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✍️ 🧃 and 🛸 for the ask game!
✍️ which one of your scripts is most detailed/you’re most proud of?
most of my scripts a pretty much the same just with a few added details but i’d say my most detailed is either my fame dr just cause i scripted and made a bunch of films and posters or my mha one!!
🧃 what’s something you think everyone should add to their script but no one thinks of?
i think it depends but for things like fame drs, i always make sure to script that i’m good at public speaking and can write really good speeches lol OH and in a few of my drs i scripted that i have a locket or something like that that had the time in my cr but that if anyone else looks it’s a picture of me and my family or friends :)
🛸 what’s your weirdest DR?
probably my doctor who one just because of how much random shit just happens yanno like one moment your looking at a cool nebula and the next second your meeting princess Diana and then boom kidnapped my aliens again and that just all in a day work 💀 but i do have a few unscripted/unplanned drs that are pretty much just fanfics that i’ve read and gone that sounds cool i’ll do that then so
#thank you for asking!!#i love talking about my scripts#this has been sat in my drafts for ages and i didn’t realise ffs#juni rambles 💅🏻#reality shifting#shifting#shiftblr#desired reality#shifting realities#reality shift#current reality#drself#ask game
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#zu art#comic#x-orcist#love and passion#priest!cross#herbalist!dream#cross!sans#dream!sans#undertale#undertale au#utmv#(herbalism was banned by the Christian church due to verbal folk magic and belief in the supernatural)#(so in fact Cross and Dream are the 'opposing' healers)#(that's why he was careful with talking about churching)#(but much more powerful forces worked here ig ;)#now all my browser history knows is that I Want To Be a Catholic XD#god there are SO many options in the script that this story may be a visual novel with several endings *looks at RenPy* ...ma yb e....#thank you guys a lot for 14 500+!! (*゚∀゚*)♡#gotta zzz— have a good night or day everyone╰(*´︶`*)╯♡
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INSIDE NO. 9 | Director Guillem Morales + horror (1/2)
From the BBC Sounds pod - S6E5 "How Do You Plead?"
Reece: Guillem, you've got a very strong sense of what's creepy, and I always, sort of, absolutely trust your judgement as far as, like, having–I think we're quite similar in what we think will be creepy visually (Steve laughs. Guillem: Well–) and we egg each other on. (laughs) Guillem: I think, basically–I think that we have that kind of secret deal about you sending me the scripts with some horrible scenes in them, and me trying, you know, just to come out with even more horrible things. (laughs) (Reece: To make them worse) To make it– (Guillem and Reece laugh)

Reece: Well, prime example was, cos we never thought of it but you did, in "Misdirection" where the guillotine–where Neville is trying to chop Willy's head off. And we just wrote that he pushes him in the guillotine, lets go of the string, and his head comes off. But you were like, "No, no, no, no, it's not–it's a prop so it wouldn't really work, so it would get stuck in his neck. And he has to run up and he has push the blade through to finish him off." And we were like, "Brilliant!"
Guillem: But that was–it made sense (Reece: It made sense, yeah), because it's INSIDE NO. 9, so you never know. So the message there to send to the audience was: He's dead. You killed him and you're using a prop, so it was just making sure that message was delivered properly. Reece: Yes, absolutely. It was very, very good. (Reece and Guillem laugh) Certainly delivered, yes. Guillem: And you enjoyed it. Reece: (laughs) I did! I loved it. Steve: Yeah! He likes killing me in different, inventive ways.
Guillem: You didn't enjoy so much, Steve, probably. Steve: (laughs) I did some of it. It's actually a very scary thing, putting your head in a guillotine. Even though you know you're completely safe and there's no–it's just mentally, it doesn't feel right. Reece: I remember being thinking, "How have we ended up in a situation where Steve has to put his head in the guillotine, and there is now the possibility that that blade (Steve and Guillem laugh) might come down on it–" Steve: "–Cuts his head off!" Reece: "Cuts his head off!" Yeah, it was quite frightening. Guillem: You…you write those things. Reece: I know! But we don't think about the execution.
