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Something other about his eyes
Bonus! Based on this quick thing I did this afternoon and the idea took a bit more shape and turned into that thing from above uEK
#not too much effort on the colors with this one#o wouldāve left it just with lineart but at the end I thought it would look nicer with some rough shadows#shadowing. you know what I meant.#his plant markings being extremely faint on his eyes when they arenāt glowing is very true to me also#I think itd be awesome if Vashās eyes would just look like that when he isnāt masking#or they could be a bit more lax but still look like they are staring far far away into the void#or into your souls if you so happen to make eye contact with him. like woowoo over here#he is probably listening for one of his sisters who is not so close to him. maybe even Kni? who knows itās up to interpretation#Vashās hair can be such a nightmare also. I do not think of physics when drawing him whatsoever#I give him the Mickey Mouse ears treatment sometimes and some other I actually respect the fact that his hair will always be swept#to the right. if you havenāt noticed that yet. I think itās way more noticeable on the 2d art#which is a nice touch! considering thatās the direction Iām which his haircut was when they were kids. isnāt that fun#anyways weird Vash for me once again and Iāll share a little with you. ah Iāll get to the requests later btw!#trigun#vash the stampede#trigun stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#vashwood#trigun fanart#vash#wolfwood#nicholas trigun#lenssi draws#vash saverem#ah extra note. this is meant to be pre plant revelation. I think Vash would already know about what WW is there for since very early on#but about the plant thing he was still a little doubtful since he wouldnāt think Kni would disclose that information so easily.#so seeing that Nick has a very keen eye and is very observant kind of ticks him off even though he is just the same. so maybe thatās why#it ticks him in the first place. headcanons everywhere in this household
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vampire bats share mouthfuls of blood to other bats theyāre close to if they werenāt able to feed and now i need old vampire!ghost sharing a bloody kiss with fledgling!soap, giving him mouthfuls of blood bc his fresh fangs are too sensitive to bite with
itās been so long since he was turned that ghostās forgotten the deep ache that comes with growing fangs and he almost worries when johnny goes to bite into the meal heās brought him only to whimper and pull back; only the slightest pinpricks of a bite left in the manās neck, barely enough to bring blood to the surface
itās only when johnny whines and massages at his gums that ghost realises his oversight; crooning at his sweet mate in reassurance. heās not upset that he couldnāt feed, at the unintentional rejection of his offering. heāll make the pain stop
ghost pulls the man to his mouth and sinks in his fangs, sucking in a heavy mouthful and drops the now paralysed prey back to his feet; his throat steadily gushing with blood and spilling over his body
he cups johnnyās face, looking into his eyes, teary with pain and hunger, and purses his lips to carefully drip the blood into his mouth. the pain immediately vanishes from his eyes, replaced with pure bliss as he opens his mouth wide; curling his tongue to catch every drop. ghost presses his mouth to his in a hungry, blood-filled kiss; tongues twining together as they share the taste
johnny sucks the last of it from his lips and ghost guides him down to lap at the preyās neck; licking up the blood he was too weak to draw himself. heās ravenous with it, his whole face covered in red as he licks up the spill and suckles at ghostās bite
ghostās filled with an overwhelming pride at having provided for his mate in an even deeper way than just hunting for him. he spilled the blood johnnyās drinking; fed him in the most intimate way their kind knows and heāll do it a hundred times over for his love
#pet peeve time i hate the vampire ālicks a bite to stop it bleedingā trope bc it biologically doesnāt make sense#if anything a vampireās saliva would have an anticoagulant effect to /stop/ a bit from clotting so they can drink more#anyway back to bloody kisses lmao#thinking about the actual biological difference between humans and vampires and how much it would /hurt/ to grow a pair of fangs#like the human mouth isnt meant to have teeth that big or muscles strong enough to to support them#or the increased bite force they need#so not only are they growing new teeth theyre also growing bigger muscles and their mouths are having to adapt to them#that would cause so much pain#you ever grown in a wisdom tooth? it sucks and that nowhere near this level#on top of all that youre also starving and have an unquenchable need to feed#the intimacy of a sire feeding their fledgling from their own mouths#weaning them off their blood but still so dependent on them#and even after johnny can bite and feed on his own he still craves the closeness of being fed from ghosts mouth#and ghost never denies him#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#soapghost#ghostsoap#ghoap#simon ghost riley#ghost cod#john soap mactavish#soap cod#save post#weāre a team. ghost team
