#i mean i have screenshots and bts but y know

[polkadotjohnson]

Reprisal - Episode 10 - The Horpus Horrendous

[no-phrogs-in-hats]

Can I request a gwendoline Christie X an actor reader where they secretly got together during the movie they're in together.

They're doing interviews for it and fans are shipping them both a ton because they honestly can't keep it in their pants and are super handsy/constantly flirting completely accidentally...for the most part.

Until one Gwen is on an insta live and the reader doesn't realise and comes up behind her and starts trying to make out because the reader is complaining that Gwen was always so busy and how they could help her "relax" ;) when ends up yelling she's on a live and the reader dies from embarrassment while Gwen dies of laughter?

A Best Friend Like Her

Gwendoline Christie x reader

Warnings: none

A/N: Hi anon! I hope you enjoy this! I tried to stick to the request as much as possible.

To you, accepting a role in Star Wars was the best decision you had ever made. You had never been happier, even if it was a smaller part. But what mattered was the outcome.

Now, you’re waking up in a shared bed in a modest London flat beside the most beautiful woman you had ever laid eyes on. Very few people had known–only close friends and family. There was suspicion from fans, tweets surfacing and gaining traction almost instantly with people agreeing that something seemed up.

‘Screenshot from #SDcomiccon of Y/N and Gwen on the #StarWars pannel…I just know something is up here.’

‘These BTS pictures of Gwen and Y/N are ADORABLE, there’s no way they’re just friends.’

There was even a Youtube video titled, ‘Every time Gwen and Y/N have flirted with each other but they’re “just friends.”’

“Morning,” you mumbled as you met the sleepy eyes of Gwen.

She pecked you on the lips before pulling you into a warm embrace. “Graham said we have to arrive about an hour before the show starts.”

There was something you loved so much about her raspy morning voice. “Do you think they’re interviewing only the two of us to capitalize off the rumors of our relationship?”

“Erm…” Gwen sighed heavily. “I never thought of it that way.”

“I mean, they’re certainly gonna get some views. We’ve been the hot topic on Twitter for a while,” you said.

“Let’s make a bet.”

You sat up, leaning on your elbow as you peered down at Gwen. “On what?”

“I bet you…ten pounds, that Graham will ask us about our relationship less than ten minutes in,” Gwen snickered.

You smiled back, amused. “Alright, fine. More than ten minutes in.”

__________

The pair of you sat in front of an audience of at least a hundred people. The bet you had made with Gwen was still lingering in your mind as you sat side by side, listening to Graham’s commentary on Star Wars and answering questions about the other roles you’re playing currently.

Game of Thrones was mentioned multiple times with Gwen and the tv show you starred in was mentioned too. 

“So,” Graham began, adjusting his position in his chair, “there have been some rumors.”

You and Gwen eyed each other.

“Twitter has been abuzz about you two,” he continued. “Some fans have been watching you two in interviews, red carpet events, and such. They’ve–and everyone else for that matter–have agreed that you’re both close.”

How the hell would you get yourself out of this? Well, the same way you did when other people asked.

“Well, I grew up without many friends,” you explained. “Throughout my life I’ve never had a close friend. And, Gwen is the only person I’ve become close to. I consider myself very lucky to have a…best friend like her.”

Best friend. Bullshit.

__________

“How long do we plan on keeping this a secret?” you asked on the drive home.

Gwen, in the driver seat, sighed. “I don’t know, darling…I’m…I’m ready, though, if you are.”

“I don’t know,” you huffed. “Every worst possible outcome is all I can think of. Losing roles, friends, the media backlash…”

“Sweetheart, it’s the media that’s stirring this up. Both of our parents know and our closest friends do too.” Gwen stayed focused on the road as her hand came to squeeze your knee. “I don’t think we’d lose any roles over this either. There are laws put in place for things like these.”

At your flat, you stood in the kitchen preparing dinner for the two of you. As you sauteed broccoli, Gwen was in the living room, typing away on her computer. You heard her speaking every now and then and assumed she was simply taking a phone call by the sound of her talking about scripts and shows and movies she’s been in. 

When dinner was ready, you plated the food, setting it on the kitchen table before going to find Gwen. She sat facing away from you as you tiptoed over, encasing her in a surprise hug. She flinched before growing stiff as you placed soft, chaste kisses over her neck.

“I’m so proud of you,” you smiled. “You did so well today, but you owe me ten pounds. Graham mentioned our relationship eleven minutes in, so I won.” She said nothing and you looked at her, confused. “What?”

Gwen peered up at you with an awkward grin and her eyes darted from you to the phone that leaned against the bright computer screen. “I’m on Live…”

Your stomach dropped and all the color drained from your face. “You–what?”

“I’m talking to a few hundred thousand people right now, sweetheart,” Gwen chuckled.

Your words were stuck in your throat and you managed to squeak them out, waving briefly at the phone where comments of ‘OMG’ and ‘NOW WAY’ were flooding the screen. “Erm…right…well…dinner is ready and on the table.”

You turned and rushed out of the room, embarrassment pooling in your cheeks and humiliation creeping up your throat. As she watched you leave, Gwen faced the phone, the brightest smile on her face since she first kissed you a year before.

[kimtaegis]

{Kimtaegis’ GFX Breakdowns, Ep. 1:

↳ SARANG/SARAM; a namgi web weave}

better late than never – I’ve mentioned that this year, I will start writing my thought process behind my graphics down in actual posts instead of hiding them in the tags of a self-reblog, both for myself and those who are interested in that, so here we go!

the first more graphic-y post of the year was a little birthday present for @outroindigo, who told me that namgi’s dynamic as well as their solo music are extremely important to her, so that was the starting point basically! I initially wanted to use a web-weave-like layout for yoongi's birthday post this year, but thought that it just fit too well for this project, since including lyrics and website screenshots made it so convenient to explain the topic. the main source of inspiration but also material source was doolsetbangtan, an incredible blog that not only translates bts' lyrics, but also gives extra insights and explanations of their word plays, references to reoccuring lyrical themes and even links to other media that are connected to the songs' content. they were a huge help, most elements that ended up in the post had been already pointed out under their sites for trivia: love, people, and people pt. 2 respectively, I pretty much only had to follow the mentions and use them!

my post starts with the first half of a quote from namjoon from his november 2016 vlive and ends with it as well (in the caption) to tie the whole set together. I tried to organize the elements in a way that even someone who has never heard of the whole live/love/sarang/saram thing can easily follow and understand it, while also maintaining a pleasant overall layout and colour change (planning that took quite some time, I tell you). the trivia: love lyrics panel is a screenshot I took from spotify, I just changed the background colour to fit. underneath the people performance gif is an excerpt of yoongi's billboard interview from july 2023. the rest are screenshots directly from doolset, gifs from yoongi's iu's palette interview and selfmade visualisations of lyrics, etc. I decided against listing all the content elements in the caption - as usually done for an actual web weave - because some media was used multiple times and it would've felt weird to repeat it in the listing.

regarding more stylistic choices, I decided on a blue and warm yellow-orangy colour scheme, both because kari's current blog layout is this beautiful blue, but also because I associate blue with both namjoon (especially after indigo, obvs) and yoongi (his painting from 2020 instantly comes to mind). since 'love' on the other side is often portrayed as something warm and cosy, red/orange/yellow became the contrasting colours. I tried very hard to make all the colours look as consistent as possible and to match the shades of blues to kari's blog colours. funnily enough, there always seemed to be either something blue or warm-toned in the actual content, which was pretty convenient. besides the pseudo-screenshots for some of the lyrics (typed out in fonts that are typically used in books), I created three graphic elements as well, simply because I know sweet kari appreciates them and I wanted to have a personal kimtaegi touch in it. the first one is a visual representation of people pt. 2's lyrics. I always thought of faceless silhouettes when thinking of people, and combined that with yoongi's painting style (you see that painting means a whole lot to me lmao). since I can't really draw, I used paintings I found on pinterest (you can find the whole board in the source of the og post), masked the person and the heart out and changed their colour (which is not as easy as it sounds!). the fading effect was achieved by carefully going over both until I liked how it looked (which again, took embarrassingly long). the second graphic element is again a direct visualisation of the lyrics used in the panel: I digitally cut up a picture of namgi, in multiple rectangles that are supposed to represent the letter ㅁin saram. I actually printed the picture out first and cut it up with scissors, but I couldn't find a good way to scan it back in :( so digital cutting it was; please note that the edges of every snippet are rough, I always try my best to make it look as realistic and tangible as possible which is time-consuming but adds a nice touch in my opinion.

the collage effect of this graphic is inspired by works of anthony garace. his artworks are stunning, and I do love a good mixed media effect! also it just fits perfectly with the lyrics... among all these straight lines (-> the rectangles), [I find/ is] my love, my love, my love (-> little snippets of a picture of the two). the flowers in the last graphic both represent yoongi (the lotus flower cutout, referencing his amygdala lyrics about blooming like a lotus flower, which is also achieved by love, y'know :( ) and namjoon (the wildflower; yes it's an actual blue wildflower, I researched! it's a wild blue flax; referencing his same-named song). I used an actual photograph of it and made it look like a painting with photoshop magic. it also was supposed to look just a litte like a cynotype as used in his album design.

again, look at all those nice rough edges in that panel, this is all added intentionally. I hope everyone who saw the post also caught the teeny tiny animation of the hangul letter ㅁ to ㅇin the text on the left side; quite literally eroding edges <3

the last gif of ot7 was perfect to round it all up, referencing the lyrics above quite emotionally, starting off with the two of them, then them being joined by the rest....sigh. I will be honest, there have been a few tears falling onto the keyboard. I hope this set can convey namgi's beautiful lyricism in an interesting, artistic way. it's easy to get inspired by their art, it definitely makes you appreciate everything they do even more.

[chaos-in-one]

Srry ddnt mn t cm ff s pssv-ggrsv /gn. Wld gv scrnshts bt m n nn nd tmblr dsnt llw nns tt snd mgs :( bt w knw t cm p n cnv y hd wth smn n yr ld ccnt, thy nfrmd y ltrbrght ws blckd nd ltrbrght cntnd t ntrct wth thm crss mst f thr sdblgs nd trd t brsh t ff s bng k bcs f smthn lmg th lns f 'f thy blckd m rght thn wldnt b bl t ntrct'. [Translation: Sorry didnt mean to come off as passive-aggressive /gen. Would give screenshots but im on anon and tumblr doesnt allow anons to send images :( but I know if came up in a convo you had with someone on your old account, they informed you ultrabright was blocked and ultrabright continued to interact with them across most of their sideblogs and tried to brush it off as being okay because of something along the lines of 'if they blocked me right then I wouldn't be able to interact']

Oh that was ultrabright? Could have sworn that was a different user, I must have remembered wrong sorry. Thanks for letting me know though. I am still very much against block evasion.

[imagintheworldaway]

Secrets

Anonymous asked: Could you do one of Harry and fem. reader where she’s also a big youtuber, she’s secretly dating Harry and goes with him all the time to the sidemen shoots to just help around BTS and is also spends time with Harry just talking to him, cuddling or just checking up on him and the fans see her in the background of someone’s ig story and freak out cause they find out that they’re dating? Hopefully that made somewhat of a sense. Thanks!

A/N I hope I got this right! it was so fun to write something more cuddly! I'm still accepting requests!

Being a YouTuber was not part of my plan. Succeeding and becoming the most subscribed to female YouTuber from the UK was defiantly not part of the plan. Finding the love of my life at such a young age who also shared my passion and love for the community was just a huge bonus that came with my life style. 

My relationship with Harry had been going on for just under 18 months, all of our friends knew but we had yet to tell our fans, following in JJ’s footsteps and wishing to keep out private lives more of a secret. Well our love lives at least. We relished in our moments together, secret pictures, holidays we took to small islands and unknown places just to spend time together. We had been so careful and thus far it had all paid off for us. 

I was helping with the new Sidemen Sunday video, the price is correct or what ever they decide to call it. we were on set and I was just there to help around with all the little bits since their assistant was off sick. Plus it was a prime excuse to spend time with Harry. 

“Y/N can you grab me a bottle of water?” Vik asked from on set whilst the cameras weren’t rolling. “Yes boss” I said saluting him, grabbing a water and bringing it on set. “You know what, I’m not surprised your assistant is sick of you” I giggled as I handed over the water. “We’re not that bad, could be getting you to run around like a head less chicken but think bog would kill us” Ethan commented earning a laugh from Harry. 

“Awe how sweet” I smiled moving so I was on the other side of Harrys podium.”so glad you’re protecting me from these big mean men” I teased at my boyfriend, causing a light blush to grace his cheeks. “Yh well, need to protect you, you seen these lads? They’re mental, and that’s when they’re sober” Harry commented waving his arms around gesturing at the lads causing me to giggle. “You’re so silly” I smiled at my boyfriend as I leant on his podium a little looking at the shot glass and grabbing the white board pen, drawing a tiny heart in the corner of his board. 

Harry pouted at the drawing “I’m going to have to rub that out now, or everyone will think I’ve gone soppy” he grabbed the white board eraser and removed my drawing. “There’s nothing wrong with being soppy with your girlfriend” I shot back at him. “5 minutes guys” Kon shouted from behind the cameras. “Best go back to being your assisted Mr Lewis” I wiggled my eyebrows at my boyfriend. “Well I need you to come here” Harry said his hands on the edge of the podium. I leant on the structure as Harry leant down and gave me a kiss. “I hope you don’t treat all of your assistants like that” I teased him, straightening the hood of his jumper out so it wasn’t all clumped up. “Only the fit ones” he smiled at me. “30 seconds, Y/N off set” Kon called. 

I waved goodbye to my boyfriend as he pouted at me, quickly turning that pout into a smile as the signal for the cameras to turn on was given. The shoot went really well with Harry winning an array of items but ultimately loosing out on the big prize of going to Dubai. I watched the whole thing, with crew phones not being allowed on set I didn’t have much more to do, but it was entertaining. 

I walked up to the boys as time was called. “We are not keeping that pig” I laughed as I got a frown from harry. “Its so ugly babe, plus it won’t fit in your apartment” I commented looking the structure up and down. “That’s why he’s staying at yours” Harry smiled at me. I shook my head giggling at him , there was no way that thing was even coming close to my house. 

We bid farewell to all of the guys and made our way back to my apartment as it was ironically closer to the studio than Harry and Cals place. As soon as we were back at mine I finally turned on my phone as Harry flopped down on my sofa reaching out for me. I giggled and straddled his legs, nuzzling into his neck until I heard my phone go off furiously with all my missed notifications. I tried to ignore the constant buzzing by snuggling deeper into Harrys chest, his arms wrapped my waist and his fingers playing with the end of my hair. After around 15 minutes of trying to just relax with Harry and my phone still not giving up I decided to lean up and grab my device. Earning a groan from Harry as the warmth of my body was no longer leaning on him. I was met with texts from Talia, Gee, Elz, Freya and mentions from fans about Simons instagram story. I leant up further so that I was sitting on Harrys lap and furrowed my eyebrows. “What’s on Simons story?” I questioned and after a second of though ultimately receiving a shrug from my boyfriend. I cocked my head, a sign to elaborate. “My phone died when we got to the studio I have no clue, just come back and lets nap” he whined for my touch.  I rolled my eyes and went onto Simons instagram. After clicking through a few stories I saw one from the shoot today and quite clearly in the background see me leaning on Harrys podium with him leaning down and kissing me. I gasped at the story and instantly spun my phone around for Harry to see. He leant up onto his elbows and squinted at the photo before his eyes went wide realising the image he was seeing. It was obviously me as you could see my hair and figure quite clearly, even if I was only in my comfy clothes on set today, my fans know me too well.

“We were so careful” I whispered feeling so defeated that such a simple mistake by an unknowing friend was the grand reveal of our relationship. “Bloody Simon” Harry said through gritted teeth, reaching for his charging phone and I can only presume he was about to chew out his friend. “Hey babe, it’s ok” I said grabbing Harrys face so that he was looking at me and not focusing on his phone. “Well looks like our secrets out” Harry whispered looking back at me with eyes that said ‘I’m so sorry, my mates are idiots’. “Best confirm It then I guess?” I suggested smirking at Harry, there was no way of us avoiding this now, this comment received a nod from Harry. He sat up with me still straddling his chest. I took a screenshot of Simons story and zoomed in on Harry and I. I popped it on my instagram story with the caption ‘secrets out I guess thanks @miniminter ;)’. Then I took a cute selfie of Harry and I in our current positions on the sofa and added that to my story, tagging him and adding little love heart emojis to the picture. Soon floods of messages came in from twitter, instagram and even reddit with people claiming they knew all along and how they were happy for us. 

“At least we can go out in public properly together, I finally get to show off my gorgeous girlfriend to the world” Harry smirked at me rubbing his hands up and down my sides. 

