#mostly cus im like nervous lol

[maretriarch]

augh. i really probably should start practicing drawing men more this may seem like a "sorry women" moment but its actually all for the end goal of getting better at drawing in general which then i will use to draw women better. faster. stronger.

[beababoobies]

ME AGAIN!!! WITH A SAL X READER REQUEST (again) THIS TIME AIDJSJDH. a porn one at that !!!!

i need sal so bad its an actual problem

just like. imagine reader n the gang r havin a little sleepover. and reader is just so inconsolably turned on for some reason (maybe sal had his hand on their thigh when they watched a movie or smthin), so when everyone is asleep they asks sal to help them out :,,,) (his fingers r just so long n pretty,, they cant help but want them lol)

mayb he has to keep them quiet somehow, mayb covers their mouth/puts his fingers in their mouth to muffle them

hes so shy and nervous and awkward but he’s having the time of his life, watching the reader’s reactions. mayb he cant help but get himself off too, too enraptured by the way reader struggles to gasp and whine against his fingers

GOD DAMN.

would love if u wrote this mootie 🫶🏼🫶🏼 no pressure ofc ofc ofc !! (fem bodied reader pls if u dont mind <3!)

(i might write this too, i love my mind sometimes 🙏)

hey mootie!! Im giving you the fast pass because all the jjk stuff you repost got me into the series and I’m loving it, also cus you’re AMAZING! All characters are aged 20+ because this is based in chapter five of course, please do enjoy! :) (and for everyone waiting for their Hazbin requests to be filled - IT IS COMING! I am a busy woman.) 

Needy - Sal Fisher X Fem!Reader

words : 2k, warnings : SPICAYYYY!!, creampie, fingering, slightly public, needy!sal AND needy!reader, unprotected sex (wrap it before you tap it guys, c’mon), hold the moan trope

The entire gang had been having more sleepovers ever since Sal and Todd had found the new house. Larry was moving in so it was just the normal next step, and you loved coming over so much. More specifically to spend time with your boyfriend, but also just to feel like old times again. Even Ash came from the city every once and a while, and this was one of those days.

Since it was Larry’s last day living in the Apartments, you had all agreed to made the most out of that small basement apartment you had spent so much of your awkward teen years in. You had been doing all the same shit you used to all day - smoking in the treehouse, playing card games for hours. 

You and Sal huddled up around his old gamebuddy, playing the games Larry had kept long forgotten in the corners of his room, Larry and Ash painting on a shared canvas, chatting about life while Larry’s old metal mixtapes blasted in the background, and Todd and Neil cuddled up on the beanbag in the corner, occasionally joining in their conversation, but mostly just cuddled up and enjoying each others company. All of this was wonderful, nostalgic - even healing. 

That was all up until Sal quietly suggested you all watched an old horror movie, and you were all huddled together in the dark, you with Sal leaning on your shoulder on your right, and Ash on your left, giggling and nudging you like old times. Larry laid out casually on the floor in front of you all because of how shit his eyes were from years of refusing glasses. Which should’ve been fine.

In fact - it was fine. Until Sal decided it would be a wonderful idea to put his hand on your thigh. Your bare thigh, just below where your miniskirt started. And even that - even that, you could’ve survived with some unwanted heat in your panties. But no, the blue fucker jumped at one of the scenes, hand sliding up the inside of your thigh to accidentally drag your skirt up, his hand knocking against your warm core - hand rubbing up against your clothed clit as he pulled his hand away, and all you could do was pull your hand away from where it was sweetly brushing through Ashley’s hair like you used to do, straight to your face to hide the unbelievably needy whine you would’ve let out.

“you okay?” Ashley whispers softly, looking over to you and you just nod quickly, watching her go back to watching the movie before shooting Sal a venomous glance, which he avoids nervously, already feeling your stare of death shoot through the side of his head. You pierced your lips together, putting one leg over the other and squeezing your thighs firmly shut, Sal’s hand now comfortably resting much, much lower on your thigh. Practically on your calve, as he preferred not to die tonight. 

