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[shoujosoulsite]

𐔌 .🪽 ⋮ things that make me excited in my home reality/waiting room !!

I felt hella mad because this fuckass reality is pissing me the fuck off so here is a little post that helps motivate me! …. honestly just me yapping about specifically stuff I love in waiting room

Having all the time in the world

having all the time to sleep, work on my scripts, or do whatever is the dream. Since it’s a “timeless” and eternal dimension where you can just be at peace, I can do anything without any stress of a deadline! I can learn new skills, even ones that take years or even a lifetime to learn!

Playing Roblox/minecraft and actually having fun

I want to play not only Roblox and Minecraft but just overall video games and genuinely have fun. (This is mainly targeted towards Roblox because it’s just isn’t the same no more. ) royale high, natural disasters, and feel the facility gonna be peak in my waiting room.

Eating and drinking whatever and whenever I want

Just the thought of having pretty much an infinite buffet of all you can eat and at any time. You wake up in the morning and you craving some hot dogs or noodles, you can quickly get some from the fridge or better yet summon it! I’m gonna be drinking a lot of strawberry lemonade and cherry sodas 😭✌️

Learning how to crochet and knitting

I ALWAYS wanted to learn how to crochet and knit so I can make the cutest of items and clothes! It’s looks so fun and relaxing and just an overall great hobby to have. Plus imagine crocheting plushies or sweaters, especially for your lover and watching some slice of life animes or films! That’ll be so peaceful and healing for me.

Finally starting to do tarot and channeling

when I was a “baby shifter” and finally getting used to the shifting community, I always wanted to learn channeling and divination. I thought it would be cool and fun, especially contacting people from my drs. I want to be that cool and mysterious divinator who seems to have all the answers of universe (and in technicality, pretty much does)

Catch up on bleach, one piece, and Naruto

there is SOO MANY animes and mangas that I need to catch up on, especially older ones. Plus, watching medias, especially in the environment of my home reality— it’s honestly just a huge vibe.

Read way more Shojo / josei manga

i do read a lot of shojosei mangas but not a lot compared to shonen ones. I wanna change that and have equal amount of shojo, josei, shonen, and seinen mangas and animes that I’ve watched or read.

Astral projection with my lover

astral projection honestly looks so fun (especially when you know what to do and how to protect yourself). Since my lover is an absolute natural in astral projection, having him show me the ways on how to do it and go on little adventures in astral plane seems so awesome.

Rewatching childhood shows

this is mainly Winx club, miraculous ladybug, and Pokémon that I’m referring too (but specifically Winx club cause that show has a special place in my heart). I would love to watch it again and experience nostalgia, especially in the comforts of my waiting room.

Painting Toru’s nails for fun (+ self care in general )

honestly doing self care with each other like washing each other’s hair, painting each other’s nails, wearing face masks gossiping (which is just us making jokes and shit talking ) stuff that happen either our drs or the astral realm, and much more.

Read / watch way more Chinese dramas and books

Chinese dramas, especially set into the traditional and ancient fantasies be so fucking wild and crazy. Like the suspense and pure chaos in those shows / films be so addictive that you can’t help but watch. Every evening in my home reality, it’s just gonna be chaotic and entertaining Chinese dramas from 6 pm to 11 pm.

Exploring my waiting room

even though the main part of my waiting room is just my floating house, there is a “world” outside of it, a worlds of many forms and mystery. Hell even my house be hella big and has many secrets. I like to call my house in a way labyrinth as they are many stuff that consists of my waiting room. The concept of Infinity has a huge part in my waiting room from not only just time but possibilities and creation, so there is something new everyday! Especially when exploring and having fun.

backshots 😈🙏

you know what I mean here so let’s not get into 💀

the beautiful view(s) I have in my house

I have this big as balcony that has the view of the outside world and skies and it’s one of the most beautiful things you can look at. Even the images in my imagination is nothing compared to the real deal. It’s most ethereal during the mourning and evenings.

[lovelytsunoda]

Cruel Summer | Alex Albon

Summary: Despite knowing Alex is leaving at the end of the summer, YN can’t help but wonder if there’s the possibility of a future with him.

Pairing: Alex Albon x female!Townie!Reader

Warnings: Not as much dialogue as I usually have lol and a few small mentions of sex. Reader is a dreamer and a realist at the same time.

There were two types of people in Stacey's Point. Townies, who kept the town running year round, often born and raised on the sandy shores and sprawling parkland, and Tourists, who popped in for a few months over the summer, spread their well-earned cash sparingly on the town, and then vanished again once the weather got cold. Townies and Tourists alike seemed to relish in playing mind games with each other, and more than one Townie girl or guy had notches in their bedposts for all the Tourists they'd charmed.

The differences between the two sects had never felt as strong as it did than when YN parked her dated Toyota Rav4 next to Alex's Volvo SUV. A rental, obviously. No local would be able to own one, and nobody with an accent as attractive as his lived within driving distance.

They'd met on a fishing charter. YN's father owned the company running tours around the bay that surrounded to Point. Over the summers she worked there as a tour guide in the busy season, and fishing admin in the fall. In the winter she went to school, taking online courses to get a diploma in office admin. She loved her home, and didn't want to leave the Point, but if job prospects didn't start to get better, she likely wouldn't have a choice.

Some days, she dreamed about leaving with Alex. About getting into the passenger seat of his Volvo and driving until the lighthouse that made the Point oh so picturesque was merely a speck in the distance. Think of all the places she could go: Calgary, New York, Boston, Newfoundland. The possibilities were endless.

