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[earenwen-leafwhisper]

Ahhh Dad!Maegor ♥️♥️

Imagine if all Maegor’s kids inherited their mother’s appearance. They eventually have like 8 but not a single one has silver hair or purple eyes.

There should be more dad!Maegor content out there

Maegor’s children are loud, and rambunctious and fill up every space they step into. Not because there are so many of them, which there are, but because they all seem to him with the sort of energy that a dragon has.

When he has to break up a fight between his eldest two boys, Aegon and Reanar, he doesn’t get angry because they are only acting like two young hatchlings would. Or when his daughter of three hides behind his wife’s skirts he only sees a newly hatched dragon trying to find safety and comfort in their mother. Despite his own wife not being a Targaryen, he sometimes wonders if a small drop of the blood of the dragon has made its way into her because when people look at their children with raised eyebrows or make pointed comments, Maegor doesn’t have time to do anything before his wife does.

Sometimes at night Maegor will lay in bed beside his wife and think about his child. Eight children, more than he could have ever hoped for, and all from his beloved. He wonders why it took until his last wife for him to finally have a child that lived. His other wives carried his children but they were either born without any breath in their lungs or deformed and monstrous.

His beloved had no such problems. She had started swelling with their eldest, Visenya, soon after he had married her and when she was born she was screaming and pink and alive.

Every year since then, Maegor has held his breath as his beloved wife swelled with a new child and brought them into this world. He waited for something horrible to happen. For his children to all catch a sickness and perish, the Gods deciding to give him a taste of fatherhood before ripping it from him. He thought maybe the next one would be born scaled and burnt and silent, but each one was healthy.

Perhaps that is why Maegor didn’t give in to the rumors that floated around the court. The Lords and Ladies loved to talk about how all of his children are missing those distinct Targaryen features. He hears the word stupid when they refer to him sometimes and he doesn’t let it bother him. If it is stupid to love one’s children then he must be the stupidest man in all the land. When he hears the words ‘bastards’ whispered, that is when he does something.

His wife will destroy them verbally amongst everybody and he will watch with a proud smile on his face but later, Maegor has two of his kingsguards bring the person before him. In the dead of night, he will bring them to the dungeons.

He may have softened with fatherhood but his desire to hear those who slander him or his family die screaming has never gone away. When he is done, he always goes back to his wife, but before he does he stops by the chambers that hold his children. He looks in on them and watches them sleep for some time. His eldest barely makes a sound as she sleeps but she splays across the bed, his eldest son and second child, snores loudly and he laughs quietly that a boy so young could rumble so loud in his sleep that he could wake a sleeping dragon.

When he confirms that all of his children are asleep, safe and sound, then does he go to his last and most loved wife. She is asleep as well and splays out on the bed like their daughter but she is quiet as she sleeps. He admires her beauty before he crawls into bed next to her. She is plumper than when they first wed and there is a tiredness that is always with her but that comes with having children. In his eyes, she has only grown more beautiful as the years have gone on.

Before he falls asleep, he glances one more time at his wife. People may whisper that his children don’t look like him. They would not be lies. All of them take after their mother, but they don’t see the young Targaryen’s in the small moments. They may carry their mother’s features but they hold the blood of the dragon inside of them.

[earenwen-leafwhisper]

It's so good, no one miss up with Maegor wife and childs ♥️

How would Maegor react if his wife gives him a son but the son has all her features? Maegor knows that she couldn’t have cheated on him since he had her locked up the whole time.

Maegor hadn’t given much thought to his newborn son’s features, that was until he heard the rumors and gossip floating about in court.

He had taken many wives and waited many years for a child of his own and now that his darling wife has given birth to a healthy babe, and not just any babe but a son, at that. People wanted to whisper that it wasn’t his.

His son barely left his arms as his dear wife rested and recovered from the strenuous birth. He took the infant with him to small council meetings and to the throne room and everywhere he went he heard the horrible whispers.

“That boy is no Targaryen.”

