#i know you're on hiatus rn but i hope you have a lot of fun on your other blog!!!!
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hi soph, i‘m writing this just because i feel like you oftentimes feel as if you owe anyone an update? i saw ur post rn and i wanted to tell you that you.do.not.owe.us.an.update, it‘s not as if anyone is paying you for your work on ao3, or as if you have some type of obligation, if you wanted to you could take a 3 month long hiatus and still no one would get to tell you „hey when’s the update coming!! hurry up!!“ that’s fucked up and i hope you realise that you‘re worth more than you put out on the internet, you don’t owe anyone SHIT
first and foremost you should be writing when YOU feel like it and when YOU are inspired and motivated to
sorry for the rant ❤️❤️
Thank you this is very nice!
Honestly, it doesn't bother me usually when people either ask for updates here or if they comment on the fic they like and say "update when?" because cool, it's nice that you're invested! it means a lot that you care! it's just when they're going into other fics to be like "why not update something else?" that it starts to feel kind of shitty.
and i DO get it. really i do. i am a feelings writer not a planner and so dealing with that as a reader i can imagine is annoying cause like. where is the schedule? what are we doing here? it is truly based on the whims of my tiny scatter brained heart. and i really do want to try and update as consistently as possible because i know it gets hard to follow a story if there are month gaps between chapters.
BUT also. im just having fun y'know? and i feel a little bit like people are forgetting the fun silly goofiness of this space
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Ik you won't do it for me. but hold a poll to know if people still want yamqn sequel to go on longer. I remember you once did? but idk the results. I am the anon who bragged about tyun becoming deranged for oc like gyu. I just want this couple to go on a little longer. I know if it were to go long, you would figured some real good drama and a satisfactory ending to the sequel which would feel like a good meal after a tired day ( do I make any sense? I mean. it feels like a full feeling like yeah. that was long and worth it, I don't regret a single bit of it of some sort? ). I still know you're gonna come up with a clever ending but so quick? why?? I felt like I ended reading yamqn yesterday. now the sequel ending? it would be so fun if reader were to realize that heavens above couldn't house their ( gyu's, tyun's and oc's ) souls cause they have an unfinished business??? NGL. I am just breathing for yamqn at this point, it's a genius work worth a cyclic binge reading for what we call a forever. just see what will people vote for, this time? and moablr these days is dead in my pov ( cause I am mia but I just think ) almost a lot of writers are on hiatus, and the site feels dead. it's just what I have seen, I only come here for your updates and sometimes to just rot doing nothing in my blog. I just hope you're doing fine though. make sure you rest well! have a great day Mort!!
Believe me if people want the story to go on I could GO ON writing this as it's my comfort fic. It would've worked better if people wanted it to go longer from the start so I could've slowly built it up but right now with the noncon dreams things just can't slow down as oc is spiraling rn though I can go in another direction with deranged tyun like you said
I'll do the poll for you but I'm 99% sure people will chose for it to end and me to write other fics
And yeah moablr has been dead for a while idk why. You'd think with txt being one if the biggest bg rn it'd be more active but i guess they don't have a lot of international fans
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hey um. it's been a bit. i know i said i'd try to post more, maybe get some art out, but nothing has come out. for almost an entire year now, i've been completely demotivated from drawing, writing, doing anything creative. it's probably bc for years i've only posted my art to be like a "content creator" instead of posting just to show other people. irl i get very embarrassed abt showing off anything i do in fear of harsh critique, but online i never really had to worry abt that. but even then, posting my art has never been for the fun of posting but to gain popularity.
to be fair, ive never been a "popular artist" in any definition of the word. ive always had a small following on every social media i've owned, and any sort of "fame" i gained was being friendly w someone w way more followers than i could ever dream of getting. and even then, it didnt change much.
i think im gonna stop posting often. im really only gonna post here and there if i ever feel like it because i wanna give myself more time to get into drawing again and stuff. i dont want to lose my passion for art, ever, and im scared that this severe burnout is going to take that away. like, usually i can draw a lot when i have a hyperfixation, but even hyperfixating on pjsk hasn't given me much in terms of drawing inspo.
im also just not gonna be on tumblr in general much. maybe i'll immediately go back on that immediately after this, but idk. for rn, you're not gonna see me in ur notes if i follow you, im not gonna be asking questions, i just. can't. im sorry to the friends this will be affecting bc i love your works, i love your funny posts, i just can't be here in this state.
idk if i wanna turn my askbox off, so i'm keeping it open for right now. you can send em stuff there, i just wont answer it for a long while.
ig you can call this a hiatus, but i dont wanna call it that. that's all i have though. i hope i'll truly be okay when/if i come back. i'll miss all my friends, my mutuals, the cool people i follow, etc. but i still have discord if you ever wanna talk.
thanks for everything.
