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#^guy who is pretty. ^guy who looks like his mom.#good morning. iâve been v good abt getting everything i need to done lately so#i put kel in some hairs. as a lil treat.#um. i was journaling yesterday. as one does. & i came to some Realizations about kelâs childhood & his relationship with his father so#that was neat. love when that happens#i literally wrote like. 10 pages about it probably.#um. n e way. i think today i might try to find some new clothes for the boys#had this idea of making like. a virtual closet for them. aka a blender file that has all the meshes & textures saved bc#i hate having to export them every time i want to make a render :-)#also kinda want to redo the boysâ skins. dusty needs new tattoos i think.#yea. ok.#kelly#rainyrambles
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oh hey the video is public now so i can post on tumblr about this without sounding insane! anyway everyone should go watch me and a few other speedrunners hunt fire for sport (randomizer edition)
#blossom.txt#hollow knight#blossom plays hollow knight#i have ~4 years of rando racing experience so i know how to analyze a rando seed to death#and be Very Normal about it#this was my first time doing hk pvp so i was not doing much of the hunting part lmao#i was more doing like tracking and strategizing and telling people where he probably was so they could kill :3#it was a really interesting one you should give it a watch!!!#(also if anyone has stuff they want to send asks abt i will absolutely jump on that chance to infodump :3)#(please let me infodump i'm very autism yippee yipee)#oh also having watched it back pye edited it to have proportionately more of my voice than is in the actual vod lmao#because i was mostly standing around talking abt what was in the seed bc i memorized the entire fucking 10 page doc i wrote#a normal thing to do on a thursday night#idk how i feel abt that because i hate my voice lmao but like hopefully kids in the comments aren't too mean T-T#i feel like with the amount of complexity a rando seed has focusing on the person who was telling everyone where the stuff is makes sense#so it's not necessarily a bad thing i just hate my voice ew ew ew#slightly disappointed that most of the discussion abt abyss got cut out#so there's just a few times we mention king's brand seemingly for no reason#but it was a Whole Thing where we were like 'why did he get shade cloak'???#because you wouldn't waste time going the long way all the way around peak for no reason right#there were several grubs in abyss and brand was on the way so i was trying to figure out when he would go to abyss#and he just...never did. why fire#threw off my whole plan by playing it like a svh game and not a spoiler rando race. smh#i wasted a bit of time just hanging around basin and he literally never set foot in there lmao#and then also guarding paum relic in fungal because it had hidden stag and if he went to get it i wanted to know about it#instead he just three cycled right fungal and did mantis lords....#cryign#also the amount of times shelby got jumpscared and attacked me thinking i was fire...oops#some of them didn't even make the cut it was so bad ahfdlkjhglkjdf
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Leo Valdez x Writer! Reader
warnings; very VERY sappy and very VERY written with someone in mind . . . author's notes; thought writing for leo would pull me out of a slump for writing but idk guys :( i don't wanna quit but also i don't know if i should keep writing yk ?
first off, I LOVEEEEE WRITING ABOUT LEO SO THIS IS LITERALLY JUST ME YAPPING
also math nerd x english nerd is the superior duo FIGHT ME ON THIS
moving on, i like to think that you two would've met through one of his half-siblings or friends !
probably piper if i'm being so honest, but that doesn't matter
he found it interesting that you were always writing, so he'd "sneakily" (not sneaky at all) read whatever it was over your shoulder whenever you hung out
"...hm" "Valdez, I can feel your breath on my neck."
a little further down the road, he got a crush on you. like a MASSIVE crush on you
so, in order to confess to you, he learned how to bind books and made you your own handcrafted journal to write in !
needless to say, it worked pretty damn well
now, as curious as he gets, he learned to stay out of your writing stuff unless you SPECIFICALLY asked for help with something
or, if you wrote him something !
every once in a while he'll find a folded up letter with his name written all pretty on his workbench and know it's from you
because who else would write him a humongous, 10-page love letter with hyper specific details about what they loved about him ?
he keeps them all in a drawer that's locked with a key he keeps on him at all times so nobody can go snooping around in it
those letters are his prized possessions and he'd be an idiot to ever let anyone else see what's on those papers !!
sometimes he tries to mimic your writing, but he isn't the best with words.. and his handwriting is it's own secret language.. but it's the thought that counts, right ?
he set up a little corner in the bunker that's all cozy and whatnot just for you to write in
if you ever happen to write a book that involves romance and let him read some parts, he picks up on the parts of the relationship that are totally not based on the two of you
"Hey.. why'd you make the love interest a math nerd and the mc an English nerd ?" "I don't know what you're talking about."
but he knows. and you know he knows, but neither of you say anything ! it's part of the fun
uhhhh i'm convinced i write better when it's just for fun bc i wrote this in under an hour guys- so i MAY, and this is just a may for now, close reqs for a bit and just write for fun until my next school break, but idk yet ! don't feel afraid to request stuff until then <9
#poems from the sea#pjo#pjo hoo toa#leo valdez#leo valdez x you#leo valdez x reader#a lover's kiss <9
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My WH Brick by Brick Notes
(PLEASE NOTE THAT THIS WHOLE POST CONTAINS SPOILERS FOR THE 10/2024 WELCOME HOME UPDATE! DO NOT READ IF YOU DID NOT SEE THE UPDATE, YOU WILL NOT UNDERSTAND ANYWAY!)
Also this is a very large post and there may be some grammatical errors. I recommend watching the video and listening to the audio while reading these notes. If you can't, IWillGetYourSmile! (PROMISE) on YouTube recently put up the videos and audio for anyone who cannot see them on the website.
Sorry for not putting bullet points, I wrote them on a doc and pasted it here and I was lazy to bullet point everything :')
Brick By Brick
Barnabyâs handprints are on the pages and theyâre splotched in black like the gunk seen in the exhibition.
Black gunk are on the pages; title, 2, 8, 9, 14, itâs clearly implied theyâre from Barnaby turning the pages, but how and why is Barnaby reading this book?
(Probably over-analyzing) Wallyâs face on page 4 seems a little too blackened out.
Poppy wanted to make a cozy for her lamp, Coffin referenced this in one of the Q&A posts for Poppy!
Sally is the character with most of her text missing from the book. Maybe itâs because she keeps breaking the 4th wall talking to the narrator?
Page 7 shows all the neighbors except Poppy, even Eddie is here!
Barnabyâs reaction to Poppy refusing to be in the play is rudely lackadaisicalâŚthough he delivers truths harshly.
Sally seems to have a close relationship with Poppy; she cares about her more than any other neighbor. Her feelings were hurt realizing that she made Poppy scared.
Eddie doesnât hesitate to call Sally âdownright rudeâ. Damn Eddie, now youâre sharing the resentment? I donât really blame himâŚ
Itâs weird that Sally is now worried that Poppy may hear or see her play, isnât she supposed to be happy about that?
Barnabyâs black-splotched paw is seen again at the corner left of page 9, I think it was his thumb after he turned the page from page 8.
Julie is afraid of the dark.
Almost every appearance he makes, Barnaby is holding food.
Franksâ advice is logical, in which he suggests making Poppy man up so she can at least see the play.
Barnaby started the idea (possibly unintentionally) of âbrick by brickâ, and for some reason Sally took it too literally. Wait, wasnât Frank supposed to take things literally?
Light red watercolor paint surrounds Poppy when sheâs worried.
Why did the entire neighborhood think that bricking Poppyâs windows was a good idea? I canât help but feel as if they werenât quite themselves when doing this.
The shading in page 15, especially on Poppy, seems oddly realistic and not cartoony unlike the whole book art style.
Although most would raise an eyebrow at Poppyâs excitement understanding why sheâs being bricked up, I think it kinda makes sense because Poppy always cares about safety, and knowing that the neighbors are bricking her in for her sake, she is okay with this in a way. (She is confirmed to think of this as well.)
Page 14 doesnât really look like Barnabyâs black paw, but it kinda looks like fingers instead. Who is this? Itâs placed oddly at the top of the page.
When Sally calls them peanuts, Barnaby is surprised. Iâm also a little surprised because Barnaby was the one who calls Wally peanuts, but here Sally uses it on them.
The Missing Audio
Who says âNo, please sit with me.â? I think itâs probably Wally as he doesnât perform in Sallyâs plays often.
We seem to be in Poppyâs perspective, while the book is in the neighborsâ perspective (or maybe Sallyâs) as soon as things get quiet.
The breathing is either Poppyâs or the monster Sally describes, as it was seen getting late in page 14 (or it could be just the spotlight effect).
Wood scratching is heard, this is most likely the monster Sally described scratching Poppyâs barn.
Does Poppy think the monster is a neighbor? Is that why sheâs saying âthe doorâs openâ?
The monster seems to try to get into Poppyâs home, but if what Poppy says is true (the door is open), why canât it come in?
The rattling of the doorknob reminds me of how Home speaks through house onomatopoeias, but itâs probably unlikely that Home is making these noises.
Was Poppy trying to get out of her home in fear of the monster? Why the echos?
Sally is the one who says âA-are you alright?â.
Iâm still wondering if itâs daytime or nighttime because if itâs nighttime, this might confirm the monster trying to get to Poppy, but if itâs daytime, it will be unconfirmed.
Is Poppy outside? Why is she confused about where she is?
Frank is the one who says âY-Youâre out! The doorâs open, why didnât you open the door?!â. He sounds confused and angry. Maybe he got frightened.
Aftermath Notes & Questions:
Did this take place before or after Homewarming?
We seem to be approaching a pattern with how Darkness and the neighbors interacted with each other; Eddie Dear was surrounded in darkness at homewarming, leading him to a breakdown and panicking, Julie is afraid of the dark, even if itâs caused by something so simple, and when Poppy was surrounded in darkness, the monster was implied to come after her, making her panic.
This is the second time Sally and Frank appear at the end when someone is in trouble, and their time of appearances are the same as well. This happened with Eddie in Homewarming, but Sally left and Frank stayed, and now with Poppy, both Sally and Frank were there.
If this pattern of darkness and the neighbors keep going, this means that the neighbors may be the prey of something we have yet to understand. The question of Wally and Homeâs innocence is still unclear, but now Eddie and Poppy are out of the question for being evil in this story for sure. Perhaps Sally and Frank too, but we donât have enough evidence at the moment.
A question that just appeared and is still unanswered is why Barnabyâs black paw prints are seen in the book. Another thing I noticed is that Barnabyâs paw blocked out the author and illustrator, and so did the record player too. Could this mean that Barnaby may be helping to hide certain things? If so, why? Barnabyâs paws also had been avoiding the pages of where Poppy appears every time.
A little theory about the black paws; Barnaby somehow got his hands on the Brick by Brick book, and began skimming through it until page 14, where someone takes the book from Barnaby and the book is sent to the restoration team. This theory is just based on the black paw prints and fingers, because after page 14, there were no more black prints. And itâs more oddly suspicious that the last black print we see isnât Barnabyâs, plus it was in an odd place.
