#i love doomed yaoi i wish it was real

[tukkiwing]

the white-clad figure fleeting.

[carhorno]

How YAOI Saved Me From My Depression Spiral

coming to a books a million near you

is it weird that i only kinda hate that it's true? i mean, where would i be if i wasn't so caught up in the lives of fictional men

[localgardenweed]

Im on a romance anime addiction rn and like just finished one and OMFG IM GONNA CRY THEY WERE SO FUCKING IN LOVE BRO THEY WERE IN LOVVVEEEE

I can’t fucking believe i almost stayed up all night on a work night to watch Cherry Magic! Thirty Years of Virginity Can Make You a Wizard?! A solid 8/10, some parts kinda wanna make me kill myself and some characters got on my nerves, at one point completely dropped till the end, but i felt the pacing was good and didn’t feel super rushed till kinda the end like we could have used another episode or two

Still looking for good wlw anime cause I ALMOST ACCIDENTALLY SUGGESTED WATCHING CITRUS BUT WHEN I READ A SYNOPSIS I LEGIT SCREAMED LIKE NOOOOOO NOOOOOOOO NOOOOOOOOOOOOO. I just want girls who are in love bro and if its doomed so be it man

[robin33r]

Uhh warning this gets p detail-e

Warning for just mainly getting in detail w abusive relationships

Tired of pretending saurtis / tauram would've been healthy ngl. They are fr eachothers nightmares in the best way possible "Sam's insane and looney" okay but idk if you realized it was TAURTIS who was unhinged first. HE encourages Sam's shenanigans too. He influences it so so much.

I've seen people say Sam took after Yuki by resorting his problems using violence however.. Taurtis even at the start of the series suggested violence even for sam to use violence to get love. He tells Sam that he should be doing "chop chop" to make Sookie love him and he even thought it was too far at the time. I feel like now that's partially influencing his behavior in the reboot and how he's spreading the ideals onto his friends just like how taurtis influenced him subtly.

Now this isn't saying taurtis doesn't care and is only tryna negatively influence Sam. Taurtis cares about Sam but they're both codependent and they both reflect off of eachother, however Sam's a LOT more dependent and reflects off of taurtis much more than he does to Sam. Sam physically needs taurtis, almost like a dog and it's owner.

Sam and taurtis both have normalized unhinged thoughts that for ANY normal person would find it intrusive. They've straight up bathed in eachothers blood fir fun and normalized it. To anyone who thinks their love would be gentle and romantic I HEAVILY doubt that realistically it'd be that. They'd be the triple C's, cannibalism, confinement, and codepdency. They'd hurt eachother for the ballistic fun of it and ngl I even forget how often those two fight or hit eachother. They'd probably even carve out little shapes off if eachother even if it's immature, why? Because they can! There's no "gentle talking" with them, it's straight to the point and sometimes even mockery, if it isn't it's stern. They both love so roughly they almost *cant* be gentle, neither of them wanted to be either, they're just there for the fun and sake of it. Taurtis can be just as sadistic if not MORE sadistic than Sam sometimes even and ngl it's such an underrated thought of how much of a little shit he is.

Sam copied so much of previous behaviors from Yuki and Taurtis and it's so funny to me how the impact is so obviously hard. Sam would give taurtis EVERYTHING if jt meant to be with him, dead or alive. That desire could even probably lead Sam into grabbing his dead body and finding ways to bring it back alive/delude himself into believing the body. Most of the time he was unstable it was because of taurtis not being there and he's canonly always uneasy without taurtis, in which this could DEFINITELY Influence his behavior in the reboot.

The way he acts in the reboot is definitely twisted as ro how he normally acts without taurtis or when he's seemingly unstable and he pushes those ideals onto coolment and sometimes even owl. He's physically unable to handle himself holding the memories of what he had with taurtis yet not having him around. The absolute pain kf losing your favorite person and then having tk restart at the same place where hell went down and when things went down. Good lord only knows he probably hallucinates taurtis ' voice

This is a bit of a stretch but because of how little those two take eachothers mental health, injuries and pain seriously I'd even argue that hell maybe they'd even encourage ut and/or do it together or just laugh awkwardly st it. At MOST is the fact that taurtis did seem genuinely concerned at Sam's alcoholism but I don't know. This is just a huge stretch but god I love saurtis/tauram I sure wish toxic and doomed yaoi was real.

