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chaifootsteps · 1 year ago
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Steven Universe Anon here
I'm sorry I used that term to describe the Diamonds. It's something that's been thrown around and it always stuck in my head. It's why I used "".
But still, I rewatched Rebecca's interview about that song and it just makes me love her even more.
Rebecca Sugar is everything Vivienne Medrano isn't.
Honest, heartfelt, and genuine. I may have issues with Steven Universe, but it's way more mature than Viv's shows. Rebecca can actually write queer, complex female characters and is a talented musician. And has tackled way heavier stuff that Viv refuses to touch because she wants to be safe.
Like, she has instruments for each of the main characters and motifs for them. Her songs are so fucking GOOD and come from a very sensitive and creative place.
What do we get from Viv? "Fuck you this is my 2 mins notice fuck you!!!" "Your fist in my A" "Imma klown bitch" "it's like a feeling like a rumbling in your gut" "have you ever wanted something that was so clear in your mind?" "For the first time in our lives we are ready for this" "I need to be ready for this" "cotton candy" "let them eat cotton candy" "champagne fountains, caviar mountains that's just-"
Rebecca's body language and voice is so soft and is devoid of any deceit that Viv so clearly has. Watching her at GlitchX and seeing an interview with Sam H where all she does is nod all the time and pretends to be more professional than she actually is, proved to me that there's a wolf hiding under there.
I actually have a tattoo of Malachite and fucking showed Rebecca herself and she loved it. I always was afraid I'd end up regretting having an SU tattoo because of the internet making fun of SU awhile ago and pointing out the shows issues.
But now I don't regret it at all and I only fucking love SU even more.
I will always champion Rebecca and Steven Universe. Flaws and all.
https://youtu.be/YbBaGRboDVs?feature=shared
Nah, don't worry about it. Like you said, it's a thing the fandom throws around, I just wish they wouldn't. But yes, this is was beautifully said.
Rebecca's not perfect, no one is, but she does come across as such a gentle, thoughtful person. She forgot her beloved stuffed animal in her garden and came back to half of it faded and the experience of realizing it had changed without her, and been changed forever through her carelessness, colors her writing to this day.
Vivzie, who takes childish shots at her critics' follower counts, thought it was hilarious when her dad would hit on women in front of her and writes about that.
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blooms-of-ice · 4 years ago
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I guess I have to face That in this awful place I shouldn't show a trace of doubt...
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whoreforfluff · 3 years ago
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things i like to imagine from songs i listen to
hehehehe i have the ability to imagine but my writing skills are absolute crap. there’s just one prompt that has a specific character because i’m a simp. write your own story for fun if it gives you inspiration!! i think all of them are pretty vague, sorry :(
MOSTLY FLUFF, ONE(two?)(kinda?)HURT-ISH
•you bet i stare (by banes world)- being the kamisato siblings’ childhood friend means going to the estate more often. thoma likes seeing you but won’t admit it
•you might be sleeping (by jakob, clairo)- after the first night of sleeping over at your comfort characters place, you think they might leave when you’re still asleep. you were proved wrong
•dancing (by mellow fellow)- you’re your comfort characters childhood friend. they want to dance with you and tell you how they feel
•is there a place i can go (by trudy and the romance)- you’re stressed and don’t know where to go or what to do. your comfort character comes to the rescue (this song makes me cry for some reason ;w;)
•she makes me wanna die (by jindie)- comfort character keeps trying to court you but you’re oblivious
•someone to spend time with (by los retros)- you and your comfort character has plushies of each other because of shift difference and can’t spend much time together
•last day on the earth (by los retros)- nearing the end of the world, maybe it’s not so bad spending the last day on the earth with them (alternate sad vibe would be “as the world caves in” by matt maltese)
•tú (by maye)- you’re just the best thing that happened to your comfort character, vice versa (this song makes me feel hella fluffy)
•hard to say goodbye (by johnny stimson)- comfort character has to leave but just can’t because you’re flipping adorable
•like or like like (by miniature tigers)- comfort character can never stay calm because you give them too much butterflies, they finally give in and ask you the question
•love like you (by rebecca sugar)- comfort character teaches you how to love, them and yourself :,)
if any of you talented people write any of this please tag me so i can indulge in it. or if you change or combine any tiny bits it’s all good. i hope you guys enjoy this.
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jakesuit0 · 3 years ago
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The Real You Review
Finn and Jake deliver a model of the Candy Kingdom made from Finn’s saliva. It’s cool to see Finn’s spit talent still in use. Although, I’m not sure if Princess Bubblegum would have liked it. The background music in this scene “A Blip and a Bubble” is also phenomenal. Bubblegum is holding a science conference and asks Finn to speak there. She definitely knows Finn isn’t a genius and that he…struggles cognitively. She even says she wants him to speak for his heroism. Finn being a member of an endangered species is also another reason scientists may be interested. Finn still worries he’ll sound stupid in front of all the brainiacs. Is this Finn revealing insecurities about how he views himself or is he just worried about impressing his crush? I think both. It plays into his fear of his friends looking down on him for being younger and probably less intelligent. I love Jake shapeshifting into a bag for Finn to hyperventilate into. It’s a perfect representation of Jake’s role in the series.
Finn and Jake go to the library for some knowledge in its first appearance. It’s not really Finn and Jake’s kind of place. They get distracted and start making noises. I have no idea how they are able to make noises just from blinking. We learn Turtle Princess’s status as a librarian. Is the library her kingdom? Is she a princess who happens to be a librarian? Is it a Doctor Princess type deal? We’ll never find out!
Finn and Jake try going to a college for worms. Finn somehow guesses the name of an enrolled, absent student: Wormy McSquirmy. Missed opportunity to not have McSquirmy at Shelby’s party in “Little Brother”! The teacher orders the students to kill Finn and Jake for truancy. Was this scene written by someone who had recurring college nightmares? The fight between tiny worms and Finn’s finger is really cool.
It’s great to see Choose Goose again. He sells Finn the Glasses of Nerdicon in exchange for entertainment. I like how easily amused Choogles is. The glasses make you look like a nerd and make you a genius. Literally the opposite of what happened to Simon! Could the glasses have cured him? When Finn puts the glasses on, we see the Earth. It’s blink and you miss it but there’s a giant crater in the Earth. This starts a new mystery. But, it’s not hard to connect the dots considering we know Ooo is post-apocalyptic. 
Finn returns to the conference for his speech. What looks like MoCo robots are in the audience? Finn is very snobby. The one similarity the glasses have to the ice crown are how crazy, scary, and intense it makes Finn. His invention is sick. He blows two, three, and four-dimensional bubbles. He sadly skips 1D. I also wanted to see the 4D bubble’s three-dimensional shadow! The 4D bubble creates a black hole. Finn knew this would happen. He basically tried to murder all these people for the educational value. What purpose is having this education if you won’t be alive to use it? Finn's line “we are all born to die” comes from something a babysitter told Rebecca Sugar when she was a kid that stuck with her. What a strange thing to say to a small child! 
PB gets Finn to take his glasses off. It’s sweet how PB reveals that she likes Finn for who he is. Finn’s sword is turned 4D from his bubble blower. The sword looks awesome and he uses it to destroy the black hole. It’s a very clever solution and the only way Finn could have really stopped it. The destruction causes Finn to permanently lose his original, iconic golden sword, Scarlet. It’s never been called Scarlet in the series but it’s named that in multiple video games. The fandom has basically accepted it as its canon name. RIP Scarlet. Finn doesn’t ever talk about losing this sword and he doesn’t seem upset like he does when he loses his future swords. It probably doesn’t have the same emotional connection to Finn. We never saw how Finn got it so we don’t know its backstory. Whenever Finn loses a sword, it signals an end of an era in Adventure Time. This time, it’s the classic era.
The attendants end up loving the science conference. PB reads Finn’s bulleted plan. The list includes “win the heart of the princess”. Even when under the influence of the glasses, Finn was still crushing on and pursuing Bubblegum! PB indulges his crush once more and kisses him, causing him to faint.
This is the first episode in a while, not since “Ricardio the Heart Guy”, that we’ve had a plot about Finn’s love for PB. It also has a simple, nice message about being yourself.
Grade: A-
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chrishoughton · 4 years ago
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Have you hang around with Rebecca Sugar that often you know the creator of Steven Universe.
Not really, but I remember following her work on Adventure Time and was blown away. She’s so crazy-talented. I love how her drawings feel. I remember speaking to her at a party once? It was right when Steven Universe got greenlit. She was really kind and humble. 
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nina-rosa · 5 years ago
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Goodbye Steven Universe
a season 1 vibe drawing to say goodbye to the show… I’m feeling a lot of things right now, but I’m mainly very excited to see the final episodes airing tonight! ⭐️ 
I just can’t express how much I love this show, it inspires me in so many ways, I think it is one of the most important thing that happened in my life? I know it might sound silly but like really, it affected me so much, I don’t think I would be the same person if I would have never watched it. I think I just want to cry a lot?? But even if it is over (isn’t it?), life will go on, and this show will continue to inspire me in the future, no matter what. Steven Universe, you truly are a gem in this world. 💎⭐️💕
(Sorry for the long personal text below, feel free to read it or not!)
So Steven Universe is ending today.
I was already a big fan of Rebecca Sugar when she was working on Adventure Time, I really loved listening to her song demos. I think I was like, 11 back then? And then when su started I heard about her new show, watched it a few times, and I remember asking my brother one day when he was watching an episode on tv “is it good?” and the first episode that made me really watch the show, if I remember, was Giant woman (also first song I learned! There’s still a little vid of me singing and playing it on the piano on my Instagram), and that was around 2015 I think. Then really fell in love with ruby and sapphire when jail break came out. I always loved the feeling of excitement I had when new episodes were airing, it almost felt like butterflies in my stomach, and my heart was beating!! (you can tell how much I’m in love with this show haha) And discovering the story over the years was such a great experience!! Steven Universe made me want to learn playing the ukulele, it taught me about self love and self care, it made me realize things about myself, it taught me to be a better and kinder person and having compassion, it helped me with anxiety (especially with here comes a thought), now I like the color pink haha it made me progress with my art (I drew a LOT of Steven Universe stuff), and I met a lot of new friends and artists!!
