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Hey! Just a heads up, english is not my first language, so sorry if something sounds off! But first let me just say your writing is so good and the way you write [REDACTED] gives me so many feels like i can't even :') About the request, i've been kinda up to the neck in work (college likes to bury us in group projects, reports, exams, surgery preparations and hospital shifts all at the same time because time? what is that? :'D ) so if it's okay, could i ask for some [REDACTED] comfort where +
mialuna4 asked: + Angel, who's been trying to compromise by working close to him, finally gets a bit to properly relax with them? Thank you, take care of yourself and I hope you have a wonderful week! (Hope its okay to send this in two parts)
Thank you! School + healthcare work is tough so I hope you've been taking care of yourself as well. <3
14 Days With You is an 18+ Yandere Visual Novel. MINORS DNI
~A Little Free Time~
“I can't believe I'm done,” you sighed with relief. Even though you’d started in the morning, the sun was already setting by now.
The last assignment you had was finally finished. At least for the moment, there was time to unwind. [REDACTED] was quick to take advantage of it. Your bed creaked as he got up. The moment you shut your laptop, he dragged your chair away from the desk.
You weren't sure what you expected, but you were grateful when his hands came to rest on either side of your temple. Cool fingers began to massage in small circles to soothe the headache you hadn't noticed until then.
“Feel better?” you heard him say after a few minutes of bliss. The ache faded as you let out a pleasurable hum in response. “Good.”
His touch disappeared and your seat was gently spun to face him. You reached out for them, taking the chance to stretch as best you could once you were finally standing and tangled up in their embrace.
God, you'd been sitting in that chair for hours. “I never wanna use my brain again,” you jokingly whined into his chest before looking up. “Sorry it took so long.”
“S’alright, Angel. I missed you.” Dark hair brushed against your cheek as he leaned down to press his lips to yours. You were surprised by the fervent, almost desperate kiss he gave that took your breath away.
“But you've been here with me the whole time?” you wondered out loud once they pulled back to let you breathe again. Your work had absorbed the majority of your focus, but you were certain you would’ve noticed if he left the room outside of the breaks he made sure you took.
He didn’t answer right away, though the yearning in his eyes spoke for itself as he scooped you up in his arms and settled down on the bed. Your boyfriend didn’t miss you so much as your attention.
It’d been an exhausting few weeks. You couldn’t remember the last time you really got to do anything but work or projects, especially with him. All you could manage was letting him sit in the room with you.
Now that he had you situated in his lap, [REDACTED] seemed much calmer. His arms crossed over your front as if you were a doll he wanted to cling to. You felt the warmth of their breath tickling along your neck as they took their time to kiss and nibble any spot they could find. “Fuck, I really missed you,” he repeated in an aching whisper that you weren’t meant to hear.
“I missed you too,” you laughed. “There’s still a little bit of light out. Wanna head somewhere?” You couldn’t really think of anywhere to go, but surely you’d find something to do at the pier. The shops always stayed open well past midnight there.
He only groaned and rested his forehead on your shoulder. “Yeah. Jus’ let me recharge.” From the way he spoke, anyone else would think he was the one who’d been busy. You knew he was just happy to have you back.
You reached up to lightly rub the top of his head, and you swore you heard him purring. “On second thought, let’s just stay here.”
“Whatever y’wanna do s’fine with me,” he muttered into your back. But the way he clung to you kept you right where you were.
