#i mean it was bound to happen wasnt it

[purplehoodie09]

Picture me sitting there after i watched the new Spiderverse just waiting for the Miguel O'hara x Peter B Parker to kick in

[joelletwo]

[The Final sugi dying kitten betrayal -> utsuro-gin fight -> sakura boat imagination -> completely tonally consistent with these ginpachi-sensei closer]

now listen. u know i would rather die than post five nearly-uninterrupted minutes of a fight scene. so take that into consideration.

[broke-on-books]

Reading I Crawl Through It by A. S. King THIS WEEK OUT OF ALL THE WEEKS like...

Omg standardized testing? That's my next two weeks fr! (The past 2 weeks have been prep)

Random drills and alarms? We had one of those earlier today!

Bomb Threats? That reminds me of the shooting threat we had last week!

Naked guy hiding in a bush selling craft projects to teenagers? Okay actually I've got nothing there

Anyways haha I very much would love an invisible helicopter right now... 🤞(even if it would only be visible on Tuesdays)

[imagine-shenanigans]

Ugh I neeeeeed more of that ghost fic where he basically assigns himself as your boyfriend after defending you from a creep 😭😭 he’s so yuck but also where my men at

great news i started writing it as a oneshot but in the meantime heres some extra ideas to tide you over that im not sure if theyre going in the fic or not

Ghost doesnt end up touching you sexually at first, its all just grounding to him. Almost reverent, at times, when you wake up to him in your bed and he wasnt there before, fingertips running along your skin, eyes half lidded. Like something he never thought he could have. Presses his face to the crook of your neck and breathes. Its so soft and... well, tender, that you almost forget he broke in again. (Almost.)

calling the cops on him does absolutely nothing. every complaint is wiped from the database, any time you try and report him to a commanding officer... nothing. He's a fucking ghost, what did you expect? To invite him in and be done wirh him when he gets scary? No sweetheart, you take the whole of him whether you like it or not. (And you will like it, he will make sure of it.) The first time you call the cops and go to a hotel room, he flips you onto your stomach and spanks you raw, makes you cockwarm him with your mouth for an hour at least while he tells you exactly what you did wrong. Slips a remote control vibrator in you and then a chastity belt and sends you on your merry way back home when he's done. Sets the vibrator off at random times during the night

The first time you complain to Price, the captain just raises an eyebrow, and sighs. Tells you that he's not going to get involved in anyone's marriage, and you blink at him, dumbly, until Ghost walks in. When Price repeats himself, this time to Ghost, Simon huffs and takes you home. He spanks your pussy hard between edges, but eats you out reverently for the rest of the night, rutting his hips into the mattress as you sob and writhe against where your wrists are bound behind your back. When you're all wrung out he slips a ring on your finger and warns you not to take it off.

Simon pulls you into his lap while watching movies, running his hand along your sides soothingly. He doesn't watch horror movies, or slashers, surprisingly enough. He won't entertain the idea of anything even remotely scary and flicks it off with a displeased hum, turning it to cartoons when you try and put on Scream (half to make a point, half for the joke) and pulls you down onto hsi chest so youre cuddling.

This Simon hates to see you cry, hates discomfort, hates anything negative (but understands ehen it happens). You're his girl, and hes your man, and so that means you should be happy. He wants to treat you right, even as he chips your phone so he can find it anywhere. Can find YOU anywhere. Won't take no for an answer. He does whatever he pleases, because you're his. And you do whatever you please because he's YOURS. Gets rock fucking hard if you push him down and ride his face or his cock, hell if you lay next to him, and press his fingers to your clit he'll take care of you for hours until you stop.

You punish HIM once, just to see if you can, and are astonished when Simon lets you mark him up with hickies because he was out too late drinking. He lets you edge him for an hour, and takes it because youre his wife and he knows he fucked up. (Only lets you do this when he feels like it though. When he decides you're right. Or thinks its fun.)

Also gets rock hard when you're jealous - even if you try not to be. to remjnd yourself that hes invented a relationship in his head, that hes a creep, etc... he just presses you into the mattress and coos softly at you, his thick cock pumping in and out of you as tears bead in your eyes. Tells you how precious you are, and fucks the jealousy out of you for hours if need be. Then he holds you close, making you cockwarm him. He presses soft kisses to your head and runs his hands over your skin. Lets you drool on his chest and snore and shuffle around in your sleep. Chuckles when you snuggle into him

[r-riri]

dont smile - oikawa toru

(credits @strangergraphics-archive for the divider)

word count- 508

angst

"hey hey! iwa my phone" oikawa cried reaching for his blue cladded phone that was now in the steel grip of iwa's hand

"no, i am deleting their contacts right now, im sick of your incessant whining about them, you broke up with them" he seethed angrily, shoving his hand away, already opening oikawa's phone searching for their contacts "really? pretty thing? that what their contacts were? god" iwaizumi judged clicking the information button ready to delete it

"you cant do that, thats a invasion of my private life" oikawa yelled reaching for the phone "what if they need me! what if they cant contact me because of this!" he tried to reason coming up with stupid excuses to leave their number in his phone because he just wasn't ready to actually break the bound they once had stitched so closely together, he wasn't ready to never be able to have a direct line of communication to them at all times

"if its an emergency they can contact the emergency services, and they have plenty of other people they can call" iwa easily bushed the concerns that oikawa had already seeing though his ploy to come up with stupid excuses because he wasn't ready to let it go

