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[earenwen-leafwhisper]

I know that i must have been blackliisted because of my ask over why peoples don't read plus size read. A year ago.

But

After stopping writing fanfictions I have asked myself a lot of questions and I need to have your point of view. (You can of course told in anon, and if you don't want it to be public you can also tell it.)

- What have made you read my fanfictions? Or not read them

- If you have, did you liked them or not?

- If not, why?

- Did having chubby/plus size reader, have made you read it / Made you not read it ?

- If you have read them, did it was because of the lack of chubby/plus size content?

- If I have write the fanfiction with just Female reader (no plus size, not trying to have the more neutral for the apparence ), would you have read it?

- if it was just some Daemon x Rhaenyra, (for exemple) did it would have made you read them?

-if you want to add something, be free

(This will really help me, and even if you have hated what I have write tell it please.)

Please do not just leave a like. Tell me, what you think.

Anyone? No?

Okay

[earenwen-leafwhisper]

This will be for the followers and the few that have read my fanfictilns

Its not a easy decision for me... but...

I will not post fanfiction until i found a beta reader, because sometime writing fanfictions is a lonely activity.

And I feel really alone

Its good to know that you have read and put a like... I will never go against it.

Its just that I feel that... I write bad fanfictions, and even if i write on my side. I'm just "why posting?" As i will be alone not having a conversation or even a word to be better

So yes...

I'm sorry for the ask of fanfictions, but they will not be post before long time

Avec affection,

Earenwen

(If you want to read what i have posted before, here the link of my masterlist)

It's not because I'm out that I will not see if i have messages (even if i doubt, that I will have a message)

[earenwen-leafwhisper]

To illustrate this post by @mayahawkse I would like to visualize to you the difference:

A post in 2023:

A post in 2014:

A zoom out of the same post:

This is what a community looks like.

See how in 2023 almost all of the reblogs come from the OP, from their few hours/days in the tag search. Meanwhile in 2014 the % of reblogs from OP is insignificant, because most of the reblogs come from the reblogs within the fandom, within the micro-communities formed there. You didn't need to rely on tags, or search, or being featured. Because the community took care of you, made sure to pass the work between themselves and onto their blog and exposed their followers to it. It kept works alive for years.

It's not JUST the reblog/like ratio that causing this issue, it's the type of interaction people have. They're content with scrolling and liking the search engine, instead of actually having a reblogging relationship with other blogs in their community.

Anyways, if you want to see more content you like, the only true way to make it happen is to reblog it. Likes do not forward content in no way but making OP feel nice. Reblogs on the other hand make content eternal. They make it relevant, they make it exist outside of a fickle tumblr search that hardly works on the best of days.

If you want more of something, reblog it.

[earenwen-leafwhisper]

[earenwen-leafwhisper]

A question

Oh no, i have just saw that i have forgot to put

Poc reader

Feel free to reblog with yours fandoms, if it's can help people's who want to write fanfictions or are writing ?

I wish you a good day 🍂

[earenwen-leafwhisper]

Anyone?...

Hello,

How do I ask that?

It’s been a while now, I write fanfictions, mainly on "House of the dragon" and I’m looking for a beta reader.

I’m not too familiar with that. I probably have to say why I’m in this research.

So my mother tongue is French and when I write, I often leave mistakes in my fanfictions, and although I read after writing. The faults pass through anyway. (Some very large others smaller) sometimes I have trouble knowing if I post a fanfiction or not because I feel it is not good to read. At other time it is boiling in my mind and I publish, but yeah.

I mainly write my fan fiction in "x reader" and with chubby/plus size/fat reader (so yes, not everyone reads them) and I try to make it as neutral as possible, so that everyone can read my fanfiction regardless of their skin color, hair type. Etc...

For now I have not posted or written because... here, feel that it is not good enough, it does not make you want to write or post. (I have difficulty with the nsfw of the kinktober, yes I know I'm a lot lot late)

You can contact me by private messages on tumblr.

Have a good day or night.

Earenwen

(Oh and if you know where I could ask this, can you told me?)

[earenwen-leafwhisper]

Hello,

How do I ask that?

It’s been a while now, I write fanfictions, mainly on "House of the dragon" and "a song of ice and fire" and I’m looking for a beta reader.

I’m not too familiar with that. I probably have to say why I’m in this research.

So my mother tongue is French and when I write, I often leave mistakes in my fanfictions, and although I read after writing. The faults pass through anyway. (Some very large others smaller) sometimes I have trouble knowing if I post a fanfiction or not because I feel it is not good to read. At other time it is boiling in my mind and I publish, but yeah.

