#i legit cried when i heard the news

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...it's really been 7 years since Chester died...

[cherriegyuu]

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Can u plssss make a husband mingyu fic of his daughter absolutely hating his haircut go from long to extremely short causing him to sulk and hate his own hair then y/n having to comfort him😭😭 this video legit reminded me of this instantly idek how

i'm not supposed to be taking requests but this was just something that stuck to my mind ever since i read it. so here it is! i hope you like it! i'm also just in time for his birthday

when he cuts his hair

pairing: mingyu x fem!reader genre: fluff word count: 769 warnings: slightly suggestive not proofread

You did your best to contain your smile, or at least tried to hide it, as your daughter cried into your shoulder, her small tears soaking your shirt and her hands balled into tiny fists in your hair. Under normal circumstances, you’d have taken her hand away but in that moment, it seemed like the only option to have her calm down. 

Your husband sat on the couch, the blanket you kept on the back of it wrapped around his head and shoulder, as his eyes were two full moons in his face. Mingyu was a mixture of laughter and unwashed tears as he watched your daughter cry into you. 

“I didn’t know” his voice came out in a whine, his hold on the blanket tightening “I thought it would be okay”

Mingyu had left the house that morning saying “I’m going to cut hair, I’ll be right back”. He had kept his hair longer for almost a year and it was probably one of your daughter’s favorite things about him — that and also the fact that Mingyu even existed. “Not only does she look like you the most but she also loves you the most” you’d half-heartily complain sometimes. 

It became some sort of routine, if she fell asleep with Mingyu around, she’d most definitely have her hand in his hair. Logically and rationally you knew that Hanna wouldn't like the new haircut, but you also didn’t think that it would be that much of a big deal. What you also didn’t expect was for Mingyu to come back with the shortest hair you have ever seen on him. 

You had known Mingyu for roughly twelve years and he always kept his hair on the longer side. While the sight was a fantastic one, Hanna didn’t seem to share the same idea. 

She ran to the door excitedly the second she heard the sound of keys on the lock to greet her dad. She had the biggest smile on her face and then it just disappeared as she took in her dad’s new look. Her small features contorted and her eyes filled with tears and she ran back to you, hiding behind your legs.

Like he usually did, Mingyu kneeled to welcome the hug that always came but this time there was none. 

You wished you had recorded the whole thing, the way Hanna started to scream her lungs out because “not daddy” and Mingyu was a few seconds away from crying. 

“Hanna” you cooed “you don’t want to say hi to daddy? He missed while he was away”

She shook her head.

“Not daddy,” she said again, the new tears coming down her face.

It took you a good hour to get her to settle down and sleep. Her body still shook with sobs when you put her in bed. 

Mingyu was in the living room, in the same exact position as before, the blanket still wrapped around his head. His eyes were sort of lost until he finally seemed to notice you were back. Once again his eyes were filled with tears. 

“Babe, no, it’s fine,” you said, approaching him. 

When you were close enough he pulled you to him, hands around your waist and his head resting on your stomach. Slowly you pulled the blanket away from him and ran your hand over his hair. There wasn't a lot to hold onto, there was barely any hair in between your fingers, just a little more at the top for a quiff.

“She hates me now,” he complained.

There were these moments when it was hard to tell who was actually the 2 year old and who was the grown man.

“She doesn't, she just needs to get used to it. You're her favorite person” you assure him “She's just surprised. When you left there was hair in your head”

Mingyu groaned at your laugh.

“I just wanted to try something different”

You held his face in your hands, forcing him to look at you. Mingyu rested his chin on your stomach, beautiful dark eyes looking back at you.

“Do you like it, at least?”

You bit your lips, trying to keep yourself from saying that maybe you didn’t like it as much, that your favorite hair was that middle ground between short and longer. 

“You look younger” your words were slow, a little careful.

He groaned, pretending to cry, his arms getting even tighter around you. 

“Both of you hate it”

You bent forward and placed a kiss on his nose and then his lips until his pout was replaced by a smile. 

“At least there’s a little bit to hold on to”

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[the-dumpster-fire-of-life]

Can you do bill kaulitz x gf!reader who is in the band and at the concert where bill lost his voice?

(Hello! Sure I can and so sorry for the delay as I was camping and didn't have time! I hope you enjoy!)

Bill Kaulitz Loses His Voice

You could tell immediately something was wrong

You had told Bill to see a doctor or take any type of break because you could tell something was up with his voice

He refused because he didn't want to let people down or any fans down

You got sorta annoyed with his insistence but let him have his way

Which soon proved to be a major mistake

You guys were all on stage and you kept watching Bill, thinking he would be okay as you played your guitar with Tom

You could feel your heart drop as soon as you heard Bill start struggling

His voice was patchy, hoarse and he seemed to be struggling

You and Tom kept looking at each other confused and soon concerned while fans became restless

Bill was panicking and looking around and staring at you

You kept mouthing to him if he was okay and what was wrong

Bill kept gesturing to his neck, trying to say something but nothing came out

You went to him as fast as you could, abandoning your guitar by Tom

You went over to him and he kept trying to talk to you, legit nothing coming out like he never had a voice in the first place

You were holding his hand and trying to get him to calm down before the music cut completely

You could hear fans yelling and restless as Bill got off stage and the concert stopped

Bill got off stage so fast because you could see the panic and embarrassment on his face

You tried to go after him but hands backstage kept you guys sorta separate and you lost him in a small crowd as they swept him away

You, Tom, Gustav and Georg were all left standing around and asking each other what happened

Like thirty minutes passed before a woman called you and Tom over like

"Tom, Tom, come here! (Name), you too, come here!"

You guys asked what was wrong and you could feel your heart beating before it dropped

She told you Bill had lost his voice

You didn't need to hear anymore as she kept going, leaving both her and Tom before hurrying to find Bill

You found him in the dressing room

He was a complete mess, crying as he seemed to almost be having a panic attack and breaking down

Once he saw you it got worse because you could tell he just wanted you in that moment

He seemed so embarrassed and sad when you got to him and just kept crying

You comforted him of course as he just couldn't talk

You were scared yourself, knowing this was a problem and sorta blaming yourself

But a question of if Bill would talk again, if your careers were on the line or if he did talk would it ever be the same

You blamed yourself a lot and Bill just needed you then

"Hey, Hey, it's okay. Nobody's blaming you." You tried to comfort a crying Bill, cupping both his cheeks in your hand.

Bill tried to talk, looking at you while holding his throat as you frowned at him.

"It's gonna be okay. It'll come back." You tried to reassure Bill, the boy now hiding his face in your shoulder as you felt his body rack from the cries.

"You'll be fine…it'll be good as new when you see a doctor." You whispered into his ear, ignoring your own doubts as you stroked his hair.

Bill clung his arm around your waist, trying to hide from the embarrassment and worry by feeling safe and okay with you.

Bill didn't know what would happen to your careers or his voice, feeling like a failure all around.

But he just knew it would be okay, even if he doubted it, because at least you were there to be with him.

[deathmetalunicorn1]

Oh wow! I loved that! Part 2 of Yandere Platonic Straw Hats please?