"if you wanted to keep this, you shouldnt have broken up with them, but no, things got to real when graduation is around the corner and you are too scared to grow up and face the fact that relationships will have hardships" iwa kept pushing, he was sick and tired of constantly hearing about his stupid relationship and how he was in it for the long run because they were, but then two weeks ago what was stupidly tooth rotting because incessant whining about how the relationship would break apart once he moved to Argentina

oikawa stood there breathing heavily staring at iwa, the anger in his eyes, the sharp stinging anger was enough to remind him of how they looked when he told them he wanted to break up

'i just cant stay with you anymore' he stood out front of their single apartment handing back the key they once gave him so he could enter the apartment when he needed

'the hell do you mean 'ru, i cant believe you're doing this after 3 fucking years, this is ridiculous' they scoffed ripping the key from his hand 'you know what? i hope you get what you dream of in this life but i hope i never hear your name ever again

he remembered the moment all too well, the moment he realised this wasnt some nightmare he had frequently, this was happening. he just broke up with the one person he loved and now they are out with some other guy while he is sitting here begging his best friend to let him keep their phone number because with out it he knows he'd dig himself into a hole that will be inescapable

he needs to get them back, he needs his oxygen again, he needs them back.

[reallife6anoufriev6boy6]

short, fluffy artkita fanfic

includes artyom reassuring nikita and being the sweetest possible as well as awkward, embarrassing teen romance.

note: i just whipped this up because that one post made me think of this. i love artyom being sweet to nikita so much. believe it or not, have a sweet fanfic for these two that ive been working on for several months.

it was a beautiful night. snow fell and laid perfectly on the ground outside, the moonlight filtering in through the window and casting a pale white glow over the dark room.

it was so peaceful and fit the scene perfectly. nikita had gone over to artyoms apartment, now laying in bed with him.

he wasnt feeling well and had expressed that to his friend. as stoic and straight faced as artyom could be, he still worried for nikita. he told him to come over for the night, not wanting him to hurt himself or do something stupid. it was bound to happen.

so instead, they laid together, all cuddled up in bed with the blankets piled up high. it was so cozy and warm, it felt amazing to have this type of companionship.

“im sorry for being such a bother, tyoma,” nikita spoke softly into the others chest, head laying on it “i shouldve stayed home.”

artyom was quick to hush him, hand coming up to run his fingers through his hair “its fine, kitja. i asked you over - youre not bothering me.” if he was being honest, he needed the company too. he hadnt been able to sleep all night, but he knew hed be able to like this.

as much as they got on each others nerves, they could also be the one thing to calm each other down.

“why?,” he asked a beat later, glancing up at him “you never seem to care.” he muttered, not wanting to cause any trouble when things were so nice, but he was pleasantly surprised by the answer given back to him.

the other sighed, nails scratching at his scalp soothingly “i do care, nikita. i always care about you,” his words came out sweet and gentle, a twinge of tiredness to his voice “youre my friend, i love you. i wouldnt be doing this if you werent, would i?”

nikita slowly shook his head, supposing that was true. he felt so lucky to have someone like artyom. he was truly a gift, so special and different from anyone he had ever met.

“no, i guess not,” he replied, body relaxing against him “i just - i dont know,” he swallowed hard, clearly nervous, but he stayed patient and gave him time “i worry im too much for you.” he said it quieter then the rest, just barely above a whisper.

he doesnt respond for a moment, picking his words carefully in his head.

“youll never be too much for me,” it was the truth, he would never be too much for him to handle. hell, they killed people together, why would a little bit of emotional damage be too much for him? “i can handle anything you throw my way, you know that,” he paused, then added, albeit a little embarrassed “i wouldnt give you up over something so small.”

a small smile spread across nikitas face upon hearing that. something as simple as that made him so happy to hear. he loved artyom and wanted to know he loved him too, that he cared about him and that all of their issues were just scratches rather then full blown wounds.

“do you really mean that?”

“yeah, i do. i wouldnt trade you for the world.”

it was sweet and awkward, a little embarrassing for two teenage boys, but they still acted this way anyway. they wouldnt say it out loud, but there was a mutual feeling between them that was stronger then just a normal friendship. their actions words, although embarrassing, conveyed that alone.

“i wouldnt trade you for the world either,” he holds onto him a little tighter “youre the best, tyoma. i love you.”

it made artyoms face warm up a little to hear that, a soft layer of blush dusted over his cheeks. he smiled warmly “i love you too, kitja,” he placed a gentle kiss to the top of his head “now, go to sleep. im tired.”

nikita couldnt help the small giggle he let out, eyes fluttering closed as all the tension in his body eased completely.

it felt nice to have him over top of him like this. the weight and warmth of his body was therapeutic and soothing, making his eyelids feel heavy and his mind fuzzy with sleep. he takes a moment to stare though, admiring how handsome he looked when he was like this.

hes all he could ever need. deep down he hoped their friendship will stay intact and that nothing will get in the way of it, he thinks he could spend the rest of his life like this, maybe with a few adjustments, but nonetheless he wouldnt have it any other way.

his own eyes closed, easily drifting off now that he had nikita with him.

