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transfem!jiang cheng and transmasc!wei wuxian where instead of donating his golden core, wwx donates his uterus to jc when they both transition
#frankie yells#mdzs#i may be a little high but#is this anything#this came to me like a vision... (im supposed to be sleeping)
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I'd like to imagine they go overboard helping Gorgug find Mary-Ann's number. After the last panel Riz has to remind them they haven't actually found the number yet.
#fantasy high#fantasy high junior year#dimension 20#the bad kids#gorgug thistlespring#fabian seacaster#riz gukgak#figueroth faeth#fig faeth#kristen applebees#adaine abernant#i may have burnt out a little
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something that i really like about blue eye samurai, now that im thinking about it, is that it discusses violence against women without becoming torture porn. like, in a lot of media that portrays women's issues, they show you that scene. like they give you this extended visual of a woman experiencing something traumatic and then laud themselves as feminist for doing so.
blue eye samurai doesn't do that. the whole show is set in a world that is extremely antagonistic toward women, and it makes a point to tell you that being a woman right now sucks, because they are property and are used sexually. but even though it doesn't shy away from this, it doesn't show you the violence itself, which you would almost expect it to because of how graphic the rest of the show is.
im thinking specifically of kinuyo. they very well could have shown us a scene of her being abused, but they didn't. they didn't show the abuse itself, but they did show how it affected her. they showed her seeing a doctor for her sores. they could have made this incredibly traumatic and grotesque scene a spectacle, showing us exactly how powerless she is and how powerful he is. they could have shown us this incredibly triggering event in full detail for our entertainment, but they didn't. they chose not to. and i think that's how it should be.
it is not necessary to have an extended visual and auditory reenactment of violence against women. we the audience understood the gravity of the situation and were able to empathize without needing that scene. having that scene would have completely detracted from the point they are trying to make. it would have turned something completely reprehensible that women everywhere fear because it's a very real issue into entertainment.
#blue eye samurai#not art#mizu#kinuyo#bes#tw abuse#tw implied violence#tw sex assault#if im being honest i may be a little high rn but ive been thinking about this#because it's important#and it just occurred to me
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Canonically Danny would do anything a pretty girl asked him to do if she bat her eyes at him enough
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#danny phantom#my art#monster high#fanart#half normie au#i think Porter Sam and Venus should form a little activism friendship squad#Truthfully I think Danny wouldve agreed regardless#he woulda viewed it as a fun lil prison break and i mean he likes causing problems on purpose sometimes too#spectra just doesnt know him enough to realize that#anyways danny may or may not punch the hall moanitor next#guess we'll have to wait and see
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He's kinda a Maximum Legend, right, guys?
Listen, somebody had to bite the bullet and actually draw this dumbass tattoo. Might as well be me.
#also if you're wondering. that's the constellation Ara! you know like *ara*mais#fabian seacaster#fantasy high#dimension 20#fantasy high junior year#i tried to make it at least look a little bit cool
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Hi! I love your Ghost Primes with Optimus AU! It’s so good.
I have a question though, do the Decepticons know that Optimus can see the 13 prime ghosts or do they just get increasingly confused each time they fight?
Thank you for the lovely artwork!!
oh they Know something funky is going on for sure lmao
a little more serious answer: they can tell something is going on with optimus and they desperately want to pretend it's not. they don't want to know how he's aware of things he shouldn't be, how he knows stuff that should have long been forgotten, how he seems to be more familiar with them than he should be. how sometimes he speaks and it's like the dead are talking through him. how sometimes he will answer to empty air and somehow they can just tell what he's responding to. who he is talking to.
they Know. and they really, really want to pretend they don't.
they already carry the guilt of failing them once. the idea of doing it once more is unbearable and they'd rather deceive themselves than face it. they'd rather their friends stay dead and gone than think of them seeing what they've become.