I mainly write my fan fiction in "x reader" and with chubby/plus size/fat reader (so yes, not everyone reads them) and I try to make it as neutral as possible, so that everyone can read my fanfiction regardless of their skin color, hair type. Etc...

For now I have not posted or written because... here, feel that it is not good enough, it does not make you want to write or post. (I have difficulty with the nsfw of the kinktober, yes I know I'm a lot lot late)

You can contact me by private messages on tumblr.

Have a good day or night.

Earenwen

(Oh and if you know where I could ask this, can you told me?)

[earenwen-leafwhisper]

In the spirit of encouraging people to comment on fanfics while also making it easier to do so, I feel obliged to share a browser extension for ao3 that has quite literally revolutionized the comment game for me.

I present to you: the floating ao3 comment box!

From what I've seen, a big problem for many people is that once you reach the comments at the bottom of a fic, your memory of it miraculously disappears. Anything you wanted to say is stuck ten paragraphs ago, and you barely remember what you thought while reading. This fixes that!

I'll give a little explanation on the features and how it works, but if you want to skip all that, here's the link.

The extension is visible as a small blue box in the upper left corner.

(Side note: The green colouring is not from the extension, that's me.)

If you click on it, you open a comment box window at the bottom of your screen but not at the bottom of the fic. I opened my own fic for demonstrative purposes.

The website also gives explanations on how exactly it functions, but I'll summarize regardless.

insert selection -> if you highlight a sentence in the fic it will be added in italics to the comment box

add to comment box -> once you're done writing your comment, you click this button and the entire thing will automatically copied to the ao3 comment box

delete -> self explanatory

on mulitchapter fics, you will be given the option to either add the comment to just the current chapter or the entire fic

The best part? You can simply close the window the same way you opened it and your progress will automatically be saved. So you can open it, comment on a paragraph, and then close it and keep reading without having the box in your face.

Comments are what keep writers going, and as both a writer and a reader, I think it's such an easy way of showing support and enthusiasm.

[earenwen-leafwhisper]

Deadline for submissions December 30th

Please share! I want to get as many letters in the book for him as I can.

[earenwen-leafwhisper]

Dear Eärenwen, I just finished reading day 6 of your Kinktober, and it went beyond my expectations! I loved every detail. Thank you so much for taking the time to write my request. With love, #Martell anon ☀️

My dear Martell anon ☀️

I'm happy that you have loved it, as I'm still learning how to write smut.

I have post the synopsis of the day 14 that you have asked too for Martell reader 🙂

With love,

Eãrenwen

[earenwen-leafwhisper]

I need to talk

The first part is a google translation of my first post written in French. The second part will be an addition to what I wrote. This is the link of the first post. (And just as i was going to post this, i just have two feedback, and thank you, maybe it's not the best day to post this but at least it will not be in my head that much)

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Today I will speak in French,

French being my mother tongue, I am more able to express myself.

It’s been two years since I started writing fanfictions, two years where I try to improve my English, where I write first in French then translated into English to be sure of the turns of phrase, of my intention in my writing. (Which makes my posts are not daily either, it takes me a lot of time)

You are adorable for all the likes. And thank you.

But.

I would also like to have comments, because I know that I leave spelling and grammar mistakes. I write for chubby/plus size/fat readers, and sometimes I feel like you just read because of the lack of this type of content.

Even in my publications of the kinktober. I do not know if what I write is correct or not. I just had one person ask me about not writing hard bdsm, and a question about, if I would write for other characters. But... why don’t you leave me a comment to tell me WHY do you want me to write about other characters? Why do YOU want me to write Hard bdsm, do you like what I write? Do people write about the characters you want?

Another example. When I put the draft fanfictions requests for kinktober, I did not receive any news from anonymous people, which makes me not want to publish the kinktober, because I do not know if it is good for them. I am lost.

Completely lost.

I have fanfiction ideas, I have unpublished writings, and I don’t publish them, because... I don’t know if what I write is good, just having likes is fine, but having a comment, just one, it’s a diamond.

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I will add something.

I know that I cannot ask for the engagement of people's, I cannot force them to interract.

I do not read or interract with others authors as, I fear to be judges, to be see as needy, to be reject.

