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Love your LADS writings! Could we maybe get them reacting to their girlfriend wearing their shirt?
I love writing for LADS, now that Caleb is here there's even more hot men to fawn over.
Pining: Zayne, Rafayel, Xavier, Sylus, Caleb x Fem!Reader
Tags: fluff, established relationship, sharing clothes, domestic fluff, clothes shopping, possessiveness, being playful, flirting
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A/N: Wrote this a bit fast because my new PC came in today so I need to set it up. It's gonna be awesome.
Zayne pretends not to notice that it's his shirt you're always wearing in the mornings when you stay over at his place. It's only a shirt, he's got many more just like it. So why is it getting to him when you wear it? Simple, it looks cuter on you, and he tries not to get worked up about it, that would go against his stoic, professional self. However when he sees you waring his clothes he always tells you that it looks good on you. A sort of subltle encouragement that you should do it more often, and also spend more time at his place because he tries not to leave his clothes at your place.
Rafayel wants to buy some matching clothes when he saw that you wear his on ocassion. He's always had a good sense of style and is very happy that you do to, furthermore that you like it so much that you want to wear what he waers. When he sees you wearing his clothes he makes sure to memorize what it looked like on you so he can sketch it later. Before he knows it there are a dozen sketches of you in his clothes. Not that it's a bad thing by any means and he thinks you're catching on to him buying matching clothes because every time you're on a date you're pointing out cute outfits that you say would look great on him.
Xavier doesn't think much of it when he leaves some of his stuff at your place when he comes and goes. What he does think about is how his pants looked on you, too long, cozy, some a bit tight on you, others hanging off your hips, all depending on what you get your hands on at the time. The scene is almost domestic, seeing you not even think about putting on something of his, you don't even say why you do it and he's fascinated by that. Playfuly he tugs on the waistband of the pants and tells you he wants them back, only for you to turn the tables and tell him to take them off you if he wants them so bad.
Sylus is very perceptive of what you do when you're around him so there's no way he wouldn't notice you wearing his fancy shirts around the apartment. Those aren't exactly outfits for casual wear so there was no way you could have mistaken them for one of your own, which means you took them on purpouse. A man like him doesn't do well when other people touch what belongs to him without his permission. It's bad bussiness practice, and dangerous when you're in deep with criminals like he is. But he could be persuaded to let you get away with it, only because you're his girl and his girl can do whatever she wants with and to him.
Caleb leaves his hoodie at your place on purpouse. He did it because he wanted to use it as an excuse to visit again early, he didn't expect that you'd be wearing it when you opened the door for him. All the blood rushed to his brain and caused him to stop all train of thought for a few moments before he smirked and leaned in to whisper how cute you look, his breath hot against your lips before he claimed them in a seering kiss. From that day on he never mentioned anything about you giving him his clothes back. Why would he want it back when it looks so much better on you, sometimes it's all you wear around him.
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LN x leclerc!reader
a sequel of sorts to as sick as it sounds, i loved you first - part 1 - part 2
in which lando starts the life with you that he’s always wanted
hi! me again - obsessed with these two soooo much so best believe i had to write (and will continue to write) more for them! thank you so much for continuing to read my work, ilysm and also huuuuuge shoutout to my brainrot bestie @lavenderlando because i truly could not do any of this without her xoxox lemme know what you think, likes and reblogs are aaaalways so so appreciated!
warnings: 18+!! minors dni!!! this one is kinda filthy hehe. smut, fluff, highkey breeding kink, brief switch!lando and switch!r, unprotected p in v, general sex acts in silly places, charles still having it out for lando lmao, mentions of pregnancy/family planning
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you stare up at him, breathless, awestruck, leaning further into his touch. he’s swaying you gently to the music, ignorant to all the eyes of your nearest and dearest family and friends. fairy lights cast a warm hue over his face, leaving him golden and sparkling, gleaming with his love for you.
lando’s still pristine, suit unwrinkled, dress shirt crisp, tie straight, not yet wrecked by the party that will undoubtedly overflow all around you both as the night progresses. your dress flows out around you, fanning out in intricate layers of sharp white lace. your newly acquired wedding bands feel foreign on your fingers, but perfect nonetheless. you’re more used to it than him, though, having hauled around the giant rock of an engagement ring he’d presented you with just a few months before.
martin had been called on to be a groomsman, but he’d vouched for the DJ who’s inviting the rest of the party to join you and your husband on the dance floor. people swirl all around you, blowing kisses, squeezing your arms affectionately, but lando can’t keep his eyes off of you.
your husband.
your husband your husband your husband.
it felt just as delicious to think of him with that title as it is to say it. you say it anyway.
“my husband.” you hum, content, pressing your head to his chest, looking up at him through your eyelashes.
“my wife.” he coos down at you, pressing a lasting kiss to your hairline, cautious not to mess up your carefully crafted hair.
but it’s your wedding night, and you want to kiss him properly! you figure you’ve earned the right to kiss him anywhere, anytime, whenever, so you tilt your head back and drop his hands, pulling him down. his hands find your cheeks, cupping them ever so softly as your lips meet, loving and tender. you smile into it, and he mirrors you.
“can’t wait for everything.” you sigh, blissed out from the adoration rolling off of him in waves.
“everything?” he laughs, forehead resting on yours.
“life, with you. always.”
“i’ll give you everything you want, baby.” he promises.
you wholeheartedly believe him.
-
“better make this quick, norris.” you giggle, backing up towards the marble counter.
lando stalks towards you, grinning hungrily, and hoists you up onto the sink top, making sure not to damage your dress - not that it would be the first time he’d ruined a white dress of yours. wasn’t that how you’d both ended up here, anyway?
“sue me for wanting to fuck my wife, norris.” he mocks, mouthing at the skin of your neck. you flush. mrs norris.
“no marks.” you breathe, trying to convey a tone of warning, but it comes out needy and weak, and would have fallen on deaf ears regardless.
“but you’re all mine now, honey. forever.” lando murmurs against your jaw, and your head falls back to let him run ruin across your delicate skin. “want everyone to know it.”
you don’t protest again, spreading your legs as he ruches the material of your dress so that it bunches around your hips. his hand skates below the material, blindly feeling the satin and lace of your panties. he groans as he traces over a damp patch, sinking his teeth into the junction between your neck and your shoulder.
“soaked for me, baby. been wanting me? just had to ask.” he rambles, tugging your underwear to the side. “can have my cock whenever you want it, you know? it’s all yours.”
lando smears your wetness around with a swipe of his thumb, switching rapidly between messy circles around your clit and teasing dips into your cunt, shallow enough to make you squirm for more.
“just fuck me.” you pant, rutting your hips into his hand.
“the mouth on you, baby. filthy.” he scolds teasingly, but adheres, belt clinking and slacks dropping just enough to free himself.
he drags your hips even closer to the edge of the counter and you feel the warmth of him, hot and throbbing, ghosting over the seam of your pussy. you feel the tip of him press firmly against where you’re leaking, and a roll of his hips sheathes him deep into you smoothly.
“shit, we don’t have a condom.” his eyes fly open, finding yours. you just smirk up at him.
an earnest and vulnerable conversation in the weeks leading up to your wedding had you deciding to abandon your birth control, but you’d been using condoms ever since, not wanting any accidents in the run up to your nuptials.
“you said you wanted to get to work once we got married.” you clench around him for dramatic affect. your desire for flair makes sweat bead in his hairline. “so get to work.” you bite your lip, gazing up at him through lustful, hooded eyes.
“you’re gonna kill me, i swear.” he growls, finding a wild rhythm that makes you writhe into him.
slaps of skin echo through the bathroom, whines and cries of satisfaction and his name bouncing between the cream walls. he can’t take his eyes off of you, beautiful and spent beneath him, rutting your hips to meet his.
“i love you, lando, love you like this, mon amour.” you whimper, clinging to him. his shirt hangs wrinkled, tie loose and brushing against the skin of your chest that your dress doesn’t cover.
“i love you, too, baby. so fucking perfect for me.” lando groans, pressing a messy, open mouthed kiss to your lips. it’s all tongue and teeth, raw desire as you lick into each other. “you want me to put a baby in you already, huh? ready for me to fuck you nice and full and we’ve only be married, what, six hours?” he taunts.
“i want it, please.” you beg, softening your eyes and pouting your lips.
“my wife is such a needy slut for me, yeah, baby? gonna make me a daddy?”
a few more thrusts, and you’re undone, coating him as he stutters, fills you up. you pant into the intimate space between you both, satiated as you giggle, kiss him. you rake your hands through his sweat slicked locks, holding him close.
“we better get back.” he whispers.
“you’re dripping down my thigh.” you deadpan and he cackles, neck flexing as it does. you lick your lips subconsciously, anxious to mark the taut, tanned skin up when you have him all to yourself again.
“don’t worry, honey, i’ll clean it all up later.” he winks, and you slap his shoulder.
and when you’re curled into his side, cry laughing at max’s speech, recounting the unhinged DM you’d sent him once upon a time in qatar, you work overtime to keep your thighs clenched tight.
-
it’s 3am when you finally reach the villa, tucked away somewhere in sardinia, secluded and gorgeous. you creep around exploring while he drops your bags in the master suite, finding yourself on the back deck. from there, you can see the garden, green and ornate, bursting with flowers in shades of pinks and white. then, there’s the sea, waves crashing softly onto the white sand of your private beach. the privacy stretches on for miles in both directions, faint lights far away down the coastline.
you sigh, content, tears pricking your eyes. lando had picked this out, just for you, and his choices made it clear just how well he knows you. that’s how he finds you, wiping a stray tear, and he wraps you in his arms, his head perching on your shoulder. he breathes you in, and you feel him smile against the skin of your neck. open mouthed kisses are dotted over your shoulder and you relax fully into him, eyes fluttering shut.
“it’s so gorgeous, amour. thank you so much.” you whisper, turning your head and awaiting a kiss that quickly comes.
“don’t thank me, baby. this is the least you deserve.” he murmurs, resuming a soft suckle at your neck. you roll your eyes at his generosity. he’s so selfless sometimes that he forgets that he deserves this every bit as much as he thinks you do.
“can we go down to the shore? i’m too excited to sleep.” you giggle, and he hums into the hickey he’s leaving.
“course, honey. we have plenty of time to sleep.”
the plan was, after all, to eat, sleep, fuck, repeat. and swim, of course.
you walk down to the water hand in hand, taking your time through the gardens. he picks you a flower, tucks it sweetly behind your ear.
you ditch your shoes, sighing as your feet sink into the cool sand, damp from the push and pull of the waves. the stars are out, clear as day, and you play dot to dot, pointing out constellations to lando.
“do you have any idea how happy i am?” lando asks when you’re both sat in the sand. he pulls you into his side, your head tucking below his chin.
“if you’re as happy as i am then i’d guess pretty fucking happy.” you reply.
“the wedding was… god. i was kinda nervous about the whole event but as soon as i saw you walking down that aisle…” he trails off, scoffing in disbelief. “you’re a fucking angel.”
“i wasn’t even sure that charles was gonna let me go, you know?” you chuckle, gazing up into his watery eyes.
“i did have to pry him off.” lando laughs along with you, shaking his head.
“and then his speech.” you slap a hand over your mouth, stifling laughter. lando throws his head back in faux agony.
the speech in question had started with “to my sweet, dear baby sister and… lando”, and had ended with “and if you choose, for whatever reason, to make her unhappy, they will never find your body.”
“don’t think he’s ever gonna like me.” lando shrugs, tightening his arm around you, like someone might come and take you away.
“oh, shut up, he likes you! he just… likes to torture you more.” you grin cheekily up at him, and he can’t help but lean down and kiss you urgently.
