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What if, instead of Callum using Dark Magic next season it's Soren. If Callum tried then surely Rayla would bring up the fact that it could kill him or something. So Soren would step in, grabbing the supplies from Callum and just leaving. Soren already knows the plan, he knows when do to the spell and he saw it in the book in front of Callum so that won't be an issue. It doesn't matter if Soren hates Dark Magic, if it keeps Callum alive then it's fine. His job as Crownguard is to protect the royal family and Callum is part of that family. If doing Dark Magic means to protect the royal family then Soren is willing do it.
#the dragon prince#soren#tdp soren#soren the dragon prince#soren is a crownguard before all else#i think itd be perfect angst material as well#soren hates dark magic due to it ruining his family#and he ends up using it to save his new family#i might actually write about this ngl
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Spencer, dear, I'm so sorry, but "I Will Survive" is not a Crowley song. Seriously? Disappointed
Bro-
Do I-
*waves frenetically towards the picture below*
Portraying Crowley as this suave, cool and mysterious guy that breathes rock is such a surface level analysis of this dork. That's what HE wants you to think of him. Gorgeous redhead fellaw with slinky hips and rockstar style, yes, BUT
He had his silly goose phase and his silly goose phase was Disco Tony and everyone in my household is going to respect Disco Tony
Look me in my bloody eyes and tell me this lil queer fella and his buddy Freddie Fucking Mercury didn't go down to the Golden Lion back in old Soho and drink their weights in beer as "I Will Survive" played and they kissed some guys here and there?
("Why the Golden Lion again, sweetheart? Why not that Harpoon Louis place everyone is talking about back in Earls Court Road?"
"Ngk, no reason. Absolutely not because I'm very desperately trying to bump into this very very annoying guy whom's I've only seen from a far since we last talked in the 60's after he gave me something we had had a fight over some years before and now we are kinda weird with each other and I dunnot know what he expects of me, but, fucking Heaven's, why does the bloody angel have to be so bloody complicated anyway? You should have seen the way he looked at me. The bloody idiot sitting in my Bentley saying I "go too fast". Go too fast?! What does that even mean?!"
"Ah. Right. Bookshop darling."
"Ngk. No. More like. Pain in my arse. The idiot. The way he looked at me made me feel like...agh....like I was falling apart. Is it really so hard for him to stop being a posh little shite and talk to me straight? Stop- Don't look at me like that. Pull that bloody eyebrow back down, you noisance. You know exactly what I mean. I just...ngk, it feels so lonely sometimes and-"
"Lonely, you say, darling?"
"Don't. Don't you even, Mr. Big Shot Rock Star. Azi-...The angel and I go back a long long time. I'm just used to have him around, that's all, but he's so...so..."
"Extremely queer and quite dishy? I don't see the problem here, really, Tony dear. Just walk up to the bloke and grab his arse. Worked for me and Jim just fine."
"You got bloody lucky, is what you got. Absolutely high out of your own arse, you bastard. I don't do that."
"Oh, but you do-"
"Ngk. No. Not to him...Bloody Heavens, stop-"
"I didn't say anything."
"I can feel you judging all the way from here, Melina."
"My sincere apologies if my sunglasses cannot hide how much I think you're a bloody cream puff, Anthonia Jennifer Crowley. The man is unmistakably almost as bent as the two of us combined. How much do you want to bet with me, right here, right now, that man is dying to have you turn him into an artiste until he is absolutely knackered?"
"Satan, you're fucking impossible sometimes...It's not that bloody simple, alright? Just. There's so much left unspoken between us still and-"
"God, that's a load of tosh, Anthony. You're arse over tits in love with the bloke and instead of getting a move on and a possibly great shag..."
"...Fred...?"
"Hold up one second, darling. Let me just-"
"Fred-What the-Fred-What-Is that-Where the fuck did you take that notebook from? We are on out way to the pub! What-! Stop bloody writing-!"
BAAM Freddie Mercury writes "One Year Of Love" on his way to the Golden Lion in Soho in the company of his mate Anthony J. Crowley, once again sucking on the man's pinning for the mysterious bookshop bloke he has the hots for.)
Anyway- (Adhd brain. It's 5 am on a saturday. What do you want from me?)
