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dangerpronebuddie · 8 months ago

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Several Sentences Sunday!!

Tagged by @hippolotamus @tizniz who both wrote INCREDIBLE stuff y'all should show some love!! 💜🩵

Still working on my BTHB prompt! *Insert Kronk gif: oh yeah. It's all coming together.

I am about halfway through it right now, I just need Eddie to wake up. In the meantime, have some of Buck and Tommy's argument. (Again, if you'd rather not be tagged, I understand and I will make sure to alter the list for this fic 🩷):

Buck turns to face Tommy, who's staring wide eyed at the door. "What was that?" Tommy raises his eyebrows. "What was what?" "You!" Buck cries. "You're supposed to have my back, and you didn't. You know the situation well enough to understand why I-" "I don't know the situation," Tommy interjects, shrugging helplessly. "Yeah, the kid really likes you, but he's not yours." "He is," Buck says in a low voice. "Christopher is mine. In every way that matters. I didn't tell you about the will, that's on me, but you know enough. And yet you stepped in like you knew better." "Evan, he's only yours if Eddie dies," Tommy says bluntly. Buck shakes his head. For years he believed that. Never let himself think of that paper as anything beyond a fail-safe. But he knows now. He knows it is so much more than that. Eddie asked Buck to talk Christopher through dating and abandonment. Christopher came to Buck when he voiced concern about Eddie and Marisol (and Kim). So many instances, over so many years, have built the relationship he has with Christopher. It's the same relationship Buck has with Bobby. Just as paternal and loving. Dad, even if he's not a donor. "I've been a part of Christopher's life since I met him," Buck says. "Well before a legal document was even thought of." "I'm not saying you aren't important to him, kid," Tommy says, holding his hands up in surrender. "I just think you might be overstepping." "First I'm not enough, now I'm too much," Buck mutters to himself, looking at his shoes. "That's not what I meant," Tommy huffs. "Wasn't it?" Buck scoffs. "You left me on the sidewalk on our first date because you decided I wasn't ready, that I- I should be completely comfortable with myself days after you kissed me. Now you think I'm overstepping in a life I've been living for years." "You weren't ready," Tommy shrugs, like he still has some high ground. "That's not for you to decide," Buck counters, his voice rising in his frustration.

(Tags under the cut)

Absolutely no pressure tagging:

@13shadesofanni @lover-of-mine @monsterrae1 @loveyouanyway

@ronordmann @steadfastsaturnsrings @daffi-990 @wikiangela @kitteneddiediaz

@inell @exhuastedpigeon @spagheddiediaz @diazsdimples @thekristen999

@actuallyitsellie @daniwib @fortheloveofbuddie @wildlife4life @theotherbuckley

@rainbow-nerdss @alliaskisthepossibilityoflove

@lunarspark-cos @idealuk @shipperqueen6

@misshiss727 @likeamollusconarock @lin27 @jshadow01 @orangeboxfox92

@smallandalmosthonest @thegeekcompanion @emilybahu @lemotmo @awolfnamed-nyx

@kaseysgirl86-blog @darkrose6578 @totallynotagoraphobic @dandelioncasey and anyone else who wants to share!! 🩷🥰

#911 #evan buckley #buddie #eddie diaz #911 abc #fanfic #Maggie writes #spec fic #maybe #9-1-1 #tommy kinard #several sentence sunday

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honey-minded-hivemind · 2 months ago

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@sugar-soda @thewickedweiner @vivid-bun @weebwholovesuchihasasuke @danni1323 @crowwithguns Guys... should I make an AU of the original X-Men movies? Because so far I've done a good deal of Evolution and The Animated Series/'97, and a little bit of Wolverine and the X-Men. But the actual movies?

I'll admit, if I do the movies, I'm reimagining them a bit, they can be live action or an anime, either works for me, but a few things I'll change and keep are as follows:

• Logan is team dad, and is a mixture of TAS, Evolution, the anime, and Hugh Jackman (take your pick)

• There is no weird love triangles or odd romances! (Scott and Jean are at best, like, in their twenties, Ororo is in her thirties or forties, Xavier is still Xavier the old guy, so is Magneto, etc. ) (so... basically a version of Evolution, the live action movies, and a bit of TAS/97 and the anime)

• The adults (for all the groups) are: Logan, Storm, Xavier, Magneto, Sabretooth, Mystique, and Beast. Scott and Jean are the youngest of the adults (or are the oldest of the teens, again, your pick)

• Kitty, Rogue, Bobby, Kurt, and Gambit are teens

• There are group shenanigans, found family dynamics, and Reader trying to survive and not have a break down over the ninth attempt to kill them (anti-mutant people are jerks; Logan and Xavier take care of them) (but shhhh, it's secret)

(I realize I need to try something new, so I don't get burn out, but I will also take breaks when needed, and focus on what I find interesting for the next few days)

(And really, thank you, all of you. Making these aus and exploring these characters and discussing them with y'all has helped me a lot. More than you know. So, deeply and truly, thank you💛🍯🐝🧪🧡)

#honeycomb thoughts #platonic yandere marvel #yandere platonic marvel #platonic yandere xmen #yandere x-men #platonic yandere marvel x reader #platonic yandere xmcu #platonic yandere xmen anime #platonic yandere xmen au #this is a mix of all

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thesmpisonfire · 2 years ago

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Okay so. I'm taking most of y'all feelings over Forever have been slightly distorted due to language barriers. Because Forever can't fully express himself in English, so his arguments often sound silly or simply funded in nothing

But y'all need to understand that Forever has been suffering ever since he got on the island. Just like water that can break a rock if it hits it too many times, so is Forever with the constant stress of the server. He saw his son lose a life on his second day, he saw one of his son's dads be kidnapped on the first week BECAUSE Felps was trying to make a deal with the Federation and he spent a LOT of in-game months with the possibility that Felps might have been killed

He took over his shoulders the guilt of Tallulah's death because he isn't a good PvPer, he took the responsibility of protecting all the eggs even if no one expected him to. He created the egg hotel and a system that is constantly upgrading in order to keep all the eggs safe

And what he got out of it?

