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butchfalin · 1 year ago

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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

#yeehaw #1k #5k #10k #posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference #edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense #also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags #1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now #he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic #2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign #like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock #3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing #it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is #extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once #it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life #i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about #Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect #if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it #aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week

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mangozic · 5 months ago

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pre-distortion michael shelley but pointier and more shaped

#yeah redid his design because boy was I not happy with the last one #sorry to all the folks that liked it #michael being the first thing I draw for myself after the hell that was finals is very in character #and a bit concerning #he’s permanently residing in my brain now i’m afraid #don’t have enough time to render these so all y’all are getting are colored sketches #tma #the magnus archives #magpod #michael distortion #michael shelley #tma michael #tma distortion #tma fanart #digital art #fanart #illustration #sketch #my art

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onebadnoodle · 10 months ago

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silly doodle but i kinda want to do more with this idea

(totally gonna forget about this later)

#i need to remind myself to post more of my doodles #character design #sketch #doodle #hair #but like not hair

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egophiliac · 4 months ago

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he did it! 🐍 and it only took...uhhh...well, there probably could've been less punches, but why hold back!

PUNCHES FOR EVERYONE

#art #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 part 9 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 part 9 spoilers #snakes #ONE MORE DOWN #oh my god happy jamil was SO scary and yet adorable all at once #i want real jamil to see him and just be utterly disgusted #and yet he got nothing on the return of everyone's favorite twst character: WEIRD RHYTHMIC ELEPHANT #oh weird rhythmic elephant what would we do without you #me kicking my stupid little feet as jamil wakes up through sheer force of kalim though #he was SO happy for jamil and SO ready to just go along with everything. my sweet boy.#jamil getting so flustered by him that he's just shocked back into reality #and the SLAPFIGHT #silver being like 'they need this' and doing his one smile animation as kalim and jamil are pulling on each other's hair and going YOU SMEL #mmm yes delicious #also this is probably nothing but #but...they brought up the whole thing with azul having dirt on crowley again #the thing that was briefly alluded to in episode 4 and never mentioned ever again?!#i had JUST finally convinced myself that i was reading too much into it and it was just azul playing along with jamil's plan #but now they've mentioned it again and i'm going to be all BUT WHAT DOES IT MEEEEEAAAAN for another three years about it #is it a meaningless reference to that one scene?! is it absolutely ridiculous foreshadowing?! am i ever going to be validated?!#I HAVE TO KNOW

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clownowo · 1 year ago

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been replaying the Portal series I think this is where its heading

#i haven't drawn in like. half a month. which listen i know i don't post much here but i do draw a lot #i have another blog. but also sometimes i just don't post things. i draw for myself #just got burnt out from working on an animation final 😔#so anyway. eased myself back in with a silly comic about portal #my irl saw my shitty sketch and thought glados was painting chell which is very funny to me.#chelldos #but like. unrequited. glados is obsessed with chell. chell is not having a good time #portal #chell #GlaDOS #GlaD0S #my art #og post #1k #5k #10k #20k #edit: i made this post almost a year ago and it haunts me. theres a typo. chell is out of character.#because i couldn't come up with a good reason for her to be there in the first place #and this was a shitty ms paint replicating drawing that i did just to get back into drawing #i didn't think it would gain much attention #i was Wrong #anyway someone in the comments said this is what happens when you speedrun thats an infintely better setup for the punchline #EDIT 2: ok i fixed it fuck you

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soranker · 7 months ago

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my girlfriend

#trigun #trigun maximum #nicholas d wolfwood #i saw a tweet the other day that was like. do u ever like a character SO MUCH that u feel shy/embarrassed even drawing them #AND I WAS LIKE .... YYEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#yall dont even kno how hard i cringe at myself whenever i post abt this guy.. but i power thru OTL #these r a few weeks old btw ive been busy so i havent gotten to draw him in like a month and it feels so JHDSGF&UY EIY$NU&RHGFJDG!@JFHBD #save me. save me nicholas d wolfwood #why did i write all of this DO U SEE WHAT I MEANN my head is in my hands rn

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blackkatdraws2 · 2 months ago

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[Toon x Mobster] A tender moment.