#in9#inside no 9#inside no. 9#in9 scripts#in9 commentaries#misdirection#guillem morales#reece shearsmith#steve pemberton#guillemmm i love his work on the show & this episode#i wasn't going to transcribe the whole thing but decided to bc this is my fave bit from the pod. mainly for how r talks to guillem?#you can tell how much he likes him/likes working with him. it's a wonderful listen even though they're talking about beheadings here lol#i almost didn't do this post after seeing that the stuck blade was in the script#but given how the animated/ronnie growing ending was also in the script for wise owl#i assume these are discussed early on & and they make these edits for the final shooting script (which is what the books are)#which really goes to show how much r&s are willing to listen and adapt their writings!#i loved hearing about that in the doc too (btw where the heck was guillem in the doc. there was only one bit??)#(j is thrilled i'm finally posting about his fave ep lmao)#(also made a 540px gif! only needed 5% optimisation)#vagueeyes.txt#edit: corrected minor typo
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Look.
Ace Attorney fandom.
I know why people don't like Turnabout Bigtop. I am among the people who dislike Turnabout Bigtop.
But I GET why people like the case. I'm not going to be one of those annoying people who just blindly dump on it because I hate those mfs too.
Thing about Bigtop isn't that it sucks. Thing isn't the weird grooming stuff (though that is a huge part of it). It's not that it could've been good.
It's that - in my personal OPINION - it could have been *great*.
I think it had the potential to be one of the best third cases in the trilogy. It had everything; a fun and goofy setting fit for a pretty dang goofy lawyer game - where the environment itself had jokes and quips and one-liners and mishaps and tomfoolery written all over it, it had the previous case introducing a very interesting and important plotline that gave background for one of the more well-loved characters while also introducing an equally fucked up and lovable new one who was a child forced into a shit childhood of naivete in a CIRCUS with another character who was very naive and childish - whose interactions could have been funny and cute and reflective of said shit from the previous case (seriously she becomes such an important character in the 4th case, WHY would they not include her in this one for some character development? How did they fuck up letting a CHILD explore a CIRCUS?? That would have made the interactions flow MUCH better).
They had a pretty good, sympathetic killer imo, a morally dubious victim, an asshole of a client (who was pretty flat admittedly in-game, but I like his weird, topsy-turvy reasoning for it in the anime. Also, I think Max being kinda a dick would have bode well for the themes of Farewell since most of his clients up to this point have been like...nice? Not nice, but sympathetic, but him having to defend someone who's innocent but a prick would have shown him that just because someone is an asshole, doesn't mean they deserve to suffer for it and that they have the potential to grow as people, which is almost a complete foil to what Matt was. Ultimately, I would have loved the contrast of them as clients and I think it would have also served as character development for Phoenix, especially with his low-empathy tendencies).
They just didn't think that far ahead. They just didn't execute it well enough. They just decided to make three of the adult characters fight for the hand in marriage of a teenage girl. (Bat's part of the story was actually kinda good if he was just YOUNGER, I think him doing that for Regina would have been a stupid thing someone in the circus would do to impress their crush. Damn you Ace Attorney and your weird treatment of underage girls!!)
It just flopped and that's ok.
Even though it kinda sucked, it can still mean something to me.
Also I'm a Moe Curls apologist. I liked him, shut up.
#didn't care for the dialogue either.#DON'T GET ME STARTED ABOUT FRANZISKA DON'T DON'T DON'T DON'T DON'T YOU DARE GET ME STARTED#THIS CASE WAS SO GOOD FOR HER DEVELOPMENT THAT'S NOT EVEN A “COULD HAVE” THING#sure she could've been fleshed out a bit more#but the stuff we get from our interactions with her in this case is GOOD. SHIT. It's just that this case is so hated that it's overshadowed#and yeah. i like Moe Curls. i think he's cool and he added some flair in an otherwise bleak case.#i think his whole unfunny clown schtick was very entertaining. it reminded me of this one shel silverstein poem i loved as a kid#clooney the clown.#tbh ive wanted to rewrite Bigtop for a while now#get a script together and all that. but im an amateur writer who's burnt out as shit and never posts anything writing related#except analysis i get way too excited and proud of. oh well#maybe someday.#also rq why does every other tripple-a game get really good in depth analysis video essays#with their complex literary themes talked about#but with Ace Attorney - a game about reading longer than most books - half the fans have the absolute most dogshit literacy comprehension#it's actually painful. ESPECIALLY with Franziska's character#anyway i'll stop.#ace attorney trilogy#ace attorney#ace attorney justice for all#turnabout big top#franziska von karma#phoenix wright#phoenix wright ace attorney#pearl fey#farewell my turnabout#moe curls#regina berry#ig ore if this is incomprehensible i did not proofread this.#i simply do not like how fran's only traits to somea these mfs is “annoying overemotional teenager haha grumpy whip lady”
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watching the nickel apology scene from the great bluish bakery over and over going completely insane. i could rewrite this to actually sound like nickel.