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Just like in a dream
#in which single child Ludwig dreams of a big brother he never had#also in which I repeat the joke that half of what I make is just shit a slightly more unstable Ludwig would have statues of in his manor#hws prussia#hws germany#gerpru#hetalia fanart#hetalia#this was meant to be a warmup but then my iPad ran out of battery :/#curse you battery life!!!#I barely get to draw as it is since itās been hitting 90 degrees lately and being even close to my iPad in the daytime will burn me up#I imagine heās like I dunno 15-16 here#unbuff and gangly#something something pygmalion and galatea#side note: Iāve been getting back into my 12 year old obsession with mythology lately so thatās gonna be fun#my love for sneaky trickster gods has not aged one bit#digital art#my art#hetalia human au#he probably curls up to sleep on the pedestal after such dreams tbh the little freak
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I miss them so bad (Dick and Damian)
#ramblings of a lunatic#dc comics#damian wayne#dick grayson#ITS JUST NOT THE SAME MAN#idk i was reading nightwing must die (again...) bc i was in a funk and saw another post saying how fans exaggerate the closeness btwn them#and on the one hand i get it. there is a very rosy portrayal of their relationship you'll come across in fanon#and they weren't very close at the beginning of their relationship#but man. reading Nightwing must die again was like#YES they fight. damian instigates it and while dick tries to exercise patience he does fight back/lash out on occasion#but despite all that it's still emphasized how important the two are to each other#when dick is forced to picture a future where he's lost his way he pictures damian being the one to bring him back#not necessarily bc damian is his favorite person on the planet but bc he gave damian robin. for a lot of practical reasons-#-but also bc how far damians come is (i think at least based on this arc) a testament to dick that hes doing Something right#both as a hero/person#damian is more than just a burden saddled on him (although there's an element of that in their batman and robin run)#he's also a last remaining connection to bruce when he's gone (remembering where he comes from) AND he's training damian+#-his own way! with a dash of tough love and workaholic spirit inherited but also a lot of patience and focus on being More than the darkness#idc what ppl say nightwing must die makes sense for these two. its a retcon but one that works imo#that dick buried his head in the sand about how much damian meant/the responsibility he had to him bc it was a commitment he was afraid of#and how damian ultimately was a point of maturation for dick even if he went back to being Nightwing#they were SO goddamn close and now they're still close but only in ways that are implied#and their bond is deemphasized in comparison to each others bond w/ say bruce. which i think is a shame#it was a wrinkle! a fun wrinkle that the batfamily had that in some ways dick understood damian better than Bruce-#-even if he didn't feel like he could handle the responsibility of raising him full time#it kills me that bc of the n52 we never got the handover of the batman mantle (and damian) from dick to bruce#next nightwing writer...include a flashback to that moment AND have damian appear in the book in present....AND MY LIFE IS YOURS!!!#anyway. dick is damians brother but also damian a little bit imprinted on him like a baby duck and its rubbed off on dick#they're partners they're mentor mentee but most importantly they were batman and robin. and they were the greatest#NOT bc it was all peaches and roses but bc they cared for each other exponentially despite all that
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with all these gaston crackships/rarepairs that are coming out lately it would be so fucking funny if he had a flig with all the main characters (ambar, nina, simon... hell luna too if you want) and they all know it except matteo