I rest my case
Snake boy absolutely asks Alexa to play that song when he is alone in his flat and he wants to feel a lil nostalgic and let loose
#bro adhd brain is real#this is a silly ask and i turned it into a fictional conversation between Legend Freddie Mercury and a silly fictional demon with a crush#bros go to sleep#ain't nothing good nor productive coming out of anyone's brain at 5 am i promise#post season 2 crowley absolutely hammered out of his arse singing this song with that little hatred towards the angel?#bet#...i might actually need to write this ngl#ADD IT TO THE LIST KRONK#asks#anon#disco tony#good omens#ineffable husbands#crowley#aziraphale#anthony j crowley#aziracrow#david tennant#gomens#crowley good omens#freddie mercury#and yeah freddie gave must his friend stupid nicknames mostly female nicknames#crowley got stuck with anthonia jennifer i'm sorry it's 5 am and my brain can do so much#and yes freddie's nickname was melina#you thought my only obcession was the snake man eh? boy are you mistaken#aziraphale and crowley#this is about my crowley playlist i presume#if not oops too late#crowley and aziraphale#aziraphale good omens
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🔮 Crystal Ball- What kind of future does your OC want to have? What would they do to make it real?
About dftr sun and moon vuv
The future they want is the past they once had.
Their life had been simple, but they wouldn’t have given it up for anything. Creating and exchanging crafts with each other, playing in the river, stopping (and starting) food fights in the dining hall, walking through nature to study every branch, every funny shaped rock, every bird that soared overhead. Singing songs in the morning. Telling ghost stories at night. Skits and campfires and making memories. Teaching the kids everything they could, and learning from them, too.
It was by no means perfect, no life ever is, but it was all they had — and they loved every minute. They would have been happy to stay like this for the rest of their lives.
What would they do to make it real?
Anything.
They would hide themselves away for a decade, watching from afar as life continued on without them. They would pay dearly for a crime they did not commit. They would let themselves fall into ruin. They would speak with the animals if only to ease the loneliness for just a few minutes. They would dirty their hands. They would become the monsters that their campfire stories foretold. They would risk everything to make the hurt stop, to quiet the grief that has haunted them for years.
They would kill for it.
#dftr au#this one made me a little emotional ngl#i think i might actually cry when i get around to writing the final scene#i know i make a lot of jokes about sun and moon being a big scary slasher but#there is reason behind their violence. purpose to their crimes#they're hurting. they are hurting more than any amount of suffering brought to anyone else will ever be able to fix#they are grieving a loss that can never be undone#these actions are not unbidden and they are not done without knowledge of consequence#they are a cry for help#but no one will be there to help them in the end#...or will you?
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One of my headcanons is that Kou and Hanako often play fight afterschool as an excuse to spend more quality time with each other!! Hanako says he’s helping Kou train but in reality it keeps him busy a little longer yk? I mean if Kou so happens to get hurt while they spar who knows maybe Hanako can step up to bandage him <3 And maybe if there’s time he can offer a juice pack as a weak consolation? Then Kou shares one with Hanako? As they watch the sun fade in the horizon??? Having learned not only more about their fighting style but each other as a whole?
Anyways in other words: BOYS WILL BE BOYS!!!
#Wish we had the full panel but there’s enough of HanaKou roughhousing to choose from <3#I might. write a fic about this actually#hanakou#kouhana#jibaku shounen hanako kun#toilet bound hanako kun#kou minamoto#tbhk#jshk#hanako kun#hanako x kou#kou x hanako#This one got away from me ngl#But I promise you’ll see the fruits of my brainrot soon <3
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the vibe i bring to the function as an artist VS the vibe i bring to the function as a writer
#i barely ever wrote shit for EW ngl#might try writing something.. maybe actually pick up that promise of a fanfic x matt muahaha🦹(no promises I'm literally too tired rn)#also hiii my followers that are here for matt fanarts#i did not forget about you all mkaaayyyy i just took a lil break from drawing matt :b#all because i stripped his character of how i perceive his essence all simply for my own comfort of the mind and that made me feel awful#matt ew#eddsworld#eddsworld matt#ew matt
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do you have any beidou and miko sub headcanons? 👀 i like to think they're both brats, but i think that's just my own biases speaking haha
YES!!! heavy on the brat miko she's a brat even when domming she makes it work dont ask how. i can see snarky sub beidou too ough..