haunted au
#hey i got an ask#Anonymous#transformers one#transformers#optimus prime#soundwave#maccadams#haunted au#i loveeeee the concept of the decepticons being the former high guard you don't understand-#i will insert so much guilt and conflicted feelings into this dynamic as possible i don't care what anyone says about it ajkshdka#but anyway. the autobots at least got a brief explanation for optimus' weird behavior#the decepticons did not and so at first they're constantly confused and mildly creeped out by how weirdly cognizant the new little prime is#they eventually put it together. and then dearly wish they hadn't because the guilt that brings is Too Much#but they cannot turn back anymore. they chose their path and now they have to stick with it.#so they just. don't think about it.#this is obviously sustainable and not at all bound to result in a bunch of repressed feelings that may or may not explode at some point#ALSO THANK YOU I'M SO GLAD YOU LIKE MY AU <3333#i'm having so much fun with it but i'm so happy others enjoy it too!!!#thank you so much for sending me this ask!!!!#tf one#my art
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doing chibi is a good design exercise bc it forces u to think on shapes n essential details, essentially thumbnailing ur designs. its also a terrible design exercise bc it ends up looking cute no matter what
#dimension 20#fantasy high#riz gukgak#very specifically class swap bard!riz#fh class quangle#mm. I may need tags for all the asides Ive been doing lmao#riz's canon design is so coherent and thematically clean that I genuinely struggle to keep up...#bard!riz's whole thing is working out his identity through abject fear so it kiiiinda makes sense that hes got a different thing going#on every year I guess? like lmao the directive I go into each of these designs with changes vastly#freshman bard!riz has to look extremely nonthreatening. and also make you wanna pick him up and chuck him at a wall#annoyingly inoffensive. slides off your memory pretty much immediately. a void of an experience#crucially Does Not Show Teeth While Smiling#sophomore year bard!riz I have been keeping the like. cameraman direction for#I want him to be swimming in clothes a little bit... he kinda lands at like. 80s/90s shlocky horror protag too which I do like#bc what is season 2 to riz if not a horror story lmao#junior year bard!riz I want to be somewhere between clark kent and tintin#the journalist aesthetics is not so clear and easy to build as the detective or spy aesthetics...#but also I just. really like boy journalist lmao this is the BD blood speaking again#and! I actually do draw his hair differently than in my canon junior year riz stuff. its a bit shorter here so it doesn't#obscure as much of his face#its so funny actually going from drawing canon stuff to class swap esp. with riz bc he's smiling SO much here#and it's 100% trained like its crucial for u guys to know he is equally if not more fucked up as a bard#barely anybody can wrangle him in canon it's already been mostly him keeping himself on track. imagine if he actually learned how to act#mmm. I think these designs are still gonna soft change as I draw them. thats fine we have fun#drawing sophomore year bard!riz for those comiclets was fun as hell. I think on this factor alone I call it a success lol
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... peace on planet bottom, then there's whatever this is
#i am wondering about the chocolate roses#was the first half of the crew working on those roses on valentines day#and now the second half of the crew is making them on white day?#no... that's not logical... maybe they were all working on them around the same time#but the images of their activities is only released to us on these specific holidays#did eiden pull a 'when i worked briefly as a cake decorator they taught me how to make these cool choco roses'?#and everyone in the clan got a Aha! moment and wanted to make their own roses. in some grand cake for eiden??#they are all doing edible arts and crafts. idk how they were separated by sex position but sometimes things work out that way. i guess.#[side eyes the strange dimensional portal that segregates them.] this portal can only induce pain (in me)#but maybe... the rose dante is holding away from blade is his PERFECTED sample?#and he's seen how blade has been steadily adding things to the roses. glitter. inedible things. strange divots and patterns#blade has the ABILITY to make perfect identical roses like a production line. but will he do it? no. not cute#every rose should have some personality. a little flair. a little lumpy petal here and there#and dante is all NO . you may perceive this lesser specimen (Rose B) as a distraction. but my true aim is preserve the integrity of Rose A#the bottoms were making their roses in the daytime. the tops are partying at night. what does this mean#will they all welcome eiden home at midnight (he was out on some bland social gathering with aster and huffy nobles?)???? WITH ROSE CAKE?#but quincy has meat. why he got meat? to keep morale high? because he's not a fan of sweets? because his creature friends preFER meat?#well. meat and cake. not a bad way to party the night away#but the... wine? champagne? pls dont tell me theyve been drinking. do not give the tops alcohol. BAD things will happen#so many stressed eiden dolls.... i wish him peace... maybe one day he can lie peacefully on a bed of roses and not be set on fire#he would have to risk it during a daytime bottoms outing. apparently (and even then the risk is still not nonexistent)#(mostly because edmond+food creates an uncharacteristic uptick in disasters. plus the puppy exuberance. plus rei . just rei)#(once again i feel sorry for oli. is he the only one with a metaphorical eiden doll fire extinguisher? we should do a plot twist.#make OLI the one to accidentally set eiden doll on fire. and garu extinguishes it. enrich their experiences with novelty and unlikely stats#this image was brought to my attention by a puppy hellbent on showing me yakumo's distressed expression#can't say i'm displeased with it
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The Bad Kids in their Junior Year
By @caitmayart
#fantasy high#dimension 20#d20 fhjy#cait may#did such a great job with these#just look at our kids#I love all the little details from Ayda’s feathers to riz’s rings and ally’s backpack#I just needed to see them all together
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y'all hang tight please, the inspiration has finally struck and i'm working on a really juicy fic!
