#id protect you if i could

[heavensinhell]

‘keefe has changed so much!’ what did you expect? for the majority of his life, he’s always felt what other people felt. he always had an idea about how they were feeling, about how they felt about him — and then suddenly he didn’t just had an idea, he just knew. he straight up knows — and then, he lost it. he lost the ability to feel other people’s feelings overall. that’s it, he doesn’t know shit anymore.

he knew he could trust his friends because if he holds their arm, holds their hand, even brushed their hands together, skin on skin, he’d feel how much they love him, how much they trust him, all that stuff. and sophie? he doesn’t even need all those extra steps. he just needs to be around her and he knows already how she feels — and that’s so important because sophie wasn’t like anyone else. she was covered in shit that could burn her skin off and she wasnt even screaming or crying. ‘isn’t she amazing?’ you’d think. he did think.

sophie means so much to him. i can’t put their entire story into one post because (cough cough im lazy as hell) and he ran away from her. guys. he ran away from her. and ykw happens when he comes back? he can’t feel what she feels. not really. in the entire time he knew her, her feelings were always there, he always knew how she felt. and for the first time in the entire time he knew her, he wasnt sure about how she felt. like of course it wont feel like how it did the first few books. hes broken, hes ruined, hes scared, and he cant trust his own guts. hes pushed past a point he didnt know he could past guys guys guys of course hes gonna be different. from the moment he found out his mother was a part of the neverseen hes changed you know that. but he just never showed it because hed always known one of his parents were that kind of assholes. he had kinda expected that you know. then it got worse and worst and worst and of course. guys. he was bound to break one day.

[dailykugisaki]

Day 107 | id in alt

Imaginary technique: Narrative brain damage.

[roselleasly]

found a scrapped platinum bones sketch and redrew it

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[monards]

not only do i not use ai because i understand, and am against, the ethical implications, because i am a decent human being who understands it sucks . But my anxiety also goes beyond humans and to literal robots & algorithms, to the point i feel physical sickness at the thought of typing anything to one , so

[stylishanachronism]

I have received a snitch ticket, and the most hilarious part is it’s for something that is, in fact, traffic code legal to do

[gxlden-angels]

Christians will see a group of stressed college students and ask if anyone else is gonna make their stress worse and not wait for an answer

[okonominyaki]

The irresistible urge to do a pregnancy test whenever your period is more than 48 hours late even though the probabilities for a actual pregnancy are pretty much zero

[silverislander]

have discovered a new enemy while doing research for the honours essay. why are you pretending to understand psychology and BLATANTLY misinterpreting actual terms and concepts in order to tear down a movie aimed at teenage girls, my good bitch. i'm going to start biting

[cupiare]

wholly appreciating the protagonist in this book who has inhuman grace in a fucked up family situation bcs a faultless child is caught in the middle of it and she’s resolutely putting all resentment aside to ensure the kid doesn’t have to suffer any more as a result of adults’ mistakes. “im hurt and in pain and i hate this situation but we have a duty to this child an innocent person can make us all behave better” sooo heartwarming and also heartbreaking to find this attitude expressed so clearly and having children treated with the kindness they should all and always be treated with. Give me a moment

[mudstoneabyss]

kind of Kevin raring to do anything if Charles asks yet not knowing how to handle what Charles wants being for him to be kind to himself...

[merrysithmas]

Since it seems you are in your Anakin and Ahsoka feels. I just rewatched the Wrong Jedi arc and the way Anakin fights for her is just so amazing. That on top of the way they look at each other when he barges his way into her trial with Barriss is so beautiful I could cry. 

ANON-

the LOOK anakin gives her and the LOOK she gives him back when he clears her name of all wrongdoing lives in my head fucking RENT FREE every single god damn day

that is the look of LOVE

honestly, it was the most emotional moment in all of TCW for me, and truly was the moment Ahsoka felt like Anakin was her hero.

he had saved the Republic over and over, a General in a never-ending war, the favorite prime weapon of the Jedi & Senate, a man who lived on the Front because of it, Champion of their democracy, knight of the beleaguered, defender of the disenfranchised... saving millions of lives.

but right then, in that moment, he got to be AHSOKA's hero.

hers, alone.

her Anakin.

and to Soka, that meant more than all the rest - hands down. she was a soldier and fighter herself too, and then suddenly?

to need to be saved, to feel that terrifying need, that hopelessness she coached so many others through and never truly felt herself, that black hole of fear when there is no way out

...and then to be saved!

and to look up and see it was Anakin that did it.

he kept his promise.

I would never let anyone hurt you. Ever.

her friend.

the good man Anakin Skywalker.

who stood against the Senate and the Order for her... and won.

[viderose]

he’s annoying, i don’t like him (he hasn’t given me as much attention lately)

[welcometoteyvat]

two days until the update so yelan yelan yelan yelan yelan yelan please please come home in 20 pulls or less I don't want to have to reach 80-something pity again............ for once in my gacha gaming arc i'd like primos left over ...........................

[shoutyourporpoise]

Actually WAIT something else just clicked for me I was like. SOUNDLY scolded for gaining the freshman 25 in undergrad and I’m not gonna claim I was eating super healthy bc I was not but it was treated as though it was due to a singular lack of self control on my part when like. I had JUST finished my arangetram in senior year when the only requirement was for me not to tank my grades???

I had just spent a whole year doing intense physical exercise practically every day and eating like an athlete only to go to undergrad where I was definitely not doing classical dance? And the veg options were VERY largely carb and cheese based and I was still trying to be veg so it was either eat unhealthy or hit the bottom of my checking account every month (also scolded).

Like I was doing taekwondo and yoga and swimming but of COURSE I was gonna gain a certain amount of weight bc the size I was for the year prior was like. The size a person would be at peak physical activity, not the size they’d be living the fairly sedentary life of a student.

[yourqueenb]

No but in all seriousness, ik Immortal Desires is y’alls current fav or whatever, but it dragged so much ngl 😴 It was a chore to get through, and I spent the last 3 weeks wondering when we would get to the last chapter so I could collect my 15 diamonds 😐

[reserwrekt]

One of the things I kind of like saying but it really, REALLY pisses neurotypical people off- is "it's just a piece of paper."

Stupid laws? Piece of paper. The Constitution? Piece of paper. Money? Paper. Marriage certificate? Piece of paper. Any contract, degree, ect is a piece of paper. Your value you place on the paper is just that- your value of a piece of paper.