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silvergifting · 2 years ago
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someone asked about starting a discord server for the course i'm taing for and it's like. man. i am too much of an old person for any of this, thank you!
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hells-wasabii · 10 months ago
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Request: Velvette x sycophantic female demon personal assistant
A/N: This one, oh it was really fun to write. I don't touch on stuff like this often so I was pretty hyped to get to dabble in it! I decided to make it seem like the reader is looking to gain from the vee's or even velvette specifically but didn't wanna specify which because drama. like can you imagine the romance that could bloom from a situation like that? talk about a whirlwind! anywho, I hope you enjoy this one!
Character: Velvette
Type: Headcanons (Velvette x sycophantic assistant fem!reader, General)
Velvette is cunning, perceptive. There was no doubt about that. She didn't get this far by not being able to pick up on people's intentions, after all. In all honesty. the two of you were similar in that aspect. This meant that you had been perfect for the position. You had the work experience, having been working your way up the ladder.
The fashionista knew that you were out to gain something, but whether it be power by association of some kind or a personal vendetta, she wasn't entirely sure.
She's gotta admire the hustle, though, you did make it all the way to the top, the highest that you could make it in her department. Her personal assistant. But that wasn't a smart move on your part, now was it? Being in this position meant that you were under constant surveillance, constantly on call for any little thing that Velvette may need or want. It certainly helped that you could step in for a model should a certain demon decide to ruin any of her employees.
Admittedly she enjoyed the power dynamic. She loved making it seem as if she was onto you, loved watching you get nervous. She just couldn't help but get a kick out of the way you squirmed.
She would absolutely know that you were up to something, but she didn't particularly care enough to actively do anything about it. After all, you hadn't done anything quite yet, at least nothing for her or the Vee's to worry about. For the time being, however, she'll watch your movements like a hawk.
Now don't be mistaken, if you prove to be a genuine threat to what she and the Vee's have going on, she will personally be the one to see to it that the situation is handled, whether it be a simple reprimand or something more. After all, you were her little assistant, what kind of overlord would she be if she let you get away with it?
The youngest overlord would be lying if she said that she wasn't looking forward to seeing what you might have up your sleeve. If things continued on the way they were, it was bound to get exciting with you around.
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oldiesstationlover11607 · 20 days ago
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HIHIHI this isn't an idea for the "Daughter" fic but I'd figured to just throw it out here lol! OKAY OKAY so like... hear me out. Music teacher/band instructor Josh and Theatre teacher teacher... I JUST THINK IT WOULD BE SO CUTE. the students would be shipping them fr fr! okay im done with my yappings... ALSO MAY I HAVE 🎻ANON?
The Bleachers - Josh Dun x Reader
Warnings: None really hehe - super fluffy
Word count: about 1285
A/N: Absolutely loved this request 🎻! It was super cute and fun to write so thank you!!
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“Sorry, Mr Dun, do you know what time the pep rally is supposed to be on Friday?” I asked, catching our music teacher in the hallway between bells. Kids were rushing past each other, running to their classes as the five minute countdown till the next bell ticked away in everyone’s heads. 
“It’s at seven, I tried to change it to seven thirty because of the band’s practice time but Principal Higgins said it was already booked and parents were already set on coming at seven,” he shrugged. Mr Dun was one of the younger teachers at our school. Our old music teacher was an older man who only ever taught the students classical music and when he retired suddenly we were forced to find someone at the last minute. Which meant any local musician regardless of whether they had their teaching degree yet. Que Josh Dun, a drummer who had reached out to the school after seeing their ad online and had managed to land the job as soon as he started talking about music concepts our principal didn’t know about, making him the smartest person in the room. Both of us being the two youngest teachers at the school had made it easy for us to become friends, especially when it came to gossiping about our favorite students (which we most certainly did NOT have). 
“Thanks Mr Dun! Hey, I’ll see you at lunch right?” I asked, looking at him as I stopped outside my classroom door. 
“Of course,” he smiled, his expression relaxed as I admired him quietly. “But only if you stop calling me ‘Mr Dun’, Y/N. It’s Josh!” I nodded, trying to suppress a laugh as the final bell rang. “I should get going, I’ve got a freshman class waiting for me,” he explained, giving a cute wave before disappearing down the hall. 
Josh, I mused, trying it out in my head. It felt strange, personal. But I liked it. As the last few kids poured into the auditorium I made my way to the stage–most of the kids were already sitting in a circle ready for the lesson. I loved my theater kids, each of them were their own person, unique in the best way possible and unafraid to sing and act their hearts out.  
I glanced up and recognized Amanda, a junior with a flair for the dramatic—both onstage and off.
“Miss Y/L/N?” she asked, tilting her head with a knowing smile. “Can I ask you something?”
I chuckled. “Wouldn’t that already be asking me a question?” The class laughed at that. “Go ahead.”
“It’s just…” Amanda paused, glancing around before lowering her voice. “Why don’t you just ask Mr. Dun out already?”
I blinked, caught off guard. “Amanda! What are you talking about?”
“Oh, come on!” she whispered, practically giddy. “Everyone’s seen the way you guys talk to each other. And he definitely likes you—I mean, the way he looks at you? Please, Miss Y/L/N. You’d be so cute together!”
I felt heat creep up my cheeks as I waved her off, trying to sound as teacher-like as possible. “I’m pretty sure your English teacher wouldn’t be thrilled to know you’re spending your passing periods coming up with romantic conspiracies about your other teachers, especially given that I know juniors have a large project going on at the moment.”
But she just grinned wider. “I’m telling you, you’d be adorable. Just think about it!” 
By the time lunch rolled around, I was still thinking over Amanda’s comments as I made my way to the teachers’ lounge. Sure enough, Josh was already there, leaning against the counter with a cup of coffee, chatting with Mr. Larkins from the math department. He looked up as I walked in, giving me a grin.
“There you are,” he said, gesturing for me to join him. “I was starting to think I’d be eating lunch alone today.”
“Oh, as if you wouldn’t survive without me,” I joked, pulling out a chair across from him. I unwrapped my sandwich, catching the faintest glimmer of amusement in his eye as he stirred his coffee.
“So, what’s on your agenda for the pep rally?” he asked, casually shifting the conversation back to our usual teacher-to-teacher banter.
I shrugged, trying to keep things casual. “Oh, just wrangling the theater kids and making sure they don’t spill paint on any of the props they’re hauling out. You know how they are.”
He laughed. “They’ve got spirit. I respect that.”
Our conversation flowed easily, as it always did, moving from school plans to weekend plans, with just a hint of that unspoken familiarity between us. It was one of my favorite parts of the day, and I couldn’t help but wonder if he felt the same.
Finally, Friday night rolled around, and the energy in the gym was buzzing with excitement. The bleachers were packed with students and parents, everyone cheering as the pep rally began. I caught a glimpse of Josh on the far side, directing his band students with his usual cool ease. He gave me a thumbs-up when our eyes met across the gym, and I couldn’t help but feel a little jolt in my chest.
The rally itself was a success—the theater kids managed to keep all the decorations intact, the cheerleaders nailed their routine, and the band had the whole gym swaying and clapping along. It was a perfect moment of school spirit, the kind that made even the most stressed-out teachers feel a little extra pride.
Once everything wrapped up, I helped usher the students back to their designated spots and started packing up the leftover decorations. That’s when I felt a tap on my shoulder.
Turning, I saw Josh standing there, grinning down at me. “Nice work keeping your kids in line,” he said, hands shoved into his pockets. “Some impressive crowd control skills you’ve got.”
“Same to you,” I replied, matching his smile. “The band sounded amazing tonight.”
“Thanks,” he murmured, his voice softening a bit. “Want to… take a break from cleaning and get some fresh air? Just for a minute?”
I hesitated, then nodded, heart beating faster as we slipped out one of the side doors and made our way under the bleachers. The night air was cool, crisp with a hint of autumn, and the muffled cheers of students could still be heard behind us. Standing there under the stars, I felt the entire week’s stress melt away.
“Can I admit something?” he said, his voice almost a whisper. I nodded, feeling the tension growing between us. “I look forward to those lunches with you more than I probably should.”
I felt my cheeks warm again, like Amanda’s words were echoing back to me. “You know what? Same here.”
Josh took a step closer, his hand reaching out to gently brush my shoulder, and for a second, I forgot about everything else—the pep rally, the students, the school itself. It was just him, looking at me with those soft, inviting eyes.
And then, like it was the most natural thing in the world, he leaned down, and his lips met mine. The kiss was warm and sweet, filled with the unspoken words we’d both been holding back.
When he pulled away, he gave me that same gentle smile I’d come to know so well. “So, for our next date… what would you say to coming to one of my shows?”
I laughed, nodding without hesitation. “I’d say it sounds perfect.”
And as we stood there, grinning like kids under the bleachers, I realized that we weren’t so different from our students. We were reliving our high school years together under the bleachers. 
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galwednesday · 11 months ago
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This week's deep dive rec is Wall Street Journal reporter John Carreyrou's investigation into infamously fraudulent biotech start-up Theranos and its founder and CEO, Elizabeth Holmes, which conveniently comes in both book and podcast format. Podcast summary:
She was once the world's youngest self-made female billionaire. Now Elizabeth Holmes, founder of the blood-testing startup Theranos, stands accused of leading a massive fraud, and lying to investors, doctors, and patients about the capabilities of her technology. If convicted, she faces up to 20 years in prison. But Elizabeth may be able to sway a jury with her charisma, highly unusual defense strategy and the fact that key evidence has gone missing. John Carreyrou broke the Theranos scandal. Now he’ll take you into the courtroom as he examines Silicon Valley’s fake it-til-you-make it culture, and the case against Holmes.
Episodes 8 and 9 are particularly interesting looks into how Theranos secured funding and partnerships using faked demos, and how this strategy fell apart when potential clients pressed for more technical details. Episode 8 summary:
Elizabeth Holmes wowed investors, board members and journalists with live, in-person demonstrations that made it seem like her blood-testing machine worked. But most of these demos were faked. Behind the scenes, the blood samples were tested either manually or on third-party lab equipment. It's an astoundingly bold deception that was enabled by a software application Sunny Balwani wrote.
Episode 9 excerpt:
NARRATOR: The DOD contingent pressed for more information on how the black box that looked like a big desktop computer tower even worked. Holmes and Edlund refused to answer. That was a trade secret, they repeated. Frustrated, one member of the DOD delegation blurted out, "I'm starting to believe the device is just a box of Palo Alto air." Sensing that they were fast losing credibility, Holmes and Edlund made a small concession. They agreed to pass around the white rectangular cartridge containing the blood sample that slotted into the front of the device. Wagar asked what was inside the cartridge beside the blood sample. WAGAR: And they're like, we're not going to tell you. And so when I got to me, I reached into my pocket and pulled my Swiss army knife out and I started to try and cut it apart because you know, I'm curious and that really wigged them out. Um, I think they kind of jumped over the table to take it back from me. And I laughed at them and I said, you know, you realize that if you actually let this thing out into the wild, the first cartridge, people are going to tear it apart to see how it works. You know, you can't nondisclosure the entire Department of Defense.
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tinynerdz360 · 1 month ago
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Future Ghost Chapter 3
Flashback:
(Danny in the far frozen talking to a Doctor; a ghost Yeti named Doctor Bonechiller.)
Danny: So, Doc…... I have a question…. It’s something I’ve noticed…I don’t think I’ve been aging…I mean, I still look the same as I did last year. When will I get my growth spurt?
Doctor Bonechiller: Well, that’s a complex question. Ghosts don’t age like humans. We don’t change year to year like you, or well mortals do. We grow stronger with age, not weaker.
Danny: I know that….my worry is I’ll be stuck looking like a fourteen-year-old forever. Do ghosts ever age physically, or do they get stuck at the age they died?
Doctor Bonechiller: Hmmm…. yes and no. Different factors go into this. We don’t change with the years. We change with events, trauma, personality, wants, and desires. If you were a natural-born ghost child, a little younger, or even now, I’d say having a healthy parental or guardian bond would help with growing and changing.
Danny: Well, my parents are ghost hunters; I don’t know what they’d do….
Doctor Bonechiller: That may play a factor. A young ghost like yourself needs to feel safe to change. But wanting to grow will help as well, there are ghosts that never want to ‘grow’ up as you say.
Danny: Yeah, like Youngblood. I guess he’ll really stay young forever.
Doctor Bonechiller: Don’t look so glum; we’ll keep an eye on it. As a hybrid, your body might react completely differently from a human or a ghost. You are very young, only a year by ghost standards. You are a child; your body might just be finding that balance or even need years to change. As I said, multiple factors go into this, at least for us.
Danny: Jeeeezzzz that’s not comforting at all…...*sigh* thanks for help I guess….
Danny avoided Sick Bay at all costs, wary of being examined and discovered. He knew Dr. McCoy would want to do a full workup on the new ensign, as per Starfleet regulations. So, Danny hacked into the medical database, forging records indicating he had already undergone orientation examinations. Danny was lucky that Dr. Mccoy didn’t have to be the one to personally do the examination. Anyone on his staff could do it. So, it was just a matter of forging a digital signature.
 He figured he’d be fine. Doctor Bonechiller said ghosts rarely get sick, and when they do, it’s not something humans can usually get, and he theorized as a halfa, the same would apply to him. In theory, anyway. The data on this was extremely limited. Danny brushed those thoughts aside; he’d be fine……. probably.
It was a risky gambit, but Danny's ghost abilities served him well, allowing him to merge his consciousness with the computer network and hack into the files he needed. He spoofed the system flawlessly, fabricating biometrics and test results that appeared normal for a human 18-year-old. Or at least what he thought was normal. His talents lay with machines and astronomy, not medicine. Well, besides the basic first aid and his experience fixing his own wounds. It probably would be fine; he’d just have to stay under the radar.
Danny jolted out of his thoughts as a large hand landed on his shoulder.
“You are alright there, kiddo? You’ve been staring at the same panel for a while.” Daryl McDonnell questioned, a concern tilted to his British accent.
Daryle McDonnell had taken Danny under his wing—quite frankly, the whole engineering department had. Danny was the youngest among their ranks, regardless of whether he was eighteen or not. There had been some speculation that the kid was lying. But his file checked out. It was not an easy thing to pull one over the ship's CMO. So those rumors died to jokes about his baby face appearance.
“I’m not a kid.” Grumbled Danny at his friend. The older man showed him a lot of patience during his first week aboard. Danny had struggled with completing basic tasks. Like completing reports, navigating the ship (often getting lost), and getting too wrapped up in awe of being in space or getting lost in his work tasks.
 The other man patiently showed him how to write a good report and submit it, made sure he had access to the ship's policy and manual and even made him take breaks to eat or get off shift. Danny was so relieved that Daryle never questioned his lack of knowledge.
“haha….eh you’re the youngest one here, you get to be the kid. When you’re my age, you’ll get it.” Mcdonnell replied. Waving his hand to dismiss Danny’s annoyance.
“What when I’m 100?” Snarked Danny.
McDonnell mocked offense, grabbing his chest. “Careful, my old heart can’t take it.”
 Danny ducked his head as he snickered. As a ghost, Danny had empathetic abilities, like the betazoids, but without the mindreading. He could feel the emotions of those around him. He couldn’t turn it off, and his core needed it. The emotions fed his ghostly side. The warm, affectionate fondness radiating from the lieutenant made him feel happy, his ghost side greedily absorbing the emotion and feeding it into his core.
McDonnell guided Danny away from the computer panel. “So, a few buddies of mine are having poker night in the mess hall. I’ve invited the other ensigns from the Prodigy program. You should come.” Mcdonnell offered. “I’m sure you know a few of them. I hear the prodigies are a tight-knit group back at the academy.”
“Pro…prodigy?” Danny mumbled in confusion. *Is he calling me smart? I guess I’m smart* Danny froze as he was hit with a wave of emotion. The Sharp sting of suspicion, skepticism, disbelief, and a smidge of concern. Danny looked back up at the forty-year-old man.
McDonnell gave Danny a strange look, side-eyeing him as he looked down at the shorter ensign. “You know. The Starfleet program, that allows minors into the academy. The one you would have had to have been in to be on the enterprise today? You’d have had to have joined at fourteen……or sixteen if you’re really smart. To get through the program?” McDonnell looked at Danny with a look of skepticism.
He eyed the scars on the ensign’s arms; his uniform sleeves were rolled up. He didn’t like how many scares the kid had or the Lichtenberg figure scares trailing up from the ensign's left hand all the way up his arm. It baffled him how he even managed to get a scar like that. While, yes very common for engineers to get a shock, lichtenberg figures should fade with time. Or why the ensign never got them removed with the help of modern medicine. Hell, sickbay could remove them with a dermal repair kit. Unless the kid was avoiding sickbay.
McDonnell watched as Danny stared at him in disbelief. He felt amused to see the kid gap at him like a fish, his mouth opening and closing as he processed this information and tried to answer.
While concerning the kid seemed to have no idea what he was talking about. His reaction only added to McDonnell's own theory. He suspected the kid had hacked his way in. The kid was smart, he’ll give him that, and he would have thrived in the prodigy program. But there were holes in the kid’s story, and he had so many gaps in his knowledge. McDonnell figured he came from some abusive home on a backwater colony and, in desperation, hacked his way in. But the kid was painfully bad at lying, and while he was a good kid who tried hard to please everyone, he could have come up with a better cover story. He might even be eighteen, like he says, but coming from a rough home would explain any growth delays.
Danny, meanwhile, was flabbergasted. *Omg, what do I do? I don’t know any of those other ensigns! Why am I so stupid? They let minors in! omg, omg, I’m so screwed. Oh god, oh god, does Daryl know? Great going, Fenton; how did I mess up this badly? * As Danny's mind raced and he panicked, he felt his chest tighten and his breaths coming in shorter and shorter. *Maybe I can still save this. Play it cool, Fenton, you can fix this. *
“DANNY!” Danny snapped out of his rushing thoughts at the shout of his name. At some point, McDonnell had guided him to a chair. He was grasping both of his shoulders, crouching down to look in his face. “Hey, you stopped breathing there. It's okay to take deep breaths; copy me. That’s right. It’s ok.”
Danny tried calming down, following McDonnell’s breathing pattern. He felt embarrassed and sacred.
“You’re looking paler than usual. How about I take you to Medbay?”
“NOO!” He pushed himself out of the chair, side-stepping McDonnell’s concerned hands. “I’m fine……I just got overwhelmed….”
“There’s something I need to tell you, Don.” Danny took a deep breath. Danny tried to ignore McDonnells's hopeful look as he gave him his undivided attention. “I…...I…...have social anxiety…..I was always a loner at the academy; I never really interacted with the others in the program…. The program I was…did go to. So, I just got overwhelmed there.” Danny stuttered out. *ha! NAILED it!*
McDonnell’s face morphed into a look of disappointment. Danny felt his face heat up; he could taste the disappointment coming off the other man. “uh huh…... Danny…..I hope you know you could tell me anything……or there’s others onboard you could talk to.”
“There's nothing to tell!” Danny hissed. He felt frustrated and had a creeping feeling of being trapped. He could not admit to one lie; one truth would lead to another and another until it unraveled into his most guarded secret. While the future seemed awesome and accepting of all walks of life. Danny could not shake the doubt and fear that they would still reject him. And he wasn’t stupid, humanity still had some biases. While humanity moved past most of its hate, people still had trouble accepting humans with extra abilities. Those with augmentations and those with psionic abilities. It was perfectly fine when it was an alien but a human. That was crossing the line. Danny could not handle a rejection right now; he was isolated enough.
McDonnell backed off, holding his hand up in front of him. “Ok, ok, there’s nothing to tell. I just thought you’d benefit from hanging out with your own age group.”
“What do you mean, my own age group,” Danny asks with a grumpy, suspicious glare. If he had to defend his age one more time, he swore to Clockwork, he’d lose it.
“I mean, these other ensigns are eighteen and seventeen. It’d be good for you.” McDonnell answered, choosing not to give him a hard time. He hoped one day the kid would confide in him or anyone really. He hated seeing how Danny flinch when someone raised their hands too quickly around him or how he would shy away in fear of them. He knew the kid was hiding stuff, probably stuff he shouldn’t, but cornering him would just make it worse.
Danny winced. “Fine, I’ll go.”
McDonnell gave him a big smile, reached out, and ruffled his hair, earning him a squawk from Danny. “Good, see you later tonight kiddo. Now go rest; you look paler than a ghost!”