#mf would feel so betrayed once he finds out#and not because he's jealous or anything - or maybe yes (they kinda have a vibe between them if you get what i mean)#mainly because his best friend didn't tell him#gaston would 100% use āyou didn't askā with a shit-eating grin while shrugging his shoulder#he would have the time of his life making fun of matteo reaction lol#and matteo would also lowkey be insecure (understandable because gaston was probably a better boyfriend for all those people [real])#[from here on i'm gonna yap but like... YAP - get ready]#type of flings/situationships/whatever i think he had:#LUNA/GASTON : [barely a fling/ a kinda relationship (?)] - them just trying it out for the hell of it#they had a lot of fun and it strengthened their friendship#they never talk about it unless they're sure that they're by themselves#gaston sometimes reminiscences about it in front of others(to make luna panic/embarass)but in such a vague enough way that they don't get i#it always comes off as them play-fighting#it either happened before he and nina got together (which is what i'm running with for this post) or they did it after she left#because they were the closest to her and were the only people that could understand what it meant to lose nina#(luna also dated her in the past by this point)#GASTON/NINA: [literally canon and one of the main ships] so i don't have to explain it i guess#GASTON/SIMON: [was a āthey were all in their feelingsā during those moments - kind of deal]#that scene i reposted the other day is a good way to pinpoint when they started to actually eye eachothers /put a start to what they had#it ended two or three months later - don't know who put an end to it between them#but it wasn't a problem because they both had something else they wanted to focus on more - they're extremely chill about this#GASTON/AMBAR: [kinda the same - got to know eachother when they were kids and became extremely close (even tho it took A BIT since#even if gaston came from a good family ambar was still as standoffish as now (and also a bit shy even if she wouldn't admit it)]#gaston was the one that did the first step#at that point ambar actually never stopped to think about dating in general but especially him#but the idea of losing him as a friend for something so stupid as a relationship terrified her#he reassured her that whatever happened nothing between them would've changed#which was real but also not really#they ended up breaking up a year and a half later and became a bit awkward around eachothers for a bit (mostly because of ambar)#they're still cordial with eachothers
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got tagged in this game by @samglyph like a week ago but i'm only getting to it now. sorry about that! thanks for tagging me :)
Rules: Make a poll of your favorite female characters (no limits - as many or as little as you want) and see which your followers like the most!
limited myself to one lady per thing. i think it's pretty clear that i generally have a type for which girls are my favorite (silly and/or evil)
iiiiiiiiiii can't remember who i tagged the last time i did one of these so let's try @venus-is-thinking @1moreff-creator @thebadjoe @a-star-that-burns-brightly @gleamingtempest and @sapphireroses282 . for any of those people feel free to not do it if you don't want to, and for anyone who i didn't manage to tag feel free to do it if you want to! i'd love to see it :)
#veronika grebenshchikova#fiore disventure camp#mahiru shiina#emu otori#franziska von karma#maki harukawa#rei mekaru#yoruko kabuya#susie deltarune#monika ddlc#himiko toga#power chainsaw man#in case anyone was wondering who barely didn't make it.......#it was pretty close between Power and Makima but while i think Makima is probably ābetterā i like Power more so i went with her#had romantic killer on the brain so i considered Anzu but i don't think i love her as much as the others#FUCK i also forgot about oshi no ko. Kana should have been up for consideration as well#AUGHHHHHH I FORGOT SxF ANYA AS WELL. IM IN SHAMBLES SHE *SHOULD* BE THERE I MEANT TO PUT HERE THERE#i love Epithet Erased and Molly but considering that i like Giovanni and Sylvie as a top 2 much more than her it felt unfair#miss Nicole 09 is also great but she is almost a bit TOO fucked up for my standards and i haven't finished watching flipside so i'm afraid#and i wanted to include a P:EG option but i don't think there's been enough content yet to warrant it. probably would've been Grace tho?#also shut up (/j) about four of them being danganronpa. i just consume a lot of danganronpa okay they're always in my mind#be grateful that i didn't pick four girls for all four canon games#not that i think anyone would but no csm spoilers please! i'm an anime only
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two years of production between 8 episode seasons is killing television fr