-henry
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I'm going to be honest: this is the first time I've seen your blog ever, i have no idea what or who you write for so I'm really unbiased when I say that it's so fucking cruel that you get sent hate messages over fictional characters
No one should go through that, it's nothing but cruel and honestly it makes me mad to know that that anon did this to multiple people (it's wrong for them to do it to even one person but to do it to multiple and then acting like they didn't do it because they got scared is another level)
I was a kny writer maybe a year or so ago and while I didn't write nsfw I also got backlash a lot for "making the characters too ooc" about a post where I was stating my personal hcs which in turn caused me to delete my works and take a hiatus from writing up until a month ago (i still don't write kny however - maybe I will in the future but not after what's been going on, not now) so I can with confidence say that I'm very happy that you guys could fight back when I couldnt
To be honest the messages I received were nothing in comparison to what may (who has been one of my favorite writers ever in this app for a good while) posted and it makes me really mad that people do it for fun
This got unnecessarily long but I just wanted to share that while I know words don't mean much rn you're not in any way alone, and even though I can't do anything about hate messages you guys have my respect and full support for actually doing something about the anons <3
Anon, you had me in the first half, ngl- 😆�� I lowkey thought your Ask was going in the direction of, "It's so fucking cruel that you're calling out this anon," or, "It's so fucking cruel that you're making a big deal out of this," lololol, so I'm very grateful this went in the other direction. 😭💘
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Ah, the dreaded "in character vs ooc" issue. 😖 While ~severely ooc writing can take me out of a story a bit (especially when it's supposedly in canon universe), I've personally never commented on the matter (unless a writer explicitly requested feedback), bc at the end of the day: who effing cares?! 😵 (obvi ppl do care lmao, but that's besides my point)
I'm sorry to hear that the backlash was enough to push you away from writing. 😓 As a writer myself, I def don't take it for granted that I've always felt secure enough to continue writing, regardless of surrounding, ongoing ~politics — writing is a love, a privilege, a gift, and I hope you feel safe returning to KNY content ~someday. 💖
How "objectively mean" a msg is doesn't determine its effect on the intended target — your feelings, pain, and fear are valid. 🖤
I appreciate the time and thought you put into your Ask, and hope your week's going well! ☀️
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ELLIEIEIEIEIE hi 💗💗
bae you should’ve HEARD the squeal i let out when you posted 😭 i like rolled around on my bed and kicked my feet for a good minute or two IM SO GLAD YOUR BACK BAEEE 💗
also bae omg im realizing how many mistakes i made on my most recent ask omg its so embarrassing 😭😭 im assuming you understood what i meant tho? 😭 IN MY DEFENSE I WAS ON THE TRAIN SO IT WAS BUMPY AND I DIDNT WANT PPL SEEING MY PHONE 🫠 like have you ever been in public and then someones looking over at your phone?? SHIT HAPPENS TOO OFTEN I SWEAR.
bae missing gojo so bad rn i turned to character ai 😓
anyway do u remember C?? yeah so i confessed and uh 🧍♀️he kinda just brushed it off and brought up another girl 😭 BUT GET THIS. THE OTHER GIRL IS ONE OF MY CLOSEST FRIENDS. like imagine you’re texting a girl who’s been your friend SINCE YOU WERE KIDS and KNOWING she has a crush on you and then you still bring up one of her closest friends relationship status. LIKE??? i’m being so fr when i say this i cried. i called my friend D in TEARS after i finished talking to C and D was just like “yo wait what happened?” and then i had to explain AND IT TURNS OUT C HAD BEEN ASKING ABOUT MY FRIEND FOR A WHILE. they danced together once at a party and apparently hes had a crush on her ever since??
