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I've always like the Barbiere overture but after last night where i was able to be ON STAGE while a LIVE ORCHESTRA PLAYED IT it is now The Greatest Overture In The World
#this may be one of my best theater experiences ever just for that#i love my costume and i love my role and the whole show is fun#but the best was during our dress rehearsal last night when we were waiting backstage#i was able to sneak over to the very edge of the wings and watch them rehearse the overture (which is played before the actors enter)#it was an incomparable experience. magic.#i've seen live orchestras before but being on the same stage as them and watching them so close and seeing the conductor like ten feet away#was !!!#i can't even describe it#i may or may not have been in tears#i can't wait until final dress tonight where i can watch them again#idk if they'll let me for the actual show#i got to see them twice last night#i did not want the music to end#i could have sat there watching them play that music forever and been so happy#opera#opera tag#live theater#live music#excited for the show tonight but sad it will be over
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my martha knight au in a nutshell:
Danny/Martha: see up here?
Danny/Martha: *taps skull*
Danny/Martha: intense psychological damage
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Danny/Martha: *upon finding out she's pregnant*
Danny/Martha: oh my god i cant be a mom, I'm fifteen and homeless--
Danny/Martha: im going to be a terrible mother--
Danny/Martha: i live in a cAR--
Danny/Martha: what if the baby inherits my powers? Oh no--
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Danny/Martha post giving birth: i've only had Bruce for a minute and a half but if anything were to happen to him i won't even need to fuse with Vlad, I'm razing this goddamn planet to the ground myself
Danny, to Baby Bruce: you are the last remaining thread of my sanity. I'm going to give you the world :)
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Danny/Martha prior to getting pregnant: Fuck it, if everything in my life has led to this moment, i'm allowed to make one stupid decision. I'm getting drunk and getting laid
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Danny/Martha while Bruce was a toddler: i swear to fucking god i am going to kill the next person who talks to me--
Bruce: hi mommy!! i brought you something!!!
Danny/Martha, immediately flipping on a dime: hi baby!! what do you have?
Bruce, a weird child like his mother: a spider :)
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Danny/Martha, talking to Falcone after he made an unsavory comment at her and Bruce: If you ever come near me or my son again, I will dig up your shithead father's corpse and make you eat his skin.
Danny/Martha: do you understand me
Falcone:... crystal, ma'am
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Danny/Martha new in Gotham: *getting mugged*
Danny/Martha: *grabs man's arm*
Danny/Martha: I AM GOING TO BREAK YOU IN HALF LIKE A TWIG, FUCK BOY, DO YOU HEAR THE WORDS COMING OUT OF MY MOUTH--
(she then proceeds to terrorize Gotham's night life for the next extended period of time, mostly unintentionally)
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Danny/Martha: Danny Fenton?? No. you must be mistaken, my name is Martha Knight.
Danny/Martha: this here is my littlest knight, Bruce.
Danny/Martha: I made him all by myself :]
#if martha could become the joker in one timeline if bruce died then she had to have SOMETHIGN going on up there mentally. im all for it#im a 'martha wayne may have been secretly batshit' truther. subscribing to bruciemilf's portrayal of the wayne parents#danny fenton is not the ghost king#dpxdc#fem danny fenton#female danny fenton#martha knight au#dp x dc crossover#dpxdc crossover#dpxdc au#dp x dc au#dp x dc#giving danny fenton psychological issues since 2022 folks#points at marthadanny: she's a hot mess with unprocessed trauma and psychological prblems. she's hanging on by a thread#LISTEN TO AFTER ALL BY CHRISTINE EBERSOLE THAT SUMS UP MARTHADANNY ENTIRELY#bruce your mom is even crazier than you. how is that possible. her trauma has trauma.#marthadanny: i dont wanna talk about my feelings OR my trauma i want to raise my son. go away#martha: who knew that being a child hero without any support would result in deeply rooted psychological issues and paranoia in spades#marthadanny: im fine (<- experienced liar. is not fine. please god someone restrain her before she claws someone's eyes out)#she has eyebags the size of the savanna and wields red lipstick like a weapon. she's going to rob a rich man blind. she has a baby to feed#what would a mother not do for her child? what heights would a mother not climb.#and you're shaken to your soul with an ache that you cant erase. like the tears you never cried but still keep scrubbing off your face.#there's a pain you cant imagine. the little talk that keeps you wide awake that somehow turns to bold determination that you wont ever make#the same mistake. so you've got to feed your little future and ensure her talent poise and charm might just grow up and save you after all#fun fact bruce and danny's birthdays are exactly one week apart. danny is Feb.12 and Bruce is Feb.19. take that as you will :)
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In Regards To Your 2024 Summary:
Holy shit it’s been another year????? The hell?????
