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haven't actually seen these together yet, so,,
#the silt verses#the silt verses spoilers#i love to post walls of text<3#desc in alt text#it's over between us you twin-mouthed prick/so make your offerings to me and do it fast
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Hey, I started reading Robin son of Batman because of your recommendation (I literally have a print of your post on my phone to not forget lol). Honestly? One of the best things I ever read!!!
Thank you for opening my eyes! Damian has been one of my favorite characters for over a year, but I didn't read/watch much of him because of school, life (and probably an executive dysfunction in the mix).
Maya is incredible. I loved her.
I haven't finished all the issues yet, but do you have any other recommendations?
WAH this makes me so happy, i'm glad you still gave it a shot even with how busy life is!! ;v;
i’d love to give reccs, and i’ll try to go a beginner friendly route! tbh you can pick up whatever here, but since you've read R:SOB i’d immediately follow up with Batman and Robin (2011) #1-8! this first arc is what’s referred to in Maya’s introduction, and it's just. so good.
Main Books
Batman and Robin (2009)
Dick as Batman with Damian as his Robin!
#20-22 Tree of Blood: Dark Knight vs White Knight arc is done by Tomasi and Gleason, the team for the next Batman and Robin series
*Batman and Robin (2011)
Bruce and Damian figuring out their relationship as both Batman & Robin and father & son
imo you can enjoy the ride and read straight through this but i’ll add context to avoid as much confusion as possible since there’s the occasional tie-in or offscreen events, like Damian’s death nbd
Batman Incorporated (2012) #1-10
events leading to Damian's death - affects Batman and Robin (2011) from issue #18
kind of a tough read especially with how Talia's written, but a lot of iconic bits like Batcow, Damian's vegetarian declaration, Alfred the cat, "We Were the Best, Richard."
Robin (2021)
another self-discovery adventure, particularly after Alfred’s death and a fallout with Bruce (and questionable writing choices from his last Teen Titans run)
Batman and Robin (2023)
currently ongoing! after a number of events, Bruce and Damian are back as a duo
Damian Dynamics!
Batman: Streets of Gotham (2009) #7, 10-12
arc where Damian meets one of his first Gotham friends, Colin Wilkes
Batgirl (2009) #5-7, #17
Steph and Damian dynamic! "the bad cop, worse cop" dysfunctional duo
Red Robin (2009) #13-14
early Tim and Damian dynamic that of course includes fighting haha. funny enough, accidentally my first intro to Damian LOL
Teen Titans (2003) #89-92
Dick!Batman has Damian join the Teen Titans. Start of Damian and Rose Wilson dynamic that’s extended in Robin (2021)
Batman: Gates of Gotham (2011)
Damian meets Cass and has a brief team up
Gotham Academy (2015) #7
Damian meets Maps Mizoguchi! they have a few other meetings, but outside of that the series itself is a great read!
Robin War Event (2015)
Robin War (2015) #1, Grayson (2014) #15, Detective Comics (2011) #47, We Are Robin (2015) #7, Robin: Son of Batman (2015) #7, Robin War (2015) #2
Duke and Damian dynamic! not exactly beginner friendly but these are the main issues in order for the event! you can also read the TPB version for everything including Tie-Ins
Nightwing (2016) #16-20, #42, #43
#16-20 Nightwing and Robin arc!
#42 Dick on a mission to save Damian! the one appearance of "Wiggles" the dragon
#43 Dick, Roy, and Damian team-up
New Talent Showcase 2018 "Catwoman: Pedigree"
Selina, Damian, and Alfred the cat
Batman: Prelude to the Wedding - Robin vs. Ra's Al Ghul (2018)
Selina, Damian, and Cheese Viking - Damian's fav game shown in Nightwing: Rebirth (2016)
Monkey Prince (2022) #1-4
Marcus Sun Shugel-Shen's main comic, but Damian features as a fun dynamic here before they're in more serious circumstances in Batman VS Robin (2022)/Lazarus Planet event
Superman (2016) #10 - 11
the beginning of the Super Sons! featuring Maya!
Super Sons (2017)
solitary arcs but there’s a few event tie-in issues later
Adventures of the Super Sons (2018)
literally more Super Sons adventures lol galactic shenanigans yeehaw
Challenge of the Super Sons (2020)
Super Sons time shenanigans feat. the Justice League
Robin 80th Anniversary (2020)
"Boy Wonders" - brief Damian feature as Tim considers his next step in life
"My Best Friend" - Jon's thoughts on Damian and their dynamic
"Bat and Mouse" - refers to Damian's unfortunate Teen Titans (2016) run at the time of release which follows up with Teen Titans Annual #2 where Damian briefly gives up Robin
Extra Comics!