#atm specifically talking about the pjo show like#obviously kids grow! and this is not about the kids at all!! not their fault theyāre growing crazy fast lol#and like i GET putting out the first season & seeing how it does before confirming more seasons#but the first season was pretty successful and got renewed so fast#they shouldāve renewed for s2/3 at the same time and shot both at once.#like i would wait 2 years if it meant i was getting a much longer combined season!#or two seasons released relatively close together!#like at this rate Walker will be 22-23 by the time we get to tlo. IF we get there#(a lot of that will depend on how well this season does i think)#and i can suspend my disbelief. adults play teen characters all the time#thatās not really the problem#but it is a bit of a bummer that we have botl/tlo age percy right now and weāre not even close to that#but really it just sucks bc 2 years is a LONG time to wait for tv!#itāll lose traction!!!!#so that makes it an even bigger IF for getting to the later pjo books#anywayyyyyy#iāve got my gripes with the first season of this show but i hope the 2nd season does well#i am looking forward to it#the voice drop in the teaser just threw me so bad lmao#mik chats
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the best thing about curry is that it's fully ready for you to go off recipe immediately. like the very first time I made it I followed a recipe for like the first half of the process and then started doing my own thing with very little prompting
#nerd alert#i already fuck around w recipes pretty heavily bc im a good cook and have honed my culinary instincts#but like usually ill follow a recipe p closely the first time i make something if its not something i like...made up lol#but as it turns out the recipe i was following didnt allow for potatoes to cook in the sauce so i had to up the liquid content#which meant i also had to adjust the spices. which i overcorrected a bit and had to add in more coconut milk#except that id already used it all so i went with heavy cream instead and that worked fine.#that shit was BUSSIN and it was the first time i ever made it!
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Working on some designs for one of my oldest OCs, āCureā (Patreon)
I also managed to track down some of her initial concept sketches from 2018 - why 2018 considering I called her one of my oldest OCs?
Well, her design has always been rather elusive, even more so since she spent so much time in my head without being brought to paper - even these sketches make mention of it!
Pretty sure she got āCureā in 2018 too - starting to take form!
#Doodles#Original#The quotes are very intentional lol#As stated under the cut I started designing her in 2018 but she's existed since around 2007-ish? Latest would be 2010#Part of her having such a range of uncertainty is that it took me many many years to consider putting her to paper!#She might've existed in 2007 but there's no record! She might've existed in 2010 but no record! I don't think I even wrote about her#She was a completely mentally-extant OC for many many many years#Partially because at the time I had just started drawing and knew I wouldn't be able to put down what was in my head to physicality#And then the longer she stayed in my head the more she became that kind of mental kaleidoscope ever-shifting impossible-to-draw design#But screw that! I have a few years of doodling under my belt now! Even if I can't get her quite right I can at least make an attempt!#It's especially funny because outwardly she is meant to be a pretty generic teddy bear lol - not Exactly but more like the vibe of one#Round and plush and innocent - innocuous#And really she's not like Nefarious or anything lol - she's not what she seems but she also is?? It's hard to explain lol#A lot of it does still come down to subtleties so it actually is still hard to capture but it'll only keep getting harder the longer I wait!#So at least pinning down Some things about her design that I'm happy with and can refer to helps the me down the line haha#The first one is actually pretty close! It's always a coin flip on whether the first one is a disaster or nails it haha#The heart ears and straight body are pretty good tho I gotta say#And honestly it was the little lace-ribbon bracelet that was the deciding factor for me to try drawing her again haha#I had an idea I thought was silly but to do it I needed a design to work with!#Getting there getting there - every little bit closer
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making myself suffer looking thru ffxiv stuff on tumblr when i could be playing ffxiv rn but i eternally love and miss ffxiv
