#i love ur mind so much moony

[shellxrls]

considering this piece feels to me like moony tore a chunk of cameroncest out of my brain and bettered it beyond what i could imagine, here is a collection of my thoughts and highlights of my favourite lines while reading this:

his heart would thud and his dick would pulse at the thought if the invasion. neither of you had any idea of what he was doing. he would spit in mascara tubes and drag pairs of clean panties across his balls. didn't matter who's it was--yours or sarah's--as long as something was defiled in some way. as long as rafe was included.

my favouriteee lines of description out of the whole thing. neither of these things are generic, and both are so immensely perverted that you can tell there was obsessive thought put into them despite the hurried actions. so much so that pieces of rafe would not only taint reader and sarah but constantly be paraded by both for him to have the satisfaction of viewing. also interesting how despite being related to sarah he still feels the need to impart bodily fluids/functions across her things, its not enough to go beyond the surface he needs to see it, to know he put it there and have that tangible cause and effect.

could be yours, he saw you pull them out of your suitcase. could be sarah's, he saw her wear them.

i LOVE the parallels between reader and sarah. truly it was the best decision you could've made to phrase them like this cause it provides rafe with an extension of his sister who's more keen on fucking him than sarah is. it also makes reader and sarah seem more like siblings than friends at times and even if it wasn't intentional it means rafe's jealousy is that much hotter cause he wants to be the sister fucker and the rage becomes familial even when directed at reader (who isn't related but atp feels like she is).

he saw her wear them.

interesting how rafe is so keen on these little details about his sister even when he claims to have such distaste for her.

"you think we don't know rafe? you think we just see your nasty fucking cum in our underwear and don't know where it came from?

even more interesting that sarah most definitely recognises and being the less volatile of the two she waits until she can manipulate someone else (reader) into the right position to act on it.

"you-- think that's all i did? christ you're fuckin stupid."

he's so prideful considering he's being called out on his deranged incestful fantasies and i loveee it its awfully pathetic and in character of rafe.

rafe takes the underwear out his mouth--this time baby blue with little clouds on them. sarah was wearing these earlier.

again loveee how he's always taking notice of the subtle details and snooping in such a blatant expression of desire (staring at his sisters fucking panty line whenever she bends down or catching a hint of the colour when her skirt blows up in the wind) even if he doesn't recognise it to be obvious himself.

you've done such a great job in enforcing a hierarchy between the three, you can really feel sarah's presence and recognise her dominating each scenario despite the lack of her actual character within the scene. this specific line is also even better to think ab in application to the hierarchy of the three, clean underwear passed down first from sarah to reader for use and then worn out and discarded for sex once reaching rafe.

pervert - sarah x reader x rafe

kinktober day 4 - incest?ish? sorta not really they don't touch.

lets all pretend that sarah is still kook princess and rafe is crazy but not murder people crazy for this okay? ok. they're all still a "happy" family.

rafe hated you almost as much as he hated sarah. he hated how you two whispered and giggled in your own language. how you moved in synch, like a hive mind. sarah couldn't have everything she wanted, and right now he wanted you too.

sarah was your best friend, so much so that when her family went on vacation so did you. to say you were attached at the hip was an understatement. ward used to say it was like you were the same person, two halves of a whole so to speak.

rafe saw it differently, he saw how sarah bossed you around. even when she did it with that sweet smile on her face, rafe swore there was a mean glint there. almost self satisfied. because if sarah said you were going out thats what you did, and if she changed your outfit even though you told her you liked it well you just trust her opinion. and when sarah told you to "ignore her weirdo brother" you did that too, darting your eyes away when he looked at you and scurrying behind her when she left you alone with him.

he thought he had you figured out. sarah had to own everything, even you, and it pissed him off.

now you thought you were better than him. you scoffed when he spoke and rolled your eyes every time he entered the room. just like sarah. and it made him ache with the need to wipe the smirks of both your faces. he would imagine pinching into your soft flesh, digging his nails deep until he broke skin and you were crying. just how he did to her when she was little. rafe figured nothing would be funny when he was done with the both of you, maybe then you'd respect him more.

but there was a little hope this vacation would be different, you were all adults and if he tried rafe wouldn't run into you at all. you and sarah spent your days on the beach and nights at beach parties and clubs just like he hoped. it meant he had time.

when everyone was gone rafe would circle back to the house, scavenging through you and sarah's shared belongings in the dark, flipping through newly updated scrapbooks and rummaging through dirty laundry. it was a rush every time, his heart would thud and his dick would pulse at the thought if the invasion. neither of you had any idea of what he was doing. he would spit in mascara tubes and drag pairs of clean panties across his balls. didn't matter who's it was--yours or sarah's--as long as something was defiled in some way. as long as rafe was included.

it was gonna be routine as usual when he picked up a pair of pink polka dotted underwear, could be yours, he saw you pull them out of your suitcase. could be sarah's, he saw her wear them.

but he stopped, you left your camera and it was still on, it's led screen slightly dimmed but rafe grabbed it. he started to scroll through. there's no way there's pictures he hasn't seen.

there was. and videos. you and sarah in the shower together, kissing and soapy. flashing the mirror in a dressing room. another in your room, grabbing each other's asses in the mirror with your skirts flipped up. you're wearing the panties this time.

"what the fuck..." rafe couldn't stop scrolling. he guesses topper's fears of you two being dykes werent unfounded because here you were, eating her out no less than what had to be 15 minutes before you left the house.

when you walked into the room, lip gloss already smudged and already tipsy off two vodka crans he froze.

"rafe you fucking pervert gimme that!" you lunged at him, tripping over your heels as he jerked back, holding the camera above his head.

he knows you can feel him hard against your stomach, he doesn't care, "mind telling me what this is about."

for once you look nervous, "none of your fucking business rafe give it here--"

rafe jerks back again, "now given how this shit is full of videos of my sister cheating on my best friend, i think it is my fuckin business." he dangles it over your head, watching as your expression shifts to a glare, "and need i remind you...you have a boyfriend sweetheart. there's a lottt of people who would be very interested in knowing the kook princesses are dyking every night."

you laugh, and rafe's taken aback, "please rafe give me a break." you laugh again, leaning closer against his chest with a smirk, "you're just fuckin jealous."

"of who? sarah? you fuckin wish." rafe's blood runs cold when you shake your head no, leaning up on your toes until your lips brush his.

"of me. cause i got to her first. but i'll share, just this once." you kiss him, tongue first with a flick against his own and he moans.

there's the taste of your lipgloss yeah--strawberry and sticky sweet, but something else. headier, muskier, that lights up his tastebuds and he almost melts.

sarah, still lingering on your lips with such potency rafe's sure you had one more round before coming back. he's so hard he's dizzy, letting you direct him to the bed with a hand shoved down his pants, rolling your palm over his tip.

"you think we don't know rafe? you think we just see your nasty fucking cum in our underwear and don't know where it came from? cmon now i'm a slut but not that big of one." you waste no time with build up, shoving his shorts down. you were only supposed to come back for a quick second for the camera and you needed to be back soon.

rafe's flustered, for once. bucking his hips up to chase your fist, mouth agape as he keeps licking his lips, "you-- think that's all i did? christ you're fuckin stupid." he lets out a pained groan when you smack his balls, but you snort when he lets out a sticky spurt of precum against his torso.

