#i love how i see it in my head
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
if you ever read anything in your life PLEASE read this it is literal perfection ❤
rot: h. iwaizumi



her neighbor knocks on her door, and asks her for a favor...
pairing: iwaizumi x f!reader
status: completed
warnings: language, angst, alcohol use, violence/blood, adult themes, angst, crimes, poverty, smoking, flawed characters, anger issues, mental health issues, bad fathers, mention of family member death, probably bad, general ooc-ness, overused tropes that i will be beating to death, set in 2006 for no good reason other than i felt like it; happy ending but will probably be upsetting
taglist: closed (50/50)
minors dni & other rules
iwa sketch drawn by the amazingly talented @wyrcan
chapter one -> a favor
chapter two -> a call
chapter three -> a visit
chapter four -> an incident
chapter five -> the move
chapter six -> a promise
if you end up enjoying, please leave a like, rb, comment or ask <3
moodboard by @causenessus









#okay sorry everything else is queued rn but rot gets special treatment#this work is so important to me and so so good#eggy this was amazing#i will so be rereading this all the time#i cannot tell you how much this fic means to me#i love how i see it in my head#when it's always winter#always bright white. cold. empty#or there are people but they are bundled up in clothing. pale and quiet#rot is an entirely other world and i am so in love with it#i love the setting and world you built for this work eggy it was so so good#i just feel like i can imagine this work so perfectly and clearly like in every scene#the cigarette stained yellow walls#creaky floorboards#her stubborn creaky window impossible to get open#cd stacks. cd player. fixing mattsun's wounds. getting drunk on iwa's floor.#iwa holding her hand telling her he loves her#her drawing pictures of him in a notebook at her job#kiyoko's head on her shoulder#the keys between her knuckles and punching her father#everything#eggy this fic means so much to me and it was PERFECT from start to finish <3#i will never shut up about it this was amazing#i cannot believe it's over but also it was so perfect <3#i have to add it everywhere omg#ness' favorites but it's eggy's special division <3#ness' pantry staples <3#ness' first aid box <3
448 notes
·
View notes
Text


ghost of you
super quick Sua screencap redraw to celebrate the new video release - no I was not expecting it to be Like That and yes I was devastated
(no reposts; reblogs appreciated)
#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#fanart#alien stage#mizisua#alnst#alnst sua#why is the acronym so hard to type correctly#drawing doomed yuri on valentines day </3#was not planning to make alnst fanart but i was contemplating violence and that reminded me of the show#long story short 3/4 of a class i'm in failed an exam#and the prof refuses to acknowledge that maybe he needs to revise his teaching methods#instead of blaming all of us for being stupid#anyway this isnt about him#i saw someone call sua the dead wife and wow so true#flashback queen#hyuna was actually my fave...time to pick a new one i guess!#now that im putting the art and the ref side by side i can see a billion mistakes#i will say the warmer tones + sua smiling more is on purpose tho#call it mizi vision with those rose tinted glasses#u ever think about how the ppl you love can haunt you#there have been so many times i thought a stranger was someone i knew bc i recognized their hair or clothes or the way they laugh#(yes lord huron is stuck in my head rn)
3K notes
·
View notes
Text
I really wonder if trauma theorists who say things like "Humans are the only animal that will be in a fright state when physically safe" or "the rest of the animal kingdom doesn't get PTSD" have ever, like
Do you think they've actually ever met an animal?
#staranise original#psychology#child abuse tw#ptsd tw#animal cruelty tw#so much of what we know about the nervous system and behaviour comes from animal studies!!!#the physiological toll of even fairly brief upsetting events on baby rats is evident for the rest of their lives#my cat has been spoiled like a princess for a decade straight#and if you reach out to pet the top of her head with your hand palm-down she WILL smack you#no matter how happy she is with the rest of the interaction#she LOVES being petted on the head if you approach with your hand behind her ears#seeing that A L W A Y S causes her to react out of sheer reflex#even with me#tell me that's not a trauma response#actually don't#I need to go wrap presents
4K notes
·
View notes
Text