miko is peak brat. she's literally made for it. she will bully you about wanting her to sub but if you pull her hair she's melting like putty. she definitely likes it rough if she's subbing and that goes for you too. expect plenty of bites and scratches.
generally a menace in bed lbr. will absolutely test your patience trying to turn the tables on you just so you can put her in her place. she's a lot quicker and more squirmy then you'd maybe expect her to be, she can and absolutely will try to flip you over. tie her up though and she'll behave..physically, at least. she's still going to be a snarky little shit trying to rile you up until you rail her into the mattress so hard she feels it the next morning. so you better shut her up, huh?
shove your fingers in her mouth, gag her, etc. shes not complaining which. keep her on her toes and switch it up even.
she has excellent control over her tail and ears to not give away her emotions but she kinda loses it if she gets really into it. rile her up enough and maybe she'll let you pull on her tail (please do)
but she also reads as someone who would want a night where you two just go at it trying to dom the other. it really gets her worked up and you might end up bleeding a bit because she gets a little too excited. might get a scar or two in the process. her teeth hurt and she knows how to use them (all the better if you are into it)
beidou, on the other hand..where miko is a little mean (affectionately) beidou feels more snarky then outright. yknow. mean. she feels more like she leans toward being a dom to me but shes absolutely down to sub!! shes just a little surprised at first
especially if your smaller then her though shes LOVES it. shes built like a damn tank she thinks its a little funny (and really hot) and she makes sure you know it. shes crude and snarky but she actually enjoys subbing from time to time that she doesnt really mind it all that much. its nice to let you take the reins sometimes
especially anything involving eating you out/sucking you off this woman is RELENTLESS. acting like she's starved. theres something thrilling about having the tables turned from how she usually does it though. grab her hair and use her and shes putty. especially if you tie her hands up so she cant grab your thighs. she'll whine and pout about it but you both know if she really wanted to she'd snap the bonds like tissue paper.
she definitely feels like someone who prefers subbing by still pleasuring you though, yknow? rather then the other way around. she prioritizes your pleasure even when she subs and it shows!!
feel like her snarkiness really shows if you start ordering her around though. she'll pull out the captain card lightheartedly and purposely be obtuse if she thinks itll rile you up without killing the mood. she'll say no with a cocky smile and then do it anyway, etc. less of a menace then miko but definitely still up to a bit of mischief.
#asks#Anonymous#genshin impact smut#genshin smut#yae miko#beidou#beidou leans heavy toward dom ngl but sub beidou is also so tasty like ough........#ask really nicely (/j) and she'll let you rail her into the mattress if you even make it to her cabin#shes actually appreciative about it though imo. she likes letting loose sometimes and its nice to just give you the reins for a bit#though there are few characters i dont see as switches anyway#miko is like prime switch. she will switch midway thru just to keep you on your toes#you get distracted and suddenly shes the one in control#she wont say it out loud but she thrives off the constant play for power. do the same to her and shes swooning#you might as well have proposed right there and then /j#tried 2 keep it gender neutral since u didnt mention either or so#but also shoving my hcs into this so hard. buff beidou my beloved. didnt mention it but chubby miko too>>>>>>>>>>>>#finally getting back to my roots. lowkey shitposting rather then actually writing.#beidou the wifeguy that you are <3
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ngl i have been thinking for the past like month that i kinda wanna add another catgirl (kirara from genshin) but also re-add my little cat alien bastard kyubey
#i like the idea of writing them. but would i actually write them? hmmmm...#anyway hey i'm. still working on the carrd. it's taking forever lmaooo...#got like. four bios done. but none of the graphics. so idek if i'll be able to finish tonight#might take a break for some games ngl.......#.......i went to type out 'but yeah' and instinctively wrote 'byan'. i.......#that about sums up the state of my brain rn lmao#but YEAH consider enabling me or telling me it'd be silly to add more muses that probably won't get used lmfaskjfsd#♡ ⁄ 𝙾𝙾𝙲
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how does pinterest see you moodboard! not technically tagged but saw @thearcaneuniversity’s post and decided to copy it. Everyone is welcome to do the same, these are fun!
rules: search up fashion, pantone, mood and food on pinterest and put the first picture that shows up!