Superman/Batman (2003) #77
Kara and Damian in a Halloween team-up! also the appearance of "Li'l Matches" lol
DCU Halloween Special '09 "Cavity Search"
Damian out on a solo mission for Halloween night. Immediately after is Tim's Red Robin story "Then and Now: Our Father's Sins" which is more somber in contrast but also a good read!
DCU Halloween Special 2010 "Robin the Vampire Slayer"
a Dick!Batman and Robin story featuring the vampire Andrew Bennett
Cursed Comics Cavalcade (2018) "The Devil You Know"
Halloween themed comic with a sweet short story of Damian alongside Solomon Grundy
DC's Terrors Through Time (2022)
"Trick or Treat" a Super Sons Halloween story
"The Haunting of Wayne Manor" Damian and Deadman story - in the end, Boston kinda refers to Nezha's possession of Damian in Batman VS Robin (2022) which was happening at the time of this release
Batman: Li'l Gotham (2013)
lighthearted series that instantly makes me smile with the silliness and Dustin Nguyen’s art i love this dearly
Secret Origins (2014) #4 "A Boy's Life"
a retelling of Damian's origin story
Detective Comics (2016) #1001-1005
Batman and Robin vs the Arkham Knight (unrelated to the game)
Truth & Justice (2021) #6/#16 - 18 Digital First version
cute story of Damian’s birthday! Juni Ba’s art is so fun!!
DC Festival of Heroes: The Asian Superhero Celebration (2021) “Special Delivery”
short story about Damian! and poisoned pizzas. completely forgot the artist Sami Basri drew Rebirth Damian here before catboy Damian lol Cass’s story “Sounds” is also cute! Marcus makes his first appearance in "The Monkey Prince Hates Superheroes"
DC VS Vampires (2021)
Damian makes appearances throughout this elseworlds book, but the one-shot DC VS Vampires: Hunters (2022) is vampire Damian-centric!
Batman: Black and White (2021) #5
“Father & Son Outing” short story written and drawn by Jorge Jimenez!
Batman: Urban Legends (2021) #20-23
#20 “My Son” Talia and Bruce focus
#20 - 23 “The Murder Club” 4 Parts
Tiny Titans (2008) #33, #39, #45, #47
a few appearances but SO CUTE, LOOK AT HIM
*Batman and Robin (2011) reading guide
i'm mostly trying to avoid the "what did i just walk in on?" kinda feeling when i first started reading comics LOL i'll list the comics where events take place, but you don't necessarily have to read them to go through this book since things are usually explained as quickly as possible in the first page or so
#0 Someday Never Comes
Talia and baby Damian before he grows up to meet Bruce
#1-8 Born to Kill
just an incredibly solid arc for Bruce and Damian!
#9 Court of Owls Tie-In Issue
Damian VS a Court of Owls Talon. While Bruce is occupied with a home invasion of Talons, Alfred makes a call for allies to protect targeted Gotham public figures from Talons. During Batman (2011) #1-11
#10-12 Terminus
Damian challenges the previous Robins sans Steph
Batman Incorporated (2012) is occurring at this time where Talia has placed a bounty on Damian and there's small mentions of that
#13-14 Eclipsed/Devoured
mostly solitary arc! end of it leads into the Death of the Family event
#15-16 Death of the Family Tie-In Issues
Damian and Joker face-off... Alfred's been kidnapped by the Joker, and Damian goes looking for him. During Batman (2011) #13-17
#17 Life is but a Dream - Death of the Family Epilogue
a sort of subconscious check-in through the dreams of Damian, Alfred, and Bruce. Nightwing (2011) #17 features Damian encouraging Dick after Death of the Family events
#18 Undone "Requiem"
Bruce dealing with Damian's death from Batman Incorporated #8
other reactions to Damian's death: Dick in Nightwing (2011) #18, Tim in Teen Titans (2011) #18
#19-23 Denial, Rage, The Bargain, Despair, Acceptance
Bruce through the stages of grief with some batfam appearances in each. also introduces Carrie Kelley into continuity as Damian's acting tutor.
Batman (2011) #19-20 also addresses Bruce's loss
#23.1-23.4
these could be skipped - villain stories, also related to Forever Evil event.
#24-28 The Big Burn
optional Batman and Two-Face/Harvey Dent arc, #23.1 is part of this story!