"as if, now shut the fuck up i have to go soon," in a slight fumble you reach under your dress, slipping off your underwear you shove them in his mouth. he barely has time to register it as you spit directly on his tip, making him shudder as you spread it across his shaft, "now hurry up and you can snoop to your heart's desire."

with a kiss to his panty suffed mouth you speed up, keeping one hand resting at his base as the wet schlick of your motions fill the room, "damn rafe, you almost get as wet as she does." your hands are covered in him, precum running down your knuckles and your wrists as he groans beneath you.

"fuckfuckfuck," rafe's voice is muffled, but his quickening breath and tense thighs are all you need to know he's close. already you can feel his balls drawing up, so you cup them in your hand, massaging and coaxing him along.

"fuckin finally, there you go let it out."

he cums so long and so hard you're worried he'll black out. hips stuttering as he struggles to catch his breath."

while he's still fazed you grab the camera, wiping his cum off on your shorts as you get up to leave, "make sure you clean up okay? if sarah finds out i did this without her she'll be pissed."

with that you leave, heels clacking as you rush down the stairs and the door slams.

rafe takes the underwear out his mouth--this time baby blue with little clouds on them.

sarah was wearing these earlier.

[ddejavvu]

bff james w no boundaries — his main love language is physical touch and that includes biting,, like 😭 you’ll just be minding ur own business n he’ll bite your shoulder or anywhere really.

hope ur doing well angel. ❤️

"Here, Remus," You offer up a spoon of blueberry tart to the teenage werewolf, unphased by now at the closeness of your friends. Perhaps at eleven you'd be worried about swapping cooties when sharing spoons, but now you're only worried about plumping Remus's gaunt frame up again before the next full moon.

You extend the spoon towards Remus but in doing so you have to bypass James who's sitting beside you on the bench. You'd expected him to fake a lunge for the sweet, but when he opens his mouth and sinks his teeth into what's in front of him it happens to be the flesh of your arm.

"Hey-ow!" You yelp, and despite your word choice, it doesn't really hurt. It's more of a grasp than it is a bite, just enough force to pin your arm between James's infuriatingly perfect teeth.

"Prongs," Sirius's face screws up in what you're sure is a mix of embarrassment and confusion at his friend's behavior, but perhaps there's a slight possibility of fear there, too. Fear that James has become a cannibal and the boy with the bed next to his will suffer tonight.

"That's good." James retracts his bite as quickly as he'd dished it out, smacking his lips like there'd been something swallowed and enjoyed, "That's good arm."

"You're a freak." Remus drawls, finally taking the tart from your spoon and letting the flavors wash over his tongue, "Pads and I are supposed to be the biters. Deer are just supposed to run away from everything."

"That's not true." James defends his animagus with a passion while Sirius snickers across the table, "Deer fight with their antlers. Sometimes deer fight so hard that their antlers come off. And deer do bite sometimes, thank you very much."

"Only during mating season." Sirius references the copious research they'd each done into their animal counterparts, "Don't steal another page from the dog book and start humping her leg, Prongs."

"It is not my mating season!" James exclaims, just a bit too loud for the social setting you're in. Your cheeks are blazing but thankfully James is making a fool of himself enough that no one is studying you. "I'm simply overcome with the urge to sink my teeth into people when I'm feeling particularly fond of them. Y/N's making sure Moony's stomach isn't flatter than his ribcage, and I appreciate that. Only a good woman shares her blueberry tart. Hence," He grins, more of a baring of his teeth than a smile, "I bite."

He leans down to take a chunk out of your shoulder this time, and you feel the sharp-but-gentle pricking of his teeth even through three layers of clothing.

You have the time and the power to raise your shoulder and clock James in the teeth with your bone. But you refrain, and perhaps that's why Sirius finally latches onto you instead of James.

"Careful, darling." He warns, his own canines glinting in the candlelight above, "Deer can go rabid. I'd make sure you're not contaminated with his saliva if I were you."

"Too late." James grumbles around the meat of your shoulder, raising his head quicker than you can react to lick a fat, wet stripe across your face, "I'm not rabid, Pads. But I can see why you dogs do the licking thing. It's not bad."

"Yes it is." You decide, smearing away his sticky spit with the sleeve of your button-up, feeling the phantom sensation of his teeth on your skin, "And if you do it again I'll bite you back."

"Kinky, you two." Sirius kicks you beneath the table, a wicked grin on his face, "Remus, I think we should take our meal elsewhere. Prongs and Y/N are about to start necking right in front of the pastries, and that's not the glaze I prefer on my donuts."

[inkdrinkerworld]

hiiii bae bae!!! you asked for softdom! remus/causal dominance remus and boy oh boy am i all earsssss

i’d love to see a softdom!remus and reader out in public maybe at the (bar or a house party?) and he always has a grip on her just to make sure she’s safe but she slips away for a moment or maybe someone comes up to her as she’s alone and remus has to tap into his protective mode but does it in such a nonchalant way as to not worry the reader?? if that makes sense?? if it doesn’t no worries!!❤️❤️

love ur work bae so excited to all of ur works w thisss

You’re in your prettiest get up and Remus hasn’t been shy of letting you know that.

You’re in a backless, red top and a black mini skirt with boots and Remus has probably at least once since you’ve been to the bar tried to take you to the bathroom.

He was successful and your hair looks even better now than it did when you’d just arrived.

“M’going to get a Jack and coke, Remmy.” He nods, his hand rubbingover your bum as you slip off his lap and make your way to the bartender.

Remus’ eyes trail behind you, unable to stop himself from being drawn to the expanse of your back and the freckles that dot your skin like one big constellation.

“You know if you weren’t together it would be a little pathetic how lovesick you are.” Sirius comments with a smile as he drains the last of his beer.

Remus rolls his eyes. “What’s pathetic about being in love?” It’s James that asks what Remus was thinking.

“Oh you wouldn’t see anything wrong with it Prongs, you’re worse off than our Moony here.”

James shrugs, not really caring. So what him and Remus are devoted the way they are.

Remus doesn’t last in the conversation much longer, moving in search of you when he notices the way you’ve stiffened up at the counter.

He finds you with little trouble. His hand falls to the small of your back, ringed fingers slipping past the band of your skirt. You don’t even turn back to look at him, you just lean right into him.

Remus’ stomach does a flip and clenches at the way you do it so effortlessly.

“Taking too long, pretty girl?” Not once has he looked at the guy that had been trying to chat you up. Instead, he’s all focused on you.

“Mhm, I changed my mind when we got here. Got a cherry vodka instead.” You turn to look at him then, Remus notes that the man walks off and smiles down at you.

“Did you actually?” You nod, eyes wide as you look up at him. “Have I told you that you look really, really good tonight?”

You beam, “Two really’s?” Remus smiles, nodding as the bartender brings your drink out.

“Two really’s, lovely girl.” You take a sip and giggle.

“Taste?” You raise your hand to offer him the glass, instead Remus hooks his finger beneath your chin and kisses you.

“Delicious.”

