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Some experimenting ( T_T)\(^-^ )
#megaman x#art#digital art#megaman#digital illustration#x mega man#sketch#fanart#mmx pallette#i love drawing mmx characters#i literally draw them the most lately#douglas and signas i will leaen how tp draw you#MARK MY WORDS
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tahol, cassius! tahol!! etc or something. let him off that leash you have him on, brutus.
an unfinished scene out of the conspiracy comic vault! for context, there's a scene I wrote just after the assassination of caesar where antony is half in shadow, half out of it, with a wide smile on his face and brutus is the only one who catches it and realizes he's miscalculated very very badly. unfortunately brutus was not cut out doing conspiracy on the fly, and cassius' greatest flaw was letting brutus have his way
A Conspirator’s Realism: Cassius Settles for the Second Rank, Luciano Canfora
the meeting referenced here is described in Cassius Dio 44.34, and like cassius, lepidus was married to one of brutus' sisters. which is. something.
#gaius cassius longinus#marcus junius brutus#are they (you know) conspirators?#komiks tag#roman republic tag#for u anon: i have pulled the most finished of the unfinished brutus-cassius comics from my WIP folder 🫡#porcia and tertulla are in lesbians together in this one btw#eventually i'll get around to drawing them it's just that i literally have no idea how to approach hairstyles in the late republic#hashtag skill issue and also google sucks now#drawing tag
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tiny yoichi (unwillingly) lures out soldiers by being his helplessness little self so his brother can strike
#bases are the most reliable way to find food afo found!#yoichi is crying bcuz he pitys them <3#not because hes nervous#im gonna be honest i made this idea up on the spot when drawing this#pewdiepies new art video awakened something in me I NEEDED TO REMIND MYSELF I CAN STIL DRAW BANGERS TOO#i didnt disappoint myself!!!! competitiveness is my enemy and my bestie literally#anyways his right eye was an absolute horrendous nightmare to draw it was going so well until i did the hair then it ruined the eye#i actually thought yoichi was wearing shoes at this age but then i looked back at those chapters and realised yoichi was shoeless#WITH ONLY A BANDAGE ON HIS FOOT??!?!!?!? agony#can yoichi not make me wish he had something good in life for ONE SECOND#think of this as like how he responded to afo killing those people that (presumably) beat yoichi up beforehand#we dont know if hes crying because his brother is killing or if he was crying before being 'saved'#ill try do some fluff art soon ive been really interested in body horror related art lately so i wanted to play around!!!#i have a BUNCH of ideas written down ive yet to do#i just keep doing whatever i feel like#i am the master of ignoring the instructions and winging it#mha#my art#yoichi shigaraki#one for all#my hero academia#first ofa user#shigaraki yoichi#mha yoichi#tiny yoichi#tiny yoichi in his shabby little clothes#ive actually been dying to draw tiny yoichi again but KIDS ARE SO HARD TO DRAW!!!!!#i had an art moment though#HALLEJUHAH#art gods had my back fr
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@remylong :
#newest broken telephone installment#the remy renaissance#or rather standard avvycc dms. broken telephone elements include ccsims designs of my old designs plus prev hp art plus the general sepia#of everything on fire. bonus to the chromatic aberration on hp it feels quite fitting (yknow bc the chorus behind his lines..) idk vibes#this colouring style is actl terribly fun i'm quite !!! about it. i'm also glad that I made reference sheets for them all long ago bc#otherwise i would have gone insane rrying to rmb them from scratch. lately despite the rainbow hp seems to overall be turquoise blue? which#is so fun compared to the more purple/ neutral blues and greys i have in mind for mark...#anyways doing well! getting back slowly into Making things again! having fun etc etc#have been in OC-land lately but nothing i'm ready to share yet haha#so occassional bit of fanart it is. i inexplicably want to draw hands now though i was walking back home#pondering my adamandi era (mad the most insane fanart i've ever made; no recollection of it now) and after enough mulling it over#it would be nice to return to it. don't think i'm as obsessed anymore but it's certainly not lacking in inspiration#ideas are there just havent reached the sweet spot where you get so taken by an idea you're compelled to turn it to reality#and i think itwould be fun. perhaps even gratifying to set wips to rest#so maybe. in the meantime px11 brokentelephone is sustaining my urge to make miscellaneous fanart haha#melliotverse so true. wonder why despite watching taopp i haven't been compelled to draw it but i get the inkling it's just that specific#aesthetic that doesn't do it for me. <blinks> it was very good and i enjoyed it immensely! i think i just surprised myself by being normal#about a musical for once. i think also bc irl i've been more Good Busy the drive to engage in fandom has dissipated somewhat..#so overall i think it's a good thing. just different. but then again this stretch of time is a transitory period for me so changing ought to#to be expected. ah well tldr don't overthink just do what sparks joy be happy? literally so lucky to be spoiled for choice wrt things#i want to do. so much to do and see and learn and time still to get to figure it all out!