I know that writing for chubby/plus size mean that I will have less people's reading my work. But fuck, why not leaving a commentary? To put courage for those who write that type of content, if I wanted more people's to see my work I would have not write for chubby/plus size, and I would have write for "normal" reader(I hate to have to use the word normal), I would have not write the reader as the more neutral that I can and chubby/plus size. I would have put less time, less passion on it.

I don't understand why there is this lack of feedback. And I'm not the only one, reddit is full of people's asking the same think, that told that they lost their want, their passion in fanfictions.

I write first for myself, it's true. But... seen that people's like what I write and it's true that I have some reblogs, less then the likes and more then the commentary, but... even in the reblogs there is no feedback, even a emoji is good (thank you if you pass by your emoji have made my day)

I feel like that people's just feed on fanfictions and are angry when a autor ask for a feedback to know if it was good or not. Having just... even someone, in anon, or in dm's if they don't want their commentary visible by all, to just... have a interaction. I'm not someone who will scream or be angry, i just... sometime i feel lonely.

Lonely, because i don't know how to interract with peoples, i don't know when and how I can try to interract with someone, if I would not be too much, as i know that I can be too passionate with something and this made peoples go away. I know that not everyone are alway connect on tumblr or ao3.

Oh ao3, this one is depressing, as you can watch how much peoples have read or at least interract and when you see the number of kudos or comments, there is a mountain between them sometime. (I don't talk here only for me, but for the other's too, as i have already told, you can see on reddit peoples talking about that)

I needed to talk about this, even if you don't think like me or don't live this. It's okay. We are all different, and I'm sorry to have bothered you.

[earenwen-leafwhisper]

Aujourd'hui je vais parler en français,

Le français étant ma langue maternelle, j'ai plus de facilité à m'exprimer.

Cela fait deux ans que j'ai recommencer à écrire des fanfictions, deux ans où j'essaie d'améliorer mon anglais, où j'écris d'abord en francais puis traduit en anglais pour être sûr des tournure de phrases, de mon intention dans mon écriture. (Ce qui fait que mes publications ne sont pas journalière non plus, cela me prend beacoups de temps)

Vous êtes adorable pour tout les likes. Et merci.

Mais.

J'aimerais aussi avoir des commentaires, car je sais que je laisse des fautes d'orthographe et de grammaire. J'écris pour des chubby/plus size/fat reader, et quelques fois j'ai l'impression que vous venez lire juste à cause du manque de se type de contenu.

Même dans mes publications du kinktober. Je ne sais pas si ce que j'écris est correct ou non. J'ai juste eu une personne qui m'a questionner sur le fait que je n'écris pas de hard bdsm, et une question sur, si j'écrirais pour d'autres personnages. Mais... pourquoi ne pas me laisser un commentaire pour me dire POURQUOI vous voulez que j'écrive sur d'autres personnages? Pourquoi VOUS voulez que j'écrive du Hard bdsm, est ce que vous aimez ce que j'écris ? Est ce que personnes n'écris sur les personnages que vous voulez?

Encore un exemple. Lorsque j'ai mis le brouillon des demande de fanfictions pour le kinktober, je n'ai recu aucune nouvelle des personnes anonymes, ce qui fait que je n'ai pas envie de publier le kinktober, parce que JE NE SAIS PAS SI C'EST BON POUR EUX. Je suis perdue.

Completement perdue.

J'ai des idées de fanfictions, j'ai des écris non publié, et je ne les publie pas, parce que... je ne sais pas si ce que j'écris est bon, avoir juste des likes c'est bien, mais avoir un commentaire, juste un, c'est un diamant.

[earenwen-leafwhisper]

[earenwen-leafwhisper]

Reblog if your blog is boopable-safe so you can get all the (probably new) achievements. I don’t care about notes I just want boops

[earenwen-leafwhisper]

Hello,

I will put here the synopsis/draft in few words of the day's of the kinktober that I have put for the ask where anon and with just a number and a character name, as i'm late in posting the fanfictions. If the synopsis are not of your liking and that you where the anon who have asked for the day and the character, told me in ask and I will work with it

So here are the synopsis, by day with the character name :

Day 8 - Anal - Aemond Targaryen : Reader and Aemond are wed for sometimes now. They like to discovering sexuality with each other. One night Aemond talk about a position/pratique that Aegon have tell him to annoye him. But Aemond wanted to try it. Him and Reader talk about the act, how they are going to do it, and all and all. Until they are ready. And there is their first try of anal, with sweets words and all.