#may this high last longer than a day so i can actually finish this damn thing#hint - jermaines an envious freaky little biatch
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I remember seeing a post saying that Bell was less skilled/professional and less violent (i believe in comparison to Case) and it’s been stuck in my head for awhile
And while yes in comparison to a super soldier infused with a rage drug they’d be lacking, but i always imagined Bell being not only skilled, but violent in their own right. not as violent and aggressive as Case, but still. I think the post mentioned unnecessary movements in finishing moves being unskilled/unprofessional and Bell seemingly just trying to kill someone quickly as a point, but i always attributed it to Bell just being violent and unhinged. It’s unnecessary just because they want to hurt and stab and shoot more. While it’s less common Bell does also have a finishing move just using their fists, which i read as another sign of violence.
Cryptography/language/intelligence may have possibly been their strong suit, but they were not really unskilled/unprofessional or nonviolent in my eyes, maybe just more mild mannered and controlled compared to Case. I don’t think they would’ve been so high up in Perseus otherwise. I also don’t think they would’ve been as proficient in half the missions and tasks they preformed otherwise.
#this is just my interpretation/opinion of course#And yes them actually being high up in Perseus is debatable but thats another thing to talk about#This post is a bit bland but tumblr is my little diary and i want to try and be more active so oh well </3#bocw#bell cod#cod bell#cod cold war#cod cw#black ops cold war#I have also admittedly only fully watched bo6 once and only a few clips afterwards and have not had a chance to play it sooo my#Opinion may be skewed#Also i would find the post because i did kinda forget the specifics but i cannot for the life of me so apologies if this is#A bit Inaccurate
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Couldn’t get the idea of an end screen of them all dancing together out of my head!
They all look so pretty and not to leave out
#dimension 20#art#d20 fanart#fanart#fantasy high#fantasy high junior year#d20#d20 fhjy#kristen applebees#hey girlie game#tracker o'shaughnessey#gertie bladeshield#lucy frostblade#naradriel#ayda aguefort#figueroth faeth#fig faeth#hey girlie#heygirliegame#was picturing this being like the DMM opening screen? how when complete a route you get a little guy?#but specifically their spring fling outfits lol#they’re all so pretty#buddy dawn#zekes art#this may or may not be my last piece for the game lol#I might draw Kipp bc I love her route so much#but I knew I wanted to do this at least lol
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I don't think there could ever be a more perfectly succinct example of the difference in progress between wlw and mlm representation than having a whole lesbian pussy eating scene and Destiel-level gaslighting in the same goddamn TV show.
#Just a little thought#That I don't have the energy to be more eloquent about#I was friends with my fair share of Supernatural kids in high school so I know the Destiel shitstorm#And yeah I may have exaggerated a tad bit#But the Christian Linke situation is funny to me honestly#Just the hubris of it all#arcane league of legends#arcane#arcane season two#arcane viktor#arcane jayce#jayce talis#jayce x viktor#jayvik
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On the Kremnoan language, its reflection of Kremnoan culture, and the way Mydei expresses himself with the language of action, not words
I know it’s a running gag that the Kremnoan language lacks a lot of words for some of the more emotional, ‘heartfelt’ or ‘vulnerable’ things such as ‘romance’ or ‘fear’ or ‘weakness’ or ‘chickening out’ (I forgot how many words they’ve mentioned, or if I actually quoted the right words) etc. + Taking into consideration all the jokes between Phainon and Mydei on the words that aren’t in the Kremoan language/dictionary.
But if you think about it, even in real life, language reflects a culture; it is deeply intertwined with society, impacted by its own culture and values, and in turn, influences society again, like a cyclical influence. Perhaps to the Kremoans, the most important language (a form of expression) is not through words but through actions.