[moonstruckme]

hi love! Ive been fawning over your drabbles for the past few hours (marauders girlie but ur honestly converting me into the other fandoms with ur writing).

I had a cute idea for a short poly!marauders, something involving maybe the reader and sirus being prone to getting sunburnt easily? (I hope this makes sense 😞) Where Remus and James tease the two of them but quiet down when they (reader/sirus) threaten not to put sunblock on for them (who would pass on that offer). Maybe a beach day?

Thank you lovely!

cw: reader is implied to have pale/light skin

poly!marauders x fem!reader ♡ 745 words

“Hold your breath, lovie.” 

You pinch your eyes and mouth shut in anticipation, and still a small sound escapes you at the chilly spray hitting your back. 

“Fuck, that’s cold,” you hiss, and James chuckles as he sets the can of sunscreen down, rubbing it in with his hands. 

“You need it.” Remus’ tone is amused. He takes the sunscreen to give Sirius’ back the same treatment, ignoring your boyfriend’s shrill cursing. “You both do.”

“I don’t know, do they?” James asks, and you can hear the mischief in his voice as his fingers slip under the tie-string of your bikini top to get the sunscreen in there. “I think they may just refract the sunlight rather than soak it in. Look at them, they’re gleaming.” 

“Fuck off,” Sirius grumbles. 

“You may be right,” Remus says. A little smile plays on his lips as his hands move over Sirius’ shoulders. “I think if they walked about twenty meters off, I wouldn’t be able to tell either of them from the sand.” 

“Moony, be fair,” James chides lightly. “We’d be able to see ‘em. They’re definitely lighter than the sand.” 

“Alright.” You roll your eyes, crossing your arms. “We get it, we’re pale. You’re hilarious.” 

James’ hand snakes down, giving your bum a playful squeeze as he leans around you for a kiss. You give in much too easily for Sirius, who groans in protest as you close your eyes and relax into James’ embrace. He breaks the kiss after a few seconds, taking the sun lotion in hand and beginning to apply it to your face with loving, pacifying touches. 

“Turn around, love,” Remus says. 

“Oh, so you get to ridicule me and then I’m supposed to be obedient?” asks Sirius haughtily. 

“Mhm.” 

“Well, I don’t think—” 

Remus picks the can of sunscreen back up, spraying it on the back of Sirius’ neck. He yelps, turning, and Remus pushes him down onto a folding chair. 

“There we are.” He crouches in front of his boyfriend, smearing sun lotion on his reddening face with the tolerant manner of a patient schoolteacher. “Oi, James, d’you think that if we got stranded at sea, one of these two might work as a beacon?” 

“Oh, absolutely.” You see the delighted scrunch of James’ nose when you glower, his thumb rubbing carefully under your eye. “We shouldn’t even bother with flares, they won’t be half as effective. Actually, if we take the sunscreen off them now, they’ll probably get red enough to attract the eye for miles.” 

Sirius huffs, but you give your boyfriends an appraising look. 

“So what I’m hearing,” you say slowly, “is that we need sunscreen and you don’t.”

Remus sends a small smile your way. “Basically, yes.” 

“S’not as essential for those of us with blood in our veins, lovie,” James agrees. 

“That’s too bad,” you tsk. “I guess you won’t be needing our help with it, then.” 

You look over at Sirius, and he grins, realizing what you’re about. 

“Yeah, seems like we’re off the hook, doesn’t it?” He smizes up at Remus, who frowns back at him. “They’re sort of missing out, the massage isn’t half bad.” 

James’ hands still on your face. “Is that a threat?” he asks amusedly. 

You shrug. “It’s an incentive.” 

“You realize we could just leave you like this,” Remus points out. “You could spend all day under the umbrella while James and I get to enjoy the sun.” 

“I’m perfectly capable of lotioning my own ass,” you say, and James’ eyes dip almost regretfully to the parts of you he hasn’t gotten to yet. “Or, I wouldn’t mind helping you finish up, Siri. Would that work for you?” 

Sirius grins sharply, ignoring where Remus sits in front of him and patting his lap twice. “Get over here, gorgeous.” 

You start that way, but James’ lotion-slicked hands catch at your waist, preventing you from getting far. You grin up at him, expectant. 

“Alright, point made.” He rolls his eyes good-naturedly. “Sirius wouldn’t do half as good a job with you as I am anyway, so I’ll finish you up, then you do me. Fair?” 

You glance at Sirius, who exchanges a look with Remus before nodding back at you. 

“Fair,” you say. “I meant what I said, though. I’ll be doing my ass myself.” 

James’ face falls, and Sirius cackles loud enough that Remus looks around you in embarrassment. 

“Shouldn’t’ve made fun of her, Jamesie. Our actions have consequences.” 

[theemporium]

yes please, I love ur Remus stories <3 maybe write about him and reader having a fight but the other boys kinda agree that she's right and remus getting mad at them too? idk if u understand what i mean haha but a happy ending ofc

thank you for requesting!🖤

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You and Remus didn’t fight often, not really.

You had the odd squabble here and there, the ones that didn’t really mean anything and would usually end with the both of you laughing it off. Or the ones that were so stupid that you’d go a few hours not talking to each other before realising just how dumb you both were.

But it had never been this bad. And it had never been in front of an audience either.

“He’s gonna come around, bug, just gotta give him some time,” Sirius murmured as he slumped down onto the couch next to you, wrapping an arm around you and pulling you into his side.

“Is he though?” you whispered, the thought that had been plaguing your mind for the last few days and saying it out loud only made the pit in your stomach deepen. “He hasn’t spoken to us in three days, Sirius.”

“He’s just a stubborn git sometimes,” Sirius assured you with a soft squeeze to your shoulder. “He needs some time to realise that he’s wrong. He’s gonna come back to us, bug, I know our Moony.” 

“I’m just worried,” you admitted, your chin tucked against your chest as you stared down at your hands, picking at the skin around your nails before another hand reached over to bat your fingers away.

“We are too,” this time it was James who spoke as he settled on the other side of you, flashing you a smile that made the tightness in your chest ease a little. “But he’s a good egg, even if he is a bit emotionally slow sometimes.”

In all honesty, you couldn’t remember exactly what the fight had been about. It started off as a conversation about the full moon and Remus’ safety, and it ended with you two yelling at each other from across the room before he stormed off after Sirius and James stepped in, backing you up.

He didn’t return to the flat that night and you heard from Lily that he had crashed at Mary’s place for the time being. You were happy he was safe but you wish he was home, you wish he was with you. Sleeping in your bed alone only further set you on edge and the fact the house seemed so empty didn’t help. 

It was why the two boys had been hanging around as much as they could. You knew exactly what they were doing, even if they didn’t say it out loud. But you appreciated the gesture nonetheless. 

“What do you feel like for dinner today?” James asked as he reached for the pile of takeout menus lying on the coffee table. “It's your turn.”

Sirius frowned. “I thought it was my turn?”

“Yeah but you’re gonna choose something weird,” James grumbled, narrowly avoiding the attack when Sirius leaned over to smack the back of his head.

You laughed. “Both of you are actual children, I—”

But you cut yourself off when you heard the door lock turning. 