Day 9 - Sex in public - Gwayne Hightower : Gwayne and Reader are walking in the streets of King's landing before the tournament. They are married. They cannot keep their hands to themselves, at some point he take her to a dark alley, and he fuck her as she is against a wall or sit against a wood box.

Day 11 - Honeymoon - Baelon Targaryen : Reader is the second wife of Baelon, there is the bedding ceremony, where lords strip her by force, and lady's do the same with him. When Baelon see the reader half naked and her eyes full of fear of the lords, when they mock her ? He snap and order the lords and lady's to go away. He confort the reader and later they have their love making.

Day 12 and 15 - Sensory Depravation - Scars - Daemon Targaryen :

(I have put the two day of the ask in one fanfiction as it could be good, but if you want to have it in two different fanfiction you can tell me 🙂)

The ex courtesan reader haved wait of the return of Daemon from the war against the triarchy, at his return she's so happy to see him that he cannot go to the castle. She take him to her house, and pamper him, with kiss, cuddles, praising words. She undress him and seen his new burn scar she put him in bed, and she worship this new scar as she after do the same with his older scars. To have him lose complete controle she use fabric to blindfold him. And they have one of the best night of love making.

Day 14 - Cockwarming - Daemon Targaryen :

During a day in Dragonstone, reader are really needy of Daemon, flirt with him, touch him a lot, they to be alone with him. Until he gave to her, but have to write a letter to some lords, so she have to cockwarming him, and waiting (hardly) to do more.

Day 18 - Lap dance - Baelon Targaryen :

Reader talk with lady's of the court and heard a lady telling that she haved heard of something that could please mens, and teasing them. They talk and all and (I think of a chubby/plus size reader and if it was not the type of reader that you wanted tell me in ask) one of the lady's begin to tease in a bad way the reader, telling thar the pratique can be a turn out for Baelon if she do that. And the reader are in a mix of sadness, anger and wanting to prove that she could and one night, as Baelon returned into their bedchamber, the reader do her best to give him a lap dance.

Day 21 - Somnophilia - Gwayne Hightower :

Gwayne have wake up more then once reader in the past when he was naughty, but reader begin to have enough of been wake up each time so she told Gwayne that if he want to made love to her, he can even if she's sleeping. At first he don't want it, but one night he give in his desire.

Day 23 - 69 - Baelon :

Reader and Baelon have to be wed (she's his first wife in it) and they are horny, touched each other, and one day, they have not much time to be alone together, so they try a new position to please each other without her losing her maidenhood.

Day 25 - Rough - Aemond Targaryen :

This pass after the bastards scene in season 2, but he go to the reader, and not go burning the village. And he put all his frustration and anger by been rough with her. With or without after care? I don’t know for now.

Day 27 - Face sitting - Maegor Targaryen :

Maegor is lazy for once but he's also horny as fuck, and seen his wife reader in her new nightdress who's reveling a lot made him want her to ride his face. She's at first not sure of this, but Maegor take her to him with all his strengh and assure her that she can.

Day 28 - Aftercare - Maegor :

After a long day of love making, reader take care of Maegor, but this time, she fall asleep and Maegor seen her like this made him want to take care of her, a lot of sweet touch until he see his seed and then his mind snap.

[earenwen-leafwhisper]

I'm sorry but in your Kinktober Day 6 work, what did you mean by kidney?

Hello, it's fine do not worry 🙂

English is my second language, so my mind think first in french and then translate, and its what have happened there.

In french, we told "coups de reins" when a man do the mouvement of the hips in a sexual act. "The kidney" who are in french "Les reins" I forgot sometime that the french expressions are not alway the same then in english.

I'm sorry if it was strange, I'm in need of a béta reader, full of courage.

[earenwen-leafwhisper]

Kinktober : Bath

Pairing: Baelon Targaryen x Wife reader

Summary: Baelon finds his wife in the bath.

Warning: Light smut

Author’s note: I’m a lot late, I know. Maybe when it would be easier to write smut for me, I would rewrite it. Oh and English is not my native language, I try to not leave mistakes and if I do leave any. I would correct.

Y/e/n = Your enemy name

Y/f/s = Your favorite smell

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The night had been falling for several hours now, the children placed in beds slept deeply, their doors guarded by guards to ensure their safety.

You were the second wife of Prince Baelon, though the beginnings were the most complicated, even to the limit of disaster. By listening, gentleness and patience, Baelon had opened himself to you. He probably never admit it, but the fact that his sons loved you a lot, was an important part of this opening, after all, if Viserys and Daemon loved you, it’s because you didn’t hurt too much. Your bond was formed over time, and as you two were having moments of each other, it became more and more common. Except this last week.