Why do they need a word to express their love, their fear, their anger, their hatred, their pain, their sorrows - when they can show it through action or through battle? Of course, considering how their main values are strife, strength and dominion, it is inevitable that action/battle takes precedence before all else. But think about it: Fight for glory, for love of their nation, for protection, for pride, for honour, for fear; Sacrifice for something greater than themselves, for family, for friends, for the future.
Just like how Gorgo sacrificed herself for her son, how Mydei’s parents understood each other through battle, how Mydei himself shows his care and love for his people through his choices and actions -
Although Mydei is a man of few words, anybody can tell that he has one of the warmest, gentle and kindest nature. He doesn’t need words to show people that he cares for them, he doesn’t need words to express his fears, he doesn’t need words to convey his anger and values. Anybody can tell who he is just by looking at the choices and actions he has made. In my opinion, he is one of the most authentic and genuine person we’ve seen so far. Many characters we’ve seen so far have their own secrets, masks, agendas - but with Mydei? He may speak less than the others, he may not easily say words that are ‘emotional’ or ‘weak’, and he may seem harsh on the outside, but you can definitely feel his warmth, concern, and care without his words.
There may be no words for expressing certain emotions or vulnerabilities in the Kremoan language, but that’s likely because the Kremnoans are people who speak the language of action. That’s also what makes Mydei himself + his relationship with all the other Chrysos Heirs, his people and companions so compelling. You can read into his relationship and feelings for others well beyond his words, and you can read into his true values and principles. You can see what he fights for, what he’s scared of, when he’s willing to seek help and guidance, when he respects others - with Mydei, you don’t need words to know he trusts you.
For Mydei, he has shown his love for the people and Amphoreus by fighting the black tide, protecting the citizens, giving advice to others, supporting the children, cooking his food, supporting his companions, trusting his friends -
To Mydei, words aren’t required to express himself, and perhaps, words aren’t enough to express just how much he cares.
Yes, the Kremnoan culture has its distinct flaws, and its people have done some horrendous things in the past all for strife, honour and strength. But I think Mydei represents the virtues of his culture, when things aren’t taken too far - when you fight to protect instead of for ‘dominion’, ‘strife’, and so called ‘honour’, when you train hard to become strong so that you can support others, when you learn to face your fears, all so you can help others; when you learn to persevere, to be resilient, to fight for your life, because that will help you survive and live the life you wish to live with your companions.
#I bet that when Mydei does speak his truth#It hits even harder#Imagine him stating his emotions in words omg I think everyone would pause for a second#Anyways#Just some ramblings about Kremnoan language and culture because it’s just so interesting#and it made me think about language and culture in real life#I studied it a little at one point in high school#about language#and how it’s intertwined and shaped by culture and society#And how it influences the way we think#and how people who speak multiple languages may act differently when they speak different languages#Mydei#Mydeimos#HSR#Honkai Star Rail#WinterLEThoughts#Sighs I really want to pull for him but my Stellar JADES#Look I’ve been grinding but I have a busy life too I can only GRIND SO MUCH#Can I wake up to a million jades#WinterLE_HSR
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Books of 2025: May Wrap-Up.
Good reading month, in terms of both quantity and quality (many four-star reads, good daisychain flow between books)! Great adulting month (more on this later)!! Even got some good knitting and writing in!
Here's what I read (photos/reviews linked):
GHOST OF THE NEON GOD ★★★★ Impulse buy; wasn't expecting it to worm into my brain but it did. Not perfect, but I had fun! Funny, fucked up, weird--you know my lifestyle.
CATCHPENNY ★★★★ Kitchen sink book (affectionate) about a washed-up thief who can travel through mirrors and doomsday cults and art and a missing teenager, exactly tickled my ODD THOMAS buttons, fucked up and funny and weird.
THE SAINT OF BRIGHT DOORS ★★★½ I really wanted to love this, but it didn't quite stick the twist!ending landing for me. I admire his ambition and his worldbuilding; excited to see how the author grows. Overall a good time.
MINIMIZING MARRIAGE ★★★ Snagged this from the library for Aro Reasons (Brake coined the term "amatonormativity" and discusses its implications with regards to marriage specifically). Chapter 4 was excellent; the rest of it was interesting but not what I was after. Very readable volume in a Feminist Philosophy series.