okay but enough abt C,, hes an asshole and i never want to speak to him again (i still like him very much and i still need him but im tryna cope lolol) 💗 how’ve u been bae?? i hardly ever send in asks anymore so i feel like we don’t interact as often 😞 omg bae do u have any show recommendations?? i’ve been dying to watch something new lately but all the shows my friends recommend are ones i’ve seen already 😓😓
anyway bae thats all 💗 i hope you were doing well on your hiatus (even though it was short!) and i can’t wait for the next kickoff update ‼️ byebye and i love uuuu
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hiii my lovely <33 OMG you're too fucking sweet i swear you make me smile everytime i see you in my inbox. yes it's nice to be back i missed everyone lots :'') i still might take it a lil easy tho haha i realized during my hiatus i've gotta just spend less time on tumblr between my fic updates kdjfhsdkfjl
haha yes i hate when ppl look at screens. but i always used to look at people's screens during lectures in college to see what they're up to and what they're ordering on amazon HAHA i guess it's human nature to be nosey asf
omg NOOOO babe that's horrendous fuck C i'm so sorry you went through that :(( you deserve sm better than that. aww bb whatever helps you cope is valid, but i do think that maybe it's time to let C go...you confessed n did what you could, and even if he didn't like you back, he should've treated your confession w care n respect. the way he reacted is major red flag!! i'm sorry though, i know you've known him a long time, so that has to be really tough to go through :'') chin up bb, i promise you'll find better guys out there that will treat you w the care you deserve
i've been okay!! i had my last day of work on thursday which was kind of bittersweet, i cried in front of my PI LOL (he's an old german man and he's always been very sweet to me n i'm really gonna miss him aaa) i had social plans the past couple of days which was fun but i'm kind of an introvert so i spent today recharging my social batter haha.
ooo i've been watching bojack horseman recently!! i like it, it's funny and realistic, but i've heard it becomes a total shitshow (not as in it becomes a bad show, it's still a great show BUT the characters kinda stress you out)...i really like it, i've been recommending it to people! i like shows that are kind of cynical commentaries w an overlay of comedy though HAHA so if you're into that too, i'd recommend it. if you wanna watch a really good romance show, i'd recommend 'one day' on netflix!! it's like a slow burn friends to lovers, and the acting in it was phenomenal. no spoilers but i will give a heavy angst warning.
thanks bb!! yes my hiatus was good haha i appreciate you sm <33 love u tooooo darling
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When will requests re-open? That’s just my question for now. Sorry if it’s bothersome but I just had an idea but saw you said you’re on hiatus.
It'll probably be very unlikely they do open back up tbh :') That's why I have the indefinite part in my title as well (Actually with all the changes being made rn do people still see that???)
Editing sprites and making wallpapers and such were fun while I was in college, but once I got to working full time jobs, I don't really have time to do so anymore,, At least not time that I'd feel like putting other hobbies I'm really into down for something I'm no longer as into-
I hate to put a full "I'm done with this venture" label on this blog,, I still do artsy things (Working on a future tattoo design rn actually!) from time to time, so I'd like to say I may post self indulgent things in the future (Hence the semi part in my title) But,,,,, We'll see
I also am just *not into D/R* anymore, and since I built this blog on it, I know a lot of people who are following this blog currently don't really care to see non D/R content- Although my Sonic stuff did really well ! But while I'm not a "notes matter" person, it's evident that the thing I'm most into right now (Being Genshin) isn't what people want to see from me-
I'm thinking of revamping my Genshin sideblog though- Just to yell about things, my favorite characters, post headcanons, and I have been wanting to get back into fic writing ! So if that interests you, you can head over to @frozen-calla-lilies although I haven't updated it in,,,, Looks at that blogs pinned post,,, 3 years- I swear I'll update it again someday soon- Just not rn- Probably not this week either-
If you're not interested in that then uh,,,,, You're still free to sit here and hope and pray that I post more non Genshin or non D/R content ! You're only getting D/R content when I reblog something Kaito related-
I'm sorry for the long post, and I'm sorry that this is probably not the answer you wanted to hear, but I figured that this would be better said in an actual post and not just the tags of a post like I normally do- Just so hopefully everyone's on the same page now
As stated previously, running this blog was a lot of fun, and I'm really appreciative of the nearly 1000 followers(We got so close!) that made this blog even more fun for the years I was going ! I hope to see you guys on another journey, but even if I don't, this was a good one for me and I hope it was for you too <3
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Um uh *screams*
Ti's me again, smile anon. Took long bc lord has this week been relentless but you're still keeping us well fed w all the rama content and i am coming to scream about it as promised (so to anyone else reading this ask There Will Be Spoilers)
First of all I love the quotes you're leaving at the start of chapters, they really set the tone! The fic overall is v introspective and I'm deeply enjoying the discussions on morality. Both ramattra and reader gave it a lot of thought, and I like that he's getting a chance to discuss his ideals w somebody who'd listen and actually mull it over. Somebody's already mentioned this, but you include his voice lines seamlessly and get his speech patterns on point!