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Finally got around to watching ep 11 (´;ω;`)
#I'm late...#I'm sorry I wasn't able to watch the episode by time last week but again. Food poisoning. And then the new chapter came out#I feel like I had much more to say when I started watching it last week...#Mmmmhh. I really like when bsd animation uses the colored lineart effect for flashbacks / subspaces (Anne's Room‚ Poe's books).#I think it's one of the prettiest and most original things of the bsd animation.#I've always felt like the Natsume reveal was a bit coming out of nowhere lol.#Here's this legendary ability user everyone knows but no one has ever seen with this immensely unthinkable powerful ability...#That the reader literally wasn't ever made aware of in the previous 49 chapters lol#After all that build up‚ his ability even feels a little underwhelming.#Which I suppose was the intended result‚ but I'm not sure it really works all that well in the end.#Then Naomi's words “Come to think of it‚ the things that happen when Mii-chan vanishes [...]‚ disasters are stopped every time”#really feel soooo out of place when so-called Mii-chan was never before mentioned up to this episode (╥﹏╥)#But I'll stop complaining. It's nothing big really#Fukuzawa and Mori's relationship is very homoerotic. Tbh#I looooove the ss/kk I don't even have much to say just watching scenes of them interacting together fills my heart of a warm feeling :')#The animation quality is very poor and the drawings are very undetailed but really I love ss/kk too much to care.#A lot of emphasis is put by the fandom on Atsushi's cruel remark towards Akutagawa in this ch/ep and it *is* cruel but really...#Akutagawa had literally just attacked Atsushi in a death-threatening way‚ futilely and completely unprompted#I can't find it in myself to blame Atsushi if he was irritated and lashed out at him.#And all their other moments are just so cute. What do you mean Akutagawa is deeply interested in understanding Atsushi's motivations.#What do you mean Atsushi can't get Akutagawa out of his mind!!!! They're so cute#So many more cute moments were cut out too rip lawnmower line you'll always be missed rip date line you'll always be missed#I feel like Pushkin's character is another instance of‚‚‚ Wow me and the author's morals really don't align at all#I really don't like the narrative of “weaker people will constantly try to harm and take advantage of strongest ones”#random rambles#Fun fact when I watched this episode for the first time I asked my mother to join me. Because I know a ss/kk scene was coming and I really–#didn't want to watch it alone. Well as it turned out the whole first half of the episode was dedicated to old man fighting–#and she gave up after that 😂😂 But I'm still grateful to her for trying.