Cellbit's (momentary) betrayal, the French suspecting him, BBH and Baghera keeping stuff from him

Forever holds his heart on his sleeve, and as he does his trust. He trusts 100% and he cares 100% and he loves with all he has. It makes him an extremely loyal person, but also someone extremely inclined to lashing out bc there are too many emotions to keep bottled inside

Cellbit's betrayal hit him DEEP. It pushed him over the edge and made him completely paranoid over anyone else. Cellbit was his best friend and he stabbed Forever in the back with the worst betrayal he could think of: Taking Richas away

This messed up badly with Forever, and then Richa got momentarily kidnapped (willingly) by Quackity. Those two days were BAD. Not only was Forever without Richa, there was also the code attack right after he got Richas back and when the French doubted him

It was when Forever found out that no matter what he did, it didn't matter to people if they wanted to frame him as a traitor. BBH and Baghera defended him at that moment, but it was a bad hit for Forever

And then, Bad and Baghera, out of the care and love in their hearts, i know it, saw how under pressure Forever was, and how he was so close to breaking and they needed to help him somehow. Their decision? Keep information from him, so he wouldn't feel more overwhelmed

It DIDN'T help. If anything, made Forever even more paranoid and hurt. Because Forever would never keep info from his sister and the guy he trusts the most. But they would keep from him and share with each other instead, even if it was to be sure before delivering the info later to Forever

All of this broke Forever's stability. A couple of days ago, he tried to name the people he'd trust with his life and he couldn't name anyone beyond the other Brazilians and Baghera (he was upset with BBH at the time and didn't count him). And it's so heartbreaking that he feels he has this little people he could count on. Ofc later the day he talked with Bad and he reassured Forever he'd be there for him no matter what. With popcorn if he wanted to laugh and with Kleenex if he wanted to cry (Well. Bad,,, you weren't good in keeping this promise, were you?)

And then. We arrive at the most recent situation that Forever feels like it's him against the world. Again. The Jaiden situation

From Forever's POV, he only interacted with Jaiden 3 times: When the Brazilians arrived; During the quest for Bobby (in which Forever was the one defending Jaiden, he was the one to check on her until the end before leaving her alone); And now where she's working for Cucurucho

Forever saw what happens to people that worked for the Federation, Cellbit and Felps tried to get something for Richa and just got completely fucked over, and didn't even got rewarded with the extra life they asked for. Forever knows the Federation isn't trustworthy and worries for anyone that tries to get closer (His panic over Quackity being taken even if they were fighting just minutes prior, his fear that the same would happen to Jaiden)

But even after all the warnings, Jaiden is still doing her tasks, she's still following the missions. From what Forever heard, she's doing all of this for Bobby and the other eggs. And there comes the most important part: Forever sees himself in Jaiden

He saw her grief and her house and how she wanted everything to be back to normal. He knows he's practically looking at a future version of himself in case Richa dies. And he knows that he'd do anything to get Richa back, including support the Federation

Not only that, but everything keeps pointing to Jaiden not being trustworthy. The fact she held Baghera away when Pomme died, how she's still working for Cucurucho despite the warnings, the broken satellite (I mean. Cellbit had a task to destroy his xp farm inside a PROTECTED house, breaking some copper would be nothing)

And even with all of this?? He still cares for Jaiden. A fucking lot. It's WHY he's lashing out and being so loud, because his emotions are a turmoil within him and he wants to save Jaiden from herself but he doesn't know how to do so. All he knows is that they can't trust her but they need to save her anyway. But he's too loud, and over reactive, and he lashes out because wearing his heart on his sleeve means he'll bleed all over the ones around him the moment he gets hurt

He tells Bad his suspicions and then Bad just dismisses them to say Jaiden is trustworthy but can't explain to Forever why. The same Bad that promised he'd stay by Forever's side no matter what. Ofc Forever got hurt, it was just like another betrayal. And Baghera doesn't trust Jaiden as well, but she keeps it to herself, which makes Forever feel even more isolated. His two supports aren't trying to understand his side and instead trying to undermine it (in his POV), and so in who he'll get the support he needs? Maxo, the well known paranoia echo chamber

Forever has been hurt and betrayed and he's trying so hard to heal from that and keep his bonds and connections but to him it feels like he's always the one to give give give and never receive back. He can't lose anyone else but it's like everyone keeps slipping from his fingers. This means Cellbit, Felps, Richa, Bad, Baghera, and yes Jaiden as well. He wants everyone safe, he just doesn't know how to properly convey it

And so... Yeah. Ofc he suspects of Jaiden. Who wouldn't do the same if they could have their dead kid back?

#qsmp #forever player #qsmp character study

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honestlydarkprincess · 2 years ago

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WIP Wednesday!

tagged by my lovelies @911onabc, @monsterrae1, @alyxmastershipper, @wikiangela, @transboybuckley, and @transbuck 💞

y'all seemed interested in my tsunami fic so have a lil snippet!

Eddie was exhausted. A tsunami happening wasn’t what he had expected when he started his shift and the strain in his muscles, the tiredness of hours of search and rescue permeating his entire being. The only thing keeping him going was the knowledge that Buck and Christopher were far away from this mess. They were probably watching the news, frantic with worry but safe and sound inside Buck’s apartment. He couldn’t wait to get home to them. The stress and pain of today melting away at getting to see his boys.

Eddie was about to follow Bobby into the medical tent they had been situated at now that the coast guard had taken over the water rescues, when out of the corner of his eye he noticed familiar glasses and familiar curls. Eddie did a double take and yeah, he was right. Sitting with an unfamiliar woman was his son. Christopher. What was he doing here? Where was Buck?

“Eddie?” Bobby asked, noticing that he’d stopped in his tracks.

“Christopher,” Eddie breathed, taking off and heading towards the woman with his son. “Christopher?!”

“Dad!” Chris sobbed, reaching for him and burying his face in Eddie’s neck when Eddie picked him up, cradling him close.

“Oh my god, mijo. What are you doing here? Where is Buck?”

“I can’t find him— the water took him, Dad. I can’t find him,” Christopher cried, his little body heaving with great big sobs.