Damian's resurrection and return
#29-32 The Hunt for Robin
Ras took Talia and Damian's bodies from their graves, and Bruce goes after him.
-> Robin Rises: Omega
continues events from #32. if you don't want to jump to this, basically, Glorious Godfrey and a bunch of parademons from Apokolips are here for a chaos shard which Ra's put in Damian's sarcophagus. at some point, Bruce gets a hold of the shard where he sees a vision that leads him to believe Damian can be resurrected. Godfrey ends up taking the shard, along with Damian's body since it was emitting the same energy.
#33-37 Robin Rises
Bruce hellbent on retrieving Damian from Apokolips and reviving him
-> Robin Rises: Alpha
necessary to read and continues events from #37! Damian's back with a bang lol
#38-40 Superpower
Damian adjusting to having superpowers and being alive again
Annual #1 2013 Batman Impossible
sweet (and funny) one-shot of Damian sending Bruce on a meaningful scavenger hunt around the world while Damian gets to be the cutest Batman for a bit
Annual #2 2014 Batman and Robin: Week One
one-shot takes place during Damian's absence. after Bruce and Alfred find a mystery gift left for Dick, Dick recounts a story he had told Damian from his Robin days.
Annual #3 2015 Moonshot
one-shot Batman and Robin adventure on the moon!
...and of course after Batman and Robin (2011), Damian's story continues in his first solo Robin: Son of Batman (2015)!
#damian wayne#ask#sorry for R:SOB promo again but i need this title attached to Damian's name as much as B&R 2009/2011😭#thank you for the ask anon!! really am so happy you were able to find the time to read RSOB and enjoy it!! i genuinely cheered 😭#i hope some of these comics give you many emotions and/or a smile!! <3#if anyone would like to correct something or include some Damian comics please feel free to comment or add to the post!!#sorry if the reading guide is an intimidating wall of text hhh after i finished it i was like...this does not look beginner friendly LOL 😭#Damian's Teen Titans run is beginner friendly but it's so frustrating to read his character being regressed especially after RSOB#ig i would only recc the first 5 issues just for Mara asdsfg#super/bat 77 comic rlly made me wonder how Williamson could've made Damian sound so stiff now compared to his first time writing him?? rip.#also i love how there's so many Halloween stories here lol#maybe?? i'll do a guide for Damian's intro since those were the most confusing for me when i really got into his comics#i think his most recent appearances are a bit easier to figure out on your own but i don't mind doing a guide for that too if needed!#OOF tags got long lol i may be a bit nervous posting this bc i'd like ppl to read more Damian but worried i may have goofed somewhere#but hopefully this is helpful to anyone curious about peeking at his comics!!
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okay but the “being drunk” scene in CLoY when he’s like “you know what I want: to stay here with you and get married and have kids and then watch you grow old while I stay by your side” —screaming crying throwing up
#12 dead ten wounded#(did I use that meme right)#(LOL)#anyways this has been:#3 text posts in a row with Maria thanks for listening have the best day#crash landing on you#I say this with love and because I’m allowed but blue walls wishes it was crash landing on you
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I keep all my moots in my pocket. No, not because you’re in my phone but because I’ve made little voodoo dolls of each and every one of you. And yes that’s why your butt is tingling right now.
#silly moots#mutuals#i love my moots#moots <3#witchcraft#mine#text post#justabitchwithunsettlingdesires#girlblogging#im just a girl#you can’t get rid of me#i’m in your walls#my pussy tastes like pepsi cola#i’m losing my sanity
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i keep getting hit with these like. weird waves of sadness over liam's passing yesterday?? a big chunk of what shaped me as a person during my teenage years is gone and it's such a weird and sad feeling.
i don't really have the words to describe how i feel about this (well, i do, but they're not like. brief. or clear). the liam payne i'm sad about losing was gone awhile ago, i know that, but part of me always hoped he would get to receive the professional help he so clearly needed.
anyone who was obsessed with one direction knew that liam really lost his way and fell into addiction almost immediately after the band broke up. he's needed help for years. he did go to rehab awhile back and started to heal a bit but clearly things got bad again.
i'm aware that death does not make someone innocent. you are allowed to be surprised and sad by the tragic loss of a life while also holding them accountable for the shitty things they've done. those two things can and should coexist. i know the internet is allergic to nuance but PLEASE exercise some critical thinking and perspective. this is not as black and white as it seems to be on the surface. keep in mind that there's also a lot that we just don't know.
this grief is so nuanced. like i said, i don't support what he has done in the past -- i haven't supported him in YEARS because of the things he's said and done. i stand w all of his victims that spoke up, and i hope they're all doing okay rn and that they know that none of this is their fault.