“Looks like we are the new it couple now” I smiled at harry showing him the positive reaction we were getting. “Oo I can do so many more videos now, thanks for the new content” I giggled at him before he engulfed me in a hug, smashing our lips together shutting me up. “God I love you” 

[kanmom51]

Hey hi. I’ve been silently following you and a few other Jikook blogs for quite some time and see the discussion coming back and forth about how the fandom at large doesn’t acknowledge Jikook or tend to downplay their bond. Just thought I’d give my pov as someone who don’t talk much about them on my socials (I mainly use Twitter) : I think we’re a lot seeing what you see, believing Jikook are a couple as well (I certainly do and noticed them really quickly after starting to stan BTS -I’m a "COVID army", discovered them a bit before Dynamite), we just don’t share our opinion on this topic on our tl. I’m close with a few of my Twitter moots and they all noticed Jikook and think there’s a fair chance they’re together. It’s quite obvious, and I think apart from the anti-shippers, y/n or shippers from other ships who don’t want to see, the majority of dedicated Armys (by that I mean those who follow them very closely and watch every bit of content - which isn’t the case for everyone, some are stanning them more casually or they simply don’t have the time to see everything and then focus on their bias). A lot of us just don’t feel comfortable talking about them on main for several reasons, most of the time it’s because we don’t want to be associated with shippers…I know a lot of Jikookers call themselves supporters instead which I prefer to use as well but tbh I personally still don’t feel always very at ease with some discussions here on Tumblr, or following Jikook accounts on Twitter screaming Jikook boyfriends every minute and starting drama with Taekookers every other day - sorry if I’m being a bit blunt but I see a lot of hypocrisy on Twitter about this, some accounts are always posting screenshots of other shippers, or making fun of "insecure Jikookers" and it’s super annoying. A lot of us just enjoy them and go uwuuu about them in our private group chats with our moots and keep our thoughts to ourselves. I think a lot of us also fear what could happen to them if it becomes too well-known in the fandom - but Jikook that last year keep sending signals and jikook hard so it definitely seems like they want us to know at this point. So yeah, me and my moots aren’t really comfortable following shippers accounts (I tend to prefer the accounts who provide translations or just post their moments) but I’m pretty sure there’s a lot just like us, seeing the tension and love and raising their eyebrows more than often and slowly connecting all the dots but we keep it lowkey. These days I tend to tweet more often about them though (since hickeygate and the near kiss), it seems like people like me are feeling more comfortable "speculating" about the nature of their relationship now than it’s even more "in our faces". Sorry for any mistakes English isn’t my first language and sorry for the rant!

Thank you anon for sharing. It was truly very interesting to hear, and in a way confirm what we have been feeling of late.

[bts-trans]

210217 Weverse Translations

J-Hope's Post ❇️ [photo in link]

굿모닝☀ 우리아미 잘지내고있죵?? 오늘 저녁11시 넘어서 오랜만에 브이라이브 할게요 잼게 놀아용 💜좀따봥💜 https://weverse.io/bts/artist/1652254101983233

Good morning☀ Our ARMY, you're doing well, right?? Tonight after 11, for the first time in a while, I'll do a Vlive lets have funnn 💜see u in a bit💜

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J-Hope's Comment 💬 on ARMY's Post ❇️ [photo in link]

💜: 너무 상큼하고 사랑스러워서 캡쳐했잖아용!! 이따가 만난다니 행복💜

JH: 악 ㅋㅋㅋ 이거 나왔구나 ,,, 하지만 ,, 그에게 또 한번의 시련이,,, https://weverse.io/bts/feed/1652254309287265

💜: He looked so fresh and lovely so I took a screenshot!! So happy that we're going to meet him later💜

JH: Ahh hahaha So this is out ,,, But ,, he had one more hurdle to get through ,,,

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J-Hope and Suga's Comment 💬 on ARMY's Post ❇️ [photo in link]

💜: 다소곳 하게 앉아서 바느질 하는 일등 신랑감 민슈가씨ㅋㅋㅋ

JH: ㅋㅋ 이형 ㅋㅋ 바느질 엄청 잘어울리넹

S: 내가 바느질 좀 잘함^^ https://weverse.io/bts/feed/1652250246230732

💜: Sitting so modestly doing some sewing, it's No.1 husband material Min Suga-ssi hahaha

JH: haha This hyung haha Sewing really suits him well S: I'm kinda good at sewing^^

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J-Hope's Comment 💬 on ARMY's Post ❇️ [photo in link]

💜: 코랄시💜

JH: 코랄해~ https://www.weverse.io/bts/feed/1652255854751735

💜: Coral o'clock💜

JH: I coral you~

(T/N: OP published the post at 12:04 which resembles Jin's birthday, a.k.a. Jin o'clock.)

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J-Hope's Comment 💬 on ARMY's Post ❇️ [photo in link]

💜: احبك 💜💜💜💜❤❤❤ #arab_army

JH: 구준표다...! https://www.weverse.io/bts/feed/1652223277381470

💜: I love you💜💜💜💜❤❤❤ #arab_army

JH: It's Gu Jun-pyo*...!

(T/N: Gu Jun-pyo is a character from the popular drama 'Boys Over Flowers'.)

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J-Hope's Moment ⭐️

브이앱 안되는데 무슨일이니ㅠ

V LIVE isn't working, what happened?ㅠ

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J-Hope's Moment ⭐️

아미 너튜브로와용

ARMY come to Y*uTubeee

(T/N: J-Hope uses '너튜브/neo-tube' instead of the usual spelling '유튜브/yoo-tube' because '너/neo' means 'you' in Korean.)

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J-Hope's Comment 💬 on ARMY's Post ❇️

💜: 호비오빠!! 10분 동안만이라도 밸런스게임 해요!! 5살정국이vs정국이 5명

JH: ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ https://www.weverse.io/bts/feed/1652299136946182

💜: Hobi oppa!! Let's play This or That for 10 minutes!! 5 year old Jungkook vs 5 Jungkooks

JH: Hahahahahahahaha

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J-Hope's Comment 💬 on ARMY's Post ❇️

💜: 얼죽아vs쪄죽따

JH: 얼죽아 https://www.weverse.io/bts/feed/1652299238800253

💜: EIIFTDIA vs EIIBTDHA

JH: EIIFTDIA

(T/N: The Korean is short for 'Even if I freeze to death, ice americano' and 'Even if I boil to death, hot americano.')

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J-Hope's Comment 💬 on ARMY's Post ❇️

💜: 호바 밸런스 게임 모르는게 상책 vs 모르는 개랑 산책

JH: ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ https://www.weverse.io/bts/feed/1652299412980677

💜: Hob-ah This or That Not knowing anything is the best plan vs a hike on the mountains with a dog you don't know

JH: Hahahahahaha

(T/N: The two options sound very similar in Korean.)

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[dreamescapeswriting]

BTS Reaction || Heather [Request]

A/N: Sorry!!! I lost the screenshot!! Hope this is okay though sweetie. For anyone who doesn’t know this is a song called Heather by Conan Gray

Seokjin: ~ I still remember the 3rd of December, me in your sweater you said it looked better on me than it did you

You watched as Jin danced around with her the way his face lit up whenever she smiled at him, this was your fault they were together you shouldn't be feeling upset and yet you were. You saw them together and you wanted to breakdown as they danced around like that,

"You alright?" Jimin asked pulling you from your trance, you looked back up at him with a smile and nodded your head trying to remember that Jin was your best friend and nothing else but your mind always went back to that one night you spent together. 

"They're cute together, you're like a little cupid." He chuckled watching Jin dip your other best friend down and kiss her cheek, they'd just gotten married and you'd managed to make it through the whole ceremony without breaking down, you weren't about to let it get to you now. 

"Yeah." You grunted downing the cup of whiskey in front of you and staring into the empty glass, images of that one night you had with Jin years ago flashed back to you and you wanted to cry at the thought. The third of December was always going to burnt into the back of your brain no matter what you did but you had to accept that this was who Jin really loved, you were nothing but a one night stand to him. Just meant to be friends.

(X) 

Jin handed you one of his grey hoodies letting you change into it before pulling you back down into his arms and holding you tightly, you'd just had a passionate night together. 

"My clothes always look better on you than they do me, it's not fair." He chuckled against you, he noticed how quiet you'd gotten and he frowned,

"You okay?" You hummed laying your head down against his chest as he ran his fingers up and down your back you felt instantly relaxed, you'd just spent the night together after a breakup with your ex. You broke up with your ex because he told you how awful he thought you were, you'd gone to your best friend Jin for comfort and he told you how amazing he truly felt you were, complementing you the whole time you were intimate together. 

"Perfect." You hummed back to him listening to his calm heartbeat to help you drift off to sleep while you laid in his arms, wearing his hoodie and closing your eyes. 

(X)

"Earth to y/n?" You looked at Jimin and he was holding you another drink out, you took it and downed it once again. After the night you and Jin had together it went back to being just friends as if the entire thing had never happened and for a couple of months you thought it was just something you'd dreamt about until he pulled you up about it. Asking you not to mention it to his new girlfriend or to the boys because he wanted this relationship to last, he really thought she could be the one and it turned out she was.

"I'm going home, feeling sick." You lied standing up from the chair and swaying a little, Jimin grabbed your car keys and told you he would take you home instead. 

"We all know about that night, you have to get over it y/n." You hummed as he sat you in your car, doing up your seatbelt and looking out of the window. 

"Life goes on." He added but you weren't listening, your mind was replaying that night over and over again like some kind of cruel joke to you, 

"Whatever Jimin, if you're going to rant I'll walk home." He fell silent and he drove you back to your apartment in silence, not wanting to piss you off and you stayed silent not wanting to break down in front of him. You'd just wait until he was gone so you could cry yourself to sleep instead of thinking about what could never be, he was happily married and there was no going back to that night. 

"Goodnight Y/n." You ignored Jimin's goodbye and walked into your apartment knowing Jiimin would lock and post the key through the letterbox for you to take. You fell down onto the bed in the bridesmaid dress and screamed into the pillow, the fluffiness muffling the sound as you cried out to yourself you knew how stupid it must seem, but you truly loved him. You grabbed the sweater from the wardrobe, the same sweater from that night and you changed into it, laying down in the bed and trying to fall asleep but the alcohol in your system was making the room spin and it was hard for you to concentrate. 

"Fuck." You whimpered before crying out into the pillow, you had to get over it and you knew that but it wasn't like flicking a switch, it wasn't like it was for Jin. Jin felt nothing true for you, it was just to make you feel good about yourself, he was in love with someone else and not you.

Yoongi: ~ Only if you knew how much I liked you but I watch your eyes as she walks by what a sight for sore eyes

You leant against the wall as you spoke to Yoongi in the BigHit building, he'd invited you over to hear his new mixtape and you were excited to listen to it and spend time with your crush.

"You've already heard Daechwita right?" Jin asked as he came to join you both during the conversation, you nodded in agreement Yoongi had already shown you that one when you went with him to shoot the video.

"Yeah, the video was insane!" You laughed looking at Yoongi who seemed a little distracted by something, you followed his gaze to see the stylist from the video walking down the hall with a friend. Laughing and talking to one another, you looked back at Yoongi and noticed as his eyes lit up when she walked by staring at her in awe as she flipped her long hair over her shoulder.

"Yoongi? You alright?" Jin asked pulling Yoongi from his daydream,

"Yeah, what were we saying?" They went into their own conversation while you looked over at the stylist again, she was perfect for Yoongi or so you'd heard. He was all she ever talked to you about lately, about how funny and sweet she was to him and how whenever he needed to laugh he would go to her.

"Y/n come on," Jin said pulling your arm in the direction of Yoongi's studio, you walked inside and sat down on the sofa waiting for him to play the mixtape you'd been dying to hear but you still couldn't get the way he looked at her out of your head. You'd wished so hard for him to look at you that way, you would have done anything for it but you were nothing but a friend to Yoongi, you'd always been friends.

"What is with you both today?" Jin laughed making you snap awake again and look around the room, Yoongi played the first song on the mixtape and you began listening closely to him and what he was explaining about each song.

(X)

"Where's Yoongi?" You asked Jin when you went to get lunch from the canteen inside BigHit, he pointed over at the corner where Yoongi was standing with the stylist, a giant smile on his face as he talked to her, his eyes practically shinning whenever he stared at her,

"He likes her a lot doesn't he?" You questioned staring down at your plate of food and suddenly feeling un-appetised by everything in front of you, Jin nodded coming back to your conversation and seeing the look on your face at the thought of it.

"You okay?" You nodded and looked at him, he knew you were lying and you knew you were lying but there was nothing you could do. Yoongi had made it clear he liked you as nothing more than a friend in the past and you weren't going to try and change it,

"I did it." He said coming back to your table,

"Did what?" You questioned trying to seem yourself and not off by any means,

"Asked her out," You stared at him as he answered you,

"I thought BigHit employees weren't allowed to-"

"We're not," Jin answered before you could finish but you looked at Yoongi who was smiling so much, you hadn't seen him smile this much since he first joined BigHit and it hurt to know you could never make him smile like that.

"We have to keep it a secret," He told you and Jin making you both nod in agreement with him, you locked pinkies with them both and looked at your phone,

"Shit, I'm running late I have to go." You lied getting up from the table and walking out of the building with Jin behind you, shouting your name for you to stop but you didn't until you got to the car, you turned around with tears in your eyes and he took a step closer to you wrapping his arms around your head so you could cry against his chest.

"Why doesn't he like me that way?" You whimpered against his chest but he stayed silent knowing it was easier for you to rant on about it instead of talking about it, he patted the back of your head as you slowed down and sniffled.

"Sorry," You whispered wiping your face on your hands and looking at your car knowing you had to go home before someone spotted you crying into Jin's arms,

"I'll drive you home, you're still crying." You nodded and handed him the car keys.

Hoseok: ~ Watch as she stands with her holding your hand Put your arm round her shoulder now I’m getting colder

Jealously was something you'd never felt before until you saw Hobi and his new girlfriend walking towards you, you clutched the folder closer to your chest as if it was going to stop your fast-beating heart from leaping out of your chest and performing a death scene from a movie for everyone to see. Maybe you were being dramatic, Hoseok had had lots of girlfriends during the time he knew you but somehow this one felt different. All he had done for the last four weeks was talking about how she was the one and how amazing she was, how he couldn't wait for his best friend, you, to meet her now they were walking hand in hand towards you. You stared down at their hands which was intertwined, they stopped in front of you and Hoseok wrapped his arm around her shoulder introducing her and you stared at them with a fake smile across your face.

"Hi! I'm Heather!" She said shaking your hand with her free one, you shook it and smiled.

"Y/n, Hobi told me so much about you." You told her trying to seem happy for them, you knew you were supposed to be happy for Hoseok as long as he was happy but it didn't stop the pain in your chest when you saw them standing together. You felt as though you were getting colder the longer the stayed standing together like that,

"Hobi said you had a boyfriend, we should go on a double date." You turned your attention to Hoseok who was giving you a warning look and you frowned not knowing how to read his mind,

"Yeah, it'll be fun." You suggested going along with whatever lies he had told her,

"I'll go get us drinks!" She ran off and you were left with Hobi,

"I told her you had a boyfriend so she wouldn't get annoyed at us hanging around one another." You hummed and looked at her as she stood at the counter waiting to be served, she caught you looking at waved. God she was perfect for him, matched his personality amazingly and she was always smiling from what you'd seen and you'd seen a lot, you went through her Instagram determined to find out why he liked her more than you and you thought it was easy to see. She was everything any guy would ever want, she had the body that looked like it was crafted by angels and she had the personality of the sun, always bubbly and carefree.

"You should bring Yoongi along as your fake date," Hobi said once he saw you staring at Heather, you looked back at him and frowned.

"I know you both like each other, you're always whispering and stop when I walk into the room." You laughed it off, if only he knew it was him you and Yoongi spoke about, hiding away conversations so he wouldn't know you liked him so much.

"I'll ask him next time I see him." You mumbled but Hoseok called out Yoongi's name and he came over in a flash,

"You need to pretend to be Y/n's boyfriend for me," Yoongi stared at you and you looked over at Heather his eyes followed your gaze and he knew who she was, he'd spent the time with you while you stalked through her social media accounts.

"Easy." Yoongi wrapped his arm around your waist and kissed the top of your head,

"It'll be easy, go with the flow." He whispered in your ear once Heather began walking over with drinks for you, Hoseok and herself.

"I'm sorry I didn't know we'd have someone else." You smiled shaking your head,

"Me and Yoongi were just leaving, weren't we sweetie?" He nodded shaking her hand and then grabbing yours,

"Going to take her to dinner, enjoy your date guys." Yoongi walked you out of the building and over to his car, driving you home or what you thought was home but he drove past your turning.

