#i love all my trans friends ily all

[paunchbunny]

wishing all my trans feedee friends a very hrt weight gain today 🙏🙏🙏

[uwathebestgirl]

Cozy lil room of the best girl

♥️🧡🤍🧡♥️

Sorry this is short, I'm not good at writing long stuff

Name: Rose 🌹

Identity: she/her, trans girll 🏳️‍⚧️, lesbian but a lil bisexual, aro-spec, maybe therian (puppyyyy)

I like video game: currently playing: elden ring, DRG, Red Dead Redemption 2 (video game drought is real ;-;)

(might struggle to keep that part updated)

Some other interests (ask me about them!): Baking, girls (of regular and monster variety), art, @118sexen, video game, pink :3, coffee, autumn, being a girl!

I love my friends and i will never stop telling them that

Massive advocate for pet names (⁠๑ .̫⁠ ⁠๑⁠)

Hope you have a lovely day, ily all! <3

PLEASE SEND ME ASKS I DON'T CARE WHAT THEY AREEEE

Also should mention I'm a minor, Don't be a meanie

Drawn by @moongasux

[svt-kiki]

( 🥂 )　𝟕𝟔𝐭𝐡 𝐄𝐌𝐌𝐘𝐒　　⌅ .

iconic moments !

lemme introduce emmy winner actress and presenter for the night ms kiki

kiki presented the lead actor in drama series with steven yeun but he basically let her do the all job opening the envelope read out loud the name handing the trophy to hiroyuki sanada cos knew two japanese actor shared a personal heartwarming connection to each other

she wore flowy light beige gown from gaurav gupta in latest fall 2024 collection

and the hair !!! gold flower motif accessories ( similar design for the bracelet too ) is a nice touch for her as a presenter, subtle but well detailed

kiki wore the nude makeup that matching the gown texture and everyone craving for the tutorial

VERY DEMURE, VERY MINDFUL 😎

her look basically ate up the whole internet

someone literally said “this is how to dress the floral motif take notes blake lively” and like god so true it hurts 🥲✋🏻

best look for the night no doubt

cheered the reunion with 75th emmy members she really making friends in all over the world

it girl moment that carats are living for 🙂‍↕️

(　eng trans　)　──　my chuseok plan ✌🏻🤍 have a great time carat ~ hehe

... VIEW COMMENTS

DAISY214　she even serving on chuseok our queen 😭👑

honeykyo　i can’t wait to see you on the red carpet !!!

junleo　looking forward the outfits cos she always nails it and i know she will 😌🤌🏻

liked by voguemagazine, leesoohyuk and others

kiki_17　what a night #Emmys ... 💋

and ＠annasawai SO HAPPY FOR U SIS ILY

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annasawai　I LOVE U TOO OMG WE DID IT

kiki_17　NO YOU DID IT 🥹🥹🥹❤️❤️❤️

tiairani　she was tearing up whole time right after she announced and handed emmy to hiroyuki sanada it makes me emotional too 😭

caratior　i know they have the pure master / pupil relationship since psychopass drama this is historical for sure 😭😭

oneday67　kiki please say you took a selfie with steven yeun ( U TWO LOOK SO GOOD TOGETHER )

belle.xo　we need them in romcom ASAP

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[dilemma-danger]

☆welcome to my blog!!!☆

haii :D im ash!!!

my pronouns r he/they/it/bite :3 im also pansexual and a trans guy!

im a high schooler :P

i have tourettes syndrome, epilepsy, mdd, and anxiety

my sideblogs r @clearingthroat (vents/gore), @against-life-as-a-symptom (art, though i also post art here), @d1lemmaaa (kjrp), and @gerard-ways-right-sock (mostly made that bc there's a left sock blog lmao)

im also a therian!!! my theriotypes are a jaguar, a black jaguar, and a northern long-eared bat :] feel free to ask about them!

my blog is matching with my friend, @gay-little-freak!!

i went to one more time tour and saw ptv and blink-182 7/11/24

i lovelovelove music!!! lots of different types!! i have my headphones on pretty much 24/7, you'll never see me with em off hehe

i have lots of favorite bands!! in no specific order, they're my chemical romance, pierce the veil, blink 182, hozier, green day, tv girl, lemon demon, system of a down, slipknot, leathermouth, frank iero and the cellabration, mailpup, salv the dog, s3rl, sodikken, weezer, ghost, femtanyl, insane clown posse, simple plan, fall out boy, and h3artcrush :33

my favorite genres r emo music and loudloudloud stuff that i can blow my eardrums out with!!!!

please send music recommendations x3

my current and past hyperfixations:

fnaf, gore, cannibalism, lobotomies, mcr, olms, plushies, ranboo, dsmp (this was like 4 years ago don't execute me please), furries, dinosaurs

tags:

#thoughts : my og posts!!