“you are so beautiful.” he mumbles against your lips. “‘m so fucking in love with you.”
“je t’aime pour toujours.” you coo, licking into his mouth. i love you forever.
something urgent and guttural sounds from deep within him and you smooth your hands through his hair. he pulls away breathless, something wild in his eyes.
“we never talked about what happened in the bathroom.” lando rasps, eyes darkening.
“we got to work.” you smirk, echoing your previous words.
“but last time we spoke about it, you weren’t one hundred percent sure about the timing.” lando furrows his eyebrows, searching your face. your smirk relaxes into a smile, genuine with excitement.
“as soon as we said our vows, i knew i was ready. those things you said about family, about us having our own family… god, lando i would have let you have me right there at the alter.”
you are the light of my life. you make me happier than i ever thought i could be, and i will spend every day trying to make you feel the same way. from the moment i saw you, i was yours and i’ll stay yours until my last breath. my greatest joy so far is getting you call you my wife, and i can’t wait to call you the mother of my children. there’s no one else on this earth that i’d want to live my life with, raise a family with, come home to. you make me whole, baby.
safe to say, you’d said your own vows through a chorus of sobs.
“are you sure you’re ready?” lando whispers.
“i want a family with you, amour. let’s make one.” you raise an eyebrow, an invitation.
“i say we start right here.” lando beams, lunging towards you.
you fall back into the sand, laughing against his lips as he kisses you deeply, mouthing down your jaw. he wastes very little time, pulling at the strap of your camisole, licking over your bare flesh as he drags it down your arm.
“here? in the sand?”
“i said what i said.”
he peels off your top, nips at your bare chest as he pushes your sweats down, just enough to get his hand beneath your panties. you gasp wetly, eyes fluttering shut as he teases your folds with his fingers. he moans into the skin of your breast, hardening at the pooling wetness he’s discovered. a few calculated swipes of his fingers and he’s sinking them deep, your sweat pants restricting his movements. he adapts, rutting his fingers into you in a slow grind, thumb bumping your clit. your nipples peak, the ocean breeze and the cold sand under your back causing you to arch violently into him.
“you’re so wet for me, baby.” lando pants, before he closes his lips around your breast, swirling his tongue around your nipple. you’re sensitive, clenching around his fingers.
“want you inside of me.” you whine, bucking your hips to meet each grind of his digits.
“i am.” he flashes you a devilish grin, punctuating his words with a harder thrust.
“lando!” you growl, warning him.
“anything for my wife.”
he pulls his fingers out of you, the sound of the action obscene, and makes a show of sucking them clean while he strips himself bare. you huff, wriggling your sweats off so that you’re naked too, your thighs falling open on cue. he settles between them, brushing your hair out of your face as he settles on top of you.
you can feel him, throbbing and hot between your legs, small drops of him hitting your bare cunt. you keen into him, rolling your hips up to meet his.
“now, baby, please.” you beg.
“never get used to this, you know?” landos chest heaves as he pushes into you. “always feels as good as the first time.”
he sinks all the way in, taking note of every minuscule movement of your face. his breathing stutters at the warmth and wetness that envelops him whole, his tummy tight. you’re no better, lip caught between your teeth as you watch him hungrily.
“you remember our first time, baby? how good we were together, even then?” lando rasps, pulling out of you the tiniest bit, just to slam his hips right back against yours. it makes electricity shoot up your spine to the top of your head, leaving you hot all over.
“of course, amour, i think about it all the time.” you breathe, eyes rolling back as he sets his pace, slow yet so deliciously brutal.
“did you think then that we’d be doing this forever? that you’d be all mine, begging me to get you pregnant?” he teases, fingers digging into the plush of your hips.
“i used to think about it then, if we’d make it. knew we would. wanted you forever from the very first time.” you choke out, meaning it. “‘m so fucking happy lando.” you gasp, grabbing at every part of him that you can.
your hands smooth over his bronze skin, bound to get even richer from all of the sun kisses the rest of your honeymoon would bring. you zone out, honing in on the sound of the waves dancing against the shoreline, eyes staring up at the moon just behind his head. you can’t believe that you’re his, here, that this is real life and that you share a last name with a man that glows like the sun. a head of chocolate frosted curls obscures your vision, and you realise that you’re crying.
“baby? you with me?” lando draws you back to him, hips still.
“i’m here, ‘m sorry, it’s perfect. you’re so perfect.”
you pull him down, so desperate to taste him, moans muffled. your tears trail down his cheeks as well, so close and intertwined. he’s gentler now, pawing at your sides attentively, pulling your body along with his.
“gonna give you everything you want, pretty girl. my beautiful, beautiful girl.” lando coos.
“come with me.” you plead, nerve endings set alight by the overstimulating way his cock drags against your walls.
“you gonna take it all for me, mama?” and your vision goes white. he’s evil for that, playing you like a fool, but it makes you quiver around him, thighs shaking where they’re locked around his waist.
you chant his name, blasphemy, and words of absolute adoration as you let go, coating him in waves of your very own creation. he tries his best to ride through it, but one look at your twisted face, of your quaking body, and he’s dumb with pleasure, crashing down on top of you like a heated blanket.
the sun rises in the east when he carries you to bed, your eyes drooping as you loop your arms around his neck.
“get some sleep for me, angel. we have a baby to make.”
-
“do you ever wonder about trying new things?” lando asks, hand linked loosely with yours.
sea water rushes over your feet up to your ankles, the sun warming the skin of your backs as you stroll lazily along the coastline. it’s been three days of nothing but each other, a big, peaceful house and endless sunshine.
you sigh, rolling your eyes.
“lando, for the fourteenth fucking time, i promise i’ll play tarkov with you when we get home, but it’s just not really my thing-“ you whine, but his louder than life laugh cuts you off, slicing through the serenity of the beach.
“not what i meant, baby.” he chuckles, utterly fond of the way your face wrinkles with confusion.
“what, then?”
“in the bedroom.” lando smirks, and your eyes go wide.
“like… like what?” you squeak, slightly lost.
your sex life was nothing short of adventurous, to say the least.
“like maybe…” he hums teasingly. “you take control?” lando raises his eyebrows suggestively, and you feel yourself flush.
“me? i thought you liked taking charge?”
lando stops, pulling you into his body. water splatters higher up your legs, cooling you down the slightest amount. his hands cup your cheeks, tilting your head up to look at him.
“i love watching you.” he states simply. “and i wanna watch you push yourself.”
“okay.” you inhale shakily. “okay.” you repeat with more conviction. an idea pops into your head. you can’t resist the smirk that pulls at the corner of your lips, and lando grins at the glimmer in your eyes.
“go back to the house. wait for me in our room.”
“naked?” he quips cheekily.
“what do you think?” you tease. lando kisses you quickly, but you push him back. “go.” you command.
he turns to walk away, repeatedly turning back to you, as if he wants to make sure he hasn’t imagined your entire existence. you just turn your back, staring out to sea. the sky is awash with streaks of purple and orange, and you feel your skin prickle with excitement. you take your time walking back, actively trying to slow yourself down. when you reach the door to the master suite, your breath hitches in your throat.
your husband looks fucking ethereal, stretched out across the off-white linen on the king sized mattress. he’s elongated by the way his head is thrown back, bathed in the lamp light as his muscles flex, taut from the way he’s gripping himself, working himself from base to tip. a faint sheen of sweat coats his bronzer-still skin and your mouth runs dry.
“couldn’t wait?” you rasp, low and dangerous. his eyes flutter open, and the bastard has the audacity to beam at you.
“took too long.” he shrugs, resuming without a care in the world. you hear him pant, teeth gritted from the pleasure.
“hands off, lando.” you slowly undress, untying your sarong and letting it flutter to the floor. your bikini quickly follows, landing in a colourful heap on the floor. you stalk towards him and watch him swallow hard when you perch on your knees at the end of the bed. “you asked for this, amour, and you couldn’t even wait to enjoy it properly.”
you’re pouting at him, feigning sadness. he picks up on it, eyes locked on you, trailing shamelessly over your breasts.
“was thinking about how pretty you looked out there.” lando rasps, fisting the duvet beneath him. you tilt your head to the side, raking your eyes over his frame.
“bad boys don’t get the real thing.”
you smooth your hand up his thigh towards his hipbone, and you notice the way he twitches, cock stood tall and waiting. he’s leaking, desperate and aching, but he plays along, needy for it. you grin lazily, wriggling up the bed until you’re close enough, throwing your leg over one of his until you’re straddling his thigh, the skin warm against your bare cunt.
“baby…” he breathes, bringing up a hand to graze your thigh, but you bat it away.
“no touching.” you scold. “i’m gonna take what i want and,” you pause, thoughtfully. “then, maybe, i’ll give you something.”
lando pouts up at you, slowly retreating his hand until it’s back at his side. his jaw is tight as he fights to keep his mouth shut, trying to be content with just watching. after all, you are quite the sight.
you roll your hips experimentally, gasping at the way your clit grazes his skin. your head falls back, out of it as you find a rhythm that works. you drag yourself backwards and forwards, panting as you go, your wetness smearing across his flexed thigh.
“it’s so good, lando,” you moan. “wish you could touch me, but you don’t behave.” you tut, smirking down at him.
“i’ll be good, baby.” he chokes, and your eyes fly open. you rake you eyes over the shape of him, the tense dips of each of his abs, the way his hip bone pulses, leading all the way down to where he’s throbbing.
“looks painful.” you bite your lip. “want me to help?”
“please.” he coos, reaching out for you again before he thinks better of it, twisting his fingers back into the sheets until his knuckles are white.
you grip the base of his cock, loose at first, squeezing tight a few times. his mouth falls open, a deep, unhinged groan rumbling through his chest. you almost lose yourself in how gorgeous he looks but you remain focused, fucking your hand up and down on him a few times, experimenting.
“you gotta wait, amour.” you warn, thumbing at the tip, smearing beads of pre cum over the head. lando whines, squeezing his eyes shut, teeth gritting so hard that his jawline pops, defining it even more than usual. you grin. he’s wrapped so tight around your finger.
“don’t tease me.” he begs, bucking his hips into your hand.
“but you gotta keep it all in for me, amour. save it all so you can fill me up whenever i want.” your voice drips all over him like honey, making him shiver violently.
“you can’t just say that-“
“i can, lando. i can,” you giggle, evil. “and you’re gonna take it.” it’s a promise and a threat and he’s seconds away from blowing his load all over you.
“jesus, i’ve created a fucking monster.” lando hisses, gasping with every slow rub of your hands over his cock.
“and now you’re gonna deal with the consequences, sweetheart.” you purr. “you wanna fuck me?”
his eyes shoot wide open, and he nods desperately, his gaze boyish and needy.
“so wet for you, lando, think i’ll just sink right…” you trail off, manoeuvring yourself so that you’re hovering over his length, red and swollen. “down.” you moan, filling yourself up with ease.
lando cries out, a broken man of his own design, and you pant, rocking yourself backwards and forward as you adjust to the intrusion.
“we feel so good together.” you breathe, peering down at where he’s splitting you open.
“so good.” lando affirms. “can i touch you?” he whines, the veins in his arms protruding through his skin. they remind you how powerful he is, how easily he could flip you over and pound into you like a madman, but he’s letting you destroy him and he’s loving every second. you clamp down around him at the thought, a gush of your slick dripping down around him.
“touch me.” you comply, and he springs from the mattress, sitting unsupported in the middle of the bed as his hands snake around your waist. you anchor him though, holding him close as he holds you tight against him, rutting up into you so deliciously that you cry out his name wetly, face buried in his hair. “so good for me.” you whisper.
your hands cup his face, pulling back from his frizzy curls enough to press your lips to his, swallowing each-others moans.
