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the mini comic comes to you, cause I spend A LONG TIME. Also I'm not finished but I gotta submit some parts of it.
#poppy playtime#chapter 3#poppy playtime 3#comic#art#drawing#smiling critters#catnap#dogday#im so done with trying to submit them all at once#so yeah#i know its bad#the mini comic#CatnapxDogday
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someone: what would your dream house have?
me: white picket fences
#ok i tried guys#please dont judge#i know its bad#suburbia overture#the normal album#will wood#spin of the day
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So I guess this is a good time to do a recap of some old Ukitake posts: [1][2][3][4][5][6]
Ukitake[浮竹] Juushirou[十四郎] actually has one of my favorite names in the series as it feels like it says a lot about his core concept beyond what we're really given in canon. The family name reads uki-[浮]: "Floating" and take-[竹]: "Bamboo." That same "floating" is part of the word fuurou[浮浪]: "vagrant/vagabond" and a few other colloquial terms, a generally circling around a homeless person or a drifter. (In fact the other half of that compound word, [浪] is the "wave" in ronin[浪人]: "wave man/person" as in a masterless samurai.) Bamboo being a staple lumber in Japan of course but also notorious for its fast and rampant growth, as it is quick to spread and choke out other plants in an environment. The idea of "floating..." or "vagrant bamboo" gives an impression of being plentiful and common, even excessive.
The personal name, Juushirou[十四郎] just reads "14(th) Son" which always implied he came from a large family. A profile in the back of vol. 18 long ago confirmed he had brothers and sisters, but curiously all younger than him. The implication seemed clear that as a sickly person from a big family, he was poor and that there were 13 prior children who died before him, which is really the only reason you'd name a child the way they did. This feels like it works in tandem with the family name to again emphasize a family of many, but also almost expendable. The big family is also why he's got an affinity for children
That said it always felt to me like the backstory should have been more grim? Like rather than just praying to a god to save his life, it seemed more like he should have been a sacrifice made to ensure the family line continued. Like first 13 kids died, they were afraid he was their last chance, but he was sickly, so they sacrificed him to basically ensure the next ones would come out alright. Hence the kids younger than him surviving in spite of the ominous past implied by his name.
(Also the "shiro" phonetics in his name as a homonym with shiro[白]:white point to his hair. Kubo makes an explicit joke about this as Toshiro, also white haired, shares a similar wordplay, his name Toshirou[冬獅郎] meaning "Winter Lion Son.")
Then there's his shikai, Sougyo-no-Kotowari[双魚理] which reads "PairFish's Reason/Logic/Natural way of things." (sougyo-kyu[双魚宮] is the Japanese name of the constellation Pisces.) It appears to be an allusion to daoism/onmyodo, and the yin-yang diagram of balance, and this theme gets built upon by other contextual information like the zanpakutou arc's designs borrowing from onmyoji, and Ukitake's presence in conjunction with fish imagery and metaphor in the Jaws of Hell arc.
The little preamble to that chapter, about the two fish in balance until one dies and then the other grows bigger, is itself synonymous with sougyo-no-kotowari: The Natural Order of Two Fish.
The release command [波悉く我が盾となれ]: "All Waves be my shield," [雷悉く我が刃となれ]: "All LightningBolts be my blade" is fairly straight forward and just evokes the image of a stormy sea, which actually seems to have surprisingly little to do with the rest of the themes in play? I mean sure, waves and fish and floating, but when the floating and fish are less than literal the waves and lightning without any additional reading feel kind of out of place?
Of note: the onymoji was a prestigious class of sort of advisor in the japanese imperial court was at its peak in the Heian period, the long standing era of peace in ancient Japan that came just before the descent into the civil war of the Sengoku period. (Subsequently the onmyoji lost most of their power and clout during the waring states period as power shifted from the imperial court to the shogunate.) They were associated with and consulted for a wide range of things from medicine, to architecture, to city planning and meteorology, and divination, and perhaps most well loved by media, as exorcists. This ties into things like his beyond bankai form in Bleach Brave Souls where they opt for a more shinto purification theme, in either case making him fit something of a paragon role as Shinigami as ""cleansing"" hollows rather than destroying them.
Actually those shinto motifs all link to the recent addition of shinto themes in Mimihagi pretty directly, but I'll get to that in a bit...
