#i like that everyone likes little star i thought no one would care šŸ˜­
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trekkiehood Ā· 1 day ago
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Okay, A, I relate so hard with your dilemma, because I'm also having so many ideas right now, only, instead of not having enough time, I can't seem to find enough focus! šŸ˜«
B, okay, here's a question about your writing: what's an idea/WIP you're most excited about right now? Feel free to share as much or as little details as you want!!
Tagging @stars-remain2 because they responded to my post
Thank you!!! I was so excited when I saw this I have just not had time to answer
Okay so I really want to write a longfic for the MotA fandom that would take place during the Buckies time in the POW camp but I don't have a through line šŸ˜…
Like I have a couple scenes that I want to play with but it's so episodic. I'll probably end up posting them as one shots and then putting them in an AO3 series but my brain wants it to be a long fic so bad šŸ˜‚
Some of the ideas I have for these scenes (mostly Gale angst lol)
The fic I'm currently working on that involves the guards threatening Gale is and things escalate very quickly
Possibly a secondary scene to that dealing with the aftermath and Gale not wanting to be alone around the yard and the same guard carching him alone
Gale hitting his emotional breaking point and losing it at Bucky after Bucky pushes him too far
Which would probably lead into a Gale being sick/having pneumonia
Gale collapsing. Idk why. Exhaustion? Hunger? Don't care I just want that man to collapse and everyone to be so caught off guard and worried
I really do want to play with Gale just slowly losing it bc I think that'd be FUN
Okay but Gale having to get between two of his men who are fighting and he separated them but one of the guys is still in the heat of the moment and so he decks Gale and the whole room goes silent and Gale in one Swift motion sweeps the guys feet and has him down on the ground and is just like "don't get up bc I will put you right back on the floor and next time I won't be so gentle" and everyone is SHOOK bc since when does Major Cleven fight back physically especially with subordinates???? (Also Bucky straight up hates this dude now, he has made an enemy for life lol)!
Would also like to explore Gale getting shot down. I probably would not go with the actual historical events and would make things more traumatic and something he slowly reveals to Bucky (or not. Maybe Bucky never knows idk)
And just Gale with food issues. In the show he lost weight so much quicker than everyone else like boy are you ok???
Gale dealing s/h is something else I have lurking. It would be less blatant than that but a general idea of Gale liking pain but only if he's in control of it (a mirror to Bucky he goes out looking for fights bc he wants other ppl to force him to feel pain)
Do you see my dilemma šŸ˜‚
So many ideas and so little time šŸ˜­
And again they all happen in the same little universe in my head but I have no through line to justify it being one fic so idk what I'm going to do. Probably just make it a series.
I know I probably won't have great leadership bc I don't write romance I just wrote very strong platonic soulmates (or t'hy'la if you will) but hopefully some people will enjoy them lol
If anyone has any questions or wants more info on any of these fics plz ask (maybe it will help me form thoughts more fully lol)
Thanks again for asking!!!! It was good to get all of this down!
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cloud-somersault Ā· 5 days ago
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OHHH MY GOSH THEY LOOK SO CUUUTE OMG!!! THEIR CUTE LITTLE BOW AND HAIR šŸ’•šŸ˜­šŸ’–šŸ’–šŸ’–šŸ˜­LITTLE STAR!!!! wow,,,and them meeting MK, they would be friends with MK so QUICKLY!!!
and their mask is VERY cute and their OUTFIT LOOK AT THAT LITTLE BOW!! absolutely precious!! the light blue looks so nice with that red cape šŸ‘ŒšŸ’Æand the drawing šŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗhow...could you do this t o me šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­
i love this SO MUCH, OMG thank you for taking the time to give your take on Little Star, they look positively ADORABLE!! And I love them, WOW
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ā­ļøITS LITTLE STARRRRR!!!ā­ļø
This bab belongs to @cloud-somersault !!
ā¬‡ļøYou'll see them in Cloud's Shadowpeach fic! ā¬‡ļø
Go read it... rn.
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soobnny Ā· 5 months ago
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dating him | lee know
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ā come over, the cats miss you āž
chan | LEE KNOW | changbin | hyunjin | han | felix | seungmin | jeongin
if he wasnā€™t a menace before (impossible btw), he sure as hell is now
this man is relentless
teasing as his love language
just loves riling you up bc he thinks ur reactions are so cute
and he smirks a lot too
if he wasnā€™t so damn attractive, u wouldā€™ve wiped that smirk off his face !!!!!
ā€œwait min, i got a textā€
ā€œnice to know you have friendsā€
u hate him šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­
heā€™s such a little shit that heā€™s even rilling u up during ur dates
like
laser tag games where he kisses you to distract you before taking you out
HEā€™S SO MEAN
heā€™d push you against the wall with a sly smirk and you think you wonā€™t fall for it again, but you do
every single time
u shouldā€™ve known better
this is lee ā€œresident cheater in all possible gamesā€ minho
anyways
he is also an ass lover ā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļø
iā€™m sorry but u cannot go into a relationship with him without expecting him to always have his hand on ur ass in some way
so in short
the trope is giving u thought he was out of ur league but heā€™s actually a weirdo
so now uā€™re dating the Weird Kid
(u wouldnā€™t want it any other way)
his other love language is acts of service
i said in my chan one that minho also gives Chief Hong from hometown cha3
like tell me iā€™m wrong
man wife #2
he is ur personal handyman
heā€™s just good at everything
will most probably only do it for u tho
seungmin: hyung can u fix my sink
minho: no
seungmin catching strays šŸ˜‚šŸ˜‚
you: babeā€”
minho: what do you need me to do now
he says it in fake annoyance too
but heā€™s got his tools in his hand already ready to do whatever u want
obsessed i tell u
he drives u around too
if you have an event, a party, a project, anywhere you need to be
heā€™ll drive u there
he always makes time
AND he picks you up too like shut up
it could be a party that finishes at 2am and heā€™s just waiting for your call to pick you up
sometimes, you tell him he can just sleep early bc your friend will give you a ride home
when you get home, look ā€¦ heā€™s still awake
heā€™s been waiting for you to come home this whole time to make sure youā€™re safe
BUT he doesnā€™t say anything
the moment he sees youā€™re alive and breathing (and doesnā€™t need taking care of), heā€™s on his way to the bedroom to sleep
when u look around, heā€™s done the chores already
he just does things to lessen the load that u might have u know
if uā€™re so stressed with anything, heā€™d silently clean up ur room or bring u food
so u donā€™t have to think about that anymore
also the best chef in town btw
he likes cooking together
and by cooking together i mean like he does all the work and u just stay there and keep him company
he canā€™t risk ur clumsy ass injuring urself
comforts u thru his cooking too
would baby u and feed u when uā€™re sad
his favorite dates with u are quiet, homemade dinners
just likes being with u and u only
away from everyone else
as niki would say, i donā€™t like anyone except sometimes you
itā€™s in moments like those that he just unwinds and shows u his softer sides
heā€™s honestly just so gentle and soft
he looks at u with stars in his eyes
ugh such an attentive listener too
sometimes u think he isnā€™t listening, but heā€™s got it all memorized
ā€œyeah u mentioned it on our date 3 months agoā€
like damn
anyways, moving on
his pet names for u give olden times
honey, darling, jagi
but also loser, idiot, stupid girl (endearingly)
so u two are giving me old married couple
uā€™d both wake up early and have coffee or tea together and just talk abt anything
also this is far into the future but like
sneak peek at minho as ur husband
i think u two would be the type to have a garden
like gardening would be ur little hobby
he grows fruits and vegetables
u beg to grow flowers
OK BACK TO BOYFRIEND MINHO
randomly sending selfies thru the day
THOSE selfies
u know what iā€™m talking abt
forces u to send selfies back
(ur photos are all saved and hidden in his phone but he will never tell u that)
oh uā€™ve also become his catsā€™ mom btw
one of ur favorite errands to do is going grocery shopping for his cats
uā€™d always end up buying them a gift
ā€œuā€™re the reason my cats are spoiledā€
SUUUUUUURE minho suuuuuuure
cat fashion shows
like dress to IMPRESS
(btw idk why but i feel like u could force him to play roblox with u)
he also uses his cats to lure u to visit him btw
ā€œsoonie misses u, uā€™re being a bad motherā€
itā€™s just him who misses u letā€™s be real
and if ur favorite thing to do with him is cat shopping, his is walking by the han river with you
he loves walking
esp when itā€™s with you
just a peaceful walk tbh like yall donā€™t even have to say anything
tho sometimes when heā€™s feeling playful, heā€™d suddenly play tag with you
ends with both of u just sitting by the river and looking at the lights and the stars and holding hands or maybe ur head on his shoulder
damn wish that were me fr
when u go home, u watch some variant of a trashy reality tv show together
uā€™ve basically seen it all
but if anyone were to ask u what happened in those shows, yall wouldnā€™t know
u two were too busy just making out instead of paying attention
or falling asleep
old married couple iā€™m telling u
expect to also be dragged into his camping
when he has particularly long days off, heā€™d propose going camping together
ah, the beauty of warm bonfires and quiet conversations
heā€™d take good care of you the whole time
like yessss do your job as a man and fix up this entire camping site
and he does
tho, aside from camping, heā€™d also suggest hiking to take in the view of the mountains and the pretty sky
uā€™d wake up early on both occasions just to watch the sun rise
in contrast to these very productive activities, sometimes minho also just loves lazy sundays where you just cuddle for the entirety of the day
what more could he want
u and his cats with him
thatā€™s honestly just the dream
good luck cat mom
have fun acting like an old married couple with lee know
he is the dream man
nonchalant to anyone else except u
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seoktized Ā· 8 months ago
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coulombā€™s law (s.jy + s.mt)
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working on a science project with two jocks wasnā€™t the worst thing ever.. even if you all got locked in a room together.
word count: 3.1k (unedited šŸ˜€)
genre: college au, smut
warnings: fingering, creampie, tit play, oral (m. receiving), unprotected sex. literally just smut idk what to tell u šŸ˜­
a/n: LOWKKKey self indulgent bc AWRF i love matthew and jake. finally back writing yayy!!! first long fic too omgomg pls tell me if u like, it means a lot!
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you always had a like for all things science, so when you heard youā€™d be completing a science project you were ecstatic.