“gonna come, baby.” lando mumbles into your lips, eyes glazed over with panic, scared you’re gonna deny him.
“that’s okay, amour, you saved it all for me.” you kiss the words against the corner of his mouth, eyes fluttering shut as your own orgasm tightens your belly to the point of no return. “good boy, lando, fill me up now, sweetheart.”
the grunt he lets out heightens into a whine, lost to the crook of your neck as he releases, grinding into you as he lets go. it sends a rush of heat up your spine, a flame to gunpowder, and you thrash in his arms, meeting your own end seconds later.
you come down in his embrace, pulling away to meet his wide eyes, awestruck and glossy.
“thank you, baby.” he mutters, hugging you tight for just a moment, before rolling you onto your back.
“love you.” you whisper, confused as to where he’s going when he starts to move down the bed.
you don’t have to wonder for long, watching as he settles his head against your thigh, licking his lips as he finds his release dripping out of you. two fingers run through your folds, teasing each and every overstimulated nerve. your teeth sink into your bottom lip right when his fingers sink into your cunt. lando’s in a daze, watching the way everything seeps out of you.
“keep it in for me.” lando slurs, transfixed on every clench of your spent cunt around his thick fingers. your eyes roll back in your head.
-
you roll over in the bed, the sunlight streaming through the linen curtains rousing you from your slumber. you push your hair from your face, reaching blindly for your husband but your hand lands on cold sheets, thudding dully against the mattress. you wrinkle your nose, sitting up and scanning the bedroom. you don’t find him, confused. he never wakes up first. your feet meet the cool tiles of the floor and you pad into the en-suite to freshen up, pulling a loose robe on before you make your way downstairs. you can smell eggs, toast and something floral, and you grin giddily, already anticipating what awaits.
you find lando in the middle of the kitchen, sleepy eyed and smiling at you like you’re the centre of the universe, sent to earth just for him. he’s surrounded, surrounded, by flowers, all kinds of varieties, and they flood the space, every surface covered by bouquets and arrangements. behind him, nestled amongst the sea of pinks, yellow and whites, the table is laid out with a delicious spread, and you feel a pang of hunger at the sight of fresh pastries and juices.
“mon dieu.” you sigh dreamily, grazing a hand over flower petals as you make your way through the jungle towards lando. “all of this for me? how the fuck did you manage this?” you swoon, wrapping your arms around his neck. he leans down, kisses you sweet and slow.
“rumour has it, there are no flowers left on the island.” he chuckles into your neck, and you giggle, leaning up to kiss him again.
“you’re insane.” you reply, awestruck. how did you get so lucky?
“ready for the day?” lando asks, toying with the ends of your hair.
“as long as i get to eat my body weight in sfogliatella first.” you tell him, eyeing the table behind him hungrily.
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droplets of water sparkle in the sunlight, dripping slowly down his lean back, flexing with every shake of his head.
lando had crawled out the pool, and right between your legs, where he now resides, mouthing at the crotch of your bikini bottoms. he snaps the band of them against your waist, and you arch further into him every time his nose bumps your clothed clit.
“you’re being mean.” you whine, head falling back against the sun lounger. your book has fallen to the stone paved floor, your place surely lost, but you couldn’t care less. every time you pick the damn thing up, your husband has found a new, unique, way to entice you out of actually reading it, usually with his tongue.
“you want my mouth, baby? just say please.” he smirks up at you, wet curls falling over his eyes. water droplets drip over your thighs, cold against your warm skin and you shiver.
“please.” you growl, not really meaning it, but it’s the thought that counts, right?
“polite.” lando tuts, but he relents, twisting the ties that hold the bottoms together until they come undone. he tugs the material away, throws it blindly, and the quiet splash that sounds from behind him tells you both that they’d landed in the pool. he looks up at you, sheepish, and you glare at him.
“make it up to me.” you mutter, bucking your hips into his face.
lando complies, closing his mouth over your clit, sucking softly at the bud. you’re throbbing for him, writhing in the heat of the sun at his electric touch.
two fingers slither between your folds, and he groans into your cunt at the slickness that he finds there, laving his tongue through your slit to savour your taste before his fingers sink inside of you. as he builds a rhythm, fingertips bumping that special spot, you cry out, melting completely into the lounger.
“can feel us from earlier,” lando slurs, lips bumping your clit as he speaks. you shiver, the wet squelch between you quivering thighs leaving you utterly breathless. “so good for me, keeping it all in.”
you let go a few seconds later, grinning languidly as you watch him lick his fingers clean through your sunglasses. he kisses you cheekily, leaving you with your taste on your tongue, and he throws himself back into the pool.
“get my bikini bottoms!” you call, flustered by the way the low sun hits him, paints his golden and shiny.
“but i prefer the view without them.” he winks, but dives under the water to retrieve them nonetheless.
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“‘m so, so in love with you.” lando rasps into your ear, mouthing at the skin of your flushed cheeks.
you’re chest to chest, eyes locked as he grinds into you, deeper and deeper somehow with every thrust. he leaves you dizzy, tingling and weightless with every stroke, hips brushing yours.
“lando,” you sigh dreamily, threading your fingers through his curls. they’re loosening from the humidity, the heat burning between you both, no longer perfectly coiled like they had been during your dinner date.
lando had hired out a small italian restaurant overlooking the sea, soft fairy lights strung over your heads as you’d sipped wine, hands loosely clasped together. he’d toyed with your wedding band the whole time, eyes rarely leaving yours. it was a perfect end to a perfect honeymoon, and as he’d driven you back to your villa, the tension had simmered.
he had you on your back quickly, but he was careful with you, lazily revealing more and more skin as he slowly undressed you. he’d tried to slide between your thighs, eyes lit up with longing, but you’d refused him. you needed him against you, buried so deep, intertwined. lando hadn’t fought you much, pouting at the deprivation of getting a taste, but when he’d slid his cock through your folds, easy because of your glistening slick, his eyes had rolled back and he’d gotten over the disappointment.
“you’re so perfect.” you pant, leaning up to kiss him. it’s sweet, full of passion, leaves you wanting. “i love you.” you whisper when he pulls away, his forehead resting intimately against yours. warm breaths mingle, rapid and needy from the intensity of it all.
when you fall apart under him, a string of jumbled french rolls off of your tongue, your eyes squeezed shut at the pure inferno of ecstasy that washes over you. you’re both damp with sweat, his curls falling in a mess over his forehead, framing pretty eyes that roll back in his head when he burrows deep and reaches his own release.
once you’re untangled, you lay facing each other and his fingertips ghost over the curve of your bare waist. you watch one another, utterly content with the silence, bathing in the warmth of the bedside lamp and the pale moonlight that filters in through the open balcony doors. the cool nighttime breeze grazes over your naked bodies, pulling you out of the unrelenting heat of the moment and into something serene, peaceful.
“i can’t wait to spend my life with you.” lando whispers, his words soft in the quiet of the room. you let them wash over you, tuned in to the waves rippling against the shore in the distance. you grin coyly back at him, grabbing the hand that he’s stroking you with. you pull it to your lips, kiss it sweetly.
you fall asleep with his arms wrapped around you, your back to his chest, loose curls tickling the skin of your neck. one of his hands rests gently over your lower belly, covered with one of yours.
your bags wait by the door, packed and ready to go home, where the rest of your life with him begins.
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“i like this colour better, i think.” you muse, flicking between paint swatches. violet white and apple moon have caught your attention, but you wonder if a colder undertone would work best. you’ve taken on the task of redoing a guest room, a little end of summer project.
lando wrinkles his nose and you roll your eyes playfully.
you’re lounged across your sofa, the sun slowly dipping behind the horizon and you watch it through the open balcony doors. the room is tinged orange, glowing, painting your husband angelic.
“don’t you think something… warmer would work better?” he asks, leaning closer to have another look.
“not everyone loves fluorescent yellow.” you tease, and he wraps an arm around your shoulder, pulling you into his side.
“okay, not that.” he laughs. “what about,” he scans the other swatches on the coffee table, reaching for one. “this one?”
he hands you honey beam, and you toy with the small card.
“i think it’s too pink.” you say.
“it’s cute! i just think we should paint it something soft, just in case…” he trails off, leaning forward and immersing himself in the samples. you lean in, too, chasing him. he has this small smile on his lips, lost in thought.
“hey, ‘in case’ what?” you ask.
lando turns to you, just stares for a second. the low sun makes your eyes sparkle, and he melts.
“in case we get pregnant.” he says quietly.
“oh.” you coo, grinning up at him. “i suppose you have a point.”
“yeah?” he breathes, excited in a way you can only compare to a sweet, innocent puppy.
“yeah.”
“like, baby, i love your eye for design but i don’t want our baby to grow up in a a pretentious, grey, prison-“ lando teases you, and you shut him up by wrestling him back onto the sofa.
“ve te faire foutre.” you scold, kissing over his cheeks.
“i love you and i love our house.” lando murmurs sincerely.
the paint swatches are forgotten as you laugh together and kiss him sweetly into the sofa.
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lando relaxes into the seat, waiting for the plane to take off. oscar sits across from him, already falling asleep, hoodie pulled tight around his head. charles and alexandra are supposed to be joining them on the flight back to nice. he wonders where they are - he wants nothing more than to get home, curl into his wife’s side. lando snaps a picture of his dozing teammate, smirking at the screen, but before he can upload it to his instagram story, your contact photo fills the screen. he accepts the facetime, beaming as your tired eyes meet his through the screen.
“hey baby.” lando coos, sticking his tongue out at you.
“mon amour,” you greet, grinning at him lazily. “have you taken off yet?” you ask softly. you’re on your side in bed, blankets cocooning you, and lando aches to be there with you.
“soon, waiting for your brother and alex.” lando rolls his eyes jokingly, and you tut.
“i’ll tell them off.” you frown, unserious.
“god, don’t do that! i’m already terrified of that man.” lando shivers, and your laugh fills his ears, warms the blood flowing through his cheeks. “are you okay, though, baby? you look tired.”
“yeah, think it’s just sugar crash,” you half shrug. “i’ve been really tired for the last few days, it’s nothing.”
“sugar?” lando’s eyebrows furrow. you’re not one for sugary things, supplementing it with your body weight in snacks. you’re a savoury girl, through and through.
“yeah, i’m all kinder-d out.” you giggle, sheepish. his eyes go wide.
“my kinder?” lando gasps, feigning hurt. he sees it, then, the pile of wrappers on the nightstand behind you.
“whoops? don’t even know what came over me, but your entire stash is gone.”
“how am i ever gonna forgive you for this?” lando shakes his head, smirking at the screen.
“just get more on the way back? please?” you plead, giving him the eyes that he’d die for.
“course, baby.” he promises, but he’s mulling it all over in his head. “you’re not getting sick, are you?”
cravings. overly tired. all you had to say next was that you were nauseous and he’d be buying a crib. he kept his mouth shut, though, because it clearly hasn’t dawned on you yet.
“not sure, i’ve been fine mostly.” you shrug again, and lando can’t help but smile like a fool. “what?” you ask, noticing his untamed expression.
“nothing, i just love you. okay, baby, i’m gonna call charles and see where he is. i’ll be home in a few hours.”
“don’t forget my kinder!” you call, blowing him a kiss. “have a good flight, amour, i love you.”
lando can’t quieten his mind, too overwhelmed with the possibility that you’re about to expand your family, something he’s imagined since before he’d even proposed.
when charles steps onto the small plane, met with the sight of his brother in law grinning like an idiot at absolutely nothing, he wonders, yet again, what kind of joke god was playing on him.