Eddie murmured soothing words that he didn’t believe because inside he was panicking. The water had taken him? Had Buck drowned? Was he…was he gone? Eddie felt his stomach drop at the possibility. The only thing keeping him from completely losing it was the little boy in his arms, clinging to him for dear life. He had to stay calm for Christopher. He had to.

no pressure tagging: @bigfootsmom, @maygrantgf, @genderqueerbuck, @princessfbi, @theyarnmaidstale, @heartbeatdiaz, @translasso, @roy-kents, @shortsighted-owl, @devirnis, @hippolotamus, and @panbuckley 💙

#my tsunami fic #wip wednesday #jess.writes #my writing #my wips #buddie #eddie diaz #evan buckley #christopher diaz #bobby nash #911 #911 fox #911 abc #911 wip #911 fic

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talesfrommedinastation · 1 year ago

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My redneck neighbor Doug on 'Tribe'

When not turning his home into a giant light hazard for Jesus's Birthday or getting into yelling fights in the alley with Bobby Lee (another redneck neighbor who is a DIE HARD 'Bama fan) about SEC football, Doug's been randomly texting me things about the Jedi.

I'll update y'all on that soon enough. (Plo Koon = Sexy Shrimp Daddy?!)

Meanwhile, here is his review of his favorite episode of Season 2 of The Bad Batch...TRIBE, or as Doug calls it 'Chewbacca Junior and the Weed Business'.

Yes, a random fetch quest one in which Clone Force 99 helps out a random Wookiee kid. His favorite. Don't ask.

Need a Doug refresher? Check it out under Doug Talks Star Wars here.

TW: Doug Doug's as is his Doug-like wont. Hold onto your butts. A little calmer since Daddy Warcrimes is MIA in this one.

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So we got Daddy Rambo and the gang making counterfeit licenses for underage drinkers or whatever. You gotta do what you gotta do, I guess, and Daddy Rambo will do a lot of things, but obtaining gainful employment ain’t one of them.

Ryan-from-Accounting is smug as hell about his counterfeiting operation. You’re so smart, Ryan-from-Accounting, why don’t you go to law school and start practicing corporate licensing? At least you can get equity there, ya dingaling.

And Little Orphan Blondie runs away because she’s embarrassed to be seen around them. I get it, kid.

Woah, it’s Chewbacca Junior! Are the lizard and robot people trying to sell him to the circus or something? Oh, he’s a Jedi?! When did this happen, this is awesome! I loved Chewbacca! I love Wookiees! AWESOME!!!

And Little Orphan Blondie is protecting him, go Little Orphan Blondie, go!

I hope they adopt Chewbacca Junior and get him a collar and a nice bed on the floor of the HMS Search Warrant. They need a pet. Little Orphan Blondie can brush him and put bows in his hair! Do you think he uses a litter box?

They’re taking him home, and look! Little Orphan Blondie is giving him her Lunchables. I’m proud of the Dad Batch, they’re teaching Little Orphan Blondie good morals. Oh, poor wee Chewbacca Junior, he has no family and when he talks it sounds like Jimmers when he’s treed a squirrel*.

But Ryan-from-Accounting can understand him! Ya know, I wonder if his helmet can translate Bitch and that’s how Ryan-from-Accounting talks to his Bitch Wife Laura.

It would be awesome if they adopt Chewbacca Junior and he attacks people with his lightsaber. He’s like a pet version of an MR-15! Imagine the DAMAGE his furry ass would do on the battlefield!

Ooh, they made it to Wookieeland! Ya know, it always reminded me of where Jenny and I used to camp in northern California. I wonder if there’s a brewery nearby? I bet Toaster Strudel needs to throw back, that man needs a beer and a restraining order from Daddy Rambo.

Oh SHIT, looks like the bugs from Klendathu made their way down to Wookieeland. Somebody call the Starship Troopers! Oh, wait, they can talk to those things like Dougie Houser did? Woah. Neat.

Looks like the Empire found the Wookiee weed farm and torched it. Poor Wookiees, they’re just trying to make an honest living growing herb. Leave ‘em alone!

Which planet makes meth, my money’s on Tatooine, it looks like New Mexico and that place is meth Disneyland, there was a whole TV show about it.

(Above is...Tatooine?! - Dr Meat Muffin)

Oh man it’s Houma-BBQ-Bitch’s shitty brothers and they’re burning the whole weed operation to the ground. Guess they work for the DEA.

Kick their asses, Wookiees! Now they want Chewbacca Junior, but the Dad Batch is saying FUCK YOU!

Go Dad Batch go! Fire ‘em up! Destroy the tanks! GO JULIO GO! It’s like Apocalypse Now with Bigfoot!

More Wookiees! And they’re riding giant monkey-cats! AWESOME. Man, I feel stoned just watching this episode. Why can't I stop giggling.

Granny Wookiee says come on in and have some weed! Oh, shit, are they doing ayahuasca? Toaster Strudel ain’t having it, but Julio’s down. Julio’s down for anything, he’s probably gonna stick around, use his pipe laying skills, and get some free ganga out of the deal. Man, we all need a Julio in our life. Love him.

Oh, poor Chewbacca Junior can’t find a home. Come on, Granny Wookiee, just let him crash with you guys! He can clip weed on the side, he’s got that lightsaber, let ‘em have it. But first, let’s talk to the trees! Did they take mushrooms before this scene, Jesus Christ this really does take place in Humboldt County, doesn’t it.

Ah, nevermind, the gators that run the DEA are here. With Stormtroopers. Oh shit, are the gators wearing Wookiee pelts while fighting Wookiees? That’s some Silence of the Lambs shit right there.

Welp, time for fire fights, Smokey the Bear does not approve of this episode, especially as one of the lizard men chases Chewbacca Junior and Little Orphan Blondie into the woods with a flamethrower.

Oh shit, there are the bugs! Shit, am I actually cheering on the bugs from Starship Troopers? What is going on here, I’m so confused. Whelp, they’re eating Houma-BBQ-Bitch’s brother, good for them.

Back to Granny Wookiee’s Pot Palace, where Toaster Strudel and Julio throw back her questionable moonshine and smile at each other. If they end up with Wookiee girlfriends, it will be weird, but I will be happy for them.