"My house is that way."

"Well done Sherlock, and the restaurant I'm taking you to is this way." You scoffed at him and he turned to look at you,

"Got to treat my fake girlfriend the right way." You smiled at his attempts to make you happy and he carried on driving.

Namjoon: ~ Why would you ever kiss me? I’m not nearly half as pretty

Namjoon had been going on about a crush all week as though you were back in school and it was the only thing that mattered. Somehow though you'd managed to convince yourself that it was you he had the crush on and it was his dumb way of trying to drop hints to you so you began to drop hints back, saying things like.

"Maybe she likes you too," or "You'll never know unless you try." But that lead you to be standing alone at a party with him while he looked around for the real girl he had a crush on. He hadn't even noticed that you'd worn your hair the way he liked it, or that you were wearing his favourite colour and that's how you knew it wasn't you.

"There she is. I'm going to just do it, you're right! No holding back." You watched him walking up to the girl and begin talking before his arms wrapped around her waist and he kissed her passionately, you looked away turning around on the spot and trying to find your way out of the huge BigHit party, Taehyung had noticed and decided to follow you out into the hallway.

"Everything okay?" You jumped a little having not noticed someone had come out with you,

"Just too hot in there." You lied fanning yourself and looking down at the floor, Taehyung knew you were lying the moment he saw you stare at the floor. He'd picked up on how to tell when you of all people were lying, you were around enough for everyone to pick up on it. You'd been best friends with Namjoon since you were kids so it was natural for you to hang around with all the boys at the same time,

"He kissed her." He told you looking over at the door and you nodded kicking your feet along the floor,

"He did."

"You're wearing his favourite colour on you and your hair the way he likes so I'm assuming you thought it was you." Your throat lumped up and you began to nod letting silent tears fall down your cheeks as you could hear the muffled music through the heavy door of the party room in BigHit's building.

"Stupid, right?" He scoffed walking over to you and wrapped his arms around your head bringing you into his chest so you could cry properly without being seen by anyone.

"Why would he ever want to? I'm not even half as pretty as she is." You croaked out, the door opened and loud music poured into the hallway so Tae kept you held closer to him knowing you wouldn't want anyone to see and report back to Namjoon that you were crying. That would result in him wanting an explanation and your crappy lying coming into play once again,

"She alright?!" You heard someone slur, it was Jimin,

"She's fine, go and get some water." Taehyung order watching Jimin walk down the hall with their manager to get him to sober up a little bit, you pulled back away from Taehyung and he bent down to your height cupping your face in his hands.

"Listen to me, you. You are perfect and if Namjoon doesn't see that then he's an idiot." You scoffed trying to push him off your face but he wasn't going to move anywhere until you listened to him properly.

"You're beautiful, you're stunning and for God's sakes you're better than her, she's always parading around like that and showing everyone what she's got but you. You hide it and show everyone your amazing personality first so they'll look deeper for the real you, the perfect you." You stared into one another's eyes as he continued ranting to you like that until the door opened again, you looked down at the floor sniffling and wiping your face.

"Y/n? You okay?" Namjoon asked dropping his arm away from Heather and looking at you,

"I'm fine." You said to him actually sounding believable for once, he walked away with Heather and you turned to Taehyung again with a sad smile on your face.

Jimin: ~ You gae her your sweater, it’s just polyester but you like her better

You were sitting in your back garden with your friend Heather, your best friend Jimin and some of his friends. You were having a bonfire to get rid of Heather's ex-boyfriend's clothes and gifts he'd left her before he cheated on her and so now you were all crowding around the fire on lawn chairs throwing more items in as the time went on but the night was getting colder. Jimin was sat between you and Heather watching Heather as she continued to throw stuffed animals into the flames, or clothes and then he would give her words of encouragement about how much better off she was without him.

"He was nothing but a skank." You added throwing one of the paintings he'd done for her into the fire and smirking as it went up in flames, you shivered at the same time as Heather and Jimin jumped up stripping his jacket from his shoulders and you watched as he wrapped it around Heather instead of you. Normally he would give his clothes to you, his best friend but you could tell he was slowly starting to fall for Heather. The way he would watch her closely whenever she teared up, the way he would comfort her whenever she spoke about her ex, and the way his eyes looked when he watched her.

"Here," Hoseok slipped his jacket over your shoulders and you smiled up at him snuggling into it and moving over on the chair so he could sit next to you, he wrapped his arms around your waist and moved so his lips were near your ear,

"If you stare you make it obvious." You looked back at the floor and he sighed snuggling his head into the crook of your neck, you'd always been close with each of the boys but you and Hobi were closer. He was like a brother to you, you could tell him all of your secrets and some you didn't have to, like your crush on Jimin. He just knew about that just like how you knew Jimin had a crush on Heather.

(X)

"She's perfect for him though." You told him as you stood in the kitchen together, you'd gone into the kitchen with the idea of getting a drink for yourself but it turned into a therapy session. You were sitting on the kitchen side while he stood in front of you watching and listening to you talk,

"They're perfect for each other." You mumbled staring out of the window and watching them dance to the music that Taehyung was playing through his phone both of them were moving in time and they were swaying side to side as Jimin stared down into her eyes.

"You've had a crush on him forever, don't you think it's time to try and move on?" You turned your attention back to Hoseok who was drinking from a beer bottle,

"Probably, but it's not like I haven't tried Hobi. I have but it's just...Hard." He nodded and stepped closer to you,

"I know how hard it can be to have to watch the love of your life love someone else." You sighed laying your head on his shoulder when the back door opened, Heather walked in holding hands with Jimin and they ran up the staircase and towards her room.

"Can we go outside, she's loud." You choked out dropping down from the side and pulling Hobi out of the house and over to the rest of the boys.

"Tae, louder." You ordered looking at the little Bluetooth speaker he was carrying, he turned it up as loud as it would go and you smiled at him.

Taehyung: ~ How could I hate her? She’s such an angel

You wanted to hate her. You wanted to hate her with every fibre of your being but you couldn't, there was nothing that you could possibly hate about her because she was an angel, just like Tae. Jungkook walked over to you when he saw you clutching a pen so tight it looked like it was going to burst,

"You alright?" You stared at him and your grip on the pen loosened, you were volunteering like you did every Sunday at the old folks him in the middle of Seoul. You came out every Sunday to help cook and clean for the elderly people that lived there, you'd grown quite a bond with some of them but today the boys decided to come along with you.

"Yeah, did you clean up the tables?" Jungkook nodded and you went back to writing down everything that had been done that day in the chart,

"Tae really likes that Heather girl." You grip tightened again and you looked up,

"Hmm? Oh, I hadn't noticed." You lied going back to the chart and pretending that watching Taehyung with Heather, the other girl your age that volunteered, wasn't ripping your heart out. You'd had a crush on Taehyung since you'd met him but you kept it a secret, not wanting to ruin your friendship but seeing him with Heather made you angrier than you could express but there was no reason for it to make you angry.

"Pen will explode if you carry on." You put it down on the table in front of you and looked at the elderly couples all wandering around together one of them came over to your table,

"They're just like me and my husband when we were younger, so young and full of love." You faked a laugh and excused yourself from the table going to find somewhere to sit and cry in peace, you sat under a tree and brought your legs into your chest, crying into your knees when you felt an arm wrap around your shoulder.

"Jungkook, please. I'm not in the mood for a pep talk," He didn't say anything he just pulled you into his arms and rubbed your shoulders.

"This would be so much easier if I could hate her, but I can't. She's an angel." You croaked out looking up at Jungkook to see he was staring out at the view of the city that the old folks home had.

"How do you do it?" You questioned wiping your eyes, you and Jungkook had talked in the past about his crush on someone who didn't like him back.

"It just gets easier every day, you learn to adapt to the way you want you instead of the way you want them."  You nodded and then stared at him,

"That's stupid," He chuckled along with you as you laughed at your own words looking back over at them and he pulled you closer,

"Not watching their every move helps," He whispered to you pulling you tighter and forcing you to look at the view instead of at them.

"Focus on something else, do something to distract yourself. I have music and singing." You looked at him and tried to think of something you could do instead of thinking about Taehyung,

"I might take up hiking, or running." He nodded in agreement,

"I'll go with you, it'll be fun." You smiled softly laying your head down on his shoulder and thinking of all the mornings you could do going hiking through the mountains.

(^^^ tell me he isn’t the living embodiment of Howl) 

Jungkook: ~ She’s got you mesmerizied while I die.

You were in the middle of a conversation with Jungkook when he stopped and his mouth hung open, you turned to look behind you to see Heather, one of the girls who worked in your office, walking through the party floor. You'd invited Jungkook to come to your office party with you but now you were rethinking everything, the way he was staring at Heather made you feel like your soul was falling apart. You'd only ever seen him look at his first girlfriend like that and she was the love of his life,

"Who is she?" You looked at the floor,

"Heather, she works on my floor." He took your arm and walked over in her direction before you could question him.

"You can introduce us." You tripped over the heels you were wearing and bumped into Heather making her giggle and turn around to see you, she wrapped her arms around you and gave you a kiss on the cheek.

"You look amazing tonight sweetie," You smiled and complimented her back not wanting to come across as rude,

"This is Jungkook, Jungkook this is Heather." You were practically pushed out of the way by Jungkook who took Heather's hand and shook it.

"Nice to meet you, are you her boyfriend?" Heather questioned clearly wanting to make sure he was free for her to take,

"No, god no." You felt your heartbreak at the way he said no, he could have been nicer about it.

"I'll go to the bar." You mumbled knowing they weren't listening to you, you ordered yourself a drink and waited for Jungkook to come back over to you when he was bored or whenever Heather decided to dump him for the night but it never came. An hour had passed and he walked over to you with a giant smile on his face, you felt your heart pickup as he came closer to you,

"We're going out to lunch, call Namjoon when you're ready to leave." He left without even giving you a hug which was something Jungkook never did, he always hugged you but he was too focussed on Heather to care. You watched as they walked out together and you felt your heart crumple up into a tiny ball, you clicked Namjoon's name in your phone and after ringing a couple of times he picked up.

"So soon? Jungkook said you guys were having fun."

"Ugh, he was. Can you just come and get me?"

"Be there soon." He'd only recently passed his test and was giving everyone rides as an excuse to drive again, you walked down to the lobby of the hotel your office party was being held in and waited for him to show up. Trying not to think about the way Jungkook had been staring at Heather, it's like his eyes had tripled in size the moment he laid eyes on her.

"Y/n?!" You looked up to see Namjoon in his car so you walked out and got into the car, staring out of the window in silence as he drove you home.

"How was the party?" He questioned,

"Fine." You mumbled not wanting to look at him, Namjoon was the leader if you told him what was going on in your head he would stop the car to find Jungkook and fix it right away, he continued driving until he got to the road nearest your house,

"Talk, You've been acting weird so what's up?" You stared out of the window as rolled down your face as you stared at the passing scenery,

"She's perfect for him Namjoon, she has this smile and you should have seen the way he looked at her it was like she had him mesmerised by one glance. I'm never going to be able to do that to someone," You choked out turning to look at him, he pulled into a layby and slammed the breaks on, he grabbed your arms making you face him, one hand cupped your cheek and he kissed you. Your eyes widened as his lips touched yours you'd never kissed him or thought of him that way but your eyes fluttered shut as he kissed you and pulled you closer.

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{ ⚠️} WARNING - This is a yandere au, meaning the following may be triggering to some viewers.  I am not trying to discriminate the boys in any way, this is for entertainment purposes. Viewer discretion is advised!!!

{ ☕️} NOTE - I changed up the plot just a teensy bit, love!! this is fanboy!bts with idol!reader

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━━━ 𝐊𝐈𝐌 𝐒𝐄𝐎𝐊𝐉𝐈𝐍

jin is an old, childhood friend of yours that departed from your life as your career skyrocketed

he’s a distant memory, but, to jin, you mean everything

how must he move on when your smile sits in the sun? how can you expect him to simply forget about you when he feels your touch in the wind and sees your eyes in the stars!?

this life is not for you, rather, the sweet, mundane one you and him planned for in blanket forts during the time of your youth

oh, what he’d do to lay his hands upon your summer skin and to look into the ornaments of your irises…

jin’s obsession only intensifies when he found your address and broke into your estate days later

he left old polaroids with dates stamped from nearly a decade ago on your dresser

even going as far as to sleep in your bed

inhaling your scent, relishing in the ghost of your form, the revelation brought him to tears

luckily, you didn’t take notice to your damp pillow that jin had broke down on

but, god, does he miss you…

after one of your concerts, you stumbled sluggishly to your dressing room

there was no answer as to why you were so lethargic, but, you only assumed it was the downfall from the adrenaline rush you received from the shrill screams from fans

without even bothering to change our of the skimpy outfits you were obligated to wear, you nestled yourself onto the leather couch

with a numb body, before you fell into a slumber, you hear a relatively sweet voice as they comfort and coo your name like the melody of a dove

❝ it’s ok, it’s ok. everything will be ok, you’re safe now, y/n/n… oh, how i have longed for this single moment for so, so long! we’ll be happy together, i promise you. we’ll be just fine… ❞

━━━ 𝐌𝐈𝐍 𝐘𝐎𝐎𝐍𝐆𝐈

min yoongi, a fan of y/n l/n!? that’s just absurd!

there’s no possible way that the cold-hearted, aloof, intimidating-as-all-can-be min yoongi could be some closeted fanboy… right?

but, just one peek into his rusted journal and you’ll uncover poetry that challenges oscar wilde and pages filled with doodles of your starlit face

one peak into his bedroom and you’ll find three cardboard cutouts with words of honey written on sticky notes that are strung upon your form

you’ll see posters littered all around the room, even a few taped on his ceiling so you’d be the first thing he sees when his alarm disrupts him of his slumber

one peak at his body and you’ll find tattoos littered upon his skin from everything to your name, to your favorite flowers, to your full-on face that he hides under chunky sweaters

there must be a million quotes of your songs that he deluded himself into believing was intended just for him inked upon his skin forever

all of those words he typed with the intention of escaping reality and joining you hand-by-hand into a new future are his source of light in these grey, gloomy days

and don’t get me started on all of those times he accidentally wrote your name during exams or how he spent his nights gazing into the cardboard cutout before him just praying that with some magic spell, you’d come alive and be there with him

yoongi is not just some devoted fan, no

he’s your soulmate

and this man is willing to walk straight into the depths of hell and crawl his way out just to prove it so.

━━━ 𝐉𝐔𝐍𝐆 𝐇𝐎𝐒𝐄𝐎𝐊

hoseok’s idea of a typical friday night would not be lying and rebelling against his parents just to join his friend and be packed like sardines in an abnormally-heated arena

the sweaty-scented mosh pit adorned with dozens of fans screaming for an idol he doesn’t even remember the name of, he’d just about rather be anywhere now

that is until you waltz out and the shouts intensify, everyone chanting your name as you show off your sugary-sweet smile like a king would with a crown

hoseok might as well have melted into the germ-infested floor before him from how stunned he was upon seeing you for the first time

and your voice!

god, the way you sang with such a level way of elegance sounded like the coo of a dove, the fits of laughter you shared had the poor sunshine in the crowd grow a weak-hearted smile

your eyes shined like wild stars as you looked upon the faces of every individual guest and beaming at the way they so cheerfully smiled for you

and you looked straight at hoseok! he swears you did!

as the glistening lights fade and you turn tail and walk off stage, you are completely oblivious to the boy in the crowd who’s left his heart on a silver platter just for your liking

he leaves the arena giddy, practically shaking with excitement in his seat and blabbering about every breath you took as his friend drives him back to his home

and this poor, but immensely infatuated boy doesn’t earn an inkling of shut-eye for the next 3 days due to him obsessively stalking all of your content

he’ll fake a cough and skip school just to lie in bed, listen to your music and fantasize about all of those lovestruck lyrics you sing being solely intended for him

hoseok will spend hours upon hours looking through photoshoots of yours

even spending as far as 4 hours staring at the same picture of you, tracing his fingers upon the pixelated screen and imagining it was your skin he caressing

you’re his whole life now!

hoseok doesn’t know what he’d do without you…

━━━ 𝐊𝐈𝐌 𝐍𝐀𝐌𝐉𝐎𝐎𝐍

oh, the proper and pristine kim namjoon

how much more perfect could you get with a wealthy lifestyle, having the privilege to attend some elite school and terrible, terrible parents?

how he’s just a mangled heart in the hands of a monster

but, as the all-mighty, alpha-male facade drops, we’ll witness the truth behind all that faux dominance

pray into the truth that’s itched under his skin and you’ll find a soft, gooey centerpiece that’s sweet and submissive

after some pointless bicker with his father, namjoon will return to his bedroom, door locked as relishes in his only source of joy: you

he’ll lie down in his expensive sheets, fantasizing about your sweet voice and touch, caressing him and cooing him of his worries

namjoon will cling onto a body pillow, staining the fabric with his tears

his tenacious grip (on what he fantasizes being you) will not weaken and will remain to be his only form of comfort in these grey days

and on the laptop before him, he’ll turn on one of your lives from the past, pretending, just for now, that you are here and you are real

all those other eyes that also watch you, they’re not real!

it’s just you and him

and having the privilege to lie down and relish in your disgustingly sweet essence is all-too infatuating for his poor heart to handle!

knowing that at the end of the day, he’ll always have you saved his life in more ways than one

knowing that he is yours and you are his, he has found tranquility.

