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GEGE WHEN I CATCH YOU GEGE WHEN I FUCKING CATCH YOU-
#gojo satoru#geto suguru#suguru geto#satoru gojo#satosugu#gojo x geto#satoru x suguru#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#i love them it's ruining my life😭
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#they love each other and it's ruining their lives#and i love them and it's ruining MY life :(#pretty much!#😁🫡😪#eo#EO#elliot stabler#olivia benson#bensler#svu#lawandordersvu#mariska hargitay#chris meloni#christopher meloni#whereiseo#needEO#NOW#😭😭😭#taylor swift#ttpd
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gonna get back into the swing of things with!! some faces I did a bit ago!!!
+ closeups and oc creds under the cut!
the welcome home guys ofc <3
some of my guys!
(Niebla belongs to both me and @akemima ! <3)
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And now, some friends’ ocs!
Lady belongs to @gremliinsart, Keira belongs to @funonion001 !!! :3
Sundown belongs to @carnivalcarrion !! <3
Damon belongs to @sammysun , Wizard belongs to @akemima !! :33 <3<3
#this was a while ago it feels SO OLD#by the way. this was hell to format. tumblr web and mobile both have skill issues idc#welcome home#welcome home fanart#howdy pillar#sally starlet#eddie dear#eddie my beloved <3 eddie my love <3#frank frankly#oh hes my baby…my babygirl…frank…#sorry i forgot how ill i am about them#laughingstock lowkey been ruining my life lately (bogs fault)#AUUUUGHHH FUCKKK I MISS STAMPS.#oh i got a stamps ask a bit ago. gonna finally respond to it#BTW: saying this now bc its been a problem with a lot of people/for a while. i will answer asks that are asks!#people popping in to say hello is always loved ofc <3 but. it clutters up a lot. if youre new/sharing kind words ill respond ofc!#but if youre in my inbox just to be there/to grab my attenion. im not gonna respond😭 this keeps happening and it makes me kinda sad idk#ANYWAY ANYWAY. not gonna waste my tags with a ramble#oc fanart#sherri stitch-up#hotel hubbub#niebla valentine#puppet oc#daiki iyer#indigo’s art#art#indigo’s ocs#other people’s ocs#puppet ocs#expression practice
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JIM’S HAIR *FALLS TO MY KNEES AND EXPLODES*
#I WAS BEGGING FOR THIS TO HAPPEN LAST YEAR AND THEY EXCEEDED MY EXPECTATIONS 😭😭😭😭😭😭💘💘💘💖💕💗💓💞💝💝❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️#love of my life#i need them to. ruin me#our flag means death#ofmd#our flag means fanart#ofmd fanart#our flag means death s2#ofmd s2#ofmd season 2#jim jimenez#jim ofmd#ofmd jim
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i politely demand you talk about your nge/pacrim au!
thank you for enabling my behavior and for all your art omg <33333 i will attempt to coherently and briefly outline my thoughts
the short version is: yuuta/rika saves you post-battle and both are irrationally upset when it turns out that you already have a boyfriend.
yuuta would like to take some of the credit for digging you out the rubble, but the truth is, it was like his mech was on auto-pilot, overriding all of his controls to dig you out of a lifeless environment and stash your cold, limp body in the center chamber until yuuta and rika were transported back to the base.
yuuta doesn’t understand why he lost control of rika like that, nor does he understand why he feels so upset when he goes to visit you in the infirmary and there’s already some other man by your bedside holding your hand. he vaguely recognizes kokichi as a junior engineer who’s done a few surface level repairs on rika, and he’s surprised and green with envy to find out that kokichi is also your boyfriend.
yuuta doesn’t understand the anger he feels, or the headache he gets, or the panic attack that’s threatening to rise in him, or why his feet automatically drag him back to his mech, or why he feels like he could hear rika’s faint sobs and screams in his head and he lay in his pilot chamber. none of it makes sense and he can barely sleep because of it, but it happens every time he thinks about you and kokichi for too long; and strangely enough, if the thinks about how rika seemed to come to life to save you for too long. there’s some kind of missing link he can’t piece together.
when you’re conscious, you can’t seem to recall any part your childhood, and only have your memories from college onwards, save for bits and pieces of the attack you were a victim of. yuuta learns that you were studying to be an engineer, that you were moving to work at the hangar and be closer to your boyfriend, that kokichi was slated to pick you up from the airport that ended up being the site of attack. a small part of yuuta wishes kokichi had been there, thinks that rika wouldn’t have found him in the rubble.