This show has amazing characters, who feel so real and human (yeah even gems), who you can identify with, sing with and cry with! Omg and yeah the music.... the music!!! It’s so beautiful, the songs as much as the soundtrack made by aivi and surasshu! The art style is also very pretty, the background artists are so talented!!! Like, wow!! Everyone in the team is talented and really just amazing people! The voice acting is perfect, the animation can go from very goofy to really fluid and pretty, the storyboarders are so creative, everyone in the crew worked so hard and with so much love on it! Thank you so much for everything Rebecca Sugar, and everyone who worked on the show.
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marlinspirkhall · 4 years ago
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🌸 if you were a cartoon character with one main outfit, what would it be AND 🌝 free space: talk about whatever you want AND what is your favorite song AND asdkljvhbksejdafadkjfsklfgnszkdfgsgskfgsdkfskdfdklsdfkfksjdfksdfjdslkdffkfsjlgsjrwiutuhywjkgsiohgfhsrhiuskgelsghslrgjlksfgbshewnrthjeosgaeegrhmewioaghbrsgrj?
I would wear a sleeveless turtle neck, but it wouldn't really be a turtle neck because I tend to find them uncomfortable (I don't want anything to touch my neck because ticklish). But cartoon characters don't have feelings so I suppose it could be a turtle neck, either dark green or navy blue. I'd probably pair it with jeans.
Notable favourite songs in my life have been:
Age 13/2012:
"Eastern Bloc," Thomas Dolby, because of the lyric:
"Joey's gone and Georgie's gone/ put their best torn trousers on/ found a crowbar and a drill/ headed for the Berlin Wall."
PUNK! And the sound effects are fabulous. I also love the amount of hidden celebrity talent on this album... For various licensing reasons people couldn't publically collaborate, but the guitarist from Van Helsing is here.
A very specific cover version of "Some Fantastic Place" by Squeeze which exists in my head, because I remember my father singing it when I was very young.
In April 2018 I got really into Grimes. I tried very hard not to be. I knew it was bad at the time BC she used communism and "counterculturalism" as an aesthetic, and yet... "The belly of the beat" and "Kill V Maim" are good songs but she's also an evil (/negligent and complicit/complacent) capitalist so like. Pirate her music. Grimes reminds me of this one girl I had a crush on when I was 14. It's embarrassing and I wish I was able to escape her siren song.
In the same vein, as soon as Poppy started making metal music... Uhh it's really good and I wish it wasn't. Poppy and Grimes did a collab in 2018 called "Play Destroy", and then they had personal drama which I know way too much about. They will never collab again. But I need you to listen to "Play Destroy" because w h a t the hell. I aspire to be able to mix music as good as this. This was also allegedly released without Grimes' permission. I love the drama. I have no idea what my music taste is anymore but everything here feels like serotonin. Also Poppy is probably the most problematic person on this list so listen to Mars Argo to balance out your karma. She settled a lawsuit so her old music was recently put back on YouTube & there are plenty I haven't seen before.
Another 2018 fixation: "Love Like You" by Rebecca Sugar, from Steven Universe. I sang it over and over again in 2018/19 like the closeted baby nb I was.
I never had the Disney channel as a kid but someone got me the Aly and AJ album "Insomniatic" and I fell in love with the title song. When I was 8. I also obviously had a crush on AJ. Who then went on to voice Catra in She-Ra. So clearly, fate. Their song "Promises" is strangely haunting and, again... M i x i n g ™ 😔😍
Over lockdown I listened to the song "Night Shift" by Lucy Dacus 45 times. Probably just in the span of 2 or 3 months. I really wish I was kidding, but a majority of Find Someone To Love You got written to this song. I don't know why my brain latched onto it & I don't know why it isn't bored of it yet, but it officially lives in my head rent-free. "In five years, I hope the songs feel like covers/ dedicated to new lovers."
Here's my writing concentration playlist, here's my "typing up things/editing" playlist which is inexplicably named 'DRAWING'. Also relevant is Soundtrack To An Angsty Fic .
I've linked these to essentially say "I listen to and love too many Insaneintherainmusic covers to name them all, but last November I discovered that his music was the only thing I could really listen to when I was writing so that's what helped me practise the most." Oh and also "of course I listen to Mitski; I'm gay." "Norah Jones owns my entire heart."
I spent way too much time answering this & I apologise that there's no "read more" tag on mobile.
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combustible-lemons · 5 years ago
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steven universe is ending
it’s so surreal thinking about steven universe coming to an end. i’ve been following this show since the very beginning, back when it premiered in 2013 on cartoon network. i’d already loved rebecca sugar’s work on adventure time, especially her songs that always managed to get stuck in my head for weeks on end, so I was ecstatic to hear that she had her own show on the air to showcase her ideas as well as the talents of those who worked with her. it was an exciting time, with so many possibilities for this intriguing new show about aliens and humans, about the ordinary and the extraordinary contrasted together.
i’ve followed Steven since the very beginning of his journey... back when he was struggling to find his place as a Crystal Gem, struggling to find his way as the son of Rose Quartz... and eventually as the son of Pink Diamond. and now... Steven is not the same person who was introduced to us so many years ago, way back in 2013. he’s no longer that excitable, hammy, fun-loving kid we used to know. now, he’s somebody else entirely. he’s somebody who understands that his childhood was not normal. someone who understands that the expectations thrust upon him were equitable to a child soldier... and that his trauma has forever warped his ability to respond normally to stress. he is somebody who understands that both of his parents, despite their differences, were ultimately running away from their roots in pursuit of freedom, but in their fear neglected to give him the structure and purpose he so desperately needed.
now, after the events of “Fragments,” Steven is at rock bottom. in shattering and reviving jasper, Steven is essentially playing god... as a fucking. teenager. he can take life... and also give it back in the same breath. how the fuck is he supposed to wrap his mind around that??? who else can possibly understand his position, the unfathomable danger of his abilities?? certainly not the rest of the Crystal Gems. no one could possibly understand the power he wields, or how to deal with it... besides the Diamonds. he doesn’t know where he belongs in the world, stuck somewhere between being a horrendously powerful gem... and being human. 
but this was his destined nature, wasn’t it?? wasn’t it Rose Quartz herself who told him: “You’re going to be a human being.” ?
and yet, how can he be a human being... if his gem half simply won’t let him?
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love-takes-work · 6 years ago
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Below, I’m sharing a long outline of what was discussed in this wonderful interview, for those who can’t or prefer not to listen but want to know the content. It is very long and I don’t feel like finding pictures so you’ll have to just enjoy it like it is. It’s not a transcript but it is, in my own words for the most part, a recitation of everything Susana and Rebecca talked about: musicals, the upcoming movie, animation influences, and quite a few things you did not already know.
Susana introduces the interview by saying that tons of attention is paid to the diversity and the characters and all this great stuff in the show, but she wants to talk about the science fiction aspects and the society and worldbuilding Rebecca and her team have put in. She begins by talking about how the show seems so planned considering aspects of the show's beginning feed so well into the end, and she asks Rebecca to talk about that.
Rebecca opens by saying it was conceived as a coming-of-age story, so a ton of stuff that the adults know, Steven doesn't know, allowing it to be a story about things that happened to adults but remain child-friendly. Rebecca brings up a college class on the sublime that she took, about what's going on and implied to be going on just outside the frame of the art, so she was really taken with that concept.
Rebecca claims that her planning is pretty dry, and it's just a bunch of charts. She had stuff like Fusion names and weapons from the beginning, and of course she couldn't use them in her pitch because it didn't make sense without knowing the characters. Susana mentions that CN wanted the show to be aired in no particular order, and Rebecca mentions how it was hard to work with because she DID want continuity. Planting seeds in episodes and giving puzzle pieces that'd come together later worked for a long time, while still making each episode work as a whole and be satisfying. Later, when CN came to them wanting like eight related episodes, there they had the barn arc to give them--they had already planned to make this story related. She felt it aired in a "bizarre" way, but they comforted themselves on the Crew knowing someday people would watch it how it was meant to be watched. As a lead-up to the movie, CN IS going to air "every Steven ever," so people will actually get to see it in marathon format.
Batman: The Animated Series comes up and they discuss how censorship limited what they could do on that show because of problems with glass breaking. Susana says she actually really appreciates it when stories can still be told well despite the constraints put on them, and asks Rebecca if that applies to SU. Rebecca agrees that it does, and also that she loves stuff like video games that managed to function with ridiculously small space requirements. Developers still offered up such creativity, she says. So because of the beauty that arises from those constraints, she thought she should have constraints in her show on purpose, even if it isn't applied from outside. The most obvious one for this show was that we're trapped into only knowing and seeing what Steven knows and sees. "The Test" is a good example of Steven actually seeing something he isn't supposed to see: the Gems having a private conversation about him. According to her, plenty of stuff is written about what the Gems are up to outside of what Steven knows about them, and they can only kind of hint at it.
Coming from Adventure Time, there were some similar aspects. Rebecca got to work with some of her heroes from independent comics, and she got a lot of inspiration from them. On Adventure Time, it's our world but far in the future, and Rebecca would have loved to do something similar with Steven because she loved that aspect. Quite a few of the Adventure Time crew had come over from Flapjack and they thought it would be funny if the Adventure Time characters found a tape of Flapjack. As much as it would have been cool to take that idea for her show, that was theirs, so Steven's is more like it's our Earth but in an alternate timeline where Gems invaded 6,000 years ago. She rattles off some known similarities and differences of our two worlds, and elaborates on how Hollywood is in Kansas because in that world Disney never left where they started. Laugh-O-Gram Studio took off like it didn't in our timeline. She has a ton of other info like that but it won't matter to reveal it until or unless it matters to Steven. (She also throws in that Harman-Ising could be Ising-Harman in her world if they never figured out how cute it would be to have it the other way.)
