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#nicholas galitzine gif pack#nicholas galitzine gif hunt#rph#rpt#gif pack#gif hunt#gifsociety#gifpackhq#fcxdirectory#supportcontentcreators#userdevon#usermina#i literally started these this afternoon#and finished the pack#but this'll only give me more time to make more packs throughout my break so maybe expect more for diff people?
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i always knew he was going to be the sexiest doctor (who) ever but WOAH.......
#ncuti gatwa#DOUBLE CHEEKED UP ON A THURSDAY AFTERNOON........... šš#literally those white men b4 him were never all that to me anyway but yea no.... seeing him as the doctor is making me more confused abt -#superwholock tumblr.#maybe i will tune into his season... maybe. I'll see!#*antiblack weirdos are starting to comment on this post so like im turning off the reblogs for now. for my own sanity
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Little bright colored outfit with a fun vest ~
(shoes from ebay like 10 years ago. everything else is thrifted)
#ootd#jfashion#fashion#fantasy fashion#mori kei#....like... adjacent... lol#no idea what style this would be lol.. makes me think of like whimsical vaguely fantasy themed childrens book character#finally posting one of my aforementioned seven million drafts of actual outfits and costumes i have finished and edited#the photos for but just never feel like posting lol..#I need to find one of those people whos like 'omg i am ADDICTED to social media ugh i wish i could get off of it#im just browsing and posting like 60 times a daaaaay!!!' and take a little magical bottle and suck some of the social media#enthusiasim out of them. for moi. In exchange they can have some of my 'literally just never in the mood to post or interact with the#outside world ever' energy. We can balance each other. huzzah and so on#Though I think maybe it's part of the general thing I've heard of like.. I can't remember if it was in reference to adhd or just some sort#of general execcutive functioning issue type of thing - but the idea that things have to be ''just right'' before you do something. like#'oh i need to do this task. but i have to wait until XYZ first' or 'oh i can do this but only if X specific condition is met' or etc#The fact that I even have to be in a Specific Mindset to post. or sometimes will delay posting on social media because like 'oh well#I'm going somewhere tomorrow. somehow this matters. i cannot spend 5 minuts posting TONIGHT. clearly it will interfere#somehow schedule wise with the doctor appointment i have 15 hours from now. yes. yes. i must wait until my appointment is over#tomorrow afternoon. THEN i shall post' or etc. etc. lol. NOT even taking into account the many days#I just genuinely and physically sick and it's not even a mental thing. I just physically dont feel like sitting at the computer lol..#ANYWAY.. trying to get back into it. trying to get a business bank account.. make a proper paypal so i can start selling sculptures again.#selling clothes and sculptures.. posting about such things then of course as one must. etc... chanting to hype up and motivate myself lol#But yes. this is my favorite outfit out of the bunch so I am posting it first I guess.. maybe others later..#Also the purple dress says its from shein. which I've heard is bad fast fashion stuff. but maybe okay since its second hand? I havent#been to the bins since like 2020 or late 2019 even. and I think stuff like shein and temu has only become poular in the past few years#but I bet if I went to the bins now I might would find a good handfull of that stuff. Probably now not much different than what you#find in a walmart or a forever 21 or actual physical stores you can go to though. I hear quality of clothing is down everywhere no matter#where you get it or whatnot. What bountiful joys unfettered capitalism and exploitation bestows upon us (<being sarcastic).#Wearing one of my favorite little vests though. I love the texture of it and the clasps on it
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So now i have migraines apparently š
#wahh#it started this morning and i had to lay down this afternoon#all the stress of the past 24 hours i guess#itās like a nightmare#literally having flashbacks to 2016#not as bad the second time lol starting to get used to it#real dark#never ever underestimate how much america hates women#the saddest part is that u can just See It#all of the men / a lot of them / where i live act like him#big fat misogynistic jerks#theyāre all such cruel bullies#im trying not to let it get to me but itās hard#one day at a time#thereās so many good people out there too#kind nice people#idk#kinda feels like drowning rn#but u gotta keep going#sometimes thinking about all the art i want to make is literally the only thing that keeps me going#so thatās good!#make stuff#draw paint write whatever#and fuck trump#notes tag#i couldnāt stand the thought of there being any doubt#so#i hate trump#boooo
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Kiss art
redrew that one post from @s0va-idalin
#danganronpa#danganronpa trigger happy havoc#danganronpa fanart#kiyotaka ishimaru#mondo owada#ishimondo#ps idk how cross hatching work srry#rambling below#i just got rick rolled by my english teacher this afternoon#one of his listening file had that song and it just started playing once he opened it#me n the rest of my class literally looked at each other like šļøššļø...
