally got to writing after watching Run Jin. Him coming back has like healed me. So I thought it would be nice to post this. Anyway please let me know your thoughts as always. I love hearing them. And remember to like and repost.
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ratherbefangirling · 3 months ago
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Umduğunu bulamazsan bulduğunu um..
I had to Google translate that..
If you don't find what you hope for, hope you find it..
I'm a little confused but thanks anyway.. 😊
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ratherbefangirling · 3 months ago
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Belong 9
Pairing: ot7 x reader
Genre: Fluff, hurt/comfort, omegaverse au
Summary: You and Jungkook go to the camp.
Previous | Masterlist | Next
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Jungkook can feel the excitement in the air. The pack is bustling with activity.
Jin and Hobi have been out shopping on multiple little trips every day busy buying things for you. They think they're hiding it well but their constant giggling and taking approval from either Yoongi or Taehyung cannot possibly go unnoticed, even though Junkook among all of them is the best at being oblivious.
Last night he overheard Yoongi and Joon discuss or rather argue..it wasn't an actual fight but they both did get worked up enough that Hobi had to intervene. The two of them were quite passionate about converting one of the store rooms into your room and possibly redo the basement to optimise storage. Even Taehyung who Jungkook didn't think was very interested in having you as part of the pack had already informed his family about you. Jungkook had been gaming with Taehyung when his family pack called. And Taehyung had quite happily chirped about Junkook's mate.
It made Jungkook think about you.. which frankly he had been avoiding. He had said yes to the pack but at the same time he was nervous about how things would actually go. He knew the pack would be disappointed if you said no and he didn't think he could handle that in addition to loosing you. Nobody knew the fact that he had watched you from the first day you entered. Your bright smiles were infectious. You were a reserved person and he was shy and to be honest it wasn't the best combination.
Many a times when you sat in Yoongi's studio doing your work Jungkook stood and watched from the slight opening of the door. He had come out to eat icecream and he picked up the tub decided to go visit yoongi and there you were. Its like you belonged with the pack already. He only moved when you started packing your books to leave. Rushing to hide in his room. Heart pounding. It must have been from the running because surely it couldn't be you. His icecream melted but he felt like he had bigger concerns. But he wasn't sad for long because Jin had made him a milkshake out of the melted icecream
Another thing to note was that Jungkook loves your scent. It's addicting, it's like having his favourite candy times hundred for the first time. If he could turn your scent into perfume he would and he would also spray it everywhere so he can always smell it.
Jungkook was more proactive in the action department of his brain than the thinking. He had always his hyungs to do the thinking for him. It wasn't like he couldn't but he liked living not having to do the heavy lifting and being cared for,he would move mountains for them in return if that's what made them happy. And he was always going to have the pack and now maybe possibly even you.
How did he even get so lucky.. he had told this to Yoongi who'd gently replied. Whatever he did he must have been good.
And you're pretty. In all the ways he likes. If Jungkook wasn't busy being jealous of you when you were first introduced to him he would have followed you to the ends of the earth just to get a glimpse of you. He'd often watch the windows of your room sleeping only after you turned off the lights. Some times he wanted to scold you for staying up late. Or for being careless as a lone omega. He knew he'd get an earful if he ever confessed such thoughts to anyone but he couldn't help but worry. He wanted to be the one who protects you. Except he'd only caused you hurt. Maybe he wasn't good enough to be your mate maybe that's why the bond was one way instead of two. He must have been oblivious to not realise how much he cared for you.
Jungkook has always been a hopeless romantic. He knows it. Every one knows it. He remembers the one time that play fighting with Jin had gone too far and Jin had to leave for an offsite buisness trip and when Jin opened the trunk to get his luggage, he found Jungkook eating his emergency jellies... which made Jin both endeared and even more mad. Jungkook had followed Jin to his hotel and even had the audacity to order mint chocolate icecream.
Jin was extremely irritated having to deal with Jungkook but also secretly happy Jungkook had followed him even though Jin wouldn't be caught admitting it. He even made Hoseok lecture Jungkook later.
But being around you is so confusing for Jungkook. He wants to protect you but also hide from you. He wants to listen to you but also talking to you is so intimidating. He wants to hide you from the world but also show you off to everyone. He wants to never say the words out loud and scream from the rooftops. That yes yes he's in love with you.
Thats not the only thing on Jungkook's mind though.
As he eats instant noodles with Jimin, a random movie playing in the background. He can't help but be a little concerned.
The only one not into the recent change is Jimin and Jungkook thinks he might have something to do with it.