[absolutebl]

This Week in BL - A Blah Week

May June 2023 Wk 1

Being a highly subjective assessment of one tiny corner of the interwebs. Organized by which ones (in each category) I’m enjoying most.

Ongoing Series - Thai

La Pluie (Sat iQIYI) ep 6 of 10 - It’s so damn cute. Seme is still sus... but cute. I didn’t even mind the pratfall since they clearly both wanted to take advantage of it. These two are great kissers - like MaxTul level. I am PLEASED. Meanwhile, sides have a drunken MOMENT. 

Be My Favorite (Fri YouTube) ep 2 of 10? - I’m enjoying it which is fucking with my head, trash watch here! 

Luminous Solution (Sat Gaga) ep 2 of 6 - Dome has aged so pretty! Do we think the café owner doesn’t want him because he is happy in love? I’m enjoying the high school story arc a lot, and I wish we were just watching that and none of the others (Dome or no Dome). I finally figured it out the actor playing Mai is from Manner of Death.

The Promise (Weds YT & WeTV) ep 10fin - Soap opera brother relationship suddenly? Also more not communicating and more separation? Just bullshit. The best part of the ep was the interstitial cat. It feels like this show dragged on forever I am so glad it’s over and I intend never to think about it again. Full review below (although I pretty much just said it all.) 

Step By Step (Tues WeTV & Gaga) ep 7 of 10 - no ep this week, no idea why. It better not be because of the ZeeNew freakszoids or I am banhammering with a will. Our Skyy 2 (Bad Buddy & 1k*) eps 13-14 - skipped it this week as it concludes next week so I’ll binge all 4 at once.

Ongoing Series - Not Thai

Our Dining Table AKA Bokura no Shokutaku (Japan Thurs Gaga) ep 9 of 10 - It’s just so good. I say it every week but it IS. Oh the running of the gays trope! Japan1 For us? How thoughtful. Awe, Yutaka’s confession in tiny was the best. SMILEY KISS! It took 3 BLs but Inukai Atsuhiro has finally actually kissed a boy. 

Star Struck (Korea iQIYI & Gaga) ep 5-6 of 8 - Oof this is such a hard show. Too much angst. It is a complicated story worth further analysis, but it’s too much for me and I don’t wanna dwell in it. Also, sweetie, you don’t get to cockblock the boy you rejected then invite him to sleep over, I don’t care how confused you are. Good for Hanjoon for standing up for himself, but holy shizz is this hard to watch. 

Vian the series (Vietnam YouTube ) - Cats are not caretakers. The neighbor is a cutie. Fun convo for a VBL - top/bottom & everything. Faen fatale showed up + a pratfall kiss and frankly I’m finding this show a bit dull now that the charm of the initial premise has worn off.

Naked Dinner AKA Zenra Meshi (Japan Fri Gaga) ep 8 of 12 - I never know what to say about this one. This was the dark separation doom episode. I was pretty blah over it. I’m just not engaged with this show. 

It’s Airing But ...

House of Stars (Thai Mon iQIYI) 12 eps - I bounced at ep 3. Will binge if told it is worth it at end.

Stay (Pinoy ????) 7 eps - It’s mostly in English and set in LA so I’m not bothering to hunt.

Let’s Eat Together AKA Aki wa Haru to Gohan wo Tabetai (Japan movie) cinema release means no inter distribution. Looks cozy: daily lives of college students and roommates who enjoy meals together, and a v codependent, adaptation of yaoi Let’s Eat Together Aki and Haru. I’ll keep an eye open for it but assume we can’t get it for now.

Takumi-kun Series 6: Nagai Nagai Monogatari no Hajimari no Asa (Japan Sun ????) ep 1 of 10 - NO ONE ASKED FOR THIS and no, I have no idea where to get it, why would I? (Say it with me everyone: Oh Japan, must you?*) 

Ended this week 

The Day I Loved You (Pinoy YouTube) ended. I have been reliably informed it’s better left a DNF.

My Story (Pinoy YouTube) ended. I bounced at ep 4. Someone tell me if I should bother with the rest?