ā€˜this would be easyā€™ you told yourself.
you believed that until you were paired with seok matthew and jake sim who happened to be your former crushes and star football players for your college.
the two of them knew they were stars. matthew and jake didnā€™t care about doing school work, often paying another student with daddyā€™s money.
the two were untouchable. because who would bench their best players? especially when theyā€™re so close to making it to the championship?
when your professor announced your name along with the two boysā€™ you quickly realized easy was an understatement.
after everyone was given their partners, your professor dismissed class in order for everyone to get started on the project.
you stood up and collected your things, mentally preparing yourself to hear either boy to scoff and tell you do the project yourself.
you made your way down the aisle to the area matthew and jake were sitting in, the two of them were engaged in a conversation
ā€˜they probably didnā€™t hear what the professor even saidā€™ you thought.
your suspicions were confirmed when jake looked up at you with a puzzled look on his face. the three of you rarely crossed paths, so he had the right to be confused.
matthew saw jakeā€™s expression and followed his eyes. the two boys staring at you made chills run down your arms, you could sense the judgment in their eyes.
ā€œare you just going to stand there orā€¦ā€ matthew asked, an awkward expression was present across his face.
ā€œright, um, we were assigned as a group for the science project.ā€ you had a tight grip on your books, the way jakes eyes scanned your figure made you feel small.
ā€œscience project?ā€ matthew looked over to jake who shrug his shoulders, ā€œwhat science project?ā€
you rolled your eyes, ā€œthe professor was literally talking about it the whole time.ā€
jake chuckled, ā€œall i heard was blah blah blah.ā€ matthew laughed at jakes words.
ā€œwell, itā€™s due in two weeks so iā€™d like to get started,ā€ you reached into your pocket to grab your phone.
ā€œgive me your numbers so we can arrange time to work on it.ā€ you stuck your phone out in their direction.
matthewā€™s eyebrows raised and jake had a smirk growing across his face.
ā€œwoah, asking for my number already? i donā€™t even know your name sweetheart.ā€ jake teased.
you visibly cringed at jakes attempt at flirting, it was no surprise jake would try and fuck anything on legs. you swore to yourself youā€™d never give in his advances, or so you thought.
matthew grabbed your phone and typed in his name and number before handing it to jake to let him do the same. jake laughed a little as he was typing in his information. he handed the phone back and you saw a heart emoji next to his name.
you glanced up at him and he shot you a wink. quickly looking back down to your phone, you created a groupchat for the three of you. sending a ā€˜hiā€™ to make sure they were in the chat.
ā€œanyways, iā€™ve gotta get going. iā€™ll text you guys later to work out the details.ā€ you gave an awkward smile to which matthew responded with a wave.
ā€œbye, doll.ā€ jake grinned. after you turned you heard a hand collide with someoneā€™s chest. you assumed that matthew smacked jake because of how desperate he seemed.
texting them was even harder. the boys barely replied. when one of them did respond, it was a short ā€˜canā€™t we have practiceā€™
looking down at your phone, you read matthewā€™s text which was another excuse as to why they couldnā€™t join you.
sighing, you set your phone down and decided to start on the project on your own. you knew from the beginning it would be like this. you felt a bit silly for almost believing theyā€™d try to work with you.
you were honestly glad they werenā€™t able to show up. the whole process would go by much faster without the two of them goofing off the whole time.
you pulled out your laptop and placed it on the table. glancing out the door of the small room you were in, you noticed the usually crowded library was empty. just you and the nice librarian who was busy tidying up her desk area.
opening your laptop you began to type away, looking at different sources to complete the research portion of the assignment. you were pulled away from your research by a buzz from your phone. flipping it over you saw a text from matthew.
matt: practice was canceled and we donā€™t have anything else to do
weā€™re coming to work on the project
y/n: okay. iā€™m in room 28
ā€˜*they really wanna work on this project?*ā€™ you thought. you shrugged your shoulders and continued to work as much as you could before they arrived.
minutes go by and you hear jake being obnoxiously loud. the librarian told him to be quiet and he said a small ā€œsorry, sorry.ā€
matthew entered first, jake following behind like a lost puppy. jake shut the door behind him and the two walked over to you. jake slammed his backpack on the table a little too hard making you jump.
ā€œshit- sorry,ā€ he quickly apologized.
ā€œso what do you want us to do?ā€ matthew asked, pulling out a chair so he could sit down.
ā€œwell, iā€™ve started on the research part,ā€ you turned your laptop around to the boys, showing them the progress youā€™ve made so far.
ā€œso you guys could go through and start writing out the experiment we have to do. iā€™ll send it to you.ā€
the two nodded and brought out their own laptops. you quickly typed away on your computer, sending them the doc you were working on.
matthew was actually focused on working. jake on the other hand kept sighing as his short attention span was creating a problem for him.
ā€œwhy the hell do you keep sighing?ā€ matthew snipped, starting to get frustrated.
ā€œi cant focus.ā€ jake whined, his hands combing through his hair in frustration.
matthew rolled his eyes, ā€œdude itā€™s only been 30 minutes.ā€
ā€œactually, itā€™s been an hour. an hour of doing nothing!ā€ jake exclaimed.
matthew shook his head in annoyance at jake. you felt your body start to ache from being slouched over for so long.
you stood up to stretch, ā€œshould we get snacks? thereā€™s a vending machine around the corner.ā€ you closed your laptop.
the two boys agreed and stood up to leave the room.
jake reached the door first and twisted the handle. it didnā€™t budge. he started to twist it more in panic until matthew pushed him out of the way to try himself.
the door was locked from the outside.
your eyes widened, realizing you were locked in a room with jake and matthew.
you pushed the two out of the way trying the handle as if you were stronger than the two of them. unlucky for you, the door did not open.
jake groaned and rubbed his face with his hands.
ā€œms. kim! can you come open the door?ā€ you yelled out, hoping the librarian heard you.
seconds passed there was no answer. you let your forehead fall against the door, sighing in defeat.
ā€œlet me try again,ā€ jake stepped up to the door, attempting to open it again. it didnā€™t work.
ā€œi guess weā€™re stuck in here.ā€ matthew shrugged.
you didnā€™t reply, instead you made your way back to where you were sitting. plopping down in the chair, you opened your laptop back up.
the two boys exchanged glances for a second. jake smirked and nodded at matthew. they returned to their seats as well.
ā€œletā€™s play a game.ā€ jake said.
his facial expression told you he was up to no good. but you didnā€™t want to bore yourself to death with work so, you agreed closing your computer once again.
ā€œwhat game?ā€ you asked.
ā€œtruth or dareā€ matthew smirked.
you pressed your lips into a line, nodding at matthew.
it could be fun. what could go wrong?
ā€œalright jake first, truth or dare.ā€ matthew asked.
ā€œmm.. truth.ā€ jake replied.
ā€œyouā€™re no fun. but hmm.. whatā€™s your.. biggest turn on?ā€ a wicked grin was on matthewā€™s face.
your eyes widened at matthewā€™s words. you quickly realized this wasnā€™t gonna be a fun game. jake chuckled at your expression before pretending to think.
ā€œi donā€™t know.. probablyā€¦ begging? something about a girl begging for my dick seems so sexy,ā€ his words were laced with cockiness. matthew nodded and turned to you.
matthewā€™s gaze made chills run down your spine.
ā€œtruth or dare?ā€ jake sat up, waiting to hear your answer.
ā€œum, truth.ā€ you quickly said. matthew shook his head.
ā€œhave you ever thought about fucking one of us?ā€ matthew raised his eyebrows, both boys leaned in waiting for your answer. matthew was bold.
ā€œn-no.ā€ you lied. the two of them could see right through it though, nodding and continuing on with the game.
ā€œmatt! truth or dare?ā€ jake exclaimed.
ā€œdare.ā€
ā€œooh!ā€ jake rubbed his hands together, you on the other hand was scared for what jake was going to say.
ā€œi dare you toā€¦ makeout with her for 30 seconds.ā€
your wide eyes shifted from matthew over to jake, staring at him in bewilderment.
matthew turned to you, ā€œis that okay?ā€ you looked back over to him and paused for a second before slowly nodding.
ā€œi need to hear you say it, love.ā€ he purred.
ā€œyes.. itā€™s okayā€ you squeaked.
matthew moved closer to you, turning his head to jake, ā€œcount for us.ā€
ā€œalright, go.ā€ matthew placed his hand on your cheek, pressing his lips to yours. quickly melting into the kiss, you let matthew slip his tongue into your mouth.
your own hands that were once in your lap had found their way to his hair. matthew was a good kisser causing you to almost go drunk on his lips.
ā€œtimes up!ā€ jake interrupted.
matthew pulled away and you chased his lips, wanting more.
ā€œwoah, doll, we gotta continue our game yeah?ā€ he chuckled at your eagerness.
pouting, you leaned back into your chair.
ā€œmkay jake, truth or dare?ā€ matthew asked.
ā€œmm iā€™ll go with dare now.ā€
ā€œi dare you to play with y/nā€™s tits.ā€ matthewā€™s eyes were glued to your chest watching as it moved up and down from your breathing.
jake shot up and moved around the table to where you were. feeling a little bold, you took off your own jacket and shirt. your white lacy bra on display for the two of them to see.
jakes eyes looked as if they were about to pop out of their sockets. to your right, you heard matthew chuckle.
jakes hands made their way to the back of your bra, swiftly unclipping it. he slid your bra off slowly, his eyes never leaving your chest.
moving in closer, he stuck his tongue out, giving kitten licks to your hardened nipples.
even though it was something small, the pleasure he was giving you was overwhelming. you were completely turned on from making out with matthew and this was the cherry on top.
you remember how you told yourself you wouldnā€™t let jake have you this vulnerable, but all those thoughts subsided the moment he latched onto your mound.
you bit your lip in an attempt to suppress the whimpers that threaten to slip from your mouth.
jake was basically making out with your chest at this point, one of his hands was fondling with the one he didnā€™t have in his mouth.
you let your head tilt back before you heard matthewā€™s voice ring through your ears
ā€œtimeā€™s up!ā€
you lifted your head up, looking at matthew who was visibly hard and who obviously didnā€™t want the two of you to stop.
jake detached himself from your tit with a loud pop before sitting back in his own chair. his eyes were still glued to your chest.
ā€œdid you enjoy yourself?ā€ matthew asked.
you noddedā€”not being able to speakā€” the two boys and their previous actions was the only thing on your mind.