It's worth noting that with Kyoraku's emphasis on a leisurely city life in the capital(Kyoto), and the onmyo mystic themes of Sougyo-no-kotowari, Kyoraku and Ukitake appear to both represent aspects of the Heian period, and thus cultures that predate the Sengoku period, and the rise of the samurai, lending to their role as two of the most senior members of the gotei 13.
People often forget but technicaly Ukitake was the first captain we were introduced to, well before Byakuya showed up, the Captain title just wasn't present at the time. When Rukia has her flashback to a then uncertain event while Ichigo fights Grandfisher, it's Ukitake she's hearing speak and that we catch just a brief glimpse of the back of the head of. Like I said there were no captain ranks in the story a that point, so he just appears as long flowing white hair over an all black shihakusho. I think his hair was always meant to help him embody an element of balance between black and white, and thus the very series title: Bleach.
I think there was always an implicit siniste quality to the idea of "Balance" underlying the shinigami that Kubo tried to gesture towards with the general vibe of the Soul Society -v- Rukongai dynamics, the Shibas, that flicker of a twist in the Fullbringer arc that Ichigo just ignored, and even with a lot of the loose and ultimately unfulfilled themes he set up for the TYBW arc with Yhwach's plans for a new world and Juugram's Balance schrift.
Oh I forgot the whole MIMIHAGI bit, despite teh being the whole subject of this week's episode:
東流魂街七十六地区『逆骨』に伝わる単眼異形の土着神。
An indigenous God of Grotesque/Suspicious Single-eye passed down in East Rukongai 76(th) zone "Sakahone(Reverse Bone)"
太古の昔、天より瀞霊廷に落ちて来た霊王の右手を祀ったとされるもので、自らの持つ「眼」以外のすべてを捧げた者に加護をもたらすと言い伝えられている。
(In)Ancient Times, From Heaven to the Seireitei the fallen right hand of the Rei-Oh is said to have been enshrined.
浮竹の行った『神掛』は、体内に宿るミミハギ様の力を全身の臓腑へと広げる事で、全ての臓腑をミミハギ様に捧げ、その依り代になる儀式である。
Ukitake's performed "Kamikake(God debt)" was, the power of MIMIHAGI dwelling in the body spreading to the whole of the viscera/entrails, offer up all of your entrails to MIMIHAGI-sama, it is a ceremony/ritual to become a Yorishiro*
『神掛』を成功させた浮竹は、霊王の右腕そのものとなった。
Ukitake succeeded at/with "Kamikake", he had become the right hand of the Rei-Oh.
*i don't have a more concise way to translate this... the translation listed run something like "object representative of a divine spirit"/" object to which a spirit is drawn or summoned"/"object or animal occupied by a kami" and it's specifically a shinto thing.
When you see big deified trees with the shimenawa ropes and shide paper talismans, those trees are yorishiro. or rather they're Shintai, because a Yorishiro is a thing capable of being host to a kami, the Shintai is after they've been deified. (And technically when you do that to a person it would be called Yorimashi, not Yorishiro. I don't know if that's meant to specifically dehumanize Ukitake or if its a broad enough term that it doesnt really make a difference. Although if you really wanted to stretch it you could argue that Ukitake is an object and not a person because he did die from his illness and the thing deified wasn't a "living" person it was a corpse. Which would very curiously position him as an inversion of Ichigo, who was human, "died" in that his soul was deliberately severed from his body, but continued to operate as nominally human while getting to dip a toe into the shinigami powers and the spirit world.)


These little eye catch data cards really aren't giving us anything new huh?
#bleach#bleach meta#recap of junk i already posted years ago mostly#some of which i dont even know if id stand by today#but im too selfconcious to really reread my old shit#i know its bad#jushiro ukitake
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Guys I’m working on figuring out how to draw Bob but will we accept Blob for now as my contribution to thunderbolts*??
Blob and Bob are basically the same 🙏
#marvel#thunderbolts#thunderbolts*#bob reynolds#i love bob#y’all im so funny right?#this is a joke#i know its bad#oh well
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Zayne's red flag:
Diabetes mellitus. Or in the Philippines, we call it "jabetis"
#lnds#zayne love and deepspace#l&ds#lads#lnd zayne#zayne l&ds#love and deepspace#dr zayne#zayne#bro be on that insulin at 50#diabetes is a very serious illness#i know its bad#zayne probably doesnt#he gets banned from sweet shops by mc#but the people working there love him#doctor money paying those doctor addictions#zayne i love you#dont go bald#or lose a limb
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Quick doodles!
