#i love jane sm she so silly guy

[acemakes-art143]

jane doe mini rant bc i noticed a thing recently

so like. anyone else ever thought about the fact that the ballad of jane doe is like one of if not the only time that she shows like. strong emotion. throughout most of the musical she had a fairly neutral tone/expression and like you can kinda tell some of her emotions but she doesn't really show it that much. but then in tbojd she puts her ALL into it and there is SO MUCH EMOTION and it's so POWERFUL!! especially the second half of the song. like??? that's so cool??? and then after that she goes back to just ⚫_⚫??? AAAAA ever since i thought abt this it just sits in my brain

[tryingtofindava]

── 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐞𝐩𝐬 𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐤 𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

: ̗̀➛Back to Source

INCLUDES: Toby, Nat, Jane, Sally, Kate.

A/n: so oops this is 3 days late my bad, enjoy these late headcanons (ᵕ—ᴗ—) These can be read as romantic or platonic BUT SALLY IS STRICTLY PLATONIC!! Fem! Reader

╰┈➤ 𝐓𝐢𝐜𝐜𝐢 𝐓𝐨���𝐲

Trick or treating with you makes him feel like a kid again.

Reminds him of the times where everything was a little less shitty… He could just dress up with Lyra and scavenge the neighbourhood for the best sweeties.

HE’D LOVE DOING A MATCHING HALLOWEEN COSTUME TOO WHILE YOU GUYS ARE TRICK OR TREATING!!

Speaking of costumes, I feel like he’d point out Halloween costumes of people/characters he recognises, or finds cool. What a cutie.

He will sorta feel silly still knocking on doors at his age, I mean, he’s at least handing out sweets age now.

“Fuh-fuck yeah!! I-I got a Nuh-Nuh-Nougat!!”

“Ew, they’re so gross, dude…”

Will trade the sweets he doesn’t like with you, and he’ll either not like said sweets from the flavour or the texture since he’s funny like that. (I’m self projecting…)

╰┈➤ 𝐂𝐥𝐨𝐜𝐤𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐤

She’s not gonna knock on doors with you sadly, claiming that ‘She’s too old for that, and Halloween for her now is about getting totally shit faced’.

But, she’s more than happy to walk around with you and admire the Halloween decorations. Oh, and the chicks who dress up.

Without a doubt like Toby will point out costumes too!! Just…for another reason.

“Woah, when did Tinker Bell become an only fans model?” Nat will nudge you, nodding towards a group of girls dressed up at the pixie hollow fairies. A smug grin etched upon her scarred face.

“Shh!! There’s kids…” You quiet her down.

╰┈➤ 𝐉𝐚𝐧𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐊𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐫

Wouldn’t go out trick or treating with you sadly, she’d be way more interested in staying in your guys’ shared suburban home handing out the sweets to trick or treaters.

The night before she’d drag you along to the shops with her, and choose the best sweets the trick or treaters would love.

She’s also dress up, I can see her going as Lydia or Morticia since they match her gothic vibe she’s got.

She’d also make you match with her by going as the female versions of Beetlejuice or Gomez. She’d think it would be cute to match, and it was!!

╰┈➤ 𝐒𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲

SHE LOVES HALLOWEEN SM!!

Adores everything about it, the decorations, the dressing up, and especially the sweeties!!!

She also loves the fact that the blood permanently leaking from her head wounds are okay to freely walk about with during this special night.

The eight year old will drag you around to every house knocking of the door with a grin, waiting to get her little hands of the best treats.

She’ll make you take pictures of her and every Halloween prop she sees.

Anyways it’s just the cutest bonding moment between the two of you, she views you as her cool older sister that takes her to get a sugar rush.

“SWEETS NOW, PLEASE!!”

“Sal, you’re supposed to say trick or treat…”

╰┈➤ 𝐊𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐬𝐞𝐫

Like Toby, it also reminds her of simpler times… Before all the madness and chaos the Operator brought into it her life.

Being out and walking around with you reminds her of when she was younger going out with Lauren and CR to get all the best sweets.

While she won’t dress up anymore, or knock on doors to get treats, she will reminisce about her childhood and teenage years.

And she will hold onto this time with you probably for the rest of her life.

Kate watched you as you walked slightly ahead of her, navigating through the groups of kids and parents. Looking over your shoulder at her, a grin on your face. “You good, Kate?”