#welcome home arg#welcome home update#poppy partridge#barnaby b beagle#sally starlet#frank frankly#eddie dear
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Life is strange Double Exposure is NOT canon
So its been getting around that Chloe isn't gonna be in Lis DE and I have never been more devastated in my life. Deck nine said they were going to respect the 2 decisions that players could've made, yet they practically said "fuck you" and took Chloe out of the picture. I just don't understand why though, like 50% of the fanbase picked sacrifice Arcadia bay and it was mainly because we are huge pricefield shippers (idk about y'all but I am). And their not stupid, they know about the pricefield ship and how much people wanted to see Chloe and Max in another game. They literally said they were going to follow through with the original games and the 2 decisions at the end, but then they completely scrap the idea of Chloe and Max being together, and they didn't even want to tell us. People had been asking about Chloes role in DE since the game first got announced, so why would they leave our questions unanswered for so long? It makes no sense on their behalf and its js overall bad marketing, They made it out that Chloe left Max because she didn't want to do long distance, but thats not Chloe at all. Chloe is the girl who dedicated her WHOLE journal to letters for/to Max in before the storm, Chloe is the girl who wrote "and she probably has all new friends up in fucking Seattle, i still miss her. if she came back tomorrow and said "hey Chloe, want to dress up like pirates and be stupid together?" i would take her back in a heartbeat." after she hadn't seen or spoken to her for 3 years, Chloe is the girl who told max that they would last forever and that she would never leave her. They completely mischaracterised her and made the whole sacrifice Arcadia bay option pointless, they spent 10 years together and Chloe throws it away because she cant do temporary long distance? Thats not like her at all. I see people saying "its realistic though, a relationship built from trauma isn't healthy" and it really annoys me, like yes their right, but thats in the real world, its a game about a girl who can jump between realities which isn't realistic at all. And don't even get me started on the rumour about Chloe flirting with VICTORIA.
But the game still isn't out yet, I mean we only have the first 2 episodes and I'm not sure if all of this is confirmed (if it is how do we know when we only have the 2 episodes?) or if people are just taking the 2 episodes and their story line, and then putting the pieces together. I was having a convo with someone in the comments under a yt video by Cucu on Games about how Chloe will be in DE (the video was made 3 weeks ago before all this info came out) and we both thought that maybe Chloe will come back into max's life in one of the last episodes, maybe she misses Max and hears about what happened with her friend Safi and comes to see her and reconnect with her, because surely Deck nine, a huge game company who know what their fanbase wants, wouldn't use false advertising by making us think Chloe is gonna be in the game only to scrap that idea after saying they wanted to respect and follow the two choices players could have made.
Its a really controversial opinion and I've seen a few people say it makes sense and its part of Max's character development, but Id say most of the fanbase isn't happy about this whole thing. I mean of course I'm happy to be able to see Max in another game, and we're lucky to even be getting another lis game. But to make us think we're going to see Chloe and then let us find out that we aren't is just bad marketing. If they never intended to have Chloe in the game then why wouldn't they answer everyones question, 'Is Chloe going to make a physical appearance?' (they would've 100% seen people asking because their social media pages are flooded with the one question about Chloe) Lmk what you think tho, and if you made it all the way through this then thank you for taking the time out of your day to read this long ass rant đ
#life is strange#max caulfield#chloe price#life is strange double exposure#life is strange de#deck ninpri#pricefield#rant post#lis
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honestly still thinking about Luca/bezzâŚâŚ literally like at least once a day since. 10/10
I love them soooo much đ their energies just fit so well to me. Bezz with his stoner vibes and Luca âif I wasnât a racer Iâd be an astrophysicistâ Marini (he really said that!!)
I feel like Bezz makes Luca lighten up a little and not overthink things so much and I feel like Lucaâs logical brain makes it easy for him to talk Bezz down when heâs emotional and upset. I just feel like theyâre good balances for each other!
Unfortunately they are not a popular pairing đ but I wrote some more for them just for you anon
Bezz is in pre-heat.
Bezz is in pre-heat, so heâs grouchy and sore. He is even more picky about eating, at the moment, which makes him even grouchier. He oscillates between sad, angry, and horny almost hourly.
A small mercy is that itâs a convenient time for a heat; heâs got a two week between races and very few commitments. Those that he had were easily rescheduled, and he informed the group chat that he was going to be out of commission for a few days.
Luca is the one who asks: Where and with who?
You and yours please đĽş
Bezz responds immediately, delighted that Luca was the one who asked. For the last few months since Bezz and Luca got themselves on the same page, Bezz has been incredibly horny for the taller man. He still takes care of his entire pack, thank you very much, but heâs known for a while now that he wanted to spend his next heat with Luca.
Celin laugh reacts to Bezzâs text, and Pecco and Mig give it thumbs up. Bezz knows Franky wonât respond; if Bezz wanted him there for his heat heâd be there right away, but since he doesnât, Franky probably wonât respond until after his heat is already over.
Luca texts him directly outside of the groupchat to ask about arrangements, snacks, and timeline. Bezz probably has another day or two until his heat fully hits, but Luca invites him down to Tavullia to get settled anyway, and Bezz doesnât need to be asked twice. He takes Rubik to his sisterâs house and she shoves him out the door quickly.
âAre you sure you have a few days? You stink.â
He sticks his tongue out at her and gets in the car, heading straight to Lucaâs. The drive isnât terribly long, but heâs fidgeting in his seat with excitement when he gets to Lucaâs.
Luca comes outside to greet him, and Bezz throws himself into his arms and nuzzles into his neck. Luca chuckles at him and scents him when Bezz finally pulls back enough for Luca to reach his neck.
âWas the drive okay?â
Bezz nods, begrudgingly allowing Luca to step away from him and go take his bags from his car.
âIâve got some of Valeâs things here but Iâm not sure if they still smell like him. If youâd like, I can run down to the ranch and grab some things?â he says. âI can get what you need and stop for snacks, and you can take a shower and get comfortable. Maybe pick a movie,â he suggests.
âPerfect,â Bezz agrees.
Luca kisses him sweetly then leaves, taking Bezzâs car. Bezz watches him go happily, then heads upstairs for a shower.
When heâs finished he dresses in a sweatshirt of Lucaâs and a pair of briefs.
Luca prefers not to watch television in bed, because of an article he read about how much it messes with your sleep, but he still keeps a television in the bedroom. Bezz turns it on and snuggles up against Lucaâs pillow, waiting for him to return with food and nesting material.
It doesnât take him long, and when he returns he dumps a pile of blankets and clothes on top of Bezz.
Bezz laughs, extracting himself from the pile and holding his arms out.
Luca leans down for a kiss.
âAre you in bed for the day?â
Bezz shrugs. He canât promise heâll get up again.
Luca chuckles and goes downstairs to grab drinks while he waits patiently for Bezz to set up his nest and invite him in.
When Luca comes back, Bezz is almost done. He wiggles around for a moment until he is fully relaxed, then he welcomes Luca in with a beaming smile.
Lucaâs body is long and lean, a little bony, but by now Bezz knows exactly how to slot himself against the other man. He knows the most comfortable spots to press his nose and lips, and exactly where to put his hands and legs.
Luca rumbles low in his chest when Bezz is sufficiently comfortable.
âI love you,â Bezz says happily.
âI love you too,â Luca says, pressing a kiss to Bezzâs hair.
They make it halfway through the movie before Bezz is rutting against Lucaâs thigh. Itâs not quite heat yet, because thereâs no frantic desperation, but he still needs it.
Luca rumbles encouragingly, coaxing Bezz to keep grinding against him. Bezz whimpers, rolling his hips forward and rubbing his cock against Luca.
Luca coos.
âYou really did need to come here, didnât you? Imagine if you hadnât; youâd be all alone having to take care of yourself.â Luca tuts. âI am glad youâre here so your alpha can take care of you.â
Bezz whines against his neck, and Luca finally takes pity on him.
He rolls Bezz onto his back, kissing him deeply. Bezz moans into the kiss, and Luca presses his body down on top of him.
They kiss deeply until Luca nearly loses track of time; when he pulls away, a trail of spit connects his lips to Bezzâs flushed red ones.
âLuca, please,â Bezz pouts, pointedly grinding his hips upward.
Luca laughs, nuzzling against Bezzâs neck enough to suck a mark at his pulse point before diving downward.
He tugs off Bezzâs briefs, tossing them away, before wrapping his lips around his cock.
Bezz has had his cock in Lucaâs mouth many, many times, but he still gasps. To have the full focus and attention of such a beautiful man is overwhelming.
When Luca looks up at him with his bright blue eyes, Bezz nearly comes right then and there.
Instead he whines, and reaches for Luca. Luca reaches up to take his hand.
Bezz clings to him like a lifeline as Luca wraps his free hand around his cock and then licks down to Bezzâs hole. Bezz whines, feeling as Luca licks at the wetness between his legs.
Luca eats him out until Bezz is nearly in tears.
âYouâre so delicious,â Luca says sweetly.
âPlease,â Bezz groans.
Luca finally pulls his own boxers off, and Bezz opens his legs wider, trying to urge Luca to go on and fuck him already.
Luca slides into him smoothly, and Bezz whines.
âThatâs it,â Luca praises. âYouâre so good, Bezz.â
He fucks into him with deep, forceful thrusts. Bezz swears he can feel him in his stomach.
Bezzâs brain goes a little fuzzy from there, and his focus is dominated by Luca, Luca, Luca.
Bezz has come and is happily biting at Lucaâs shoulder when Luca finally comes, pumping Bezz with the first of many loads for the coming days, and plugging him with his knot.
Bezz coaxes him to lay down on top of him, and he plays with Lucaâs hair while they wait for his knot to shrink.
Just for fun, Bezz clenches his hole around Lucaâs knot, just to hear him groan and grind into him.
âYou menace,â Luca groans.
Bezz smiles happily. Itâs going to be a good few days, spending his heat with Luca.
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How the Ghouls spend time alone (SFW) <3
All fluff, first time i've ever wrote something like this :)
Aurora
I know for a FACT this girl can draw. She can sketch, paint, reference, shade and draw in multiple art styles. She's incredibly proud of her art (AS SHE SHOULD?!) and always draws little sketches of the other ghouls when shes bored or alone. She sometimes rips the pages out and gives it to the ghoul she drew, they always fawn over it and thank her multiple times.
Cirrus
She's a doomscroller. Enough said. She has a screen-time of over 10 hours and is not ashamed whatsoever. She also loves online shopping, she spends at least half her time scrolling to buy things she cant and will probably never afford or wear.
Cumulus
THIS. GIRL. CROCHETS. SHE IS A CROCHET QUEEN. She especially loves making stuffed animals and makes the ghouls little stuffed animals for anti-christmas and their birthdays. They're always personalised and is colour-coded to the giftee's element (EG: Fire = Red wool, Water = Blue wool, Air = White/grey wool, Earth = Green/brown wool, Quintessence = Purple). She loves the time and effort spent in making crochet projects, and absolutely adores seeing the other ghouls' face light up when they're gifted one of her projects.