“They call him Maegor The Cruel, but if he truly believes that to be his son he deserves the title of Maegor The Fool.”

“I always knew that wife was a whore. She probably entertains her guards and servants when the king is away.”

At first, Maegor had thought he would let the rumors pass. The people would live in the Red Keep were like vultures and when another scandal came around they’d latch onto that but by the time his son was sitting up and giggling, the rumors had not abated.

Maegor knew the child was his. No, the little boy didn’t resemble him, but his dear wife was always in her chambers with the doors locked when Maegor wasn’t in there. For her safety, of course. She couldn’t have been able to take anyone else to bed. On top of all of that, as the little boy grew, the more he resembled his mother.

Maegor obviously would have preferred his son and heir to resemble him, to show off the might and power of the Targaryens but when he looked into his child’s wide eyes and smiling face, Maegor couldn’t help but be glad that he had a healthy and happy child.

Maegor had nearly learned to ignore the whispers of the court until his wife started to leave her chambers. After she had given him a healthy and living heir, Maegor had only thought it was right to allow her to leave her rooms for a few hours during the day. His dear wife was always a sensitive woman and as soon as she caught wind of the rumors she immediately went to her husband. Begging him not to believe them. She had sobbed to her husband that her son was his and that the Ladies and Lords at court had no idea what they were talking about.

Maegor had only kissed her forehead and told her that he knew. The next day, Maegor had made sure to seat himself on the iron throne with his son of four moons wiggling in his arms as he called for everyone to come to the throne room. It was there that he declared that anyone who dared speak slanderous words about his dear wife and heir to the throne would have their head on a pike for all to see.

He went to his wife after that and handed her their son. Their son who was the spitting image of his mother. She smiled at him for defending her and their little boy. That night, Maegor had made sure to go to her chambers and spill his seed inside of her for the first time since she gave birth.

While he loved his son, he needed more children, and despite having other wives, they had yet to present him with a child of his own. It was only his dear wife who had bore him a child and hopefully the children that Maegor was sure would come would have more Targaryen features.

[earenwen-leafwhisper]

Is this a true return?

No

I just need to talk,

Apparently to have more view, (and hoping interraction)

i need to write female reader (as a "normal" reader. No more chubby/plus size reader)

But... I love to write Plus size/chubby reader, i have easier to write them... its feel like i...

I... I feel betrayed by myself, if I write for thinner reader.

There is only a few of you who have read what I have write, and leave likes...

And...

I'm alone here.

I write a niche in a niche.

And... I feel alone...

So I have stop to write to try to clean my mind with this...

I want to write... but did i want to post?

No.

Not for now.

Because did someone will interract with me?

The chances are more close to the 0 or 0.5%

When i have beginning to write it was a way for me to try to made friends and...

I do not go to you because, I feel that if you wanted me to interract with you. You would have come to me.

I feel like that, there was people's who have read what I have write and... and just mocked me for how i write and what I write.

Because its easy to mock someone behind their back, and not wanting to help them to write better.

And that when i have stop to post. There was a "Finally, she will not be seen on the search"

For me it's a lost fight, before even trying to fight back.

(I have put the tags that i have the more use in my previous fictions)

[earenwen-leafwhisper]

Did i continue to write in irl?

Did I don't write?

That's the question

I want to write,

Did I have the motivation?

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When talking with people's on commentary or dm.

When alone

Did I talk to a lot of people's ?

No

Did I go to people's easily?

No (thank my complicated past)

Did people's will read this until now?

🤷‍♀️

[earenwen-leafwhisper]

I just finished reading your fanfic of “The Handmaid and Dragons” I liked how you kept the servant from being elevated over other servants like other fics might just not mention their servant duties. I hope you find your beta reader soon! I barely noticed if any faults in the fic I have first checked out.

I hope you have a great night!! :)

Thank you 🫶

I have try to made the reader the more modest that i could, even more with Baleon having just lost Aemma.