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you hear the front door open, the soft thud of bags dropping to the floor, and you spring from the mattress. you ignore the way your tummy turns uncomfortably, and speed down the hallway to meet him.
“hey baby.” lando murmurs, holding you tight when you jump into his arms. you never get used to him being gone.
“missed you.” you whisper, breathing in the familiar scent of him, warm and spicy, and even better than usual. “i’m so proud of you.”
lando was leading the championship, but he couldn’t get too comfortable. charles and lewis were looming in the near distance, and oscar was creeping towards the party at a rate of knots. but lando was on a streak of race wins, and he couldn’t deny that your praise made him giddy. after all, these days it was all for you.
“yeah?” lando asks, pressing his forehead against yours. you hum in agreement, leaning in for a kiss. it’s sweet, tender, silent confirmation of just how much you’ve missed one another.
“did you pick up my chocolate?” you pout, fingers intertwined as you walk to the sofa. you drop down, curling up and lando sits next to you.
“i did, and i also got you something else.” lando smiles coyly, unzipping his bag. your eyebrows furrow in confusion.
first, he hands you the kinder chocolate. then, he hands you a pregnancy test.
seeing the two items together makes it dawn on you, and you slap your hands over your face.
“mon dieu!” you gasp. “how did i not realise?” when you lower your hands, lando sees how your eyes glimmer with tears, your lips stretched into a nervous smile.
“so i’m not crazy for thinking it, right?” lando laughs, cupping your cheeks with warm, shaking hands.
“you’re not. should i take it now?”
“i might die if you don’t.” lando’s dead serious, the tension between you palpable.
you stand from the sofa, speed towards the bathroom, and lando watches you go. he sighs, rubbing his eyes, overcome with jitters and excitement.
time seems to stand still as he waits, eyes locked on the door that you’d gone through, waiting for any movement. five minutes must have passed, but if you’d told him it had been five years, he would have believed it. the door handle makes him jump to his feet, and he walks towards you tentatively. your expression is unreadable and he wants to scream.
“so? are you- are we?” lando pleads, only a few steps away from you now.
your neutral expression morphs into one of pure joy, the tears you’d been holding back streaming in a free-for-all.
“all that work we put in must have paid off.” you whisper, and lando surges towards you. your feet leave the ground, held so tight as he spins you around.
“we’re having a baby?” lando breathes, placing you back on the ground carefully.
“you’re gonna be a dad.” you manage through tears.
“my god,” his voice is laced with disbelief, utterly enamoured with you. “i can’t even believe it.” his face is buried in the crook of your neck, and you feel his wet, hot tears pooling there.
“i’m pregnant.” you say it slowly, tasting it on your tongue, feeling the weight of it. your husband clings to you, and your hands rake through his hair, soothing him with your dull nails across his scalp, as you ground yourself in the ecstasy of the moment.
“we did it!” lando cheers, flushed red, his watery eyes shining like the sun hitting the sea. you’re shaking, fingertips grazing your sweatshirt covered belly. his fingers lace with yours, rubbing gentle circles over the fabric.
“we did.” your voice wobbles, cheeks aching from your unshakable smile. “what the hell do we do now?”
“we plan a really elaborate hiding spot so that charles never finds me. you and the baby can visit.” lando replies earnestly, bursting into giggles when you swat his arm.
he pulls you into a kiss, so slow and gentle that the whole house melts away around you; all that’s left is you and him, and something so beautiful that you’ve created together.
“thank you.” lando mumbles against your lips.
“i’m just glad you convinced me not to paint the spare room grey.”
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Ateez finding out that you're pregnant
Requested? Yes!
Request: Hi! <3 I loved your ATEEZ reaction with a low maintenance partner! I was wondering if I could make a request? Either: How each member prefers to sleep with you at night/whether they like to be held or do the holding/etc. I did see the sleeping positions one but I figured this one was different enough. If not that's totally fine!! Otherwise, maybe a pregnancy one, I saw the ones planned for svt and I'd love to see ateez. tysm!! <3’
TW/CW: pregnancy and baby talk. Skip if you aren’t into that.
Hongjoong
The picture of totally put together. There will be only a split second of shock before he’s holding you tight and telling you how happy he is about the news. If you were nervous about the news (which I think most people are at least a little), he’s putting your mind at ease immediately. No, it’s not too soon. No, he’s not worried about the group or the company. Yes, he can’t wait to start a family.
Seonghwa
Stunned silence. You actually think you might have broken him. Once he starts talking, it’s one half-finished question only to be interrupted by another half-finished question, but you get the picture so you explain that you realized you were late and took a test. If the shock goes on so long that you feel like this whole thing is going down the drain, he’ll snap out of it to assure you he’s thrilled, he might just need some time to wrap his head around it.
Yunho
He had a sneaking suspicion when you got a ‘stomach bug’. He doesn’t say anything right away and you’d be too busy being sick to care. So he simply takes you to the doctor. He’s totally silent when you stammer that you don’t need to take a test and the doctor assures you it’s just to eliminate potential causes. When the doctor announces your results, he’s already braced for the shock and handles it far more gracefully than you do. Please, he’d be such a steady partner, change my mind.
Yeosang
When you tell him, he just smiles and nods. You ask if he has anything to say and he smiles and says no. This sort of questioning goes on until you really aren’t convinced he even heard you. You don’t feel good and this is a tough topic if only because it’s a surprise, and the whole thing makes you impatient. “Are you even listening? I said I’m pregnant!” The frustration will double when he just smiles and says, “I know. At least I suspected.” He pulls you in for a hug as you rage, “Then why didn’t you tell me??? I didn’t know!!!” Irritatingly calm in the face of such news.
San
The gentlest of guys and you can’t convince me otherwise. After like the third bout of illness in one morning, he puts you back to bed and very carefully brings up the possibility. He hates the panic that flashes across your face at the mere mention of it and he decides now is a great time to tell you that he’d love it if you were expecting. It puts your mind at ease and the conversation is a slow buildup to you finally asking him to get the tests. Super sweet and supportive even before the tests are purchased.
Mingi
Panic. I could leave it at that but I guess I won’t. He does not know what to do with this information and might not handle it gracefully. He hates that he can see how nervous and upset you are but I envision he’d need to step away. Imagine him going to an older member in crisis mode. Also, imagine Hongjoong blowing up because he just left you like that without any comfort. After some careful coaching, his older members will demand he go and make things right. When he calms down and thinks of the future, he likes it, but a big change like that is scary.
Wooyoung
He just shows up with a couple of tests and demands that you take it. It’s so perplexing that you’re kind of waiting for the punchline (because he always has one). But he really doesn’t have one now and he’s very serious. Now, that doesn’t mean he’s not a smart ass!! He’ll say something like, “You’ve been biting my head off for weeks, you keep gagging at the food I make, and you missed your period last month. Take it so I know how offended to be.” He’s joking on that last bit because of how pale you get at the implication. He’s thrilled about the news, but he’s equally thrilled to know that you don’t just hate him!!
Jongho
Overjoyed. Like there’s not even a moment of shock. The way he holds you close and tells you how happy he is in an instant really smashes any doubts you might have had. Totally doting immediately. I’m serious, do not move, do not pick anything up, do not try to do anything for yourself. I think normally he would not baby his partner quite so much, but he’d do a complete 180 with this news. Prepare to be coddled for at least 9 months, or maybe forever, idk.
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Widows rest
My take on a Black widow! Reader x Batman and Batfam but with a slight twist, reader doesn't know the Bats but they seem to know them...
Warning: contains avengers infinity war spoilers, black widow spoilers, mentions of death, hospitals, poor writing, possible ooc,
Part 7: recycled goods
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“This is for you.”
Bruce drops a phone in your lap unprompted, he'd been in the middle of explaining his business ventures to you something about a rival company, Luthor something? when he paused and fished it out of his pocket.
Your brow quirks as you fish it out of the blankets and hold it up, it doesn't look brand new, the stickers on the back say as much. There's a yellow eagle insignia of some sort that reminds you a bit of Captain marvel, and a red S in a diamond, Both stickers are a bit lopsided and slightly worn around the edges.
“this is….” You glance at the man.
He's quick to supply the info. “It was yours, it is yours actually.” he leans forward and rests his elbows on the bed near your arm as he explains, you're slowly getting used to his comfortable he is getting close to you.
“I see…. What are these for?” You gesture at the stickers curiously, your expression betraying nothing but perfect contentedness and curiosity.
“That's-”
“that one's wonder woman, and that one's Superman.” Damian, who had been quietly doing schoolwork on the other side of your bed interrupts him, dropping his pen to point at the different symbols. You felt strange about the kid ever since the dream, not that you've shown it.
“Oh, those are the…. Justice Legends right?” From what you've gathered they're basically this worlds avengers, a team of superheroes squirm to protect the planet. Yada yada yada.
“Justice League, yeah. The oldest boys stuck those on there at some point.” Bruce quickly and gently corrects you before Damian can cut him off again, he looks a bit sad that you know so little, his lips pulling thin and his shoulders sag slightly. but he quickly shakes the look off and straightens up in his chair.
“TT, sloppy work too. I wouldn't have put them on wrong.” Damian scoffs as he glances at the phone in your hand, he's quite the little perfectionist it seems.
“It's just stickers, Dami.” Bruce's words make Damian grumble and roll his eyes, picking up his pen and resuming writing quietly.
They both leave when the nurse shows up to change your bedding, telling them visiting hours were over with a nervous air about her. The fact that everyone defers to the billionaire gets on your nerves.
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You're on the rooftop again, still stuck in the damn wheelchair per doctors orders. You're not quite sure why you come up here of all places, probably the thought of all the cameras in the sitting lounges pisses you off, makes you feel even more cooped up than your windowless room does.
You're fiddling with the phone, first thing you'd noticed when you'd powered it on was the fact it was apparently Wayne tech. Going through it the second thing you noticed was that it was bugged. That sours your mood at first, but then it feels like a challenge to you. You've been decoding and planting and removing malware for longer than these fuckers have been alive, if you could encrypt Stark tech this will be easy.
It's engaging enough that you almost don't notice his appearance, his cape blowing in the wind as he balances on the ledge like he's Spider-Man or something. Fucking bat-man again.
“do you climb up here every night looking for me, or are you keeping tabs on me.” You don't look up from the phone as you call out to him, too engrossed in ruining the programs embedded in it.
“I climb a lot of buildings at night.” He mutters dryly, the forced deep tones still present as he slides off the ledge and walks closer like a normal person finally.
You glance up at him, you're still wary of the guy obviously, but so far he's behaved whenever he's appeared. “That's a weird way to get your cardio in.”
“It's more than cardio, I'm helping people.”
“Right, right. You're a part of the…. Justice Legends right? ‘saving the world one cosmic threat at a time’ yeah?”
“…yeah, I'm a part of them. What're you doing?” He glances down at the phone in your lap, obviously indicating what he means.
“going through my phone, or i suppose it's mine.” You shrug nonchalantly, glancing back down at the device. You scowl when you realize the spyware is updating itself, possible AI? or is someone actively resisting the bug removal remotely? You huff as you pick it up and go back to work on the device.
“where'd you get it from?” The caped hero presses on, leaning back against an AC unit And loosely crossing his arms in front of his chest.
“My husband, brought it in today while him and the young one were visiting. Mother-” you roll your eyes slightly as you find the stupid malware is layered, codes hidden within codes.
“problem?” He tilts his head, watching you scowl at the phone and getting worked up as you fiddle with it.