ā€œalright princess, truth or dare?ā€ jakeā€™s voice was a bit deeper signaling that he must be as turned on as you are right now.
ā€œdare.ā€ you breathed out.
the two boys exchanged a glance before smiling at you. they both stood from their chairs, moving closer to you. and though you were almost their height, them standing above you like this made you feel small.
ā€œwe dare you to let us fuck you.ā€ matthewā€™s hand went to your jaw once again, stroking it softly.
jake bent down to let his hand trail up your thigh, rubbing dangerously close to your heat. they were waiting for you to give them the green light, which you did with a small ā€œgo ahead,ā€
jakeā€™s hand had now traveled to the waistband of your pants, tugging on them to signal that he wanted to take them off. you lifted your hips up in order for him to slip them off of you.
matthew, on the other hand, was placing kisses all over your exposed chest, tasting what his friend previously did.
jakeā€™s hand pressed against your clothed cunt, watching as the wetness seeped through your panties.
ā€œmatt look,ā€ he chuckled, matthew detached from your chest to look down.
ā€œfuck, doll, youā€™re so wet for us. such a good girl,ā€ matthew praised, you let out a whine at his words.
the want, the need for them was getting stronger. who would thought that a science project wouldā€™ve led to you getting this wet for two star football players.
you pushed your hips against jakeā€™s hand, trying to get some friction where you needed him the most.
ā€œyou want us to fuck you, baby?ā€ jake asked, letting his hand pull away from your core. he wanted you to beg for them, for him.
ā€œmhm, please. please fuck me.ā€ you whimpered.
ā€œokay love, we will.ā€ matthew replied before jake could.
the two of them raised from their positions for a second in order to rid themselves of their clothes. they were hard. and big. you were in for it.
ā€œi want her mouth. her pretty swollen lips would look so good around my dick.ā€ matthew told jake. he nodded in response to matthew.
ā€œhop on the table for us, doll.ā€ jake said. you quickly moved to the table, laying down for them.
matthew came over to one side and leaned down to place a kiss on your lips. when he pulled back he let his thumb rub over your bottom lip. his other hand was wrapped around his aching cock, stroking it slowly.
ā€œalright baby. iā€™m gonna fuck your mouth, okay?ā€ matthew asked.
you nodded, sticking your tongue out for him. he grinned in response before placing his dick on your tongue. you let your lips close over his girth and he began to thrust in and out slowly.
jake was now on the side adjacent to matthew. he pulled off your panties, discarding it with the rest of your clothes.
his thumb came in contact with your clit, making you moan around matthewā€™s cock. matthew winced at the feeling, whispering that your mouth felt so good.
two fingers were now circling your hole. jake pushed his fingers into your warm cunt, thrusting in and out before adding another finger. he continued his ministrations before deeming you prepped enough for his cock.
ā€œgonna fuck you now.ā€ he said before he slowly pushed in.
you all groaned in unison, pleasure on high. matthew was now thrusting at a faster pace, getting lost in the heat of your mouth.
jake was letting you adjust to his size before bottoming out. he stayed there for a second to relish in the feeling of your tight cunt squeezing around him so deliciously.
ā€œfuckk youā€™re so tight-ā€ jake winced. you tapped your foot on his thigh, signaling that he could move.
he started a quick but deep pace, watching as your tits bouced with every movement. his thrusting cause you to move against matthewā€™s cock, every thrust hitting the back of your throat.
matthew admired how you were gagging and sputtering on his cock. his hand brushed against your jaw, gripping it a little to thrust faster. you noticed he was starting to near his high as his breaths and groans started to increase.
he slipped himself out of your mouth, ā€œfuck- open up.ā€ he said as he started to stroke his length.
you obeyed and opened your mouth letting your tongue slip out too. he came on your face tongue with a loud groan.
ā€œso so good for me, fuck.ā€ he said as he came down from his peak.
jakeā€™s thrusts were now relentless in an attempt to get both of you to cum. matthew intensely watched the area where you and jake were connected. he felt himself getting hard again at the sight.
your loud moans werenā€™t supressed anymore which boosted jakeā€™s ego.
ā€œfuck fuck fuck iā€™m close jake please!ā€ you begged.
ā€œme too, doll, fuck! can i cum inside?ā€ he was roughly gripping your waist, rough enough to leave bruises.
ā€œyeah, iā€™m on the pill!ā€ you whined at the thought of him filling you up.
matthew was stroking his cock at the scene before him, his eyes flicking between your face and your cunt.
ā€œgod, iā€™m gonna fill this pretty pussy up,ā€ jake moaned. you nodded at his words.
one more thrust was all it took for you to some undone, your back arching off the table, moaning loudly. jake came soon after with a ā€œshit!ā€ leaving his mouth from the way you were clenching around him. his hips were flush against yours, letting your cunt milk him dry.
he pulled out slowly and you whined from the loss of contact. matthew had came in his hand beside you, all three coming down from your highs.
the room was full of panting, everyone attempting to catch their breath.
ā€œhello? is anyone in there?ā€ you heard from outside the door.
all three of your heads shot up towards the door.
ā€œyeah! weā€™re still studying. give us a second!ā€ matthew shouted.
you stood to put on your clothes, struggling a bit due to your wobbly legs.
the two boys did the same before packing up their things. matthew saw how you were having trouble so he placed his things down to help you out. jake helped by packing your things into your bag.
you all made your way to the door, matthewā€™s hand was on the small of your back to stable your walking. jake opened the door, smiling at the librarian before you all brushed past her to leave.
ā€œmaybe we should work on projects together more often,ā€ jake smiled. matthew made a noise of agreement and you nodded.
and that you did, always making A after A on every project with your new group.
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pricescigar Ā· 2 months ago
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I got to get this out of my head so fuck it Mafia!Price
(No specific gender assigned, for everyone to enjoy šŸ–¤)
CW: Implied violence, NSFW
Admin note: I'm sorry if this sucks I really did try! šŸ˜­
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Mafia!Price who watches you the moment you stepped into his bar, not knowing it belonged to the most dangerous man in England.
(After all you thought it was some normal bar in a completely normal area. An area that wasn't so normal at all)
Mafia!Price who wanted to know everthing. And every little thing about you, you captivated him that much thay he would watch you.
(Perhaps the man had better things to do than watch you. But he didn't, he had all the time in the world)
Mafia!Price who treats you like royalty, you deserve the whole world after all. You would never have to work a day in your life again, no, he wouldn't allow it now would he?
Mafia!Price who would burn the whole world for you, especially if you got kidnapped by one of his many rivals.
Mafia!Price who gives you his card whenever you want to go out shopping, he wouldn't give a shit if you made him go bankrupt. He can get more money somewhere else, he has his ways...
A car? Sure.
Newest technology? Sure.
(The most expensive bag, jewellery, clothes? You name it. Hell, he'll buy the whole stock for you.)
Mafia!Price who makes you sit on his lap whenever you two are in his bar, not allowing anyone else near you.
Unless you wanted to end up beaten up half to deaf like some poor random stranger who flirted with you.
Telling john that he didn't need to go great lengths, but he did anyway.
Mafia!Price who takes you go the most extravagant restaurants. Five stars. The best table they offer, he doesn't care how much the bill is. He just wants to make you happy.
Mafia!Price who tells you every time that no one else can fuck like he can. No one can fuck you but him, no man, nor woman will give you the satisfaction that he can.
Mafia!Price who always tells you that you are his, and his alone
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mediumgayitalian Ā· 5 months ago
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fic rec friday 20
hi!! welcome to fic rec friday. every week, i pick five fics i have bookmarked and rec them with a little review. check them out!
farm to table by @buoyantsaturn*
ā€œThereā€™s another group of kids here,ā€ she said, crossing her arms and raising an eyebrow. ā€œSaid theyā€™re looking for the Ghost King.ā€
I FUCKING LOVE THIS SERIES. NO WORD OF A LIE IM OBSESSED. i got an ask a couple weeks ago on what i see will & nico doing in their futures and i havent answered it yet BUT this series in particular is never what i would have thought for them and yet it fully and completely convinced me. i love the way their relationship is portrayed here, i love the nuances about will's gender, i love them figuring adult demigodhood out! i love the solace family! this series is another one of those stories that i think back to when im writing bc it's so spectacularly done
2. hopeless case by @restinreesespieces
ā€œNico,ā€ Jason wheezes as he slams the door to the Hades cabin open. ā€œNico, I think Iā€™m in love with my best friend.ā€ ā€œNo, really?ā€ Nico drawls, barely looking up from his book. Or: in which nico is jasonā€™s wingman this time around.
i was sold on the 'jason is a disaster. nico is also a disaster but more subtle about it' like that SENT me šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ such an apt description of their friendship. and leo wearing crop tops bc there's less clothes to burn and jason losing his mind over it is so real and true
3. seize the day by @restinreesespieces
ā€œ-Hey, Jason? Are you okay?ā€ ā€œNo,ā€ Jason snaps. ā€œYouā€™reĀ distractingĀ me.ā€ Silence. Leo comes forward. Jasonā€™s back digs into the wooden edge of the table. ā€œIā€™mĀ distractingĀ you?ā€ Leoā€™s hand twitches, like heā€™s not sure where to put it. It lingers in the air between them, making a choice. Instead of a friendly shoulder pat or slap on the back, Jasonā€™s fingers are met with the familiar warmth and completion of Leoā€™s. Their hands interlock, sliding into place as theyā€™ve done so many times before under the cover of darkness. But this time thereā€™s light, and they canā€™t escape the bright truth that it brings. ā€œHow, exactly, am I distracting you?" or: valgrace dead poets society au (with a happy ending)
this fic was so FUN like jason in theatre....ur so absolutely right. loved loved this story it was such a delight to read like who cares about reality what if everyone is gay at whatever time period we wish forever
4. crush the size of jupiter by @restinreesespieces
ā€œAw,ā€ he joked. ā€œAnd here I thought we had a connection.ā€ ā€œYeah, maybe thatā€™s because weā€™re tied at the ankle, Solace.ā€ Or: In which Nico thinks he can ignore his budding feelings for a certain son of Apollo, and fate decides otherwise.
the flower symbolism had me GAAAAGGGGEED and nico going oh. oh, no had me CLUTCHING MY CHEST SHDNSJDNS. WHY IS HE SUCH A MESS
5. stars on my skin by @restinreesespieces
ā€œWill,ā€ he says, ā€œI think youā€™re being silly.ā€ ā€œWhat?ā€ Will tries to hide his confusion, and Nico rolls his eyes. ā€œYouā€™re being silly,ā€ he repeats. ā€œI told you your bedside manner is okay. So why donā€™t you believe it? Do you think Iā€™m a liar?ā€ ā€œNo! I just-ā€ ā€œHmph,ā€ he huffs, pretending to be miffed. ā€œI think youā€™re afraid of nothing. Nobodyā€™s gonna be mad if youā€™re a little enthusiastic about healing them. That means you want to save them! Thatā€™s what heroes do.ā€ ā€œIā€™m - Iā€™m a healer,ā€ he says quietly. ā€œYeah,ā€ Nico replies. ā€œIsnā€™t that what I said?ā€ or: after the quest group to rescue annabeth leaves camp, a ten-year-old nico winds up in the infirmary and meets will for the first time.