She snaps out of her trance for a moment, shaking her head as she nods at you. “Yeah, just remembered something.” She spoke quietly. You remind her of what she’s lost, so, so much.

Guys I wanna write an angst one shot of Kate so bad dhjdkdudjsnjcksjdjdjdidujfjdj. So uhm anyways this wraps up my HALLOWEEN SPECTACULAR for this year!! Yip yip!!

[crossover-enthusiast]

HEY please use this ask as an excuse to dump any and every jack & john thought in your head :o)k (the k is the clowns arms and legs look)

:o)k is really cute

Anyways, oh B O I thank you so much it is TIME

This got really long so under a read more it goes!

I'mma do them separately and then together

John

- *slaps his back* this bad boy can fit so much angst into him - Seriously tho I dunno why I've made him the object of my angst affections atm but heehoo >:} - He's gruff but he has a big heart, you just need to dig a lot to find it - This man is such a workaholic my god - I've also seen a few fics run with the idea that he has low self-worth which. Ough /pos - His last name is Doe, his wife's name was Jane, and his daughter is named Judy - John and Jane had a very Greg and Rose type of dynamic, just some guy and a woman who seemed extraordinary and far out of his league - Tho unlike Steven Judy actually did get to have a few years with her before she kicked it lol - Also his daughter is alive! I'm not THAT cruel. She was at a friend's house and John and Jack immediately rushed over to pick her up - However there's a good period of time where John just gets stuck on the idea of what if. What if she was there, what if she got hurt, what if he lost her, what if what if what if. He starts spiraling on all the ways he could lose Jack too, it got bad. Thankfully Jack was there to ground him :> - Why yes that was my projecting a little, why do you ask - Seriously tho he loves Judy sm he'd die for her in a heartbeat - Eventually grows to love Jack to the point he'd also die for him - I like to think John and Frank were really close when they were kids, not as close as Lila and Jaune but damn near it. Growing apart hurt. Discovering Frank's… business hurt even more, for the both of them - In general he misses when they were all just kids goofing around, not having to worry about anything - Also misses Jane. He loved her so much; losing her devastated him. Part of him to this day feels at fault for her death, even though there was nothing he could do - Absolutely stole this headcanon from @the-tick-tock-chaos-shoppe but I have become very attached to it: John has ADHD. He went undiagnosed and has no idea he has it - Not helping matters is that Jaune ALSO has ADHD and was diagnosed (this is also a headcanon), so that hyper and bubbly personality is just what John associates with it; if someone went "hey I think you have ADHD" he'd be in complete denial lol - When he was a kid he'd always have lollipops or straws in his mouth. When he got too old for that, it was pencils and pens, and when he got too old for that, he started smoking - It is absolutely a sensory thing and he doesn't realize it is a sensory thing. Mans just needs something in his mouth - If he happens to run out of cigarettes he goes back to pencils and pens. There are bite marks on all of the pencils at the police station lmao - One time he took a pen from Evermore's office and just went to town on it - Other stims for him include tapping his fingers on tables/desks, flicking his lighter repeatedly, and bouncing a pencil between his fingers/against the table - In general him stimming is a lot more subtle than Jack, usually doesn't even realize he's doing it - Definitely the type of person to flip the "lucky cigarette" when he first opens a pack. This has lead him to accidentally putting the end with tobacco in his mouth because he forgot about it, multiple times - Has really bad road rage. This is why Jack drives - As his kid self's costume would suggest, he's always dreamed of being a cop. It… definitely isn't what he thought it'd be, that's for sure - Is bisexual. Did not realize this until he met Jack - His favorite donuts are caramel glazed - I just want him to be soft and put down his dang walls