The key to the vacation rental was weighty in her hand. Alex had given her a key. She’s never had a key to a man’s house before. Usually when she hooked up with tourists, she was eager to see them leave. This time, she allowed her mind to wander.

She thought about the mornings she spent waking up in Alex’s bed before she had to go to work, or about how the best sex she’d ever had happened in between fits of joyous laughter after they had watched American Pie together.

She faintly wondered if he’d stay. Give up his life of riches and fame and wonder and settle down for a modest existence in one of the most beautiful places in the world.

A modest existence with her.

The key slid into the lock without resistance, almost the same way he fell into her every night without fail, taking her higher than she had ever felt with anybody else, and then cooking with her the following morning before she went to work, picking her up in his Volvo to go to a ritzy place she could never afford on her own for lunch.

He was cooking when she went inside, the radio playing an old Take That song. He like Robbie Williams and she liked Jon Bon Jovi, yet somehow they both knew the words to the same songs. There was a wok on the stove, and the kitchen smelled like Thai curry seasoning and chicken. It was a rich and flavourful meal, one that she knew Alex had learned just for her.

She didn’t want to disturb him, quietly placing her things on the long dining room table, stomach pooling with both content and dread as she watched him work.

This time next week, Alex Albon would be gone. Racing cars halfway across the world, surrounded by girls that were prettier than her, smarter than her, richer than her. Someone who could match his sparkling personality much better than she could.

He caught her movement out of the corner of his eye, looking up at her from the stove. His face broke out into a broad smile as he said “Hey, gorgeous.”

He crossed the kitchen, beaming as he pulled her in for a kiss. She allowed him to take her into his strong, reliable arms and inhaled his teakwood cologne, she tried to push away the inevitable ache that she would feel when he left.

“Hey, handsome.” She sighed, kissing him again, and then a third time for good measure. “Food smells good.”

“Want to give me a hand? I wanted it to be ready for when you got here, but clearly that was wishful thinking.”

“It wasn’t. I finished work early and snuck out the back door.”

”Do you know how to make rice?” Alex asked, passing her the bag of rice grains. The writing on the bag was in Thai, making it abundantly clear that he had left the Point to pick his ingredients. As much as she loved her home, she could admit that the seaside town could try a little harder when it came to diversity.

“Of course I know how to make rice. It’s about the only thing I can make.”

They cooked well together, even if Alex did most of the work. They sang the same songs, pulled all the same dance moves. It didn't matter that his hair was perfectly groomed an gelled while hers smelled like saltwater and sun, or that he smelled like cologne while she smelled like the worst parts of nature (she planned on stealing all of his Old Spice in the shower).

Right now, right here, in the kitchen of this vacation rental she would never be able to afford in a million years, they were just two regular people.

She had never been this comfortable with another person before, which is why she knew it would hurt so much when he left. She wished she could have forever with him, if not just the next six months.

But sometimes you can't have forever. Or six months. Sometimes, all you get is now and that has to be enough.

[cloudcountry]

Ok it says requests closed but I was gonna ask: what about Ritsu is so compelling to you? I find him rather bland and want to hear what about him makes you feel safe and loved? Why is he your favorite? INFODUMP me write all your interest I am listening with excitement :3

oh youre so good, this doesnt count as a request at all!! i actually needed a few days to gather my thoughts and make this semi-coherent. i also consulted my six pages of notes about this guy. yes im normal about him. yes.

RITSU SHINJO. there are a lot of things to love methinks. he can definitely come across as someone who is rude or stuck up, and dont get me wrong i totally did NOT fuck w his ass when i first met him. but he changed my mind really quickly.

i really appreciate how he stands up for what he believes in. like his ambitious nature is what really endeared me to him at first. he stares down barrels of guns and is like "okay, but youre going to listen to what i have to say" and honestly??? i was in awe. hes such a brave person and even if it may seem a lil stupid or outrageous sometimes it always works out in the end somehow.

hes also really smart??? like OBVI but like hold on. there are 264 ARTICLES in the japanese penal code. TWO HUNDRED SIXTY FOUR. and he STILL knows more laws on TOP of that. has them MEMORIZED no less!! hes well versed in the arts and his vocabulary is extensive as well. he can speak MULTIPLE LANGUAGES, including german, french, and italian. literally WHAT THE FUCK. hes so impressive??? this is some rich people shit T0T

his lil quirks are super cute too, like how he only drinks black coffee and has six handkerchiefs so his opponents dont see him sweat, or how he spends time watching opera to unwind after the day's events. his handwriting isnt the neatest and he gets SO butthurt about it. hes so unflappable usually but when insulted? its like we get to see the actual ritsu. its silly bc if you compliment him on his SKILLS hes like "oh its natural, ofc i did xyz" but i want to see how he reacts to being told he looks good. or someone noticing if he did something different w his hair, or wore different accessories, or got a new pen. just . someone noticing the little things about HIM, too.