#horny for frank iero : uh. i think this one is somewhat self explanatory :')

#asks : any asks people send me!!! (please send me asks ily)

i started doing these after i started posting, so its technically not all of my posts.

DNI:

homophobes/transphobes, ableists, zoophiles, racists, incest, and other basic dni. that includes assholes.

other random stuffs!!!

-my favorite color is neon green

-my favorite animals are snakes and olms

-pleaseee use tonetags im really bad at deciphering things lol

-i love to draw and make things!! i make a lot of kandi and cosplays. lmk if you want to see any of my cosplays :3

-i have a youtube channel with 17.8k subscribers!! i dont like giving it out, but dm me if you want it :]

-i collect soda tabs and plushies

pictures of me, my killjoy oc, and blinkies/stamps below the cut!!!

this is me!!!!

my killjoy oc!!!!

DILEMMA DANGER!!! (name by @gay-little-freak :3)

dilemma is mostly based off of me, so we're kinda similar!!

pronouns: he/they

gender: male (trans)

sexuality: panromantic asexual

he lovessss music, and he plays the guitar xP

he wears this a lot!!!

this is what he looks like!!! i havent actually drawn them a full reference yet, i still need to. look out for that!!

i roleplay as him sometimes!!!

whenever a post is him talking, itll be set up like this:

text goes here

-dilemma danger

sometimes it wont have the "-dilemma danger" part, but only if ive already stated it earlier in the conversation :]

he is a MAJOR crash king. he has a singular brain cell and he does not use it hehe

hes got sharp teeth and a dirty blonde fluffy mullet that usually covers his eyes.

he actually is very good at fighting, when he needs to be!!

hes tall and lanky and has a diagonal scar from his cheek to his nose from a clap with some dracs.

he hatesssss firefights and hes not very good at shooting, so he usually carries around a knife! he still uses his gun though, just not often.

he likes zone five the most and is debating finding a place there to live, but he currently lives on the cusp of zone three and four.

he does have a group, but im still developing them :]

BLINKIES!!!

thanks for reading :D this ended up really long hehe

[river13245]

Look at me - Derek Morgan

Navigation / Criminal Minds Masterlist

Pairing: Derek Morgan and FTM reader

Warnings: Dysphoria, Derek being in love, Sad thoughts, Depression or sadness

Authors Note: This was completely written as a way to get my own feelings out. To anyone who is feeling like this you are not alone. and even on those bad days just talk to someone or do a self care day ILY

When you went to bed you hadn't planned on having this type of day. You were planning on getting up in the morning and have a great day off from work, your boyfriend was even coming to visit you.

However when you woke up that morning and felt the small pressure on your chest that has been their your whole life it seemed to bother you more than it did yesterday. As you sat up you felt them, you had went to bed without a shirt on or nothing on because you liked to let your upper body be free, but when you looked down you really wished you hadn't.

Some days are rough while others are not. Some days you don't think about it as much as others because your too focused on your job. Where as there are others where its a big thought in your brain, especially when you don't fit into things most men do.

The fact is, is that you had the female anatomy. Its not something that you think is disgusting or gross its just something that you wish you hadn't had. Having breasts was one of the few things that caused you extreme dysphoria as a trans male. You usually pushed those thoughts away but it seemed to be something you couldn't shake today.

When you get up from your bed you walk over to your closet and pick out a baggy t-shirt. The one that you picked was one of your boyfriends old shirts that he had left here one night when he stayed over. As you throw that on you happen to look in the body mirror you had hanging up. Seeing the way your body was made you close your eyes and turn away.

Instead of going and making breakfast like you had planned on doing last night you ended up going straight to your bed and wrapping the covers on top of you and closing your eyes.

It had only felt as if you were asleep for a few minutes until you heard your boyfriends voice through your apartment. "Hi Handsome where you at. I've brought breakfast for us." Tears formed in your eyes because you felt ashamed at who you were. How your body was. What if he looks at you and notices all your flaws just like you do today and its the day he decides he doesn't want a guy like you.

How can the same person that had asked you out, kissed your tears away and even managed to stick around after meeting your family. Also be the same man that you were too afraid of seeing right now. He had never once said anything about your figure or said anything negative about you or any of his friends. You knew it was irrational to think like this but today just wasn't a good day.

"y/n?" His voice had gotten closer until you hear the door open. Covering your face up with the blanket as he walked closer to you. "what's wrong?" he asks as he pulls down the blanket just enough to see your face. When he notices the tears in your eyes he places a kiss on your forehead before he asks again.

Closing your eyes you speak, unable to look him in the eyes. "me..im what's wrong." He looks at you "what's that supposed to mean?" You sometimes wish he could feel how you feel. just to understand what you go through. "what don't you understand. Look at me!" your sitting up now and looking at your boyfriend in front of you who is looking at you with a confused look on his expression.