you’re the miracle save, and somewhat become the baby of the hangar. world-renowned pilots you’d only ever studied in class stopped by to give you their condolences, offer their help. you try to remain calm when satoru gojo and kento nanami make an appearance as a duo in your tiny recovery room, calling you brave and bowing to you with a home cooked meal in hand. senior engineers do their best to recover your work from college, assuring you that your injuries and recovery period would be a non-factor in the hiring process—that you were free to start as soon as you felt comfortable. you get the most attention from yuuta, who makes himself a friend, and a critical part of your recovery, essentially firing your physical therapist in favor of fixing you himself.
everyone makes you feel welcome, but yuuta makes you feel safe. he holds your waist while you re-learn to walk, he sneaks you into the pilot’s lounge while the jaegers have their repairs done—and nods in faux-sympathy as you mourn the presence of your boyfriend, who seems busier than ever these days with nuisance repairs, jokes about how yuuji and megumi seem to be particularly reckless with their jaeger lately—he squeezes your hand when you have headaches and fractured flashbacks of your past that you can’t piece together, he holds you when you cry out of pure frustration of not being able to remember who you are
yuuta’s a real smooth talker, too. always knows exactly how to comfort you while your boyfriend is busy, always talks to the press about you so preciously, always makes you feel like you have a purpose even if you can’t remember your past self—maybe you weren’t meant to remember anything before him and rika, maybe it was meant to be this way. it’s a twisted comfort, but it’s something to cling to, it’s better than crying over memories you no longer have.
everyone notices yuuta’s weird reverse stockholm syndrome lol… the way he hovers over you like he’s your sole protector and savior, the way he demands to be privy to all decisions about your health care, the way he remains close to you with no fear of your boyfriend. nobody says anything, though—yuuta’s a pilot, a good one, and one the few solo pilots in the entire world. he’s precious and vital to humanity, worth a thousand men, worth ten thousand engineers. besides, his friends see something special between you two, especially the co-pilot pairs; satoru and kento, megumi and yuuji, choso and yuki—they know compatibility when they see it, and boyfriend or not, you have something special with yuuta. they all share a common thought: kokichi is fighting a losing battle. and even if he could beat yuuta, he’d never win against rika.
#answered#teehee there's So Much Lore that i could talk about but i tried to keep this a reasonable length#and i hope it feels slightly ominious teehee <333#this is really just me bringing back my favorite point to light again: none of the jjk boys are SHIT!#boyfriend>? never heard of him! to yuuta he's YOUR save#he and rika pulled you out of the dirt and snow and brought you back to life... hows ur boyfriend gonna compete with that? he shouldnt ://#he should give up :// it sure would make yuuta's life easier... sigh#also note! the rest of them aint shit either! bc WHY are they rooting for him 😭 terrible#there's so many versions of the au the temptation to truman show it is also there but i think i want that for something different#teehee <333 anyway thank u for ur art my dear !!!!!!!!!!#there's also another version which is simply youre a co-pilot with someone else#and the yuuta comes along looking like a kicked wet puppy and somehow he's like 98% compatible with you#and everyones like whoah what the fuck... which makes u angry bc u were perfectly happy being previously more compatible with ur boyfriend!#and here comes along this LOSER to ruin everything....... love of ur life but a LOSER#yuuta x reader#pacrim au
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Where could fire and kindling go wrong? ☁️🌊🌟💛💜❤️
#my art#my ocs#eftt#persinette brodeur#mere wolfe#colm “chase dubos” merin#fairy tale retelling#rapunzel retelling#rapunzel#had an errant thought back in early jan and now im insane about them. send help 😭#ive got like 8 wip art and dozens more planned and almost 10k in a first draft and like 25k just in notes for worldbuilding#the playlist is surprisingly in hand tho. 10/10 all bangers have been listening to it nonstop at work lmfao#its weird usually when i get smacked w an idea like this i have no idea where its Going To Go or how its going to end#but this i see the whole thing start to finish really clearly and im like <.< Whats The Catch Brain. Is It Going To Be Obnoxiously Long#And Ruin My Life For The Next Eight Years Like Last Time#its fine im excited its nice to feel really passionate about an idea again but ik only like.#four ppl Maybe are going to be all that fussed or interested in the concept. but thats ok#this is for Me. i want to write about abuse and recovery and trauma and love 🙂↕️#chasing the things i want this year finding the things that bring me joy spitting in the face of everything that says i should give up!!!!!