Jack

- Silly cop man!! I love him - Just a big ol' goofball with a big heart - Cares a lot for John and would absolutely die for him - Lowkey I love how he snaps at the end of Tender Treats, like YEAH GET HIS ASS!!! - Great with kids! Judy adores him - Has a tea kettle! it's easier to use than a coffee maker in his opinion, he can make things other than coffee with it, and the noise actively reminds him to take it off the stove because he WILL forget otherwise - Got bullied a lot in school because he was the "weird kid". After he graduated high school Jack left his home town and never looked back - Became a cop because he wanted to help people. Was not at all prepared for The Horrors - Is usually the one that patrols the cellblocks - Bob made a point to give him a fun fact every time Jack passed his cell and Jack got so sick of it, lol. Part of him was glad Bob broke out of jail just because he didn't have to hear it anymore - That partially attributed to why Jack got so pissed after Bob climbed onto their squad car (alongside y'know, surviving a bullet to the back and 27 to the chest) - He is autistic :> Like John he wasn't diagnosed, tho Jack's pretty sure he has it and is okay with that - Wringing/clasping his hands together is a nervous stim. In general Jack's stims usually involve his body, like cracking his knuckles, tapping his foot, or that little shimmy he does in the Newgrounds ending for Deadly Smiles - Also shakes his fists when he's excited, but tries not to do it at work - Pranks John sometimes to lighten the mood/make him smile - Has a surprisingly dark sense of humor - Literally him not understanding that using the actual dead body of some super cannibal for a joke was so funny (and very mecore) - After the whole thing with Mr. Clown, Jack had a panic attack in their police car and John had to calm him down :< - Actually a great cook! It's a hobby for him - Also loves to bake ^^ this is also a hc I stole from tick-tock, but hey it's sweet (literally) and I like it - He still gets donuts from GoNuts tho since they make them WAY better than he can - Always makes his eggs scrambled because regular eggs feel weird to him - Prior to Deadly Smiles, he didn't take the cult seriously. That changed real fast when they came back to John's house on fire - Gay gay homosexual gay - His favorite donuts are chocolate with sprinkles - Gives great hugs! He's been compared to a walking pillow - He's just a big softie aaaa

Both

- No thoughts, head empty vs many thoughts, head full - The OG sun/moon duo next to the thieves - Jack is the one who catches feelings for John first, and for a while he just. Sits on it not knowing what to do with it - Like he loves John, he knows he does, but he doesn't know if John feels the same way and really doesn't want to make things awkward between them, or worse case scenario outright ruin their friendship - John... whoo boy - Man's just in a big deep pit of denial for the longest time - Literally Jack was John's bi awakening, so John tried his damn hardest to pass off these feelings as anything else - When he finally realized "oh god I'm in love with him", his face went bright red (I'm specifically thinking of that one series of sketches by necr0dancin and I REALLY hope people know what I'm talking about) - Even after that it was still heavy denial because he didn't know if Jack felt the same way, didn't think Jack could love someone like him, AND he still had lingering feelings for Jane, and felt that finding someone new, hell maybe even feeling this way at all, was betraying her - So yeah John had a lot of roadblocks in comparison kjdfnkjf - Eventually Jack, with some spurring from Patty (and maybe Captain and Shotgun) does manage to confess. John doesn't know how to feel but god it's a weight off his shoulders knowing Jack feels that way about him too - Jack meanwhile is so damn happy it's reciprocated! He didn't fuck things up!! Now maybe they can kiss!!! - It's clumsy and messy as all get out, but they're partners now, in work and in love - Uhhh okay now that my full-ass setup is out of the way let's get to the cute stuff - Stress + overworking + his house burning down = that sickness John caught absolutely WRECKS him, he's tired and feels like shit for at least a week. Cue Jack taking care of him, all the while teasing him because he told him that coffee mug was gonna get him sick - Literally there is so much potential in John and Judy staying at Jack's house after theirs burns down oh my god - They're both surprising horror movie buffs: John's favorite movie is Nightmare on Elm Street, Jack's is Friday the 13th. Freddy vs. Jason is a guilty pleasure for them both - Sometimes Jack will lay his chin on John's hair. It's very soft - If he's okay with it Jack will also run his fingers through John's hair - The ways they show affection is just. So small but so meaningful. - Jack keeps a couple cigarettes on him even though he doesn't smoke and doesn't really like John smoking, just in case John runs out - John listens intently whenever Jack goes on a tangent, and it's one of the few things he's able to fully focus on next to work and his kid - Enjoying each other in silence, the only sounds being the white noise of a heater or TV - The damn SIZE DIFFERENCE with these two when they hug and cuddle my word - They're both forgetful as all hell - fittingly, Jack remembers what John doesn't and vice versa - They're both absolutely the type of person to walk into a room and immediately go "what did I come in here for again?" tho, sometimes at the same time - I want them to be soft and in love so bad