BRIGHT ★★★★ Thai novel in translation (first one written by a woman!), been on my radar for years. Lovely translation, lovely tonal balance (sweet moments + melancholy; it's a story about an abandoned 5/6-year-old, but it felt Authentic instead of Saccharine or Depressing). Definitely keeping an eye out for her other work in English.
THE LUMINOUS DEAD ★★★★ I didn't mean to binge this in less than 24 hours on a three-day weekend, but Here We Are. This is We Support Women's Wrongs: Cave SF/Horror Edition. Propulsive, tense, claustrophobic, deeply fucked up.
Under the Cut: A Note About ~*★Stars★*~
Historically, I have been Very Bad™ about assigning things Star Ratings, because it's so Vibes Heavy for me and therefore Contingent Upon my Whims. (Example: I don't like that stars are Odd, because that makes three the midpoint and things are rarely so truly mid for me)(I have hacked my way around this with a ½, which is really only applicable for me at ★★★ and up). Here is, generally, how I conceptualize stars:
★ - This was Bad. I would actively recommend that you do NOT read this one, no redeeming qualities whatsoever, not worth the slog. Save Yourself, It's Too Late For Me. Book goes in the garbage (donate bin).
★★ - This was Not Good. I would not recommend it, but it wasn't a total waste or wash--something in here held my interest/kept my attention/sparked some joy. I will not be rereading this ever. Save Yourself (Or Join Me In Suffering, That Seems Like A Cool Bonding Activity).
★★★ - This was Good/Fine/Okay/Meh. I don't care about this enough to recommend it one way or another. Perfectly serviceable book, held my interest, I probably enjoyed myself (or at least didn't actively loathe the reading). I don't have especially strong feelings. You probably don't need to save yourself from this one--if it sounds like your jam, give it a shot! Just didn't resonate with me particularly powerfully. I probably won't reread this unless I'm after something in particular.
★★★½ - I liked this! I'll probably recommend it if I know it matches someone's vibes or specific requests, but I didn't commit to a star rating on Goodreads. More likely to reread, but not guaranteed.
★★★★ - I really enjoyed this!! I would recommend it (sometimes with caveats about content warnings or such--I tend to like weird fucked up funny shit, and I don't have many hard readerly NO's). Not a perfect book for me by any means, but Very Good. This is something I would reread! Join me!!
★★★★★ - I LOVED THE SHIT OUT OF THIS, IT REWIRED MY BRAIN, WILL RECOMMEND TO ANYONE AND EVERYONE AT THE SLIGHTEST PROVOCATION (content warning caveats still apply--see 4-star disclaimer). Excellent book, I'll reread it regularly, I'll buy copies for all my friends, I'll try to convince all of Booklr to read it, PLEASE join me!!
#books of 2025#books of 2025: may wrap-up#ghost of the neon god#t. r. napper#catchpenny#charlie huston#the saint of bright doors#vajra chandrasekera#minimizing marriage#elizabeth brake#bright#duanwad pimwana#the luminous dead#caitlin starling#beginning to suspect that only my pictures of books that are Already Tumblr Popular get any notes at all btw#neon god was an exception this month but like. saint and luminous got interaction and the others really didn't??#something something i post for me but like. it's certainly something to write a review and get very little engagement.#idk how you artists and fic writers do it i couldn't handle it#ANYWAY#i really did plan on luminous dead taking me MUCH longer to finish. so i took this pic before the end of the month.#but then i had to select another book after i binged TLD in a day. so i picked something Slow so it wouldn't accidentally get finished eith#i really did enjoy daisychaining my way through all of these though that was fun!!#and wow i didn't realize i rated so many High this month#love that for meeeee#is it the Hope?? is it the Optimism??? is it the Escape Hatch????#The World May Never Know#this is a tiny bit early for me because i have been DULY (tri-ly?) ENABLED (thank you friends)
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why does he have fawn spots, anyway?
[i have commissions open now]
#hircine#the elder scrolls#daedra prince#daedra#tes#tesblr#autumn.art#''autumn didn't you make this joke already with x6'' perhaps#i may be unwell about the elder scrolls for a little while don't mind me#anyway if i had to pick one daedra prince to give a sick high five to it would be malacath but this guy's a close second#i get that the fawn spots are part of his duality of being the hunted prey as well as the hunting predator. don't explain it to me pls&ty
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