[lowkeiloki]

going insane thinking about timmy and foopirep rn. they dont have much of dynamic in show outside of timmy being placeholder target of irep when peri isnt around, but god theres so much missed potential

firstly, the two are so much more alike then they realize. two young boys with bitterness for the world around them. theyre failed by pretty much all or most adult figures in their lives (i do think anti coswan genuinely care for irep, but irep is too stuck up to talk to or spend time with them which is why theyre never together onscreen), they got their ass kicked by the school system, always singled out and humiliated by both the students and the teacher, their wishes or evil schemes always come back swinging into their faces in the worst way and they both had certainly less than pleasant experience with the fairy/anti-fairy council that put way too much responsibility on them (we're talking about a child and a baby). think of a scenario where irep lets out on how hes being treated by the spellementary school or anti fairy council and timmy is like "damn thats not okay" and to have a non evil creature like anti fairy say that would mean something, right?

but theres another big thing to think of. timmy basically indirectly is the reason irep exists in the first place. obviously that wasnt his intention and was just something that was bound to happen when he wished for cosmo & wanda to have a baby, but that had to have crossed both his mind and anti cosmo & wanda's. i dont think irep would care all that much, but anti coswan? that would be something to think about. "that little menace that keeps thwarting our evil plans is the reason we have our son that we love so much" they already had some fondness of timmy (though thats a bit incosistent) wanting him to be their godkid and everything and this just brings out more confusing feelings. possessiveness and envy, i would guess.

with timmy on the other hand, i think it wouldve been really funny if at some point when irep was wreaking havoc he would've been like "wait i technically made this thing real, im kinda responsible for it" but also "i cant be too mean to him, hes like my evil godcousin in a way, right?"

are you seeing my vision?

[pinkpossession]

i've tried everything you can possibly think of affirming, visualizing, 5x55 method, etc. if you say a certain method/challenge i've probably heard of it or done it myself. through all of this experience and trial one thing that had given me success is having faith in my imagination. when people hear the word "faith" they get really put off. when i say faith i dont mean neccessarily having belief that you already have something but, to lean on something as a means of support. for example, i've never really believed in having any of my desires any time i successfuly manifested. whenever i manifested i never forced myself to think or believe anything, when bad things happened in the 3D i acknoledged them for what they were. i let myself doubt, i let myself think negative thoughts, i let myself feel bad. however, i seperated my 3D feelings and thoughts from my thoughts and feelings about my manifestations. if the 3D was bound to change anyway and wasnt even the true reality then why would my thoughts or feelings about it matter?? when i just wanted to feel good i imagined what i wanted, those were the thoughts thst mattered, those were my true reality. I was able to lean on my imagination because i knew that eventually the 3D would confirm to it even if it looked unlikely. this faith in my imagination has allowed me to manifest time and time again no matter what method or if i physically believed i had something. if all else fails have faith in your imagination.

[quilly72]

Oh My God

Liz squeeled in excitement. A smile appearing across her face as she turned to look at you. The pink hue of her new growth ray slowly letting the room come back to its normal color.

It worked it actually worked

Her green dress draped off her chest as her new boobs pressed forward. Neither one of you were expecting the stupid ad you had seen a week ago to actually work but for 20 bucks why not give it a shot.

But after one shot from point blank there they stood having bulged and blossomed forward in only a couple seconds.

Lizzie meandered her way towards you as she pressed in. Her blue eyes staring into yours. Her chest pressing into you as she leaned in closer. You know we might as well try them out.

I mean I can already tell they are way more sensiTIVE Her voice chirped up followed by the sound of fabric straining and stretching. She hopped back as she turned to look at her butt which was bound didng backwards. Lifting her thigh high dress up and plastering it to her hips.

Oh my I'm still growing it's making me so curvy I wo nDer how much bigger I'm gonna... gonna. Oh fuuuck I think it's happening agaINN.

Liz snatched her eyes closed and strained as you heard a seam pop. Her hips stretching out. Meanwhile her chest dragged forward. Her boobs bulging against her green dress as her straps dug into her shoulders. Her boobs left with no where to go as they piled up toward her neck

Her breathing straining as she tried to loosed her dress against her chest.

Oh jeez I'm way bigger than I thought is there a setting to dial it back or something on there. You made your way to the ray as you studied it. It was pretty simple a point and shoot device with a safety on it. Umm I don't think sooo...

You looked up as you stifled a gulp. Umm Liz are you blushing or flushed or something.

No WhYY.

She hopped up this time an inch or maybe two. Her legs trembling as another stitch or three popped across her hips. Her hips pushing thru the hole in the side as she giggled and tried to push the dress up hiding it.

Og my gosh im even a little taller I can become a model. Why are you looking at me funny.

Um Liz your ummm... glowing

WHAT!?

Liz looked down at her hands as another spurt hit her. Her eyes clasping shut again as she bobbed up another couple inches. She was as tall as you were now. Her dress groaning and ripping more as her chest pulled her dress and plastered it ski. Tight across her body constraining her movement. As she grew her skin flashed and glowed pink before fading a bit. The. Starting to pick back up and glow again before another spurt hit her.

No wait what THE...

Her face grimaced as she shot up again. Her shoulder straps snapping g off as her dress failed her bra digging in as hard it could against her boo s before also failing and slithering down her body. Her dress straining and pulled across her hips waist and thighs as it threatened to pop eitheven the slightest move.

She was Taller than you now maybe 6 ft tall

Her skin hot brighter the room starting to glow pink with every spurt of growth.

NOOO WAIT FUUUCKKK

Liz trembled as her green dress finally plucked off her body soaring up 6 inches as her legs shook and spasmed. Her eyes bo linger filled with excitement. Turn it back turn it back somethings wrong. Fukc Again!!

Another spurt. Liz flew up. Her knees vibrating violently asher chest was bow eye level with you. Her hands reaching up and tickling the ceiling as her head flew viole tly from side to side trying to get her bearings.