And Little Orphan Blondie and Chewbacca Junior are talking to the trees, again. Just watching this episode makes me wanna go back to Electric Forest. Except I don’t think Oceana County has wookiees, but it does have crazy people in the woods I guess.

*=Jimmers is Doug’s extremely handsome poodle mix dog. His full name is Jimmers Jimothy Jimerson III and they found him as a stray when he was eating trash behind a bowling alley in Nacogdoches.

Where my Doug fans at? @amalthiaph @eyecandyeoz @merkitty49 @sued134 are the biggest, but let me know if ya wanna be tagged in the next installment!

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brucewaynehater101 · 5 months ago

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Might I suggest "little soldiers" by The Cranewives for your toxic relationship playlist

Here's the OG post being referenced:

ANYWAYS. I FUCKING LOVE CRANE WIVES. I don't listen to enough of their songs though :( So I'm really happy you recommended one!!!

In the OG post, I mentioned two songs that talk about toxic relationships: "Allies or Enemies" and "Tongues and Teeth."

I didn't want to flood that list with Crane Wives, lmao. Here's some more by them that work:

"Curses"

Some fun lyrics: "Won't you stay with me, my darling, when my walls start burning down." "The devil's after both of us." "

"The Garden"

"My darling, the devil knows my name"

"The Moon Will Sing"

"I want to feel the fire that you kept from me" "I shine only with the light you gave me"

"Never Love An Anchor"

"And you'll never see the reasons I had for keeping my claws away when they were close enough to hurt you"

Songs not by The Crane Wives that may also fit the toxic classification:

"Mama's Broken Heart" by Miranda Lambert

"Under My Skin" by Jukebox The Ghost

"Dear Arkansas Daughter" by Lady Lamb

"Bobby" by Bodhi

"the fruits" by Paris Paloma

"I'm Good Luv, Enjoy." by Aaron May

"Just Take My Wallet" by Jack Stauber's Micropop

"Sex N' Drugs" by Abhi the Nomad

"I'm Yer Dad" by GRLwood

"Needs" by Verzache

"Don't Wanna Fall In Love" by KYLE

"I Love You So" by The Walters

"Breezeblocks" by alt-J

"Peach Stone" by Hobo Johnson

"Dissolve" by Absofacto

"Money" by ISAAC LEE

"Do It For Me" by Rosenfeld

"Dead To Me" by Kali Uchis

"Lovely" by ssjishmael

"Drug me, baby, seduce me and use me"

#thank you for the ask!!!!#song recs

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echowithpain · 2 months ago

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FIRST THINGS FIRST!!!!

-2 points for how much Tonsillitis was in the episode 🤮

It was gonna be one point, but he just kept popping up, and even when I thought we'd get a break from him, NOPE he's back in the next scene 😮‍💨

And you know that those fans were happy, but I'm not one of those fans. Quite the opposite actually. So much so that it kept taking away from my enjoyment of the episode, and I enjoyed this episode quite a lot actually. So yeah, -2 points.

Other than that, I fucking LOVED this episode 🤩💖🤩💖🤩💖🤩💖🤩💖🤩

The Wilson's and the Buckley-Han's dressing like Wizard Of Oz characters 😍😍😍, the firehouse being a haunted house✨🤩✨, Bobby being a goofy CAP Dracula 😂🧛😂, Eddie being a Wolf Man that NO ONE was scared of 😂🐺😂, Buck realizing the "fake" dummy was actually a corpse and possibly traumatizing multiple children for life while ALSO getting cursed 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣, the very real drama of Karen being upset that Hen was missing out on parts of their kids growing up (that thankfully they were able to talk about in this episode instead of dragging it out) 🥺🥺🥺, Athena trying to be hip with the kids 😂😂😂, the two girls who weren't paying attention in the CARE class finally getting some sense knocked into them 👏👏👏

Also the incredible build up of Chim recognizing Jee-Yun when she ran over to him excited, seeing Mara with her, realizing they went trick or treating together with Karen and Denny, not seeing Karen OR Denny with them, to Hen noticing Karen is on the scene of the accident but doesn't look hurt, to freaking the fuck out when she realizes Denny is the one pinned by the car!!!! *Chef's Kiss* *Chef's Kiss* *Chef's Kiss* *Chef's Kiss* *Chef's Kiss*

(though I will say I don't like how the promo spoiled it being Denny. I mean the whole thing was still amazing don't get me wrong, but I feel like it would've hit harder if we didn't know beforehand and were making assumptions that would just so happen to be correct. But again, that's a promo thing not an episode thing)

Also finding out that Denny pushed Mara out of the way and saved her life 🥺💖🥺💖🥺💖🥺💖🥺💖🥺 And I even like how the show had Chim bring up the fact that you're not supposed to work on people who you're close with, ie Hen trying to save her son's life, and they gave us the excuse for why they were doing it with Bobby saying "You wanna be the one to pull her away from him?" That's 👏 How 👏 You 👏 Fucking 👏 Do 👏 It 👏

Ugh, this episode was so fucking good. I had so much fun watching it, and it felt like I hadn't had that much fun in a long time with this show. I can't really remember but I don't think we had any "fun" episodes last season. We've had episodes with fun moments, but no true "fun" episodes like the Ocean's 9-1-1 episode, or the Treasure Hunt episode, or the Karma episode (minus the cheating storyline), or the Jinx episode, so honestly this was a VERY welcome and pleasant surprise 💖💖💖

Is that it? I think that's it 🥰 so yeah!

Episode Rating: 🎃8/10🎃

I was thinking about taking off at least a half point for the dad who got the pumpkin stuck on his head cause why not cut it off and why not fully empty it before putting it on, but decided not to cause they did end up cutting it off, and having the pumpkin guts falling around his neck might've been part of the thing he did with his kids, idk. So that gets a pass ✨

The only problem I had with this episode was Temu, and if that's it then it was a damn good episode. Can't wait to see what's next!!! See y'all next week 😘✌️✨

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according2thelore · 6 months ago

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I think I can speak for everyone following you that we would LOVE to know your thoughts on that scene. The one of Dean apologizing to Sam about not sticking up for him more when they were kids cuz John would send him away. I can picture it in my head, the first time it happened- Dean's confusion and hurt, then his desperation when he realizes John is serious. Fuuuuck plsplspls spam our feed.

referring to this post here!

since i was lucky enough to have two people who are willing to listen to me ramble, i have made this one into a little narrative!! y'all are seriously spoiling me over here. <3

-lizzy

"what did i tell you?"