“It's fucking bugged, some creep could be watching me right now.” you assume that as a hero, he knows how annoying attempts to spy on your person are, anyone running around with his whole theme would probably never want to be watched. You smirk when you get one over on the mysterious thing trying to block your attempts, now this is environment enrichment.
“Bugged? As in tapped?” The bat themed man straightens up and stalks closer to you, squatting down beside you to watch you work.
You let him, at least he's not as touchy as your ‘family’. You just hum distractedly in response as you practically jab your fingers into your phone.
It's silent for a few moments, just the sound of wind and the distant ambiance of the city while you work on the phone and the man watches. he rests his elbows on the arm of your chair, eventually he breaks the silence (and your concentration.)
“You're good at this, real good…. Where'd you learn?” He tilts his masked head, there's a tension to him that wasn't there before. You're sure of that.
“Dunno, i just know it. Hey you know the people and the things worth knowing here, yeah? Tell me what this symbol is.” You see no need to tell him you learned this in Moscow, many years ago when you were still just a kid trying to survive. You turn the phone towards him and show him the picture on your phone, some kind of symbol from whatever is hacking your phone. A green circle with that appears to be the caricature of a woman's face.
He hums, grabbing your wrist to steady the phone. damn shaky limbs after a few seconds he releases you and shrugs, his elbows returning to the arm of your wheelchair.
“couldn't tell you, might be a private company thing…Do you want me to find out?”
“maybe, any idea why someone might spy on a random citizen?” As much as you're enjoying cracking this yourself, you don't like the thought of not covering your blind spots. Was it your family? Or did someone get access to the phone while in their possession? The thought makes the paranoid part of your subconscious itch, you'd throw the phone off the roof if it wasn't your direct tie to whoever's behind this.
“I've got a few ideas…. I'll look into it myself, don't panic, okay? I'll get back to you when I've got something.” He straightens up, stepping behind you to grab the handles of your chair as he starts to walk you back into the hospital.
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Bruce is driving towards the GCPD, the bat symbol has been on for nearly ten minutes now and he's in a bit of a rush as he weaves through traffic. His notification system starts going off and he can already take a few guesses on this calling.
“B, thank God! you need to go check on operater right now they're-”
“they're fine, Oracle. I was just there. Everything's fine.” He interrupts quickly, she's probably been trying to reach him for a few moments.
“what? So it was you who wrecked my program then? Why the fu-”
He almost feels bad about interrupting her again. “It wasn't me, Oracle. I just….watched operater do it.” the line goes quiet for a beat, the only sound in the car is the low purr of the engines as he swerves around a garbage truck.
“…B, you and i both know operater can't do that.” Babs sounds confused, he can just picture her glaring at her monitor as she speaks slowly.
“…yeah, i know.”
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A/n: sorry this one's a bit late! I'm not 100% happy with this chapter but I've had a migraine for a few days so this is what we've got 🥲
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ShadowMilk cookie x lonely! Desperate female reader, who's a Kitsune!))
WARNING! MENTION OF SELF HARM!
You've had enough.
Time to start cutting away at your arms again with a small knife.
Seeing so many people having a lover made you jealous. You wanted that sort of affection. To be held. Cuddled. Kissed. Wanted.
But nobody seemed interested in you.
Was it because you were too skinny/fat? Was it because you didn't wear enough makeup?
"Well, this is an interesting bunch of thoughts~!"
The sudden voice in your head made you stop yourself from getting ready to add another cut into your dough.
"Who's there!? Show yourself!" You looked around the bathroom, your ears flicking everywhere to pick up any plssible source of the voice.
"Relax, my dear! I'm a friend!" The voice chimed. "Looking for a conversation! You see, your upset, yes?"
"Wha-"
"Tired of being single? Seeing couples makes you think your too useless, right? Everybody's neglecting you! But I...I like you."
"You're saying nonsense! I don't even know you!"
The owner of the voice smirked to himself. He knew that manipulating you into being his forever was all too simple.
You were meant to be his.
"Yes you do~! We've interacted in your dreams many times!"
You paused.
There was a cookie that had been seeing you in your dreams a lot. He looked like a Jester that was decorated in black and blue, with a dash of white. And he had gorgeous mismatched eyes.
Was that the owner of the voice in your head?
"I can read your thoughts, and yes! I'm the guy from your dreams! ShadowMilk cookie!"
"ShadowMilk cookie? Wait you- YOU'RE THE BEAST THAT TRIED TORMENTING PURE VANILLA COOKIE!" You panicked, gripping your tail to calm down.
"Pssht, relax darling! I don't wanna hurt ya! I wanna help you! You seem like you want to have a lover. A companion. I can do that for you, if you become my...helper, hehe!"
'Helper?'
Becoming the assistant of the most powerful Beast cookie, in exchange for affection?
You wanted to say no. To warn Pure Vanilla that ShadowMilk was watching you.
But...finally being loved and cared for was all too tempting.
And the Beast smirked as he knew...
You were already under his control...
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ShadowMilk cookie had given you a glowing blue trail of energy only you could see. So you could find his domain.
And it was fun but twisted.
You admired some of the carnival games, and even attended a theater show. You indulged in your curiosity and fun.
Then you headed into the castle.
"Oho, I see I've got my favorite person is infront of me? FINALLY!" The Jester exclaimed, flying off his chair to inspect you.
Your ears pinned back, he didn't look scary, but you knew better than to let your guard down.
"H-hi there, ShadowMilk cookie.." you muttered shyly.
"Now now, no need to be shy! If I'm going to be your boyfriend, then I wanna see your cute face!" He tilted your head upwards slightly with his hand, smirking.
Would he ever let you go?
No...
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It's been about 6 months since you got to meet the Beast cookie and stay at his twisted castle.
And you asked yourself why you didn't do it sooner.
Was him pampering you and telling you he loved you everyday a lie? Probably. But did it feel nice being treated like that?
Yes, because you were so damn desperate.
As you played around with the giant black and blue snake, his pet, he simply watched you from afar.
...did he like you?
The Beast really didn't know. He got jealous and angry anytime you spoke about PureVanilla. Saying he should've noticed how badly you were hurting on the inside, and that the fact he didn't, made him a poor excuse of a true friend.
But he also didn't know if he wanted to give you his heart.
So, he continued to simply treat you like his partner, when he didn't consider himself as such a thing.
"Hi ShadowMilk cookie!" You went over to him, the snake following you. "I fed Noodle, just as you asked!"
"Ah, very well done then! Noodle doesn't like anybody who's not me! Count yourself a very lucky, lucky cookie!" The Beast pet his snake, then sent it elsewhere.
Then, he looked...serious?
"..." ShadowMilk removed his Jester crown and looked away. Like he was..scared?
"Now then, um...you see, I had a script. Bring you here, feed you sweet, little lies, and make sure you would go against PureVanilla cookie. Help me get his soul jam. However, you ruined that script!"
"W-what-? No, no, I don't know what you mean!" You felt scared. Was he gonna kill you?
"...you made me feel warm and fuzzy when you're around. You haunted my mind and it was so...so ANNOYING! And you made me want more of it.."
No way.
No fucking way he was confessing!?
"..." the Beast cookie said nothing as he took your hand in his, his gaze on the floor.
"...I like you too, ShadowMilk cookie. I didn't think I'd be able to learn to love you, but...I can't help it." You admitted, your ears pinned and tail wagging.
"Oh, is that so~?" He put his crown back on and pulled you in close, summoning an apple.
"Then...why don't you and I become one, heart and soul, hm?" He held it up towards you.
You leaned in and took a bite of the apple, and he did the same thing while maintaining his eyes on yours, like a hungry predator.
Even when the apple slipped and hit the floor, his gaze didn't leave yours. It only closed once he shut his eyes as you kissed him deeply. And he wasted zero time in reciprocating.
And in that moment you knew he was actually being honest for once.
And it made you happy, knowing you were worth his complete honesty~
Guys this fic is one of my longest, sorry if it's bad. Also, idk if that's his pet or not, but I hc this is his pet snake, Noodle! (He would name it smth silly lmao) (also that wasn't an apple of deceit, just a normal apple idk it was hot 2 think about :3)
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BTS's Thoughts on (Red/Yellow/Red Flags) For Partners
Let's look into this request of what they consider as green, yellow and red flags for partner as we have looked into their own. I wonder if they connect with their own, but not sure I remember their reading though.
Jin
Green (Queen of Pentacles) He likes someone supportive, probably financially stable and independent, but does have a nurturing quality to them. And someone who sees the beauty out of life and has the ability to take on new opportunities. Someone responsible as well. Someone who gets things done, and doesn't wallow and just sit around about things. They need to be driven and very goal oriented.
Yellow (2 of Wands) Someone who doesn't meet him halfway, someone he can't connect or vibe with, who can't see his point of view of things. Also, someone who can't see the big picture of things.
Red (4 of Swords) Makes sense with the other cards. He doesn't want someone lazy or passive, someone who has no goals or who doesn't take life seriously. He wants someone to have thoughts and opinions on things. He doesn't want someone passive, who doesn't do anything about anything. Someone devoid of any sort of opinion isn' t for him.
Suga
Green (The Empress) He likes someone who is creative, someone successful and abundant. He would want someone who takes action and makes their dreams come true, pretty similar to his energy. I do get Mom energy, so someone with that energy, nurturing, caring, adaptable, that is his green flag. Also, someone with a sense of duty and responsibility to others, towards him, and also towards others as well.
Yellow (The Hermit) Weird yellow flag, he may not like someone too introspective, someone who goes within a lot, or maybe doesn't really seek his advice or help, and just goes on their own path. I don't know, the hermit is someone of profound wisdom and experience, so he may not like someone with that, which okay, why not. Isn't he this way, so why is that wrong for a partner. Anyway, his choice, his life. He rather have a creative force that brings things to the world, than someone who just focuses within themselves and stay within their bubble. He may also like someone who is able to get outside their comfort zone, so someone who stay within certain boundaries he may not like too much.
Red (3 of Wands) Going along with the others. And similar to Jin in a sense. He doesn't like someone who doesn't take the leap or expand themselves or their horizons. He doesn't like if they stay in their bubble as I mentioned. It is like he is an introvert who was able to expand himself, so he wouldn't want someone else to hold themselves back due to always trying to go inward, it is like he did it, so can you, so he wants someone who is able to push themselves. I just get someone who isn't too hesitant to take the leap or take chances. And doesn't let life pass by them and stand by and do nothing about it.
Jhope
Green (Queen of Pentacles) Funny, because this energy pops up for him a lot in love readings. This is his type. Someone responsible, someone who take things seriously, once again getting, a sense of duty, someone who is able to make their own money. A stable and grounded person, someone with a solid foundation. And someone very giving and supporting.
Yellow (4 of Swords) Like Jin, they got to be mentally stimulating, have some opinion on things. He wouldn't like someone who doesn't share their opinion on things, also someone not boring and dull. He wouldn't want someone who has nothing to say and just sits there and looks pretty. Funny how this keeps popping up. They must have had their fair share of dates like this.
Red (2 of Pentacles) Interesting red flag. He may not like someone who juggles things. He may want someone to have a steady job. Hmm, he may have dated people that don't keep a steady job and balance one job to the next, he may not like that. This card gives me a sense of instability, playing around with different options, so he may not like that, he prefers stability. He may also not like someone who puts too much responsibility on themselves, or they struggle to handle multiple tasks at hand. He also may not like someone who doesn't really know what they want out of life. And not sure which direction to go in. Hobi seems to take life seriously, so he doesn't play that shit. You better have a handle on things, also be consistent, he can't stand inconsistency.