[Animation timelapse here!]

[AUDIO USED:] Chet Baker - Almost Blue Sound Effects edited by me!

#toon x mobster #jack desmond #gavriel huffman #original character #original characters #original character art #oc #ocs #oc art #oc animation #oc animatic #I made a little animation about them because I was craving it #I needed to see these two being soft and very loving towards each other #HEY YOU KNOW WHAT THIS IS REMINDING ME #it's like one of those videos back in the early internet years with fandom characters being animated by fans kissing each other HAHAHA #2012 aesthetic <3 two anime/game characters being animated kissing and everyone either screaming from loving or hating it #ooohh those were fun times..#again. I had so much fun with the sound effects [YAAYY I MADE THEM REAL ARE YOU SEEING THAT I DID THAT]#I'm so proud of myself [took literal hours browsing through sound effects with tears slowly sliding down my face]

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wombywoo · 7 months ago

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local cuisine 🤌

#call of duty #cod #john soap mactavish #simon ghost riley #soapghost #my art #is this too niche?-I ask myself..drawing two characters from an FPS video game franchise eating the culinary marvel that is the wigan kebab #probably #anyway--Simon is currently extolling the necessity of pey wet #and Johnny's just mad that he actually likes it 😤#wigan kebab blast 💥

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doomedclockworkdotmp3 · 9 days ago

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just a normal guy surrounded by residents with evil in their hearts

#my art #doodle #fanart #resident evil 7 #resident evil 8 #ethan winters #hes havin a bad day im havin a bad day but with the power of takin your frustrations out on fictional characters i will prevail #he wont but thats not whats important here #i wish i was surrounded by literal horrors instead of the internal unseeable horrors that plague me so that i could justify the incredibly #hard time im havin to myself like hey its not my fault im literally dead #but anyways thats the post. heres to coping with life cheers

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puppyeared · 1 year ago

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learned something about myself lately

#i dont think its even the fact almost all my characters are somewhat beasts in one way or another. i just #really like tails and wish i had one myself #and then my oc designs are a little tame theyre mostly human shaped with animal features. but they always have tails #my eyes have recently been opened to the appeal of long whiplike unicorn tails.. so flowy and curly #something about the tuft at the end being long and swirly just does something for me..#maybe it would make sense to change auggies tail shape so it looks like a meteor. her design is mainly pink with hot pink accent #so it would be cool to use that and orange to make it look like a fire meteor.. maybe itll help complement the blue/green in her design #head full of ocs today so expect a ramble later #if i had a tail i think it would be long with a kink. so it kind of folds over once but not in a curl #when it wags its kind of a swaying motion. i have thought about this a normal amount #yapping

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noodles-and-tea · 1 month ago

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MY BBG POOKIE PIE!!!

#I’ve seen like 3 posts talking about how the “babygirl-ification” of fiddleford is an issue #and that he needs to be held accountable for his bad actions #so I’m here to tell you that #he has never done anything wrong and will never do anything wrong ever in his life #:))))#IM JOKING #I’m about to ramble in the tags btw #in seriousness I think the people that make Fidds “babygirl” if you will are people who are drawn to the complexities of his character #the people that appreciate the complexities and not ignoring them #maybe I’m just speaking for myself here but I think he’s such an interesting and cool character #the babygirlification happens after that tho but not instead of #except for in my au where he literally doesn’t do anything wrong and is perfect :)#my art #fiddleford hadron mcgucket #fiddleford mcgucket #gravity falls

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hinamie · 2 months ago

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wanted to practice some more intense angry expressions and what better excuse to further my agenda of giving megumi the emotional catharsis he deserves