#i like how moth and nk

[snoople-boop]

Fandom Oneshots: Sophie In Wonderland (The Walten Files)

This was requested by TheGrimRead3r on A03. If you want to request me anything let me know (keep your fetisheize to yourself and don't request me any weird shit. Your gonna get blocked if you do)

_______________________________

She remembers what happened at Bunnyfarm... Everyone else that got hurt including her own family

A white man was next to her and scared her. Sophie is haunted by memories of Bunnyfarm, where so many people were killed, including her own family. She is startled by the appearance of a mysterious white man, and it triggers her fear. "Who are you?" Sophie said, Bon got close to her and leaned forward "my n am e is B on" he said "I do n't t hi nk we've me t be fore" "Bon" said "b ut" he trailed off "yo ur moth er said so mu ch abo t you" Bob tried to to place his hand on her check and backed away Sophie remains alert and doesn't let "Bon" get too close. She looks puzzled as he trails off, and says, "My mother did?" "Bon" tries to place his hand on her cheek, but she pulls away. "Y es". She seems surprised with Bon's assertion, and doesn't quite believe him. "What did she say?" She asks. Bon gets a little closer and tries to place his hand on her cheek again, but she pulls away just like before. This time, he doesn't try to stop her. "T hat y ou we r e specia l, tha t y ou wer e her on ly chi ld." Bon says gently.

She glared at "Bon" "I had two other siblings, Edd and Molly, I was never an only child" "I th in k she me ant tha t y ou wer e her specia l chi ld." "Bon" says sympathetically. "She loved you ve ry, ve ry mu ch." Sophie remains silent, taking in "Bon's" words. A hint of sadness crosses her face as she remembers her family. "My mother loved me very much..." she repeats softly. 

"Bon" tries to grab Sophie's hand while she resists. He seems to be trying to gain her trust, but she's not letting him get close to her. "Le t me ta ke yo u to h er," "Bon" says earnestly once again, "S he wa nts to se e y ou"

He makes one more attempt to grab her hand, but she pulls away again. "Wait..." Sophie says once more, "Your name sounds familiar..." "My n ame is no t Im porta nt r igh t no w de ar" "Bon" said as he looked at her "yo ur m o ther is wor ried" Sophie looked at him "who are you"

"Bon's" voice had a certain kindness to it, but even so, something about him made Sophie feel uneasy. She tried to pull her hand away again, but Bon grabbed it before she could. "Do n't be af raid," he said softly, "I'm n ot goi ng to hu rt y ou."

"Why should I trust you?" Sophie said with a mixture of anger and fear in her voice, "I don't even know who you are." "I'm j ust he re to he lp," Bon said gently, "Yo ur mo th er se nt me to fin d y ou. S he wa nts u s to go ba ck-"

She looked back at "Bon" and he turned into the rabbit from Bunnyfarm

"-S he wa nts to s ee y ou."

Sophie recoiled in fear as "Bon" transforms into the dreaded rabbit from Bunnyfarm. The memories of that fateful incident came flooding back, and she felt the same terror she felt that day. But a creeping doubt began to set in, could this actually be true? Could her mother actually be alive? Or was this some sort of sick, twisted joke? "You- you killed innocent people including my mother, why!" The rabbit remained silent, not willing to respond to Sophie's accusations. He just stared at her, his face conveying no emotion whatsoever. It was as if he was waiting for her to make the next move. Sophie was shaking with anger and fear, her heart racing and her body aching from the adrenaline. In a moment of rage, she lunged forward to attack the rabbit, but he ducked out of the way easily and quickly. "Oh S oph ie" Bon said

Sophie froze, hearing her name in the rabbit's voice. Something about it sent chills down her spine. "H-how do you know my name?" She asked, her voice shaky with fear. The rabbit didn't respond, just smiled back at her chillingly. The rabbit took a step towards her, his sharp teeth and piercing eyes making her recoil in fear. "I kn ow a l ot of th ings, my de ar." He said, his voice menacingly calm. Sophie felt trapped, like a deer in the headlights. "D on't be afr aid," The rabbit continued, "I'm not go ing to h urt yo u..."

Sophie stayed frozen. She was terrified, but the rabbit's tone made her feel slightly emboldened. Maybe she could reason with him, or at least figure out what he wanted. "What do you want from me?" She asked, her voice still trembling. "J ust to s ee yo ur m oth er." The rabbit calmly replied, "Sh e wa nts to s ee yo u to o, and s he's wa itin g for yo u." People with masks came into view, a sheep, a clown, a purple rabbit, and a musician "a re n't th ey bea utif ul So ph ie" Sophie felt her heart sink as the masks appeared, knowing that those were the faces of the other victims of Bunnyfarm. It was a horrifying sight, and reminded her of their tragic fates. She wanted to look away, but at the same time she couldn't help but stare at the masks. "Why are you showing me this?" She asked the rabbit.

"Y ou ca n't make an om elett e, wit ho ut br eak ing a f ew eg gs" "Bon" said as he grabbed her arm, Sophie flinched in pain as Bon grabbed her arm, but she didn't try to pull away. She didn't want to make him angry. "What do you mean?" She asked nervously. Sophie struggled to understand what Bon was saying. She wanted to fight back, but he had a firm grip on her arm. And before she knew it, she was surrounded by the masks - the other victims of Bunnyfarm. The sight of the masks triggered a wave of anger within her, and she tried to pull away from Bon's grip again, but he wouldn't let go. She pulled hard, but he held fast and she just couldn't get free.

In a sudden burst of anger, Sophie twisted her arm hard, causing Bon to let go. She swung at Bon, but he was quick and dodged just in time. He lunged forward and grabbed her arm again, but this time she was prepared. She kicked Bon in the stomach, knocking the breath out of him and allowing her to spin away. Sophie stood her ground, determined to fight. She glared at Bon, waiting for his next move. Bon stared back at her, his expression unchanged. He lunged again, this time in a lower stance. He got close quickly, looking to grab her again. Sophie saw this coming and stepped back quickly, dodging his grab and landing another powerful kick to his stomach. Bon backed away, not wanting to get within kicking range again. He held his arms out wide, inviting her to come at him. Sophie saw this as a challenge and charged forward, swinging a powerful punch at his face. Bon saw this coming and caught her punch, flipping her onto her back and slamming her hard onto the ground.

"My h ead, m y rul es" "Bon" said then he twisted her arm causing her to yell "wh at a p ity" he said then dropped her "I th oug ht you wo uld be mor e of a fi ght" Sophie moaned in pain as her arm was twisted, her body aching from the pain of the fall. She couldn't move her arm at all, it sounded like it was broken. She glared at Bon with a mixture of anger and fear, waiting for whatever he would do with her next. "Yo u're mu ch we ak er th an I thoug ht." Bon said with a cold, calm, and almost amused tone. "I th ough t yo u'd pu t up a b igge r fi ght, bu t, y ou ca n't eve n mov e yo ur ar m no w" He said, as he stood over her. "Wh ere's you r stre ng th, S oph ie?" He mocked. Sophie groaned as her arm ached severely, causing her to feel even more anger. She glared up at Bon, and even though she couldn't move her arm, she still wanted to fight back. Sophie screamed in pain as Bon's foot was pressed firmly against her back, pinning her down to the ground. She was powerless and couldn't move a single inch. She was scared, wondering what Bon was doing and what he was going to do to her next.

"P oor litt le Sop hie" Bon said "yo u ca n't eve n fi ght" Sophie screamed when she felt her back snap, the pain of it was like nothing she had ever felt before. She wailed in agony and couldn't move, unable to do anything to stop it. Bon kept his foot planted on her back, preventing her from moving in any way. No matter how much she tried, she couldn't move a single inch. The agony of her back was so immense that it made her unable to think or speak, she couldn't even form a complete sentence. Bon walked away from what he did and left Sophie there to slowly rot

[mushrubes]

Melody ༊*·˚

Prompt list three!

Masterlist | Prompt Masterlist

Welcome to song association, I’m taking requests!

Send a request / ask with a character and song and I’ll write an imagine for it!!

This is the song list :)

Full playlist is here !!