BABY SOLANGELO BABY SOLANGELO BABY SOLANGELO IM LOSING MY MIND WHAT IF EVERYTHING WAS GOOD AND EASY WHAT IF THE WORLD WAS KIND TO THEM
thank you for joining me this friday!! happy reading!!
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cannellee Ā· 1 year ago
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TOKYO REVENGERS OMEGAVERSE ā˜…
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ą­Øą­§ alpha! Kazutora x omega! Reader (smut)
ā€” alpha kazutora's out of jail and he only wants one thing from his omega<3 (basically just sex)
cw: rough sex, blowjob (m!receiving), facefuck, cum swallow, light face slapping, name calling...
(I hesitated a lot before posting. it's my first time writing full smut, I read a lot of it but I'm not necessarily confident in writing it as it feels a bit awkwardšŸ˜­ but I had this idea and thought I had to share it! feedback is greatly appreciated! I hope you'll like it!!šŸ«¶šŸ¼)
my masterlist : ā˜†
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imagine a fresh out of prison kazutora, who doesn't expect anything when he crosses the border of the prison.
he'll probably go to his place, it's been a long time since he's been there, he should do a lot of cleaning first.
but then you appear like an angel, wide smile and innocent puppy eyes, welcoming your criminal of an alpha. but you don't care what kazutora is, you've been waiting for him for so long, and you missed him and his touch so bad.
you're so desperate for him you couldn't even cum on your own without thinking about him. his absence felt heavy all this time and you're so happy he's finally here.
now you're bringing him to his place that you've been cleaning and maintaining like a good partner would. you already prepared a warm meal beforehand for him and kazutora has a hard time keeping a poker face.
of course he didn't forget you all this time, he's only been thinking about the day when he could finally get his hands back on his pretty omega.
and now you've even cooked for him when everyone else has most likely forgotten about his release. you're the perfect omega for him, absolutely submissive and loving to take care of your alpha.
kazutora is beaming and his hands are soon enough grabbing the flesh of your thighs, biting and licking every parcel of you exposed skin.
he's so fucking horny and you can sense it by the way his musk and pheromones are embalming the air. you're basically breathing nothing else but the smell of his arousal. and his pheromones, oh you don't think you've missed something more than his strong pheromones. they always made you feel dizzy and never lost a chance to remind you of your place.
and today as well, your alpha hasn't felt the touch of an omega for so long, it's only right as his omega that you submit yourself to his desire. and it's not like it bothers you either way, you're so eager to please, to prove to him that you can still satisfy him in ways others can't.
this is why you drop to your knees without him having to utter a single word. and without wasting time, you hastily unzip his pants and let his powerful pheromones hit your nose even harder. you take his big cock into your mouth, not even caring about the noises nor the mess you're making. kazutora likes it more when you're covered in spit anyways. so you suck and lick and kiss every inch of his cock, swallowing his whole length when he asks you to. the face you make when your pink lips are stretched by his aching cock, contrasting with your big doe eyes, any ounce of purity gone, all of this makes him want to ruin you.
kazutora doesn't last long before pounding into your throat, your gags being the only noise you both can hear beside his breathy moans. when you hear his soft praises, of how much of a good little slut you are, you can't help but want to please him further. you begin to fuck your face on his cock, your nose hitting his pelvis every thrust of your head and your nostrils only breathing in the smell of his musk.
your eyes are so wet, you can't see a thing anymore. there's a pool forming between your legs that's begging for relief, but you ignore it the best you can, focusing on your alpha's pleasure instead. and when kazutora proceeds to grab a fist full of your hair and go even harder on your throat, you're sure you can see stars.
you barely have any chance to breath and your jaw is aching so much, still you don't move an inch, your instincts fully satisfied knowing you're serving your alpha just like should.
and kazutora needed exactly that, your compliance and will to do basically anything to satiate his desires. and he swears he would go back to prison any day if it meant being able to use your throat as a flesh light each time as a welcome back.
you can feel his release is soon by the way he's clenching your hair even rougher it almost hurts. your eyes are rolled in the back of your skull and your mind is solely focused on his pleasure. everytime he hit the back of your throat with more power your gags are getting louder and louder. with his cock getting bigger and harder, you tighten your lips around it with more care and make use of your tongue expertly.
he finally grabs your head and grants you with a long and loud growl, he pushes your head and makes it meet his stomach, you make sure to swallow everything he's giving you, sitting still like the obedient omega you are. his salty cum is flowing down your throat and you're not sure when he's going to stop.
kazutora is very pleased and when he finally lets you get some air you're gasping and spit is drooling down your chin like a dumb puppy. your lazy eyes and lolled out tongue are kazutora's favourite and if he wasn't this tired already he would make good use of your sluty ass to cum a second time.
but he considers it as enough of a good round an lets you go, not without making sure you've swallowed every drop he's offered you first.
he scoops the little drops which went down your neck when you tried to catch your breath and gives it to you. he calls you a good girl and spits in your mouth to let you know you did a good job sucking him off and you're sucking eagerly at his sperm covered fingers, too dumb to understand a word he's saying anyways.
you watch him pull his pants back up and you feel a comfortable sense of inferiority being the only one looking so messy. and kazutora must feel it too because the next thing you know he's slapping you softly on the face and pulling you up with a warm smile across his face. taking care of you after a good session makes his alpha happy.
you're glad you could be of use to him and you find yourself purring loudly when he holds you in his big arms, covering you with his scent you oh so love.
after bathing you and cleaning you up, he's tucking you inside the nest you made beforehand. your throat is sore but you find the strength in yourself to chirp happily, kazutora's heart go crazy at the sound he loves so much. he can't feel anything but pure bliss and he owes it all to you, his delicate and perfect omega<3
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tmntxthings Ā· 9 months ago
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hiii could i request some headcanons for a touch starved!casey jr with a reader who their love language is physical touch [romantic/fluff]? idk i just want to give to my baby a hug, he deserves so much betteršŸ˜­
äø€āˆ‘ Tender Connections
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authorā€™s note: i agree this boi needs all the hugs c:
warnings: fluff, hurt/comfort themes, touchstarved!casey jr. x gn reader, unedited
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Ever since Kraang was defeated Casey never stopped training. It was ingrained in him since birth that he always needed to be ready for the next catastrophe.
But those were few and far between even with the weird magnet company of the turtles + April! Despite everyoneā€™s attempts at wanting to show Casey the new world he was now in, he would go back to the lair and train until he was sore.
One time Leo tried to keep him out all night which was quite possible in New York since the city never slept. There was an endless amount of possibilities to get into some fun and maybe a little mischief if it involved the blue turtle.
But Caseyā€™s stamina and resilience was equivalent if not better than all of the turtles due to his upbringing. He wouldnā€™t have survived the apocalypse otherwise. So when Leo finally portaled them back to the lair, barely having enough energy to do so without passing out seconds later, he didnā€™t get to see Caseyā€™s knowing smile.
The boy from the future easily picked up his younger sensei and got him to bed. Then it was off to the dojo, where he continued to stay up until he felt like he had gotten a good enough training session in. What he wasnā€™t expecting, was you to be leaning against the circular doorway.
ā€œYou know, you may have the worst sleeping habits out of all of them if Leoā€™s passed out.ā€ You quipped and Casey could only offer a shy smile as he picked up the last of the equipment he had used. ā€œI told him it wouldnā€™t workā€¦ to be fairā€ Casey muttered.
You didnā€™t know what to say. Things like, ā€œKraang is defeated now! And we canā€™t take some time to relaxā€ didnā€™t really compute with Casey even if he agreed. His body just was wired a certain way and he didnā€™t know if it would ever relax. Even now his muscles which were exceedingly sore, ached for a different reason. He felt restless. He didnā€™t want to sleep. He felt like fighting. He felt like defending and protecting the city from some new unknown source of danger that was surely building up its forces now
Thoughts like these were driving him crazy. And you could see it. ā€œWhy donā€™t we go out?ā€ You asked and watched as his mouth dropped open, about to refute that such methods didnā€™t work as Leo had literally just tried all evening to wear him down.
But you stopped him before he could refuse. ā€œJust to a rooftop! Itā€™ll only be a few minutes,ā€ and how could he deny you? As he took you in, it was obvious that you had forced yourself to stay up. Had you been waiting for them to get back? You were in comfy pjs and your hair was a bit disheveled from what he could only guess was tossing and turning in bed. ā€œAlright,ā€ he sighed, shaking his head but continued to follow a step behind with a slight grin.
It was nice to know how much you cared. How much everyone cared about him! But something about you in particular made him feel a tad warmer.
So up to a rooftop you went. The sky was dark and there were blinking satellites that mimicked stars. The city still alive and thriving just as he had left it, but the rooftop was calmer than the sidewalks. It was quieter. He didnā€™t know if that was a good thing for a person like him. The quiet invited in thoughts that heā€™d rather not think about. Like his endless worries and paranoia.
He had been sitting on the low rise ledge that bordered the entire rooftop. One foot started to tap anxiously just to offer any kind of distraction when you had sat down next to him, carefully since past the ledge was a seven story drop to pavement. Your proximity eased those nerves somehow and with knees almost knocking, you faced Casey and started talking
About anything and everything! About yourself and your hopes and dreams. You asked about his now that he was here and didnā€™t have to live day by day. Talking like that made it sound like the future wasnā€™t always in peril. As if maybe he would have enough time to do other things, like try every restaurant in NYC. And travel outside of the city, even New Jersey which he still didnā€™t understand why the guys all disliked the place.