Uhhhh okay that's all I can think of atm and I feel I've left this ask sit for a bit too long so. Here you go, enjoy and thanks again for letting me talk about these guys <3

[a-mag-a-day]

oh my god mag 39 is literally one of my favorite episodes, i have so many thoughts i am so normal about this episode (it gave me the tma brain worms)

there's so much that happens in this episode and its all so good but one of my favorite things is the way it showcases the character dynamics and we learn a little bit more about the other characters outside of the bits we get from the statement recordings. i love the og archival assistant team so much i wish we could stay in those silly goofy bits forever :( tma is *through tears* an office comedy

the amount of iconic moments from this episode too like jon asking martin if he's a ghost, statement of joe spooky, tim breaking through the wall (i think about his "hi guys!" everyday,, season one tim you will always be famous), martin talking about recording his poetry on the tapes (AND THE PAUSE AFTERWARDS FOLLOWED BY JON'S 'i see' IT GETS ME EVERYTIME), its all so good man and its just such a good insight into the different characters ughfje i love it sm

i love the writing in this episode too, the whole episode consistently keeps you on your toes and its all so balanced, like in the same episode as the statement of joe spooky we get jon talking about how he doesn't want to be a mystery (sobbing on the floor in mag 200) it has such a good mix of emotion, character, fear, all of it

GOING BACK TO JON TALKING ABOUT BEING A MYSTERY TOO ACTUALLY- jon being vulnerable!! him admitting that he's scared!! all of it gets me every single time, that whole bit had me on the floor the first time i heard it and it adds a whole new layer to jon's character that continues to get expanded on later and its just!! so good!!

i feel like there's so much worldbuilding in this episode too (like when jon talks about feeling like he's being watched when recording statements) and just the little bread crumbs this episode starts to leave (or dare i say string,, g-get it cause the web)

and finally- SASHAAHSE (my fav girlboss miss you everyday bbygirl) i have so many thoughts about sasha and the not!them but lord everyday i wake up and suffer remembering what happens to her. (aside from that, i really love the whole scene she has with bitch boy elias especially with the power of hindsight and seeing him just waiting and watching what was happening and knowing it was just a part of his plan) i feel so terribly for sasha tho man she did not deserve the end she got at all, keep kayaking up there in heaven queen

bonus thoughts:

i love the sound effects in this episode like the pasta worm sounds?? absolutely amazing i have no idea how they did it but it worked

now me personally? i could fix jane prentiss i know i could, jane <3 though i definitely feel for her as a character, i think about her such an normal amount

prentiss saying 'archivist' at the end of the episode? im absolutely feral

conclusion: I am So Normal about this episode and this show 👍

We're all so normal about this episode

[richieshusband]

i literally love the hatchetfield universe sm guys you do not understand i could talk about it for hours and not get bored (do not talk about nightmare time that does not count since those are alternate universes i do not t like nightmare time 😡)

the characters are so skrunkly and silly eSPECIALLY TOM, PAUL AND CHARLOTTE. they're literally my bbgs. tom is literally me irl (NOT JANE'S A CAR TOM 😡😡😡😡) he's so silly and goofy he's literally my bbg

if you don't like charlotte, get out. this is not a safe blog for you. i literally hate you so much. i will find you. i have literally never found someone who doesn't like charlotte she's so bbg!!! 🤯🤯 SAM IS SUCH AN IDIOT FOR CHEATING ON HER i could be a better husband sorry

"oh but she cheated on him too" I DONT CARE SHE'S STILL BETTER THAN SAM SHE'S SUCH A SILLY LITTLE LADY.

[dionysuswearsanorangetracksuit]

lizzie !!!!!!!! hello hello i keep meaning to reply to ur response and i figured i'd do it after i finished the redemption eps but 😔 they r taking me a while bc i have so much work 😔 BUT i just wanted to say i adore breanna sooooo much like she made me cry when she 'came out' and i CALLED it and it was so nice idk love her sm also started doing the debby ryan hairtuck and going 'hiiiiiiii' when she's on screen bc she's prettyyyyyyyyy flgjdfklgj sorry that's literally all i think abt when i watch now i mean esp in the great train job which i just finished like HELLO... hm ok this is long i will make it a tiny bit longer: i miss hardison a lot-a lot :( ik he's filming for the dc film(!!!!!!) but stilllllll !! but also it's so adorable when i recognize breanna's speech patterns/movement to match hardison's like !!!!!!! they're siblings they rlly r !!!!!! dislike eliot's fbi gf ofc but it's sooo funny that she's from jane the virgin lmao... adore sophie this season she's a fkn legend HARRY WILSON KJHKF what a silly little guy... i missed nate but then i read the actor's wikipedia and I Understand so yes. 1000000/10 season so far love the route they took after the og series ending, as always what an amazing show bestie thank u again for talking abt it love u also HOW WAS UR DAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii h 🥺💕💗💞💗