This week had been long, very long, juggling between the visits of nobles to the castle, children ask for your attention, between games, their learning where when they progressed came showed you their progress before going to see Baelon to do the same. Not counting the incessant letters from your parents, worrying about the lack of children in your womb, questioning you on why of how, to which you just replied that everything was fine and that even if a child did not come from your womb, Daemon and Viserys were like your sons, and you cherished them as such. You didn’t explain to them, the little time spent with Baelon this week, not wanting to spread your private life.

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The water was hot, a soft steam surrounded you, encompassing the place where the bath was placed in the room that you shared with Baelon. Two maids were at your side, one would prepare your clothes for the night, while the second helped you to take your bath so that you could relax from this long day. Two guards were placed at the entrance of the room, ensuring your calm and impeding the visit of Lady y/e/n, who seemed to be most frustrated that you married Baelon. She had set her mind that she would be the next bride Baelon, seemed to have made a whole life at his side and decided to have his dreams come true. Until she found out you were chosen. She decided to make your life miserable, wanting to approach Viserys and Daemon, playing with them, but the children did not want, one day Daemon even expressed that he did not like that the lady who spoke ill of his mother approached him. Since that day, she was forbidden to approach the children, as well as you. She no longer approached the children, but she continued to send you letters and come to the castle at rare moments. Alas, for a week she and her husband had come to see the king to discuss current affairs in their region. Was it interesting for the king? No, but it allowed the ord not to lose the reason for his wife’s obsession with Baelon and you. If it had been at the judgment of Baelon, they would be banished from the castle even from Westeros, but he was not the king.

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In a y/f/s smell, you could hear the movement of water as the servant dipped the cloth she had in her hands into the tub. The sound of footsteps against the stone floor, the opening of heavy doors in cupboards and drawers, as the second maid looked for a specific room for the night, while she hummed a music you had already heard, but the words escaped you. You had to close your eyes, an arm outside the bath, your breathing was calm, almost at the edge of sleep, the tentations of the day accumulated in your muscles fade over time.

The door of your room opened slowly, you thought that the maids were taking care of your clothes had just left the room, but at the door of sleep you did not pay too much attention to it, nor even when the second maid moved away from you.

"My sweet." That was the voice of Baelon.

You opened your eyes slowly, while raising your head to look at him. Baelon upon entering the room had silently ordered the servants to come out, and had approached you, sitting on the stool placed at the edge of the bath.

"Baelon..." Your voice showed fatigue.

"You had a long day." Baelon gently placed his right hand on your cheek, caressing with her skin thrusts.

"Not as long as yours..."

"The board was very quiet today, I would have preferred to be with you and the children." Baelon smiles.

"Now you’re here..."

Baelon smiles taking your hand with his left hand, caressing the palm of your hand, his fingers move on the back, then your forearm slowly rise up, giving you slight shivers although in the heat of your bath. Baelon took advantage of it to place gently kisses on your shoulder.

"Rest..." His words were sweet.

His hand was going up more and more towards your shoulder, except that he deviated to go towards the top of your chest, stroking with the tips of his fingers the bottom of your neck, slowly descend to the top of your chest, rising up to your neck, performing this movement several times. He took all his time, enjoy having the possibility of you free for him. His kisses went up your neck, up to your chin, move to the lobe of your ear that he mordilla. To the sound of your groaning, he smiles more beautiful.

"Let me do, all you have to do is relax..."

"Baelon..."

"You are so sensitive..."

With his words, Baelon moved his hand between your breasts, caressing their contours, lingering on each of the two, the caresses taking time on your halos, before gently pinching your nipples, while a bigger smile appeared on his face as your moaning became louder. The gentle dance of his hand, he continued, descending on your belly. You moved into the bath, allowing him better access to the base of your body. Raising one of your legs at the top of the parchment.

"You are so eager, my sweet..."

"Please Baelon..." This made Baelon laugh softly.

"My sweet Wife needs something?"

"Baelon..." You became more and more frustrated with time.

"Use your words pretty wife of mine."

"Touch me... Please..."

"I’m already touching you..."

"Not there..."

"Where?" He liked to play with you.

"My... my pussy..."

"Oh... That i Can"

Baelon turned his head away from your face, wanting to look at every single line of your face. He took it well, because he liked every movement, when he puts his hand against your vulva, plunging his hand lower, making slow movement, wanting to savor the moment.

"We have all the night."

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