HE FUCKIN SUCKS AT GAMBLING I LOVE HIMMMM also memorized card game rules after learning he'd be sorted into sinostra. he has so much book smartness but when you put him in front of people he fumbles HARD. like its so cute but also i worry about that bc he needs friends and i want him to make friends but i fear he doesnt think he needs them. what he lacks socially he makes up for in random ass trivia that no one needs to know ever.

hes so PREPARED. this is one of the main things that makes me feel so safe around him actually because hes thought of everything. and yk he doesnt even think its that big of a deal. he exchanges the currency so sinostra can have an inn to stay in for the night, he records everything for jabberwock to make sure he understands exactly what he needs to do for the animals, he covers all of his bases and takes notes about everyones behavior just in case in comes in handy.

uses his stigma for fuckass shit like busting down doors and not getting hurt by a rickety bus ride. uses his book to whack people over the head. regularly goes to the mystery diner and ignores ren's complaints about how he sits his ass down foreverrrr. romeo calls him a greenhorn and he blabs about how he obviously isn't. taiga calls him a dumbass and he starts screeching like a baby bird. hes always trying to reign in taiga while also encouraging his bullshit. has obvious favoritism for mc. protects her whenever he can and worries over her safety when she almost fuckin DIES. acknowledges that shes weaker than him, because hes a ghoul and thats just how it is, and actively takes steps to NOT ONLY PROTECT HER HIMSELF, but build up her confidence TOO.

literally i am convinced the way ritsu sees love is making the people you love the absolute best version of themselves, because thats what his parents did for him. so he tries to teach you what he knows, he RELIES on you to keep tabs on romeo or taiga (that is HUGE actually, considering he berates ren for his attitude and doesnt really seem to be close enoough with the other ghouls to rely on them for anything.)

let me say that again, ritsu views mc as an equal because hes placing the captain/vice captain in her hands and telling her to keep an eye on them, he calls HER when he's trying to meet up with everyone, he's actively treating her like a business partner where they will BOTH BENEFIT in more ways than just the curse lifting and winning the laurel crown--

ARGHHHH I LVOE RITSU SHINJO SO MUCH. you are a trooper if u read all of this can i just say .

THANK YOU FOR ASKING I LOVEEEE TALKING ABOUT HIM <3333

[shy-writes]

yet again i set out to answer these questions despite no one asking me to. enjoy chia and clay

Who do they go to when they hit a low point? If not who, then where?

Clay alternates between isolating herself and desperately reaching for chia

Chia pretty much exclusively hides in their bedroom buried in blankets and stuffed animals

How do they react when someone compliments them?

Clay does not compute

Chia says "I know"

2. They have to do some spring cleaning. What are they tossing?

Clay throws away absolutely everything that isn't directly, immediately necessary

You can tear Chia's trinkets and garbage out of their cold dead hands

3. What’s their go-to spot for a date (romantic or platonic)?

I don't think either of them really understand the concept tbh

4. How do they react when they’re slighted? Do they totally rage out, plot something for later, or move past their feelings?

Clay holds a dark, deep resentment that she'll hold onto forever and ever

Chia finds it annoying but mostly shrugs it off. Little things add up, though, and then they explode

5. Who will they cry in front of?

Clay can't figure out how to cry. Like, physically.

Intentionally? No one. Unwillingly? Clay.

6. What do they consider to be some of the cruelest injustices in the world?

Clay doesn't see any injustice in her world.

Chia hates the design of the lower classes on Eterna. Their highly controlled access to magic, the limits of their bodies put in place on purpose to prevent them from fighting back.

7. What’s the first thing they’ve ever owned?

Clay doesn't really "own" anything. Everything she has also belongs to the Rune.

Chia has a stuffed toy they've carried around since they were small. They have no idea where it came from.

8. How do they relax during their down time?

Clay doesn't relax.

Chia likes to play video games (poorly) and listen to podcasts.

9. What personal misconception gets in the way of them achieving what they want?

Clay believes that she can only do what she has been designed to do by the Rune.

Chia believes that they can't help anyone.

10. Do they love anyone?

Clay loves Chia, but she also loves Eterna. Not just the Rune, but the planet and all the beings on it.

Chia loves Clay, and that's about it.

11. Do they hate anyone?

Clay hates Chia a little bit. Or maybe a lot. Hard to tell. She also hates Dr. Hartwright.

Chia hates lots of people. Like, too many to name.

12. How do they comfort others?

They do not!

13. What brings them comfort?

Clay finds comfort in order. She likes to know exactly what to do and where to go and what will happen.

Chia likes small, soft places where they can be alone.

14. Do new skills come easily to them, or does it take perseverance?

Clay struggles to learn new things.

Chia is pretty skillful at most things, but they're also the type to give up immediately if they don't instantly master it.

15. Who and/or what cause are they willing to blow their lives up for?

Clay does a lot of uncharacteristic things for Chia.

Chia does some stupid things for Clay, but they still have boundaries.

16. What rumors are attached to them?

Clay is seen as something of a science experiment or a manmade monster on Eterna. Conversely, she's seen as a righteous hero on Earth. She's not really either.

Chia is pretty powerful, but there are some stories floating around about them performing godlike acts of magic that are just not at all true.

17. What soothes them?

Clay doesn't really know how to be soothed.

Yet again, Chia likes soft small spaces where they can be alone.

18. Do they like to share?

Absolutely not.

What is their calling?

Clay's a great soldier. She follows orders, she's strong, and she's passionate. But more than that she loves Eterna, and she is destined to be its hero.

Chia makes a pretty good villain.

and that's that!

Eterna is a queer scifi fantasy about aliens, superheroes, magic, and the terror of falling in love. Follow this blog for updates and sneak peeks!

When I first got into writing, I found myself struggling with all these character profile sheets that asked for descriptors like favorite color or favorite tattoos. Don't get me wrong - the fun in creating these profiles is bringing them to life in your author-ly mind. But when I finally hit the pages, I realized that my characters' interiority is what made each of them so memorable to me and my readers. Here are some questions I think could be worth asking of your characters before you try writing a chapter with them:

Who do they go to when they hit a low point? If not who, then where?