But that’s when it started, the unwanted slick already gently collecting in your panties, your mind running through all the things you wanted to do to him - what you wanted him to do to you. God, your mind was like a dog in heat. You couldn’t even bear to focus on the movie, sitting there, cautiously eyeing up your dead silent boyfriend. His shirt ridden up his stomach just oh-so-slightly from the way he was slouched back, soft happy trail of blue peeking out from under his shirt. God, what you would do to pull those stupid red torn up jeans down - not even fully - and ride him until he was shooting blanks and sobbing under you. 

That is how it went on for the rest of the movie. That is exactly how it went on when you all decided the sleeping plan. That is where your mind still was when you and Sal decided to take the pullout couch, Todd and Neil in Lisa’s old room, and Larry sleeping on his bed with Ashley on a cot on his floor. With the thinnest fucking walls known to man kind. You should know - you grew up with the same ones. 

Sal yawned as he laid next to you, mask placed softly on the table right beside the couch, as well as his glass eye floating in a cup, looking at you nervously as he pulled the covers up over himself too, gently wrapping an arm around your waist and pulling you into him from behind, expecting you to be asleep by now - you were a heavy sleeper, he was an insomniac. It worked out like that. Until he heard a soft, half-whine of a whisper come from you. 

“S-sal..” you mumbled softly, pressing yourself back against him, causing him to let out a soft whine of his own, hand around your waist flinching ever so softly. “P-please baby, need you so bad..” you mumbled out softly, turning around to face him, seeing the needy tears in your eyes had him melting as well, piercing his lips together as he grips softly at your side.

“N-no, you know how thin these walls are - I’m sorry about earlier, but..” he says nervously as he watches you whine and writhe softly, pressing yourself up against him, one hand on his chest. That’s when you decide to make the move, grabbing his hand and moving to in-between your legs so he can feel how absolutely soaked through your panties are, causing him to experimentally run his fingers over them, biting down on his scarred lip so hard he’s concerned it might bleed. You can’t help a choked whine and a buck of your hips against his hand at that, looking up at him with those needy eyes. Fuck. 

He doesn’t say a word as he puts two shaky fingers to your lips, and you wrap your mouth around them without question, twirling your tongue around them and sucking on them like your life depended on it, all while he shakily pulled you panties to the side, prodding his fingers at your soaked hole, a quiet ‘fuck.’ Escaping his mouth when he slides one in with ease, feeling the vibrations around his fingers as you whine. “G-gotta be quiet, please - we h have to be quiet..” he mumbles out messily as he feels his cock throb to life in his sleep shorts, smearing precum across his thigh when he feels your cunt clench needily around his fingers.

He lets out a sigh of relief when you quickly nod at him, squeezing your eyes shut as he slowly starts to curl his long fingers inside of you, the obscene squealing noise making him whimper softly, hips accidentally bucking softly against your thigh as his cock tries to find some sort of friction - daydreaming about how easily he could slip inside you right now with how wet you are - how you would feel around his cock, velvety walks clenching around him and providing him that oh so delicious friction he was searching for. 

His thumb moves to gently circle your clit as you start to find a slow grinding rhythm against his hand, practically riding his fingers as he finds that delicious spongy spot on your walls and pushes his fingers up against it, causing your cunt to give another urgent and needy clench, more slick falling into his palm, making a mess as he tries his best not to whine himself.

The slippery sounds of friction, the feeling of your thigh twitching pressed up right against his own throbbing problem, or the way his fingertips are pressing up against the entrance to your throat, the way his other fingertips are pressed up against your velvety walls. It’s driving him beyond insane, to the point he’s thinking he might cum in his sleep shorts if it continues this way. And he didn’t bring an extra pair - and it would just be a waste if he didn’t cum inside of you - not while you were practically begging for it.  