The crew is now looking for a Cook, and meet Sanji and Zeff, who both spoil Reader with apples (Zeff can tell Reader’s been through a lot, for her crying tears of joy over a delicious yet simple meal, yet can’t seem to smile) as Reader tries to help with her Brother Luffy who needs to work off his debt from accidentally destroying a part of the Baratie (Reader tries to help, by serving drinks or get some of the ingredients for the chiefs, which makes the cooks and customers gush by how cute Reader is for trying to help)

Sanji instantly becomes attached to Reader the moment she compliments him for making her food and watching him cook, praising him for his skills in the kitchen (In a platonic ‘Big Brother’ way obviously) and he becomes very determined to make Reader smile from his cooking (With little to no success for now, but she always tells Sanji how incredibly yummy his food is, so he knows that’s progress, plus Reader’s eyes sparkle from each bite she takes)

However, the Cooks of the Baratie and Straw Hats battle Don Krieg, and Zoro ends up fighting Mihawk, with Reader wanting to heal his wounds but he refuses (Zoro being the stubborn ass he is and he doesn’t want Reader to overexert herself again and get a fever, but he’s too much of a Tsundere Big Brother to admit that)

Plus after the battle, the Straw Hats, plus their new crew mate Sanji must go after Nami, who stole the Going Merry (Plus Zeff gives Reader some apples as a reward for all her hard work)

Eri is just, so cute (When I heard her say ‘Oh no, it’s the bad Guy’ in Dub I was screaming over how cute she is 🥹🥹🥹)

-The waiter was a bit funny as you were all seated at a table together, Luffy lifting you up to sit beside him, he was really nice to Nami, giving her a fancy parfait, while the men only got some water.

-When his eyes fell on you he instantly kneeled, “Such adorable beauty as this deserves the best parfait in the whole world!!”

-Your eyes were sparkly as him and a guy with only one leg, a big mustache and a really big hat came out, the main chef and the two gave you the prettiest apple parfait you had ever seen, Luffy and Usopp were drooling over it.

-You turned to the two, tears in your eyes, “Is this really for me?” people all over the restaurant, from other guests to your crew to Sanji and Zeff, collapsed to the floor, holding their chests, unable to handle the overwhelming cuteness!!

-You shared bites of your parfait with Luffy who thanked you and gave Usopp some of the cookies on top and you held out an apple slide to Zoro who was going to refuse you, but your sparkling eyes made it impossible to resist and he took it, quickly stuffing it in his mouth, looking away with a blush on his face.

-Luffy caused some trouble, a lot of trouble, a whole heap of trouble, and was forced to wash dishes to pay off the damage and you went to Zeff, asking to help your big brother too.

-Zeff could tell by the way you held yourself that you were a damaged child, afraid of the world, but you had strong people on your side, helping you.

-Unable to resist your puppy eyes, Sanji helped put you in the smallest apron they had, which was bright pink and frilly, and you helped by taking dishes to Luffy.

-The other guests were fawning over you as you gave shy smiles and when an older man asked you why you were working, you beamed, “I’m helping my big brother!”

-Cue round two of cuteness heart attacks!!!

-Sanji had you on a chair next to him as he cooked, showing you the skills in the kitchen and he soaked up all of your praise, enjoying your sparkly-eyed look, “That’s amazing, big brother Sanji!!” he legit cried into his elbow, overwhelmed by your kind words.

-You cried when Don Krieg attacked, hiding under a table, your hands on your head as you wept silently, afraid of all of the noise until Nami found you, “There you are!” she grabbed you, holding you close as you clung tightly to her.

-You and Nami took refuge from the fight as a good part of the ship got destroyed in the fight, you gasped, calling out as you tried to get out of Nami’s arms, “Luffy!” watching him get shot at by spears, getting hurt.

-You managed to get out of her arms, rushing to your brother and Don Krieg saw you running, sneering down at you as he pointed his weapon at you, “Kids should stay out of the way!!”

-Everyone saw this happening in slow motion as your family all screamed out your name, including Sanji as he tried to rush to your side.

-A sudden pressure surrounded you and you froze as a man appeared in front of you, with a long cape and a huge cross shaped sword on his back, protecting you.

-You gasped, looking up at him as his head turned to you and you saw a piercing set of gold eyes. You could tell this man was powerful, dangerous, but there was no malice towards you.

-He easily took care of Krieg, shocking everyone watching before you learned this man was one of the Seven Warlords of the Sea, Dracule Mihawk!

-You ran to Luffy’s side, wanting to use your quirk but he put his hand on your head, “Don’t, I’ll be okay.” You sniffled softly but nodded, not seeing Mihawk’s glance.

-You felt like you couldn’t breathe, seeing Zoro get cut down by Mihawk, just standing there and taking it as the loss of a duel!

-You ran to his side and Sanji saw that your horn was a bit bigger, flared with energy, something Mihawk noticed as well, glancing out the corner of his eyes.

-Zoro put his hand on your head, much like how Luffy didn’t, “Don’t, Y/N. You’ll make yourself sick again.” You were sobbing, holding onto his hand, wanting to help him as he grinned up at you, trying to pretend he wasn’t bleeding out, “I’ll be fine!” Mihawk smiled softly, seeing Zoro’s attention for you as your horn shrunk down again.

-Zeff helped stitch Zoro up while you walked around the damaged ship, seeing it getting repaired already. You trotted up to Luffy, Zoro, Sanji, and Usopp, concern on your face, “I can’t find Nami.”

-Shock was very quick to set in when they realized that the Going Merry was missing and so was Nami, as Zoro’s two friends told you all that Nami stole it.

-Your eyes went wide, holding your dress around your belly, ‘Stole it…?’ you couldn’t understand why she did that, and why she left.

[livi-in-digital-circus]

No need to worry when you have someone who cares about you

My Secret Santa gift one-shot for @michiruxbna! I hope you'll like it <3

Finally, the day came when Caine snapped and decided to make his new adventure adult only, no rabbit rag doll kids allowed. And since Jeager was the oldest of the four, all the responsibility fell on his shoulders.

Ragatha was the only circus member that Ethan became a cuddly bunny next to. With the others, well, it was a different story. Jeager happened to be the main target of his younger brother, along with Ellie and Pomni. Testing his patience was one of Ethan’s favorite things to do when he was bored, and he couldn’t wait for the day when Jeager would yell at him like their mom yelled at their dad.

Before everyone entered the portal to another dimension, Ragatha looked at her children one last time. Owyn sat in the corner, reading a book Gangle had lent him. Ethan was missing, probably getting ready for another prank. And there was Jeager, standing right in front of the portal with Ellie hiding behind his back. Neither of them liked it much when their parents left them with twins, even if they didn’t do much harm. It was just a matter of the closeness they shared. Jeager took care of his sister a lot when she was a baby, so she grew more attached to him than to Owyn and Ethan. The age difference between them and their older brother was small compared to that of Ellie, but it was more than obvious who was the most mature of the bunch.

“Can you promise me that you will take good care of your siblings?” Ragatha asked Jeager, her digital heart filled with worry. She knew her boys were in their teens, but sometimes she still treated them as if they were her little babies.

Jeager nodded his head. “Of course, Mom. I’ll try my best.”

“Just…” The rag doll started to look around nervously as if searching for someone. “Make sure Ethan and Ellie don’t go at each other again. And call Caine if you need help, but ONLY if the circus is on fire or some uninvited NPC eats one of you.”