Sunshine
I feel like she'd just enjoy the alone time. She'd go on walks by herself, skipping and listening to music. She just loves everything and is literally a walking ray of sun. literally.
Swiss
He definitely plays loud music and sings along to it. Other ghouls either love it or hate it, depends on what time of day/night it is. He once woke up Sodo at 2am from it. DEEPLY regretted it. Has always stopped playing music at exactly 10pm after that incident.
Sodo
Depending on his mood, he'll either practice his guitar or go on walks. He almost always practices his guitar as he thinks its the only thing that will keep him focused in on something. He plays to get his mind off of whatever happened and he'll only goes on walks when he knows he needs to properly clear his head.
Mountain
He'd be a gardening boy. His room is full of plants and he knows the exact name of every plant in his room. He'd go out to the ministry gardens and sit underneath one of the trees reading. He's a calm boy.
Rain
You bet your ass if its a rainy day he's out there running around in it. Heavy rain? He loves it. Storm? No problem. Thunder? He'll jump at the large crashes of thunder, but find it to be music to his ears. He takes daily showers and the water has to be cold. He loves cold water (especially in the mornings) and he absolutely has a rainfall shower head. His spare time is spent damp.
Phantom
This little gremlin is a walking pile of chaos. He once baked with the ghoulettes when he was bored. Its safe to say he's now officially banned from the kitchen. Everytime he has spare time alone, he instantly goes to find someone to mess about with. He also plans elaborate pranks to pull on the other ghouls in the future. Yes, he has a notebook with all these plans.
Aether
Heâs the type of guy that reads a lot of old novels, always has a book on him. He *loves* H.P. Lovecraft, especially âCall of Cthulhuâ and could talk about it for hours by a cozy fire if he had someone to listen
#aurora ghoulette#cirrus ghoulette#cumulus ghoulette#sunshine ghoulette#swiss ghoul#sodo ghoul#mountain ghoul#rain ghoul#phantom ghoul#aether ghoul#domestic december ghost ghouls (sorta)#headcanons#ghost headcanons#ghost bc headcanons#ghost bc#kxyeraâs headcanons
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Krennic in Vader Annual 2
I'm sorry but how can I not love this man
he was in this book for a grand total of four pages but they wrote him so accurately I'm howling
first you've got Vader arriving on Geonosis and Krennic coming out to meet him
and of course his first job is to lay it on thick with his boss. he's also wearing the Krennic cape 2.0 Gucci edition, looking more fabulous than ever
then the rocks above them explode and we get this wonderful panel
LOOK AT HIM MY MAN IS SHOOK. I've never seen him so disheveled shfjhfghdjgf
then as the cherry on top Vader literally grabs him and drags him away by the scruff
if Ben Mendelsohn is reading this, I would like him to make that sound for me please
and the first thing he does when they're safe, the first thing he does, is this
which is hilarious because you just know this man blames Tarkin every time he comes close to dying. though to be fair he probably blames Tarkin every time he stubs his toe or spills caf on himself
(also I'm shook that this is my man's office, babe please, you have standards)
you sir are a little shit. and I love you for it
and if you still had any doubts as to whether this is top tier Krennic characterization, he goes on to smear Tarkin some more while trying to make himself look better
only for Vader to shut him down like it's nobody's business lmao
then we have this beauty of a panel
LOOK AT HIM. LOOK AT THIS OLD MAN MAKING PUPPY EYES AT VADER
'You and me, Lord Vader, we're tangled up in this' I CAN'T WITH THIS MAN. GIVE HIM A LAP DANCE TOO WHY WON'T YOU
honestly though if Orson Krennic looked at me like that and begged me to find his assassin I might just fall to the dark side to do it, just saying
we next see Vader talking to some sort of loyalty officer and we get this beautiful description
a manipulative autocrat and a venal ego-driven narcissist? idk sounds like a married couple to me. maybe they can just, not kill each other and enjoy the power the Empire affords them together as evil husbands
just saying
fr though these lines are making me feral. Vader then gets the murder itch and she tells him to calm down while both praising and subtly roasting our loathsome duo
you're damn right my man is brilliant. good to know we're acknowledging that
all in all this has to be some of my favorite Krennic content out there. the only thing I didn't like about this issue is that they made Tarkin and Vader really hostile towards each other. Vader gets two very vivid fantasies of killing him and I suspect the artist just really wanted to draw that, which, fair enough
personally my preferred characterization for these two is that they are low key buddies (seriously read Tarkin, they totally become buddies there, Palpy sends them on a play date to get them to get along and all that)
but otherwise 10/10 would recommend, great issue
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Was Sayaka traumatized during her pursuit to become a top idol, or was it just fanon?
She never directly states anything beyond this, but if you know anything about the idol business it is an incredibly traumatizing grueling business that very much chews people up and spits them out. So I'd say it's less...fanon and more an intended inference? Like how if you suggest someone works as a doctor you can assume they've probably seen some nasty things. If someone's an idol, it's very likely they've essentially gone through a lot of shit to get there.
It's not as intense as say being a k-pop idol, but j-pop is still REALLY competitive and cutthroat. Like, here's some quotes from the wikipedia page that i am going to put under a cut because it's gross shit and also long.
However the TLDR is that Sayaka doesn't NEED to explicitly say she was traumatized or abused by the industry, the industry is in itself enough of a traumatizing and abusive of piece of work that you just Know. There's a REASON Sayaka thought if she didn't literally kill to get out as fast as possible she may never perform again. It's very likely even she's never even had a sick day before this, let alone a vacation.
"Idols often spend time isolated from family and friends while enduring busy work schedules,[22] with some agencies withholding job assignments from their talents and notifying them of work on short notice to prevent them from taking time off."
"The idol system has been criticized for its strict rules, intense work schedules, and offering idols little control over their personal lives.[32][13][25] The system has been likened to salarymen in Japan who are unable to disobey their employers"
"Labor rights activist Shohei Sakagura stated that idols get very little revenue and are ill-prepared for the work force after leaving their groups, as many of them spend their academic years learning poor job skills"
"Sasetsu Takeda of GQ Japan wrote that talent agencies dismiss idols regardless of their popularity, sometimes intentionally blocking job offers in order to pressure them to leave, all while declaring that they are "resting from illness" to the public"
"Independently managed idol groups offer even less protection, with idols given ambiguously worded contracts that keep them in their companies for years, while offering almost no pay and compensation for transportation and costuming fees."
"Sasetsu Takeda of GQ Japan criticized some idol managements for intentionally preventing their talents from taking time off, mentioning it "strange" that idols are only notified of their assignments the night before.[23] He also condemned the idol industry for not providing talents access to better mental health resources, as idols are often suspended or dismissed for publicly showing they are stressed out of concern that they may cause fans to feel worried or upset"
"Allegedly, Omoto was working 10 hours a day at the expense of her studies and when she had asked to leave the group, a staff member threatened her with violence while Takahiro Sasaki, the head of her managing company, told her she would have to pay a penalty fee of ÂĽ1 million"
"A talent agency filed a lawsuit against a 17-year-old former idol singer for accepting an invitation to a hotel room from two male fans, which had caused her group to disband within the first 3 months of their debut.[149] In September 2015, Judge Akitomo Kojima, along with the Tokyo District Court, ruled in favor of the talent agency and fined the woman to pay ÂĽ650,000, stating that the dating ban was necessary for idols to "win the support of male fans."
"In 2017, through a survey conducted by the Japanese government, 53 out of 197 women contracted with talent agencies stated that they had been asked to take part in pornographic photo or video shoots of which were not previously disclosed nor included in their contracts. 17 of the women stated that they had performed the request anyway."
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20 questions for writers
thank you for the tag @fanfictiongreenirises I finally managed to finish a tag game!!
1. How many works do you have on AO3?
168- with 44 podfics and the rest are regular fics!
2. What's your total AO3 word count?
346,848. unfathomable number who is she where did she come from
3. What fandoms do you write for?
Batman (Batfam) my love my life, but 9-1-1 is a close second with one-offs for a lot of my other passing interests.
4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
Floppy Bird - crack fic that was meant to be an angst fic that I never understood why people liked so much asfhjs
cocoa on a cold night - a classic timby holiday fic that I wrote in the middle of summer, talk about environmental storytelling
secrets un(revealed) - the only purposeful long fic I've ever written, and also the most trope mashing I've ever done with reverse robins, magical realism au, and delicious delicious miscommunications (in my head the only fic that deserves to be in the top five :wheeze: )
Eggshells - vent fic alert !! very embarrassing that people like this I try not to think about it ":)
taking the blade (for you and yours) - a round robin fic written with the server and CHOCK full of Damian suffering.
5. Do you respond to comments?
NO PICTURES. NO COMMENT. I DONT KNOW HOW TO READ.
no jk jk I really really try to but once I start getting behind it's just a whole spiral. these days I have a better chance of replying to a comment on an old fic than a brand new one because I dont want leave them half replied
6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
any of my death fics probably? I think with DC a death is a little more inconsequential than other fandoms just because of how often it's unpermanent, so as a concrete answer, I'll say for you (i would cross the line). nothing quite like parental grief.
7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
happy ending wink-wonk or XD
probably Who The Hell Is Red Hood? - I've done things there with growth and healing that DC HQ would shudder to imagine
8. Do you get hate on fics?
Not regularly, thank everything, but the one controversial three-some I posted needed comment regulation lmao
9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?
Yes and uh, the kinky kind? idk take a look for yourselves I guess
10. Do you write crossovers?
Yes, and they're ALWAYS unserious- Buck from 9-1-1 dating Emma from Friends (yes Ross and Rachel's kid) anyone?
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
Uh, not by a person? as far as I know? but I have found my fic on those like, document websites??? which is weird lmao just read them on your phones guys not everything needs to be uploaded
12. Have you ever had a fic translated?
nope!
13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?
weee yes! round robin my beloved, and also every fic @canonicallyshort and I have written in our threads. those count. to me. emotionally.
14. What's your all-time favorite ship?
I WILL GO DOWN WITH MY MULTISHIP (which really means I'm never going down at all) but really I dont think I will ever get over Merthur... or Buddie... or- you see what I mean?
15. What's a WIP you want to finish but doubt you will?
oh god I have so many wip that I am holding out hope for but my biggest WIP is an unpublished hellhole affectionately entitled "Death Pit" by everyone who is working on it- most notably because it features a literal Death Pit, every horror, angst, whump, and trauma trope you can think of, and a cast of characters and a plot thread so long we have 20+ page outline documents that aren't even fully updated... I shudder to think what will become of it one day, I imagine sentience isn't very far off
16. What are your writing strengths?
why is this an interview question. I dont know my strengths really?? um. I have good ideas, that one I'll say. execution is a different story (likely one that will never get told. like the rest of my good ideas)
I also think I do fairly well with scene descriptors. I really like to set a scene because I'm seeing a movie in my head and you all should too!