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oh my god i just finished high noon over camelot and.. i am feeling things
i cant even
i cant even process all that
holy shit yall
johnny sims does NOT like happy endings
#randompajama talks#high noon over camelot#the mechanisms#i am having so many thoughts and ideas#that album made me cry#so did udad btw.#i finished udad as well#it was so good i am obsessed#now for the bifrost incident!#im scared#i dont think i can take this much soul crushing musical angst all in one night#not joking i started listening to the mechs literally yesterday afternoon#im packing too much into 2 days
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turned out the guy I thought was my """"soulmate"""" was manipulating me into making me think I had feelings for him so I stopped talking to him bc i realized his manipulation and now he's spreading rumors about me saying I was practically offering myself to him for sex when I never did that š
#liliana talks#in the rumors he also says he doesn't know why i stopped talking to him#umm maybe bc you're a manipulating. obsessive and possessive asshole??#when we were friends he literally didn't want me to talk to any of my male coworkers nor wanted anyone close to me#he was always around me and observing with whom i interacted with#and i was like 'what's your fucking problem?? we're just friends'#so i cut all ties with him bc of all that and bc i started getting these weird and very bad vibes from him when i realized his mind tricks#he started making me hella uncomfortable and whenever he touched me i wanted to puke#in the end i listened to my gut and then got word from ppl on the afternoon shift that that guy is crazy#and that he has done these same things to other female coworkers in the past#so now i avoid him like the plague and don't want to get near him at all
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batman: track and field au
author's note: i just miss track and field varsity even though i wasnt even that good... and ive been thinking about batman track and field au for FOREVER. so today i wrote a bit š
things u need to know: bruce is not batman. he's a coach at a school where the rest of the justice league teaches. yes, they're still the justice league. and yes, his robins still end up as vigilantes. jason is 15 in this; the joker hasn't gotten to him yet. also i added some characters ahead of the timeline bc i love them :/
Jason stumbles over from the finish line, grinning and sweat-drenched. And then his face screws up in sudden distress, and he promptly wobbles and collapses onto the hot stadium mat.
A half-formed sound of alarmā
Bruce leaps over the bleacher railing and sprints.
A poor, well-meaning race official gets there first, but Bruce shoulders him roughly aside and crouches by Jason. Jason has turned on his side, holding his right knee tight to his chest and making little pained gasps.
It tears at his heart. āJason,ā Bruce says.
Jasonās eyes are screwed shut, and he says nothing, but one of his hands reach blindly in Bruceās direction and Bruce grasps it tightly.
āYou were terrific, chum.ā He squeezes, and feels the tremor that goes through his son. āStretch your leg out for me.ā
Jason shakes his head. āHurtsāā
ļæ½ļæ½I know. I know. Please, Jay.ā
Itās slow, and excruciating, but between the two of them they manage to get Jason sitting up, his leg extended straight against the ground. One hand of Bruceās presses down firmly on the knee, and the other pushes his foot to flex, the metal spikes of Jasonās shoes digging hard into the callused flesh of Bruceās palm. Jason leans back on his hands, spread flat against the ground, head tilted up to open, cloudless sky, exhaling drawn-out, shaky breaths.
The speakers blare out the next eventsāsecond call for Male Cās 400-meter hurdles, and third call for Female Bās high jump. The left side of the crowd begins clapping on beat for their star javelin thrower as she rocks back on her feet, once, twice, and begins bounding forward. Bruce makes a displeased noise. He hopes his throwers remember to pay attention.