━━━ 𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐊 𝐉𝐈𝐌𝐈𝐍

hours upon hours of scrolling with those all-too-familiar but infatuating jolts to his heart, jimin comes across a photo

a photo of you and a friend, just a little too close for his liking…

and there, we witness a tsunami of insecurities and doubts who have biased jimin for its affection

his mind reels back and forth between the potential truth and reassurance:

you love him! yes, you love him! you liked his comment once! and you even noticed him during a live stream 3 months, 1 week and 4 days ago!

and he’s not crazy, he just loves you so, so much! i mean…

yes, he did strangle a girl that caught your sweatshirt when you threw it into the crowd, but that was all in the past!

this is in the present, and jimin loves you more than you’ll ever know!

and oh, how dreamy and overwhelmingly immaculate that night was…

how he savored every breath that left your mouth as you sang for the arena, how the tears fell down his cheeks as the revelation of your presence knocked the air out of his lungs, and how even months after the concert, he still keeps the clothes he wore that night safely tucked in a rack cover

not a single second goes by where jimin does not think of the luminescence of that single night and just how golden your single presence was

but, for now, he is departed from your form and must find comfort by his lonesome

jimin will scroll through fanfiction, feeling his heart quicken with every word that makes up for his fantasies, satisfying him of his deprived need for you

he has lost count of how many imagines he’s saved at this point, but, then again, he doesn’t care

all that is valid is the pandemonium he sits in while relishing in the fantasy of you being with him, and to hold the privilege of simply waking up next to you in his embrace

as your songs and his hushed sobs echo, jimin grips onto the pillow and lets your cherubic voice soothe him of his sorrows

and for just this short time, jimin can let your seraphic voice bring him serenity.

━━━ 𝐊𝐈𝐌 𝐓𝐀𝐄𝐇𝐘𝐔𝐍𝐆

yeah……… you’re fucked

after enduring the torture of public school and numerously writing down your name when he intended to write down some algebraic expression he couldn’t remember if he tried, taehyung has returned home

and nothing feels better than satisfying that eternal longing held within him

he’ll ignore his parents and their attempt at small-talk, mumbling something about needing to finish homework and locking himself in his room

and what we see in his room is………. terrifying…? infatuating…?

i mean, your face is EVERYWHERE

posters, polaroids, selfies, all splattered across the walls, ceilings, and even his locker at school

there’s even a single screenshot taped above his desk of the smile plastered on his face when you read his comment: “i love you” during one of your live streams

taehyung then open his sketchbook, smiling fondly with his heart battering in his chest as he flips through past sketches of your beaming face with flowers and fruits adorning the pages

he seeks an empty page, beginning another one of his trillion sketches of you, his muse

this boy doesn’t need a picture to follow from, he knows every one of your facial features from heart

from the shape of your nose to the single mole on your cheek, taehyung has got it imprinted in his mind

and as your song spills from his phone while he’s sketching your wondrous eyes, he thinks back to the sacred memory of when he attended your concert

hearing you serenade thousands upon thousands of fans, including him, wasn’t anywhere near the most momentous part of that night

claiming he was your boyfriend to the guards, shining his sugary-sweet boxy smile and having access to follow you backstage was the best moment of his entire life spent on this planet!

he snapped some photos of you as you scrolled through social media on the leather couch, relishing in the way you so simply… lived

yeah, the guards nearly killed him for that one, but, having the privilege to admire you in your natural state made everything worth it

after all, if it was for you, anything was worth it.

━━━ 𝐉𝐄𝐎𝐍 𝐉𝐔𝐍𝐆𝐊𝐎𝐎𝐊

as jungkook lays sprawled out on dirty sheets, the voice of y/n l/n echoes and reverberates in his eardrums

this is what tranquility is; this is what peace means, even it’s only temporary

and god, there must be something laced with your voice because never in his life has jungkook felt something like this

floating through space, running on stars, dancing on saturn’s rings; this is the feeling that blossoms within jungkook’s chest

and for once, he can forget all the anger that lingers in the path of his past

trust me, these memories are not anywhere near pretty

from beating a boy to a bloody pulp for calling you a “dumb pop-star” to punching holes into the drywall after a drama channel gossips about a supposed new lover of yours,

jungkook is a complete psycho fan

and spending his rent on tickets for a fan-meet just proves how worthy you are to this stranger

words couldn’t do the emotion jungkook felt when he caught sight of you any justice

he might as well as stepped onto another planet because, god, he’s never seen a sight so astonishing

he finds stars in your eyes and finds himself lost in your smile which resembles a string of pearls

you are in every means perfect

and as his turns reaches near, you grasp hold of his hand to calm him of his nerves

alas, jungkook has found nirvana

he must have looked like such an idiot being so giddy and excited for the human who has never seen him in their entire life

but finally, he has the privilege to meet face-to-face with the love of his life, and you bet he savors every single second of the time spent with you

jungkook even went as far as to have the signature you signed on his forearm tattooed, so your touch would be imprinted on his skin forever

now, you’ll be intwined for eternity…

[justasparkwritings]

The 1: Well Enough Alone

Previous: Making It Count 

Pairing: Hoseok X Reader

Genre: Slice of Life / Angst / Strangers to Lovers / FWB

Rating: NC15

Word Count: 3.2K

Warnings: Swearing, Drinking, Mentions of Recreational Drug Use, Mentions of Consensual Sex

Summary: Hoseok returns to New York to make sense of the mess he’s made. 

Listen: the 1 by Taylor Swift

         The beginning of summer in New York was a mixture of heat and stench, the smells of the city rotting under the suns unrelenting gaze. Summer in the city was a mixture of absolute hell and immense pleasure, as rooftop parties, pool gatherings and air conditioning entangled themselves with the sweat and grime of the subway. It was your favorite season, sun dresses and eyelet shorts with chunky sandals and sunglass fashion was enough to tide you through until fall.

            It also meant that Hoseok would be returning, his first time back since your tryst in January. You decided to meet at the bar, and you hoped that you’d fall back into the ease and comfort of your first romantic escapade.

          You stepped into the bar, the summer sun illuminating the typically dark and dingy business. You turned your head, craning to see the brilliant smile of Hoseok, only to come up short.

           “Looking for someone?” A man said, arm slipping around your waist. You turned; eyes wide.

           “Hobi!” You called, wrapping your arms around him, pulling him to you. He laughed cheerfully and inhaled your shampoo, the scent bringing him back to whispers over tequila and scratches in the night. He held you tight, savoring the comfort of your familiarity.

           “I missed you, Y/N.”

           “I missed you, too,” You blushed as you pulled away from him.

           “Shall we?” He gestured towards the bar and you moved to take two seats in the corner, far from the growing crowd but close to the air conditioning. He left briefly to get drinks, and when he came back, he winked as he handed you your glass.

           “Manhattan Goes Hollywood,” He said, taking a sip, “not as good as yours.”

           “You remember that?”

           “I remember a lot of things,” He said. You blushed again. “Did you break our promise?”

           “My promise to you? No, I didn’t.” You said.

           “So tell me, what adventures did you go on?” Ho-Seok didn’t stop smiling.

           “I went to Rome,” You informed him.

           “No way,” He was surprised.

           “I did, I got lost and had to ask no less than five strangers in broken Italian how to get back to my hotel.”  

           “Did you go alone?”

           “My friends and I went, but we took a day to explore the sites we wanted to see, alone. Katie went to Verona, Emily went on an olive oil tour. I went to see the Saint Valentine skull and got lost.”

           “No!”

           “Yeah, it was awful, I had several panic attacks,” You sipped your drink, the alcohol warming your already too hot skin.

           “But you made it back,” Hoseok tipped his glass to you, humor in his eyes.

           “Yes, I made it back before dark, but barely,” You laughed, embarrassed at your blunder.

           “What else did you do?” He was egging you on, daring you to share wild escapades you’d had while he was touring, the ultimate adventure.

           “I took molly at a Kim Petras concert in Bushwick,” You were unsure how he’d respond to your foray into illicit drugs. In true Hoseok fashion, his shock came across in a raucous laugh.

           “You didn’t!”

           “I did, it was, euphoric,” You said.

           “I can imagine,” He responded, eyes veiled with an emotion you couldn’t recognize. “You didn’t text me though.”

           You bit your lip. There were unclear boundaries in your relationship, this cat and mouse, never sure what was okay and what wasn’t, putting things out into the universe to see what would stick, often coming up short as he crossed time zones and continents. By texting him, he meant purposefully seeking him out. Not the snapchats, drunken messages late at night or voice messages sent. Hoseok meant you hadn’t texted him or sought him out when you realized you’d be in Europe at the same time. He meant you didn’t reach out when you saw something that reminded you of him, or when you heard BTS in the speakers at Target. You’d written the texts, you’d almost hit send dozens of time, but each time you stopped yourself. Hoseok didn’t want a relationship. He wasn’t interested in settling down. It didn’t matter if you felt a connection to him, if your heart wanted his every day. He made it clear in January, no matter how many times you turned his words, his actions, over in your mind, you came to the same conclusion.  

           You were both playing the game, but only one of you could win.

           “I didn’t know you wanted me to,” You said, eyes unable to move from his.

           “I did,” He said.

           “You didn’t text either,” You reminded him.

           “I know,” He said, eyes darting to your lips.

           You stayed like that, unmoving, eyes trying to communicate what had happened in the months since you’d been in each other’s orbit.

           “You saved the voice messages,” You said.

           “So did you,” Hoseok countered. It was moot point. There was no upper hand.

           “Do you want to get out of here?” You asked, ice saturating your drink, the unrest in your body making you uncomfortable.

           “Your place?” He questioned.

           “You’re forward,” You forced a laugh, a poor attempt at breaking some of the tension.

           “We don’t have to-

           “I know,” You stood.

           “We can but, I’m happy just being,”

           “Together,” you finished.

           “Yes,” He nodded.

           You nodded in response before standing up and much like before, your hands found each other’s as you guided him back to the street. Hoseok looked left and right, before glancing down at you.

           “Are you trying to navigate us, or just being cute?”

           “Can’t I be both?”

           “Sure, Hoseok, sure,” You laughed again, guiding him down the familiar streets to your apartment. “How long are you here for?”

           “Four days,” He said.

           “Doing?”

           “A photo shoot, somethings for MTV, Today Summer Concert series,”

           “Holy fuck, how did I forget?” You stopped in the middle of the street, staring at Hoseok. “Friday, right?”

           “Yes,”

           “That’s so exciting! It’s going to be a fucking madhouse!” You were giddy, new BTS content? Yes, please.

           “I know, I’m excited,” He took your excitement and leveled up. Euphoria seeping through his chuckles.

           “How are the guys feeling?” You asked.

           “Good, excited to perform again,” He said, energy flowing freely between you.

           “It’s not like it’s been years since you performed.”

           “No, but you still miss it after a week or two off,” Ho-Seok said.

          Hoseok had a few weeks off… why didn’t he come to New York sooner? YOU’RE NOT HIS GIRLFRIEND, yelled the voices of Emily and Katie.

           “What are you going to perform?” You asked, pulling yourself back to him.

           “I can’t tell you that,” He laughed again.

           “Please?” You begged, bottom lip jutting out, eyes swelling.

           “What do I get in return?” Hoseok’s tone was teasing, you both knew he didn’t want anything from you.

           “What do you want?” You asked. You had reached your apartment, and as you walked up the two flights of stairs, Hobi thought about what exactly he was trying to get from you. He didn’t want anything, and yet, he felt like he wanted everything from you and with you. He had kept your voice messages and wouldn’t delete your voicemails. He had a file of screenshots of drunk texts you’d sent, confessions late at night… He couldn’t count the number of times he reached to text you… the phone calls and facetimes he’d said were an accident but were really his feeble attempt at reaching out to you. All he wanted was to talk to you, to tell you about the shows, to fly you to him, to talk to you, to be with you. But he couldn’t.

           “Come to the show on Friday,” He offered.

           “What?” Your heart stood still.

           “Come to the show, I’ll put you on the list.” He tried to brush it off like it was nothing, an innocent outing.

           “Hoseok, would the guys be okay with that? Is that allowed?” Your mind began to race with possibilities.

           “Why not? Yes, it’s allowed, we can hang out after,” He shrugged.

           “Okay,” You said hesitantly.

           “Yeah?” His smile was back.

           “Yeah!” You smiled.

           Hoseok pulled you to him, first in a hug, then his lips found yours. He missed the way you tasted, the way your fingers scrunched around his shirt, holding him to you by the thread count. He missed the sounds you made, the warmth he felt in your embrace. He’d missed you.

           Hoseok slipped out before you awoke, a kiss on your cheek and a note on your nightstand. He’d have management send a car for you on Friday morning and bring you to the Plaza to watch. You’d get brunch with the guys after, some secluded five-star restaurant that the team had arranged. You were impressed that he’d scribbled this much before 6AM, and more impressed that he’d found a sticky note in your clusterfuck of a desk.

           As you sat with your girlfriends the next day at lunch, you relegated your previous escapades.

           “He’s your international fuckbuddy,” Katie said, sipping on her espresso.

           “Isn’t that the best of all the worlds?” Emily asked.

           “I think?” You said, unconvinced.

           “You think? He fucks you when he’s in town, then it’s no strings attached the months he’s gone. What’s wrong with that?” Katie prodded.

           “Nothing’s wrong with it,” You said shrugging.

           “You’ve caught feelings,” Emily said.

           “I’m just not sure that that’s what this is,” You dipped your toe in the water of their judgement.

           “Does he call you when he’s gone?” Katie pressed.

           “Sometimes,”

           “And you text often?” Emily asked.

           “Often enough,” You said.

           “Aren’t you just strangers who fuck? I don’t understand this confusion,” Katie said, eyes narrowing.

           “I don’t know if that’s all it is,” You tried to explain.

           “What would give you an idea that you’re anything other than American pussy?” Katie asked.

           “The way he looks at me, and the things he’s says… He waxes poetic every time we’re together,” You told them.

           “To get you into bed?” Emily asked.

           “Why would an international idol fuck with me?” You questioned, more force behind your words than you’d intended.

           “You’re hot and intelligent?” Katie offered.

           “Beautiful and charismatic?” Emily added.

           “I just mean, he could be fucking anyone, right? But he’s sleeping with me on the off days he’s in New York. He says things… He doesn’t treat me like a fuck buddy,” You were growing flustered and upset. Couldn’t they understand what you were hinting at?

           “Other than only fucking you when he’s in town?” Katie laughed; disbelief written across her face.

           “And barely speaking to you otherwise?” Emily said, unlocking her phone to check her emails.

           “Never mind,” You rolled your eyes.

           “I’m just trying to understand-

           “I don’t want to talk about it,” You said, disappointment in your eyes.

           You’d shared almost every detail of your relationship with Ho-Seok. From how his hands felt on your body to the things he’d whispered to you as you laid in bed. They’d told you your relationship was nothing more than sex, that Ho-Seok was far too busy and important to want anything else from you.

           If you thought about it rationally, it made sense. But in your heart, as you looked into his eyes, or read his texts, or saw the number of missed facetime calls you shared, you knew it was more. There was something there in his gaze, in his words, in his kiss. Why else had he promised that you’d see one another again, the next time he was in New York?

           This was your mindset as you stepped out of the chauffeured car at the Today Show. The whir of the crew and BTS handlers buzzing as they prepped for the performance overwhelmed your senses as you were guided to where the men were.

           “Y/N!” Hoseok called, moving from a conversation with Namjoon to hug you. The men glanced at you, taking in your appearance as Ho-Seok spoke to you. “You’re here! It’s going to be so great.”

           Your smile faltered, you hadn’t expected a kiss, on the lips or cheek, but a brief hug? Hadn’t he been in your bed two nights ago, moaning your name, coming undone inside you? The prying eyes made you uncomfortable as you glanced around at the men trying to focus before their early show. The energy was electric, caffeine and adrenaline mixing with the vibe of an early summer morning in the greatest city in the world. It was intoxicating.

           “Guys, this is Y/N,” Hoseok called, looking at his six bandmates. “You can introduce yourselves later.”