I actually think you’re further along than me with the redemption episodes now 😳 I’m back home for a week and my mom is refusing to let me watch the new ones by myself until she’s caught up so I gotta go to YOU with commentary now ahsjsj 😏

And ahhhhg YEAH breanna is literally so 🥺🥰😳👩‍❤️‍💋‍👨💕💞 i love her so so much literal best addition hands down iconic incredible and her being queer is literally just the icing on top I love her I love her I love so deserving of ur Debby Ryan hair tuck lmao

also how much of hardison you can see in her character like you said with the speech patterns and movement but how she’s still very much her own person (also fun fact breanna is actually named after aldis hodge’s real life sister which is so fucking sweet 😭😭😭)

And yeahhh I miss hardison so much :((( like good for him but aldis hodge needs to wrap up and get back over here bc I miss my boy :(

I’ve never seen Jane the virgin but I take ur word for it ahsjsj as soon as eliot dumps her the better,,,, Harry Wilson what a lad he’s constantly confused and I appreciate that and yeah I do miss nate but I don’t miss the actor so I think it was a good decision especially bc the characters talk about him and are keeping him alive like how we remember

THANK YOU for watching it every time I remember or I see u reference leverage or whatever I lose my mind also 💯 best remake literally so so good they did so well

My day is goood ish so far ahsjsj I have a five hour rehearsal which is like 😒 and ‼️

😒 because it’s super long and over zoom and we gotta do some weird blocking right now but ‼️ because I feel like I’m actually doing something and being productive

How are you!!!!!! How was ur lab today?!? And classes?? I hope it’s getting better and you’re having fun and learning lots of interesting stuff

[wychive]

𝙪𝙣𝙨𝙥𝙤𝙠𝙚𝙣 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙙𝙨

summary // you found your pile of ‘letters’ to hyunjin that contain thoughts that have never been said and decided to write to him one last time.

pairing(s) // hyunjin x gn!reader, hyunjin x oc, slight minho x reader

genre(s) // angst, letter fic 

warning(s) // mentions of food, themes of being forgotten, vulgar wording, humiliation, overthinking

word count // 2.0k

author's note // happy birthday @noya-sannnn​ !! im sorry this was so late hhh you know how i am irl,, but i hope you enjoy this! i love you so much, jane <3 i apologize for the many grammar mistakes gn. i recommend listening to iu’s ending scene while reading this! btw y/n/n means your nickname.

[10/01/14, 3:55am]

dear jinnie,

hi there! it's y/n <3 i hope you're doing okay - i mean of course you are pfft anyways, just writing this short letter (more like paragraph)  sort of as a venting mechanism? for things i cant tell you about lol  im not so sure how you would call it, since you're so much better at words than i am. basically were like:

hyunjin: ow a brain freeze!

me: haha brain go brrrr

anyways haha yea <3 it's 4am so like,, ill see you at school!

signed,

your loser,

y/n/n

[15/02/14, 12:34am]

yo heartthrob!

im back with this kinda stuff haha it's been a whole? week? since ive written one of these so like yes..hi! i just wanted to say thanks, for today. you really know how to cheer me up huh? you really outdid yourself by setting up that little picnic for us. congrats on making the strawberry cake so perfectly <3 this day will always stay as a core memory in the back of my brain. you're too caring sometimes,,, istg you'll pay for this [maybe hugs?] >:) 

signed,

your partner in crime,

y/n/n

[30/02/15, 01:29am]

jinnie-senpai~~

LMAO you hate me calling you that, doesn't change a thing though. hehe,, nways i hope you enjoyed your birthday present :) i got you that really cool skateboard that you wanted. i worked my ass off for that in my mother's garden so like,, you gotta thank me for that a thousand times :D nah jk, its a sincere gift, from me to you. i rarely do this for ANYONE so consider yourself lucky to have a best friend like me -3- also, seungmin is like….kinda the cutest person ever. introduce me to him pls, thank!