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Yearning extra this November for some reason
#abhi rants#ruined an exam because of my hyperfixation over a GUY#can't fucking believe it#I just want a lover is it too much to ask for#I'LL TREAT THEM THE BEST#but sometimes i feel like I'm hard af to love#tbh idk anymore#why is november so.. sad#I'm watching Kidnap and THEY'RE SO DISGUSTINGLY IN LOVE IT'S MAKING ME FEEL SO SINGLE😭😭😭😭😭#im actually yearning for friends too#college is lonely as hell#felt SO shit today#i was mad at someone for not giving a shit about me but then i ended up buying him coffee because i needed company#why is my life like this#I'm literally running to my tumblr besties for EVERYTHING 😭😭😭
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whenever i see you on my dash youre talking about characters that ive never heard of like ¨fuuucckk i wish smipple dee defeated the Great Binbus but whateverr" WHAT are you talking about -sneeb
HGRELPPPPP SMIPPLE DEE...
I fear this is because I hate maintagging things i switch fandoms without warning and just Start Yapping and i seem to be more and more interested in side characters every month... not to mention my fucking army of ocs...
#rn its juno steel.... WHOOPS!!!#the penumbra podcast is my love it ruined my life also.#tzu asks#i think b34 makes this worse too. bc theyre just a car. shoutout to my car oc. and then ive never posted a drawing of it but. the ruby 7...#also a car#theres also a lot of characters in juno steel and 95% of them make me ill without even mentioning juno (mtendere. yasmin sometimes. ect)#MOST of the characters im talking abt rn are from the penumbra podcast 😭 aside from the mention of ocs (b34) and the stowe siblings#from unwanteds#sorry for yapping about smibble dee but he really shouldve defeated the Great Binbus 🙏
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he was balancing a small and delicately frosted cake in his hands, digits awkwardly splayed to avoid squashing it. perched atop his head, precariously tied to one of his furred ears, was a strip of lace, soft and white. it itched like fucking hell, and he felt more than a little ridiculous, but the thought of her reaction had him grinning like a fool. her birthday. he was not the type to perform great deeds for celebration… but for her, for her everything made absolute sense, even if he had no idea of what he was doing. he stopped in front of her door, taking a steadying breath, surprisingly nervous. not because it was a difficult task ( he knew she would appreciate it regardless ), but because he wanted to get it right.
he reached for the doorknob, balancing the cake carefully in one hand, and pushed the door open without knocking. ❝ happy birthday, angel. ❞ he rumbled, stepping inside with a grin that was equal parts of cocky and sheepish, noting how she was still in the comfort of their bed, savouring the first sunbeams. he held the cake out slightly, the pink frosting catching the light, and tilted his head just enough to make the lace wobble on his ear. ❝ hope ya ready for somethin' sweet. ❞ his grin widened, ears slightly wiggling, giving emphasis to the lace. ❝ ain't as sweet as you, i mean… ya get me. ❞ he was always prone to offer something unique, something special… a necklace, a ring, flowers. but years together made him realise that there was nothing more precious than to offer what was truly is.
he leaned in slightly once he approached her, pressing a kiss to her forehead without ever ruining the cake. ❝ see this? ❞ he gestured to himself with one hand, his smirk widening. ❝ this is the real gift this year. that's me… ain't it the best one? ❞ a chuckle escaped, resonating loudly, coming from his chest. ❝ which means… whatever you want, angel. i'm yours for the day. ❞ and for a moment, his expression softened, nose gently nuzzling nose. ❝ not that you didn't know that already… you have my heart in your palms. ❞
this home of theirs is the place she finds it the most difficult to force herself to stir from her slumber. there was something that persuaded her to sleep, be it the comfort of these walls that she and settrigh had lived in for long enough and loved for it to be truly called a home, and falling asleep in her lover's embrace knowing that he will still be there the morrow next. whether it was a chair or the smallest trinket she had placed on their shelves, she found a reason to love coming home. in the chaos that was their lives, and the separation that had parted them so many years ago, they seem to cling to each other to make sure that one does not stray from the path they paved for each other to walk. kira harbored a stubborn refusal to lose settrigh again ... she wouldn't allow it to happen, she couldn't bare the thought of them losing one another again.
perhaps that is why confusion furrows her brow when she stirs late into the morning, her hand reaching out to follow the remnants of warmth sett had left on his side of the bed, only to be met with nothing but wrinkled sheets at her side. she knew he would not leave before she woke if there was no reason for it. just as she had propped herself up onto her forearms, blinking away the drowsiness from behind her eyes. before she could even wonder where he had gone, the door opens and she finds herself smiling at the sight of him, sitting up atop the sheets of their bed.