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me when i write a character who is prone to dooming themself and then they run off and doom themself. core traits are stubbornness and a willingness to disregard their own humanity gET BACK HERE IM NOT DONE WITH YOU
#rambling#surprisingly this is not about jakob.. im just really consistent about my favorite character archetypes 😭😭#WARNING THE NOTES ON THIS ARE REALLY LONG I STARTED RAMBLING#“ouhh i have a headache i'll just lie down and rotate my blorbos in no general direction for a while until it goes away” and then boom.#serious plot considerations. 2 questions answered 24million new questions raised. this is specifically Not what i asked for.#so now im sitting here STILL dizzy running mental calculations on how i can get this bitch out of peril without reworking everything#but they literally keep dying in every timeline 😭😭 every single plausible road leads to them running off and screwing themself over#“character who doesn't realize they want to live until it's way too late to look back” VS#“character who is forced to live and handle the things they never though they'd survive long enough to deal with” FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT.#fucking hell i have never had this much trouble writing a character as i have with them#they genuinely do just run off and do shit without my permission and then i have to pace for an hour or two wondering#“ok they wOULD do that. but should they. do i feel like i can confidently write that.”#im like constantly in this tug of war trying to get them to CHILL#but also they are absolutely my favorite character from the entire project. but like. FUCK GET BACK HERE#is death the most satisfying end to this arc? is someone who was Set on dying then NOT dying the most satisfying end to the arc?#how many bridges can you burn until you irreparably set yourself aflame too?#would ghost or revival plotline work?? would it make sense with the worldbuilding??#do i just Like Them enough to want them to not die?? where do i draw the line between personal bias and a good arc?#is death not feeling as impactful as survival solely because i've been writing for so long that it's lost the initial impact?#and other such plot considerations...#im gonna have such an easy time writing another character though 😭😭 because THAT character's dynamic in the second act#is to stare at character 1 and be like “why are you like this. i mean i know Why but can you chill. please.” and like damn bro me too#actually wait no i think kaey.a is the hardest character i've ever written i take it back#had to worry about his 20million facades AND his Actual feelings AND canon compliance. shit is hard#i still havent finished the k/aeya fic i started back when the chasm first released which is uhh. two years ago. oops.#i think i struggle writing emotionally repressed liars i think thats what this is 😭😭 anyways.#(voice of guy who has been obsessed with nonlinear narratives and tragedies for several years):#“is it too much to kill this character in a nonlinear exploration game with tragic elements”#like bitch what are you talking about 😭😭 YOU'RE the target audience here figure it out#sorry the notes on this are just my writing journal now apparently
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Genshin characters age headcanons masterlist (updated)
Yeah. I could give you many reasons why I believe some of the more debatable/"controversial" ones are very sensible and Good based on just freaking paying attention to context given in the game but for now I'll just compile a basic list. If you'd like to hear my reasoning for some of these you're welcome to ask as long as you're polite about it.
List under the cut.
Aether/Lumine: 19
Amber: 18
Kaeya: 22
Lisa: 33
Barbara: 17
Razor: 16
Xiangling: 16
Beidou: 29
Xingqiu: 15
Fischl: 19
Ningguang: 31
Bennett: 18
Noelle: 18
Chongyun: 16
Sucrose: 20
Jean: 21
Diluc: 22
Qiqi: 6-8 (Hard to tell given she's a zombie and talks and acts differently from normal)
Mona: 20
Keqing: 21
Venti: 20 (biologically)
Klee: 7-ish?
Diona: She's so hard because she literally runs a business and acts like an adult but she's super short. I have no idea.
Tartaglia: 21
Xinyan: 19
Zhongli: 37
Albedo: 21
Ganyu: 23
Xiao: 20
Hu Tao: 18
Rosaria: 23
Yanfei: 21
Eula: 24
Kazuha: 20
Ayaka: 18
Sayu: 9- or 10-ish maybe?
Yoimiya: 18
Kujou Sara: 24
Raiden: 28 (biologically)
Kokomi: 18
Thoma: 20
Gorou: 18
Itto: 26
Yun Jin: 19
Shenhe: 23
Yae Miko: 30
Ayato: 26
Yelan: 24
Shinobu: 20
Heizou: 21
Collei: 16
Tighnari: 22
Dori: Super hard to tell, because again, she lives alone and runs a business by herself despite using the short girl model.
Candace: 24
Cyno: 23
Nilou: 21
Nahida: 7-9
Layla: 18-19 (she seems to maybe be in her first year of college - definitely in college, I'm just guessing the year here)
Faruzan: 24 (I know she's like a hundred years older but she was stuck and didn't age and I'm talking biologically still)
Scaramouche: 21 (biologically)
Yaoyao: 7-ish?