“Oh, come on, they’ll be fine. It’s not like we're leaving them with Bubble or anything.” Jax put a hand on his wife’s shoulder. Just like her, he was worried about the safety of their children, but Jax being Jax, he would never admit it. “Right, Jello-Fello?”

“It’s Jeager, Dad…”

“I didn’t name you.” The rabbit shrugged, causing Ragatha to give him a death glare. Then she felt a tap on her shoulder.

“We have to go or Caine will send us to fast food again.” Zooble said, ‘excited’ as always for a new adventure. Jeager could swear he saw his mother’s non-button eye tear up, and he hated it when she cried.

The moment the portal disappeared, the oldest rag bunny let out a sigh. He glanced at Ellie, who was kicking a ball that was lying nearby. It was disturbingly peaceful and quiet for a place like Digital Circus. Jeager knew that Caine could show up at any moment, but usually he spent his free time in his office, creating maps and NPCs for future adventures, or taking Bubble to exclusive places like a spa, an elegant restaurant, or a tennis court.

This day… couldn’t be that bad. Jeager turned to his younger siblings to ask them what they would like to do together when suddenly a loud bang was heard. Ethan ran out of the bedroom area, panting and smiling at the same time.

“What’s up, bros? Having fun doing nothing? Cause I’m sure having fun after shooting that NPC Caine left for us in case Jeager couldn’t handle us.”

“Wait, where did you get a gun?”

“Found it in Dad’s drawer.”

“Seems legit.” Owyn spoke up, his eyes never leaving the pages of the book. It was fascinating how these four were siblings and yet so different. Jaeger turned his attention back to Ellie.

“So, what do you want to do today?”

“A terribly ugly dress for Ethan.” The youngest exclaimed, a mischievous grin on her face. Taking more after Ragatha, Ellie was the sweetest child and Jeager’s personal favorite. They often plotted revenge on the older twin for his pranks and prepared tea parties for all the circus members, including Caine and Bubble.

But even if Jeager didn’t feel alone, and had loving people around him, there was one thought that bothered him a lot.

As brother and sister walked through the halls of Digital Circus, Jeager could feel the nagging uneasiness. All the rooms around him belonged to real human beings, six of whom still lived there, and two of whom were none other than his own parents.

Caine still had trouble figuring out exactly what Jax and Ragatha’s children were. Before Jeager was born, pregnancy was a thing that never happened in the circus. Especially when it came to the humans trapped there. The rag bunnies weren’t exactly NPCs, but they certainly weren’t humans.

Usually, Jeager didn’t even try to think about more serious things, he reacted to every bizarre adventure in a non-dramatic way, having fun and trying to convince the others that it wasn’t so bad. However, like any other teenager, his mentality changed over the years. The twins and Ellie weren’t mature enough to understand some things, but Jeager… he was worried. Worried about what would happen if one day Caine decided to let them all out of the circus. What if he walked through the exit door and appeared in the real world as a completely different person? Or maybe he couldn’t, since he was born in the digital world and had to stay there forever?

Or…

What if he magically disappeared because he simply didn’t exist?

Ragatha often made sure her children were loved equally, giving them everything they needed and wanted, even if she wasn’t sure they were real. Honestly, they couldn’t ask for a better mother. While Jax often got his name wrong and thought he was the same age as the twins, Ragatha styled Jeager’s hair, mended holes in his clothes, helped him with personal problems, and gave him hugs and kisses whenever he needed them.

But that didn’t change the fact that Jeager felt insecure about his own identity.

15 years earlier

An adorable laugh spread throughout the circus as two-year-old rag bunny tickled the tummies of his two newborn brothers. He was fascinated to see such creatures lying on a soft blanket, wearing green onesies. And hearing their squeaky laughter was like music to his bunny ears.

“They’ll have hiccups if you keep tickling them, sweetheart.” Ragatha took Jeager in her arms and gently pressed her lips to his forehead. “I know they’re cute, but they’re living beings, just like you.”

“Mama! Gooo!” Jeager squirmed and tried to push his mother away by kicking her with his little legs. The rag doll just giggled and rubbed her son’s cheek in a soothing way.

“I know you want to be an independent little man, but I’m not letting you go anytime soon. You’ll always be Mama’s sweet baby, no matter how big you get.”

Ragatha stood up and waved to Pomni, who was standing nearby, to let her know that she would be leaving the twins with her for a while. Then she walked toward the exit of the tent, still holding Jeager carefully in her arms.

The baby rag bunny looked around, his curious eyes taking in the surroundings. Finally released from his mother’s embrace, he squealed as soon as his feet touched the surface of the cold Digital Lake. Ragatha grabbed both of his hands to make sure he didn’t run any further into the water and to acclimate him to the temperature of the lake. After a few seconds, Jeager jumped, making the water around him splash, which made him let out a loud laugh of joy. It was his first time doing such a fun activity and he couldn’t help but want more of it.

They stood like this for a few more minutes before Ragatha took a tired Jeager back into her arms. His pants were completely soaked, and the cool wind mixed with the water made his legs frosty. After entering the tent, the rag doll went straight to the bedroom area and then to Jeager’s room. It was filled with toys appropriate for a child of his age and some additional supplies. Ragatha took off his pants and replaced them with dry ones. A yawn escaped the boy’s mouth, and after he was placed in his bed, he closed his sleepy eyes.

“Sleep well, sweetheart.” She kissed him on the forehead for the last time, turned off the light, and left the room.

Jeager couldn’t be more happier.

“Hey Jeager, are you okay?” Ellie tugged on her older brother’s shirt. “You’ve been looking at the wall for a few minutes now, you know?”

Jeager shook his head and snapped out of his trance. He didn’t even notice that they were already in Ellie’s room and that she was preparing needles, thread, and various fabrics. His confusion lasted a few more seconds before he picked up the pin box and smiled mischievously.

“Yeah, I’m fine. Let’s make this the worst dress in the entire digital world.”

In the end, what mattered most was that he had a loving family here and now.

Thanks for reading!

(I made Jeager insecure about his own identity because he's the oldest and has a different mentality than the rest of the kids, I hope you like my interpretation of him :))

[e-dubbc11]

For the sleepover I would really love it if you could write a scene from one of your fics from Billy's POV 😊 It would be great if you could do the scene where Billy saves reader from a drunk in The Rabbit Hole 😍

Thank you in advance!

Lisa, if I could have recorded my reaction to your ask, I would have. I legit squealed and got super excited so I hope you like it, I had fun writing it and thank you for being part of my sleepover! ♥️

Scene from The Rabbit Hole: Billy’s POV

Photos are not mine. They are courtesy of Pinterest/Google.

Pairing: Billy Russo x F! Reader

Word Count: a little over 1K

If you haven’t read The Rabbit Hole, I’ll leave it linked HERE

As always, thank you for reading!  I appreciate it so much and comments, reblogs are welcome and encouraged. Don’t be shy to tell me your favorite part. 💕💕 💕

Tonight was just what you needed after the long hard day you had. Having a few drinks and dinner with your girl just made everything better.

Seeing her face and beautiful smile always made you smile. Her work stories combined with the inflection she put behind her storytelling made you laugh. It wasn’t easy to do…making you laugh. But she did it with ease.