How do they react when someone compliments them?

They have to do some spring cleaning. What are they tossing?

What’s their go-to spot for a date (romantic or platonic)?

How do they react when they’re slighted? Do they totally rage out, plot something for later, or move past their feelings?

Who will they cry in front of?

What do they consider to be some of the cruelest injustices in the world?

What’s the first thing they’ve ever owned?

How do they relax during their down time?

What personal misconception gets in the way of them achieving what they want?

Do they love anyone?

Do they hate anyone?

How do they comfort others?

What brings them comfort?

Do new skills come easily to them, or does it take perseverance?

Who and/or what cause are they willing to blow their lives up for?

What rumors are attached to them?

What soothes them?

Do they like to share?

What is their calling?

Hope this helps!

[cardsweetheart]

Some Yumi/Idia Thoughts

Only like 2 people care about it but YumIdia is infecting my brain. She wanted so badly to go for someone who knows what the sun looks like, but he let her do some of his game pulls and she was sucked in.

-He edits all the selfies she sends him into SR and SSR card motifs. Like she is the MC of her own game and only he gets to pull for her. He puts little stats in the corners and everything. He makes them into little photocards too. Puts them in a binder that no one is ever allowed to know about.

-She loves cosplaying as his faves to rile him up. The lewder the better for her. She's never jealous, she just sees opportunities to fuck with him.

-One day she chaos dyes her hair bright blue and Vil is FURIOUS. Her style also starts to slightly shift to what she think will get his attention. On the same note, when Idia's first realizing he likes her, he tries too hard to act like Trappola bc that's who he knows she's likes before. It leads to her telling him "I picked your route before the mods. Uninstall please?" and he is just smitten like its the most romantic shit he's ever heard in his life.

-Ignihyde is the first place she goes after Ace rips into her for daring to put her attention somewhere other than him and now he realizes that maybe he was an idiot for breaking up with her.

-Cater obviously catches on to what's happening immediately and calls Idia out as quickly as possible. Then proceeds to be the best and worst guidebook/wingman Idia could've hoped for.

-She is obsessed with holidays and milestones and for the first year he forgets each and every one of them. Not being used to having to pay attention outside of his games' events. He always makes it up to her the next day with new co-op games, digital cards, gift, and affection.

-Before they're together he is relatively in control of his emotions around her. Able to breath and repress his way through their interactions. Until she learns he walks around with a built in fluster health bar in his hair and she makes it her new mission to make him bright pink to match her outfit every chance she gets. Once the dam is broken, he is the easiest target. The smallest hint, look, or tease sets him off. He is just so thrown off that the pretty girl on campus chose HIM?

-Everyone telling her she needs to go through Ortho first. Who of course adores her with no question. He's extremely happy that his brother has finally found someone he's willing to spend so much time with.

-For all her frilly and lacy clothes, her new favourite thing to wear is his hoodies. She knows it's cliché but she doesn't care. It makes her feel small and warm and like she doesn't need to perform because she's already got what she wanted.

-She could easily flirt her way into winning games with him but it's too easy for her. Unless it's board games. She's not above tampering twst monopoly negotiations.

-They match each others freak so intensely. This is two nerds who grew up gaining all their social awareness from otome games and dating sims. Their sex ed came from obscure hentai games they had no right to be touching at the ages they did. I repeat, they match each other's freak perfectly and yet they are still so awkward when it comes to even holding hands at the beginning. (This is the same girl who flashed Deuce like, the 3rd time she saw him)

-She is the queen of sending nudes or spicy texts while she knows he's in the middle of things.

-He knows she's Pomfiore's but he thinks about her transferring on the daily. Imagines her in the uniform. Well, a more feminine version of the uniform, you know to be more her style. No other reason.

[ominousgradient]

Commited Eretlout nsfw/sfw headcannons?

I was gonna say that i didn't have too many headcanons for them but once i started putting them all down i did, in fact, have many headcanons

• They hook up a couple times and then start dating in secret, Snotlout doesn't feels ready to come out yet and isn't sure how the others will react but once they have a thing going everyone else picks up on it pretty much immediately anyway

• When Snotlout finally finds the courage to make their relationship public he gathers the riders only for Tuffnut to blurt out, "is this about you porking Eret", effectively ruining the little speech Snotlout had prepared </3

• He struggled a lot with jealousy at first, as well as openly dating another man, but by now Snotlout loves showing Eret off and he constantly brags about how strong and handsome his boyfriend is (especially when he's having a pissing contest with Ruffnut)

• Jealousy is still an issue in their relationship however, whenever Snotlout is reminded of how quickly Eret managed to integrate into their village, a village that now seems to like Eret a whole lot more than him, it does sting a bit. Not to mention how perfectly Eret fits the image of an ideal viking man, meanwhile Snotlout himself continues to fall short. He hates it but sometimes he can help being a little resentful

• Eret has pretty dry skin, Snotlout thinks his rough hands are hot but he still buys him some lotion

• he hates the feeling of Erets calloused feet touching him in bed though so he makes him scrape the callouses of

• Snotlout constantly makes fun of Erets accent

• Eret shared a bunch of raunchy sea shanties with the other vikings that they now regularly sing in the Great Hall, Snotlout called them corny at first but now he always joins in