"dad--"

"no." john cuts him off, sharp. he looks up at dean. "i gave you specific goddamn instructions. what did i tell you?" dean almost can't look at him. he feels withered down, like the ficus in the motel lobby--years old, bone dry, more dead than alive.

"you told me to keep a low profile while you were gone."

"and what did you do?"

dean winces.

"i snuck sam into the movies, and we got caught by the manager."

it was supposed to be fun. sam wanted to see the new frankenstein movie, and dean was bored. they didn't have movie theater money, but dean didn't think that should stop them.

dean's only fifteen, but he should know better. and really, he does. but the week had been long and boring without school or work to distract them, and sam never asks for anything.

they got caught by the manager as they tried to sneak into the movie in the theater next door, and were only able to escape with sam's quick thinking. dad found the empty boxed candy in the trashcan when he got home tonight, and knew they didn't have candy or movie money.

dad had been able to haggle for an extra motel room in this town, so sam was sitting in the motel room he and dean were sharing next door, after dad had given a stern, "you're on knife sharpening duty. if i can't cut a piece of paper with every knife in that room, you're running laps until you throw that damn candy up, you hear me?"

sam had stomped off, huffy, but dean knows he'll have those knives gleaming in no time.

dean also knows that it's him who's going to get his ass handed to him, because he's the one who was supposed to know better. he's the example. as soon as sam had left, they'd sat in silence for a few minutes to give dean time to squirm. but it looks like dad is ready to show his hand.

dad looks at him for a long moment, assessing. dean feels about an inch tall, but refuses to shift like his limbs are screaming to. he cannot show dad any more guilt or nervousness than dad already has access to. dean refuses to be cowed, even though he very much is.

finally, dad looks away, and begins reorganizing papers on the motel dresser. he's putting some sheets in a manilla folder, and crinkling up others for the trash.

dean can still feel his heartbeat in his cheeks, and knows better than to feel relief that dad's eyes aren't on him anymore.

"there's a haunting down in lubbock." dad says, and he turns around, handing dean the folder. dean takes it, hestitantly.

what?

he flicks it open, and sure enough, there are a few newspaper clippings about a banker's death, and statements from police. dean recognizes bobby's scrawled handwriting, and knows dad must've gotten this in the mail earlier.

something's not right, but dean doesn't know quite what it is yet. anxiety gnaws on his stomach, but he nods slowly. he starts to turn, ready to go back to the other motel room and debrief with sam.

a new leaf will be good, dean reasons. dad usually leaves aggravations in the towns they occur in, like the wounds they receive and the people they save snap out of existence as soon as they hit the county line. maybe this will disappear, too.

"okay. i'll go get sammy--"

"no. sam's not going anywhere." dad cuts him off. dean turns back around, startled. dad's eyes are hard.

dean swallows. it's unusual to leave sammy behind. it's not unheard of, though. sometimes, if it's a really hard or dangerous case, they'll drop sammy off at another hunter's house and pick him up in a few days. maybe dad's expecting this one to get hot.

dad used to drop both of them off, but dean hasn't been left behind since he turned thirteen.

"okay..." dean says slowly. "then let me go get him ready for pastor jim's and tell him when we'll be back."

he starts to leave again, on edge and eager to escape the menace that comes off of dad like a heatwave.

"'we're' not going anywhere." dad says, tone flat.

"we're...not?"

"no. you're doing this one. by yourself."

dean startles.

"but dad--"

"sir. you're calling me sir. if you want to act like an adult, i'm going to treat you like one."

"i said i was sorry!" dean protests, but dad's jaw ticks in annoyance at his whiny tone. "i'm sorry. i really am, sir. i didn't mean to go behind your back."

"but you did. and i need to know i can trust you, dean. this isn't a goddamn vacation." dad moves back to sit down on the side of the bed, leaning forward and looking at dean intently. "i need you sharp, i need you focused, and i need you to listen when i fucking tell you things."

dean is still spiralling. he's never been on a case by himself before. he guesses he'll never truly have a legal driver's license, but he's not even old enough for one yet. he's fifteen.

how the hell is he going to get witnesses to talk to him? how the hell is he supposed to drive the six hours over to lubbock by himself? and salt a ghost?

every part of this order seems impossible. dean can't dig up a grave by himself. it would take hours. a day, even. how is he supposed to do that without getting caught? no librarian will give him access to city records. he'll have to sleep in the car--no one in their right mind would book a motel room out to a kid.

and what if he gets in trouble? dad can't bail him out. they might transport dean to another city with a better juvie before he can get a call out to dad that he got arrested.

dean can feel his heartbeat in his tongue.

"do i make myself clear?" dad asks, but dean doesn't answer. no, he doesn't. he doesn't make himself clear. dean can't do it. "do i make myself clear?"

his voice is harder the second time. dean swallows.

"yes, sir."

"good. caleb will be a few hours away if you need help, but i expect you to handle this by yourself." dean is relieved to hear that caleb will be around, but dad's second statement is the real order. dean's alone on this one. "i need you gone for a few days."

"where will you be?" dean asks. what changed? why is dean doing this by himself?

"i've got a ghoul up in oklahoma. i'll also be headed out."

this--more than anything else that's happened tonight--alarms him.

"what about sam?" dean asks.

sam's not ready to stay by himself. he's eleven. dean knows intimately how dangerous it is for sam to be left alone. dean still has dreams about the striga, about sammy's pale face behind the cage of dad's protective arms.

"i've left some money on the table. he can fend for himself for a few days--kid's seen worse." dad says, nodding over at the kitchen table. dad is back to all-casual, like this is a regular conversation. dean looks over, and barely resists the urge to count the money. how much is it? $40? $50? dean won't be comfortable until sammy has at least $150, but he doesn't know if they have the resources enough for that.

how is he going to make money, if the--what looks like from--$35 run dry?