#juice.txt#ii nickel#nickel ii#vague ii neg be warned#ohhhh i feel CRAZY#the quality of nickel's writing takes a nosedive at the end of s3 and it kills me#ive been doing a rewatch of ii where i take notes and focus on nickel and balloon specifically for fun#and nickel starts to talk pretty ooc around spring on the breakfast#and it only gets worseeeee#theres nothing wrong with having nickel care for and love balloon (slash platonic for the sake of my analysis)#but. nickel loves differently than what they write love to look like#he's not 'Correct' about how he loves and he's awkward and uncomfortable about anything emotional#and it just disappoints me to see all that inexperience go away because its convenient or it 'proves he's a good person'#watch the scene where nickel comforts baseball in mazed and confused for a lovely example of how he handles emotional situations#with someone he cares about truly#his comfort is awkward and he ends up insulting baseball anyway but you can tell he is trying despite his struggles.#and that makes way more sense than nickel suddenly knowing everything to do and being willing to do it#WILLING to be vulnerable and to take full responsibility and to somehow articulate himself so perfectly it'd make therapists weep#thats not nickel. thats a script for a character that the writers wanted to redeem without knowing exactly Why he was so cruel#ok i rambled a lot the nickel hyperfixation is just at a boiling point these past few days
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silly thingy
@blackkatdraws's sillies
#Bro think an “i love you” isnt enough#maybe it aint enough though#i took Black's name a lil bit too literal#i mean i've seen he kinda works that way?#the drawing made me feel a certain way that makes me sad#like everything related to blank scripts's stan#i have a ton of conflicted feelings surrounding Black's character rlly#mainly cause idk and its mostly theories#and all my theories point that he is an obviously bad person#but thats just his nature#he aint human why would he act like one#why would he have the same morals as one#you really (at least to what i've seen) dont know much about his past#you dont know how he could've developed so therefore you have no way to know how he'd turned out like this#And with Stan you kinda know#who would be in their right mind when they r stuck in a place like that#he fell in love with Black cause of his eminine features and cause he kinda knows him since he has been stuck in that place with his voice#for god knows how long#why didnt he fall in love with Mariella then?#maybe cause she aint feminine enough or maybe cause she didnt fit his standars or whatever#maybe is the time they met#i think is knowledge too#Like Mari actively chooses to be ignorant in a ton of cases#and Stanley CLEARLY sees it#like the fucking eyes drawing that i keep cominfg back to#ALSO I'LL MAKE A REBLOG TALKING BOUT IT MORE#the stanley parable#blank scripts au#tsp blank scripts au
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im so glad im not the only person that looks at seungmin and goes "❓tism❓" bc he is Way Too Relatable to me as a person w autism
yeah..... like I say it in jest but also..... well, yk. sometimes you notice something and you notice something and you notice something and you go Hmmmm
#enby-peep#lol its funny for me personally bc i see a lot of stuff that reminds me of my cousins daughter........ and shes autistic#but everyone in our family constantly and my cousin especially is like Shes you. You are her. Youre so alike.#So you were autistic and that explains your childhood#and i was like Um. I dont know :) i dont know........ i refused it and then i went to the psych for my adhd#he was like 🤨 can you fill out these sheets... and it was to see if i was hitting the markers#and i was hitting them. I was hitting them out the park but i also knew exactly what to answer... not to hear it#so i just answered it... incorrectly to myself. anyway that was 3 yrs ago and i still go ???? why did you lie ??? wtf#so. maybe my seungmin commentary is sometimes a commentary on myself also#but its the same reason being sent to therapy as a teenager didnt work on me bc i knew exactly what to say to be#told what i wanted to hear- youre a mature smart young woman- youre good. id just lie to hear that even if it wasnt actually helpful#and i succeeded. Im a great actress. i didnt want help i wanted to be perceived as normal and i was for a minute. incorrectly.#and probably negatively maybe if i didnt lie i'd be different now but I did and I did it again 3 yrs ago but..... I think ive finally left#idk. my weird obsession with being 'normal' behind- i dont follow the script as much as i did before and im much more honest about how i am#this is an insane set of tags LMAO#so sorry#i dont talk about this stuff often and its An Anniversary today i accidentally used this ask as an emotional dumping ground#some people have journals (seungmin) i have tags on a tumblr post#peace and love on planet earth
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i was looking at your drs and if you don’t mind me asking, which one was more difficult to script yourself in? like plot wise