#14 days with you#14dwy redacted#momo reqs#sounds like ur in med school?? wishing u luck <333#PLEASE take ur time to rest cause i know those schedules can be brutal#either way recharge ur batteries!!#also delayed posting this a bit cause of day 3 announcement yesterday 👉👈 sowwy
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spspsps tma fandom come get your feed of toxic old man yoai
ANYWAY i think a lot of elias's problems could have been solved if they let him wear dresses into the institute tbh
#peter lukas#elias bouchard#lonleyeyes#THAT IS THEIR SHIP NAME/??? STOP ITS TOO CUTE#the magnus archives#tma fanart#tma#tma s3#tma s4#magpod#the mag pod#emotional process went 'oh they're having a meeting together ok they know eachother i bet hes super evil' to 'oh. oh elias is leaving the#insitude with him' to 'OH NO GAY UM HE HAS CUSTODY OF THE CHILDREN'#Elias is slaying and by slaying i mean [extended sounds of brutal pipe murder]#thunders funky art#headcanon that Jon and Elias's floaty eyes kind of act as an broadcast of their emotions#and during s4 sometimes a bunch of eyes appear around Martin with little heart pupils and he freaks out#and Peter just sits there sipping his coffee like 'dont worry I've been there done that'
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TIL: The person that picks up when you call your representatives isn't always going to simply listen, take notes, and pass it on for you. They may try to argue with you and gaslight you about your concerns! 😃🙃
So this is friendly reminder to take care of yourself if you're marathoning calling representatives! Take breaks if you need to, drink your favorite drink, eat your favorite snack, take deep breaths in between each call! And if you have an audio recorder feel free to keep it close to your phone in case the person you're on call with tries to say some slick shit 🤗
#for context i was calling all of the nassau county districts 🙃#there's 19 of them and i can count on one hand how many of the people i was on the phone with actually let me get more than 3 sentences in#before cutting me off to whitesplain me what i already know the bill to be claiming#re: how it supposedly isn't going to affect people who wear masks/face coverings for medical or religious or recreational reasons#i felt like i was in a time loop with how it felt like I was getting the exact same response over and over#like thanks i didn't call to discuss this with you can you shut the fuck up and just take notes of what I'm calling about please???#this shit is draining omfg#I do not TRUST the judgement of cops to make sound decisions of who's a “bad actor”#and it's pathetic how much they worship their cops#that they can't even process the fucking fact that MAYBE JUST MAYBE YOUR COPS ARE RACIST PIECES OF SHITS#THEY STATISTICALLY HAVE A HIGH RATE OF POLICE BRUTALITY AGAINST BLACK & BROWN PPL OVER THERE HOLY SHIT#THE DISSONANCE. THE WILLFUL IGNORANCE.#I HATE ALL OF THIS OMFG#mod enid
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there was this prompt going around on twitter about cancellable food takes, and no one ever gets really creative with this. it’s always just “i don’t like indian food”. that’s bland! it’s boring! if you really want something cancellable, you need to get a bit crazier with this.
give me something like “when i eat ortolan, I like to rip the napkin off my head and chew with my mouth open because I want god to know, and i want him to watch.”
#this joke is admittedly kind of a deep cut so maybe I should provide some context#Ortolan is a French delicacy – this very tiny bird that’s served whole. and the way you eat it is that you put a cloth napkin on your head#and this is specifically so that god can’t see your brutality because you’re doing something so ugly but so good#the lore around eating this bird in this way is explicitly religious#i know this sounds like something I’m making up for a bit but I’m not. the bird is real.
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hey guys do you want to see a wip pic from thralls I have a lot of them
#thralls of power#ganondorf#impa#link#zelda#maddsen#oot#my art#I never know the balance between showing you my progress or keeping the secret#but I am making progress#I'm around a 200 frames away from being done with the lineart#which may sound like a lot#but it's not compared to what was done already#just finished the second longest scene today btw!#in spite of my absolute brutal moodswings#yeee
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i feel like i’ve written some version of divorce era kyle describing how frightening looking at a stan he thinks HATES him is like A Million Times, but i feel like i can never articulate the quiet mounting Horror quite right, but this is the one i like the best thus far, i think? xx
#nina writes sometimes#listen its leading somewhere funny and interesting and zesty i promise but i wanted to do prose girl stuff for a second#i love bein in my talking about my obscure fanfic writing weird snippets of things just for me and yelling into the void era#this is hot girl shit#but yeah there is something so shiny and irresistible to me about writing about character transformation thru other eyes#specifically watching a brutal character become gentle or a gentle character become brutal#usually due to the eventual presence or sudden absence...#of love or affection#yes i am in a philosophical mood idk what is wrong with me but idk its interesting to me i like intense emotions a lot#weaponization and deweaponization#belonging to someone and them not belonging to u back#i didn't know how to word it but in essence#in his heart that is Still His Stan#but he is Nobody's Kyle#i want to start screaming anyways yeah i always fuck it up it never sounds right but i think i finally like it idk#please enjoy or don't my writing exercise#also lastly i love how horrifiying this is and awful scary sad detached ravenstan is to jersey but that he cant be upset#because he MADE that happen and its HIS fault#so he just has to live knowing he killed the person he loved#by not being able to articulate that love to them and fail them#because you were too afraid to be weak or vulnerable#and by proxy you feel your weakest and most vulnerable#OKAY I AM DONE YAY ANYWAYS!
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tags continued from prev post.