#āÆ ź°į starry thoughts ą»ź± *Ā·Ė#Ough... oooooggghhhhh..........#unrelated but i will probably make my next theme mr leon kennedy bcs how iehehebfknsnd i am over him lately#is... kinda insane! silly <3#like. damn! damn. amidst darkest despair light everlasting.#ffxiv is so so so so so crazy from 1.0 to 6.0 and beyond and soon 7.x and and and#i miss raiding :( i miss my friends in ffxiv too. esp my best friend.#def will get back into raiding by the time 7.x ultimate comes out bcs GOD !!! god.#and okay pandaemonium & eden are my fav tiers aesthetic and story and fight wise#and memory wise bcs eden 9-12 was my first ever savage tier. meant a lot to me. still does#i played through that shit when i was . 14 y/o and newly 15 y/o LMFAO#and then pandaemonium just like. the year after. when i was 15 y/o... not even reaching 16. damn.#it's tough playing ffxiv when you're young but it's nice seeing more & more ppl around my age playing#even tho these guys most likely did Not start playing when they were like. 13/14 y/o. since i started on my bday LMFAO#it's crazy bcs i am playing w majority adults and maybe the occasional minor who is still like. at least almost an adult#^^ back then i mean bcs ok the closest friend i made when i was on eu was this guy 3 yrs older than me. that is already insane to me.#and my best friend since i'm now on oce is still a year older than me!#and it's silly (?) bcs eu i tried to hide my age at first but then they kinda found out bcs probably the way we r is just. too Different LOL#but i mean obvs it changed some stuff bcs it would be weird for probably 30 year old to be besties w a half their age kid#but the whole lil fc was just rlly sweet. :(( made a great friend i see as my big bro i am still friends w. that probably 30 y/o guy and the#kinda mom of the fc lowkey saw me & my twin as sweet kids. the person we got into xiv was like a big bro figure too and Damn his gf is rlly#cool! and the uni age students were super cool and fun to talk w. and the friends of my close friend who were also my friends were so fun.#i miss that but i look back on it all fondly ..... :3 and then w oce it's a bit more complicated bcs#i haven't had much time or opportunities to Find a group like that? but instead i found a best friend :((#rlly close in age and w similar likes and interests and personality..... etc etc etc.......#and separately the static i & my twin joined was. Funny lol! it's silly bcs we kinda had to hide we were lil 15 y/o kids w these guys who#were all at least uni. and all of these guys were def 20-30 y/o#and one guy liked making Daddy jokes (nothing bad tho LMFAO) bcs. hesperos sheesh!#silly bcs bunch of aussies and we were almost all miqos and Thankfully ye god one other filipino YAY !!!!!#anyway. max tags. so i love ffxiv man. i miss it always even when i'm playing it.
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i have already failed at my "no buying craft supplies" mission btw.
#in my DEFENSE#i needed a tiny bit of additional fabric for a quilt i'm š¤š» this close to done with#and then i also changed my mind about what i wanted to do with some yarn i already had#i was originally gonna make a sweater but then i realized it would look REALLY cool as a blanket but that meant i needed more of it lol#it wasn't a lot but i indeed have folded. i should be good to complete all my projects now tho#m.txt
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So. B and A getting super high together. B has an insanely high tolerance and A only smokes maybe once or twice a semester, if studying allows. A has a Horrible high and is super on edge and anxious, but B makes them feel really safe so they're not completely bugging out. B is just vibin' and having fun, but also being a bit of a Shit Disturber. Keeps bringing up creepypastas and A ends up sitting snuggled up super close to B on the couch with their arm around B's. A being all "heyy this is getting really scary :(" and B being like "haha, oh I'm so sorry~. We can talk about something else..." and A getting relaxed and :). But then B interjects: " So yeah... you know The Bathroom Head?" and A shoves him and is all ">:((!!!! LISTEN!!! ITS SO SCARY, OKAY!! I HATE YOU!!!" They're both laughing and it's very soft and intimate, but in a very queer found family kinda way.
#qeyond sucks#i have many dynamics and relationships i love to put B in#but most importantly and dear to my heart is his relationship with A#for me its very queer found family siblings#A is the one that acts older and wiser but is kind of hot headed and easily moody and anxious#B is a lot more opportunistic to act out and cause problems but is a bit more 'nothing matters'#they mesh like puzzle pieces and experience a deep love for eachother that is hard to explain#but its also really really funny because as much as im like ' B is me and I am B' on here#A is literally just a piece of my heart. my lil oc baby blue boy.#i take the broken pieces of me and i make them hold eachother close and never let go#i make them love eachother and sooth eachother and i make them safe :3#ANYWAY SORRY IM A LIL STONED RN BUT UH#bonus: B carves SWED into desks in the wammy house lecture hall.#and also that Cool S kids use to do#weed#drugs#smoking#beyond birthday#death note#also i hope you all understand what i meant by The Bathroom Head#those fears that make you run up the stairs real fast at night#A is embarrassed about having them and B completely understands but thinks its so funny also#A gets it from me. so does B.