These are a little old but I genuinely thought I posted them </3
#the binding of isaac#tboi#tboi fanart#tboi azazel#dst fanart#dst wortox#dst#ignore how i made azazel look#i know its bad#i was just doodling
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I finished my reread of Homestuck today
I might draw the boys later, if I feel like it :P
p.s and before anyone says anything I know Kanayas eyes are way too big but I was too tired to fix it. .... among various other things.
#homestuck#hs#my art#artists of tumblr#I KNOW ITS BAD#but be nice#aradia megido#damara megido#meenah peixes#feferi peixes#nepeta leijon#meulin leijon#kanaya maryam#porrim maryam#terezi pyrope#latula pyrope#vriska serket#aranea serket#homestuck fanart#fanart#beta trolls#alpha trolls
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The Moon cannot shine on its own without the Sun


I still haven't recovered after episode 14..
#tokusatsu#kamen rider#kamen rider gavv#gavv spoilers#gavv#stomach family#stomach inc#shita stomach#jeebh stomach#wdym the sister died huhu#let them be together what is this#i am never the same#its been a while since i did art#i know its bad
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A lil fem Sirius fanart ;)
#i know its bad#let me be delusional#fanart#sirius black#gender blender#marauders#dead gay wizards#begginerartist#harry potter
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2nd Jay fanart prompt of the day?


Literally drew this in the car while coming from school cuz I was so disappointed in the first one (ᴗ_ ᴗ。)
I mean Jayyyy why so hard to draw. His too beautiful to imprint on paper (look at me making excuses ₍^. .^₎⟆
The guitar is BOTCHED. andddd his shoulders are a bit weird too (。•́︿•̀。) try improving ig. His lips are very unique,they're the hardest to draw to me.
#f4line draws#artist#fanart prompt#i know its bad#park jongseong#park jay#enhypen coachella#enhypen#jay enhypen#enhypen jay#enha#Enhypen#engene#engene fanart#engene enhypen#enhypen engene#yang jungwon#enhypen jungwon#lee heeseung#enhypen heeseung#sim jaeyun#jake sim#enhypen jake#park sunghoon#enhypen sunghoon#kim sunoo#enhypen sunoo#enhypen niki#nishimura riki#fanartist
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Whatever higher power decided that i can learn photoshop made a grave mistake
Anyways ikea aftonsparv amiright
#photoshop edit#ikea alien#ikea aftonsparv#screaming into the void#random thoughts#not helping the 'jesus was an alien' cults#dont look too closely#i know its bad#thats an artistic direction
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My mind keep thinking about how Maegor would react at a servant who try to protect dragons eggs and finish burned by a dragon like Cannibal. And she do a "Daenerys". She survive the fire and she's all shocked to have survive the fire and all and Maegor is just "who the fuck are you?!"
#Maegor Targaryen#maegor targaryen imagine#maegor targaryen x reader#maegor the cruel#Maegor targaryen x fem reader#I know its bad#a song of ice and fire fanfiction#asoiaf fanfic#Maegor x reader
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Im literally not going to be involved in any celebrity relationship now
#i know its bad#literally all of them broke up this or last year#joe and niamh#taylor and joe#anjali and sufi#like its not that deep#its not that serious#im maintaining a healthy distance now 😔
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Ultracook
A burger hits the sizzling pan as grease bubbles from it, it is then taken by spatula and placed upon a bun before being drenched in a viscouse red liquid. The top bun is placed upon the soaked burger and served, a robotic voice cries out: "One blood burger for one Mr.Soldier.". A soldier husk walks up to the counter and puts a handful of coins on the counter before grabbing the burger and walking away. V1 confidently says aloud "Great, thats one more succesful sale, who's next?" as they look upon the empty parkinglot infront of their burger truck. save for the soldier attempting to eat the burger without a mouth.
#ultrakill#v1 ultrakill#soldier ultrakill#made this awhile ago#i know its bad#ultrakill fanfic#fanfic
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DMs closed, legs open.💦
#transgender#trans nfst#trans#hot trans#tgirl tummy tuesday#i know its bad#trans woman#tramsfemme#trangender#trans selfie
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before starting season 3 of young royals I told myself "you're never gonna feel bad for august. no matter what." WELL-
#young royals#august yr#prince wilhelm#simon eriksson#lgbtq characters#problematic#im sorry#i know its bad#yr s3 spoilers#season 3
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