• When drunk they both like to dance, Eret needs to lean in quite a bit but between the two of them Snotlout's clearly the better dancer so he usually gets to lead

• Snotlout is an emotional drunk and gets all clingy and lovey-dovey, Eret finds it cute but reminds him not to overdo it because a shitfaced Snotlout will either end up crying or picking a fight with someone

• They do like to challenge eachother to drinking contests however, Eret always wins

• Since Eret is a pretty shoddy cook Snotlout prepares their food, he's no Heather but he can whip up a decent meal

• They learn from eachother: Eret teaches Snotlout some advanced knots, how to improve his fishing and how to read subtle weather changes, in turn Snotlout teaches him how to sew along with other domestic skills, as well as giving him advice on living with dragons

• Speaking of dragons, Hookfang is not fan of Eret and the way Snotlout is always making goo goo eyes at him

• Skullcrusher is largely indifferent towards his new owners mate, he would have picked someone taller and less shrill but the pair seems to get along well, with their sturdy builds they are sure to have healthy clutch in the future

• Snotlout and Eret also share some card/dice games the other has never heard of, Snotlout's better at cards, Eret's better at dice

• Eret often rests his chin on Snotlouts head, he started doing it to piss him off but it's by this point it has become a gesture of affection that Snotlout covets, he'll slide infront of Eret and crane his neck in the hope that Eret will put his arms around him and use him as a headrest

• Even though Snotlout doesn't climb on crates anymore, he still instinctively stands on his tippy toes when they argue

• Eret doesn't talk much about his past, Snotlout doesn't pry but it bothers him a little since at this point he feels at ease with telling him damn near everything, so whenever Eret does opens up Snotlout tries his very best to offer comfort

• When they cuddle Snotlout likes to sit between Erets legs with his back to his chest, just talking about whatever while Eret pulls him in tight

• They often playwrestle, Eret always wins unless he goes easy on purpose, Snotlout insists that he's the one letting Eret win but he finds the way his boyfriend can easily overpower him incredibly hot so he doesn’t complain

• Snotlout steals Erets clothes and sleeps in a shirt of his, he wasn't aware that this is a thing couples do at first so when Eret took on of his shirts to use as a pillow case Snotlout took it as a grace insult an made a scene

• Eret gave Snotlout a tattoo, an abstracted depiction of Hookfang between his shoulder blades Snotlout might have cried during the process but no one needs to know that MARK AS STRIKED THROUGH, he loves to flaunt it around (yes takes his shirt off to show his tattoo to people unprompted) but he doesn’t seem too keen on getting another one

• Eret also gets an S tattoo on his wrist, Snotlout doesn't poke it himself but he came up with the design (his first idea was a portrait of himself but Eret refused)

Nsfw

• Eret has had many sex partners but always shied away from serious relationships, Snotlout was a virgin until the two of them started hooking up

• He didn’t admit that of course, but the first time he sucked Eret off Snotlout did such a bad job that Eret caught on

• "Can i fuck your throat" -" sure"– *Eret thrusts once, Snotlout chokes immediately and spends the next several minutes hacking his lungs out*

• Eret loves picking Snotlout up during sex, his favorite positions are fucking him against the wall or while standing in the middle of the room

• Snotlouts prefers doing mating press, having Eret pin him down and whispering filthy thing into his ear, telling him that he'll fuck him so hard that he'll get knocked up (i can see Eret having a breeding kink and getting Snotlout into it as well)

• Their play fights can double as foreplay and often end with them fucking

• Snotlout likes it when Eret puts him in a headlock

• Eret loves leaving hickeys and bruises, he'll hold Snotlout down and nibble at his neck, pair that with some licks to the shell of his ear and his bf melts like butter

• If they fuck hard enough Snotlout will on occasion bite down on Erets shoulder, just to take the edge off. He never draws blood but Eret theatrically calls the bitemarks his "battle scars"

• He has penty of actual battle scars ofc, Snotlout thinks they make him even hotter and often runs his fingers over them in quiet adoration

[thecircularsystem]

Vaguepost instead because I forgot that screenshotting a post of someone who has this blog blocked is block evasion; I do apologize for that.

My disorder can be fun. My disorder can be joyful. My disorder does not have to be 24/7 misery.

Having parts is fun for me. It is beautiful. It helps me thrive.

Here's what having parts has been like for me, with the trigger warnings for fakeclaiming, suicide, and self harm that the original post was discussing:

Losing chunks of time, waking up where I don't know where l am, knees bleeding because I don't remember why. (It was at college; I had collapsed when I switched because my fear response was so strong; I hit my knees on the sidewalk. I didn't recognize my dorm.)

Constantly meeting people I don't recognize, having to navigate the fact that l've never met them - even though I have.

Multiple parts trying to kill either me or themselves, and believing that killing "the body" is the only way to finally achieve true safety or peace.

Parts self harming

Parts attempting to destroy relationships

Parts destroying my things

Parts screaming innerworld endlessly

And to go beyond what OP said:

My innerworld developing specifically so various parts could torture themselves "so the rest of the system gets a break from us." We were so upset about the screaming that we developed a room innerworld where those parts who were that anguished that they couldn't stop would go to be silenced; chained up and miserable, feeling every ounce like they deserved it.

Constant arguing due to the lack of ability to be their own person; my life was stolen from me, right?

Reenacting trauma innerworld, such as SA, because that's what feels safe.

And so much more!