He takes your hands in his and looks at you trying to calm you down. "all i see is my boyfriend looking back at me with tears in his eyes" God you wanted to crawl out of your skin, you were usually easy to calm down but not today. Today was a really bad day and he's never been with you on these days.

You get up out of bed and walk away from his pacing your room before standing in front of your body length mirror once again. Your hands move to your stomach as you close your eyes. A sigh leaves your lips before turning around and looking at Derek who is sitting on your bed.

He knows about you being trans and he has been a huge supporter. Maybe he wasn't an expert on it when you guys got together but he was always supportive of things like that. He has helped you in so many ways. So rationally you knew he loved you regardless but this side of you that was pessimistic was awful.

As you stood there probably looking like a crazy person he was looking at with such love that it was heartbreaking. "You aren't looking at me though. You see what I want you to see...I've never let you see me without a shirt on"

Your voice breaks as you wipe your tears from your face "Boyfriends are supposed to be able to do that. I want you to see a glimpse of how I see myself" Your hands go to the bottom of your shirt and you pull it up and off of you, then your arms cover you a bit out of instinct.

Derek who had walked up to you as you had been talking places his hands on your arms. "can I move these?" he asks and when you nod he moves them to your sides. He doesn't touch them instead he acknowledges them and places his hands on each side of your face making you look up at him. "you want to know exactly what I see?"

You respond with a quiet "what?" there is a kiss placed on your lips before his voice fills the room. "I still see my boyfriend, my very handsome boyfriend actually. Who is extremely intelligent, and helps out at work every day and does such a great job. Someone that will talk during a movie or gasp at certain scenes, and then without a doubt be the one saying all the behind the scenes stuff we missed out on"

He pauses and kisses you again "A man who i just happen to love wholeheartedly and would do anything for. A man who I truly believe to be perfect even on days when he thinks he is less than that. Having breasts don't make you less of a man, i understand how it could feel that way but its who you are. You are a man and you will always be one and it will never make me feel less for you or make me see you any differently than yesterday"

Tears were running down your face as he spoke and the only response you could give was you throwing your arms around him and kissing him. His hands go to your waist and kisses you back.

When you finally pull away for air he laughs and kisses your lips once again. "if you are feeling up for it would you like to watch a movie and eat?" You take his hand in yours and walk to the living room with him "I would love too"

-----

The rest of the night is spent feeding each other and laughing at jokes one of you told even as the movie plays. You two were curled up with each other under a blanket as the movie ends. And without a doubt you told him a few facts about things that happened behind the scenes and some other cute facts that he hadn't known yet.

[badchoicesworld]

hi again, i’m the guy who requested hobie x trans vigilante reader and i LOVED IT. the details felt so true to his character and all in all it was an amazing read. you’re definitely one of, if not my favorite spiderverse writer. (btw, your spidersona sounds very interesting.) so, as expected, i have another request for you!

if you’d like, will you do a hobie x masc reader where they’re in bands? of course, hobie would be a part of a punk group, but maybe reader is in a metal one? they keep running into each other at shows and people think they might not get along, but they instantly get comfortable around each other. it’d be cute if they wore the other’s merch and showed up to some gigs. thank you :)

hobie’s punk, you’re metal (band edition)

hobie brown x masc!reader

EYYYYYYY ANON

had me gripping my knee, tucking hair behind my ear and kicking my feet fr ily tysm - if you’re planning to keep coming back (more than welcome <3) feel free to give me some kinda name to call you ! claim an emoji if you’d like or give me some kinda alias if you’d like, or remain anon, completely up to you !!

anyway such a slay idea thank you so much !

i’m gonna have to be a little brief w details cause i know hobie’s band is completely different in the comics and i have no fuckin clue what’s going on w this hobie’s band, no clue if gwen’s the drummer or what so mans being BRIEF but as far as i’m aware hobie does all of his gigs as “spider-punk” so secret identity still stands. i’m not gonna call him that cause he doesn’t like the name, but you know what i’m tryna insinuate

i’m a guy who can listen to all types of music so i enjoyed indulging in punk and metal music to get a better feel for this, so thank you !

i tried to do research into style, music and history so i hope this is half decent lmao

also wanna stress that i know there’s a shit ton of political stuff when it comes to punk and metal scenes, i ain’t touching it and i want none of you to ask me about it

warnings: none

pairing: hobie brown x masc!reader

requests: OPEN actually begging for them im stuck in a car tomorrow

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AIGHT ! so you twos both belong to bands that are pretty prominent in london, and if someone doesn’t know one then they’ll eventually learn about the other

you both like to perform at these smaller gigs instead of going mainstream, and it results in you two bumping shoulders every now and again

now, it’s impossible to miss hobie since he’s dressed as a punk spider-man

the same can apply to you if you choose to also have a secret identity lmao

but it’s on sight

it’s a common thing for people to think that punk and metal fans are like cats and dogs (an expression, animals are lovely.) for some fuckin reason

so naturally, both of your fans had always speculated the day that you crossed paths

what would you do ? fist fight ? poke hobie’s eyes out w the 🤘 gesture ? dear god will hobie swing his guitar at you ?!?!