When Susana asks about how she took so many details and managed to make a pilot with enough of them that she could get a show with it, Rebecca takes a turn into discussing working on Hotel Transylvania (for just a month!) with Genndy Tartakovsky. She had been planning to have a month off, but then Genndy asked, so she of course couldn't say no and felt she learned a ton. (She wrote the Steven Universe theme song in the car during that commute, by the way, given that she had a lot of time to sing and be alone.) When she hit Genndy with some of her ideas, he advised her to slim the details down and just boil it into its essence--who are the people and what is their relationship to each other? She still uses that advice, trying to condense things from macro to micro. She has succeeded since in figuring out how to keep the complexity and still assert the simplicity. Ultimately, you can keep those details but you don't have to emphasize them if they're not feeding into the main point. They'll drag the piece down. They discuss Genndy's role as the Animation Director on her pilot, which happened when she was asking if he knew anyone and he ended up saying he'd do it himself. She was so shocked that he agreed to direct her pilot that she was dazed and ran into a pole in the parking lot. The whistling of the wind through the resulting dent always made her giddy because she was thinking she would be working with Genndy.
Susana then turns to discussing Rebecca's influences and brings up Revolutionary Girl Utena. Rebecca mentions that she initially saw Utena because a person named Connie lent it to her in high school, so that's where SU's Connie's name comes from. Rebecca points out how hilarious Utena is in addition to being beautiful. She felt it was formative because Utena was "gender expansive and bisexual." Rebecca saw the movie first (which she doesn't recommend doing), then saw the series and then the movie again. She wanted to understand why the characters were turning into cars. (Chronicler's note: I was equally baffled by the Utena movie's car chase and car transformation stuff in the early 2000s. I did not know what to make of it.)
Rebecca elaborates on Utena and art influences, saying she loves to trace artists' influences to see where their pieces were coming from. She saw that Utena is very influenced by Princess Knight, and she was thrilled to visit places in Japan that influenced Osamu Tezuka. The Takurazuka Theatre is in Tezuka's town, and Rebecca describes how every show there is performed only by women. She felt that having this theater there influencing Tezuka certainly inspired him to include gender expansiveness in his work. The influences are so obvious when you look at the sources, and now all of this that came through Tezuka's work then through Utena then to Rebecca is so incredible.
When Susana brings up trends and how magical girl stuff influenced today's creators, Rebecca says she prefers not to think of it as a trend really because some of what's roaring out in popularity now was always around but was actively prevented from being made in the past. She talks about watching Tenchi Universe (the "Universe" part of SU came from Tenchi!) and Sailor Moon on CN, knowing it wasn't American, but she didn't really realize it "didn't belong" on the network, and felt that her access to influences was really unusually open--especially since her dad was an animation nerd and had a bunch of unusual stuff that influenced her, especially stuff that gave her a peek into how animation actually worked and knowledge that she could be one of the people making it. If she could call anything a trend now, it's that that sort of access is now available to more people because of the interconnectedness of the Internet and how we're so much more capable of influencing each other now.
They then discuss some anime stuff they had been exposed to and how Rebecca helped with an intro to Whisper of the Heart which is her favorite movie. She discusses how that movie (and Kiki's Delivery Service) are good representations of creative processes and sometimes what happens if an artist is blocked. She thinks the actual craft and work associated with the process is more important (and more interesting) than talent. Rebecca adores artists who take notes and figure out how to make their stuff good versus a specific moment of inspiration or an artist just "bleeding" their talent on everything. Art is a craft! You can study it! This is front and center in Whisper of the Heart. Rebecca discusses the Russian movie Film Film Film (which influenced the Zircons' design), and it has a writer character who is afraid that his process will destroy something inspired by a muse. She thinks it's a really interesting look at process.
Next they discuss a science fiction story in another format: the book The Left Hand of Darkness by Ursula K. LeGuin. Kat Morris lent Rebecca the book while they were roommates at the very beginning of when the show was starting. She loved seeing how the world worked in the book through the way they treated the main character. They also discuss the artist Jules Feiffer, who Rebecca had a relationship with because she carpooled with his nephews. They gave her a book of his called A Barrel of Laughs, A Vale of Tears. She loved it so much, especially how it deconstructed fairy tale tropes. One story was about a prince whose special ability made people close to him laugh themselves senseless, so he really couldn't have a relationship with anyone. She considers this an influence on Pink Diamond as a character. The SU character Sadie was named after this book's character Plain Sadie.
Next, Susana asks about musical influences for the show. Rebecca names Patti LuPone first. She saw Patti as Mrs. Lovett in Sweeney Todd and remembers seeing her playing the tuba in this weird arrangement where the cast was also the orchestra. She was so impressed. When she later wrote to Patti asking her to be Yellow Diamond, she referenced learning from her that a person could be so dramatic that it's funny and vice versa. She also has a "chills" moment from a different show, during "Everything's Coming Up Roses," where the character she's playing is imagining an audience going wild but the actual audience IS going wild.
As they discuss how the upcoming movie is a musical, Rebecca talks about going home with Ian after work and putting on musicals or movies based on TV shows so they can "study" for what they're doing. She'd take notes about what works and what doesn't and why. She loves these old movies that dissolve into total weirdness by the third act. She references Ziegfeld Girl and Busby Berkeley movies, which were an influence on Homeworld's style. She subscribes to a philosophy attributed to Bob Fosse that characters have to be feeling something strongly if they're compelled to sing. She makes a reference to A Goofy Movie as a movie that moved from a TV show to a movie. She wished that movie had more songs.
Susana and Rebecca discuss the movie, some intense moments, the history of Goofy and how different some of the old versions of him are, and how a description of Goofy by Art Babbitt was influential on her. She loves that cartoons can be so many things, and she adores studying moments from them and incorporating them. There are some really horrifying discoveries you can make, but you can also reinterpret some of the beautiful moments and stir them together to get new brilliance.
Susana says many songs in Steven Universe become the centerpiece of an episode, but in "Mr. Greg" it's more like a typical musical even though it's an episode of a cartoon show. Rebecca agrees that it was great practice for the movie. She was more moved by that episode coming back than any other so far by that point. She also felt that "For Just One Day Let's Only Think About (Love)," the song, was a great practice musical song--especially since there's all that chatting in between singing. That song was really influenced by A Funny Thing Happened on the Way to the Forum's song "Comedy Tonight." She finds those kinds of musicals so much fun. She was influenced in "Mr. Greg" by Victor/Victoria--specifically the song "Crazy World" when the camera is panning around the protagonist (who's wearing a suit). They're of course dated, but they contain beautiful moments. She took home some of the Pearl drawings from "It's Over, Isn't It" when she went to the studio in Korea. (Yes, Steven Universe is animated on paper, though the color is digital.) Elaborating on "Mr. Greg," she says the episode became much simpler and sweeter--originally there was some intense stuff in there, like Pearl picking up cars and throwing them at Greg.
Back to the movie, Susana points out that Rebecca's been studying how to make a conversion to a cinematic story versus a really long TV episode. What makes something feel like a movie? Rebecca struggles to figure out how to talk about it without saying too much. She figures you have to dig into the fundamentals of the show--make a movie about something new, but something basic. She loved the Dexter movie and it was so smart. Rebecca has a weird connection to the Beavis and Butt-Head movie too (some of her crew worked on the movie!), but she thinks even that movie is smart because they're all about watching TV and in the movie their TV is taken.
Susana then asks about the movie length format and how it felt from going from a very short TV format to a movie. Rebecca's word to describe it is "terrifying." The episode "Change Your Mind" was 44 minutes and that was a ridiculously long format for them--but it carried the extra baggage of tying up so much of what they'd dumped into the show. Rebecca said they couldn't really even "feel good" about finishing it because the immediate next step was something that was so much more of everything hard about "Change Your Mind." Rebecca elaborates on the elements that were ramped up for the movie and concludes "What I'm trying to say is I'm really tired." She's really, really excited for us to see it. It's so different than a bunch of episodes tied together, even if it was eight "Mr. Greg" episodes. All the pieces have to be awesome and then tied together have all the pieces inform each other. She remembers being impressed by anime as a kid because it usually told interconnected stories, and she thought that would be really hard; turns out self-contained episodes are even harder, and she has to kind of do both on her show. She thinks of her songs like that too--they must be good on their own, but they enhance each other by all being part of the same work and building something better together.
Finally, Susana asks what comes next after Steven Universe--one day, when the show does end, what does Rebecca want to do? Well, take time off, write some guitar songs, write poetry no one will ever see, and so on. Rebecca says that her head is really in SU now though, and there's so much more to do--yes, there is more to tell that comes after the movie, and she wants us to know there are also stories that belong in that two-year gap between the end of "Change Your Mind" and the beginning of the movie, but she feels this is a good place to stop talking. She's so excited about everything we have yet to see.
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Well I wanted to say this towards the finale but I said fuck it. Let’s do this now. Thank you Rebecca Sugar for creating such an amazing show. Let’s see...I watched it whenever I was maybe either in 8th grade or 7th grade. I was an insecure little bitch and still am, now that I am a freshman in college. It really cheered me up when I wasn’t feeling to great and it gave me something to think about.
I used to have a fandom Instagram account that included multiple fandoms and SU was one of them. I remember raving about In Too Deep with the Cluster or when the reveal of Pink Diamond being Rose. I wasn’t allowed to have the account because my mother found out and became upset I was talking to strangers online. I promised to not get involved with fandom stuff again but HA look where that’s got me. I now have an archive of our own account and I’ve created stories for Bendy and the Ink Machine and SU. I discovered that I’m a talented writer now because of SU and I enjoy it. I’ve also discovered my sexuality because of the show. It helped me realize that I am Bisexual and I should be proud of it. Just because I am different with being highly functioning on the autism spectrum doesnt make me any less human and SU has helped me realized that. Its been my special interest..makes me happy but it hurt when that happiness was taken away. I’m back to loving it.
Thank you Rebecca for touching subjects that not many shows have done like gay/lesbian couples, transgender people, loss of parents, stress and anxiety, PTSD, and most importantly: loving yourself. Those Dove commercials were adorable and I loved them. I am still struggling with loving myself..it’s not an easy process but it’s a process. I’m so glad SU made those and still emphasized that loving who you are is incredibly important.