RM
Green (Ace of Cups) Pretty simple, someone who pours their emotions out and isn't afraid to be vulnerable and open to him. That's all folks lol
Yellow (9 of Wands) This came out strong. Someone defensive, puts a barrier up and is hard to get through, goes along with his green flag. He likes his partners to be open and vulnerable with him. He doesn't like them to feel nervous or fearful around him or that he has to walk on eggshells around them. Like his person should feel comfortable around him. If they always have their guard up, he doesn't like that.
Red (The Well) He doesn't like someone who bottles their emotions down and doesn't share anything with him, also he doesn't like to have to guess what is wrong with them. He likes clear communication. He can't read his partner's mind, so sharing is caring lol He doesn't like to play those guessing game either. So, if you are not the type to communicate and express your emotions he isn't for you.
Jimin
Green (4 of Wands) He wants someone who makes him feel comfortable. Someone with good energy and good vibes. Someone he can feel safe with. They got to have strong positive vibes and energy. This man wants to have fun in relationships, maybe to forget his worries, so they got to have that positive vibe and have fun with life.
Yellow (Ace of Swords) He doesn't like someone who doesn't share all the details on things. He may not like guessing games either. He may also not like someone who doesn't have a well thought out plan or idea on things. He may also not like someone who doesn't go through with plans, who kind of falls through on them, he doesn't like that either.
Red (3 of Wands) This goes along with the yellow flag, he doesn't like someone who doesn't expand and grow, someone who doesn't have a vision of the future. Oh, I am getting something, it is like if he asked questions about what their plans are, maybe for the future, or what they think of this, or what do they think of their future together, and they don't know, he won't like that. He doesn't like if they don't look to the future. I don't see him liking someone who is spontaneous, that lives for the moment and has no clue what they want. I see him liking someone with vast knowledge of things, it keeps him interested, since he seems to be a very curious person about things. He would like to hear his partner's input, so if you just brush things off and don't look further into things, he may find that person boring and not enticing enough. Also, the person has to have something interesting going on about them, if they don't have much going on, he will not find them interesting. It has to be something he isn't familiar with or something that can expand his knowledge somehow, I can see him being, oh I never heard of that, share more. Basically, he doesn't want someone basic, be interesting lol expand his horizons lol
V
Green (The Empress) I can see him being someone who wants kiddies, so someone with Mom energy who can have his babies basically. Someone suitable to carry his children, but also a nurturing soul and someone creative, successful in their own right and abundant.
Yellow (7 of Wands) He may like someone with thick skin, dating him can be difficult, so he may need someone willing to face challenges of dating him, so he may not like someone who can't handle that. He also may not like someone who can't stand up against challenges or unwilling to face these challenges.
Red (The Lovers) He may not like someone to attached and dependent on him. Maybe not like someone who is too clingy. He does want a connection, but he would like them to have their independence as well. Although, there can be a strong connection, he would want healthy boundaries. Sounds reasonable.
Jungkook
Green (9 of Swords) Why is the 9 of swords a green flag? He gave me the 7 of wands as a clarifier. He doesn't even know what a green flag is. Relationships seem to be a constant struggle for him, maybe someone who can understand his struggles and pain, maybe that is what this is. He has a lot of tormented thoughts and struggles, so he will need someone who can understand that and be compassionate towards him about it.
Yellow (Judgment) He wouldn't want someone who judges his past and what he may have done, once again, he needs someone who will understand and not be critical of him. He does not want someone who thinks they are better than others and has some moral authority over others. He would want someone forgiving of others flaws and struggles.
Red (8 of Wands) This one is interesting; he doesn't want someone who comes into quick, or someone who moves too quickly, he may want things to progress slowly. He may not like someone who is unstable, unreliable, someone who comes and goes. He may not like someone to come in too strong. He may like a calm presence around him, not someone too boisterous and loud. His life is already unstable, so he wouldn't want his partner to add to that. I was not expecting that one for a red flag.
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familiar echo
Lando Norris x Amelie Dayman
Summary: Lando, accompanied by his girlfriend Luisinha, attends the Hungarian Grand Prix, where he unexpectedly crosses paths with Julie, Amelie’s grandmother. Their conversation stirs old memories of his time with Amelie, creating an emotional undercurrent that Lando struggles to navigate.
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July 31st, 2022 - Mogyoród, Hungary
Lando walked through the paddock at the Hungarian Grand Prix, his hand firmly in Lusinha’s. The sun was beating down on them as the day unfolded, and the energy of the weekend was in full swing. It was always chaotic in the paddock, but today, Lando felt an unusual sense of calm. Maybe it was because he had Lusinha with him, or maybe it was because, for the first time in a while, he felt like he was moving forward with his life.
The hum of conversation, the clicking of cameras, and the buzz of engines in the background were familiar sounds, but Lando barely registered them. He squeezed Luisinha’s hand, flashing a polite smile at the fans calling his name. His mind was focused—on the race, on his performance, and on keeping everything else neatly tucked away where it couldn’t bother him.
But life had a funny way of messing with you when you least expected it.
As they rounded a corner near Red Bull’s hospitality area, his gaze landed on a familiar figure standing by the entrance—Julie. Amelie’s grandmother. She was chatting animatedly with Stella and Checo, her presence warm and vibrant, just as he remembered. Lando’s stomach tightened unexpectedly, a flicker of something—nostalgia?—brushing past the carefully constructed wall he’d built around his feelings.
Julie spotted him almost instantly. Her face lit up with a radiant smile, and she waved enthusiastically. There was no escape.
—Lando!— she called out, her voice carrying over the noise with ease.
He forced a smile, his grip unconsciously tightening around Luisinha’s hand. Julie approached them with the same warmth she’d always shown him, her eyes crinkling at the corners. There was something about her that always felt like home, and Lando hated that it still affected him.
—Julie,— he greeted, his voice steady, though his chest felt anything but. —It’s so good to see you.—
Julie didn’t hesitate—she pulled him into a quick, affectionate hug, catching him slightly off guard. When she pulled back, she looked him over, as if she was genuinely pleased to see him. —Oh, darling, it’s been too long. I’ve missed seeing you around.—
Lando chuckled softly, scratching the back of his neck. —Yeah, it’s been a while.—
Julie’s gaze shifted to Luisinha, her curiosity piqued. —And who’s this lovely young woman?—
—This is Luisinha— Lando said quickly, his hand resting lightly on Luisinha’s lower back. —My girlfriend.—
Luisinha flashed her charming smile, extending her hand. —It’s nice to meet you.—
Julie shook her hand warmly. —Oh, the pleasure is mine, dear. I’m Julie.— She glanced back at Lando, her smile softening with a touch of nostalgia. —I still remember when you’d show up at every race with that mischievous grin, causing all sorts of trouble with Amelie.—
Lando’s heart stuttered at the mention of her name. He forced another smile, pretending it didn’t faze him. —Yeah… those were different times.—
Julie’s eyes twinkled with a knowing glint. —I’m sure Amelie misses having you around. You two were quite the pair.—
Lando swallowed hard, his jaw tightening slightly. Doubt it, he thought bitterly, though he kept the words locked behind his teeth. —Life gets busy,— he replied casually.
Julie chuckled softly, clearly oblivious to the tension rippling under Lando’s calm facade. She reached out, patting his arm gently like she used to when he was younger—or at least when things were simpler.
—That it does, darling. But you know, some people leave footprints that time can’t wash away.— Her words lingered in the air, seemingly innocent but loaded with unspoken meaning.
Before Lando could come up with a reply, Julie clapped her hands together with the enthusiasm only she could pull off. —Why don’t you and Luisinha join me for lunch? I was just about to head over to the hospitality lounge. It’d be lovely to catch up properly.—
Lando hesitated for a split second. Every instinct told him to politely decline, to keep moving, to avoid the conversation that could spiral into memories he’d shoved deep down. But Luisinha, with her ever-graceful charm, nodded before he could say anything.
—We’d love to,— she said, her smile unwavering.
So that was that.
They followed Julie through the paddock, weaving past familiar faces, sponsors, and the occasional fan who called out Lando’s name. He responded with absent nods, his mind elsewhere. The hospitality lounge was quieter, tucked away from the chaos, offering a temporary reprieve from the blistering sun and the noise.
They settled into a cozy corner table, Julie chatting animatedly about her excitement for the race, her grandkids, and life in general. Lando half-listened, his mind flipping through memories like an old photo album—one he’d tried to throw away but kept finding tucked back on the shelf.
Speaking of photo albums, Julie suddenly reached into her bag, pulling out her phone with a triumphant grin.
—I was showing Stella some old photos earlier,— she said, scrolling with a speed that suggested she’d done this more times than she’d admit. —Oh, here they are!—
She turned the phone around, showing Luisinha a picture of Lando and Amelie from what felt like another lifetime. They were at some race weekend, both of them laughing, faces close, Lando’s arm draped over Amelie’s shoulders like it belonged there.
—Look at these two,— Julie said fondly. —Always causing mischief. They had such a spark, didn’t they? Like two little firecrackers.—
Luisinha’s smile faltered for the briefest moment, a flicker of something—discomfort? Insecurity?—crossing her face before she masked it with polite interest.
—You two looked like you had a lot of fun,— she commented, her tone light but laced with something sharper underneath.
Lando shifted in his seat, suddenly hyper-aware of everything—the way Luisinha’s hand wasn’t as relaxed on his thigh anymore, the way Julie kept scrolling, oblivious, showing more photos: Amelie in Lando’s hoodie, the two of them grinning with messy hair after some impromptu karting session, candid moments that felt too intimate even now.
—Yeah,— Lando mumbled, forcing a tight smile. —We were just kids, really.—
Julie finally put the phone down, sighing with nostalgia. —Ah, time flies. But it’s lovely to see you happy, Lando.— She glanced at Luisinha with a warm smile. —You’ve got a good one here, dear.—
—Thank you,— Luisinha replied smoothly, her fingers threading through Lando’s with a possessive squeeze.
Lando responded automatically, his thumb brushing over her knuckles, but his mind wasn’t there. It was stuck somewhere between past laughter, stolen glances, and a pair of green eyes that had once felt like home.
Julie, oblivious to the tension brewing, continued swiping through more photos—Lando and Amelie laughing over ice cream, playfully shoving each other at some karting event, and one that made Lando’s chest tighten more than he’d like to admit: Amelie resting her head on his shoulder, eyes closed, while he smiled softly at the camera.
—She always felt safe with you,— Julie murmured, her voice tinged with nostalgia. —I remember how she used to light up whenever she talked about you. Always had some story about something ridiculous you’d done to make her laugh.—
Lando cleared his throat, feeling a strange mix of pride and discomfort knotting in his chest. He glanced at Luisinha, who was now fiddling with the edge of her napkin, her smile strained.
—I’m just going to pop to the restroom,— she announced suddenly, standing up with a graceful ease that didn’t quite mask her unease.
Lando watched her go, exhaling softly as the tension at the table shifted. Julie didn’t miss a beat. She leaned in slightly, her expression soft but knowing.
—I always thought you’d be the one for her, you know,— she said quietly, her eyes locking with Lando’s. —You used to make her shine in a way no one else did. She was happiest when she was with you.—
Lando felt the words hit him harder than he’d expected. His mouth opened slightly, as if to respond, but nothing came out. What could he say to that? That he’d thought the same once? That he still wondered about it, even when he didn’t want to?
Before he could gather his thoughts, Stella’s voice cut through the moment, sharp and to the point.
—Grandma, stop bothering Lando,— she said, appearing beside the table with a firm but polite smile. —He’s got to get ready for the race.—
Julie chuckled softly, patting Lando’s hand as if her words hadn’t just stirred something deep inside him.