And holy shit that last line. "At what point did throwing a molotov cocktail become self defense?" That's the perfect way to end the chapter with how it's been going. And I love that there isn't an answer right now. Those children (and other innocent people) were put in danger as a direct result of the attack, even if unintentionally. But also reader and the child they were saving got put in danger by a stray bullet (again, not intentional) from overwatch who are supposed to be saving them. So what's the answer here? "I'm still not sure. But I do know there are some lines that I won’t cross, Ramattra." Gah I love the characterization of this reader so much. They play off each other well and I can't wait to see what conclusion they'd reach (both of them). Went over both snippets and I will whoop and cheer once the next chapter is release
Also I noticed how he asked how they view him again 👀 and yes he's using it as a shooting off point to get his idea across but methinks he deeply cares about the answer. And it hurts that his 'friend' status is on shaky grounds rn but they still care for each other and that's what matters
Overall, I adore how you characterize him. On the surface he appears cold and distant, because he's had no choice but to be, but then when given the chance he's so thoughtful and he cares. He cares deeply about the people in his circle and about his cause, about other omnics that he's resigned himself to suffering forever if it means getting there.
I am aro-spec and rarely find myself catching feelings but you have me officially down on my knees I just wanna hold him and kiss him and give him a damn break for once, he deserves all the TLC in the world </3
Ahem hope i didn't embarrass myself too much ily thanks for the 👌💯💥 good content
Smile anon I need you to know that I've read this like 50 times and it fills me with such joy each time!
I think Ramattra just... has a lot of grief that he can't really process because he's never been given the proper space to which just exacerbates his anger. And while these things are absolutely something he is not just valid, but *justified* in experiencing, they are leading him to make questionable decisions that seem to conflict with his own moral code, so like... more of that to come
And yes! I love writing something that's serious, and not in a horror way, for once. It's a nice change of pace to discuss morality and just how subjective it can be, and much like my first fic from my years long hiatus, I think it's going to become much more of a long-form fic than something short and sweet because both of these characters have so much to say
Also! He very much uses "Tell me, what do you see when you look at me?" as a way to challenge any assumptions reader may have made about him, but it's also 100% a way to gauge how they feel about him because he really does care.
And I'm having so much fun writing this, and I'm so glad people are enjoying it so much!!!!
These aren't embarrasing I love your asks so much 🥺🥺🥺🥺
#dalish mail#seriously I love your comments#they're so insightful and I'm so glad people are enjoying reading it
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The Heartful Communes are such a weird change imo, they seem considerably less practical and easy to use (while holding something in one hand, a close up shot literally has Nagisa have to use the hand that's meant to be occupied to open it). They also don't look great? The Card Communes had a sort of charm to them, the Heartful ones mostly just look shiny and plastic-y. It's obviously a merch thing, but they fr skip over how and why the change happened way too quickly. Like, Mipple and Mepple basically completely changed bodies and it's barely addressed? It's strange!
The new designs for the girls are ok, honestly- they're barely different and I feel like maybe they should've been? I don't hate them, honestly they're just kind of okay, which is pretty much what I thought of the original ones haha. They're cute, but nothing extraordinary- they mostly become really cool together though, which is a great success at the desired effect.
Marble Screw Max though? Yeah, I genuinely HATE that one. Everything else was mostly strange or confusing, but this one feels actively worse. It literally doesn't even look like a screw anymore- that was the whole point of that attack! It looks much more like a monochrome Rainbow Storm, right down to the awkward "putting the hands forward, taking them back, then bringing them back forward again" thing I already hated. Also, and this genuinely really bothered me- it's mostly just... White with some black flavoring, and it all just looks and feels so much worse! It's especially weird because I know that this season is gonna focus much more on Nagisa than on Honoka (which is. Fine, I don't dislike Nagisa, I just... Like Honoka better and feel like she already deserved a bit more focus in the first season, especially given that she tended to have the more interesting episodes), so having their joint attack lean way more into Honoka visually feels truly strange. Like, is she for some reason more powerful now...? Was it an attempt to give a little love to Honoka since Nagisa gets so much more focus? Or did they just think it looked cooler like that? It doesn't, it 100% looked and felt better when the colors were balanced, so. The whole thing truly baffled me, ngl.