#illy talks#tumblr games#feel like food throws off the dark vibe but looking up “healthy chicken recipes” is part of the dark “I should lose weight” times#also struggling with my body image still y’all. Sorry! Idk if I should like tag#body image#i've always struggled with my appearance due to my weight and while i'm an overall healthy person#it's still something that comes up in my mind and self concious anxieties sometimes#maybe I should keep an actual diary/journal 👀 ngl looking up photos for fun mood boards to journal might be a thing#like maybe that’s the one way I’ll actually journal/write and not just think about it#boy did evil eye GET ME THINKING Y’ALL#it really said “GIRL GET HELP IF YOU NEED IT AND EVEN IF YOU DON'T THINK YOU DO”
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the way my stress about colleges and my future goes away whenever i write valgrace should be studied actually (i’m dying and on my deathbed i actually hate this so bad)
powering through it I GUESS
#send help#i’ve spent like all week researching actually and my brain explodes every time#i was also reading up on so many things and i almost cried ngl#well that’s a bit dramatic#i slammed my laptop closed and flipped onto my bed is what i did#i’ve also been struggling with writing some things aka this big pjo fic project i’ve been on for two months#which might be writer’s block stemming from said stress but it’s ok#i’m living on sleep#coffee#tears and a dream#i just wanna write silly little fanfics about silly little characters is that too much to ask for#apparently#mazzy’s thought jar
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I snoopes around your old tags aand I am a little in love with Harwen
Aaaah, thank you, I'm so happy you like him! ❤️❤️
I've been thinking about him a lot this Veilguard eve too, kinda revisiting him (and some of my other, "non-canon" guys, especially vis a vis the Themes™ and how they continue through the new guys), and for what it's worth... I think that for a character I made when I was only like 22, he still works pretty well!
I would probably do a few things differently now, more consciously, but, I mean... I still think that the "reclusive, introverted, gray-ace-but-specifically-demisexual Dalish assassin-strategist Experiencing Cultural Divide And Alienation" is still a fun concept that I really like!
.... I have also been toying around a bit with mods for the BG3 cc, to try and make (among others) him an updated face for the Veilguard timeskip too, and um.
the "Vallaslin" and the nose on this one are not quite right (the Vallaslin is supposed to be Andruil's, and his nose is supposed to be a bit hooked, kind of aquiline), but in his mid- to late forties? There's no way Harwen isn't gonna be dilfy. A positively dilfy elf.
(This is, I believe, is Shadowheart's dad's face, and he's an assassin-spec archer rogue in Dragon Age canon, but I think he'd be more of a hunter-, or gloom stalker-subclass Ranger in real DnD.)
#squirrel plays dragon age#oc: harwen lavellan#is another one of those guys who make me kind of side-eye my younger self#for never having as much as entertained the thought that yeah; she might very well be autistic#like let's be real. let's be SO real. yeah Ray probably only has his regular plot-PTSD piled on top of his cPTSD#but this guy? this guy is *textbook*. i re-read some backstory shit i had written about him back in the day; and well uh#ngl i could have straight up pulled half his thoughts and feelings from the DSM5#and i was just writing it like “hahehahuhehaho this is gotta be so relatable to everyone else too hehehihihohohu”#“i'm sure everyone experiences the world as if there was this invisible yet impenetrable wall between themselves and the rest of society”#“and like; numbly searching for belonging and never feeling quite right no matter where you are; but feeling Worse Occasionally?”#“totally the universal experience of being human”#and here i am 30 years old and holding my head in my hands like no. no babygirl. most people actually don't usually feel like that#but thank you for confirming it for me yet fucking again#(also. how wild it is for him to be both demi and autistic huh. no wonder baby boy has never been in a proper relationship before Josie.)#(yeah for sure; have the guy who struggles with establishing relationships only experience attraction through a deep emotional bond)#(that's not gonna make him lonely for sure)
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Imagine your f/o reading a (bedtime) story to you. Maybe you're lying on the sofa or in bed, they're sitting by your side or have already taken their place next to you. They're speaking with a soft and gentle voice, the kind that helps you slow down your thoughts and calm your mind. You're cuddling up closer against them, putting a soft smile on their lips as they feel your hands reaching out for them. Slowly, the comfortable warmth of their body and the soothing whispering of their voice make your eyelids feel heavy. You try your best to keep them open, not wanting to miss anything that they read. But by the time they finally put the book away, you've fallen into a gentle sleep. They cannot help but smile while they're making sure you're warm and comfortable, before at last allowing themselves to rest next to the person they love.