signed,

<your bestest friend3,

y/n

(p.s. you're kinda cute too,,,, ig,,, still stinkee tho)

[13/04/15, 9:04pm]

hey 'baby' (HAHAHA ihy for this)

i hope your day was okay! i didn't see much of you today (which was sort of a bummer but wtv) so like…. uh yea. you told me you were doing okay over text, which kinda surprised me because like?? we always video call lol this is kinda the first time,, but its okay, i trust you! (i really hope youre doing alright tho, i'll beat anyone up if they make you sad >:( ) you also called me 'sweetheart' today which was like…. omg wtf haha????????? that was so weird to me for some reason… a good kind of weird :D we haven't done those kinds of nicknames in a while so…. happy to know that they're back in session <3 i talked to the new girl today, she's really cool! like she knows the bean song on tiktok so like its a total win heh, ill introduce you to her tomorrow! you'll love her a lot

signed,

your 'lover',

y/n/n

[08/06/16, 10:23pm]

hey howl (hehe go back to that movie night we had)

this spring break sucks so much,, esp because youre not here (you still couldve brought me along :'[ ) but wtv i hope youre enjoying yourself. ive been hanging out with yeonnie lately and i found out she likes conan grey too like pls i love her sm. can we adopt her?? please???? she told me you guys have been video calling too and that makes me so happy!! you two are getting along so well aaa my precious babies </3 

what if you developed a crush on her? haha…..jk unless?? (no jk dont shes all mine, stay away >:) ) anyways, i hope the three of us hang out soon. maybe go to that ice cream parlour where they serve the best cookies and cream?  

signed,

your daisy,

y/n/n

[19/07/15, 01:23am]

peepee poopoo hello

heyheyhey!! (heh, haikyuu thingz) i hope youre doing okay! i mean sure you are, with everything going so well. also i feel like you're not telling me something. maybe it's just me? is it? i hope it is because you tell me everything,, we've been talking less these days but its okay! i know how busy you are, especially with your dad always bugging you,,

also, i think yeonbin likes you :0,, she keeps talking about you whenever we hang out. don't get me wrong, its not bad that she likes you but...something doesn't feel right. i feel like i'm being the third wheeler here and like ugh idk. haha laughs yea i think its just me.. im sorry, i didnt mean to do you like this,, anyways, ill see you soon + her too ofc- yall are inseparable lmao

signed,

your moonlight,

y/n/n

[23/07/15, 01:56am]

greetings, kind sir

lol more like mean sir but like aight KSKSK,, anyways,, how have you been? we haven't really talked in a while,, our convos are always so short with it being one-sided :/ i wish you were online more. yeonnie is ignoring me,, do you know why? i think you do,,, but when i asked you just said you didnt know. did i do something wrong? pls tell me.. 

she blocked my contact the other day and she won't even smile at me when i pass her in the hallways. its,, sad and stressful especially because she was the only one that would genuinely talk to me. i hate to say this,, but i miss you. us, hanging out like the best trio we are, yknow? but i dont think you miss me the same way. sorry, im getting out of hand. i know im just overreacting. im just gonna sleep ig,, good night! sweet dreams,,

signed,

your pink lemonade,

y/n/n

[25/07/15, 03:25am]

hi there

i heard you and her got together?? congrats, jinnie! im so proud of you,, especially because you never had even considered getting a girlfriend a few months earlier lmaO you really woo the ladies huh? anyways,, i hope you've been well since we last talked,, how many days has it been?? i would say nearly a week or so but honestly it feels like a hundred years,, considering you and i used to talk every day. but you have her now to keep you company.

keep this a secret but can you possibly tell me why it hurts when i see her? or when i mention her or even think of her?? is it because she's connected to you? but.. you're my best friend, so why? is it because i miss you? is it because im alone now? is it because you left me with a simple 'i have to go now,, bye y/n/n.'? im not sure either. im being silly, i apologize. ill figure it out sooner or later. sweet dreams, jinnie

signed,

your asswipe,

y/n

[25/07/15, 04:30am]

jinnie

it's because i love you. 

signed,

your butterfly,

y/n

[??/08/??, 05:??am]

you

i miss your lame jokes. i miss your smile. i miss your laughs. i miss your funny faces. i miss the way your eyes twinkle. i miss th way you would make me happy just by doing the bare minimum. i miss the disaster you made when cooking breakfast. i miss the night when you snuck me out just to go to that pretty lantern event. i miss when you would call out my name everytime we met. i miss when we would share earbuds in train rides. dont you get it, hyunjin? i miss you.