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?
I'm down to clown globally! I dont like to use google translate though, so if im writing in another language it's only because SOMEONE on the server is a native speaker and can vouch for my text.
19. First fandom you wrote for?
oh god one direction. head in hands. it was an 'adopted by 1d' fic that I made my mom beta, and turned it in to my 6th grade English teacher as my creative writing assignment. then I made a poem about it. then I wrote a song about it. thankfully it never got published and is trapped in the cursed purple file folder it was 'hidden' in since 7th grade. my first published fic was almost 7 years later with a Gomens fic!
20. Favourite fic you've written?
AHh um. favorite child scene here, but top contenders include: lithium + 5 for its graphic design and medical accuracy, fiery veins on speechless days for its emotional whump that makes me hurt every time I reread it, [PODFIC] wither on the shore which is not a fic I wrote but one of my favorite podfics of @silk-scarlet-ribbons 's works.
tagging (if you wish to participate!) @canonicallyshort @silverandsunflowers @selkienight60 @crows-murder
#thanks for tagging me iris!#gen win ly felt like I was doing an interview lmao quite fun#tag game#fanfic#911 show#batman#batfam#buddie#dick grayson#evan buckley#eddie diaz#ao3 fanfic#krowabbey
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10 shocking stories the media buried today.
The Vigilant Fox
Nov 20, 2024
10 - Joe Rogan ERUPTS on The New York Times for âfack-checkingâ RFK Jr. on toxic food ingredients while simultaneously proving him right.
âThat made my brain hurt just reading it.â
The âfact-checkâ in question all started when The New York Times claimed RFK Jr. was âwrongâ about differences in Froot Loopsâ ingredients between Canada and the United States.
However, their own reporting admitted that the U.S. version contains harmful chemicals like Red Dye 40, Yellow 5, Blue 1, and butylated hydroxytoluene (BHT), while the Canadian version uses ânatural colorings made from blueberries and carrots.â
âSo theyâre literally saying he was wrong, but he was right,â Rogan scoffed. âThat is the fâking dangerous chemicals banned in Canada that weâre trying to get rid of in America!â
Rogan continued to question what possible motivation The New York Times could have to âfact-checkâ RFK Jr.âs efforts to remove toxic ingredients from the food supply.
âLike, what are you trying to do? Are you trying to remove all leftover credibility? Are you trying to k*ll it all?â Rogan asked. âAre you secretly working for the Chinese? Like, what are you doing?â
Roganâs guest, Jimmy Corsetti, concluded, âItâs probably backed by Monsanto or something.â
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9 - Scott Presler tells corrupt Bucks County, PA commissioners who tried to steal the Senate election that he is gunning for their seats right to their faces.
"I have a message: peacefully, we are COMING for your seat in 2027 if you don't resign TODAY. I am coming for your seat."
She replies, "Have at it!"
Credit:Â https://x.com/EricLDaugh/status/1859276862272483645
8 - RFK Jr. exposes the disturbing truth about the Ukraine war in three minutes, revealing it as a money-laundering scheme for BlackRock.
In a shocking admission, Mitch McConnell revealed that the hundreds of billions of dollars American taxpayers are sending to Ukraine are actually going to âAmerican defense manufacturersâ instead.
âAnd who do you think owns every one of those companies?â Kennedy asked. The answer is BlackRock.
H/T:Â https://x.com/ElijahSchaffer/status/1859273813763997882
7 - Dr. Peter McCullough reveals that serious side effects from the COVID vaccine were anticipated by the FDA in October 2020.
âBefore the products finished their trials, there was a slide saying, âThese are the side effects that we anticipate: myocarditis, blood clots, paralysis with Guillain-Barre syndrome.â And the list goes on and on and on.â
Video:Â https://x.com/P_McCulloughMD/status/1859213716115341605
6 - Laken Rileyâs father reads a heartbreaking journal entry Laken wrote to her future husband and family.
Laken, who was brutally murdered by an illegal immigrant, wrote, âTo my future husband. I want you to know that I'm thinking about you⌠I'm working every day to become the best wife I can be by working through my current relationships to best prepare me for ours and our kids.â
Video:Â https://x.com/_johnnymaga/status/1859294663263289501
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#5 - Sunny Hostin Reluctantly Reads âLegal Noteâ on Air After Smearing Matt Gaetz as a Sex Trafficker
#4 - MSNBC, CNBC on the Chopping Block as Comcast Drops Bombshell News
#3 - Major NATO Country is Advising Citizens to Prepare for NUCLEAR WAR
#2 - Meghan McCain Defends and Endorses Close Friend Tulsi Gabbard for Trumpâs DNI
#1 - âCensorship Cartelâ on Its Heels as Trump Appointees, Litigation Crack Open Conspiracy
A federal judge approved further legal discovery in a lawsuit by Louisiana, Missouri and censored doctors against federal officials and agencies including GEC for pressuring Big Tech to censor, months after the Supreme Court ruled they didn't have standing for a preliminary injunction.
Alluding to Vice President Kamala Harris's much-mocked verbal crutch, President Trump nominee Judge Terry Doughty ruled he was "burdened by what has been," the SCOTUS ruling.
But he said the plaintiffs showed evidence that is not "impermissibly speculative": a congressional investigation of Facebook parent Meta that found internal admissions it censored the COVID-19 lab-leak theory because it was "under pressure from the [Biden] administrationâ to do so, and CEO Mark Zuckerberg's similar admission to Congress this summer.
The feds are "uniquely in control of the facts, information, documents, and evidence regarding the extent and nature" of the censorship pressure, and the already disclosed emails show "the pains that certain persons and entities went through to hide their tracks," Doughty ruled while limiting further discovery to resolve factual questions for jurisdiction.
"We end with the unignorable reality that regime change is imminent" â Trump's second presidential term â and the "wild" possibility that Robert F. Kennedy Jr., one of the "Disinformation Dozen" targeted by the White House, "may soon replace or control" the defendant Department of Health and Human Services as Trump's nominee for secretary.
But that by itself is too speculative to dismiss the case, the ruling concludes.
Read More:Â https://justthenews.com/nation/free-speech/censorship-cartel-its-heels-trump-appointees-litigation-crack-open-alleged
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BONUS #2 - General Flynn Issues Grave Warning Ahead of Trumpâs Presidential Return
BONUS #3 - Donald Trumpâs COVID âGame-Changerâ Finds Surprising New Use
BONUS #4 - Bombshell COVID Vaccine Study Passes Peer-Review for the World to Read
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Passed your page like 7 times bc I didn't know you changed your profile
Anyway came to ask what do you think the characters smell like? I'm trying to write and I suck with imagery/writing in general so you know trying to add to it. Smell is one of the senses I hadn't written but wtf does Caitlyn Kirramen smell like????? like flowers? Clean????? Bit of sweat???? I can't đ
Also if you have writing tips you'd share please do đ
hehe sorry about that lol! i was getting tired of the other one, i'll try not to change it again đââď¸
this is the part where i have to admit that i'm terminally single and i don't have a great understanding of what other people smell like đ i don't think i'd even be good at describing how i smell? but in caitlyn's case i def think she would wear some kind of subtle perfume - nothing too extreme or too sweet, but just enough that you would be like "oh shit, she smells good". possibly smthn floral? đ¤ and then depending on the situation, you could go for some kind of fresh laundry smell bc i assume she keeps her uniform (and the rest of her clothes) as clean as possible. but also gunpowder! if she's been shooting, ofc. and if she's been running around in a fight, sure, sweat, maybe a little blood, etc. if you're going for the hextech rifle, i feel like i see a lot of people describe the scent from that as being a sort of ozone-y smell that lingers after a burst of energy
and if you're writing her with jinx, maybe she carries around a bit of residual grease/oil/paint/metallic smell đ
my overall tip for this would probably be to go do some research on perfurmes ig? this is some advice i should also take myself. gotta become a real jeremy fragrance type
AS FOR OTHER WRITING TIPS... i'll just rapid fire off a few:
when you're writing dialogue, try saying it to yourself out loud if it feels weird. your own voice might not match the character you're writing, but this is mostly to check and see if it sounds natural at all (sometimes i will literally talk to myself out loud and do voices if i'm thinking up a scene)
don't be afraid to interrupt dialogue (even mid sentence) to describe what a character is doing as they speak (or even how another character is reacting to something)! em dashes and ellipses are your friends
if you've written out something and it's just not working, don't be afraid to delete several paragraphs and dial it back. there are so many times were i get balls deep into a scene and go "this is NOT it" and delete everything i just wrote
less of a writing tip and more for brainstorming: when i'm stuck and i can't think of where to take a story next, or how to write out a specific plot beat, i just go for a walk and listen to music! this has been my brainstorming process since i was like 10 years old lmao and it's always worked well for me. sometimes you gotta step away from the word document and do something else for a while
your writing is always better than you think it is! i will post stuff and be like "wow this is garbage" and then have folks come along and tell me it's the best thing they've ever seen. you are your own biggest critic, so try not to be too hard on yourself!
also to anyone who is newer to writing or just starting out, write whatever the fuck you want! actually this applies to any experienced writers as well. don't feel like you need to write fics for other people! 90% of what i write is extremely self-indulgent and the other 10% is for my friends bc i know they'll like it. if you try to pander to your audience, you'll just make yourself miserable and you won't enjoy what you're doing. i'm churning out so much fic bc i genuinely just love writing caitjinx 𼺠everything i do is for me first
#unfortunately i don't have the best writing advice bc i was mostly self taught#i did major in creative writing but a lot of what i learned was specific or related to giving proper criticims of other people's work#ask#the best writing advice is just to keep writing#if you don't write you won't get better at it!#but also read#reading helps too
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My opinion on power levels and power scaling is that Oda clearly cares about them to some extent (though not as much as story, comedy, drama, tragedy, etc).
Like, Wano's a great example, he wrote 3 power-ups for Luffy (Ryuo training, Supreme King Haki infusement, and Gear 5), 2 power-ups for Zoro (Enma and King of Hell, plus he brought back Asura), 3 power-ups for Sanji (Raid Suit, Germa Exoskeleton, and Ifrit Jambe), and other power-ups for the other Straw Hats (Zeus becoming a Clima-Tact Homie, Chopper's Monster Point lasting 10 times longer, Demonio Fleur).
A lot of time and story structure went into writing those power-ups to justify the Straw Hats beating the Animal Kingdom Pirates.
So I care about power levels and power scaling, but I try to keep myself restrained. I try to only care about power scaling as much as Oda himself does, and not sweat the small stuff.
And I think power-ups being important for the story can be a good thing, and they can be written in interesting ways that set up future story beats. Like the underlying power level narrative of the Nami and Usopp vs Ulti and Page One fight is "Nami cannot beat Ulti without Zeus and Usopp cannot beat Page One, period." He tried, but couldn't. And I think that was intentional on Oda's part to set up Usopp's need for a power-up in the future (my theory is that Usopp will get Mjolnir in Elbaf).