no lmao

it’s like two old friends meeting, you guys have definitely heard of each other before but not yet met, so you’re both pretty psyched to see each other in the flesh !

it’s more like a “Ayy! my guy!” kinda thing instead of typical london stabbing

friendly hug, accidentally get impaled on a spike, that kinda thing

if your fans are sane they’re just kinda like “oh dope lmao” instead of “NOOOOOOOO” because who tf would

instead, opens doors to unlimited possibilities

friendly rivalry ? i think so

depending on what you play/your role in the band, you can get competitive for funsies

if you’re both guitarists you’ve got this ongoing joke about who’s the better one, shows are dope whenever you two are competing cause you go above and beyond for the sake of bragging rights

you win, metal takes a lot more out of a man (from the research i’ve done metal takes more “skill” in a literal sense, way more going on w the cords, correct me if i’m wrong)

hobie insists there are no losers, of course (he doesn’t believe in losing)

hella friendly banter, nudges, cutely whiplashing each other w water at shows whenever you spot the other in a crowd while they’re performing

collaboration ? possibly, imagine that shit

speculation of you two dating ? no because hobie doesn’t like labels

i’m gonna let u decide if hobie is the typa guy to kiss whoever else is on stage w him

back to secret identities for a little- aight so we all know hobie’s identity is a secret because he’s this spider-lad saving london, a conversation starter fr

in the events that you bring it up, he’ll probably just brush it off and tell you to focus on your scene, not in a mean condescending way but because he’d rather talk about music together since it’s his passion

depending on where your guys’ relationship goes determined if he’d reveal his secret identity to you or not, same applies to you if you have a secret identity

but i’ll leave that up to you

back to the gigs ! if you two ever spot each other in the crowds, it’s on sight

wether you recognise each other as your alter egos or secret identities, you will be either drowned by the end of the gig or mercilessly stared at

don’t think hobie would bring people up on stage unless you’re both performing, it can be a super awkward thing, other people might be uncomfortable and also favouritism aint his thing

wear each others merch, see what happens

you don’t have a secret identity and you wear it casually ? will likely catch the eyes of the media and words will spread

i cant actually imagine hobie having official merch, i think he’d like it more if his fans just made things so there’s not that whole “poser” stuff i’ve been seeing (again if i’m wrong and band shirts have significance other than sentimental value let me know)

punk is about diy, so he’d love his fans all the more if the “merch” he had was super unique diy stuff all hand made by his fans :]

so hobie either makes you merch, or you make your own ! he’ll probably make his own merch of you band, too

absolutely wears it to gigs, why wouldn’t he ? how fuckin punk is that ammarite

trade guitar picks, do it

you’re both real comfortable around each other, it’s an honest treat to cross paths whenever you’re both at a gig and if you guys become friends outside of it, that’s all the better

slaps stickers on your instruments case while walking by you, they have accumulated overtime

a lot of friendly call outs at the start or throughout shows, shit like “this one goes out to y/n, he ate my fuckin sandwich” before playing or probably banter along the lines of “refund his show and come to mine instead, it just makes sense” if your shows aren’t free

i expect you to do the same

you are each others worse nightmare

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[siren-serotonin]

SLIGHT PJSK (main story) AND PJO/HOO SPOILERS(?)

So!! As some of you may be aware.. I love pjsk. In case you didn't know, I love pjsk. I also love pjo and hoo. And last night I when I should've been sleep, I was fucking PUNCHED by both hyperfixations at the same time and then I started wondering what it'd be like if pjsk characters were demigods and/or Hunters of Artemis. This is that post. Feel free to ignore, I just need to infodump lmao

Mafuyu is a daughter of Jupiter. Jupiter's children are often set unrealistically high expectations, which causes them to be terrified of failure and slowly crumble under the stress. This can be seen with Jason during his time as praetor, on the Argo II, etc. In Mafuyu's case, her mother and the majority of her peers all expect her to excel in everything she does. Do you see where I'm going with this. Yeah okay. Anyway she's specifically a child of Jupiter and not Zeus because the gods are stricter in their Roman aspects and Mafuyu was raised by a strict parent. Also I think she'd either be a praetor or join the Hunters of Artemis.

Airi and Mizuki could both very much be children of Aphrodite. Airi because her whole "the most important thing in an idol is the heart" thing breaks so many Aphrodite kid stereotypes and I love it. She would so teach others that there's more to Aphrodite than being a toxic person (cough cough Drew cough Cheerful*Days) and I love her for that. Mizuki is here because they have trouble expressing themself freely and finding out that Aphrodite is their mother could help them figure stuff out?? Maybe?? Idk man. Also TRANS APHRODITE KID LETS GO!!! I think that they can both charmspeak but choose not to unless like their fucking lives depend on it.