I didn’t intend on watching SU again before the movie. I somewhat forgot about it until it came out and I was like wow holy shit since when was there a movie. I watched it in my dorm and I instantly fell back in love with SU again and I’m so glad I did. I fell in love with Spinel and her wacky, crazy, feral, goofy self. I love Other Friends because it’s one of those songs that just sticks to you. It’s fun, it’s catchy, and it’s swingy which I love so much. I couldn’t stop listening to it and I guess you could say it was on loop in my head. I fell in love with Spinel because of her story, her character, her voice, HER VOICE ACTRESS love ya Sarah Stiles you fucking queen, her design, just everything. I love the old 1920s style that she is and inspired me to write That Damn Dame.
I am so glad I got back into SU cause I never would’ve found my amazing and beautiful girlfriend. I would have never found something that makes me so happy. I could say so much more but I really can’t cause there’s just too much to say. It’s gonna be hard to let go of such an awesome show but like all good things, they must come to an end. It’s time for it to end. Thank you Rebecca Sugar. We love you and your amazing story. 💜
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burritodetodo · 5 years ago
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Burrito’s Guide To Survive Coronavirus Quarantine
We got to keep social distance (1 or 2 meters each other) or stay home during coronavirus outbreak so I thought I can share with y’all some things I’m gonna watch or do doing quarantine (this is a very long post, REBLOGS ARE VERY MUCH APPRECIATED!).
BUT FIRST SOME RULES:
Wash your hands: do it for 20 seconds or a while, but ALWAYS do it. It prevents the virus from spreading. If you don’t have sanitizer, water and soap! The cheapest and best ally against the disease.
Buy everything you need: if you can, try to buy stuff so you can stay some days at home. If the place is crowded, go back home and come later when it’s more empty. Same as medicine.
You can go for a walk: stay at home all day can be overwhelming for your mental health, but unless the goverment puts a curfew or gets strict about it you can go walk outside for a while always respecting the 1 or 2 meters from other people and without making contact (chatting) with other people. This ain’t my rule, a CDC professional says. DON’T go visit your friends or to crowded places such as bars, restaurants, shoppings, etc. If you want to buy something, ask for delivery or take away.
If you have coronavirus sympthoms (high fever, diarrhea, cough, feeling tired, breath difficulties) DON’T GO TO THE HOSPITAL YET, CALL TO YOUR PUBLIC HEALTH ORGANISATION OR WHATEVER YOU GOT AND THEY’LL TREAT YOU.
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SO YOUR LIFE IS ON QUARANTINE
Let’s say your boss or your school told you can stay at home. Okay then, you gotta prepare for some days inside *Isolation by John Lennon plays in the distance*. The first thing you think is you have to prepare a batch of series and movies to watch in order to kill some time. I’m gonna recommend you some you can find on VOD or cable, if you don’t have it don’t worry because I got you covered!
Infinity Train: a yet two seasons saga about people who got to face their problems aboard an endless train. The protagonists are joined by creatures who have different nature and help them, or not, to acknowledge their issues and leave the train. It’s on CN, it will continue on HBO Max.
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The Owl House: a teen girl who daydream a lot was going to be sent to a down-to-earth camp but then she crosses a portal to the Boiling Isles, a magical world where she is taken care by a powerful Owl witch/saleswoman and her adorable demon. Lots of fantasy, some action scenes and many many puns. It’s on Disney Channel, it’ll be on Disney+ in some weeks.
Primal: Genndy Tartakovsky delighted us with the alliance of a caveman and a dinosaur, two rivals in a wild world who ally after facing a devastating event. It IS brutal and beatiful, has no dialogue and keeps you watching closely. Five final episodes are set to premiere this year. It’s on Adult Swim, maybe on HBO Max.
Tuca and Bertie: for the critics, one of 2019 best shows. For Netflix, a show that had to be cut off because the studio unionized. Two friends in their late 20s face changes in their lives: from living with a boyfriend and plan a life to look a way to stay sober and get a job. Deals with trauma, ptsd, anxiety and more harsh moments very well. In fact, the creator is a vital part of Bojack Horseman! It’s on Netflix.
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Aggretsuko: red pandas are cute eh? But what about a antopomorphic red panda who releases her anger and frustrations by singing at a karaoke? This awesome comedy by Sanrio & Netflix is one of anime’s big hits lately. Like T&B, has a good handle of adult problems but not going too deep just to not break the comedy. You can watch it on Netflix.
Regular Show: yeah-uuuuhhhh! Eight seasons, a movie, five Halloween specials and some others. The adventures of a racoon and a blue jay with their co-workers/friends that relies on psychadellia and 80s and 90s nostalgia. It begins good, gets better, then lowers the quality (they were producing the movie at the same time tho, give some credit) and with and after the movie ends awesome. It’s on CN web, dunno if on Hulu (US only) and proably on HBO Max.
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Evangelion: it’s a classic at this point, but addictive to me because I end rewatching the series or the final movie many times. A post apocalyptic future where the world has to deal with strange creatures known as the Angels and a boy with lots of traumas has to get on a mecha to save the humankind. All the characters have traumas and issues, the interaction between them or the action makes it worth. The End of Evangelion is a movie that ends the unfinished series. Warning: at some point it becomes very twisted and there are scenes which are too much violent. Viewer disclosure etc. It’s on Netflix worldwide.
Steven Universe & SU Future: this is the tale of the gem boy who ends a galactical tyranny and brings democracy to the universe. A acclaimed show that broke through many topics like gender, identity, ptsd, relationships and many more. Besides it’s got the best scores of the Milky Way and beyond thanks to the talent of Rebecca Sugar, Aivi Tran and Surasshu. And the actors and acrtresses! I don’t forget the movie, a musical that is an introduction to the epilogue: Shippuden Future. The show is available on CN and will be on HBO Max. Worldwide? No news.
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Adventure Time: something that began as an innocent boy and a magical dog having adventures in a post apocalyptic world turns into the journey of Finn Metens from childhood to almost adulthood. There is a lot of fantasy and comedy you enjoy, but there are dark moments and serious ones through S6 that find a balance with early seasons form S7 to the finale. It also has great music, memorable moments and colaborations. And guess what? There is going to be a special set to premiere on HBO Max in some weeks! You got plenty of time to catch up or rewatch before that on CN or only (!!) S5 on Netflix.
Final Space: a dude tries to save the universe with their friends, where we can find his love interest, a cat-man and his kitten son, a intersexual alien, an AI then robot that is the best of them, two particular siblings and an annoying bot that prevents insanity that makes you insane. Crazy adventures in space, lots of situations, sadness, an evil smol bean who is a space emperor, a dude who looks for revenge, space deities that can destroy the universe. Is this a lot or info? It is not, because there is more and you can watch it on TBS, Adult Swim and Netflix (the world except US).
Rick and Morty: the most powerful, smartest human in the universe has adventures with his grandson. It’s awesome, but has a very toxic fanbase. Anyway, you can enjoy it on Adult Swim or Netflix (which is up to date!) and the rest of S4 is set someday.
Bojack Horseman: a Hollywood satire about human relationships, fame, traumas with a pour of comedy. Alongside the previous series, the best adult animation of the decade. Sadly cut by Netflix because the studio unionized (see T&B), said by both the creator and Aaron Paul. You can watch the six amazing seasons on that platform.
I’m not an animated movies guy, but here are three I really like and you can watch:
Porco Rosso: a handsome Italian combat aviator turned magically to a pig has a face off with an American pilot hired by pirates to get rid of him before WWII in Fascist Italy. It’s entertaining and, like every Ghibli movie, nice to watch. It’s on Netflix and will be on HBO Max for US.
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Lego Batman Movie: Batman is depressed and has to get over it. It’s wacky and has lots of comedy. Plus Will Arnett is top 3 Batman. On Netflix (Latinamerica).
Spiderverse: Oscar winner movie about your friendly neighbour Peter Parker Miles Morales. Miles sees Spiderman die and feels bad after being transfered to a private school. Then a radioactive spider from a Fisk compound bites Miles and he’s Spiderman... among other dimensions’ Spiderpeople: Gwen, Peni, Peter Parker, Noir and Peter Porker. It’s visually amazing. On US it’s on Netflix (I guess), on Latinamerica on HBO.
Some interesting live actions I watched lately
Atlanta: Donald Glover is Earn, a dude who struggles to find a job for her baby girld and sees an opportunity when his cousin, Paper Boi, has a hit and uses him to make his cos famous. Sometimes a comedy, sometimes a social satire with touches of drama. And all protagonists are now big shots, like Zazie Beetz, Brian Tyree Henry or Lakeith Stanfield. There are two seasons and two seasons set for 2021 (2022 possible beacuse of coronavirus). It’s on FX, Hulu (US) and Netflix (world)
Avenue 5: this is brand new. On 2060 space cruises are a thing, and one cruise (the Avenue 5) has an accident that leaves the crew and passangers stranded for years. The captain (Hugh Laurie) has to solve this shit with a bunch of incompetent crew, bosses like Judd (Josh Gad), except one female engeneer who is very smart. Lots of crazy things happen in this series from the creator behind Veep. It’s on HBO (it’s free in the US!).
Peaky Blinders: it has some years but damn it’s epic. A gang from Birmingham makes their way to the top during the late 1910s after the Great War and extends through the 1920s. S5 is right in the ascension of fascism in Britain. ALL THE CAST acts spectacular, names like Cillian Murphy, Tom Hardy, Anna Taylor-Joy and a long etc. But my fave is Paul Anderson, that ultra violent junkie Arthur Shelby is splendid, then is Tommy and aunt Pol, the baddest badass woman in Britain. Blinders is going to have seven seasons, there are two left. You can watch it on BBC or Netflix.
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Sex Education: speaking of Britain, excellent teen comedy. Horny, doubtful teenagers going through those hard years. Stories of sex (duh!), abuse situations, abortion, there are gay relationships either, Gillian Anderson! It’s on Netflix, go go go!
Watchmen: despite not having Alan Moore on board, Damien Lindeloff did a tremendous job with the comic. Way better and less misleading than Zack Snyder’s 2009 film, Watchmen is again at the gates of the world’s end (like today) and handles the problem of racism and white supremacy quite well. Just 9 episodes, but worth to watch. On HBO.