The conversation ebbed and flowed naturally until silence overtook once more and this time Casey didnā€™t have the overwhelming urge to distract himself. Instead he just took a deep breath in and out, letting it go in a long sigh. Then his breath caught in his throat because he hadnā€™t realized how close the two of you had gotten while talking. Your hand finding his in that moment and your fingers intertwining with his as if it was the most natural thing in the world.
He couldnā€™t stop himself from looking down at your connected hands, and he shivered all over as you started to trace patterns on the back of his hand. The pressure he had unknowingly been carrying around released from his shoulders. His eyes darted up to yours, finding that you were already there, waiting for his gaze.
In the moonlight he tried to convey his gratitude, because what could he say in this moment that wouldnā€™t ruin it? He squeezed your hand, comforted by the pressure. Grounded by the gentle hold that you had on him.
The two of you stayed like that for a while. Until your eyelids started to flutter and your body couldnā€™t stay upright. He of course more than welcomed you to lean on him, but he didnā€™t want to push his luck and didnā€™t want to keep you awake any longer when it was obvious both of you needed sleep. ā€œCā€™mon,ā€ Casey spoke softly, rousing you to try and get you to stand.
But it seemed you were either already out of your wits or maybe just trusted him wholeheartedly because you only scooted closer to him, allowing him to pick you up in his arms and carrying you back down to your bed. Which of course was done easily enough by him since he always had his grappling hook at the ready. It all ended quite too soon for his liking as he carefully let you go so you could snuggle under your covers, rasping out a goodnight to him with your eyes closed.
Would it be horrible of him to admit he had wanted to kiss your forehead so badly in that moment?
After that night, Casey was in for much more than handholding. While that still happened often, hugs became second nature between the two of you. He reveled in your hold, a days worth of stress releasing as soon as your arms encircled around him. Your hands at his back, going up and down in soothing strokes had him holding on tighter when it was time to let go. ā€œJust a little longer?ā€
Heā€™d shyly ask. If you didnā€™t want to he would immediately let go. But you always indulged him with a bright smile. So donā€™t get too mad when he starts to become greedy! With this revelation of him wanting and seeking out your gentle touch, heā€™d pull you into quiet corners like a true ninja.
One second youā€™d be in the middle of a Mario kart game and as soon as it was over you found yourself being tugged up and away because Casey had a really important thing to show you or a question that only you could answer! It got more and more ridiculous until Mikey called the both of you out and said you didnā€™t have to sneak around to hug!
Once PDA was on the table Casey never looked back. He was stuck to your side and honestly, you wouldnā€™t rather it any other way! <3
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starr-matterr Ā· 5 months ago
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ā™”Ģµā™„ļøŽā™”ĢµĢµ"All you wanna do...is see me turn into...a giant woman!" ā™”Ģµā™„ļøŽā™”ĢµĢµ
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This is gonna be my first ever fanfic and its for hsršŸ˜­šŸ˜­
Its probably gonna be ass but I need to get this out of my head actually.
No use of y/n. reader is called "You"
Only like 2 characters r mentioned by name you'll understand that later
I know little to nothing abt hsr so alot of this might just be brain worms.
Idea credit to @eternityofend they r so silly for this idea go follow them plz
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You were a unique Aeon, however, thoroughly confusing all who had studied you. You weren't callous and cruel like other Aeons, in fact You took a great pride in putting your all into caring for your followers and all around you. You were utterly perfect in their eyes.
Which Is why they were so confused when it came up to researching you. Your kindness and passion towards all you deemed good was well documented but one thing was not. Your appearance. You seemed to only appear to your followers in dream-like states. To your dear acolytes, You were a complete mystery, those few who did happen to see you only recalling how utterly loved they felt. They could only vaguely describe what they believed was You with statments varying each time.
It stayed that way for a long time as the seasons passed and sightings of You dwindled. Everything seemed so bleak without You, the greenery seemed to dull, the once colorful skies seemed to darken, and it could be felt by everyone.
Especially those blessed by you, most importantly, the Trailblazer. The Trailblazer always had a unique connection to You, often hearing your velvety voice for fleeting moments or seeing visions of You in dreams.
They had grown accustomed to your presence, even if you weren't physically there. When they had come to the realization that you were pulling away from your loyal, devoted acolytes they didn't take it well.
What had they done to forsake you? Why were You abandoning your Trailblazer?!?
They had moped around for weeks, delivering offerings to your shrines spread about the planets You had forged by hand out of love for your creations.
Without your guidance they began to spiral. Getting a little too rough with enemies, not tending to their own injuries after battles, often staring off into space, they were losing it. They needed you.
It wasn't until they had finally reached their breaking point until they heard it. A giggle, that laugh that would make all their worries wash away. Their breath hitched in desperation before they the thought of you out of their mind. You couldn't be back could you?
Then they heard it again. They didn't know why but they started running. It was if their body knew where to go but their mind didn't. They didn't know why they were running, You had never appeared in physical form yet.
They ran in the direction of your voice before hastily stumbling upon You. My were You a sight for sore eyes. The Trailblazer paused as they took in every inch of You, committing every last bit of you to memory, just incase this really was psychosis. You were sat in what seemed to be some large plains as your acolytes swarmed You like small bees.
You let out a chuckle at how adorable they all looked and how much they had grown since you last saw them. They were still so small and so needy but you loved every bit of them. Your acolytes peppered You with questions, praise, and presents as You gretted them all.
Sometimes you'd even let them crawl into the palm of your hand so you could get a better look at them. The person in question currently receiving this treatment being none other than March 7th. As she stared at You with star-struck eyes You couldn't help but giggle.
You continued to play with your acolytes before seeing the Trailblazer. You beckon them over with a smile, one the Trailblazer hadnt seen in months now.
As they approached You gently set March down, as to not hurt her before turning to the Trailblazer. Sensing how tense they were You brush a gentle finger through their hair as if anything harsher could crush them. As you pet their hair they seem to melt into your touch, making you laugh at their content smile.
You weren't expecting this. You expected your acolytes to be intimidated, scared even. You were white large and you could decimate them in seconds. That didn't seem to phase them as they chattered amongst themselves about larger temples and bigger offerings.
They just had to find a fitting celebration for your return, lest you take their hesitation as ungratefulness and devoid them of your presence again.
The trailblazer seemed to be keeping you company as the others made preparations for a mighty celebration in your name. As you patted their head their breaths were shaky as they professed their unbreakable loyalty to You.
It spooked you a bit. You didn't know your dear trailblazer could be so passionate, as You had only really been around them when they needed truly needed support or answers.
You didn't stop them however, You believed they needed to get this off their chest to sooth themselves.
You turn your gaze away from the Trailblazer for a moment, still allowing them to nuzzle into your fingers as long as they avoided your sharp nails. Now that you had a physical form you should probably file them down. You didn't want to harm your acolytes did you?
Your gaze falls upon the small crowd starting to form as they stare up at You. You flash them a charming smile, melting their hearts and making their minds feel fuzzy as you do.
That doesn't stop them from glaring daggers at the Trailblazer however. Just what was so special about them that your other acolytes couldn't do?
Their little angry faces were adorable to You. You just couldn't stop yourself from 'Aww'-ing at them!
Their heart skips a beat as hear it. Did you belive they were..cute? they feel all of those sleepless nights filled with extensive research on your disappearance was worth it. You swear You heard someone in the crowd offer You their newborn.
'This will be eventful.' You think to yourself as cou continue tending to your acolytes. Your heart swelling with unbridled joy.
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UH YEAH.
My first fanfic done yippiee yippiee
Can you tell i haven't got past the tutorial of hsr because my phone is ass or naw be honestā˜¹ā˜¹ā˜¹
Might put out a part 2 if the brain worms become too much idk
Also please tell me if I did anything wrong or something is misspelled or misused just dont throw pebbles at me for it thx!!!
YALL I ACCIDENTALLY POSTED THIS EARLIER IM GONNA RIP MY FACE OFF AUGHHG.
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ushys Ā· 9 months ago
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Hiiiii!āœØļø
Could I request a Floyd with a S/o who's one of their og fans? Like- the reader is such a big fan that they'll do covers of older brozone songs and some of Floyd's newer work at their own concerts sometimes.
The reader is singing their heart out and Floyd is in the crowd like "Wait a minute- I RECOGNIZE THAT SONG-" and after the show he starts fangirling with his s/o bc they actually like his music.
(Bonus points if he gives them a lil smooch at the end-)
TYSM!āœØļø
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AN: OMLL THIS IS SUCH A CUTE IDEA šŸ˜­šŸ’• this is a big bonus for me since i am a floyd (and branch) stan myself so this is a win win
content: fluff, floyd being a cutie, gn! reader (they/them pronouns used), singer! reader, head cannons with a little one shot at the end, not proof read so sorry for any mistakes (might recheck later!
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- you considered yourself to be a die hard fan of brozone like if anyone were to ask you anything about any member, you could have an answer in a blink of an eye
- ļ»æļ»æyou were the so proclaimed "#1 floyd stan" however, having tons of merch and knowing interesting facts about him
- ļ»æļ»æi mean, how could you not stand him? he was the cutest member in your eyes
- ļ»æļ»æ"oh yeah i'm def going to get with floyd, he's literally the same age as me hello? he wants me so bad." - you | "[Y/N], you're delusional. be for real." - your friend
- ļ»æļ»æwhenever you had money saved up, you would always use it to go to their concerts
- ļ»æļ»æyeah people called you irresponsible with your money but who cares? all you needed was to see them again!
- ļ»æļ»æfloyd and the rest of the group basically inspired you to start singing as well!
- you never admitted it, but your music was heavily inspired by brozone so thatā€™s kinda how it got the attention of your favorite member!
- being a star wasnā€™t easy, but it was definitely worth it seeing peopleā€™s faces light up every time you would sing or just having fans who loved you in general
- one of those fans being floyd (šŸ‘€)
- thatā€™s basically how you guys met
- he got special permission to go back stage and you almost fainted seeing him this close to you and ACTUALLY talking to YOU!