           The men were guided to the stage, where they were introduced and began their performance. You’d never seen them this close, and were in awe of every note, every step, every movement. Ho-Seok commanded the stage, oozing talent and sex appeal as he led the group through routine after routine. You were equal parts amazed and so turned on. You recognized his hip thrust, the slight twerk of his ass, the furrow in his brow. His voice was gorgeous, clear and strong over the throngs of screaming ARMY. Who wouldn’t want something more with him?

           Your mind was hazy as they came off the stage, interview segments completed. Ho-Seok crashed into your arms, holding you tight.

           “You were so fucking good,” You said laughing. He laughed to, merriment filling the dressing room.

           “All for you,” He said, resting his sweaty forehead against yours.

           “Ew, you’re so sweaty,” You said.

           “That’s not what you said the other night when you were sticking to me.”

           “Two can play that game,” You replied, eyes squinting.

           “Oh?” He asked, daring you to say something in a room filled with his brothers.

           “Don’t think I didn’t notice your hips, or that furl of your brow,” Your words were hushed, an intimate conversation between lovers.

           “Mm, recognized them, eh?” He smirked before untangling himself from you. “Give us a bit, we’ll go to brunch.”

           “Okay,” You said, and you stood still, watching Ho-Seok walk towards the showers as his hand slowly slipped from yours.

           The other men moved around you, showering, changing, thanking staff and wrapping up their time at the Today Show. It was the highest viewed concert series, with the largest audience that the Today Show had seen since One Direction and BTS’ last foray in the summer heat.

           After thanking the hosts and signing a few merch items, BTS left, you in tow, to pile into a few vans headed for brunch. Ho-Seok insisted in taking a separate car, just the two of you, or at least it was until Jin decided he needed to chaperone.

          “Oh, yeah, I hear this place is good, I did some research,” Jin said as the car moved through Manhattan.

          “Mm, I’m starving,” Hoseok commented. His fingers were wound in yours, and your bodies were close together, shoulders touching.

          “Y/N, what are you going to get?” Jin asked.

          “Maybe eggs, but I’m kind of feeling waffles,”

          “And a mimosa,” Hoseok laughed.

          “Oh, bottomless,” You said giggling.

          “Mostly champagne,” Hoseok said.

          “With a drop of orange,” You added.

          “Your favorite,” He glanced at you, smile crinkling his eyes. He remembered.

          The three of you piled out of the car and were ushered quickly into the restaurant, Hoseok’s hand still in yours. As you sat down, Hoseok on your right, Namjoon on your left, you took in the Bangtan. Their striking beauty was blinding. How each of them had managed to find their way to Big Hit and stick it out was beyond you. There couldn’t possibly be anyone in the world more beautiful than them.  

           “Y/N, tell us, how is your friendship with J-Hope going?” Namjoon asked as he sipped on his Bloody Mary.

           “I’m impressed you stay friends with him,” Yoongi muttered.

           “I’m an excellent friend!” Hoseok exclaimed.

           “It’s going well, yeah, I’m glad we get to see each other when he’s in town,” You smiled at the men, hoping they won’t notice how flustered you’d become.  

           “He’s a good friend, always so optimistic,” Taehyung added.

           “Except when he’s blasting music, dancing at four thirty in the morning,” Yoongi commented.

           “It was one time!” Jungkook said, coming to his hyung’s defense.

           “Why were you even awake?” Jimin asked.

           “I was preparing for –

           “You barely slept,” Yoongi said, voice serious.

           “Nervous energy,” Hoseok responded.

           “The performance was amazing,” You interjected, noting the tension between the two men. “I love how you pull out your back catalogue for every performance.”

           “We fight about it, a lot,” Namjoon said.

           “Only because some of us are wrong,” Jimin said.

           “You’re just mad because –

           “Let’s not fight when we have a guest,” Namjoon interjected.

           “Yeah, we can fight on our flight to Brazil,” Jin said. “Plenty of hours to bicker,”

           “Y/N, do your other friends like Ho-Seok?” Taehyung asked.

           “Um, they’ve never met,”

           “They haven’t? But he spends so much time with you, talking to you, about you,” Jin rambled.

           “Um, yeah, it’s just never lined up,” You took a large swig of champagne, “I’m sure they’d like him.”

           “Unless he’s dancing at-

           “Shut up Yoongi!” Jimin said through laughs.

           “So Brazil, what will that be like?” You asked.

           As the boys launched into their excitement for returning to South America, you sat and lost track of your thoughts. How many times had they called you a friend, said they were glad Ho-Seok had a friend like you, wanted to become your friend. Friend.

          Is that what you were? You grew uncomfortable as the conversation lingered on, the men laughing and Namjoon translating quickly the funny things they were saying. Hoseok kept an arm around your shoulders, eating with his non dominant hand, just to hold you close. You felt no comfort in his gesture as your anxiety grew.

           “They think we’re friends?” You asked, Hoseok’s hand in yours as the car took off towards Brooklyn.

           “Yeah, aren’t we?” He countered.

           “I don’t know, do friends know what it’s like to be inside the other?” You scoffed.

           “Y/N,” He said, cocking his head toward the driver.

           “I’m just asking,” You responded.

           “Can we talk about this at your apartment?” He pleaded.

           “I’d prefer to talk about it now,” You turned to face him.

           “We’re friends,” He was treading lightly, you could hear it in the breath he put into the word ‘friends’.

           “Aren’t we more?” Your voice betrayed your cool demeanor.

           “I, I don’t think we can be,” Hoseok said.

           You turned to face forward, hand slowly slipping out of his. You made a list of every sad song you wanted to listen to as you drank the half open bottle of Prosecco in your fridge, tears inevitable. Ho-Seok didn’t say anything, didn’t try to bring you back to him. The gravitational pull had been severed and you both were spinning.

           “Thanks for uh, making sure I got home, and for letting me spend the day with you,” You said, unbuckling your seatbelt.

           “Of course, can I walk you up?” His eyes were sad.

           “No, I don’t think that’d be a good idea,” You said opening the door to the summer heat.

           “Y/N,” He was searching for you.

           “Hoseok, have a safe flight, okay?”

           He leaned in to place a kiss on your lips, but you turned, lips landing on your cheek. Getting out of the car, you didn’t look back.

           Why couldn’t you have left well enough alone?

Next: Never Gonna Grow

[hellishvu]

Imagine BTS (maknae line): when they get interviewed about their crush

— this is an old post that i did on my wattpad, honestly this trend has passed but it is still SO DAMN CUTE so. and also since someone requested i do the hyung line i thought you people would want to read the maknae before i post the hyung line when im done with it. so yeah! this is old writing so beware! but enjoy and thank you for all the support with the requests i did not expect so many but you guys are amazing and im super excited with the ideas you sparked into me so!! 

Park Jimin: ˚✧₊⁎

"I should probably introduce myself right? Well I'm Park Jimin. I've been crushing or something on a person for.. a long time but that's not the point! I was told that this would be used as a documentary on idol lives." Jimin explained as he smiled feeling a bit shy about all this.

"If they lied to me about this I will be extremely mad!" Jimin said as he was obviously joking about the situation. The realization of what he signed up for just hit.

"Okay.. okay enough fooling around let's get this done." Jimin looked up and smiled directly at the camera.

How did you two meet?

"..." Jimin had fell silent as the blush rose up on his face. Jimin needed a second to think about the moment, the memory.

"We.. had met, through a club." Jimin announced as he tapped his foot. His voice slow to cause a dramatic affect.

"Okay I can't keep the dramatic effect." Jimin laughed going back to his normal voice.

"I was in a club with the members and I was ordering drinks and I wasn't feeling too well and so I didn't dance like usual and I was drinking lightly not wanting a massive hangover the next day." Jimin set the setting to the viewers and he did hand gestures to all the words that spilled out.

"It's.. quite a situation. So I was drinking alone, the members were out dancing and I didn't want to hold them up. So I was sitting by myself drinking my water and eating my chips. This guy comes up to me all of a sudden!" Jimin gets annoyed as he has to replay this moment.

"He's like flirting with me and I obviously don't want to do anything with him! So I'm like "yeah... uh huh... sure." Call me mean but I just had no intention of romantic feelings towards this guy!" Jimin explained as he put his hands up.

"So I was fairly getting annoyed, then... he came in. He said that he was my boyfriend." Jimin shivered in embarrassment.

"He was like "Hey baby do you want to go to the dance floor?" And at this time just telling you guys! I never had a boyfriend! So my eyes were basically popping out of its skull!" Jimin said.

"And then the guy wasn't convinced because well he was a drunk, so he said "Huh? I bet he isn't even your boyfriend." And I saw him get so cocky he grinned! He embraced me and I was caught up of what the fuck was happening and next thing I know he's lips are on mine!" Jimin screamed as he hid his face.

What was your first impression?

"Well.. his lips were soft, sweet and tender." Jimin said as he touched his lips feeling the emptiness of his.

"I- He tried to talk to me once the drunk man left but I couldn't hear a single thing so he dragged me to the bathroom, I thought I was going to have like a one-night stand or something because at this point he's attractive, he saved me from a unwanted drunk man."

"I really had to stop myself! I knew in my head that I shouldn't! Cut this out! Cu-" The video suddenly cut, putting the next scene.

"My first impression of him was that I found him bold, I never thought he would kiss me and he sorta acted like it was nothing after. He had said why he did it and he said sorry and I recommended we exchange numbers so I could give him like a reward for being nice."

Did you two get awkward after the kiss?

"No, we usually would laugh it off. He's honestly a really good guy. There was this time where I was so stressed with all this work load I had and it was late at night and everyone was asleep and I had texted him. In my head I didn't have much hope that he would be awake but he was. I just said to "call me" We had talked and I told him everything about how stressful it all was and he calmed me down and he spent like 3 hours just being there for me and he told me he was going come over but I told him he couldn't I wanted him to get sleep." Jimin smiled as he had held up the screenshot of the duration of that call.

"I found me staring at his eyes, his eyes held all the stars in the entire universe. Before sleeping I would always replay that kiss and how soft and sweet he held me. I don't know what's worse, not knowing what it's like to kiss your crush or knowing how the kiss felt but knowing you can't get it again." Jimin frowned as he had rubbed his eyes.

"We would go out and he would pick out things that reminded him of me and he'll do the cutest things that made my heart explode which he would find songs that reminded him of me and he would send them to me and they would be so soft. I have a whole playlist of just his song recommendations. He would buy me little gifts and one time I made sure he got a ticket during tour and he came and I saw him and he was wearing a Jimin t-shirt and he was so so so so so cute. He even got fast shipping of an Army Bomb since I told him he would go like 2 days before and it costed him so much money due to shipping. I imagine he's like my little cheerleader." Jimin showed photos of you two after the concert and the sweet things you would buy him, Jimin would have an whole album just called "Twinkle Y/N and Starry Jimin"

Jimin phone's rang as he apologized and answered it.

"Jimin?" "Y/N? I'm in a interview." "Oh! I'm sorry,, I just never knew my eyes were starry." "Huh?" "You know you should never think I would never kiss you again Jimin." "What!? How do-" "Jimin I'm watching it right now." "Please end my suffering now, you heard everything?" "Yes, you pumpkin. I would love to go out with you Jimin." "Pick me up at 8pm."

Kim Taehyung: ˚✧₊⁎

"Oh god, I'm really like in a buzzfeed interview aren't I?" Taehyung chuckled as he sat in the middle of the finding himself patiently waiting looking around the dark room.

"They told me this was for a like a love documentary so I'm trusting their word on it." Taehyung explained as he looked down to see the mic on his piece of clothing.

"Alright lets get this done." Taehyung smiled as the camera started rolling.

How did you two meet?

"I knew this question was going to come up." Taehyung said as he sighed trying to go back to that day.

"I met him, through a karaoke night. Sounds very cheesy considering I'm a singer but here we are. I was singing that night with some friends and I had started singing. A lot of the time we get a private room due to us being shy... but they were all out and we planned this night so we just publicly did our bullshit." Taehyung said as he gestured fake singing.

"It was my turn, and I had gotten up the stage and felt glares. I was actually really nervous due to how intense they were. Maybe they were drunk or something but I got up there and started to sing one of my favorite songs and I looked around trying to find a calmer face and then I met his.." Taehyung said as he did his classic box smile.

"He... was calming. I couldn't help myself not staring at him. We both found eachother staring the entire song and the song was a love song also.  After that I finished the song, I was going to walk to him and it was quite awkward but he was like honey and I wanted to get closer to him." Taehyung looked down at the ground smiling.

Have you tried to confess your feelings?

"I have. I really had this mental battle between me and myself. We got closer and we shared a same passion for something, I couldn't help myself from getting closer to him. It was nice seeing someone with the same desire for something as you do." Taehyung explained not looking at the camera much.

"So when you find yourself, seeing yourself possibly ruin a relationship. It's really scary, I found myself laying at night a lot just wondering if I should really tell him how I feel. Once I told myself to get it over with and tell him how I feel I later find out by one of my friends he was taken. So it really stung, my confidence and my overall mood went downhill. I had distanced myself from him, and overall just tried to get over him as a whole. Of course he was confused not knowing how I felt why I suddenly had this attitude shift I basically had to see him as a friend. Now I am fine with being friends but I know in the back of my heart that we could have been something more." Taehyung explained as he had a sense of hurt and cracks in his explanation. He had tried to hide it but everyone in the room could sense how much it actually affected him.

What is your favorite quality that he has?

"There has to be so many but I guess I can list one of them off." Taehyung thought about it for a moment before coming to a conclusion. Taehyung cleared this throat as he sat up straight.

"My favorite quality of his was that he was able to look outside of the normal. He was different from a normal perspective. He found things that I couldn't see. He found himself fighting society and overall him liking men was just a battle of society by itself. He wasn't afraid of being himself and even when he was at the lowest point of his time he always found a way to see a brighter side of things through all the darkness. Society saw a box but he would see more than just that, he knew when you felt bad, he knew what you had a small haircut. He was observant. I truly loved that about him." Taehyung said as he sadly smiled to himself. Feeling that he's gushing over a person that doesn't have the same feelings as he does. Taehyung saw all the people behind the cameras go quiet as Taehyung tilted his head.

"I truly did love him." Taehyung snickered as he felt himself cry. Taehyung didn't look up trying to fight the tears that was happening. His eyes burned and his vision turned blurry.

Last Question: What would you say if he was in the next room?

"I don't want to see him. Not like this." Taehyung admitted as he wiped his tears. The red puffy eyes that he had.

"He made a same video. If you'll like to see it." The director asked as Taehyung looked up and saw a screen being placed in front of him. The screen had you in the screen, the same set, same lighting.

"How do you feel about Kim Taehyung?"

"I.. It's a long story with that. I really like Taehyung. Not as a friend, that's why I broke up with my partner. I found myself thinking about Taehyung more than them. I just wish I had done it earlier. I want us to be something more. So Taehyung.. stop crying"

Taehyung looked up and saw the video was live. Taehyung sniffed and wiped his tears once again.

"Taehyung I love you."

"You can't do this to me now!" Taehyung covered his face as you had laughed through the screen.

"Stop crying." You frowned as Taehyung lifted his head from his hands.

"I love you god damn it." Taehyung the delicate feelings he had for you was finally being returned.

Jeon Jungkook: ˚✧₊⁎

"They told me this would be.. helpful for something!" Jungkook laughed as the cameras rolled, he was quite nervous for some odd reason and he found himself playing with his fingers. Jungkook saw the room completely empty.

"I.. What are you going to do with this anyway?" Jungkook asked as the cameras rolled. The cute little smile came back, Jungkook chuckled as to hide his nervousness.

"Alright.. lets get it." Jungkook said as he sat still having his cute little rings on.

How did you two meet?

"Oh gosh, it was so long ago but it feels like yesterday. I had to.. study, you know? I was trying to go to school and learn English and he was one of the ones at my school that knew it and could teach really well... so I took one of his little flyers and gosh,, I was so shy and nervous and I just kept putting myself down every second I couldn't say a word." Jungkook explained as he felt a tint of red on his ears. The heat burned up as he explained how he met you.

"But he.. was so nice? It was really refreshing to see someone that believed in me every second of the way. I found myself staring at him when he was teaching a new word or how the english grammar worked. I just found myself being fond of him, it was embarrassing when he caught me!" Jungkook covered his face as he bounced his foot on the leg stool.

When you knew you started to like him?

"Oh you guys are really just going for it.." Jungkook laughed to himself as he thought and he looked like a light bulb went off when he finally found a moment.

"There was this time, when we had.. been practicing all day due to the comeback and I had missed all day of classes but since his tutoring was afterschool I could make it. So I went so exhausted and my entire outfit showed, I had sweatpants and a hoodie and he noticed. He would ask me if I had enough sleep or if I had ate."