In an instant all three of you were standing, the boys taking a stance in front of you with their wands drawn and ready, only to pause when they noticed it was Remus walking through the door. Remus, with heavy bags under his eyes and a bouquet of your favourite flowers in his hand. 

“Hi,” he whispered, taking in the sight of his two friends before his eyes fell on you.

“Hey,” you whispered back with a timid smile.

“Uh, we’re gonna go!” James suddenly announced as he slapped his hands together. “Isn’t that right, Pads?” 

“Very right indeed, Prongs!” 

If it weren’t for the werewolf standing a few feet away from you, you would have found the sight of two grown wizards scattering and rushing towards the door quite amusing. But your attention was completely snagged on your boyfriend.

“Let me just get this out before you say anything,” Remus quickly spoke up before you could even open your mouth. “Please.”

You nodded for him to continue.

“I’m sorry, baby,” he whispered out as he began to walk closer to you. “I am so fucking sorry for being an idiot these past few days. I am sorry for having my head up my ass. I am sorry that you just cared about me and my safety and I freaked out on you.” 

His eyes never left yours as he stopped a few inches in front of you, letting out a shaky breath. “I guess it’s still hard for me to remember that I have people who care about me and accept me. That I have someone like you who loves me unconditionally.”

“Even when you’re being an ass,” you added with a soft smile.

Remus grinned. “Even when I’m being an ass.”

“I just want you to be safe,” you murmured softly, almost as if you were scared to kick off the argument all over again.

“I know, I’m sorry I freaked out,” he muttered as he placed the flowers down gently before taking your face in his hands. “I love you and I would have done the same for you.”

You leaned into his touch. “I love you too, Lupin.” 

“Thank fuck for that,” he said with a sigh of relief before he leaned down to kiss you.

“Be honest,” you muttered against his lips. “Did Mary kick your ass when you told her the whole story?”

Remus snorted. “Big time.” 

Your grin widened. “I knew I loved her.”

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[wackus-bonkus-maximus]

Sorry for the ask spam, i just keep getting ideas from ur reply. I love this silly au sm

HAHAHAHHA THEY'RE BOTH SO STUPID!! i love them so much omg. the way felix is just trying to read his books in london and adrien's thirst over marinette is so strong it crosses the english channel and embeds itself straight into felix's mind 😂😂😂😂 also i love how adrien has a couple of cute little hearts for marinette while felix's entire panel is filled with hearts and bubbles jkl;safjdkl;af what a simp 🪱🪱🪱🪱

and pls moonie don't apologize not spamming me! in fact you're not spamming me enough lol. if i told you i have been living and breathing these little comics for the past few days you'd probably laugh and be like "oh silly wackus" but i'm dead serious. i love them with every ounce of my soul.

[the-thing-in-the-dark]

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🥺 tysm to the 200 lovely people who decided to follow this shitty blog

send me as many asks as you want idc my inbox is literally covered in cobwebs at this point and i'm actually organised and have less work now so i'm bored

sorry i got a bit carried away with the backstory lol

You are exploring the forest and come to a clearing with many weird plants and animals. Echo, the Phantom Whisperling that's been following you around since you discovered it, chirps from under your hat, wondering why you stopped. You are an explorer and you are documenting many undiscovered flora and fauna of the Forgotten Woods. Certain plants an animals are hard to find. If this is your first time you can only find a limited number of plants - no animals. If you have explored before but not the Forgotten Woods, you can find all the plants - but only some of the animals. If you are a seasoned explorer and have been to the Forgotten Woods before, you can document all the plants and all the animals. Which plant or animal do you document first (if you can find it)?

🌱First timers (followers)🌱

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[poetthewriter]

HAII the one and only baby girl here

imma send this ask again bc i sent it on my laotop and I literally never have any of my asks go through on my laptop so

i was wondering if you could write vamp!mumbo and a winged reader where reader like uses their wings to protect mumbo from the sun:0

ALSO HAI WELCOME MOONY ANON

Hope ur doing well :3

-🪶

Feather! im so sorry if this is bad and or short i hope its okay<3

VampireMumbo x GnWingedReader

Sunburned

You two sit in the entrance of your home putting on shoes, Mumbo puts on his fancy dress shoes well you put on your own, you silently laugh as you see his shoes wondering why you love is always so dressed up even in this hot weather.

You would think that being a vampire is hard enough not being able to be In the blistering sun but wearing something so hot in this weather makes you think you fallen for a mad man.

Finishing the laces on your shoe you and Mumbo walk out the door and you follow along skipping up behind to catch up with him, a black umbrella rests atop his shoulder and covers his skin, a shadow falls down covering his figure that smiles down at you.

Scars litter your boyfriends hand from all the times he accidentally let himself be hit by the sun, a red tint finds its self on the newer slaps of the sun and a calmer brown rests on the old.

The two of you chat hand in hand deciding where you need to go for what items and any other options and ideas come to mind but something seems to not like your voices. The wind howls as it gets stronger, the once hot air chills at it hit the two of you back, although the heat settles down the sun still blisters down on you and not so lucky for Mumbo the wind doesn’t seem to like him.

As the bursts of air pounce down on you and Mumbo his umbrella fly's out of his grip, as soon as his cover goes flying his skin reacts, yelps and the sound of sizzling are all you can hear, it feels like everything is in slow-motion. you act quick and rip open you wings hovering them over mumbo, he's doubled over skin burnt and different groans and yaps are heard from him.

you swoop down and pick him up gently with encouraging words, praise well as worried remarks like asking if he is okay and for him to hold on. with the amount of pain he is in he can hardly respond so you carry him surrounding your wings around his fragile body well sprinting back to the house.

skirring around you search and trash the house, Mumbo lays in bed and jolts around at the feeling of pain, ointments, creams, aloe, pills and water all lay around as you franticly try to calm him down, thrashing and throwing you grab Mumbo's non burned cheeks and force him to look at you, you look in his eyes and slowly kiss him as his eyes start to water.

you break from the kiss and beg him to stay still and he tries his best as he holds himself back from crying and yelling. you slowly tilt the water at Mumbo's lips so that he can swallow a pill for the pain, and he chugs it all some water slipping down twitching lips, his lips are not the only thing twitching any more, as you apply the creams and ointments he moves around even till you put the bandages on.