HELP MEeEeE turn it BACK

Her voice flailed withher hody as she dragged up again. Her thighs pushed against each other. Her toes curling across the carpet as her feet slid forward. Her legs bouncing back and forth as she tried to keep her balance. Her hands planted against the roof as she stared at it. It wasnt too far away now. You were already at her waist. Her breathing g picking up as she started to hyperventilate. Her chest heaving forward as she grabbed her tits into an arm bra to support them. Her eyes locked with yours as she grimaced and cried out. A high pitch whine escaping her as she shot up again. Her eyes were filled with terror. Her head thumped the roof some dust falling g down onto her as her hair dragged and caught on the roof. Her elbow planting against it for balance. Her knees tucked little as she struggled for room.

In a panic she lurch for the growth ray trying to figure it out. Where's the reverse where's the reverse She mubled as she grew again. The room flashing pink again. Her chest burgeoning forward so much she couldn't even see the ray and had to lift it up on top of her cleavage.

Liz fell to her knees as your entire apartment shook. Pictures and wardrobes shaking and falling as she slammed the ground. She was still as tall as you even on her knees.

Left with no reverse she threw the ray gun In Frustration against wall. It cracked and sputtered as it started to glow pink. Both of your eyes growing wide as a slight hum radiated out of it. You were first out the door as Liz tried to follow suit but another spurt had her topple forward. Her kegs fumbling back and cracking g her dressor In half. She had to be 15 ft tall as she struggled to get to her knees and crawl out. The room glowing more and more as the humming grew louder. Luz made her way to the door as she struggled to squeeze her shoulders thru ducking her head as the room grew so bright you couldnt even see in it anymore.

Liz started to panic as she struggled to contort her body thru the frame another spurt hitting her as she fell to her elbows. Her arms pinning to her chest as she trapped herself in the door frame. Her legs flailing back behind her as you heard more furniture crack and fall.

Help me fuck no no no please FuuucKK

The raygun finally let the energy burst out as a bright pink flashnag went off throughout your house and thru the neighborhood.

You looked down at your hands as your skin flashed pink and a vi ration rolled thru you. Your pants and shirt getting tight. As yoh piled up an inch.

The sound of Liz moaning and screaming and the sound of drywall splintering with wood grabbed your attention

Her shoulders ripping thru the wall as her back bashed into the roof. Her butt filling up to the ceiling as well as you watched her pin herself to the ground. Liz glowed again and again and then a third time as she grew 3 times before yougrew again

Her head dragging forward the ceiling above her butt bowing upwards her feet crushing your bed against the wall as the wood cracked and screamed. You backed up all the way to the living room as another spurt sent you up a couple inches. It wasnt enough. Even on her stomach she was Taller than you her head was practically the same size you were. Her arms pinned to her body as Liz panicked and s reamed.

Can't hold it back..I'm

SORRY.

She enveloped you in seconds Her cleavage pile driving you as you drowned in it. The front door crashed open. The wi dows shattering as she failed the apartment. Another spurt sent her legs piledrivi g out the wall. Finally the south side gave out as Liz rolled out to the ground d outside. The apt building collapsing around d her as she surged again and again.

Another building pulled the fire alarm as a 7 ft tall ms Clancy came running outside but none of them were getting big enough fast enough.

Liz surged again and again. Her leg bracing against a nearby building before punching into it. She tried to sit up but she just ended up toppling g another building over. A passerby at 8 ft tall was smashed by her foot that shot out into the parking lot

Liz fought it as she grew again. Her legs driving thru and collapsing building 10 her foot crushing a couple parked cars as it overturned and dug into the asphalt.

Each surge stretching her further than the last. Rubble of brick and cement laying under her butt as it groaned over the foundations of the old apt buildings.

She finally managed to drag her head up as her body surged and filled the parking lot. Her cul de sac of apt buildings either toppled to the ground or frightenly close. Her head easily overshadowing the 3 and 4 story buildings. Her toes curled as her legs shot out again. Her body's growth causing the air to vibrate. The growling of her growthfilli g the air. Her attention pulling over to the edge of the apt complex as she heard the sound of walls collapsing and falling in. She checked her limbs but she hadn't broken another building. Just a couple more cars and roofed parking spots.

Another crash of brick this time coupled with a scream as she waited with baited breath. Someone else was growing as well. 

[kwaanie]

"the taste of a kiss"

bff!yang jungwon x fem!bff!reader

wc: 900, fluff & tiny tiny angst, just idiots inlove but theyre too much of an idiot to realize, not proofread

your friendship with jungwon has crossed several lines over the years. i mean youve been friends since you both were in diapers — it was bound to happen, right?

many people have told you before that this wasnt normal ; friends dont pay so much attention to the other ones laugh, friends dont ditch their dates in favor of hanging out with one another, friends dont get jealous of the other hanging out with someone else

and friends especially dont ask to kiss their friends on the lips

"im sorry, what?"

the stunned face jungwon wore brought heat to your cheeks, making you not want to repeat the words youve suddenly uttered. ".. can you kiss me?"

you didnt think it was an unusual request! — after all you had a totally valid reason

"its just so i dont embarrass myself with my future significant other, thats all!" right, totally a valid and very true reason

it isnt like youre trying to find an excuse to kiss your best friend.. totally not

"mhm, yeah no." he concluded, going back to phone while successfully hiding the way his cheeks were turning cherry red

with a small huff, you sat by his side at the couch — practically melting into his side as you clung to his arm like a koala. "wonnie-ah, please? with a cherry on top?"