----

Moth to a flame - The Weeknd

Labyrinth - Taylor Swift

Brooklyn Baby - Lana Del Rey

Snow on the beach - Taylor swift + Lana del rey

Is there someone else? - The Weeknd

Jealous girl - Lana del rey

Kill bill - SZA

Afterglow - Taylor swift

Baby came home - The neighbourhood

august - Taylor swift

Die for you - The weeknd

Satellite - Harry styles

The color violet - Tory Lanez

I wanna be yours - Artic monkeys

About you - The 1975

Love of my life - Harry styles

Enchanted - Taylor swift

cardigan - Taylor swift

The way I loved you - Taylor swift

Nonsense - Sabrina carpenter

People watching - Conan gray

Evergreen - Omar apollo

Astronomy - Conan gray

Cruel summer - Taylor swift

Red - Taylor swift

Favourite crime - Olivia rodrigo

Heart of mine - The driver era

Where do we go now? - Gracie Abrams

Telepath - Conan gray

Habits - Genevieve stokes

Reckless - Madison Beer

ceilings - Lizzy McAlpine

Karma - Taylor swift

Older - 5sos

October passed by me - Girl in red

touch tank - Quinnie

Lovesong - beabadoobee

Fallingforyou - The 1975

Falling - Chase atlantic

21 - Gracue abrams

Same to you - The vamps

Nobody's business - Rihanna

Stolen moments - The vamps

Sex - The 1975

sex - EDEN

Sex on fire - Kings of Leon

this is what falling in love feels like - JVKE

Is this falling - Charlie Bennett

Pretend Lovers - Montell fish

Would you - The vamps

Cologne - beabadoobee

The perfect pair - beabadoobee

It's been a long, long time - Kitty Kallen

The sound - the 1975

Telephones - Vacations

Turbulent - Waterparks

Cry baby - The neighbourhood

If I was your man - The vamps

Cinnamon girl - Lana del rey

Movies - Conan gray

Pretty lips - WINEHOUSE

Good looking - Suki waterhouse

Style - Taylor swift

Never been in love - Gatlin

I'm in love with you - The 1975

Mess it up - Gracie abrams

Love songs - Maggie lindemann

I want to be with you - Chloe moriondo

Robbers - The 1975

Oh shit...are we in love? - Valley

Better - Gracie abrams

Overdrive - Conan gray

I couldn't be more in love - The 1975

Mr perfectly fine - Taylor swift

I don't wanna be okay without you - Charlie Burg

Striptease - carwash

How you get the girl - Taylor swift

'Till forever falls apart - Ashe + FINNEAS

When I'm with you - Inhaler

Unrequited love (other cliches) - Breakup shoes

more - BETWEEN FRIENDS

Fall in love with a girl - cavetown + beabadoobee

Be my mistake - The 1975

Does it matter? - Bestfriend

Partners in crime - FINNEAS

...What are we? - Lizzy Mcalpine

Moon song - Phoebe bridgers

bags - Clairo

What if it doesn't end well - Chloe moriondo

Remember when - Wallows

Have you ever been in love - The ivy

It's not lviing (if it's not with you) - The 1975

Dance with me - beabadoobee

fOoL fOr YoU - ZAYN

so into u - BETWEEN FRIENDS

Flawless - the neighbourhood

Iloveyou - BETWEEN FRIENDS

More than friends - Aidan bissett

affection - BETWEEN FRIENDS

Friends - Chase atlantic

Can I call you tonight? - Dayglow

Moral of the story - Ashe + Niall Horan

Grapes - James marriott

Car lights - James marriott

Let you break my heart again - Laufey

Valentine - Laufey

Tell me a lie - One direction

Honest - The neighbourhood

Amoeba - Clairo

Ifhy - ericdoa

back n forth - ericdoa

Wishing we were more than friends - push baby

You are in love - Taylor swift

We fell in love in October - girl in red

could this be love? - saturn 17

305 - Shawn mendes

Leading me on but I'm not mad - remy

blushing! - BETWEEN FRIENDS

Somebody else - The 1975

Why'd you only call me when you're high? - Artic monkeys

True love - P!nk

Video games - Lana del rey

Toothbrush - DNCE

Love in the dark - Adele

Starting line - Luke hemmings

The one that got away - Katy perry

It will rain - Bruno mars

Chasing pavements - Adele

Love lies - Khalid + Normani

I miss you, I'm sorry - Gracie abrams

Speak now - Taylor swift

For real this time - Gracie abrams

Let's fall in love for the night - FINNEAS

Pretty boy - The neighbourhood

Boyfriend - Ariana grande

Save your tears - The weeknd

Touch - keshi

that way - Tate mcrae

If I can't have you - Shawn mendes

Stockholm syndrome - One direction

Bubble gum - Clairo

Into you - Ariana Grande

Strange - Celeste

Les - Childish Gambino

How - Clairo

When we were young - Adele

Set fire to the rain - Adele

This town - Niall Horan

Block me out - Gracie abrams

Fall in love with you - Montell fish

Invisible string - Taylor swift

Stay - Gracie abrams

Nothing - Bruno major

Looking out for you - Joy again

don't miss me - Claire Rosinkranz

I still love you - Theovertunes

Somewhere only we know - Keane

I love you so - The walters

Missing you - The vamps

Kissy kissy - Isaac Dunbar

Rewrite the stars - Zendaya + Zac Efron

Fuck up the friendship - Leah kate

Ruin my life - Zara Larsson

If the world was ending - Julia Michaels + JP saxe

What a time - Julia Michaels + Niall Horan

Hopelessly devoted to you - Olivia Newton-john

Somebody to you - The vamps

Wonder - Shawn mendes

Always been you - Shawn mendes

Just a friend to you - Meghan Trainor

I wanna be yours - Pink Sweat$

wish that i could - UMI

hate to be lame - Lizzy Mcalpine + FINNEAS

Means something - Lizzy Mcalpine

Love song - Lana del rey

Motion sickness - Pheobe Bridgers

love, or lack thereof - Isaac dunbar

Feels like - Gracie abrams

Wish I could be your girl - Kristiane

Helium - Glass animals

Heat waves - Glass animals

Wildest dreams - Taylor swift

sucks to see you doing better - Valley

(What i wish just one person would say to me) - LANY

An art gallery could never be as unique as you - Mrld

someone will love you better - Johnny orlando

Oh no (I think I'm in love) - Blossoms

Take me away - The drivers era

forever&more - ROLE MODEL

Late night talking - Harry styles

Traitor - Olivia rodrigo

Remember the time - Michael Jackson

Fantasize - ericdoa

fuck this town - Ericdoa + glaive

Feel something - Clairo

Manic pixie dream girl - ESHA

Flowers - Eli Noir

After last night - Bruno Mars

Out of touch - Daryl Hall + John oates

Don't wanna fall in love - KYLE

Hypochondriac - Brakence

dec 11th - GIVEON

Swim - Chase atlantic

Consume - Chase atlantic

Rocket science - vaultboy

Daydreaming - Harry styles

Another world - One direction

Keep driving - Harry styles

You just didn't like me that much - Leanna firestone

Valentine - 5sos

Everything she wants - Wham!

Ruby - Geskle

You're on your own, kid - Taylor swift

Lavender haze - Taylor swift

Bloodhound - 5sos

Karma - Taylor swift

Lovestruck - The vamps

Want you back - 5sos

Would you be so kind - Dodie

Tongue tied - asianblonde.