❛ you look great, sett. ❜ there's soft laughter that accompanies her claim, though her voice was still hoarse with sleep. it was endearing, how endearingly silly he appeared with the ribbon tied around his ear, and she couldn't stop herself from reaching out to gently toy with the lace once he was close enough, careful as to not remove it. ❛ as stunning as you are every day, this suits you a lot. you look like a present all ready for me to unwrap ~ ❜ how she smiles and leaned further into his touch the moment she felt his lips against her forehead, and she took the cake into her hands to relieve him of it.
the witch can't help herself, as she scooped some of the pink frosting with her fingers and tasted it for herself, humming as she grinned up at him. with careful hands, the cake is placed on the bedside table before she's sitting up onto her knees, moving closer to him while he stood at the edge of the mattress. her arms come to wrap around sett's shoulders, pulling him close to her in an embrace as she peppered kisses along the column of his neck to portray her gratitude.
❛ mm, the best gift. just when i thought i couldn't love you any more than i already do, you continue to surprise me, my love. ❜ she said as she pulled away, a soft laugh escaping her when she feels his nose brush against hers, and she pressed a kiss to the tip of his. ❛ i think i'd like to keep you for the rest of my life. ❜
there is a cheeky lift of the corner of her mouth, before she's pulling him back into bed with her, until her back hits the mattress and he hovered above her. ❛ for the whole day, hm? then you and i are staying in bed for another few hours. ❜
@goldenfists kira birthday 2024!
#goldenfists#they're going to nap 😚#s.ett carefully trying not to ruin the cake#and k.ira two seconds later just tasting it immediately KLAJHDSLKFJ#JOO LOVE OF MY LIFEEEEE THIS WAS SO SOFT I LOVED IT#can you tell settki has my heart#they own my whole life i adore them so much 😭#and i adore you for blessing me with this WAAAAHHHH#[ 𝐢. ] answered › i spoke destruction into the world and i could not take it back.#[ 𝐢𝐢. ] in character › i’ve no more kept my warmth than blood upon the snow.
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i feel kinda crazy bc whenever i was a teenager i created this sorta imaginary older big sister who had moved out of the house so in my head i could live w her whenever i wanted bc she had survived it all and was independent and she would also just comfort me in a big sisterly way whenever something bad or upsetting happened and recently ive been going back to that at my big age 😭 and its kinda sad and also just wish fulfillment and also kinda scary bc i really used to think that by my age i'd have everything sorted but i really don't and i know that's normal and nobodies twenties are perfect but some people also have good relationships w their fathers which is crazy just to think about sooo
#is this readable? i hope not ❤️#i typed up some of my feelings about this in a word doc and just realised like damn i basically have an imaginary friend as an adult#i really am crazy lol#i just feel lonely within my family atm. bc my brother is younger than me so he could never really do anything to help#and i feel like i cant really trust my mam the same anymore..even tho i still love her a lot#and i'm trying to improve my relationship w my dad bc im realising what a hard life he had and that he's not like an irredeemable Bad Perso#and sometimes he'll look at me a certain way or apologise for something small that he would never have apologised for a couple of years ago#and i feel like im going crazy like is he becoming a better person or..? and i feel bad bc im not really doing the same#or maybe i am. sometimes i think im unfair to him considering how he is now but i also cant really reconcile what he is now w/ how he#was then. and then he'll suddenly say something to me in a certain tone of voice or with a certain sharpness and i'll go back to how a felt#as a teenager :/ i rlly dont know what to do about it but i think its because i dont really have anyone to talk to about it#i mean i sort of do. but i also dont actually know how much of it actually happened and how much of it i just made up#but having worked w teenagers yeah they can be little shits but i also cant imagine treating any of them the way my dad treated me#just bc theyre annoying or have an attitude or are a little mean or whatever#like theres actually a lot of ppl i could talk to but also how do you even bring something like this up#how do i say 'oh and i invented an older sister as a coping mechanism and sometimes i still talk to her in my head' without sounding crazy#its 2am here i need to go to bed i have work in the morning 😭 day and night and next day ruined bc my dad spoke to me slightly funny
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you ever hangout with someone and their company is actually much worse than being alone?