Shiho is a child of Hades. Hades' kids are shunned and often misunderstood, which reminds me of how Shiho is mischaracterized in the fandom a lot. Also the way she acts reminds me of Nico. "I'm fine on my own" NO YOU'RE NOT!!!

Tsukasa, Saki, Toya and Kanade are all children of Apollo. Do I even have to explain for Tsukasa? He is the most theatre kid to ever exist, literally who else would be his godly parent???? Toya would be the most unconventional son of Apollo ever. Imagine him being like "no dad fuck you and your instruments im gonna be a street musician" and Apollo's just like "yeah go piss girl idc music is music" it's so funny to me omg. Kanade's whole self-sacrifice complex + composer thing?? She is THE daughter of Apollo (sorry Kayla). I feel like Toya would be a praetor if Roman Apollo was his dad but idk just a hunch. Kanade is literally Will Solace if he was musically gifted (Will I'm joking ily). Saki is here because I didn't know where else to put her and I'd feel bad if I separated the Tenma siblings.

Ena is a daughter of Ares. I can't quite explain this one, but Ena wanting her dad's approval of her being an artist reminds me of Clarisse a lot for some reason?? She could also be a child of Apollo but I already put four characters there sooooooo yeah

Rui the most son of Hephaestus EVER. "I'm not good with organic life forms" is such a Rui line oml. The automatons?? The mechanic shit?? ROBO-NENE. Do you see my vision. I want Rui and Leo to be friends so bad augh.

Nene could be a daughter of Poseidon because she has mermaid imagery, aside from that idk.

I think Minori could be a daughter of Iris since she's underrated (similar to how Iris is underappreciated/a minor goddess) and Minori + Iris both strongly believe in hope.

Besides Mafuyu, I think Honami and Shizuku could be Hunters of Artemis. As I'm typing this, I just realised that the april fools Meru trio are all Hunters asdfghgfdghj

A lot of characters were left out because I didn't know who their parents could be but if anyone has headcanons pls put them in the replies or tags!! Thank you for coming to my ted talk, goodbye.

[fruitsilly]

hi it's disability pride month, i have multiple disabilities and am a trans & queer uni student in the uk. i don't usually make posts like this but...

yesterday i experienced an ableist not-so-micro aggression from someone i may have to be living with for the next year and i haven't been doing particularly great since then.

i have put things in motion to try and get this sorted out, but more importantly i would like abled people who can afford it to maybe support me financially cuz um. i need compensation for this lmao so i have linked my ko-fi below.

please consider reblogging cuz not only is uni expensive as fuck but also i would like to treat myself to some stim toys to try and forget about this as much as possible lol.

fellow disabled people ily i hope you're all having a better pride month so far than i am. abled people please look out for your disabled friends this month especially!!

[titan-god-helios]

welcome to my blog <3

hi there !!

currently doing drawings for palestine - find out more on this post !!

my basic info >:D —————————————-

my name is elio, but you can call me eli too !

he/it/cloud

i’m a MANNNNNN (trans)

pansexual, asexual, demiromantic <3

minor

autistic, adhd, npd

i swear a lot !!

mentally fucked so don’t be too concerned if i start anxiety/depressionposting or i disappear randomly sometimes

i’m mixed - bengali and greek

i love puns !

about my blog: ——————————-

i mostly post reblogs of stuff i like or agree with, and original content consists of musings, rants, poetry, writing, autism and adhd stuff and other miscellaneous stuff. this is really just a blog for me to unwind and brain dump and enjoy the people and posts in my phone so yeah <3 i pretty much am the god of this realm and you have to deal with it

my best moots are @rohza-is-a-bit-gay, @in-a-state-of-crisis, (look !! i got a star from both of them !! -> ☆) @etherealspacejelly @az-is-somewhere-else @robinstreasuretrove @detaia and @rainnism <3 you’re all my friends ily guys /p (anyone i missed out, i still love you i did this off the top of my head) DNI: ——————-

nsfw/kink blogs

pedophiles, zoophiles

homophobes and transphobes

ANYONE who discriminates or is ableist towards those with personality disorders of any kind, a, b or c cluster idc

queer exclusionists of any kind

racists

ableists

TERFs/radfems

radqueers/transmed/transabled

antisemitics or anti-religion, or anti-atheist

zionists

aspie supremacists

neo-nazis

pro-eating disorder and self harm blogs (i don't mind blogs that post about these or are in/pro-recovery, as long as not pro or romanticising etcetc)

my other blog: ———————————

@elio-darling (art blog - nothing on it just yet)

[tg-pilled]

Tokyo Ghoul Headcanons

These are my own opinions drawn from interactions in the show and manga! Please be kind!