#I'm just thinking about lying in Hector's arms while he's reading something to me <3 ngl his voice is one of my favourite things about him#he can speak so loud and confident but also so soft and gentle and his pirate accent only adds to his allure💖💖#this actually works well also with my other f/os; I tend to really like all their voices and it might even be a reason why I fell for them#I've kind of noticed that voice can sometimes play a part in my attraction to someone#(probably also bc I have the bad habit of not looking at ppls faces so I tend to remember the sound of their voice easier than their looks)#selniaswriting#f/o imagine#f/o imagines#imagine#imagines#imagine your f/o#fictional other#self ship imagine#self ship#self shipping#self shipping community#self insert x canon#text#writing#romantic f/o
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omg chat why is writing kinda hard???
ok so this is a bit of an aside (warning: this post is long) but @348kg and i talked about this and honestly writing fanfics is a way for us to express ourselves creatively while using our idols as inspo for our work. and it’s fun most of the time.. but like honestly, 70-80% of the time, writing is hard. it’s not easy, like… it’s actually quite hard work.
and i know everyone has seen posts of like “pls reblog instead of just silently reading” or “pls like at least to show your appreciation” etc etc etc and ur probs sick of hearing it but like, it’s so true???
writing is honestly hard. and for most of us fanfic writers.. im sure you know but we have lives outside of our blogs. we are students, or we work normal jobs, we have life responsibilities, we have problems to deal with, and yet somewhere in between our busy lives we manage to find the time to sit down and create these pieces of writing for you, the reader, to read.
and tbh, i don’t really know where im going with this? i just want to let you know this: a typical 1-2k words one-shot probably takes me around 2-3 hours to write (on average, on a good day - sometimes longer or shorter). but it takes you maybe 10-15 mins, at most 30 mins to read depending on your reading speed. isn’t the time gap a little wild 🫠 on a typical work day, i get home from work at about 6, i cook myself dinner and eat, i shower and clean up, and if i know im writing that night, i make sure to clear my schedule (ie no overtime, no phone calls to friends or parents etc) and i sit on my laptop and write from about 10ish to about midnight. then i pause and i edit, and set things up to get ready post (think: pictures, title, word count, writing the warnings, summary, doing the tags) and by the time i post, it’s probably 1am.
i breathe a sigh of relief because it feels good! it feels really good to release my labour of love (literally) out into the world. and honestly, you know who you are, but those of you who constantly read and reblog my work, i see u!! (Alexa play i see u by p1harmony) and those who leave comments or reviews in the tags, i also see u (that’s why i like to reblog and respond to your tags too)!! it honestly brings me so much joy when someone comes and talks to me about something i wrote and how it made them feel. or even when someone recommends a fic i wrote. all these things that are so little and take so little of your time actually mean so much to me and im sure other writers as well.
and so i guess what im trying to say to everyone is: if you are a fic reader, if you read any fics, i just want you to know that the fic you loved reading took the writer a lot of resources to write (brain power, creativity and importantly time). i hope this gives u an insight into the process of a writer/writing a fic because im hoping it might help with whether or not you decide to hit that like or reblog or comment button in the near future!!
(also, i think it’s a shame that as writers sometimes we have to compromise on what we actually want to write vs what to write to get more engagement, likes, rbs etc. personally i have been writing on tumblr since 2020 on and off so ive been on here for four years now and i have a good sense of what is a good formula for a “successful” fic - usually it’s smut, usually it’s for the most popular member in terms of fic reading, and usually it’s of a certain length posted around a certain time etc etc. but i guess i don’t rly care anymore bc im a kinda old tumblr writer who isn’t bothered about the notes as much as i am just grateful for the little comments people send me saying that what i wrote made them feel seen or resonated with them. cos i think that is priceless 🥹)
PS. in no way am i complaining about the engagement or lack thereof that i personally get, nor am i complaining about the mere fact that writing is hard bc yes i am aware that i wanted to write in the first place and so it was my decision haha
#i wanted to do an ot6 fic by the end of tonight and i ONLY wrote jiung and felt bad about it T_T#but yeah#writing is hard ig#also to cover my ass i am not complaining just to be clear#I’m just stating that yeah i wanted to get fics out earlier rather than later but sometimes it’s just hard and life gets in the way#if you’re one of my mutuals on here u might know this but there’s some other external stuff going on in my life rn#which is making me like not as free to write essentially#and i really wanted to write something this weekend but I didn’t manage to so I am kinda disappointed in myself ngl#but#we live and we learn#and at least the blog got a face lift :)#I’m gonna keep working on the ot6 piece tho cos it’s rly fun#1 down#5 to go haha#good night friends#I hope ur having good weeks#don’t be too harsh on urself like I am bahaha#p1harmony writers#piwon writers#kpop writers#p1harmony fanfic#piwon fanfic#Kpop fanfic#shoutout to my readers#shoutout to my moots <3#I love you all actually#sending you a jiung style greeting AKA I’m keeping you all in my heart#*pounds chest cutely yet aggressively*#rach 💭
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Hi! The title fic ask game sounds fun!!
