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I was aware people were feral for Mads Mikkelsen, but I didn’t know why until I got to this scene in season 1.
And then my brain was never the same.
#new brain dropped#I like it better this way#‘you changed me’#mads mikkelsen#nbc hannibal#hannibal nbc#hannibal lecter#hannibal#Hannibal 1x08#1x08#Hannibal vs Tobias#Hannibal fight#hannibal fandom#bloody Hannibal#Hannibal fromage#mine
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Yknow, I use to post souly criminal minds, this blog used to have order.
#star child speaks#and now ive completely lost it#i like it better this way#sorry cm moots#why tf did i just try to spell sorry with sourry#what
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I think it’s funny how much change and development I’ve made to the plot storyline in my head that I’ve been documenting for almost 3 years now. When I first came up with the concept there was going to be like magic and angels and faeries and a whole bunch of world building shit that did NOT fit together at all and made no sense. But now instead it’s a bunch of situations that are exactly as outlandish as the fantasy genre because of how fucked up they are. Nobody makes healthy or normal decisions.
#The characters who used to be angels got changed into just being med school college students#And instead of magic there’s more medical malpractice now#Well there was originally already some medical malpractice but now there’s just a whole lot more#The only real “fantasy” element I have now is like ghosts and reanimation of the dead#Which is significantly less high-fantasy than the initial idea of the “angel realm” or the rest of the shit I had planned#I like it better this way#I didn’t know how to shift the vampire characters into not being fantasy anymore since it didn’t fit but I came up with a solution#They’re just reanimated dead people who have most of the same qualities as a vampire but that’s just the side effects of being revived#And the “necromancers” that I initially wanted to write about are just people who bring corpses back to life using science#But they scam people and lie to them by marketing it as magic
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I love Bad Decisions so much ❤️ & NO I DO NOT TRUST SNAKE 🐍 HAYUN lmaoo that girl does not like to lose so she is definitely gonna try something to mess our lovebirds up I can sense it😭
hayun is an angel? idk what you mean?? she wouldn't hurt a fly?? and definitely wouldn't do anything at all to sabotage jungkook's dating life???? definitely doesn't have an axe to grind with byeol???? idk why people don't like her </3
#ahhhhhh thank you!!!!!!#so glad you like it he he he#snakey baby does get people riled up doesn't she#i never meant to make her so DETESTABLE#she was meant to be likable but one mention of red lipstick and you guys go through the roof hahahahahaha#i like it better this way#bd#ask
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also worth noting that "abusive" doesn't actually mean "irredeemable" either.
there's a lot of people that have done things in the past that were bad, because they weren't taught any better, or they were in an overall toxic situation where EVERYONE was shitty (like a cult), or they were just at an especially low point and hurt others for it.
you don't have to forgive them. you don't have to ever speak to them again. you can be angry with them until you die if you want.
but society cannot function if we don't allow them to move on. to change their behavior and fuck off somewhere else and build meaningful relationships without bothering you again. we need a path for people to change, or nothing ever will.
#like re: the last post#npd SHOULDNT mean 'youre an abusive person'#but also people who have abused people in the past can still become better people in the present#you know?#and as i metioned vaguely in that post. the way we currently treat people with NPD probably CAUSES THEM to lash out at and abuse others#if u abuse someone they lash back out at you and suddenly theres fun mutual abuse happening#so they need a way out of that cycle
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I think so many people are so deeply alienated from themselves that they have no clue how to exercise their free will and autonomy. For some, this alienation runs so deep that they are afraid of their own autonomy and humanity. It is completely understandable why one would have those feelings, but it can be worrisome.
I want to help others who feel this way, so here are small things I have done to exercise my free will:
Add "guilty pleasure" songs to playlists and actually listen to them (I have a ton of late 1990s-early 2000s music I listen to now proudly that I never listened to in the past out of shame)
Getting the décor item, bath set, bed spread, ect. in the patterns you like, even if it's "childish" (I got a dinosaur-themed wastebasket from the kids' décor section and I adore it)
Taking a new route to get to a place you go to often
Eat dessert first
Celebrate well, and often
Collect things that are "odd" or don't seem like an "acceptable" thing to collect (somebody on my "for you" page collects dandelion crayola crayons and it was so cool!!!!!!)
Incorporate one new piece in an outfit you wear frequently (e.g., a new chain, a necklace, ribbons, bracelets, ect.). Challenge yourself to add onto the outfits if you feel up for it.
Sing along to songs without worrying that you sound "good" or your intonation is completely accurate
Read a book from a genre you weren't allowed to read as a kid (comics, thrillers, mysteries, anything!)
Walk without having a specific destination or goal
Pick up a new craft without expecting yourself to master it or to ever be "good" enough. Get your hands messy.
I don't want to shame anybody for not feeling as though they have free will or that they are exempt from exercising it. However, I wanted to give ideas so that you might read this list and find your own ways to express your intrinsic autonomy and will. You deserve to be a person, to feel alive, not just living. That is what our lives are for.