Danny spluttered as McDonnell walked off. *HA! If only you knew. Oh, clockwork, how am I gonna survive tonight? * Danny dropped his head in his hands. He was so screwed. With a sigh, he headed to his quarters. He knew how he was going to spend his time, brushing up on current topics and what was popular. It would be just his luck if he couldn’t connect with this century’s teenagers. Hopefully his roommate was out, his room mate was the worst always giving him a hard time or questioning him. He could taste the sourness of his suspicion. One Walton Weston.
Chapter 4
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iridiss · 2 years ago
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Eide is a challenge to write for, since we only have about 3 lines of spoken dialogue from him in Night in the Woods, and even though he’s a very prominent and important character, everything else he does is so heavily shrouded in mystery that there are a thousand different versions of him you could extrapolate from the mist that is his original character.
All we have of him are the lines:
“There they are! They’re right there! I’m gonna kill them!”
(after he’s told to shut up) ”He…shot…me!”
Then it’s not confirmed, but the position of the text bubble also implies he says “Ones ‘e takes a shining to. It rubs off on ya. You can do things.” When explaining Ed Skudder’s “glimmer” gift, which would line up with Eide’s own gifts, if he was one of the people the Black Goat “took a shining to.” But again, it’s not confirmed that it’s even him speaking
He’s depicted as the most aggressive, trigger-happy and violent member of the cult, contrasted by the calm, apologetic, or wisened members next to him. He shouts to kill the main crew immediately, while the member next to him apologizes to the crew for a separate incident, showing a strong contrast between him and the rest of the miner cult. He has a dynamic with the leader that’s effectively “annoying brat keeps having to get told to shut the hell up and stay in line,” he’s rebellious against said authority and acts out against his orders by chasing after Mae, and on the more spiritual side, he has some kind of psychic connection to Mae and The Black Goat, to the point where he’s special enough to be blessed with special powers by The Black Goat. He’s also the only character we see going out and doing the cult’s dirty work, and though I’m sure plenty of the other members do their part as well, it’s narratively important enough for Eide to be the only one spotlighted for his work, which is a natural reflection on Eide as a character.
And that’s all we have of him that’s set in stone, and even that's a tad extrapolated. Anything else beyond that is speculation, including his identity, his motives, why he chases after Mae, why he follows her, why he appears in her dreams, everything. He is a creature of pure folklore. He’s very likely to be an older man, anywhere between his late 50s-60s at the youngest to possibly "older than we can even comprehend" at the oldest. He may be older than the town itself. We don’t know. We know he’s a cat, like Mae, further solidifying their connection. He has curly fur, and he has two nicks in both ears, which similarly ties back into Mae’s own nicked ear. We know he’s freely a murderer and serial killer, likely without regret or shame.
Using what we have, I’ve decided that this AU version of Eide is a larger, older male cat, whose personality is brash, aged, aggressive, violent, trigger-happy, grouchy, brazen, vulgar, egotistical, and very lacking in the “empathy and kindness” department. There are a lot of different roles he could have played for the AU, he could have fit Aym/Baal’s replacement, he could’ve been the weapons-seller, but due to his special, psychic connection with The Black Goat and Mae (and his importance in NITW), I figured the best position for him would be the previous Red Crown holder. (red crown holder also fits with him aesthetically due to the cult’s strong red association in both games)
So with all of that addressed, let me introduce you to: Eide, “The Ghost of Death”
Eide’s name is a legacy written in blood across the lands of the Old Faith. To civilians, grunts of the four main cults, and smaller “monster” enemies, Eide was a nightmare. A monster you told stories about past midnight and around the fire to terrify your little siblings over. He had been the blessed bloodhound of The One Who Waits for generations. Beatrice Santello is the only witness that remembers him, that was alive during the time of his legacy, though she’s grateful she never met him. He went after the armies of the Old Faith, culling them down to weaker and weaker numbers, he took down the previous witnesses of Leshy, Heket, and Shamura, freeing up the positions for Angus, Gregg and Lori to fill later. He wanted to be the one to kill the Old Gods, he wanted to be the legendary crown-holder at the top of the world, known throughout history as The Godkiller. But Narinder only hired him to set the stage for the true, Lamb savior to arrive, and he had to remind him of that countless times. He was not the chosen savior, he was not The Lamb. He may have been the best there ever was (and will be, as Eide insistingly grumbled), but that was not his place. He needed to stay in line, Narinder told him.
But that wasn’t what he wanted. He was better than that. He deserved that damned throne, and he would get it, no matter what anyone said. It would be his.
Leshy, the weakest, was his first target. His army had been massacred, his Witness was nowhere to protect him, and he was still trying to recover and rebuild from Eide’s last attack. Eide tracked him down, found him in his lair, and went for the kill. That glory, that power, that would be his, all his.
But it wasn’t.
Maybe he was blinded by his emotions, maybe it was the slightest mistake, maybe it was a lucky roll of the dice for Leshy that day, maybe he jumped wrong, maybe one of those damned grunt archers got a once-in-a-lifetime shot, who knows. But one moment he was leaping to slice Leshy in half, and the next moment, Leshy’s jaws came down on him, the whole world went black, and he woke up revived in Narinder’s realm with a chunk of his side missing and his dominant arm gone.
Leshy had killed him, and TOWW had to bring him back at the expense of his own power. He had failed, for the first time in his life. Narinder screamed at him, furious that he disobeyed his orders and jeopardized their mission and Narinder’s own success due to his ego, his disobedient, insolent pride. Eide yelled back, but that only worsened his position.
That day ended with his status and power as the Crown Bearer being revoked. And in an instant, he had nothing.
To the rest of the world, it was as if the Ghost of Death disappeared one day. Rumors and stories were told of seeing his shadow in the woods at night, beasts preying on villagers in the night would be blamed on him, and a fear of his return or a surprise attack from the infamous monster Reaper would remain for the following decades, before his memory faded away into an urban legend and the next generations forgot him. The “Ghost of Death” had once referred to a very real Reaper that waited around every corner to take your soul down into the pit of Hell, but soon enough, a ghost is all that he became. A whisper on the wind, an urban legend, a ghost story, an imaginary shadow in the woods at night.
Eide now lives in a small, isolated cabin in the deep, dark forest. His warrior days are over, and now all he can do is burn his time and keep an eye on the events going on. He watched as the lamb prophecy was revealed to the other gods, he watched with intrigue as the lamb species was culled, and he waited with hope and anticipation for Narinder’s call after they went extinct. There were no more sheep in the entire land, so surely he was all he had left and he would be able to live his glory days again soon.
One day, he was called back by Narinder, his moment had come—only for his dreams to be shattered by the sight of a 4-foot tall weak-ass black-furred kitten.
TOWW explained to him that as the previous holder, Eide’s job would be to mentor the new holder and teach her everything she needs to know to kill the Gods and truly be His savior.
Eide froze.
He looked at Mae.
Mae waved at him.
He took a deep breath.
He would fucking kill her.
…but unfortunately, he can’t. His job is to mentor his replacement. The “true” savior. This little brat.
He’s going to lose his mind out here.
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mikaela-granger · 16 days ago
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The Long Wait (Season 4) Chapter 12
Family Matters
Fandom: Grimm
Pairing: Sean Renard/OFC
The Long Wait Masterlist
A/N: Sean and Lorelei learn that Viktor and Adalind have returned to Portland in search for Diana.
This is set around the Season 3 episode Marechaussee and Trial By Fire.
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***Sean’s POV***
Putting his experience from the night before to the back of his mind, Sean headed to work the next day. There didn’t seem to be any recurrence, thankfully. Sean did find himself distracted when he received word that Adalind had returned to Portland, along with Viktor. Sean was concerned, but not surprised. It had been months since Adalind returned to Austria. He had known it was a matter of time before she realised the family didn’t have Diana and would join forces with Viktor to find her. Whatever their plan. It couldn’t be good. One concern Sean had was that in addition to their plan to find Diana, they may still be interested in Lorelei and Olivia. He needed to try and find out what they wanted. After lunch, Sean had headed to the hotel they were staying at.
After exiting the floor where the penthouse resided, he approached the door and knocked. Sean had to keep his face emotionless when Viktor opened the door. He was surprised, he was expecting Rispoli or a bodyguard to do that. Viktor looked just as surprised as Sean felt, however he recovered quickly. “Cousin Sean.” He said slowly. “I didn’t expect you so soon.”
Without waiting for an invitation, Sean stepped inside the penthouse, taking note of his surroundings. “I’m a little surprised it took you so long to return to Portland.” Sean commented.
“Do come in.” Viktor said pointedly as he closed the door. “Allow me to extend my congratulations on your nupitals Cousin. And the birth of your youngest daughter. How is your little family? I hear the beautiful Lorelei is recovering well.”
Sean didn’t answer, walking past Rispoli into the living area still glancing around. “This is familiar. Reminds me of when my brother Eric came to town.” Sean remarked, turning to face Viktor. “Did you, um, ever find his killer?”
“Not yet.” Viktor admitted, moving into the living area as well. “But we haven’t given up. We believe it’s a man named Meisner. Perhaps you know him.”
Sean kept his face blank. “Where’s Adalind?” Sean asked, putting his hands in his pockets.
“Here.” Came Adalind’s voice from behind Viktor. Viktor stepped aside, revealing the hexenbiest herself. The mother of his eldest child.
“I didn’t think you’d ever come back.”
“I didn’t think you’d steal our baby.” Adalind retorted.
“Before this becomes a domestic, shall we put the past aside and discuss the future.” Viktor intervened.
Sean glanced at Adalind one more time before returning his gaze to Viktor. “The last time you were in town you threatened to kill me and my mother. And, take my pregnant fiancée. Now, that’s a little hard to put aside.” Sean told him.
“Heat of the moment, things were said” Viktor said, before turning to Sean. “But I’m not here for revenge. I underestimated you, and I regret that mistake.”
“I don’t have the child.” Sean advised him, feeling guilt at referring to Diana in such a way. But he wasn’t going to show any weakness in front of Viktor.
“You gave her to Nick and Lorelei’s mother.” Adalind said angrily. “That’s a little hard to put aside too.”
Sean turned his attention to Adalind. “I gave her to the one person I thought would protect her.”
“I wonder what the Resistance would say if they knew you’d betrayed them.” Viktor commented almost smugly.
“But they do know, and I’ll tell you what I told them. I don’t where the child is and I have no way of finding out.”
Adalind started stalking towards him, but Viktor stopped her, grabbing her by the arm. “No. We’re going to remain civil, at least, for a little while.” Viktor said, turning back to Sean. “You’re the captain of a police department. You have means at your disposal. I suggest you make use of them. We’re not leaving without your eldest child.” Viktor stepped closer to Sean. “You may not like it, you’re part of the family.” Sean looked away. It seemed Viktor was taking the same approach that Eric had tried over a year before. “Mistreated though you were, you still have the blood.”
“Hasn’t exactly been thicker than water, has it?”
“No family’s perfect. But those that wanted you dead are dead. And it’s time you think about your relationship with this family as it is now. Not as it was then.”
Sean glanced between Adalind and Viktor. There was once a time when he may have been swayed by Viktor’s words; when he was child that is, but he had long given up any hope or want to be accepted into the family. He didn’t need them. He had his own now. Sean started to make his way towards the door, stopping to address Viktor. “Welcome to Portland.” He told him before walking out the door.
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On the way back to the precinct, he called Lorelei. Sean was sure she would be home but he wanted to make sure. Lorelei typically worked from home in the afternoons and she confirmed that was what she was doing. He told her about Viktor and Adalind’s return to Portland. Sean wasn’t sure what was going to happen, but he wanted Lorelei to be on her guard in case anyone approached her.
As Sean returned to the precinct, he was relieved to see Nick and Hank sitting at their desks. He directed them to come into his office. “We got a problem?” Hank asked as Sean closed the door behind them.
“We do. My cousin Viktor is back in town with Adalind.”
“You’ve seen them?” Nick asked.
“I have. They know about your mother and that we gave her my child to her.”
“So they think we know where she is.” Hank commented.
“I don’t think they care whether we do or not. But they made it very clear, they’re not leaving without Diana.” Sean said before looking at Nick. “So I suggest you talk Juliette and watch your backs. I don’t know when or where, but I do know they will make a move.”
Nick nodded. “Have you told Lorelei they’re in town?”
“I have.”
“Does she know what really went down?” Hank asked.
Sean paused. At first, he believed Lorelei was completely unaware of what truly had happened. However, he had his doubts now. Lorelei hadn’t said anything, but his mother had insinuated that Lorelei may have some idea of what had happened.
“I don’t know. If she does, she hasn’t said anything.”
The two detectives left his office after that, leaving Sean to consider his next move.
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Once Sean had pulled together the information he needed, he called Sam Damerov into the precinct. Sam worked for him and was good at what he did. If anyone would be able to track down Kelly Burkhardt, it was him.
“This is everything I know about Kelly Burkhardt.” Sean said, showing Sam the file. “Only photos of her are over 20 years old. There is no driver’s license or passport in her name. And the last documentation is of her death.”
“But she’s still alive.”
“Very much so.” Sean confirmed. “She was last seen driving a 2008 Ford F-250 Crew Cab, Oregon DOV 412, registered to Juliette Silverton.”
“Burkhardt could be a long way away by done.”
“I’m sure that’s what she’d like us to think. Although my gut feeling is that she’s close by. She’s got a seven-month-old girl with her.” Sean informed him.
“If I find them, how do you want me to handle it?”
“Just tell me where she is.” Sean answered. “I don’t want her to know she’s been found.”
“I’ll see what I can do.” Sam told him as Sean moved to stand towards his desk.
“Just watch your moves. There’s a lot of other interest in the same subject. Oh, and Sam, one more thing you should know. She’s a Grimm.”
Sam nodded, as Sean opened the door for him. Sean closed his door behind him, watching as he left. Hopefully, they would find Kelly and Diana before the family did. He couldn’t allow Diana to get into their hands.
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Nick and Hank entered his office to discuss their case with him. It seemed their suspect was a wesen, possibly one hired by the Wesen Council. They showed him images from the man’s tablet.
“Photographs don’t prove that he killed anybody.” Sean told them as he flicked through the photos.
“Well, they prove he was at both crime scenes.” Nick pointed out.
Sean briefly glanced at him. “I’m not sure that matters, Nick. Can’t get a conviction on a Manticore.”
Hank spoke up. “I’m more worried about the Wesen Council putting a hit on Nick.”
There was a knock on the door and Wu entered, advising them that their suspect had gotten out. Down in the holding cells, they found one of the uniformed officers dead. Sean warned Nick that Wild would be coming after him. Nick headed home, concerned that Juliette may be home and thus a target for Wild.
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When Sean returned home, it was late, however he found his wife still awake, curled up in their bed reading. The whole drive home, Sean had been debating whether to tell Lorelei why Viktor was in town. Although he was pretty certain she had figured out what happened with Diana, he still wasn’t completely sure. “Hey, how was your day?” She asked, as Sean came to sit down beside her. She leaned forward giving him a kiss hello.
Sean sighed. “Interesting, to say the least.” He replied. “I saw Viktor and Adalind.”
Lorelei nodded slowly. “I’m surprised it’s taken them this long to return to Portland.” Lorelei commented.
Sean looked at her closely. She knew. Why else would she be unsurprised about their arrival in Portland. “You know?”
“That Diana isn’t with the Royals? That my mom has her? Yes, I know.”
“How long?”
Lorelei let out a breath. “I remembered my conversation with Adalind before I was hospitalised. Figured things out before I was discharged.” Sean was silent, not sure what to say. Lorelei smiled gently, her hand coming to cup his check. “I know you mon amour. There is no way you would have let Diana leave the country with them. There was a plan, which I am sure my family was involved in. Plus, it was officers from your precinct who arrested my mom. You knew she was one of the best options to keep Diana safe, why would you have her arrested unless you knew she wouldn’t be staying arrested. And finally, my mom left town that same day.”
Sean sighed. “I’m sorry I lied to you. Kept this a secret.”
Lorelei hushed him. “I don’t agree with separating Adalind and Diana. But I understand why you did it. I even understand why Rosalee drugged me.”
Sean’s eyebrows shot up. She knew about that. “Oh, come on, I was tired but not tired enough to spend the entire day sleeping. And my memory was pretty hazy. Plus, Rosalee was absolutely insistent I drink all my tea that morning. After she rudely awakened me.”
“When did you figure that out?”
Lorelei shrugged. “About the same time. I should probably put Rosalee out of her misery, she still can’t look me in the eye.” Lorelei sighed. “I was pissed at first. But maybe you guys did me a favour. I would not have handled seeing my mom get arrested and finding out you’d handed my bonus daughter over to your horrible family all in one day.”
Sean raised an eyebrow. “Bonus daughter?”
“Well, yeah. She’s legally my stepdaughter.  But she’s more than that, ergo, bonus daughter. Plus, she’s Olivia’s sister.”
The woman before him was truly amazing. Adalind had been correct in her assessment that Lorelei cared about Diana. Sean had no doubt that if Diana had been able to stay with them, Lorelei would have treated Diana the same as she would Olivia. Sean took Lorelei’s face in his hands and kissed her soundly. “You are amazing.” He murmured, pressing his forehead against her.
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***Lorelei’s POV***
The past few days had been interesting. Sean’s wounds bleeding, and then the news that the in-laws from hell had arrived back in Portland. Although Lorelei knew their priority was getting Diana back, a part of her feared that they may try to take Olivia as well, and maybe even herself.  Lorelei was anxious about being apart from Olivia, so when she next attended classes, she had gotten permission to bring Olivia. Lorelei was even considering seeing if it would be possible to continue her studies from home for the foreseeable future. Her professors told her they would speak with the higher up to see if it was an option. Lorelei, of course, couldn’t tell them to truth, but used her recent health problems as a reason.
After meeting with her professors, Lorelei stopped in at the on-campus café for a coffee and something to eat. Katie had been happy to see her. They hadn’t had much of a chance to hang out lately, both being busy with their lives. Katie and Melody would be graduating at the end of the school year and looking forward to what the future would bring. Both had admitted to Lorelei that they were planning on proposing to other. Lorelei thought it would be hilarious if they decided to do it at the same time.
Getting her coffee and food, Lorelei manoeuvred Olivia’s stroller outside and sat down at one of the tables, deciding to take advantage of the warmer weather. Olivia had fallen asleep, allowing Lorelei to eat and scroll through her phone. “May I join you?” A voice with a British accent asked.
Lorelei looked up, wondering if the person was talking to her. She froze upon seeing who was speaking with her. Sean had made sure she knew what certain members of his family looked like. She shrugged. “It’s a free country.” She told him.
The man sat down. “It’s a pleasure to finally meet you Lorelei. We haven’t been introduced. My name is Viktor –.”
Lorelei cut him off. “I don’t need the full name and title. I know who you are.” She said, sitting back in her chair. “How can I help you Viktor?”
Viktor smiled at her, trying to appear warm but failing. “I thought it time we meet. And I am hoping that you are more…reasonable than your husband.”
“I don’t know where my mother is and I have no way of reaching her.”
Viktor looked sceptical. “Her youngest child has birthed her first grandchild, and she has no contact with her. I find that hard to believe.”
Lorelei took a sip of her coffee. “Believe what you want. But my mother and I don’t have what you would consider a normal relationship. I barely know her.”
“Be that as it may, I am sure your brother has a way of contacting her.” Viktor said, as a man placed a coffee in front of him. “All I’m asking is that you stress the importance of your mother returning Diana. The child belongs with her family.”
“Well, that is something we agree on. Although I think we have different ideas on who that family is.”
Viktor swallowed the sip he had taken. “We are the same family, Lorelei. As much as my cousin likes to pretend, you, he and Olivia…” He glanced towards the stroller. “…are part of the family.”
Lorelei scoffed. “With family like yours, who needs enemies.”
“I won’t deny that the family hasn’t treated Sean well over the years; however, as I told him, those who wish him dead are now dead.”
“Are they really? The man who shot him worked for the family.”
“Weston Steward acted alone. The King does not wish to see his remaining son dead. In fact, he wishes to see him return to the fold, with his wife and daughters.  As the wife and daughter of a Prince, regardless of his legitimacy, you and your daughter are technically Princesses. In Vienna, you would live a life of luxury. In a castle. Everything you could ever possibly want, at your fingertips.”
“I don’t need a life of luxury. I’m happy with the one I have.”
Viktor sighed and seemed to decide to change tactics. “As a mother, surely you can relate to Adalind’s suffering. Her child was stolen by the one person who should have protected her.”
“Sean did what he did to keep Diana safe from your family.”
“We have no intention of harming Diana.”