Alhaitham: 26
Dehya: 25
Mika: 17
Kaveh: 27
Baizhu: 34
Kirara: 20
Lynette: 20
Lyney: 20
Freminet: 17 (Don't know how much younger he is than his siblings, just guessing based on context and the way he talks and acts)
Furina: 21 (biologically)
Neuvillette: 36 (biologically)
Wriothesley: 32
Navia: 26
Clorinde: 27
Sigewinne: Basically impossible to know as she's a Melusine and not a human
Charlotte: 21
Signora: 29
Dottore: 33
Arlecchino: 31
Dainsleif: 22 (biologically)
#genshin#genshin impact#genshin impact headcanons#this is largely aimed at people who are under the mistaken impression that any characters have a CANON age particularly the travelers#sarah miller-crews saying she was under the impression the travelers were 15 and then correcting#and saying “actually i don't know for sure that's just what i thought” has left the fandom with the mistaken idea that that is solid canon#and it most definitely is not#i find it much easier to believe the traveler is biologically 18 at the very least#largely because of that part in one of the mondstadt quests where kaeya is openly flirting with the traveler (obviously as a joke but still#he's clearly a young adult and would not at all be flirting with a teenager as a joke or otherwise#this is also why the way lisa flirts with the traveler makes me extremely uncomfortable (and i think it's intended to)#because even though i headcanon them as 19 she seems like she's in her late 20s and that's a bit much of an age gap#this is also largely aimed at one particular artist who keeps drawing neuvillette and wriothesley and making them both look like old men#it weirds me out because there's literally a line in the fontaine archon quest where paimon says wrio's younger than she expected him to be#and neuv is pretty nimble and uses the young male adult model so idk where that person got the idea that they're in like their mid 50s#calling them both “wrio” and “neuv” feels very cursed but there is unfortunately a character limit in the tags#it annoys me that the fandom is completely blind to context and just goes “medium height model equals teenager#and tall height model equals adult" because if the medium height female characters in liyue are any clue that is definitely not the case#ganyu and keqing literally work IN THE GOVERNMENT#hu tao RUNS A FUNERAL HOME#yanfei is a freaking lawyer#they would not be letting teenagers do that#heck this is the case in every nation almost#tighnari runs the whole dang forest ranger thing out in gandharva ville#cyno also literally works for the government and is like their frickin chief of police for the entire frickin country#faruzan is a licensed professor at arguably the most prestigious university in all of teyvat#layla is literally in college and as far as we know is normal college age and isn't doing advanced classes as a teenager#in inazuma ayaka runs their clan's GOVERNMENT WORK along with her brother#kokomi and gorou are literal generals in the army#heizou is a licensed detective
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What a very Silly little fella
#Sometimes Luna just gives her hardest challenges to her funniest little soldiers#Someone get this girl a happy meal with a hello kitty toy she needs it :(#The cartridges most normal mental inhabitant#Been on my Jean grind lately sorry guys i promise I'll post something diffent#maybe#jadusable#ben arg#jadusable arg#ben drowned#behavioral event network#<-It's literally only in one drawing tho#abel's daughter#Jean Anderson#oc#au#nero's scribbles#cw blood?#idk her teeth have blood on them in one of the doodles
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I'LL GIVE YOU A REAL REASON TO CRY
#my art lol#tw blood#tw gore#tw scars#tw self harm#tw sh implied#utau#utauloid#utau fanart#utauloid fanart#maidloid#acme iku#iku acme#happy late bday iku...? kind of demented as a bday gift lol but hey she can join piko in the 'accidental bday gore' club 💀💀#maybe in that case its better i didnt draw anything for the kagamines considering i actually have like. fucked up lore for them#as much as i love torturing my faves i think she deserves happiness... well she's not getting it here but FOR THE MOST PART#i dont angst her as hard as other peeps? though i did realize i fucked uppppppp and ACCIDENTALLY GAVE EVERYONE DEPRESSION LMAO FUCK#thats the one consistent vsynth trait at least in whatever the fuck you can call my interpretations. literally everyone has depression. fuc#anyways that silly red onion iku design i did makes a comeback - made a few minor changes for this and i've been meaning to do something#exploring this sorta concept for a while. cause yknow get it cutting onions makes you cry??#ok but in all honesty this is very much vent.