CAOS: Sabrina the Teenage Witch is over. Warner and Netflix made a revival of the Archie Comics character and brought her to XXI Century. But gorier, hornier, dark and magical than the nice 90s sitcom. Sabrina Spellman goes from a doubtful teen who has to decide if she has to be a witch or a powerless woman to rule Hell. How she does it? Find out on Netflix! Note: S1 and 2 take some episodes to start properly. Don’t get bored too easy.
There are A LOT MORE to recommend and I make a list: Harley Quinn (DC Universe), OK KO (Hulu -US only-), House MD, Young Justice (DC Universe/Netflix), Ken Burns’ documentaries (Netflix), Titans (DCU), Over The Garden Wall (CN), Seis Manos (Netflix), Thundercats Roar (CN), Easy (Netflix), GLOW (Netflix), Star Trek Discovery (CBS, Netflix) and Picard (CBS, Amazon Prime), etc.
- You named cool shows, but I’m not from the United States or I don’t have a subscription to (insert VOD here) because I can’t afford it
- Glad you asked, I have the answer here
Introducing Stremio. It’s an open source platform where you can watch shows, movies or even live TV on Windows, Linux, Apple or Android. You create an account, install some addons and start looking for what you want to watch.
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Stremio is based on torrents, you should install addons from many known torrent sites. So maybe you find an old show, but there aren’t many seeds to watch. And it could be frustraiting, so make sure there are people sharing so you can watch it.
You can download Stremio here and check the FAQs which is very clear.
NOTE: Stremio is note quite “clean” way to watch, but if you do please support the shows you watch by posting, commenting about them, making memes, thanking the creators and crew for their work, buying merchandise if you can. They put a lot to make the shows we love, let’s give ‘em back that love and effort.
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You’re tired of the same music, the same movies or need to leave something to make company? There is Vaughn Live, a streaming page where are lots of channels with movies and series on strem (not VOD). For example, there is a channel that streams Adventure Time, other Regular Show, other Sci-Fi shows, another with DBZ and so on. Take in count that if the channel has +70 viewers, the free access is cut and if you want to watch it you have to pay.
En Vaughn también hay canales en español, como Simpsonmanía, Dragon Ball, Futurama, dibujos viejos y muchísimo más. Anyway, go to https://vaughn.live/ and enjoy yourselves!
Y hablando de canales en español, pueden ir a SeriesLan donde está el mayor reservorio conocido de series animadas de entre 1960 a 2010 en español latino. Pueden encontrar tesoros desde Don Gato, los Halcones Galácticos o Street Sharks a Flapjack y Mechas XLR. Otra alternativa para que pasen el rato.
Some interesting facts:
Epic Games releases a free game per week in their store. This week will be two games. You can check in https://www.epicgames.com
Steam has good prices on games and some free ones. There even is the latest Football Manager for free until March 25th. Check on https://store.steampowered.com/
If you’re interested,
I got this playlist I made on Spotify
with songs I liked in more than one year. More than 1200 songs.
And that’s pretty much it! You got resources for a lot of days, 14 initially since that’s the quarantine time in my country. Remember: obey the indications of the Health authorities, this is no time to play the “fuck the goverment” game. We will overcome this pandemy together, helping and caring for each other. That’s why I did this guide, to keep your minds busy in these tough times! Wash your hands, keep social distance, stay at home, go outside if necessary and have some patience please. This has been a PSA.
Stay strong!
Burrito
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androgynousblackbox · 5 years ago
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Who's Lilly Orchard? I often see her mentioned but idk who she actually is
A youtuber who mostly does cartoon reviews and sometimes will also talk about movies. She thinks she is some kind of activist with the hottest takes on the kitchen, especially championing for “good” LGBT+ representation, and I am sure some of her fans believe her to be so, but in fact she is just a queerphobic, ableist, antisemitic, ignorant, petty, lying, hypocrite, possibly abusive or at the very least with a very abusive mindset, disgusting piece of shit that loves to pretend anyone who disagree with her is a nazi/alt-right figure, even if those same people are LGBT+ people themselves telling her she is plainly wrong.Also she is an anti that despite having written an entire saga about Rainbow Dash being attracted to underage characters (with multiples scenes of those same underage character having sex among themselves to booth), loves to call people pedophiles if their tastes are remotely problematic and has no qualms at all calling Rebecca Sugar (who she has a particular bone to pick for whatever fuck reason, going as far as to constantly insulting her talent, appaerence and whatever she can think of, calling Steven Ubbermensch because associating a character done by a queer jewish woman with Hitler is sO fUnNy) a creep because of fanart she made when she was a teenager and deleted afterwards. She also made two videos, I think, purely to shit on Reylo because tHat iS uNhEaLtHy aNd aBuSiVe and is currently making a fanfic purely to shit on Kylo Ren because that iS sO fUn. Oh, and also the type of racist that has no problem reducing all anime to fanservice and pedophilia.A toxic piece of garbage who multiple people who interacted with her have only bad things to say.-1000/10, do not recommend.
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vivisarts · 5 years ago
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Your art is so beautiful! Do you think you could list off some of your artistic inspirations?
Thank you! I have a few that I can think of right off the top of my head. I’m mostly inspired by animators and cartoons. I have a few people from Calarts who inspired me and I have a few Famous artists throughout history but mostly it’s cartoonists. I don’t know how many know this but I hope to go to school for animation soon.
To start, Obviously, I love Rebecca Sugar. They’re one of my biggest inspirations and I’ve always wanted to work at Cartoon Network. It’s is my dream job and if I could work with them, I’d die happy. I’ve been watching CN since I was a little kid and I think my favorites were PPG, Ed, Edd, N Eddy, Dexter's Laboratory and Samurai Jack. I liked just about everything on CN but I found myself watching those the most. 
I learned that Genndy Tartakovsky worked on most of the shows I grew up watching. He would be another artist/animator who inspires me. He knows what he likes and has always done animation for himself. It really shows. 
I also went through a Disney Phase. I grew up on Disney like a lot of children. I have so much respect for Disney’s Nine Old Men. Their skill and innovation pushed animation to an all-new level. They’ll always have a place in my heart.  There is also Glenn Keane, Chris Sanders, who draw girls so beautifully. Chris Sanders was one of my animator crushes. I just idolized him when I was a teenager haha. I couldn’t get enough of the girls he drew.  
I also started to watch anime when I was maybe twelve or thirteen. Specifically, Studio Ghibli films. I’ve watched them all numerous times. I came across Hayao Miyazaki’s work and I can say out of everyone I just listed, he is my number one inspiration. I’ve never seen anyone as passionate about animation.  Each film is an art piece to me. I admire him and his studio more than anyone else. I love other animes of course but there is something different about his films. I watched whatever anime that was on adult swim and whatever I could on Toonami. I think Inuyasha was my favorite. The first anime TV show I ever watched. Rumiko Takahashi's art style was so adorable and I loved her sense of humor. I used to laugh and cry reading her manga. 
As for Calarts, it wasn’t just all the famous Alumni, it was these three people in particular. McKenna Harris. I used to follow her on Deviantart back in the day and sort of grew up with her. I followed along her journey. I remember her getting accepted at Calarts and how her art improved so quickly. I was so happy for her. I loved her student films. Definitely check her out. Merry was my favorite of hers. I cried. 
Second would be Michelle lam aka Mewtripled. I just think she's incredible and beautiful. Her art has this sort of Panty & Stocking vibe that I dig. Not only is she super talented, but shes also gives really good advice to aspiring animators.
The third person is the Elasmosaurus. She always had this sort of Disney style to me. I thought it was so freaking amazing. She would draw Kingdom Hearts all the time and I just freaking loved it even though I never played Kingdom Hearts she made me obsessed. I lost her for a while when she deleted her account on DA but I finally found her on Tumblr. She’s still kicking ass and her art is incredible.
As for famous artists, I’ve been told by my art teacher that my life drawings look like Henri de Toulouse-Lautrec and Honoré Daumier had a baby. I like their work it's very loose and alive. 
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popculturebuffet · 5 years ago
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Jake Reviews Stuff: Steven Universe: The Answer
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Happy pride everyone and naturally, it just wouldn’t feel like a celebration of pride in animation without one of the frontrunners of LBGTQ represintation in Children’s television, as well as quality in storytelling in general: Steven Universe.  Since your seeing this you probably know the gist but as my idol peter parker would say let’s do this one last time:  The story of Steven, a 14 year old, though he dosen’t look it, boy with a boundless amount of love, compassion and empathy,  lives in beach city with his borderline homeless dad , surrogate moms and surrogate until we find out they actually are kinda related sister: Garnet, a fusion of two gems in love and thus the sum total of both them and their feelings, Peal, an emotional but loving gem who grew from a servant to Rose’s right hand, sometimes lover, and confidant, and Amythest, a gem born long after the war that brought everyone else here who acts like a 20 something or teenager half the time. Steven soon finds himself fighting alongside themt o protect earth both from the monsters caused by the final battle of the war his mother fought to save earth from distruction and let her army live life how they choose, and the gem homeworld as it starts to take an intrest in earth again. And as the fight goes on Steven also starts to see just how flawed his family is and how much they haven’t moved on from his moms death and finds himself forced to help them past it while grappling with his mom’s terrible and complicated legacy, everyone expecitng him to basically be her, and what it means to be a  being that’s truly one of a kind.  I absolutley love the show: it’s not without flaws; Characters tend to be ingnored for seasons or episodes at a time,some arcs are really weirdly paced and the slice of life episodes can be jammed in the weirdest places. But the show’s strength: a devotion to having emotional resolution be even more important, and sometimes just as powerful animated and framed, than fighting, though the show’s fight scene’s are incredible, incredibly deep characters with fully fleshed out arcs and growth, and a love for tackling deep, heavy subjects through metaphor or even directly, taking on things such as gender identity, societal conformity, ptsd, grief, gender identity and many many more with grace and weight and helping kids with them in the process.  The show is also the frontrunner for LBGTQ+ representation in cartoons in the 2010′s. While other shows had bits nad pieces, series creator Rebecca Sugar was the one responsible for making Marcline and Princess Bubblegum ex-lovers and making it obvious as possible without saying it because standards were bullshit, Steven Unvierse decided to say fuck subtley and thus had PLENTY OF gay content: Garnet is a fusion of two women and the embodiment of their love and relationship, and when the two show up their very affectionate with one another to the point of bullcrap censorship in less tolerant countries such as india and russia, while Pearl out and out had a CENTURIES LONG romantic relationship with Steven’s mother who was explictly pansexual, and that’s just the main cast!  But I genuinely believe that it’s thanks to Steven Universe that children’s animation is as LBGTQ+ positive as it is now. SU wasn’t the first to have gay leads but it was one of the few kids shows with the balls and, at least in the us, network support to explictily have gay characters as some of the main cast, and I feel the show’s success softend execs at CN and other companies to let more representation too. Since SU”s airing, most CN shows have had gay content great and small, Nick has had gay parents and a bisexual lead, not to mention the korra ending kicking it all off, and Netflix has said hold my beer, having not only multiple gay main characters, but having the finale of she ra be built on a decleration of love between two women saving the universe and being the climax of the entire series.  Not that those crews likely still didn’t have to FIGHT for most of that, i’m not bilind and NOelle Stevenson has outright admitted she had to be sneaky about catradora for season 1 as to not get it shut down, but I feel SU”s sucess and Rebecca and crew’s own likely fights put the various studio goon’s reflector shields down and got more representation into children’s media. And that’s a wonderful thing.  So naturally the show was a lock for this month and for coverage here.. i’ts just given the show’s heavily seralized nature and the fact it dosen’t really have any long romantic story arcs. Sure ther’es plenty of romance, but it’s mostly either in the past or between an already married couple that’s also a person. The show’s arcs were more focused on worldbuilding and character building, which I do prefer and will be doing one in July.  But it did make it tricky to find an episode to spotlight the character I wanted to spotlight: Garnet Garnet is easily my faviorite character, with pearl a very close second: she has a great dynamic, is a decent if flawed mother and leader, and is also damn funny with her deadpanned reactions to things being utterly divine. As well as whatever the hell this is. 