Bunnies is a difficult animals
#he had to be separated from his boyfriend and wife because he’s started behaving really aggressively due to gideons head tilt#we aren’t sure if his head tilt will ever fully go away#which means Elwood probably will not be able to be re-integrated with them based on his behaviors#he’s been in his own pen for about a week now and has returned to being very territorial/aggressive (mouth open lunging#shrieking#etc)#he tried to attack the dustpan the entire time I was cleaning up#and then came and gently rested his head on my knee#he’s just confused and lonely I think#I love him so dearly and I think we forget how complex animal emotions can be#he hasn’t been like this since before he was neutered#he was so happy in his little trio so it’s kind of heartbreaking seeing him outside of it again#pets#animals#bunny#rabbit#house bunny#rabbits#house rabbit#eldritch horror#beastly animal#bunnies#velveteen lop#english lop#lop bunny#lop
4K notes
·
View notes
Text
if we could stay connected, just like this
#ok last orbit niigo post im emubrained again and also i miss leoneed#project sekai#pjsk#prsk#mizuki5 spoilers#proseka#mizuki akiyama#mizu5#nightcord at 25:00#hurray !#meltdown released an amazing translation of the event so i read it and had my final cathartic transgender cry about it#and now i have ~4 assignments due on friday so i have to stop drawing mizuki. sad.#i recommend everyone watch meltdown's translation#please. its very good and better than the mtls floating around#i Get why people wanted to see it translated asap like i Get it i didnt understand half of the wordplay or kanji but like . wah#its so crazy how this event breached containment n how many people are rooting for mizuki even tho they dont play the game so i just#think its a shame that the translation everyones reading isnt really accurate/lacks the nuances.. Ok sorrynits a good event.#ive just been thinking abiut that for a few days and i love talking in tags. Adios#real Orbit heads will know this is an Heartorbit reference (that tarot card sketch i did almost 2 years ago and said i would finish)#(i havent finished shit)
4K notes
·
View notes
Text
Knuckles "The Fun Uncle" the Echidna, everyone
#sth#sth fanart#silver the hedgehog#knuckles the echidna#mighty the armadillo#roonies comics#roonies doodles#dadow au#yall i have a very devastating story to tell. just after i'd finished this and was heading to bed#i decided i should try reading the classic idw comics because i wanted more mighty content. because i love mighty armadillo#take a wild guess what the literal FIRST THING i saw him do. thats right. throwing boulders at ray as a game. sigh#my fix for this major flop on my part is that hes grown up now and sees how it can be dangerous especially to a very small child#anyway. theyre sooooo babies to me <3
2K notes
·
View notes
Text
infinitely funnier visuals in my head, likely because they werent subject to my actual skill level in art
#he read space facts book and found out the sun is a star and nearly got them all killed#dont ask how they didnt notice sooner i ignored that for comedic value#i dont know how to communicate that the sun is supposed to be out in the second panel#well i do but i didnt feel like coloring#i had this awesome visual earlier i was like “im gonna like color and shade in a painting style and its gonna look awesome”#and then i realized i dont know how to do any of that#so here we are#i read requiem and made like a mental plan in my head of what their home looks like and have not been able to fix it since#im too tired to tag more and i want this out of my sight before i start despising it for realsies#art#murder drones#murder drones uzi#uzi doorman#murder drones n#serial designation n#murder drones v#serial designation v#nuvi#violentbitingbiscuits#i love me some nuvi. favorite ship right now#second place is jessa but like i dont know how to draw humans so itll be a while before ya see that#oh i forgot#murder drones cyn#if im being totally honest this entire thing was just an excuse to draw uzi in that second panel
2K notes
·
View notes
Text
#m never gonna get over how small he is . i knwo he can shift but even like. at his largest we see hes like. the size of thespi's head .#anyway. hes tryin his best#i love putting my photo editing skills to good use on stupid shit#ggg#great god grove#my art#queue
1K notes
·
View notes
Text