“B-baby.” He whines out, catching your attention for a second, tears of pleasure falling softly down your face as your hips still, whining against his hand from the way you stopped while being so close - it was beyond downright embarrassing how quickly you were about to cum, and you were honestly glad he stopped you. “C-can i please put it in? J-just the tip, please baby, ‘s so sensitive. Need you so bad.” He whines quietly and softly, pressing his hard on against your thigh to back up his own statement, whining softly again. “Just wann’ cum inside you, please…” he whispers, watching you nod eagerly.

Pulling his fingers out of you with an obscenely wet pop, pulling your soaked panties to the side and he lets out an erotic sigh pressing his face into the crook of your neck as he pulled his shorts down, cock slapping to attention against his abdomen, precum beading from the sensitive tip as he shakily pulled your hips up, grabbing the base of his cock and gently rubbing it against your entrance, and you could hear how wet you were when he moved his tip to part your drenched lips and drag through them, whining into the crook of your neck as you grabbed his shoulders, brain fuzzy with the way his hot tip felt rubbing against your clit, sticky with your own slick. 

He bit down hard on your shoulder as his tip popped past the tight ring of muscles of your entrance, desperately rutting against you, trying not to whine or let slip how good it felt to be inside you - the way your hot, heady slick insides felt like they were trying to pull him in deeper. His hand cupped your mouth quickly, stopping you from making a sound as he gently pushed himself further inside you, feeling you grip tightly at his shoulders, nails digging into his flesh as he broke his promise, pushing his cock inside of you, inch by desperate inch, trying not to slam his entire cock into you at once - which was unbelievably hard, considering how wet you were, and how desperate he was - his tip prodded at your cervix, making you jerk forward, groaning against the palm of his hand.

He rutted into you desperately, not daring to thrust properly, letting everyone else hear how wet and desperate you were, or even worse, how even needier he was for you, the head of his cock bumping against your sweet spot, the only sound in the air being the quiet sounds of your muffled whines, and the quiet rustling of sheets as he ground into you, abdomen rubbing against your clit as he did so, bringing you to the edge so much faster than you ever expected, cunt clenching around him, the sign that you were about to cum. He just nodded into the nape of your neck, hips refusing to stop. 

“m-me too, fuck, me too, me too ‘m gonna cum, ‘s too tight, ‘s so warm.” He half whines, half whispers right into your neck as he detaches his teeth from your shoulder for a second, before hurriedly latching them back onto your neck as you feel his cock violently twitch inside you, whining desperately into his hand as you felt yourself start to cum, cunt clenching around him desperately, slick flooding from you and creating an obscene squelching between you two as you spasmed and arched under him. 

He groaned into your neck as he quickly pulled his face from your neck, smashing his lips desperately against yours, muffling his own groans as he pushes himself as deep into you as he can go, cumming hot ropes into you as he stills, thighs twitching as he pulls his mouth from you, both of you panting and catching your breaths, feeling the warm liquid pool out of you and spill onto Sal’s abdomen as he lets out a small and raspy chuckle, still catching his breath.

 “You’re going to be the fucking death of me.” 

[scrunckled-idiot]

ok so i've been putting this off for WAY too long and ermm- yeagh :D

here's my silly mini fella <3 (design will most likely change in future posts with this guy cus im not too fond of the outfit)

(in case writing in the pic is hard to read:)

"a mute, miniature, blu super human experiment gone rouge to red, the pocket merc proves themselves to be a highly dense and nimble asset to their team... when the aren't hiding in walls or being trod under a barrage of boots"

this little fella was from a fanfic i wrote for myself before Tumblr. thinking about cleaning it up in the future and posting it on my ao3. idk.

additional heap of info! (im... not good at these AUGJ-):

because of their densely and tightly packed form, they're pretty much invincible to anything, from temperatures up to 1600c, as cold as -197c, and can withstand a weight limit of 30,000 tons. so medic didn't even bother adding a respawn chip to them. but he didn't count for the fact that every. single. one of those hurts like hell. death isn't even an easy way out. either wait for help, or get out of the situation themself.