My opinion on it is he only cares about them from a plot narrative. He will literally make someone lose if it means pushing character and pushing narrative. And tbh One Piece doesn't have 'powerscaling' in that sense, it literally just has rules to the world and powers.
Like, whoever will win is who the plot will call to win. Usopp probably shouldn't have beaten a lot of people, but he did. Because it's simply not the power that matters, it's the character and story. He makes characters win in stupid ways because he's writing a story, not a boxing match haha
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20 questions for writers
@theblueeyedfirebender THANKS FOR THE TAG FRIEND I LOVE YOU LOTS đđđđđđ
1. How many works do you have on AO3?
41! (And an additional 37 on ffn 𤪠for a total of 78 just cause I was curious what 11 years of a hobby produces)
2. Whatâs your total AO3 word count?
782,267⌠holy crap đ
3. What fandoms do you write for?
On my page youâll find fics for Dragon Age (2 fics), Resident Evil (3 fics), Baldurâs Gate (2 fics), Until Dawn (2 fics), Critical Role (1 fic), Fullmetal Alchemist (6 fics), and Yuri on Ice (25 fics)!
4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
Bloom in the Dark (Yuri on Ice)
ХОноŃкО - Sunshine (Yuri on Ice)
What I Wouldnât Do (Yuri on Ice)
Truth (Yuri on Ice)
Four Hidden Talents of Yuri P (And His Hidden Achilles Heel) (Yuri on Ice)
5. Do you respond to comments?
I used to not respond because on ffn you pretty much had to dm people to do so which felt weird (especially because I was 11-17 on there and did not want anyone knowing that fact even tho it was pretty obvious in hindsight) but now I respond to almost every comment I get! Fandom is a shared experience and I want to communicate more!!!
6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
Lessons I Learned From Loving You Alone (Dragon Age) ~ Loghainâs wife had a really tragic life in my brain and I leaned in HARD
7. Whatâs the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
I almost always do angst with a happy ending but I think the happiest is a toss up between ХОноŃкО or As The World Begins to End (which is my resident evil meets pride prejudice and zombies mash up)
8. Do you get hate on fics?
I wouldnât call it hate necessarily but weirdly I get a lot of discourse around Yuri P being Ukrainian but like⌠I have always written him this way and I always will lol. Itâs a part of my brand at this point. For the most part theyâre pretty tame comments tho
9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?
Yep! Most of the time I use sex as a way for characters to express their indescribable inexplicable connection or just to explore a couple in their most intimate moments. I love smut with funnies too so I try to throw that in there⌠also yes I do write porn without plot just because I want to lol.
10. Do you write crossovers?
Not really. Closest I got to was As the World Begins to End, which is Resident Evil in a similar world as Pride Prejudice and Zombies, but the zombies and lore were still RE based. It was more inspired by than anything else.
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
Back in the day someone wrote a fic âbased onâ one of mine but they just changed the names and nothing else. I still laugh about it because like⌠what an odd thing to do.
12. Have you ever had a fic translated?
Yup! Into Portuguese, Japanese, and Russian! It was very cool and they were so nice!!!!
13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?
Nope but Iâd be down!
14. What is your all-time favorite ship?
Donât ask me that my stomach hurts (itâs probably Everlark or Jasper or Otayuri or Royai donât make me choose~)
15. Whatâs a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?
I never say never but golly itâs been hard to keep writing I Will Carry You idk why I really lost steam on it. I also have a fic Iâm literally 25 pages deep into that was supposed to be a bit fic that I have not posted but WANT TO FINISH SO BAD
16. What are your writing strengths?
I think Iâm super good at eliciting the specific niche emotion Iâm looking to express and hitting the exact topic I want to address. When I want something to be heightened and funny I nail it, when I want something to be bone deep nostalgia Iâve got it. That part is really fun for me personally.
17. What are your writing weaknesses?
I. Hate. Describing. Scenes. And. Action! My theater of the mind is pretty garbage so when I have to exposit what something looks like I cannot for the life of me enjoy it. My brain shuts off and on autopilot I go.
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?
Even though I am bilingual I still get nervous doing this. Mostly because Iâm smol and embarrassed but also because I really have to decide what the purpose is. I love having multilingual characters I grew up on the border between the us and Mexico and I have constantly been surrounded by multilingualism and generally think itâs dope. But I prefer to write the dialog in italics if itâs in another language so my audience can immediately understand whatâs going on and have the full picture. If I donât want them to know whatâs being said I simply gloss over it lol
19. First fandom you wrote for?
*Glances wearily at my self insert Harry Potter fic I wrote when I was 12 and had the audacity to post on ffn* ⌠uh⌠Hunger Games
20. Favorite fic youâve written?
Changes by the day honestly but the top 5 are as follows in no particular order:
- As the World Begins to End (p&p will ALWAYS take me out you guys)
- ХОноŃкО (the way I trauma dumped in this one is still so raw and so relevant. The fact that family and love really does win OUCH)
- An Ode to the Daughters of Darkness (first and only attempt at a more poetic style and some of it really holds up)
- Idioms and Idiots (idk I feel like I could turn this into a whole novel itâs wholesome and funny I smile the whole time Iâm reading it I love her)
- Long May You Reign (I have reread this bitch so many times since sheâs been posted I love the chaos the funnies and the feels. Idk man I just have an insatiable craving for Royai to be parents and this makes me laugh while writing it)
Tagging @masterdisastre @lou-is-lurking @kaleidodreams @weeheilandcoo and anyone else who wants to â¨â¨â¨â¨
#fan fiction#writers ask game#this was very fun!!!#I love word vomiting#I love being silly and over sharing genuinely!!
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Episode 11 TMP Quick Thoughts
Housekeeping and Prologue
Hello, this is Douglysium and you might not know me as that guy who wrote over 100 pages of analysis on the Eye (which can be read on Tumblr here (https://douglysium.tumblr.com/post/735599414228484097/the-relationships-between-the-dread-powers-the) or Google Docs here (The Relationships Between the Dread Powers: The Eye- Knowledge is Fear and Ignorance is Bliss)) or as that guy who wrote an article on the Extinction (which can be read on Tumblr here(https://douglysium.tumblr.com/post/717929126195003392/what-would-avatars-of-the-extinction-be-like-a) and Google Docs here(âWhat would Avatars of the Extinction be like?: A TMA Speculation)). Suffice to say I might be a bit of a TMA fan. Also, spoilers for TMP up until episode 10. You can read my ramblings on the last episode here (Episode 10 TMP Quick Thoughts).
However, Protocol offers a very unique opportunity and experience for me because I didnât actually get into TMA until after it was over and I binged all of it. So this is my first time experiencing something even remotely similar to what the original TMA fans probably experienced when waiting for each episode week by week and slowly having to put everything together with the limited information they had. So I decided to throw my hat into the ring since this might be my only chance to do something similar. However, Iâm working on some longer form TMA content so I canât spend as much time on these articles giving a bunch of super detailed thoughts. I will try to keep these short and that inevitably might mean some could have questions about why I think or predict certain things and in those cases I would probably recommend you read at least some of the two articles I mentioned above to get a better idea of where Iâm coming from. This also means I wonât be giving you a play-by-play of every single thing that happens in the episode so I encourage you to listen to or read them yourselves and feel free to comment if you feel something is important.
These reviews are probably going to end up focusing mostly on the Entities and their manifestations as they are what I have thought about the most and spent the most time interpreting and thereâs been a lot of⌠interesting theories floating around about how the Entities are manifesting that I want to go over.
Finally, Iâm just going to say it right now, spoiler warning for all of The Magnus Archives. I know that Jon and co said one could start with Protocol and be fine, and while thatâs probably true, media like this tends to be made in conversation with or take into consideration what came before it in the irl chronology in order to connect them. While Iâm sure you could skip The Magnus Archives, I don't really see the point of skipping over it when we are already getting characters from TMA showing up in TMP in Protocol. So to me itâs pretty clear that if we want to understand the full picture of TMP and all the things it is trying to say then we canât just try to pretend TMA doesnât exist or scrub it away. Just because you could understand whatâs happening without the context in broad strokes doesnât mean you're getting all the nuances.
These articles are meant to be quick and short so sorry if thereâs typos and if I donât address every possible question or possibility. I donât want to repeat myself too much in this series outside of the prologue so be sure to skim some of my other articles.
Episode 11 âMarkedâ
And we are back, baby. Iâve actually started writing this literally the second after I finished listening to the episode. I was originally planning to wait until the weekend to write this but Iâve become so excited I canât help myself, and Rusty Quill has been on top of posting the transcripts when the episodes comes out.
As always, the episode is being told to us through some sort of device. In this case we cut to Celia via her phone. The transcripts make it clear whatâs happening âA busy motorway nearby. CELIA is asleep on grass. She starts to make slightly distressed noises as she stirs. A lorry roars past nearby and she awakes with a start.â She obviously seems frustrated upon realizing something has happened again but she realizes something as she begins to pat herself down looking for her phone or some other (most likely communication) device.
CELIAÂ
â(to herself) Yes! Ok, phone in the pocket works. She starts tapping the screen.â
CELIAÂ
â(to herself) If it had signal. She sighs in helpless frustration.â
CELIAÂ
âShit.â She stretches and starts trudging off towards the motorway.Â
CELIAÂ
âHold on, Jack, Iâm on my way.âÂ
Celia probably comes from or has some relation to the TMA universe but what this entire situation has to do with it, if anything, is beyond me. I donât know who Jack is and Celia implies that this entire situation has happened before. It is once again confirmed however that whatever is listening through all the electronic devices in TMP doesnât need said devices to have wi-fi or internet connection to be able to do so. Which was further emphasized by the fact that it was capable of listening through a tape recorder last episode.
Now that I think about it, did Celia need the phone for communication or some other thing. Itâs possible that she was trying to access something like a GPS or online map to figure out where she was or where to go but itâs unclear. I canât say if Celia implying this has happened before means she has woken up at this exact spot or random areas in general. Considering her questions to Sam about multiversal and time travel I wonder if she attempted some sort of experiment which led to her appearing in this location. Is Celia trying to get somewhere in particular? Maybe sheâs trying to get back to the TMA universe or maybe sheâs trying to get somewhere new?
We cut to the OIAR offices via one of the computers. I consider the interaction we witness in this scene to be another enlightening one about some of the possible dynamics at play in the OIAR workplace. Alice clearly cares strongly about Sam and they like to tease each other a lot. Sam seems a bit down about finding no clues about the Magnus Institute and Alice tries to cheer Sam up. The two talk about where Celia and Gwen are but neither knows where they are. It makes sense that they would wonder since Gwen seems like a stickler for rules and it seems weird that about half the people working in this office have disappeared with no notice. Gwen brought Sam and Celia coffee while also mentioning âIâve got a mocha for Celia and I was really looking forward to pretending I âaccidentallyâ forgot to order Gwen anything.â Once again, highlighting how antagonistic their relationship is and how Alice can go beyond just simple teasing and towards just being outright hostile or mean toward Gwen.
