#i like cold case very much
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can i just say. and this is probably a niche hill to die on. that i am so gobsmacked every time someone vaguely hints at the idea that jotaro doesn't care meaningfully for the other crusaders, usually particularly kakyoin and joseph, when those two actually tend to be the ones he reacts to being hurt the hardest
like he cares for his loved ones!!!! that literally plays into his character motives in every single part he shows up in!!! stop lying to me!!!!!!!
#me.txt#jjba#i'm going to ramble in tags actually. excuse me#ok. rereading sdc and so confused at the general perception of jotaro and his friends/family. he's not NEARLY as flat or as dickish#i understand that the anime (particularly the dub) tends to slander him but even then he still clearly cares for them! i'm confused#i also understand that a lot of people dig against jotaro and kakyoin as a dynamic because 'they're popular' and that generally disliking#popular things across media is a thing that i've seen consistently everywhere but the discredit to them simply as a DUO and not even as a#pairing is so..... odd..... like they're considered to be a duo that clicks for a reason. i enjoyed them even before i got into the fandom#every time i see someone say jotaro is overrated/dull i take a shot and assume they're an anime-only or only read the manga like once btw#joseph and jotaro also have a neat dynamic and they obviously both love and care for each other. like they're not going to go around loudly#or anything but literally the entirety of the lovers and the prelude to the dio fight IS jotaro being worked up over joseph getting hurt#equally i don't know if it translates to the anime as much but joseph is VERY complimentary when it comes to jotaro. like he sings his#praises so often and reminds everyone that he's his grandson so frequently (d'arby the gamer is a good example of this). either way it's so#peculiar....... there's not enough avdol and jotaro content btw (also in canon) because jotaro obviously looks up to him and avdol jokes#around with him on the occasion they interact after their intro which doesn't start very well. it's very cute#i do think an important thing to note about jotaro's character is how he acts AFTER his intro because he's so drastically different. early#jotaro and later jotaro aren't the same character and i do not mean this in a character development way. excluding the jail incident he's#completely different and probably shouldn't really be taken into account (especially considering the amount of slapstick in araki's intros)#and i think that's really???? what people center on for his character? Which sucks balls bad!#anyways. i could ramble more about this if asked i have so much to say but sigh. jotaro cares so much for his friends and family he's not a#flat fully cold asshole character regardless of whether you watch the anime or ova or read the manga. you just have poor media literacy#i wouldn't recommend watching solely the anime for his character though. the dub also changes a lot so it's... questionable#i love the anime and it's still important for him though. also adds neat stuff. i need to stop myself. i have many thoughts on the matter#jotaro kujo#joseph joestar#noriaki kakyoin#adding in case anyone sees: i am not saying that he is perfect about this. in fact he is very ass about it with jolyne and holly and that's#very important. he also is in fact an asshole sometimes. NOT as much as you guys are making him though!#please don't get me started on how much of a dick etc people make kakyoin to veer away from the 'woobified' characterizations of him#in fact i think that's bad if not worse because it CLAIMS to be in character. hes a prim asshole at times but not that angry or dishevelled
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"We can get through this by working together, reach out to your friends, community is all we have, a social network will be your security in the world, now is the time to lean on others!"