"you dont need to know how to kiss because you wont be with anyone anytime soon" he replied half-heartedly, trying to cover up the shakiness of his voice

jungwon has practiced the art of deceiving with how its become second nature for him to lie over his true intentions ; like he doesnt want to kiss you, be with you

"okay, rude! didnt need to call me out like that" the banter brought a small chuckle from jungwons lips — slightly easing the tension that has built since the beginning of this conversation

"just indulge me for today, will you? pretty please?" you gave your best puppy eyes. jungwon scoffed as he shook his head lightheartedly, "when have i never indulged you?"

you rolled your eyes with a small smile. "alright you got me! whats adding another favor to the list"

the room went quiet as you watched jungwon ponder over your request — youve never seen him this serious before. sweat was slowly building up at your nape, the hands clutching the sleeves of his sweatshirt suddenly becoming too clammy for your liking.

"i-if you really dont wa-"

"fine, ill do it."

honestly, you really werent expecting him to agree to this at all. "uhh- are you sure? won-ah i was just joking around! .. kind of! you dont have to-"

"but i want to" he replied without a thought. jungwon seemed to realize how eager he mustve sounded and his confidence disappeared in a snap — immediately reverting back to his previous nervous demeanor

too busy keeping his composure, jungwon failed to notice the way the four simple words affected you — your lips have parted from surprise and your heart suddenly skipped a beat

you were brought out of your daze when jungwon held his finger in front of you. "you owe me for this, by the way" the furrow of his brow pulled a small laugh from you as you nodded your head. he seemed satisfied with your response

"so how do we go about thi- oh!" jungwons hands found purchase around your waist as he pulled you even closer to him than before, your hands landing on his shoulders — seeking for something to hold onto

from this view — you could see every little imperfections of his that you adored ; the subtle glow of his skin, and the tinted lips of his youve always daydreamed about — whether or not it was as plump and soft as it looked

today — youll finally find out

jungwon caught your wandering gaze unbeknownst to you. feeling encouraged, one of his hands cupped your cheek as he brought you impossibly closer — tilting your head up to meet his eyes

suddenly, everything felt like it was on slow notion. jungwons hand slowly slid to the back of you head as he leaned further into your space. you can feel his breath lightly grazing your skin — your noses barely an inch away

jungwons hooded eyes were drawn to the plush of your lips, his tongue poking out to wet his own. the simple act was all it took for you to move first to connect yourself together

the feeling of his lips on your own felt surreal. it felt like two puzzle pieces finally becoming one. it was slow, soft, and utterly perfect. like your lips were moulded for one another

it felt like hours before you pulled away. a giggle erupted from you when jungwon followed, already missing your touch — like a moth drawn to a flame. both of you were cherry red after the realization actually hit

youve just kissed your best friend. on the lips. for real

uncertainty filled the room at the question of what now? how will this affect your friendship?

you cleared your throat and uttered the words that broke jungwons heart. he thought maybe he had a chance now — you seemed to have both liked the kiss so maybe- just maybe he ...

"this is just practice? right won-ah? it wont change anything between us"

maybe he didnt have a chance afterall

© kwaanie — reposting/editing/copying is strictly prohibited !

[gomzdrawfr]

cod mw3 spoilers ahead

cw: angst, MCD

edited: it did happen haha......

there was no goodbye there were no screams whispers of our name ceased no more "Simon" no more "Johnny" just an absence, sudden, abrupt, loud─── I always knew that time was ticking the inevitable was bound to happen One way or another and yet here I sit among the blanket of of your life seeping and coating what's left of me to savour and to embrace the last ounce of warmth from you I hear and feel the shards of glass broken, scattered and strewn inside me Pieces once made me whole Now only serve to break me more

rambles:

You know...it just watching that scene broke me...because the way Ghost called out to Johnny.

I know a lot of folks complained that it was rush and there were no build-up and cinematic scenes (as per the leaks) but the panic from Ghost's voice was palpable.

It was weak, and almost like a plea.

When he went and turn Soap's head....and to press his hand on the neck to see if he was truly gone or not.

AND here's the thing, it all happened so fast.

there was no time to accept and to really take in what happened.

They had bombs to diffuse, people to kill, Makarov to kill.

and hence the theme, "out of time"

and also hence why Johnny’s body wasnt drawn clearly

there was no time to accept his death, not until his ashes were scattered away

Yes, I know that they're soldiers, special forces soldiers and they were meant to act appropriately bUT LISTEN- GhostSoap's relationship mean so much to me...they literally are the reason my blog was born in the first place so LET ME GO DELULU

I didn't really cry and break down until they spread his ashes....god fucking damn im in so much pain

to think that the world is unaware, that the brightest soul is now gone

a home now gone.

As much as I am focusing on Ghost....i think the team will suffer tremendously as well cause think about it

Soap is their glue, the one who makes the tension lighter, the one who cracks jokes and raise their spirit

I think Price will be the next to be greatly affected by this, because back then he held Soap back when Soap wanted to shoot Makarov in the airport

It will be a grave mistake that he will carry for the rest of his life, he'll probably blame it all on himself.

He'll end up alone again.

oop might do a separate post for Price angst if i can survive.

[sucker4sixx]

Sün and möon

Writers note: i know mötley crüe were off drugs at this time but no one pulls someone aside for abit of whiskey

Plot: vince and nikki have an intense little one on one

Warnings: degradation, shaming, threats, oral, smut

Something between vince and nikki changed, the band noticed it, the fans noticed it, the road crew noticed it and so did they.

Nikki and vince were never close, never over at eachothers house or the type to call eachother when they were having a rough night but something sparked when the generation swine tour started. On stage vince felt the need to follow nikki around and mess with him, pulling and tugging on his black hair while the bassist stared straight into his eyes with a ‘fuck me’ look that made the singer feel feelings he wasnt quite ready to talk about.