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#chattin#would u believe me if i said this was pep//pino related#its SILLY i was just listening to my friend get upset at ranked ow#bc like hes master and cant really climb past that anymore#and he plays as healer (bc dps role takes too long to queue up for) but hes been having some very dogshit tanks lately#bc u know. they thought it was a good idea to have one (1) tank…#but he was commenting about a shit rein that he had that kept running away from the group#bc all rein mains have one singular braincell#and he was like roadhog wouldve been a better fit bc of their comp#he was lamenting about the lack of roadhogs he sees in comp bc most of them switched to dps or zarya/junker queen#and i was like :( i miss my piggy man i miss him so much-> man pig designs are so fun i love w devs lean into it#-> boar designs are super fun i love boars they mean alot to me -> oh i need to draw boar peppino again i miss my piggy man#-> ROADHOG PEPPINO…#it wasnt even like evocative of anything#it was just like ‘roadhog is fat and pig related and i made my peppino pig related. thats neat!’#and then i sat there thinking of a tiny roadhog in overwatch. like literally the height of ana running around w a hook 😭😭😭#if i draw that that means im obligated to draw roadhog as peppino but i got comms to finish#no time for dat goku…
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I'm starting to really hate the way I shade things by like smudging the hard edges I'm starting to think it looks ugly but when I leave the shading as just the hard edges like most things do I feel like it looks unfinished. I also just feel like I suck ass at coloring at all much less shading. I can never win 😭
#been thinking about this lately#I picked up some old pieces again and have actually been making progress on some stuff but I'm like comitted to this smudgey shading#for most of my pieces if not all of them that I have rn but I'm starting to hate it a little#like my art is ugly right???#idk maybe it's fine and I'm just being self conscious but I'm literally sitting on the floor at work thinking about it#and it's eating away at me a little bit#ugh i hate myself#abby's self depreciation hour#abby attempts to draw
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why can’t I be unconditionally happy for once in my goddamn life why do I always have to be cursed with hardware malfunction or data loss a week before any given deadline
#okay always is exaggerated but I had hardware malfunction last year for the final week of group work on a big project#and now the most important files of my bachelor project are damaged#if I don’t see a recent backup on my computer at uni tomorrow I’m gonna strangle my past self#already strangling my past self for being too lazy to set up git for my cleaned up project#this could have been prevented so easily but I continue to be a dumbass#otherwise life is going great!! like literally hadn’t been this happy in a while!!#that’s probably why this happened tho because I’m not allowed to catch a break#sina’s rambling#uni tag#<- for the last time hopefully…#gonna be so happy when I can get back to my wip drawings#been thinking about them way too much lately#also new chapter soon I’m very excited#and tachi’s big day part 2 on wednesday ^_^#delete later#or tomorrow morning I’m going to bed now because there is nothing I can do today to fix this
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I know people mean well and this is something I don't blame them for but I am getting so tired of hearing that Oh, your struggles make you special! Thinking differently means you'll change the world! Like maybe I don't want to be some miraculous idolised Other any more than I would want to be some demonised freak to you all maybe I just want actually understood
#Bleu.txt#It's just been weighing on my mind lately </3#IDK I'm very poetic and dramatic about things by nature I feel so I kind of make it hard for myself I guess but like the things I do#The things I draw and write et cetera#I want to be such a poet and so many poets are viewed as mysterious and unreachable historically speaking. I suppose#I don't want to be unreachable I want to be accessible and I want everyone to understand it#But unfortunately understanding is never something you can just Give somebody. It's a meeting half way and it is simply not always possible#Again it's something I've come to terms with and I never blame people for simply acting as their life experiences allow them to#But I end up feeling very isolated even speaking face to face with so many people#There is a great irony in it. Everything I do is as in depth and detailed as it is because of seeking that perfect understanding#But it just gets harder to connect with literally any audience. Or at least that's how I feel#Most people skim over it#Because it's too much and it's boring or it's pretentious to them which is never what I wanted#This isn't just about poetry though. That's just the way I feel I can express myself most authentically#Words are my personal talent so it's just what I do#Anyway. Ramble over#These tags are so unrelated anyway dfhgjdfnjhk
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I'm going to get sick here or cry at work at this point since i be doing work from 3 ppl here sometimes and for sure so much more than the girl before me and still these people be telling me that i do nothing and telling me they do things i should be doing??? The amount of times i have to fight back lately is so devastating and what's more devastating is the current jobs situation
#no tbh its not bad normally but some people go overboard too much lately.... i onow the situation is stressful and everyone is chaotic etc#but literally ive never met and actually healthy technical working place everyone treats you like an idiot and apparently does your esp if#if you dont meet ghe criteria of cis man with the same idiotic jokes and conversation topics as them#amd what pisses methe most when they be like i won't talk with anyone here its your job when its not even my job to talk technical shit??#its theirs and it's normal i give then the client when they want to talk with someone from the othr office??? and they be telling me i#shoudl do that yeah maybe i will fuckin memorise everything's theyknow as a poem bc theres no other way i could know that when i do not#supervise things the way they do and dont do tehcnical drawings etc and its the only way i could know all the details about every single#process...... ://#everything i learned i did myself for my own fuckin work not to do theirs that is suddenly mine lmao ig
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augh. i really probably should start practicing drawing men more this may seem like a "sorry women" moment but its actually all for the end goal of getting better at drawing in general which then i will use to draw women better. faster. stronger.