Pure Vanilla (Singapore) - 10 min short on Gaga featuring a cafe, boss/employee, friends to lovers. It’s very sweet. Bit awkward acting. I love seeing real tats on my screen. I wish Singapore would give us a full proper BL. 7/10 RECOMMENDED WITH RESERVATIONS 

The Promise (Thai YouTube) - Although well acted this show dragged a too simple premise out into the ultimate manipulative miscommunication repeats of idiotic "why don’t you just TALK!?” Phu & Nan are childhood bffs through college (almost lovers) until Phu disappears. After looking/waiting for him, Nan gives up and self isolates, and the actual story takes place 10 years later. Phu’s “reason” and inability to say it out loud makes the whole show just frustrating, squandering good chemistry, and a stellar cast of multiple faen fatals (whose personalities would’ve made them better boyfriends). Seriously do not bother. What a damn waste of talent, time, and electronic bandwidth. Fatally flawed. 4/10 NOT RECOMMENDED 

Okay it ended a while ago but I finished it:

Make A Wish (Thai grey) - 6 part PNR (from Sammon - Manner of Death & Triage) about a doctor who can see the dead and strikes a bargain with a wish-granting irreverent tree angel - naturally they fall in love. Stars Fluke Natouch opposite not Ohm, but who cares bc Fluke has chemistry with everybody. Once again the Thai afterlife is incredibly bureaucratic but I enjoyed the premise and the unfolding of the story (it’s not predictable but still satisfying and with nice little twist). I like that the doctor is just gay af and has a fag hag bestie and everything. The cast is excellent but the comedic stylings are too overblown and tonally off. It had sad parts and did make me cry but is ultimately happy with a great sex scene, good smiley kisses, and all the agency. 8/10 RECOMMENDED 

Next Week Looks Like This:

Starting:

6/7 Love Tractor (Korea iQIYI) 8 eps - announced in 2022 from WATCHA (Semantic Error) I've been WAITING for this one. About a stressed-out law student who family obligations force into the countryside where a series of strange encounters and misunderstandings with his hunky young farmer neighbour. Will this be an extended version of Strongberry’s Some More? Or Korea’s take on Restart After Come Back Home? I'm chuffed. Country boy meets city boy is a very underused romance trope in BL.

6/9 Boys Love Omegaverse AKA The Boys Love sequel no one asked for (Japan movie) - everyone jockeyed to release the first ABO but it looks like Japan will take it. They do like to do all things BL FIRST. This seems to just be borrowing the branding of Boys Love, showing little resemblance to either original, since it's about 4 men in an idol group. (But could go very dark with that title. Boys Love is technically the first and one of the darkest BLs ever made.) Movie+Japan = no inter distribution.

Still Coming June 2023 

6/15 Tokyo in April AKA Shigatsu no Tokyo wa (Japan Gaga) 8 eps - Based on a yaoi, this is a reunion romance that takes place in an office. Japan does Our Dating Sim? Yes please.

6/22 About Us but Not About Us (Pinoy movie from 2022 on Prime) - A professor grieving the loss of his partner meets an ambitious literature student.

6/24 Why You (Khmer BL ????) - Billed as a horror romance, not sure if this is a movie or a series where it will air... nothing except that it exists.

6/24 Tie The Knot AKA Under the Same Sky (Pinoy movie on Prime) Trailer - I guess Prime is coming for our Pinoy BL? From OXIN Films (Rainbow Prince), announced for 2022 based on a true story, Briggs's family runs a bridal business but he has never had a chance to fall in love until he meets Shao, a groom to be.

6/25 Dinosaur Love (Thai iQIYI) Trailer 5 eps - from Ultimate Troop about a uni student, Rak, whose partner cheats on him with Rak's best friend. This gives bad boy hazer Dino an opportunity to hit on Rak at last. From The Yearbook people so I will not watch this as it airs. After Remember Me? Never again with them.

2023 forthcoming BL master post (see comments, some are inaccurate, NOT KEPT UPDATED)

THIS WEEK��S BEST MOMENTS

From Make a Wish. 

Found my side dish. (Be My Favorite)

We asked this question literally the ENTIRE show. (The Promise) 

My point exactly! 