I do agree, and it's scientifically sound (pretty sure there is data about how people with better social networks live longer and etc) but also....augh..... what about the severe social issues, difficulty to leave the house, physical issues which lead to like zero socialization energy a majority of the time, etc. etc. Social support can be a replacement for structural support, but.. I guess I just wish it didn't have to be. Community is extremely difficult to build, even moreso if you're someone who has issues with social cues or group conversations or even just being around others in the first place. And blah, nuance, of course I'm just complaining or maybe being too negative or maybe misunderstanding, but, I hardly have the energy to brush my hair once every 2 months.. how am I supposed to maintain a wide social network and be active in a Community and Join Groups lol... sometimes it kind of feels like "er.. well if thats my only option then...... ruh roh". It's overwhelming
#Kind of like some post I saw a long time ago talking about how even the meanest shittiest most difficult to get along with#elderly people or whaever still deserve to have some sort of systems in place to support them so they're not just relying on the#grace of relatives or etc. who may not be able to deal with them. Not saying that I'm like mean and cruel or anything#but the fact of the matter is in most social situations either I am compromising or the other person is. Not in like an ~`ouuu im so weirdd#nobody willever understand my quirky swagg hee heee~' way but like a.. Just factually the things that make me happy and comfortable#are often incompatible with people. The way I communicate and process things is different from the way other people do and that#is always a barrier. I cannot have ''easy''' interactions. Even with 'understanding' people there is nearly always a significant#amount of effort. You can't walk into a group of people and then be like ''okay you guys all have to wear#masks and you also cant play music too loud and also we should communicate turns of speaking very clearly so group conversations#arent too stressful. and also i need this and that and we have to do this and that and '' etc. etc. You CAN. And some people will#go along with that. but they will ALWAYS secretly resent you for it. You will be the one person they're relieved to not have to be around.#theyre glad when you dont show up since they can go back to doing things however they want and not masking and all these boring#annoying things. OR you can say none of that and just deal with the loud music and the talking and the unmasked people. but then#YOU'RE compromising. and no matter how nice they are it's exhausting to be around and youre just further alienated#while in the presence of people and uncofmrtoabel the whole time.#Which I'm not saying the only form of community is a group setting specificially but just giving that as an example lol#I just wish there were a better option than ''well learn to socialize normally or just suffer then'' . Which I know is not what people are#saying. I guess I just always feel a bit scared when 'community is the answer'. Since its not like 'oh im just socially anxious and need to#get out of my shell~!' or something thats really that remedy-able. It's like.. my mostly unchangeable physical health issues combined#with the mostly unchangable literal way that my brain processes sensory informationand other things means that interacting with#others in a normal and easy way is incredibly difficult and often exhausting especially to maintain in any longform fashion. So then#when it's like ''the answer to staying safe is to maintain longform social connections!! :3 just reach out!!'' then.. ermm... O_O#also I'm not even one of the cutesy shy emotional hermits that's nervous. I'm the Bad Stereotype emotionless robotic cold seeming#looms in the corner of the room type of thing so people have less pity on you in that way. -_- ANYWAY gghj#I need like.. a designated social representative or something.. When I did work in that bookshop forever ago they gave me a#person who basically was just with me to help communicate with others on my behalf and supervise me and stuff. I need that.. Some#more extraverted person I can latch onto and they can maintain the Social Support Network for me and I can just be their +1 to all#of the Social Things and community. I have helpful skills I can contribute to other people and stuff it's just like.. I cant socialize lol#I cook food or something for you.. then you keep me in contact with Community.. a deal. (but then what about when I'm too sick to#contribute? as is often the case. there's not much place for people like me in communities sometimes i fear.. sigh.) ***
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Do you guys think Holt and Storch Sieben ever hatefucked
#I think they have a complicated relationship I’ve been pondering it#bc Holt very much does hate her before the events of the Koliblunt force trauma incident#her initial dislike of Sieben comes from a bad first impression when Sieben was fresh meat on sierpinski (Holt is olddd)#she was petty about it but willing to deal with it to a certain point#but as her higher up sieben pushed her buttons one too many times early on#which is bad you WANT the senior medical EULR on your side in case of emergency!!!#i do think they’ve spent a lot of time together for work related reasons#they become not quite friends not quite enemies?? but a secret weird cold thing full of regret maybe#this partially has to do with how I characterize present day sieben bc yeah she’s a Storch and they are prone to temper tantrums especially#if not trained correctly#but Sieben’s basically one of the highest ranking units at sierpinski if I remember correctly#and you don’t get there without some degree of level headedness + when talking to her she’s not necessarily warm and fuzzy#but she also didn’t seem like a young volatile Storch to me#at least not anymore#I think about sieben a lot but anyways#roundabout way of saying that when Holt did fall ill with the infection it wasn’t ignored by sieben#Holt was visited by her once alone when her vision started fading and they had a moment.#a reconciliation? an attempt on sieben’s part to make things right before the inevitable?? or just wanting to check on her? who knows#I certainly don’t#holt#thanks for listening to the ramble I’m attempting to blorbo post more#and this has been rotating in my head for weeks#figured I’d get it out#blorbo tag