#she came over and we watched hasee toh phasee together okay#bc she said she hadn't seen it and i was like huh wtf!!!!!#terrible idea she doesn't deserve to see that movie it was so perfect she didn't ruin it exactly bc it's my fav#movie ever and she's not important enough to change that#but god it was annoying having her next to me i wanted her to go away and watch it on my own😭😭#she kept looking at her phone on super important scenes and she kept saying arey she should find out about them where is the spice#and i kept saying this isn't about spice it's sweet heartwarming story about love and doomed relationships and father daugter rships#but she didn't appreciate it#i need to watch the movie again on my own to cleanse myself from the negativity ew#and she said i had so much fun let's do this again help😭😭 meko nahi karna never again#time to subtly start ignoring her so she gets the message and leave me alone#i already got the ick from her when she acted that way over parents but i was like ivy no ppl aren't perfect give her a second chance you#friends you're really lonely your internet friends are great but they can't sit next to you and talk to you#but i was wrong being lonely is better she's just so. wrong😭#i kept thinking she's literally worse than everyone in my life i would have had more fun watching it with my MOM😭#and my sis loves this movie and my bestie loves this movie and my cousin sis also loves this movie#UGH
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During the 2020 shut-in era, I basically only listened to Coldplay and god the amnt of emotional nostalgia I get from listening to their music is so


#the first 3 albums only btw 🥰🥰#theres some songs i rly like from their other albums#but nothing has the gut punch of their first 3 for me#and i listened to them a lot while developing my main oc ship#so listening to these im like SOB SOB ECLIPOIR SOB SOB SOB#i even drew art of them w the lyrics....#but now these songs are my go-to ship coded songs#so ofc listening to them now my brain is subconsciously trying to apply them to vettonso....#tho something i think is very funny is how this music is pretty basic right? not a bad thing!!! but like very well known normal music#but of course when i listen to it im making these over dramatic animatics in my head to them#and once i looked at the lyrics explanation for a song cause i was curious#and the reasoning was something super boring related to chris martin's marriage and it ruined the song for a bit LMFAO#i cant be thinking abt them in that context okay 😭😭 theyre the songs thsy form the tapestry for basically every ship i have#blah blah blah typical catie moment of 'i dont listen to these songs in the NORMAL way' calm down...#anyways getting emo as always over this music sob sob sob#I just love that music can instantly transport you back to a specific time in your life or a specific thing#i think I also was into rainbow six when i listened to this music mainly 😭😭 so now ofc theyre popping into my head#also my god: Spies would be such a good Bond song and i refuse to believe they didnt write it w that in mind ;;;;;#maybe i should put more thought into what songs of theirs i could apply to vettonso...#i really need to make a playlist for them sometime :D#catie.rambling.txt
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//I beat Persona 3 and I am distraught but I'm adding these three as muses-
#outofpowers#//trying so hard not to add the entire cast I love them all SO MUCH 😭#//Persona ruined my life this game destroyed me#Muse; It's not just my life anymore | Junpei#Muse; What I fear most isn't death | Chidori#Muse; Every one of us will die someday | Ryoji
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Phoebe and Lucy parallels that have me losing my mind
Savior Complex- Phoebe Bridgers
We're in Love- boygenius
Emily,I'm Sorry- boygenius
True Blue- boygenius
Leonard Cohen- boygenius
True Blue x2- boygenius
#lucy dacus#phoebe bridgers#sobbing actually#boygenius#lucy loves phoebe and julien so fucking much#but i feel like she is IN love with phoebe and the feeling is mutual#she references/responds to phoebe so much on the record#they are in love your honor#definitely throuple vibes with julien#but it's especially noticeable between the two of them idk#just phoebe self depricating and lucy being like bb no you don't have to tear yourself apart for me#lucy letting her know how much knowing and being known by her matters#the savior complex vs we're in love connection i made is ruining my life fr#“you want blood and i promised' vs ”put down the knife we're not swapping blood“ GOOD LORD#phoebe can't believe anyone can just love her for who she is and want/expect nothing more but lucy absolutely DOES 😭😭😭😭#FUCK
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