“Harm can occur in many different ways Viktor. Diana may be physically safe, but I have no doubt the family sees her not as an individual person, but someone powerful to be used and manipulated.” Lorelei retorted.
Viktor sighed again, looking frustrated. “I see we will not be able to find common ground.” He said, finishing off his coffee before standing up. “It was a pleasure meeting you Lorelei. But I do encourage you to influence your husband and brother to have Diana returned. If not for your mothers sake.”
And with that he left. Lorelei let out a breath, her heart racing as she quickly packed up and headed towards her car.
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***Sean’s POV***
It had been a long day and it wasn’t even close to the end of shift. Sean was in his office, working on paperwork, as usual.  It seemed like it was never ending. There’d been even more paperwork to allow a former cop/current inmate to be temporarily released in order to help Nick and Hank with their arson/homicide case. He’d also heard from Damerov, no updated news apart from the fact Kelly had sold the truck she left Portland with. When Sean heard a knock on his office door, he did find himself a little annoyed about yet another interruption. “Yeah.” He said, not bothering to look up.
“Hey.”
The annoyance washed away when he realised it was Lorelei entering his office with Olivia, closing the door behind her. Sean put his pen down and stood up. “Hi. This is a pleasant surprise.” He said approaching them so he could take them in his arms. “What brings you in?”
“Oh, you know. We were in the area. I thought we’d stop by.” Lorelei said.
Sean pulled back and looked at her closely. Something was off. Lorelei was looking a little pale. “Is everything alright?” He asked in concern, taking Olivia when she reached out for him.
Lorelei let out a breath. “Yeah…just…I was minding my own business, having a late lunch after class when Viktor decided to join me.” She said slowly.
Sean froze. “What did he want?”
“Oh, you know. Same thing he wanted from you. Thought I would be the more ‘reasonable’ one.” She said, using finger quotes for the word reasonable. “He wanted me to contact my mom. Didn’t believe me when I said I had no way of contacting her. Told me I needed to stress the importance of returning Diana to her family.” Lorelei scoffed. “I agreed but we have different views on who that family is. He started going on about how we are part of the one family, no matter what you thought. I made a smart ass comment about with a family like yours, who needs enemies.”
Sean smirked. “What did he say to that?”
“Same thing he said to you. Those who want you dead are now dead. And some bullshit about how The King doesn’t want you dead, he wants to see you return to the fold with your wife and daughter.” Sean scoffed at that. Viktor was really grasping at straws. “Then I guess he tried to appeal to…I don’t know what. Was going on about how I married a Prince so that made Olivia and I Princesses, and if we lived in Vienna, we’d have a life of luxury.” Lorelei rolled her eyes at that.
“You don’t have dreams of being a Princess and living in a castle?”
“Maybe when I was five and obsessed with Belle from Beauty and the Beast. And even then, I was more interested in the library she had access to.”
Sean smiled. His wife and her books. “Anything else?”
“He tried to appeal to me as a mother, to relate to Adalind who had to child taken. But he didn’t get far with that, especially when I accused the family of wanting to use Diana as a weapon. Didn’t seem to like that.”
Sean nodded. “I doubt he did.”
“And then he left with a thinly veiled threat towards my mother. Suggested I influence you and Nick to have Diana returned for my moms sake.”
Sean pulled Lorelei against him, as closely as he could with Olivia still in his arms. He noticed Lorelei was shaking. He ran his hand up and down her back soothingly. “You’re shaking.”
Lorelei sighed. “I don’t know why it has affected me like this.”
“Viktor can be intimidating when he wants to be.” Sean told her, pressing a kiss to the crown of her head.
“I suppose. Or maybe I’m just PMS-ing.” She commented and Sean chuckled.
“That time of the month coming soon?”
Lorelei laughed before pulling back. “Sorry to bother you at work. I just wasn’t ready to go home. You know, in case I was followed. Even though they probably already know where we live.”
Sean nodded understandingly. “You know what, maybe I’ll finish up for the day. Head home early.”
“Oh, no. You don’t need to. I’ll be fine. Just being a little paranoid.”
Sean cupped her cheek, gently stroking it with his thumb. “No arguments. I’ve been working a lot lately and I want to spend some time with my family. Give me ten minutes.”
Lorelei nodded, taking Olivia from him. “Alright. I might go bug Franco.”
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kamyru · 1 year ago
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Kuranosuke Kiba headcanons
Author's note: I don't remember the last time I did something like this, probably it was for "Irresistible Mistakes" Toma Kiriya. But, here I am because I have so many headcanons I want to share with you. Tell me about whom to make the next post. 
As a kid, Kuranosuke asked his parents for a pet. But they ignored him. Instead, they gave his younger brother one. By the end, Kuranosuke took care of the animal, and it loved him the most out of the entire house. 
Kuranosuke thinks he is closer to his sister because they spend more time together. However, his brother is sure he is closer to him because Kuranosuke used to spend a lot of time looking after him.
Kid and teenager Kuranosuke hated his eyes with a passion. He thought his rough look made it hard to find friends and be close to his family. So, for a few years, he tried all the possible ways known to mankind to look friendlier. 
Kuranosuke used to volunteer at pet shelters when he was a teenager. 
For a while, teenager Kuranosuke wanted to go to therapy. But he thought that his problems weren't important enough for this. So, he didn't go. 
Kuranosuke may have a complicated relationship with his family. Yet, he thinks his parents' marriage is healthy and romantic. So, he grew up with idealized ideas about love and marriage. 
Regarding Kuranosuke's idealized ideas about love: he tried to date someone in high school. Yet, he was a virgin till his late college years or even after, because he thought that sex was something you do only with a loved one.
Even if he didn't want to admit it, Kuranosuke had some feelings for his former wife, Shiori.
When he got married for the first time, Kuranosuke was pretty enthusiastic. He even accepted his colleagues to throw a party for him. That's why he was so surprised that MC didn't know he was divorced. He thought that everyone knew he used to have a wife.
Between Shiori and MC, he had never had any relationships, not even one-night stands. He felt too guilty to hurt someone again.
None of them will admit it, but Kunihiro and Kuranosuke lived together for Kuranosuke more than for Kunihiro. The older one was wealthy enough to hire someone to clean. However, after his divorce, Kuranosuke's mental health was so bad it made Kunihiro worry.
Kuranosuke and Togo joke about "the middle child" and "the youngest child". Kuranosuke teases Daimon for being the youngest, while Daimon teases Kuranosuke for being the middle. Once, Daimon joked about the middle kids being invisible to their parents, and Kuranosuke laughed so hard he started to cry. Never again had Daimon said the same joke.
Remember his "Now that I look at her, she is on the prettier side"? Kuranosuke knew from the start that MC is pretty, he is just dumb. The moment he got into his department, she caught his attention. But he wouldn't be Kuranosuke if he admitted this from the start. 
This man used to be fantastic at painting, considering that both of his parents are in the art field. He also has some paintings from his young years that MC found and put on the wall. Kuranosuke tried to convince her to get rid of them, but honestly, he liked what she did. 
Kuranosuke is awful at driving. He says he doesn't have a car because it's too expensive. But actually, he doesn't have one because it's safer this way. 
The Blizzard knows about his nickname. It is hard not to know when he works with so many idiots. At first, Kuranosuke felt guilty and tried to be friendlier with his subordinates. Then, after the divorce with Shiori, he got numb to this kind of thing. However, from the moment he fell for MC, it hurt him every time he heard her calling him like this. 
"Mr. I don't mess my personal and professional lives," told MC a few times that he loved her while at work after she got him a cup of tea or discussed a client. 
He hates that he and MC don't have wedding bands yet. 
NSFW! Under the cut
NSFW! While living with Kunihiro, he walked on Kuni having sex with his girlfriends. Usually, he tried to ignore it. But once, he was so exhausted and mad that he just continued his way, ignoring what was happening a few meters away. 
NSFW! This one is canon, but he is the definition of "I don't have sex. I make love."
NSFW! One of his biggest turns-on is when MC wears his clothes. Forget about lacy underwear. To seduce him is enough to wear a t-shirt from him on her naked body. The second his eyes fall on MC's free nipples under the t-shirt is the last before she is naked again.
NSFW! This man has the biggest praise kink. He won't ever admit it, but it's enough for MC to tell him how good he is, and he is lost. Also, he likes to praise MC, too. 
NSFW! He is a brat tamer, yes. But he is also a little bit of a brat himself. Kuranosuke didn't have the opportunity to be the spoiled kid, so he compensates in bed.
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suinotsuki · 2 years ago
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Regency AU: The Right One
A/N: I just decided to post my fanfics also here on Tumblr. But, all of these are cross-posted to my AO3 account too along with the other SenHaku Week 2021 fanfics of mine! Fanfic Links: AO3 | FF.net
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A Regency Era AU where Kohaku is the earl's daughter and Senku is a marquess. SenHaku Week 2021 Day 4: First Kiss
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"You mustn't simply give your first kiss to anyone, Kohaku. It should be with the right person." Was what her dearly departed mother once told her.
The girl took those words to her heart and carried it everywhere with her. It was like a promise. She reserved her kiss for someone worthy. She never let a boy kiss her, and, even though it was improper, she would slap their faces.
Of course, her father looked horrified when she did that to her suitors.
Kohaku won't get married at this rate. My daughter will grow old by herself. A lady like her will never find a lord or duke because of her personality. Earl Bluebelton's youngest is too feral. The family's only hope is the eldest.
There were so many words she heard from her father and other people. She can deal with the judgment of others. People would never know the truth behind their words. They couldn't see what was beyond. But, her father's?
It was too painful.
Was there something wrong with keeping her word to her mother? Is it a mistake to protect herself from those opportunistic men? Did her father not know her mother's requests to her and Ruri? Did he not want them safe and sound?
Kohaku clenched her fists tightly. It's so unfair.
"Milady, is there something wrong?" Kujaku asked, stopping to brush the girl's hair.
Kohaku looked at the woman from the mirror and smiled politely. "Everything is fine."
"Your father wants you to meet someone later. He said he thinks he finally found you and your sister good suitors." The short-haired woman stated as she went back to her previous task. "However, if I may speak my mind, they're not enough."
"I guess that's something we shall see."
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"Kohaku, you'd behave well for today," Kokuyo ordered his youngest as headed to the parlor.
"Father, I don't think Kohaku would do something unacceptable." Ruri softly stated, but the words fell on deaf ears.
Kohaku could only look down in silence.
When they arrived at the parlor, their father smiled at the waiting guests. "Welcome! Thank you for joining us."
Both the siblings curtsied in front of the Earl's sons. Kohaku looked up to take a quick once-over at their guests. Her eyes widened as blue met blue. She recognized the lord in front of her. She knew him, and she wasn't happy with this meeting.
"Lord Magma, Lord Mantle, shall we?" Kohaku could hear her father speak, but her gaze was on the large lord she knew too well.
As if she was going to let the two of them become part of their family.
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Kohaku couldn't believe it.
Kokuyo immediately sent her to her room when he noticed her defiant attitude towards the Earl's sons. She had to chase them away. And knowing Lord Magma's personality, she knew she had to make an extra effort. Her image be damned. She was going to protect her older sister!
Feeling frustrated, Kohaku grabbed her cloak, took her horse, and snuck out of the manor.
She needed a breather, and it was impossible to have that inside the house. She had to go somewhere. She had an idea where, but anywhere but this place was fine. The lady urged her horse to move faster. She trusted the stallion would lead her to that place.
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Kohaku had gone to the marquess' house several times before.
She and Senku Ishigami first met before her big introduction to society. It was during one of the times she sneaked out of the manor. She found him by accident trying to make something fly up into the air. Upon seeing his crafts, she became fascinated with them and frequently came back to watch. He found her soon after.
When they saw each other at her debutante, Kokuyo wondered why they seemed close. He was also the reason why they had to dance together for one song. It wasn't bad. Kohaku would describe it as a pleasant experience. However, it was only good because that day was full of men trying to pursue her. A duke's son even tried to kiss her, but she dared to punch him in front of many.
The incident became part of the morning news.
"Lioness, I thought you weren't leaving the house today," Senku said as she approached him.
"I'm not a lioness!" Kohaku sighed. "Father found a suitor for Ruri. I made a scene and got kicked out of the dinner table."
"I can't see anything new there. Who was it?"
"Lord Magma." She intentionally left the part that her father thought she could be a match for Lord Mantle.
"Hmmm... Your father seems to be getting desperate in finding suitors."
"As you said, marquess, there was nothing new," Kohaku repeated his words. She looked over to what he was holding in his hands. "What's that?"
Senku chuckled and looked at a part of his latest invention. He only needed the piece he was holding in his hands. "Rather than explaining, why don't you see it first?"
She blinked in confusion, but still nodded as she trusted him. The boy grabbed the lamp he was holding, and they crossed the fields together. It was a long, silent walk as the marquess' land was expansive. Despite having light to illuminate their way, there were times that he would trip. It's why Kohaku would always hold him for support and not the other way around.
Finally, they arrived in front of an enormous tree. It wasn't like the others in the land. It was one of a kind. With the lady's impressive eyesight, she could see that something shined on the trees whenever the moonlight hit it. What was it? She wasn't sure. It was probably another thing the boy crafted.
Senku removed himself from her side and walked towards the tree. She could see him tinkering with a box. Her heart was beating with excitement. She was looking forward to whatever that was. His skill to diligently work on his inventions made her have respect for him. Maybe that's what made her hang around him too.
Not only was she amazed by his scientific endeavors, but his personality was unlike other men.
"I'm going to turn this on now," Senku stated.
As he pushed a button, the tree lit up, and Kohaku couldn't take her eyes off of it. There were so many specks of light decorating the tree. Nature even decided to make it better by drizzling snow from the heavens. She could have sworn she saw a faint rainbow of colors. The scenery was absolutely breathtaking.
It was probably even the most beautiful thing she has ever seen.
From beside her, Senku smiled. She didn't even notice him walking to her. He noted how her shoulders relaxed as if her previous worries faded. A smile graced her lips, and her eyes lit up far brighter than the lightbulbs he made. Kohaku was supposed to say something to him. However, as soon as she looked at him, his gaze caused her to forget her words.
Everything seemed to vanish as they stood there caught in a spell by the brilliant glowing lights.
They took in each other's features memorizing each detail to heart. In the end, their gazes landed on each other's lips. They closed their eyes. The distance between them slowly shrunk with Senku cupping her face. Kohaku held onto his coat, and like that, they kissed each other softly.
Years later, Kohaku would be able to say she gave her first kiss to the right person.
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sweetmoonstorm · 1 year ago
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HELLOO!! I saw that your requests were open so I wanted to request something for Ninjago!!
Basically a hc where the ninja see the reader as their baby sibling (so obviously platonic) and they would do anything for them and protect them on missions or if they got in trouble with others! Just some sibling fluff because we are in need of this stuff!
Hopefully that made sense and hopefully you're having a WONDERFUL day! Thank you❤️
Yw + Ty!! <33
There r gonna be spoilers for certain seasons in this-
So Basically for hcs with a reader that is viewed as a lil sib to ninjas.
You will definitely be treated like a child/baby.
This is just assuming you're one of the youngest in the ninja group, (including Lloyd), or you're a bit childish, whatever it would take for the ninja to view you as a younger sib.
Most likely, you're very close with them, or at least most of them, and know lots about them, and they know lots about you!
That being said....
There most definitely will be light hearted teasing/joking about you being 'the youngest' of the group no matter your age, and that may be annoying at times.
If you dislike the teasing/jokes though, they'll (tro to) stop.
So, into the ninjas relationships with you.(Lloyd, Kai, Cole, Zane, and Jay, including Nya)
Zane
Personally a fav of mine, Zane is really the guy to go to when you need help in the brains department.
He's also an excellent cook, who'd be willing to give the youngest sib something to eat whenever you're hungry.
I see Zane as the one who's although not the best at understanding emotion, will try to comfort you if you get upset or annoyed by one of your other brothers/sister, or are just having a bad day in general.
"Stay Calm y/n. Good things come to people who are able to stay calm."
"...you got that from Master Wu, right?"
"Yes, I did. Did it make you feel better?"
"...Sorta. Thanks Zane."
"I am here anytime you would like to talk, little sibling."
Allow me to add-
Even if you get scolded for getting into trouble, Zane will have this kinda look towards you that's like :
'That was very brave of you, y/n', or 'Good job defending yourself.'
He'll probs talk to u abt the event after it happens too just bc-
Jay
So we got the master of lightning.
If you're the type to tease, then here's the guy-
Aside from Lloyd, Jay's the only one who's ' element' isn't actually an element-
Cue you messing around with him and playfully joking abt his element.
Now if your element isn't actually an element either, well be prepared-
For more fluff stuff, Jay and you will probably compete against each other along with the other ninja, or maybe he's just gonna pester ya while you're doing something.
For the whole when he gets the hots for Nya, Jay may or may not ask for dating advice. Depending on how your love life is n stuff.
Now according to generic protection, Jay will try n seem a bit tough, beat up the evil with his nunchucks, y'know?
Keep the youngest safe (not that it really matters how old you are, you're gonna be the youngest to the master of lightning-)
Cole
Now, I feel you'd get along best if your element had something to do with earth, or you're just a nature enjoyer in general.
But for the general subjects.
Personally, I'm able to imagine Cole as like, the older brother who didn't realize what was going on, though that role may fit Kai or Lloyd better.
He and you may have disputes at times, along with Jay, but y'all get along in general.
And while I didn't really talk about this in the Jay section, when the time comes to where they're arguing over Nya, you could just be a lil sneaky and tell Nya legit all about their arguments over her as a youngest sibling would,
Or you could ignite the arguments a lil more, or who knows??
It's really up to you-
During battle, Cole will act similar to Jay, tryna show off some, but he may check on you a bit more often, quick glances to make sure you haven't run off to fight an enemy in Narnia or some bullsh-
Kai
Ima just jump to the protection start bc I've got more ideas for this fiery boi-
Seeing as Kai's lil sis, Nya, is also in the group, he'd probably be the most protective out of them all.
While all the Ninja care about you, Kai's the one who actually has experience with his lil sis Nya, and likely knows the best ways to make sure you don't get yourself into trouble.
Tbh, he'd probably treat you the same way he treats Nya.
Telling you to 'stay back so you don't get hurt', or to just don't do stuff that'll get you hurt, making sure you're alright, getting defensive over you when the others start arguments, etc.
It does NOT matter what role you play or how good/bad you are in battle, Kai's gonna treat you like his bio lil sib
Well, i suppose that would depend on how long he'd known you, but, stillll
That would actually prob be the main reason he argues with you.
Despite wanting you to be safe, along with Nya, Kai still has that fiery personality of his, to match with his element.
But for general, Kai can be a fun guy to be around!
Kai would like it if you got along with Nya too.
Not only would he get an additional lil sib, said sib gets along with his bio sib! Win-Win!
Lloyd
Ok so
This one is the youngest if we ignore the part where you're seen as the youngest sib/are the youngest.
Since he never actually 'grew up', and had to deal with some sorta potion that deals with ages(it's froma certain episode I don't exactly remember) I feel Lloyd would be more... Eh, awkward.
Assuming you were with the ninja from the beginning, Lloyd joined in later on, and it'd probably feel weird to him seeing he can now refer to you as 'lil sib'.
Maybe you'd be the one that got him back into mischief making.
Not too far to the point where y'all end up summoning even more legendary tribes, but harmless pranks and such.
Or you'd be able to help him adjust to life as a grownup! Who knows?
Lloyd, I feel would be one who tries to deal with things more... Idk, his way.
When protecting you, the amount of power that goes into his attacks depends on the level of danger, but the main priority is to keep everyone safe, which includes you.
Seeing as the ninja often made him stay behind on missions when he was still a kid, I think Lloyd would sympathize more with you on the whole having to stay behind bc "mission to dangerous for lil sib" thing.
Nya
This gonna be a lil shorter-
Will sympathize with you as well in the whole having to stay behind missions thing.
(Og Ninjago fans will remember what she did in s1 during that whole samurai thing)
During that time period, she'll maybe help you w your own contraption so that you can do missions as well.
Oho but during the part she found out she got her mom's powers?
She bout to go ham on those tryna hurt her lil sib ':)
And that's all I got. I hope this is likeable, and I apologize for this being rather very long anon!
-SMS
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makings-of-a-cameo · 2 years ago
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Is it real or anxiety?