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Haircut
#kodasea#own art#artists on tumblr#cold case crew#lawrence#art#own character#angela#detective partner#2021 art#sequential art#She loves cutting and experimenting with her own hair and is very willing to do it for others#Ironically now in current year lore I don't think Lawrence would like getting his hair cut much at all#Something something his parents maybe used it as a means to control or punish when he preferred it grown out#Probably hasn't internalized that but he can get more reclusive and upset when someone points out it's time for a trim
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Hey guys would you be curious if I said I have a story with a little deer ppl society. I made it with my first online friend a while ago :33
#💭 — ⌗nervo rambles . ♪ᝰ#I specifically love the protagonist of the story#his name is Frostedleaf#and he has a friend named Rosemary#(their relationship stays completely platonic throughout the story)#I don't have a title for the story but I have most of the main plot points figured out!!#I haven't worked on my stories in a while tho so maybe this will be the motivator I need#anyways yeah guys#btw Frostedleaf had reading glasses#and is very clumsy#Rose has to look out for him so he doesn't hurt himself like he always does#UGHHHH THIS IS REMINDING ME HOW MUCH I LOVE THESE TWO I CAN'T#they're my second favorite duo I've made but a very close first#the first is a ghost girl from the 1990s?? If I remember right????#maybe the 80s but either way she can play piano and then she befriends a guy who also plays piano and they solve her cold case together bc#the guy loves true crime and stuff (am I projecting? a little)#the ghost girl haunts the schools piano room where she was killed#I love that story sm I need to develop it more#I think it's my oldest story I've kept around
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So, @silv-paru sent Sherlock Holmes for the character opinion bingo. thanks a bunch for this (and for your patience. my god, i’m answering this a week late. typical me behaviour). you’re a darling :D
Did you know, i used to tell these stories to my friends? they delighted in them AND i got a chance to sort of ramble on and on abt him and watson. it was a win-win, really. ah, those were the days! now i haven’t reblogged much of him this month at all. i miss him. I MISS HIM.
Onto the bingo: well. he’s The quintessence of gender™ to me. and i relate to him so so much. fav character of all time fr. i want to carry him in my pocket at all times & study him. like. do i want to BE him OR am i IN LOVE with him, ykwim? pssh who knows? certainly not me. uh-huh ‘a beast unleashed’ -does this refer to me or him? you choose. oh re: canon, i’m ignoring the part where holmes dies (or y’know, is dead for 3 years). that’s too angsty.
#sherlock holmes#my dearest blorbo#he’s my belovedest chewtoy basically#if i think abt how modern adaptations *looking at you bbc sherlock* have ruined his character i get so angry i have to take deep breaths#*mutters darkly* he is NOT an arrogant cold-hearted bitch like he’s portrayed; well he IS a bitch but not a cold-hearted one!!#see. the thing abt holmes is that he’s SUCH a sweet boy okay. and he’s compassionate#he cares sooo much. that’s the reason people come to him when they’re distressed. they trust him#he hates the police. he is a jester at heart. loves his watson#he’s here to help the truly desparate helpless people even if they have no money to pay him for the case. no questions asked. But-#he fucking despises obnoxious rich men. the first time he meets watson a total stranger he *very excitedly* tells him abt his experiment#it’s very adorable. he never stops trying to impress ever. infact blushes furiously when complimented by him#my guy has 0 knowledge of our solar system but he’s written several monographs abt different types of ASHES. go figure!#OH i almost forgot the most important fact he’s special to me bc holmes is an audhd gay disaster bastard. sometimes he’s even bisexual#but mostly he’s acespec and in a qpr w watson. he’s VERY adhd. behaves like an excited cat and oh so cute when he stims. everytime he does#i go SQUEEE. when he’s depressed it’s a goddamn hashtag big mood. as in many other ways he is me i am him#he’s PASSIONATE and KIND that’s all you need to know#acd stories are about just some guy who loves his job (which he invented himself btw after quitting college) that’s it#i am overcome with an almighty need to squeeze his cheeks#he’s everything to me <3#alright if i don’t stop now i doubt i ever will LMAO bye#acd holmes#if u read till the end u get a cookie and a kiss on the nose i love u#silv tag 💞
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It's really fascinating that u can get connected with strangers such strongly that u can cry for them
#pehle i was very cold hearted in case like this but ig life experiences changed me enough to care deeply abt others emotions too#often i find my self crying for strangers cuz i connected woth them at a deeper level idk if this makes me weak or what but im grateful#im grateful that i could gain this much emotional intelligence
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I love that Cold Case episode too! There were so many good ones I saw as a kid. And that Columbine inspired one really sticks out in my memory! Kyle Gallner too. Which is why every time I would see him in something after that I would remember him but didn’t know all the places I saw him.