A mosquito buzzes by Bruceās ear and he shakes his head sharply to drive it away. The sweat has been beading at his hairline all throughout, and now it rolls torturously slow down his face. As his hands are otherwise occupied, he makes no move to wipe it, and does his best to ignore the unpleasant sensation.
At last, Jasonās breathing evens out. He tugs his leg gingerly away from Bruceās hold, cheeks flushed with exertion and, doubtless, embarrassment. āThanks.ā
Bruce sits back on his haunches and wipes the sweat off his face. āReady to stand?ā
Jason raises a hand, wincing as he tests the muscles of his leg. āOne sec.ā
Bruce nods shortly. Jason safe, his attention wanders over to the bleachers. Tim, thank God, is dragging Damian away from the high railing. Dick and Cass are eating lunch with much avidityāDickās best event, high jump, had just ended before Jasonās, and Cass seems to have just returned from shot put. Duke and Stephanie are nowhere in sight, and for a moment Bruce is alarmed, but then he spots them at the stage and relaxes. Duke must have won his high jumpāhe stands on the highest podium, and even from here Bruce can tell heās grinningāand Stephanie is clicking away on the school camera next to the official photographer.
As he watches Stephanie turn the camera backward and attempt to take a selfie with Duke, thereās a tap on his thigh. Bruce extends his hand without looking and grasps the hand that interlocks with his, pulling Jason up with ease.
Bruce glances at Jason, and notes how he squints against the glaring afternoon. āRemember to reapply your sunscreen when you get back.ā
Jason rolls his eyes. āNot everyone is ghost-white like you.ā
āYou do not have to be ghost-white to get skin cancer.ā
Jason grumbles, but when Bruce raises an imperious eyebrow at him, he raises his hands in surrender. āFine. Whatever you say, boss.ā
āGood. And, Jay...ā Bruce reaches out, tentative, and puts a hand on his shoulder. āI meant it. You did terrific.ā
Jason beams, bright enough to outshine the day, and something in Bruceās chest uncurls into warmth.
#bruce wayne#jason todd#batman#dc#ALSO THIS IS VAGUELY FILIPINO AU in the sense that . our track meets were alwys SO SO SO HOT like even when u sit on the track u can feel i#BURNINGGGGGG thru ur shorts like owowowoww and also i feel really dizzy when im out there for so long... sun is a deadly lazee#the worst is when i was doing throwinf events cuz thats right out in the field and u have to wait for everyone's turn again and again and#IT WAS SOOOO HOT IT WAS AFTERNOON AROUND 3PM I WAS LITERALLY BURNING UP IN THAT HEAT and there was only one tiny tent for the scorer but TH#SUNLIGHT SLANTED INTO IT SO ACTUALLY THERE WAS BARELY ANY SHADE AJAHWJSGWJDGKEHRKRHFKRBRBEjehwjwhw#also the cramps thing has not happened to me that much since im not a big runner BUT i see it happen a lot to others. ow in sympathy#also the javelin thrower clapping thing. we do this for this one guy from another school bc his throws are simply CRAZY#u start clapping when he bounces in position and then clap along to his bounds forward and then SCREAMM AND CHEER when it's thrown its grea#my fics#batman track and field au
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((I'm gonna try to be around a little bit today, so let me know if you want me to send memes your way!!!
This goes for people I'm already writing with AND anyone I haven't had a chance to write with yet, by the way <3))
#ooc.#((I'm still just sticking to Rogue's blog for the moment. I need to get back into the habit of being here in general before I start hopping#between blogs again.#The intent was to be able to go between this and Cass's blog by this week or next but#GUESS WHO'S STUCK WORKING BOTH SHIFTS EVERY NIGHT AGAIN BECAUSE I DARED GET BACK INTO WRITING?????????#So she's gonna have to wait. Hopefully the guy we're covering for will come back soon but he's having some serious#medical issues so I think he's out the rest of the year. Someone on first shift is also out the rest of the year with health issues#which means that shift is also a TON more stressful now.#BUT I'll try to be here on Sundays and every other Saturday (pay week Saturdays are for grocery shopping and such#so I'm usually gone most of the day then and then get back in time to prep for game nights).#Also got my first tattoo a few weeks ago and I'm starting work on the first of 2 SW arm bands this Friday afternoon.#Only mentioning it because I'm excited about it. I've wanted this for literally like 8 years and just never had the money / time to do it!)