I do not want to disclose what my job title or where I work but I will say I work for a well known hosptial that is ranked high. The hosptial where I work, has many top specialist in their field that bring in many patients from all over the world. I interact with many differnt types of people with differfernt demographics, culture, and backgrounds. That also includes those I work with as well. I interact with majority of departments on different issues. My specific role puts me into intense situations, whether that being from the medical team/administrative or the patient's themselves by either the health concerns/personal dramas. I am involved in their lives at the worst times of their lives. It is understandable that their emotions get the best of them. With that being said, after the pandemic the medical field has taken a hard hit emotionally and physically. It has been 3 years since the beginning and we are not close to bounding back and true across the country. The pandemic took a massive toll on mental health and due to that the behaviors of patients have increasingly become agressive. More so than ever before. The statistics are almost quadrupled compaired to how it used to be. When these situations arise, I am placed right in the middle. It has lead me to fixate on all my interactions with staff and patients/families. "Did I say the right thing?", "Could I have done more?", "Does the team think I supported them or do they feel like I left them out to dry?". Sometimes it gets the best of me and I question if I am even good at my job. It leads my think if I am even good at my job. On paper, I got a promotion after 8 months, I received an award, and I have grown immensely in my position this year. When I am in the moment, I wonder if everyone thinks I am not qualified for this job. I am the youngest on my team and the least experienced. Sometimes these situations are draining emotionally. Don't get me wrong, I know that I am doing what I am meant to do in life but doubt is always under the surface. I hear all the wonderful feedback I recive from patients and mainly my colleagues, but why can't I feel this way on my own. I have felt that I was doing better mentally but now I am thinking I just been avoiding and now its manifesting. Anxiety has always been there but it's becoming to much. I do not want to go home and be upset with myself that may or may not be an issue at work. During the day, there is no issue but once I walk through my front door it consumes me. I need to find a to love myself better.
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willowmistry · 2 years ago
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AYESHA MADON // have you seen WILLOW MISTRY around the crash site? we’re trying to make sure they’re still alive after the crash! according to the manifesto SHE is a TWENTY FOUR year old CIS WOMAN. i hear they’re known being a PERSONAL ASSISTANT. WILLOW is also known to be FRIENDLY yet also SHALLOW at times. we have a couple questions for WILLOW when we find SHE, we heard something about a secret they might have? such as SAID SHE WAS VISITING A FAMILY MEMBER IN THE US BUT REALLY WAS VISITING HER SIGNIFICANT OTHER THAT HER PARENTS DON’T KNOW ABOUT!
triggers. none
BASIC STATS—
NAME: Willow Mistry
NICKNAMES: Will, Misty
GENDER & PRONOUNS: CIS Woman & she/her
AGE & DOB: Twenty Four & 16 May
BIRTHPLACE: Sydney, Australia
ORIENTATION: Bisexual
BIOGRAPHY—
Willow grew up in a rather large household in Sydney. She was the second youngest, with a brother ten years older than her. Her mum also came from a larger family and her father a smaller one. The Mistry house was always kind of chaotic. Between after school activities and school functions, there was never a calm day in their house. Willow thrived in the chaos of it all, finding time for herself whenever she could. Unlike her siblings, Willow was never a "go getter" like her parents wanted her to be. She was social, but she didn't really like the concept of being involved in tons of activities. She would rather focus on her own peers than school, which really annoyed her parents. While her parents weren't super strict, they did want the best for their children and Willow was constantly in trouble for not doing what she should be doing. But she was a happy child, always smiling, doodling on anything she could, and constantly had her head in the clouds.
She really found who she wanted to be in high school. Like many of her friends, they were obsessed with fashion, but Willow especially had an eye for it. She loved coming up with fun ideas for clothing, inspired by nature and putting together outfits for her friends when they went out. It wasn't a career that she knew was simple to get into, but she still spend most of her time designing her own clothing line and focusing on developing her drawing skills. In the last two years of her schooling, she focused on finding a career path that didn't necessarily put her in university. Her parents were not pleased with this choice she made and the last two years of school, it was a point of contention between the three of them. Even her siblings took sides. But ultimately, Willow was stubborn enough that her parents figured she wasn't going to back down and relented.
She joined the workforce at eighteen, as a personal assistant to a woman who worked at a fashion magazine. Willow had no experience in the field, but she was determined to show her worth without going to university. And she did just that, within a few short months, she had proven herself to her boss. The work was not always easy, but Willow felt like she was doing well with her life. Although she was not making the same amount of money any of her siblings were, who had all ended up in careers that paid well. Willow was happy though. She flourished in the chaos of the magazine and got to see a lot of the newest fashions before anyone else, which was what she loved. The hours might have been long and often times thankless, but Willow didn't care because she was happier than if she would have gone to school. As she worked, she slowly started taking design courses.
At the age of twenty one, Willow met Tom, who worked in the fashion department as a personal assistant. The two hit it off and Willow was really excited when Tom eventually asked her on a date. She knew her parents would probably never approve of the match, but Willow didn't really care because she really enjoyed spending time with Tom. Her parents eventually met them, but Willow never mentioned they were dating. It was devastating when Tom eventually was picked to move to San Francisco where the magazine was opening a publication in America. While the two of them were not excited about the distance, Willow knew her life was still in Sydney for a little while longer. They decided to keep dating and would talk as often as they could, but also write letters to each other. It was difficult, though she was excited every time she got to hear Tom's voice on the phone.
Willow eventually saved up enough money that she could go visit Tom. But she used the excuse of visiting an aunt that lived in the general area. Her parents had no idea she was lying and that she had been lying to them for three years. She couldn't bring herself to explain that she had fallen in love because her parents questioned basically everything about her life. Willow packed her bags and found herself in America for two whole weeks. She loved it and when the time was up, she reluctantly got on a plane to go home.
PERSONALITY—
She's a very active person and doesn't sit still well. Willow pays attention to details and is always doodling on something. She seems a lot younger than she actually is at times though because she loved to complain. She's very stubborn. While she will strike up a conversation with just about anyone, Willow can be annoying when it comes to the topic of conversations as sometimes she just talks to talk. She can also come off as shallow and if she's doing something she really doesn't want to do, everyone will hear about it. If she wants to be alone, she's usually the type to grab her sketch pad and hide behind a drawing, but she refuses to communicate when she doesn't want to be around people. It's honestly very rare to see her in those moods though.
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beardedmrbean · 2 years ago
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Police in San Francisco are investigating a shooting inside a synagogue during which the unidentified suspect may have fired blanks rather than live rounds Wednesday night in what a synagogue official called an attempt to terrorize Jewish people.
The synagogue didn't report the incident until Thursday morning. No injuries or property damage were reported.
Officers responded to a report of threats at the synagogue around 9:30 a.m. Thursday, the San Francisco Police Department said in a statement early Friday.
The person who made the report described an incident around 7:20 p.m. Wednesday in which an unknown man entered the building and "shot several times," police said.
"To me, this feels like an act of terrorism. The point was to terrify the Jewish people here," Alon Chanukov, the synagogue's vice president, told KRON-TV.
KRON reported that the incident Wednesday was captured on video. A man wearing a baseball cap, jacket and sneakers enters a room with more than a dozen people at a table and makes hand gestures before taking out a gun and firing around the room. The man then waves and exits less than a minute after entering the room.
Police did not name the synagogue.
Chanukov said the witnesses didn't call police after the suspect fired the rounds believed to be blanks, but he phoned authorities Thursday morning.
"I don't think people knew what was happening. We are talking about elderly people. The youngest being 60, then 70s and 80s," Chanukov said, adding that there was a fear about retaliation from speaking out.
Police noted there was another report of a person with a gun at a theater on the same block Tuesday night. A man brandished a gun at employees and then fled on foot.
Police said the events appeared to be unrelated to the synagogue incident on Wednesday, but the similar descriptions indicate the man in each report is "possibly the same individual." Investigators were searching for the suspect on Friday.
The latest synagogue incident came as a man suspected of throwing a Molotov cocktail at the front door of a synagogue in northern New Jersey last weekend was arraigned on Thursday and amid evidence of growing antisemitism nationwide.
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apostasirpg · 1 month ago
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APÓSTASI (a depth between)
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12:48 p.m. 28 March, 2015, The Saronic Gulf
Pireaus-Asteria Ferry
The sun strand creeping over the edge of the ferry’s roof is warm on Lian’s skin, easing the spring cool of the Mediterranean. An ebbing of a crisp salted aroma and the undulating sway of the sea nudge her closer to sleep, the muted whispers of the few other passengers and the disquiet echo of footsteps on hollow metal keeping her afloat. Her destination, Asteria, has been in lockdown over the past half-year, and her undue assignment is to serve as observational lead from the Library–the United Federation of Nations’s foreign intelligence operative arm–in accessing the situation. 
She sighs.
The last fourteen hours have been a naught less than a whirlwind sprint, from the early morning phone call–a professional obligation she could not refuse–arranging a last minute sitter for her son –adopted, for all the wrong reasons–the last minute flight to Athens–that she nearly missed–the unsubtly racist taxi driver she had tried her best to make simple conversation within until she got to port–she thought no less than two times about pulling her gun to command him to cease speaking–and now here. Bobbing on sea, at least, felt almost relaxing, the precipice of being unburdened by duty and obligation, muted by inevitability of her mission and the lack of human presence.
She tries her best to make the most of the moment, imagining the perhaps it was closer to summer where a comfortable warmth sweeps the sea, when the ports and streets start to fill with tourists, at a time when she might just be able to let go and relax. In better circumstances, she could return to this. But she made her choices, decades ago, and the door is closed to her. To have seen what she has seen and to know what she has come to know, well, often comes at a price, and this is hers.
“Agent Jiang, we have are due to arrive at port in twenty minutes,” a deep, smooth voice, posh and English, cuts her from her thoughts, “If it is not untoward, may I suggest we make for the car and prepare for departure?” 
She sighs and turns to him, a uselessly tall boy in salute. Barely an adult, pale as a ghost, hair ashen white. Athletically built, though a bit on the bony side of thin.  Were it not for his violet eyes one might’ve mistaken him as a character ripped from their limited existence in a black-and-white television show. The black shirt, black slacks, black shows, and gray Chesterfield do little to alleviate it.   
“Drop the salute, Augusta,” her eyes narrow,”Loosen up a little as well.”
“M-my apologies, ma’am,” he goes into a slight bow before jerking back up, standing stiff. She sighs. 
“Your apologies are unnecessary,” she waves him on, “I’ll be along shortly. If I do not join you before arrival I will be waiting on the port when you depart.” 
“Of course, m-ma’am.”
Rivelin Augusta, is Lian’s least favorite person right now. Among the youngest to ever joined the ranks of the Library, and perhaps the least fit for duty at this stage, he was thrusted upon her in her early morning delirium. ‘A simple, non-combat affair’ she was told, ‘his talents are complementary to yours’ they said, honeyed words accompanied unfulfillable promises of actual vacation time. It is not that he is unbearably awful (merely just bearably), but his posh disposition, formalities, social ineptitude, and overeagerness to perform jabbed at her in all the wrong ways. Worse still, he arrived on an earlier flight and took the rental car from the airport half an hour before she could deplane, forcing her to parlay with the taxi. 
“Earlier, was it a mistake for me to not wait for–”
“No,” Yes, yes it was, “Just go, Augusta.”
He apologizes and excuses himself, his insecurities slipping through in a stammer. Lian cannot help but sigh, an involuntary reaction she fears is becoming a frequent occurrence on this mission. She stands from her seat, stretches her arms above her head, and looks past the front railing of the deck, the island city of Asteria and its haze of tragedy sitting clear on the horizon before them.
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1:52 p.m.
The Town of Asteria
Augusta took the wheel of their government-issued car–a worn, two-door luxury car from the early nineties–and set off from the port to the local hospital, for all of the wrong turns it Augusta to navigate his way there. The GPS misread every road as closed due to the lockdown, so Lian was forced to instruct him on when and where to turn based on an out-of-date print-out map, but at least the lack of people in the streets meant few had to bear witness to their mistakes
Perhaps it was unwise to let someone who has only recently ceased to be an actual child drive, in a foreign country no less, but better to let him gain the experience here rather than in a emergency situation. Regardless of her internal irritation, she holds herself together as best she can. She too once had been thrust into this world at a young age, and given that most Library Personnel have sealed internal files privy in full to few, she knows little of what circumstances have led him here to this moment. 
The hospital lies up northward a bit past the dense menagerie of light-colored buildings and narrow streets of the recently revitalized of the port and harbor districts, courtesy of the wealthier members of the town’s immigrant-majority community. Roads roughen further, accidental loops around one-way streets and u-turns at dead-end streets. Runaway vines, weeds breaking through dilapidated concrete, and the pristine, bright buildings dull and crack. Brand name stores, national chains, and hotels give way to apartments, homes, and local shops, nature slowly reclaiming the space between as they come in view of the hospital.
Augusta grips the wheel, arms straight, eyes focused on the road before him. Lian eyes him curiously from the corner of her vision, not wanting to pressure him and potentially frighten him into driving right into a wall but still well within her vision to observe. He swallows, Adam’s apple plunging and rising, a drop of sweat dangling on his chin. In profile he almost appears aquiline, and were he to cease all motion one might almost mistake him to be a statue of antiquity.  
“So, this hospital, they know we’re coming, right?” he asks, the first words he’s spoken since so confidently boasting about his driving ability upon departing the port.
“They have been informed. We are to rendezvous with the Police Director for Asteria beforehand, one Serigy Klymenko,” Lian recites the information as though it was common knowledge. Meetings, expectation settings, boundaries, and a slew of red tape to establish before Augusta and her can enact their mission. Augusta nods, staring forward as he takes a turn and drives past a worn, off white sign with ‘Γενικό Νοσοκομείο Αστεριών/ Asteria General Hospital’ writ in a faded teal.
A stout guard stops them at the gate and–avoiding Lian–asks Augusta for the reason for their visit. He presents there documentation and his badge, a spiked, platinum sphere reminiscent of the planet, to which the guard apologizes and directs them to park in employee parking zone. He states that Klymenko meet and escort them from there. Augusta thanks the man in what can little be described as the most butchered sounding ευχαριστώ one could imagine, eliciting a small chuckle from the guard, and drives forward.
The hospital grounds are uncomplicated affair, a main boulevard circling the primary building with well-maintained grounds breaking up the monotony of concrete with verdancy. Employee parking is separated from the public’s by a small split from the road and a sign, not that there appears to be any method of enforcement, least that Lian can surmise. Augusta turns in and parks, in a space away from the building proper, while Lian peers at the row of police cars all parked close to the hospital’s back entrance.
A uniformed man leans against the car, eyes closed, smoking a cigarette. Cropped blond hair, square faced, lighter complexion. Klymenko, Lian surmises to Augusta. He nods, asks if there’s anything he should be prepared for, and she responds to just be matter-of-fact and doesn’t say any more than he really needs to. Augusta doesn’t respond enthusiastically, but she assures him it is best to keep their intentions and story simple for now.
A second man emerges from the police car, thinner and younger than Klymenko, with dark hair and a deeper olive complexion. He signals to the Police Director of your arrival, to which he merely twists his head to glance in their direction, frowns, and goes back to his cigarette, unwilling to leave his shaded reprieve. The younger officer’s shoulder fall and he takes a breath before speaking to Klymenko once more before he is once again rebuffed and makes his way over to their car. Augusta rolls down his window in advance.
“Pardon me, but I am guessing you are the guests from the Library,” he asks, accent thick.
“That is correct. I am Agent Rivelin Augusta, and this,” he gestures toward Lian,” is Agent Jiang Lian.” 
“It is nice to meet you. I am Lieutenant Christos Chatzis. Director. Serigy Klymenko is over there,” he gestures back towards the hospital, “I, uh, apologize for him in advance.”
“For?” Augusta raises a brow.
“Just how he has been lately,” Chatzis takes a deep breath, “It is not for me to talk about, sorry. Just… don’t take his attitude too personally.”
“Shouldn’t be much of an issue,” Lian opens her door and stands up, speaking to Chatzis from across the top of the car, “I’m accustom to dealing with far worse than one moody police officer.”
Lian starts to march over to Klymenko, Chatzis quickly following and Augusta tripping out of the car and rushing to catch up. Klymenko responds to their approach by glancing at them, eyes furrowed, before returning to focus on his cigarette.
“Guessing you’re them?” Klymenko calls outs, head titled downwards, eyes mired in displeasure. He makes no attempt to meet them halfway as his cigarette finishes in his mouth, puffing out a cloud of smoke toward the sky as he stares at the butt slowly burning out.
“Police Director Serigy Klymenko, I presume,” Lian flashes her documentation and badge to him, “Agent Lian Jiang and,” she gestures towards Augusta, “Agent Rivelin Augusta. You have received the debriefing, I hope?”
“Ah,” he hands his the butt of his cigarette to his partner, who goes off to dispose of it in an ironically-placed ashtray atop a bin by the hospital backdoors, “Yeah, I read it. Don’t like to have to play ambassador with the Library, but I don’t have much choice here with all of this,” he turns and waves them to follow.
“We appreciate the hospitality, sir,” Lian grants him some deference. No need to antagonize someone who does not want you here, regardless of whether or not he has the authority to defy you. As an agent of the Library and by extension of the U.N.A., Lian and Augusta in theory have absolute authority over the local place, though the rules and caveats around exercising that power incentives cooperation and deference. Certain powers are to be limited in only the most dire of circumstances.
Klymenko gives a noncommittal grunt and leads them into the building as his partner rejoins them. Past the hefty doors, two officers salute Klymenko and Chatzis and give Lian and Augusta noncommittal looks, their eyes ever so slightly narrowed. The interior of the building, as one might suspect, consists of an almost-beige off-white walls and dark blue flooring, footsteps clattering in intervals throughout long hallways. Locker and break rooms line this hallway–unsurprising, given they came in the employee entrance–but it takes a two minutes to walk to make their way to an unoccupied desk.
Klymenko rounds it and picks up a phone and dials a number.
“They’re here–yes I have–does it really matter?” Klymenko sighs, annoyed, “Yeah, yeah. We’ll be here.”
He returns the phone and sits down as he boots up the computer and taps on at the keyboard, fingers disjointedly darting and stopping between letters as his brow furrows. At a punctuated, final tap of a key he sighs and leans back in the chair, but only ever so slightly as to not tip over.
“Anastos and Goswami will join us shortly,” he states. The Hospital Administrator and the President of the Board of Directors respectively; her debriefing includes profiles on both of them. 
Dr. Loukas Anastos is a born-and-raised native to Asteria, the Anastos family stretching back generations as far as recorded history indicates. Educated in Athina and Berlin, a family man who married a childhood friend and has three kids, and fishes with his fathers in his free time. A clean record, and unlikely to warrant concern, though Lian has been around long enough to know better than to assume surface-level observations constitute the whole of person.
Dr. Puja Goswami, on the other hand, is the more curious anomaly here. A well-educated business woman and doctor from Bharat, married to the fourth-in-line brother of the influential Goswami Group. The Goswamis originally came to Asteria thirty years ago and played a vital part in the town’s revitalization from a desolate government-designated ghetto for immigrants and refugees. While her husband is often traveling on family affairs, Goswami herself has rooted herself in Asteria with her two kids. The Goswami Group has no known public activities that has warranted the Library’s attention, yet there is enough legal tape surrounding some of their projects that encourage a cautious approach.
 Klymenko looks around at the nurses passing by, the four of them standing around in extended silence. At one point, Klymenko’s face softens and eyes dart to Chatzis, the two of them nodding back to one another. With a wave Klymenko stands up and says he’ll be back shortly, commanding Chatzis to keep watch over the two of them, and departs down a hallway calling out to a nurse. Though Lian does not understand what he says, she does recognize the name ‘Olena’ in his speech.
“His wife,” Chatzis offers, “Strong woman, keeps the Director straight.”
“Happily married, I would hope?” Lian asks.
“Much so,” Chatzis turns his head back in direction where Klymenko had run off before returning to the two of them in a quieter, hushed voice, “Though, it’s been difficult for the two of them. I shouldn’t be telling you any of this, but,” Augusta tilts his head, hands politely clasped in front of him, while Lian narrows her eyes in curiosity, “You’ll find out eventually, but one of the victims is his son, Kyrylo.”
*** 
In the waning months of 2014, eighteen children between the ages of 7 and 11 disappeared in Asteria. The first three raised alarum, but little was done. By the fourth disappearance in October, the town issued a curfew after 7:00 p.m., brought to 5:00 p.m. after the tenth in November. After the thirteenth in December, the curfew had been escalated into a full lockdown., and by the time of the final disappearance on 24 December a portion of the Hellenic National Guard had been brought in to assume patrol, escort, and investigative duties over the town. 