... and yet I do not relate to OP's post. Because, "some people think having alters is all fun and games" was said to fakeclaim my own experiences. Because while all of the above was true... it no longer is. I am still a DID system, I still have a diagnosis, I am still "valid" in the eyes of these assholes. But I also:

Love having parts

Love the feeling of learning about people l've met, laughing with them about my amnesia

Love learning new things about ourselves; what differences do we have? What do we share?

Love the compromises we come to, and how they make us closer.

Love the bonding we've had over what we've experienced, together.

Love how we work together to heal, trying our best at therapy, communicating with those parts who struggled who are now doing so, so much better.

Love how we turn maladaptive behaviors like sh and torturing ourselves into helpful coping mechanisms instead - self praise instead of torture, writing instead of SH, etc

And so much more. It's so much more than just misery.

Please for the love of god, please stop painting my disorder as a solely miserable experience. It's not. Not for me. Not for many of us.

Your misery is not universal.

[claimedcrossbows]

Wednesday S2 Episodes (5-7) Order Prediction Pt.2

So I saw an article on What's on Netflix and it's given us the other episode titles, now I did a prediction of what order I believe they will be in an my overall analysis of what I think might happen in those episodes.

And to be honest I think I agree with most of what the article predicts as the order of appearance, but I will explain why from my POV and give you a little more insight..because that's how I do things. 🤷🏾‍♀️

Now before I start I would also like to mention that this article also gave us what apparently was a leak? Where they gave the emoji's the correlated to each episode..and I want to address that as well but yeah let's go.

Now the article believes the Episode 5 title is "Woe Thyself" which would would correspond in this particular case with the "Heartbreak emoji 💔" (If the leaks prove true) Which I think makes sense, because I predicted the 4th episode would be "The Devil You Woe" Which would leave off with Wednesday going to Tyler for help.

And what better way to kick off Wednesday and Tyler's new adventure that an angst filled episode with Wednesday trying to get over her past feelings for Tyler, and Tyler trying to figure out his own identity and feelings hence the term "Woe Thyself" which is a play on "Love Thyself". Both Wednesday and Tyler have suffered heartbreak on different levels..So I think that could play a hand in what this episode is about.

Now of course do I think Weyler is the main focus of this episode about potential heartbreak? Of course not, something else tragic is probably going to happen in this episode..I just hope it's not Donovan Galpins sudden demise....

Now moving on.

The article believe Episode 6 is titled "Hide and Woe Seek" and again this makes sense if we're focusing on Tyler and having him help us..not only is this title a play on "Hyde and Woe Seek" with Tyler as we all know being the hyde..But what if this also focuses on Tyler trying to find out more information about his mother especially if something has literally just happened to his dad in the prior episode?? Like I could totally see Donovan meeting a sad demise in "Woe Thyself" only for the very next episode Tyler and Wednesday end up going to Morticia Addams to help learn more about Francoise Galpin and by Wednesday and Tyler seeking to find answers..they're ultimately playing a massive game of "Hide and Go Seek". I also feel like Wednesday's stalker might show up in this episode.

Since the alleged emoji leak says this Episode is symbolized by the "Red Alert 🚨" emoji..it can only mean that something dangerous is happening in this episode..which brings me back to a theory I have held onto for months now..What if Francoise Galpin is Wednesday's stalker..?

I'll let y'all chew on that and move on, but I am going to talk about that theory at a later date.

Moving on.

Lastly (For now) we have Episode 7 which the article believes is titled "This Means Woe" and well..that kind of speaks for itself right? I think there's 8 episodes in this season..Which means we still don't have a title reveal for the very last episode..But Episode 7 is definitely giving us the big climax just like episode 7 did last season with the Tyler reveal. Only this time..I think Wednesday is going to be facing an entire cult that she and the rest of the outcast are going to have to end up fighting..and if my theory is true about Francoise being alive and potentially in the cult...well wouldn't that theory line up perfectly well with the leak that Tyler gets kidnapped by the cult at the end of season and needs to be saved?

Francoise potentially kidnapping her son?

Hmm...

The emoji leaks says this episode represents the "Dynamite 🧨" emoji.. So this is going to be a very explosive episode in more ways than one.

Lastly as I said I don't think we have a title for episode 8 yet..Which makes me wonder if the title is going to be very spoilery..?

But the emoji leak did give us a really interesting clue.

It said the 8th episode represents the "Chess ♟️" emoji which makes me believe Wednesday is about to be in the ultimate chess match against her new opponent which is probably bianca's mom..and someone else..and maybe just maybe Francoise.

The reason I find this particularly interesting though is remember what Wednesday said at the end of last season?

She said she wondered if Laurel and Tyler were just pawns for someone else game?

Well pawns as we know are associated with chess...

Which makes me believe that Tyler once again is going to be a huge factor into this episode..The theory that he gets kidnapped just sky rocketed in my opinion.

But hey these are just my opinions and thoughts based off of this article and my own ideas..Let me know what you think though.

And what do you think the final episode will be titled??