I hope you too a great night 🙂

[earenwen-leafwhisper]

I don't read fanfics about plus-size because I don't fit the body type, so it doesn't make sense to me since the descriptions and related problems don't fit me.

However, I think your work is incredible and I know that many girls who fit this body type must be very happy with your stories. Don't stop doing them, I'm sure you've helped many girls see themselves in your stories and feel better about themselves.

Write some without descriptions, so the general public can enjoy your work too, but don't stop doing what you like the most, the Internet is already a very sad and mean place for chubby girls, people who put them in the place of protagonists are essential, of course this is not my place to speak, but this is my opinion.

Good luck with your stories, my dear. ❤️

Hello,

I have take time to watch and response, i needed time away from tumblr.

Thank you for your response,

I love writing, and sometime, it's a very lonely activity. Even more when you write for a niche (chubby/plus size) in a niche(Characters x reader).

I have feel that, it was like people's where ashamed to read what I have write. Yes some have sub on my tumblr, there was a few reblog. And the likes. But even less people's that have interract with me.

When I have begin to post, it was to share, and try to have interractions, but I feel, that if I go to people's who have likes. It's too much. If they wanted to interract with me, they would have done it before. And I cannot be angry at them, not that I want to be. It's just that...

It's hard and lonely,

I don't bite, i don't attack or anything like this. I'm just happy to have interractions. And have live rejections so much in my live that... I don't go to people's, so I'm even more alone, in my niche in a niche.

Sorry for the long response (time and length)

I hope you a good day/night

Earenwen

[earenwen-leafwhisper]

I know that i must have been blackliisted because of my ask over why peoples don't read plus size read. A year ago.

But

After stopping writing fanfictions I have asked myself a lot of questions and I need to have your point of view. (You can of course told in anon, and if you don't want it to be public you can also tell it.)

- What have made you read my fanfictions? Or not read them

- If you have, did you liked them or not?

- If not, why?

- Did having chubby/plus size reader, have made you read it / Made you not read it ?

- If you have read them, did it was because of the lack of chubby/plus size content?

- If I have write the fanfiction with just Female reader (no plus size, not trying to have the more neutral for the apparence ), would you have read it?

- if it was just some Daemon x Rhaenyra, (for exemple) did it would have made you read them?

-if you want to add something, be free

(This will really help me, and even if you have hated what I have write tell it please.)

Please do not just leave a like. Tell me, what you think.

Anyone? No?

Okay

[earenwen-leafwhisper]

This will be for the followers and the few that have read my fanfictilns

Its not a easy decision for me... but...

I will not post fanfiction until i found a beta reader, because sometime writing fanfictions is a lonely activity.

And I feel really alone

Its good to know that you have read and put a like... I will never go against it.

Its just that I feel that... I write bad fanfictions, and even if i write on my side. I'm just "why posting?" As i will be alone not having a conversation or even a word to be better

So yes...

I'm sorry for the ask of fanfictions, but they will not be post before long time

Avec affection,

Earenwen

(If you want to read what i have posted before, here the link of my masterlist)

It's not because I'm out that I will not see if i have messages (even if i doubt, that I will have a message)

[earenwen-leafwhisper]

To illustrate this post by @mayahawkse I would like to visualize to you the difference:

A post in 2023:

A post in 2014:

A zoom out of the same post:

This is what a community looks like.

See how in 2023 almost all of the reblogs come from the OP, from their few hours/days in the tag search. Meanwhile in 2014 the % of reblogs from OP is insignificant, because most of the reblogs come from the reblogs within the fandom, within the micro-communities formed there. You didn't need to rely on tags, or search, or being featured. Because the community took care of you, made sure to pass the work between themselves and onto their blog and exposed their followers to it. It kept works alive for years.

It's not JUST the reblog/like ratio that causing this issue, it's the type of interaction people have. They're content with scrolling and liking the search engine, instead of actually having a reblogging relationship with other blogs in their community.