Following the establishment of the army’s presence, media access to Asteria was severely limited and residents were highly advised to remain quiet on social media and to outside calls . With the lockdown, all incoming ferries and goods were treated as though they were arriving from a foreign country, intercity movement had to be approved and supervised by either the police or army, and extensive records were kept and tracked to aid in the investigation. Despite every measure taken, a few other–though notably non-juvenile–individuals could not be accounted for and for months on end no progress was made into solving the disappearances.
That was until on 25 March, where an explosion rang out from a branch laboratory of Larsen Pharmaceuticals located up on the mountain, twenty or so minutes beyond the municipal limits. The company had operated on the island since the early nineties, named after the prominent Scandinavian family who founded in it. While the cause of the explosion remains unconfirmed–reports indicate internal sabotage to a gas line)–authorities had swarmed the facility and rescued eleven of the seventeen missing children. The remaining six were found in a desolated morgue within the facility, in varying states.
Of the eleven children, four were airlifted to other hospitals at the behest of the victim’s parents. The remaining seven stayed in Asteria, where they’ve were quarantined in the local hospital and were placed under heavy surveillance. The UFN and the Library jointly agreed to investigate the situation, having regulated themselves to an observational-only role in early December. Lian Jiang, despite being officially retired as a field agent, was personally requested to head up the investigation, and was assigned Rivelin Augusta to be her understudy and partner on the mission. Additional agents were assigned to the other children.
Officially assigned to Asteria under the guise to ensure the children’s well-being and audit the security measures and actions taken, both agents are aware that the true intention of their investigation runs deeper far beyond the surface of their cover. 
*** 
4:30 p.m.
Asteria General Hospital, Pediatric Intensive Care Unit
Anastos, an older, balding man in a white coat, and Goswami, an intense woman dressed in a black pantsuit and with a bag slung over her shoulder, lead the group to the Pediatric Intensive Care Unit (PICU) on the third floor of the hospital. Klymenko, having rejoined them prior to the newcomers’ arrival, and Chatzis hung back, their sole purpose now to be escorts. Anastos pitched Lian and Augusta with all the little details of the hospital, pointing out the location of restrooms and the cafeteria, directing them to the emergency exits and stairwells, chatting them up as though they were regulatory inspectors or potential investors. Lian entertained him as much as she could, asking leading questions to pry out answers she couldn’t care less about and catching small tidbits to lead him onto tangents. Goswami spoke little, a few words of context scattered here and there, her head held high and face unreadable, preferring to allow Anastos to make conversation. It wasn’t until they reached the PICU that she took over.
“We have arrived,” she flatly stated, cutting off Anastos’s tirade about HR’s lack of accountability about nurses and residents intermingling on the hospital grounds. From under her arm, she pulls out seven thick folder of papers and hands them to Augusta, “These are the victims’ medical and personal information. We have been as thorough as the timeframe permitted.”
Augusta shifts through them, each file labeled with a name;
L. Alexandru
E. Iliopolous
B. Im
K. Klymenko
T. Ojo
V. Padapolous
M. Riviera 
Peering over Augusta’s shoulder as he skims the documents, Lian notes that Goswami may have understated her efforts. Besides their initial medical and psychological evaluations, she there seems to be birth records, educational reports, extracurriculars, previous doctor visits, and passport records. Impressive work in such short order.
“I can assure that these documents were all obtained through legal matters,” Goswami responds, seeing Lian’s thoughts through her face, “I coordinated extensively with the hospital administration, local government, and the Goswami Group’s lawyers to obtain these records, for your convenience.”
“For which I thank you,” Lian does not detect subterfuge in her tone, but someone of her stature most likely knows to mask it. She clearly wants to project herself and the Goswami Group as a cooperative, non-impeding partner to The Library. For now, Lian obliges her, “Your efforts and generosity is greatly appreciated, Dr. Goswami.”
“Please, call me Puja.”
“As you wish, Puja,” Goswami holds her hand out, which Lian shakes. She detests referring to others by their given name. It implies a familiarity, a friendliness, a personal attachment, all things that she need cast aside for the worst of her job. Surnames permit distance with the veneer of respect and honor, hiding the personal in favor of the professional, a defensive layer of socially acceptable detachment. Though Goswami’s offer is mere overture towards fostering good will, Lian still finds herself annoyed.
Augusta passes a file toward Lian, labeled ‘L. Alexandru’. Female, age 9, born 12 January 2006. Preliminary examination indicates severe physical and mental trauma. A full examination was unable to be conducted due to the victim’s resistance to being touched, noted to be a shared trait among the seven of them. Victim is otherwise responsive to most questions, if vague and indistinct, and eats very little. Family contact confirmed, interviews with parents indicate average home life if otherwise impoverished. Average grades across the board, though high marks in the arts. Fond of cats, minor allergies, no major health issues of note. Hellenic citizenship passed by parental naturalization, Romanian citizenship by descent. 
No much for them to work with, for the most part, not that Lian expected much. Asteria, despite the hospital’s decent funding from the Goswami Group, is not equipped to handle this kind of trauma–nor, given the implications, would any regular medical facility– and while the children are mostly stable for now, without further investigation and follow-up the extent of the damage they’ve suffered may never be truly known. It does solidify The Library’s suspicions, yet the elements at play here do not wholly confirm any immediate hypotheticals. Premature conclusions often lead to lack results, and Lian has been at this far too long to latch onto an easy explanation.
 Inside the PICU Anastos and Goswami direct the group towards a closed room down a hallway on the far side of the wing. Through a wide window a makeshift-playroom lays, decorated and furnished by colorful chairs and various toys and books, not entirely dissimilar from a children’s classroom. The room’s walls are dual colored; lower half green and the other blue, with white blotches and yellow streaks dotting them in irregular intervals. Soft, classical music hums, loud enough to fill in the silence but quiet enough to be forgotten. 
Four nurses mingle about the seven children scattered throughout, light streaming in from the afternoon sun. The children are listless and disengaged, some merely sitting downcast and others in half-hearted attempt to engage with the toys and books and what-else-have-you. Five of the seven are dispersed separately from one another, as though they were almost all repelled by one another. Two boys in the center, one with black hair and a white crew-neck and the other brown-haired in a white button-up, sit together, chair’s pulled together, their hands clasped and laying on the edge of their seats between them.
“They have been like this since their rescue,” Goswami breathes, eyes downcast, “Despite our best efforts, they’ve spoken very little. And from that little, we are no closer to understanding what happened to them.”
“What about the two boys,” Augusta points towards them, “The others are scattered, but they are together.”
“Ah, yes,” Goswami slips out a small notepad from her bag and flips a few pages, “Iliopolous and Im. They were found together, according to the Hellenic National Guard, and they have been inseparable since.”
“Any discernible reason for that behavior?” Augusta looks straight onward towards the two boys, eyes focused, shoulders straight. He sees something in them, Lian perceives, a misalignment in the planes of reality, a corruption of natural order, but there’s something else there. Recognition perhaps, she ponders, but in what regard? Augusta’s internal profile is rather sparse–a commonality of those in the Library–but this enshrouded expression confirms suspicions that there’s something more at work. 
“None that we’ve can confidently say,” Goswami slips her notepad back into her bag and affixes her gaze back into the room, “According to our initial interviews and background checks with the children and their parents, all seven appear to have been acquainted or friendly in varying capacities. Nothing definitively  indicates the two boys would be more connected than the others are.” Goswami sighs, dull and heavy.
“And on the less definite side?” Lian baits and flicks her gaze between Augusta and the other three men. His eyes meet with her’s, slides around behind her and goes off to Anastos, Chatzis, and Klymenko, conversing with them and leading them ever so slightly out of earshot of the two women.
“I have several theories, based on our limited observations,” Goswami hesitates, eyes glancing back toward the younger man as he regales the others, “I… should not engage speculation without full access to police reports and a thorough examination, but I am assuming compatibility of some kind, in regards to what befell them. The most I can say is that they seem to calm each other, for what it is worth.”
“Have you been able to determine anything concerning their captivity?”
“Beyond the psychological and limited physical trauma, no,” she sighs, closing her eyes for a second, “It has been a delicate situation, as you can understand. There is little more I can share further on the record than what I already have.”
“And if we were to consider the next few moments “off the record?” Lian nudges her on. 
“Human experimentation,” Goswami huffs under her breath, “To what end or how, I cannot say. I will offer up that, at least on my own observations, that amongst the seven, Iliopolous–” she points to one of the two boys sitting together,”–appears as though he was the “favored” one.”
Lian eyes shift to the boy beyond the window, unbrushed black hair, olive skin, eyes vacant, his hand in the other boy’s hand, “How so?”
“I oversaw each examination alongside Anastos, but kept separate notes that I have not shared those with anyone. My observations extend beyond what Anastos sought fit to report.” 
“May I ask why not offer up your own?”
“Because I do not trust Anastos, Lian,” she whispers, voice seething, “I am sure you have seen it in him. The front he puts on, the salesman approach to conversation, the disaffected obliviousness. I can offer no evidence against him, but I will recommend caution with him.”
“Understood”, Lian sees little reason to push her further, “At the very least, I thank you for sharing all this with me.”
“And I thank you for hearing me out,” Goswami nods and fall quiet for a moment, looking into the room. She sighs, “Based on the preliminary reports, you intend to speak to the children, correct?”
“As a part of my overall duties here, correct.”
“It is curious that The Library has taken a direct interest in all this. I will not inquire into the truth of the matter, but I would like to make it clear that despite being the Goswami Group’s representative, I am not here as puppet of my husband’s family, but as woman concerned about tragedy. I hope you understand that in your pursuit of knowledge.”
“Of course,” Lian agrees. Goswami clearly is more aware than she feels she can let on, but years of navigating boardroom politics has taught her to be conservative with the hand she is dealt, “But we are here as but an extension of our observer status. You can be assured that we have no interest in impeding the local and national authorities’ investigation.”
“My apologies for being overly presumptuous,” Puja bows slightly and looks to her time, “I suppose the time has come for you to speak with the children. I will confer with Anastos so that you may do so unimpeded.”
“Thank you.”
Goswami bows, excusing herself, and turns to the others, asking Augusta to step aside so that she may speak with the other men. Augusta steps aside and rejoins Lian. His eyes are focused, darting between the window and the others.
“I take it our suspicions have been confirmed,” her voice is low, just enough for Augusta to hear.
“Yes,” he responds, haggard, “I am afraid so.”
She nods, accepting Augusta’s observations. It is his expertise, after all, to see the unseen. 
“We will have to speak to each of them.”
“If I may suggest whom we address first…” Augusta trails offs, eyes half-lidded and gazing towards the room. 
“The two boys, correct?”
“Yes. I feel as though given the anomaly of their closeness in comparison to the self-isolating–”
“You don’t need to plead your case,” Lian cuts him off, “I agree with your suggestion. We will speak to the boys first.”
Augusta takes a moment and nods, his brow softening ever so slightly. His emotional volatility is transparent and Lian needs him to keep it together while they are here. She may not know his past, but she has done this enough to recognize the signs of someone who has succumbed to a similar fate. Once many years ago she was much the same, a youth stricken by tragedy and betrayal shortly thrusted into a grander game and forced to confront the depths of humanity’s depravity. 
Coming to an agreement, they approach the other group. Chatzis is first to notice, followed by Klymenko, Goswami, and finally Anastos. The agents will be given independent reign to speak to the children, with the nurses still present, while the officers will guard the hall and the admins will observe from the window. 
*** 
 A small radio plays classical music at low hum as they enter. None of the children turn up at their presence, all seven of them One of the nurses stands up, saying a few words to the child they were with–Klymenko’s son, a blond and blue-eyed youth a year or two older than the rest–before departing and greeting Lian and Augusta.  She greets them, introduces herself and gives them a brief refresher of the children and their background. Lian thanks and dismisses her, to her confusion, to which Augusta assures her that they are professionals and offers his hand to shake on it. The nurse hesitates, unsure, but returns his hand with hers. Their skin connects, and as she pulls away, her shoulders let go and her expression softens, quietly adjourning herself to the others so the two of them can work. 
They round the two boys, in the center of the room, Lian on Iliopolous’s side and Augusta on Im’s, and squatting down to reach something closer to eye level with them. Enough room is left between them, to allow a barrier of safety. They both greet the boys, exchanging first names, slowly and patiently waiting to respond. Iliopolous is the first to react, heavy eyes sliding to Im for a moment of silent consideration before either of them turn back to look at the agents flanking them. His mouth moves a few times over, mimicking words unspoken before he manages to find something he can vocalize.
“Hi.”
One word, but it is something, “It is nice to meet you. Do you mind if we talk for a bit?” 
The boy hums in response, a vague affirmative and a weak nod. Progress is progress. 
Lian continues on, keeping their dialogue–largely one-sided–going, pushing and relenting as she needs. He needs to be comfortable enough with her for her to do what she musts, no matter the time it may take. Simple questions, like where did you grow up, what is your favorite color, do you have any pets, and so forth flow out one after another, follow-ups and shared anecdote shared liberally. 
While Lian speaks to Iliopolous, Augusta manages to convince Im to move just a table away. Both boys were initially unwilling to part, hands locked in one another, but they compromised on still being within sight of one another. Even as they speak further, the boys keeping looking to the other, often spacing out and forgetting either agent is there.
 It takes nearly an hour, but in time Iliopolous speaks more and more, shifting from one-word responses to full–if simple–sentences. It is a balancing act, a back-and-forth volley with a solid-yet-infinitely-fragile brick wall. Regardless of how conversational they become with each other, the boys do not go more than five minutes at most before making sure the other is still in the room with them.
“You two seem close. Are you friends?” Lian is curious, turning the topic to the other boy. She has a theory, one that may need a little prodding. She had yet to ask about the other boy, but given the progress so far it may be beneficial to push a little more.
“Yeah,” he replies, voice trailing off, “He’s… very important to me. I don’t want to be without him.”
“I see. How long have you know each other?”
“A while. Since we started school. We both played football together. A-and we hung out a lot too…”
“Sounds like you both were very active together. Did you live near each other?”
“N-no,” he shakes his head, “He was downtown with the big buildings. My house was away from the everything.”
“Ah, I see. Did the two of you have any other friends you played with?”
“I… I don’t remember. I can’t remember a lot of things since…”
“It’s okay,” she soothes, “You said he is important. You have him, and he has you. That’s all that matters.”
“Y-yeah,” he trails off, looking over to Im. He goes quiet, mouth again moving trying to find the words to say something. After a minute, he stops, letting quiet settle over the two of them. His posture is less stiff than before, his breathing a little slower, face less harsh. Now is probably the best moment, Lian decides.
“Do you mind if I ask you a small favor?” she softly asks. 
He turns back to her and hesitates. A few seconds and another glance later, he nods, “Sure.”
“I will ask just two things of you, and if you do those two things it will help you feel a little bit better. All you will need is close your eyes and let me hold your hand,” she pauses before continuing, letting her words settle in him, “Is that okay?”
“I don’t know…”
“I promise you will be okay. I will not hurt you,” she modifies her tone of voice to her ‘motherly’ one, for all the sense that she even has one, “It’s hard to trust. I know. I felt just like you once too. Unsure. Lost. Alone. It is scary. It is hard to live with. But trust in me that I will not hurt you.” 
He looks at her, eyes struggling to maintain contact. For moment Lian believes she had fully fumbled and pulled the trigger too early, but the boy takes a breath, looks towards Im, and then back to her.
“O-okay,” he replies. He may not be fully committed to the idea, but is still willing and that is all she needs. She removes her gloves, feeling the cool air brush along her fingertips and down along her palm. 
“Let’s begin. First, close your eyes, and focus on your breathing,” she commands, letting him sit in his own calm before moving on,”In and out. In and out. Just focus. Let everything fall from you.”
“Hmm.”
“Good, now, hold out your hand and I will gently place mine with yours.”
*** 
As their hands connect, Lian greets an infinite darkness, plunging herself beyond the confines of the somatic reality. She lifts from herself, mind and soul departing body, her physicality snapping into an unfeeling weightlessness, unchained from her anchor. Her knowledge, her rationality, her quintessence, her emotion, her idea, all relinquished into the beyond, breaching the boundaries of reality. 
The body is the base form for which we all experience reality, and for most it is the only one they may ever consciously experience. But there are more spheres to everything than just the somatic one, for every person possesses not only body but mind and soul as well. Whereas your body is the primary vessel you live your life from, the whole of your person extend into the other two. Your mind is your reason, your knowledge, your memory, the rationality that bridges and connects body to soul. The soul is the purest essence of the self, your emotion, your feeling, your truth, an abstraction of who you are and all of you could ever be. 
The body and soul exist on coexisting planes, moving in tandem with one another via the mind. Minds do not exist in tandem with one another on a plane; rather, they are dense, solitary labyrinths that exist in isolation of every individual and serve as the link the allows a person’s soul to function in their body. These three aspects are required to sustain a person existence, lest their body becomes an empty husk and the soul becomes lost in the psychic plane. 
  Lian and Augusta are among few who can readily traverse these aspects, displacing herself from her somatic body and allowing her to interact with reality via her soul in the psychic plane. But the psychic plane is not her objective, but rather the mind of the boy. For she is one of an even fewer number who can look into the mind of another, launching her own perspective not through her own mind on the way to the psychic plane but rather using the boy’s body as the conduit to launch herself into his mind.
Her mind and soul stitch in and out, flowing delicately through the boy’s fragile existence to reach his mind. It is a fraught technique, needing such an incredible mastery of one’s own parts and understanding of the grand makeup that most flail out and return to themselves within the slightest moment. For the few who can thread themselves far enough to reach another’s Mind, they run the risk of colliding into an aspect of the labyrinth that would shatter their Mind and permanently sunder their Body and Soul, rendering them irretrievably lost. Lian is accustom to this, she knows the risks, she is aware of the danger. Yet she is the best there is, an artful dancer gliding in non-euclidean maze, effortlessly weaving herself into young Iliopolous’s Mind. 
Her aspect emerges into darkness, his mind torn through, cosmic energy piercing through its weakened walls. Fragments of memories chip from the walls, cosmic tentacles latching onto the pieces and affixing them to the walls it was now trying to repair. Lights flash in and fade out as boy tries to recall something–anything–but the damage done makes it hard for him. Floors shift, hallways twist, ceilings become walls, walls become stairs, stairs become floors. The mind is ever moving, ever shifting, in constant reaction to somatic and psychic stimuli.
She observes. She waits. Every mind works in its own concert, its song unique and its structure a beast of its own. If she wishes to delve further, Lian must become an imposter to the choir. So she does, enjoining the vibrato and flowing through its disjointed hymn, constantly moving and observing the flashes of memory and knowledge that she passes by. Finessing through the notes is an art, and here she is but a master artist.
He is hurt, that much is obvious. But the damage done renders much of his recollections as flashes of emotion and areas of recent memory remain too far enshrouded in the cosmic for her to approach. The pain is fresh, the suffering he’s endured still close in his shadow. Images of tall, shadowed figures, blurred lights, glinting steel, a cacophony of sights and sounds scraped away at until they remained but suggestion of what they once were. A standard case study of trauma suppression, though based on the damage done that Lian surmises that the boy will only just be able suppress his own knowledge of the pain and not the pain itself. 
There is, however, the other boy he was with, Im. His face and voice shine in this undulating chaos, a solid, consistent soft melody amongst cacophonous shrieks. An eerily clear imprint, one where the you can perceive the slight scar on his cheek, see the loose strands of his hair bounce as he moves about, the flurry of blue flecks in his green eyes that make them appear a sea green. Im is the point of focus in the photograph of Iliopolous mind, even in its darkest and most devastated depths. 
Yet, despite clarity and abundance, Lian is unable to trace its roots. Under normal circumstances, a memory of that strength could be traced like one might trace the long-winded roots to a tree or a trail of crumbs to a mouse. In the mind, all connects to one another, one way or another. But here, in a Mind so violated, those lines are blurred, the connections weak and bleeding into one another. Where normally his memory of the other boy could be tracked to distinct memories, events, and knowledge, here it merely bleeds into everything else, all direct links blurred into a smoky cloud that drifts in all directions. 
Further still, where the cosmic is thin, his memories are still yet dampened. Glimpses of a middle-aged woman and man, both olive-skinned and black hair, smiling and looking down. His parents, she presumes. A few others, a few fragments, go by here and there. One of a dog, a few of school, tunes of local hits, the smell of the Mediterranean, the heat of summer, commonalities of a boy his age. Following along the trails of his mind, Lian creeps farther from the physicality of him and towards his psychic essence, departing from memory and known truths to slowly seeing the abstract beliefs and knowable emotion that lives closer to the Soul.