To save my indecisive brain from going over a ton of possible titles; I’m going to give you two lines from the last two songs I listened to.
If we’re stuck here now, I don’t want to be in your way
And
You don’t know me like this
Hopefully they are inspiring in some way hahah
As for paring, I am the biggest jeongsung and jeongchan loser but feel free to go with whatever pairing you feel fits best! I truly do adore all of them.
Hi! Thanks for the ask! :) Also, very valid on the song lyrics for titles, as a frequent user of lyrics as titles I understand completely dashdasbkd. And those pairings work for me! I decided to do one for each <3
If we’re stuck here now, I don’t want to be in your way
I'm thinking adventure in a post-apocalypse setting, or just something where they're forced together due to circumstances. Jisung is convinced that Jeongin hates him because they end up butting heads at first. They reluctantly have to team up for survival obviously and at first it's awkward since they're both being stubborn about getting along, but eventually they have their bonding moments, Jisung develops feelings for Jeongin and realizes he doesn't want to have to go their separate ways once their journey/mission/whatever ends because he's convinced Jeongin does not feel the same (he does). Maybe they're both convinced the other is better off without them. Stuff happens, confessions blurted out. They eventually get together and meet the others and live happily ever <33333
You don’t know me like this
Two ways to go about this came to mind, one is more action driven and the other emotional. I have the idea of someone hiding parts of himself from the other. First instinct was assassins au for the dark and dangerous vibes of it all. Anyways, married!jeongchan but Chan's been hiding secrets and a "dark side" from Jeongin because he's convinced Jeongin wouldn't accept him fully if he knew the "real" Chan. But Chan's past finally catches up with him and blows up in his face, so Jeongin ends up being caught in the mess and seeing this side of him that he never knew was possible, like what do you mean Chan, the man that builds their furniture while singing silly songs and helps old ladies cross the street and cries easily and loves hugs and hates scary movies because he gets scared can kill a man in like 18325 ways? What do you mean the man that refuses to kill spiders has killed countless people and knows how to disarm bombs? Jeongin must be going insane. But damn, Chan does look very hot right now.
(The second idea is far more grounded in reality and is very depressing but in a similar vein Chan is hiding parts of himself from the members, but especially Jeongin since he's the youngest, because as the leader he's convinced he has to be the "strong one" and not show how much he's struggling.)
Send me a made-up fic title and I’ll tell you what I would write to go with it!
#ngl I think I might actually write the jeongchan assassin au because well I'm having many thoughts about that idea now sdgvajasbdl#pompoenwolkjes#🔮; you seek information#foolish writing
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guys i havent written since may (for killer's birthday) but stupid silly swapinverse has been on my mind for a little bit and i threw together this silly (he has a panic attack and throws up) little short draft 4 swapinverse horror!!
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“hah… ah… oh god… no, no, nonono…”
he ran. sprinted through the forest like a frightened deer, his demeanor that of prey, although his previous actions aligned more of a predator. panting and shaking, his mind cycled through countless variations of how to react to what just happened, what he just did.
how should he react? how could he react? it was impossible to tell for him in the panicked state. and as the trees in snowdin slowly began to surround him (but weren't they always doing that?), paranoia couldn't run anymore. he was surrounded, he was blocked off, he couldn't escape. not from horrortale, not from snowdin, not from the dusty graveyard he had just left it, and not from the blood smeared across his mouth.
