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Girl I have so many questions about your story itâs actually ridiculous!
(I donât want to overwhelm you though so imma hold back)
is reader becoming a snake person a reference to snakes preying on bats and birds?( and will the snake being jokerâs be important?)
Is Tiffany going to have to put effort into pretending sheâs the â¨perfect sister⨠now that reader obviously isnât going to do jack for them anymore? (Because ungrateful families donât deserve muffins đ)
Is reader going to be a hero or villain, or maybe something in between?
will we be able to get an idea of why the batfam treats reader like theyâre some sort of pest?( youâd think theyâd be more careful since reader could easily expose their identities if they thought about it đđ)
and finally.
Tim had a veryâŚdifferentâŚreaction to reader âframingâ Tiffany- is that important?
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yay ok this is my first like real ask! Yall have been making me so so happy with all the love! It really encourages me! And don't worry about overwhelming me! I can take it :) i'm answering this and then signing off to go to bed because I have the worst flu ever.
Ok so yes! Reader becoming a snake-meta-person does have to do with snakes preying on birds, honestly that was a little easter egg for funsies. Im glad you caught it! reader's gonna eat those hoes up !!!!!!! ( and they'll lock her up right after)
Tiffany will for sure try to imitate reader at first but that will eventually lead to her downfall! she can only keep it up for 6 months and then she'll be discovered. she can't imitate the genuine love and care reader puts into these things so they'll always be off no matter how much she tries. the batfam will end up realizing what they lost and do whatever it takes to get it back.
And yes, the snake being the Joker's will be important bc he's the joker and is so fucking insane that even his snake has to be special! all powers have consequences and these will be heavy. it will put reader through it, but will really shape them as a person.
Im leaning more toward reader being a hero??? but with the snake being literally radioactive it might be a kinda venom dynamic. im still not too sure tbh. with all the angst and neglect and the troubles of being a teen, she might be a bit of an anti-hero! she might pull a jason (ironic, i know) and go around killing all the villians!
the thing about the batfam, is that they don't even realize what they're doing to the reader. they literally see her as irrelevant so they don't notice their neglect or how much it affects reader. she's not even on their minds enough to be perceived as a threat. the only ones purposefully being mean are Damian and Jason, Damian because he sees reader as less than/ a threat and Jason because he is trying to push the reader out his life and not 'taint' her innocence.
Tim's reaction is different because he's suspicious. he thinks he would've noticed if reader was capable of doing something so sneaky and underhanded. he's the only one who is suspicious because he simply doesn't think she's smart enough to do this. he's gonna be the first to see Tiff's true colors.
Goodnight yall!!! i'll be back tmrw morning! keep sending more asks! I take requests so if you have any ideas you want me to write just send them in! I'll yandere platonic or romanitc. SEND THEM IN!!!!!!!!
#yandere batfam#yandere jason todd#yandere tim drake#yandere damian wayne#yandere dc#yandere bruce wayne#yandere batman#yandere dick grayson#yandere batfamily x reader#yandere batman x reader#platonic yandere batman#yandere platonic batfamily
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Excluding S & P ranks and no hit bosses, what's the absolute hardest chef task for you personally?
Mine's probably Jumpspared, Let Them Sleep (but that's probably cause i hate DMAS), or Very Very Hot Sauce (i know, skill issue, make fun of me all you want idc)
Honorable mentions are Primal Rage, Alien Cow, and Trip To The Warzone
#i mean there's more i have trouble with tbh#but these are sometimes impossible for me#toast talk#pizza tower#chef tasks#if we include bosses then vigilante. hands down#and pizzaface but honestly i think that's more cause it's a way longer fight#not even gonna start talking about p ranking the levels. i can barely get up to an s rank in most levels so uh. no
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all you ever need is to be nice and friendly
#undescribed#bonk.png#great god grove#ggg#great god grove spoilers#ggg spoilers#first thing is like that post thats like ''making my fav do community service so i can enjoy them uncritically'' bc i think its funny#n SOMEONE is gonna have to clean up all the inspekta merch also gave him a gay little ponytail bc i had trouble with his hair#second thing is supposed to be that image thats a lady in heels standing ontop of a guy so she can get to the higher shelves in a store#but i COULDNT find it also thats meant to be vib stepping on capo but i didnt draw it too clearly tbh#third thing its not meant to be like genuine shippy rick's response to if u use the blush line on him is like a very specific thing of#romantic relationships not as connection but as a status symbol a material good to show you've made it a prize to show off#which is like catnip to me n also extremely not that deep within the game bc its entirely optional n goes nowhere but OUGHHHH.......#i have. a kajillion thoughts related to that kind of stuff but i dont have the words rn so i will say that in the unlikely scenario they did#get married i dont think they'd even live together or go on dates or anything its a relationship defined by being absent n squeaky clean#godpoke is in a wedding dress bc to me relationships that are a performance go hand in hand with forced conformity n closingoff authenticity#they get to be the bride bc rick is already the groom their face is hidden by a veil bc it doesnt particularly matter that its them#n the little crown holding it is mean to resemble the clippy part of the clipboard whats underneath the paper is irrelevant#theres more but again i dont have the brain for it rn#fourth thing ouppy ^w^ also related to the caption bc its just a line from my fav song from the first game
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This is not a new observation, but I think One Piece handles Doflamingo's backstory-- how it continues to affect his behavior and choices, as well as how it fits into the overall story-- exceptionally well. The villain who is evil due to a tragic past is a very well-established trope, but it is increasingly done quite poorly. Attempts to flesh out a villain and garner sympathy for them can become misguided justifications for their actions or goals, muddying the themes and tone of a story. My point isn't that morally complex characters can't be interesting when done competently and purpose; it's that when the villain with a tragic past is meant to be evil but his past becomes a justification, the writers' intended dynamics of the story are damaged.
Doflamingo's story never has that problem. His backstory makes it perfectly clear why he does the things he does, but it never implies that he is right to do them. It is a reason, not an excuse. The reader gets the sense that Doflamingo is very much the product of his childhood: first the golden excess of a Celestial Dragon, then the abrupt fall from grace into hatred and pain. It's the perfect storm to set a person down the worst paths possible.
But I think the reader might also feel (or at least I did) that this wasn't a fate set in stone. Doflamingo could have unlearned the ideology of a Noble and perhaps that the harm done to him doesn't justify further harm-- except that the only guidance he ever got was worship by Trebol and the other Executives, who were the nail in the coffin for any redemption Doflamingo might have had. Their appearance only validated and affirmed the beliefs Doflamingo already held regarding his place in the world.
Instead of ham-handed sympathy bait, Doflamingo's backstory is a beautifully executed extension of the worldbuilding and themes already present in the story. It is another tragedy in a world of tragedies, another story where children are put through hell. But without the external guidance and support the heroes get, Doflamingo takes the other path, becoming another perpetrator of tragedies, and a reminder that our heroes are the people they are as much (or more) because of the love and mentorship they had than due to innate goodness. It's the road less traveled, but they still might have traveled it.
#i dont think roci's story is actually a simple foil to doffy's honestly#as in. i dont think he's the bad path and roci is the good path?#i think roci story is dealing with a lot more complicated ideas actually-- par for the course with the marine characters#i could get really in the weeds with what i think OP is doing with roci's backstory in terms of the larger themes of the series tbh#i mean-- hes not on the good side. thats the thing#he got that love and guidance on an emotional level that doffy didnt have#but morally? not so much#OP makes it pretty clear that the marines are not the morally right characters#also: i dont count homing as a mentor for the brothers#because-- hes not.#we never see him helping doffy unlearn the celestial dragon values that are getting them in so much trouble#we also never see him comforting doffy or roci#and yes im aware this stuff could be happening off screen#but in a short backstory every piece of information is important#and what we dont see tells us as much about the story as what we do#oda makes a point of Not showing us homing behaving like a mentor in the same way that shanks or bellemere or even cora do#which to me says that we are not meant to read him as analogous to those characters#also i just dont like the guy. he's naive and worse-- ineffective
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I want to share a piece of literature in Malie Library that I am quite intrigued by. I transcribed it word for word, with every paragraph break and capital letter as it is originally written. I want to know what you all think of it. What it means, who is speaking, what they are trying to say.
There is no right or wrong answer by the way! This isn't a test or anything! I just want to hear other people's opinions and interpretations of this.
Springing Forth From Alola
I became an island challenge champion And wanted to show my vaunted skills In a far-off region But those city trainers were strong⌠So, as champion, If I had just passed the time peacefully, I wouldn't have had to suffer so much, I say, cursing myself, but I want to Leave my claw marks on the worldâ Today, too, I'll be pushed by my partner To exact revenge for yesterday. Rise with my remaining strength⌠Yes, springing from AlolaâŚ
#jai posts#pkmn irl#rotomblr#library literature#trouble in paradise#// this is an actual piece of literature found in Malie Library in the games#// its intrigued me ever since i found it and im surprised theres not a lot of discussion over it and what it means#// this isnt story relevant whatsoever but i just wanna stir up some discourse abt it!!!#// tbh itd be fun to let jaime post more canon pokemon literature onto the blog!!! i have a bunch of game excerpts saved onto a doc sooo...