#and all of this is true while it is ALSO true that her songs age incredibly well#even debut or random soundtrack songs or endgame#whatever song people try to put on the worst Taylor songs list NEVER QUITE BELONGS#it doesn’t feel right. and to some extent occasionally in mercurial flashes I feel the same about her BEST songwriting list#I can never rank anything of hers ever because she can write better than she has written#if anything finds her own songwriting dead it’s what her future self will be able to achieve#and I think sometimes even the public can SENSE this about her and it’s part of why people are sooooo hard on her in a brutal way#and in a way they never are with other artists. who have reached the limits of their potential#Taylor has not reached the limits —that’s the simple way of saying it#in some way she is still figuring out the artist she is going to be#and I really do think that it is going to be absolutely astonishing#because in some ways (this is going to sound crazy) she is still distracted by her success and her tour#she’s NOT but I mean. the canon hasn’t been fully set free#there are still somehow things holding her back#and we’ve watched her outstrip so much of those early confines that fame and the business of the music industry strapped around her#we’ve seen her say ‘that doesn’t apply to me’#but actually she’s going to and she needs to and I believe she WILL continue to move into rarefied air#my mom helped me give me the final piece of this feeling (and it’s just a deep gut intuition/brain chemical thing for me)#when she said one day almost in mild exasperation: maybe one day Taylor will grow into a Dolly Parton#and something CLICKED#in my brain. and I don’t agree with my mom in terms of her non-interest in Taylor (as much as it has pained me to do so)#I think she’s worth loving and paying attention to now#but that gap that exists between people who love her and people who don’t (full time haters internet trolls do not interact)#I think it’s going to close with time as her work stretches out and out and grows and changes#like I think by the end of her career we are going to have something so astonishing#and to loop it back for a second to a previous thought. I think that’s why sometimes a taylor song can sound disjointed to me. because it#will hit the Depths of the Depth for a second. it will transcend and then it will go back to merely being an excellent pop song#those flashes are everywhere in her work but I think she is going to work and hone them into being conductors of light in a more steady way#the older she gets. does this sound INSANE. idk sometimes I think it does and then sometimes I think it DOESNt. so who knows. but yeah#it’s hard to say because I know it will read as more critical of Taylor than I mean it to be. when really I mean it with so much awe
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siri keeton: hello, my job is to take the jargon spat out by hyperintelligent posthumans and translate it into something that the average person can understand. in order to do this, i must observe, and due to this (and other various traumas in my past) i've developed a set of algorithms to study and mimic human behavior.
everyone, for some reason: you unfeeling monster. you unsentient creature. get out of my fucking sight.
#listen siri is a weird guy and a bit of a creep and a reddit atheist but he did NOT deserve the level of dehumanization he faced#remember when they were like 'wow these aliens r intelligent but not sentient. they have no empathy or sense of self. sound like anyone we#know?' WHAT THE FUCK.#or when siri got brutally mauled by jukka just so he could make a Point/traumatize the poor guy into having an Epiphany. and pretty much no#one gave a fuck.#pour one out for szpindel pretty much the only character that treated siri like a human#ALSO when his gf was like 'hey what if i just CHANGED YOUR BRAIN CHEMISTRY A BIT'#and siri understandably said 'no thank you that feels like manipulation to me' and she had a fit#siri keeton#blindsight#blindsight peter watts#firefall#firefall peter watts#jukka sarasti#or his MOTHER. good god#they legit treat this guy worse than the ACTUAL VAMPIRE
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2023 reads // twitter thread
A Song of Salvation
YA space fantasy adventure
a reborn god in the body of a girl on an isolated planet, a grumpy space pirate, and a famous space-radio podcaster end up together on the run in the middle of an intergalactic war - and they might have the key to end it
m/m and pre f/m, demi MCs
#A Song of Salvation#aroaessidhe 2023 reads#alechia dow#this is. also fine#I like the characters; they’re cool! I think probably my favourite set out of the 3 books.#though it’s very much like; platonic insta-love#i think; as with the other books; the space opera/worldbuilding/vibe is a little too YA for me#FOR ME obviously that’s not a fault of the book since it is YA#something about the brutality of the start of the sound of stars being like………..almost retconned tonally? feels odd.#possibly it’s just that it’s a fun ya series that can’t get too dark but like. it was dark. and then everythign after that....isnt as much#the demi-ness is also p understated but is there#I don’t know what the point of putting zahra with x at the end like…….random as hell soulmate shit. idc#I do also appreciate the existence of a series of 3 books with like four main character couples with fat Black ace-spec/queer people!#like what other YA sff books have that lol#yea so anyway there's lots of good things in here [all 3 books] but i think the overall execution isn't quite for me!