—Of course, of course. Don’t let this old woman distract you,— she said warmly.
Lando stood up, forcing a polite smile as he gathered himself.
—It was really nice seeing you, Julie,— he said, his voice steady even if his mind wasn’t.
Julie winked at him. —You too, darling. Don’t be a stranger.—
As he walked away, heading back toward the paddock, Lando couldn’t shake her words from his mind. They echoed louder than the roar of the engines, lingering like a shadow he couldn’t outrun.
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How do you think Levi would handle interpersonal conflict in a friendship or romantic relationship? For example, if someone hurt his feelings, or if he hurt their feelings.
That's a really good question.
I think we can actually see examples of these scenarios in canon, which tell us without having to guess or speculate how Levi would deal with the mentioned scenarios.
Levi is generally seen as "rude" because of his blunt manner of expression and speech, his lack of formality when addressing others, and his coarse language. People often mistake his manner of expression as him having a mean or malicious personality. But that truly isn't the case at all. Levi very rarely actually sets out to hurt anyone's feelings with the things he says. He rarely targets anyone in particular with his harsh wording. It's just a general manner of expression that he has, with everyone he interacts with.
There are a few instances in which Levi becomes aware that he's acted in a manner which has led to hurt feelings, and in those instances, we see Levi go out of his way to try and clarify that he didn't mean anything personal by it. One instance of this is after they get through experimenting with Eren's Titan to see if he can harden his skin, when Levi complains that they aren't getting anywhere. Mikasa takes offense at this, thinking Levi is personally attacking and belittling Eren for his failure, and Levi immediately tries to explain that he isn't blaming Eren, that he's just complaining because, as he says, "it's an important tradition". What Levi is trying to express here is that he's just frustrated because he wants them to be able to succeed so they can plug the hole in Wall Maria and help people. He isn't angry at or blaming Eren at all. Hange has to step in to help Levi, because Hange knows he's no good at expressing what he really means. Levi thanks Hange because he's aware that the way he talks often comes across as unkind when he doesn't intend for it to.
Another example is Levi's interaction with Historia, when he grabs her by the collar and screams in her face about her initial refusal to become queen. When he lets her go, everyone is staring at him in horror, thinking he's some sort of maniac that's bullying a young girl. Levi realizes in that moment that what he's just done has come across badly to everyone around him, that he's frightened all of them and made them think he's mad. That's when Levi launches into his monologue about why he does what he does. He's trying to explain himself because he realizes he's caused hurt feelings and fear, when he never intended to. We see this too following Eren's trial, after Levi has to beat him up in court to save his life. He wants to know if Eren hates him now. He obviously doesn't want him to, and he's trying to gauge whether it's caused a rift between them. So, we can see from these examples that on the occasions when Levi hurts people's feelings without intending to (which, again, he almost never does intend it), he does his best to try and fix the situation by explaining himself, by explaining he wasn't trying to be unkind, etc... It would be the same, I'm certain, in a romantic relationship, or any other kind of relationship. It's Levi's way of apologizing. And Levi will often just say he's sorry directly, too, as he does with Hange over their squad getting killed by Kenny, and as he does with Eren in the underground cavern, because he has to ask him to try and save all of them.
As for Levi's feelings being hurt and how he handles that, we also have examples of that in canon that remove the need for speculation.
Levi almost always deals with hurt feelings by simply remaining silent. He isn't at all passive aggressive, either. He won't "pretend" to be forgiving and then secretly try making you pay. Levi simply takes it when his feelings are hurt and moves on. This is a result of Levi's selfless nature, I think. An example of this is when Mikasa flat out blames Levi for his Special Operations Squad getting killed and for Eren's capture at the hands of the Female Titan. Mikasa is extremely harsh here, and given Levi's grief and pain over his squad getting killed, you know Mikasa's words probably hurt him deeply. But Levi doesn't say anything about it, and we see no change in the way he treats or regards Mikasa afterward. He doesn't hold her cruelty toward him against her at all. He simply takes it and moves on. Another example is the merchants in Trost, when they crowd around Levi and start badgering and insulting him, even resorting to personal attacks on his appearance, making fun of him for being short. Given Levi's obvious insecurity over his height (something we can probably trace back to Kenny calling him a "midget"), you know that had to hurt, as well as the merchants accusations of him and the other scouts being useless and shameless, blaming them for their current misery and financial crisis. Levi doesn't say a word here in his defense, but just like with Mikasa, simply stands there and takes it, and in the immediate aftermath, literally saves the lives of the two merchants who were harassing him the most, before going on to help restore the entire town of Trost to economic prosperity. And a final example I can give is when Eren makes his comment about Rod Reiss being a tiny old man, with Levi riding directly behind him. This scene is played for laughs, because we see Levi looking directly at Eren, obviously taking notice of his comments. But Isayama later confirmed in an interview that Eren's comment actually hurt Levi's feelings, because he was wondering if that was how the kids in the 104th saw him. But like with every other instance I've given of Levi's feelings being hurt, he never said anything or complained about it, he never held it against anyone or tried to defend himself. So we know that when Levi's feelings are hurt, he's the type of person who will just swallow it down and move on. And again, that would undoubtedly apply to a romantic relationship or any other kind. Levi is too selfless to simmer in resentment over personal hurt feelings.
Anyway, I hope that answers your question and thank you for the ask!
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“ you had me at cape Nikki. You know I love a ‘fuck off’ dramatic cape “ Arkin mused with a smile as soon as he heard his cousin go even further on their explanation of what this very strange but funny Christmas movie for hallmark where he was possibly the count from Sesame Street at this point? “ I built an entire acting career in being tortured her swoon worthy. Thats one of my few strengths “ he smiled as soon as he glanced back over to Nikki. It was true though, apparently Hollywood liked his whole tortured nihilistic vibe that he kept brining to people. He just sort of had to figure out how to do that professionally without being a disaster and full of drugs. He had to do it as a recovered addict with a newborn. Did Hollywood want that from him? “ you’d get a full story credit. Those checks just sign themselves with ideas like that “ he teased before his smile grew at the mention of Sterling. “ I’m often brooding under mistletoe that time of year. It’s mostly cause I don’t understand it. “
At least his dad had the decency to leave and never come back after the shit he pulled on his family. Arkin wasn’t sure what he felt about his cousins Houdini act. Because before all of that and everything he felt like the guy had it pretty good. Of course Arkin was heavily in his state of addiction back then so he may have missed a lot but he just still could wrap his head around what would possess someone to leave their partner and family in that way. “ I couldn’t do it. There’s always a choice. The choice to not leave your family is kind of a huge one “ he said though was it really his place to say such things? After all, it was only a year ago that Arkin almost left everyone, except his was through his own self destructive habits. Maybe he wasn’t any better? “ you promise ?” He repeated back because without a doubt he’d be there. Possibly with a baby in his arms if it was after his son was born and he needed to give Sterling peace, but he’d still be there. “ oh so now I’m a super hero?” He countered with a smile before letting out a sigh at her comment. “ it’s okay to not be fine too. Just remember that in case “ @ambivalenceshefelt
Nikki grinned. "Oh, trust me, you could absolutely pull it off. Full cape, fangs, the tortured-yet-swoon-worthy vampire vibe? You'd have every Hallmark fan eating out of the palm of your hand. Fangs for the Memories would be the comeback of the century." She smirked, giving him a teasing look. "And hey, I'd happily take credit for your reinvention as the holiday anti-hero. Imagine it; cozy sweaters for the baker, dramatic black turtlenecks for you. It's a win-win. Plus, I'm pretty sure Sterling would lose her mind seeing you brood under some mistletoe. Just saying..."
Talking about the heavier subject at hand, Nikki's smile softened. She let out a small sigh, running her fingers through her hair. "I get it, Arkin. It's hard to wrap your head around someone just..leaving like that. And trust me, it makes me mad too, more than I like to admit..." She met his gaze, appreciating his protective energy but trying to reassure him. He always kept a subtle eye out for her... "But really, I'm okay. And I mean it —I'll call you if anything changes or if I start spiraling. Promise..." Nikki reached out to give his arm a light squeeze. "Besides..I know you'd fly in wearing a cape and fangs to save the day if I needed you to..." She winked, trying to lighten the mood just a little. "I'm fine." Nikki repeated, almost like a mantra. || @arkin-oconnell
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since Mark Scout is literally a (non)functioning alcoholic, i wonder if Mark S. has been constantly hungover and strung-out for every second of his existence and he just assumes it’s the default state of being and doesn’t even know it’s possible for people not to feel like shit for every moment they’re alive
#he’s also like 2 years old right?#mark s has fetal alcohol syndrome send post#i know it’s sort of mentioned by people around him#but how does HE feel??? his body bearing all the grief he doesn’t even know he has#mark scout#severance
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Mini rant below and in the tags, the only time I’ll talk about this and my personal take on it.
The way people talk about hypothetical male Anya on Twitter and the idea of how Mouthwashing would play out if the genders were swapped makes me remember how people still don’t take sexual assault and rape with male victims with the same gravity, especially when the perpetrator is female.
#not even gonna tag this cause I don’t want to start discourse in the tags but you can absolutely still explore the concepts of patriarchy#toxic masculinity misogyny and rape culture if the genders where swapped#like those concepts don’t disappear just because Anya is a boy now cause you have to think of all the ways it applies to male victims and#I just don’t understand why people keep getting angry when people facilitate different discussion the game opens you up to#like yes I get the frustration with not seeing the conversations you want but start them go find them why complain on other posts when#people are bringing attention to similar issues and the ways they are overlooked dismissed or blame the victim#I for one think we should have more basic clarifying conversations of SA rape cultures and how toxic masculinity and sexism create scenarios#like the Tulpar and enable men like Jimmy but I also can understand and enjoy the topic being expanded upon to include other cases on a#flipped scale like yes how male centered the fandom is is annoying considering the topic but seeing comments saying that SA isn’t as harmful#to men cause they can’t get pregnant is a whole can of worms you really need to unpack cause holy shit#like in this scenario if Jimmy is pregnant and can’t get rid of the baby Anya is the father yes Jimmy is pregnant but that’s because in this#swap she assaulted a man lied to either say it was consensual he forced himself on her or like canon panicked and semi admitted to forcing#him either way he is afraid to do anything because men do get blamed for defending themselves against women in these situations not to#mention the shaming that occurs because he is a man and should step up for the kids sake and likely be told he should be proud a girl wanted#him that much like yes you have to explain it more but bodily autonomy in this scenario is just as nuanced and I can’t believe I have to#defend something being male centered in a game where the rape of a woman is the catalyst just because people are saying SA for men#is not as damaging or degrading or harmful to autonomy as it is to a woman like how can you want conversations on rape culture and shut down#people bringing up other nuances in the conversation#like people are gonna jump around with it I know but if you only want to talk about one thing stay in that sphere like I just don’t get#going to another space especially one that isn’t even being weird or toxic and starting shit cause you don’t like it like the amount of#unnecessary and mean comments on normal art of think pieces I’ve seen on Twitter is crazy like it’s stupid callout shit for the sake of just#not liking something like I’m seeing so much screen shotting and vague posting like just at the bitch and fight about it like it’s still a#relatively small fandom ur just asking for in fighting on like the few things we shouldn’t have to worry about#as a victim my self and who has been in other situations and being afab I just can’t understand the vitriol toward this sort of discussion#mouthwashing#actually I will tag this cause you can explore the themes in mouthwashing still stop being freaks and just block bitches ong
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can i speak. i think that eddie Catholic Guilt is hard to believe and dare i say. not real. for many reasons. one of them being Not All Latinos Have Catholic Guilt especially not in the way that white catholics conceptualize it. and TO ME it’s a bit of a cop out . and i don’t think we should believe eddie when he says that’s the reason for literally anything bc it’s a really convenient excuse for being insane and repressed but i just don’t think it’s true . and i think that something much more nuanced is afoot (aka a complex racial identity and relationship with expectation).