Also! Your art style is gorgeous and that being found in 2023 and then refined throughout late 2023 and the entirety of 2024 really shows, as does your growth in panel layouts, perspective, and — as you said — experimentation. If you ever post your animation or video game art I’m looking forward to it.
As cheesy as it sounds, being able to laugh at funny comics and look at all the details of your art really made my 2024 brighter, even when things were hard. Including looking at your older art— it doesn’t need to be new to be enjoyable! I’m glad your art is well loved and it’s a privilege to have been here since the (near) beginning. I hope you take care of yourself in 2025 and beyond!
You and your art bring a lot of people a lot of joy never forget that <3
Thank you so much for keeping up with my art journey throughout these last two years! Two years!!! I am baffled at how that feels both too long and too short!
Admittedly, my art summary didn't manage to capture the fact that I did a lot of comic layouts that I'm really proud of. I also drew more backgrounds and made some very detailed works (*Dungeon Meshi spoilers for these examples*).
The growth is lot more evident when comparing my 'best' comics of 2023 to 2024:
Sometimes the growth is vertical, sometimes it is horizontal - and damn, sometimes it goes out of sight into the Z-plane. But it is always happening!
#art summary#ask#The privilege is honestly mine; to be able to create comics and have had people rooting me on since the beginning really means a lot.#To everyone who the potential I couldn't and continues to stick around: Thank you so very much.#I cannot emphasize enough that I do see you. I do notice those who regularly like/reblog/comment.#I notice when people who haven't been around come back and mass like/reblog posts.#There are some people who have only *ever* liked my posts or have only ever lurked! I notice! I am so thankful!#At the risk of also sounding cheesy; I'm honestly happy to give back whatever I can to my audience.#Knowing I have brought people a little bit of joy to their day with my silly comics makes every long night worth it.#I probably make a longer post about it in the future; but last year when I made my first comic redraw-#-was the same day I got the news that someone very beloved to me passed away. I was in such deep grief I couldn't respond to comments.#But I still read them and I mean this earnestly; even though I was smiling through tears -#everyone's kind words truly helped make a pretty dark month a lot brighter. I probably would have crumbled without the support.#What really gets me is this: it was never directed at trying to cheer me up. It was just earnest kindness towards a stranger making comics.#If you've ever wondered 'hey does PD-MDZS know how much I appreciate their silly comics?'#know I have also sat here and thought 'Hey does this person know how much I appreciate seeing them in my notifications?'#Which also includes you! Mina BNHA you will always be associated with the cool person who's been rooting for me B*)#I wish everyone a wonderful new year; may all our creative endeavors be something we see as an exciting discovery.
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[Fic Book Covers 11+12/?] Integrative Approaches by Nnm / @mouseonamoose
Demonology and the Tri-Phasic Model of Trauma
As soon as Aubrey Thyme, psychotherapist, had opened her office door and seen her new client, Anthony J. Crowley, sitting in her waiting area, she was observing and assessing him. At first glance, she paid attention to the following: --His clothing was expensive and stylish; --He wore very strange but noticeable cologne; --His relationship to the seat he occupied could only, very loosely, be described as “sitting;” --He looked angry; --He was wearing sunglasses. What Aubrey Thyme, a professional, thought, upon first seeing her new client was: you’re going to be a fun one, aren’t you?
Angel-Centered Therapy Through A Multicultural Lens
“I’d love to meet with you,” Davey said, apologetically, when he had been called up by a fellow looking to initiate therapy, “but I’m all booked up for months.” “Are you sure?” The fellow said, through a poor connection that crackled. Davey had been sure. And yet. Right there in his calendar was a blank spot, just a few days away, which he had somehow completely overlooked before. “How about that…I’ve got Wednesday at eleven, if you can make that work.” “What a miracle,” the fellow said, “that would be just the perfect time.”