"you want him to stay by himself?" dean asks, just to confirm. there's no way he's understanding this correctly. dad wouldn't do that.

he's strict, and he can be harsh, but he wouldn't leave sammy alone for days. right?

"dean." dad says, and it's his annoyed tone. his shut up, kid tone. his we're done talking about this tone. dean feels panic, sharp and hot and tight, shoving its way up his spine.

his entire body feels shaky. dad's going to do it.

he's going to leave sam alone. he's going to take sam away from him. as punishment. as a fucking punishment.

"dad...please. i don't think sammy's ready. i promise i'll go on this hunt as soon as you come back. the second you're finished, i'll head out, i will." dad's expression continues to darken, so dean rushes all of his words out at once, hoping to stop dad's protest before it can come out. "i promise dad, you won't see me at all. i'm not trying to get out of it. we shouldn't leave sam by himself."

dean holds his breath. dad has to see reason, he has to.

"are you questioning my direct order, again?"

dean's stomach falls through his shoes.

"dad, please," dean begs.

"dean--"

"i don't think he's ready--"

"do not talk back to me--"

"dad, please! he's just a kid, he's going to be scared--he's not ready for this!" dean pleads, because sam's not. he has nightmares more nights than not.

dad's hunt might be quick, but dean's is not going to be. dean desperately tries to run scenarios in his head of getting this case done in twelve hours, so he can be home in less than twenty-four, but there's no way he could.

"are you ready for this?" dad asks, and his eyebrow is raised. dean is stopped in his tracks. the words don't sound right.

"sir?"

"is all this because you're scared? you're not ready?" dad doesn't say it like dean thinks he means to. it's a challenge. a pitying, aw is the baby scared? it's a you-better-not-be.

and honestly? yes. a little bit. dean is fifteen. he's not ready to drive six hours away to gank a ghost by himself. he's done recon and research and helped dig things up, but he's never done anything like this before.

but dean's pride will not allow him to say yes. dad didn't raise a boy who could say yes. dad wouldn't even accept it if dean tried. which he won't.

he can't.

"no, sir. i'm ready." dean says.

dad stands back up, grabbing one of dean's shirts off of the bed behind him. he tosses it at dean, whom catches it numbly.

"pack your bag. i want you outta here by midnight." dad says, turning around to begin packing his own bag.

"yessir." dean feels shellshocked. he feels like he felt after he killed his first deer: confused, startled, and completely, totally numb. he knows the implications of this will affect the rest of his life, but he can't see far enough to know how.

dean's tired. he doesn't want to be here anymore, and dad has summarily dismissed him.

dean makes it to the door before he hears dad call his name. dean pauses, hand on the doorknob.

"and dean?"

dean turns around, and dad's face has darkened. his eyebrows are pulled low over his eyes, and when he speaks next, his voice is flint.

"if you ever question me again, you're walking to the next hunt."

dean nods, once.

"yessir."

he wants to say goodbye to sam. he wants to take his dad to the ground. he wants to punch a hole straight through the impala's windshield. he wants to get out of here.

dean packs his bag.

when he comes back a week and a half later, sam doesn't talk to him for three days. he's mad at dean for leaving him alone with dad.

dean tells him to lay off of dad. it's not his fault. he's only in a rotten mood because dean disobeyed, but dean keeps that last bit to himself.

dean should've obeyed him the first time.

#ask box #lizzy answers #lizzy writes #anon <3

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godisaknife · 5 months ago

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I'm gonna be real with you, every wincest take I see relies heavily on fanon interpretations of the characters and their relationships. It's really not as integral as y'all think it is. Don't get me wrong, ship whatever you want, you do you, I just really don't see it. Unhealthy family dynamics? Sure. Parentification? Sure. Incest between Sam and Dean on any level but the show poking fun at the concept? Nope. Not at all. To be totally honest there's a more incestuous dynamic between John and Dean, but even that's mostly emotional incest (which is to do with the unhealthy dynamic of parents putting their feelings and issues onto their kids, it doesn't even have anything specific to do with actual incest). The parallel to Bela and her Dad doesn't help. Idk, I just don't see it. Like Webb Sherman and Keegan Sherman from Bounty Hunters? That's subtextual incest, not whatever is going on with Sam and Dean. Not to mention the characters that do allude to it in-universe are completely tapped themselves and have to be manipulative in order to even keep Sam and Dean together (Azazel - without him Sam would've stayed at Stanford, Zachariah - Dean during 4x17 didn't want to follow his destiny as a hunter and was totally fine parting ways, Soulless Sam himself - he only wanted Dean when he thought he was useful, Dean only stayed with him because of Bobby's speech and Sam potentially killing innocents).

i might say something controversial here but, first of all, i personally think that emotional and psychological incest is enough to be considered incest. especially when it comes to a show that doesn't allow the usage of the word "fuck", because incest is never going to be allowed to be shown on screen or talked about openly, so all we will ever be allowed to hear and see are implications and subtext. dean and john sure do have their own incestual subtext, but i do think that sam and dean have a very strong one on their own, i'd say all one had to do is look it up and plenty of lines and body language taken directly from the show will prove what im talking about. let's see a random example: one of the most recent posts ive reblogged that come to my mind is crowley saying that his valet has hidden a device to locate them in their car and "oh, the things i've heard" followed by dean and sam looking uncomfortably at each other. yes, it's can be a joke but it is heavy in implications. it is not a joke one would even think of making to a couple of normal siblings because if there was no substance to make implications about then the joke wouldn't land as such, as anything at all, because the one making it would come out as a groundless creep and the siblings wouldn't have any reason to be worried or uncomfortable about it. so why do they look so uncomfortable and worried about it? and this is a random example. such little things are scattered throughout the show. and that is only one part of the subtext. the dynamic, the relationship, the history they have, i think all of it is permeated with incest subtext that cannot be made explicit and is, at least to me, more interesting by being covert in a way you have to translate it yourself in order to fully see and understand it. i do not agree with what you said about them held together by other characters' manipulation. i see what you see and i see why one may think so, but outside forces are necesarry to drive characters and their story, in any story there is always an amount of outsider elements. yes, sometimes they are pushed in one or other direction by someone else, but at the end it is them who make the conscious decision to stick with each other, to break the distance, to come back to each other. despite all the things that have happened between them, for one reason or another, they always choose to come back to each other because of their abnormal obsession and love for each other. i got into the show curious as per why wincest is a ship and when i started watching the show i was pleasantly surprised by how obvious their incestual relationship is, especially to an eye trained to notice "fucked up" themes. i'd elaborate more on all of this properly but i'm on withdrawal so this is the best i can do atm