#mental health#mental health support#positivity#if anybody has ideas of their own definitely include them!#i just think being stuck with this feeling that you don't have autonomy and that you ultimately aren't an equal person or a person at all..#...in comparison to other people can be a really troubling and dangerous place to be in...#...and that isn't the person's fault for feeling that way. they didn't pluck those thoughts out of thin air...#...like i have felt that exact way all my LIFE because i have been abused for. probably 2/3s of my life...#...only within these past few years have i even FELT alive. frankly it's going to take a while to repair what i have been left with...#...so i know the feeling and i want to help others feel even a LITTLE bit alive. you deserve it...#...you deserve to take in a deep breath before slowly realizing 'oh my gd this is what it feels like to be alive' and SMILE about it#i want that for you even if it is brief. even if it is small. even if it is a whisper. i want you to feel alive#unironically getting rid of the idea of 'guilty pleasures' has made my life SO much better
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just how long is forever? // not long enough, with you
pssst. check this out on inprnt :]
#pssst also. you should click/zoom on this. for better quality and to see all my silly little details :] hooty hoo#this is my totkversary thing im just too impatient to wait till the 12th LOL. big shoutout to this game tht has ruined my life. and zelink.#zelink#light dragon#link#zelda#loz#totk#princess zelda#totk spoilers#link totk#zelda totk#tears of the kingdom#loz fanart#i had soooo much fun drawing this i really did. i think this is a good capstone piece for how much ive improved so far this year#i still have a long ways to go ofc but. i am pleased ^_^ nd i am glad i can use zink like experiments to do so hehe#anyway. YURI FOREVERRRRR BITCH#my art
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i’ve never seen someone wear their soul
in their eyes
quite like you.
the sweetest brown that draws me in
in spite of myself.
a moment – a thought.
from my head or yours?
in my periphery i see you seeing me –
under the kindest microscope, i smile.
the eyes and the mind of the boy with hidden words
caught me by surprise.
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found an old bit of animation from a short film I never finished (about a dog that steals a deer bone from the woods and is haunted by the ghost of the deer). Don't think I ever posted it.
#Maybe will remake that someday#i found an earlier cut of that film that was like frankly way better than what I was attempting later#(I've been looking through a lot of old animation projects and seeing if there's anything salvageable)
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destiel forehead healing kiss. what more could u want.
#art#digital art#my art 🦷#digital painting#supernatural#destiel#castiel#dean winchester#spn fanart#spn#destiel fanart#i am. so tired.#i tried my hardest to not half ass this and give up#i sorta accomplished that but not really#ill have some grace for myself tho cause i really struggled to make art this month :/#spn fanart is so theraputic tho#i missed making my visions for this show#it also just felt like the most low stakes thing to make#this looks way better *not* on mobile.. too lazy to edit this shit now
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Jon sketch
#I should save it as an actual photo but idk I like this crop LMAO#art#sketch#tma#the magnus archives#jonathan sims#no better way to stave off an impending breakdown than drawing a blorbo I suppose#that’s the most his facial hair can grow it just stops at that#his genes won’t allow for more
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Nothing will dispell the "the curtains were just blue" myth faster than writing something yourself, because the amount of pretentious symbolism i am putting in my silly little fanfics is ridiculous. I mean SO much with these words, literally every single one of them. This fic has twenty five typos and zero correct uses of punctuation but if there's curtains you bet your ass I put thought into what colour they were.
#writing#fic writing#like this is stuff i'm doing for fun with my perfectionism meter turned down as far as i can get it#and i am still thinking about it A LOT#talk to me about how in red string fic jgy perceives the memory block both as syrup and as mud but nmj thinks it feels like blood#it's just a thing in their heads that mentally feels kind of thick and sticky but they both made something different of it#it's about issues with cleanliness / lies as a way to craft an illusion of a better lopking world vs the constant violence nmj lives in
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Leaked scene from the FNAF 2 movie…
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#fnaf movie#fnaf 2 movie#withered foxy#withered freddy#mike schmidt#fnaf 2#if you know you know what this is based off of#I promise this is a real scene#foxy himself told me#BUT fr honestly im so curious how the mask will come into play in the next film#CAUSE IT better be there#but it’s such a overpowered move#like why not wear the mask the whole time to confuse most of the animatronics etc#BUT I BET they’ll figure it out#if they make any reference to this pit even in a small way we win
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very late to the meme, it's been done before but. here.
turn on the sound pls
#disco elysium#harry du bois#cop slide#slowly learning to use blender and after effects#i was like 'oh i could just send a ragdoll harry through the slide that would be easier!' no. thats way harder than animating him#i could have done better camera shake but i already spent waaaay too much time on this#animation#blender#_#_fanart#y
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I read too many stories of "women" throughout history who lived as men and wore men's clothing getting beaten and arrested for it, sensationalized in the press as "man-woman," painted as perverts and monsters, put in literal freakshows, and forcibly institutionalized to sit by quietly while non-transmascs loudly and confidently claim that "female masculinity" has never been targeted as much as "male femininity" has. Read some trans and queer history that isn't only about gay men and trans women before you open your mouths about butches and transmascs, or better yet just listen to us about our history and experiences in the first place.
#not to mention the modern day lived experiences of trans men and mascs we are always trying to tell you about#I get laughed at and called a dyke for the way I present but yeah sure non transmasc tumblr user you definitely know my life better than me#I've compiled a reading/re-reading list for myself using material from my trans studies classes & over the next couple weeks#I'll be posting some important bits from them that illustrate some of these situations I've learned about once I have more details#trying not to engage with transandrophobes online but when this rhetoric is coming directly from trans academics it's like :/#transandrophobia#mine
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