Anyway even though I only took a couple hours worth of break between the two seasons, I was still definitely happy to see Porun again, and given that he seems to generally not be very well liked... I'm hoping I'll also like this season which a lot of other people seem not to? But tbf, the second half of the first one was indeed kinda rough (I enjoyed all of it, but it definitely lacked a sense of progression and rising tension) so I think it's probably all gonna come down to if I like Hikari or not- I feel like I will, but who knows? I thought I wasn't gonna like Porun and he immediately caught my heart, I thought the Three Seeds would have LITERALLY ANYTHING going for them, so like. Evidently my first impression was off before haha! On the surface this definitely looks like a fun season though, so here's hoping!
Anyway I'm really enjoying reading your posts after I watch each episode- I feel a bit bad because I kinda forget to interact most of the time tbh, and I also don't wanna spam you with likes but! I'm really enjoying this blog and hearing the thoughts of someone more familiar with the franchise than me, it's really interesting and it adds some extra fun after the episodes are over! I saw on your update blog that you're kinda stuck with a movie review rn which is why daily updates haven't happened in a while, and I'm definitely not looking forward to when I get ahead of you- which, unless I take a big hiatus or something, is honestly very likely given my pace, oof. Anyway, good job on these, they make for a really fun accompaniment even for first time viewers!
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The thing you mentioned about not quite being interested in the members' solo music, I actually relate to it a lot. Same as you, I got into BTS because of the group's music and overall dynamic. I absolutely LOVE love them as a unit. It's so fun when they're all together. And the music they put out as a group, as BTS, is my favorite with very few exceptions.
But, when it comes to them as individual artists, I don't necessarily have to like each and every song they put out or whatever they do. Personally, apart from Joon and Jimin (some of Jk's too), I'm not really interested in their solo music. It's not my taste. So, when I see some fans sort of guilt tripping others to definitely support all the members the same way, it's quite unsettling. I know it's probably coming from a good place, but, nobody is obligated to do that if they don't want to.
Now, onto this "hiatus" topic. I have mixed feelings about it. I mean I definitely saw this coming with how things have been these past couple of years, especially last few months. So, I'm not quite as affected as I would have been if I chose to ignore all those signals beforehand. But, damn! The moment Jimin started crying, I burst into tears and when Joon started crying, I straight up sobbed for a good few minutes. Last night, I felt how exhausted they are. The state of mind they are in rn, there's no way they can force themselves anymore to work as a group for sometime. I understand. I literally saw it happening for months.
Out of all the members though, to me V seems to be the least affected by it, followed by Jk. All of the members are pretty ambitious in their own right but, these two seem to have this urge to just break out. As if the group is holding them back. And this want to explore their individuality wouldn't have been a bad thing at all but their approach (these two V and Jk) to it ticked me off ngl. Especially, the recent announcement of V being in a ITS spin off with his actor friends. Like I was (still am) really annoyed by it. I mean if he wants to do something with them that badly, can't he think of something else? I don't care if I sound bitchy or petty or whatever. ITS, Bon Voyage and Run BTS are really personal to me. These shows are a source of comfort to me. But to see him do something like this felt wrong, felt demeaning to the relationship the members have or I guess, seem to have. While I'm at it and already subjecting myself to possible attack, let me also say that in these few months/years, V is also the member who has done a complete 180 degree and unlike many manyyyyy fans who break their backs trying to praise him to the skies and back, his sincerity seems a little shallow to me.
At last, I just want to say that it doesn't make you a bad person if you can't come to terms with this news. There's also nothing bad about being selfish as long as you're not hurting anybody. We all deal with changes differently. So, take your time. Don't force yourself to do anything you don't want to. There's simply no point. And don't let anybody make you feel bad about it either. Hope things workout for you. 💜
Thanks for understanding! One of the reasons why it seems to be hard for the members to work as BTS right now is because they all have different tastes. So they can't expect Army not to be the same...
I wish I had seen it coming. I honestly thought the OT7 brand was too strong. Even with the individual IG accounts I thought they were rebranding BTS to make them more like Western celebs, not necessarily soloists. Did I miss the signs? None of the members ever straight up expressed a desire to go solo. I really didn't know the extent of some of the members' ambitions. I also thought the members were happier now and getting more time off after the crazy Dynamite promo. I didn't realize they were this burnt out.