#i hope this is understandable im aware that i could elaborate better but my brain is incredibly foggy #i do want to say i very much appreciate how like normal and civil you are about this all #cause people might not agree with each other but a lot of fandom discourse is people being rude to each other #so i like talking about stuff even if we disagree with each other as long as the conversation is Civil yk #spn #wincest

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ravenirene · 2 years ago

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Idk who needs to hear this but Mcu buckys backstory is NOT based off of arnie roth. His backstory is based off his ultimate universe counterpart. A lot of the mcu is based of the ultimates: sam being military whil 616sam being a social worker, clint with laura barton and their 3 kid and is a shield operative while 616clint married bobbi morse and has no kid and never worked for shield, samuel l. jackson Nicky fury, etc. Ultimate universe bucky is steves childhood friend.

And secondly 616 bucky is caps kid sidekick, the mcu just didn't want to put a child soldier in their all American propaganda movie hence why rebel wasn't part of the howling commandos in the mcu either because he was a kid. As u can see in this tweet they changed it for that reason.

Thirdly even if he was based off of arnie, removing a gay character doesn't automatically make a different character gay. although i would love if bucky was canon queer but that's just not how it works.

Also what I realize about these bucky is arnie roth truthers is that a lot of u don't care about arnie or the fact he was erased from the mcu u guys just want "proof" for your headcanon/ship. Which there's no problem with having headcanons, if u hc bucky as gay and/or jewish that perfectly fine and valid but then ppl spread false info that he's suppose to be that when it's simply just not true. I don't ever see ppl bring up arnie unless it about bucky. Also steve and arnies dynamic itself never came off as anything other than friends or brothers

I don't ever see these bucky is arnie roth truthers ever talk about how thor:ragnarok replaced thors and lokis actual long lost older sister, angela, who is a canon lesbian and is dating a transwoman, with lokis daughter, hela, who has only shown attraction towards men in canon.(hela is currently married to a woman but they married out of business not out of love and it happened after the movie came out)

nor do I see them talk about in ca:tfa other than arnie roth there was also brian falsworth. In ca:tfa u can see James Montgomery falsworth, more commonly known as union jack, in the mcu he's part of the howling commandos. The thing is he's the union jack of ww1 while his son and daughter fights alongside captain America in ww2. His son Brian falsworth has been canonically gay since 2002 and was dating roger aubrey, destroyer, until he died. There's no reason why his dad was deaged and was part of the howling commandos instead of him for the reason other than he was gay because Brian shows up more in comics than his dad, u can't know about Monty falsworth without knowing about Brian

I feel like y'all don't actually care when an actual gay character gets replaced but instead make up lies about characters that u want to be gay instead. Like when eternals came out and phastos and his husband where said to be the first gay characters in the mcu and instead of complaining about loki, valkyrie, starlord, ayo, korg. Who were(at least at the time) not confirmed canon queer in the mcu despite being so in the comics, u guys complained about steve/bucky not being canon queer despite neither ever canonically showing interest in the same gender in mcu or comics because u mixed up canon and fanon/your headcanon.

Again headcanoning bucky and gay and/or jewish and shipping mcu stucky is completely fine, there's nothing wrong with it but bucky being based on arnie roth is just simply not true.

#i hc both steve and bucky as bi but i mean come on now yall we both know neither are canon queer #captian america #bucky barnes #winter soldier #steve rogers #stucky #arnie roth #comics #marvel #mcu #eternals #avengers #hawkeye #sam wilson

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panevanbuckley · 45 minutes ago

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that's what you do (when you love somebody)

[read on ao3] | buddie | 4.1k | gen

“You have a son. Who’s already nearly lost you more times than any kid should. Think about what would happen to him if you died. I know you usually do everything in your power to get back home to him but what happens if your luck runs out? He loses his dad and gets shipped back to Texas to live with your parents? We all know that’s the last thing you want.”

Eddie watches as Bobby runs a hand through his hair. He clears his throat, wincing slightly at the lingering pain, and states matter-of-factly, “He’d go to Buck, actually.”

or, the one in which they actually, FINALLY, bring up Eddie's will because the radio silence on it in the last four years has driven me to insanity (aka. 1 time each member of the team finds out about Eddie's will +1 time they actually realise it's real)

well hello there! can y'all believe i haven't written a buddie fic in a year and a half??! anyways....

i wanna thank @wanderingxrivers @ridiculousimplicity and @mangacat201 for the help with ideas! 😊

taglist: @lesbian-with-a-pocket-watch 💜

#i had the initial thought for this only 2 days ago and then i actually sat and wrote it??#which is wild bc i have been in the WORST writer's block for a year now so wow. i apologise if it sucks #9-1-1 #911 abc #buddie #eddie diaz #evan buckley #buckley diaz family #my fic

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ravenadottir · 2 years ago

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naming characters from s5

now listen, i never played the season and don't know their names, so i thought it would be fun if my partner saved the pictures and i would name them in the dark! feel free to add because honestly there's definitely culture shock when it comes to names since i'm not american or european, so a name that sounds good to me might not sound good for y'all lol

like gary, i didn't think it was a bad name and then found out people think it's an old guy name ??? anyway, here are my guesses/names for season 5 characters:

so bland looking, jesus christ! why is he sleepy here? is this his standard self? anyway! he looks like a jordan to me, because honestly jordan is a bland ass name and it fits right in!

she's anaís (anah-ees), look at those eyes! magical! she's gorgeous and deserves a name on the same level. also, is she an li? 'cause i would be so down for her!

she's giving "i'm pretty and i know it, i'm also composed and my name starts with a D", so i'm naming her deena. she's really hot, love the blonde hair for her!

oh... can we talk to the designers and ask what the thought process was with this one? why does he look like a dad in gossip girl?? anyway, generic guy asks for generic name, and i thought of eddie or tommy, but i know there's a tom in s4 (?) so... eddie is a good one. although, his face alone is giving nordic, so i'm naming him viggo.

alright, much better, this is definitely more my style! i would name him flynn, because one, white, two, red hair, and three, flynn rider, and he also looks like a smug little shit (affectionate).

the personification of my dream girl... but not quite because she's pixels, but still! oh my god, if she's not an li you should ask for a refund! i feel like she fits with a small but impactful name, like quinn, so that's what i would name her.

wait, so minors can apply for the show now? it's giving kindergarten, i'm sorry! cody and noel made so much fun of bobby but look at this small little child! he's definitely an evan, because he looks 14 and the adolescent vibes are there.