(last week)

Current Kpop earworm? BTOB on Killing Voice - honestly I’m ded, end this show, no one else can ever be this good. 

[fhs-event-week]

Propaganda for Camoy:

Sun and moon WLW vibes. Cami is cold and secretive, only interacting with the people around her to further her goals, too blinded by her detachment to even realize her friends actually like her- while Joy is warm and open, doing her best to be nice to the people around her, caring very deeply about her friendship with the rest of the Toys. And that's without getting into the fact that Joy is one of Cami's victims! Lots of drama and intrigue with this one.

Propaganda for Golwyn (Under the cut for lenght):

MY PARENTS (too). Another couple with a very beautiful color palette bc UGH i just love them. THE POTENTIAL. If you're a golden lover this is just free angst and that's great and if you're an owynn lover it's peak comedy. Owynn first hating on Golden and all his group and then slowly getting a crush??? Him being insane about it???? Im in love. Owynn's in love too. Im crazy and he is too. This can end in such a tragic way or be beautiful. Can golden fix Owynn?? Or will Owynn corrupt golden?? Doomed yaoi is just so tasty to me im sorry (Submitted by anonymous).

golwynn. where do i start. what if you were a kid who people thought was so weird and fucked up that no one wanted to be friends with you. what if you were a kid who was always treated like an adult from a young age having your childhood stolen away from you to the point you weren't allowed to have friends. what if you both turned out very differently yet both crave for affection in a very similar way.

what if owynn tried to use golden for his influence to win the competition, and maybe to do even more than that, maybe to use his spotlight to get the adoration he'd always longed for. what if owynn tried to take advantage of golden after he ran away from his family by giving him shelter and being nice to him to gain his trust.

what if owynn realized that for his plan to work, golden had to go back to his family and his fame again, so he tries to convince him to do so. what if this resulted in a heartfelt confession from golden explaining he wasn't comfortable with his life before and going in depth about how he wished he had a normal life growing up as a kid, telling owynn that he appreciates his friendship since he hadn't had real friends until not too long ago, when he joined the school.

what if owynn realized they were more similar than he thought. what if owynn decided to start genuinely caring for golden like he wished people would've cared for him when he was younger. what if they had an unexpected yet beautiful friendship where they bonded about their difficult upbringing as kids, both understanding that they had misjudged the other.

but... what if golden found out owynn's original intentions? what if he found out all of the awful things he had done for attention before and all the things he'd planned to do for attention in the future?

maybe owynn tried to explain to golden that he changed him, that for the first time he felt that he didn't have to manipulate people into liking him, despite this being what he had done to golden so he could gain his trust. maybe owynn told him that even though his friendship started as fake, only seeing golden as a means to an end to achieve his plan, he started genuinely deeply caring for him and wanted to become a better person after seeing how different golden had turned out from him despite having the same problem although for different reasons.

and maybe golden tried to understand, really wanting to think that all of the stuff owynn was saying was true, but how could he know that wasn't also a lie? maybe golden really tried to shine a light on owynn's motives but thought that his feelings didn't excuse his actions. maybe, deep down, he knew what owynn meant about not having friends and that some are not as lucky as to not lose their sanity over it. maybe he knew that their circumstances were so similar, yet so different. and maybe, even though he tried, he just couldn't forgive him. and what if, after that, owynn was just... left there. what if golden just went over to live with fox instead and both him and the rest of the animatronics pretended for good that his friendship with owynn never happened. what if owynn ended up thinking he finally had someone who truly understood how he felt and why he acted the way he did only to be left feeling as if golden had made his dead heart come back to life only to then rip it off his chest and take it with him, leaving, never to be seen again (Submitted by anonymous).

[melancholic-hues]

the meaning of this love (does it matter to you?)

posted on AO3

fandom - real person fiction

rating - general audiences

warnings - none

category - m/m

pairings - joe biden/donald trump

tags - crack treated seriously ; doomed old man yaoi

word count - 552 words

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Trump looks at the television, his feet propped up on the rest and in his sparkly golden bathrobe. He swirls his champagne flute, full of bubbling alcohol, while staring intently at the man shown on screen.

The tv is muted. He does not wish to listen to the speech given by the very man he calls 'love' during late nights when it's just them alone in bed.