to me he was really like. barely raised catholic tbh. he was raised AROUND folk/cultural catholicism which ofc impacted how he was raised and his perspective. but this kind of catholicism is so different from institutionalized (and white) catholicism it's difficult to even compare the two. and i honestly don’t think that the catholicism is the main problem. like his parents just don’t strike me as being devout in the way that imparts guilt onto their children (they have fun OTHER ways to do this). i think they are traditional and crucially. catholic when it’s convenient and when it allows them an avenue for control (biggest example here is eddie getting pressured into getting married to the girl he impregnated as a teenager.) but to me. this stemmed from complex cultural traditions and beliefs. which catholicism is an easy simple explanation for . but isn’t really the root of the problem. it's a part of it ofc but honestly i think things are often ascribed solely to catholicism bc catholic guilt is a widely applicable perspective when it honestly doesn't make much sense. like i think that eddie being a mixed race mexican-american has more to do with anything than catholicism does. and again. these things are interwoven. but not in a way that it makes sense to blame capital c Catholicism for things where culture (and cultural catholicism) makes way more sense as an explanation
like ik that eddie talks about how he was raised going to mass every sunday etc etc. but even the way he says that he just... stopped... says so much. like the fact that he was even allowed to do that tells me that his parents honestly never really cared that much about that kind of devotion. and the way he talks about it really makes it sound to me like he was one of those kids that never really bought into it at all and so the institutionalized teachings of the church never really got to him. what did get to him however is the folk catholicism/mexican-american teachings of Right and Wrong (aka you get somebody pregnant you commit to them. you feel emotions you tamp them down in order to protect others etc.) and this is not necessarily Catholicism in it's classic conception.
i have no idea if this makes sense and it is really hard to explain how this interplay works if you haven't grown up in it but basically.... hegemonic constructions of catholicism are vastly different from the kind of "catholicism" that i think eddie was raised in. and bc of that i think that "catholic guilt" is a weak explanation for eddie's perspective and best and just. inaccurate at worst. and we should NEVERRRR listen to eddie when he gives too clean of an explanation for his repression. that man is a liar
#source: i SAY SO#really happy to be putting my mexican american studies major to work in this way#i just think that people often ascribe hegemonic institutionalized and WHITE views on catholicism to characters of color#and it just..... doesn't work#the complexities of mexican american catholicism are far deeper than the shallow view of 'catholic guilt' could ever begin to uncover#and i think that eddie's mexicanidad gets left out sooooo often when like. to me. you can't talk about eddie without it#and that it's a far more accurate and true to character way to discuss him than anything solely about religion#but then again i'm a mixed race mexican american too and think that me and eddie are soul bonded bc of this#so that's MY bias. but i do genuinely think that discussions around characters of color get flattened so white people can understand them#and i just think you can't ignore his identity. in ANY conversation but especially not this one#911 abc#911#eddie diaz#and you know what yeah i do think that the whole marisol nun storyline was annoying.#like correct me if i'm wrong but has eddie literally ever mentioned catholicism with any sort of seriousness before that???#to me it kinda came off as them running out of ideas and being like oh eddie's mexican and so he must be catholic and have catholic guilt.#which is just..... boring and overdone work tbh. but maybe i'm wrong. but anyways i just don't think it's true#and it's just a convenient explanation for not wanting to have sex with a woman where the real explanation (being gay and being mexican) is#far more accurate
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Its like. SO surreal when you grow up "alongside" an artist- youre the same age, but they had a following bigger and better before you ever had social media to begin with, you two grow up, you follow their progress and they enjoy your support..
the clock strikes 19, and suddenly its like a ticking time bomb to see if they realized the responsability on their shoulders and that they need to grow up-their sudden power imbalance with younger friends, mutuals and fans. Do they know the damage they can cause? most of them dont.
Through a mix of self unawareness and selfishness, they hurt someone. they hurt a minor and now this person you watched develop before your very own eyes is the religated piece of shit of the week and shunned from the community.
Its even worse when thats your friend..
#i was kind of in such a situation but we spoke recently and i promised to stop talking about it. sort of. i guess i forgave them?#theres some leeway into forgiveness when the offense isnt extremely dire i suppose#what Synnibear did was..not good. and her refusal to self reflect and actually maintain her apology shows shes a bad person. theres no -#-forgiveness#and the guy i knew as a kid. they were just unaware frankly#i feel kind of violated by them but we made amends and moved on. i just kinda feel..gross for it still.#so thats kind of like. a reminder. to correct my posture and not be a freak weirdo around people in general#still a shame aint it#i can now name two artists who ive respected. followed and wanted to befriend turn out to be horrible people! wow#the other guy has a ally that im in personal kahoots with aswell#. ok i know his boyfriend is what im saying#and he says theres 'personal troubles' that the victim 'failed to mention'#i really. doubt anything can excuse talking to a 16 y.o weird when youre 18-19 bro#but am i being twofaced#i forgave Chris#but its not our place to forgive Kaz#does he realize he hurt someone for life#i was hurt for life#im still struggling with that weird shit that happened to me. theres effects im trying to hurdle over#that person probably had it way worse then i did right? imagine their struggle#how is Kaz any more superior or innocent enough to be 'forgiven' and 'permitted return'#even if somehow that kid turned around and forgave him. nobody will want him back#whats done is done. and if there was a way to 'justify' or 'explain' himself ... it doesnt matter#they dont forgive him#he hurt them#fuck this dude for real
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why are men literally the fucking worst
#theres a guy in one of my uni friend groups who has a crush on my friend also from the friend group#and she feels so so uncomfortable plus she hasnt done ANYTHING thatd give a hint that she likes him back. bc she doesnt#and now she doesnt feel ok around because hes so attached to her and so so needy and its like. well. way to fuck it up dude. fuck you#he has been acting so strange lately and not in a good way. strange awkward and needy and like. possesive.#her and i also have another friendgroup where frankly i feel much better with and she does too. and its like. well the guy is always like#butting in but now really being part of anything? like its not like he comes over to the grouo to be with all of us hes just sort of . there#talking only to her or sometimes me but its like not nice its weird and annoying#ALSO HES SO PATRONIZING TOWARDS HER ITS AWFUL#AND hes like. a bit older.... where its not like. the weirdest age gap i dont think so. but it IS a bit weird considering some of the things#he has said. like the other day he made a comment about how my friend 'well shes so young like people her age sometimes dont get [x]' like?#if you think she is SOOO young and SOOO out of touch with people your age well why the fuck are you asking others if you have a chance w her#get away from her really#sidenote: today she was telling me and a different friend about this problem and my other friend said it was really uncomfortable and bad +#that he used to think the guy had a thing for ME BEFORE??? and i dont know if he also thought -i- had a thing for him but please god no.#even the hypothetical made me feel super uncomfortable. also i used to feel like that a bit like he might like me and it was bad and gross#so i dropped a comment that let him believe i was a lesbian i think? also got much colder towards him . like. thats what you get fucker#about the lesbian thing i meant that he told me about a friend of his that had it hard coming out as a lesbian and i said like oh yeah being#like that was hard for me also. finding out i was not straight was tough etc .#dont remember if i said the word lesbian i dont think so but i did say i like girls and i didnt mention boys at all so i hoped itd be enough#also people dont really -get- what being asexuas means + didnt want to tell him im ace + techically i Can like boys bc romantic attraction#is undefined to me but i was definetely not going to tell him that bc 1. im much more prone to like a girl and 2. not trying to get his hope#up.#so anyway it was gross to realize other people saw it too so i mightve actually not been insane to think he had a crush on me but it was bad#and also. i really need for my friend to be comfortable in class so i might have to kill him who knows. well see#spikeposting#personal
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spectragus dont get enough credit for being a sun and moon ship but like. destructive sun and moon ship. sun and moon ship but they're the forces of nature the sun and moon actually are. the sun is harsh and relentless and unpredictable in its evil but also it's kindness, the moon is sharp and cold and cruel, a harsh light that doesn't allow you peace, but can also guide you, a light in the darkness. even on nights with a new moon, with no light in the sky, the moon is always reflecting the sun, and it'll be that way until they come to their end.
#spectragus give me a dopamine high that any sort of drug couldn't even come close to giving me#its the loyalty. its the seeing each other at their worst and still staying.#its the being the only person still around who knows and understands what youve been through#its the being so important to each other's characters that u cant mention one without recognising the impact the other has on them#i dont rlly do shipping unless its funny but also im a huge gus fan so like. yea. plus my view on romance is a bit all over the place anyway#something something my skrunkles deserve complicated relationships that are more than romantic but something else#its the trust thats the most important thing to me. trust and loyalty and devotion and#im sorry but i would have exploded if i like. didn't write down these thoughts#anyways fucked up gay people who are a package deal and that is a threat thats them#ik the majority of my posts are hee hee funnie and i usually dont take things too seriously#but these two have taken up part of my brain permanently since i was 8. like. they just live there. rent free.#i am like rabid rn. i am feral and i am insane and i am crazy and there are so many things wrong with me#i cant even write down all my fuckin thoughts there's so many my brain is going to Explode pray for me#idk if u understand how important it is to me the times they show kindness even while at their worst#they're not good people but they have people they care about and they care abt each other and that matters SO much#i take 0 criticism on my posts i only take cash. however there is no possible criticism to be made bc i am RIGHT#also this all kinda sparked from me getting obsessed with a certain kh character who has a connection to the moon#who is also one of my favourite characters ever#and if u know who it is and u also like him ur very cool#im not tagging this w character tags. im like. very shy. but#i love gus i love spectra i love spectragus#anyways see u next time where i should hopefully have art maybe potentially#i found the brushes i used to use back when i did lineless art so i am rlly happy
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. (tw heterosexuality)
#i am having the worst sexuality crisis of my life. i was so sure i was a lesbian but there is this One Guy..#he makes me feel things. i think. but i cant categorize them#relationships w men sound.. unappealing.. if i think about it generally#like a random man? sounds weird. or maybe not. i dont know. i havent even had a first kiss lmao i dont really know stuff#but him............oh...........hes so funny and cool and nice to everyone. his hands are pretty (weird thing to notice but ok)#he explains math to me and i cant focus because he's too close. thats so MORTIFYING I THOUGHT I WAS A DYKE#but at the same time 12 year old me was having heart palpitations around my first girl crush and shit#and he hasnt made me feel anything that strong so far. so. idk. but also i was 12. so idk#well okay generally speaking women make me feel much more doing way less#there was this occasion where this girl who i always had a mild thing for but never did anything about it just came up to me#at school#and just. haha lol i had a dream about you last night ;)#i am not joking when i say i felt weak in the knees. she was smiling in a like playful way so i was gonna make a joke but i could not#because i was going to pass out from being too gay#this guy (or any other guy for that matter) doesn't seem to have the power to make me feel like that#..........am i bisexual with a female lean or whatever people say. or am i experiencinf the worst case of comphet of my life#this is awful. not because i don't wanna like men (its just sexuality idc) but because i don't want to prove my mom right#😭what if it WAS a phase#but who knows. mentioning the girl who dreamt about me kind of replaced the thoughts i was having of him for a bit there#i miss her she was nice. well sort of. but i was never involved in the drama so who cares fr. she graduated last year#anyways sorry for breaking character. tumblr user kaeyapilled is lore dropping
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