after applying the substances you sit next to the bed holding one to his unburnt finger humming and having a one sided conversation. he slowly drifts off to sleep and the tears stop falling, you sigh out after not realizing you have been holding your breath, you shutter slightly and Mumbo's movements but decide to get up and laydown on the other side of the bed after turning off all the heat.

~~~~~~~~~~~~

its been a few days since the burning and Zed came over and took mumbo to his place to heal him with some remittees that he made, you haven't been able to talk to him for a few days and it was taking a toll on you seeing your love in so much pain haunted you, you sit on the couch with your hands holding up your hand and a knock bangs through the house, you assume its zed coming to report or a hermit coming to check in but it better then any of those, Mumbo stand at the front door with a new umbrella in his hand and a healed body>

You don't run to mumbo scared you still might hurt him but when he gently smiles at you, you cant help your self, you walk over and hold his tired face. you look at him with sorrow filled eyes and he only has one response and that is to kiss you, you feel his lips on yours and all of you angst and sadness washes away in to the air. looking at him he looks and smiles at you as you continue to stroke his cheek....

"You stupid bat...." you say with quite voice and pull him in as if you will never let go.

[thebestofoneshots]

firstly, I absolutely adore your blog!! <3 ur so cool

secondly im curious to know- what marvel superhero would you assign to each of the marauders? I personally think sirius would love ironman, he’s so tony stark coded

AH, you're combining some of my favourite fandoms, babe! Which is why I might end up writing a way deeper analysis than I need to lol. But let's go through it one by one.

My darling James, the golden boy of his era, he is 100% Captain America. He is hell-bent on protecting those he loves, and he would do anything for them. Also, he's been in love with one girl for all of his life. It's just so fitting for him, I feel?

But also, I feel like James could also be a great Spiderman (and that is probably his favourite superhero), especially younger James, with his charm and charisma and how he is loved and cherished by his people. Also, he is totally in love with a redhead.

Remus Lupin is a complicated one. You know, I feel like Hulk is quite fitting, since you know he gets angry and turns into a green monster, which kind of relates to Rem in a deeper level. Having said that, I think his superhero would be Moon Knight and I'm ready to diе on this grave.

Hear me out, it's about the deep-held emotional trauma and the way Steven and Jake came into existence to protect Mark, he would absolutely love, love Moon Knight, especially the Disney+ version of him. There's also the lack of control the multiple personalities entail (which is very much like Remus' turning into Moony) and the moon theme. Besides, Rem would totally have a mini crush on Oscar Isaac.

And for Sirius, I agree, he is definitely Iron Man coded and would love Tony, I mean it's in the daddy issues they share with each other, the family background, the rich kid persona and all that. But I also think Sirius would love, and I mean LOVE Peter Quill (StarLord).

StarLord also has family issues, but he grew to become an absolutely charming character, sharing his love for beings with Sirius (aka they're both a little bit of heartbreakers) and he is super funny, which I feel Sirius would love. They both love music, and Sirius would praise Starlord's taste every single day of the week. Something else Siri would love about StarLord is his found family. He met the Guardians of the Galaxy and they all adopted each other, in the same way, Sirius adopted and was adopted by James and Remus.

Reggie is Bucky Barnes (and this is one of my favourite Marvel characters). Bucky was brainwashed and tortured by Hydra, in pretty much the same way Reggie was by his family. He shared that traumatic past and his absolute desire to be better, and to improve, he doesn't want to be a deatheater anymore and he fights for what's good. Also, if he is Bucky and James is Cap, we can have a bit of Starchaser hehe.

Lily loves Spiderman, and not because James does, nah, Lily has been a fan since she was a kid, she loves his sense of justice and how he fights for what's good. Spiderman's motto "With great power, comes great responsibility" is literally Lily's bible.

Marlene is into Black Window, and not only bc she has a massive crush on her, but because she thinks she is the most badass character in the entire fucking Marvel universe, no joke. She can stand against beasts three times her size, and fight alongside the most powerful superheroes on earth by being just a human woman? She is INCREDIBLE!

Mary gives me Vision vibes, I'm not sure why, but I totally see her reading Vision fanfiction and writing some too.

Barty is a Loki kid, you cannot change my mind. I mean, forgotten and neglected child who has to be exceptionally good at everything to get the attention from his dad? He becomes evil bc he thinks it's the only way he'll get Odin to see him? This to me screams Barty, and he would love Loki.

And lastly, I think Evan likes Quick Silver. Firstly, he thinks he's super hot, but he also loved his relationship with his sister, and he loves Pietro's charm. There's just something about him that he can't stop thinking about. I also feel he would like Mystique, but that's due to her complicated past, and her ability to become anything anyone she wants. He feels it would be so freeing to do that.

PS. Didn't I say I'd go crazy with this analysis? Aaaah I'm such a nerd...

[ellecdc]

Hi lovely, i’ve been wanting to leave a request for so long oh my god. your writing is so amazing, you’ve become my literal favourites account on this app because everything you write is so perfect and ACCURATE! The way you write the boys fits so well.

I saw a post the other week about you writing more dad!remus x reader if ppl had any ideas and i’ve kind of had one. If this isn’t up your street or ur just not vibing with it don’t worry and i’m sorry x

dad!remus who is staying at home with his and readers baby, and it’s been like a hard day, like the baby won’t stop crying or something, so when reader comes home and the baby stops because reader is there it’s like remus freaking out he won’t be good enough as a dad and reader comforting him? basically angst with lots of comfort for our poor moony 😭

if the request is too specific i’m sorry. also i was wondering if i could be 🐰 or 🦭 anon because i don’t think i saw either on your list (i could be wrong x) anyway have a wonderful day!!!

Hi sweets!! First of all thanks so much for your sweet message 😭😭

Secondly, I want you to know that I’ve started this fic and have the request saved BUT I wanted to respond because…

Thirdly, I have you added to my anon list (and I hope you don’t mind, but I chose the 🦭 because I love sea creatures hahaha

xx

[serenescribe]

don't be shy tell us about hollow moon's bad ending :) (also such a great fic!!! your writing gives me so many emotions i had to lie down like a fainting victorian woman)

oh my god ;; okay, so- i feel like i should highlight first that this is all stuff that mainly got thrown around inside my head; i never actually wrote anything out properly? so this might come off more as a deranged rambling than anything else aha-

tbh the bad ending feels kinda self-explanatory: the moon wins. that's all there is to it; either sebek and malleus don't get there in time so silver manages to throw lilia off with magic and escape through the portal, or malleus' attempt to cut off his magic fails... et cetera, et cetera.

i got really tempted to write that. sheep (friend who helped me a lot with hollow moon) and i REALLY like the moon (we call her "moonie") and it just got really tempting to write a bad ending where she's basically toying with silver, dressing him in pretty clothes and making him entertain her, and kind of sort of managing to keep him alive (barely) while his mind's just a complete mess under the full extent of her thrall. idk, i'm a sucker for Women™ who do things like that. y'all don't know how much i liked writing moonie toying with silver in the dream sequences in hollow moon (answer: a lot)