there's something so weird and sad about combing the emotions of coming to terms with the fact that the person you idolized as a teen turned out to be a bad person, along with the rough and weird feelings of grief that come with that same person dying suddenly, gruesomely, and tragically.
this is all so tragic, so weird, so surreal, and SO hard. there's a lot of weird conflicting and nuanced emotions running through not just me, but so many of us who grew up loving one direction. i'm aching for 12-15 year old me who wouldn't recover from this. i'm destroyed for his son who survives him, his family, friends, and the other one direction boys. my heart also aches for his victims, who i'm sure are experiencing a lot of conflicting and weird emotions about this. i can't imagine what they're all going through right now and can only hope they're doing okay.
this is the first major celebrity death ive experienced, at least with a celebrity i genuinely loved and obsessed over growing up. ik a lot of people feel the same way too.
whatever you're feeling about this right now is valid. you have the right to feel however you feel. you can mourn the loss of someone who meant a lot to you as a child while also remembering that they turned out to be a bad person.
sorry i keep talking abt this but it hits so hard. like i said like 30 times this is so weird and hard and confusing to a lot of us one direction fans who stopped supporting liam a while back bc of his actions. grieving with perspective and nuance is necessary here but it's not easy.
i hope my fellow one direction fans are doing okay today <3
#sorry for the wall of text but. i just wanted to say something more coherent now that the shock has settled#this is such a weird and tragic and sad situation all around#a huge chunk of my childhood is gone so i'm sad about that#i'm also sad and disappointed about who he turned out to be. on top of being sad and shocked about his sudden death#this is all so much to handle and ik i'm not alone in this#if you wanna talk abt it don't be afraid to dm me or send me an ask <3#regardless of how you feel abt this please take care of yourselves and check in on your friends and loved ones 🫶🏻#liam payne#one direction#cw death#cw accidental death#cw mentions of alcoholism#cw mentions of addiction#amori rambles#long post
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Basically what happened after C*rneo dropped them into the sewers
#girls night <3#from wall market to the sewers to the train graveyard to angst at sector 7 that part of the game is a wild ride (and i love it) (mostly)#final fantasy#final fantasy vii#final fantasy 7#ffvii remake#cloud strife#aerith gainsborough#tifa lockhart#text post#text post meme
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Picked up BG3 on my main run after a long while not playing it (I stopped during the beginning of act 3 bc I was overwhelmed by the sheer quantity omfg) and I just finished a BIG step in Shadowheart's quest and I'm.... so emotional ;;;;;;;;; I cradle her in my arms and give her the biggest hug ever
#I can't wait to redo this on my qalaari run where I am ALSO romancing her....#qalaari will love and spoil the FUCK out of her....#(on my main run im romancing karlach)#and then i gotta restart my lana/rena run to be able to double romance lae'zel and minthara on it...#now that they made it so that you can not kill minthy and find her later without following the goblins etc#bg3#baldur's gate 3#flare#i'm playing druid on my main run and i ma going to... miss the versatility for sure when i get to my other runs dfkmsjhgmkdjghfmkjdgfh#(barbarian for qalaari and ranger/fighter + sorcerer for Rena & Lana)#i mean sorcerer is also versatile but.... spore druid ????#so fucking tanky lmao#i love my spores and my shrooms okay#flare (my druid) is just a fucking cryptid i love that for her#mycologist cryptid...#i dont have much personnality developped for her but she's BIG into the cycle of life n shit#she will work on preventing death where she can but she is also NOT that into resurrection and shit like...#when death has made her true claim then she has made her claim yknow...#beary games#beary talk#text post#shadowheart#anyway i love wall of fire i love spore clouds#i hate how every single non-enemy npc tries to walk in my AoEs instead of going around them
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i havent been on here very much ive been busy but i just wanted to sit and brag about my boyfriend for a moment JFSHDJHFJ its been one month of us being officially together but we've been talking for Ages and im just like !!!!! it's so cool........it's So cool.........u guys don't even get it u don't even understand we're gonna be together in TEN DAYS!!!!!!! im gonna explode
#guys my boyfriends the coolest guy around u dont even get it#im gonna be able to hold hands with my guy in just over a week good Lord#me when i claw at the walls and run around and scream and cry and lose my mind#ik for sure im gonna get a text abt this post as soon as it sees it but KFHASKLHDF dontttt careeeee. im in love. sue me.#its at work rn so im taking advantage of that to rant for a bit JFSHDJFH#here ill make a tag for the future#my boy <3
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#bruce springsteen songs that are over 3 minutes i will love you FOREVER#also i have a lot of music links to post so expect those i’ve been saving links to posts in my drafts#been thinking of starting a queue but not too keen on it#sometimes the music just comes to me and i gotta post it during a certain hour or something. won’t elaborate further bc u will all think i’m#going up the wall#ANYWAY. human touch#bruce springsteen girl you have done it again constantly raising the bar for all of us#new jersey should like give him the key to the state or whatever idk if we do that#bruce springsteen#my text#Spotify
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i have an inkling.. i might start to feel ok enough to post soon.. at some point.. eventually...!! <3 so!! maybe art?!! who knows……..