You loved her.

This was all new to you; forming attachments was considered a sign of weakness and you weren’t weak. You were a marine; you’ve killed people and have done many morally questionable things but she accepted you and you loved her endlessly for it.

Down the long skinny hallway, you made your way to the men's room as the tension eased throughout your body.

Emerging from the hallway after you were finished, you noticed a man standing, and swaying, next to your high top table. You saw him at the corner of the bar when you walked in, pounding back beer like it was his job.

He had his hand wrapped tightly around her wrist. The look she had on her face told you she was scared as she tried to pull her wrist free from his grip.

Suddenly your teeth were clenched together. You couldn’t even breathe, you were so angry. The scorching glare you gave the man was intense and could have burned a hole in the back of his head with the rage you felt burning the back of your eyes.

You weren’t going to let anyone put their hands on her without consequences.

Your skin was hot to the touch as the heat rose to your cheeks and your body seized with anger. Being protective was in your nature especially when it came to her. Sometimes you would react without thinking it all the way through but as long as she would be safe, you didn’t care who you had to hurt.

You needed to protect her.

She didn’t even see you coming; your presence took her by surprise as you stalked toward the table. Grabbing the man by the hair, you pulled his head back and slammed it hard into the table. Faintly, you heard empty beer bottles hit the floor and felt pieces of broken glass underneath your shoes.

Y/n hopped up off of her barstool and backed away from the table. You could feel her staring at you; relief and panic flashed in her eyes. She was scared of what you might to do to him.

Still holding the drunk by his hair, you pinned one of his arms against his lower back, slammed him up against the brick wall,and aggressively pulled on his extended arm. You knew you could break it easily if you pulled back just far enough. Your devilish smile curled up enough to reveal gnashed teeth.

You would enjoy breaking his arm.

As you continued to pull back on the man’s arm, he cried out in pain.

“You think you can just put your hands on women whenever you feel like it, you piece of shit.” You said in an angry hushed tone.

She probably tried her hardest to get him to let her go before you returned from the men’s room. She knew how you would react. Shit, you fired a guy at Anvil for staring at her ass too long, let alone someone putting their hands on her.

You hissed in his ear, “Apologize to her or I’m gonna break your arm and make sure it will never be the same after tonight.”

Her voice sounded distant even though she was close by; you were trying to block out all of the excess noise.

“Billy!! He’s not worth it. I’m alright!” You think she said.

The drunk was in agony as you were still forcefully pulling on his arm. If you tugged a little more, it would be broken.

Her words were unclear like she was saying them underwater.

“APOLOGIZE NOW!!” You yelled.

“I’M SORRY!! I’M SORRY!! I’M SORRY!!” He wailed.

The drunk hit the ground hard after you released him and he was promptly thrown out as you rushed to see if y/n was alright.

Looking closely at her wrist, you knew she would eventually have a bruise there. She was ok but her eyes were turned down and sad. Her eyebrows were raised while she gazed at you as if she was looking to see if YOU were alright. After nearly being assaulted by a drunk, she was concerned about you because she loved you.

No one had ever done anything like that for you before. She asked you all the time how you were, she asked how your day was, she would even bring you coffee down to the office sometimes, and so much more.

She actually cared about you and what happened to you.

You knew what it was like to grow up with nothing and not have anyone to count on or protect you. And the one thing you treasured more than anything in this world was threatened tonight.

You finally found someone that you could count on and you didn’t want to let her go. You would fight off every drunk in the city if it meant you could inhale the scent of her perfume every day, see her toothbrush next to yours, and hear her infectious laugh.

Maybe those were selfish reasons; you didn’t care if they were because love was something you had been searching for your entire life so you would go to the ends of the earth to protect her.

The void in your heart was no longer empty. Your scars were permanent but they didn’t hurt anymore, especially the invisible one on your heart because it belonged to her now; it always will and you knew she would protect it, just like you protected her.

She had filled every hollow space, not with temporary fixes like sex but with love and no one was going to take that love away from you. Not now…not ever.

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[vivwritesfics]

Did you hear? Carlos is out with appendicitis, so Ollie is taking his place. We don’t know how long Carlos is going to be out, but he should be getting surgery soon, so Ollie will be racing today and tomorrow and probably the next two races or more

dude i legit kinda cried when I heard, and then my brother texted me about it and got a rundown of all of the f1 news

[trsrina]

What smaus do you recommend ? It can be any group 💗

BRO I HAVE SO MANY

- recall ex-student president/bad boy! jungwon x fem! reader @seungstarss

after spending months suffering from amnesia in the hospital due to an "accident," you return back to your normal school life where your close friends who you remember stick by your side 24/7. Unexpectedly, you cross paths with ex-student council president yang jungwon, who you failed to remember but feel oddly drawn to. however, after the meeting things start to get odd and you slowly begin piecing together the mystery behind your accident.

this smau is so good i can’t explain it in words like im still not over this?? legit cried at the end literal pain

- all clear! badminton team captain! jungwon x badminton team captain fem! reader @amakumos

for as long as you’ve been on jyp university’s badminton team, your team’s main rivals have been hybe university. the rivalry goes way back, and as the team captain, you’re well aware of your team’s disdain towards the hybe team - but it just so happens that you’re secretly dating hybe’s team captain, yang jungwon. and since tournament season is coming up soon, the rivalry between hybe and jyp is stronger than ever, and you and jungwon both know that if the secret got out, conflicts would arise. you’ve heard of enemies pretending to be lovers, but have you heard of lovers pretending to be enemies? 

this smau right here is fhsbfbsjdhsxjshdh i have an obsession for sports smaus like not even joking rn

- super sad songs idol! park sunghoon x idol! fem reader @kynrki

yln yn and park sunghoon are sworn enemies ever since highschool. unfortunately for yn, she had undeniably huge feelings for sunghoon and wrote love songs for him. now they both are out of school, one being an idol, the other still writing songs in the comfort of their home. what happens when yn accidentally leaks one of her songs that miraculously ends up blowing up? and why does her voice sound so familiar to sunghoon?

my pookie is so talented like rlly this smau is so good fr my reason of living

- deuce! volleyball player!Jay x fem!volleyball player!reader @ddeonuism

one may ask, what would happen if you put a prodigy and a hard worker in one room? Absolute chaos. Jay and Y/N absolutely hated each other’s guts. Having been rivals from middle school until present, it’s a cruel twist of fate that they ended up going to the same university years later. To make matters even worse, both have been selected as captains for the men’s and women’s volleyball team respectively.

i love myself a good enemies to lovers smau 😋 once again sports smaus are the best 👍

- wrong room! idol! yang jungwon x idol! fem reader @soov

yang jungwon, the leader of enhypen, keeps using his senior’s dance room to practice, even after his manager calls him out. what is he going to do when the said senior finds out that he's not only doing it on purpose, but also trying to win her heart?

i love simp jungwon this smau is so cute tears fall out of my eyes every time i read this 🥲

- more time with you idol! nishimura riki x idol! fem reader @yenqa

a new idol variety show makes 4th generation maknaes take care of a kid for a month! what happens when niki gets paired with a random girl who he maybe had one interaction with a few months ago? and when the reality show ends, why does he want to spend more time with you?