Alice seems extremely nervous and mentions â just⌠I dunno. When I left the coffee shop, it felt like someone was following me.â Sam jokes âSounds like maybe you were more bothered by that âsoggy ruinâ than you admit.â but Alice asks him not to joke about it, which shows that sheâs extremely rattled. This level of fear from being watched sort of parallels the Institute in TMA with how Jon was scared from a feeling of being watched in the Institute. In MAG 39 (Infestation) Jon says âBecause Iâm scared, Martin!. Because when I record these statements it feels⌠it feels like Iâm being watched.â However, itâs clear that what Alice is probably feeling is related to whatever escaped from the Institute in the last episode. I wonder if that being is somehow connected to The Eye. It is an Entity connected to both the fear of being watched and even followed or stalked. Not to mention the creature came from the Institute, a faction that was at least aligned with The Eye in TMA.
However, thereâs an argument that this could just as easily be something related to The Spiral, Stranger, Hunt, or some other Entity entirely. The Institute had dealings with all kinds of Entities, not just The Eye. The most obvious example of this is their Artifact Storage, which collected objects connected to various Entities. So itâs possible this is some other Entityâs Monster or Avatar that was being sealed and / or researched. Considering all the alchemical undertones I even have to wonder if itâs some sort of artificial creation like some kind of homunculus.
Sam offers to walk with Alice home, to which she appreciates, and they get to work categorizing their statements. We follow the statement that Sam is listening to as exposited by CHESTER.
This statement comes from emails being sent from Gordon J to Alison Leshi regarding âPadstow civil cemetery exhumations.â In case you donât know, an exhumation is âthe action of digging up something buried, especially a corpse.â Gordon starts off by explaining to Alison that everything is going as planned, despite the sudden cold snap, due to proper planning. He also says âWe also did some load testing of the ground near the cliff edge, and it looks like thereâs only a few graves where the erosion means we wonât be able to use the Bobcat, and thatâs few enough that my boys can do that by hand.â The first few days of this project have gone smoothly and David, their medical examiner, seems happy with their precautions.
Gordon mentions âwith all the precautions weâre taking, and while weâve certainly had our fair share of lookie-loos, thereâs not been any sign of the protestors you were so concerned about stirring up. I guess it helps that no-oneâs been buried here for over a hundred years, so itâs not like weâre pulling up granddad. The sailors sleeping here havenât seen mourners since Queen Vic.â I think Gordon raising the possibility that there could be protestors is interesting. I wonder if itâs simply the fact that people might be upset at the destruction of these graves or if thereâs some other reason? For example, someone might see it as an important historical site or maybe they view this project as harming the environment in some way? If you want a more supernatural reason, it could be that someone is afraid that disturbing the site could anger someone / something?
Gordon gets more personal and talks about how this job means a lot to them. They say âI know we canât have been the cheapest company to put in a bid, but as local lads weâve been coming to this graveyard all our lives (even if just to sneak some booze as stupid teenagers), and now that the cliffâs finally giving up the ghost (if youâll pardon the pun), it feels right for us to be the ones taking it apart.â I looked up the phrase âgiving up the ghostâ and it seems like it can refer to âto stop trying to do something because you know that you will not succeed.â
Gordon says theyâll get back to Alison when the job is done but they send an email earlier than expected due to some unforeseen circumstances, and apparently David told Gordon to update Alison on the circumstances despite the fact that Gordon thinks it shouldnât throw off their current schedule. They encountered some human remains that seem like they are in quite good condition. â...for context, the containers theyâre buried in are of really varied quality. Iâd say just under half were buried in decent coffins that are still in good enough shape to remove and transport unopened. For others though, the wood has rotted to the point where itâs pretty much impossible to keep the boxes together and some were just wrapped in oil cloth. This means weâre seeing, touching and moving a lot of human remains directly. Donât worry, this isnât about a health and safety thing â we have all the right gear and Davidâs making sure we follow procedure. Itâs just that one of the graves had a body in that was too well-preserved for the age it should have been. Or at least, most of the skin was in extremely good condition. The back was completely covered in this complicated tattoo of a ship sailing across an open sea towards an open horizon. It was really impressive.â Take note of the tattoo since this isnât the first time weâve encountered a complex and very visually impressive tattoo in TMP and itâs going to come up again in this very episode.
David says that they need a second opinion and some tests since if the bodies have been buried more recently than 1908 it would mean that the cemetery is technically a crime scene for legal reasons. Gordon also mentions that the graves have been getting to him with âIâll be honest though, Iâm glad of the break. Taking up all these graves is starting to get to me a bit. I almost feel sorry for doing it. The waves are so close and getting closer. If I were a sailor buried here, Iâd take some comfort in that. As you can see Iâm getting morbid. Short break will do us all some good I think. Will update you when I hear word.â These feelings seem like they could relate to either The Vast, The Buried, or The End with the themes of coffins and being buried in a grave potentially tying into The Buried or End but the vast ocean possibly connecting to The Vast. But letâs keep going.
David starts acting weird and Gordon asks Alison to give David a nudge for the sake of the project. âHeâs still working on that body we found and heâs stopped responding to my emails. I got him on the phone, but to be honest he doesnât sound like heâs in any real rush to complete the job and while heâs worrying about salt water and tattoos, weâre out here sat on our hands and Iâm paying the lads by the day. Itâs almost enough to make you dream of sailing away for real. Like that poor fellaâs tattoo. Saying that, I had another look at the photos David attached and Iâm starting to think I might have been wrong about it. When I first looked, I thought it was hopeful, a crew sailing towards the sunrise. But looking again, the sun is lower than I thought, and thereâs a shape in the water behind the ship. I think theyâre being chased by something. Creepy eh?â So Gordonâs dream of sailing away could potentially point to The Lonely, especially given that the Entity also has a connection to the ocean and ships with Peter Lukas and the Tundra, but the whole being chased could relate to The Hunt. While Entities do chase things all the time I could see the fear of sharks or some large sea creature attempting to chase you as potentially relating to The Hunt. However, it could also potentially relate to The Vast with the idea of something massive lurking in the water, like a kraken or whale. Thereâs also an argument for something like The Dark with something emerging in the night as the sun sets. Well, assuming that the sun in the tattoo is setting and not rising.
And hereâs where the tattoo thing comes up again. Gordon says âOh, and speaking of tattoos, you remember you wanted an update on local sentiment about the move? Well, I donât know if this counts as resistance â hell, I donât even know if theyâre local â but thereâs someone started poking around the site asking questions. Big snake tattoo up their arm and a bunch of other ink. Wouldnât give their name, but claims to be a big deal âonlineâ. Donât really know what that means, but theyâve been asking questions about the body.â The person with the âbig snake tattooâ up their arm has a description that almost perfectly matches Ink5 from episode 2 (Making Adjustments). When Daria describes Ink5oul (Pronounced Inksoul) she notes that they had âan absolutely gorgeous floral serpent design running up their arm and into their neck that was so vivid it looked ready to slither off their skin and onto the chair.â Itâs clear that Ink5 probably has an interest in tattoos, like the one Gordon saw on the body. This person also mentions that they are a big deal online, which would be true if this is Ink5 since we know that Ink5 is a famous tattoo artist online and even does streams. This could even explain why the person in question didnât give their name since if it was Ink5 we are only aware of their online username. Gordon even mentions that Ink5 said â...the tattoo is an âOscar Jarrettâ, and thatâs a big deal to some folks in that community â something to with Sutherland Macdonald whoever that is. Dunno if thatâs quite what you were worried about but thought youâd want to know.â
`I did some light research and Oscar Jarrett doesnât seem like a style or type of tattoo. Which points to the idea that Oscar is a person. Considering all the tattoos we are saying Oscar might be comparable to Smirke in some ways. In the sense that in the same way there was special Smirkean architecture there could be special Jarettian tattoos if that makes any sense. Tattoos that are designed to have supernatural effects of some kind. Itâs also possible that Oscar simply learned and taught some kind of supernatural technique, kind of like the techniques that The Boneturnerâs Tale could grant someone in TMA or how Martin sort of ended up learning how to âdisappearâ by following Peter Lukasâ attempt to connect him to The Lonely. Oscar Jarrett and Ink5 are definitely people to look out for in the future. Sutherland Macdonald surprisingly did yield actual search results. He is apparently âa prominent English tattoo artist in the late 19th century and early 20th century, and the first tattooist in Britain with an identifiable premises open to the public.â This makes Sutherland notable for the same reason someone like Smirke might have been in TMA. A historical figure who somehow learned and / or spread knowledge about the Entities. Again, itâs possible that there are Macdonald style tattoos in the same way there is Smirke style architecture. It could also be that the Oscar Ink5 is referring to is in fact the body with the tattoo that Gordon found and Gordon just doesnât know what they are referring to. It could also be that there are multiple tattoo artists or Oscar is some student or follower of Sutherland in the same way people like Jonah, Maxwell Rayner, and Mordechai Lukas all had a connection to Smirke via being students or associates. In some characters even explicitly got the idea of possible rituals from Smirke and his research, despite the fact that most werenât concerned with Smirkeâs ideals of balancing the Powers.
Gordon considers calling the police on Ink5 due to how much the tattoo artist seems to be creeping Gordon and their team out but Gordon decides not to as to avoid potential backlash from the public. Gordonâs next email involves him giving condolences in regards to David, which implies that the reason he was taking so long with the reports was due to an untimely death at some point. I wonder if Davidâs death was related to something he came across on the bodies? It could be that there was some artifact or one of the bodies was actually alive? It could also be that if something is indeed up with the tattoos then the tattoos themselves may have had some sort of effect on David? Did Ink5 kill David? Was David the person Mr. Bonzo was sent to target in order to create some sort of opening for Ink5?
Gordon apologizes for the perceived unprofessionalism and says âMy thoughts and opinions on maritime matters will no longer be included in my emails. In addition, I should be most grateful if you could see fit to provide myself with appropriate authorisations to contact the medical examinerâs offices to follow up with the cadaver that has been causing such consternation.â Based on Gordonâs next email it seems like Alison thought Gordon was making fun of them or acting condescending since Gordie states âLook, I was not âmaking fun of youâ but Iâm not sure what you want. Iâm emailing an employer about my work and am getting accused of my emails being âunprofessionalâ. Thatâs the best I can manage. I havenât been sleeping much recently. Weird dreams. Shapes in the water and that. And before you say that itâs âunprofessionalâ to tell you that Iâm just giving an explanation, Thatâs all. I need you to contact the examiner again, heâs dragging his feet. Besides, I want to see the body again. I dug him up, heâs my responsibility. I just need to see it. I need to know whatâs in the water.â Considering the possible change in behavior I wonder if Alison encountered something that made them scared and afraid of people not taking them seriously. I wouldnât be surprised if Alison and / or David get their own statements in the future.