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Shoutout to me and the one other person who actually adores Willow's breakdown in ftf but isn't a huntlow fan
#like everyone ik hates that scene or doesnt like it#and to that I say fair enough but you don't know them like I do dont let the straight bait aspect get to you this is actually so much for#Willow's character arc#the reason it had to be hunter is because he is the only person who has never seen her at a weak point#hunters serious treatment of her as his iron willed captain is huge for her#she's gotten what she's wanted she's been taken seriously and she earned Hunter’s respect fully on her own#when he had no qualms against being brutally honest with her#were it anyone else telling her she can let out her emotions just by themselves it wouldn't be enough#because to willow that sounds like you go back to the way things were before#also its like one of the few disabled hunter moments we get#Luz is the only other person besides the two of them who experienced this particular form of ableism#and Luz has a wholly different experience with it as a human#and a lot more going on rn#Willow getting that validation from the one source she wouldn't expect it and desperately needs it isnt about shipping to me#the shippers cant have this one#random rambles bc i refuse to argue with haters on discord they have the right to be haters i love u haters
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i do not like most sports or the culture that surrounds them at all. it's just not Good. in my opinion. but to each their own ofc
#especially football#i mean i don't think there's anything wrong with liking football (i am an american so ofc many people i know love football lmfao)#but i just really don't like the way certain people act about it#and i don't like the fact that almost 100% of football players end up with tbis#it's brutal and weird to me#also i hate the sound of men yelling in anger and that's a given when there's a football game so i avoid them lol
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whenever i remember most ppl can picture like real images in their head i get freaked out by the concept for a good 10 minutes….. i did not realize that daydream is literal for like 20 years of my life at least even 😀
#i would b like jacking off constantly if i had that ability but also sounds brutal for like flashbacks#me my brain is nothing but a narrator which is probs why I’m so neurotic lol#i remember one time in elementary school i got in trouble for arguing that i didn’t know what an imagination was &/!/!/#ramblings
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I think part of why CS Forester's style annoys me so much because I can slip into it so easily
#i see what you did there and it has all the things that annoy me about my own writing#in character's head too much. incapable of capturing feeling of time & place. maximum of two characters at a time. okay 🙄#o'brian is absolutely brutal to imitate for me but in a fun way#it's like a challenging puzzle to crack figuring out what makes his stuff so good#forester is like computational linguistics. i would be really good at it if i wanted to but it does not compel me#the siren song of the glittering complexity of humanity calls to me and i must heed it#anyways. all this to say that if hornblowerfic comes out sounding just like forester despite me constantly complaining about him#you now know why#perce rambles#percy yells at cecil scott
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when i say hexadecimal would be a smash hit with the queer crowd, this is what im talking about
#local villianess found family's herself into the protagonist group#after being awfully brutalized and abused by her twin brother#(and also after spending hours tormenting the main cast)#because she's not really dangerous she's just weird and lonely#like she's VERY EXTREMELY dangerous but is just super not interested in using her power for true evil. just chaos.#she is the Queen of Chaos after all. a benign virus.#no one in the protagonist group really trusts her but She Persists and ultimately saves everyone's lives *because* she's a virus#anyways this is your local Hexadecimal propaganda#i know it doesn't look good and aged like milk left on the counter#but if you ever watch reboot with me i will love you forever. one of my dearest shows and very crucial to who i became as a person#you can see glimpses of how i tell stories in it#and i quote it Constantly its just that no one around me knows its a quote so i just sound like im making dumb jokes#got a guardian icon pin a few years back and i almost cried. i hope someone makes those in enamel someday
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I might post FaaF AU next gen / oc content actually, because the reason I am taking a break from posting is because I started doing it for validation and compliments instead of for myself like I used to, but my oc content has the target audience of One (me) ((and maybe my friends))
It's a maybe though
#thylacines can talk#bUT. I MIGHT POST CONTENT OF MY NON FANDOM OCS THAT SOUNDS MORE APPEALING#then it truly becomes the target audience of Two (me and my bestie who knows every single detail about my ocs)#i am thinking about my original stories now aND WHY THE FUCK ARE MOST OF THEM HORROR????#I CAN NAME. TWO THAT DON'T FALL INTO THAT GENERE#even though one of them wasnt meant to be horror 'jurrassic park but theyre putting the consciousness of humans into dinosaurs and#experimenting on them to create fucked up soldiers and the journalists and researchers who tresspass into the island to uncover what this#corporation been doing get brutally slaughtered in guresome ways all except one' sure SOUNDS like fucking horror#AND THE FACT THAT IT HAD A CUTE LINELESS ARTSTYLE 😭
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Enjoying the Buffy renaissance on this site (or I simply happen to be following several people who are getting into Buffy; hard to tell) and thinking about everyone complaining about MCU quippiness versus general appreciation for Buffy’s dialog. I think part of it is that this was fresh when Buffy came out, but also... Buffy (the show but also the character) knows when to stop quipping. The show has quiet and emotional moments. There’s room, because it’s longform storytelling. Also, every character has their own characterization, so although there are a lot of wisecrackers on the cast, they all sound different. I think most of the complaints about MCU quippiness is that there aren’t enough slow, quiet character moments, and everyone starts sounding the same.
#i haven't watched enough MCU stuff to say haha#I saw a very brutal review of w359 complaining that the dialog sounded like a marvel movie#and FIRST no it sounds like buffy they are clearly buffy fans and joss whedon did that first#and second they do know when to stop quipping there#we forced my brother's partner to watch s1 of btvs when they were here last#when will they return so we can begin s2
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