#been thinking more abt like mens street fashion lately which id like to draw some homestuck characters in Lol cus im Me#i feel like mens street fashion is the most like.... developed side of male fashion so its more interesting. theres more options#its hard tho cus i dont like. loll i dont look at men ever i dont know how to draw them or what they wear....or what they look like...#mostly cus im like nervous lol#ive been thinking about doing a like people watching sketchbook or something where as like#a social anxiety/art study exercise#but god im such a weird sperg id worry id literally go jail for being that one screenshot of the recess kid with the notepad#like it feels actually crazy to do. people would totally be able to what youre doing id assume wouldn't they be like wtf r u doing#but ugh my social anxiety is so bad also i know i just wore clown makeup all day but thats sooo different
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I need to make a new pmd story right now or I'll explode
#rat rambles#someone I follow made some pmd ocs based on one of their pokerogue runs and Im just sitting here like why didnt I do that first fuck#I have three guys Ive been using in literally every run (because theyre my only tier 3 shinies lol) and I wanna make them ocs sooo bad#I might end up doing it but I mostly am just unsure because Id have to make some tough decisions when it comes to their designs#mainly if I stick closer to the actual colors used for the shinies or make my own pallets for them#on the one hand I Do like the colors used for them but on the other hand I wouldn't actually want this story to be too pokerogue inspired#so like Id feel bad using the pokerogue shinies for a story that ultimately has little to nothing to do with it#second biggest issue is that one of them is a golurk and god I dont wanna draw that#also one of them is a pyukumuku and thats fine by me but it does necessitate some creativity#the other two are an eevee and leavanny#although Id definitely have the eevee evolve into flareon since my best runs with him were when he was one#now tbf those also happened to be the runs I got multilense on him (one of them I got two on him) and he was able to stunlock anything#slower than him to death with bites and steal all their items with covet#Im so glad they switched eevee's passive to pick up it makes my life so much easier#simple wasnt Terrible but it was hard to use well since most of its evolutions arent strong or defensive enough to utilize it well#tbf I didnt try very hard since leavanny is my default sweeper and he learns sword dance#but eevee does make for good support early on at least even if it takes good rng for it to hold up well late game#tbf leavanny should also be in that camp but its simply built different (gets sharpness as a passive)#golurk is the real one that falls off hard tho unfortunately#which sucks because it's terrible early game and good for like five seconds mid game and then mostly terrible late game#I say mostly because god does my boy hard carry me through the final boss every time#generally a decently built leavanny with stone axe can cleave through 90% of the game but bestie gets hard countered by the final boss#I will say tho that Ive enjoyed using pyukymuku Way more than I thought I would its lowkey highkey saved my ass more time than I can count#its soooo important in pokerogue to have a stalling pokemon because youre inevitably going to need one#oh yeah I forgot to mention that eevee isnt one of the tier three shinies but my boy is the lesser of two evils amongs my tier two shinies#the other is goldeen. which I have also used in a huge chunk of my runs. it was the second shiny I got.#that guy tormented me so bad I was sitting here having to convince myself that the seaking carry was real#every now and then I get to use a better water type and I feel a surge of emotion as I remember what it feels like to use a good water type#and then I sigh and go back to seaking since I need my luck score maxxed out and I dont have space for my other tier two shines because#theyre both 5 costs
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