#fic book cover#fanfic cover#fic rec#good omens#demonology and the tri-phasic model of trauma#angel-centered therapy through a multicultural lens#Nnm#illogical makes#these have been sitting in my drafts for...a long while bc they didn't feel quite right#until i was struck with: they look so brand-new-textbook-right-off-the-shelf. they look too neat and pristine#they need some wear and tear. they need to look like the paperbacks i read 100000 times in middle/high school#and once that was added it really came together imo#anyway. these fics are so lovely & gentle & supportive and i read them at a time when i really needed a story that said w/ its whole self#'things can and will get better. it may be difficult. it may be painful. it may not be the same as it was before. but it will get better.'#so thank you for that <3
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shiv's motivations for voting to pass the gojo deal are so layered and i don't think they should be dismissed in favour of any one interpretation. shiv desperately grabbed on to a lifeline for her relationship with tom. shiv was the deciding vote and she couldn't bear to hold the crown only for a moment just to place it atop her brother's head. shiv knew she would have more influence as wife of CEO rather than sister of CEO. shiv absolutely hated seeing kendall crystallize into logan before her eyes, especially when he made roman bleed ("and if we did kill him we get to go to bed") -- succession has always been about siblings so of course she tried to free her brothers before her child. shiv still thinks she can raise her child with all the material benefits of being the daughter of waystar CEO while doing better by her, whatever that means. and all of those things are true
#shiv roy#succession#succession spoilers#ok i'm sleeping#wait i know i just assumed tomshiv baby is a girl but like. i'm right#also i have seen many people say shiv did it purely out of spite and i will say#i don't think they would have had dialogue about shiv saying she's tired and they should all rest#or panned to shiv looking at roman's face fresh with blood#or shown shiv tearing up over her conversation with tom at the beginning of the episode#or had her say 'i cannot stomach you' which has pretty obvious connotations even in the context of succ#or had shiv make up her mind precisely when kendall said the andrew dodds confession was a lie#if her motives weren't meant to be read as ambiguous. they would not have put those things in there without reason#shiv leaving the room may have been impulsive spite but what came after was more complicated#it's also not even wholly altruistic it's just cold admittance that they don't have It. she thinks she does#and i'm not sure why the sentiment that they can't take it but she can surprises anyone#she's literally always seen herself as the exception
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When the angsty ahh aus meet
+ smol comfort bestie swap
#if I had a nickel for everytime I made an au where the main char gets severely injured and they get a bestie to comfort them#I'd have two nickels#wait actually three if I count that lil old sonic and su one#peppino and jack just constantly look like they're one milisecond away from breaking down on tears#and guavo there still being the bestest friend#about the btw creature-#Mai is like eight and still takes fcking huge responsibilities on her shoulders#like saving the savior of the entire world#she is a thing who has always been treated with cruelty yet only knows how to give kindness#good chinchilla#pizza tower#samurai jack#pizza tower au#samurai jack au#tower of mistakes#paws of magic#ToM#PoM#art#peppino#gustavo#jack#mai#aku#pt#sj#the samurai jack au is a wip btw. I'll post the 1st chapter when it's ready#pizzaposting#jackposting#radaverse
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Say 'opt' five times in a row. It makes your mouth bounce with horse hooves.
#this is a normal observation post#human noises are just interesting#opt opt opt opt opt#you have opted in to read the tags#please note that further progression may result in brain rot#other symptoms may include confusion#hysteria#a tingling sensation in the lips#or even a mild sense of accomplishment#if you experience one or more of these side effects please contact your local deity#this blog does not cover divine intervention coverage unless you are level 20#if all waivers have been signed please continue at your own risk#are you ready to begin now?#have you buckled your shoes and tied down your teeth?#and lastly have you cried the optimal amount of tears beforehand to avoid any potential leaking?#very well we may begin#all of this is to say i was just horsing around#get it?#horse hooves?#horsing around?#what a journey this was#thank you for your assistance#you may go now
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I don't make the rules but - if you don't get excited at the thought of going back and re-reading the story you wrote then you're writing the wrong story.
You are your first and most important reader.
#the way I got into my bed one night and was awake and anxious at 2 AM and decided to open my story on my phone and read it from ch 1#I was having a blast and didn't want to tear myself away to go to sleep#also been daydreaming about the scenes in this chapter I'm currently writing that may or may not make its way into the actual story#but every day or so I begrudgingly write a few hundred words to get it on paper#and I go back and reread it voraciously until I get to the point where I left off and am like WHERE IS THE REST#so yeah#what is the point of putting words to paper if not to finally indulge in the pleasure of reading and enjoying the scenes we daydream about?