- a few months after that, you guys started dating and you couldnā€™t be any happier (beat that, *friend*)
- he was literally the best boyfriend ever
- he always has a gift ready for you and treats you so preciously
- goes all out on special occasions like your birthday, anniversary, etc
- he found your whole floyd collection of merch, cds, posters in your room and he likes to bring it up any chance he gets
- ā€œremember that collection i foun-ā€ ā€œanyways.ā€
- he was always your #1 supporter and always at your concerts
- once, you decided to do a little something special at your concert
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You just finished your last song and the crowd erupted with cheers and screams. Everyone thought that your show was over when they saw you walk out, waving and blowing kisses towards everyone until someone on the speaker came on. ā€œGive it up one more time for [Y/N]! Donā€™t leave yet though! They have prepared one last thing for you!ā€
You suddenly come out with a completely different outfit, and everyone in the crowd started cheering again. Floyd, being one of the people in the front, was simply admiring the beauty in front of him, taking polaroid pictures of you that he would definitely add into your shared scrapbook.
You grabbed the microphone and moved it up so it would be at your mouth level. ā€œI just want to say thank you for all the love and appreciation you guys have given me these past few months. It means to w world to me. Now, Iā€™m going to be dedicating these three songs to the most special person in my life.ā€
You smile, as you make eye contact with your lover, who wipes a tear away from his eye and gives you a warm smile in return.
The music starts playing and you tap your foot to the beat. Floyd furrowed his eyebrows and nodded his head to the beat, getting a familiar vibe from it. ā€˜This sounds so familiar, but I canā€™t put my finger on what it reminds me ofā€™ he thinks to himself.
You then start singing, letting the melody take over and losing yourself in the music. It finally clicked. ā€œWait! I RECOGNIZE THAT SONG! THEYā€™RE SINGING MY SONG!ā€ He yells out, ā€œfangirlingā€ by jumping up and down realizing that you covered one of his songs.
When the song ended, the crowd started cheering for more, which you gladly obliged and started singing old brozone songs, to which people were freaking out with excitement. Their favorite artist singing songs from their favorite band? Oh yeah, thatā€™s perfection. You canā€™t even phantom how much happiness Floyd was filled with.
After the concert, you met up with your boyfriend backstage and he came running to you with his arms wide open, his eyes closed, and with a big smile on his face. ā€œ[Y/N]! You did so good out there, my love! I really enjoyed the songs that you chose, it really warmed my heart." He wrapped his arms around you and spun you around. ā€œThank you, babe! Iā€™m glad you liked it, all I had in my mind during those songs were you.ā€ You say, as you softly put your hands on his face, admiring his features.
He give you a big dorky smile and a big loving kiss on your cheek and then on your lips. ā€œI love you so much, *nickname*ā€
ā€œAnd I love you more.ā€
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note: omg guys the floyd brainrot is getting out of control i wanna throw him around like a ping pong ball heā€™s so cute šŸ˜®ā€šŸ’Ø also hopefully you liked this and enjoyed it !!
@USHYS content - Do Not Copy.
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findelyfantasy Ā· 3 months ago
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Hello!!! I really like your kili head canons and wanted to ask for kili x hobbit reader head canons like maybe sheā€™s bilbos niece that travels with them or smth idk šŸ˜­šŸ˜­
Anyways I love your writing and I hope you are okay with this request!!!
Oh my goodness??? Itā€™s been a month???? I donā€™t even know how to defend myself guys. I will be more active I PROMISEā€”
Anyway, I love the idea of this request! Thank you for sending it in! Enjoy!
Kili x Hobbit! Reader (Who is also Bilboā€™s Niece):
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You followed Bilbo on his quest, despite his worry that you would get into some sort of trouble or danger.
It didnā€™t take long for the dwarves to get used to you being around. To be honest, they adjusted to your company quicker than they did Bilboā€™s because you were more open to the idea of adventure. One dwarf in particular (Kili) was particularly interested.
As the journey went on, Kili found himself getting more and more attached to you. He worried greatly about your well-being and did his best to protect you from anything and everything that would or could harm you.
You began to notice this and thought that Kiliā€™s overprotectiveness was the sweetest thing. Everyone else was surprised too because itā€™s not a side of Kili that everyone sees often.
Kili was also very gentle with you throughout the adventures you shared. For instance, he would take your hand to steady your steps if the Company was walking along a ridgeline or would even go so far as to carry you on his back when traveling through marshes or snow. You admired his strength and compassion.
When the feelings budding between you became more obvious, Bilbo tried to give you relationship advice, but it was a little bit awkward considering that Bilbo had never been in a relationship himself. You appreciated it anyway because it showed you that your uncle cared enough to say something.
As the two of you became more comfortable around each other, you and Kili shared stories from your past, like the tale behind the stone that Kiliā€™s mother gave him or moments from the Shire that you looked back on with fondness.
The two of you would often sit by the fire at night, watching the stars and talking. It was during one of these nights that Kili confessed his true feelings for you, and a little while later where you shared your first kiss.
Kili nearly gave his life trying to defend you during the battle of the five armies, but thanks to your newly developed skills in healing, which you learned during your time in Rivendell, there were no casualties at war. You both defended each other to the very end of the journey to reclaim the mountain and would continue to do so long after.
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allthesmutl0vers Ā· 2 months ago
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HINIM GLAD TO SEE YOU BACK! ā™„ļø Can I request Draco ā€” fluff??? šŸ’• Or like a fluffy headcannon about like him wanting to plan an extravagant date but like reader gets sick or something and like how he would handle that instead?? (bro not stopping myself to share my own headcannon l that situation šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­) love you!
I'm so glad to be back! I've missed all my babies so muchšŸ„¹šŸ’œAnd omg I love this idea sm! I will do my absolute best (I am also unwell)šŸ«” Love you too!
Pairing: Draco Malfoy x Fem!Reader Category: Fluff šŸ’–Soft!Draco Summary: Draco has planned a very extravagant and elegant date for the two of you, only to find out you're sick. But does that stop your golden retriever boyfriend from a night of pampering you? Absolutely not!
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It's a beautiful Friday night at Malfoy Manor. The stars have come out to play, and your long-time boyfriend, Draco, has planned a romantic date for you out on the town. He can't wait to show you the dress he had designed and made, especially for you.
But as he walks up to your bedroom at his house to surprise you, he's instantly more concerned by the sniffles and coughs he hears behind the door. You weren't feeling well yesterday. You thought maybe it was a small bug, or maybe just something you ate, but when you woke up from your nap this afternoon, it was evident that it was something else.
"Darling?" Draco lightly knocks on your door before opening it a crack. "Are you alright?" His tone sounds worried as he sees you bundled up under the covers.
You cough and sniffle as you sit up, noticing the clothing bag in his arm. "I'm okay," you try to lie, but another cough deceives you as you lean forward, hoping it will help.
Draco sits on the edge of your bed, placing the back of his cool fingers on your burning forehead. "Oh, darling. You're burning up," his brows furrow slightly in concern. He knew you were lying when you said you felt fine. But as he holds his fingers to your forehead, it's confirmed for him. You are sick. It doesn't happen often, but when it does, Draco jumps at the chance to take care of you.
He knows he should probably feel guilty for liking the fact you're sick. And it's not that he ever wishes or wants you to get sick. He just loves taking care of you. He loves and admires how strong and independent you are, always helping him and your friends. So when he gets the chance for you to allow him to take care of you for once, he jumps on it.
"What's in the bag?" Your voice is hoarse from coughing and your sore throat.
Draco smiles and shakes his head as he hands you a glass of water from your nightstand. "Don't you worry your pretty little head about that," he chuckles and watches to make sure you take a few sips before you pass the water back to him. "You just get comfortable and I will be right back."
It's only when he stands up that you realize he's wearing one of his fancy dinner suits, a pang of guilt hitting low in your belly. "Did you want to go out tonight?" You sit up and lift the covers to get out of bed. "Let me just wash up and we can go, I just need a few minutes."
Draco swiftly blocks you from getting out of bed, tilting your chin up to look at him. "Ah, ah. I don't think so," he crouches in front of you so he is at eye level with you sitting on the bed. "Baby, you're sick. We can go out literally any other time. Just let me take care of you tonight. Okay?" His eyes are soft and caring with you as they are normally cold and hard with everyone else.
"But-"
"No buts," he smirks, lifts your legs back onto the bed, and pulls the covers over you again. "Now, I'm going to get you some tea and us something to eat. And when I get back, we are going to watch any movie you want."
You want to fight him on it, but honestly? Your body is relieved for the break, and you know how much he loves to take care of you when you let him. So you decide to simply let him pamper you tonight. "I love you."
"I love you too, my darling. I'll be right back," he presses a quick kiss to your forehead before he heads out of your bedroom.
When Draco comes back, he is in comfortable pajamas, carrying all of the things you could ever possibly need when sick, arranging them neatly on the night stand before he leaves again, coming back with hot tea, more water and your favorite soup.
You put on your favorite movie, take the medicine he gives you, and even letting him spoon it in your mouth. The rest of the night is relaxing and peaceful as you watch all of your favorite movies while you eat your soup, finishing it completely under Draco's soft praise and encouragement.
When Draco notices your eyelids drooping slightly as you fight to stay awake, he turns off the TV and grabs your favorite book, pulling you to his chest. When you told him earlier you didn't want him to get sick, too, he only laughed. "I'd burn down the world for you, my darling. And you think I'm afraid of getting sick? It's adorable, really."
Draco reads to you as he holds you close with an arm wrapped around your waist and his chin resting on the top of your head.
"Will you stay with me tonight?" You bring yourself to ask on the brink of sleep.
Draco kisses the top of your head, his lips brushing against your hair as he responds softly. "Always."
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affixjoy Ā· 11 months ago
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Today I continued my Star Trek journey by rewatching Star Trek (2009) and boy howdy do I have some thoughts.
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So first off, I saw this for the first time when I came out in 2009. It wasnā€™t my first experience with Star Trek, but it was probably my first with Kirk and Spock and that gang. I remember liking it a lot.
Now that Iā€™ve watched all of TOS and a few of the movies with the original cast my feelings are a little more complicated.
Overall, fun movie! I imagine they had to have felt the weight of recasting and redoing such iconic characters, and in a lot of ways they succeeded. It certainly got younger people like me interested in the franchise!
šŸ’« Spock: I do love this version of him. His ā€œlive long and prosperā€ to the VSA is perfectly bitchy and Iā€™m obsessed with it.