Hi hi!! For sillies I wanted to share my TG headcanons! I am a genderfluid aroace lesbian so I'm kind of biased towards the women bc I'm in love w them all tbh but I'll probably make more if I feel like it. For now have some main ones :)

Hide (he/him cis) - Bisexual! He's heavily bi coded in the manga and in the anime too! The way he interacts with Kaneki especially is very...

Saiko (she/they trans) - She's a character I project onto a lot. She doesn't seem to care much for romance or really socializing in general which is so real tbh. Her lack of caring I don't think translates to her platonic relationships later in the series (as we see) but I think her romantic interest is slim to none.

Urie (he/him cis (?) I can see him as trans tbh) - He is a bitter gay man. Prove me wrong. He's the black cat to Ginshi's golden retriever.

Ginshi - Bisexual! To me he seems unconcerned w labeling himself but still views everyone as attractive and isn't sure why.

Tooru (he/him trans) - MY FAVOURITE CANON TRANS MAN ILY 🙏🙏 He's gay imo but I am open to other interpretations as well.

Juuzou (he/they agender) - Demisexual but even then hasn't ever been romantically involved w anyone bc of his trauma.

Rize (she/her demigirl) - I have no clue why but she gives off a lesbian demigirl vibe idk?? I'm in love w her and want her to be a lesbian but besides that. I have nothing.

Ayato (he/him trans) - I think he's a trans man and aroace. I don't imagine him falling in love like. At all.

Touka (they/she nonbinary I just forgot the flag) - LESBIANISM ‼️‼️ Touka belongs on the island w me and the other lesbians. I view her and Kaneki's relationship as more platonic in the first series. In :re it's a Lot harder to ignore but I choose to ignore canon a lot anyways in favour of my happiness so idk. Plus she's in love w her human best friend so idk what to tell y'all besides the Touka is a lesbian truth.

Kaneki / Haise Sasaki (he/they demiboy) - I normally view these two as different people BUT I can honestly see Kaneki impacting Sasaki's identity and vice versa. Kaneki just whispering in his ear "you WILL be gay. You have no choice."

Anyways if you made it this far in my ramble thank you so much!! I hope you enjoyed this as much as I enjoyed making it :)

[2facehusband]

You said you have stories about making old men question their morals? 👀

anon ily for asking me about this i love telling these

couple things yall should know: 1) i get Far more attention from men as a cis-passing trans ish guy than i Ever did as a girl. i don’t understand it but it’s the way it is. and 2) i am an idiot and don't understand how a lot of social interactions work. i am also told i look way too approachable. this means im oblivious and i don't recognize weirdos until they're all up in my business. just to set the scene

so the first time, i was at a housewarming party for a family friend, and while i was there, i got complimented on whatever dress shoes i was wearing by a guy who looked about as old as my dad. so we make polite conversation for a little bit and then eventually i get into conversation with him, my mother, and his wife. it becomes obvious pretty quickly that he’s not a real talkative guy- kinda shy, kinda quiet, not the sort you'd think would be doing all this mess. so we’re standing next to each other and he actually starts pitching in to the convo, making jokes and whatnot, and whenever he does, he watches for my reaction to them. then he starts whispering the jokes and turning to me and leaning in whenever he talks to me. we’re standing in a square, so it effectively physically blocks me off from the rest of the people in the conversation. and then he starts Touching me, like a hand on my upper arms and shit while he's leaning in and whispering jokes to me. i would like to add that he did not touch his wife once in that entire maybe 35 minute conversation.

the second time happened more recently. i was at an event and i’m waiting for my mother to come out of some meeting that she had been in. all of a sudden this guy approaches me, and he looks like he’s maybe 10 years older than my dad or so. white beard, the whole thing. he asks me if i’m there for a tour or whatever and i tell him no, i’m waiting for somebody. he starts asking me questions about what i'm doing there, what i’m interested in, etc. and i'm answering because im polite! now for context we are standing at this tiny, circular table. over the course of this conversation, he leans in on his forearms, and because the table is so small, he’s basically halfway across the table and in my space. and because, like i said, im an idiot and i see nothing wrong with this interaction, i mirror him and lean across the table toward him in response. this gets cut short when my mother comes out of the meeting and politely but firmly extricates me from the situation, and i swear to god he winked at her on the way out. now This guy i don’t think had any issues with his morals at all LMAO i think he knew exactly what he was doing

[indecisiveenby]

~~Rant~~

I hate the argument about how queer is a slur and an off-limits word/label. because like it's the only label I've found that really truly resonates with me. I'd been trying to find something that fit right for about three years when I started using queer.

first I was bisexual, bc I was very new to queerness, in the sense that I knew about binary trans people, gay men, and lesbians, and that was like it. and my close friend had just come out to me as bi, and I was like "holy shit, there's a word for being into both genders? that's allowed??" something deep in my being snapped, and it was like I could see the world correctly for the first time. bc this was how I had felt my whole life. I was crushing on girls and either suppressing it or mistaking it for a platonic love. and I was making up extra crushes on boys, to overcompensate.