He knows that Biden was most likely bad mouthing him, the very morning after Trump had fervently kissed him goodbye. He doesn't mind it at all, no, for he knows they are just fed these cruel words by the representatives of their respective parties. Biden doesn't mean anything he said, it is all planned beforehand.

Taking a sip of his champagne, he welcomes the burning sensation as relief to the rising desperation — no, definitely not desperation. He does not yearn for years lost from their rivalry in the beginning, the phantom touches of Biden's lips on his neck, the what-could've-been.

He is brought back to one of their late night conversations, when Jill and Melania were left back in their home states and it was just the two of them alone. Together, as they should be.

"Baby," Trump had murmured in Biden's ear, his nose tucked into the other's silver hair. They were lying in Trump's bed, the curtains pulled shut to prevent anyone peeking in. They were a secret — Trump's dirty secret.

"Hm?" Biden had whispered back, his right leg tucked between Trump's own. His breath was warm on Donald’s neck. "What's on your mind, Donald?"

His name had never sounded sweeter. Like it was meant to be whispered by the very man he was supposed to hate. That man, who took his heart and held it tightly in his hands. That man, who the world wrongfully took away from him and forbid their relationship. They were puppets of this grander game played by their parties, never meant to be truly free like this.

“If…” Trump had inhaled, the vanilla scent of the other sweet and pleasant, then continued: “after the elections, will you break up with Jill?”

Biden had paused, his head still against Trump’s skin.

“Think about it, baby,” Trump added, “we can play golf together. I’ll take you to my mansion and I’ll break up with Melania. I’ll throw away my reputation for you, baby. Even if I’m president with hundreds of millions of people to look after — you’ll always be my number one, Joe.”

“That’s a silly thought, Donny. You know we won’t survive the disaster that is the divorces. I love you, but we cannot let this affair go public,” Biden had absentmindedly corrected, sounding like this was as true as the sky was blue or that his favorite ice cream flavor is vanilla.

Trump looked away, Biden’s words sinking into the abyss of his mind and dragging him down with it.

So this was what it was, then.

Trump glares at the television, then shuts it off. His reflection, in all of its glory, stares back at him.

This love does not matter as much to Biden as it does to Trump.

That is expected.

After all, their love was forbidden. History’s largest scandal if they are ever to be discovered.

He downs the rest of his champagne.

[sabrondabrainrot]

OMIGOD HELLO HI I Love you too Bumblebee!!! 🫵 You 🫵yes you 🫵

absolutely beautiful brain, manically giggling and cackling

like dude what the heck why haven't your theories shown up for me until NOW?!?!?! (Sorry i will be stalking your blog for your theories etc. hope you're ok with that 😂)

💖Tsubasa propaganda hour💖

If you've never read/watched 'Tsubasa: Reservoir Chronicles', if you ever have a free weekend you NEED to check it out. It's written by CLAMP a female group of artists/authors in Japan who basically PIONEERED doomed yaoi and tragic yuri. They also made one of the most iconic magical girl series of all time (they made cardcaptor sakura and magic knight rayearth). It only takes a weekend to really read the entire series and if you like TSAMS and FNAF you will totally enjoy Tsubasa. Tsubasa is also a series to be read side by side with "xxxHolic" (it's pronounce Holic, the x's were added to look cool, they didn't know xxx means something else in the US). "xxxHolic" is a story about a boy who can see Ghosts and meets a wish granting Witch and "Tsubasa" is about a found family ragtag group going on a journey across the multiverse to help one girl get her memories back.

💖I WILL NOT ELABORATE HOW THOSE TWO ARE RELATED BUT THEY ARE, it's the biggest brain thing EVER.💖

✨done with propaganda hour, back to TSAMS brainrot✨

You've opened my eye, thank you for your brilliance.

I am very enamored with the idea of Sun taking care of Witherstorms and protecting dimensions by 'appeasing the beast' and just IDK giving a voice to the voiceless? Seeing past the exterior to the interior? It would be so ironic if Sun manages to love and change the thing even Old Moon feared.