City love - asianblonde

All the Stars - SZA

Apple cider - Beabadoobee

rises the moon p Liana flores

Everybody loves somebody - Dean martin

Baby came home - The neighbourhood

Sofia - Clairo

When - dodie

Seperate ways (worlds apart) - Journey

I was made for lovin' you - KISS

Cry - Cigarettes after sex

Mary on a cross - Ghost

Gloom - Djo

Noticed I cried - PinkPantheress

Some - Steve Lacy

Bad habit - Steve Lacy

4EVER - Clairo

Pretty face - PUBLIC

Sweet tooth - Cavetown

Iris - The Goo Goo dolls

Everlong - Foo fighters

One more hour - Tame impala

Ghost of you - 5sos

Therese - Maya Hawke

Figure you out - Djo

ARE WE STILL FRIENDS? - Tyler the creator

Memories - Conan Gray

Fool - Frankie Cosmos

I'll call you mine - girl in red

Stress relief - late night drive home

You belong with me - Taylor swift

Dangerous - The vamps

Perfume - Lovejoy

because i liked a boy - Sabrina carpenter

Wish you were sober - Conan gray

Mastermind - Taylor swift

Looking for somebody (to love) - The 1975

Scott street - Pheobe bridgers

Romantic homicide - d4vd

Why won't you love me - 5sos

Family line - Conan gray

Here with me - d4vd

You don’t go to parties - 5sos

Meddle about - Chase atlantic

Little freak - Harry styles

TV - Billie Eilish

Watching him fade away - Mac demarco

J’s lullaby - Delaney Bailey

What your father says - The Vamps

Caroline - sombr

Try again - jaehyun + d.ear

Kiss her you fool - Kids that fly

My life - The vamps

All too well - Taylor swift

Strawberry blonde - Chloe moriondo

All i wanted - paramore

Pictures of us - The vamps

Oxygen - Beach Bunny

Perfect strangers - late night drive home

Sappho - Frankie cosmos

would you love me now? - Joshua bassett

Why am I like this? - Orla Gartland

Love it if we made it - The 1975

bad idea! - girl in red

structure - odd sweetheart

hope ur ok - Olivia rodrigo

Another world - The vamps

So alright, cool, whatever - The happy fits

i'll die anyway - girl in red

More - 5sos

Kilby girl - The backseat lovers

Matilda - Harry Styles

Fine line - Harry styles

Do I wanna know ? - Artic monkeys

Better man - 5sos

Idea of her - Cavetown

It's a lie - The vamps

Personal - The vamps

Time is not on our side - The vamps

All the lies - The vamps

Bad omens - 5sos

Running up that hill - Kate bush

Meet me in the hallway - Harry styles

Starman - David Bowie

Hypersonic missiles - Sam fender

Will we talk? - Sam fender

Call me lover - Sam fender

Sign of the times - Harry styles

I will wait - Mumford & sons

Like real people do - Hozier

Budapest - George Ezra

Hold my girl - George Ezra

Gold rush kid - George Ezra

Snap out of it - Artic Monkeys

Sweet creature - Harry styles

Treat people with kindness - harry styles

Where do broken hearts go - One direction

Flatline - 5sos

Burnin' up - Jonas Brothers

doomsday - Lizzy Mcalpine

18 - One direction

Boy's a liar - Pinkpantheress

Enjoy!! <3

[mimikyuu]

more? yes im in a mood and cant draw lately so i do this now when im bored.

anyway shadey antique shop crew....

jax and aes look BAD.

[toevenexist]

The baby moves the entire night so she cant sleep and she’s really uncomfortable she can’t find a position to sleep and the next day at work she’s sleepy and tired and with pelvic pain and Link tells her to go to sleep but she doesn’t accept she’s tired

SWEETIE Pt.1

Hey Everybody! I’m baaaack. Here is PART 1 to this. Please be nice and reblog and review me pleeaassee I need to boost my writers ego, (boost it from nothing right now). 

I hope you enjoy this. Also a Reminder that somewhere in my writing universe Amelia was having twins (I think it should have happened in the show, THERE’S NO TWINS IN GREYS) so its twins here. 

Send me more ideas for part 2, 3...80 Link to Masterpost (Binge at your own risk)

Amelia hummed softly, defiantly screwing her eyes shut. She willed the babies to still, to quit dancing, quit testing the boundaries of her womb. She took in a deep breath and released it through pouted lips, cheeks puffed.  

She was coming to the end of her effort at testing the theory that if she was calm, and meditative, the babies would be too. She’d gradually decided it was the opposite for her offspring; drifting in and out of a light sleep, it had taken the last five hours for her to prove that. 

Without even resting her hands against her bump she could feel it contorting and morphing in shape with the movement of the twins. Amelia finally gave up, opening her eyes, staring off into the darkness in front of her. In the silence of the night she could hear the flutter of a lone moth’ wings against her window, and the rushing of the night air outside, cars hummed in the distance. 

She could hear Link next to her too, breathing softly, a quiet snore appearing and disappearing from his breath. When she focused on his presence behind her, an aching, swelling feeling of comfort and love swelled in her chest and she smiled in the dark. 

Normally when the babies were so active Link would help her. He’d rub her stomach and hips and sing for them, it would calm her in a way that she wasn’t able to do for herself, it seemed, no matter how much she tried. Tonight though, she thought he needed sleep more than she did. 

He’d come straight home following a nine and a half hour surgery, that ran his shift late by hours. So she was letting him sleep. She thought she should be able to settle herself, and them, on her own anyway. 

A cool breeze rolled in through the window and she closed her eyes again, stretching her legs out and rolling on to her back. She suppressed a groan and immediately rolled back onto her side, dropping her legs off the bed and pushing herself to sitting. She sat still for a moment, resting her hands against her sides, applying firm pressure and rubbing from her hips to her ribs. He realised she was clenching her jaw and relaxed it, tipping her face up to the ceiling. 

She stared into the fuzzy darkness of the room  and resigned herself to no sleep, and exhaustion tomorrow and rolled her eyes. She took in a deep breath, appreciating the smell of the fresh night air that had become near synonymous with the air in her room. A car alarm rang in the far distance, to her it was the volume of a whisper. 

Amelia stood slowly, curling her toes into the carpet beneath her. She pressed a hand into the ache in the small of her back and stepped up to the window, opening it wider.  A light wind draped against her like a cool shawl and rearranged the hair that framed her face. She hummed mellifluously in an out breath and tipped her face to the sky. 

Link stirred from sleep behind her and she heard the bed creak as he searched her out. “Amelia?” his voice was gravelly. Amelia remained still, though the twins were yet to wind down. “Yeah” Amelia said, pausing a moment and then turning her head to him. She could just make him out, leaning on his elbow, eyes glinting mutely with the light of the street. 

“What’s wrong? Is something wrong?” he said, sitting up, sleep ebbing away from him too. 

Amelia turned now, one hand holding on to the window sill, the other rest in the angle between her hip and the swell of her stomach. “They haven’t let me sleep” She admitted, setting herself back on the bed, melting with each hand that Link lay on her. “At all?”

“Some, but not much” she said, sighing, feeling suddenly exhausted but still as if she had two hamsters running in wheels inside her. She instantly felt guilty for comparing them to hamsters, but it was short lived as she pressed her face into Link’s chest and took in his smell. She let out an “mmmmnnnn” in pleasure and shivered, feeling her skin prickle as he chuckled. He continued to rub therapeutic spirals against her stomach. 

“Feel good?” 

Her answer was a sigh and a hum, she felt the movement inside her slow, as if the twins were settling cats, now walking in small circles before they curl up for sleep. 

“Why didn’t you wake me Amelia? You’re going to be dragging all day tomorrow” He said. Amelia just hummed again, too absorbed in the blissful sensation he was permitting. The world felt as if it were slowing down finally, she felt herself spacing out. He felt it happening too; felt the babies winding down, and felt all the strain and tension leave Amelia. 

She was still, and melded into his side, one warm hand loosely grasping his forearm. Her hot exhalations warmed the crook of his neck and he allowed for calm to envelop him again. He folded himself against her and held her. She felt heavy and soft in his arms and against his hands. He lay a firm kiss against her head, at the part of her hair and closed his eyes.

----------------------------------------------------------------

The sun was still asleep, but the sky showed signs of its waking. Amelia was asleep too. Link was lying on his side, he’d awoken a little while ago, feeling rested. The room was warm, Amelia liked it that way. During the night she’d always throw the duvet away from her, only her feet were tucked under it. Her t-shirt was twisted and wound around her, up against the underside of her breasts. Other than that she wore a pair of underwear, dappled grey.  

Link gazed at her. She was so relaxed, so peaceful. One arm was draped across her torso, her index finger twitched against her stomach. He watched as she stirred slightly, turning her head to face Link. She sighed in her sleep, splaying her hand and sliding it to rest against her lower stomach. She settled again, completely oblivious of the Link’s gaze, of his thoughts. 

Link smiled tightly, pursing his lips. He felt guilty knowing he’d be waking her in a few minutes. She grimaced slightly and rolled slowly onto her side facing him. Even asleep now, she didn’t seem to be fully comfortable. Link peered down at her stomach, the culprit in all this. He reached out and laid a hand against the exposed skin. There was stillness there now, he smiled. 

“Amelia…” Link spoke softly, a creeping whisper. He brought his hand to her face and rest it against her cheek, drawing a line down her nose and across her soft lips. “Amelia” 

She whined weakly, pouting. “Its half seven sweetie”

“Mnn sweetie” She contested the word, and Link grinned, moving his hand back to her waist, massaging her tired muscles. “Why are they sleeping now?” she moaned, feeling genuinely tearful. 

