#i mattered to the ant....
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inkskinned Ā· 3 months ago
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oh, no, i have no concept of the size of a whale or of the galaxy. i am cosmically insignificant, which is fine. the other day i accidentally spilled a few grains of sugar on the counter. i watched a single ant heft it over his head and run with it - run! - like he was carrying a crown.
sometimes when i am watching the rain i think about how each particular drop is new and only exists for right-now and yet it is the same water as it has been for millennia. the atoms i am are only meeting in this form for this one life. later maybe they will be a mushroom. maybe in the infinite expanse of time, two of my molecules will meet each other again and they'll say i remember existing with you. which is maybe how a star feels, watching humans dance and laugh and sing in the bodies we are borrowing.
what am i in the cosmic sense? what of the stupid human exploits of my tiny human life?
the other day i found a wilting bumblebee and fed it a little water. after an hour, he made a lazy loop of flight. up and towards the stars.
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poorly-drawn-mdzs Ā· 4 months ago
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I know those eyes.
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corsairspade Ā· 4 months ago
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vision impaired celegorm (with guide dog huan) is great not only because ā€œcelegorm the fairā€ with granny mirielā€™s albinism but because heā€™s not scowling intimidatingly at youā€¦ he is squinting all the time cause he canā€™t see shit.
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jpgmurdock Ā· 16 days ago
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i spent an unbelievable amount of time tier ranking the marvel characters and i have no one to share it with so im posting it here
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tj-crochets Ā· 2 months ago
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The giant ant is complete, and it turned out so much better than Iā€™d even imagined! Itā€™s also surprisingly easy to comfortably carry around, which I did not expect
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cervinae-canine Ā· 2 months ago
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okay im kinda stupid but I don't think selfshipping with Judge Claude fucking Frollo from Hunchback of Notre Dame, is a good idea
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lanshappycorner Ā· 3 months ago
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The vampire/human yaoi I have concocted in a lab, view them
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planefood Ā· 7 months ago
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This is just a thing I see on my internet romps every now and then but it drives me crazy for no reason, bare with me. Why do people draw lines in the sand about different kinds of therians lol? Who cares if someone woke up and decided that they're wolf therian or something when you decided unconsciously you were a wolf therian instead. Why do people fight about whether or not someone can choose to be therian, its the most silly gatekeeping I see. And don't come at me saying "well theres this label for chosen therians because they're not actual therians like me" you guys... made these terms up in the first place it literally doesn't matter. There is absolutely zero difference between a chosen therian and a not chosen therian and you can't convince me otherwise. How would a self proclaimed "real" therian know that they didn't just choose to be therian one day, there's absolutely no way you can know that for sure.
Every time I become curious about a subculture there's always some ridiculous gatekeeping, even objectums seem to fight over silly bullshit.
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abandoned-quiche Ā· 10 months ago
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the way the world of deltarune treats darkners reminds me of bugs. you can kill a butterfly, end its entire life in an instant. it has no way of knowing this will happen. it is just existing and then suddenly its life is cut short. and literally nothing will change. there will be absolutely no consequences for you doing this. you just killed and nothing will come of it. nobody will ever notice.
you are not locked into the snowgrave route until you kill a lightner. all of those other lives didn't matter; they are "beneath" you.
...that or they're just not dead because "snowgrave" is labelled as fatal and iceshock is not, and also freezing is a thing that happens to computer programs sometimes so you're really just incapacitating them for the time being which kinda sucks but you're not like murdering them it's not super duper significant
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seth-burroughs Ā· 11 months ago
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I don't think that the reason why Number One's homunculus came out perfect and everyone else's was defective is that No1 had a ""Superior"" extra wrinkly guinness record brain or whatever the fuck. It's most likely because, you know, the UG facility's research was probably way better funded and carefully, well, researched, and picked out just one individual to focus on cloning -- on the other hand, KW's Project: Homunculus was unbelievably fucking rushed because Huesca wanted so bad to have one over the unified government he just started raw dogging the experiments and collected the DNA of almost every single person in that city because even if their homunculi do come out a bit undercooked at least they've got the numbers babyyyyy take that unified fuck. I think more thought and care went into building all these damn clone pods we saw for all of them than their actual creation. "something unexpected occured in our efforts to find suitable DNA" -> "i will die in approx. 20 seconds and STILL I won't admit I any% blind speedran playing god and failed due to the easily foreseeable consequences of my abysmal choices. It's actually a dna skill issue on those defects fuck them pinkies my final message. goodbye"
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ants-personal Ā· 7 months ago
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hope season 2 has a plot point where a new witch or demon warlock whatever gets annoyed with the boys and crystal and so they do a spell that binds them to wherever their bodies are separating them and also then we get to see that