I think the Columbine Inspired one kept me up at night specifically because of Kyle Gallner's 'parents' going: 'We lost our child too' when they talked about how everyone hates them/avoids them now.
Another Episode I will never be able to shake from my memory is the girl sleepover one, where one girl is more of a nerdy type and she gets mocked throughout the evening. Like, they use sharpie to circle all the places on her body that are 'ugly' and later on, she is found with those markings still on.
I don't know if that one was inspired by Shanda Sharer but it made me read up on that case and then I had nightmares for a week.
#Had a very brief obsession with true crime because of cold case#Read the Shanda Sharer wiki (as a 14 year old). Cried. And then never touched True Crime again#Until like. Last year probably#Because I couldn't fathom somebody hurting a kid and I honestly still can't#Ask tag#I def need to rewatch Cold Case I loved it so much#May actually do that today
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thinking 'bout how the lads interact with what the bracelets represent, especially in their decks
#marwospeaking#Yuuya is by far hardest to work with on this because he Varies. but that might just be him being opposite to Yuzu so it might count?#anyway Yuuya is a bushfire made by fireworks set off without proper precaution (the improperly set off fireworks being Zarc..#.. being influenced into the position that made the lads through his desire to both destroy and entertain his crowds)#It's small sometimes. but in the right conditions is an unstoppable conflagration#Yuuto literally does not die. In a world where we never truly get the other two (Yuugo and Yuuri) interacting with their host (Yuuya)..#.. outside of duels. he very much does. He is undead in a way the others don't quite match (pre Zarc revival) and it's opposite to..#.. En Bird's life (assuming it counts death too as part of its cycle)#Yuugo uses machine monsters - things that distinctly don't breathe. and in most cases have exhaust pipes billowing fumes#and machines can be warm to the touch at times. which you could feasibly slide against Rin's Windwitches for being Very Cold Ladies#Also he's trapped no matter where he is. Neo Domino has a stronger grip on him as a person than anyone else. and when he might finally..#.. escape that. he's trapped in someone else's body with no canonical recourse. because the story ended on Yuuya's terms and no one elses#Yuuri is hardest to place but I think he's very stationary. Sere's monsters are dancers - constantly moving - and she's very able to#adapt as she goes despite how stupid she can be book-wise. Yuuri is rooted into his role. even when he discards his loyalty his role was..#.. always in Zarc's interest no matter if he knew or not. The Professor's loyalty from him is an add-on to that#... I'd argue Zarc cared more about his pieces than Ray cared about hers also? He made cards for them on the fly so they'd Win#Even in moments where that victory is not in a wholly positive light - Odd-Eyes Raging and Gatlinghoul - but we know he's capable of it..#.. a la allowing Yuuya to debut pendulum monsters on his behalf in order to win against Ishijima#something something this can then apply to the other lads. they never lose except to each other and Ray's girls (at least on screen)#Yuuto survived 3 years of war. even despite Yuugo and Yuuri showing up. so methinks Zarc must've had a role in helping him survive#Like. Zarc's distinctly present for his Lads. Ray's not present for her lasses until one of them speaks through her#Sure it's very possible that's a bracelet thing - they are floodgates at the end of the day - and not a Ray thing. but it also wouldn't..#.. surprise me given Ray is an Akaba. we know they will sacrifice others for a gain later on - Ray's was sacrificing a whole world to make.#.. a safer one for everyone to live in. irrelevant on if they remember it or if they never existed originally. Except Leo Akaba. He does#(with memory reading tech) and it tortures him the whole time. she didn't mean to hurt him but Still#Zarc's distinctly not better than Ray - he's still broken wide open when it comes to his hatred of humanity (but not his human half)#and it resulted in multiple near-deaths the second time around - but I can't say Ray's that much better if it turns out the bracelets..#.. weren't floodgating her ability to help her lasses#Completely unrelated but. I don't like what Arcray represents ngl. makes it seem like Zarc could never move on with the help of his lads#and has to rely on someone who killed him and sent him to purgatory about it in order to heal.