“They had a long night” Link said, raising his brow, smiling sympathetically. Amelia just whimpered, opening her eyes. “You want a tea? caffeinated?” Link said, tipping his head to the side, meeting her eyes. She frowned and nodded, “Yes please” 

“Okay, I’ll go make it, some toast too?”

“Yes please”

“You okay getting up?” he asked, knowing she’d be feeling rough. She hummed yes and rolled onto the back. He offered his hand anyway and helped her sit up, moving closer and stooping down to kiss her on the lips. He held her face between his hands and they locked eyes.

 “I’m sorry they stopped you sleeping, but you’re doing amazing,” He said. Amelia smiled weakly and leaned into one of his hands, sighing. 

“Thanks” she said. 

“Alright, I’ll be back in a bit, or do you want to just come down for it?” 

“I’ll come down” 

“Okay”, he said, kissing her quickly again before leaving. 

Amelia huffed, standing up shakily, feeling her muscle protest and an ache set in in her pelvis. 

It took her a little longer than usual to get ready, so much that Link came up to check on her. He poked his head around the corner, finding her slipping on her shoes, holding on to the chest of draws. 

“Alright?” he said and she smiled, forcefully, trying to deceive herself of the utter fatigue she was feeling. Link thought to say she looked beautiful, because he always thought she was, but he didn’t, deciding it was the last thing she’d want to hear. 

She was wearing a pair of dark jeans and a plaid shirt that hung loosely on her. Her smile faded and she became more vacant as she made her way to the door. “Are you okay? You hurting?”

“Uuumm… I guess” she forced some cheerfulness into her voice as she walked ahead of him down the stairs. But her pace descending was a giveaway at the discomfort she was in. 

“I’m okay... I’m okay, I got this” she said, reaching the bottom of the stairs, eyeing him at the top of them, nodding meeting his eyes, wanting to reassure him. Heading for the kitchen she found Maggie sat at the table, who nudged Amelia’s tea towards her as she entered. 

Amelia took a sip and hummed her delight, closing her eyes. She quickly opened them, realising how good it felt to shut her eyes, and how much she’d like to go back to bed. She decided too to stay standing, hesitant to let herself rest, worried the stopping and starting would make her pelvic cramping worse. She downed her tea, sighing. 

“I heard you had a rough night?” Maggie said, standing up and taking Amelia’s empty mug. 

“Yup… it’s fine, I just need to get going…” Amelia said, arching her back and rolling her shoulders back. Link bustled in then, arranging his bag on his shoulder, and dropping his jacket into a chair. 

“Take it easy maybe Amelia” Maggie said, nodding, resting her hand on Amelia’s shoulder, Amelia met her eyes. Maggie stood before her, looking equally exhausted having just finished a night shift. 

“I will” Amelia said, nodding, unsure at how she was going to balance her day with what she felt she needed, which was twelve hours of sleep. She laughed a little.

Maggie grinned, seeing that resilience in Amelia’s eyes. She leaned down so her face was close to Amelia’s bump, uttering “naughty babies”.  Link chuckled, folding his arms. 

Standing sharply, Maggie took in a breath, “Right, have a good day, I’m going to bed” She said, waving as she headed for her room. 

--------------------------------------------------------

In the car Amelia sat rigid, with restless legs, and hands that gripped her bouncing knees. She yawned for the third time and rubbed her face, widening her eyes. 

“Amelia? Are you sure you’re okay to work?”

“I’m okay Link, I slept some and I feel okay”

“Amelia, promise me you’re not going to push yourself today?”

“Link…” Amelia sighed, dropping her head against the headrest. She didn’t want to promise she wouldn’t do something that she was already doing. She was already pushing herself and had been the moment she’d pushed herself up out of bed. 

“Amelia” He tried to reason. 

“Link, truth is I’m pushing myself now, I’m exhausted and I’m hurting... But link” she shifted in her seat, sitting up. “I’m 7 months pregnant, I’m tired all the time, and I need to do my job”

“Amelia, I get that but you need too…”

“Link, don’t tell me what I need to do okay, I know, I’m a grown woman” she said, raising her voice. She flushed hot, her temper crackling like a fire inside her. ‘God I’m tired’ she thought, in an internal sigh that dragged her eyes closed. Link had stopped speaking, sensing her patience dwindling.

 “I’m sorry” she mumbled, slow blinking and clasping her hands together in her lap.   

“It’s okay” Link said, pursing his lips, eyes fixed on the road ahead. 

Amelia took a lengthy breath and peered down at herself. Her last pregnancy had been taxing in a completely different way. As they pulled into the hospital parking lot she held her stomach, looking down at the curve, and reminded herself that beneath her hands, were two healthy babies. At the end of all the pain and strain and tiredness, she’d have two babies, living and breathing in her arms. 

She hadn’t realised they were parked till Link’s hand came into view, resting and caressing her thigh. She looked up, finding his gaze. He smiled a warm, and grateful smile; o warm, she felt it sooth her. 

“I am your servant today, wherever I can be” 

“My slave” Amelia chuckled heartily, a lightness gracing her.

“Haha sure, I’m indebted to you for this” he said, resting his hand against her stomach.

“You sure are… you can carry any future babies, all eight of them” 

Link’s brows rose at that and he smiled toothily. “Eight? Why not ten, take it to a dozen”

“Well it’s your vagina Link” Amelia said, nonchalantly, opening her door and turning, smirking. 

“Wait don’t move…” Link said, opening his door and making his way around to her side.

“I’ll wait for slave” Amelia said, dramatically throwing herself against the back of her chair in despair. 

“Okay, come on” he said, offering his hand.

“All joke’s aside Link I do appreciate your help” Amelia said, taking his hand and standing up, turning her face away to hide the discomfort she felt grow the moment she was up. She let Link collect all their things, walking with him, and stretching and arching her back before they headed across to the hospital.

Tbc.  Thanks for reading! Please reblog and review xxx

[waywardodysseys]

Hurts 2B Human - Oneshot

Pairing: Pedro Pascal x female reader

Warnings: self-harm, thoughts of depression, thoughts of self-harm, implied thoughts of suicide, mental health issues

Requested?: Yes from this ask - Do you take requests for Pedro and reader dealing with depression, history of self harm? How does he react to beauty not seen by oneself?

Author’s note: *PLEASE* read the warnings for this before proceeding; if you are struggling with mental health issues you are NOT alone; title comes from the song “Hurts 2B Human” by P!nk - It hurts to be human / without you I’d be losing... But I’ve got you... And you’ve got me too...

~   ~   ~

Have you read the warnings? Please do so before proceeding.

~   ~   ~

The hurts

The glistening metal beckons you like a moth to a flame. It’s mesmerizing, attractive. It’s going to be your compass.

You stand at the bathroom sink. Your eyes darting between the metal and your reflection in the mirror.

You know it will numb the pain. It’s done it plenty of times before.

The cool metal touching your warm skin. The pressured applied. The sharp sting of pain as the blade begins cutting. It guides itself against your flesh. The indentation of the metal against your skin marks it.

You’re numb as blood flows to the surface of the wound. The cut brings more pain to your body but no longer is the pain felt within your heart.

You sink to the floor as tears roll down your cheeks, you succumb to the power the blade has over you. You know it will beckon again. It always does.

-------

Your heart aches as the pain returns. You are numb.

Tired of the drama, hateful words. Tired of not being loved, tired of being alone. 

No one will love me, you think as your eyes latch onto the metal peaking out from underneath the stack of books on your desk.

Your fingers itch to touch the cool metal, your body begs for the feeling of pain so you can numb the pain your soul feels.

Tears stream down your cheeks as darkness envelops you. The depression settles in as you yank on the metal, making the books scattered on your desk.

You sit back against your bed and as you look up silently asking the heavens why your life is hell.

You swipe the blade against your skin quickly. The pain is sharp like a papercut you don’t realize you have until you see the blood forming at the scratch.

Darkness consumes you. It taunts you, promises you there is an option to help with the easement of everything taking a hold of you, making you feel numb. An option which begins to pester you daily.

-------

The mirror reflects your form back to your eyes. You wonder why you are stuck in this body. You think about what life would be like if you looked like those gorgeous magazine cover models.