I love OP characters but never really vibed with power fantasy. I've always been so in love with nurturing character and characters that are defined by their kindness and acts of love and just IDK. Like sometimes a character can be OP as a treat, but I like power with a price narrative and some of my favorite characters of all time are pacifists or something similar that usually trade away pieces of themself over time just to help and I think it's so sad and so moving.

Media kind of tends to always make people who lean towards a kind nature and just shuts them in a particular box and that box is typical "They are kind but also so stupid and dumb you can walk all over them" or "they're kind and the world is cruel so they're doomed to die" It just...happens...ALL...the time. Kind characters either just DIE or everyone else looks down on them and I get really sick of it.

I still to this day crave the sauce of Sun just actually truly opening up. He hides so much from his family and I know it comes from the fact he's trying to not burden them or make things about himself but you can even see he's opening up to Earth and Jack in his "therapy sessions" but it's still like...candy coated truth. He omits so much.

I never truly understood Old Moon was abusive until the episode we went into his mind and he had to face the things he's done in his 5+ years of existing and it's brutal. Sun never once really speaks about it. He doesn't complain or just ask point blank why he was so awful to him. The only thing I only thing that kind of tipped me off that Sun was being actually abused (I was very willfully ignorant about the wacking stick, I thought it was just a joke) was when he made the statement "Sometimes, I thought you liked torturing me" IT BROKE MY HEART CAUSE OLD MOON WENT SILENT. BRO DIDn'T REFUTE

AAaaaAAAGHhhhH!

Also Sun sacrificing his soul? Tearing off pieces of it to help? Doesn't that sound familiar? He had someone help him by doing that EXACT thing. To him, ripping his soul might almost be normalized. That's such a cool theory and has so much show canon to back it!!! I love the idea of the celestial family having to get his soul back! It gives me a STRONG need!!!

The Angst there is so real too. I can imagine he breaks more and more parts of himself to the point he forgets important things and people. He's there but not really there. The entire family is just scrambing because suddenly Sun has no idea who any of them are. (amnesia arc?) Sun you are loved!!! You know that tik tok edit song that's been going around like "I would let the world burn" that's DEF the celestial family when it comes to helping and protecting one another.

(back on my madoka-ifying Sun agenda)

ALSO HELLO!?! I never thought of Sun being a filter but I SEE IT. I totally SEE IT!!! Like...that might be why the Astrals are just ignoring him. (could be wrong here, again still behind on Lore) He's not generating Star Power or generating Negative Star Power but instead absorbing it and filtering it? I wonder if there's ever really been a case of it before? That's kind of what the Stitchwraith core with FC was I think? (Stitchwraith also explicitly told FC to stay away from Sun, in particular) It explains why he's so unique to these two energies and also why they don't seem to corrupt him. Star power is such an interesting power source in the over all lore of all the shows I like seeing Sun doing something different/unique to the established set rules.

Never forget, when Sun used Star Power near Earth it didn't harm Earth at all. It only pushed Eclipse through the ball pit but when New Moon/Nexus did a blast of Star Power that Puppet herself blocked with magic the radiation STILL burned Earth who apparently wasn't even in the crossfire. Earth was standing RIGHT NEXT TO SUN when he blasted Eclipse. So much food for thought. I wonder how Star Power reacted to KC too, because he taught Sun how to harness it.

Also Sun becoming the commander to Witherstorms...that would be SO COOL. It would also make sense why the Astrals so far seem way more ok with threatening Moon and not Sun, they just sense those Witherstorm vibes from Sun. He has that AURA. Him being unintentionally associated with a being more power then Astrals is SO SEXY. Everything you've mentioned sounds awesome and cool and I want to know more.

Although I'm just a Sun simp and will literal eat crumbs of Sun content off the floor like a rat. In the words of Brittany Broski, "I'm just a baby possum lying at the floor of a dumpster located near a 1 star restaurant surviving off of half eaten snicker bars, styrofoam cups, and the restaurant's food scraps."

(ALSO AURORA LISTENER IN THE WILD, I kin assign the Blade and the Seed to Sun)

Sun with the kids REAL. I love seeing just like fun little slice of life eps of him babysitting and just hanging out with kids. (I especially love when Lunar is hanging out too cause you can tell he's learned a lot about child care from Sun and Earth.) The ep Jack hugged him actually sent me it was the cutest thing ever. The first person Jack's hugged is Sun! Like sun being badass? Real and based. Sun having a normal day and just hanging out with his family? MY HEART.