[??/??/15, ??:??am]

asshole.

please tell me that isn't true, please. you're too kind to do these kinds of things, right? + i was your best friend,, then, why, why did you hurt me like this. i didnt do anything wrong.. you couldve just told me you didnt like me,,, why did she have to tell me? out of all people. 

youre so pathetic for this,, i thought you were brave, bold - but youre just a fucking coward. i loved you, i really did. and i realised too late… im sorry. she,, i shouldn't have talked to her in the first place, right? i bet you knew she humiliated me, in front of everyone. of course you did, you were the only one that knew. you told her. fuck, i hate you so much (yet why do i long for you on a night like this?). you know how much that'll affect me and yet, there you are, laughing about it with her.

signed,

fuck off,

you know who i am.

[31/08/15, 03:41am]

ah, jinnie

please tell me this is just a nightmare. please, please. stop just reading my texts, please answer them. jinnie. i miss you so much. i dont care bout her, please just let me be in your arms. i dont care if you love me back, please just talk to me at least. tell me what i did wrong,, jinnie,, please,,, clear these tear stains on my cheek with kisses.

signed,

your fuck-up,

y/n

[15/09/15, 04:59am]

jinnie

why do i keep crying because of you? its been a few weeks since everything has happened. please, nothing has changed. i still love you the same even with all the hatred i have pent up in this stupid brain of mine. i wish i could just walk back in time, to where it all began.

when i first met you in third grade and you pushed me while playing soccer or maybe when we took those ridiculous prom pictures, remember those? i hope you still have them,, because i do too. i hope the pictures of us on your wall still hang there,, it'll remind you of the happy times. hm,, maybe you don't need them. 

you already have millions of pictures with you and her,, i bet you printed some and replaced those with ours right? sly dog. 

signed,

friend,

y/n/n

[04/02/16, 12:57am]

hey

i went to the park today and saw both of you being happy. it's nice to see your smile again. im sorry i didnt go up to you,, i just thought it would be awkward. when i heard that adorable laugh of yours, it made me realise that i lost something special. but it's okay isnt it? as your happiness matters more than mine. 

signed,

y/n

[06/01/20, 08:00pm]

dear hyunjin,

im doing fine here. how about you? gosh,, how long has it been? years? since we last talked to each other. i havent heard from you since. i would just like to say i still think of you sometimes, when watering the plants or dancing while making pancakes. sometimes i think you're here with me too, just being the pals we were. 

sometimes i'd see you out, just reading a book in the park or buying pasta sauce at the grocery store. it's nice to see you having a stable life. im not sure if you're still with her or not, but its good to know that you still have that large friend group. also! you're never gonna guess who im dating--

it's minho! do you remember him? the one that i used to hate,, uh yeah. he asked me out the other day- you may wonder how tf,,, i too do not know how tf but he gives the best hugs ever. he gave me the love i wanted from you. he stitched my heart back together after it broke,, i love him so much, jinnie..

it's snowing,, do you remember when we would skate on the frozen lake in front of your house? are your parents well? i wonder if your mother still has those earrings i bought for her birthday. i never told you this but your laugh and hers sound so similar. 

i would just like to say thank you, for everything. you were a big part of my life, up until now. when we see each other after this, we would just be strangers. maybe flash a little smile or give a little wave whenever we greet each other but nothing more. some memories of us would flow in every now and then but it'll just be a short teaser. well, i'll be going now. smile for me, okay?

signed,

the one that loved you the most,

y/n.