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Okay I know it’s super cliche and shit but I love the “this guy bullies this person cuz they love them” trope. Just like, “oh shit this guy is a bitch I don’t wanna fuck with them” while the other is like “did they find that cool? Intimidating? Am I doing this right why am I panicking what do I do” It’s delicious.
Now shove my blorbo in there somewhere and whatever comes out I shall put on my gravestone.
#fnf agoti#tropes#wouod this be considered whump?#I’m putting the tag anyway just in case#whump#but like fr. You can pry this trope from my cold dead fully decayed skeletal hands. You can even revive me just to kill me again and I-#won’t let go#fnf#friday night funkin#and I like to imagine Agoti as the bully and Tabi or Ayana as his victim#And he’s just like “hehe you suck” around them and alone he’s like “please tell me I’m doing this right idk how to do romance”#and everyone else is super confused like “yeah he’s usually a bully but why is he giving this one specific person so much attention-#And ignoring his other victims?”#if you couldn’t tell I’m in a phase rn#also kind of caused by the fact that I’m 95% sure I’ve got a gf :D#Please excuse me if I say this a lot I’m just very excited especially since this is my first (mostly) official relationship
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just walked into a doctor's office and then an apothecary with a rat on my shoulder and no one said anything
#IT'S SO COLD OUTSIDE I DIDN'T WANT TO LEAVE HIM ALONE IN THE CAR IN CASE SOMETHING HAPPENED :((#and i didn't want to take his carrier because i feel like it gets cold in there too and i can't warm him up with body heat#i know they very much saw The Rat but no one said a word. i love germans#rayrambles
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Okay, so I generally agree with Dumbledore’s grey morality (sending Harry to the Dursley’s was never okay), disagree with his bashing (I hate bashing of any kind; if you dislike a character then write them in a way that shines light on their negative traits but don’t intentionally give them worse ones that are completely different from their actual characterization honestly why are people like this-), and have no particular opinion on most headcanons about things he did that were better or worse than what we actually know because honestly anything’s possible we know next to nothing about this guy’s actual personality, but there is one thing that I have to say I do not and have never agreed with and that is the idea that he knew Sirius Black was innocent.
People have said that the reason he let Sirius be convicted was so he could send Harry to the Dursley’s for the blood protection, but his decision to send Harry to the Dursley’s always seemed as a last resort to me (and this is not defending him or agreeing with those actions in any way, it was fucked up and wrong and we all know it, but I do truly believe that if Sirius was innocent he would have sent Harry to live with him) (and I love Remus to death but there is no way he should be trusted with a small child and we already know that parts of the Order didn’t entirely trust him (INCLUDING SIRIUS) so don’t @ me)
I don’t think that Dumbledore in any way knew before Harry’s third year. There’s no basis that he did, and there’s no basis that he didn’t, but it just does not make sense. And besides, Sirius was perfectly willing to let Harry return to the Dursleys during PoA, and if he believed that it was truly better for him to do so he would have not contacted him on Dumbledore’s orders. Remus very clearly didn’t. So no, I don’t think that Dumbledore simply “let” Sirius be arrested and imprisoned with the full knowledge of his innocence to get rid of a single, easily manipulated variable.
No, I think that’s what Snape did.
Because Snape was in Voldemort’s inner circle, he was one of his most trusted Death Eaters—even up until he died! He would have known if Sirius was a Death Eater. He knew he wasn’t. And he said nothing about it, because he hated Sirius Black.