#posting is one step closer at least like god damn#posting online should b like ranting to an empty void but it feels like four walls of shifting snakes . if that makes sense. whatveerr..#but not in a all ppl online r fake way it’s just the feelin of snake skin#srry to all in my inbox or messages ily.. i haven’t even been able to text my closest bff as i would like it’s so strange#i pinky promise i have zero negative feelings towards any one of yall shits just been wild lately lol#i do think there’s a chance. a possibility. i will feel better soon. maybe art! to share! (that is top 3 most scary things online 4 me rn)#(also srry if there was an art piece of mine u had a thought abt and it’s gone my bad i deleted a lot of stuff a while ago sorry idk ! idk.#mwah mwah mwah tho sending love n all that jazz ! hoping for the best for everyone :) <3#if ur reading this i actually grew some balls n interacted online god bless#(completes easiest task ever) i’ve won !!!#xx venus
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hakuno has received ... an egg!! that's right, this fragile-seeming, half-phantasmal pod that was nevertheless large enough to take two arms to lift and hold ... was absolute proof that anybody here was not human. a black fog rolls about in the murky, semi-opaque shell, like thick wildfire smoke encased in lighter cigarette fumes. was that nothingness drifting about the center an embyro? regardless, it was up to hakuno to decide what to do with it now. nobody would have blamed her if she handed it off to the authorities in the manner of a dutiful citizen, (after which, it certainly might not see the light of day ever again,) or fed it to a snake just to see what might happen. the enormous pool of blood is quite telling of an unfortunate mishap as well, yet the egg says nothing, its inhabitant fast asleep and subdued. who knew when it might wake up and be born again? who knew what, or even who, it would be born as, into?
unprompted, always accepting ! @tenkoseiensei ♡
there had been no issue in transporting the item to her quarters, though to the unassuming they'd think it to be a workload ill - suited for a lady of her stature, the size of it merely obscuring her sight, but such a thing didn't matter when one had the route to their destination memorized perfectly. there was no delay to her movement speed, nothing particularly of note. if anything, it was the blood that was ... unpleasant. ultimately, it was inconsequential, but it lingered in the back of her mind faintly. the scent of iron, the knowledge that it must've stained her clothes, it was so much. that amount must've resulted from—
the plastic bag tied to a close, the red color on the fabric still prominent against the translucent material, and hakuno tosses it into the bin. she washes her hands afterwards, a sigh coming from her as the water runs clear. her mind is similarly calm, no longer distracted by what shouldn't have taken that much of her time, she returns to the task at hand.
temperature, humidity, gaseous environment — verified. it is unclear what stage of incubation the egg is at this moment, but these conditions should be ideal ...
❛ if there is anything not to your liking, please let me know. ❜ she blinks at her own voice, uncharacteristic for her to speak when alone, thoughts kept all to herself without an issue— but, oh. vacant eyes turning to the egg ( carefully kept in an impromtu and specially made area ) , cool caramel eyes blink once more. to already be recognised as a presence by her should signify a sign of life; at the embryotic stage, at the very least.
this was something she should've confirmed at the scene where she'd first stumbled upon it, but even she could've picked up on the vague sense of a lingering threat. ‘ instincts ’ had seemed to kick in at that moment, and although bringing along this large egg was not the ideal choice to make in such a situation, the thought of leaving it behind was out of the question.
and now that the two of them are within safety, it seemed that she was able to speak with more ease; that was the logical conclusion to be made, anyway. ❛ do you know what it was that caused that— ❜ recalling that sight, hakuno's mouth briefly presses into a thin line. ❛ —blood spill ? ❜ it may be out of her field of concern, but she'll look into it. though at this moment, first priority comes to ... her guest.