“no, i- what did, what did i do? paps, snowdin, even-undick, no, it-”
paranoia’s incoherent rambles brought his hands to wander across his face, tugging at the massive hole in his skull spanning majority of the left side of his head. picking at the chipped bone didn't help, it never did, but a nervous habit was unbreakable, and he was more than nervous in this moment. in fact, quite terrified. everything was terrifying. he was terrifying. and as the slightest hint of red blood touched his sleeve, the once red, now magenta eye quickly locked onto it, and he couldn't hold it back anymore.
“fuck- oh god, no, aliza-!”
falling to his knees, a disgustingly gorey mess of red, pink, and black spilled from his mouth. sounds of retching and hurling were all that filled the empty forest, and paranoia couldn't bear to look down and see the mess he’d made. the mess he’s caused. wasted food, he would've said. but that statement normally only applied to others. he never imagined using it on himself. choking on his spit and certainly not his blood, tears fell from his eye, joining the vomit and blood seeping into the snow. strange. paranoia didn't think he had enough magic to even shed tears anymore. just for the bare necessities. he managed to surprise even himself, after all this time.
but could it be could be considered surprise, or rather terror? he fit up to his name, certainly horrified at his own actions. forcing out as much of the grossness he could that he’d just consumed, paranoia couldn't help but look down at what he’d done.
red. a lot of red. too much red. he’d never been queasy before, never. he had to adapt to it, being the one to hunt down humans that ran or sneak up on those when times got desperate. there was no time or need to be queasy at what he even considered his job before. a duty he had to do.
but now, there was too much red. far too much red. and he didn't know why, although he totally knew, but paranoia couldn't stomach it. he just threw his guts out (shouldn't they be aliza’s guts, or no?), and here he was, wanting to throw up until his SOUL shattered. his SOUL cycled through those strange 4 shapes, unsure of which to settle on. he couldn't blame it. paranoia himself was unsure of what was even going on anymore. he wanted to run, but was frozen. he wanted to scream, but didn't know who at.
everything was contradicting. everything was going on, and not enough was given for paranoia to understand how to deal with it. and with a muttered curse, he flopped on his side onto the somehow dry snow, losing consciousness in the haze of fear now intermingled with his SOUL.
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ik theres probably grammar mistakes i wrote this on my phone,,,, but like idk. had idea for a little moment in paranoia's lore and i sure as hell didn't wanna draw it so i wrote it as an easier media! god this is so much easier compared to drawing idk why i dont do this more often (because youre lazy silly!) anyways swapinverse silly i love swapinverse. i've only thrown up like never so i dont know if this works. also never had a panic attack (i think) and AGAIN i dont know if this is accurate but whatever i dont write to be good i write for expressing my ideas. like everything i do
#i might do another 4 savior and mania??? who knows#i feel like i cannot talk about the others in swapinverse unless i fully finish viceser and crash#and also thalia and melpomene are just too intertwined with multiverse lore that if#i make stuff about them it must be after i finish the swapinverse multiverse and lore and stuff#but mst are kinda seperated from that thing. none of the murder swap trio have anything to do with multiverse#so i can write about them just in their sole universes ans itll be ok#since ive already finished everything about them and their aus#aside from figuring out how theyll join the mv wifh the rest of the swapinverse fellas#i only had swapinverse on mind because i wanted to draw mst poly#i think thats the first time i've ever uttered that phrase. mstpoly. murder swap trio poly#damn...... i really should work on swapinverse more#this is ngl sooo not so ugh i feel like idk. could be cooler could be better#just that it feels kinda like word vomit. not really anything of substance#but ngl thats kinda just how i write sooo idk what i expected#i just get myself into the mindset and mind and write everything i think#my shitty form of method acting! 😇😇😇#guys i made a new friend are you proud of me. it wasn't in school tjo#it was in my art class. i feel like they dont use she/her but idk anything else so ill just stick to they from now#object show fan. also phighting whatever the fuck that is. like an alternate universe version of me#i really shouldnt say that when we've only been friends ish for 2 days. but like theyre kinda similar to me#i think? i dont know. ngl i havent even asked their name yet in case they have another they'd prefer#or pronouns or anything like that i just havent gotten a chance to do so#for some reason we talk like we've been friends for years which is really weird to me. is it just a them thing?#bc ive never spoken to someone like that so openly before its kinda weird ngl. i actually got to speak about my utmv interest which was coo#i think. idk they dont seem that interested which fair. but i sent a paragraph about the mtt and they said tldr and it made me feel ngl sad#because like.... idk..... i tried watching some of the object shows they recommended and they seemed to enjoy that#but then when i recommend underverse or talk about mtt they don't really match my enthusiasm.... which ok thats fair i dont mind that#but it does make me sad. whatever..... whatever ill deal with it. maybe ill keep watching some of these shows they recommended#so i can have something of interest that they like that i can bring up incase they get bored or me or something#tricule write
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I wanna talk about Flip Turner (Tokunosuke Omoteura)/Tokunosuke Hyori
Maybe I'm reading into his character far too much, but hes such a comically tragic character. Sure, Yu-Gi-Oh is nothing but tragic characters. Alot of whom are presented as comedic and/or kind. Just look at the protags.