HAVE YOU SEEN A KATRINA MORE KATRINA THAN THIS KATRINA???? THIS - IS - A - KATRINA!

retro hair, probably vintage clothes, a bland of crochet and hemp... i actually have two names for her, because it's either mona or a name with a repeated syllable, like lala. the quirky vintage crochet girls are always a lala, or lulu, so i'm naming her lala.

this girl is giving isabella, or isadora, something that starts with -isa, but i believe isabella would fit in with her face. she's absolutely stunning, holy shit!

the designers did the boys dirty this season huh. i feel absolutely nothing for him, and it's kind of hard to find a name for someone that i feel so indifferent about, so like... gabriel, 'cause i feel nothing about the name either!

THIS CANNOT BE A REAL CHARACTER ON A REAL SEASON, I REFUSE TO BELIEVE THIS ONE! they took the time and money to draw this??? he's the human version of a ransom note written with magazine cutouts! like, every part of his face belongs to a different design, i can't!! i'm naming him hugo because who the fuck is named hugo? the human ransom note!

i know this one! his name is suresh, i've seen him on my dash a few times last year, and he was very popular (?), so... i actually like this name for him, but i think i have one that suits him better: devaj (born from the gods);

((now the reason why i have some favorite names from different ethnicites and cultures is because i did a lot of research for an upcoming project, so there's indian, korean, chinese, japonese, spanish, among others. so when you see my favorites in the other posts, that's why))

#litg #litg s5 #i can only tag suresh lol #litg suresh #love island the game #queue

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crazyk-imagine · 1 year ago

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Jessica's Cousin Headcanon

A/N: Didn't really know where I was going with this, also there's barely any content for this movie and there needs to be more because it was spectacular

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- Family has always been a tough subject for you since you were a kid

- Could it be because of your parents' messy marriage leading to their terrible divorce? Maybe, who knows

- You're lucky Jessica didn't try and push you away when her dad took you in after your parents dropped you off at their house

- Her mom was the best aunt you could have and raised you better than your own parents ever could

- Another thing you were grateful Jessica and her friends never joined in on was the bullying

- The other kids in your grade made fun of you because your parents left you with your aunt

- But your cousin and her friends always came to your rescue

- Evan eventually came around when you retaliated, and he wound up with a busted nose and bruised wrist (seventh grade was a fun year for him)

- Everyone knew not to stand too close when doing stupid shit like this after that

- Bobby almost got his butt handed to him too but did not want to wind up like Evan and backed off (he had to protect his throwing arm [if you catch my drift])

- The girls and you always have a special friend date on Thursdays and go shopping or have a sleepover, what y'all are in the mood to do

- Evan and Gabby started dating because of you

- Everyone of your friends talked to you, confiding in you about their love lives and you did what they couldn't

- A game of truth or dare and those two found themselves together

- Scuba and Yulia were brought together by their love of music

- Jessica and Bobby happened during one of his games and with-it being prom just around the corner, you can fill in the rest

- The girls were always concerned about you because, naturally, you were the third or seventh wheel

- You never cared though, until Ryan started showing interest in your family (you felt he had motives)

- The boys were protective of you, and of course, Jessica but they always saw you like a sister (or so you thought)

- Everything was fine until that stupid Thanksgiving black Friday shopping event

- You were terrified, barely able to keep close to your friends and cousin

- You tried pulling the two ladies apart who rammed their carts into the poor woman's head, sobbing when they ignored you

- Then came the ripping, the sound of that part of her scalp ripping off her head haunts you still even a year after everything happened

- Bobby kept in touch with you (barely) until he got a rash voice message, then came the weekly messages

- You barely talked to Ryan when he was around the house because you know he's only trying to get closer to your family

- You give him the stink eye every time you see him while Jessica begs you to stop

- The sheriff was the only nice and rational adult in town and made sure you were always safe getting to and from school, etc

- You barely left the house unless your cousin or your friends dragged you out of the house

- Then everything started, and you were terrified but when the post of a special honorary guest came up on the creep's Instagram, you were terrified

- You were always separated from the others whenever the killer was around

- Then Evan and Gabby were taken and eventually your family and Scuba

- Your seat was at the head of the table but the furthest away from everyone

- The sight of your cousin's stepmother cooked and cut, was terrifying and revolting followed by Evan being smashed to death

- As soon as you could, you guys ran

- You knew as soon as the sheriff stepped inside the office of the warehouse, what he was and thanked your lucky stars you're as close to Jessica as you are and were able to send a silent code to her

- You managed to hand her the phone so she could record while you played the part of the traumatized girl who needed a father figure

- Then came the running and then running into a familiar face

- Bobby helped grabbed you and out you in the car before aiming for the driver’s seat

- Jessica left to hang onto the back of the tow truck as you guys tried to escape

- You watched as she blew him up before finding cover outside the warehouse

- Hearing that he was never found wasn't as comforting but luckily you had Bobby to help you

- While your cousin and Ryan went out, Bobby started pursuing you which confused you and made you hesitant but after having a girl talk with Jessica and Gabby you accepted and you two were the newest cutest couple in town

- Everyone approved... even Ryan (who you slowly begin to find... tolerable)

#thanksgiving 2023 #thanksgiving movie (2023)#thanksgiving 2023 imagine #thanksgiving 2023 imagines #thanksgiving 2023 fanfiction #thanksgiving 2023 fanfic #thanksgiving 2023 headcanon

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