this is so fluffy and cute like i can’t do this anymore

- pick me! idol! yang jungwon x idol! fem reader x idol! nishimura riki @urszn

in which y/n debuts in the group new jeans and ends up getting the attention of her seniors jungwon and niki, as new jeans and y/n get more attention, y/n starts being considered a it girl ! which leads to a host asking enhypen what new jeans members are their favorites…. “y/n!” they both say in sync.

this one is just so good my esther pookie’s smaus are so good like not kidding rn

- room 505 student council president!jungwon X heeseung’s little sister/new girl!fem oc @urszn

IF YOU’VE EVER been in hybe academy you would have heard of lee heeseung and R00M 505 — R00M 505 being the detention room. — lee heeseung was a well known troublemaker, once he graduated everyone felt at peace knowing they wouldn’t have to worry about him anymore. one day jungwon finds himself at R00M 505 thinking nobody would be there…wait what?!? “i’m lee y/n”

i had to put room 505 here too bc it’s just that good i love you esther mwah

- love news! classmate! jungwon x fem reader @hanniluvi

BREAKING NEWS! valentine’s is right around the corner, yet you still had no partner. you didn’t think too much of it, you probably thought it was just another year where you’ll be single again. not a big issue at all. however, your favorite gossip account proves you wrong! what if you find out someone actually likes you? after gathering all the hints you’ve been given, you narrowed your list down to one person. that one person ended up being yang jungwon, one of your crushes. there’s no way, one of your crushes actually liking you back? will you believe it’s just fake or actual love news?

simp jungwon best troupe no explanation needed

- bad news! heartbreaker!sunghoon x gn!reader x second-lead!soobin @haknom

mr. ling has been nagging sunghoon to join a club, something about meeting the needed credits to graduate—of course, he wasn’t close at all. since he didn’t have any club in mind, his teacher recommended that he’d join the broadcasting club, despite the low chance of being accepted. but sunghoon was accepted not long after he applied, surprisingly. the bad news is, he wasn’t expecting to see a certain someone. jeon y/n, decelis’ top grade student, and sunghoon’s next target.

i love this so much like a bad news update is always the highlight of my day

- pr stunt idol! kim minji x fem! lesserafim! reader @silantryoo

y/n didn’t hate kim minji, but because of some idiot decided to out their ‘relationship’ and the need to cover up their senior's scandal, she gets caught in a not-so-ideal situation. she just hopes that she can get through it without any problems.

minyn is so cute like the way they freak out over each other is so fjsnfnandandn this is so cute ☹️

- polaroid love idol! kim minji x idol! nmixx fem reader x idol! hanni pham @spadesolace

y/n did not intend to join the kpop industry but after her brother had convinced her, she's taken the industry by storm. what happens when she unintentionally catches the attention and heart for two members of the rookie group that's taking everyone by storm, newjeans?

this one is just adorable i like girls 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩

- love is (not) easy choi yeonjun, choi soobin, choi beomgyu x gn! reader @beom1e

between commitment issues and your busy college student life, you just didn’t have time to bring another person into your routine. that’s why you had soobin, your secret not-boyfriend, but you were always no good at keeping secrets. now your two best friends are working to figure out who the secret boy is.

actually obsessed with this smau it’s so good??? all the drama and stuff is so fjsnfnsnfns

[ivys-head-is-spinning]

I SAW MOANA 2 TODAY

I LOVED IT

the music wasn’t as good as the first one, and the plot was a little bit iffy- but I still really loved it!!! I cried on multiple occasions and laughed a lot and I love the new characters (a fanboy in the Maui fandom who is totally gay, a very AuDHD lady who builds stuff specifically boats, and an old farmer guy that hates his life and everyone else’s lives too)!!!!!!! I legit loved it.

AHHHHH OMG I am so excited to see it but I’m seeing it with my family and who fucking knows when they’ll want to see it. Did you know it was originally supposed to be a Disney+ tv show and therefore it was animated in Disney Vancouver instead of California?

also the fact it was supposed to be a show and was turned into a movie is definitely why the plot might not be great

I also heard really good things about the animation which I also noticed how amazing it is from the trailers so im excited to see that too

(Also Lin Manuel didn’t do the music for this one)

[arttrampbelle]

Disney villain confessions:

Fave Disney villain and why: look it's really really hard to choose. But if i had to. Judge claude frollo. Simply because let's be honest. We will NEVER get a villain like that ever again. Dark,real,raw,and complex af. He's not enjoying being a villain let alone thinking he is one. One could argue he is a victim of the very faith he claims. Ah yes. That guilt be thicc boiz! But anyways,i feel he deserves the top spot because solely of the simplicity in the character and the fact he is ironically the most human in his downfall,his motives,his anger. And that my dears is what is terrifying.

The most closest to him in my fave list is hades but that's because he is the closest to his actual mythos counterpart. Chill,funny,just wants to do his job and everyone is making that a problem for some reason. Because some douchebag son of zuse wanted to show off and be a heroic epic. Thats it. The grand scheme of disneys Hercules is funny af if you really think about it. And meg,honey,he's cute and nice and all that but really?! But it's funny more so because greek mythos is kinda ridiculous too. But ya know.

Oh and captain hook. But more so the character in the movie hook. So damn good. R.i.p robin williams. I love you and miss you so much. He was like a childhood friend to me and i cried when i heard of his passing. Plz in all seriousness,check on your loved ones. Advocate for better mental health care. But back to disneys hook in peter pan. He was fun. Just plain fun to me. It was the feeling on playing on a playground,and that was the point. Tho it could get twisted and dark real quick. Oof. But as for overall. He's fun. I think he's neat and charming.

Scar. Oh my god,Jeremy irons. Legit blew his voice out for this character. Great villain. 10 outta 10.

All the lady Disney villains absolutely kill it but we already knew. Cept mother gothel to me. I feel she's redundant. Cool character,fun. But overall redundant in the grand scheme of things. At least compared to other villains,motives and overall vibe. *shrug* i dont hate her. I just feel she's pointless. Dont hate me plz.

But sadly as all the villains are great. Frollo is my top one.

Now onto my least favorite disney villain:

Gaston. Yeah. I mean he served his purpose. His role. But he's the least appealing of the classic villains. As for any new villains? Nah none of them are as appealing as the classics. They are golden years and renaissance for a reason. you just dont see any oomf to disney villains anymore. Hans is a close 2nd. It's legit just gaston but "pretty" and frozen and motives are weak. Gaston is at least upfront. We know what he's about. But overall I'd punt him into the sun. Hell i feel a lot of Disney villains would find this guy obnoxious and eff him up on spot. I feel it would even make frollo,the most repressed man alive,pissed off and defending belle from this douche. Frollo ffs. Just saying in hypothetical. Look it's no shade to gaston stans and enjoyer. He's a great villain. But he's the least appealing because to me,he's slightly boring but he serves his purpose so i can't hate 100% either. But hans? Nah nobody likes him. Nobody i know.

Again these are just my opinions. No shade to any Disney villain truly. But i neeeeeed oomf,that spice,that charisma,that je ne sais quoi so to speak. I need tragedy,comedy,and either a simple to follow motive or something so complex and straightforward it's believable. Which comes to my point. MAKE THE BULLSHIT BELIEVABLE!!!