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someone's been liking a lot of my old posts relating to my attempts to rewrite fairy tail.... which, and this may astound you, is not actually a cancelled project in spite of the fact that it's been nearly a decade since i first started trying to figure it out
#fairy tail#fairy tail rewrite#ek3 rewrites ft#i knew it would take a while but. it is taking wayyyyyy longer than i thought#likely in part bc of the hell that is rotating special interests/hyperfixations#tbh i'm actually kinda ok with how long it's taken bc i've had some pretty good ideas since that i wouldn't have when i first started#unfortunately that also means some earlier ideas have been scrapped#oddly i'm actually having more trouble with some of the earlier arcs#the macao and daybreak arcs are still overall the same plot-wise but i'm planning to use them for world-building and character introduction#i've also gotten a bit more comfortable leaning into some of ft's more soap opera-y nonsense#like the constant surprise family stuff#just. hopefully less stupid#also. and i'm sure i've said this before. every character who dies was planned out well in advance#like even now when i'm still in the early stages (*sound of sobbing heard in the distance*) i know who's not making it and who is#probably the hardest part will be dealing with the last few arcs tho bc by that point it'll look pretty freaking different from canon#actually the hardest part will probably be handling the balance between fanfic-as-fanfic and fanfic-being-written-like-an-original-work#also i'm still firmly refusing to acknowledge the existence of ft100yq#i can't see it. i don't know her
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gratitude list time I'll go first
#stopped caring about some things I was caring far too much about#it's another rainy dreary day which means I can wear cozy clothes and curl up with my brother's dog and coffee and a book#little guy and I are just chillin. he's tiny and shorthaired so he gets cold easily and likes to cuddle up#and seeing as I'm the only person home rn... doggo cuddle time it is!!!#I've been reading more lately!! I'm having trouble with tbosas so I got out a couple other things (sea of tranquility included)#that I've really enjoyed. I'm reading turtles all the way down right now and oh boy I forgot how nice a little contemporary#coming of age novel can be at times. also forgot that john green is a genuinely good writer. as in I personally enjoy his style.#let's see... my favorite sound guy for church is home from college for the summer which means THERES SOMEONE HERE#WHO ACTUALLY KNOWS HOW THE SOUND SYSTEM WORKS. me and the other sound guys have been barely#managing the last couple months bc there's been a ton of random technical glitches (the system is pretty old tbh)#so HALLELUJAH THE PERSON WHO ACTUALLY KNOWS WHAT TO DO IS BACK!!!!#I've been branching out into a bunch of things I wouldn't have thought to enjoy lately bc of the time I've been spending#with my sister in law. music and tv shows and even foods and stuff!!!#Gurt is coming to visit me in a week and a day!!!!!! I'm SO EXCITED#and last but certainly not least I gave myself bangs again and honestly I'm so happy about it.
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OTP ask đ ! Krisnix: 10, 14, 30, 39, 42 ; Estelanor: 2, 5, 18, 30, 51 please?
So I ended up splitting this up into two different posts, because I ended up rambling a good bit. The Krisnix was already done. And I am putting the EoA OT3 beneath the read more.
(It is rather lengthy and I didn't want to scandalize the EoA fandom too much with my unhinged thoughts about a "problematic" OT3 ship that (probably) no one else has ever thought about before or since. So here goes...
Esteban/Elena/Victor
2. What would they do if the other woke in a manic state after a nightmare?
Of the three of them, Victor is the least likely to have "nightmares" in the traditional sense (i.e. one the evoke fear and/or anxiety), but it isn't too uncommon for him to have dreams that make him sad. Mainly dreaming about the happy days early in his marriage with Ash--when Carla was still small and they were a proper family. Or he'll dream about being cast out of Avalor with his family shortly after the invasion and being unable to return for over four decades. Or he'll dream of the other two during the Dark Timesâ˘Â and wake up feeling melancholy that Elena was isolated in the amulet and Esteban under Shuriki's thumb for forty-one years. Victor can't help but feel a little guilty and sad that he wasn't there to keep the others safe or even just provide a little humor--and even guiltier when he remembers that he spent decades feeling jealous of Elena and resentful towards Esteban, so its unlikely that the selfish person that he was then would've done anything different if he'd had the chance.
Even though he is least likely to have nightmares himself, Victor is probably the best at calming either of the others down if they have nightmares. (He does after all have practice doing so with Carla). He will carefully stroke the hair off the sweaty brow(s) in question and quietly croon the same lullaby that he used to sing Carla to sleep with. He doesn't have Elena's vocal talents, but his singing voice is soft and gentle and the words of the song are reassuring. And it's usually only a matter of time before the others drift back off to sleep.
Unsurprisingly, Elena has nightmares A LOT. Most often, she dreams of her parents wrapped up in Shuriki's green smoke or the dark, cold silence of her amulet prison. But occasionally, other dreams creep in. Shuriki victorious and making Elena watch as every one of her family and friends are killed in front of her with her powerless to stop it. Orizaba blotting out the sun for good and all Avalor being trapped in the dark. Elena's emotion magic failing to revive Esteban after he teleported in front of Cahu's sand grain for her--even though she has forgiven him even if only in the dream.
She is also, however, pretty good at comforting the others when they have nightmares. Without fail, the first thing she will do is use the "glow" spell on the scepter to bring some light back into the room. (This is particularly effective when Esteban is the one who has had the bad dream, as he does not handle waking up in the dark and afraid very well). She speaks very calmly and very slowly--and asks first before offering consoling cuddles. (Again, Esteban does not always want to be touched depending on the dream he's had and what sort of mental place he's in after it). Sometimes, she will use her scepter again--specifically the "illusion" or "truesight" to bring a up a vision of something calming and comforting.
(It is worth nothing that I do headcanon Elena and Esteban have a bit of a strong psychic link due to their crystal well connection. So I think one or both might be able to "sense" the other having had a particularly bad dream. And on the nights where they are apart from each other, they will not let distance stop them from comforting each other. Elena can and will wake up one of the Guardians to fly her whenever Esteban is. Esteban will reach for his staff and teleport to Elena's side. And after they do this, they make a point to "check in" on Victor as well to see how he is doing/make sure he feels included).
Esteban, meanwhile, has the most frequent nightmares of the three. Shuriki and the Dark Timesâ˘Â is naturally the most frequent source and subject of his dreams. Esteban is forced to recall the horrendous things that she did to Esteban's family, his country, and to Esteban himself. And more than that the things that she made him do that horrified and disgusted him and broke him in ways that he did not even know that he could be broken. It's almost a relief when he has a nightmare that does not concern Shuriki in some way and instead focuses on one of the other frightening times from his life--those times when he dreams of his parents ship going down, of Elena and Luisa disowning him, of Ash and Zopilote inevitably realizing that they could just kill him to drain Takaina's magic out of him and into themselves, of Cahu turning his abuelos to stone and Esteban not being able to teleport in front of Elena before the same fate befell her.
As he is usually the one (though not always the only one) who needs be comforted after a nightmare as opposed to doing the comforting, he has the least amount of practice at post-nightmare calming. Nevertheless, he has a few go-to strategies. He will usually teleport to the kitchen and back and come back with a jug of water, a few glasses, and some wash cloths on a tray. He will pour a some water into a cup and hand it over to the person(s) who had the nightmare(s). He'll also dampen the wash cloth with the cool water and then trace smooth, sinuous patterns with it across forehead(s) and the back of their neck(s). He'll also encourage the other(s) to count to ten and back with him, while also leading them into slow, deep relaxing breaths until they calm down.
5. Describe their cozy night in.
(I'm basing this primarily on the scenario of my w.i.p. where Esteban has moved out of the palace into a house of his own and most of the OT3 times happen at his new home--to avoid scandalizing the rest of the Flores family or putting Carla in a weird spot).
Victor cooks dinner for the other two, but Esteban retains custody and control of the pepper shaker so that Victor doesn't go overboard with the seasonings yet again. Elena is only allowed to help with gathering ingredients, chopping vegetables and setting the table, etc. because otherwise she is a kitchen disaster (also Esteban and Victor still feel a bit weird about ordering their queen around even if they know she's always happy to help.) After dinner, they sit around and have a quiet evening together. Victor has been promising for awhile to teach Elena how to play (i.e. cheat at) poker--much to Esteban's discomfort--and how to throw knives --much to Esteban's even greater discomfort, so they will often go into the other room and be chaotic, while Esteban works on paper work by the fire. (I tend to headcanon that post-canon redeemed Esteban either stays on as Naomi's assistant chancellor, takes over the bookkeeping and inventory for Luisa's chocolate shop, or does both--so either way there is always a lot of paperwork for him to do. ) When they're each done for the night with their little side projects, Esteban, Victor, and Elena regroup. Usually, there will be guitar playing (Esteban and Elena canonically play, and Victor probably knows how to as well) and singing and/or dancing. Other times, one of them (usually Esteban) will read aloud to the others from the latest popular novel.
When they start to get tired (but not too tired...if you catch my drift), they make their way into the massive bed in the bedroom and... [redacted].
18. How likely are they to have fur babies? How many and what kind?
I am assuming that "fur babies" refers to pets and not like an omegaverse situation, lol. This is actually an interesting thought as like...I'm not even 100% sure that cats and dogs exist in Avalor. I'm pretty sure they do given that there are some in Sofia the First and the little dog sculptures that come to life in the Valentina episode. But like...apparently, jaguars are extinct in the Sofia-verse, according to sunbird oracle and I don't think we see regular cats or dogs again at any other point, unless I am forgetting something. So like...it's possible that they don't????
But I'm just going to assume that cats and dogs do exist even if we don't see them.
Something about Esteban just screams "has allergies" to me, but I'm not sure I can put my finger on what exactly. Other than just me projecting onto him even more than I already do. But even if he does have allergies, it's very possible that the crystal well cured him of this, so that he can enjoy the furry darlings in peace.
I would say that Victor has dog energy, Esteban has cat energy (if he's only just now gotten over his allergies), and Elena has both. Assuming the royal household doesn't already have cats and dogs, they will probably soon acquire some for maximum cuddles.
I would like to think that Victor and Carla will get a dog at some point. It was a probably a tough and resilient stray from the wrong side of the tracks--not unlike the Delgados themselves. Victor probably wasn't too sure about it at first, but honestly, he can never say no to Carla and it's not exactly an unpleasant thing to agree to. There will inevitably be puppies at some point, because the thought never occurred to Victor to get the dog neutered once they agreed to take it in (And if the thought did occur to him, he probably would've resisted anyway because "why should we deprive the dog of one of life's greatest joys.") Victor and Carla will probably keep one of the puppies, and Elena who fell in love with the puppers at first sight will probably keep at least one more for herself (and the rest of the royal family)--and they'll make sure that the others go to good families.
Another thought that I had is that perhaps Elena uncovered an illegal magical animal trafficking ring in Avalor and put a stop to it. And maybe one of the animals that they discovered was a jaquin--specifically one that has been raised in captivity and/or had its wings or claws damaged in some way. They probably originally intended to return it to Vallestrella to live with the other jaquins, but it was eventually determined that due to its special circumstances, the poor thing might not survive out there on its own (even if under the protection of the other jaquins), so it actually makes more sense for it to live in the royal palace. Elena takes excellent care of her new "pet that isn't exactly a pet" and makes sure that it can socialize with Skylar and the other Guardians--as well as with the royal family and friends.