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Turn around
Look at what you see
In her face
The mirror of your dreams
#legend of zelda#loz tears of the kingdom#loz link#link and zelda#light dragon#I may have been inspired by the never ending story#my art#zelink#totk fanart#loz totk#Zelda
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the problem is i get genuinely, unpleasantly freaked out by Scary Face Images a la smile.jpeg or cartoon cat or whatever which makes enjoying creepypastas and internet horror videos and stuff a real fucking minefield
#watched we'll be right back on call with friends a while back#and it Absolutely Fucking Ruled. great series highly recommend.#but the Scary Face within that um. i forget the name of the entity its been a bit but we did#just call her the cockmongler#genuinely freaked me out so bad . there was on epoint at which i was like#putting the video picture-in-picture and scooting it off to the side of my screen so i could hear but not see#and in doing so i accidentially *fullscreened* the video instead#right when the cockmongler was there#i Did scream Very loudly and May have shed a Couple tears about it dont tell anyone .#shoutout to local 58 for its minimal use of scary face image. appreciated#and like its not All scary faces either.#like the distorted faces in morley drive? those are cool! PLEASANTLY creepy!#but the goofy ass freaky faces in like the mandela catalogues? are goofy but they make me upset.#idk what the line is 😭 i wanna move past it though there's a bunch of shit i'm missing out on because of it
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#cddwtd#cddwtd lily#cddwtd cuphead#my art#lily rose#I've been captured by helluva boss once again#yes again#the newest episode got me right back into it#fizzarolli is such a cool character#and I love blitzo even more now#their dynamic is so cool#OK BUT THE ANGST TOO#I may have teared up a bit#I'll make sure to draw some fizzy stuff soon#helluva boss
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I won't promise it'll be okay, regardless of what happens over the next few days, but I can promise the outcome is navigable.
#us elections#2024 us elections#also while the presidential race isnt over until it's over#there has already been some great news re: state measures#and those have palpable impact it's just no one (least of all americans) knows how the american government works#so theyre conflated with other things and get less press#but theyre real and substantive#anyway.#all of this to say: it's literally not going to be over tonight and there will be days of uncertainty#the outcome may be horrible and the best case scenario is pyrrhic#but we tuck and roll anyway#the green light isnt real it's a metaphor#it's that we strive for meaning that creates meaning#it's that we strive for beauty that creates beauty#it's that we strive for righteousness and justice and humanity that creates the same#curse bless me now with your fierce tears i pray#do not go gentle into that good night#rage rage against the dying of the light
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On their quest to find Falin, ¿should the party bring along a talented culinary ally? ¿A hungry, underappreciated loner? ¿Some asshole who could very easily get distracted and fuck it all up? ¡¡¡You decide!!!
(Please reblog and explain in the tags)
#dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#delicious in dungeon#touden party#gordon ramsay#samwise gamgee#lotr#lord of the rings#link#princess zelda#zelink#legend of zelda#botw#totk#breath of the wild#tears of the kingdom#rose lalonde#homestuck#hiccup haddock#hiccup and toothless#hiccup horrendous haddock iii#toothless#httyd#how to train your dragon#twilight#twilight saga#the twilight saga#leah clearwater#those of you who have been keeping track of previous polls i ran for some ungodly reason may have noticed this is her second time in one#that’s because i just want her to have a good adventure for once in her life
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#mindofserenity#allahumma ameen#I recently met with a lovely friend of mine who had just been to ummrah#the experience she shared was so heartfelt and beautiful that it transpired to my heart#we both began to tear up#I cannot fathom the fact that I was truly happy for her experience and though I have not been to Mecca#I had goosebumps as if I was#may Allah bless us all the gift of ummrah#journey of a tainted heart#myreminders#islamic reminders#writing#subhanallah#islam#sabr#quotes#muslim#islamic quotes#muslimah#islam help#islamic#deen#welcome to islam#islamic post#arabic#sunnah#dua
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about how long do you need to be the owner of a shop before dealing with customer service emails / help requests No Longer Feels like being surrounded by a pack of feral hogs. I don't have this problem I'm asking for a friend
#just curious. this isn't applicable to me at all and I am never afraid#sergle.txt#EVEN IF THEY ARE NOT MEAN. the feral hogs don't even have to be mean. they might just be asking a basic question#they may in fact be very understanding. the hogs i mean. the wild ones#I've got more messages than usual after the christmas rush because etsy has been - in business terms- tearing my pussy apart#with tracking numbers and the jankiness therein. I'm hoping that this becomes less common now that the rush is over
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Sksw Zelda in a Zonai style! <3
Inspired by this post by @melonsap ^v^
#fanart#legend of zelda#tears of the kingdom#skyward sword#zelda#digital art#my art#melonsap inspired <3#the ideas that Bee comes up with are awesome and I want to draw so many of them haha#this may have been the drawing that broke my apple pencil :')#Bc now it decides to Not charge when connected#and yes I've turned things off and on again#I think it was just its time#Worth it tho#she was fun to draw!
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