It wouldn’t be like this, you think, I would like myself more. I wouldn’t care about what the others are saying about me.

“You’re beautiful,” your mom’s voice whispers in your in mind.

You frown and shake your head, silently rejecting her words.

“My daughter,” she would say as she combed your hair, “beautiful, sweet, caring. The world may be against you, but you are loved. Show the world you matter.”

You’ve tried to show the world you matter, but it fought back nastier than ever every single time.

Your eyes look down at your arms. They take in the pink scars covering your lower forearm right before the bend. You roll down the sleeves of your hoodie then walk into your bedroom and lie back in bed. You look up asking the heavens to bring you a godsend because if you don’t get one you fear there’s only one option left.

The healing

Pedro walks into the house and places bags of groceries on the counter. He hums a tune he heard on the radio before turning off the car. He doesn’t realize the house is quiet until he stops humming when he’s done placing all the groceries away.

Pedro perks up at the quietness inside of the house. He checks his phone, the white numbers of 3:17 stare back at him. You work from home majority of the week so Pedro knows you are home. Unless you drive in for a meeting or have lunch with friends. But he knows your schedule, today was not a day you were to have a meeting or have a lunch with friends.

He begins to wonder through the house you two share. Pedro walks by the office you use daily. It’s dark whereas on any other day it’s bright with natural light flooding in from all the floor to ceiling windows.

Pedro flips on the light.

“Turn it off,” you groan from the couch.

Pedro complies and turns the light back off. He takes a few steps in.

“I don’t hear the wonderful melody of fingers against a keyboard.”

“I needed a break,” you sigh defiantly.

He hears the frustration in your voice. “Talk to me mi amor.”

You sit up and see his form walking towards you in the darkness. It reminds of you the past and your history. You feel as though he is the past trying to come at you but it’s not. It’s only Pedro.

“Out of all the assignments for mental health awareness month I get the three I have a,” you pause not knowing what to say next but you press on, “I was given, uh, I have a personal and close relationship with the three I was given.”

“Which were?” Pedro whispers as he finally approaches the couch.

He makes out your sitting form and sits beside you. He then rests back against the arm rest and pulls you to him, wrapping you tightly inside of his arms.

You rest against him and relish his strength.

Pedro places a kiss against your temple. He’s patient, knows you’ll find the words. You always do.

“You know I’m an advocate for mental health. Always there for everyone else.”

“You’re strong,” Pedro whispers, “a pillar for all who need support, love, encouragement.”

Pedro cups your cheek, strokes your skin softly with his thumb. “And you know I am your pillar. Let it all out.”

You and Pedro have been together a couple of years. You never broached the subject of your mental health history with him before. It was in the past and you wanted it to remain there. Yet with Pedro he had become a beacon of strength, of hope, of love. He had been the godsend you had asked for all those years ago.

The godsend which made you turn your life around because you had to stay alive and keeping moving forward to make sure you didn’t let it pass you by when it appeared.            

You close your eyes as you gather the courage and strength inside of you to tell him, “I went through depression when I was younger mainly because I was tired of not being loved, tired of being alone. Afraid I was going to end up by being alone for the entirety of my life. Living in this miserable world alone, not living to the fullest. There were days I felt numb, everything was numb – my heart, my soul. I wanted to feel pain, I wanted to feel alive. I wanted the numbness to end even though I was in pain because of the depression. I ended up self-harming myself on multiple occasions because I, uh, I wanted to dull the pain I was feeling mentally so I could feel pain on me physically,” you pause before continuing, “I had days where I hated myself because of the way I looked. I didn’t appreciate myself. Hated my body, my looks. I hated my life in general. Didn’t want to see the beauty I had within myself.”

Pedro feels the stray tears on his shirt and against his thumb. He pulls you as close to his body as he can.

“Growing up it hurt. It hurt to be human. I’m not the only one Pedro. Everyone in the world experiences how it hurts to be human. Whether with their history of depression, self-harm, not appreciating the beauty not seen within themselves. I asked for a godsend, I didn’t care how long it took. It made me realize I had to live for it, waiting for it made me realize I could overcome everything and turn my life around,” you pause, “years later here I am with you. My godsend. The one who swooped in to save that damn book from falling into a puddle outside of Chevalier’s.”

Pedro smiles. He remembers the day he met you vividly.

You were walking out of Chevalier’s Books with a stack of books, not wanting a bag because your car was only parked down the street. The sun was shining after days of rain. People were on their bikes; some were rollerblading as well.

Pedro was rounding the corner when a group of people caught you off guard, causing you to lose the top book by spinning around trying to keep yourself from falling. He was there in the nick of time to save the book before it reached the puddle on the asphalt.

“Thanks,” you had said as you grabbed the book from his outstretched hand.

Pedro had mumbled, “you’re welcome.”

He had turned away but seconds later he came back to your car, “‘It is not the critic who counts; not the man who points out how the strong man stumbles, or where the doer of deeds could have done them better. The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena, whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood; who strives valiantly; . . . who at the best knows in the end the triumph of high achievement, and who at worst, if he fails, at least fails while daring greatly.’”

You had stopped putting the books in the backseat of your car, and looked up into his deep, serious brown eyes.

Pedro had looked into your Y/E/C eyes and knew he couldn’t let you walk away.

Pedro’s laugh now rumbles inside of chest, “I think I stunned you by telling you Roosevelt’s quote.”

You smile, “and since then you’ve been telling me to dare greatly in everything. It’s why I volunteered to write for the magazine regarding their mental health issue. It’s why I’ve done much in my life since you walked in.”

“You’ve always had strength and courage inside of you Y/N. You needed a force to pull it out of you. I’m glad I turned around and spoke to you more. I wouldn’t trade you for anyone else. You are my strength and courage too. You are more than your history, your past. I love you for you, which includes your past. You shouldn’t have been afraid to tell me. Never be afraid to tell me if it all decides to drag you down. I’m here for you. I will help. I will get you through it.” Pedro tilts your head back and brushes his mouth across yours.

You reach up and cup his cheek. Drinking in his love, taking him in.

He pulls breathlessly away from you minutes later. “You are beautiful inside and out. Your past isn’t. Who’s isn’t? But we have now and the future to make memories which can outweigh the darkness. Remember you are strong, kind, loving. You are more beautiful than anyone else who brings you down. Don’t let the world tell you what should make you beautiful. The world doesn’t set those standards for yourself; you do. You’re beautiful in your own right. You have beauty, true beauty Y/N,” Pedro smiles, remembering his own frustrations, “remember I had doubts about myself? About my confidence when the stories came out after the reveal on The Mandalorian. The world didn’t appreciate me, yet I had you. You were the only thing I needed; you were there to give me my confidence. You are my confidence. I am your confidence. We are each other’s godsends.”

You absorb his words. Knowing he is truthful.

“I don’t think I’d survived much longer if it wasn’t for you Pedro.”

“I am here now. We are here now. Together. We’ll make it.”

And you do. Together.

Never letting the past haunt you; never letting the darkness consume you.

You matter and you know you are not alone.

You are strong, vibrant, defiant, courageous, amazing.

You are beautiful. 

Tags: @pascalisthepunkest​, @cosmo-bear​, @kaelyn-lobrutto24​, @knight-of-heart44​, @jokersdoll​, @caitlincat-95​, @random066​, @readsalot73​, @stardust-and-starlight​, @arrowswithwifi​, @behindmyeyes-insidemyhead​, @longitud-de-onda​, @halefirewarrior​, @x-wingwarriorbbpoe8​, @bonkybaaarnes​, @earl-01​, @ezraslittlebirdie​

[cowtale-utau]

Music Masterlist

So here’s an incomplete (because I always find new music) master play list for all my various assorted “Undertale” songs. I can and will justify each and every one. Sometimes that justification is dumb, or like, one line. 