Yuma himself is no stranger to difficulties and I think thats part of what makes him so likable.
But this is about Flip/Tokunosuke
A majority of people are willing to write him off as simply annoying. By design hes likely meant to be. However Flip is still a tragic character.
In both the Manga and the Anime Flip blatantly admits that his behavior is a direct result of being taken advantage of by older children, ones that he trusted and even considered friends. And in the Manga the backstory includes overhearing his own Mother speak ill of him to his older brother. She doesn't care what he does so long as he's not bothering his brother who she considers more clever.
These events ruined him and changed him as a person.
Flip, is a boy whos mindset is hinged on the paranoid belief that everyone has ulterior motives. He is reluctant to take people at their word. His actions are a way to take back power over his situation. If he lies and cheats no one can take advantage of him again because hes already ensured his success.
The sentiment that Flip is like this 'just because' is canonically wrong. Flip may come off as an unreliable narrator. He even plays into that in some scenarios. But he admits to his past while under the influence of Number Cards. I genuinely do not believe Flip would have if he wasnt.
Flip has trust issues, seemingly even within his own friend group. Old habits die hard and with a kid like Flip expecting him to 100% switch on a dime into fully trusting people is unfathomable. He pushed others away in the past likely out of paranoia of getting hurt again. Yuma is probably the first person he let himself open up too since the events that caused him to shut others out.
Thats not to say Flip doesn't care about his friends. He does. Especially Yuma who he considers his best friend. He wants to be involved with them. He feels indignant when he isnt. (Seen below - taken from S1 EP25). However Flip is a complicated kid mentally and emotionally because if how he was treated in the past.
At the end of the day Flip is played off for laughs. He's a small impish boy who lies and cheats and has a goofy voice. So its easy to forget that he's the way he is because hes been hurt.
I adore him greatly, I see myself in him. Trusting people is hard when you've been hurt by the people you trusted.
Hes 13, hes acting out. Luckily hes found a group that embraces him, he could have easily fallen further if not for Yuma. I wished the series had of focused on his growth (and by extention some of yumas friends) more. I feel like he (and the others) had a lot of unused potential.
#yu-gi-oh#yugioh zexal#flip turner#tokunosuke omoteura#tokunosuke hyori#i have a headache rn ngl#so this might read awfully#but ive been wanted to talk about tjis for forever i could write essays about flip#flip haters uhhh...hi if you actually read this#hes my son btw i fist fought his mother to get custody#i proof read but again headache sooooo uhhhh letting this go as it is#raw toonie thoughts#ok to rb btw#im just rambling
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alright alright i'll stop. but watchout 4tomorrow
#on a serious note. i havent felt such an immediaterush of joy in a lingggg time#i deadass might be getting more into the fandom. maybe hit this place with a little *cracks knuckles* complex imagery and prose#be heard#but yeah i actually havent felt this connected to the game before. like ive had my brief fixations but this feels different#yeah. i gotta write at *least* that au oneshot im thinking about.. and maybe a novel if there's time ;)#DINT WORRY. im still a good omens guy (side eyes bang fics) AND a gravity falls girlie#(i reread some of my latest wip and im hooked again)#so like. three focused fandoms on this blog?? maybe?? so MORE bullshit to deak with now??#and i might even rewatch ofmd soon so. mmmm i guess i cabt say im only one fandom now#i think this'll be healthy ngl. i think branching out my interests but also sticking 2 what i know will be good for me. wont know until#i try :)
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