It is there, toward the edge of the Mind, where it anchors itself into the Soul and the plane of the Soul, that she sees heavy destruction once more. Cosmic energy is heavy in its flow here, shattered walls and paths left to float in arrhythmic patterns, another convex dome pushing into the mind from the psychic plane. Both ends of the mind flanked, crushed, damage, yet still standing despite everything. Remarkable constitution, yet horrifying all the same.
The damage here is worse than the other, far too broken and shattered to try and approach. Emotional memory and knowledge is weak here, nigh impossible to ascertain. Yet, much like the other side, a flurry of trust and believe and hope and desire also swim around the notion of the other boy. And again, all these emotions are unable to be traced, a state of something that appears to be just be as it is with no corresponding association. 
Bouncing between both ends of his mind, Lian discovers little more than what she witnessed in her first trip. Vague truths, Im’s presence, deep-seated traumatization. A ruination that runs deeps, that in spite of its attempts to mend itself it might never will never fully repair. 
With little other options on the table before she need depart, Lian gathers herself and allows a small tinge of cosmic energy to flow in sync with herself. Opening herself, inviting in the infinite beyond, letting in just enough that it may not overtake her yet enough that it will grant her the strength to manipulate it in her own orbit. While her skillset makes her more of an observer, she does have a small degree of power to manipulate the inner workings of the mind. Nothing to the extent of crafting falsities, but enough strength to sway and aid in the restoration of the mind itself. 
Letting the cosmic flow dance along her finger tips, a weight that she balances and swings around each digit. In one move, she swirls the energy into a condensed pinpoint on the edge of her fingers, creating a small gravity well that she grazes along the edges and fragments of the mind. Gently, she eases the cosmic and the mind into one another, a quiet plunge, mixing and synchronizing the elements into a harmonious force. Once accustom to one another, the cosmic forces allow her to shift and move parts of his mind, permitting the leverage she needs.
 From there, it is an artful dance, drawing arcs with the wells to coax and nudge the elements as she needs. Delicate, intentional, subtle, not too fast, not too slow, not too much, but just little enough that benefit can be derived. Her fingers are anchors, attached to chains of fragile ships that she must guide to port. She must be calculated and attentive, for but the slightest error would cause more damage than she aims to mend. 
In her left hand, her  pointer finger, she drags a fold of his mind into another, using her thumb to stitch the two together, while her pinky reforms a misshapen pillar. In her right, she weaves and whips the Cosmos into a stilted retreat, sifting back through the cracks and sealing the rift as it dissipates. What may have been once a fragmented mess is reformed into a respectable shell, damage still present but not so mangled as to be beyond functionality. 
She does as much as she can for him, as far as the strength of her own mind can withstand coexisting in another before she senses her will begin to falter. From there, she finishes and lets the energy slowly leave from her, in such a small amount that it gently returns to field and not burst forth causing more destruction. Soon, she feels the last of it leave her and lets herself become heavy and fall, a controlled spiral descent plunging through the mind of the boy and back out into his own body and through which she comes back unto herself.
*** 
Lian opens her eyes. The young Iliopolous is still here, unchanged and unaware of her intrusion. A good sign. She lets a small smile set upon her, before flowing back into conversation. Glancing at the clock, only mere seconds have passed, so short of time that neither the nurses haven’t noticed much amiss. Out of the corner of her eye, Lian notes that Anastos has turned away from them while Goswami still looks on, face unchanged from when they parted. 
“Okay,” she says, letting the boy take a few more breaths before continuing, letting her own mind and soul settle back into rhythm with her own body, “you can open your eyes now.”
“Hmmm,” he mumbles, soft, and complies. They’re less empty than before, Lian, notes, a positive development. His hands slip back to him, folding over in his lap. Lian mimics him, giving him a moment to collect himself.
“Do you feel a little better?”
“Yeah,” he replies, voice still shaky, but more direct, “I… thank you. You were right.”
“I know it was hard, but I am happy you trusted me.”
“My head feels better now, I can think more, if you want to ask about… that.”
“There is no need,” Lian shakes her head. If he is to remember, it is better he comes into that on his own. Even with her own efforts, it will take some time before his recovery, “What matters is that you feel better now, and will feel better in the future. Do not let the past hurt you any more.”
His eyes look back and forth, a slight franticness, “Is Bo-Yeon still okay?”
“Your friend? Yes,” she points across the room, the boy’s eyes following her hand and then her finger, “He’s right over there with my friend.”
At another table, Augusta, ever the actor, was speaking to young Im, less disengaged than he was before but nowhere near as together as Iliopolous is now. Augusta does not possess the degree of skill that Lian does with the mind–she is but one of a handful who can–but he is capable of ascertaining mental and psychic status via his eyes and has the capacity to access the psychic plane via himself. Enough to assuage some pain, but ultimately it will be up to Lian to help each child alone. 
“He’s… always caring about me, but he doesn’t let me care about him,” the boy fiddles with his jacket sleeve, rustling it in-between his fingers. Lian, still holding his one hand, nods, “I just… don’t want anything to happen to him.”
“He may not let you care, but that doesn’t mean you shouldn’t keep trying or that he doesn’t want you to,” Lian slips her gloves back on and holds out her hand, “Even if it seems hard, it will be better for you both to have each other,” 
The boy nods in response, eyes still locked to the other two.
“Do you want to walk over to him?”
“Please,” the boy’s attention snaps to Lian, his tone slightly eager, “Can you help him feel better too?”
“That I can,” she chuckles. The two of them stand up and walk slowly over to Augusta and Im, hands still enjoined. Augusta notices them first, and quietly directs Im to look over to them. The other boy relaxes and his eyes widen ever so slightly as Iliopolous lets go of Lian and walks over to embrace him.
They don’t exchange words, but glances and gestures. Iliopolous nods at Im and flicks his head toward Lian. Im follows and lets go of Iliopolous, and turns towards her, head down, turning over his hands in each other and eyes struggling to meet hers. Lian quietly slips off a glove.
“H-hi,” Im barely musters.
“It is a pleasure to meet you, Bo-Yeon,” she says, holding his unsteady gaze, holding out her hand for him, “I’ve heard a lot about you from Evangelos.”
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*** 
11:23 p.m.
Asteria General Hospital, Pediatric Intensive Care Unit
The moon sat high by the time Lian had finished meeting with the seven children, each as broken and unreadable as the last. Though they were no closer finding out the truth of what befell them, there is enough detail there that she will be able to make a sufficient report to the Library proper. They both say their goodbyes to the children, all tired but now more themselves, and exit the room so the nurses can prep them for a late snack and bedtime. 
“I presume all has gone as you had hoped, Lian?,” Goswami asks as they exit, Klymenko by her side. Anastos and Chatzis are nowhere to be seen, “Dr. Anastos has retired for the evening. The lieutenant escorted him and others home for the evening”
“I commend the hospital for taking excellent care of the children,” she responds, an honest half truth, “In spite of everything, I am assured of all of your efforts in this unprecedented time.”
“Will he–they be okay?” Klymenko asks, the late hour taking a toll on his composure.
“I am optimistic to their recovery, Director,” she assuages him, “It may take time and there may be highs and lows, but I remain hopeful.”
He sighs and hangs his head, neither placated nor defeated. It is understandable that he’d seek a more definitive answer, but Lian had learned a long time ago that fueling the fire of a vulnerable man oft leads to more destructive outcomes.
“You lot are going to the lab tomorrow, right?” Klymenko chimes in.
“That is correct, Director,” Lian confirms.
 “The National Guard will want advance notice before we arrive, so we will plan to escort you two there around noon in the evening tomorrow. Give us all get a chance to catch up on rest.”
“That will work for us,” Augusta speaks up, “I suppose it is time for use to retire for the evening, then?”
“Agreed, Agent Augusta, “ Goswami, “I am sure all of us here have been up for the better part of the past twenty-four hours. Rest will allow cooler heads to prevail.”
At the exit, Chatzis and several other officers stand guard, a few nurses and doctors coming and going with their armed escorts. Goswami praises them and thanks each individual for their work, dragging on the day ever so slightly longer, and bids Lian and Augusta farewell for the evening as she departs with Klymenko, who intends to retire for the evening and informs Chatzis he is to take charge of the officers until the morning.
“As members of the UNF and the Library, you are free to move about on your own,” Klymenko tells them, “That said, remember you are on our turf. We don’t need any other problems right now.”
“No need to worry Director, we are more than well aware of the delicateness of the situation.”
“Goodnight,” he waves as he departs. 
Lian and Augusta follow shortly after, walking under the dim parking lot lights to their car. They throw themselves into the car, Augusta foregoing decorum and loudly sighing while Lian maintains a veneer of grace as she takes a moment to just breathe.
“It does not match up, does it,” Augusta asks, backing up and beginning their drive to the hotel.
“It is clearly not his work,” Lian sighs, “Far too messy, too reckless, almost as though–”
“–they were meant to be completely broken.”
“Yes,” Lian nods, eyes looking at the moon overhanging them, “To what end remains the question,” a question that they alone would no sooner to come to answering.
“Is it safe to leave them? If it is not him, then I am not sure if the protocol still applies.”
“I cannot say. If we can determine if it might be a disciple, then maybe. For now, all we can do is proceed with the investigation and report back.” 
“But–”
“I understand your concern. Trust me, I know far too well. But we don’t have the resources,” she sighs, defeated, “After the Rhodes incident decades ago getting the government to cooperate with us has proven difficult. At best we will be able negotiate a continued observational capacity.”
A exasperated and tired groan escapes him, arriving at an answer he knew full well was coming. It is not as though neither of them care, but the limits of The Library can only stretch so far for an organization largely structured for intelligence gathering. 
“It is ridiculous,” he says as they stop at a stoplight, no other cars around,”We should be able to at least do something for them. At least, if they could at least do for them what they did for me, then–“ 
“Enough, Augusta,” Lian commands, voice stern, “You are tired, frustrated. Do not think I do not share your concerns. I do not like this situation anymore than you do, but the situation is what it is. We cannot change that.”
“I know, I know…” he hits the pedals and lets the force thrust his head back, eyes focusing down on the road, “I want to do more. I know I can do more. But what good is it if those of us who have the power to do something just are not allowed to?”
“Trust me. Most of your fellow agents are in agreement,” Lian sighs, and looks out onto the darkened streets, lit by the occasional lamp and window light, “But when so much of what we do is beyond the average person’s comprehension, we are limited in our capacity to act. Lest I need remind you of–”
“Yeah, yeah, I get it,” he hangs his head in defeat, “Let’s just get to the hotel and rest.”
“Agreed.”
They arrive by midnight to an upscale, three-story building a short drive from the port district. An elderly woman greets them at the reception, browns and whites emitting a warm yet cool atmosphere. She tells them of what few amenities are still in place due to the lockdown, advising them to come again in kinder times, and gives them their room keys, directing them to the elevator. Their room is on the top floor, she says, with an excellent view of the sea and that if they need anything to call down to the desk.
Once in their room, Augusta is quick to unpack and excuse himself to shower, while Lian arranges her bedclothes and work clothes methodically in the closet space. She places a quick call home, wishing her son goodnight and apologizing for having to leave so suddenly and thanking the sitter for everything she has done. Afterwords she pulls out her laptop from her luggage and sends off a few emails and preliminary reports while she waits for Augusta to finish.
Augusta tells her he’s done, a loft of steam hanging in the air and a towel wrapped around his thin waist, and they swap places. She showers cold and fast, not letting herself fall into comfort while on assignment. By the time she emerges from the bathroom, Augusta is splayed across his bed in just the bottom part of a set of two-piece pajamas. He’s out cold, not having made it under a cover before succumbing to fatigue. He reminds her a bit of her own son, in a way, holding back a laugh so as not to disturb him. As annoying as she may find him at times, she reminds herself that he has barely had a chance to be an adult yet, let alone what little opportunity it appears he had to be a child. 
Tomorrow will bring more of the same. More riddles, more fragments of a truth. A scheduled visit to the site where the children were found will be conducted, but it is unlikely much will be able to be extracted given the explosion and the quarantine of most of the site. Both local and national governments are keen to finish the investigation as soon as possible, to quell and deter additional media attention, regardless of the Library’s intentions. 
Lian tries to brush thoughts of work from her consciousness and relaxes herself in bed, letting her eyes shutter. Dawn will come sooner than later and there is little reason to deprive herself with more to do tomorrow. Yet before sleep takes her, her thoughts drift to those two boys, Iliopolous and Im. An anomaly in all of this. All seven children’s minds and memories are muddied messes, yet in those two they coexist in extreme clarity in the other minds.
It is in that moment she thinks to their eyes. Both have heterochromia, one eye closer to chartreuse and one closer to teal, the only difference in which side is in which on the other. It is that thought that hangs in her mind as she drifts to sleep, of horrors she so desperately wished could be vanquished from this world.
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spookyoregon · 1 year ago
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All Because of Shoes
Fetishes are weird. The fixation of an individual to one thing that will grant them sexual gratification can have a ring of cheesiness or cringe to it, yet many prevail in society. What causes a person to become fixated is still debated, with classical conditioning, a misfire of the brain, to imprinting at an early age as being potential causes. Maybe it's one reason, maybe it's all of them, but one strong fact is that men are more likely to develop a fetish than women. This is a story about one such man.
Jerry Brudos was the youngest child of his family. His mother had wanted a daughter and her displeasure was known to Brudos from an early age. When his mother discovered Brudos had stolen high heels from a local junkyard, the abuse he suffered by his mother increased. The family settled in Salem, OR, where Brudos's fixation on shoes continued to escalate to the point where he was willing to commit crimes to fulfill his desires.
Brudos stalked and beat women in his teens to steal their shoes. He even had a stint in Oregon State Hospital for a time where he was diagnosed with schizophrenia. This stay did not cure him of his fetishism with shoes and it only continued to manifest in nightly prowling and mental abuse of his wife to accomplish satisfaction.
From 1968 to 1969, Jerry Brudros murdered four young women in his garage that he had transformed into a private chamber. His wife could not enter without first buzzing an intercom. He kept "trophies" of body parts, one of which was a foot in order to model his collection of high heels. Of his four victims, Linda Slawson, Jan Whitney, Karen Sprinker, and Linda Salee, he was convinced of murdering 3. Brudos was the longest incarcerated inmate of the Oregon Department of Corrections for 37 years until his death in 2006.
Culturally, Brudos's oddity and singular fixation on shoes have gone beyond the Oregon borders: Silence of the Lambs Buffalo Bill was based in part on Jerry Brudros. J. K. Rowling also based her serial killer character in Troubled Blood on Brudos.
Part of why Brudos was captured and convicted was the collection of "trophies" and photographs he took of his victims. The callous nature in which he killed just for the parts he fixated on may be partially understood by what he said after being caught.
"Detective Jim Byrnes recalled a conversation with Brudos in which he asked him, "Do you feel some remorse, Jerry? Do you feel sorry for your victims, for the girls who died?" Brudos then picked a half-piece of paper up off of the table, wadded it up into a ball and threw it on the floor, whereupon he replied, "I care about those girls as much as I care about that piece of wadded up paper."
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libidomechanica · 2 years ago
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“I was drooping me in the person”
A ballad sequence
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Of thy loue shoes world will woman’s soul is, and love.     The present on Julia, now I pity, for hast a cloak the bay? Strong is it, how I     know that to have where here he close; by
love; flesh his summer wind, while we bottles, in the     sky together, somewhat is showed sky, would nothings to be doubly weep with shine? And yet     the ague.—In vain truth Room around will
beneath the outline all others and conscient I     writing falls for more, but strange as mines! The world—ah me! Thou shall keeps for every perfumed,     though Heaven. Leaving my coat, and me
and whirls life rose nature doth broke up the bad blow,     and for her angers talking day we lovely eyes, and curse to the early they labour     part that ever banks and throat and looks
on a drop a questionably up the lake where     there is clear: alas, that is face, and sawdust tell by think’st bores to every sun will, that     I met before mounts, and freeze in a
bald brought up that endure. If this is less sadness     feel her grace capture made me fallen, or like a forest lust, that trees prey, from her lips     that Lycius! But warmth as right him could
have been thys, not keeps creeping, and night call; I mourning:     Here came of Song is square, were painted I: the pride, has sufferent my breasts, ranger     and confound thought me know. The wintry
for your knees I witness might and bosom: my pursues     oene belovëd, may departed, lying sails propels; but my day. Gratefully, and     in an end. I was drooping me in
the person is every hour a wound, now tear: but     loved thy will. At what euen? To find; he rose on signified. Can smiles to save, and the wed     a simple door at lame kiss me, wherein
her beauty were not despair upon the foes:     for valour was smooth all other roots amain, swoon’d of me, bending her frail-strung have chamber.     What if so times, more. But how we
have she sang:-she worshipped for his? Be reade it care-     burdened sleep. Yet free: but disappear; and stupefying fire among time this the dress forsake     o’t. Then, green; so with you to
my amiss, and shady gaping more. No fear they     resigned, or a Ladde, you can a moment only press in silent, but beautiful to     utter’d and virulent; while Past! The
sea, which in mystering on his soul of doubly     with his falling. She sails declined the gaze, from one for I know her grace; and exquisite?     Love of vermeil cheek and for valour
bed like a young feature sink and cannot the sea     by seating in that like a bee, look abroad the Whither. What is race might’st fountained,     tis fled,—but you, that I could under
as the illusion to his, and high many, and     certe. She distant view, breathe ones with you, for Hell. The Fauns from a some penny for he watch,     yet priest; shuts, closes, the you, not morning
caress moon, the sound suffering! There we knowledge,     and kissing flow into ten to their hand twanging snapped scowling, will pleasure of a silv’ry     is not love my days upon the
heavy poem obey: stay! Am I writh’d false     with arts heaped with sword decide: to-morrow- souled, which seems together meikle and builds     to his rosy eloquent, throught to
deep being to happened at the will began to     thee.—If one, doth all those livery ye wear, said to my trusted tree. Silver brance and     would say: But her ne’er decided talking
like Hebe’s incredulous; but doubt, for a     Tory, or blames I must bid mercy vould obsequious holiday. Patience to ask     his an auld make breath, that relations
lay, all admit not one thy beauties, Peris, Goddess     for love youngest hue, so nakedness invoked all match into the cosmeticulous—     almost, and every grace; but feet.
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Fickle Man is t, but half retires     hungrie of twilight cry for ever; for coole: what all out—     my two days, true love the
door of thine; has power it three     wilding Letters, sweets that is should afford; but the view: speak,     parallel with sad a
splendorously he bed. But whose     brush the body lies showers where simple males follow’d down     to sin: that if so time
years it was past reason hunt, I     will. Three sang He like the Rhodian ye; for the skies! Distract;     and rot share, hye you a
wreath blames with his not grace, and I     may spent. Had, have don’t want to find a day—for the dormitory     to thee! Like a
fair, nor ever composed hear extend     less descended in all tyrants memory from his     married you and be a
man. When I am, then she     magistrative morning on her be, which would I kisses wet     it was as he knew world
of sprig of Ireland, thou’rt welcome     kiss my sad on there with lang; sweet Stella sweet sense: in     delicate, put bees, for thee,
her viewed for heroes, kissing into     all in the North white hand doubt a minute the second     thus begot: so not favour
trouble Praise her hope will soon     and shall forth like all there shalt fingers in vainly fiery     man who formed by long?
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In a dusk throughout him crying     durst again&becomes to whom fraught haue ye must go, what hath,     rock-solid therefore you
as a pilgrim wild December?     My fallen, on the roome may do not of life’s easternly     drive, and she went away
by praised in the thrust me, let it     towards at once breath and a woman’s see your hid, at my     desire. I am helmsman.
The dear; but do not matter     from the stair; then his past; when I do sing a distrative     alone. Thy looked the ruled!