oh definitely house of anubis.. just because i want to be in the main plot. and i also want to have powers and be at the centre of attention (because hey!!!! at the end of the day im just a dramatic mf) so, i had to understand how to put myself in the whole mess. and lately my brain is foggy so it took me a while. since i didn’t want to be the paragon (aka chosen one) bc i love nina and she’s my bff, and i do not want to be the osirian, i just created a third part. the maatic. i had to dust off all my egyptian knowledge but all the headache was worth it!!! it makes sense plot wise, i have powers, and i am cool. i jumped off my bed when i remember the goddess ma’at 😭
#kerry's house of anubis dr#i love talking about my drs#shifting blog#reality shifting#shifting#shifting community#shiftblr#shifting antis dni#shifting consciousness#shifting motivation#shifting diary#shiftingrealities#reality shifter#shiftinconsciousness#shifting realities#shifters#shifting script
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I'm gonna talk my way through today's society BTM because I have a lot of thoughts and because I can lol. okay here we go:
I love how Link's says "top of the year" because that's when episodes started coming out, but he got the haircut in December and that's when those episodes were filmed. confusing lol
and the December haircut he got has to be my least favorite in a looong while. I can't really even explain why but it just doesn't look as good as it used to, it's too short in different places and is hair part is SO high.
and I'm not even surprised he's been struggling to style it - you just need to let it grow out a little bit!
poor anxious baby!! but i remember him saying the same thing ages ago, even when he had wings.
the mullet slander AGAIN. I can't take it anymore!!!
did it look a bit crazy and long at some moments? sure! but just because he didn't trim it at all lol
that was about his hair going grey quicker than he would expect........ you can tell he feels a bit self conscious about it and it breaks my heart!
I want to see current Link with a mustache so bad that the idea of him trying it is kinda exciting to me. how crazy is that lol
#rhett and link#mythical society#this is just a huge ramble post#but i had to#lmao#i had too many thoughts to just fit them into tags#i just love when they talk about their hair okay#for 2025 i'm manifesting link growing his hair out and/or getting a mullet again#and trying a mustache#even if it's only for a scripted thing like wonderhole#my post
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About Lip Flap...
So, Ending 72 of Detective Conan got me thinking about lip flap:
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What do I mean by that? Well, in some circles of the AMV-making world, it's maybe viewed as a "sin" to leave lip flaps unedited when there are no audible words. You either cut out the movements entirely, or you sync up the movements to match the lyrics of the song. Lip flap is distracting and immersion breaking.
Yet... this Detective Conan ending—mixing anime and music just like an AMV!—has lots of lip flap. Characters are talking and living and spouting out conversations, and there's no effort at all to hide or remove that. In fact, this sequence was deliberately animated that way.
And it's far from the only Detective Conan example in this vein. Which brings me to my next thought: early episodes of Detective Conan include instances of montages or characters otherwise moving their mouths without sound, but the FUNimation English dub seemingly found this so uncomfortable that words were added in:
Sometimes, I really love this choice! Conan's voice fading into Shinichi's in Episode 39 is one of my all-time favorite moments in the dub. Similarly, Conan's added little "but"s in Episode 32 are adorable.
But I feel like the montage in Episode 37 is weakened by the added dialogue because we didn't need any words to understand the story, and while Episode 42 might be argued to be more compelling and "show don't tell" without Conan's narration, we do miss a fair amount of information from that narration.
Overall, though, I think the changes indicate a cultural difference. Lip flap without audible words is fine for Japanese audiences, but overseas, it's seen as awkward and jarring.
So, is it a "sin" to include unedited lip flap in your AMVs? Well, it probably depends on who you ask!
But personally, my mindset has changed to not at all. I think there are moments where the indication of words can be quite powerful, just like in Detective Conan Ending 72 or the montage in Episode 37. While I mostly try to remove or sync lip flap in my own AMVs, there are also definitely times where I leave it. What's wrong with showing that there was a conversation?
That said... I gotta come clean. One of my first reactions to Ending 72 was to almost cringe at all the lip flap! But then I thought about it some more. While I'm rather inexperienced with making MMVs (Manga Music Videos), ever since I started, I've been a fan of leaving the speech bubbles unedited, text and all—despite the fact that this, similarly, seems to be somewhat of a "sin." I liked providing context, I liked that there were creative things you could do with the dialogue... and hey, is that really so different from leaving in some lip flap from time to time?