30. Your OTP gets to pick out each otherâs outfits; what is each wearing?
Victor and Elena are both very into Esteban's little adventure outfit (God, they're so me-) --with the three whole buttons undone on his shirt, no jacket or cravat, the scarf belt wrapped around his waist and those sinfully tight trousers. So, the two of them (ganging up on Esteban as a group as they often do) are often able to persuade him into their outfit of choice. And unless there is a particular reason for Esteban to dress more formally, he can usually be persuaded. It's nice that he's able to dress more casually now than before, and he knows how good this looks on him.
(On a related note, Victor absolutely *hates* Esteban's yellow jacket that he wears for formal court functions. And so he does have a long-standing fantasy of asking Esteban to wear it to bed one of these nights so that Victor and Elena can literally rip it off him and tear the hated thing to shreds. But Victor hasn't acted on this impulse. Yet.)
Victor is also very into Elena's little adventure outfit with the tunic and ye olde skinny jeans. This is slightly for thirsty reasons. (He doesn't really get to admire her very nice legs when they're hidden beneath her skirts, but he can when she wears trousers.) But he is also aware that Elena is more comfortable in this kind of outfit than in her more usual "queenly" attire. Also a more casual look suits her very impulsive, headstrong and easily-distracted personality. Far easier for her to climb a tree on a whim this way. And Victor loves seeing Elena at her most "Elena," and she's very comfortable in her skin in this outfit . (Victor has not yet had the privilege of seeing Elena in her skintight fencing gear yet, or he would have a new favorite. And this would be entirely for the thirsty reasons. No one could ever say Victor Delgado is a saint. Not even close.)
Esteban, meanwhile, likes seeing Elena dressed like the queen that she is. The finest of gowns, the most extravagant of jewels. All should see her and be instantly struck by her beauty, her radiance, her goodness, her majesty in any and every sense of the word. Every Avaloran citizen's heart should swell with awe and pride as they clasp eyes yet again on the greatest queen in all the Ever Realm. Of Elena's canon outfits, I would say that Esteban's favorite is probably the red ballgown that she wears for official court functions throughout the show (and the one that her face character wears in the Disney parks). Red is after all, Elena's signature color--just as it is Esteban's own--and it is a very flattering one on her indeed. He would probably try to get Elena to accessorize the dress a bit more than she usually does. (A necklace that matches her crown, a jeweled broach at the center of her belt, rings on every finger, etc) though I can't say that he would be super successful.
Victor's only has two canon outfits and neither of them are particularly great. (The Dracula-core malvago cape is certainly memorable but not particularly flattering or the kind of thing that Esteban or Elena would care to see him again). So I am going to let Esteban and Elena find something new and better for him. Victor won't mind. He's always liked the finer things (too much for his own good), and he's delighted to be the "sugar. baby" for two royals who have very refined and expensive taste (Esteban) and love to spoil their loved ones (Elena).
Essentially, I think they would look for a more flattering and more upscale version of his "regular" canon outfit. Shirt with waistcoat, trousers and cravat. Elena and Esteban will make sure that Victor has his share of jackets too, but unless there's a particular reason why Victor needs to wear one (weather or a formal occasion), I think they'd prefer he go sans jacket with just the shirt and waistcoat. Victor is rather broad-shouldered and from the little we can see through his jacket, he seems to have some nice biceps on him too, so it would be nice to have something that will show off his arms a little better.
Based on my initial impression, green ( to match his eyes) and black would probably be the most flattering colors for Victor. And given that we see him wear these colors in his "regular" outfit, we can presume that Victor likes them reasonably well. So I think Esteban and Elena would probably focus on a lot on these shades when adding new pieces to their novio's wardrobe.
I think that they would particularly look for a patterned waistcoat, like the kind we often see in the Georgian and Victorian time periods (or even like Julio Guzman's Magister of Trade vest on the show itself). Nothing too over-the-top mind, but given that Victor is a rather flamboyant person in general, I think he deserves something a little flashier and more ornate now that he can. Preferably ones in green, black, or both is kind of the vibe I think they should strive for. A few examples below:
I also think Victor is confident enough to pull off a black blouse with his waistcoat. He's a retired thief and an ex-malvago, so he definitely has more-than-a-bit of a "bad boy" edge to him and that would be reflected in his wardrobe. I also think Elena and Esteban would probably find that very attractive (even if Esteban would never admit it). So they make sure that he has a black shirt or two in addition to the basic whites. And neither of them complains too much if Victor desides to forgo the cravat entirely and leave the top few buttons his black blouse undone beneath his waistcoat.
51. Whatâs a non verbal way they say I love you?
Well, Elena canonically has her emotion magic, so literally all she would need to do is *feel* a profound sense of love for either of the others and her dress would turn pink and they would all know what was meant. That being said, she is very open and affectionate in general, so she is constantly telling the others verbally or through little gestures how much she cares about them. I feel like physical touch is her primary love language considering how physically affectionate we see her with her family and friends throughout the show. So, she is constantly reaching for the others' hands, kissing their cheeks, placing a hand on their shoulders, booping noses, etc. Victor naturally responds to this right away as he also a very physically affectionate person. It takes a bit more getting used from Esteban (even platonically, it was a lot), because he's naturally more reserved and because he's profoundly touch-starved (to the point of being overwhelmed when he first started getting more physical contact from people he likes). But now he thrives on it.
Victor shows his affection for the others in a lot of a different ways, most of them somewhat casual. He uses pet names for the others a lot. (Esteban has gone from "El Segundo" (derogatory) to "mi/nuestro El Segundo" (affectionate) to Victor. Meanwhile, Victor calls Elena "mi reina" ("my queen") and "jaquinita" ("little (female) jaquin")--which is just so cute I could scream.
Additionally, cooking with or for the people he cares about (see also: Carla) has always been a big thing with Victor. So he would constantly be doing things like trying to learn how to make various foreign dishes (ex: ramen or sushi from Satu, souvlaki from Corinthia) that the other mentioned trying/enjoying on foreign diplomatic visits. Or making (over-peppered but otherwise very tasty) soup whenever the others are feeling sick.
He also spends a good bit of time trying to make the others laugh--especially Esteban because his laughter is so comparatively rare (and therefore so much more precious). Cue Victor telling the worst fucking jokes you've ever heard to try to get the others to chuckle. (Elena thinks Victor is genuinely hilarious because her sense of humor is just as bad). He also is known to play particularly imaginative pranks (including ones on himself) to try and get the others' attention. Esteban is frequently just rolling his eyes at Victor, but there is a very amused twinkle in them when he does so.
Esteban's love language is a combination of acts of service, little gifts, words of affirmation, and physical touch that is perhaps best described as noticing and remembering things. This is partly due to the fact that "noticing and remembering" everything was quite literally his job as chancellor for over four decades. But another major factor is that Esteban spent most of his childhood wanting and waiting to be noticed and remembered himself, so he's especially sensitive to wanting to make sure that his partners feel seen and valued.
He never needs to be reminded about birthdays, anniversaries, holidays coming up. He is always on top of things and has been making careful plans for weeks (if not months). He will, however, very carefully and gently remind the others about the upcoming important date if he fears that they have forgotten. (They often need the reminder. Elena in particular).
And not even just the "big" things. He'll remember a book that Victor casually mentioned and then go search for it so that he can read it too and discuss it with him. He'll remember that Elena can sometimes get anxious whenever she has to make a big speech in front of crowds, so he adds a little note to the top of her scroll that says something like "You've got this, prima. It is a wonderful speech, and I know you will deliver it well. But even if by some bizarre chance it does not go well, I am still extremely proud of you and grow prouder every day." And of course, this is just the little pep talk Elena needs.
He notices Victor moving his head more carefully and rubbing his neck. Cue Esteban drawing him a warm bath and offering to massage Victor's tired back and shoulders until he feels better. He's not *consciously* tracking Elena's "courses," (that would be a bit too creepy and invasive for them both), but he is nevertheless mindful of the subtle changes in Elena's mood and health as any given month goes on. So he is nevertheless ready with a box of Abuela's chocolate, ye olde warming pad, and ye olde ibuprofen before Elena even asks for it.
Basically, Esteban is just always paying attention and always looking for a million quiet little ways that he can make his dos queridos ( and all of the rest of his family and friends to be fair) feel cherished and noticed in every way.
#vicestebalena#my beloveds#elena of avalor#victor delgado#esteban flores#elena castillo flores#i was trouble finding the exact waistcoats i was imagining in green so i had to recolor the first two ( from original blue) in photoshop#which is why they look slightly off but i hope you see and understand my vision#most of the roccoco/regency/victorian waistcoats i could find in green were either solids or too âlightâ a color than would suit victor#victor can be a little fancy boy as a treat but he shouldn't ever be a complete fop (that's esteban's job)#elena and victor have very similar senses of humor imo. as in terrible#do i have much canon evidence for this? not really apart from elena's bad jokes and how cringefail (affectionate) 'don't look now' is#but i know it in my heart to be true#victor's sense of humor is a bit more l.e.w.d and elena is a bit more likely to over-explain a terrible pun#but overall they have super similar vibes and they crack each other up while esteban rolls his eyes and suffers in the background#ironically victor is probably the most grounded and emotionally mature in this relationship for the most part...#but he has the sense of humor of a 12 year old who just discovered innuendoes for the first time#additionally victor doesn't do any knife throwing in canon but i just...I know in my heart he can and that he's really good at it#i mean he was a thief on the run for over 40 years without magic; he had to have learned how to defend himself#this trio is everything to me tbh#and to think this all started b/c i thought estevictor would be h.o.t and then discovered estebalena not long afterwards#and then accidentally put a brief vicelena moment in the estebalena i was working on#and then my third eye was opened and i realized i could in fact have them all at once and that it would be so so good#i just think after all esteban has been through he deserves to be smothered in affection and attention and validation#and the others are happy to deliver and to receive the love that esteban is so desperate to give in return#ask memes
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for the love of god help me i made a ghost trick sona and i had to radically change the entire plot of the game in order to make their inclusion into the cast Fit because since the game all takes place right then and there they kind of HAVE to make everything b different. love and light i will draw them soon
#their thing is they're an occultist with a sixth sense and vague not very good psychic powers#they fell in love wih ****** but by that point it was too far gone and it didnt Save Him#esp since theyre so closed off emotionally. if they had been more earnest maybe it could have worked#they r trying to sacrifice someone to give ****** life once more but are having trouble figuring out who to sacrifice"#they have what i like 2 call an 'at will conscience' where it turns on and off and all the time they have 2 make the choice beween#encouraging their conscience or doing what serves their best interest#so sometimes they serve their best interest (eg helping ****** by any means necessary bc theyre in love and want him to like them)#and someimes they encourage their conscience and go against what ****** wants of them because they find it too cruel or immoral#evenchually they DO find a body to use for the sacrifice (their own)#(a running gag is theyre lowkey suicidal)#and by that point ****** realizes that this IS the real relationship hes been wanting#this is a real person who doesnt just go along w his every whim#who loves him in a GENUINE way; not manufactured or pretend#and now they are dead!#and then ghost tricks happen!#not sure how human sissel fits into all this tbh
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youre fucking telling me welts real last name is "nokianvirtanen"? and his origin is actually listed as finland????? WHAT
#uhm. yayyyyy another finn i guess jdjdkdjjdjdkd IM JUST SO SHOCKED#i had heard he was from our universe but holyyyy#first of all that last name is very...... interesting LMAO koski is such a normal name and this is like wtf is that đ#(tbh koski would be more normal if it was koskinen or koskela but its still normal)#also virtanen is like one of the most common finnish surnames but adding the nokian- to the front is just bizarre#but hey it makes for a unique name for a finnish character!#of this name is real to anyone who might have it i mean no offence im literally talking as someone with a last name#that is very much not finnish but just has had one of the finnish endings of last names added to it and that name has caused me#many difficulties during my life bc ppl have so much trouble understanding it for some unknown reason LMAO#even tho finnish is written like its spoken........ make it make sense!