it is ... what is it, exactly ? it looks somewhat ominous, if she were like a regular person / human, perhaps that would be the conclusion made. with how she is though, she merely accepts that as an aspect of this creature — the murkiness of its shell covering what lay beneath, she wondered if it was hiding. idle thoughts don't last long, thoughts turning to trying to find out just what this embryo was — as it was right now, she'll have to make do with what little she knew and ensure that the conditions were right for its sake.
it's unlikely. but, the possibility of— being able to hear the sounds and noise of the world around you, being able to hear everyone, yet to be unable to utter a single word. that is ... so unbearably lonely. taking a seat next to it, she faces forward in the same polite way of sitting, hands folded neatly by her lap. though her side gaze lingered upon the .. individual. ❛ i apologise, if you are speaking right now, i'm afraid i cannot hear you. ❜ what is she even doing ... well, to bombard the egg with questions in the first place was odd. ( not to mention, rude .. ) ❛ if you would like, please feel free to speak as much as you'd like when i am able to listen. ❜
shifting slightly in her position. ❛ and, if you have the intellectual capability for it in the future, please do tell me what it's like— to be born. ❜ how curious, even without any ties connecting the two, hakuno found that the outcome of the egg perishing was incredibly ... unsatisfactory. could this be the miracle of a life ? ❛ i wouldn't know. ❜ i was made, after all. whether her creation brought ‘ joy ’ or ‘ sadness ’ or maybe nothing at all, she wouldn't know. it doesn't matter. not anymore.
eyes crinkling just a bit, hakuno resists the urge to pat the egg — contact is unnecessary, lest she do so to turn it for the sake of the incubation process. instead, her mind wanders within her still frame. who are you ? what are you ? even without the answers, she tilts her head to face it fully, a vague flicker of warmth in the still pools of her eyes.
❛ you have a long life ahead, i hope you may soon hatch to live it. ❜
#tenkoseiensei#&&. message#q.#GENUINELY abt to pass out ovah this TSSUUUUNNNNN MY GODDDDDDDDDDDD#THIS MADE ME FEEL LIKE U INJECTED ×2 CAFFEINE DIRECTLY INTO MY BLOODSTREAM.!!!!!!! I LOVE IT SM SOBS#THANK YEW R DIS TSUNNIE DEAREST 🫶🫶💖 as u can see i . Enjoyed answering this a lot 🧎♂️#fun fact i cut some parts out bc i feel like it wasnt cohesive enough with the stuff here#(twas her theorizing what happened; she has a lil hypothetical situation abt the mom of the egg being unalived by sth#and felt guilt for not being able 2 prevent it </3)#also a lil bit where she pondered abt playing music or reading sth for the egg GEKVJSKFJSK#<- CAN STILL SEE THESE VERY MUCH HAPPENING BTW but jst not in this post specifically rn 🫡#also i still dk anything 4 this verse so i am levaing things Vague(TM) BUT YEAH I ADORE THESE TWOOO 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹 IM GNNA DIE FR#also sorry for the wall of text egad but SNIFFLES THIS JUST- SUCH GOOD FOOD AUGGH /CLENCHES FIST/
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hi hello this is just everyone's regularly scheduled reminder that I love paris @galaxycheol 🩷
#just saw a wall of paris in my activity feed and I was like omg hiiiiiii <3#anyway hi paris I love u muah 🩷#text post#paris
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Hi, another lurking anon. I kept re-reading "Cooking is Communal" post- sorry if that's not the title. I was very curious on your views of Revali's lonely nature (his personality). He feels somewhat abstract to the rito culture...? Or I might be reading into it too much.. And based on the AU- where he is brought back to life, would Tulin try to look for a way to break that lonely aspect of his? I would ask more? But I do not want to overlwhelm. But thank you so much for the posts you do about the Ritos though, its always an enjoyable experience and makes me think a bit more.
hi, welcome! no need to apologise for anything, very glad the post ( which can be called anything you see fit ) resonated with you to a point where you'd follow up on it! and oh boy. you are not reading too much into it, i have A Lot to say about revali and whatever the heck he's got going on with him and his Issues — of which his loneliness is a huge part of — and how that interplays with his people's culture and his love for them as a whole.
just to preface before we get into it: thank you lots for sending this in and for your kind words!! genuinely, it makes me beyond happy to know that my rambling is appreciated ♡ don't be afraid to ask me more if you'd like, i promise you won't overwhelm me because i'm a verified sucker for discussing meta in-depth!