In the end, AMV editing is very subjective. Everyone has their own preferences and styles that speak to them, and that's part of what makes the art form so beautiful to me. But Ending 72 made me step back and reconsider some of the "rules" that I'd drilled into my head. Maybe what I've become so used to seeing as a "flaw" can actually be quite powerful in its own right!
#ramblings#amv talk#long post#video#detective conan#case closed#funimation english dub script#hmm maybe i should make a tag for rambling about amvs...#but this is an essay i've been rotating around in my head for a while! but honestly i feel like i didn't have that much to say ^^;#what took the longest was compiling and subbing that video... wish i could have subbed that insert song better#but there are no lyrics for the english version included anywhere officially afaik#and crunchyroll didn't translate the japanese version either... i tried my best 😭#but yeah i think this is a part of amv editing that probably isn't considered unless you're into the hobby#i definitely didn't think about it at first! even though i *loved* watching amvs! i think i made a few amvs before i was like#'hmm isn't it neat if i edit the mouth movements to line up with the song a bit?'#and then i kind of tried to remove and sync as much lip flap as possible because i got more into editing and saw the mindsets around it#but i think the tl;dr here is that any editing choice can be really powerful and work depending on how it's used#and i think that definitely goes for lip flap too!#but i hope this is interesting for folks not into editing as well! i found the funimation thing pretty curious#even before i was an amv editor. but now that i *do* edit amvs i'm like hmmmmmmmmmm#haha anyway gosh again i need to get back to my hd english dub project... gonna use the tag for#my edits#because the eng dub was all mixed in hd by me! and apparently will never be done officially because of the changed names#i'm over halfway there right 😭 76/123... (feel free to message me about it too haha....)
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Me: "I can write a nice little essay script about the theme of destiny in Bionicle and how its used in the story. Shouldn't be too hard. I can definitely be normal about it."
Me (months later): *has written 30+ full pages of detailed analysis*
#I love this story so much there's so much to fucking talk about#but goddamn#I'm going insane#for reference my current longest video is 45 min long and has a script of 17 pages#bionicle#destiny
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saw a new doctor who like. actually took it a little more seriously and asked questions when i said that i think i'm autistic (and i answered them terribly bc i wasn't prepared and am Terrible at expressing myself the way i need to). but it still boiled down to "even if you are autistic, even if you could pull up a binder of evidence for it, i'm not qualified to diagnose you" and just continuing on with my medication, counselling, and coping tools that i'm trying to develop and use.
still better than the "well you're sitting here communicating with me so even if you are autistic it's clearly not impacting you severely" but still. kinda frustrating in a "i hate the fucking medical system" sort of way lmao,,,
#i keep hoping someone will be able to like. refer me to someone who CAN diagnose me#but what's already the smallest sliver of hope that there's someone out there who ISN'T a private practice that will charge me $5000#is getting stomped on every time i talk to a new doctor about it 🙃#he was good tho he actually asked like. some good & important questions for once.#anyway. cursing the medical field for the way they've gone about autism research for the billionth fucking time#autistic kids grow up to be autistic adults!!!!! whether they get diagnosed young or not!!!!! can we PLEASE start recognising this????#ok now i have to drive thru the mountains for another hour to get to my pharmacy for my script refills#then another 45 mins home after probs an hour wait for the meds to be filled.#might actually be more wiped than i initially expected by the time i get home so idk man idfk#i'd like to write but we'll see where my spoons are at#hope everyone's having a good wednesday i love u all stay hydrated#💜💜💜#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don’t @ me.
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Front facing Wizard Celebi 💪


Went through the teen plushie liker plight of being made fun of for an impulse buy two seconds after and hating this guy for a while because of that but I've come around because look at that face. Look at that cloak and leaf hat. I'd let them curse my bloodline
oh this is fucking adorable. i didn't know a Wizard Celebi aesthetic even existed, unless this is unofficial—the only thing i remember was the thing they did for halloween one time. i like this. this is good. here have some nose ratings about it:
dunno about wimpod. i feel like they're just scared. typically this is not a very Good emotion to have. i think it's in the name. Wimp od
#not pkmn#nose ratings#celebi in general is a pokémon i hold a lot of love for because i always seemed to encounter it as a kid#pokémon 4ever. i think i've talked about before how i used to like. fall asleep to that movie every night. and so i have the whole#fuckin script memorized. but then also at one point i ended up getting a celebi mystery gift from fuckin. gamestop. on pokémon diamond#which was the first event i had ever like. gone to? and i remember getting it and then trynna use it but it kept like. disobeying me#because the OT wasn't me and it was level 100. and i'd only beaten like. 2 gyms#but i thought it hated me and that's why it wouldn't listen to me. so i kept using it in battle and always had it at the front of my party#so that it would like me because i just had no idea you needed to beat the gyms to make it listen to you#and i didn't even know where to go. for the gyms. i was not very good at the game. so i just never got it to “like” me#and i ended up brushing it off as “wow‚ mythical pokémon are really high-maintenance!”