Thanks for being a REAL ONE I hope I matched your energy with this.

☀️🌟☼🔅

Random Idea but with what I know about current spoilers I have two ideas. One is that Sun will somehow becomes the Witherstorm (I AM BANKING ON THIS) or he's going to be relevant to the Witherstorm of their dimension and be scattered through dimensions.

One of my most favorite series of all time is "Tsubasa: Reservoir Chronicles" and the crux of that series is they need to put someone back together and to do so, they have to travel to various dimensions to find the missing pieces of the person's soul. I totally see that happening to our Sun? I don't know why.

Even to this day, Sun still hasn't quite opened up about himself. Not to Old Moon, New Moon, Solar, Earth, Lunar, etc etc. I think the most he's been open towards thus far is probably Dazzle ironically?

I'm still getting caught up but I can tell Dazzle actually wants to get to know him so she's asking about him and he's honestly telling her. (also loving how Sun is spending more and more time with the kids in the show, He spends so much time with FC, Dazzle, Jack, etc. It's so wholesome) I'd say Earth and Lunar are in second place of knowing him best but they also still sometimes are kept an arm's length away.

Solution to this? Scatter parts of his 'soul' into the multiverse and make it the family's responsibility to find him! Heck he could even be in a coma the entire time they do this! When they find a Sun fragment they get to see his memories or feel and hear his thoughts.

In Tsubasa the fragments are called 'feathers' and they can warp reality, break time and space, or even gain sentience. I think it'd be so neat if one of the fragments of Sun became Dark Sun but I know it's not likely.

"I am doing this for Sun, Because I am Sun" vibes

Just an Idea but it'd be so cool if it happens!

My second Idea, has to do with a sketch I did a bit ago (still working on more sketches for it) but basically I know Sun's currently gathering power. He's a fighter and wants to help! His family is still keeping him away from the action though. It's not malicious and comes from them wanting to protect him but it's going to ultimately leave him more vulnerable and a target.

Dark Sun I know is tampering with dark energies, he's raising a dragon? He's associating more and more with Witherstorm energy and he still hasn't quite confessed what his motive/plan is besides the fact this is "all for Sun"

So wouldn't this mean Sun is going to ultimately becomes a Witherstorm? It's what the creator studies and the one of the main dimension is different from others so who's to say our Sun and Moon aren't also built different with different fates?

Creator created something specifically just to torture and wear Sun down but when you think of it, that's also what Old Moon was until they split. I don't think that was the intention but the fact Old Moon just decided to point blank torture Sun? Sus, like it was meant to happen.

Dark Sun I think needs Sun to be his pet Witherstorm, and he's maybe planning to use Nexus to make that happen? I just got to the point in the series where he just picked up New Moon from space and took a chip out of his brain. Bruh...he needs him but won't say for what.

I love it. Dark Sun my beloved what are you evil little plans <3

Hoping Sun doesn't fall into a Coma but it'd be so sexy of him aha~

I really like when Sun spends time with Earth and Lunar too it'd be so cool if they have an adventure to save him.

BTW I've been listening to Aurora's song "The Seed" and it literally gave me a big brain AU idea for tsams but idk if I should try to write it.

I really hope Sun ascends to some kind of God-hood like being especially involving destructive energy like Witherstorm stuff. It'd be so neat and sad if one of the nicest people ever became the ultimate judge, jury, and executioner-like being. It's especially ironic since Nexus/New Moon can't decide what's real anymore and just decided to frick off and become God so it'd be realllyyyy funny if Sun was the one to become a reality altering being.