Anyways, if you want to see more content you like, the only true way to make it happen is to reblog it. Likes do not forward content in no way but making OP feel nice. Reblogs on the other hand make content eternal. They make it relevant, they make it exist outside of a fickle tumblr search that hardly works on the best of days.

If you want more of something, reblog it.

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[earenwen-leafwhisper]

A question

Oh no, i have just saw that i have forgot to put

Poc reader

Feel free to reblog with yours fandoms, if it's can help people's who want to write fanfictions or are writing ?

I wish you a good day 🍂

[earenwen-leafwhisper]

Anyone?...

Hello,

How do I ask that?

It’s been a while now, I write fanfictions, mainly on "House of the dragon" and I’m looking for a beta reader.

I’m not too familiar with that. I probably have to say why I’m in this research.

So my mother tongue is French and when I write, I often leave mistakes in my fanfictions, and although I read after writing. The faults pass through anyway. (Some very large others smaller) sometimes I have trouble knowing if I post a fanfiction or not because I feel it is not good to read. At other time it is boiling in my mind and I publish, but yeah.

I mainly write my fan fiction in "x reader" and with chubby/plus size/fat reader (so yes, not everyone reads them) and I try to make it as neutral as possible, so that everyone can read my fanfiction regardless of their skin color, hair type. Etc...

For now I have not posted or written because... here, feel that it is not good enough, it does not make you want to write or post. (I have difficulty with the nsfw of the kinktober, yes I know I'm a lot lot late)

You can contact me by private messages on tumblr.

Have a good day or night.

Earenwen

(Oh and if you know where I could ask this, can you told me?)

[earenwen-leafwhisper]

Hello,

How do I ask that?

It’s been a while now, I write fanfictions, mainly on "House of the dragon" and "a song of ice and fire" and I’m looking for a beta reader.

I’m not too familiar with that. I probably have to say why I’m in this research.

So my mother tongue is French and when I write, I often leave mistakes in my fanfictions, and although I read after writing. The faults pass through anyway. (Some very large others smaller) sometimes I have trouble knowing if I post a fanfiction or not because I feel it is not good to read. At other time it is boiling in my mind and I publish, but yeah.

I mainly write my fan fiction in "x reader" and with chubby/plus size/fat reader (so yes, not everyone reads them) and I try to make it as neutral as possible, so that everyone can read my fanfiction regardless of their skin color, hair type. Etc...

For now I have not posted or written because... here, feel that it is not good enough, it does not make you want to write or post. (I have difficulty with the nsfw of the kinktober, yes I know I'm a lot lot late)

You can contact me by private messages on tumblr.

Have a good day or night.

Earenwen

(Oh and if you know where I could ask this, can you told me?)

[earenwen-leafwhisper]

In the spirit of encouraging people to comment on fanfics while also making it easier to do so, I feel obliged to share a browser extension for ao3 that has quite literally revolutionized the comment game for me.

I present to you: the floating ao3 comment box!

From what I've seen, a big problem for many people is that once you reach the comments at the bottom of a fic, your memory of it miraculously disappears. Anything you wanted to say is stuck ten paragraphs ago, and you barely remember what you thought while reading. This fixes that!

I'll give a little explanation on the features and how it works, but if you want to skip all that, here's the link.

The extension is visible as a small blue box in the upper left corner.

(Side note: The green colouring is not from the extension, that's me.)

If you click on it, you open a comment box window at the bottom of your screen but not at the bottom of the fic. I opened my own fic for demonstrative purposes.

The website also gives explanations on how exactly it functions, but I'll summarize regardless.

insert selection -> if you highlight a sentence in the fic it will be added in italics to the comment box

add to comment box -> once you're done writing your comment, you click this button and the entire thing will automatically copied to the ao3 comment box

delete -> self explanatory

on mulitchapter fics, you will be given the option to either add the comment to just the current chapter or the entire fic

The best part? You can simply close the window the same way you opened it and your progress will automatically be saved. So you can open it, comment on a paragraph, and then close it and keep reading without having the box in your face.