except the problem is that this bad end led me to think about a good end to the bad end (convoluted!!), which utilises one of my favourite tropes in general: rescue missions. do you think?? the other three are just gonna take this lying down?? they're gonna find a way to break in and drag silver back and AAAAA i had to throttle and restrain myself from scrapping the original ending and writing that because. Do You KNOW how much i fucking LOVE rescue missions?? malleus 1v1's the moon while lilia and sebek go looking for silver (who is just unconscious and left in a pretty little tower somewhere in those mountains, sleeping in a bed while moonie deals w the pesky intruders...) something something the horror of seeing ur son just fucking Gone mentally and needing to drag him out before it's too late. anyways

IDK I HOPE THIS MAKES SENSE but man. hollow moon. sure did take a lot out of me. moonie is a #girlboss and i love her. tbh the main reason why i didn't scrap it is bc 1) i think the fic would've gotten another 20k words and i was not strong enough and 2) i still like the og ending. i think it fits perfectly and i had it in mind since the beginning so i wasn't gonna just scrap it. IT WAS STILL TEMPTING THOUGH-

(also thank you!!! i'm glad you enjoyed! i'm filing that under my list of incredibly specific compliments that made my day aaaaa)

[hoonvrs]

—And randomly on the same day on the class after lunch break, shes like "hey can I sit in the middle rn if you don't mind'. I just gave up and switched seats zoning out and all. And then she randomly goes "what's up? I can tell you're sad you can tell me" like girl WHAT TF YOU THINK IS UP. Anyways like any other toxic relationship, I have code stuff with my mum I say in calls. So I secretly called her during lunch. On the same period a staff came and told me my mum called home cuz my grandma was sick (w mum I love her). Whatever, during the weekend before this, my mum came home and she was like — "did you know that (let's call her pussy) was changing schools??" I was shook. She got into a military school with links and shit. Apparently, when she went home she was locked in her room and she cried for HOURS upon GODDAMN HOURSSS. Why you may ask? Because she didnt know why I was always so sad in class. She almost refused to get admitted to the new school (which is a REALLY good school, unlike our trash ass one). She almost refused cuz she didn't wanna leave me. I was so confused. I swear she was yapping out shit cuz tf you mean you ain't gonna change schools cuz of me. Anyways yes she gave exams and all skipped school a few days for the exam. And I told her , I was changing schools too. But she was fucking begging on her knees for me to transfer to the school she went too. She only passed cuz she was a goddamn topper. I'm nothing but decent. It's not like I wanted to go either. But all of a sudden, she became really nice. Being all smiley all the time and trying to spend as much time with me as possible. Even spent 3rd of December tgt. She got admitted to the school that day, yes, I went with her. And all of a sudden, we're best buds like we were when we were 6. Honestly idk what happened, but she's completely changed. Not rude at all. We'll still a lil but hey anger issues aren't easy in you. Yes ik you're probably screaming saying I shouldn't stay friends with her. But hey it is my life. I'm happy rn. Really happy. Gave the exam at the new school a week ago. Took pics for my identification card. And I'm all good rn. Ik I'll lose contact with her at some point. But hey I'm feeling good so LETS GOOOOO(2)

Never had better days 😁😁

-🌜(happy moonie)

i mean at the end of the day i’m js a enha writer and my opinion on ur v real life shouldn’t matter too much but i’m happy ur starting to feel a lot better moon🫶🏼 seems like it’ll js keep getting better from here

[delcakoo]

AAAAAA HELLO BUBS💙💙💙 HOW ARE YOU??? I woke up from a nap and just started eating and its so yummy bro wbU?? we have diff time zones from what i know so you'll prolly get this early in the morning HAHAHA.. what did i miss?? anything you've got to say to me? any updates or literally just aNYTHING IM DOWN WITH WHATEVER. fill me up 😔 oh also, i recently found someone has a crush on me ALTHOUGH I CANT REALLY SEEM TO BELIEVE IT BECAUSE LIKE ITS SO NOT OFTEN. LIKE IDK HOW TO HANDLE IT YESTERDAY THAT PERSON WHO HAD A CRUSH ON ME WAS ON THE SAME GROUP AS ME AND NGL, if u observe his body language hes kinda uh idk he makes joke TOOOOO much. true or not i hope it isn't because like I DON'T LIKE ENGAGING MYSELF IN THINGS LIKE THAT. LIKE I NEVER WANTED TO KNOW UNTIL MY CLASSMATE TOLD ME ABT IT, saying he talks about me and his friends in a gc im not in. whether its true or not i hope whatever he says about me are nice things, idek if hes a good guy like ok ure allowed to like me but if you talk abt me in any way that isn't appropriate, gtfo. BUT ANYWAY DID U MISS ME? because i did and ure my only best friend that i update my days abt so bare with me pls😔 i hope im not like to yk exaggerating if i make u uncomfy soemtimes tellme OKAY??? oh omg we have science tmrw going to lab and do some experiments im vv excited, whats ur fav subj my love?? mines science!!!! daily reminder to take care of yourself ema. i love u okAy BABYEE UPDATE U AGAIN💙

-m💙

MOONIE THE LOML <3 AHH IM SORRY I REPLIEF SO LATE BUT I HOPE U ATE WELL HEHE I AM GOODDDD! VV BUSY FOR SOME REASON IT’S LIKE PROJECT SEASON AT MY SCHOOL LIKE I HAVE 3 PROJECTS TO DO 😍😍 hmmhmh u didnt miss much !! my life has been very satisfactory rn i dont have any tea to spill 🙄 i love my irl friends so much i’m lucky enough to be in a rlly secure group of ppl so i’ve been super happy and well!! mmm i’ve been listening to on a ride by red velvet, yummy by after school, and anxiety by jvke recently AND OH OH ANOTHER SUPER GREAT THING. at my school u need to have two hours of service in the sports department to graduate for some wack reason, AND CURRENTLY WE’RE HAVING THIS BIG BASKETBALL TOURNEY right? so so me n my friend were like ok. lets sign up for the first thinf we see CUZ WE WANTED TO GET THESE HOURS DONEEE 😭 AND WE THOUGHT WE SIGNED UP FOR SECURITY, BUT APARENTLY ITS THIS THING CALLED ‘HOSPITALITY’ WHERE ALL WE FUCKING DO IS SIT BEHIND THE TEAM AND CHEER THEM ON AND GIVE THEM THEIR WATER AND SHI ☠️☠️ my other friends have to do like refilling waterbottles and concession and shit meanwhile I GOT FRONT ROW SEATS TO THE GAME FOR DOING NOTHING AND I GET MY HOURS ALONG THE WAY LMAOO 🧌🧌🧌🧌 classic ema W am i right 🙏

AND OMFGGGG THATS SO EXCITING DO U KNOW THE GUY WELL? 😭 DO U THINK U COULD LIKE HIM BACK OR NAH ??? AND YES OFC I MISSED U ur such a sweetheart n’ i love getting ur messages :(( <3 YOU’RE NOT EXAGGERATING AT ALL MY DEAR I RLLY DONT MIND KEEP DOING IT ISHSJNDD MWAH!! and. science is like. my least favourite LMAOOOO 😭 MOON TUTOR ME WTF I LITERALLY SUCK ASS AT EVERYTHING SCIENCE 🙁🙁 THAT DOES SOUND FUN THO I HOPE THE LAB WENT WELL!!! my favorites probably english jsjsjs all i know is i’m a english/socials over math/science person 😭😭😭

YES OF COURSE U TOO DARLING DRINK LOTS OF WATER AND EAT WELL PKAY???? SMOOCH SMOOCH LOVE U TOOOOO 💗💗💗💗💗

[hyunverse]

hii riri! or Eren? tell me which one you‘re more comfy with!! I don‘t wanna make you uncomfy 😭! & ADKDJD – the final part of aot left me with an incurable case of depression, like it gave me literal trauma 😭 & exactly, whenever I see a bird, my mind immediately goes : “hey! that‘s Eren!” [ may his soul rest in peace ] & after I sorta stalked your prof, I was pleasantly surprised when I saw most of my fav jjk fics! like I‘ve literally read most of your fics! & MANN, you write saur well! 💪😩 like you literally stay true to their og characteristics, it‘s like I can see them acting like how you portray them in your stories!! & your writing is always super-duper good!! <3 & I hope you‘re having a very great week! & I love you more <3 stay safe & healthy! ❤️🎀

– 🌕 anon <3

hi moony my sweet! (hope ure ok with that nickname!!) idm any hehe i like both riri and eren <333