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on one hand if they wanted the apollo trilogy games to be disconnected from each other then whatever, but if that was the case they wouldn't have made klavier appear in aa5 because they offer no explanation as to why him and apollo act like acquaintances at best (capcom wants to pretend the everything re kristoph didn't happen). and it is crazy how they make reference to some things from aa4 (the gavinners disbanding) but not things like. apollo and trucy being half siblings (which phoenix said would tell them) like i find it more plausible that kristoph wouldn't be mentioned (they wanna leave all that behind) than anything regarding their parentage???
#theres some things phoenixs trilogy avoids talking much about in subsequent games (dl6 what happened to von karma and references to other#cases. like why lotta gave them trouble before when phoenix meets her in 2-2 or how he helped will powers)#but phoenix and edgeworths relationship clearly changes throughout the games and tbh if they had planned on avoiding spoilers#to the extent the apollo trilogy does i wonder how they would have handled mia? i mean everyone knows shes dead. they dont say who killed#her but you know for sure in all games shes not alive#also. morgan foreshadowing she has more in store at the end of 2-2 is kinda similar maybe to kristoph in 4-4 but again. while they dont talk#about her previous case in 3-5 they do talk about her not being A Good Person etc. which is a spoiler in itself#idk. the apollo trilogy is handling past games in a lame way#my post
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Im gonna be honest I've heard the term main character syndrome and I don't get it. Everyone is the main character of their life. Why would I think any differently - If I wasn't who is y'know??? Like I get that the term is probably describing ppl who do it in a specifically self centered grandiose way but. I still think it's a weird phrase
#i have never actually heard a definition for it and my eyes glaze over when i see the term so. im not sure how accurate my reading is#im ngl. im becoming more + more offline and its great tbh#but. this does mean i sometimes struggle more in social situations which i already have trouble with. so that sucks
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Moving! Moving in two months! Working on moving when I was literally doing this shit exactly a year ago! *SCREAM*
#so im actually feeling so good and normal about this#im feeling so so cool about getting rid of a bunch of my belongings#asking my roommate if she wants them. then listing them on marketplace. or donsting them#i love deciding whoch of my belongings are important enough to go with me back to my hometown#whoch ones are worth the trouble of weathering the 18 hour move#i just got unpacked (never even fully unpacked tbh) and now im packing up again#i just got done buying furniture again. i have a bed frame now#i had to get rid of a lot during the last move because i couodnt afford a uhaul so i just packed it all in my van#and whatever didnt fit didnt go. now my dad is bringing a uhaul trailer#so i dont have to get rid of as much. but still some. theres a lot of clutter#but i think generated clutter is a sign of a home#idk im just feeling so weird because last May i moved. and now this May im moving again#ive only spent a year here. and im not sad to leave. this city isnt right for me. its just weird#i think moving kills a part of your soul and i dont mean that poetically i mean i feel like dying rn#moving is so fucking stressful and i just super don't like it#'but austyn if you dont like movong then why have you never spent more than 1.5 years in the same place#for the last four years?' stfu i didnt ask for this#its worse because im moving back in with my parents into my childhood home. which is gonna be super great for ny mental health#but on the bright side ill be able to see my old psychiatrist and therapist again! had to srop when i moved halfway across the country#its fine. its all gonns be fine#my sibling and i just did a lot of cleaning and decluttering and listing shit on marketplace today#it killed a little bit of my soul i think
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Not too sound too dramatic, but I really would have appreciated an Xmas gift this year, it's my birthday in a few days maybe I'll get a birthday gift instead.
#i know it's not important and it's not a measure of how nuch i am loved#but it's a been a hard year#and a small token just like a card or something#well it'd be really nice#it'd be like they were saying i care for you and i think about you when you're not around so i went to the trouble of doing this for you#like i know i didn't get gifts for anyone#it's not like material possessions are much good for me while im between houses and again it's not like gifts would mean im loved any more#but still it would have just absolutely made my day tbh
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ââ smarty. ( pjs ) đŞˇ
ŕš Jay has had enough of your brattiness for today, thereâs only so much he can take.. so he may as well teach you a little lesson, right?
pair: bf!jay ă
gf!reader | warnings: smut, angst (??), small age gap (jay is 5 years older), d/s dynamics, bratty!reader, slight ddlg themes, spanking, p.ssy slapping, oral (f. rec), edging, crying, daddy kink, multiple orgasms, overstimulation, reader is implied to be a curvy/thick girly but anyone can read tbh ! | words: 1.7k
⌠. ăâş ă . ⌠. ăâş ă . âŚ
âwhatâd i tell you about saying things like that?â
âi donât care, itâs true !â you snarled, if it hadnât been made clear how aggravated you were, it sure as hell was now.
you and jay spent the weekend with his parents at a resort somewhere in jeju. everything was going fine at first, that was until an unexpected guest invited themselves to join your little âfamily tripâ. her name was hanna ? halie ? you donât know and you didnât care. what fogged your mind for the rest of the trip was how she clung up onto jay like the smoke to dry ice.
what agitated you even more about her was her need to call you out asking you a million questions about your clothing and how sheâs so shocked that jay settled down with someone like you. all of her backhanded compliments would rub you the wrong way and she just gave you weird vibes. itâs as if you werenât âpretty enoughâ to date him; according to her at least. donât get it twisted, jay definitely shut all of that down. he wouldnât let any woman pin you as anything less than you were. a fucking goddess.
âwhyâre you acting like this? whatâd i even do?â he paused. âwhat haneul does has nothing to do with me.â he continued, eyes focused on the road. heâs become fed up with your constant nagging. maybe itâs just his level of maturity that makes him unable to see it, but he doesnât understand why you worry so much, it was as if every âi love you the mostâ âyouâre my favoriteâ âitâs only youâsâ didnât matter. he felt like his words held no weight whatsoever.
ânothing to do with you ? hah, youâre the one who let her bombard our vacation. might i add family vacation.â you sterned, shifting your body closer to the door of the vehicle, looking out the window.
âwhat did you expect me to do y/n? sheâs been a family friend for years now, i canât just tell her to fuck off and go somewhere else. sheâd go crying to my mom about how mean i was to her and thatâs just extra drama that i donât need right now..â he exhaled heavily, glancing at your avoidant figure. when he got no reply from you he left it be, turning up the music to avoid the awkward atmosphere the both of you created.
ŕš ŕš ŕš
âbabe, can you pass me my frames ?â jay dared to ask even though youâd been ignoring him since the incident from earlier.
ây/n.â âplease ?â watching as you hadnât budged even a bit he grew upset. it was already bad enough for him that you were acting like he didnât even exist, which was fine. though, he wouldnât just take your constant disrespect.
so he got rid of what seemed to be your main source of attention. your phone.
âwhat the fuck, jay !â you reached at him. âgive me my phone !â
âjay !â he mocked, his voice altering to sound high pitched like yours. âdonât you see that iâm trying put things back together? why do you have to act like such a child.â he was disappointed in you. you were a fully legal adult, yet your actions said differently.
âstrip.â jay broke the silence you let fill the room. you were hesitant, and confused, but at least you were actually looking at him now. âyou heard me, now.â his brow raised as his mouth slipped a scoff.
were you just gonna let him boss you around ? definitely not. were you feeling intimidated ? yes. but your pride stood stronger than the trouble youâd get into. you breathe heavily finding your way to the door of your bedroom for your dramatic escape; until you felt a tug at your arm and then the softness of your mattress, cosigned with the weight of your built boyfriend.
âi guess i have to do everything myself today, huh ?â jay sounded calm but you knew otherwise, and youâd be lying if you said you didnât let this play out just to see this side of him. âcause you did. hell, you felt your wetness dripping past the wall of your ass, the sticky sensation sending your body chills.
the jingle of his belt caught your attention, but before you could even glance at him, your face was meshed with the comforter of your shared bed. you shriek.
âjayâ !â
âoh now you wanna talk ? huh, funny.â his hand sent goosebumps throughout your body as he runs his palm over your clothed ass. âitâs a shame you donât listen. now your pretty tails gonna be all red.â he pinched the fabric of your skirt flicking it upwards onto your lower back.
â âm sorry..â you uttered feeling him tug at your underwear.
now, jay was ignoring you. all you felt was him adjusting your waist, so that your ass sat in the air.
ââm really sorry..jaââ you pause, shrieking at the leather that came in contact with your silky skin. if you could describe the feel of it, itâs like a slow burn, a slow burning that spread like wildfire everytime he unleashed the branded weapon on you.
discipline is a topic your parents took lightly. yeah, they disciplined you, but it was never a âbend over my kneeâ type of discipline. more like, every morning you wake up âsit in that cornerâ type of discipline. jay never went soft on you when it came down to it. he wanted to make sure you never do whatever youâre in trouble for again.
âcrying ? whatâre you crying for,â jay never pushed aside your emotions, he had to hear you out or his guilt would eat him alive. hearing you sniffle shot a sort of worry in him.