i touched on this in the tags of the mentioned post but to me, pre-calamity revali does come across as someone who denies a lot of things ( very evident ingame ) and also denies himself of a lot of things — especially when it comes to anything that could be significant interpersonally! there's very clear implications that he's been lonely, if not completely alone, for a great bulk of his life; there are even clearer walls he's built up to cope with this and ensure that nobody can ever see or acknowledge this.
to paraphrase some old disco ramblings: he feels like someone who clings so damn hard onto this image he's carefully crafted for himself to present to others — presented for so long that it's not just a second skin so much as it is something deeply embedded — so that nobody can possibly suspect he is in any way lacking. not in skills, or grit, or the ability to be anything but most especially a champion.
or, you know, in any meaningful company at all.
and he just doesn't have the resources, emotionally or otherwise, to really let any of that peek through? he is so vehemently against this idea that he is not enough for anyone, including himself — admitting that he's lacking in any sense aligns with that. there's this line from when i was still testing him out that still stands out to me because i think it really just captures him in this context nicely:
Revali was born chosen by no one. He learnt, very quickly, to choose himself. And now, here he is.
we will never know for sure what his early life was like! but given the hints, there like. had to be a point where he accepted all the hurts of being alone, where he stopped earnestly trying to seek company and approval and being wanted from/by others because the only constant he had was himself. all he needs, an idea that forms at an early age and follows him into older youth, is himself — he can't be unreliable, he can't be conditional.
i think by that time, his seeking turns into something more like ensuring, if i'm making sense? like i don't doubt he's always strived for neverending self-improvement — half-out of a legitimate want to be better and half-out of a desire for attention — but now he's determined to make a name for himself, to make anything for himself, so that nobody can ever skip their gaze over him again. this isn't look at me, this is don't ever look away.
so he just. won't seriously admit to himself that he wants anything more from anyone pre-botw, which constrains any effort — from others or himself — to get closer, and like...be real with each other. to form an actual relationship. he still feels these desires, he just refuses to acknowledge them and it makes me want to shake him in a jar!! self-isolation at its finest! he puts up grandiose airs and all this pomp, because who else can he trust to do it for him! who else can he trust to see his "real worth", even as that's exactly what he's trying to get others to do! this guy is not okay!!
and! regarding rito village and their culture back then: i don't think it deviates from what i currently have in mind for them, but pre-calamity rito village feels like...it is not the same as post-calamity rito village. i think their flock was definitely bigger in that there were more people present and settled in those peaks in revali's era ( compared to both dineli's or tulin's ), so while core values and teachings remain unchanged, the sense of community does not.
it's always intense, but like. post-calamity rito village had to deal with the severe loss and trauma that calamity ganon wrought with him, which tinges their emphasis on togetherness with a touch of this is essential to our survival ( which may actually be a repeat of what happened with dineli's flock, mid- and post-the imprisoning war ). when revali was born, i feel like the community was much like a rural town with the ties the villagers had with each other; when he died, it was more like a covert — in that the world is suddenly way smaller and everybody is connected to everybody for their own preservation. and this is carried on to future generations, a lasting idea of flocking together is above all a priority, even for their travellers who leave the village behind for extended periods of time. i. honestly think this might count as intergenerational trauma?
( seriously, they are not a long-lived folk, yet the calamity has left such an indelible mark on them?? i'm so emo about how revali did not ask for a memorial, he asked for the flight range because it would be useful for him in the present and also for his people in the future, but they gave him this tragic permanency anyway. it's not a celebration of what he did, it's a commemoration to what he couldn't do; saki literally says, of revali's landing, "so named in the hope that none might forget the events of that horrible day". what a mournful way to frame it?! )
that is all to say: it's very plausible that the rito village revali grew up in would allow a solitary, neglected or orphaned fledgling to slip through the cracks. and maybe it's only initially, maybe it's just too late, maybe the fledgling then coats his own cracks over with a self-made balm and decides he won't let anybody make him feel lonely again and shuts himself entirely off, but. as i mentioned in the other study post, his lack of relationships wasn't always his fault, though it probably becomes so as he grows much older.
AND THE THING IS, revali doesn't stop caring about everyone ( and when i say everyone, i mean his people ). he can't! he can convince himself that he has no care for their affections ( and sometimes, he even fails this. he even fails this. i think about that diary entry where he talks about proving himself to the world when "the world" has done shit all for him, and i think about how a good percentage of his perception of "the world" was still narrowed down to his home then ), but he still loves them a great amount.