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The problem is I also wanted to spotlight the parts making up her: Ruby and Sapphire, their relationship etc as they themselves are fantastic and i’m 100% convinced were the inspriation for one mr mc skat kat and one paula abdul’s magnum opus in steven’s unvierse
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The problem is most rupphire episodes are tangled in bigger arcs. They debuted at the end of the invasion arc, they had the baseball episdoe together shortly after another arc, and their wedding is tied up in the reveal rose was pink diamond and the reception is crashed by the climactic battle with Yellow and Blue that sets up the final arc of the whole series. But thankfully season two gave us The Answer to my problem.. ironically named the Answer, basically Garnet Year One as Garnet tells steven how she came to be, a story so beauitful they made a storybook out of it.. and it’s my honor to present it here after the cut. 
We open at the Barn... as a refresher at this point the Gems and Steven have been staying at Greg’s old family farm in order to have the  space and suplies to build a drill to stop the cluster from hatching and destroying earth, with Peridot reluctantly working with them. So as such Steven’s sleeping there when Garnet wakes her.. and in a notable departure for her it’s san’s shade, which shows her adorable excitment as she wakes Steven. Turns out it’s his birthday! And.. I don’t really begrudge the show for takin ga break for two episodes to celebrate it: besides being the only time steven went up a year, on screen, it was a nice break from the peridot/cluster storyline for a second, and this and the following episode are pretty great and both add a lot to the world as a whole. It’s why i don’t MIND when SU takes a break from the plot, as long as they do it for good reason. 
IN a great callback steven asks if garent’s going to tell him she’s a fusion, as Jailbreak revealed the reason she hadn’t yet is she was saving it for his birthday, which is a good joke and a great callback. Garnet cheerfully tells him know but has clearly found a backup: While steven knows she’s a fusion now.. she never told him how she came to be and how ruby and sapphire met after all.  So we journey back about 5000 years to, as we’d learn much later with the pink diamond reveal, the start of the gem war. Earth was to be the next great colony, as we’d learn next season for pink diamond, but something was in the way: The rebel rose quartz and her brutal right hand pearl were causing tons of distruption, so the rest of the diamonds had come to snuff out the rebellion personally.  So that’s where Ruby and Sapphire came in. Sapphire is a higher class gem, and befiting her caste is a precog, with Sapphires brought in to tell the diamonds the future so they can either make sure it happens or change it’s course. Garnet neaturally has this ablility too but vastly improved to see multiple timelines. She’s proper and distant.  Ruby meanwhile is a shy, if more intellgent then her peers grunt soldier. Rubies as we learned here are basically made in groups to fuse. To homeworld, Fusion is simply a tactic to create a slightly stronger gem out of three other gems, and basically creates one giant person. In Contrast up to this point the series has shown fusion as something important to the crystal gems and requriing more work: It requires all parties to be in sync to even happen much less stay together, and requires an emotional connection; Freindship, romance, kinship... whatever it is it’s needed to hold the fusion together. It’s part of what MAKES garnet so impressive: Garnet is a permafusion, only unfusing either when her two halves are needed. or when thier personal conflict is so great they CAN’T stay fused. It also means due to said emotional resonance and combining the best traits of two gems rather than creating just one big gem, that the crystal fusions we’ve seen are vastly more powerful and versitale.. evne if they dont’ speak much because Rebecca made the mistake of getting big artist to do the role and apparently refused to just you know.. recast? It’s something that always baffled me. There’s no shortage of talented poc performers who can sing out there.  Anyways, that’s part of what makes this intresting: up till now, we’d only seen one form of fusion.. we hadn’t seen what homeworld thought of it and used it for, and to the show’s credit it was hinted back during the return arc when Jasper called fusion a “tactic for making weak gems stronger”, since as far as homeworld used it, that’s what it was and it’s a stark contrast to the crystal gems harder to maintain but much more intresting and unique fusions. 
We’ll get more into this later. The two front rubies argue about whose going to punch people whie our ruby just points out the obvious: Their just going to fuse into a really big ruby and punch together. This gets her shoved into sapphire, which despite not being her fault gets gasps and monocle pops from the gems around them. And it’s about time I dug into the episodes unique animation style: instead of the usual, only a handful of characters, the rubies, sapphire, and later rose and pearl, are animated normally and even then, at least for the first half, are brightly lit in their primary colors, while the rest of the gems present are just barely animated sytlistic shadows. It’s a really intresting choice and a clever way to save on budget, while still looking gorgeous. 
Sapphire, while refusing Ruby’s help getting up, is understanding if monotone, but as w’eve seen in the present, tha’ts mostly just a side effect from seeing where everything’s going, and likely the reason garnet’s own emotional process is much like that; Stoic but willing to emote when necessary. Sapphire however has a reason for brushing her ruby off: the reason she was called here.. Blue Diamond.  This is intresting as it’s not only the first time we HEARD of blue, as before this we only heard of Yellow, who’d make her proper debut at the end of this season, but the first time we saw a diamond in any way shape of form. Sure we had murals and such, but given the lack of info about the diamonds this early on it was impossible to tell whow as who and the only giveway there was more than was diamond was the symbols: the era 1 symbols in temples and at the arena showing all 4, hinting at pink, and the modern one shown in jailbreak that was a triforce. We do only see Blue in a hood, covered by her palquin and her voice done by Garnet, but it’s still the first tiem we’d see any of the diamonds in any onscreen form. The Garnet voice is also notcable as every other voice in the flashabck, including characters who aren’t either part of garnet or the same gem type as part of her, is normal.. it’s only blue Garnet does a voice for.. and a clever way of covering for the fact they likely hadn’t cast her voice actress yet. It’s also notable for the introduction of Blue Pearl, who silently stands by her Diamond teh whole time.. it’s weird thinking back to the fact that this was the first time we’d really SEEN other versions of our main cast: other rubies and another pearl. Sure we knew they were all part of one type or another with the obvious exception of garnet.. but this episode is notable, and weird to think about giiven how many variants we see as the series goes on, for being the FIRST time we see this on screen. 
Sapphire reveals that while she, and two of her rubies, will poof the rebllion will end here, and Blue is releaved to here this, thanks sapphire and dismisses her. As Garnet explains, Sapphire had no issue with this as she simply saw her life as one straight line: No choice no, option: Fate would just come as it may. Sapphire also muses to Our Ruby on the fact that she finds this planet a wonderful place for a colony.. and that she wishes she could’ve seen more of it. While Our Ruby says theirs more time, Sapphire, while appricating the sentiment gently shoots it down.  This little moment is interuptted however as Rose shouts out, signaling her and Pearl’s arrival. The battle has begun. And I do like the clever use of storytelling here.. not in presetnation but in what we’d learn muchhhh later with the big reveal: To a first time watcher, we just thought that it was only rose and pearl for story purposes or it was a small attack. After all the rest of the characters we’d seen were just shadows, so I, and I presume many others just assumed the rest were off screen or failing that this was just a small strike. As we’d learn once we got the full story of Pink Diamond becoming rose.. it was indeed JUST them, and only them at the time. it’s probably why in the future sapphire saw the rebellion ended her: Pink while powerful had to reign it in as not to be found out and pearl, while as we see her is already utterly badass and an ace with a sword as she mows down Quartz soldiers, is still one gem going up against a literal army.  Another noticable thing, that hints at when this takes place is the fact that when Rose takes down the fused rubies, poofing two of them and leaving ours to flump to the ground.. she uses her fists. At this point her iconic sword is well established and it’s assumed it was just left out for artistic purpose.. but since we meet who made it next season with Bismuth, it’s another clever hint this is before there was a proper army. Bismuth wasn’t a gem yet so Rose/Pink just had her natural strength and shield to protect her, which wasn’t nothing, but the sword probably made it far easier to hold back. 
And thus we come to the moment of truth: Pearl has come back and is about to mow down sapphire.. when Ruby realizes just waht Sapphire meant and waht she’s about to do and thus.. the future changed. Ruby tackles her out of the way. And Garnet is born. 