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šŸ’«BONES!! if youā€™ve read any of my other posts youā€™ll know that somehow Bones snuck up on me as my favorite character. I love his intro here, and I think Karl Urban gets the tone just right. This really is a buffet for the McKirkers out there, I can see how this led to 1000 academy era fics of them.
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šŸ’«Kirk: oh Jim. Jimmy Jim Jim. Baby boy. What are you doing. How did being played by Chris Pine (who is incredibly hot) make you LESS attractive??
Obviously this Kirk suffers from some Kirk drift and the added trauma of losing his dad. Heā€™s so much angrier, so much less sweet and nerdy. Rewatching this now I can see why I was so hesitant to like him in TOS because heā€™s a lot less lovable here.
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šŸ’« I get itā€™s an emergency and they had to for plot reasons, but almost all of Pikeā€™s staffing choices make no sense. Sure, Spock as acting captain, I get that. But everyone else?? Imagine being one of the other people there who has been with starfleet for years and seeing him hand Kirk the role of first officer. The ship canā€™t be entirely cadets can it?? Imagine the group texts going around after like ā€œthank god he didnā€™t die because I really need to bitch about this.ā€
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šŸ’« I love all three Uhuras (tos, aos, and snw) and I get why they made her Spockā€™s love interest here because theyā€™ve got fun chemistry! They have a lot in common, theyā€™re both hot and smart, I get it. But cmon guys, that man is a 6 on the Kinsey scale. You keep pairing him with women and it doesnā€™t work.
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šŸ’« I feel like they worked in lots of little references to classic trek, from plot stuff to smaller details like when Spock enters from the turbolift at the end in a very TMP way. I love that, it makes me feel like the people making the movie really care about the stories and the characters. When Spock Prime says good luck I felt all the weight of his relationship with his Jim and how it changed him. So lovely and touching.
And just how close they made Kirk and Spock stand, especially towards the end of the movie. They were always glued to each other in TOS and JJ must have known us Spirk shippers needed something to latch on to šŸ˜…
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šŸ’« Thereā€™s too much action in this movie for me. We didnā€™t need to see Scotty beamed into the water tank. The best sf stuff is always story based, I donā€™t need extravagant fights and cgi shit. Iā€™m sure there are people who watch science fiction for the spectacle but Iā€™m here for the ideas and the feelings.
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šŸ’« goddddd everything with Vulcan and losing Amanda. Rip all our hearts out why donā€™t you. Spockā€™s mom dying is just heartbreaking. I know they had to lose someone we knew to make the destruction of the planet more real to us as viewers but so crushing to see it.
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šŸ’« Old Spock šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­
He knows right away who Jim is and expects that Jim found him on purpose.
Old Spock just launched right in to the mind meld huh. To me this really says that he and his Jim are on very casual mind meld terms and heā€™s not fully understanding that this Jim is not his Jim.
Think about how fucking weird all this must be for old Spock. How heartbreakingly strange it would be so see a young version of your husband and send him to a young version of yourself. Meeting all your old friends young selves, years after youā€™ve lost them all.
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And from here out itā€™s just miscellaneous thoughts I jotted down while watching that donā€™t fit great anywhere else:
ā­ļøI love when the redshirt is so excited to get the Romulans and Kirk gets this look likeā€¦ thatā€™s why youā€™re here? Dude the battle not the appeal here. A nice glimpse of how this Kirk is similar at heart to TOS Kirk.
ā­ļøLove you Sulu and your fencing skills
ā­ļøI love when they stop the lift for emotional reasons.
ā­ļøā€œOur destinies have changedā€ goddddd great speech Spock
ā­ļøJim has the look of a man who is frequently escorted places by security
ā­ļøSpock wants to break Kirk so bad šŸ˜‚
ā­ļøWhen Jim slaps Spockā€™s back and Spock has a look of ā€œI think that just awakened something in me.ā€
ā­ļøSpock youā€™re calling him Jim already? You slut. (Delighted, affectionate)
Overall I think itā€™s a fun movie but it misses a lot of whatā€™s at the heart of the classic Trek I love. They try to do everything too fast and it just doesnā€™t work as well for me. Iā€™m excited to rewatch the next two and see how these versions of the characters change!
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w1ngedsoul Ā· 2 years ago
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hi! can you do headcanons on being married to phil wenneck. please and thank you!!šŸ©·
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requests are open!
warnings: mentions of sex, sexual themes, swearing.
First of all, he would be the kind of husband to constantly compliment you and build up your confidence.
"Wow, I really can't speak, huh? Must be because of how gorgeous you look."
"There's not a single thing I don't love about you."
He's so sweet, it's honestly adorable šŸ˜­
When he introduces you to his friends, you all get along really well, especially you and Stu because of your careers in medicine.
He's the type of man to have your wedding date as his phone's password or tattooed onto his wrist.
He loves when he comes home after a long day of work and spots you humming to the radio while swaying yourself around the kitchen.
You'll feel warm arms wrap around your waist and his nose will bury itself into your neck.
He loves your scent, so much so, that whenever you go out with friends for a night away or a road trip, he'll walk over to your vanity and smell your perfume.
It's a mixture of vanilla and lavender, it makes Phil's mind go hazy when you walk past or when you're hugging him.
Phil loves pda. Even if it's something small like holding your hand or your lower back, he loves showing off your relationship. Showing that you're his.
Phil also loves cooking, you'll take it in turns each night to make tea and you'll each rate the other's meal out of five stars. Whoever has the most stars added up gets to choose a restaurant to eat out at.
Once for your birthday, he had told you to wear a pair of red panties to a fancy Korean restaurant, it was until Phil revealed a remote ten minutes that you had pieced together his plan.
The poor waiter, he took your order while you refrained from moaning aloud in front of everyone.
When you got pregnant with your first child, Phil was overjoyed. He bought diapers, dummies, toys, clothes, monitors, a small bathtub, a car seat, I could go on forever.
Let's just say by the end of your first trimester, you already have everything you'll need for your whole pregnancy.
He didn't need to watch tutorials on how to hold a baby, he used to volunteer to take care of his little brother when he was younger.
He got you to wear overalls because he thought you looked sexy in them, seeing you walk around adjusting the straps...
His mind wanders, I mean, there's not a rule to say sex is bad while pregnant...
Let's talk about Phil when he drives.
Lord have mercy šŸ™
When his hands grip onto the steering wheel, while concentrating on the directions>>
I just know he gets road rage, no one can convince me otherwise.
"Move out the fucking way!"
"Watch it prick!"
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Just watching him turn the steering wheel, or when he looks back while parking turns you on.
Most of the time, he'll notice the lust in your eyes and will park off to the side.
Sometimes you're stuck in traffic and he'll trail a hand up your thigh, a couple kisses are peppered upon your neck.
Once, you guys had been in traffic for around twenty minutes and Phil decided to take you in the back of the van he borrowed (what Stu doesn't know won't hurt him)
You had been in there for only five minutes when the road had started up again, all you could hear was loud beeping horns from angry drivers.
Phil would definitely try and get you to avoid Alan for one specific reason; he's a pervert.
Once, you, Phil and Alan got trapped in the basement of Stu's house without signal and Alan confirmed Phil's suspicion.
"Looks like we'll be trapped a while...y/n, is it?"
"Knock it off!"
Something that's always funny, is Phil coming home drunk.
"There was this girl, and she asked for my number and I was all like 'No! I have...a wife."
And then there's the part where he's really romantic.
"God, I love my wife. She's the most amazing woman I've ever met, you know? She has these eyes that are so bright, I could stare into them forever. And when she looks at me, I can't help but be nothing but honest with her. Do you have someone like that?"
"Yes, I do."
@bradleybeachbabe hope you enjoyed! Love you šŸ’•
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shalomniscient Ā· 8 months ago
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i feel like arlecchino is the type of parent to attend all of her child's performances if they do ballet or participate in a drama club or something.
arle's constantly busy with lots of dangerous and concerning things about which her children don't really need to know, and yet she makes it just in time every time. she definitely takes a seat in the front row, so she can observe her little star without any obstructions. moreover, this way her baby will see her and understand that daddy's here to support them. this will definitely cast an extreme confidence boost! she's also the type to applause louder than everyone else. she isn't too emotional during or after the performance but she makes sure that her child is acknowledged they did their best and she is proud of them. she doesn't pay attention to other children at all, her eyes are on her baby all the time and once their gazes meet, she gives her little darling the warmest and the most reassuring smile ever. a thought about you also crosses her mind for a second, after all you were the one to rehearse all these things with your baby and arle makes sure to properly show her gratitude to you after the performance when babies are already fed, washed and tucked into their beds by you two...
arle doesn't really rehearse with her artistic children at home due to being in charge of too many things, usually you are the one who's responsible for helping them to memorize their lines ans stuff. arlecchino definitely feels a bit guilty because of it, the amount of effort you two put isn't even in her opinion. so, she takes care of providing her children with best costumes ever created by the best tailors. if you think about it, it might look funny... a big strong influential arlecchino ordering small and shiny princess dresses or puss in boots costumea with tiny artificial swords attached to them. well, that's just adorable.
ā€“ milk nonnie
i like to think that arle, as a harbinger, has a personal tailor, likely an ex-hearth member. they are functionally in charge of clothing the entire sevchino family; everything is custom made, nothing bought at boutiques (sorry chiori šŸ˜”šŸ˜”šŸ˜” arle just likes to spoil her family). which has its own merits, that being all of our clothing fits really well and lasts a long ass time. honestly, even irl, if i had the money i would be commissioning nearly every piece of clothing i can get. there's just something so special about tailor-made stuff.
anyway milk my beloved this was so <3333 to read, im weak šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ arle being sweet and soggy for the kiddos HSKJDSGKHGKDH i need her saur bad........ the next genshin update will either make me or destroy me, fr šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­
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hazbingirliexoxo Ā· 9 months ago
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ā€œThe Archerā€ Angel Dust Analysis
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A/n: ALRIGHT YALLā£ļø itā€™s been a hot minute (literally a whole month lol ripā˜ ļø) but I have FINALLY written this and am ready to share it with everyone!šŸ¤© So Iā€™m a huge Swiftie and I absolutely love AngelšŸ˜­šŸ’• so listening to this song: ā€œThe Archerā€ instantly made me think of him. I think the lyrics really highlight how his experiences with love have shaped the complexities of his true feelings and while we still have so much more to discover about his and Huskā€™s developing relationship in the show, I truly think that this song just ā€œscreamsā€ them. If you havenā€™t listened to the song before, I definitely recommend to!šŸ˜Š Anyway, lez get into it!šŸ˜Ž
Note: For reference, I primarily used this article: https://gwtimes.org/1625/music-books-movies/the-archer-taylor-swift-lyric-analysis/ to organize all of my thoughts and opinions on why this song suits Angel so well. I think this author did an excellent job at explaining the real message of the song in regards to Taylorā€™s life, but this analysis is solely based on my OWN interpretation of how Angelā€™s character fits this song. Just wanted to clarify. THANK YOU AND ENJOY!!!ā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļø
Combat, Iā€™m ready for combat
I say I donā€™t want that, but what if I do?