"Of course I had said yes so he didn't need to worry about me, I really been enjoying him teaching me and I didn't want to miss another lesson or class. So half way through the lesson I felt myself slipping in and out of sleep. I drank water to keep myself awake and nothing was working and in mid way of him just explaining the difference between words I fell asleep on his shoulder." Jungkook said as he had been embarrassed that he had let himself get that tired.

"Later I found out from him, that he took me home. He carried me out of the library that we met at and took the bus home, I had woken up at my bed, and I walked to my kitchen to see that he got me take out. I think I really.. fell for him at that point. He could have left me and just not given another though but he had made sure I was okay and I had meals..." Jungkook admitted as you could tell Jungkook thought about the male a lot, that he was grateful for the little things he did.

If you could dedicated one song to him which one would it be?

"Oh my! Come on guys! You really want me to do that!" Jungkook said as he had took out his phone from the permission of the directors. Jungkook chuckled as he clicked through his music playlists.

"Music.. I really cant express it in words of how much it has influenced me throughout my whole life, so just having a song dedicated to someone and that reminds me of them so much is special. It really means they are special to me." Jungkook expressed as he had click on some songs hearing them for a split second before clicking the next one.

Unfold - Alina Baraz & Galimatias

"I think finding someone that you can be safety vulnerable to and be complete yourself without holding yourself back is really beautiful and should be protected. With this song it talks a lot about this person unfolding and constantly feeling that this person constantly saying that they glow and this person can't help but feel okay to unfold their shell of defensive behaviors. That they can't control to fall in love with this person." Jungkook explained with hand gestures and found himself going really deep into a song that was close to his heart.

"This really connects to me and his relationship because he constantly makes me feel like Im glowing with the amount of care he gives me and how much he supports me and he's just not afraid of being there for me. Ahh... I sound so weird." Jungkook said as he felt the blush rise up again.

Last Question: what would you say to him right now?

"What- Is he here?" Jungkook's eyes widen as he realized looking around. The film crew snickering behind their cameras

"Did he hear what.. I just said about him?!" Jungkook got red all over his face as he had found himself covering his face once again.

"Jungkook." Jungkook heard as he looked at the camera man. He took off his hat and soon found out that it was Y/N. Jungkook got up and saw you walk towards him.

"No! You did not jus- You really- You set me up." Jungkook yelled at you as you got closer opening up your arms. You found him walking towards you hugging him. Jungkook mumbled a quiet sentence.

"What did you say?" You said a slightly chuckle leaving your mouth.

"I hate you." Jungkook said as you rubbed his hair.

[def-initely-soul]

question on writing tag

tagged by: @yoonia​ and @sugarjaee​ thank u babes <3

tagging: @maliby​ @tokyoblack​ @interludeshadow​ @jamaisjoons​ and anyone else that wants to do it, feel free to tag me (cause my goblin brain can’t think of anyone else 😅

what is your ideal setting for focusing on your writing?

hmm i guess somewhere quiet enough for me to focus on my writing and not on any possible distraction! ideally, a balcony looking over at the sea with some calm music playing on my phone, or a bustling city cafe where i get to be inspired by the people going on with their lives (that sounded cheesy didn’t it?)

what is your favorite genre to write?

SUPERNATURAL ALL THE WAY. not to toot my own horn but my most amazing ideas are the ones that either have to do with the supernatural or the fantasy world. although i have to admit, writing college aus/best friends aus/roommates aus is my guilty pleasure

do you prefer to write on paper, or digitally?

LiStEN.  i used to be adamant on writing on paper, because i loved the feeling tremendously and i could only get inspired by paper but lately things seemed to have reversed and i find myself finding the flow of my words more natural when writing on my laptop so idk

it’s the middle of the night and you suddenly wake up with an idea. what do you do?

depends on the idea. if it’s a whole ass new au with a plotline and figured out characters and such, imma send it to a friend and the screenshot it for later (happened more than once, @maliby​, @taitarin​ and @tokyoblack​ can attest to that). but if it’s more like a small idea for a plot of an already existing au, or a dialogue prompt i’ll write it down on my notes app and go back to sleep

who is your favorite person to write about?

aHAHhahahHAHhHAHhHAHZAhaHAhHAjAJjaJAahAHHahjAHAShas

looks at all the yoongi and jaebum aus i have stored away in my mind

idk 

do you like making your own characters, or do you usually write about real people?

well since i write about kpop idols and whatnot, i like to keep some of their characteristics in the story as long as it concerns them. while the y/n of every au is different from story to story, or at least I try to make them different. Most of the time though I write them in a way I’d like to see myself. meaning not in a love triangle with two hot guys, but more like inserting characteristics in my ocs that i’d like to see in myself one day (outspoken, confident in my abilities etc.) but at the same time i try to make them relatable, people can’t be strong all the time and i think it’s good to let other people know that it’s okay not to be okay

have you ever written a book, or a story with more than 15 chapters (100k words)?

well my first fanfic here can be considered above 15 chapters i guess

how often do you get ideas?

side-eyes all the ideas that stare at me from my phone, waiting to be materialized while i whistle innocently, pretending the massive amount of them doesn’t scare me one bit

not that often tbh

do you ever get an idea that you really like, but just can’t seem to finish?

uHm YeS?! all. the. freaking. time. seriously i have unfinished ideas from even before i knew bts and got7 and listened only to exo my scarlet heart chanyeol au cries somewhere in the corner

what is your least favorite plot?

imma agree with @sugarjaee​ and say the romantization of toxic relationships and behaviours in general. Although i know i have as well fed into that, i try to educate myself all the time and try to avoid writing such themes anymore, knowing how bad it can be when someone reads it and thinks its okay

[peaches-of-1]

BTS has Celeb Reader Lockscreen- Idol!AU

Jin

It was the Golden Disc Awards and you were rocking one of Jin’s favorite outfits. He was singing along in the audience even as the members laughed at how passionately he was doing so. Everyone knew he was such a big fan of you. He had gotten the camera’s attention and took out his phone to show a music video screencap as the lockscreen to his phone.

After the show, you saw your fans tagging you in posts about it and you retweeted one of them with the caption, “Thank you oppa-nim.” As a way of being affectionate yet respectful.

Worldwide Handsome nearly threw his Worldwide phone against the wall, but instead slammed it against the hotel couch. You had actually noticed him and called him oppa! He posted on WeVerse that his life was complete and that he could die happily now.

Yoongi

They were playing a game during the American Music Awards show this year. The nominees had sent in their lockscreens and fans would guess who they belonged to. If the shy South Korean man had known that this would be what it was used for, he never would’ve submitted his actual lockscreen. He thought it was just some dumb thing V wanted to do.

Not to mention you were it and also right beside him. You two had been talking all night except when his lockscreen showed up on screen. “Oh my gosh, that’s me.” You said and he thought knowing it wasn’t the most G rated lockscreen of the person sitting right next to him. When it came time to reveal the owner, Yoongi blushed into his hands.

You stood beside him and covered your mouth, in as much shock as he was in. When asked how you felt about it, you said, “I mean, it’s a nice picture.” and he nodded in agreement.

Hobi

It was at an event, and you were sitting next to him since you’d be entering from the audience for your performance. His phone was face up on the table, and you noticed your picture when it lit up with a text message...from one of his own members. It was cute how they wanted to make sure you saw it. Even though you were just a rookie, he had your photo there.

“Thank you for your support.” You said and then your song began. You put the microphone to your lips and began singing to him and then stood up. Earlier, they had been given the signal to take their stuff off the table because you stood on it and then grabbed a rope to help you onto the stage. You danced and smiled with a little bit more happiness in your heart.

“You’re a great audience. Thank you! Especially you, J-Hope!” You smiled and winked at him as his bros got excited and teased him a bit. He had stopped mid-clap and had a huge smile on his face. So, you had such an effect on famous people too?

Namjoon

He was live in his studio just talking about artists that he really liked lately. Someone had brought up your name. You were a fan of his, and you had free time today. So of course you were in there. He didn’t seem to notice it and said he was a fan of older music. Namjoon then read a question about comebacks and said not to worry, they’d have one more before something big happened.

The chat seemed to think it was about enlisting, so he tried to change the mood and played one of his “favorite upbeat songs” and your voice came through the speakers. OMG he listened to you? You began to squeal and do a happy dance. Then he said, “I even have (Y/S/N) as my lockscreen. Let me show you.”

And he did! It was you blowing a kiss. You quickly took a screenshot and made a tweet about it saying, “Was watching your live! Thanks for enjoying my music so much!” and later a video of him blushing as he read your comment went viral. It was later that night when you got a DM from him.

Jimin

This was the most by chance meeting the world would ever give you, so you decided to approach Jimin. It seemed that he had been stealing glances at you in the CD store, but that probably wasn’t the case. Still, you at least wanted to say hi. You bowed to him and introduced yourself. “I know who you are.” He blushed. “I really like your work.”

You put your hand over your heart and thanked him. The two of you were able to talk easily to each other, and it felt as though you two were already friends. Then Hobi showed up and started talking excitedly in Korean to Jimin. Then in English, “Did you show them your phone?” When Jimin shook his head, a short scuffle happened.

J-Hope was the winner, showing you how you were the face of Jimin’s lock screen and how he sometimes kisses it when he thinks of you. It made you laugh at how cute the young man was even though he was super embarrassed until you showed him that his picture was your own lockscreen.

Taehyung (V)

In a museum, he saw a familiar shape taking photos in front of the “Red Hand” sculpture that he had passed by just a few moments ago. There was no way. No way it was you and yet, it was. You were currently on tour just as he was. He psyched himself up to come say hi to you and introduce himself. You were hardcore blushing because the phone you had just used to selfies had his face all throughout it.

“Can I take a picture before…” He asked and you said yes, of course.

As he was taking his phone out, you giggled, “Is...is that me?”

He nodded and soon enough, you took a few pics together and went through the museum as friends. Then you said that you had the biggest crush on him and were so glad you had met him and honestly it was good that he had you as his photo. He said the same thing, admitting he saw one of your recent retweets that you deleted gushing over him.

Jungkook

On the streets of NYC, the idol had his face covered as he watched one of his favorite k-pop dance cover groups do their thing. Then he saw that is was a collab with one of his favorite groups of all time, ok maybe not his favorite group, but you were in there. And here. You were here doing a collab dance of BTS’s latest comeback dance in Times Square.

Maybe you weren’t super famous, but you were a celebrity to him. He quickly came to talk to you after a shot and subtly revealed himself to you since he didn’t wanna be just some creepy dude. You did your best to stay quiet and not scream out of excitement. Now off to the side, you both began to say how great each other were and how much you loved to watch each other dance.

“I even have you in Chung Ha sunbaenim’s cover as my lockscreen.” He showed you and you couldn’t help but hug him. Your cheeks were on fire, but he hugged you back. A quiet part of both of you hoped it’d become something more than a moment. However, you thought it was silly two seconds before he asked to see you again.

[psycho-slytherin]

Strangers ch. 35

The last secret surfaces.

Pairing: Yoongi x (female) Reader

Word count: 1.4k

Genre: fluff, angst

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“C’mon, pick up,” you beg your phone as you sit, now wide awake, at the edge of your bed. Sure, it was just one tweet, but ARMYs are already tagging the BTS Twitter account and at this rate, Yoongi is going to see it for sure. You unliked it right away, but now there are screenshots, so many screenshots. Lisa, please pick up.

Your best friend doesn’t, in fact, pick up– but that’s no surprise, it’s almost obscenely early for a university student. You can’t sleep, you’re far too wired to do anything except jam your feet into fur boots and shrug into a jacket or three. The cold permeates your bones constantly now, as though it’s coming from inside you, and you’re starting to get worried that what you thought was a fake phobia is truly affecting you. Plus, without a chain on which to wear your Starry Night charm, your neck feels unusually bare, and so you add a scarf to your outfit.

You grab your keys and head out the door, about to turn in the direction of the quiet alley with its singular lamp before you freeze. You’re not allowed to go back there anymore. Ever since that photo, you can’t return to your lamppost– it’s far from a silent street now. Lisa told you ARMYs have been there almost every night in the hopes that Yoongi comes back.

But you need to do something– it’s one of your rare days off, you have nowhere to be and you’re antsy, so antsy, what if he’s already seen it?

You kick at the ground in frustration before yelping at the sudden pain in your left leg; “Ow! Motherfu–”

“Y/n?”

You nearly swallow your tongue at the familiar voice. “Yoongi?” you gasp, digging your nails into your palms as a sudden wave of anxiety overtakes you. “W-what are you doing here? It’s way too early.”

“You’re awake too,” Yoongi points out, his eyes sparkling in the sunrise. You’d forgotten how attractive he’d seemed when you were an ARMY, but moments like this remind you of that eternal fact.

It doesn’t help that after that photoshoot, you’re hyperaware of how you look next to him– you feel like the worst possible person to be fake-dating him. How is he, a visual god, expected to be seen with you?

“Yeah, but I live ten meters away,” you reply, looking at his shoulder to avoid his face. Shit, but he’s got attractive shoulders too. You just need to take a deep breath– you’re due for your period soon, it must be the hormones.

“Ah, well...” Yoongi scratches his head, his ears reddening. “I had my driver take me to the lamppost first, but it was, uh... full of people. So I’ve been wandering around. I was hoping to run into you, actually.” He fishes around in his coat pocket before pressing something cold to your palm.

Cold. “No!” You yelp, scrambling backwards, your heart racing, every nerve on end. Cold, you hate the cold, you’re scared.

“Jeez! Y/n, y/n, are you okay? I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to spook you!” Yoongi says, eyes wide. His palms are out as though he’s calming a scared horse.

“Y-y-yeah. I, um...” you swallow. “I saw a spider.”

Yoongi chuckles, rubbing his ears as though you’ve deafened him. “That’s it? Damn, remind me to never let you near a spider.” Spotting something on the ground, your friend stoops to pick it up. “Here, if you want it– it’s not a spider, promise.”

You examine the thin silver chain, affection quickly blooming in your chest to replace your irrational fear. “It’s so pretty.”

“It’s for your necklace– I know your old chain chain broke but if you want to keep wearing the charm...”

You fling your arms around him and squeeze him tightly. “Of course I do! Thank you, Yoongi. Really. But... that can’t be the only reason you’re awake so early, right? I know you, we’re both night owls.”

Yoongi looks at the ground. “It’s more staying up late than waking up early,” he admits. “I didn’t actually sleep much last night.”

You look closer at your friend– dark circles are prominent under his eyes, and he seems to be fighting back a yawn. You bite your lip, worried: it seems he really was upset that you’d lied to him about the ARMY hate you were receiving.

Oh well, at least you’re not keeping any more secrets.

Except, except, except... a whisper floats through your mind, and all the air seems to leave your lungs. 

“Do you want to come upstairs for coffee?” you manage, certain he thinks you’re insane. First you shriek at an imaginary spider, then you act possessed with how much your thoughts are physically affecting you.

“I’d love to.”

You go upstairs and set the coffeemaker to work, your mind and heart at war: Yoongi doesn’t know about that night, but nothing would change if you told him. You promised him no more secrets, true, but it’s not really a secret. It’s not like he’s asked you ‘Hey, have any of my fans actively tried to murder you recently, resulting in a weird sort of PTSD?’

No, if he asked that, you’d tell him the truth. Other than that... yes, he’s better off not knowing. You nod to yourself, satisfied, and Yoongi catches the movement.

“What’s on your mind?”

You sit down across from him, toying with the newly strung Starry Night charm on your throat. “BTS, of course. Remember, I’m a fangirl like the rest of them.”

“Funny that you bring up BTS– did I tell you I’m working on a new Agust D mixtape? And hey, you’re not like the rest of them,” Yoongi says, reaching across to boop your nose. “Well, you’re like the good ones. And the others... they’re not real ARMYs.”

You nod knowingly. “Right, those just want me out of the picture.”

“Don’t worry, y/n, it’s just words– they’ll never really hurt you.”

You stare at him, your left leg suddenly throbbing. You’re remembering the redhead’s hands on your chest, the terrifying walk to Lisa’s house after barely making it out of the river. They’ll never really hurt you. “What if they already have?”

Almost on reflex, Yoongi rubs his shoulder. “What do you mean?” His eyes turn hard. “Don’t lie to me again, y/n.”

What’s the truth anymore? Does it matter? You’re made of falsehoods by this point, and peeling them away feels more difficult every day.

"Yoongi...” you take a deep breathe, staring at your lap. “Are you sure you want to know?”

He hesitates so long that it almost seemed like he’d say no. Eventually he nods slowly.