Comments are what keep writers going, and as both a writer and a reader, I think it's such an easy way of showing support and enthusiasm.

[earenwen-leafwhisper]

Deadline for submissions December 30th

Please share! I want to get as many letters in the book for him as I can.

[earenwen-leafwhisper]

Dear Eärenwen, I just finished reading day 6 of your Kinktober, and it went beyond my expectations! I loved every detail. Thank you so much for taking the time to write my request. With love, #Martell anon ☀️

My dear Martell anon ☀️

I'm happy that you have loved it, as I'm still learning how to write smut.

I have post the synopsis of the day 14 that you have asked too for Martell reader 🙂

With love,

Eãrenwen

[earenwen-leafwhisper]

I need to talk

The first part is a google translation of my first post written in French. The second part will be an addition to what I wrote. This is the link of the first post. (And just as i was going to post this, i just have two feedback, and thank you, maybe it's not the best day to post this but at least it will not be in my head that much)

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Today I will speak in French,

French being my mother tongue, I am more able to express myself.

It’s been two years since I started writing fanfictions, two years where I try to improve my English, where I write first in French then translated into English to be sure of the turns of phrase, of my intention in my writing. (Which makes my posts are not daily either, it takes me a lot of time)

You are adorable for all the likes. And thank you.

But.

I would also like to have comments, because I know that I leave spelling and grammar mistakes. I write for chubby/plus size/fat readers, and sometimes I feel like you just read because of the lack of this type of content.

Even in my publications of the kinktober. I do not know if what I write is correct or not. I just had one person ask me about not writing hard bdsm, and a question about, if I would write for other characters. But... why don’t you leave me a comment to tell me WHY do you want me to write about other characters? Why do YOU want me to write Hard bdsm, do you like what I write? Do people write about the characters you want?

Another example. When I put the draft fanfictions requests for kinktober, I did not receive any news from anonymous people, which makes me not want to publish the kinktober, because I do not know if it is good for them. I am lost.

Completely lost.

I have fanfiction ideas, I have unpublished writings, and I don’t publish them, because... I don’t know if what I write is good, just having likes is fine, but having a comment, just one, it’s a diamond.

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I will add something.

I know that I cannot ask for the engagement of people's, I cannot force them to interract.

I do not read or interract with others authors as, I fear to be judges, to be see as needy, to be reject.

I know that writing for chubby/plus size mean that I will have less people's reading my work. But fuck, why not leaving a commentary? To put courage for those who write that type of content, if I wanted more people's to see my work I would have not write for chubby/plus size, and I would have write for "normal" reader(I hate to have to use the word normal), I would have not write the reader as the more neutral that I can and chubby/plus size. I would have put less time, less passion on it.

I don't understand why there is this lack of feedback. And I'm not the only one, reddit is full of people's asking the same think, that told that they lost their want, their passion in fanfictions.

I write first for myself, it's true. But... seen that people's like what I write and it's true that I have some reblogs, less then the likes and more then the commentary, but... even in the reblogs there is no feedback, even a emoji is good (thank you if you pass by your emoji have made my day)

I feel like that people's just feed on fanfictions and are angry when a autor ask for a feedback to know if it was good or not. Having just... even someone, in anon, or in dm's if they don't want their commentary visible by all, to just... have a interaction. I'm not someone who will scream or be angry, i just... sometime i feel lonely.

Lonely, because i don't know how to interract with peoples, i don't know when and how I can try to interract with someone, if I would not be too much, as i know that I can be too passionate with something and this made peoples go away. I know that not everyone are alway connect on tumblr or ao3.

Oh ao3, this one is depressing, as you can watch how much peoples have read or at least interract and when you see the number of kudos or comments, there is a mountain between them sometime. (I don't talk here only for me, but for the other's too, as i have already told, you can see on reddit peoples talking about that)

I needed to talk about this, even if you don't think like me or don't live this. It's okay. We are all different, and I'm sorry to have bothered you.