But I think the break is partially for some members to get a chance to work on their own music, and partially a chance for the members to recharge. Jin, for example, didn't seem to be particularly interested in going solo, but he was definitely exhausted, which he even expressed in Abyss. For RM, I'm also not sure that what he wants is to go solo exactly. I think he just wants to make music he loves again, to discover what he wants to say and to speak for himself and not a group of people; he wants BTS to figure out what they want to say as a group, so he doesn't feel guilty for, or pressured into, speaking for them. But for J-Hope and V, the desire to go solo is definitely there imo. J-Hope is even debuting at a major festival. I think that's why Hobi was crying so much during the Festa dinner - because he had put his dream on hold for so long, and felt so relieved, yet so sad and guilty for the group.
I also don't think Jimin ever thought hard about going solo? Tbh, he still gets very shy singing alone or without music, and he's always one of the first members to point out what a blessing it is to not have to do everything alone. I know he'll do great, but I never saw that kind of ambition in him. Of course, they can't share everything with us, as Jimin said.
With Suga, I don't know? Because Suga always seemed to be content being BTS while producing on the side. But he mentioned how he has nothing to write. Even though he's a hit making factory, I remember he or Psy said That That was supposed to be his last work as a producer for a while. I think Yoongi maybe needs time to recharge too, like Namjoon. He's trying different things. I think he's more interested in exploring his range as an artist, in surprising people and challenging himself, like he said in his Proof of Inspiration video or in many other occasions. He couldn't do that in BTS because they were playing it so safe, and it's hard to release mixtapes on top of everything they had to do as a group.
And JK... I also had no idea he wanted to go solo. You say he didn't seem affected but I think he's just changed. He said it himself that he's calmer now. He's accepted that this is how things will be and he knows BTS are not over. I think the reason why he's calm is precisely because he knows the members need this and doesn't want them to feel bad. J-Hope and RM cried a lot because they felt guilty for probably being the members who wanted this break the most. Jungkook was supporting them and mirroring their thoughts. I kind of interpreted it as him being the most indifferent to the break - as in, he, and Jimin, might've been the most okay with the group staying together as they were. I don't think either of them actually talked about being tired or wanting to branch out. V talked about how all the members wanted different things, but Jimin just said he was sorry and worried about Army, and JK summed up the group's position. That's my interpretation though. I think it's natural that all the members had different reasons for wanting a break or needed it with different levels of intensity.
I'm not sure if it's JK who wants to break out or Army who wants him to. Solos and kpop stans have been begging JK to go solo for years. Jungkook has barely given any indication he wants to do that. In the Proof of Inspiration video he literally said he was the happiest performing as 7. But he's been vocal about writing music and finding his voice. I think he wants to show the world he's a great singer. That's been his ambition for years and lately he's improved a lot and changed his sound. For JK, it might be less about establishing himself independently and more about becoming the great singer he dreams of being, so he can return to BTS without feeling the burden of having to be an amazing main vocalist or the golden maknae - he wants to earn those titles. I think he wants to be proud of himself, and writing his own music and becoming a cool singer is how he'll achieve that. That's probably what he meant about BTS coming back stronger after growing. It's probably hard for him to find his own voice and prove himself with his music (like he said on Weverse) if Hybe doesn't let BTS sing most of the songs they write for the group, or if he can rely on the group to cover up his weaknesses, or if he always has to be what the group needs vocally and not necessarily what he wants. Also, like he mentioned in a Weverse article, he wants to be loved for who he is, and I think that, as a soloist, he'll be loved for making the kind of music he likes and represents him, and he'll choose who he wants to be known as, without, again, the golden maknae title hanging over his head. He can debut as an adult and have a bigger control over his image. Imo, lately he's been acting more freely. Like Jimin said, it's time for them to think about how they want to be remembered as artists, and I guess everyone wants their own name to mean something, not just the group's...
But I don't know how V and JK went about going solo the wrong way? Can you elaborate?
About V... I don't agree with you. ITS is a Hybe thing, sort of; Seventeen did it too. I get that it seems weird for V to do ITS with other people, because *we* (Army) might not be getting OT7 ITS for a long time, if ever. I kind of understand why it would upset you, but it's also irrational. And I'm not saying you can't be emotional and irrational, but I hope you know you're not really being fair. I don't think he's betraying the members. However, I personally don't care to watch it.