“Tell me everything.”

~~~

“So now, uh... well, I Googled it, there’s a thing called cryophobia– the fear of cold– and it’s, y’know, a little farewell token from the redhead and her friends.” Your hands are shaking and you’re curled up in your chair like L from Death Note, grasping at Starry Night like a lifeline, but at least you told him. At least you told Yoongi the truth, and ten thousand weights have been lifted from your shoulders.

“Why didn’t you call me for a ride?” Yoongi asks eventually.

Your cheeks heat up. “I was mad at you,” you mutter. “You insulted my work ethic.”

“Because you were working yourself to death,” Yoongi replies, almost automatically, before catching himself. “I’m sorry– I shouldn’t. You’re an adult, and I trust you. I just don’t know how to process...” he grips his coffee cup with both hands. “She pushed you? You could’ve drowned!”

You nod, rolling your eyes. “I think that was the point, Yoongs.”

“God, I can’t believe– I really thought... I’m so glad you’re okay, but...” his eyes turn fierce. “I should make a statement.”

“No! Don’t, please, you’ll make it worse.” You touch his wrist lightly. “I’m okay, really. She was just an anomaly.”

“You said it was a message from the rest of them,” Yoongi replies. “What if they try again?”

“They won’t. I’ll get pepper spray or something.”

“You should know how to fight them off,” he says, thoughtfully tapping an index finger to his plump lips. “Jungkook is taking MMA lessons. Maybe you could join him.”

You laugh. “I’ll consider it if you get a full night’s sleep!”

“No way, I have too much to do. New mixtape, remember? I’ll sleep when I’m out of ideas. And, hey...” Yoongi winks. “I might need an actress for Agust D’s next music video.”

“Get out of here, nerd.”

Yoongi drains his cup and stands. “Oh, by the way...”

“Yeah?”

“I saw that post you liked last night. Didn’t know you were so into my tongue technology.”

A/N Thanks for reading! Don’t forget to like, comment, and reblog <3

[mnyg1800com]

yandere!mafia boss bts reaction to their s/o escaping

*req. by atricksterwithwings* 

thank you for the request!!! (spoiler, they all find you yerr((also these are so long im sorry also also sorry for any typos i didn’t proofread this oof)

kim seokjin:

It was a long day. He had to dispose of many of his enemies today and he wanted nothing more than to stay at home and be pampered by you. Usually, it would be the other way around, but he knew you would understand him and how stressed he was feeling. He sent you a text saying ‘ill be home in 10, love you!’ When he arrived at his large house, he dropped his jacket onto a rack and commanded for the servants to make a dinner for the two of you, but when he commanded them he could see the look of fear in their eyes before nodding and disappearing into the kitchen. 

However, when he entered your shared, usually, clean room he saw disaster. He saw the sheets were thrown over the bed and the closest were open, along with the window which let the cool air blow in. Jin quickly pieced the clues together and fell onto his knees, you left him. He simply kneeled on the bedroom floor, trying to wake himself up from the trance. A light hand tapped his shoulder and he thought it was you as he whipped his head around quickly only to be greeted with a servant instead. 

“Sir, your dinner,” they weakly muttered, keeping their head down. 

“I don’t need dinner, not until Y/n comes back!” Jin exclaimed, standing up and bolting outside the room. But when he passed by the kitchen, he saw only one dinner plate. They knew you had left, why else would they place only one dinner plate at the table. Pushing those thoughts away, for now, Jin rushed to the door where he got his car keys. He kept telling himself to calm down and talk to all of his connections, anyway who could help him find you. 

With a few texts, he got screenshots of you entering a hotel just down the street. Of course, he would find you, he would always find you no matter how hard you tried to run. He sneaked into the hotel, not wanting to draw attention and only wanting yours at the moment, you mattered now and he didn’t need to be questioned by anyone. When he was successfully int he building, he knocked on your door and while he waited he cursed himself for not bringing flowers or a gift. 

But when you did open the door he ignored your shocked eyes and brought you into a hug, whispering how much of an idiot he was for letting you leave. He began to cry as you could only to try to fight a way out of his grasp, but it was useless. Jin pulled way to look at you with teary eyes, breathing heavily from both his sobs and his frantic movements to see you again. 

“I could’ve lost you forever, thank god I found you!* continues to sob and hold you in his arms*” 

“We have to get you home, and this time I will make sure you are safely guarded and watched over at all times so this won’t ever happen again. I can’t believe I let you get away from me, I’ll make sure you feel safe enough to stay this time Y/n. I promise!” 

min yoongi:

Since the moment Yoongi woke up without you by his side he was already in a bad mood. You warned him the night before that you were going to leave early for an important meeting and he scowled at the thought of you not being with him. So with a heavy heart, he got ready for his darker life and had to carry out during his day knowing you were somewhere else. however, the day seemed to get progressively worse with each waking second. The trade deal that was so important for him was suddenly canceled when the opposing boss shot one of his members, so now they have to go through war, which was always a hassle for Yoongi to clean up. 

So when he arrived later at night, he felt the need to bring you something to make up for it. Surely, you were going to be waiting for him when he got home, you always were. With a hand full of chocolates, the other one full of beautiful flowers, he opened the door to his large home and immediately went upstairs to your shared bedroom.   

“Sweetie?” Yoongi softly called out, opening the door slowly just in case you were sleeping. But instead of seeing your peaceful, but beautiful sleeping form on the white bed, he saw empty sheets and a messy closet. It took him time, but he realized you had done it. You ran away. Yoongi dropped the gifts and clutched his hair, before yelling in frustration. How could he let you get away, you were his everything! He should’ve been more careful! Thoughts like this swirled Yoongi’s mind, making him sit for a moment to collect himself. 

“Take a deep breath,” he muttered to himself, reminding himself of you trying to calm him down. That brought him down from his high and exited the bedroom, going into the computer room where he typed away furiously. He hacked into local camera trying to find you, but you seemed to cover your tracks well because he couldn't spot you in any of them. That didn’t mean he was going to give up though. 

Yoongi spent weeks of sleepless night where he simply ran on caffeine in front of his computer screen, the patter of his finger against the keys never stopping unless for a bathroom or coffee break. His phone buzzed all night, probably from his members calling for his help. They didn’t matter right now, you did and he wasn’t resting until he found you. 

One day, one thankful day, you had slipped up. It had been weeks of your runaway and Yoongi was close to becoming crazy without seeing you. Pictures could only hold him back for so long. he had caught sight of one of your earrings in the corner of one picture, then the next was a full image of your distressed face. 

“Oh, baby. I’m coming to get you right now, don’t be sad anymore.” Yoongi wanted t touch you through the screen, but of course, the only way he could was if he saw you in person, which is what he was going to do. After hopping into one of his fastest cars, he sped through town to go to the place you were staying at. One photo can lead you to many places, and this one led him to you. 

He crashes through the glass doors, pushing it so aggressively to the side it almost broke.  he demanded you at the front desk, not afraid to flash his handgun to the desk lady who quickly gave you the room number and then ran away afterward. When Yoongi finally got to your room, he wasted no time in barging in, not bothering to knock. 

Yoongi saw you covering yourself with the sheets, and he dropped his gun to the side to bring you into the most suffocating hug. After when he pulled away, he hungrily kissed your lips that he so desperately craved. Through wet tears he sobbed into your arms, saying how sad he was without you he felt like he was going to die. 

“I was so sad! Why? Why did you leave me when I had no one else?! You’re so lucky I found you before I went crazy, or else who knows what I would do?” 

“Don’t worry baby, I’m gonna spend so much more time with you, I won’t ever leave your side so you can’t pull anything like this again. I love you so much, I’m so thankful I found you!” 

kim namjoon: 

His day was going wonderful, much better than he expected. He woke up to the lovely breakfast that you prepared with your whole heart, as you said to him when you served his food, and he felt his heart swell up. You were like his angel and he would do anything to protect you. It took everything he had to leave the comfort of his bed, and it was much harder when you were so peacefully sleeping in his arms. But he knew he had a job to do and people counted on him every day. 

When he arrived at work, people greeted him with bows of respect as he only nodded. He went straight to his office to get to work of a messed up trading deal, and it was already 5 hours into his work and he was getting tired of looking at the papers in front of him. so he began to text you, frantically. It started calm, but then when you didn’t respond he texts began to become more erratic and desperate.

‘baby?’

‘are you okay? did something happen?’

‘you aren’t responding like usual...’

Namjoon was told he worried too much for you, but he thought it was normal. After all, it gave him the advantage because then he could always know when something was wrong with you. Like right now, something had to be up. He left his office heading to the technology hub in the middle of the large facility. 

“Get me cameras on every street corner and street crossing!” 

At the sound of his demanding tone, people scurried and pulled pictures from all over Seoul. he told his men to keep an open eye for any image or picture of you, then did so. But none of them caught anything, including Namjoon. 

“Boss, maybe you’re over thinking this. Just head home and we’ll keep an open eye.” Namjoon nodded and quietly stepped out of the hub, immediately heading for his overly expensive car. He drove home trying to assure himself everything was fine, but there was always a voice in the back of his head that was soon going to send him into alert mode. 

When he arrived home, he took note of how your car was still parked out in the garage. He still wasted no time in rushing into the house, ignoring the greetings from his servants. He made his way up to your shared bedroom and sighed when he saw you weren’t there. Where could you have gone? What if you were hurt? At this time, Namjoon looked down on himself for making his relationship with you public, now you the lover of a mafia boss was walking out in the city all alone, no guards or anything. 

“Fuck!” Was all Namjoon could say before bolting out of his house again. Fuck being patient. Fuck over-thinking. And fuck the help of others, he would find you by himself, without anyone. This, of course, meant the process is longer, but he would feel so much better when he would find you and know he did it by himself, he was capable of taking care of what was his anyway. 

On a late night drive, he caught a glimpse of a woman walking down the street by herself. the chances of it being you were slim, but Namjoon couldn’t help himself from checking. Slowly, he pulled the car to the curb and stepped out of the vehicle. He grabbed onto the girl’s shoulder, and surprisingly it was you. Namjoon wasted no time, he brought you to the car and you were too worn out to even fight back. When you arrived back home, he pampered you to death. That is before he bombarded you with questions. 

“I was going to go crazy! So many sleepless nights, but it’s fine because I finally have you again, my love. I finally have you again.” 

“Why do you run away? Was it something I did? Tell me! I can’t just let this go, I was really going insane!” 

jung hoseok:

His original plan was to spend the whole day with you, it was like his off-day. And he really wanted to be with you today because work had scrambled him up and he just needed to have private time with you again. But of course, the plan didn’t work out and right when you two were watching a movie he got a call. He was going to ignore it, but you told him it was going to be important and e should pick it up. Apparently, something so urgent happened at the HQ and he was the only one that could fix it. the whole call sounded like complete bullshit, but he knew he had to go and report to his duties, no matter how much he hated those duties. 

When he got to the HQ, it seemed like it was empty. When he stepped into the center where everyone usually would be, there was no one. He took a step into his office and there was no one there. was this some shit prank? because he made sure to tell everyone that he was going to have an off-day and no one was allowed to interrupt, it was his only time to be with you and now it was ruined. 

“Those bastards,”  was all Hoseok said as he made his way out and to his car once again. They were going to get punished so badly when he comes back tomorrow, they really went and pushed him. But he had to forget about that for now and just return home to you. He was already smiling at the thought of you two together for the whole night, and if he really was lucky, tomorrow morning as well. His mind drifted off and before he knew it he was back home. 

He didn’t notice how your car had left the spot of the garage mainly because he was already rushing to go back inside. he pouted upon seeing you no longer sitting on your spot on the couch, but his face lit up. what if you were so tired you went straight to bed, that would've been the absolute cutest. He rushed upstairs, calling your name out cutely, but when he opened the door he met emptiness again. 

“Huh? Y/n-ie! Angel!!” he called out, this time more frantically, throwing over duvets and pillows, practically turning the whole house upside down. Panic set in as he looked outside and saw that your car was missing, he scoffed at his inability to realize that when he firsts arrived home again. 

Thankfully, he set up a GPS tracker on one of the backseats in your car. He calmly, but not so-calmly, tapped on his phone to find out the exact location of where your car currently was. When he found out you were staying in a hotel downtown, he wasted no time to make his way downtown, driving fast.

he had to get to you quickly before something happened to you. Hoseok tried to push away all of his empty worries, assuring himself nothing would happen to you and you would be fine. Everyone in town knew how you were and they knew no better than to mess with his girl. So when his expensive car pulled up to the hotel’s parking lot, people ducked their heads and looked in the other direction away from his menacing glare. It was beginning to be hard to control his temper. 

He didn’t bother explaining himself to the desk lady, flashing his handgun and keeping it out until he was in the elevator ride, to the floor you were staying in. He had snatched a keycard from the desk lady and inserted it into the slot, quietly opening the door. He sighed in relief when he heard the shower running and then waited for you on the bed. 

He examined the room to see you even bothered packing, did you plan this all along? Was that why you were so keen on him leaving the house? Did you privately speak to his men, and did they abide by your request? Well, obviously did they because look where the two of you were now. 

When he heard the water stop, he waited outside the bathroom door. when you stepped out of the shower, hair wet and only wearing a towel, Hoseok pinned you to the wall he was previously leaning on. He stared into your frightened eyes, his piercing into your own before his expression flipped. A kind smile adorned his face as he cupped your cheeks, pushing away wet strands of hair to see you properly. He wasn’t going to unleash his suspicions on you, nor his anger, that’s what he was going to do to his men though, and they were going to regret ever speaking to you. 

“Angel, I missed you so much! You were only gone for 2 hours, but I was going mad! That’s how much you mean to me!” 

“I don’t wanna hear anything about this from now on anymore, this is in the past and we can both forget this ever happened, okay angel? I’m just happy i was smart enough to find you again, oh I love you!” 

park jimin:

Jimin was working on papers in his office when someone bursts into his room, panting heavily. Jimin looks at them unimpressed and then asks them what they have to tell him. 

“Sir,” there was a pause for another deep breath, “it’s Y/n! She was spotted by the spies you sent to follow her! She was seen with 2 large suitcases.” 

Jimin stopped his hand from signing the paper, looking up at the young boy in front of him. “Are you shitting me right now? Because if this is a joke you are asked to leave.” Jimin really didn’t believe it, you wouldn’t do that to him. You never would even think about going away, without telling him. Isn’t that running away? Why would you need to run away from him? All these questions only confirmed his ideas of this being a prank of some sorts.

“We swear it, sir, we wouldn’t lie about your girl like this....did you know she was going away? Or is sh-” 

“Get out!” Jimin's loud voice was heard throughout the HQ. He took in a deep breath and dialed your number on his phone, hoping you would pick up. Crushing his hopes, you didn't and Jimin was left hearing your sweet voice over voicemail. As much as Jimin lived for your voice, he needed to hear it from you right now, not some voice recording which was recorded months ago. 

“I’m leaving, make sure Jungkook takes care of anything that happens!” and that was all the gang heard from Jimin before he disappeared. His movements were frantic as he cleared off the study table which was in your once shared room. He cried when he noticed just how empty he was without. With a heavy heart, he shut the laptop and crawled into the bed, purposely going onto your side to take in your still present scent. 

For the past days, Jimin’s heart was empty as he scrolled through each security camera he could hack into, none showing any signs of you. His heart broke every night he had to crawl into bed by himself and be left with his thoughts that were only o you. How were you? What if you had gotten hurt? No, you wouldn’t. everyone knew to steer clear from you or else they would be dead the next day. Why were you hiding from him? 

Jimin fell into depression when you left, every night either crying himself to sleep or staring at is phone longing at the image of one of your selcas. He was blocked from all of your social media accounts so al he was old photos of you. He tried his best to create separate accounts but you were smart never accepted his follow requests or just blocked that account if you did. At least that was he knew you were safe and alive.  

Jimin was lurking the internet one day, eyes bloodshot red from his tears and a long time in front of his phone screen. He saw one of your friends take a picture with you, smiling in front of the backdrop of a beach. You must be in Busan, which would explain why he didn’t find any of your images in the security camera’s in Seoul. 