Gordon also mentions a lack of sleep due to âWeird dreams. Shapes in the water and that.â and also mentions âBesides, I want to see the body again. I dug him up, heâs my responsibility. I just need to see it. I need to know whatâs in the water.â This desire to know and see something actually parallels an Entity like The Eye. The Eye, as I end up saying in every article, isnât merely the fear of being watched but also being the watcher or seeing something you donât want to. In MAG 200 The Eye is mentioned as having been born from the fear of oneâs eyes showing them too much, and Gertrude mentions that The Eye is connected to a desire to know and understand even if in trying to do so you get hurt in the process. These themes also explain why Jonah can force information into the heads of people like Melanie and Martin. Itâs the idea of knowing too much or being forced to witness things. Due to this The Eye also has a connection to, and tendency for cultivating, curiosity. Jonah mentions doing so to Jon with certain statements and we know he purposefully left files and information out to stoke Rosieâs more ânosyâ personality traits. The Institute itself also sort of acts like bait for The Eye by attracting people looking for answers or closure via the information in its Archives or statements. Jon can also force people to give statements and thus make them relive and recount terrible events so that he can listen to them.
Iâm bringing this up now because while I donât think that what Gordon is going through is connected to The Eye the themes I am talking about will come up later anyway. Entities like The Eye also like to try to prey on the curiosity of people. Iâm not saying Gordon is unjustified in being curious (even if I do find some of the behavior obviously strange) but that certain Entities have a precedent for preying on certain emotions or behaviors (like the desire to chase for The Hunt or anger for The Slaughter. No matter how justified that behavior may or may not be doesnât always matter). You could also potentially relate some other parts of the statement to themes of The Eye. Most notably, the fear that protestors or other people might be observing the dig site, and the fear of being judged by the public. You could even point to Gordon sharing âtoo muchâ info to Alison with all the weird thoughts heâs having. Well, Alison seems to not like it, Iâm not trying to say Gordon is crossing any sort of technical line or is even unjustified.
Gordonâs next email is titled âExaminerâs office break inâ and Gordon insists that it was not him who broke into the examinerâs office and that Ink5 did it. âI saw them hanging around the office when I was waiting. Waiting so long just to see it, just to know whatâs in the water. And they took it. They think theyâre smart, but I saw them I know where theyâre staying and if they think they deserve it theyâre wrong. It belongs to the deep. Iâm going to go get it and Iâm going to find it and if they try and stop me I swear the ocean will claim us all. I can taste the salt and spray. Itâs waiting in the water.â Once again a desire to know whatâs in the water and the fact that Gordon is defensive of the idea that they might have broken into the office shows that Gordon is afraid what they said earlier about wanting to obtain the bodies might paint them as a suspect. The statement ends with
To: Alison Leshi ([email protected])Â
From: Gordon J ([email protected])Â
Date: January 20th 2020.Â
Subject: Re: Re: Examinerâs officeÂ
break-inÂ
There was a problem delivering yourÂ
message to â[email protected]â
This email address is no longer inÂ
service.
This statement is a little interesting because it feels like a lot of the stuff is more passive or in the background. For example, while Gordon is perturbed, Ink5 doesnât attack or tattoo them directly. Gordonâs thoughts and feelings about the water could connect to various Entities. Most notably, all the water stuff could connect to the Vast, Buried, or Lonely. All 3 of these Entities have a notable connection to either water or the ocean. The Vast via the fear of large things with the immensity of the ocean as well as the things the could be in it, The Buried with the feeling of drowning or being trapped / crushed underwater, and The Lonely via boating and how isolated being alone on the open ocean can make you. Gordonâs desire to sail away could relate to The Lonely or The Vast while his comment about wanting to be Buried in the graveyard could be connected to well⌠The Buried. Not to mention his desire to put the supposed corpse back where it belongs, in the grave, could also relate to The Buried.
If I had to pick the most likely Entities here I would argue The Buried and Vast. If I had to chose between the two I would have to say the Buried. The Vast does have an emphasis on the depp ocean, and Simon Fairchild even attempted to perform a ritual using a submarine and the deep ocean, but Gordonâs desire to bury the bodies seems at least somewhat similar to Hezekiah Wakely in MAG 152 (A Gravediggerâs Entity) and his desire to make sure that people stay in their graves. In the statement Hezekiah mentions âTo my mind there are far worse fates. But he has in his head an idea to begin fitting the graves I dig with these new âsafety bellsâ that he has heard of, so that any as might be alive below ground might signal us above for rescue. I dread the idea. If it had been me in that coffin, destined for the peace below ground, I can think of little that I would hate more than the jarring, clanging of a bell pulling me from my rest.â and he also mentions weird dreams with âI had a dream, then. I dreamt a rain had come. A terrible bitter rain that chilled my bones and turned the soil around me dark and sodden. The walls grew damp and slippery, their firm shape lost as they began to slip and crumble. And then all at once they collapsed, the grave filling in a moment with a wave of mud and wet dirt. In a single terrible moment of utter terror, it was atop and around me, covering my face and filling my lungs with its awful choking sod.â
While the emphasis on the deep could easily relate to The Vast, one of The Buriedâs nicknames is actually âForever Deep Below.â So someone referring The Buried as âThe Deepâ or something similar would not be without precedent, especially given its connection to drowning, being trapped underwater, and deep water in general. Gordon also says âIt belongs to the deep. Iâm going to go get it and Iâm going to find it and if they try and stop me I swear the ocean will claim us all. I can taste the salt and spray.â which could imply that in a way they believe the ocean will bury everything. You could easily relate some of this to The Vast with the idea that the ocean has existed longer and will outlast the erosion of the land.
One part I actually really liked in TMA, despite how little it came up overall, is all the different names people would use to refer to the same Entity(s). So I wonder if, assuming the existing Entities are around in some capacity, Entities like The Buried will be referred to with different names in the Protocol universe. It wouldnât surprise me if people started referring to an Entity like The Buried as âThe Deepâ for example due to the idea of being trapped deep underground or in the ocean.
Like always, there are some overlapping themes that seem similar to other Entities. The tattoo possibly depicting sailors getting chased could relate to The Hunt, I already mentioned some possibilities with The Eye, and the emphasis on graves, and dead bodies could parallel The End.
Ink5's appearance in this statement is forcing me to consider some things. I maintain that the statement in episode 2 screams âThis is The Fleshâ, or at least something similar to that Entity, and I believed Ink5 to be connected to The Flesh. But I remember someone also raising the idea that the effects of Ink5 tattoos could vary, which I considered a very likely possibility since Ink5 doesnât start tattooing until they are inspired by Daria mentioning that they are an artist. Implying that Ink5 was working off of inspiration and what they make and potentially even the effects of the tattoos could vary from person to person. If this is true that could mean Ink5 is more like Smirke and isnât directly connected to (or loyal to) a single Entity, or Ink5 could be connected to multiple Entities somehow. Maybe the specific tattoo they gave Daria was connected to The Flesh in the same way Smirkeâs architecture was connected to the Entities in a way Smirke himself wasnât always. Itâs still very possible that Ink5 somehow is connected to The Flesh but is also capable of interacting with aspects of other Entities somehow.
We cut back to the OIAR office and Sam also notices the topic of tattoos having come up again and asks Alice if there is a way to cross reference cases.
ALICEÂ
âAnd? You already know the page to check the scores.â
SAMÂ
âYeah⌠but I just thought it might be worth noting somewhere that they might be linked. Thereâs this tattooist, and I think they might beâ
ALICEÂ
âWhat have I told you about thinking?â
SAMÂ
âDonât?âÂ
ALICEÂ
âThatâs right.â Alice sighs.
ALICEÂ
â(cont.) I donât think thereâs any way to mark cases as connected. They all come in standalone, thatâs just how it works.â
Once again Aliceâs whole âdonât think about itâ vibe. I would argue the whole idea of âignorance is blissâ and how knowing too much can hurt or scare you often relates to The Eye. I would argue that the OIAR or the computers are probably connected to The Eye, given all the statements and other stuff I mentioned previously, but Iâm not saying Alice or Sam are secret Eye Avatars or something. What I'm trying to say is that The Eye likes to prey on certain behaviors, such as curiosity or a desire for answers, and Alice and Sam might have these traits. We know, for example, that Jon and Tim both ended up at the Institute because they were looking for answers about an encounter they had previously.Â
Alice sighing and then proceeding to honestly indulge Samâs question is interesting and I think is another implication that Alice is probably more curious than she lets on. Realistically, she has probably been burned from having a similar mindset to Sam or seeing someone else asking too many questions but she consistently ends up indulging Samâs curiosity or giving honest answers anyway, instead of simply shutting it down and moving on. There have also been times where Alice is noted as listening to something in the transcripts âdespite herself.â Implying that sometimes she canât help herself or her curiosity gets the better of her.
All the cases being sent in standalone sort of parallels the Institute in TMA and how disorganized the Archives were when Jon was using them (due to Gertrude). Even in TMA the statements would sometimes have recurring characters but they werenât organized by topic or people involved in the case. The most we tend to get about the organization system of the statements is that itâs usually just sorted by date (which could be confusing if two statements have the same date) and sometimes follow-ups on cases were performed for more info and context. So obtuse organization systems that make it harder to connect various details or events arenât unusual for TMA.
I also once again have to wonder if Sam is being shown certain events on purpose in order to stoke his curiosity or to get him to do certain things. I find the idea that literally every statement is random to be dubious but that doesnât mean literally every statement is handpicked. Which makes me wonder, once again, what Sam and coâs jobs are meant to accomplish. Are they just supposed to be âan archive of fearâ and witness terrible events or someone someone / something doing anything with the information or statements they are given or categorize?
Gwen enters the room and she seems to be in pretty bad shape since Alice says âChrist on a peddlebike, what happened to you?â and Gwen says â(setting up at her desk) Tube was delayed. Points failure.â Gwen also mentions that she had trouble sleeping, but Alice doesnât seem to waste any time making fun of Gwen despite Gwenâs sorry state. Alice doesnât seem to spare Gwen any of the concern she has shown characters like Sam and Colin. Sam tries to get Alice to ease up on Gwen but Alice doesnât seem to let off the ribbing. Gwen eventually notices the third coffee Alice had gotten for Celia but mistakenly assumes that the third cup of coffee was for her.
GWENÂ
â(contâd) (surprised) Hang on, did you get me a coffee?âÂ
ALICEÂ
âUhhâŚÂ
SAMÂ
âYeah. You like mocha?âÂ
GWENÂ
âYes. She takes the coffee carefully.âÂ
GWENÂ
âThank you, Alice.âÂ
ALICEÂ
âI⌠Sure. Whatever. Donât get used to it. A slightly awkward silence.â
This interaction makes me wonder about some of the aspects of their relationship. Celia bursts into the room and Gwen grills her for being late (despite the irony of Gwen herself running late).