I GET THAT SO BAD... i don't think any endings to an anime/manga could leave me feeling depressed the same way aot did. it's so crazy how the story went from just a boy seeking vengeance for his mother to WHATEVER THEY GOT GOING ON... my baby eren went from a sweet stubborn boy to a mass murderer </3 also so mad eremika didn't get the ending they deserved!!!! they deserve the cabin life so bad </3 forever mourning eremika tbh T_T

stoppp!!! omg!!! EEEEK I'M SO HAPPY U READ THEM... and the fact that ure back here for skz?! the world is so small. eeeee thank u so much for the kind words my sweet, makes me happy ^.^ so glad you find them good tbh i was like... 16? i haven't looked back at the fics since i started writing for skz i hope they aren't terrible T_T i'm gonna listen to u and PRAY it's not as bad as i remembered WAAA...

my week has been okay tbh!! slumped w so much work (hence the inactivity here) but it wasn't too bad. how about your week, has it been okay? have you been up to anything? hope ure having a blast and i love you endlessly!!!

[luveline]

remus request/idea!! some hurt comfort! emetophobic reader and she’s sick, terrified but knows it’s inevitable - would love to see how remus comforts her and validates her!

I hope this is okay! tysm for ur request TW THROWING UP/FOOD POISONING

You’re crying before anything has even happened. 

Remus’ hand is steadfast on your back. “It’s okay, baby,” he murmurs. His pet names and encouragements are starting to blur into one; it’s not actually okay and the longer it drags out the more wound up you are, and the heavier his doting becomes. 

“I ha-hate being sick,” you stammer out, fat tears cresting the curve of your cheeks. They collect at your chin. 

Remus wipes your tears with his warm hand, fingers gentle, hooking your chin up just a little. You turn your gaze from the porcelain bowl to meet his concerned eyes. 

“You’re putting yourself through the turmoil twice by worrying so much, lovely girl,” he says. 

“I know,” you say. You’re doing the kind of panicked crying where it’s hard to speak, words staggered by ragged inhales. “I’m sorry.”

He frowns, worming his hand into yours where they’re wringing uselessly in your lap. He squeezes the tension from your fingers. 

“Don’t be sorry,” he says, pleading. “Come on, dove, you’re crying buckets and saying sorry to me.” He stops like he wants to say something but changes his mind. “Listen, I know it’s hard for you, I know it is. But as soon as you let yourself … chuck up, the sooner it’ll be over.”

“I can’t,” you say, so distressed the disgust of putting your forehead on the toilet seat flees your mind. You bend at the waist and gasp for air. 

“Alright,” he says, hand on your lower back, “I know. I know, I’m sorry.” 

You moan in pain. Your stomach hurts and every breath is quickly followed by a swallow, trying your best to keep it down. You’d eaten something funny with friends. The rest of them had already thrown it all back up, and you know you have to eventually.

“I know you’re scared,” he says softly, “and it hurts, and you hate it, but everything’s gonna be just fine. It’s gonna be over as quick as it comes, and then you’re gonna let me take care of you for the rest of the night. I’m talking cuddles, I’m talking movies. I’m talking Moony’s Marvellous Minestrone.” He begins to sound like a salesman rather than a comforting boyfriend, and it makes you laugh despite yourself. 

“What potency of cuddle?”

“The earth-shattering kind.”

“Do I get a lazy hickey?” 

Lazy hickey is what Remus calls it, where he presses his lips to your skin in a permanent kiss. You’re kind of addicted to them. 

“As many as you want.”

“Preferably just the one,” you say, sniffing, “under my ear, where I like it.”

“I know where you like it, sweetheart, I invented them.”

You laugh and realise he’s basically tricked you into relaxing by accident, the first wave of sickness fast approaching. Remus sits up on his knees and grabs for your hair, carding it from your face as you throw up. 

When it’s over and your sobbing ebbs to pathetic sniffling he kisses the crown of your head, seemingly immune to the awful smell and sight of you. 

“I’m proud of you,” he says. 

You shake your head in mild disgust. “For bare minimum?”

“For getting through something that scares you to death, dovey.” 

His arms wrap around your chest, a hug from behind. You slouch in his hold with your head against his shoulder, swallowing the raw feeling in your throat uselessly. 

He kisses you again, lips blessedly cool on your sweaty, hot forehead. “Lovely girl. You’re awesome, you really are. I love you a ridiculous amount, you know that?”

[englishmensbitch16]

“I will love you either way” part 3

Summary: y/n and the girls have a little chat after class, the boys do the same what happens when Remus and y/n both head off to the library after the chats with their mates?

Warnings: angst, swearing, Sirius being cocky as usual, talk of self hatred, teasing, slightly lustful thoughts, public spaces

There’s no smut just yet but in the next chapter there will be!

In the girls dorm

The days following the party were somewhat different, the girls knew about you sneaking off with Remus and with Peter going around telling the group he walked in on you both in a secluded area your friends had made their assumptions pretty quickly and quite accurately as well.

“Oh you and Remus definitely were making out by the stairs”

Marlene spoke as you all stepped into your dorm after classes had ended that day.

“ I don’t kiss and tell marls”

you smirked at the girls as you made your way to your poster bed to lay down your books and bag.

“Oh my Merlin you did didn’t you”

squealed Lily as she turned from her bed across from yours to face you

“ you totally snook off with Remus and made out by the stairs, I thought Peter was fooling around when he said he caught you in a compromising position, I mean it’s Peter you can’t really trust anything he says;) but you really were with Remus”

“ I mean I can’t say exactly what happened but let’s just Remus seems to be a lot more possessive than he makes himself seem”

you turned your back to the girls again a small smile making it’s way onto your lips as you remember the kiss… nay kisses you shared with Remus that night your little crush had started to become something so much more, the memories of his lips on yours and his hand of your waist the way his arm flexed and veins popped when he was pushing against the wall every thing about him was consuming. His scent, the look of lust in his eyes, the way he held you, the way he kissed you, how his voice sounded and the way he made you shiver while his hot breath hit your neck.

“ oh trust me when I saw the look in his eyes when he saw you with that Slytherin boy told me everything I need to know about how possessive Remus can be” Lily said with a knowing look in her eye.

“ alright I get it okay, but whos to say he even likes me back I mean what if it was all just in the heat of the moment?” You add and Lily comes to sit beside you on the edge of your bed.

“Y/n/n Remus looks at you as though your the stars and the moon, you can’t doubt yourself for the rest of your life you gotta take risk. If you want to know how he feels ask him and that way you can know for sure if he likes you back, or show him you feel a certain way about him” Lily says softly and you lay your head on her shoulder.

“ yeah I mean your right I should just ask or do something about it but honestly I’m just scared he doesn’t like me back and it ruins our friendship” you sigh lifting your head off Lily’s shoulder.

“ Remus would never let that happen he cares way to much for you to ever stop being in your life just try to be positive love it’ll work out” Marlene pitches to you. You sit there thinking about how u would even approach this conversation with him, you need to get your mind off him at the time being.

“ alright I’m gonna head down to the library to study a little before dinner, and get my mind off things I’ll catch up with you’s later” you start up grabbing all the books you’ll need to study for this weeks classes and head out the door.

Meanwhile in the boys dorm