âlisten, you put yourself in this situationââ he paused throwing his belt. âyou already know what happens when you wanna act like a brat.â he palmed your cunt. he wasnât going to baby you this time, thatâs all he ever did. maybe this was partially his fault too..
subconsciously, you felt yourself grinding on his hand. you were needy, you always were after a punishment, even if he didnât know. but now, you were on display. there was no way he wouldnât find out.
âyouâre such a fucking slut,â his thumb caressing your entrance, pushing your sweetness through your dewy folds. âalready so wet for daddy, hm?â his thumb slid through your sticky walls in a in and out motion. your slick caking his finger everytime he pulled it from inside you.
âplease..â was a constant that came from your mouth. you didnât know what you were pleading for. more ? less ? what was it ? you only knew that he made you feel so good. the look of him drenched you. you wanted him to slut you out. ruin you.
âplease ? please what?â he couldnât help but snort at you. the mere thought that you can get what you want with just a pleaseâ scratch that. the thought that you think you can get whatever you want after testing his patience, made him laugh. âplease.. forgive me ?â
âi dunno..mâ you slurred, you were estatic. just his thumb, making you feel so dumb. it made you feel small, like you were nothing but a tiny spectacle of dust.
âyou dunno..? wanâ me to help you find out ?â you were flipped onto your back before you knew it. once you saw the shift in his eyes change, you knew what he was prone to do. the thought itself making you spread your legs wide open.
you even made the mistake of trying to rub yourself. that quickly got disposed.
âyou lost your damn mind ?â his hand reached down to slap your weeping pussy.
âbaby, i canât wait.. please!â you whined watching as he kneeled down, face between your begging thighs, hands cupping each pretty chunk of flesh.
âbut you can.â âmatter of fact, you will.â he blew onto your core. the cold sensation bringing your hips to a jolt. his eyes scanned your smaller figure watching every expression that played out on your face, then down to your breasts. âlift up your shirt, let me see your beautiful body, baby.â
earning yourself a âgood little girl.â when you comply.
ŕš ŕš ŕš
you hadnât gotten a break since he started his mouth on you. drinking in your first orgasm, then the second. seems like you were now on your third.
âfuck.. jay.â you groaned your hips aching to move in his grasp. youâd try not to breakdown whenever his nose came in touch with your throbbing clit.
âyou done ? talk to me baby.â he growled against your heat. his warm breath made you thirsty. he was eating you like it was his last supper. ripping you to absolute shreds.
âiâm gonna come, daddy..â your legs were shaking, your voice was whiney, and you needed an exhale. once he started sucking on your clit your back arched. at him, the feel, and the thought of him, making you feel.
âyeah, you gonna come for me ?â
âyeah.. wanâ come for you..â you spoke through labored breaths. once your moaning got louder, he stopped. heâd love to make you come, third times a charm. but he wasnât going to. he basically lured you in just to trick you.
âjayy !â âit was right there, i was about to cum !â you childishly whined at the begging sensation between your legs. the quivering feeling making you force your legs closed to suppress the throbbing feel. you felt his hungry stare on you. you knew he wanted you. itâs when you realized this wasnât an after punishment treat. he was edging you. right after overstimulating you. how cruel..
âaww, look at you ! my pretty girl..â he pouted at you, your sad, twitching state. you were groaning for more as he watched you. pitying you. how could you have thought it was over? after a mere spanking ? silly.
âi guess you really thought huh.â he cackled. âooh ! should we order room service.. iâm kinda hungry. you ?â he got up to go and search for the phone.
maybe you did deserve this. shouldnât be acting so damn bratty all the time, even if itâs in your nature to piss him off. now look at you. eyes all watery, and a mess between your legs.
oh well, not his problem.
#jay smut#park jongseong smut#enhypen smut#enhypen x reader#jay x reader#enhypen imagines#enhypen scenarios#enhypen drabbles#enha smut
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ultimate girl boss âl.hughes
pairings:Â luke hughes x afab!reader genre:Â romance âsmut â strangers-to-lovers? â warnings:Â mentions of alcohol âoral (f!recieving) â use of pet names (princes) â kitchen sex â one night stand âfingering â p in v âluke is a bit of a dork â he falls first and he falls harder âsize kink...kinda? âmentions of pain with sex âboth luke and the reader love the miscommunication trope â short and sweet tbh â synopsis:Â you know you shouldn't have slept with a player, but it's not like you'd really see him again, right? word count:Â 7.7k authors note: Â this was a top contender in my what to finish next poll so I hope you all enjoy!!
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âI want to thank everyone for being here tonight â and want to say Iâm sure weâre all excited to kick off our first ever staff and players halloween party.â Your friend says into the mic, everyone letting out cheers in response, âI know we usually have seperate parties but this year we want the staff and players to really get to know each other and what better way to do that then by getting completely hammered with each other.â He says says letting out a soft cheer when the rest of the room stays quiet, the hushed chuckle here and there. âAnyway I hope everyone has fun and please remember an open bar doesnât mean you can damage property, Iâm looking at you Timo.â You clap slowly as your friend climbs down from his spot on the bar table, his cheeks flushed a bright red as he joins you in leaning against the bar.Â
âThat felt awkward â did it look awkward?â He asks slowly, accepting the beer bottle from the bar tender with a grimace.Â
âIt did look awkward.â You agree, taking a sip of your lemonade reaching over to pat his hand softly in reassurance, âDawson everyone loves you because youâre awkward so donât think too much about it.â Dawson perks up as one of his teammates calls his name, bounding away from the bar his hair fanning out from under his cap. Youâre still smiling to yourself when someone slides into the spot Dawson left open.
âYou really sticking to lemonade all night?â a familiar voice says, smooth and amused, cutting through the music and chatter around you. You glance sideways â and there he is. Luke Hughes. In a bright green shirt, overalls, and a little green hat with a giant âLâ on it. Luigi. Of course.
You canât help but laugh. âI donât know if Iâm more surprised youâre dressed as Luigi or that Jack actually agreed to be Mario.â
Lukeâs grin is boyish and crooked, the kind of grin that makes trouble look like a good idea. âTrust me, it wasnât easy. Took a week of convincing and a few beers.â
âAnd here I thought sibling pressure only worked on younger brothers.â
He leans an elbow on the bar, watching you with a playful glint in his eye. âOh, it definitely works both ways. Besides, you canât be Mario without Luigi. Weâre a package deal.â
âCute,â you say, taking a sip of your drink. âIâm sure jackâs girlfriend thinks the same.â You tease, both of you glancing over at the tall blonde dressed as Princess Peach, the girl sticking close to her boyfriendâs side as he mingles with his teammates. âYou didnât want to stick with you âpackage dealâ?âÂ
Luke smirks, tapping a finger against the bar. âJack likes to wander off â probably challenging someone to a drinking game.â
âSounds about right.â You pause, letting your eyes sweep over him. âSo, what? You decided to make rounds as everyoneâs favourite sidekick?â
His smile widens. âWho says Iâm a sidekick?â
You arch a brow. âYou are Luigi.â
âYeah, well, maybe Iâm just here to rescue Princess Peach,â he teases, leaning in a little, you shoot a questioning gaze over to his brothers girlfriend.Â
âShe does look like she needs saving.âÂ
He shakes his head with a smile as his voice lowers, playful but laced with something that makes your heart skip. âOr maybe Iâm here to make sure someoneâs getting to know the players, like Dawson said.â
Your pulse jumps at his proximity, but you keep your cool. âSo, Iâm the metaphorical Peach in this scenario?â
Lukeâs eyes flicker with amusement, lingering on yours for a beat too long. âWould that be so bad?â
You tilt your head, pretending to consider. âHmm. I donât know. Iâve always been more of a Toad kind of girl.â
He laughs, shaking his head, the sound warm and genuine. âYeah? I can see that.â
âAnd whatâs that supposed to mean?â
Luke raises both hands in mock surrender, still grinning. âNothing. Just that youâd make a pretty cute Peach, too.â
You roll your eyes, but thereâs no hiding your smile. âIs this how you plan to win me over? Bad Mario references?â
âIs it working?â
You donât answer right away. Instead, you finish your drink, set the glass on the bar, and meet his gaze head-on.
âMaybe.â
His grin sharpens. âThen I guess Iâll keep going.â
You let the word hang between you for a beat, the teasing lilt of your voice lingering in the air. Luke watches you, his grin never quite fading, a flicker of curiosity sparking in his dark eyes. The party buzzes on around you bothâmusic pulsing, laughter spilling from groups of people in costumes, but none of it seems to matter right now.
âSo,â he says, tapping his knuckles lightly on the bar, âyou planning on heading out early, or are you here for the long haul?â You glance around the room, spotting Dawson across the way engaged in an animated conversation with another teammate. A few more familiar faces pass by, offering smiles and nods, but your attention drifts back to Luke almost immediately.
âHonestly?â You shrug, a casual, playful expression crossing your face. âI havenât decided yet.â
Luke leans in a little closer, elbows resting on the bar. âWhat would it take to convince you to stick around?â
You give him a slow, considering look, letting the question settle in your mind before answering. âDepends. Whatâs in it for me?â
He laughs, low and soft, shaking his head. âThatâs a dangerous question.â
âMaybe I like danger.â
Lukeâs gaze lingers, his smile never wavering. âAlright. What if I promised to make it worth your while?â
You raise an eyebrow, amusement flickering across your face. âBig promises from Luigi.â
âI deliver on my promises.â He pauses, his voice dropping slightly, a teasing edge in his tone. âEspecially when it comes to rescuing princesses.â
The playful banter between you feels like a dance, each word carefully chosen, each glance lingering just a fraction too long. Thereâs a buzz in the airâa tension that neither of you seems in a rush to break.