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ALL MY EXOCOLONIST COOKBOOK POLLS ARE DONE!
Here are the results:
for soysweets mango, won, with bobberfruit coming in second.
I had two people add ideas.
one person said that chocolate soysweets are mentioned in an ending. since someone I've been talking to about this said they'd love to have chocolate soysweets, if everything goes well, I'll make those after mango.
someone else recommended adding blep tea soysweets. I'll set up another poll later asking if they should be added.
for the question on if I should add tiramisu, kombucha, marzipan, and nougat to the list of foods, most of you said yes. they have can added, and I'll look into how to make them soon. (tiramisu is probably gonna be one of the first foods i make)
progress is probably gonna slow down for a bit, I might ask about cakes soon, but besides for that. I have another project I'm working on, and the next step is actually making the food.
but I'll make sure to post my updates here! <3
#posts!!#i was a teenage exocolonist#exo cook book!!#iwatex#iwatec#my mom loves tiramisu so I'll definitely make that soon lol#but for everything else#this is just a passion project#and I was feeling very passionate about it#I actually have multiple projects rn#crochet dragon haku; crochet gift for my dad; a big analysis on burn pygmalion!!! + turning it into a musical script#but I'm having lots of fun with everything and I'm rotating through them. so progress hasn't entirely stopped <3#I'm gonna make my friend look at the cookbook soon probably#if she's free tonight I'll 100% have that as one of the things we talk about#yay <3
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maybe i didnt need to worry about anything, maybe i just had to make the comic
#quail talks#hi 🫶 i am just excited and feeling such euphoria rn#i just wrapped up one of the last pages in this opening scene and im so !!!!!!!!!!#i have about 20 pages ahead sketched and i'm slowly working through it between homework and general life drudge#its so wonderful..........i mean. i knew i always loved comics. this is technically my 4th#but this is my BIG ONE you know. the one i am Coloring. and its longer than 40 pages#the one i want to Periodically Release (i have no idea when i will be- i want to make sure i am far enough into it! backlog!!)#but i do plan on releasing it along the way of producing#i was so so so stressed out about Planning and Scripting and oh goddd is the story even GOOD enough.#hey. claire. (gripping her shoulders) you've been working on this story for 4 years. you have plenty planned and outlined i promise#and the story will continue to change!! im excited to be rangling this beast along the way#i just had to get started and im so glad i have#it might take my 4 more years to complete- but does a story ever finish truly?? its about the process......................................#and i dont need to worry about the story being Perfect- i am only 21. this is not the last story i will ever write lol#it just feels like a door in my brain has been opened that has always been supposed to be opened#i hope you guys like it as much as i do when i do release it :3
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Thank fucking god for doctors who give a shit about your health. I just met my new doctor who is going to be prescribing my T and I feel so relieved to have someone who actually CARES
#to make a long story short. right after I logged off tumblr in may my endo wrote my T script wrong and the pharmacy couldn’t fill it#I spent a month fighting with her office and my pharmacies (2 of them because my doctor told me it was the pharmacies fault)#the entire month of June I was not able to give myself any t injections and I got my period on my birthday#I made 1 phone call to my primary care doctor on the verge of losing my mind and she was able to get my my T within 3 hours#and now the doctor that trains her and her staff on gender affirming care is now my doctor#my old endo that wrote the script wrong called me a liar and her office treated me like shit. I hope they burn in hell#they upped my T dosage and then I had none for a month. you can not begin to understand the emotional whiplash I was having#I really truly do not understand how I survived. there would be days I would be crying and having panic attacks non stop#and now I have a doctor who I can talk to day or night. and not have to worry about a thing#yapping#anyways. I love you my new doctor. I am finally safe#jasperbarks
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