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start evil laughing to break the silence
#scared the shit out of my birds#literally idk why they poop so loud#started looking at me like i was insane#which ykw fair i might be#it's fun tho when it's dead dead silent#āā yapping#also works if u just#scream or shout yk#do that more often#see smth i like a little tooooo much#and accidentally wake up my birds from their afternoon naps#woopsies but wtvr
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As an anxious overthinker, one of the worst things that can happen to me is having an afternoon appointment. By the time of the appointment, I've already had the entire freaking day to overthink absolutely everything. From how I'm going to act once I'm there, to what's going to happen, what conversations I might have, how long the whole thing is going to take, maybe it wasn't a good idea after all, "this bad gut feeling means I'm not supposed to go there!", etc. I overthink absolutely everything.
#AAAH!#Overthinking#Olympic overthinker right here#anxiety#annoyed at myself#what else is new#I hate afternoon appointments of any kind#this is an orientation for an associate's degree I start in January if all goes well#if you're new around here then probably you don't know yet that I am a college drop-out š#I've only ever completed a certificate course on Copyediting in 2022#that's it#and I haven't used it because I've tried freelancing but it's extremely hard to find people who will give you a chance#with no experience working as an editor#Oh and publishing houses require that you have a bachelor's degree AND experience working so that's out of the question#I've edited things but for my sisters and a friend and that's it#So I wanted to get a degree on something more common so I can have jobs that are above minimum wage#last year I worked as a teacher thanks to my sister having a job at that private school#they were desperate for a science teacher and a math teacher so I did that because I have an almost completed Biological Sciences degree#It was Hell dealing with children so becoming a teacher is out of the question unless I teach adults lol#Anyway I want to do this associate's degree I have a feeling it could like change my life for the better#BUT! I am so confused and scared I am just going to bail on it again and drop out#or hate it again out of nowhere due to anxiety and overthinking#I want this to go right I am literally so nervous#Anyway I am going to try to have a normal day until I have to leave for the freaking 4:30pm appointment....
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I've learnt how to input in python I will be unstoppable now
#I've also meanwhile figured out how to make a new line within one text string (it's \n)#and that the input() method does take enter alone as a valid input#which means all the text-based games my heart desires may start appearing on my github (once I have time for literally anything other than#bootcamp and current ongoing projects that is of course)#maybe I'll even be able to finally implement that cyberpunk dating sim I was trying to make with c++ back when I was learning that ToT#oh ye I have a github if any of y'all have one and wanna follow me on there (it's only forked I'm guessing private repos on there atm tho#bc I've only been using it for bootcamp) my username is dkettchen same as everywhere else#we've been coding a 'pokemon battler' the last two days for sprint#and I just got to the exercise that's like 'and now make it into a game you can play in command line' this afternoon#and started having way too much fun just writing half-assed pokemon fanfic as an intro bit#to actually get to the coding bit to use the various classes and methods I've been coding the last two days x'D
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I need to move out by the end of this year. My mom's boyfriend's family keeps showing up and I'm so scared of them that even being in the same room as them for 2 seconds makes my heart start racing and I start having to focus on my breathing bc otherwise I'll have an honest to God panic attack. I just hide in my room when I'm home and I skip meals because I'm too afraid to go into the kitchen when more than one of them is here. I've been going to bed hungry because I don't want to see them.
#im pet sitting for 2 weeks so ill be away from them starting this afternoon#but the family came to visit out of the blue and i dont know when theyre going to leave#and im literally fucking scared to exist in my own fucking house#ive dealt with this since i was fucking 11 i dont deserve this anymore
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Some (late) holiday photos of the boye~!