pe ru so na
#MY ART#I SPENT FOREVER ON THIS#persona 3#persona 3 reload#makoto yuki#okay so while it is super iconic I didn't want to draw someone with a gun to their head (love it in P3 love the symbolism#just dont want to explain it all to my mum or have non persona fans see it at my booth at comic con)#so I was forced to get creative#I hope this comes across#but I wanted to imply he just shot that bullet hole into the background that makes thanatos' eye#the bullet hole also sort of looks like a big glint of than's eye#those white parts on the white are than's hand curling around the MC#and I tried to make the colour scheme CYMK to symbolise how the MC is the wildcard#he is the blueprint and can make anything.#a lot of thought and effort went into this one. persona 3 baby!! hope you like it
4K notes
·
View notes
Text
[ID in ALT] I've made posts before about Talia/Dick co-parenting Damian moments (will never happen but let me dream) and this came to me in a vision. Took me ages to finish for some reason 😭 and then even longer to post
#dc comics#dc#damian wayne#dick grayson#talia al ghul#batfamily#dc robin#nightwing#anyway. yes im a self-indulgent ''dick as damians secret third parent'' truther#like i DO think it's way more complex and nuanced than the schmoopy affectionate fan portrayal of it#they're brothers they're father and son they're partners they're the dynamic duo except only in past tense etc etc#but consider! I'm not immune to schmoopy affection in fanworks. it compells me despite itself#anyway it's technically not that crazy when it comes to dick and damian. they hug! often! at least they did#it's not as big a leap to these types of scenarios#also talia ''somewhat absent for complex reasons on both her and damians part but very loving and loved by her son'' al ghul#you will always be famous to me#son of the demon origin...bwahhh#anyway. someone made a comic kind of like this/like a post i made abt this topic#but way funnier bc dick and talia starting trying to beat each other up#so go look at that as well#anyway. it's been a somewhat difficult few weeks so I'm. desperately trying to take it easy#i got some reading with me (first vol of kevin smiths GA run that i found second hand and jaimes BB run vol 2!)#so we'll see how far i get through those. considering there's demons in my head telling me to re-read things (LET ME OUT!!!)#when i finish GA and BB i do plan on rereading robin 2021. as a treat to myself#it's a run I've really warmed up to as time went on#I'm keeping up w/ the current b&r run even though it is. admittedly very slow w/ some weird dialogue#i read it for the damian content more than anything. also nikas back so that's neat :]#idk I have a feeling that after absolute power shakes out we might get some more creative team switch ups#so if anyone at dc is interested in taking over the reigns on b&r...that could be very neat#mine
3K notes
·
View notes
Text
Remember that despite everything, we've progressed in the last few decades. What we see now is an attempted response to that progress. 50 years ago, or even 20 years ago, to a lot of people trans people "didn't exist" outside of a punchline to a joke, and the fight from these ghouls is being fought to keep it that way because it's outside of their comfort zone.
They can try all they might. They can't stop progress. They can't stop humanity from learning and loving more about each other. Greed and prejudice will only take them so far.
#keep your heads up#i love you all of my fellow lgbtq+ friends#i love you intersex people#i love you trans people#i love you people who have ways of expressing your identity that would have turned my brain into a pretzel this time twelve years ago#this is your life and the world cant wait to see how you live it#wow i got a little emotional on this one#and it isnt even iggy friday
783 notes
·
View notes
Text
DELTARUNE REDRAWS FROM THE NEW NEWSLETTER!!!!!!
(HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY UNDERTALE <3)
#my art#deltarune#deltarune ch 2#deltarune fanart#noelle holiday#berdly#deltarune berdly#deltarune queen#you guys have no idea how happy I was to see the berdly concept art 😭😭😭#I love my stupid son#also I loved queen's different head shapes!!!#rip to her hoop earrings </3
1K notes
·
View notes
Text
how to say "I love you" in x-files [96/?] ⤷ 1.06 — “Shadows”
#it’s the way she can’t stop herself from smiling BEFORE she even makes her little joke#wkdjsldjkssk they are besties already and I want to cry. they deserve it. they love each other so much#also do you see how close her head is to the bottom of the frame. that’s literally the shot because height difference 😭#txf ily#em.txf#my gifs#the x files#txfedit#dailytxf#msr#msredit#useremsi#useralf#usernessa#singinprincess#userairi#usernooshin#userveronika#userteresa#poangpals#I want queue believe
742 notes
·
View notes
Text
Hehe hiii samurai shiver Hii um!!
Also yes I designed the tattoos from scratch and I still gotta do the one on her back 😪
#art#fanart#my art#original art#another AU guys#holy shit the amount of time this took#not even effort just time#Splatoon au#Splatoon samurai au#work in progress#because I’m not sure yet about this au or wtf am I gonna do with it#mmmmmsfnsdjngw women with tattoos#OH this was originally a yakuza au. yk the mafia#but Idk how to include Frye and big man and the others in that so eeehhh ❌❌❌❌#shiver Splatoon#Splatoon shiver#shiver hohojiro#Splatoon fanart#Splatoon fan art#Splatoon art#Splatoon shiver fanart#shiver fanart#no this is definitely not inspired by blue eye samurai nonononononono who said that#she’s so zesty tho#and a cold killer. GOD I love women have I mentioned that before#by the way the Sarashi is down there because if it was higher we wouldn’t be able to see the tattoos and especially the oni head#oni heads are the best bro Onis are the best I love Onis sm like ohhh#yokai jskdbvjdwbjifwdbojsdf I love LOVE JAPANESE FOLKLORE AND UH YEAH MYTHOLOGY WHATEVER#help#wake up sweetie seryo got bored again
2K notes
·
View notes
Text