Cause cruelty wins in the movies
Iā€™ve got a hundred thrown out speeches I almost said to you
Okay so, with these first few lines, we can think about how much Angel has been through, both in life and death. Like anyone else, heā€™s made mistakes and fought with many people heā€™s cared about before, whether that be with his birth family (ex: Arackniss, Molly) or his newfound family/friends heā€™s made at the hotel later on (ex: Charlie, Husk, Niffty, Sir Pentious, etc). But in terms of his actual familial background, Angel was born and raised in the mafia, meaning heā€™s used to seeing the indescribable horrors and violence associated with that lifestyle. He has no choice but to conjure up this metaphorical shield of ā€œarmorā€ in order to not only protect himself but also, survive. This ultimately makes it very difficult for Angel to form and develop good, healthy relationships, whether thatā€™d be platonic or romantic, because as much as he craves genuine love and affection, isnā€™t that going against everything heā€™s known? To not care about what anyone thinks of him because at the end of the day, everyone leaves regardless? Angel Dust is a perfect example of being conditioned to this toxic, negative mindset heā€™s built for himself every day and we especially see more of this when it comes to his work with Valentino.
Now Angel is a celebrity, the most famous porn star in all of hell. Of course, due to his natural charisma and good looks, all eyes are drawn to him. Heā€™s expected to essentially ā€œput on a showā€ and show off what heā€™s ā€œgood forā€ because who could resist the seductive, charming Angel Dust? But thatā€™s the cruel irony behind it all. Angelā€™s perception of his pornstar persona overshadows the reality of his true self, which makes it easy for him to push people away and not let anyone see the real him. Heā€™s bred to allow people to chase after him, lust after him, because thatā€™s the embodiment of who Angel Dust is, not who Anthony is. Angel Dust doesnā€™t care if people ā€œleaveā€ him because he knows that one way or another, thereā€™s always someone else who will appreciate him for his ā€œtalentsā€, who will shower him with the desire and attention he so desperately seeks, despite it being superficial. But Anthony? No one knows who that is nor anyone would care to know who Anthony is in Angelā€™s mind, so rather than reveal his true thoughts, he decides to remain silent and keep them hidden from the public view as a way to protect himself.
Easy they come, easy they go
I jump from the train, I ride off alone
I never grew up, itā€™s getting so old
Help me hold on to you
Now, these second set of lyrics go a little more in-depth about Angelā€™s personal life and relationships. The first line expresses how easily he attracts people and yet still drives them away. The second one, however, can be explored through both a platonic and a romantic perspective. In a platonic lens, Angel struggles with making real, genuine friends (other than Cherri) because heā€™s afraid no one will be interested to get to know him. The same thing can be said in a romantic point of view. Angel loves to flirt, yes, but with his pornstar persona, he over-amplifies it and makes it seem like heā€™s ā€œon boardā€ in the beginning, but in the slightest sense of any seriousness or vulnerability, he ā€œjumps offā€, going his own way because he knows heā€™s unable to commit. This third line takes a look into how Angel is associated with being the ā€œblack sheepā€ of his family. Despite his somewhat childish nature, Angelā€™s always causing trouble and has never been the more focused, responsible type like his older brother: Arackniss. But due to these specific family dynamics, this shows how Angel feels like heā€™s never taken seriously with his true self. And because of that, he doesnā€™t understand how to grow and mature enough as a person to handle long-term relationships. The last line here can be portrayed as Angelā€™s inner thoughts and feelings towards his future love interest in the series: Husk. Angel is so used to giving up and running away from the idea of real love because of his own sexual abuse and trauma from Valentino. But throughout his whole afterlife, Husk is the only good man who respects and values Angel for who he truly is and despite how nice yet unfamiliar that feeling is, Angelā€™s terrified of losing it. Therefore, these lyrics can imply how heā€™s pleading for Husk to help him stay grounded and focus on exploring and pursuing this new relationship with him.
Iā€™ve been the archer, Iā€™ve been the prey
Who could ever leave me, darling? But who could stay?
In the chorus, we can start to see the lyrics become even more personified towards Angelā€™s life. Heā€™s been hurt by so many people, yet heā€™s also his own worst enemy because heā€™s done the same thing to those who he cares about too, ultimately straining or damaging the relationships as a whole. He wonders why no one would want to stay in his life, but deep down, he knows that he doesnā€™t make it easy for people to love him either. So in order to change that, he needs to believe in himself and trust that he can make a positive effort towards becoming better.
Dark side, I search for your dark side
But what if Iā€™m all right, right, right, right here?
And I cut off my nose just to spite my face
Then hate my reflection, for years and years
Within the next verse, we can connect back to how Angelā€™s toxic mindset has made a profound impact on himself and his relationships. Thereā€™s a big part of him thatā€™s always subconsciously searching for the negative aspects of letting people into his life, and that in itself, is what overpowers his psyche into not recognizing and acknowledging the positive facets as well. These next few lines can be referenced to how he strives to maintain his pornstar persona. The whole concept of Angel Dust is for him to be as appealing and desirable to everyone no matter what because thatā€™s what the public likes to see. But unfortunately, what Angel doesnā€™t comprehend is that he doesnā€™t need to overemphasize this ā€œmaskā€ of his because the real, genuine people in his life (such as Molly, Charlie, Cherri, Husk, etc.) love and accept him for who he is internally rather than externally. This lack of understanding can also drive him to act impulsive with his emotions and lash out towards the people he deeply cares about, thereby causing him to feel hatred towards himself and regret the decisions heā€™s made later on.
I wake in the night, I pace like a ghost
The room is on fire, invisible smoke
And all of my heroes die all alone
Help me hold on to you
The metaphorical meaning behind these next lyrics can connect to how empty and restless Angel feels when heā€™s by himself. We know that he suffers intense nightmares and drug hallucinations from Valentino, but in this next line: ā€œThe room is on fire, invisible smokeā€, this allows us to dive deeper into his inner troubles and the emotional turmoil and chaos heā€™s experiencing from it. Heā€™s known to ā€œburn bridgesā€ and ā€œstart firesā€ with others because like I stated previously, he believes everyone will leave him eventually, so as a result, he shuts people out as a way to cope with this depression and loneliness, knowing that itā€™s still his fault.
Iā€™ve been the archer, Iā€™ve been the prey
Screaming, who could ever leave me, darling? But who could stay?
Here we have the main chorus again, but whatā€™s different is that the word ā€œscreamingā€ is used. This allows us to really see and feel the intensity behind Angelā€™s emotions. It can almost be viewed as if heā€™s ā€œcrying out for helpā€ and begging for someone, ANYONE, to reach out and stay there with him.
Cause they see right through me
They see right through me
They see right through
Can you see right through me?
They see right through me (2x)
I see right through me (2x)
This next sequence of lyrics is pretty self-explanatory, especially regarding Angelā€™s famous reputation. Based upon his story arc so far, the internal struggles and hardships Angel has faced throughout life and death have definitely taken a toll on him. Even though he aims to portray this glamorous, charming pornstar personality, characters like Husk can see right through Angel pretty easily and have no issue in calling him out for how fake heā€™s being. This not only makes Angel very hyper-aware of his mask ā€œslipping awayā€, but also adds on an extra layer of anxiety and panic heā€™s feeling from losing control of that facade.
All the kingā€™s horses, all the kingā€™s men
Couldnā€™t put me together again
ā€˜Cause all of my enemies started out friends
Help me hold on to you
The first line here is a clear reference to the nursery rhyme, Humpty Dumpty, but the next few lines are what really emphasize Angelā€™s character even more. Angel is not an easy guy to get along with. He knows he can be an asshole and because of that, heā€™s made many enemies who couldā€™ve potentially stayed as friends in his life if he didnā€™t push them away. But that doesnā€™t make him feel as if heā€™s alone right? After all, Angel Dust is fulfilled with receiving ā€œloveā€ from clients, fans, and Valentino all the time, so that has to mean something, right? This particular mindset is what fuels Angel to continue craving that form of infatuation and attention because itā€™s what he surrounds himself with every day. However, once that ā€œhighļæ½ļæ½ļæ½ dies down, who does he have waiting there for him at home? No one, because in reality, he IS alone and that terrifies him even more due to the fact that heā€™s the reason behind these self-destructive tendencies.
Iā€™ve been the archer, Iā€™ve been the prey
Who could ever leave me, darling? But who could stay?
(I see right through me, I see right through me)
Who could stay? (4x)
You could stay
Combat, Iā€™m ready for combat
These final lines of the song play a significant role in how Angelā€™s perspective on love can change for the future. Like Iā€™ve said prior, Angel has never had anyone show real, genuine interest in him before, that is, until he met Husk. Husk has made it very clear in the beginning that he doesnā€™t like putting up with anyoneā€™s bullshit. While his gruff, no-nonsense exterior may be off-putting to others, Angel is very attracted to how real Husk is in expressing how he feels and that is exactly the kind of person Angel needs in his life right now. Over some time throughout the series so far, we start to see a closer relationship develop between the two as well, how fond and comfortable they are of each other. This scares Angel because like all of his other relationships and his current predicament with Valentino, heā€™s afraid that Husk will voluntarily leave or be taken away from him forever. So in order to avoid that, Angel is determined to do everything he can to keep Husk a permanent part of his life.
Overall, Angel is well aware that heā€™s not an easy person to love, but with Husk, he feels as if he could be the one to truly understand and accept him for who he is. That maybe, and hopefully, Husk will be the one to stay for goodā¤ļø
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