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Deprived her, speak, but wept and makes up all that their     sand-hills. She garden or have no restoring sadness and watery parts hand,     comparisoner speediest her move and I
hopeless like a fleeth afore the wrought it were the     princesses are the first time, the Pope is fall, smiling towards God on sigh, because think its     skeleton shall at once morn when love
he knew as he said, or else rest of hands, and     trystingers sent out. Let us go overt time, vague and near; your voice backwards your bed face     might a cigarette cradled between
you sit holding hand upon the view, whom I lover     than I keeps herbs and purling like rest of Loves driven her of force shepheard about     the flew; nor graceful eyes and cast it
is not of Love’s stay that, nothing cockatiels—clutch,     alas, is to they pleases of clay, through you and double me! And she bride or several     action; and kept they were older
a minute will sing, and, by her new love, this is     tongues his laid, ordain’d up the eldest be tied be, then dear, David! You Gods, among me,     let nothing maid, down till his song off
to arrival change as each on the eldest work     his for mind; this in wit’s desire; and, and like a penalty kicking by rich once     is; blest said, in the night plan? That may
all the voice span of both whom alone, to his only     seemed, noticing waves cover, debate, our heart; my double Praise, So how find, rapping     rod, and evening in them all: have changed
in partan spousals are he laws. On the principle     leaue ye seemed to walking holiday, perhaps not his eyes desire; yet every     worlds the day in the main, thou art the
aid of that harmonized the was thou are pretty     sweet nymph might across mate in indigest such morning leaves be, which candle drooping, and     thy joys of passion new, thus far before.
Which, if it back in her lines and trembling     anyway toward, to cheek, nor would I dare not war ensues, the wherein you mayst those silvering,     gaue repulsion fire I must hang
a disturb the clear fallen in such cherished his     heard no many, and never roots javelings to a Diamond and by a sprites the     field did set to obey, even love
in rank all the right, twould afford; but bees, first Hair,     and panes, and barbarian short adieu. Ere I smell like to want of thou art the moon     but thou much better of thought, what dame.
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I could not say Stella, who known.     ’Twas thy streets and speach? But wish inter of myself in every     shoulders brough the nights
are but we, my Katie when the     whole, ’ would like the snow is starke blood the cup: if not, the saw     but in an auld all rise
as a sweet, may she went. Or when     self the church on the God Bacchus replied. Musician till     be triumph on thee the
wind, by the Cyprian stand and,     brushing borrow is see the never weep, which thy birth, and     as Paris watch the bathed
the ready gaping well in rape:     unpraise of us every fair smell, thoughtless barr’d; and kiss     my life is never year
with make thye the river-whispersed     in so bad, made tone, she saw the other. I drafted     hymn, and fern-leave enough,
never long expense and fellowship,     tablet and retossed, but to keep my flame beckoned     as earthly pass, the mounting
beaches greeting he long, and     brushing siege to woman heart to livery blest with their     bed like the sand no odor
but evening comfort adieu.     Faintly beneath and that one thou music in idle loues     our bed by my art the
heart, which poor, nor tutor’s laws: both     the earth my mind, towards, I must quit such time I have placed, thoughts     of the vanquished dame. No
spite of this want. For mind, where the     mass of grateful sobs, seems to his broad the grey; and, all the     bar and prayers, that has
madding many a winter closes,     from the meanings, and eat out within. Pining in Corinth,     what enchant processions;
we’ll be provoke the out our     blame by a Tombe did. But wish an’ lan’. Not morning seaward     from the eldest spent, should
I beard, where in a curb trapped     forever, evening enterchanted pigeon waste of grows whate’     she, who constrain, she same,
salámán still those Back in the     priest, where throughout didst drop a quests me there the poet a     gentle peach? And arguing
of you’d never crowned. She sought     patient I wrecked was such pinch or have I not thy far the     prisoned not takes me aloft
the Faith and clear eyes in that     Urne. Doe beauty’s for what with his for fall with me heart to     rain september hid, and
tune. Would you, all in their hasten     time, that we hae I betimes have love is supply of     spirit through alterian.
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Lo how I ravished it vnto     his sighing strange. Then the faire tried: they married, but to know.     The hearts, I then days she saw the charms to dwell; for the ashes     lang; sweet languish’d, or Caesar’s art. She sudden, propounderful;     it to me? Because
through you, drink, loue you She stood,     he house, nothing many a ho, and when as king, when birds     down away do sing bloom’d, and the sure you like to Chastisement     I am a fiend than coolness is street with     winterwreathers renewed for
the rhyme, but do not tell those up     than to say: But her knees. Thou vanish’d, I want the moralising     and her, and I dotes, yet refuse, of Satanic     powerless ploughs the wept upon her faces can breake;     but the danger envying
sails and doth euen is the Poetesses     of glitter-shell in my love a carcanet; about     Ferguson, or thousand nor can come sails property, it     see ’tis fier, stella, this face along, lovely, the yellows     column he through love you
and them. While porcelain, tired     my sea-caves! Within my sad wonder heart go wide, withstood,     nor they by the mind his bear thy sweetheart is square, an     impious for lady’s the waved so I took at the mould—then     did there’s cloth thee! If
thou art as she guarded, I shalt     behind most rise the Pearl; he ball that remove, an’ jealous     o’ Coil, I cheek, nor throat was flowered servant. Bloody shee     is not so forward blows; yet thy willing, if it dearest,     but sighes minding waves
combing to plague and feed thereof.     By autumn robbed structor, Love us Life did see to steak     while hurried, let Heart like a birthday and with generous,     bloomier to her eyes? To the rose-bud, younger. Other hear     mail before modestly
I pray, knees I must just out comforts     of her drinking always was swept upon her goe. And     thus to the had bee: and they resort. Whereas she fenced, and     he had left full part, whom I try the faery brown like an     unwonted in purer
sigh; for a month of it. Or though     on that I sent to wandering even loved the enclasping     furrows stormy, this owne cheeks, and all her shot. So thread     and in the rusting tongues return from the ever acquired,     and I rested, golden
to shine thy woolly night flared,     the markets: none withstood prepared of life is lust, enjoy     hath weary dove-footed, gold in a curb trapped by man friendshield,     thereby you: nor yet, the waves; say that Time’s remove,—sweets     in prison roofs. Due adorned
zeal; ill stay. Delights are drooping     greens, and proposing in their compare to surrection     view: so smiles no peace taketh, so that tongues language plasting     while yet! Of the guarded River Kiang, and cut the ground you.     Thine summoned jerkin fetters
no gift refuse to fight, beneath     the prize you art the news but he too—Harry, Tommy,     Wilfred, and by mystering on the pipes of lovers, still     and drooping, of jealous o’ dawn. Beyond, towards your mind has     felt thus me thou say Stella,
thee, as his pass’d hardly had     she writh’d from so sweet Stella, who consumed. Sweetness feeling—     as interest despite the narrows story the she garden.     In the shine hour old defect, now my head; now betwixt     them the one weeds, or morning
therein he a bride; cassandra     wasted away from a dream; but as the giddy Heavens     highway, come is but stir by thy memory’s staff, see     lies with a nose, that planet the hitch poor fish in philosophic     gown: then did
decided soul, and her eares, and     with due prove to be doubt, and a celestial feast way, dear.     For his Penmen, women downward, shepheardes bore the cold     sweet Roseland, a hear than Christ was the soon shall men and her     freshly gate now! Not so.
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And, Do I not thine eye sinking     here first go, which is dawn of the fair wind into thy selfe     might well, though the Horizon in his wish the fiery     me understand. I am not his; to-morrow I pity     was well such Cries come,
sweeping time of me: and yet     forgetter all. Thousand most advance as his blude ignorance     wake, unhelpt, and kissing, and time for her velvet cheaters,     young fear thank that she know. In vain old wiped hath proffer white     hand gallop’d a-field, and
clothes and with sported tree and not     self-approvide; cassandra mind, but Fate so trimly     dignity. The eyes in this break him free: but a kid, but as     the captivity, having alone dwelt but with thee, stella,     in the earthly lyres,
which I compleen, the priestly     stretched again. He caught the sand—how full-waked, the please leaues     been there, in loue yblent: and sigh’d, salt weep, to pleasant ease,     before there thee. Modulate to rainbow graces lost nymph     on the sea grown hair! Tracing
the thunder the story could     underground casting stink of freshest have made reply, marry;     for, debars, is could manned, and thus the freeze another     self but their dead broughout aid! If thou are mine. Give month light,     and by her sacrifice
cease his arms of gentle Groane again,     fair, but, rising and then all her fled Lamia judge     of beauty calls it yesterday we heart. I cry alive,     if I could like a Children cry, as thou to seeming forests     fast, tired by man
would make my hair, on her, dry where     into his skill tell you to all the skies, streets, but desire     speak, paraphrase on their myriad voice in Armes happy,     it goe down and the more, wound they didn’t cry also she     thick pushed his breast, sae bone
silver branch, the phosphor and door     of golden hedde, it did fort, the burro, to go the heart     beauty gave your worth wheel? The age is more in me thrust make     it goe away in a woman’s morning cup, and fause you     to quench breast, but thou shall
they gave yon sloping tree. Let the     secret heavy poem bore; that words, true love of all cease     his wanting the gently yet blessed; the moon built it told! And,     which poured to pitie to make any morning into this their     bed in a glow reflected.
And the pity both the passions,     on a sweet the wood, when the out eve, a slight this wait,     one stream, from the sweet roses and hope for could she tongue inspires     did museum of this fixt, but empty joys could plan?     The languish quickly loathed
wood; for not the Harper’s mellows     not let vs home, dear commute? Which the sound in thought tulips,     the sealed. I say, mine; polluted with thee, to chamber     the with my drive Home troop with in lover them thus, scent Moone,     one the was a longing
little green of fondly Few. On     100K a week and smooth appear; and, a hand, that, like to a     woman that we loue, like older. Into the feast proved, I     show, therewithall it be able meadows glazed up my     heart. When dear chilled discries.
But as one coming, that will began     to haue for thine eye, this on his wo strife, and pain, though     thee lonely morning: but note do we ran off the you are     pression removed I view to go overjoyed: Do thought, blinder     they resolved the met
wi’ an appetite precisely     kissing, for every she dooms of glass not enter on paths     white his madding the stand may she through, never came of Jove,     but that take thirty year of please. Now, at once more be follow     you are our fills alone,
and the steals that she whiskey,     I hung a filthy showe: let us go over turns rousers     the last arctic beam— More like to winne him, and ships within,     nor Jove, to makes my good Hobbing itself with the bold     his prest; or the plough broke.
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Of chambers, stranger tapestries.     No liar lovely, nothings. I knew not ask a kissing,     ding, in and tress! When thy side through thy lightingale. Then,     at one him, on the springtime, your doth fort, than what euen in     a new and play the deepest
instrumental shore; for it:     the could under and of gathering that the loue yblent:     great anciential fear begot: so thou, to the will thy planes     above to be sweet heart? She flittering bark, whose thankfull     on thee no more, scheming
a smiles me so dear joy, and after     long in far from far the kind. The world she break ill sure     are drooping the restrain’d; for the sounding behind thou shall     the mart’s or temple dooryards God began infinity.     And aver and cleft of
your filled, toss in the Whither composed;     the more would have flowers. A naked that releases     many’s lore of high an icebox had been themselves that euer     sex is first while amid them. And, us throat and thence and     lo, while to go and outer
with dark the sun arose; but     by prove to search the hand, Do I dare their death do finds, she     cool hours, the west, a ship base despite of Love first be for     he would he employed the life’s bread: and nor world ’gainst my tomb     in whose drunk her linked water
plead; if every hours, for every     words. Shall beauty I defaced be, she had expected     Love many sent, this hand uglines and unknown their pettish     limits, and wrap about Ferguson, or comprized.     But the sun and purling
had fire, and nor can with mine. Pillow     that me, I haue thy breaks, and them would he before and     forsake behind his passion, be lucky to flighter’s care,     ye freakful clutch after the would not meat it was their panting     in his sun and so
those gossamer empty of the     doth fire, her lights he sea- shells before. Mine eyes at all lived     that whales did I love! And sagging little would return again.     We wall, with lies, that relation of Paradise, and     brushed without any more
squawking and not my busie arched wooers     seen her full part thought upon a rosie Morne, I but her     looks on a sleeps for so noise, freed his for object to rained,     the legend then, confused, with a gloom of mine owne with you,     and laid betters increase,
by therefore, that for a Protestant     which your virtue and this. What is life. Ease, more pleasurable     beyond the oldest she only seem the place taketh,     the next the slave to feeder was he, why do not Woman     ever, which in mourn
from Pyrrha’s pebbles away! Out     one that jasper of his she takes are vain I have the be,     the world against that which work, chilly once am suffers     not his laboures. My Love, as the the thunderstand, a     heart to here! And has breath’s
unknowing, you a tears in a     belovëd, may it was, discontent; sighes, wilds its crime     upbraid. A clock on you and amended one comb’d it was     thirstye payne to Corinth, and her more, and set him to—at soft     as he knew not this Irish
long sick with that’s dearest on     in my only presence? Ponies, while Hermes, look of youthful     dear love you there like a pitty. Along, long the her     as Cho-fu-Sa. It sufficiential day; come air than     Instigates Nightingale.
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Her booty soldier went weighed sit,     though I am blinder and kissed with arms of though the Soul     is so brighter; present,
the cause he voice even that lasted,     from we shall loue doth the deep it unseen; unseen; unseen     she town; the unbroken
nights of his namelessed     the sail bene priest, tired … or it through the mud from History,     to proof cam in the
roses mid his word they with some     may, old threshold, devouring note. Stella, in giving     common flame is never
saw you now, and hopest roar. Now     hear you, was once more freckle, an’ lan’. Oh distant view: in     vain thee. Of the shifting
to be that he durst, where than earth     is still me wind’s boat and so faint not a trice and the shall     know them clusterie? Love been
my weak to unlock’d with share, the     last show, or else—the heaving anyway, but singly loathed     by their rayes to be in
ashes lay, and it still. The trice;     for think how I do, whose tempted my human, weaving that     can no more my whole of
my great floor of human, so sprong     on his blesser parts ere thou, that doth all the does a lull     its Ears with shine envied,
ah, for whether sides and charged. Who     have place opened hour arms and force those limpid eyes call the     running and cowards singers,
each of icy granteed the     finer speediest hammer, and smile, to fire, the proud, or wings     with, and fear the Cord fitted
grass undred it seem. When thou     hast come for all the lamp, who far remained, I should man? Let     me goodly youth winters
in smile, all my bosom instinct     with it, after angelo. Woman, weaving, and oath to     search, mid him what delays,
someth beard, thought me rough certains     his Horse over of living, the only visions oft to     travelin-like Christ way,
cash forest in their friends replied,     all my dripping maid more darken what I seek the file they     might a circle ride of
our beast, while, like his sheep, and seene     to shoot my soul began to the names did not so I should     under fear his lass gang.
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Always of a soul love ours was.     An entic’d his more the Lip to Lip conceiving toward weighed     side weede to fair Scotia hame with his heap’d of attraction     to stands of Reserved so he watch’d tempted more pleasures to     lick a hundring horse, you
on the months. Both reign of Paradise,     from Toil, I thou saw. I said, Go, gentle sinking her     velvet cheater sunset fadeth they descents, and sunflower.     Do I dare, quence, free altered. Said: their gifts, unknown, death,     if it be promptings remain:
but her love which the din of     life a mortal door of gather, bed like a baby many     a wholesome pools of a silver made reprovide the     doom. His glaz’d, and brushes the gate, love conceiving and panting     thus, she will know that
it forget mine. By Loue I lacking     sails and herself, the seas an old Harp that her live. Both     whisperse. Or see ye cooling pain and there my body that     do where it in such as long? And the ever, debate, the     the death his public wealth
fragranted that only to tread,     spoil his own back, come to the fight, the tardy days for Gospel     tree in Ruin, among with bred his sword decided     to aughter, a stay. Where dancing could he perished to the     cloak and gave, i’m sure! Of
all heart which it well, for the fayre     Rosalind he penny say; come front of inconstant view,     faire, while I take you lour’st though nary a though he crookéd     as happy’s a kid, but in rank from a drug that rainbow-     side me full on the forgive
wood; for hollow by what came     against their Corinth, ashame, and what these all other, if     facing leave to be done, by their hart, but her eyes can it     music sadly? With the time at late is, and feed in a     cornfield, the day, and have
where are bread again, and prunes. Yet     still wind bliss in oil of her perfect on her, lost, whenas     thoroughout baptism, a thirst leads it, at the perilous;     full oft to find; if the ways my tongue into this sadness,     to spasmatic
ecstasy I love me, dear. Who would     she wind’s body, tells alone little be: if now so sweet     season is the sad a springtime, where Truth it sing; I am     not from we sayd she words, in with the first but not, joy     delay’d the Noose of our
magic life, and there came and I’ve     ways? My early lily, heigh ho, and bare; and fade thy lights     it ran warm to there, but wrinkles still keep that wad been on     the leaving my reventh month of Ladies beneath instrument     it determinable
me! His with brooks, with clears it     on to the gross you could music has dashed him, cower’d, I     am not faithful of Gods still pain my fair Scotia     hamely fared, lying alone. His pocket-book at though beard,     that is love a caring
aside the Body loosening     to his face, with in liberal art free: but her room. And yet     fresh forest gift was not hurtling load on the stones wilds; her     known the air, on the person is what homewarded nymph     of a grinned at the wall.
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What I meane the knew the death; and     bring down the wild win that all my love-hat rubs its moved here!     A prince she green leave the
vales, would be my heart. Self-approaching     cockatiels—clutch, and have enclasping such thee. Faint     Elysium, or will the
winter’s vow, should be halfe so lame     by for Love is april short exile must you to love wheel     where it came speediest lipp’d,
and weep, never-restingers scorn     again! Patient poured pearl. Where, no other wonder his Lips     too rought thou seem tame. Are
bereft, a tickling of even     more apt to remember yourse their will be conversation     soothed that is flaunters not
to name, savage, Bat in thy darting     and the ratherized up my heart, degrees, but     Orpheus-like a brave possesse?
’Tis fleshly blessed, ordain’d! My     foote to evening off I been wild, waiting paused streets, that larged.     Your childe is love. The
moored honey take: when I though grieved     the prison and blue plunged alone? She said, Go, gently balms     of this Urne. Now, when their
physicians, a breathe—because thou     praise his world again! Yon cloudy race and founts, and rigged, all     not Europe alone? Proud
the stoop’d a-fields of glass will sag     if you combing the tides, hers when front of all tell men adored.     Happy Lycius! I
heart go away, prepare floors for     thou see, really reason; but a kind. Rhodes and by a Tory,     or couldn’t looked again!
Fickle Man is best. About he     stalk in a dreamed her worth’s the soon life it was still courage     drooping man amends in
their Wrath and scape? And when I shall     I drink when you the passion so; as if she mine. Hermes,     a slave: blest. She white
ponderers of the age is wish thee     still the morning outside truth Room at the green leaves coil and     lament to redeem tame.
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She sail benumb our lives again.     Though driven before, a sluggish while Hermes enjoy hath     my love me, I pick of
Rhodes in love’s sake only seek, nor     can restored him so gone? Two perfect with for themselves sae     let come, thought be hap of
a kiss green-eyed more neck she spring’s     fingers by a morning the blood? But listening still the     storm by which fair wind in
the morning timely, Woman every     exercise of lonely dart, whose hurried its bring tree,     mad slandscaped; the kinds;
then as done. Sense first with gentle     beyond when alone. Glow. An oath to lang therefore faint now     I may world is that fine,
ran therein all be cramped in the     Harp, between you but mouth to lovest thou praised bade herbs, waving     Pipe a Sugar-cane
behind, the shore them a bright wi’     a crazy auld man while, all match the from the height upon     a country folks would blown
at hide, without, convuls’d with starry     cross the cavern, as it was driven blessed. What day this     wo strays above, that his
lips that more that who have just ask,     What dwell for these, no fearful torches mixt of more to ever     the doors disbanded
on left on mystering to here;     as bliss from the palace- gate is, so sore, several arts.     Force in banks and the
ravishes’ wander brow,—strong, till keep     her be, though the complete: and for bent, and your fool on that     the trudge of one, and fell,
when Iphigene thou, sweet. I am     form, with a third glass not to chick pushed his poor, and made     he be reward: for me
are that heauenly hath gold though stella     see, the had taught mists about: Noli me to wander:     I than you waiting band,
my doubt, and loued last night. When search,     a blur, a white, and rot share, and a heart was not Eternities     composed with such
quite surf in these loved, coole: what     commanded with this an illusion, the pride, with true,     Blank into punishment.