in seconds Jimin was heading down to his hometown, luggage, and laptop in hand as he boarded a train to Busan. He checked into a hotel which was near the beach you have located in the picture. He set up his search table rather quickly, looking through each security camera that was near his area. His watchful eyes stared at all of them, all by himself may I add, and he perked up when he saw a slither of a scarf that he had remembered. It was a gift he had gotten for you, it warmed his heart that you were still wearing. 

Finally, after months of searching for you, he found you and he was thankful. He watched live through the cameras as you traveled through the town, by yourself thankfully, and smiled softly when you looked at things through the windows of shops. He pinned the location to his phone and left eh hotel, in a frenzy to catch up to where you were just to be sure that he didn’t miss you. When he saw you a few stores down from where he last saw, he sprinted to you. 

You didn’t notice or hear the running and approaching steps of your ‘boyfriend’ so you almost toppled to the ground when he threw his body at you. Stumbling back a few steps, you tried pushing him off, but his hold didn’t waver he was never going to let you go ever again. He couldn't risk you leaving him again. He spent months all alone and that washed, but it was worse knowing you had left him. he would do anything to make sure that never happened again. 

He missed the feeling of you pressed against him, all those times he cuddled you to sleep occasionally singing you to sleep. He missed rubbing your hand up and down your back, he missed your lively scent, Jimin really missed you. he felt so dead without you and he realized how much he depended on you, and he didn’t mind that. He needed you to live, and he was fine with that as long as you didn't leave him ever again. 

“Why did you leave me? Just tell me and I’ll improve whatever it was I did. please, talk to me.”

“I spent nights awake and just looking for you, hug me, kiss me, show me that you love em! Anything Y/n, I need your touch!” 

kim taehyung: 

Taehyung would be the angriest and most devastated. He was having an ordinary in his workplace and he decided to head home earlier than he was planned to, not that he minded of course. He would kill to just drop everything and go home to you, literally and he made sure you knew that he would do anything for you.  

When he got passed all of the security, with ease obviously he owned the place, he waltzed into his house the servants taking his jacket off of his broad shoulders. He commanded for the servants for a warm bath, he wanted to spend more time with you today and he planned that it was going to be a long night for the two of you already. When he finally entered your room, you were packing clothes into a luggage. You jolted at the sound of the door opening and you were frozen still in place. you didn’t think he was going to be home this early, he was an hour earlier than you originally thought. 

“Baby girl, what are you doing?” Taehyung asked darkly, seeing you slowly backing away from his footsteps. “What are you doing packing your clothes into a luggage? What are you doing?” 

“I-I, uh...” you stuttered, backing into the wall. Taehyung was a few feet away from you and his eyes were looking at the scattered room. You turned around quickly and snapped open the window, too fast for Taehyung to react, you jumped out. He went to the ledge as saw as you clutched your leg, yeah jumping from a 2 story building wasn’t the plan, but you had no other choice. It was your only chance to leave Taehyung, and you were definitely going to take it.  

“Hey! Get every goddamn guard down there!” Taehyung yelled, leaving his spot by the window to get to the yard. In seconds, people surrounded you and carried you to the car which Taehyung was holding your hand through the whole way. Of course, he was fuming, because of your antics, you ended up with a broken leg. But he still didn’t forget about the luggage. were you really planning on leaving him? His jaw clenched at the thought. 

When you got a cast attache onto your leg, you were bedridden for days, or at least Taehyung made you. he took so many weeks off of work, he had to take care of you and because he wanted to make sure you knew you had no choice but to be with him. he made sure if he even left your room for five minutes, you were being watched by his guards. 

He wouldn’t risk this ever happening again, he couldn’t live without you. What if you had continued a more serious injury than this? Losing you would be losing his will to live. When you were lying in your bed, on your phone or anything to avoid Taehyung’s watchful eyes, he started speaking to you in a low tone. He knew what you were doing that night thanks to his prying questions and glaring eyes. You were sweating under his gaze and you never felt more intimidated in your whole life. 

Taehyung was a scary man, that was a fact, but he never wanted to show you that side of him. but he had to set rules for you to abide to make sure this never happened again, he loved you. Taehyung really did and this was his way of showing it, whether you thought so or not. 

“What were you thinking? You wanted to run away? Tell me why, why do you want to run away from me, love?” 

“You can never leave this house unless I know where you’re going and with who. You’re fine in here, and safer than you are out in that world. You have to be here so I can protect you, it’s for the best.” 

jeon jungkook: 

Jungkook was confused when he woke up without you by his side. it was an odd feeling not to have you in his arms when he woke up, it was usually the other way around. He had work you had school, but then Jungkook remembered. You had a very important lecture today and you had to get to school earlier than other days. Jungkook smiled at your care for your studies, it was cute, except when you focused on them more than him. Then it was annoying. 

He got out of bed, seeing the clock that read 8:00 am, meaning you had left recently. Jungkook shook his head and got out of bed, reluctantly getting ready for the day ahead without you there with him. After taking a shower he went down to the kitchen where he saw eggs and toast, and little slip of paper right near the utensils. 

He sat at the table, immediately digging into the food while picking up the white piece of paper. the smile on his face quickly vanished. the first few words were enough for him to forget about his position as he was rushing out the door, the letter left on the kitchen table. It was a goodbye letter, but Jungkook ignored all of it too focused to find you. 

You were still at school, right? Jungkook speeded through town, ignore the honks of the people he passed and cut off and didn’t even bother glancing at the police cars that were looking at him as he sped away. he had to find you before you go too far. When he burst into your university, every student moved back. they knew you were the lover a mafia boss, that’s why you never were the victim of bullies. 

Jungkook stormed through your university before getting tired of looking and slammed one of the poor students against the wall. they barely were able to stutter out that you never came into class and you had told people the other day you were flying out of the country for a boarding school. Jungkook tried to believe him, but it was so hard. had you been secretly doing this?  or was this simply a joke made on Jungkook? 

Jungkook dropped the boy onto the floor, pressing his shoe against their chest. 

“Which airport?’ 

When the kid answered with an I don’t know, Jungkook punched him blacking him out. he needed answers! he had to stop you from leaving him, not that he couldn’t follow you out of the country, of course, he could. He just wanted to see you right now, he could wait any more hours. now that he knew the situation he could stop you before you left. 

A student jumped out and stopped Jungkook from going in with another punch, and yelled out which airport. Jungkook only nodded before sprinting out of the university driving to Incheon Airport. You were going to America, that much he knew fro another comment made by a student. Jungkook slammed his foot on the brake when he got to the airport. 

He slammed the door shut and once again sprinted through the whole airport. Security looked at him before their faces contorted into fear, why was the mafia boss in the airport? What happened? In most scenarios, aJungkook would smirk with pride but right now he needed to find you. It was obvious people knew who he was, so he pushed a security guard to the side and asked him where you were and what gate you were. 

They got a car to speed through the airport, taking him through shortcuts to see you. When they arrived at your gate, Jungkook got off and ran to the waiting area. he scanned the crowd of people sitting down and smiled gleefully when he saw your familiar (h/c).

He walked slowly to you at first but then began running once again because he really needed you in his arms. when he gave you a tight back hug, he ignored ou stiffening from his touch. People that were once sitting next to you, shuffled away recognizing the person holding you. 

“Hey baby, did you miss me?” Jungkook whispered into your ear and you heard the anger in his voice. You had no other choice but to be dragged with him all the way back to the apartment you two shared. Jungkook pushed away his mild anger and instead brought you into bed with him, cuddling you until you fell asleep. 

When you were surely asleep, Jungkook whispered question after question, knowing you wouldn’t reply. he felt nice to just have you in his arms again, it was absolute hell, even if it was only for a few hours, to be away from you. 

“Goodbye? I’m going to find you Y/n, I swear I will. you can't leave me.” 

“Aren’t you so happy I found you! before you could leave m me, not like I wouldn’t find you, I’d follow you anywhere, baby~” 

[parkjmini]

bts as fuckboys

[a/n]: inspired by @sweetersuga  | original post: x i wrote it as the perspective that you’re already close friends w them/have been with them before !!

Seokjin

he’s the funny, sarcastic one where he could be kind of mean bc he takes it a lil far

“you’re such trash you sleep with every girl”

“at least I can get someone to sleep with me”

he flashes a smile in the hall bc he KnOws iT GeTs oN YouR NeRveS

“When’s my birthday”

“January 1st bc u set off my fireworks baby”

“i am disgusted”

piggy back rides on those goddamn strong broad set of shoulders ooffff

“I’ll call you, ya?”

He never calls u bc he probably forgot too busy improvin himself

you have a streak with him and all he sends are selfies with the caption “I hope your day is as beautiful as I am (:”

He catches you staring in class one day and he’s like “take a pic, it’ll last longer babe”

And omg he ACTUALLY TELLS YOU TO TAKE A PHOTO OF HIM

so now u have a gallery full of jin and he wont let u delete them bc he thinks they’re all masterpieces you do too but youd never admit it

the only fuckboy that’s tolerable bc he’s rlly just a big goof 

“why don’t you ever have sleeves on your shirt jin”

“these shoulders are on display, honey, can’t cover up the jewels”

he’s kind of obnoxiously loud that u want to shove ur fist into his mouth to sh u t  him uP 

“dude, jimin’s hot”

“okay but so am i ??”

“ok ya youre really hot but so is jimin”

“jiMIN (Y/N) THINKS YOU’RE—-”

“–ANNOYING THANKS SEOKJIN PLS SHUT UP WHY R U STILL TALKING WOW”

“just trying to get my baby some more dick jeEZ”

Yoongi

“hey yoongs why dont we go on a date??”

“uuhhhhhh since when were we dating? lmao dont trip” 

gets a new number every 2 months bc he loves fucking w them crazy bitches too much

“sometimes you need to mess around with the ones who can bite off your dick, being risky is hot (-;”

“BEinG riSkY iS hOt ya u wont have a penis anymore at the rate you’re going”

kind of smells like a mixture of alcohol and cologne 

hand-on-ass-when-he-hugs

“let’s play a game, if u lose u have to take off ur clothes, if i lose u have to take off ur clothes”

“wait but yours stay on ?? wtf yoongi??”

“no mine will come off right after i see u naked (;”

the one to play with the ends of your skirt/dress/shirt bc it gets u so flustered and he lives seeing u flustered 

straight up Arrogantᵀᴹ at times its hot but ur so annoyed by it that u wanna knock some sense into him

wont ask for nudes but will ask to see some goods

“can i see ur tits”

“for the 4039th time, no”

“well, a man can try”

SMIRKY MC SMIRKY HERE like it just comes OUT of NOWHERE and it is OUT to ATTAC 

u dont have a snap streak w him bc it always breaks bc he replies every 3 years bc he was “busy”

but he’s always the fourth person to like your instagram posts???????

and to comment the water droplet/eye/tongue emoji combo ????

loves when u swat his hands away from gripping your thigh 

Hoseok

(i wanted to use this gif but it was so big and rectangle and didnt fit but u need to see that gif to really take in the fuckboy bc i cannot find a representation as accurate as that gif is)

always greeting you whenever he sees you

“hey babygirl”

“hoseok we just saw each other in chemistry”

“ok and????? can’t i say hi to my baby?”

“but im not”

“lmao every girl is my baby”

raises his eyebrows any time you fix your dress or your shirt

asks to borrow a pencil and never returns it

“where is my pencil hoseok”

“where is my kiss (y/n)”

“we didnt agree to that”

“well i didnt agree to give it back”

“dO u NoT kNOW whAT BoRRoW meANS”

loves to share so he shares a lot of his snacks with u

“omg i love snacks!!”

“oh baby me too” and trust me, he’s not talking about the food

has the brightest, kindest smile so it catches you off guard when he says some snarky fuckboy comment

loves physical contact !!!!! always has a hand on your back, or shoulder, or thigh, or hand, or arm

lip LICKING PARDON ME HIS TONGUE IS UNCONTROLLABLE

lets you wear his hats/jackets/hoodies bc he thinks youre sooo cute in his clothes

he walks around school with his hands in his pockets like a doUCHEBAG

catches you off guard by spinning you around with his arm around your waist 

uses the line “im a dancer” to get girls what an eyeroll

the type to drag you onto the middle of the dance floor at a club just so he could show off his skillz which are actually super bomb like even ur impress and uve seen them 308443 times

he got that sweatpants dick print 

Namjoon

changes his contact name to Daddy on your phone

Mr. Ass Man he loves ass ASS ASS ASS SO MUCH ASS BIGGEST ASS LOVER

“oh shit did you see her ass”

“look here bootylover123 stfu”

winks at you a lot in the halls 

“do you have a fucking eye problem namjoon”

“its a wink” 

“u do it so much that im beginning to think youre eye is having a spasm 

lets you copy his homework if he got a hug in return

the type to comment a peach emoji on your instagram photos even if there is no butt involved

loves when you sit on his lap 

one time there weren’t enough seats on the bus and he patted his leg for you to sit

“i know you hate standing (y/n), take a seat itll be fine”

“why can’t u be a gentleman and give up your seat for me?”

*alMOST CHOkES from LAUGHING* “me???!!! a gentleman??? wow u expect too much, just sit your big ass down on daddy’s lap or suffer standing”

buys you lunch bc he loves showing off his e x p e n s i v e w a l l e t 

he could go from having a full blown brilliant monologue as to why he exists to giggling about how your moles r arranged into the shape of a penis 

calls girls mami or ma 

asks for ass pics at like 1:32 AM 

and u send him pictures of ur elbow crease 

and he actually thinks its ur butt

BLASTS baby makin music from his car and causes a public disturbance 

has the highest count of broken beds, not bc of a high body count, but bc he actually breaks the bed everytime he sleeps w someone

Jimin

spaces out when ur wearing a low cut top bc hes too busy staring at ur cleavage 

his streak snaps are either mirror pics, his abs, mirror pic of his abs, and occasional dick pics

“wanna play 20 questions (;”

“we’ve played 20 questions like 20 times already”

“ok gr8 ill start first: will u let me hit it from the back??”

offers to netflix and chill all the time and it sux bc he actually knows all ur fav shows

ok let me reiterate, jimin knows all ur favorite anythings bc he listens to u 75% of the time bc he thinks ur voice is sexy 

will never fail to compliment you when u look good 

“damn baby, is this all for me????”

“no i just dont want to look like a hobo today”

gets super jealous when any other guys speak to u even tho hes piping down like 8 other girls 

“jimin they’re my frIENDS ur not even my bf why u tripping”

“they arent acting like theyre ur friends. i know fuckboy behavior when i see it (y/n) its my occupation, i do the same shit w girls”

“thats good then, someone else wants me too”

“not good bc ur HOT ASS IS MINE )-:”

youre saved as #1 babygirl on his phone no objections

walks into class with a new hickey in a new place every day 

he has SEX EYES u could never look him directly in the eyes bc theyre so captivating 

fucking walks like an arrogant prick down the hall and whistles when u pass 

brags about his big dick when its honestly not as exaggerated as he says 

has a picture of you in one of his shirts as his homescreen wallpaper 

Taehyung

“i wont show anyone, im not messed up like that” yea be careful w this one honey, pretty sure jungkook, hobi, yoongs, namjoon all know how ur tits look like

has the perfect innocent face where u have no idea that he’s fucking 4 other girls

always responds after 12 am and calls u at 3 am 

“tae im fucking sleeping”

“damn thats hot what else u doin??”

“hanging up on u goodbye im going to block ur number”

“pls don-”

uses the line, “i just dont think we’re compatible” on E V Ery GIRL 

offers to hangout but never follows up with it bc he’s never seen out in public with a girl unless its his momma 

“jasmine is telling everyone you gave her chlamydia, u get checked bro??”

“dont worry about it”

body count means a lot to him 

loves hugs bc he likes feeling boobs squished against him

sometimes INTENTIONALLY lowers his voice bc he KNOWS ur into that shit 

thinks youre playing hard to get when rlly u just dont care lol

“i know u want all of this, (y/n)”

“i think ur mistaken”

“right bc i want all of u (:” 

“ya tae let’s not get ur feelings mixed w mine ok thx u”

NO SUCH THING AS PERSONAL SPACE the boy is a koala and will latch onto u 

Jungkook

the biggest fuckboy of them all

has slept w almost every girl in the school and is v proud of it

“what’s your name again”

“rlly jungCOCK” 

“ok (y/n) i know ur fkcing name so can u learn mine”

u dont think he’s ever had a gf b4 bc he doesnt believe in labels OR commitment which hes pretty vocal abt 

unlike jimin, he doesnt own up to his dick pics and swears that they were “”accidents””

SCrEENsHOTS! but ur smart so ur face is NEVER in ur pics

“who’s boobs r on ur phone kook”

“yours”

“you WOULDNT DARE”

“i dont have photogenic memory (y/n) i wanted to remember those cuties without a shirt on (;”

looks too fucking good w a fresh cut that u need to avoid him in the halls or ull melt to goo

only owns white tees and timbs lmao hahahaha 

smirks when you bend down to pick something up 

that or he yells, “one more time, babe!”

“wat u doin”

“showering”

“without me!!1???” 

he’s on tinder too so once he’s done with the sampling pool at school, he can broaden his horizons 

a car enthusiast and will get offended if u dont think his rims r cool

thinks youre really hot when you yell at him or hurt his feelings 

youre his prized possession bc he actually likes talking to u but will never admit it 

has a specific nickname for u that he doesnt call his other girls bc its YOURS !! 

“hey cutie”

“hey jungCOCK”

hates the nickname jungCOCK