( to clarify: he cares for them the way you'd care for someone from a distance. you don't really know them, and you probably or would probably get along with them even less, yet you want to keep them around anyway. )
that's just something he's been raised with, steeped in because it's part of his culture, and also just. he's seen practically everything his village has to offer: perhaps all the worst parts in living through the bitterness of being lonely amongst a flock, but also all the best parts! sorry, i know i went absolutely off on how isolated he must've been and felt, but realistically his life couldn't have all been utterly miserable. fleeting joys are still joys! shallow connection is still connection! that came out harsher than i meant but the point is he genuinely loves his home and culture and people, even if his way of proving it is unhealthy and derives from a place that he definitely needs to go to therapy for ( i.e. his love for them is bound to his perceived self-worth. he has to "earn" his "right" to love them by excelling at what he does best, by being special enough, because he's unconditional with himself but they aren't! they aren't )!!
vaguely related, but this is, for me, why he never stops chasing achievements in combat. like ever. it's why rest/inaction forced by his severe injuries in the au where he survives is debilitating in more ways than one and emotionally frays him to a near-breakdown-turned-actual-breakdown. speaking of that, though!
yes!! yes, yes, tulin would absolutely be doing his best to bring revali back into their fold and make sure he stays there! you can see it in-play in my first thread with buck ( whose positively glorious revali can be found @/galestrings ♡ ); he's a kid who just so wholeheartedly believes in revali's goodness, refuses to not see the best of all his qualities, and so incessantly follows after him to Bond!!
i won't speak too much on this because i do want to continue seeing it play out with any revalis who would be willing to explore this with my tulin, but in connecting with him — even on a surface-level — i imagine that might provide a bridge to connecting with the rest of the village too! ( and it doesn't have to start with tulin, but i like my master-disciple bonds too much to let it not, in the case of my take on revali asflsd )
ANYWAY YEAH, that's what i have to say on this stupid bird vis-a-vis his loneliness!! god if you made it here without skipping over anything, i'm blowing you some friendly kithes. mwah mwah! hope i haven't chased you away with this, i'd love to hear your thoughts and receive more questions if you were so curious! thank you so much again for sending this in!! ♡
#* vanes / study.#* roosting / ooc.#um. so you may have to worry about YOURSELF being overwhelmed. i'm sorry. this is a veritable essay asflkdjs#IT'S ~1.6K WORDS I'M SO SORRY. BUT I DIDN'T LIE WHEN I SAID I WAS UNHINGED ABOUT HIM#i fear that if i were ever to sit down and write about him in his entirety (like. this is just me on him and his loneliness. good god)#it might end up being an academic paper-length piece slkfjdlk#seriously though thank you again for this!! i had a blast putting everything together ngl#I LOVE MY LURKERS i really hope you aren't put off by the massive wall of text slfkjkdlg <3#long post cw
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bro what is going on if u knew me several yrs ago and post stuff on my wall of text accusing me of weird shit i will take it down u are so weird for it tbh !!
#'i hope u gain some self awareness' yh bro u too??? we havent interacted in like 3 yrs i dont know u and you dont know me#i have moved on from u!! i have moved on from who i was back then and i suggest you do too#called my by my username too lol like. move on ! i have a lovely gf i have a lovely group of friends whom i love so much#and here u are tracking down my blog after yrs and posting on my wall of text#i acc dk if its even that or if its directed at smn else who used to have my url or smth#but either way it is weird and obsessive.
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God the Mirrah Chain Mail/Creighton's Chainmail is such a good armor piece I miss it so much in Elden Ring
#Was feelin' nostalgic for some Dark Souls 3#shoutout to the rando who summoned me for Darkeater Midir#I'm so glad the Ringed Inner Wall bonfire still doesn't disappoint even 6 years later#Dude who summoned me could obviously fight midir they were on point with their dodges#I'm a little rusty tbh I got hit one time#Idk if the dude who summoned me got hit at all though#They sure as hell knew how to fight that dragon#Dude knew the boss they coulda 100% done it solo#Really does feel like they summoned me just for the Friendship Points and I love that so much#thank you random guy who's name I've already forgotten#it had the number 7 in it but I don't remember the bit before#Also rip to whoever I accidentally invaded as a Spear of the Church before that though#genuinely forgot that was a thing#Pun's text Posts
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noooo tumblr don’t crash out and stop loading images you’re so sexy haha
#do people even read text posts anymore#what am I doing#You can tell all my friends are asleep right now#I deeply apologize to the 3 people who followed me back in my cringe era and now see this random shit#text post#yapping at the wall because nobody loves meeeeeeee#I’m so cute and sexy and wonderful why do so many people hate me tbh#oulinkotouvenuslenamyraeplsgoexplodeeeeee
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