#cats#holiday#OUGHH....... barely could even get these edited and posted... my mysterious sickness flare up has been sooo bad the past few#days.. I didn't even go to the usual obligatory family christmas I was supposed to attend (!!! health issue/medical mention in tags below)#My stomach issues basically put me in a constant state of uncontrollable shivering/body shaking + nausea + sometimes rapid heart#rate. and when it happens at night that makes it like.. nearly impossible to sleep when you're violently shaking + you can feel your heart#so strong + you keep having to run to the bathroom every 5 minute to cough and gag#and throw up and so on and so forth. etc. So I went like 40 hours without any sleep almost for christmas eve and all of christmas day#last night I finally got maybe 2 hours of sleep in between the nausea and shaking and stuff. and then today I was able to get a few#hours of sleep in the afternoon. Today I tried taking an anxiety mediciation a doctor gave me in case it was anxiety related (it's apparent#ly used to relax people and works in the moment. rather than like Anxiety Mediciation that you have to take for weeks to see any effect#because I think this isn't actually acting on your brain chemistry it's judt like..a mild sedative or something.) but all that did was make#me dizzy and sweaty lol. I;m glad I slept a little but I'm just still frustrated that I don't feel normal. I started having these#'episodes' (with the stomach issues + shaking + heartrate + nausea etc.) like at the end of october. And usually it will happen for like a#few hours at a time. or i'll lose sleep one day and then be fine the next. but this has been like nearly 3 days of feeling weird. so is#getting kind of annoying... It's funny too because I was so so productive like.. literally the few days before. I was feeling much better#and I was working on my game and blah blah. But then.. random issue flare up out of nowhere of course.. yaayy.... happy holidays to meee lo#I did at least see two random ducks outside of my window in the yard area for christmas. and havent seen them since. So it's like.. hrmm..#pacing around my room nauseous and shakings and etc. but at least... hello.. two little ducks placed there just for me :3c#Now I get anxiety every night which I'm sure doesn't help/could exacerbate whatever underlying genuinely physical issues exist. But after#like 2 nights of 'I spend the night sleepless and incredibly uncomfortable just sitting in the dark sick' then bedtime is like.. dread...#I even was trying slapping myself in the face in desperation to see if somehow that could shock my body out of whatever the hell it was#doing lol.. up at 3am holding ice cubes in my hand and hitting myself in the head and crying from exhaustion and thowing up.. literally#ridiculous cartoon character feeling... AAANYWAY!!! At least I have baby boy pictures. and I have lots of doctors appointments so hopefully#whatever the issue is can be sorted out at some point. I don't know much about ibs but hopefully maybe something like that that I could pos#ibly take medication for and not something more seirous or anything. Maybe there's a food I'm secretly intolerant to or whatever.#And I did at least post a sims holday video actually timed for the holidays so that's something. I havent been productive really latrely#though obviously.. I can't even play games or small tasks when in that state since I'm just SO physically uncomfortable. Nausea and heart#stuff are THE hardest physical sensations to ignore.. BUT yeah... hoping I shall sleep at all tonight. hopeing to get like 3 productive#things done.. at some point... at least SOMETHING... lol..... *** *** ***
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If Scotty McNeil has a million fans, then I am one of them.
If Scotty McNeil has ten fans, then I am one of them.
If Scotty McNeil has only one fan then that is me.
If Scotty McNeil has no fans, then that means I am no longer on earth.
#you me and the apocalypse#ymata#i literally started this show yesterday afternoon and finished it today ā ļø#SCOTTY MCNEIL MY BELOVED
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one fucking day without seeing people making fun of people who can't make phone calls easily/can't order food in restaurants/struggle to ask for help from a customer service worker/etc. due to anxiety. please im literally begging at this point š
#spent the entire afternoon basically staring at the phone number on my computer screen#trying to book a drs appt for anxiety but not doing so bc the anxiety got the better of me is ironic i think#anxiety#actually anxious#< is that the tag ppl use?? idk it exists im putting it there#ableism#like. it literally doesnt affect you#ācan we start making fun of ppl who cant order food at restaurantsā BITCH WHEN DID YOU STOP??#like PLEASE show me a time when that wasnt made fun of lmao
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