I'm just Madoka-ifying Sun at this point

[razberryyum]

Gintama manga chap 628

Dear Gintama gods and Sorachi-sama,

The storm that is brewing must a pretty fearsome one if you are giving us some laughter and maybe even some lovin' during this momentary calm. I was really expecting the Yato to attack while everyone was trying to enjoy their brief respite, but it looks like they might have more nefarious intentions than that. I guess they realized their ground troops are not enough and it is time to reconnect with their reinforcements in space. I want to think that Elizabeth Dragonia and the others have been able to successfully vanquish the remaining Liberation Army forces in the air, but with this kind of build-up, that would be too anti-climactic a resolution, so I worry that now you have something more devastating in store. I'm already imagining our allied forces in shambles and Sakamoto, Zura, Eli Dragonia, etc in escape pods, floating hopelessly and helplessly in space as they await rescue. I'm sorry that I keep on thinking of doom and gloom scenarios—first it was Jirochon's death, then all 3 original Devas’ deaths, and now the decimation of the pro-Earth forces—but I can't help it; while the Earth battle so far was tough, there wasn't much of a price paid. I know Kyuu-chan was hurt and still hasn't regained consciousness, but since no one directly addressed her condition as being critical, I can only assume she is not in any mortal danger. I would think that if she is at death's door, Tae-chan would be by her side as well.  

And sure, our Yorozuya are tired as hell (I do wish Kagura and Shin-chan had stayed awake for just a few tiny seconds more; Gin-chan’s words were so sweet), and a number of nameless and rankless characters are injured or dead, but considering the odds they were fighting against, everyone escaped the crisis relatively unscathed. Our Shinsengumi boys look like they hardly even broke a sweat (although, Yamazaki, Saitou and Tetsu are still nowhere to be seen...does Yamazaki even know Tama is shut down??).  Same goes for the Oniwabanshuu. Things look relatively fine. Too fine. I guess that's why I'm waiting for another, heavier hammer to drop. I know Utsuro is also still out there somewhere, but his hammer is a more personal and contained force, affecting only a handful of people. If this is the last great battle involving everyone that we've ever met in town, the hammer that comes down on them should be nothing short of cataclysmal, capable of taking the lives of characters we actually care about. The resulting force should cause all of us Ginta fans to weep our hearts out.

Although, truth be told, I did come close to crying during this chapter when you didn't even let Gintoki and Hijikata exchange one single word even though they were finally within each others' vicinity.  And now Tsukuyo is drunk again and will probably do whatever she wants to Gintoki, who will probably let her, and they will be officially canon and my personal OTP will be forever ended, yet they didn't even get to exchange ONE SINGLE word or even ONE SINGLE look. Ohhhh, Sorachi-sama, you are so cruel sometimes. Couldn't you have thrown me a tiny piece of cartilage? I don't even dare to ask for a bone. Why couldn't Hijikata have offered to butt into Gintoki's straight man? Sure, the exchange was more in character for Kondou but I wouldn't have cared. I would have been too happy to care about the logic.  Just a little something, Sorachi-sama. That's all I wanted. I. AM. SADNESS.

I mean, I guess there might still be a teeny tiny chance that nothing will happen between Gin-chan and Tsukky, and that was all just a fruitless tease since he did seem to be sweat-dropping like he was freaked out, but since my motives for thinking that aren't coming from an altruistic place at all, I rather not hold my breath on that measly shred of hope. If it is really all over for my GinHiji dreams, which I’m guessing I’ll find out by next week, then could you at least let Okita and Kagura or Kondou and Tae-chan share a real moment together? While that won't completely heal the bloody gaping hole in my sad shippy heart (in fact, nothing will, since GinHiji has been the #1 OTP love of my life so far, and I know I have no one else to blame but myself for that), it will definitely help ease the pain just a little bit.

Putting my mourning aside, I must say it was a thrill seeing all the different factions of Edo and Kabuki-chou coming together at that pow-wow in the beginning. I only wish their conference lasted longer, especially since that's the first time such a monumental gathering of critical players has ever occurred. As much as I enjoyed the antics of Gin-chan and his Heva-unit, I almost wished that could have been kept as a surprise, to be revealed later on as a trump card of sorts should the battle continue. I hope this won't be the last time we see the Shinsengumi, Oniwabanshuu, Kabukichou Four Devas, Yagyuu, Hyakka, Onmyoujis, and of course our beloved Yorozuya. In fact, I hope the next time we see such a remarkable assembly, that a few more groups would be included as well, such as the Jouishishi, Kiheitai, Kaientai, and perhaps even the Harusame, Renhos, and Oukokus.  And of course, hopefully their meeting would last much longer...perhaps chapters long instead of only frames.

Yours truly,

A silly fangirl with yaoi dreams

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