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realized i can't let @oakskull do all the work for this, so...
this was very much inspired by his design! go check him out!
i saw jimmy in a dress and said 'huh. this would be neat with scorpion jimmy.' then i blacked out and this was on my phone screen.
#i went with more reds for the scorpion bits to contrast the blue a little#i don't really know color theory i just go with whatever looks coolest#also i definitely did not plan on giving him the extra eyes#no i did not forget them shut up#also consistent lighting WHO?#everything here is perfectly proportional it's fine#just don't look too close#empires smp#empiresblr#empires season 2#empires jimmy#scorpion jimmy#I DIDNT FORGET HIS HAT I MEANT TO DO THAT OK#EVERTHING IS FINE#i'm currently sick you can't make fun of me#saturn draws
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taking so many photos of my sick dog while i still can, even though i know looking at them will hurt immensely after she's gone
#I'm distraught#she hasn't been doing well the past couple days#and i had kind of fooled myself into thinking that when we werr#doing good things for her and she was feeling better#that it meant that she was GETTING better#not just that it might extend our time a bit and make her more comfy#guys i am so close 2 a mental breakdown rn but i simply can not afford it#mine#i love her so much i can't stand this
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u seem like a music liker so heres a remix i made if u wanna see it >:] i composed this a few months ago for a game idea i had but this is all that came out of it
i AM a music liker i like the trumpets and twinkly bits in this a lot :0 the flute is also REALLY good im a huge fan of it
#mailbox!!!#other thoughts that are like criticism i dont mean in a mean way just stuff i thought of while listening#but im not gonna force you to read it so head with caution#->#this definitely feels sooo close to being so good but i feel like the instruments dont fit completely together all the way#the like higher trumpet bit that is meant to like show āhey we are mixing it up nowā i feel is a little jarring but not quite how intended#reminds me of pokemon <- GOOD POKEMON MUSIC IS SOOOO GOOD#sorry if this is mean or anything i really genuinely dont mean to be this is just how i tend to interact with music#and this is definitely so close to being soooooo good i can feel it just changing some sounds a bit could make a BANGER#i think. idk ive never made music and this is definitely more than i could do haha so take my words very lightly#:-}#also again i just woke up so maybe im talking out my ass and this is just nothing lol#again sorry if this feels mean definitely not my intentions
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of all things, seeing goro and sumi interact makes me wanna work on the next ladue chapter more than anything else the past like 2 weeks
Wild
#speculation nation#brain is just 'vashwood vashwood vashwood vashwood vashwood' etc etc etc#endless reading of trigun fanfic. no time for my own writing endeavors#but. im so close to finishing chapter 3 of ladue... so close... i just need to get back into it#... not rn tho. or the next few days probs. not a good time.#honestly tho it's making me remember how good writing is for my health overall#bc when i want to write i Have to take care of my health. get proper sleep & eat regularly & dont drink alcohol#bc i have to be in tip top condition to have writing brain. it keeps me in line.#the past week and a half has just been me Relentlessly pursuing my current hyperfixations#to the point of neglecting my health. case and point: me getting 3 hours of sleep for NO fucking reason (aside from trigun focus)#writing brain hasnt mattered so ive only been eating one or two meals a day. and ive been drinking a bit more often#though that also might be bc of my mental state š¤ still no more than 2 drinks at a time#but ive gone from drinking Maybe once a month to like once a week. if not more often.#idk. it's meant as a relaxing kinda thing. god knows i need the stress relief. but it's still not great for me.#i still havent done my dishes and my fingernails r too long but i have no energy to trim them#aka. the experience of being actively in the throes of a hyperfixation is both Wonderful and terrible. my body is falling apart!#and this is with TWO!!!!! hyperfixations. trigun is definitely the more powerful but the fe:engage is there too#im. gonna go to bed early tonight. i have therapy in the morning :P#aka this is my 'i am alive' post but like only barely lmfao. ugh im so fucked with this lab.
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