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I absolutley love Garnet’s cotton candy design, both as a sensible evolution, as this is a garnet formed in a moment of passion and accidently versus the one we see in the present or even in flashbacks: a person formed by choice and love and thus having a more stable form. Naturally, Rose and Pearl are baffled by this.. and it’s even more understandable.. as the above mentioned pink diamond origin episode explained.. they had never SEEN this kind of fusion before. While i’m sure this isn’t the first time this happend in gem history, any others were likely killed as soon as it were over or went into hiding as we saw with the off colors. And Pink being sheltered and Pearl being created for her, probalby simply never thought of something like this existing. But they also realize this never before seen to them miracle is their cue to skidoo and book it out of there.  Naturally Blue is pissed and the court are disgusted as the two defuse and both have about the same reacation. 
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Before Blue can murder Ruby for you know, doing her fucking job, Sapphire ttakes her by the hand and books it off the sky arena and the two plummet to earth  while ruby screams no a lot. The foundation of any good relationship. 
They float down to earth.. because she’s Mary Poppins Ya’ll. Ruby reveals why she’s upset: Because as she sees it, there’s dozens of her. She’s not WORTH this. Sapphire has no reaction because for the first time, she has no idea what the future brings, what it means and the future she saw was just shattered. She’s frozen. 
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Jokes aside I really love that pun. Ruby worries and quickly scoops her up bridal carry style and quickly finds the two a cave. In the cave the two light that flame get that and Ruby continues to freak out over what happened,  upset with her self that she’s supposed to save sapphire.. with Sapphire gently reassuring her “you already did.”  It’s also intresting as it shows even garnet, or at least half of her, had to go through what peridot did.. it went down a bit easier since exile happened right away, but Ruby still had to shake off the homeworld conceived notion that she was WRONG for saving sapphire simply because it lost them the fight and got them fused and all that. It’s also a nice metaphor for someone whose been told, for a nightmarish rainbow assortment of bullshit resaons, that being gay is wrong only to discover they are and having to realize there’s nothing wrong with who they are. 
After a breif flash the two finally talk about their fusion, with Sapphire being suprised considering she figured fusion wasn’t anything like they experinced.. only for Ruby to chime in that sh’es RIGHT: Their fusion wasn’t anything like Ruby’s normal “me but bigger’ fusion.. they lost htemselves.. and both clearly enjoyed it, expressing it through having a third eye for ruby and more than one for sapphi 
We then get the utterly adorable musical number: “Something Entirely New”Which takes the so far mildly subtle “This is like two people who had sex with the oppsite gender for the first time “ metaphor.. and just makes it texual as the song basically screams of two people talking over an unfamiliar sexual experince, but in a cute, well done, and intentionally awkward way that’s still approraite for the kids. it’s a real beautiful song and also shows the burgoning couple bond on earth. This is important as a previous episode had garent and out and out say that love takes time and work, accurate and that love at first sight simply dosen’t exist.. and we also see she practices waht she preaches as the montage does show some time past and even before that the two genuiely bonded. Sure they FUSED on the spur of the moment.. but actually loving each other took time and bonding. 
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As the song ends, the two dance romantically,deciding to be Garnet for good as we get some nice callbacks to jailbreak: the two hum the tune to stronger than you, now revealed to be their song and spin similarilty to the way they have when they’ve fused, a nice callback that also add’s weight to those previous moments.. and thus two become one and Garnet is reborn. 
Garnet narrates as her past self gets used to her strange new form.. and just as she does she falls down a ditch. Eh could’ve been worse. 
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Garnet finds herself face to sword with Pearl. Pearl backs off a bit once she realizes who their dealing with, and Garnet panickedly offers to unfuse.. only for Rose to enter. Garnet narrates them as Rose Quartz and her terrifying renegade pearl. 
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Truly a force to be reckoned with. Rose dosen’t care about her own feelings though “What you feel is bound to be more intresting” It’s a good moment both because Garnet , up to this point hasn’t had to think about what they are or how they feel.. but more notably... no one but the two gems makingthem up ever cared, not before they were garnet and after all the homeworld gems wanted was to kill her. We also get a great line from garnet: “Why am I sure that i’d rather be this than anything else and that i’d rather do this than anything else i’m supposed to do? “  Rose’s response.. to give a giant grin while saying welcome to earth. As Garnet continues to question things, Rose tells her to never question this, never question what you are... which is a damn good message for a kids show to give out. The metaphor is crystal clear: no matter where you are on that beautiful lbgtq+ rainbow: NEVER be ashamed of who you are, never question it.. just enjoy it. Be who your meant to be and love that person. It’s a damn good message and one badly needed in a medium that for way too fucking long was SCARED to tell messages like this: Of sponsors, of foreign markets, and of idiots like one million moms. it took people like rebecca and her crew to say “fuck that”, to say that queer kids NEED these kinds of stories to know they aren’t alone, they are beautiful how they are. They shoudln’t have to wait to find out what they are.. is okay. And that’s beautiful. 
As Rose Tells Garnet that she is the answer, and as we cut back to the present, Steven asks what the answer is. Garnet simply answers: Love. And we close on one great exchange Steven: I knew it Garnet; (wistfully) So did I. 
Final Thoughts: While I remembered the episode being good, hence part of the reason I choose it I forgot just HOW great this episode was, especially post reveal. The art direction is goregous, shot like a fairy tail and rightfully so since this episode is told as one, the story is heartwarming and erica and charlene really act their hearts out as ruby and sapphire while Estelle kills it as both present garnet narrating and past garnet, a garnet ENTIRELY diffrent from what we’ve seen but acted beautifully. It’s espcially noticable since unlike the other two lead gems, we obviously wouldn’t see more garnets like we would amythests and pearls, so unlike her contepraries estelle really didn’t get to flex her vocal range as much playing alternate versions as the seasons went on, with this being the closest she got.  The episode is beautiful, has a wonderful message, and is just utterly charming and is agian why I DON’T mind that every su episode dosen’t advance the plot: Sometimes it dosen’t need to. And even so this one ended up being WAY more important than I remembered, introducing blue diamond and turning out to be MASSIVELY important once the reveal kicked it: For it was Garnet, and the love dthat forged her that changed Pink’s direction. Before the rebellion was simply a way to stop the occupation of earth and would’ve been snuffed out if not for ruby’s actions.. but seeing garnet, seeing how earth and being free from homeworld’s restraints could positvely impact someone.. it changed rose. Besides bringing her and Pearl together, it also made her realize just what her rebellion could bring to people and what a gem could be and even more how precious her future home was. By forming in an act of Love, garnet changed the entire future of gemkind. By staying that way she did so once more. And that’s beautifully. overall an underated, even by me, little masterwork with once again a damn fine message.  We’ll get back to SU soon enough, as I plan to cover the series first full arc as we meet peridot, and see into the souls of our heroines. But first Pride isn’t over yet, and I have one last card on the table as we todd it up a bit with my first look at bojack horseman. Like this if you enjoyed it, comments subscirbe etc etc and don’t be afraid to comission a review for 3 bucks, and until we meet agian, later days. 
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snows-labcoat · 6 years ago
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Love Like You
Summary: Caitlin and Killer Frost come to terms.
Song fic based off of Love Like You by Rebecca Sugar. [post s3, pre s4]
Pairing: Caitlin Snow/KF x f!reader
Read: chapter two
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𝘐𝘧 𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘣𝘦𝘨𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦
𝘏𝘢𝘭𝘧 𝘰𝘧 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘦
“You are a hero. Not a killer. I know who you are, please”
She laid down across her couch after her night shift at the bar, thinking back to moments between you two.
I 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘥𝘰 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨
So no, she didn’t take the cure. She didn’t want to. She knew you were right.
“Killer Frost is just as afraid of being you, as you are of being her”
I 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘯 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘰 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦
Killer Frost hated to admit how much she missed you. Caitlin did admit it, crying more often than not whenever she was in control. You were the person who stood by her despite everything that happened with Savitar. You believed in her.
Yet she ran away. She berated herself for it. She wanted so badly to believe in what you believed. She just found it hard to admit that she was worth any love. Especially right then. It frustrated you when she would push you away.
𝘞𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘐 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘤𝘵, 𝘸𝘰𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘐’𝘮 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬
Of course she kept tabs on the team. Cisco and her talked after he had called her one night.
Yes. He told her how you had broken down in the speed lab, wishing for her to realize she made a mistake leaving. She wanted to be the one to comfort you. Not Cisco. An imaginary slap upside the head sufficed when she bit her tongue. You wouldn’t need to be comforted if it wasn’t for her. That hurt her more than she’d like to admit.
𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘥𝘰 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨
She tossed and turned that night, her dreams plagued with the things that scared her most. Unsurprisingly, it was herself. Hurting you.
She couldn’t stop thinking about everything she had done. The brown eyed woman knew she could come back if she wanted. Believe her, she wanted to more than anything.
It wasn’t always nightmares, though. Sometimes it was just memories of you two.
The times you spent the night, how you always proved over and over again that you had so much love, and you wanted to give it all to her. Even if she was oblivious to it.
𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘯 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘰 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶
How you’d bring her coffee without her asking. When you’d stay late with her while she worked, even if you just sat in silence because you just enjoyed each other’s company. How when she first became aware of Killer Frost, you held her as she cried for the first time in front of you.
𝘐 𝘢𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘐 𝘮𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 ��𝘦 𝘣𝘢𝘥,
The times killer frost would take over were scary. At least, to Caitlin. You were never afraid. You believed so much that KF and Caitlin could coexist; that killer frost was not a killer. You managed to help her stay in control whenever you could. You kept her secret. You held her hand after she accidentally broke a piece of tech with her powers and took the blame.
𝘕𝘰𝘸 𝘐’𝘮 𝘴𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘵’𝘴 𝘵𝘳𝘶𝘦
A realization hit that you are definitely her soulmate. That scared her. What about her mother? They were already rocky and she wasn’t sure if this would drive them further apart. Killer Frost was right, she definitely was a giant coward sometimes.
𝘊𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘐 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬 𝘺𝘰𝘶’𝘳𝘦 𝘴𝘰 𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘥, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘐’𝘮 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘭𝘪𝘬�� 𝘺𝘰𝘶
All the lives you’ve saved, the lives you’ve changed. She thinks back to the first time she heard you play piano.