[separatist-apologist]

so i got thru a lot of the grymforge stuff. still haven't done the adamantine demon dude yet - i will circle back once i get some stuff i missed earlier, but i did end up fighting nere. i was going to side with him just to avoid his legendary action, but i can't not help the gnomes. even as a duergar i feel bad just leaving them. i blame barcus lol. so i got half the duergar mercs on my side, rolled up to fight nere and it actually went really well. i targeted him initially, but once he starts his legendary action response i switched focus to the mind controlling duergar and then when nere dropped his legendary action i had battle master lae'zel and open fist monk karlach beat the crap out of him. then my gloomstalker duergar took out the others from the high ground. it worked really well that i feel a lot more confident tracking back to the goblin camp to deal with ragzlin and minthara. i need to youtube videos on fighting the spectator because i really want to get the mourning frost staff for gale. right now i have him using the staff of arcane blessing from the wizard tower, but the frost damage from the other staff is just super OP. especially when paired with that hat in balthazar's secret room in act 2 and the necklace in the inquisitor's room at the gith creche. though i am contemplating making someone a draconic sorcerer (either wyll or astarian since i don't really know what to do with them at this point). and there's a lot of really great builds for a ice sorcerer online just dealing insane damage. i still want someone in my party to be a paladin. i initially had wyll as 2 warlock/3 paladin, but level 5 seems too early game for multi-classing. i think level 6 is better. but i don't know if stats wise paladin works for him - unless i remove warlock completely and go all in on paladin? i could respec him completely to suit it, but as of now his charisma is really high which would work with a warlock/sorcerer build. but i'm still unsure because astarian is super useless right now with my duergar as a gloomstalker. i changed him to a swords bard, but i'm not sold on this for him. the only ones i'm happy with are my duergar, lae'zel as a battle master, karlach as a monk, gale as a abjuration wizard, shadowheart as a tempest cleric. and i still have halsin, jaheira, and minsc to recruit and idk what to do with them either. i know that's a ways off and i could literally die at any moment so why bother worrying, but i'm a overplanning anxious nutjob so i can't not think 50 steps ahead lol.

Not to paladin post, but I do think a pure paladin build is the best build rather than splitting it. You could do bladelock for Wyll- I know a lot of people live and die by that build.

I would reroll Halsin into an Oath of Ancients, honestly- once you get him. Or knock out Minthara rather than kill her and then use her, if you want. Shes Oath of Vengence which is my personal favorite build because its pretty hard to break your oath (SO LONG AS YOURE NOT PICKING A LOCK!!!).

Also I want you to know I took YOUR advice and told M where the grove was because you said the battle was cinematic. I always just kill them in the temple but instead I told Minthara where the grove was and then went and got Halsin.

Zevlors speech (I'm playing as a tiefling) had me all choked up like hell YEAH we're a family. And of course right when the battle ends, Halsin strolls in looking serious and big [redacted] so I appreciate that

[shalom-iamcominghome]

People often assume that a person is primarily religious because they believe their religion is The Most Correct. However, I am a very strict believer in judaism and I love arguing for other religions.

I just got done outlining how exactly polytheism is advantageous over monotheism and it was incredibly fun. I love people and I love g-d and these two things coexist in perfect harmony

[avonsdrabbles]

Seeing this resonate with some people. Thought I’d add a new part, since today’s been rough.

You’re an adult now. You’re trying to learn how to play games again, because everyone tells you that games are fun. You find you’re really good at specific kinds of games — ones that rely on those skills you did build up. These games come easy to you.

You make a career playing these games. You need to earn money. You find you genuinely enjoy playing the games, and it makes you a lot happier than anything else you’ve been doing in your life.

And then you keep going, and now every single new game has a new mechanic. You love the game, all except for that one, next to impossible thing. And gods, do you complain about it. You loved the game!!! Why’d they have to go and ruin it?

Everyone around you rolls their eyes. You’re known for your complaining. “Just quit if it bothers you that much.” But you don’t know how to do anything other than games; you’ve spent your whole life on these. “Just play games that don’t have that, then.” But every game uses these new mechanics.

You learn to stop complaining. They just don’t fucking get it, and it feels like they never will.

You’re alone.

“Why the fuck is this part of the game?”

Until you’re not.

They don’t like games. Hate them, actually — but they’ve always been good at games. A prodigy. They inherently know the mechanics, the skills needed, and most of all, how to find glitches. They could easily be a playtester. But it’s all so boring; it doesn’t scratch that itch.

The new mechanics are boring. The mechanics don’t add anything to the game. The only interesting part is the story, because that’s the part they don’t understand. That’s the part they have to dissect and work through. That’s the part they have to challenge.

They complain about how boring these games are. “It’s just a game, don’t take it so seriously.” It’s all they know. “If you don’t like it, don’t play.” It’s all they know. “But I love these mechanics!” That’s all they’ve ever known — please, for the love of god, give them something they haven’t known.

You agree with them. “It’s a shitty mechanic.”

“It doesn’t add anything-“

“-and it makes no narrative sense-“

“And everyone always agrees that it’s so good when it’s not.”

And finally — for fucks sakes, finally — you aren’t alone.

Multiplayer can be fun, too.

Had a thought about gifted kid things today.

It’s like when you speedrun through a game, but glitchless. You skip all the side quests, you just focus on the main plot line, and you get all this praise for it. “Look at you go! You’re so good at this, you’re so far ahead.” You’re told this is how you play the game.

So then you beat the game. You win! You’re one of the first ones to beat it. You talk about it with…

Nobody. Cause no one else has beat it. But. That’s okay, you were praised and loved, you did it right. You’ll just wait and…

The others finish the game, and talk about all these characters you don’t know. These plot lines you’ve never heard of.

And then the sequel comes out after you’ve been waiting for years, and years, and years, and you know you’ll be able to speed through again, to get that praise-

Only the sequel is about those plot lines you’ve never heard of — and all the mechanics are completely different.

You have so much anger, you shout, “I was never taught any of this! How can they expect me to play?”