Again, you'll have to explain to me why V doesn't seem sincere? I really don't see it.
Thank you for your kind words! I still can't wrap my head around it. Every time it feels like I'm finally starting to accept it, I think of the future ahead with solo careers and the boys going their separate ways (schedules, tours, enlistment, etc.) I just get scared and sad all over again.
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awh why is it going to be the last draco x reader fanfic you're going to write? :( i really hope it's because you want to try something new/take a break, and not because of those weird pathetic anons you have been getting lately :\ (whatever is the reason i will always support you and wait for you to come back <3)
also, bestie i am not gonna lie it's been HARD to stop myself from reading the first part of the finale i am kind of suffering here lmfao, but i know it will be worth it when the 2nd part comes out and i get to read them together hehehe
sending you another hug because i have to end my messages to you with a hug lol x
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i've been playing around with the idea of at least taking a long hiatus/leaving this community in general for quite some time, even before the weird anons! honestly, if i wasn't planning on it before, i probably wouldn't ever stop writing on here just out of spite lmfao...anyways the reason why is because i've really wanted to expand into longer slowburn pieces that focus a lot on character development/would require me to mature in my writing, and i feel like finding an audience who wants that in reader insert is hard (esp in the draco fandom rn bc i feel like there's just so much smut that it's hard to compete). obviously i don't just write for an audience but it is definitely more fun to know that what i'm posting is what people want to read, so i've been thinking about moving over to ao3 and writing dramione.
i'm not sure though! i haven't written much for dramione before and i would like to eventually rewrite some of the series i have going on here. one thing i do know is that i'm not abandoning this blog and that i'll be around for quite some time :) i probably just won't post anything here until i have a good portion of the work done, but i'll keep everyone updated ;)
also dw you'll be able to read both finales soon!!! it won't be long at all and im so excited to share it with you fkdjs;afljsad
also ty for the hug if you feel anything its bc im sending you a hug right back
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I love your blog so much holy shit ?? Writing?? On point. Aesthetic ??? On point. It's so great to see you active again on your Lotor and idk man I just thoroughly enjoy your blog and what you're doing with it and I hope you have a fantastic day!
holds my gay hands ovr my gay heart
#soughtdawn#tHANK YOU ILY#i really like your shiro too!!! and ur writing is beautiful??i love reading your writing sm#it sucks me in and i can't stop reading until i'm finished#which really says smth bc i get distracted (from reading especially) A Lot#i know you're on hiatus rn but i hope you have a lot of fun on your other blog!!!!
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Hii!! I hope you’ve been doing well and having fun on your trip!! I actually just got back from a trip of my own and even tho it was fun, it def feels good to be home again 😌
Also, this isn’t an emergency request or anything but if possible could u pls do hcs of how the hashira would treat/react to their s/o having highly increased skin sensitivity around the time of their period? Like to the point that physical affection and such is a bit painful/uncomfortable (sorry, I’m not too sure how to explain without it sounding weird lmao). Hope that make sense!
Also I know you’re on a hiatus rn due to your trip (and I rly hope it’s been great so far!!), so just wanted to clarify that I only put in this suggestion now bc I felt the need to write it out while I was feeling ✨inspired✨(I’m currently experiencing this very inconvenient routinely event, and it hurts to even put on lotion 👺)
So yeah, totally feel free to ignore this!! I hope the rest of your trip is amazing, and that you stay safe and continue to have a great time!!! -💜
Hello !! ☺️ DON'T MIND ME ANSWERING THIS almost A YR AFTER YOU SENT IT- 💀 Your suggestion 100% makes sense, but I just never ended up feeling inspired to write it... despite sitting on it for ~months. 😅
On that note, I hope you're not on your period rn, and enjoying physical affection w/o pain or discomfort! 😉
Buys you silk sheets, "They're super gentle on skin!" 🤗 — Shinobu, Kyojuro, Tengen
Clings to your hand (instead of clinging to you directly 😇) — Mitsuri
Needs consistent reassurance that you aren't making shit up to avoid their touch 😓🥺 — Obanai, Sanemi, Giyuu
Pats your head (and feels badly about being unable to help much otherwise 😕) — Gyomei, Muichiro
P.S. My trip (for anyone out of the loop, I went on a road trip w/ friends to Colorado last summer) was a lot of fun! ☀️
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