a. Edwins body has been gathering dust in the basement of the school shoved in a box in the wall out of sight out of mind and we get to see more flashbacks/trama with that (maybe even some mention of his parents a letter or a vist) but we also get a cont scene of charles choosing edwin over death and yeah the demon that took him is around cause the portal was open and he was summoned so he can come and go feedin on the torment the kids cause eachother thats amplifyed by his presence could go either way hes actually chill or he wants to take edwin back because the boy who escaped hell twice fetchs for a high price
b. Charles is stuck in the graveyard/town he grew up in buried with a small cracked headstone with simply his name and dates. We get more flashbacks of charles childhood maybe it isnt all bad but the darkness of his father always looms the man isnt even dead and yet theres a dark force he creates. He gets to see his mom up close when she sneaks out to vist his grave could be a touching moment that she gets to see charles since sadly shes probably dying and seeing her boy still young and happy makes it so when she does past on or tragically she doesnt get to hear or see him but he leaves a sign for her
meanwhile crystal has jenny help her find her friends while also trying to figure out how to break the stupid curse between edwins books the cat king or going after the curser head on
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rubenesque-as-fuck Ā· 10 days ago
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I just want it to be tomorrow after work so I can get unfathomably high on edibles and turn off my brain for at least a few days
#i want to be 'can barely form a sentence' high#i want to be so high that I can't think or feel for a while#don't want to think about being alone for another fucking holiday#don't want to think about being alone for the rest of my life#don't want to think about how scared i am of what the next 4 years will bring#don't want to think about all of the people hurting now#don't want to think about how I'm a weak baby for whining about my own problems#don't want to think about no matter how much dumb shit and art supplies i buy I'm still alone#don't want to think about the only person who loved me unconditionally being dead#don't want to think about how scared i am of velma getting sick or hurt because then i won't have anyone#don't want to think about all the things I've done that could bite me in the ass#don't want to think about the horrific inequality here and everywhere and I'm here just one person like an ant on a sand dune#don't want to think about how my desperation to be loved also makes me feel like a greedy asshole when so many have less#don't want to think about how much i want to punch some of my coworkers#don't want to think about the friendly obvious idiot who sent me a tape full of love songs but clearly has no romantic love for me#don't want to think about how hard it is to even find a game to distract myself with#don't want to think about how many of my plants are dead/dying and what a useless gardener i am#don't want to think about my car and how i worry about when it's eventually going to break down#don't want to think about the cysts on my scalp that i need to cut out myself because I can't afford to have it done professionally#don't want to think about how it's probably just a stupid kids daydream that I'm trying to save up for a house#don't want to THINK or FEEL or NEED or WANT i just want to be semi-comatose stoned because it feels like nobody would notice if i were dead#depression#vent
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poorly-drawn-mdzs Ā· 2 years ago
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Late Night Talking
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#poorly drawn mdzs#MDZS#wei wuxian#lan wangji#This scene had massive 'we are the only two people still up at the sleepover' energy#thought let me set the record straight; wwx doesn't open up in the scene. He fully deflects#Nor does LWJ play with ants B*(#I wanted to merge the two scenes a bit that's all#My OG script was a bit funnier but it broke continuity so rip (i.e: wwx outright stated 'remember when YOU...' in reference to the ants)#also rip to lwj saying 'hey U up?' like he's texting his crush. I hope the spirit is still there#We all know lwj sticks to his 9pm bedtime no matter what#and wouldn't be traditionally texting on a cellphone#He wakes up at 4:30 am to go for a run#gets home at 5:30 to use the lan household computer to go on his shared google doc with wwx and comments 'are you still awake?'#cause lets me real. wwx might also keep a steady sleep schedule but at least he *can* pull an all-nighter#Can you imagine lwj at a sleepover? I admit to being the kid who went to bed and woke up 3-4 hours before the others#you either get fed up and wake someone else up for enrichment - or plan ahead to bring a book - or Walk Home#I fully missed out on all that deep heart to heart stuff. I usually was the one to go 'guysssss we are gonna get in troubleeee go to sleep'#wait this is too much sleepover talk I need to talk about wwx in the last panel. It's a mix of panic and pride.#He's just at the beginning of realizing this guy has changed a lot in 13 years#gonna be a while before more comic pages get posted but they're ready to go in the queue!#(I'm still posting other stuff daily though!)
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the-ghost-in-your-walls Ā· 3 months ago
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Either Will or Kaiko magically change height like every other episode. I am more bothered about this than i should be, but it kinda annoys me when character's heights aren't consistent
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Here Kaiko's leaning forward, and still reaches to like half of Will's head
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Here she's standing up straight and reaches right above his shoulders
I somehow like always notice these things in shows and it always annoys me
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xylophone888 Ā· 7 months ago
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an eternal classic
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femslashspuffy Ā· 2 months ago
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SHUT UP everyone SHUT UP. I just realized Venom is gonna be the first trilogy ever where I'll have watched every film in theaters during the original release. The first time EVER for me???
6 years. I was just finishing middle school and now I'm half way through college. And the whole time ive had the same interest in the world's most fuckable alien. There is not a single other thing that I have consistenty remained interested in in the past 6 years. And I get to watch 3/3 in theaters. How wonderful. How marvelous. Even if I DO have to sit between my straightest friend and my father. That's so crazy
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