“C’mon Moony you can’t lie to me I know what you and y/n were doing by the stairs” Sirius said with his usual cocky tone of voice. “ you honestly expect us to believe you tore her away from that Slytherin bloke to just talk” he raises his eyebrow in question “I just don’t buy it”

“ yeah I mean come on Moony you’ve liked this girl since the moment she fell asleep on ur shoulder in first year, there’s no way you just dragged her to the stairs to talk” James added to Sirius’ points.

“ alright alright so maybe we didn’t just talk but not much happened anyways. It’s not like we’re together now it was just a drunken action of pure lust and jealousy, besides there’s no way she feels the same about me anyways she probably just got lost in the moment” Remus says defensively and his best mates tear down his built up walls.

“Are you fucking blind?! I mean can u Siriusly;) not see the way that girl looks at you every moment of everyday!! She has the same look in her eye as you do when you look at her!” Sirius huffs as he walks across the dorm to stand in front of Remus, him being slightly shorter than the werewolf seems to not matter when hes making a point.

“ when that girl looks at you all I can see is love in her eyes, Moony she has been one of my best mates for nearly 6 years everytime I so as mention your name her eyes light up and her cheeks darken if you can’t see how much that girl loves you, your not as smart as everyone thinks you are”

As Sirius says these word Remus starts to Remember all the times he’s made u blush madly and laugh when no one else was, he remembers the first time you found him in the hospital wing after a transition in 3rd year you have come in with horrible cramps and a headache early in the morning yet as soon as you say him lying in that hospital bed it was like all your pain had washed away and all that mattered was him, you still had no idea how he was so hurt but the moment you saw him you came rushing to his side helping Poppy with whatever Remus needed in that moment, you had pushed your pain away in order to take care of him.

He starts to let in the idea of you feeling the same way only a little though, he still has his doubts, in his mind he will never be good enough to be loved by someone like you. How could a girl as delicate as you possibly love a monster like him?

“Moony you’ve got to stop doubting everything for once, I can see it in your face mate, mum always says frown lines age worse than smile lines and mate your gonna be 17 going on 60 soon if u don’t give that shit up” James laughs as he lays on his bed throwing up and catching his golden snitch.

“ yeah yeah whatever I’m heading to the library to work on my potions I’ll be back before dinner” Remus grabs his books before heading to the door. “ where’s Peter?” He questions just now realizing their little friend wasn’t in the dorm with them.

“ he’s probably chatting up that Hufflepuff he sits behind in herbology, he’s been trying to get her attention for a while now so I have him some pointers on how to ask her to the winter dance” Sirius mentions.

Remus and James eye each other as Sirius heads into the bathroom, with a simple shrug Remus heads out the door and down to the library.

In the library

Y/n was sitting quietly in a secluded area studying her potions books flipping through the pages to try and push a certain boy out of her mind, every time she so much as blinked her head would swarm with thoughts of Remus. She pictured him running his delicate yet scarred hands along her torso and his rosy lips placing marks across her neck as if to mark her, to claim her, the thoughts were pushing their way through with no veil and didn’t stop until and attentive voice shook her away from them.

“ y/n? Darling are you alright? You look as though you were falling elsewhere” Remus came out of nowhere with concerned eyes and a soft spoken voice, him being the one to catch her while day dreaming made her cheeks blaze with new found heat and her heart to beat rapidly against her chest.

“ Oh Remus I didn’t notice you were here. I mean of course your here it’s the library, not to mention it’s the spot you showed me in second year, oh I’m sorry I’m rambling, anyways I can go if u want! This is your space anyways I don’t mind finding a study spot elsewhere!” You rambled quickly as your nerves began to increase, you spewed out words a mile a minute and of course Remus knew you only did this when u were anxious.

“ love it’s alright you don’t have to leave. I actually like having you here that why I showed you this place. And darling breath please.” He talked lowly and slowly trying to calm you down, not meaning to make you anxious with his presence. Remus had a small thought at the back of his mind that maybe he made you nervous because you regretted your moment the night of the party.

“ right I’m sorry Remmy, Um I was just working of potion guess I got kinda lost in it. Will you join me?” You pull out the chair next to you hoping he would sit, he obliged slumping into the chair placing his bag of book on the table.

“ so um how was your day?” Always leave it to Remus lupin to make small talk… atleast he always did with you.

“ it was fine, just had a few things on my mind” you mumbled the last part hoping he didn’t exactly hear you, of course he did since his hearing is more enhanced than most.

“ oh um what’s on your mind? maybe I can help you with it.” Remus was always concerned for your well being, he’d always do whatever he could to help you.

‘You! Remus your on my mind night and day whenever I close my eyes your touch, your lips, your all I think about’

You wanted to scream your thoughts at him, alas you couldn’t find the strength to do so.

“ oh just teenage girl stuff y’know” u gave him a quick uneasy smile flipping the page of your potions book not even paying attention to the words.

“Ah I see” Remus was a little wounded that you wouldn’t lay your thoughts on him so he just turned to his book and began to read.

•••••••••••

About half an hour of silent reading went on between the two of you, and unnoticed glances were shared as you read. Your mind still running ransom with thoughts of Remus you couldn’t help but let Lily’s words set into your mind as well ‘show him you feel a certain way about him’ the words repeating in your head. Before you had a second to think about it you slowly and softly placed your hand onto Remus’ knee.

Remus didn’t feel the contact at first the touch so soft it felt inexistent, that didn’t last long once u started slowly moving your hand back and forth on his knee and lower thigh, Remus shyly looked down to make sure he wasn’t imagining it. And when he saw your small hand running across his leg his heart nearly stopped.

His eyes slowly made their way up to your face and when he saw your body was still turned towards your book but a small smirk was resting on your face he felt his body heat up instantly. He slightly tensed when your hand moved slightly upwards on his thigh only an inch or two but enough to make his body feel electric.

You noticed him slightly tense under your touch.

“ you alright Rem?” You asked softly Turing to face him, that sly smirk still attached to your lips.

“ I’m fine” he said in a quick statement.

With that you moved your hand slightly higher giving the new area a quick squeeze. This finally broke whatever rope was holding Remus back, he quickly grabbed your wrist tugging your body much closer to his.

“ you wanna tease me love? You think your allowed to tease me like that? Alright if you wanna tease, I’ll show you teasing” he grabbed you tightly by your hips pushing all your school books onto the ground and placing you onto the table before standing in between your thighs, and pushing his mouth against your ear “ oh love, you really don’t understand how much I’m gonna enjoy teaching you a lesson” he whispered his hot breath fanning across your cheek.

“ Remus” you practically whimper “were in the library” you could barley control your breathing at this point.

“ yeah and we’re hidden so well baby, that’s why I love this spot, but if you be a good girl and keep quiet no one will hear us”

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