Nikki started to get exited for the shows, wanting to be messed with, chasing vince around the stage to bring it to that one moment where the singers hands would tug on his hair and he would lean in close, close enough to kiss but thats something that would never happen.. they thought.

One night after a particularly handsy show nikki cant seem to stay away from vince, they sit having drinks and nikki has to be next to him, watching him as he spoke about himself like he was a prince. He always hated his confident princess like behaviour but something about it was intoxicating tonight. “Hey i got some blow.. do you want some?” Nikki whispers into vinces ear, trying his hardest not to bite the lobe, vince grins wide, dragging nikki to the small bathroom. “Well? Cmon then” he says like a child as nikki sets out lines, vince tries to get in first but nikki pulls him back by his hair like he does to nikki while preforming “patience.” He says sternly, breaking into a wolfish grin before taking the first couple of lines, vince blushes red and tries to cover it up by shoving his face in the new lines nikki set out.

Nikki sets up more lines for vince on the bathroom sink, taking the opportunity to stand behind him and push his hips against vinces back side “hey knock it off! What are you doing ?!” Vince jumps but doesnt move away “nothing? What are you talking about?” Nikki grins as he pushes his clothed erection harder against vinces butt. The singer gasps and looks down, noticing his own cock starting to grow “h-hey.. its not fair, stop turning me gay!” Vince breathes shakily, gripping the sink “im not turning you gay silly.. we are all alittle bit gay, its just wether your a pussy or not” nikki grins, leaning over the singer and looking at his face in the mirror infront of them. “I-im not a pussy.” Vince insists, feeling nikkis hips smack against his butt once more, making him whine. “Whiney bitch..” nikki growls into his ear “you want my cock?” Vince whimpers again at the words, does he want cock? Is he really ready?

“Y-yes.. yes i do” nikki grins and starts grinding on his ass “good boy.. good boy..” “but.. ill only suck i dont wanna get pegged, i wont be able to walk tomorrow” “fair point, so.. you wanna suck my cock?” His grin turns wide and sexy as he imagines vince sucking on his cock like a chick.

Vince drops to his knees obediently “you know.. youve been a real brat this tour.. constantly tugging my hair and grabbing me, this was bound to happen” nikki grinned as vince looked up at him with doe eyes “you wanted my attention so bad well.. here, you got it.. sitting on a dirty bathroom floor so you can suck my cock i mean.. what a slut you are” nikki shook his head, vinces cheeks flushed red in shame, waiting for nikki to show him his cock. “Id make you beg but youve been begging the whole time.. waiting for me” nikki unzips his leather pants, his cock falling out instantly due to having on no boxers so the fans could see his bulge. His large, thick cock dangles above vinces face and the singer goes red, his eyes focusing on the thick, pink tip that already slowly drips precum onto his lips. “Well?” Nikki says impatiently.

Vince nervously wraps his lips around nikkis tip, suckling on it like its a bottle, nikki laugh and bites his bottom lip “awee.. baby boy your so cute. But im not fucking around anymore, suck me like a man” his voice suddenly goes stern, vince taking more of him instantly, sucking faster. Its clear to nikki hes done this before as the singers tongue swirls around his thick shaft. “Youve done this before havent you? Who was it..” nikki moans and vince goes redder, pulling off “tommy” he mutters before taking nikki back into his needy mouth. “Tommy?! You mean.. you sucked tommys cock before mine?” Vince nods as he takes nikki deeper, gagging slightly but continuing, wet slurping noises and deep moans filling the small bathroom.

“Go on.. tell me when..” vince pulls off again “back when w-aughhm” nikki shoves his cock down his throat, grinning “well? Cant really hear you” vince pulls off “when-hmgh!” He whines in frustration, nikki shoving his cock back into the blonde haired mans mouth. He grips his hair tight and shoves his whole dick inside vinces mouth, he starts to struggle more, hitting his thighs “ah ah, calm.. suck it slut..” vince takes a breath and suffers through it, sucking nikki fast to keep up with his pace. “Hmm.. jesus, i wont last long baby” nikki moans, bucking his hips harshly against the singers face, precum spilling down his throat.

Nikki cums with no warning, vince whining and swallowing it all eagerly before getting pushed to the floor, nikkis boot standing on his chest gently, he zips up his leather pants as he looks down at the panting man beneath his boot. “Talk about this and ill destroy you.” Nikki warns, walking out the bathroom swiftly.

“There he is! Where have you been?” Nikki says casually as vince sits beside him red faced “oh.. just.. calling my wife”

@sourwolf-sterek32 🙈

[saintetheldredablogshorrormovies]

one of the most fascinating things to me about supernatural is how the mistake that the show is remembered for and hammered for the most is how it handled destiel. which sounds like just one element of the show. i mean, the main plotline isnt about that, the show isnt about that. but no fan will tell you youre disproportionately upset when youre inconsolable about november 5th. and its because in a way it wasnt just an element of the show it was kind of the whole show. so many of the most famous moments of the show are the comedic ones, and the moments of self-parody, and the episodes that dont take themselves very seriously, that conjure new rules out of thin air so that they can make something totally awesome happen. and its like, actually, maybe this show was an average horror show and a camp masterpiece

i mean im being a bit hyperbolic in my phrasing there but im trying to make a point. take dean for instance. so few fans admire how strong and brave dean is in comparison to how many of us are in love with him for being an utterly failed attempt at masculinity, for trying so hard to be cool and always coming off awkward, i mean the show itself saw the most value in rock as something that is self-aware about how stupid it is - sam and dean singing badly to wanted dead or alive, dean blasting rock of ages to go into battle with two people who just think its so lame - and these are moments of unseriousness that are also SO serious, they are desperately needed sources of strength in these moments

and you start to feel like the masculinity that is supposedly bound to heterosexuality is just another idea that is so much stronger, more helpful, more useful and more meaningful when it is self-aware about the fact it is performance. dean can be masculine but there should be no rules about how he does that. it does not have to be defined by a boundary, with an other - men are allowed to do this, women are allowed to do that - it can contain its paradoxes within itself. without a boundary

and i guess in conclusion my point tl;dr is that the show was always being most true to itself when it loosened up and let itself be a space for experimentation and weirdness and performativity. and every time it pushed away the liberated, camp elements it was a little like dean not confessing back to cas. it affected the very direction of the show and steered it a little further away from the heart of where it should have been pointed to