Which is why we dont see many disney villains that are appealing anymore.

Now onto fave Disney villains songs.

Omg too many!

Helfire still ranks as my most fave a chilling song.

Poor unfortunate souls. Hell yeah Ursula my girl killed that! Love you sweetheart.

Be prepared. Once again. Jeremy irons rules.

I got friends on the other side. Princess and the frog. Underrated af. And that song is catchy and i love jazz. Lousiana. And this soul that is put into this song? Absolutely delicious.

Overall. I absolutely love Disney villains. And honestly. I loved them more than the princesses. Sorry. But definitely more than most disney princes. Until naveen,i didn't care for any of em really. Maybe beast but more so as beast so it doesn't count. And yes,some that aren't "official" princesses,i count as princesses. Because they are to me. And disney can suck it for that. But yeah naveen was fun,simple,cute,and he actually got character development in the movie. Pretty sweet. The only disney prince i felt earned his princess. That's the gospel truth. Hee hee.

Ok anyways im done ranting and raving about Disney villains.

[mikka-minns]

Kuai grieving bi han

New timeline: "You killed him so im gonna kill you cuz i Kinda care about him" Also tries to talk him out of being evil buz fails, it doesnt get too emotional

Mk legends Battle of the realms: literaly cries, says "sorry wont bring him back" meaning he genuenly wants his brother back cuz he missed and loves him (bi han Also didnt do much here so he could've been a good bro for all we know)

MK legends snow blind : "i Thought he was the worst thing i could become" basicaly, he could have been dangerous as a warrior, BUT could have even been abusive, we are not sure cuz we never saw him nor heard anything about him(I hope he was Just an ass that didnt care much, i dont need more abusive siblings in my media)

Old timeline, armageddon : "dang, i guess i could save him, plus save my friend, he isnt as bad when he isnt coruppted"

Old timeline, malibu comics: *arives in a jet*"here is my card.😎" "Oh, bi han? Skill issue, hoe had it coming. 😎Should not have messed with gods and devils, and should have brought a gun with him, or smth" he legit says (something) like that, im not lying.

[aceofspades-sml]

My favorite things from last night show

Disclaimer : I was sitting in the fourth row of Manhattan, meaning I had an amazing overview of what was going on everywhere, however that also means I missed many, if not all, small interactions and background lines

+ I think i'll make a specific post about the characters and actors later on because I have way too much to say, this is only about the show in general and last night show's specifically

The way they use the stage is so clever ?? I heard about it but seeing it up close was actually very impressive + incredibly immersive. The newsies are everywhere, they interact with the audience, they are next to you, behind you, in the aisles... I legit got distracted from what was going on on stage so many times because I was watching them walk around the aisles

Also there are so many little off-stage interactions between the "background" newsies I really liked it not only is it even more immersive but it also shows how much work every single actor is putting into their character

The reaction to "who wants Brooklyn" is honestly a jumpscare. They all let out a loud "no" and hide their faces. My two favorites were Crutchie putting his bag on his head and Tommy boy lying face down on the floor

Jordan and Zack joined in during Seize the day !!!! Also the boys on stage cried during this number, and I'm pretty sure most of the audience did too. The overall performance was so emotional you could really see how much this show means to all of them

There was so much going on between them during Seize the day actually, I don't know if it's an everytime thing but either way last night it felt really sad, at the end of the number they all start to hug and comfort each other it was both really sweet and incredibly sad

Maybe it's because I only saw it once, but I liked the first part a lot better than the second part ? Like the watch what happen reprise, brooklyn's here and once and for all are still my fav numbers, but overall the first part felt a lot more flowing and dynamic than the second one ? (Maybe take into consideration here that I had a growing headache due to a very long day, so maybe that was why I couldn't enjoy this part to the fullest. Will come back to this if when I see it again in July)

Coming back to the use of the space here, but in King of New york I loved how they were just. Swinging on the lamps. Like I knew about it but I was still pretty impressed.

Watch what happens reprise was soooo good pls. I will come back to this when I post about the characters, but between davey's excitement and Jack's hopelessness it might very well be my favorite interpretation of this scene

The ??? Brooklyn newsies ??? The girls own my heart I swear. Also I didn't know they came into a circle and all said their name, until the climax of "SPOT !" ??? In a way it echoes the moment in seize the day when all the boys get into a triangle and say their names but it also establish them as characters, even tho most of them have no other lines

Once and for all was amazing what else do you want. Also I missed the whole number on stage bc Immie and Damon were dancing right in front of me so there's that

I will talk about the ending later, but I'm just jumping to the bows bc it was ??? So emotional omg ??

When they all line up at the end Alex Hatton started shaking everyone's hand and at first I didn't know if he was still in character or not but anyway it was so sad pls

Also when Alex and George bowed they hugged afterwards and they both looked both so sad I was crying

At the very end they had extra bows for all the leaving cast members and they were all hugging each other and comforting each other

(side note but idk what they did with the lights, bc apparently all the boroughs still had a pretty nice view of them but from Manhattan I legit didn't see anything from the extra bows ?)

Anyway at the end kamilla came out and put Lary on the stage and then basically everyone went crazy

I have sooo much more to say about this show but I need to organize my notes with the characters and stuff so i'll leave that here for now. Also yeah I'm still emotional about the cast leaving so I needed to rant about it so badly

[deusexmachinawitch]

This could be considered day 22 of the subliminal journey even if it sounds like a nightmare.

I had a very weird experience today when it came to my subliminal journey. I don’t know if this is normal or not when it comes to subliminals but this is at least my experience and I won’t say names since it might be the effect the subliminal it had on me as an individual and not the sub maker’s fault. I don’t know, I’m new to subliminals.

I decided to listen to two sub makers to compliment the amazing mysterious subs I listen every day. These two were added as SP manifestation aid as a way to see how far can I get with them. I haven’t had results yet btw but here comes the thing I don’t understand.

First sub maker was really nice. They’re not really big yet but I heard about their amazing results when it comes to SP manifestation so I listened for 2 days and while I have no results yet, I really felt good with them. Even relaxed. I really did enjoy this sub maker and I really hope I can become one of their next success stories.

But the thing is, the second sub maker had a very bad effect on me. Like, really bad. I chose this one because apparently they were good and they are really popular with a lot of views. I read the comments about their good results and I decided to give a try. But I was beginning to feel like really anxious, like I’ve never been like this before with a sub. I was nauseous, scared, anxious, I began to spiral and question my own manifestation. I was shaking. And even my mind was flooded with bad memories, it was like one of my former CPTSD episodes I had when remembering abuse and bullying. I just wanted that out of my head.

So I laid down and began crying without control, I became so anxious that I started talking alone about why the law keeps giving me breadcrumbs and such. I was really overcome with dread and hopelessness.

So I went back to the first SP sub maker, cried some more but I did calm down and felt relieved again. I napped for a while listening to the sub as well, I felt that relaxed.

But yeah, it was a very scary experience and I really hope my progress hasn’t been tampered because of that. I really didn’t know you could have like reverse effects from subs or something like that. It was truly scary. Like, legit scary.