âAlright, Luigi,â you say, setting your empty glass down on the bar. âConvince me.â Luke doesnât take long to whisk you to the dance floor, the lanky man awkwardly moving his limbs along yours, the smile lighting up his face convincing others to join in, the dance floor filling up quickly.Â
Lukeâs hands stay linked with yours as he spins you around, twisting your bodies totally off beat, âWhite girl dancing is my favourite.â He yells over the music, his movements mimicking the slow, seductive sways of a sorority girl.Â
âI can tell.â You laugh, your eye catching Dawsonâs over the crowd as he pumps his eyebrows in knowing, your shoulders shrugging as you lose yourself back in the feeling of Lukeâs god awful dancing.Â
Itâs two hours before you pull yourself away from the crowd, Luke following behind you like a lost puppy as you reach the bar, skulling the glass of water the bartender offers you. âSo, have I convinced you to stay?â Luke smiles, leaning against the counter as he accepts his own glass of water.Â
âI suppose.â You smile, placing your empty glass back on the table as you rifle through your purse for your keys. You glance up at Luke his face dropping as you watches you gather your stuff, your witch hat sitting on the bar as you check you have all your belongings.Â
âI guess my convincing wasnât good enough.â He sighs, trying to keep a light smile on his face so you canât see the disappointment in his eyes. Luke was having fun, finally being able to seperate himself from his brother, he thought you were having fun too - the pretty girl from the head offices finally letting loose all because cause of the borderline frat boy dressed as Luigi.Â
But clearly he was wrong.Â
âI guess Iâll see you around.â He says, watching as you tilt your head, your brows furrowing as you chew on your bottom lip.Â
âWow, didnât know you wanted to get rid of me so quickly.â You tease, reaching up for the collar of his costume pulling him down until his ear is level with your mouth, âI was going to ask if you wanted to come with me.â You whisper, Lukeâs spine straightening quickly, his eyes locking with yours in surprise. âGuess I know where you stand now, Luigi.â You sigh dramatically, making the move to turn and walk out when his hand latches to your wrist.Â
âWaitâŚWaitâŚâ He stutters, his brows still pinched in confusion, âYou want me to come home with you?âÂ
You quirk a brow, a smirk playing at the corner of your lips. "Why else would I ask? To play Mario Kart?" Luke looks momentarily stunned, his hand tightening slightly around your wrist before he catches himself and lets go, running a hand through his messy hair beneath the green cap. He swallows hard, the playful confidence from earlier faltering just a little, replaced by something more raw, more unsure.
Maybe he wasnât wrong after all.Â
âIâI didnât thinkâŚâ He trails off, his gaze flickering from your eyes to your mouth and back again, as if trying to gauge if you're serious or just messing with him.
You lean in again, your voice soft but unmistakably deliberate. "What, you didnât think Iâd actually be interested?" His lips part slightly, but no words come out. The party noise seems to fade into the background â the music, the laughter, the clinking of glasses all muffling under the pounding of your heart in your ears.
âIâve seen the way youâve been watching me tonight,â you say, your voice low but steady, your eyes locked on his.
âAnd Iâm not blind, Luke. Youâve been flirting since the second you walked over here in that ridiculous costume.â
His cheeks flush a deep pink, but that boyish, crooked grin of his creeps back onto his face. âMaybe I have.â
âAnd maybe I donât want the night to end just yet,â you say, your fingers brushing against his arm, trailing down until your hand rests lightly on his wrist again. The tension is thick now â electric and undeniable. Luke steps in closer, closing the space between you. His voice drops to a low murmur, just for you.Â
âIf I say yes, Iâm not just coming over for coffee.â
You bite back a grin, eyes flickering to his lips before meeting his gaze again. âGood. I donât even have coffee at home.â That does it â the playful edge in his grin gives way to something hungrier, more intense. His hand finds your hip, fingers pressing lightly through the fabric of your dress.Â
âIâve never liked coffee anyway.â The air between you hums with anticipation, both of you lingering in that charged moment, knowing exactly whatâs coming but savouring the tension for just a little longer.
âCome on, Luigi,â you whisper, stepping back and tugging him toward the door. âTime to see if you really deliver on your promises.â Luke follows without hesitation, his hand still wrapped around yours, the warmth of his palm grounding you both in the moment. As you weave through the crowd, you catch Dawsonâs wide-eyed expression from across the room. He mouths what the fuck? at you, but you just flash him a grin over your shoulder. Outside, the cool night air hits your skin, but you barely notice. Lukeâs presence next to you, the way his fingers tighten around yours, the way his arm brushes against yours as you walk to your car â itâs all-consuming.
âSo,â he says after a beat, voice lighter now but still laced with that playful tension. âDoes this mean Iâm officially more than just a sidekick?â
You glance up at him as you unlock your car, the smirk on your lips teasing but your gaze soft. âDepends.â
âOn what?â
You step in closer, your body nearly pressed against his. âOn how well you play the hero.â
Luke leans down, his face inches from yours, his breath warm against your skin. âIâm pretty sure I can pull it off.â
âThen what are you waiting for?â Itâs all the invitation he needs. His hands cup your face as he closes the gap, his lips finding yours with a mix of urgency and sweetness that leaves you breathless. Thereâs no hesitation, no second-guessing â just the two of you, completely lost in each other.
When he finally pulls back, both of you are breathless, his forehead resting against yours.
âBetter than Mario Kart?â he whispers, his voice rough and a little unsteady.
You laugh softly, fingers curling into the fabric of his overalls to keep him close. âMuch better.â
Luke grins, his eyes dark with desire but softened by something more genuine beneath it all. âGood. Because Iâm not done rescuing you yet.â
You press one more lingering kiss to his lips before stepping back and opening the car door. âThen letâs get out of here, hero.â As he climbs into the passenger seat, pulling the ridiculous green hat off and tossing it into the backseat with a chuckle, you canât help but think that maybe â just maybe â this Halloween party wasnât such a bad idea after all.
Luke settles into the passenger seat, stretching his long legs out with a playful groan. His hair is a mess from the hat, sticking up in every direction, and he looks ridiculously good like that â a little wild, a little disheveled. You catch him watching you as you adjust the rearview mirror, his grin lopsided and lazy, the kind of smile that makes your pulse race.
âYouâve got that look on your face again,â you say, glancing at him as you start the car.
âWhat look?â
âThat âwhat the fuck is happeningâ look.â
Luke laughs, low and warm, running a hand through his hair to smooth it down. âI canât believe this is happening, to be fair.â His voice low as he adds, âThe ultimate girl boss is inviting me home â maybe I will have to thank Dawson for the party idea.â
"Don't call me that." you say as you roll your eyes, but thereâs no denying the butterflies in your stomach. As you pull out of the parking lot, the conversation flows easily. Luke teases you about your driving â âAre you always this aggressive behind the wheel, or is this just a Halloween thing?â â and you fire back with playful jabs about his costume. The sexual tension from the party hasnât faded; if anything, itâs simmering just beneath the surface, waiting to boil over.
When you reach your apartment, Luke follows you up the stairs, his fingers brushing yours as you unlock the door. The quiet click of the door shutting behind you seems to amplify the tension in the air.
âSo, this is it?â he says, glancing around your cozy living room. He looks a little out of place in the Luigi costume, but thereâs something endearing about it â like he doesnât care how ridiculous he looks.
âThis is it,â you say, kicking off your shoes and setting your keys on the counter. âMake yourself at home.â Luke takes his time wandering through the space, his fingers trailing over the back of your couch, his gaze flicking to the framed photos on the wall. When he turns back to you, thereâs a softness in his expression, but his eyes are still dark with something more.
âYou werenât kidding about the no coffee thing,â he says, peering into the kitchen.
âTold you.â
He steps closer, his footsteps quiet on the hardwood floor. âSo, what do you have?â
You lean against the counter, tilting your head. âDepends. What are you in the mood for?â
Lukeâs lips twitch into a grin as he closes the distance between you. âI think you already know.â
You swallow hard, your heart pounding as he stops in front of you, so close that you can feel the warmth radiating off him. His hands find the counter on either side of you, effectively caging you in.
âYouâve been driving me crazy all night,â he says softly, his voice low and rough. âI wasnât sure if I was imagining it or if you were actually interested.â
Your fingers curl around the edge of the counter, your breath catching. âWhat do you think?â
Lukeâs gaze drops to your mouth, lingering for a beat before meeting your eyes again. âI think Iâm done guessing.â
His lips are on yours before you can respond, the kiss slow and deliberate, like heâs savouring the taste of you. His hands move to your waist, pulling you flush against him, and you let yourself melt into him, your fingers tangling in his hair. The kiss deepens, your bodies pressed together, and you lose yourself in the feeling of his hands exploring your back, his lips trailing down your jaw to your neck. Every touch, every kiss, feels like a spark igniting something inside you.
âLukeâŚâ His name slips from your lips in a breathless whisper, and he pulls back just enough to meet your gaze. âI hope to god you know how to take a corset off.â Lukeâs soft laugh captures your breath as his hands spin your around till you face the counter.Â
âOne thing about hockey players is weâre good with laces.â He says quietly, making quick work of undoing the ribbon on the back of your corset, letting the faux leather fall off your body once the laces are loose enough, your dress sitting over your frame loosely as Lukeâs hands run up your sides.Â
âDo you want me to show you something else that hockey players are good at?â Luke asks softly, his lips skimming just under your ear as you nod. Luke moving your quickly as he spins you back around the face him, leaning forwards to capture your lips in a quick kiss before dropping to his knees in front of you, his hands pulling the fabric over your dress up to your waist, motion for you to grip it with your own hands.Â
âI need you to stay still for me, Princess.â He coos, his fingers linking in the waistband of your panties before dragging them down your legs, his hands slowly reaching up to rub against the soft skin of your thighs, the plush flesh tensing under his touch. He leans forwards swiping a tentative lick against you, his eyes turned up to yours, watching you as your eyes fall closed, your hands gripping the fabric of your dress for dear life. Happy with your reaction he delves forwards, his tongue pressing flat against you as his nose bumps against your swelling clit. His hands trail softly up the backs of your thighs, over your ass until they sit comfortably on your hips.Â
You whimper as he pulls your cunt firmer against his face, his head moving as his tongue circles around your clit, teasing before he sucks the bud into his mouth. âFuck.â You curse, your back curving against the counter until your resting on your elbows, your head thrown back.. You can feel Lukesâs crooked grin against you as one of his hand drops to lift your thigh, draping the limb over his shoulder opening you up further for him. Lukeâs movements become quicker, more feverish as his tongue dips inside you for just a moment before licking back up to your clit.Â
âAre fingers allowed, princess?â He questions softly, as he pulls his face away from your cunt much to your dismay, his eyes teasing as you nod quickly, your lip trapped between your teeth as he slides one finger between your folds, gathering any juices he could before slowly pushing the single digit inside of you.Â
âGod, I can feel how desperate you are.â He coos as you clench around his single finger, a loud branch snapping outside of the shed making you jump, his finger sliding out of you slightly before sliding back in to the third knuckle, Luke chuckling as he presses a kiss against the thigh hanging over his shoulder. âSurprised?â He questions.Â
You barely getting a chance to respond, as he sucks your clit sharply releasing it with a grin as you let out a low whine as he presses his thumb harshly against your clit, his fingers calling at just the right time, your cunt clenching so forcefully he lets out a surprised laugh. He pauses his movements for a moment, watching the way you pant as you come down from your orgasm, whispering his name.Â
âJesus, Luke.â
âDonât praise me yet.â He whispers as he slides your leg off his shoulder, slowly rising to his full height as he towers over you, pushing you further against the counter, âIâm not finished with you.â Luke spins you for the third time of the night, your hands bracing against the counter as you pant, Luke snatching your dress from your hands as he pulls it up and over your head, your breasts falling free as he presses you against the cold kitchen counter.Â
âYouâre stunning.â He murmurs as his hands make quick work of unbuttoning his overalls, letting them fall to the ground as he steps out of them, your breaths coming faster as you feel his body pressing against yours. His hands slide over your waist, tracing the curve of your hips, before gripping firmly. Heâs warm, solid, and the intensity in his gaze when you glance back at him is enough to set your skin ablaze.