[livingproofoftbd]

fic round-up for 2024 :)

inspired by scoops404 also im bored so why not. rating from favourite -> least favourite. lmk what you think :3

also stream my fics FREE PROMO

days and nights always change (you and i just stay the same) [last updated 25/12/24, rated t, 3.7k words] my secret santa bodyswap fic that is both absolute recency bias but also IM SO EXCITED TO FINISH IT !!!!!! i think i cooked with the first chapter so im looking forward to completing it and seeing how i do :3

our scars (they'll dance with each other) [posted 20/10/24, rated t, 11.9k words] IN LOVE THIS THIS ONEEEEE childhood friends to enemies to lovers AND soulmates AND OMEGAVERSE I COOKED. im obsessed with how it turned out im so proud of it

brandy [posted 11/05/24, rated m, 31.8k words] this ranking is probably a little self explanatory i mean, nearly 32k words of mpreg?? hella impressive IT TOOK ME LIKE A MONTH. shoutout to the rats for keeping me sane but also they'd kill me if this wasnt top three otherwise it'd probably be four BUT i still love this one

touch you until i see red [posted on 01/07/24, rated e, 3.7k words] still dont know what possessed me to write edging, bondage, and georges collorblindess into one fic but can those demons please come back 🙏

sing me a song and let me love you [posted 12/06/24, rated m, 12.4k words] this was for an exchange hosted by the rats that was never even finished i never got mine lmao ANYWAY siren george took over my brain worms for about a month. one of my finest works i'd say. and CHILDHOOD FRIENDS TO LOVERS >>>

dreaming with eyes wide open [posted 18/08/24, rated t, 13.3k words] for a summer dnf gift exchange, also childhood friends to lovers (i'm seeing a theme) but genuinely obsessed with this au also jealous george>> sososososo happy with this one :3

player of games [posted on 12/08/24, rated g, 2.4k words] for the projectendpoem collab, and it was certainly a new thing for me. i really liked this fic, and the excerpt of the end poem i received. it was a new writing style for me (cough no dnf) but i think i did well

to be loved [posted 04/11/24, rated t, 3.6k words] never written dogboy dream before, but i had fun with this one :) dunno if it was my best work but i loved writing it so it takes number eight

if forever never ends [posted 15/10/24, rated t, 4.2k words] WEREWOLVESSSSSSS never written those but this was such a cool au and i loved playing with the worldbuilding and the lore :3 maybe i'll bring it back who knows...

i don't know you but i really need to [posted 14/10/24, rated t, f/f, 12.7k words] my fem dnfiessss... i love aus that make george dream's muse so naturally i had to partake but make dream a writer instead. also a sucker for famous x nonfamous

the pain that's living with us [posted 21/10/24, rated t, 1.8k words] this was a part two to "if forever never ends," and i loved writing dream exploring his gender and clothes while incorporating how society, that of both human and their own species, looks down on that

love knows no bounds [13/10/24, rated m, 19.2k words] RAGH i love vampire george MY EVERYTHING. certainly an adventure of a fic, and took the longest to write of my omegaverse week fics. i also kinda forgot everything that happened in it but im pretty sure i love this one too

this feeling's all we know (still we hold together) [posted on 06/03/24, rated t, 6.4k words] a fic set entirely in airports? sure why not. i loveeee this premise and the inherent romanticism of airports, but idk i think i could write it better

when you look at me like that (my darling what did you expect) [posted 18/01/24, rated g, 2.2k words] dream taking care of george is everything to meeeee but i also forgot what happened in this fic for the most part ;-; but compared to my other fics, this just doesnt seem as good

this love is all we need and we've got so much [posted 25/03/24, rated g, 1.9k words] i dont remember why i wrote this ngl. maybe george was being sappy about love live on stream again i cant remember but married dnf are so special to me :,)

dress me like i'm yours [posted 16/06/24, rated t, f/f, 1.2k words] more fem dnfiesss. this just felt like a weak fic to me especially since i forgot the event was happening until the night before, so it could have been better

anything for you [posted 17/10/24, rated t, 3.4k words] the idea was better in my head

living on an island made of faith [posted 19/03/24, rated t, 824 words] this fic served its purpose. i needed smth fluffy after the gexodus and it made me feel a bit better to write it. but now its a short fic that i dont really connect to any more :(

sex and candy [posted 09/02/24, rated m, 5.6k words] i dont relate to this fic anymore. i mean i never did entirely cuz ew sex gross but ive since grown a little more and it doesnt really make sense to me anymore, even if george and i share a romantic identity also TOO MUCH FUCKING BACKSTORY UGHHH

support me (love you) [posted 20/01/24, rated t, 1.9k words] i feel so disconnected from this fic, if it wasnt under my page i wouldnt know it was mine. idk what happened

deal-breaker [last updated 15/01/24, rated m, 32.1k words, PAUSED] my abandoned kidfic RIP. i do wanna come back to this eventually BUT ITS SO BAD omg it desperately needs to be rewritten even as an au its soooo ooc its painful