When it comes to manifestations… When I was having the panic attack, I don’t know if I manifested this or not but right when I was almost screaming, thunder stroke and I got a phone alert at my phone that a severe unexpected flood was coming and it was advised that we stocked on stuff in the next 3 hours and for businesses to close soon too because some roads were going to be closed down because of it. No one actually predicted this flood and I was really worried really shocked. I wonder if it could have been me, but who knows.

I did run to stock stuff and even got some things for people close to me since I live in a part of town that is surrounded by stores and most of the people around me were not able to stock. But everywhere I went, I got very big discounts and even for things I wanted for a long time because I think stores wanted to make quick sales in case stores had to be closed for a pair of days due to the flood.

One of the persons whom I helped actually gifted me a very rare gaming item and said “so you can have bragging rights” and I think that’s the funniest manifestation I had.

I spent most of my day just making nice food for myself with the things I got and playing mystery games. I really needed to regulate myself after this horrible experience.

I hope this doesn’t make people discouraged when it comes to listening to subliminals but I really needed to share my experience so people know that maybe when something doesn’t resonate with you, don’t continue listening to it just because you read it works. I think that after this experience, subliminals are like medication, there’s different effects on everyone.

[appljuiceboxx]

HI new follower you seem cool! now you're my new mutual yeehaw. anyways i heard u have ocs can i hear about them? :D have a nice day <3

uuummm???? how????????? did someone just ask about my ocs???? thank you sm????? *starts having a seizure and cries* no but seriously these ocs have been sitting in my sketchbook for a month and the only people who know about them are just my close school friends. and then suddenly. a new mutual???? ASKING ABOUT MY OCS????? *dying of joy*

i have so many ocs but i'm just gonna pluck the two gay ones from the book i'm writing.

long post ahead. i'm bad at talking.

so basically there's the first one who i ripped off from jekyll and hyde. he's a drug addict and he also runs an illegal firearms bussiness. eventually he got caught and went to rehab. his name's daniel jackelyn and he's a very gender dumbass who likes starbucks and bothering people. dyes his hair the most craziest colours. you do not want to share a bathroom with him.

and we also have here miles luna who is a trans fbi agent with bad experience in relationships (he's not okay). he has an ex husband (who's probably a sex worker) who he still talks to but that's about it honestly. he likes spotify and listens to it when he does literally anything. legit. take away his spotify you take away his life. he has an organized playlist for literally EVERY FUCKING OCCASION. he has a playlist for showering, for cleaning, for laundry, for driving to work in a good mood, for driving to work on a hangover, for drinking to oblivion, for being stuck in traffic jams, literally everything. he's a bit autism and the spotify thing is, according to reddit, audio stimming.

how are these two connected???? well..........

in this universe, basically a huge fucking compendium of all my ocs i call the loververse (because most of my ocs i develop into a romance story), the government sets out the "redemption program" where they take criminals and make them go thru rehab and therapy, etc etc. and they're assigned to an agent and live with them. sometimes also work with the agent. they're assigned based on what department they work in and the criminal's charges. daniel went thru the same program and got assigned to miles (who works with drug busting and human trafficking. occasionally rip off gucci bags) and they became roommates (oh my god they were roommates).

basically the story i'm planning is a bit slice of life but then they get an assignment in miami cause they discovered a huge underground fentanyl drug cartel and they're gonna bust it. but at the same time. whoops. miles's sister has a wedding also in miami and miles's ex husband is there and its all chaos.

yk the funny thing is that i got the idea for the story thru a science assignment. "assess the image" of a guy running away holding a suitcase. i accidentally made out a whole ass story about the guy (who eventually became daniel) running away from the fbi cause he stole a bunch of mutant organs to make a huge nuclear weapon. and there's an fbi agent (obvs miles) trying to catch him and then being like very valjean/javert about it. and it somehow evolved to this.

was going to start ranting about my frog-obsessed fencing autistic oc who's also a vampire familiar but this post is already pretty long. thanks so much for asking i'm so happy. :,)

[chuluoyi]

Hi Chu!!!!! OMG This AU looks so cute AHHH I regret not buying schips thenn 😭😭Backing Rosa against the sofa!?!?!??!? SIR ME NEXT-

OH and I got the Marius SSR too! The story is super cute you've got to read it soon! You're so right! If it were a 4 SSR event I would die...

Yeah!! Unholy blood is really a unique webtoon, and Father Michael 😭😭😭 I cried too it was so sad... I somehow always cry when I see the main character devastated...

The author's new work is called "Killer Peter"! I haven't heard of Apostle's creed tho...

HAHAHA Callisto's smirk 🤣 Is he your fave male lead?? I despise Derek with a burning passion... I started liking Reynold after a while, and my fave so far is Eclise 🥹🥹 Vinter is useless ngl like he's just there...

I already returned from Kuantan! It was so fun! The beaches were really beautiful, I wished Nanami could've seen it once 😭😭😭

You can do it Chu!! 💪🏻💪🏻 Jan is coming soonnnn!!!

Yeah! I'm studying in a "Polytechnic" instead of a Junior College. Polytechnics don't have uniforms, and we study things that relate more to our dream career! My extracurricular is actually SFX, but my instructor is a makeup artist so he teaches me beauty makeup too! Omg You're allowed to cut your skirt?? My secondary school would expell me if I did that... And what even- They mock girls with or without makeup??! What's their problem? It really isn't easy being a woman 😭😭 Somehow we're always wrong... So are we supposed to all be naturally pretty? [I think they would call naturally pretty girls slutty ngl] THEY'RE the problem, not girls bruh.

Omg I thought Yuri on Ice was like some anime that not many knew about 🫠🫠

YUH OMG FINALLY SOMEONE WHO KNOWSS!!! 🩵🩵🩵 Shin Hyesun is so talented! You should watch "Mr Queen" she's so funny in this kdrama 😆 I've watched Angel's last mission too! I love how she actually immerses herself in her roles like her acting is just perfect she's sooo natural

THE XMAS ONE 😭😭😭 That one is so brutal 😭😭😭😭 Your bf needs to be hollow purpled by Gojo-

I'll use the forum once my school starts in Jan!! For now I'll just chill 🫠

HUH 50?! THAT'S NUTS I thought 20 marks was bad 😭😭😭 How did you score in that 😭😭 Ooo was engineering interesting tho? Hahah! I'm doing banking and finance but I plan to switch courses to Accounting or something... I'm so done with crypto and stuff I'm not cut out for it...

Sorry babe I despise Econs with a burning passion 😭 I'm a math girlie ✨️✨️ I love Algebra HAHAH but I hate Trigo... Idk why we need to find X and Y... But if I'm somehow good at it, sure! Right? I can't remember anything from the nervous system... I remember being so done with it 💀💀 Omg the whole periodic table?!??!! That's crazy 😭 I was already happy with memorising the metallic table thingy...

YEAH- I think it's different tho! HAHHAHA Everyone would flock to Kuantan 😭😭😭 But Kuantan is pretty good on its own too!! There's always turtles there! If the timing is right, you'll even get to see the turtle eggs hatching and baby turtles too! The beaches are STUNNING

P.s Sorry I took so long to reply again 😭😭 I spent the past few days painting my house walls 🫠🫠🫠

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disco anonn!!🥹 sorry for taking my time to reply!