Luke leans in, his lips brushing against the shell of your ear, voice husky and teasing. âYou sure youâre ready for this, Princess?â
You nod, pushing back against him slightly, your body arching into his touch. âI wouldnât have invited you here if I wasnât.â
He groans softly, his hands steadying you as he presses a line of kisses along your shoulder and down your back, his lips trailing fire over your skin. His movements are purposeful but unhurried, each touch and kiss designed to build the anticipation thrumming between you. When you feel the tip of his arousal teasing against your entrance, your breath hitches, and he pauses, his fingers tightening on your hips.
âTell me if itâs too much,â he murmurs, his lips ghosting over your skin.
You turn your head slightly, meeting his eyes over your shoulder. âIâll let you know.â
Thatâs all the encouragement he needs. With a slow, deliberate motion, he pushes into you, both of you gasping at the sensation. He fills you completely, stretching you in a way thatâs almost overwhelming but impossibly good. Your eyes squeeze shut as you let out a harsh breath, Luke pausing once heâs fully seated, giving you a moment to adjust, his hand smoothing over your lower back in silent reassurance.
âYou okay?â He asks softly, his lips pressing gently to your neck as he waits for you to relax, your pussy squeezing him as you nod your head slowly, letting it drop against the counter.Â
âI just need a second.â You hiss, âIt always hurts at first.â You add, focusing on your breathing and relaxing your pelvis as Luke tilts his head in confusion, his hands still rubbing against you tenderly.Â
âDo you want me to pull out?â He asks carefully, unsure how to help as you adjust a little more, a relieved sigh leaving you as you glance over your shoulder to smile at him.Â
âYou can move.â You assure him. Luke nods slowly, his movements careful as he puts out and pushes back in, the pain shifting deep in the pit of your stomach as you let out a soft moan.Â
âYou feelâŚâ he starts, his voice thick with restraint. âPerfect.â You can barely respond, your mind hazy with the pleasure coursing through you. When he starts moving, itâs slow and steady, each thrust measured and deliberate. He watches your reactions closely, the way your body responds to him, the soft sounds that escape your lips.
âLuke,â you whisper, your fingers gripping the edge of the counter for support as he quickens his pace. His name on your lips seems to spur him on, his rhythm becoming more urgent, his grip on your hips firm but not painful. The tension between you builds with every movement, the sensation almost too much to bear. He leans forward, his chest engulfing you as he presses against your back as he wraps an arm around your waist, pulling you upright. The new angle has you crying out, your head falling back against his shoulder as he buries his face in your neck, his lips and teeth teasing your skin.
âGod, you feel so good,â he murmurs, his voice a mix of awe and desire. âYouâre incredible.â
The praise only heightens the sensations coursing through you, your body trembling as you feel yourself nearing the edge. He seems to sense it, his movements becoming even more focused, his free hand sliding down to where your bodies are joined to circle your sensitive clit.
âCome for me,â he urges, his voice low and rough. âI want to feel you.â Itâs all you need. The coil of pleasure tightens and then snaps, waves of bliss crashing over you as you cry out his name, your body tightening around him. He follows shortly after, his pace faltering as he lets out a low groan, his grip on you tightening as he finds his release.
For a moment, neither of you moves, your breaths mingling as you both come down from the high. Luke presses a kiss to your shoulder, his touch suddenly gentle as he leans against you. Luke places one more kiss to your shoulder, before standing up, your body seeming to melt further into the counter as he pulls out - your body cringing as it tries to adjust to the feeling. You take a few more breaths as you listen to Luke pull off the condom and walk across the room to place it in the bin.Â
Luke leans against the counter, his hands gripping the edge as if itâs the only thing keeping him grounded. His overalls hang low on his hips, his green shirt untucked and rumpled. He hasnât said much since pulling away, and now the silence between you feels heavy, like a weight pressing against your chest.
You finish slipping your dress back over your head, your fingers fidgeting with the hem as you glance his way. Heâs watching you out of the corner of his eye, his expression unreadable but not indifferent. You can tell thereâs something he wants to say, but he doesnât. Instead, he clears his throat and straightens up, his hands disappearing into his pockets.
"I should probably get going," he says softly, his voice careful, like heâs testing the words out loud.
The tightness in your chest sharpens. You knew this moment was comingâthe logical end to what just happenedâbut it still hits you harder than you expected. You hesitate, watching as he takes a small step toward the door.
"Wait," you blurt out, your voice louder than you intended. He stops immediately, turning to face you, his brow furrowing.
"Yeah?" he asks, and you can hear the note of uncertainty in his voice.
Your heart pounds as you scramble to find the right words, suddenly feeling exposed in a way that has nothing to do with your now-rumpled dress. "You donât⌠you donât have to go," you say quickly, stumbling over the words. "I mean, itâs late, andâŚ"
Lukeâs eyes widen slightly, and you can see something flicker across his faceârelief? Hope? He blinks, and his lips part like heâs about to say something, but he doesnât. You push on, needing to fill the silence.
"You could stay," you continue, your cheeks flushing. "If you want to. I mean, itâs just⌠itâs late, and I drove you here anywayââ
"Iâd like that," he interrupts, his voice soft but firm.
You stop mid-ramble, staring at him. "You would?"
Luke nods, a small, almost shy smile tugging at the corner of his mouth. He takes a step closer, his hands still buried in his pockets. "Yeah," he says quietly. "I didnât really want to leave, anyway."
The admission makes your stomach flip, and you glance down, suddenly feeling self-conscious. "Okay," you say, your voice barely above a whisper. "You can stay."
He watches you for a moment longer, his gaze warm and steady, before he nods again. "Thanks," he says simply, but thereâs a weight behind the word that makes your chest tighten in a different way.
You gesture toward the bedroom, your throat dry as you try to keep your voice casual. "Uh, the bedâs big enough⌠if youâre okay with sharing." Lukeâs eyebrows lift slightly, and for a second, you wonder if youâve made things weird. But then he smilesâsoft and genuineâand the tension in your chest eases.
"Iâm okay with that," he says, his voice light but sincere.
You nod, turning toward the bedroom. "Okay. Iâll just⌠get things sorted."
As you step into the room, Luke follows, his footsteps quiet on the hardwood floor. You pull back the covers, smoothing them out as if that will somehow make you feel less nervous. When you glance over your shoulder, heâs standing by the doorway, hesitating.
"You sure?" he asks, his voice quieter now.
You meet his gaze and manage a small smile. "Yeah," you say softly. "Iâm sure." That seems to be all the reassurance he needs. He steps inside, pulling off his overalls completely and leaving them in a heap on the floor. His green shirt is next to go, his unsurprisingly toned chest making you swallow heavily, only left in his boxers now, and somehow, the casualness of it makes you feel less self-conscious.
You both climb into the bed, the mattress dipping slightly under his weight. For a few moments, neither of you speaks, lying side by side with a cautious amount of space between you. But then, slowly, Luke shifts closer, his arm brushing yours.
"Thanks for asking me to stay," he murmurs, his voice so low itâs almost a whisper. You turn your head to look at him, your face so close to his that you can see the faint freckles scattered across his nose.Â
"I didnât really want you to leave," you admit quietly.
His lips curve into a soft smile, and he reaches out, his fingers brushing yours under the blanket. "Good," he says, his voice warm. "Because I really didnât want to."
The two of you end up tangled in each other throughout the night, Lukes arm draped over your waist as he drags you across the mattress to press against him, his face tucked into your neck as your relax into the warmth of his chest.Â
When you wake up the warmth is gone, the mattress is empty and a small post it note sits on the pillow besides you.Â
âI had fun last night, had to leave early for practice, sorry.âÂ
The cold sheets isnât a surprise as you throw the note across the room, Luke doing exactly you expected the hot shot hockey player to do.Â
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âI canât believe we have to do another company get together.â You huff as you readjust your hair in itâs ponytail for the tenth time, Dawson bouncing besides you in excitement. âAnd a hike? Who do they think we are? Athletes?â You continue your frown deepening as you watch the tall, curly haired hockey player interact with one of your colleagues a few metres away, his smile lighting up the group around him.Â
âWell some of us are athletes.â Dawson teases as he bumps his shoulder into yours, his gaze following yours, a mischievous grin breaking out across his face. âItâs been three months since the halloween party, I think weâre overdue for an outing.â Dawson starts slowly, your gaze flicking over to him, the small cogs in your brain turning as you feel the panic begin to set in.Â
âDawson, donât you dare.â But heâs already gone, stepping up onto a big rock as he calls attention to himself.Â
âI thought it might be good for each of us players to pair up with one of our lovely office workers to really get the full effect of the company bonding.â He suggests, your heart dropping to your stomach as everyone quickly agrees, already spreading themselves out as each player finds someone to team up with, your boss quickly snatching Dawson off his rock as you watch the curly haired manâs blue-green eyes meet yours.Â
âThank me later.â Dawson coos as he starts up the mountain, his arm linked with your bossâs as they ramble as they walk.Â
âIâm going to kill that man in his sleeâ oh hey Luke.âÂ
âHey, I um⌠noticed you didnât have a partner?â He says, well questions, his brows pinched tight as he studies your body, your arms crossed tightly over your chest, you gaze anywhere but on him. Luke motions for you to start following the rest of your colleagues up the trail before quickly matching your pace, walking besides you easily with his long legs.Â
The cool spring air brushes against your skin as you step onto the trail, the sound of chatter and boots hitting the dirt path filling the air. The company hike was supposed to be a casual event, a chance to mingle with colleagues, relax, and get away from the office for a few hours. But, as usual, it feels a little more complicated than it should be.