[heavensinhell]

‘keefe has changed so much!’ what did you expect? for the majority of his life, he’s always felt what other people felt. he always had an idea about how they were feeling, about how they felt about him — and then suddenly he didn’t just had an idea, he just knew. he straight up knows — and then, he lost it. he lost the ability to feel other people’s feelings overall. that’s it, he doesn’t know shit anymore.

he knew he could trust his friends because if he holds their arm, holds their hand, even brushed their hands together, skin on skin, he’d feel how much they love him, how much they trust him, all that stuff. and sophie? he doesn’t even need all those extra steps. he just needs to be around her and he knows already how she feels — and that’s so important because sophie wasn’t like anyone else. she was covered in shit that could burn her skin off and she wasnt even screaming or crying. ‘isn’t she amazing?’ you’d think. he did think.

sophie means so much to him. i can’t put their entire story into one post because (cough cough im lazy as hell) and he ran away from her. guys. he ran away from her. and ykw happens when he comes back? he can’t feel what she feels. not really. in the entire time he knew her, her feelings were always there, he always knew how she felt. and for the first time in the entire time he knew her, he wasnt sure about how she felt. like of course it wont feel like how it did the first few books. hes broken, hes ruined, hes scared, and he cant trust his own guts. hes pushed past a point he didnt know he could past guys guys guys of course hes gonna be different. from the moment he found out his mother was a part of the neverseen hes changed you know that. but he just never showed it because hed always known one of his parents were that kind of assholes. he had kinda expected that you know. then it got worse and worst and worst and of course. guys. he was bound to break one day.

[randomsporefacts]

GonzagoGL contains this curious file, SwimTuning.xml

note that it mentions "flight control" and "flight sim" specifically. upon further inspection though this is remarkably similar to the flight controls in TidePool, another spore prototype

it doesnt have this or a similar xml file, but several of the parameters are the same. though the GonzagoGL file seems to have more parameters and they have different values

but either way the flap rate value is rather notable for what was seemingly going to be aquatic physics? which are certainly unused in GonzagoGL, though its actually referenced in the exe

in specific its referenced in the .data file in the exe, seemingly as AvatarFlySwimTuning

but the avatar actually glides along the ground always so yeah. not used

there IS a swim stat in the game but the creature just gets stuck along the ground trying to walk into water, no matter how high the swim stat is. although, as it turns out, it can slide backwards into water and then move around fine

you can walk backwards as long as youre moving down a water slope, and forward as long as youre moving UP a slope. you can probably wiggle yourself out of getting stuck in water, and you can even place a nest on the water with no problem

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anyway the way this is done is via a bizarre hack in Data\Scripts\terrain_speed_effects.txt

# THIS SECTION MAKES THEM STOP AT WATER BOUNDARIES if (underwater and slope <= 0) max_speed = 0 endif

by commenting out this section in the file i can see the possibly intended behavior of the swim stat

so... turns removing this section just makes the creature be able to move on water effortlessly, as if it were any other ground. i quickly grinded out the swim stat and it made no difference

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however Data\Scripts\avatar_evolution.txt has this for the swim stat but i think it just means that the stat gets capped at 1 instead of 5 (even though the actual ingame cap is 5 anyways)

## Bounds checking if (stealth_points > 5) stealth_points = 5 endif if (climb > 1) climb = 1 endif if (swim > 1) swim = 1 endif

and this defines the swim stat for the avatar

swim = 0*swim_points #0.25

both swim and climb seem to have a commented out value here that wasnt set to 0, so lets try making it 0.25 and see what happens. well what happens is that it gets stuck in water anyways, i think the swim stat doesnt actually do anything even if you make it do something. it just seems to me like it was never implemented

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curiously the flapping is also referenced in Data\Scripts\creature_keys.txt, used for right click

#creature movement #events are: MOVE, TURN, RUN, STRAFE, ATTACK, FLAP, PICKUPDROP # the magnitude of the numbers (1, -1) is not relevant

BIND RBUTTON FLAP BIND RBUTTON ROTATE_CAMERA BIND MBUTTON ROTATE_CAMERA BIND LBUTTON SETDEST

(PICKUPDROP isnt even referenced in the file; ill need to make a post about that)

theres also flight_camera.txt which only contains this

distance = distance - direction*8

note that the apparent flight/swimming controls seem to line up with the aquatic stage models present in GonzagoGL, which are entirely unused. theyre also referenced in the exe in .rdata though, and below the string that references the models is this string

Gonzago - Chaim's Fly/Swim Experiments User picked a mountain. Fail. Missed… Hit air. Fail. Too far to clip. Clipping to water level. Using point on water shell. Point is above water; Point is underwater. Assuming we want to swim forward Point is too close to the creature; Point is too close to the camera; Picking on inflated planet: (%d hits) O; wall; Camera above-water; water; Camera underwater; planet; 3; Hit air Mouse is on the planet. Hit a perch. selecting multiple selecting deselecting targeting idle €A33і>RTS Sticky Selection Dynamic Hold Mouse To Swim Hold Mouse to Swim (Creature) Sea Level Bird Tribe Fish Tribe Bird Fish UFO Mode Fly/Swim UI

this seems to confirm that youd use the mouse to swim forwards, much like the TidePool flight controls

the game does have launch states (i was avoiding bringing this up until i start making dedicated posts about them, but whatever! launch states! look forward to that) with different stages, but none of them seem to be for the fly/swim experiments. there might be some other way to access them that i dont know of though?