CELIA
âSorry, sorry! I know, I know â there was an emergency at home I had to Iâm sorry Iâm late!â
GWEN
âDo you have any idea what the time is?â
ALICE
âIâm sorry, are you joking right now?â
GWEN
âI have responsibilities now, Alice. I need more of an explanation than just a âhome emergencyâ.â
ALICE
âYou arrived literally one minute ago!â
GWEN
âAnd I gave a full explanation for my lateness. Which, I might add, I didnât actually need to do for a subordinate.â
CELIA
âItâs fine reallyâ
ALICE
âNo, itâs not. You donât owe her anything! In fact, you should take her coffee as reparation.â
CELIA
âOne of my radiators sprung a leak and flooded the lounge.â
GWEN
âI see. Well thatâs understandable but donât letâs make a habit of it shall we?â
CELIA
âOf course.â
GWEN
âSee, that wasnât so painful, was it Alice?â
Alice takes a breath for a devastating putdown.
SAM
âLet it go.â
ALICEÂ
exhales and sips her coffee instead.
GWEN
âLuckily, I donât think Lenaâs noticed, so you should be ok. Sheâs not as laid back as I am.â
Alice chokes a little.
CELIA
âGood to know.â
GWEN
âGreat, well if thatâs everything you all really should get to work otherwise youâll never get out of here. Donât let me keep you.â
ALICE
â(muttered) Iâd like to see you tryâŚâ
GWEN
â(already departing) Iâll be in Lenaâs office if you need me. She walks off.â
CELIA
âYou ok, Alice? It honestly doesnât bother me.â
ALICE
âI canât believe she drank your mocha!â
So it kind of seems like Gwen is immediately letting her new promotion go to her head a bit and has already taken the role of a stern boss. However, based on Gwenâs reaction when talking with Lena later and how shaken she is from Mr. Bonzo, itâs very likely that this is Gwenâs way of coping or trying to deal with stress and fear (not that itâs at all healthy). Gwenâs behavior seems to rub Alice the wrong way, especially since it easily comes off as hypocritical since Gwen was also running late. The only difference being that Gwen is now Celiaâs superior. This whole situation makes me wonder if any particular person is specifically at fault for Gwen and Aliceâs sour relationship. Sure, Alice does come off as extremely mean to Gwen but I wonder if Gwen did something in particular, tried to strong arm Alice, or something else.
Gwen does appreciate the hypothetical gesture of Alice buying her coffee and itâs weird that despite all their bickering Gwen seems to immediately assume that the fact the coffee is for her and from Alice is a likely possibility. I wonder if Gwen has a different view of their relationship or just doesnât care? In a previous episode Gwen mentions that Alice left âtalkersâ on to mess with her but I wonder if Alice simply left the statements running so she wouldnât have to listen to the voices talking and Gwen merely assumed it had to do with her. This could point to the possibility that Gwen has a bad habit of assuming things are about her sometimes or even being a bit self-centered but Iâm not sure. It is still possible Alice did in fact leave talkers to mess with her. I wonder if they had a more amicable relationship in the past? I also if Gwen does genuinely think of herself as being more lenient or forgiving than Lena and, by extension, sees herself as tossing Celia a bone.
Gwen leaves the others to their work and goes to talk with Lena. Gwen is clearly upset by her encounter with Mr. Bonzo. Gwen insists that the thing she saw couldnât have been Mr. Bonzo because Bonzo is just a character played by a guy in a suit. Not to mention that the Mr. Bonzo at Nigelâs house apparently had skin, and appeared both sagging and sweaty. Lena assures Gwen that this was in fact Mr. Bonzo by saying â...He is one of our Externalsâ and âIâll grant you that Mr. Bonzo is one of our more⌠obviously grotesque Externals but I assure he is a valued asset.â This implies that not all the Externals the OIAR works with are as monstrous as Mr. Bonzo. Which could mean that the organization works with various Avatars and Monsters, or at least some of the Monsters they do work with are more humanoid (similar to how the Distortion took on the appearance and personalities of people like Michael and Helen).
GWEN
I thought he was going to kill me!
LENA
âBut he didnât, which means youâve passed the first part of your probation. Congratulations. Did you scream?â
GWEN
âWhat? No!â
LENA
âYou should. It really helps one cope with the more affronting aspects of the job. And they usually like it.â
GWEN
âWhat was in that envelope I gave him?â
LENA
âA name and an address.â
GWEN
âBut for who?â
LENA
âIâm sure youâve already worked that out. But just in case you havenât, keep an eye on the case loads over the next few days. It should become abundantly clear.â
GWEN
âI donât understand.â
LENA
âYes, you do.â
GWEN
âBut⌠why?â
LENA
ââWhyâ comes later. For now, itâs best you try to process the âwhatâ. Iâll let you know when I have another liaison assignment for you.â
GWEN
â(defeated) I⌠Ok.â
Gwen opens the door.
LENA
âOh, and Gwen?â
GWEN
âYes?â
LENA
âGet some sleep. You look dreadful. Gwen closes the door.â
So here, Lena outright admits that Gwen couldâve died. Last episode I wondered if Nigel apologized to Gwen in case Gwen ended up hurt or killed. Lenaâs comment about screaming confirms once again that the Entities are probably still feeding off of fear. We know from TMA that while a lack of fear can keep you safe, displaying fear only for it to wane overtime can cause the Entities followers or monsters to get bored or unsatisfied and just attack you directly if they know that doing so will make you scared.
The fact that Lena says that Gwen should know whoâs address and name was in the letter given to Bonzo makes me wonder. Itâs possible Lena knows that Gwen simply checked the letter out of curiosity or came across some statement with clues. Itâs also possible that at least some of the statements the OIAR gets are somehow related to the organizationâs Externals. Lena even says âIâm sure youâve already worked that out. But just in case you havenât, keep an eye on the case loads over the next few days. It should become abundantly clear.â Which could imply that at least some of the statements Gwen and her coworkers (I mean subordinates) sift through could have to do with the OIARâs externals. Maybe itâs the OIARâs way of following up on their agents or checking the results of their assignments? Or maybe itâs how the OIAR decides where and when to send their Externals? It could also just be The Eye feeding off of the fear present in statements again (something we know itâs prone to do). It could be that the Externals do their job and The Eye or some other Entity squeezes some extra fear out of what they do by archiving things related to the job. Is the OIAR working with others to try to start another mass ritual, or is it trying to stop possible rituals? Maybe their goal has something to do with some of the alchemical symbols present in TMP (such as the logo)?
Lena comes off as extremely cold in this interaction and itâs clear that Lenaâs earlier assessment of Gwen might be right, Gwen is not at all prepared for this and doesnât exactly know what sheâs getting into. But this also makes me wonder what happened to the previous Externals Liaison. Did they die? Did they get promoted / demoted? Are there other Liaisons Gwen hasnât met yet? If there arenât who was communicating with things like Mr. Bonzo before Gwen took the position? Was Lena just delivering the letters herself? As always, thereâs a lot of questions.
Conclusion
Thereâs a lot of stuff up in the air but currently whatever is going on with the Externals has grabbed my curiosity the most. Mostly in regards to what they could be doing and why. Is Ink5 an External? Was Mr. Bonzo sent to take care of David to make an opening for Ink5 or was Mr. Bonzo sent somewhere else that will show up in a later statement? Most of the stuff I say are possibilities Iâm raising but my current guesses about whatâs going on are 1. Smirkeâs 14 is still around in some capacity (The Extinction could be too, but thereâs no evidence one way or the other for that Entity being around) and these Entities are probably the same ones from TMA (if not they are extraordinarily similar) 2. Celia is probably from the TMA universe or at least has some connection to it 3. The OIAR is probably connected to an Entity like The Eye 4. For whatever reason the OIAR (and potentially other parts of the government) are working with various factions tied to the Entities. Whether they are using these monsters and people to fight more dangerous threats or for some other reason I cannot say. Maybe they are trying to set up a new ritual where all the Entities hold equal power? Or maybe they are actually trying to stop future rituals / threats? Who knows.
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Possible MBTI of The Beatles
John
most people want to say that john lennon was an INFP, but that is incorrect. INFPs are generally friendly and slightly outgoing people. john lennon wasnât friendly in the slightest, his only close friends shared the same sadistic and twisted ways of socializing.
john lennon was an INTJ. INTJs face problems but stand still- they persist in making their point. this is incredibly suitable for john, as no matter what anyone told him, he did what he could as john lennon.
he was such a cynical bastard. when he was arrogant, paul was leniant, when he was grumpy, paul was optimistic. they disagreed on several stances, but when it came to music, they formed the superego relationship.
the superego relationship is having someone standing by you, shoulder to shoulder, watching your mistakes and vice versa. they might have been siamese twins to some people, but they were oil and water.
when john said he wanted to leave the beatles and eventually did the next year, he wrote songs about paul. this is a very INTJ thing to do, as he knew where to stab paul in the places that would hurt the most. he directly addressed him in the songs he sung about him.
in conclusion, john lennon was a cynical, sly little bastard, just as an INTJ would be.
Paul
i know most people say paul mcCartney was your loving extrovert, but introverts aim to please their loved ones in a small, collective group.
paul mccartney is an ISFJ! the most extroverted introvert. he enjoys the simple pleasures of life, the country side, and even being the center of attention, which is a little bit of an extrovert thing to do. but then again, he enjoys being alone with family.
the reason i chose ISFJ was because hes so extroverted, but so introverted at the same time. because he is so literal, and aims to make his point through the simplest of words.
while paulâs lyrics sound like this, âBack in school again, Maxwell plays the fool again, Teacher gets annoyedâŚâ
johnâs sounds like this âImages of broken light which dance before me like a million eyesâŚâ
theyâve always been opposites, which made the sound so good.
Ringo
Ringo is a downright ENFJ. heâs kind, supportive, and is the upbringer in the group.
ringo is probably the most relaxed person in the world. while john was thinking his head away and paul was writing songs like a bullet train and george was trying not to scream and run out, ringo silently kept the peace. he let the others know that everything will be okay in the end.
his thoughts werenât filled with money, or romance, or enlightenment. it was simply in the now. not a care in the world, he flew free by himself, admiring the world around him as time went by.
George
george harrison may have been a bit sardonic at times, and a little harsh, but he always had the heart for a good book, meditation and keen romance. such is the ISTP
when george was younger, he was already quite independent. he hitch hiked with paul and learned how to play guitar all on his own.
when he got older, he had more of an intense personality. a thing for fast cars and money, a peculiar fashion sense. and the untrustworthyness of marriage slowly became a trait as the years went by.
To read the article in all it's glory go to: https://aminoapps.com/c/the_beatles/page/blog/the-beatles-myers-briggs-types
My 10 cents: I don't agree with everything said in the article (like the bit where "Paul is normal" Paul is definitely not normal) but nonetheless it is an overall interesting observation. Would love to hear your thoughts about them? I really thought Paul to be an ENFP. John ultimately INTJ for me. What a cynic. Which MBTI are you? Do you have similarities with the Beatles?
#MBTI#Myer Briggs Personality Type#The Beatles#John Lennon#Paul Mccartney#Ringo Starr#George Harrison#Mclennon Dynamic#Psychology
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