lol again wtf is gender my bitches, bastards, and cunts in-between 😎

on the field, they're mostly used as a pest to distract the enemy so that their teammates can get the final blow.

lives in a hole punched into the wall by heavy in engineers workshop.

though they're a nervous wreck and cowardly most of the time, once attacked, or a teammate is in trouble, they act on an apeshit instinct and go as ham as they can, mostly going for the eyes, nape of the neck, or even the groin at times. its hard to hit something so small y'know.

they, engie, and pyro hand out most of th time. family bonding <3

literally experiencing the terrors everyday. pls help them.

they're mute because blu didn't create them with vocal chords since they were just gonna attach a camera with a mic to em. so since they cant talk, they use a lot of hand gestures and charades, sometimes using objects around them. fuck sign language that shits too hard to learn 😔

engie made their lil' suit, boots, and nail gun. had a blast with it since it reminded him of those minifigures sets he used to own as a boy.

nail gun works like a rifle but with arching projectiles. the arc aint that big, its mostly a straight shot.

its lonely being so small and miles apart from everyone.

idk what else to add ahah :) wugahy

relationships:

likes:

engie. heavy. demo. pyro. sniper

tolarates:

scout. spy.

dislikes:

medic.

miscellaneous:

soldier. they aren't sure. he's sending mixed messages. wtf.

ALSO CAN POCKET PLEASE MEET UP WITH @bluespace-skull CELINA AND @moon-0f-m4rs CIG pls i beg on my knees it would be so awesome sauce. the holy trinity.

(ahah)

[cashmoneyyysstuff]

what if you give us like insite on your oc and katsuki's relationship? (this is totally not because I wanna have our ocs meet over a cup of coffee and talk about their versions of the feral blondie) I think your oc is very silly. Also, is there any other ocs you have that exist in the mha universe or other animes?

much love - Kovu

hey moot !! so this is SOOOOO long overdue i have a lot of long overdue stuff in my inbox super sorries :((( but id LUVVVV to tell you more about my oc and katsuki while im at ittt :DD tysm for asking !!! thank you btw ! i think your ocs are very silly too !

katsuki n ryoko's relationship !!

katsuki n ryoko met in childhood when they both were just kids (OF COURSSEE) keep in mind this is very cheesy but i am nothing if not a sappy cheesy lovesick moron ! so no regrets for me >:3

ryoko came to school like in the middle of the year, and the moment she got introduced it was love at first sight lol😭 YESS YESS BOOO TOMATOES TOMATOES I DONT CAAARRREEE !! i love love love wins over all 😌💗 so basically he wants to talk to her immediately, but also even back then he was emotionally constipated and had no idea how to introduce himself normally. ryoko never met any other kids her age formally before then, so she was always sitting alone and reading and katsuki would randomly come up, comment on the book shees reading, get embarrassed, and then leave 😭

"...whatcha reading ?" ryoko gets nervous to talk to new people, so she shows him the book title. and after he looks at it for a good ten seconds he mumbles out a "that one sucks" and runs away, leaving her a little shocked😭

she got kinda used to him doing this every day, and slowly but surely he starts staying a bit longer and the longer they talk the more boasty baby katsuki shows up and then he's back to his loud behaviour. he gets her to introduce herself to his friendgroup, w izuku in it. (hes a wee bit jealous that she actually ends up liking izuku a lot)

katsuki is the first person that came to talk to her, so he's very close to her heart, and he's her favourite !! fun fact ! the rpp series is pretty much based on their relationship !! anyways they start dating somewhere towards the end of their second year in middle school, cus katsuki acts more subtle in his bullying of izuku when shes around cus he knows she will get mad and not talk to him,, and two izuku is her best friend too (much to his chagrin cus HES her numba one bff tf😑) and they've been together ever since !!