so then I dove deep into queer culture and learned about all these orientations, but also found out about the gender spectrum and fluidity. so here was this huge gender thing crashing down on me with the realization that "wait, I can be feminine, but I don't have to be a girl? and I can embrace my masculinity without being a boy?" and I was a little in denial for a bit and said I was gender fluid bc I think I was too nervous to admit that large of a change to myself, that I wasn't what I had thought I'd been my whole life, so I decided to just pretend I was a little bit that. (THIS IS NOT TO SAY THAT ACTUAL GENDERFLUID PEOPLE ARE IN DENIAL ABOUT THEIR GENDER. THIS IS JUST WHAT I DID. ILY GENDERFLUID PEOPLE, YOU'RE COMPLETELY VALID <3)

and this gender thing took for-fucking-ever to figure out, but I'm settled on transmasc nonbinary. so where did that leave me for orientation? I kept thinking things like "maybe I'm a lesbian. idk if I like guys all that much," or "well actually idk if I like girls," or "what if I don't like anyone. I think I'm aroace." and eventually I said omnisexual/romantic, but I was still thinking these things.

because here's my deal: if I find myself attracted to a girl, I'm like "this is a gay ass feeling." and if I find myself attracted to a boy, I'm like "feeling real fruity rn." and any other gender, I just feel gay if I am attracted to someone. never do I look at someone and think "wow I wanna spend so fucking much non platonic time with you in a fully heterosexual manner."

at the same time, I often think about all those crushes I made up, and the way that I go so so long without having a crush and how I am content with not having a romantic relationship and how my past romantic partners never clicked right. and I think "perhaps I really am arospec."

and I think of how I've never been sexually attracted to someone, with like two exceptions ever, and those two people were people I knew very well. and how the idea of having sex seems like something I could participate in, but only probably for someone else's sake, not something I'd initiate. I think of how sometimes I feel like I never ever want to have sex ever bc I just don't want someone to touch me like that, or to touch someone else like that. I think of how sometimes I actually am really into the idea of sex, hypothetically. and I think "is there a spot on the ace spectrum for that?"

and so I look at all of this and I am faced with the question: "how the hell do you put all of that under a label?"

there are two answers here; 1. I don't, and I go unlabeled. I hate this answer. my autism loves to sort and label things. (of course there's an exception for other people. if someone else is unlabeled I'm not gonna say "actually you're this." this only applies to myself and my own things) 2.

Queer !!!

queer is the only label that can encompass all of that, for me. obviously, I could use a bunch of microlabels, and I love microlabels, really, I just would probably lose track of everything quickly.

so yeah, I have a huge fucking issue with people saying that I am not allowed to use the only label that's ever felt like a home to me, the only label that's ever fully covered everything that I am and everything that I feel.

if you don't want to be called queer, good, I won't call you that. but I will not stop calling myself queer. if you have a problem with that, then like actually fuck you

[scatterbrainedbot]

(not having easy access to my own tag links was stressing me out so here have an introduction post)

'bout me:

my names zach! or scatterbot if u’d prefer!

im a trans guy and use he/him pronouns

im over 21 but dont intend to post any mature/nsfw stuff here (the only potential exception being maybe some light gore, but ill be sure to put content warnings if i do)

i love writing long rambling analysis in the tags (did u know tumblr has limit of 140 characters per tag, 30 tags per post? it reminds me of this fact. often.)

i write how i think, which is to say, with lots of run-on sentences and at least six thoughts at a time

ive done art for a long time, but am relatively new to working digitally (like about a year?) so im still learning a lot on that front!

i am very slow with responses, and even slower with posting — apologies in advance!

also, this blog is definitely gonna be almost entirely tmnt for the foreseeable future. rise and 03 are my absolute favorites <3 im still catching up with other variations!

tags i use:

#my art - for art i made!

#ask reply - replies to asks

#fandom friends - interactions w mutuals and other folks of the fandom! often involves sona shenanigans

#rb - reblogs and such!

Rat Sons AU: (official title pending lol)

my own tmnt au/iteration, in which Master Splinter is a wise and silly old tortoise, with four skittering, chaotic, ninja rat children. based on a background moment of the 03 series. 🐢🐀🐀🐀🐀

#Rat Sons - general tag for all rat sons content!!

#Rat Sons Fanart - YALL LOOK AT ALL THIS AMAZING ART FOLKS HAVE MADE OF MY SILLY RAT BOYS IM GENUINELY SO EMOTIONAL THAT I GET TO HAVE THIS TAG ILY GUYS <333

Lore/World Building -

The Last Human Hamatos, Splinter Lore (pending),

Character Intro Sheets -

Hamato Sho, Hamato Tang Shen, Hamato Miko (coming soon!), Splinter (pending), Leonardo (pending), Raphael (pending), Donatello (pending), Michelangelo (pending)

[apologies in advance, this is gonna be so chaotic. idk what im doing, all i know is that these rat babies have eaten up my entire brain. look at them go.]