SIR ME NEXT is soooo relatable omg😭 aaargh i haven't got the time to read it comfortably yet but i will soon!! the illustration is legit sooo cute😭

ohh killer peter! okay, i'll add it to my reading list too next!! apostle's creed is quite good! but well, nothing measures up to unholy blood to me still...

AHAHAHHA honestly i hate him at first🫠 ugh but that's my cycle with cocky male lead. hate him -> get soft -> love him. it applies the same with callisto too argh i love his hair like i'm weak for men with that sort of hairstyle― but yes, i think he's still my pick and YOU'RE SO RIGHT FOR VINTER HAHAHAHA he's just there like 😭 sir, thank you but next

waaah i'm happy that you've returned safely!🥹 do you like beaches? i love it too but i can't swim so i can only wait from the sidelines :')

oh and nanami... have you seen the recent leaks?😭 gods, i'm sad all of a sudden while reading the latest chapter. i'm happy that he's mentioned after so long in the manga but...

ahh that's so interesting! like yes, the more focused it is, the better it'll help in your future endeavors🥹 well, "allowed" is not exactly... but i went and cut it because i just didn't like it🫠 it went past the knees and i felt like... a walking stick? i just hate the way it feels, so i make it shorter... to a bit above my knees🥹 my teacher once suspected i did cut it but then when i played the fool, she was just like "nah" and went on her way HAHAHAHAH

that's also what makes me so ??? like why are you little clowns like that you don't even know the first thing about beauty🫠 nah so true, the best we could do is to be on our ways, don't bother with them because they're not worth our time

I WATCHED IT!! omg that was one of the best kdrama all time to me like i can't stop laughing for each and every episode😭 shin hyesun is soooo funny and the king (kim... jung hyun? omg i forgot)'s face is also naturally funny as heck too even when he's staying quiet. they're the best crack pair ever i swear!🥹 but i just watched see you in my 19th life but sadly i think it's quite average... but i think it's because of the script and ahn bohyun's stiffness though...

i so agree i will hollow purple him― oh wait, have you seen the new gojo hollow purple figure!? it's sooo majestic i swear!

good luck!! holidays is coming soon let us rest before we tackle more new year shit :'))))

i... think i scored only about 30 out of 50 marks? i was sooo bad at economics and i think it's the power of my prayers that i was able to pass at all🫠 engineering is... interesting yes, but it's also making you scratch your head in confusion. like i met math and physics again there and it's more of technical things like machine and such (which i have 0 interest in) so most of the time i would sit in class and try not get caught being sleepy―

accounting is pretty useful in the working world!🥹 i think it's great should you decide to pursue that because anywhere we need accountants~ ah, tbh i'm afraid of trying crypto because well, for one, my luck isn't that great so...

SERIOUSLY how did you like algebra that was my natural enemy😭 but yeah if you're good at it, of course you'd like it!🥹 i was a total dummy so i hate it ahaahahah ooh i actually started out not hating biology but ever since my teacher got me to try this national competition, i realized how much i'm not cut out for that and even in the end i WO-ed🫠 periodic table isn't that hard when you compare it to biology though AHAHAHAH

omg really?! that's sooo cute! i definitely want to visit there now that you said it like that!🥹 baby turtles always get my heart soft like awww they're so smol and yet walking...

that's okay! oh and that's so fun that you're painting your walls by yourself?? like you can customize it and such too??

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It's not your baby - Part 2

My TMNT au doesn't have an actual name (I'm also writing it the way I imagined it in my head so don't u dare say I have bad grammar or shit like that, I know, I did it on purpose lmao)

ANYWHO PART 2 --------------------------------------------------------- Raph and Leo were alone in the living room/main area. They both were really confused and didn't know what to do, their brains literally froze. "What the hell just happened?" Footsteps were approaching. "Why did we see Mikey run off? He looked so upset" A pink axolotl and a green tree python walked in. "Ya, el no era el mismo." The pink axolotl looked around. "Y donde esta Donnie?" The python put her hands on her hips, raising a brow at the two turtles left. "Any clues on what happened boys?" Leo and Raph nervously glanced at each other. "So um- You see-" ... Mikey was alone, sitting on the edge of a building's roof. The night sky was filled with stars and some clouds here and there. The moon was in its croissant shape as it calmly lit the night. "They don't believe in me.. They don't think I can do it.." Mikey mumbled to himself. "Being a dad isn't as hard as being a ninja right?? I'm a ninja! Who wouldn't want a super cool ninja like me as a dad, right?" He stayed silent for a few seconds. "Right..?" He asked in a whisper.

Multiple minutes later, a light thump was heard behind him. Mikey didn't even turn around, he knew who it was. It was Donnie's girlfriend, that pink axolotl lady. "Hey, estas bien niño?" the lady carefully sat next to him, it was the edge of a tall building after all. "Yeah" he mumbled, loud enough so she could hear. "Ya, yo no diria que todo esta bien. Me dijeron lo que le paso a Donnie, lo siento much" The axolotl paused before adding: "Si te sirve de algo, casi lo mato" she tried to lighten up the mood, even if she did say that she kicked Donnie's butt. "Thanks, dudette but I'd prefer staying alone if you don't mind.." "Lo haria pero Elina dijo que queria verte" She added with a light smile. Mikey finally looked at her, surprised. "She's already awake?" His eyes were shining in excitement and pure happiness when he thought about his loved one. "No sabiamos nada de ti por mas de dos horas Mike, claro que lo esta." She chuckled. "Lo primero que pregunto cuando desperto fue "donde esta Mikey?" claro que esta preocupada, ve a tu casa..." The axolotl calmly added as she got up. She reached for his hand to help him get up. Mikey got up with her help and smiled. "Let's go back home!" ... The orange leopard gecko was sitting on a "hospital bed" that Donnie was usually using for his stuff. "Elina babe! You're awake!" Mikey jumped into her arms. She chuckled and hugged him back, while she pet his back, she looked up at Donnie. "I want to get the c-section just do everything you can" Mikey's "brows" frowned, and he turned to look at his brother. "Mikey I-" The orange-masked turtle looked back at Elina, holding her hand tightly. It wasn't enough to hurt her, but enough to show he cares about her. "Just do it.." Once they were ready for the surgery, Mikey was forced to leave the room, since he got sick after seeing the insides of his precious Elina. The turtles, humans and other mutants were all patiently waiting in the main area. Because yes, April, Karai and even Casey showed up, they couldn't wait to see that little bean. Only Candela was in the lab with Donnie, because he couldn't do this procedure alone. After what seemed like horribly long hours, which were only 2 hours, (Usually, it's between 30-60mins, but this is his first time doing surgery so) the new cries of a little one were heard. And just like that, life became a whole lot sweeter. - Ali Fedotowski ----------------------------------------------------------- I WAS LEGIT TEARING UP WHEN I WROTE "the new cries of a little one were heard" IT'S LIKE- OMFG- BABY IS BORN, NO MORE TROUBLES, ONLY HAPPY PEOPLE WEFSRDGTFGMHJK For now The green tree python's name is Bulan and she's Leo's girlfriend! The pink Axolotl's name is Candela and she's Donnie's girlfriend! Also, almost only Donnie understands her, we don't know how tf Mikey understands her lmao Huge thanks to @zaidnovi for translating Candela's sentences into Spanish!! :D

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