𝘓𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘨𝘰, 𝘐 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘢𝘥𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶
Your voice filled with so much passion as your fingers played each progression with so much power behind them. She should’ve realized sooner;
𝘐 𝘸𝘪𝘴𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘐 𝘬𝘯𝘦𝘸
the song was meant for her.
𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬 𝘐’𝘮 𝘴𝘰 𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘢𝘭
She couldn’t stop it anymore, tears were wracking her body. She missed you. She could just picture what you’d be doing right now
“It’s okay, I’ve got you.” Your voice whispered as her hands got colder.
“I didn’t— I didn’t ask to be like this” She choked out, looking into your eyes. You didn’t break eye contact when you spoke, wanting her to know that you were always going to be right there.
“I will be with you. Every hour, every minute. You don’t have to be alone.” Was all you said to her, knowing that right now, you should just hold her.
The way you pressed a gentle kiss to her temple, she fell in love with all these moments.
You brought her to your place that night. Knowing she didn’t want to be alone. Worried that when she’d wake up, it wouldn’t be her anymore. When she woke up the next morning with your arm around her waist, she didn’t realize how much she wanted that every day.
𝘐𝘧 𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘣𝘦𝘨𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘰 𝘥𝘰
𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘥𝘰𝘦𝘴 𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘣𝘺 𝘺𝘰𝘶
Neither of you wanted to go to work, because right now— everything felt normal. No life risking, no weight of the world. Just you two. You thought she didn’t hear you whisper how much you loved her, last night. How every time you saw her at work, you marveled at all the things she did.
𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘥𝘰 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨.
𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘯 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘰 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦.
The way her brain worked, how she was so talented. So when she finally returned to work, and her eyes met yours
𝘞𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘐 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬,
You both knew everything would be okay.
𝘚𝘩𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘯 𝘣𝘺 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘵 𝘵𝘰𝘰𝘬
When you stood by each other once again, and her fingers intertwined with yours. How she could feel the energy, the love. Nothing would ever take this from you two.
𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘥𝘰 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨,
She missed sleeping in your arms. That night, you laid with each other comfortably.
“Here’s to the mess we made” You professed. The thing is, you didn’t need to hear anything from her to know what she was thinking in that moment.
𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘯 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘰 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶
You felt an insurmountable volume of intimacy within every moment. Past, present, and future. You were her person. She was yours. Every time her eyes found yours, the fire burning between you two was clear.
She never wanted to let go of your hand.
𝘓𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘮𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶.
So she didn’t.
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lapisreviewsstuff · 6 years ago
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Escapism | Ethan Ramsey x MC( Geli Melun)
Author’s note: Those mini fanfics I decided to call them ‘minifics’ . I’ve got some ideas for mini Ethan fanfics and I am now gathering legendary lines for chapter 4 of “Slow, but sweet romance” and I was thinking to start giving my MC’s poetic or artistic talent like playing Ukulele or painting with watercolour etc. So what do you guys think about this. Let me know. Besides I write this about Ethan being outside the city part in latest OH chapter.
P.S What do you guys think about starting new 2nd series called "Escapism"? I just read whole writen plot and i found parallel to connect the plot. and make story out of it. Let me guys know about it.
Warning: I don’t think there are any warnings just bad writing as always
Inspiration: Rebecca Sugar- Time adventure; Steven Universe- Escapism
Tags: @lilyofchoices @buzz-bee-buzz if you guys wanna be tagged, let me know.
Pairings: Ethan Ramsey x MC
Geli was sitting on the edge of the cliff, playing her ukulele and singing ‘ Time adventure’ over and over again. Song inside her head was stuck for a while, when she was gone without Ethan. This song reminds her of his time with her, being together. Out of all interns she knows, she is the only one who has a day off, so she decided to get out of city and relax in the forest. She appreciated peace from hospital and competition. Competition has been more intense since she became no.1 intern: sabotages, lawsuit and now- a betrayal by her roommate. She needed to get out from this mess to keep her sanity up. She missed having Ethan close to her, but he quitted the hospital 1 week ago and isn't in the city. She tried to text him and call him, but no response. Geli started to worry about his well being, but she doesn’t want to annoy him. After finishing playing the song, she putted her ukulele besides bench and checked her phone, but no messages or calls because there is no cell service in the forest. Well, at least I have time to enjoy having peace by myself She putted her phone down and started to play ukulele again. Many hours passed since she came to the forest, so she decided to go back to city and face daily struggles again. She took the bus back to city and suddenly her phone started to vibrate. She fished her phone from her jeans's pocket and found a message from Ethan, many missed calls from Sienna, Elijah and Jackie. She took a deep breath and opened Ethan’s message. She got relieved that he is ok, but she felt unprepared to face him yet. She took a deep breath and read the message.
‘ Geli, sorry for not answering your calls and messages. I am out from Boston for a while and staying at Naveen’s house close to the river. Naveen is alive at the moment and he enjoying his time left in this world with me. I know that you miss me and all, but I am not ready to go back to city yet. Harper told me about lawsuit Mrs. Martinez family are pulling against you and hospital. I may come back home soon, but please don’t tell anyone where I am. Let’s keep this a secret between you and me. When you will have a day off, you could visit Naveen and me. I would sent you coordinates to his house if you want. Again, I am sorry for not responding your messages. When I look at the river, I imagine you sitting close to the river by my side, playing ukulele and singing very beautifully. I miss you very much, Geli. Love, Ethan.’
Reading this, Geli putted her phone close to her heart and pulled it away. She decided to write him back and tell him that she have learned another song
‘ Ethan, I just read your message. Sorry about late response. I was gone to the forest away from city to enjoy peace from the hospital and people. Since you was gone, I was backstabbed by my roommate and it hurted me so much. I don’t know who to trust anymore so instead going out with other roommates I’ve decided to spend my day alone with ukulele by my side. I recently learned song called ‘Time adventure’. I wish you could’ve hear me playing and singing. I really miss you having you by my side and I miss your tender kisses. When I come back to city and find myself alone in the house, I am going to record the song I’ve learned to play and sing. Hope you would like it a lot because it reminds me of you being gone from this awful place. Sending kisses and love from your ‘once was’ rookie, Geli.’
She got home very late and apparently the house was quiet , so without wasting any time, she got to her room, locked the door and started to record the song. After recording the song, she replayed the recording before sending to Ethan. Apparently phone recorded the song well, so she sended the recording to him. She putted her ukulele besides her bed and went to sleep. At the morning, Geli woke up and she received a call from Ethan. She instantly answered the call. She really missed his voice.
“ Morning, love.” Ethan’s voice was soft and quiet. Geli smiled at his soft voice
“Morning, handsome. Did you received the recording?”
“ Yes. Your voice is so beautiful and soft. Song was very beautiful one in fact. I think you’ve earned yourself an admirer. I’ve set your song as my ringing tone to you so I would listen to your beautiful voice everyday.” Geli giggled at his response
“ Ethan, you are so sweet. I’ve spend my time in the forest so I could’ve keep my sanity in this hell. You know what the hell was happening there, so I needed to get away from this madness.” Ethan sighed
“ I know, sweetheart. I would do the same thing in your place to keep sanity up. Once you will have free time, come to Naveen’s house, there you won’t be alone and Naveen misses you to be honest. I mean he got to know you for couple of days and he started to like you very much. Man, every time I look at the river, I imagine of us two being alone together and you playing and singing with ukulele.” Geli smiled at his idea. She wanted to go there, but maybe her days as a free person may be over soon. She shaked her negative thoughts and enjoyed his soft voice. She decided to sing for him on the call.
“Wait. I have something for you, Ethan”
“What is it?” Ethan’s voice was curious. Geli took her ukulele which was lying besides her bed and started to sing ‘Escapism’. This song got stuck in her head as well: escaping the hospital, feeling pain from seeing Ethan gone and being betrayed by Landry.
“I guess I'll have to face
That in this awful place
I shouldn't show a trace of doubt
But pulled against the grain
I feel a little pain
That I would rather do without
I'd rather be
Free-ee-ee, free-ee-ee, free
I'd rather be
Free-ee-ee, free-ee-ee, free
Free-ee-ee, free-ee-ee, free
From here”
Geli putted her ukulele down besides her bed. Ethan was quiet for a minute and cleared his throat.
“ Wow... This is how you feel, Geli?” Ethan’s voice became quieter each word. Geli sighed and composed herself
“ Yes, Ethan... from sabotage to rigging my pager, from pager to lies about me trash- talking nurses, now from nurses to lawsuit... Landry did all this... I tried to tell you about it, but it wasn’t perfect time. I really wanted to be free from this whole mess for a while now. Since you’ve quit the hospital, everyone relies on me and I can’t make many decisions at the same time. I don’t know what to do, Ethan. I am hopeless there” Ethan became silent for couple of minutes, processing every word of situation she is in and finally started to speak again
“ I am sorry, Geli, for all of this. Soon I will come back to Boston, for you. I want you to pack some important items and live with me for a while until this whole B.S is over. Trust me, Geli, I know you are torn now, but soon I will try to return to hospital and stay until the end of competition. Once competition is over, you will be free, may even be in my team. Geli, I want you to stay no.1 until the end of competition so we would be in the same team together. You can do this, Geli, I believe in you.”
“Alright, Ethan. After the shift I will start packing my items and stay in your apartment for a while. I am very grateful for your kindness like that. I will do anything to get into your team so boundaries between us would be gone. We will be free, Ethan. I don’t know what fate has been stored for us, but I know that I will try to go a light path...” Geli glanced at the clock and continued a sentence “I have to go to hospital, Ethan. I love you with my full heart, Ethan. I will call you later, okay?”
“ Okay, Geli. I love you too.” She hanged up and sighed.
Well, time to face the music after peaceful day . After breakfast, she with other interns went to the hospital. Harper paged everyone to meet at the hospital entrance. Harper announced that Ethan will be coming back 3 days later to stay until the end of competition. Geli relieved that he will be coming back for her.
Geli, you will be free, may even be in my team. His words echoed in her head
Ethan, I swear I will keep my ranking until the end of competition. Soon we will be free, Ethan. Very soon
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