2. do i have any other oc's in the verse !

i do !! and they (mostly) all have s/o's bc i am a very hopeless romantic 😭 !!

first i have himari 'mari' hamasaki ! shes dating shouto, and no worries their relationship has a bit more depth than katsuryo 😭😭 !! but theyre cuties and i love them ! her mom was a pro hero called voltri who passed away when she was 7 and her father is a famous hero gear inventor ! their relationship isn't the best unfortunately.. mari has a mecha related quirk !!

next up !! kyosuke nishiyama !! he's himaris older cousin ! and by older i mean by like..two days lol, but he loves holding that over her head cus hes a little shit like that😭 they love to act like they hate each other, but theyre very close, so they just call themselves (and his other siblings) brother and sister, and not to mention they look a lot alike, so ppl don't rlly question it much ! he has a chain related quirk like kurapika ! his dad is a business man/ househusband and his mom is also an inventor :3 ah, and he has a boyfriend (who is my friends oc !!)

keisuke and kensuke nishiyama are kyosukes older brothers !! kensuke is 22 and in college to be an inventor, and keisuke is 19 studying criminal psychology :D ! keisuke has a girlfriend also not girlfriend called furaha i say gng bc he's built awkward asf and had no idea she was in love with him and he with her, but they'd make out and kiss n act like a couple contstantly until he realized he liked her 😭 !! furaha is a congolese exchange student from canada !! lil funfacts for them kensuke is a stoner (lol) keisuke is a speedrunner, and furaha can do her own hair !! (im jealous)

amara 'gogo' kanyinda and omari 'king' kanyinda are both siblings ! omari is the leader of an underground crime syndicate and amara is an assassin in that syndicate ! (much to omaris displeasure) omari n amara were both in an abusive household and since omari is older, he escaped first and told amara he'd come back to get her when he got his shit together, and he did !!! they act like they hate each other too, but omari would rlly do anything for his sister and he's a major softie ! they're both congolese ! omari's nickname king comes from the fact he's the boss of the syndicate and because of his attitude, because his personality is kinda shitty LOOL😭😭 also he has a dog named guts !! (yes hes a manga nerd)

i don't have a quirk for him yet unfortunately 🤧 tho im thinkin of a super strength one ! amara's quirk is called ball n' chain ! she has the ability to control and manipulate a ball and chain made of energy, it extends from a central point, typically the hands but she prefers to use her legs ! she can manipulate it telepathically, can control the length and thickness of it and can imbue the chain with energy so she can cut through objects or give an extra impact ! gogo is the nickname she got from her friends bc her quirk is similar to gogo yubari's ball n chain from kill bill ! and she liked it sm she ran with it :3 amara has a boyfriend (who is my friends oc) !! they're very in love and i love them more than my entire life.

these are all my main ocs i talk about the most !! i tried not to ramble tooo much !! 😭😭 my bad if i did

much luvv xxx tysm for reading if you did !!

[marys2ndson]

i was tagged by @bela-talbot, who is the greatest :))

im tagging @dovesdanceatdusk @geminisaiah @samxhappiness @for-something-golden (if u even see this, i miss you) @winchestcrsam @magnoliasam and everyone who sees this and wants to do it !! no pressure tho, i just wanna get to know you guys better !

THE LAST:

1. Drink: smth with blueberries in it, i don’t really know what it is 2. Phone call: my mom 3. text message: will you be here tomorrow too?  4. song you listened to: chance the rapper - israel ft. noname  5. time you cried: the last time i remember for sure was watching logan, the new wolverine movie 6. dated someone twice: never dated anybody once 7. kissed someone and regretted it: yeah 8. been cheated on: nope 9. lost someone special: hasn’t everybody?  10. been depressed: yup 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: haha yea once, on the wall of the club i had just stumbled out of with everybody standing in line to get in watching and a little on the bouncer’s shoes haha. my friend was such a sweetheart tho, loved her LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS: 12-14. red, orange, yellow IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. made new friends: yes!!!  16. fallen out of love: never been in love 17. laughed until you cried: yea of course 18. found out someone was talking about you: yeah but it was totally fair 19. met someone who changed you: p made me all gooey and heartbroken and lovesick that one time, s made me embrace being blunt, m made me even more wrestle-y, and a made me believe some men do, in fact, sometimes, feel honest affection for others.  20. found out who your friends are: no...............i have issues, 21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: yeah, i make out with everybody GENERAL: 22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: 99.9 % 23. do you have any pets: a cat 24. do you want to change your name: not really 25. what did you do for your last birthday: don’t remember??  26. what time did you wake up: first at 7.00 cus of room check, but then i slept again till 10.00 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: carrying one of my roomies to the bathroom so her drunk, dislocated ankle having ass could puke out 20 jäger bombs lmao 28. name something you can’t wait for: 1) being able to walk on my hands, 2) the sun to come back, 3) feeling calm and not lowkey stressed out and nervous.  29. when was the last time you saw your mom: 6 days ago 31. what are you listening to right now: chance the rapper - warm enough feat. noname and j cole 32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: no?????? 33. something that is getting on your nerves: danish youth culture re: collecting friends like pokemons and my phone’s battery always dying on me  34. most visited website: def tumblr lol 38. hair colour: blond 39. long or short hair: short 40. do you have a crush on someone: nah 41. what do you like about yourself: i like that im really good at appreciating the little things 42. piercings: eyebrow 43. blood type: don’t remember 44. nickname: p’s got a like a million for me, greatest hits are trine and baywatch. also, bag lady. also, rødstrømpen 45. relationship status: single hoe 46. zodiac: capricorn 47. pronous: any, but mostly she/her and they/them 48. favourite tv show: lately i’ve been taking a lot of temporary breaks from being a feminist to enjoy watching it’s always sunny 49. tattoos: left forearm: flowers, right forearm: a culturally appropriative symbol meaning unity in diversity (i was 18 and uninformed) (it’s from a western african culture called adinkra), ribs: some hands holding unto each other.  50. right or left handed: right 51. surgery: in my elbow (i broke it and tore off the cast 2 weeks too soon cus im DUMB lmao) (it was sooo itchy) (thanks socialists for the universal health care) 53. sport: i just work out and run i guess.  55. vacation: i’ve traveled a lot, but the countries ive been in for the longest is sweden, guatemala, and new zealand. and in the future i really wanna go to greenland, nicaragua, and samoa!  56. pair of trainers: ???? no comprendo MORE GENERAL 57. eating: chocolate crackers 58. drinking: the blueberry stuff 59. i’m about to: text my best friend / zucchini c <3 61. waiting for: my mind to make itself up about what the plan is for tomorrow  62. want: to relive that noname concert !!!!!!!! she owns my ass + heart + soul !!!!! 63. get married: im starting to really want to, yeah 64. career: i wanna be a midwife ! WHICH IS BETTER 65. hugs or kisses: hugs :)) 66. lips or eyes: lips 67. shorter or taller: both is good 68. older or younger: idc as long as it’s not by much 70. nice arms or nice stomach: im really passionate about stomachs, but almost all stomachs ive seen are great, amazing, wonderful 72. hook up or relationship: hook up !!!! i just wanna give head tbh. (but eventually a relationship....i think...) 73. troublemaker or hesitant: both is good !  HAVE YOU EVER: 74. kissed a stranger: lots 75. drank hard liquor: lots ! 76. lost glasses/contact lenses: don’t use ‘em 77. turned someone down: don’t remember 78. sex on the first date: no date, just sex.  79. broken someone’s heart: no 80. had your heart broken: kind of, but only for a week then we figured it out 81. been arrested: no 82. cried when someone died: yes 83. fallen for a friend: thought so for a week, but then we / i figured it out.  DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. yourself: depends on the situation. like i have immense faith in my body to overcome all obstacles (disease, assault etc.), but i don’t know about my mind, she’s a shifty bitch, unreliable, too up her own ass to really accomplish things, i think.  85. miracles: not really  86. love at first sight: no 87. santa claus: girl..... 88. kiss on the first date: ???? if i believe in it? wut 89. angels: no OTHER: 90. current best friend’s name: c and p i think.  91. eye colour: hazel green.  92. favourite movie: mad max fury road i think. 