Wolf in Sheep's Clothing (feat. William Beckett) - Set It Off

See Who I Am - Within Temptation 

Eyes on Fire - Blue Foundation

Fade Away - Breaking Benjamin 

Blame It On The Kids - AViVA 

Control - Halsey *

In The Air Tonight - In This Moment 

The Sound of Silence - Disturbed

Welcome to the Family - Avenged Sevenfold 

Heavydirtysoul - twenty one pilots

Blood // Water (Acoustic) - grandson

I Gave You All - Mumford & Sons

If We Have Each Other - Alec Benjamin

Go To War - Nothing More

Hey Brother - Avicii

Wrong Side of Heaven - Five Finger Death Punch

Nunchuk - SAINT PHNX 

Monster - Walking On Cars

Ribcage - Andy Black

Your Betrayal - Bullet For My Valentine

Megalovania - Caleb Hyles

The Hunter - Adam Jensen

The Noose - A Perfect Circle 

Sad - Bo Burnham

Don't Stop - Nothing More 

The Judge - Twenty One Pilots

Cryin' Like A Bitch!! - Godsmack

Fix Me - 10 Years 

Aerials / Arto - System Of A Down

One (Remastered) - Metallica 

Walk - Pantera 

No Light, No Light - Florence + The Machine 

Bitch - Allie X

SPOOKY SCARY SKELETONS (Dma Illan Trap Remix) - Dma Illan

Welcome Home - Coheed and Cambria  

Doomsday - Architects UK 

Sex & Candy - Marcy Playground

I'll Bite Your Soul - Shiloh Dynasty

Everybody Fucks (feat. Akon & David Rush) - Pitbull

I'm In Love With a Monster - Fifth Harmony

Raise Your Glass - P!nk

My Family (from "The Addams Family") - Migos

Another One Bites The Dust (Remastered 2011) - Queen

This Is Love - Air Traffic Controller

Pompeii - Bastille *

Spooky Scary Skeletons - SharaX 

To the Bone - J.T. Machinima

Bird Song - Florence + The Machine

Sad Story (Out Of Luck) - Merk & Kremont

Broken - Lund

Short Change Hero - The Heavy

Team Skull Battle (Remix) - GlitchxCity

The Resistance - Skillet

Anxiety - Groundbreaking *

Sugar Cane (feat. Foster Olson) - PrettyDeep 

Hero (feat. Josey Scott) - Chad Kroeger

Fake Happy - Paramore *

Butts Tits Money - KNOWER

Mercy - Shawn Mendes 

Mister Asylum - Highly Suspect

Bloody Nose - Hollywood Undead

Desire - Meg Myers *

why you gotta kick me when i'm down? - Bring Me The Horizon

sugar honey ice & tea - Bring Me The Horizon 

I - Lil Skies

Remember When - Bad Wolves

Underground - MISSIO

dead yet (with phem) - gabriel black

Come Follow Me Down - George Taylor 

Honey Whiskey - Nothing But Thieves

Bad Man (feat. Austin Jenckes) - Esterly

Hallucinogenics - Matt Maeson 

Devil's Playground - The Rigs

Cringe (Stripped) - Matt Maeson 

Skeptic - Slipknot

Nobody Praying For Me - Seether

10 Seconds from Panic - Cult To Follow 

Absolution - The Pretty Reckless 

Afterlife - Avenged Sevenfold

Animal - The Seige

Breaking Point - Bullet For My Valentine

Lost Cause - Beck

Chasing Twisters - Delta Rae 

Cosmos (Outer Space) - t.A.T.u.

Savin' Me - Nickelback *

Dirty World - Dope

Cruel World - Phantogram

Animal - MISSIO *

Call Me Devil - Friends in Tokyo

I Can Be Louder - Unlike Pluto

Little Poor Me (Vosai Remix) - Layto 

Burning Alive - 8 Graves

I Can Hold a Grudge Like Nobody's Business - Adam Jensen

OOF - MARAUDA

Unfortunate Soul - Kailee Morgue 

Where Is My Mind? - Pixies

People Are Strange - Tribe Society

We're Tired - The Blancos (feat. Joyner Lucas) 

Act III: The Reason - Dennis Lloyd 

Black Honey - Thrice 

How Did You Love - Shinedown

Come with Me Now - Kongos

Drama Club - Melanie Martinez  

Freak - Sub Urban (feat. REI AMI)

Better Off Dead - 8 Graves

Bleed Magic - I DONT KNOW HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME

Hush - Hellyeah

Freakstreet - Highly Suspect

No Plan - Hozier

Blinding - Florence and the Machine

Last Hurrah - Bebe Rexha

Hail to the King - Avenged Sevenfold

By and Down the River - A Perfect Circle 

Bloodfeather - Highly Suspect 

Hopelessly Stoned - Hugo

Satellite - HANA 

The Abyss - Hunter as a Horse

Upperdrugs - Highly Suspect

Moth - Hellyeah

The Devil in I - Slipknot

Broken Glass - Rachel Platten 

Hurricane - I Prevail 

Lay Me Down - In This Moment 

Find Forever - Issues 

Heaven so Heartless - Bad Wolves 

Do Your Worst - Rival Sons 

Silhouette - Zola Blood 

The Grudge - Tool 

brainddead! - YUNGBLUD

Revenge, And a Little More - Unlike Pluto 

wake me when it’s over - Vorsa

Dirty Laundry - All Time Low 

Into Dust - In This Moment

Drink About It - Issues

Overthinker - INZO

Panic Room - Au/Ra

Already Dead - Hollywood Undead

Devil Music - Wavedash 

Crocodile Tears - Unlike Pluto

Counting Sheep - SAFIA 

How Far We’ve Come - Matchbox Twenty 

The Mission - Puscifer

It Will Come Back - Hozier

Enough - Disturbed

Silence in the Snow - Trivium

Sad Song - Scotty Sire

Oh No!!! - Grandson

Nothing to No One - Gin Wigmore

Gooey - Glass Animals 

My Poor Heart - The Glorious Sons

Safari Song - Greta Van Fleet

Pull Me From the Void - Trivium

Guns and Horses - Ellie Goulding

Put Me Under - Grandson

Get You the Moon - Kina

Let’s Hurt Tonight - OneRepublic 

The Jungle - Zayde Wolf

Outside - Staind

Payback - BAD CHILD

45 - Shinedown

Behind Blue Eyes - Limp Bizkit

Asshole - hooligan chase

This Old Heart - Gin Wigmore 

All Star - Smash Mouth

Lie to Me - 12 Stones

Headlock - Imogen Heap 

Chosen Family - Rina Sawayama

Better - Kerli 

Blame - Bastille

You’re Gonna Go Far Kid - The Offspring

Beautiful - 10 Years

Addicted to Love - Florence and the Machine 

Let’s Face it I’m Cute - 11 Acorn Lane

World So Cold - 12 Stones

Alone Together - Fall Out Boy

It’s Been Awhile - Staind

Zombie - Bad Wolves

Our Solemn Hour - Within Temptation

Cold (But I’m Still Here) - Evans Blue

This Dark Day - 12 Stones

The Hand That Feeds - Nine Inch Nails 

Way Down We Go - Kaleo

Amour - Rammstein 

Hold My Heart - Lindsey Stirling ft ZZ Ward

Falling - Florence and the Machine

Human - Christina Perri

Blister - Red Sun Rising

hard pill to swallow - morgxn

Hoping - X Ambassadors

Undertaker (Renholder Remix) - Puscifer

Hardest of Hearts - Florence and the Machine

SAD (Clap Your Hands) - Young Rising Sons

Natural - Imagine Dragons

When Your Heart Is A Stranger - Friends In Paris

Tribulation - Matt Maeson 

I Got You - Bebe Rexha

Bad Guy (Patrick Reza Remix) - Billie Eilish

I’m Something Else - SomeThingElseyt

Black and Gold - Sam Sparro

Bad - Oski & Anuka

[tess-r]

than you think it’s deeper than

you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper th

an you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you thi

nk it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you th

ink it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than y

ou think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s Wednesday, I think. Jesus, I’m fucking lost down here. I don’t even remember what day it was when I first headed down. I hope Midsommar isn’t out of theaters yet. Is it bad that that’s all that I can think about? I just want to get out of here and watch a movie but none of these hallways make any fucking sense. I keep seeing these huge migration patterns of moths

that just whizz by my damn head. Fucking hate moths. Every time I see moths, I remember this awful date I went on with a guy who kept showing me his fucking porch swing and trying to fuck me in it. Eventually I had to break a beer bottle off on his face and just walk into town. He had like five lights on his porch and each one of them had about a thousand moths. I told him they creeped me out and he kept offering to turn the lights off, presumably for sex reasons. Fucking weird as hell, I tell you what.