You glance around the small group youâve been assigned to â everyone seems in high spirits, laughing and chatting, but you canât help but feel a sense of discomfort. Youâve been quiet, your mind occupied with thoughts that donât seem to want to let go.
The trail twists up ahead, and you can feel the weight of someoneâs gaze on you. When you glance to the side, you see Luke walking beside you, looking every bit the confident, carefree guy he usually is. But today, there's something different about him. Heâs watching you with an expression that seems to mix curiosity and confusion. Itâs the kind of look you know too well â the one that tells you heâs trying to figure something out, trying to read you, but doesnât quite know where to start.
You quickly avert your eyes, focusing on the path ahead, pretending to be absorbed in the beauty of the trail. The last thing you want right now is to deal with whatever this... thing is between you two. Whatever it was that happened the night of the Halloween party, whatever moment was shared between you, has left a lingering tension in the air. Itâs subtle but undeniable, and the last few months have been filled with an awkward distance youâre both trying (and failing) to navigate.
Luke seems to notice your change in demeanour right away. You can feel the shift in the atmosphere, the way his presence suddenly feels more pronounced. He slows his pace just slightly, a move that draws you out of your own head, and when you glance at him, heâs giving you that familiar, crooked smile.
"So," he says casually, his hands resting loosely in the pockets of his jacket. "Youâve been awfully quiet today. Everything okay?"
You shrug, your eyes ahead as you force your voice to sound casual, "Yeah, just... tired, I guess."
He raises an eyebrow, clearly not buying it. "Uh-huh." He pauses for a moment, then adds, "Because youâre usually pretty chatty on these things." The gentle teasing in his voice stings more than it should, but you keep your expression neutral, refusing to let him see the way his words unsettle you.Â
"Guess Iâm just not feeling it today,â you reply with a half-smile, but it doesnât quite reach your eyes.
You know he doesnât buy it â Lukeâs not an idiot. Heâs seen you in better moods, and knows enough about you from all of his desperate attempts at reconnecting with you through Dawson, that he knows enough to notice the shift in your behaviour toward him.Â
Ever since that night, things have been... different. After everything that happened between you two, it felt like one of you was always pulling back, unsure of how to move forward. For you, the uncertainty of the night, the chemistry, and the suddenness of it all left you second-guessing yourself. You never really figured out where you stood with him after that.
Luke takes a deep breath, then breaks the silence with another question, his voice more carefully measured this time, "Is this because of... what happened, that night?"
Your heart skips a beat. You stop in your tracks, suddenly feeling like the ground beneath you has shifted. You donât want to face this. Not here, not now. But you canât deny that Lukeâs words have hit a nerve, and the air between you both grows thick with unspoken tension.
"Donât..." you begin, but your voice falters before you can finish. You feel exposed, like a part of you that youâve kept hidden is being laid bare for him to see.
Luke notices the shift instantly. He takes a half step toward you, a small frown pulling at the edges of his mouth. "I didnât mean to make things weird," he says quietly, his voice softening in that way it does when heâs being sincere. "I just... donât get it. Youâve been acting different lately, and Iâm not sure why. After that night, it felt like... like something happened, and I guess Iâve just been waiting for you to say something."
You bite your lip, feeling the weight of his words settle on your chest.Â
Heâs right.Â
Things have been different. But youâre not sure how to explain it to him, not when everything youâre feeling seems to clash with whatâs happening in your head.
"Youâve been avoiding me, havenât you?" His words arenât accusatory, just observant, and it makes something inside you twist painfully.
You nod, the truth hanging between you both in that awkward silence. You donât know how to explain the mix of emotions swirling inside you. Part of you wants to laugh it off, pretend itâs nothing, but the other part of you feels the sting of being too close to him and too unsure of where to stand.
Luke takes a step closer, and you can feel the weight of his presence, his eyes not leaving yours. "I didnât think Iâd made you uncomfortable," he says quietly, the tone of his voice softer than usual. "I thought... maybe you had fun. I thought we had fun."
The way he says it, so uncertain, so vulnerable, makes your heart ache. "We did," you reply, barely above a whisper. âYou couldâve woken me up before you left, you know?â The words are out of your mouth before you can shove them back in, Luke pausing, his stop forcing you to stop walking as well.Â
His mouth drops open as he shoots you a dumbfounded look, âAre you kidding me?â He lets out a shocked laugh before adding, âYou didnât even bother to call me - itâs been three months and youâre holding a grudge because I had to leave early but donât see anything wrong with you just blatantly ignoring my phone number?âÂ
âCall you?â Your body almost recoils in shock as you look up at him in confusion. âHow was I supposed to call you?âÂ
Luke looks equally as confused now, his hands perched on his hips as the two of you just stare at each other. âDid you not look on the back of the sticky note?â He asks softly, his face relaxing in understanding as everything seems to click into place.Â
You blink at him, still unsure of what he's talking about. âBack of the note?â you echo, your voice unsure, as if youâre not quite processing what heâs saying. Youâre trying to piece things together, but it's all so disorienting. This whole conversation feels like a game of telephone gone wrong, and youâve missed the message completely.
Luke's face softens as if a realisation is dawning on him, a quiet chuckle slipping from his lips as he steps a little closer. âYeah, you know,â he says, his hands sliding into the pockets of his jacket, âthe sticky note I left you the morning after Halloween.â He watches your reaction closely, his eyes flicking from your face to your stiffened posture, noting the way you're not quite meeting his gaze. "I thought it would be pretty obvious..."
You shake your head slowly, heart sinking in your chest. This doesnât make sense. âI⌠I didnât even notice anything on the back.â
Luke tilts his head, eyebrows knitting together as though he's trying to process your words. âAre you serious?â he asks, though not unkindly. He sounds almost amused, but itâs the kind of amusement thatâs mixed with a touch of disbelief. You blink, a wave of realisation hitting you, but it doesnât make things clearerâif anything, it only makes them more confusing. The night of the Halloween party, everything had been a blur after⌠after what happened between you and Luke. You'd woken up alone, with no trace of him. The only thing you had found was that stupid post it note on your pillow. Youâd glanced at it, but in your haze of confusion and disappointment, you had dismissed it as just a random note, trying to rid himself of the guilt of walking out after your night together. You never once thought it would have his number on it.
âI thought you were gone,â you murmur, still not fully understanding. âYou just⌠disappeared. After that night.âLukeâs face softens, his expression shifting from confusion to something quieter, more patient.Â
âI didnât disappear, I justââ He pauses, choosing his words carefully. âI didnât want to wake you up. You were sleeping, and most people donât want to wake up at five in the morning, and I wasnât sure if you even wanted to see me again after everything. So I thought⌠I thought the note would be enough. I thought youâd get it.â
You feel the blood rush to your face, the weight of misunderstanding suddenly crashing down on you. That note. All these months, you had been carrying the confusion, the anger, the hurt of what you assumed was his rejection. All this time, youâd believed that he had left without a word, leaving you to overthink every moment, to wonder what went wrong, why it all felt so unfinished. But it wasnât rejection. It was a miscommunication, a simple mistake in the way you both had handled things.
âI never saw it,â you say quietly, the words almost feeling foreign in your mouth. âI thought⌠I thought you just left. You had got what you wanted and left.â Luke exhales slowly, running a hand through his hair, a small, sheepish laugh escaping him.Â
"Well, now I feel like an idiot." He glances down, clearly embarrassed at how the situation has unfolded, and you see the vulnerability in his eyes, the way heâs trying to navigate this, just like you.
âI mean, I shouldâve told you,â he continues, his voice softening. âI shouldâve woken you up, but I didnât want to make things awkward if you werenât interested. I didnât want to push it if that wasnât what you wanted.â The words settle between you both, and you feel the air shift, the distance that has been between you for months beginning to dissipate, just a little. The weight in your chest lightens as you finally start to understand what happened, what you both had been too afraid to face, too unsure to talk about.
âIâm sorry,â you whisper, the apology slipping from your lips before you can stop it. âI shouldâve paid more attention.â
Luke shrugs, a small smile playing at the corners of his lips. âNo need to apologise. Itâs just... both of us being kind of ridiculous, isnât it?â His smile widens, but itâs not the same playful, confident grin youâre used to seeing. Itâs more real, more raw. âI thought you were just avoiding me for some reason, and here you were thinking I ghosted you.â
You let out a small laugh, though itâs mixed with a breath of relief. âI guess we were both just avoiding the obvious.â
âYeah,â Luke agrees, his voice easing with the tension. He takes a small step closer, his eyes locking with yours as he lowers his hands from his pockets. âSo, now what?â
The question hangs in the air, and you find yourself looking up at him, the distance between you shrinking with every word you say. You take a deep breath, suddenly realising how much this conversation, how much this moment, has been long overdue. The walls youâve both built around each other are crumbling, slowly but surely.
âWell,â you begin, trying to gather your thoughts as you look at Luke. Heâs standing so close now, and despite the lingering awkwardness, thereâs something about him that feels more approachable, more open. "I think... maybe we need to stop assuming things about each other. Because, honestly, I had no idea what you were thinking. And you had no idea what I was thinking. So maybe we should just start from scratch."
Lukeâs face lights up, a genuine smile spreading across his face as he nods, his eyes bright with a hint of mischief. "I like that idea. Starting from scratch sounds good to me." For the first time in months, you feel a sense of relief flood your chest, the tension between you two breaking apart. .Â
âYeah,â you reply, returning his smile. âHow about we start by you giving me your number?â
Luke laughs, the sound light and easy now. âSure, letâs take our time. But donât go ghosting me.â
âNo more ghosting,â you agree, feeling a weight lift off your shoulders as you start walking again, side by side.
As you continue up the trail, the tension that once felt so heavy now seems almost silly. What had felt like an insurmountable distance between you two has suddenly shrunk, and you canât help but wonder how different things mightâve been if youâd both just taken a moment to talk. But for now, youâre content with where you are â a little wiser, a little closer, and finally ready to leave the past behind.
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