This is what happened after 3.1 isn't it?
#hsr#phaidei#phaidei nation I humbly offer thee a low quality meme to cope with the doomed yaoi that was going on#phainon#honkai star rail#fellas is it gay for your red coded rival to your blue coded rival to clasp his hands over your own after you stabbed him#due to thinking he was the objective of your revenge quest#pull your sword deeper in and by consequence add to your proximity while smiling and fondly say “Found you.”?#Was it casual when you had an insanely charged and homoerotic scene in the hot baths that had you face down on the ground at his feet?#no but seriously these two have me in a chokehold#what do you MEAN you told him your precise weak spot just in case you became you turned against his cause#and his presumed future EMIYA Archer coded shadow self immediately went precisely for it?#and you KNOW you'll die with a wound in that weak spot in your back and you told him about it anyway#and you tell people to keep an eye on him after you go to meet your fate and then ask him to watch over your people#and he says he'll work hard to learn your language#AND FINALLY#“If there's a chance in the next life you should come visit my library.” WHAT IF I PERISHED ON THE SPOT?!#that's their “See you in the next world.”; their “Do stay alive. I wish you the best of luck.”;#their “I would have really liked just doing laundry and taxes with you.”; “You were a wonderful experience. You were everything.” etc etc#they make me ill (positive)#also I find it so funny that as a KevinSu shipper in HI3rd I went into Star Rail expecting for the dynamic to be more coded with Anaxa#only for Phaidei to hit literally all of my points and favorite tropes in a ship and by consequence my head with a steel chair lol#really hope we see Mydei again soon because literally the first thing Phainon does after he's gone is talk about him all the time#he is a professional yearner and I respect him for it (especially since I too miss Mydei as if he's Odysseus going off to war and sea#for 20 years and I'm Penelope waiting at the shores of Ithaca)#also sorry for the low quality screenshot I was literally too invested in the quest to try and take better ones#gotta love how Hoyoverse is always giving the Kaslanas some of the best romances in their games and ESPECIALLY so if they're queer#myphai
549 notes
·
View notes
Text










assorted lcb art
#limbus company#hong lu lcb#don quixote lcb#sinclair lcb#outis lcb#demian lcb#sancho lcb#traditional stuff#digital stuff#sketch#colored sketch#those are technically also wips.... no promises though...#trivia time: i started that don quixote piece while i was going through canto iv if i recall right#it was mostly drawing from her character poster and experimenting with colors...#i guess its all vague enough that even though canto vii is out now it can still sort of work?#that vague shape atop her head was me attempting a horse shape and a crown and a jester hat simultaneously lmao#again thanks to the character poster for this#dunno if i'll ever get around to actually finishing it tbh. i haven't a very good track record lol. we'll see#oh yeah this was also when i began stylizing her eyelashes like that.. the kinda curled shapes?#which gradually settled into how i often draw her now#the somewhat exaggerated curved shapes... her whiskers as moot calls them#all that happened before canto vii so imagine my pleasant surprise when they revealed dulcenia lol#rambling... i love rambling<33#i need to draw more snakes
463 notes
·
View notes