Here’s the fucked up thing. I know I only went three floors down. I fucking counted. I counted the steps, I counted the doors, I know how deep I went into this place. Sixty stairs down, three staircases, three floors. I’ve walked back up at least twenty floors. I keep hearing these awful fucking rumbling noises, and then doors slamming, and then the next time I open a door it takes me somewhere that it didn’t take me before.

I brought the string, is the thing. I fucking took precautions. I don’t know what the hell’s wrong with this place, but the string must be fucking distending or something, because I only went thirty-ish feet down into the ground but it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s 

deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s deeper than you think it’s 

[ghostofviperwrites]

Regular

Requested by @mowse

Pairing:  El Desperado/FC

Category:   Suggestive

Word Count: 613

Warnings: suggestive content, language

16.          “You make me sick.  I want you and I’m hating it.” - You Make Me Sick by P!nk.

You supposed he could be called a regular.  About every other week or so, he and his group of friends would saunter into the little café where you worked as a waitress and demanded a table full of food and beer.  They were loud and obnoxious, usually more than a little intoxicated, and a complete pain in your ass.  Of course you were always tasked with waiting on them and it was always a struggle to find a way to stand to protect yourself from groping hands while keeping a polite smile plastered on your face.

As obnoxious as they were, you found yourself looking forward to their visits.  At least from one of them.  The man who wore the mask, with long blondish brown hair peeking out the bottom, had captivated you.  He was just as bad as the others, just as crude, but something about him drew you like a moth to a flame. 

Baby was smooth but I knew it was game

Hell-of-a cool but you men are the same

The way he licked his lips and touched my hips

I knew that he was slick

You knew they were wrestlers, had overheard enough of their conversations to ascertain that fact.  You had picked up his name along the way and as soon as your shift had been over that night had googled him and devoured every bit of information you could find on the masked man.  You were in deep and you hated it. 

Desperado was a born flirt with wandering hands, so more often than not you found yourself the recipient of a smack to the rear if you were in his vicinity and he just laughed away your slapping hands and glares as you stomped away from the table.  But once in the back, safely away from their prying eyes, you had to stop and collect yourself. 

You make me sick

I want you and I’m hating it

Got me lit like a candlestick

Get too hot when you touch the tip, I’m feeling it, I gotta getta grip

And it’s driving me crazy baby don’t you quit

“You really should stop hiding away.”  The amused voice startled you from your self-flagellation and you found yourself looking at Desperado with wide eyes.

“What are you doing back here?  You’re not allowed over here.”  You hissed grabbing his arm, trying not to notice how good the muscular flesh felt in your grip, and trying to turn him and push him back to the dining area. 

Instead he easily pulled free and turned you around to press your stomach against the wall, his body pushing against yours, feeling entirely too good for your mental health. 

“I go where I want sweetheart.”  His voice was smooth in your ear as his hands roamed over your hips and sides.  “We’ve been playing long enough.  I want what you’ve been throwing my way since we started coming in this joint.”  

“I wasn’t throwing anything at you,” You protested weakly, moaning as Desperado’s hands cupped your breasts and squeezed.

“Are we going to do this here where anyone can see?” Desperado asked grinding his groin into your ass.  “Or do you wanna take me somewhere more private?”  You lifted your face from the wall, glancing around the little hallway where any of the employees could walk in any second. 

“Follow me.”  You said after a few seconds of silence, grabbing Desperado’s hand and leading him towards the employee break room. 

[hestolibrary]

Larry fics - A playlist

a list of songs that inspired fic titles

A All My Stars Aligned - St. Vincent: i'll be someone who won't be forgotten (read here)    Angels in the Room - Delta Goodrem: i just know i have found the place my heart belongs (read here) All of Me - John Legend: Both Showing Hearts (read here) A Little Death - The Neighbourhood: make me feel like i am breathing (read here) All You Need Is Love - The Beatles: Nothing You Can Do (But You Can Learn How To Be You In Time) (read here) Alone Together - Fall Out Boy: Let's Be Alone Together, We Can Stay Young Forever (read here)

B Back for Good - Take That: Just Tell Me The Song And I’ll Sing It (read here) Bloodstream - Ed Sheeran: feel the chemicals burn in my bloodstream (read here) Bend me, shape me - American Breed: bend me, shape me (read here) blue jeans by lana del rey: Say You'll Remember (read here) // Promise You’ll Remember That You’re Mine (read here) Breathless - The Corrs: Come on, leave me breathless. (Tempt me, tease me until I can't deny this) (read here)

C Cake By The Ocean - DNCE: Blind From This Sweet, Sweet Craving (read here) Cherry Wine - Hozier: walk my days on a wire (read here) Come & Get It - Selena Gomez: So Baby Whenever You're Ready (read here) Closer - Tegan and Sara: The Night Sky is Changing Overhead (read here)  Crazy For You - Madonna: It's All Brand New (read here)  Canvas - Rezonate: this unnatural path, it spans infinitely (read here)  Crystalised - The xx: things have gotten closer to the sun (read here) Colly Strings - Manchester Orchestra: like dying young idols (read here)  

D Daughters Of The Soho Riots -  The National: i have your dreams (and your teeth marks) (read here) Don’t Stand so Close To Me - The Police: Just Like That Book By Nabokov (read here) Dreaming of You - The Coral: Dreaming of You (read here)

E Everything Has Changed - Taylor Swift ft. Ed Sheeran: Everything has Changed (read here) Everybody - Ingrid Michaelson: Happy is the Heart that Still Feels Pain (read here)

F Feels Like Coming Home - Jetta: Feels Like Coming Home (read here) Fader - The Temper Trap: hold a hand for cover (read here) Friends - Ed Sheeran: we're not friends, we could be anything (read here) Fallingforyou - The 1975:  In This Light (read here) Fire and Ice - Olivia Bray: We’re mesmerized (we’re fire and ice) (read here)

G Gods & Monsters - Lana del Rey: Gods & Monsters (read here) Give Me Love - Ed Sheeran: we'll play hide and seek to turn this around (give me love like never before) (read here)

H Happiness Is A Warm Gun - The Beatles: I Need A Fix Cause I'm Going Down (read here)    Heart Out - The 1975: Figure My Heart Out (read here) Heroes - Mans Zelmerlöw: don’t tell the gods (we left a mess) (read here) Hero - Sterling Knight: If you're the one for me then I'll be your hero (read here)     Human - Gabrielle Aplin: come closer show the marks upon your skin (read here) Home - One Direction: baby we could be enough (i'll make this feel like home) (read here) Happier - Ed Sheeran: I'll smile to hide the truth (read here) Happily - One Direction: Be with me so happily (read here)

I I want to fuck you like an animal - Nine Inch Nails: like an animal (i wanna feel you from the inside (read here) I’ll be yours - Placebo: You’ll Breathe Me in (You Won’t Release) (read here) In The End I Started - Brinck: in the end I started thinking about the beginning (read here) I’ll Be Home For Christmas (If Only in My Dreams) - Frank Sinatra: If Only In My Dreams (read here) I Miss You - Kacey Musgraves: Every Arrow That I Aim Is True (read here)

J JFK - Lana Del Rey: a million roses (bathed in rock n' roll) (read here)   

L Last Goodbye - Jeff Buckley: Just Hear This and Then I’ll Go (read here) Laura Palmer - Bastille: led by your beating heart (read here) Lego House - Ed Sheeran: lego house (read here) Look After You - The Fray: What's mine is yours to make your own (read here) Losing My Religiong - R.E.M.: That’s Me In The Spotlight (read here) Light Year - Gregory Alan Isakov: another hazy may (read here)

M Magic - Coldplay: call it magic, call it true (read here) Miss You - The Rolling Stones: You've Been Starring In My Dreams (read here) Mercy - IAMX: could make your whole world sweet (read here) Moth’s Wings - Passion Pit: like a bastard on the burning sea My My Love - Joshue Radin: It's All Brand New Because of You (read here)  

N Not The Sun - Brand New: you've set on me (read here) No Control - One Direction: in the heat where you lay (read here) // taste on my tongue (read here) National Anthem - Lana del Rey: Baby Heaven's in your Eyes (read here) Nothing Is Too Wonderful To Be True - Dirty Rotten Scoundrels (The Musical): turn any corner, there's something new (read here)      

O Oath - Cher LLoyd: for now (and forever) (read here) One - Ed Sheeran: take my hand (and my heart and soul) (read here) Oh So Quiet - Betty Hutton: it's oh so still (read here)     