The truth is Jimin felt a little betrayed by Jungkook's change of stance. Jimin liked you, he did. He loved hanging out with you and the omega sleepovers and laughing silly with you ,but you were the newest friend he had made in a while and things would change once you were pack. And there wasn't any guarantee it'd change for the better.
He also felt a little threatened by you, he was used to being Jungkook's omega and the packs omega uncontested because Taehyung always folded even when Jimin knew he was being unreasonable or doing something just because he could and not to mention how it would inevitably change the pack dynamics. Namjoon and Yoongi had taken a great learning curve to respect each other, but because of you, they were already arguing again. While Jimin wouldn't say it our loud, he was grateful Yoongi was a beta because otherwise, it would have been a total disaster.
Also the pack was already accommodating you. When Jimin had introduced Jungkook there was a lot of adjustments and maybe its unfair on you for Jimin to compare but it's the truth. Jimin was furious when he glanced upon Hobi's idea notebook where he was already considering doing videos with you.
Everything felt too sudden. And thats not to mention having the responsibility of looking after the wellbeing of another omega. Jimin wasn't sure he could do it.
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The pack sat together for dinner. Since Jungkook was going to be away from home Seokjin and Yoongi had gone the extra mile to make Junkook's favourite dishes. The mood across the table was cheery.
They all ate happily talking over each other. Jin was showing off by flexing his arm muscles because he had recently started going to the gym again. Tae too flexed his muscles. Hobi laughed. Jimin couldn't help but smile fondly at his pack.
"Jungkook. Do well." Yoongi said quietly as they were picking up dishes.
Before Jungkook could reply. Jimin spoke. "Its not necessary that Y/n will agree."
Yoongi was a little shocked by the bite present in Jimin's words.
"What do you mean?"
Shrugging he said." I mean she's a solo omega who hasn't lived in a pack for most of her life. It's hard to live with us. Besides she may just not want to. I think you guys are building it up too much. I mean she didn't even say anything about the gifts we gave her before so who knows maybe she was playing us. I mean you guys saw her with another alpha."
Yoongi felt angry. "Are you hearing yourself right now?"
"Ofcourse I'm just being realistic." Jimin replied defensively.
Yoongi lost his temper. "That's rich coming from you."
"What do you mean?" Jimin said even though he knew exactly what Yoongi was implying. He had introduced Jungkook to the pack when Jungkook was still a minor.
"What's going on?" Taehyung asked coming from the kitchen soap suds in his hand. "You guys smell angry."
Yoongi scoffs. "Nothing." Yoongi walks away leaving a Jimin who is both hurt and angry.
Finally the day of the trip arrives. Jungkook can feel the pressure.
Namjoon spots the tremble in Jungkook's hand. So he waits for everyone to say their goodbyes. Then he hugs Jungkook.
"Have fun. OK? And no matter what happens I won't be Dissappointed in you. You're still pack. Our Baby alpha."
And Jungkook feels himself relax. It's exactly what he needed to hear.
"Our kid is going camping alone. Jungkookie is all grown up. Come on everyone it's picture time " Hobi says ushering everyone close to take a picture.
"1 2 3, Say cheese" Hobi clicks the picture. The Polaroid film comes out blank and slowly but surely the colors start filling in.
"Why's his bag so heavy? It's like you're carrying rocks." Taehyung comments.
And his bag was quite a sight. An army style bag and luggage with extra sleeping bag containing snacks and a safety kit and a Swiss knife.
"Ok ok. He'll be late." Jin says ushering them along.
They all say goodbye and leave for work.
Jungkook takes a deep breath and picks his luggage. Here goes nothing. .
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The first order of buisness is that Jungkook is responsible for taking attendance. He can't help but notice your cheery mood. It puts him in a good mood too.
Soon it's time to board the bus. He directs the students along with the other volunteers to keep their bags in the bus. He's about to help you when Yeonjun that brat keeps your luggage.
"Your luggage is cute like you" the alpha says.
You giggle.
And Jungkook decides he hates this Yeonjun character. His hate only intensifies. When you sit next to each other. He breaks the pencil he was holding when he sees you share earphones.
He wants to stop you but he remembers he has no right to. He spends the rest of the ride plotting Yeonjun's demise.
He watches you fall asleep. Its early morning so it's only natural a lot of people are sleeping. The bus makes a stop he watches Yeonjun and others who are awake go to the bus stop. He covers you up with the shawl so you don't catch a cold. Then he goes back to his seat satisfied.
The bus resumes its journey. Finally the destination arrives. People start to get up. You look groggy and half asleep. So adorable.