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last:

1) drink: grape juice lol 2) phone call: my brother 3) text message: my friend ava 4) song you listened to: j-boy by phoenix 5) time you cried: this morning thanks to period cramps!! gotta love em

have you:

6) dated someone twice: i’ve never dated anyone lol 7) kissed someone and regretted it: never been kissed!!  8) been cheated on: no 9) lost someone special: yea 10) been depressed: a lot lol 11) gotten drunk and thrown up: no haha i don't drink 

list 3 favourite colours:

12) silver 13) pastel yellow 14) red

in the last year have you:

15) made new friends: yupp 16) fallen out of love: no 17) laughed until you cried: yes 18) found out someone was talking about you: i mean yea 19) found out who your friends are: definitely 20) kissed someone on your facebook list: no lol

general:

21) how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: most of them & then the rest are just mutuals/internet friends 22) do you have any pets: yes!! i have a puppy & her name is hazel she’s named after hazel levesque i love her sm 23) do you want to change your name: YES bc no one knows how to pronounce it?? or they call me weird nicknames??  24) what did you do for your last birthday: went to a concert & hung out w my family 25) what time do you wake up at: usually around 8 or 8:30 but i go to sleep really early lol  26) what were you doing at midnight last night: sleeping  27) name something you can’t wait for: college and getting out of america lol 28) when was the last time you saw your mom: this morning 29) what is one thing you wish you could change in your life: i wish i was never anxious i hate my anxiety so much lmao 30) what are you listening to right now: uh a plethora of diff people but mainly lorde, glass animals, sufjan stevens, dear evan hansen 31) have you ever talked to a person named tom: HAHA i actually had a thing with someone named tom a few months ago + i love tom holland if that counts 32) something that is getting on your nerves: myself lol 33) most visited website: twitter probably 34) mole(s): one on my finger  35: mark(s): i have scars from where my friend used to dig her nails into my skin all the time but that was a long time ago + scars from my dog when she accidentally scratches me  36) childhood dream: i’ve always wanted to be an actress/writer and that hasn't changed but when i was little i used to think i was a mermaid princess lol 37) hair colour: naturally dirty blonde 38) long or short hair: i think it’s long?? 

39) do you have a crush on someone: yes omg 40) what do you like about yourself: my eyes & my eyebrows & how good i am at being intuitive + how good i am in english 41) piercings: my ears but i’m getting a nose piercing for my 16th  42) blood type: no clue 43) nicknames: g, gigi, gilly (that one’s silly but it’s still cute) 44) relationship status: super single haha 45) zodiac: sagittarius & proud of it lmao 46) pronouns: she/her 47) favourite shows: parks & rec, jane the virgin, stranger things, game of thrones, the office 48) right or left hand: right 49) surgery: none 50) hair dyed a different colour: when i was 12 i dipdyed my hair red with koolaid?? hahah 51) sport: tennis 52) vacation: idk if this means dream vacation? i just went to scotland & england for 2 weeks a month ago + i really wanna go to iceland or ireland 53) pair of trainers: white converse yikes

more general

54) eating: nothing rn 55) drinking: i need to drink water i’m deprived  56) i’m about to: my summer homework  57) want: to be happier 58) get married: probably 59) career: actress & writer 60) hugs or kisses: i really hate physical contact in general but i do like hugging people if they’re not forcing me to  61) lips or eyes: eyes 62) shorter or taller: if this is relationship-wise then usually taller  63) older or younger: um rn it’d be one year older or one year younger bc i'm only fifteen but usually older i think when it comes to celeb crushes at least 64) nice arms or nice stomach: stomach?? really muscular arms just aren’t my thing but then again neither are abs? i have a really weird type which consists of really slim/skinny guys idk why 65) sensitive or loud: sensitive 66) hook up or relationship: relationship  67) troublemaker or hesitant: usually hesitant bc i like avoiding uncomfy situations but once i’m comfortable i can act pretty stupid lol

have you ever:

68) kissed a stranger: no 69) drank hard liquor: i’ve had like a sip 70) lost glasses/contact lenses: yes 71) turned someone down: yea 72) sex on the first date: nope 73) broken someone’s heart: i doubt it  74) had your heart broken: kind of but it’s hard to tell bc i'm so young 75) been arrested: no 76) cried when someone died: all the time 77) fallen for a friend: sort of 

do you believe in:

78) yourself: i try 79) miracles: depends  80) love at first sight: nope 81) santa claus: until i was like 6 82) kissing on the first date: depends on the person

other:

83) current best friend’s name: ava & kenzie 84) eye colour: light blue 85) favourite movie: moonrise kingdom, the parent trap, sing street, spider-man: homecoming, 20th century women, the secret life of walter mitty

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