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Jotaro Kujo

Saddest man ever born poor thang

Sexuality Headcanon: ough the way I fluxate between bi, gay and ace headcanons for him all versions of jotaro exist in my head and stir around in a soup

Gender Headcanon: he is soooo so stealth trans man

A ship I have with said character: mm I kinda don't have strong ship opinions for jotaro but I am most drawn to him and weather I think there's a lot of chemistry to be found there... their good their good.. I also find the other end of pucci and jotaro very hilarious

A BROTP I have with said character: jotaro buddies be soo funny on so many options. I truly beleive polnereff is his BEST friend. That's his number one bestie who he has matching BFF necklaces with. But josuke and koichi and the morioh kids being his best best friends is also fucking awesome its so fucking funny I love it

A NOTP I have with said character: uhh idk if I have to chose, him and kakyoin? I don't actually care that much, I think I just mostly don't get it lol

A random headcanon: sorry I can't think of anything rn 😔. Putting him in a saw. ... lol putting him in a saw trap

General Opinion over said character: I think hes so very neat. Obsessed with character who are just!! Forever a lil sad until the day they die. They have upset and downs. Good things in their life things that make them happy! But it can never out way the dread and poison of sadness in their life that they can never heal from until their demise. Jotaro kujo you are so tragic so good ily

[sixtysixproblems]

I don't make these sorts of post so it'll inevitably be bad but like!!! happy trans visibility day all of my funky little homosexuals!!!!!!! ily ya'll, happy Easter fuck yeah <333

happy trans visibility day to all my black trans women sisters who face the worst of the ugliness the world has to offer for us. happy trans visibility day to my POC trans brothers, because the only rep we seem to get is skinny fluffy haired & sweatered white boys. happy trans visibility day to all my amab nonbinary siblings. happy trans visibility day to my fat trans siblings. happy trans visibility day to my feminine trans brothers and butch or tomboy trans sisters. happy trans visibility day to all my costco-fashion & beard trans brothers and my pink loving girl trans sisters. happy trans visibility day to all of my siblings who use neopronouns or more obscure labels. happy trans visibility day to all of you who don't feel trans "enough" or feel you're "too trans". happy trans visibility day to trans people who like kink, and happy trans visibility day to my asexual & acespec siblings. happy trans visibility day for all the T for T couples, all of my trans siblings struggling to navigate dating as trans, and all of my aromantic & arospec siblings. happy trans visibility day to people who are counting the seconds til HRT and/or surgery, happy trans visibility day to those who can't medically transition, and happy trans visibility day to those who don't want to medically transition. happy trans visibility day to all of my closeted trans siblings, happy trans visibility day to all of my siblings who came out but were forced back into the closet, happy trans visibility day to those questioning, happy trans visibility day to those out & proud but lost people to it. happy trans visibility day to my siblings from twelve to eighty to three.

all of you are beautiful and brave and you deserve the world, and don't let anyone tell you otherwise. fuck the transphobes. fuck the bootlickers in our community (looking at you, certain fellow white binary trans dudes), they've forgotten the pain and the love that comes with being whole. they are searching for validation and acceptance from the cishets by tearing themselves and community apart, and they'll never get it. do not base your worth on transness on what the media or someone tells you it looks like, because the truth is transness looks like you. transness is not a curated Pinterest board, it is not a fixed thing, it is not a universal experience, and that's what makes it beautiful. transness looks like you. you are deserving of respect and community, and all of you are loved. don't give up <3

and happy trans day to Nex Benedict & their loved ones. you should have never been another "martyr", another "reason to fight". you shouldn't be on the end of this Tumblr post. you should have been a kid who played Minecraft with their friends, went to school bathrooms without fear, and came home to their family and cat. you should have been a living kid today and I should have never known your name. but God, I promise I will never forget it.

[angstydiaz]

i cant find the og of this post i made a few months back? so lemme do it again cause i wanna kill **** with my bare hands!

trans women<3 trans men<3 trans people who are nonbinary<3 trans people who are genderfluid<3 trans people who don't label their gender<3 multigender trans people<3 trans mascs<3 transfemmes<3<3 <3 trans people who use neopronouns<3 trans ppl who fall under multiple of these categories<33 trans people with complicated identities<3 trans people who want surgeries<3 trans people who dont want surgeries<3 all fucking kinds of trans people<3<333 trans pride and trans joy<33

have fucking solidarity and love for the trans community in real life and on here, specifically trans femmes on this site rn. transphobia and transmisogyny are fucking deadly and will not be fucking tolerated fuck u. This sites staff have been unfairly targetting trans femmes and its disgusting. and to all my trans friends ily stay safe<3333