"I'll take out our bags" Yeonjun tells you. You nod in response hugging the shawl closely. It smells nice. You stretch and stand up. Jungkook comes closer to you the apology ready on his lips but instead he changes his mind the last minute.
"Y/n.. I... the shawl please."
"Oh yeah sure." You're a little disappointed. Aren't you supposed to be mates. Isn't this supposed to be easy. You wait for him to say something else. Anything. But before he can say something one of the other volunteers asks Jungkook to hurry. And so once again he leaves you hanging.
You are alloted rooms luckily you and Sooyeon are sharing the room. You both quickly change into your hiking outfit.
You start at the base of the mountain excited but it isn't soon that you're already regretting it. The surroundings forest makes the air humid. And soon you're sweating. As the path goes on, it becomes more steep. Jungkook stays near you and though you loathe to admit it. It does make you feel more safe.
Despite grumbling the entire journey. The top view is spectacular. Though the weather is windy. You take pictures. You even have a group picture taken.
And then it's going down, which, though easier than climbing is still fueling your exhaustion. By the end your legs feel like jelly.
Soon it's time for dinner after eating and taking a shower you pass out on your bed.
The next morning after breakfast, your bus takes you to the camping site. The scenery is nice. A clearing at the base of the mountain surrounded by forests.
On reaching camps you are handed tents. Your first task is building tents. You start to read the information booklet with Suyeon.
"Don't worry Y/n. I'll help you out. I used to go camping with my dad. I've helped make tents."
You smile at her grateful, but before you can say more. A loud clap attracts your attention.
It's Jungkook.
"Gather round. I'll make one tent to show you how it's done. Play close attention."
He then picks up your tent and starts setting it up carefully going over the steps. And you wanna roll your eyes at his audacity but you're also secretly impressed.
Suyeon nudges you, a mischievous smile on her lips.
"Shut it." You say warning evident in your tone.
She only giggles thoroughly, enjoying the turn of events.
Jungkook knows he's probably trying to hard. But at this point it's all or nothing. It's best to finish this before he looses his nerve. Except all his plans seem to be backfiring. Anytime he tries to offer help. Show he can provide as an alpha. Its end up in a way where you offer to help others and do more work.
He then instructed people to chop wood for the barbecue. Assigning yeonjun to it. To you he put on the food preparation duty. So that you both wouldn't stick to each other. His satisfaction lasted only a little while.
After a while, every time Yeonjun transported the wood, he'd drop by the kitchen area. And you'd feed him a little something after he cutely whined for it. Even helping him drink water!!! Jungkook had to busy him in the actual grilling. Pretending to teach him to barbecue so that the two of you would stay separated.
You sat huddled together as a group when Yeonjun produced smores like he was smuggling alcohol.
As if that wasn't enough. Yeonjun fed you the fresh grilled pieces of the barbecue. And Jungkook was forced to handover the smores he bought for himself to Yeonjun because he wanted you to eat them. And he had to smile and pretend to be magnanimous to Yeonjun who thought Jungkook was favouring him.
Ha! As if he would favor his mortal enemy.
He just couldn't risk making you more angry then you were and have Jin hyung scold him that's it. And Yeonjun was a nice kid. But he wouldn't be caught dead admitting it.
"Wow where did you get these" Suyeon asked him taking a bite.
"Jungkook sunbaenim gave them to me. I think he likes me." Yeonjun replied confidently.
Suyeon choked back laughter. You handed her water with a pointed look.
"Ofcourse such a nice senior." Suyeon agrees patting your back.
And one might call him biased against Yeonjun. But whenever he tries to give him jobs you end up volunteering to help him out. Like he made Yeonjun do the dishes. And he had been away for a moment only to come back and find you sitting next to Yeonjun scrubbing away. And playing with the bubbles. He stromed away in barely concealed rage which stemmed out of jealousy and ended up scrubbing the rest of the pots. Which Yeonjun saw and felt even more respect for his senior.
Suyeon took a video of the incident and emailed it to you. Fulfilling her duty as your bestfriend. (Much later it would make rounds on the the boys phones.. Taehyung even gotted a screenshot of jungkooks face printed on a shirt for Christmas)
Still Jungkook left a hand cream on your bed for you. And just like that the second day ended with Jungkook grumbling to himself as he finished checking up on everything that needed to be done for the night. Complaining to the cactus pen he'd borrowed from Namjoon.
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Authur's note: happy namkook month every one. I hope you're doing well. I finally finished this. I finally got to writing after watching Run Jin. Him coming back has like healed me. So I thought it would be nice to post this. Anyway please let me know your thoughts as always. I love hearing them. And remember to like and repost.
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