P Enya - Paint the Sky with Stars: Paint The Sky With Stars (read here) Punk Rock Princess - Something Corporate: i’d burn this city down to show you the light (read here)     

R Relief Next to Me - Tegan and Sara: Relief Next To Me (read here) Red Brick Heart (Album) - Performance: Red Brick Heart (read here) Rhiannon - Fleetwood Mac: taken by the wind (read here) Ribs - Lorde: reeling through the midnight streets (read here)

S Scar Tissue - The Red Hot Chili Peppers: I'll Make it to the Moon if I Have to Crawl (read here)    Something Great - One Direction: come on jump out at me (read here) Someone New - Hozier: electing strange perfections (read here) Some Trust - The Fray: Fake you're full and feel tomorrow (read here)   Sweater Weather - The Neighbourhood: So Put Your Hands (In The Holes Of My Sweater) (read here) Sing When You’re Winning - Robbie Williams (album): Sing When You’re Winning (read here) Still Take You Home - Arctic Monkeys: But I'll Still Take You Home (read here) Sunday - Earl Sweatshirt ft. Frank Ocean: Loving You's a Little Different (read here) Shine - Years & Years: everything i can arrange, every part of me you change (read here) Stones Around The Sun - Lewis Watson: we're only stones around the sun (read here) Speak Now - Taylor Swift: speak now or forever hold you peace (read here) Sugar - Maroon 5: don't let nobody touch it (unless that somebody's me) (read here) Sk8er Boy - Avril Lavigne: Can I Make It Any More Obvious? (read here)    

T True Love - P!nk ft. Lily Allen: you’re an asshole (but i love you) (read here) Tröjan Du Hatar - Norlie & KKV: The Shirt You Hate (read here) Take Me To Church - Hozier: let me give you my life (read here) Thinking About You - Radiohead: shit, i still love you (still see you in bed) (read here) This Is Gospel -  Panic! At The Disco: Truth Be Told (I Never Was Yours) (read here) Temporary Fix - One Direction: we’ll call this what you like (read here) // feel you on my neck (read here) Thunder - Boys like Girls: you’ll always be thunder (read here) Tea for Two - Doris: Tea For Two and Two For Tea (read here) Toxic - Britney Spears: Taste of a Poison Paradise Tomorrow - Daughter: just the outlines of our hands (read here)

U Unbelievers - Vampire Weekend: Unbelievers (read here) Underwater - Mika: with your love we could breathe underwater (read here)

V Various Storms & Saints: Florence + The Machine: you’re bleeding, but you’ll be okay (read here)

W When We Were On Fire - James Bay: A Fallen Star That Shines No More (read here) Whirlpool - Sea Wolf: hoping this cold blue water scrubs me clean and spits me out again (read here) Whatever You Like - T.I.: it ain't trickin' if ya got it (read here) Whatever You Like (T.I. Cover) - Anya Marina: whatever you like (read here) Wake Me Up - Ed Sheeran: and now a piece of me is a piece of the beach (read here) Wolf Am I (And Shadow) - Mewithoutyou: walk heavy on delicate ground (read here)    Way In The World -  Nina Nesbitt: Way in the World (read here) Wear It Like A Crown -  Rebekka Karijord: Wear It Like A Crown (read here)

X XO - Beyoncé: your heart is glowing and i'm crashing into you (read here)

Y You Got Time - Clare & the Reasons: You Got Time (read here) Young and Beautiful - Lana del Rey: Young & Beautiful (read here) Your Name Is Tattooed On My Heart - Screeching Weasel: Your Name Is Tattooed On My Heart (read here) You Drive Me Wild - The Runaways: you drive me wild (you know you do) (read here) You Are The Blood - Sufjan Stevens: You Are The Blood (read here)

[shadyvaati]

eldraftsman replied to your post:

“Link and Mipha were interested in each other and were going to be...”:

D) On my personal opinion? I just wish Nintendo wasn't a massive tease and just picked sides. Want Zelink? Good, let em' f*ck or something. Don want it? Fantastic, just don't dance around the idea like a moth around a lightbulb.

“A) Wether Link reciprocated is left ambiguous. B) Mipha died and Zelda is alive, what is up to the future has no chances for her “

-To address the first point, sure I suppose, but compared to Zelda, Link knew Mipha since childhood, they’ve known each other a long time to both know each other as just friends and possibly something else. I say that because Mipha made the Zora tunic for Link, which is a tradition with the Zora as a sign of proposal and you don’t just propose (and I mean seriously propose) if you aren’t already with someone, just saying

-Second, I don’t care if she’s dead????? Idk what kinda of person people think Link is, but I’m pretty sure he wouldn’t just jump to be with some other girl he not too long ago in his own memories had a strained relationship with. Maybe in the future, sure, but as it stands with what the game presented, I highly doubt it :/ Also like, after a loved one dies, some people pledge to never be with anyone else? Idk why that also wouldn’t be a possibility for Link. It’s honestly really tragic what happened with them, but Mipha isn’t Zelda so we can just ignore her once her part in the story is done.

“C) If RANDOM NPCS point out the possibility of Link having a thing for Zelda(like Paya does) AND a LOT of the backstory revolves in how close the two of them got(and there IS subtext), you can't just say "it's all about Mipha" “

-See the thing about that first part tho is that people can and will take that as a “it’s so obvious theyre meant to be together if they see it!!” it literally takes so little for people to see that ship where as if another couple as someone literally make a proposal gift and have their family (both Mipha’s father and brother say Mipha loved Link, while his feelings are never stated out right I lead u back to my first statement as well as then that goes double for Zelda where if you just look at how they interact it’s hard to even tell how close they are beyond Link being her protector). And the backstory isn’t so much focusing on their relationship bc it existed, it’s bc those were the pics Zelda took herself and Link was there because he was her protector, in some of them they didn’t even really interact, they’re there to help him remember and in a way catch the players up to speed with things going on. People can have their own interpretations, I’m not stopping that, but I’m also not saying “Mipha’s dead so now Link HAS to be with Zelda he has no choice!!” which is kinda sad another girl has to be out of the picture for there to be no ambiguity. This isn’t even a hate on Zelda, like she even says it herself that she’s the only one that seems to think for herself, but apparently no one else could imagine her having a love interest other than Link (shrugs). It isn’t “all about Mipha” but the girl /did/ plan to propose to this boy she was rather close too is what I’m saying. This is the one part where there is literally zero room for interpretation if we’re comparing the two. A girl and boy can have a lot of screen time together and still just be friends in the end.

“D) On my personal opinion? I just wish Nintendo wasn't a massive tease and just picked sides. Want Zel*nk? Good, let em' f*ck or something. Don want it? Fantastic, just don't dance around the idea like a moth around a lightbulb.”

-And finally, sEE I ACTUALLY AGREE WITH YOU HERE. Nintendo should just do it if they want it, but they haven’t. I understand why they don’t because they don’t /want/ there to be any straight up love interest and I’m fine with that tbh lmao. Excuse my annoyance tho when every little hint for Zelda and Link is amped up to a million and Mipha is just left off to the side bc she isn’t a character they were already rooting for. She doesn’t matter, right? Because we’ll never hear of Mipha again lmao (tho there were serveral nice little easter eggs to past characters in botw so who knows maybe we’re on our way to a new canon), but as it stands Zelda and Link are “the destined ones” always reborn in the same timeline and meant to meet again and again, and kudos to people who like that, I also don’t mind those types of stories! Link and Zelda tho just aren’t my number one cup of tea hense when I see a more reputable ship being pushed to the background it sorta fires me up that it can just be ignored. I can’t make anyone pay more attention, but it just would be nice to have a different focus everyone once in a while. The same thing happened with Midna too and people fucking love her. This isn’t Skyward Sword where I wouldn’t even argue that there might have been more between them because they were childhood friends there and had plenty of hints to become more--this is Breath of the Wild tho, and that honor this time belongs to Mipha.

I like Mipha and Link. I don’t hate Zelda and Link, but in this particular game I don’t see them getting together either during or afterwards. TLDR: I wish it didn’t always have to be about Zel*nk and that there could be more focus from the fandom on something other than their romantic relationship that may or may not exist. I don’t mean to come off as aggressive, but it always feels like there needs to be a mountain of evidence for any other coupling to be valid in canon when Link and Zelda just need to be in the same room together.