#albus dumbledore#no bashing#i hate bashing#so very much#harry potter#james potter#lily potter#sirius black#remus lupin#severus snape#and I don’t want anybody saying that Dumbledore should have gotten Sirius a trial#like yeah no shit#all the death eaters should have gotten a trial#the ministry officials should have questioned the muggles before obliviating them#we know the wizarding world is fucked up#to everybody’s belief#this was a cold cut case#everybody knew Sirius was the secret keeper#everybody#both sirius and Remus would have been prime suspects during the war too#due to their respective backgrounds#I think people underestimate how fucked war makes you#and how badly these people wanted it to be over and done with#I’m not saying Dumbledore isn’t entirely out of fault in the sirius thing#he could’ve done more#but so could everybody else#and the idea that Dumbledore told Remus that sirius was the traitor explicitly and to stop questioning it is absurd#because the alternative is that Peter was the traitor#and no matter how much people like to frame him as a tag along#they were all equally friends
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thinking about showing my F/O how to build a proper snowfort, how to spray it with water after building it so it'll freeze overnight and be structurally sound, and then going back inside to have some hot chocolate under a warm blanket
#self ship#safeshipping#safeship#this one is probably too specific to apply to many ppl but i wrote it vaguely in case anyone likes this idea djdmdjdkl#i'd also be giving him a lil kiss on his nose bc it'd be so cold after being outside fjfkdl#WAUGH I don't like the cold very much but I've grown up pretty far north so I've had a lot of snow to work with#we used to make whole igloos with our snow brick mould fnjffndl the snow piled all the way up to our shed's roof some years#we dont live as far north anymore so we have less snow but its still very much wintery like 8 months of the year djfkdl#OHHH WHAT IF I CROCHETED HIM A TOQUE AND MITTS AND SCARF... OUGHH MAKING HIM HOMEMADE WINTER GEAR....#dandyshucks#💜so good at being in trouble#💜a boy and his bug🪲
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hey girl is the room flooding or are you just happy to see me
#the room was flooding#btw#i have to say stepping out of my bed and into ice-cold water barefoot woke me up VERY quickly#it was only a little water tho so it's ok. less than an inch. AND it was clean#like this is not FLOODWATER floodwater. my stuff is soggy but not ruined. it could be so so so much worse#i also think the maintenance people were rather perplexed by my good mood? like#1. this is so far from the worst case flooding scenario it isn't even funny#and 2. girl my daily struggle is waking the fuck up. the fact that my room is flooded means that i can now be awake to study for my midterm#this is honestly an improvement over my normal daily stress level#cus see. ultimately. this is other peoples' problem. i'm not responsible for this one. i just happen to live here#the joy of dorm life i suppose#always very interesting to be standing on my soggy doormat in my buc-ee's pjs watching someone's job security flash before their eyes#at least one other suite was flooded this morning AND they mentioned that this isn't the first time this has happened. so. erm#maybe that's not a good thing. maybe some of my tuition should go towards... preventative maintenance? perhaps?#you know. as a treat. it's not really that important or anything.#not like there's a threat of. oh idk. burst pipes? flood damage?#all hypotheticals of course. that would never happen in real life#anyway...#this means i sure won't be procrastinating doing my laundry any longer!
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Me, looking at the new wave, having never stopped wearing masks outside: huh.
#I'm very much enjoying not catching colds or flus either#personal#I'm also enjoying MUCH less 'ayn and headaches when I go outside so liberating to work with people for months and have no one know you're#particularly ~pretty~ until you take off the mask to eat cake being served on a going-away party for old staff#it's cute to be complimented then but it's sure not cute when several people mistreat you and act envious and catty because of your looks#like I used to deal with...#I forgot I left my mask down like two days ago after eating and thought someone was being sarcastic when they went (MA SHA ALLAH!) at me#I was like...... what.#can they tell I was eating??? I hid away when I did...#am I being mocked for eating food after a life saving case what... is it.#then I realized oh... I forgot to bring my mask up to cover my mouth and nose
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Apparently there will be a 'the great gatsby' themed party for my aunties wedding anniversary thingy next year😳 never read or seen it... but im guessing it's just very 1920's type? Or?
#idk#the obvious choice would be a dress#but i very much want to wear something different#like Tessa Thompson as billie in cold case🤔#very pretty#not sure i could pull it off#bells be speaking to herself
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