[mischiefandi]

Random curious anon here! How are you, like really? What are three little things in your life that bring you happiness? Your dream travel destinations (post corona)? A language you would like to learn/are learning? Favourite tropes? Favourite artist/band? Books or movies? Night in or a night out? Introvert or extrovert? 🌻Hope your day/night is amazing! And Sorry if this is out of the blue I just saw the post you reblogged about random anons, you do have followers who love you and your blog🌻

hi nonnie!! this is so sweet! im doing well honestly! im a bit nervous about starting uni but im mostly just really excited cus im turning 18 in 2 days which is insane!!

3 things that make me happy: my family, my friends, and singing disney classics aha

dream destination: i really really wanna go back to japan, i also wanna go to peru or maybe brazil! and i’ve been dreaming of going to norway and iceland for a really long time

a language i wanna learn: spanish, i only know a few words, i’d love to speak german and italian too, and i need to get better at dutch lol, i understand all of it but im shite at speaking i

favourite tropes: best friends to lovers, enemies to lovers, slow burns, also like soulmate aus and all that jazz :)

favourite bands are: cage the elephant, foo fighters, arctic monkeys, and peach pit

favourite singers are: conan gray, billie eilish and declan mckenna, i think lol

books or movies: i used to love books as a kid and now im too impatient so i dont really enjoy reading books anymore, i love movies so muchhh

night in or night out: idk what i like more between nights in out nights out. im a party animal but i dont like clubbing, and im a couch potato but i love hanging out w my friends and doing crazy shit haha

introvert or extrovert: im pretty sure im an introvert with extrovert tendencies. im very friendly and energetic and i love making people laugh, im loud and chaotic lol but only with the people i know well. if i dont know you, i’ll try to be friendly but im scared shitless. i also know im pretty antisocial when im down, which is often lol

ty for taking the time to send in this ask! im really sorry lol i didnt mean to complain!! but i really do appreciate this ask, ty love, you made me smile a lot today🌸🌸i hope you have an amazing day/night too

[irishbvtter]

i just need to let off some stuff lol sorry i just saw your post but like. idk i'm a senior in hs and im going to college soon and i'm all for it. there's so many toxic people here in hs that i just want to leave. but i'm so scared i'm not going to have any friends and i'm honestly wondering if i'm actually the person that's toxic that everyone wants to get away from. idk i had a falling out with one of my friends, i'm ok with it cus he was such a dick anyways, but what if it was me (1/??)

so I’m almost done with my freshman year of college, and I can say that what you’re felling is valid, it’s scary. You just have to get through the rest of high school and then you wont ever have to see any of the toxic people there ever again. but i get how you feel. I grew up with severe adhd, so in my younger years i never really had any friends. but by the time i hit middle and high school, i mostly grew out of it. i still didnt have a lot of friends and to this day i’m really nervous about talking to new people. i felt the same way last year, i didnt know how i was gonna make friends and i thought i was gonna be alone. and if theres one thing i learned these past 2 semesters its that real friends stick by you. if they decide not to be friends with you thats their loss. trust me, ive had a hard time coming to terms with that, and im just now starting to realize that im probably not as annoying as i thought i was. but anyways, you will meet new people and i guarantee you theyll become some of the best people you know. theyll be just as quirky and unique as you are. i thought the same way going into college and i have made friends with some of the best people. yeah, there are gonna be a lot of toxic people in college, and yeah it sometimes sucks, but its not as scary as you think itll be. as for your mental health i think you should talk to your parents and try to tell them whats going on. honestly you can come message me off anon if you want, i wont judge you, i literally was feeling last year what you are now. but i just want to let you know that itll be ok, the months leading up to college are the hardest. i think you should also talk to the person that you are closest with, because they wont judge you. if they call theselves your friend, theyll be there for you. ❤️