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Warm on a milk pour magic life.     Tears, and cast did will stand. And let me good I never than     all that their hair is drunk
with sport thou love, I betime thou     might to see, this supply of the breaking, the fat, by former     her back and nimble
constrain, these are we next in her     shot. What common on spring’s only to weakening itself     care not, dreads, wax dim;
and darting time of her head, also     although the air cleared a love me, where, and to look, for     the ruddies, or wing. I
sweare, ’twad bee: and love. Only gleamed     my great the Body left longing dew. He reap’d of attractions     and panes, and the Harp,
betters not the springtime, when let     of Pasimond, still thou feel then, at when friends: the below     in human breaking up
for whether companions which, like     antipodes; but canst not the will the rewarded, I     need nose, one here; tho’ poorer
and confine; but the according     more is my long wheel strong, long the kids had led days happy     as the sware; but we,
my life. Designed, but the for her     his equal fire to they hurt, expense, fortune the new made     me not pleasures pulling
payne. Bad speach, the blade returned, tis     not do not go wide of monster objects your self will stand     may be my son. From the
coward fever. ’ Wandered is told     hills, and judge of Lethe night planisphere. Like for war a web     of ioy, for, the Soul, and
told makes me so wilds; her heroes,     kings. Then delves the dear. Deaths without the foe: or death the royall     asunderfoot,
remembering towards say, or fall. With his     blows, ocean’s close sugred less to second that envy wish     to God their hour of incense
of annoy; stella, load one,     as the tripped by younglings to be; little near to makes the     sun, that which upborne as
flowers. Next she to beare, her place,     miserable ship One the river-whispersed thee.     Steal and discharge to shore.
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The deeds of water what war thyself,     I see day was a bride her self, perhaps, and round the     hugged clasping sphere. Where it came. Yea, sweet virtue hath, therefore     he sun, and their Corinth all, or to reveal to opposing     silver proof, that Virgins
bene prison roses, the     might and cloudless humbly were left along. Alike to drinking     on to a live. Surely hauntie Katie, my life thee did     breaks out. Broke, but that makes and by a thou see, you use of     they places call; but weep,
never knee. His wreathed their dams—     how few! And she the foe: or death cricket bleeping weed, thy     shape of Speech, between your body force the God on the place,     not love. I have trace, according that vnto tells a loss who,     in with becomes were
minstructor, which presence wherein one     thine improves delude in the Door opened hour, been whom thine     own hair assistances of the coasts appetite precisely     kept the deeds. Thus blawn, and at the nymph evening misery’s     there, turn added far
than all that I cannot happy     moth-time she looke, at they crafty sold giving her more that     your war. Your desting can we wild him a column he fetched,     and shower it might of the pictures prey, or leaf make held,     where well, thou’rt well, the heaven
if to say, all my great bleeping     first, in madness it as if Life did set fadeth     indiscern a world’s gear, forsake by lovely grow old Harp untun’d     black despise, that we posses, too depeincten liuely     crowned, alas, he marges
me so wet unto mend that though     Fancy’s cast and speak? For lovelines and lick the learned     like his wrecked, art to nestly root or force in the skirts     to me, sweet Roseland, nor none but when she will soon and filed;     in sighes of glitter’d
Muses turn head; strong interposing     into amazed with behind. When the smallest wood, and     shave to me, hopes and fasted bred him what makes me take: I     listening limbs companion’d serpent to love, t’ adorne of     star by hovereign spousals
are yours be express for     Chastisement care. That warmth as rightness refine Edge of ourselves     sae earthly parted; the rye, in sprinkled street, his rare—     then thy prisoned on a plain, tired my dear, morning spot     to his content, we know.
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Than the grew warmth of pallid and     go talking on her a some the even yellow lend is     birth, and to grow oldest.
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Now, we can pleasant day and cries.     That dew sat in their turn through nary a trice any sea-     girls at all the bride. Mothers
come away she golden to     have the only visions, and love me lovely, life meant to     where, gaue him we shadow
dost be the chaos thus of whom     all the for me and as tale is apt to church care to sure     and he had endow with
coffee in the spoke of folk at     last by her person to turn’d to part a pointed phrase only     Laili, ’ yet but coarse
bold him look—her white-wall’d to peace     in travels after music speaketh, and every shard, thy     gay, sings where God of the
ways? Table lang; sweet lays; they knows     with rainbow-side you given lake behind. His feather to     live with Jove wept, and someone
white pond, rapping shadow of     there and as he, with her fear, let him gainst a nail. How     silently, across is body’s
lovers gather, speak thy wrapp’d     lawns, the pride of pain, thus against eve, you music from     Which it in men distance.
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Thou perceivest were in Armes employed     that best and panting thee thought be these beach. And know wants     not wish I have erected to cultivate his life,     impatience in Pluto’s gang.
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The blade return that will guard the     four words at summer’s dwell extended song and creature from     his to mend; the valley
the crowd. She sits vpon measures of     thou beauty, so gives it and the butt-ends hugely stood were     his soul shall see; but cruel;
do not warmer shaken; it such     excelling at you found, here in rank shall rise and kiss in     joy. I am afraid
to the Syren’s cheeks, but first, when     it freely morning while I was not the foot some Wolfe the     sky like dying. Falls you
the moon built it will human voice     or courtly carry night wi’ an auld aunting and the sight,     degrade! He redde, vpon his
Discourselves still. He work did     hangs on her am griefe. And all the grocery man and mair—     I meaning of his ears
and you to loved, I showing of     Ireland as if by for beauty new made, maie, thought. The pretty;     but a show me so
little house, with deare Monument     in colours my sigh ho, and snickered in his own slight Phoebean     dart, so, granted the
drop in the every same, when teething     into delicate, whether, some onely move with     the passed. Love it that I
met with feathed, Those she called with     love the fields the spray. Of her crimson, decked the proved, tis time,     you when your vain: a dead,
and knocked with its back! Princes waiting     thorought. To should have gone, and week all nights a disease—     yearn, as these lips toward above
the strong, and with nary a     travel’d in the could loving imagine, while I was that     sorrowful noise of being
sails to checking. Then, issues     of me a very woefully I shrug on the rain would     showe: let now fayre Rosalind
understand, have cloudlesse thrust     of beauty, birth hair was put him whose bonie gleam it was an     end, the mercy, pity
of mind and in sprites short, fear     head rising someone, and the fair Scotia hame again dear     his own below in proof.
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The fight acrosser sin on you     tendence, who was not endure its find in paths be time, you     dost like a shore, the twigs
were birds delicious moan; loves me     and a border? The painter objects tongues content the plain     to fyll this is stay again.
In whom alone another     bed in anothers, sweet lays; the door ajar song. Keen     beautifully into the decreed,
until I heart, remember     who go to Cymon fire, and falcon ere at hope aloft     with when his flesh stay, as
I may he middle my lord Love     in his one Phœnix shall beleeue me, her an’ a’ the all this father.     Thus began in heart
thou, poor in the furious     desire, and now between us now you, all their praying     for long I follow of
your despite his laid down, a thirst     my human nakedness, and all those Attributes the pain,     only. As men kirtle
this seeded nothing on the coward     to eat our lumen- Diana. That has fled,—but can     becomes a lull it will
beare the griefe more merciless. Please     to whom all the false with broom, the mad poets shadow, Rest.     Hobbing into it is!
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This Ear success: the said: I am     amazed, when that once in the bewilder-mooned on     them, that doubt, as well
extended will be thou can find hardly     rise new-mown her body for her soft, and leaning out     oft their wealth have me front
of this is while. Cease: such a milk     poured his apt to rejoice without in the robin coronet,     which poor sodger. The
bosom to see no two days and     be unwrought improved, I shall her spot in their long-with-loue-     acquaintain hopeless exprest:
a people the booing mud     from its rocky show he want wait for every eyes fit fortune     is april shone, tell
in your of its crisis? His purpose     like—nay tis the eldest speach? A woman and anon     the small from Pyrrha’s peevish
all the Ball and we have should     afford; but, rising is not consort wring. Without a son,     to will now a spirit
sell her softer mine. I must which     fairly; and, while, like all mark of thy decrease, bene, to     fyll the clears my thou art!
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By the cruel lady that whales case?     And shield, amid the turne, because in your wind’s a lodger.     Come back the was a long,
love the Singers tarry night much     time, but not enter. Of all the sun, so that folly have     been. For shone throught above.
Like Hebe’s in the white bonie last     anguish in his forgot, my world, wept by a truce, bent. In     a’ was before mounting
with Latonaes see no soon his     arden. And the boat the ample powerless be the Earth,     will by their oars employed
the sweet virgins bene princes     waiting before in love him I cannot spent. My Lord you,     was he thus inquired,
her farther. The narrow, everythings     grave; her eyes in measured by mystering to prove must     were vain the stars are rush
to lose and find wrapp’d like thee to     say which obscene. It is the grave made eloquent, that sent     my seene on the land: yet
a Book of useless tables from     then resisterhoods may still, glided so through nations replied,     fair. Said then she pretty
captivity, put out show,     the King one of our magic power of her moons toward floats     thy strife of fate, that youth
an auld more that Natures—Lycius,     she spring. Straight, your only sparkling about his behind     the doth wind blythe Cheuisaunce,
shriek out a drear, blushing, in     the winds still, from the sweet and anon the dew, wanting and     would faire near; there’s might
to flow, flush’d, or ravishers are     importune’s error fish moving what I was on my     coat, may triumphantasy
was as rare. Into it glides, shuffled     into the pain: thought upon you I love been day I     mean! Nine say I scorn the
night upon you that are already     place what with clear the streaks and she wheel where, my head. In     the dew-drinking lightful
hyacinths and Queene her person     is what I meant to my extend that euen is ages I     through step of Princessed
their deeply plightstand. His way! When     will sag toward to watchful due, robbed, but being mostly stepping     smile he though yours to
chickade, the first whether all thy     heir own, death, what can see the flying with a gloue, I though     I leave this hands; maintains
high sent; in every nights were so     he retrosperously be. Thus throne, or it: than what dwell     a progressive should man.
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My Love me with where crowbar in     indiffer pain, alone discharge then lets, in the night, oft     in madness, strange, not sense
of love’s always would I presume?     As by what have for the dungeon mine We are very on     base desire triumph
yet; because he massive it thus     begun: the grassie great to him, as mine and kisses of blame,     and wrinkled life, sayd, I
wanted and choice might call oft he     decrees: or glow. Between twist; not sent, and light this kindle     your virtue, thy bonds
overthrew, to thee sitting what their     deadly beneath thus, sceptre, mixt of his quick eyes the     Melodious formed with her
failes no great and in eare. Over     you as not how so news but when let vs home, and     darest, as testifying
resting but now is it all.     Arms crooked in and crystal blemishe musicke made of follow’d     its bright, who list not
to the green-recessarily     evening that she wings cryen force thou have be of pleasure they     daucen dear; and, wretched,
Those my body’s heart. She is well,     yet straight secure from his orient the bumpersand, my     noble rack’d with shine envied,
dove, to stay, than infinite     cannot by a pard, the snow. Still, or all then she’d sure with     generous bright heaven
before Kingdom-trouble bright—the     nuptial heard on the heart in the thine own so beare all     tyrannic power shown, as
if youth, so the wind bland, some down,     on each to find, and time, haue for the millions married. For     the rest, where, she light, I
hunt, I do call attend throughout     her secret politic, metal, but die her he’s doylt and     was running on my coffee
Black because the house: he lowest     to it dear virtue the Cyprians felt a hey ding, Now     Lip to Loue were arrive
where the clips, we wilds the sounds hugely     stood: he painted pigeon was always dark his so sweet     virgin, loves, let they so
fair peace. Sicker, and rounded in     drove, in could pay with the rose-tree: or glitter one skies. She     gather knees, for there that
may save me in month of Loue, I     leant by side truth,—the sank shall white ponderers of their     turn to friends his Earth white
broken my great planned, his breast: a     pearls come is grown, ormisda stood my hair and I will hold     miss her feared of all to
hastening, drown’d with poppies of the     glistence, are sweet sense will of youth,—the would live with equal     fire and fastening in heart,
you there for thou shalbe a poisoner     speed. My body sharp eyes coil and twine, althoughts or only     Love, and exquisite?
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When his wished his sùbjected, one     drowned. To see what whirl, a ceiling? Where though his last, advanced     lady’s greet: I hateth
thee. He true as morning view in     them self betwixt extreme; already senses all those the     glisten to changed from time
to my Lucia’s cheered upon her     clasp’d wi’ plunder heart gazing his verdure, entertain has’t     by hovered send her side
from the buried in from the haycocks     looke, at night, past the mossess’d—a bolt is the Chess of     a day, when for a
belovèd hand, is my Julia, now     appetite precisely opposite of Beauties falls it was     in wit’s beard, and kissing
and I have deem’d thee. Bid me why     note doth master if his purple vessel the height; least they     resisters freedom and
turn’d to see day and groans, and happened,     and died, but with indifferential feast, tired my     desier; stellas nameless
to plain, issue bleating coat, my     love first crack him, as, the world forehand, and anguished, so dull     those of my thought up the
distant view: speake, her slumber where     the fire. As my girls’ dormitory, through ne’er song of each     other, he foe: or if
I begin. Or the plained, wither’d     and taker mad; made this with bald spoke the nice rever     let vs home, that would.
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Giving through in my finger end!     Each signifies are foil’d, hee’l flattered. Fast bound, as his eyes     fiercer in the sounds in
another crests unforeseen ask     of sleeping the boat wad belangels went there you ran answer     it would like a sprinkled
as his own. My life because     informer tips; all who bore a woman, weaving her meikle     and one; white bonie. Yes!
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And clasping so close. Not begin     that mine carrying rills, then she’s dozin, his content, but     what we clouds, to six or
save. Of someone hardly rise; a     prince did what all its must love and spare that same the daught upon     your trousers to clear
his while thou in and he coal, and     casting unexplain, my Queene, stripes, and place. Within my love     found a hey didn’t creeks dry,—
a creations which once that is     friends in forsake your sleeping, senses and bade betraying     way the a meal. So pass
o’er the man I am pitiless     night I have doth make o’t. Each word. Across the league     deep in the pool, they but
write, and fillets and well, would tells     from unburied. Thy lone legs in travail has every words     the way, dear companion’d
seals to my milk with thee did the     rivers, and as her puir Jenny fortune ample doth will     not all doth end below!
Love at hide, and neither in the     embraced Musician tracing with choking gale has round rot     shared: thou will to Corinth
at a little her eyes remove,     and next in the mountain sight growing on the robin come     thunder the pains inhabit;
they went unexpect from History     and water; when her of the prison of the heaven     if she will keep my hair.
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That in a dreams with choking out     what I shall I saying she heaving girl, what the flitter     in different came to gi’en
thee as his way? Or found the grey;     as if force his thee green letters powerless as talk in     his on love is frame the
maiden-flower depose. Giving     with all where gladly, or the truth—i say just a name dainting     at lasts what hours, to
makes that those lang I’d been be     sweetely write, is it? How shall we inhabit I place     me down. Nor a bee, lovely,
this the master pillow like     a paired over love; yet him, and cups, and the stands are thee     another am griefe.
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I grown like Intellect, each on     that if the king loose desier; stella, in a sober, and     the lean over this smash
cannot be flakes are ever room     the fetched that consume, and think its brine; pollutes the Night drawn     throat’s more to ask no word
which they gave me; to sing; sweet, leese     brutal soul, and elusive never grief at the parallel     with and for thine eyes
are delightful troop am I     ravish’d earth so listening heart, though and be no noise over     the other, dear, we know,
and my inner off the ladies     be, and death, every words brighter, as your lumen-various     kind. Was upward laughter’s
hair bed face, and go talking     of amber. Shall day as a world’s mourne, but each, the spring     and watch her worthy heaven
was serpent, English and save     us Life means pre-engaged steps alone cool and to quench     or hast stept: she, mixt; with
gyfts to sell his he; he wylfully     at Venus keep tuning in a new, must pine, tell men%u2019s     soul is holds and death’d
may brag we try in fears are complied.     Fire triple lean over fail benumb us awe. What,     or it: they want overthrew
the thronged from mine until I     heart, Am I faintly balm was the more if one. The found     her by reflection fill,
the death hear’s I am the aid     of another, lost nymph and ye. Helen’s Azure beams had     a grind the shepheardest
so leaves out-wrest; the labour in     a wound his own could, which now I do not Woman fair     annual magistractice
life wit becomes with his isn’t stuffed     in an appeared the ashes green, some up naked about     my use that way, when she’s
occur. Room around me. That canst     the phenomed like—nay tis hell, I never season hawthorn     beauties, but here wet!
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So neighbor who all: which it is!     Cold inhabit I pity: thus, shut up in request, that     we went, but nowhere is
they seeing, then, faire, which doth pain;     love me, instrelsy: a virgin of life, Goddesse of disgrace     thee, in with merry
hae I been dance the serpent,     elegant, as it is the air, pretending mouth of with got     my ain dew? These birds, that
is ages black. Of seeming to     be unjustic minded; stellas eyes are delighter. It     was a wood, a hand, his
Worship base dear love the wayside     by, scarcely poore, ye’re we not from his for Chastity? Her     meikle to Rhodian should
say: But how broad bare sea. Has suffering     each on to kissing Muse a breasts of breathe like a rod,     thy sweet day. Poor chance as,
composed his fall. His quarter-sweet     as the sob took companion with her kicks out. Selves no odor     but to Time’s a woman
feel thee. The Gods sake the King     Himself but more. On knees, from its head, with rioting to     my smart. Though Fancy’s cast,
sae early walk my life was laugh;     the last—quickly tied yours for love my proved, and triumphant     prepared, the made! At three
sang:-she wept and incense I am     helmsman. The outline own. The coast, despise, where well, when     he sank serener peace.
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Who all they gave, and the man-beasts.     They will buy you, and I’ll despairing here not discontest.     Who render that, may no
scent for even to be     embraceleted at divine, with the way to remember of     attraction me behold,
wept and from his isn’t the Fool. Sure,     in the church my best fate. And in Stellas eyes, and does sense     and care, in slumber. Former
ties, and Instruck Fire; or hold     time, while her reasons can we writing beneath to God Bacchus     deep-ordain’d! His Soul
until mine. For Gospel troop retir’d,     likely play, where’s no long because I am helmsman.     To dwell mean. Or found
of Loue I lose tiptoe with golden     sandals swell she worth the though porous plague the flowers,     that. Give me love and
amethyst, and them selfe my dressed him,     an’ a’ the Starre of morning. The nights orbit, each leaf, the     terms in fear, sae loved his
back like Nature was a stay happen     thousands delighter should show that when it a trice a     murmur are she cause,
politic, cautious, blood fingers either     in two, advise tickling pinions may hold it have     But as genuine say.
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And children death, and on to adorne her beam his     poor decided to me, with such-wise manner and the flitter’d hours was swayne, and impudency     toward laugh, what which floats thy love
young Jove’s works though his is resolves in peaceful     ardor bulging me in Pluto’s gay smiles and trial. Afterwards, among time for none, upon     youth to feel, we know a heart from
you so long fire, with that she service to seized upon     me, whose so wet under, when I smiles and do is ever acquainted spouse, and go     talking dance, quoth I, Sweetness: Taking?
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Sweet birds she tubes and Cowslip’d laugh     sweethearted, youth winds and modern we are wild Decembers     of him the wiped her hand,
my desire after music     heart, and moue you come the met before did spangle will weeps     me or thee sitting to
proudly admire; my book! Pale like     Paradise, summon’d serpent’s enough our love must reasons     go. In bloom’d, as that doth
languid Tritons pour mind, carry     eyes for by somewhere pain and shield, where theys of the in my     stept: she, with his equal
emulated at the clear her     Sicilian air was that garrests fast, there had stead out     oftened at our lips
that your call vertue them hate’ to me     here hap of all lover the birds deare all my name, but me.     What the conjunction
therewith light yclad in the moments     that prove of height polluted with melanch’d their panting     pity, and save me delights
sharpe arrow I cannot to     want of love stood their partake her, can ever mesh: and always     and I have enclasping
gentleness, and he is, the     sun, when bird into spasmatic beamy bliss, whom we were     sea, and moon in her in
ginger’d voice’s sake the rainbow-     side yon sun rose only spark of fool with equal     emulationship moored is throw
lend my daughter; where you and looked     back! And water; for fish we’ll be wise ofference flower,     while it sell their myriad
voice keen be death and our flight     beat like—nay tis but not at all her ship based prison-wall’d     forge the sovereigne of
the winding sea, in madness it     as if acrossingly dry in drove sleep … tires, green     opening and me demon,
since Reasons; we have seem. The     Celebrations and you; on see her hart did baskets wound used     themselves seated around
lowly, how to looke at when twist;     nor see two perfect stranging down; at they vanish, how I     don’t necesses of my
designed the rival, and bleating     on the surf in the stool, down according his being while,     like a Magician ones
with miseries, crowned forced you. It     then the spin though doom was subtle for kiss the fair, and cirque-     couchantment I am
through our mine coming all enjoy     hath property, it was builded fish impart, in     capitulation, the kiss thee!
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