And the callous, eye-rolling response is, “Maybe you should’ve played the game properly the first time. This is just like that one side quest. The game tried to push you that way, so why didn’t you play it the way you were supposed to?”

And you just stop playing games, because you thought you knew how… and now you don’t.

Anyways.

[nightshadeowl]

Never talk yourself out of making really stupid things as a show of skill. Trust in making really stupid things as a show of skill. You will become stronger than you can even fathom by making really stupid things as a show of skill.

[farkleysparkley]

Yo amazing!! Glad i understood what you going for! And imma absolutely tell you about the AU, i got you homie. Put below the cut cause it gonna be long.

Here their ages in the AU so you got lil more context, sorted from young to old:

Mindy: 14

Lillian: 15

Mitchell: 16

Houston: 18

Aurora: 18

Zerk: 18/19

Sean: 19

Jet: 19

Sydney: 19

Stella: 22

Also yea, Houston and Aurora part of the gang too! They be stopping by occasionally.

They all best friends with each other! But there is some bickering, especially due to some their personalities being different than the others. They also all got wildly different taste in stuff, it add to the fun!

They go out and do stuff a lot, their favourite things to do are go to the arcade, fuck around at a playground, film silly videos and skits with each other and post them on YouTube, camp out, go to water and theme parks, mess around at supermarkets, and explore abandoned buildings. Got a fic in the works about them ghost hunting..

And speaking of YouTube, they got a channel called XxTeam_PropulsionxX with about a thousand subscribers where they post skits and stories, video game let's plays with them, memes, vlogs, and few other things!

Also you definitely right about Stella swearing. She be saying fuck every three seconds, and often told to tone it down lol. Zerk also swear a lot, but in a different, stranger, more meme-oriented way. Mitchell only swears when angry, Jet does not swear and gets sad when he says "frick", Lillian and Sean occasionally do it- usually under their breath, Mindy swears a normal amount fo a teenager, and Sydney don't swear but swears in her head sometimes.

Mindy love to jokingly annoy people, but never outta malice! They also all love to watch cartoons together in their lil pillow fort. Most the time they hang at Jet's house

Some them got jobs! Mitchell working his first job at a pizza place, Sean a janitor fo said pizza place. Zerk use to work at Subway but got fired fo chasing customers with mops, Stella currently work at that Subway as a cashier and watched the whole thing. Sydney is a freelance artist, and Jet is proudly unemployed.

Sadly, Cody ain't doing too well. He's old, and rarely goes outside no more. But on a better note, Sunspot and Moonbeam still kickin- headcanon Sunspots live fo a long time! Also completly random, but Sunspot knows how to use a gun. Don't ask why or how he learn this, he jus knows.

Jet got more advanced with his science and inventions, and even won an award at the local fair and got on the news! Sydney, as previously mentioned, now making money off her work!

Also, none of them doing well mentally, except fo Sydney. She kinda the therapist of the group, she love helping people, especially her friends! Could go into detail about what each of them got, but dunno if you down fo that type of discussion. Please let me kno if you are and i'll absolutely tell!

Got much much MUCH more but this what i able to come up with right now. Hope you enjoyed it yo!!

Ummm RJG HC bc I said so teehee

Most of my silly lil AUS take place when they're just a little bit older mb

Mitchell doesn't even know what his plan is gonna be once he finds out Jet is an alien tbh. Lil bro just wants to be right soooo damn bad.

Jet is very smart intellectually but street smart? Nah someone save him PLEASE.

Mitchell has canonically tried to "poison" (according to Jet and Mindy) Jet with ice cream at least ONCE. Stella did not take this well. (I like to think she does care about him and his friends and may even be a little protective of them)

Idk how I came up with this one but Zerk and Stella have MAJOR beef for some reason.

Carrot should just stick with baking bro's cooking is NOT it.

Ummm the Bortronians may or may not be immune to Earth weapons teehee.

If Stella loses her ship or her the thing she keeps it in the crash out will be BADDDDDDDD. She's turning the entire planet upside down looking for that sh (Either Mitchell or Lillian snatched it.)

"Isn't that Stella's….?" - Mindy as the entire planet is up in flames

"Whose?"

Jet would be the first one to die in a horror movie I'm sorry..

Zerk doesn't really get the earth hype and suggests that Jet visit him on Bortron instead.

Stella's hands MUST always be occupied. Whether it is with a fidget, hand gestures or something.

That's all for now teehee

[valkyurii]

useless piece of information: malenia always follows up with a grab after she breaks your guard with a kick. it is possible to roll out the way as your stamina regens fast enough on it's own, but i still thought it was pretty cool that she can do this

[wundrousarts]

I need to get back on my Jess interview grind and finish before Silverborn press starts up because tell me why I'm skimming one trying to find something and then realize she's talking about Ages. ACK! This is vital to my theorizing.....

[jesterable]

ive been watching some undertale video essays and i made myself think so hard about the game again.

did you guys know one of the only circumstances of the word "Howdy" in the game is by papyrus. all of the other ones are by the dreemurs. this is right after the alphys date. papyrus calls you and says "HOWDY!". and right after hes incredibly.. odd. towards you.

"IF IT ISNT MY GOOD FRIEND, WHO TRUSTS ME."

"THIS IS PAPYRUS. YOUR ALSO MUTUAL FRIEND."

etc etc.

I know its vaguely obvious that like. ohh flowey was telling him to say that! but. no one but flowey says howdy.

and we already KNOW flowey can do impressions, because of that one echo flower after you kill toriel.

so..???.........