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Hey! Just a heads up, english is not my first language, so sorry if something sounds off! But first let me just say your writing is so good and the way you write [REDACTED] gives me so many feels like i can't even :') About the request, i've been kinda up to the neck in work (college likes to bury us in group projects, reports, exams, surgery preparations and hospital shifts all at the same time because time? what is that? :'D ) so if it's okay, could i ask for some [REDACTED] comfort where +
mialuna4 asked: + Angel, who's been trying to compromise by working close to him, finally gets a bit to properly relax with them? Thank you, take care of yourself and I hope you have a wonderful week! (Hope its okay to send this in two parts)
Thank you! School + healthcare work is tough so I hope you've been taking care of yourself as well. <3
14 Days With You is an 18+ Yandere Visual Novel. MINORS DNI
~A Little Free Time~
“I can't believe I'm done,” you sighed with relief. Even though you’d started in the morning, the sun was already setting by now.
The last assignment you had was finally finished. At least for the moment, there was time to unwind. [REDACTED] was quick to take advantage of it. Your bed creaked as he got up. The moment you shut your laptop, he dragged your chair away from the desk.
You weren't sure what you expected, but you were grateful when his hands came to rest on either side of your temple. Cool fingers began to massage in small circles to soothe the headache you hadn't noticed until then.
“Feel better?” you heard him say after a few minutes of bliss. The ache faded as you let out a pleasurable hum in response. “Good.”
His touch disappeared and your seat was gently spun to face him. You reached out for them, taking the chance to stretch as best you could once you were finally standing and tangled up in their embrace.
God, you'd been sitting in that chair for hours. “I never wanna use my brain again,” you jokingly whined into his chest before looking up. “Sorry it took so long.”
“S’alright, Angel. I missed you.” Dark hair brushed against your cheek as he leaned down to press his lips to yours. You were surprised by the fervent, almost desperate kiss he gave that took your breath away.
“But you've been here with me the whole time?” you wondered out loud once they pulled back to let you breathe again. Your work had absorbed the majority of your focus, but you were certain you would’ve noticed if he left the room outside of the breaks he made sure you took.
He didn’t answer right away, though the yearning in his eyes spoke for itself as he scooped you up in his arms and settled down on the bed. Your boyfriend didn’t miss you so much as your attention.
It’d been an exhausting few weeks. You couldn’t remember the last time you really got to do anything but work or projects, especially with him. All you could manage was letting him sit in the room with you.
Now that he had you situated in his lap, [REDACTED] seemed much calmer. His arms crossed over your front as if you were a doll he wanted to cling to. You felt the warmth of their breath tickling along your neck as they took their time to kiss and nibble any spot they could find. “Fuck, I really missed you,” he repeated in an aching whisper that you weren’t meant to hear.
“I missed you too,” you laughed. “There’s still a little bit of light out. Wanna head somewhere?” You couldn’t really think of anywhere to go, but surely you’d find something to do at the pier. The shops always stayed open well past midnight there.
He only groaned and rested his forehead on your shoulder. “Yeah. Jus’ let me recharge.” From the way he spoke, anyone else would think he was the one who’d been busy. You knew he was just happy to have you back.
You reached up to lightly rub the top of his head, and you swore you heard him purring. “On second thought, let’s just stay here.”
“Whatever y’wanna do s’fine with me,” he muttered into your back. But the way he clung to you kept you right where you were.
#14 days with you#14dwy redacted#momo reqs#sounds like ur in med school?? wishing u luck <333#PLEASE take ur time to rest cause i know those schedules can be brutal#either way recharge ur batteries!!#also delayed posting this a bit cause of day 3 announcement yesterday 👉👈 sowwy
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The question about if they're able to see a psychologist and them giving a lengthy answer why that is not possible and just ... the way they leaned to each other and the looks. The way they said it. What they said. Broke something in me. 💔 The family part crushed the pieces. 💔💔💔
#i often wonder if ze shares the WHOLE truth with her#or if he tries to hold back some stuff from her#and if hes sometimes masking about how he feels and is#my guess would be yes for both even though olena knows him so well by now that he cant hide anything from her#and I would guess olena has her sources he doenst know about to know the brutal truth and the parts he tries to keep away from her#no matter what - she is probably one of the few people who knows the hell hes going through every day#and how knows how much he actually would need a psychologist#(and rest and time for himself and his family and just peace)#when she answered that question it sounded like an unspoken answer swung with it#something like “we talked about it i know he needs one he knows it too but he cant and thats one cause of my constant worries about him”#another day where i wish them that they can heal from everything after the war
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spspsps tma fandom come get your feed of toxic old man yoai
ANYWAY i think a lot of elias's problems could have been solved if they let him wear dresses into the institute tbh
#peter lukas#elias bouchard#lonleyeyes#THAT IS THEIR SHIP NAME/??? STOP ITS TOO CUTE#the magnus archives#tma fanart#tma#tma s3#tma s4#magpod#the mag pod#emotional process went 'oh they're having a meeting together ok they know eachother i bet hes super evil' to 'oh. oh elias is leaving the#insitude with him' to 'OH NO GAY UM HE HAS CUSTODY OF THE CHILDREN'#Elias is slaying and by slaying i mean [extended sounds of brutal pipe murder]#thunders funky art#headcanon that Jon and Elias's floaty eyes kind of act as an broadcast of their emotions#and during s4 sometimes a bunch of eyes appear around Martin with little heart pupils and he freaks out#and Peter just sits there sipping his coffee like 'dont worry I've been there done that'
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God i just wanna throw hands with all those ao3 scammers or whatever they are. I read two fics today and BOTH of them had a comment from a scammer. Different ones too. People pour out their hearts on there and are probably really excited to get comments and-- Enter scammers. On ao3!! Is nothing sacred anymore???
If you don't know what I'm talking about/ how to identify them:
If their comment is something like "Wow! I really enjoyed this story and how you write the characters! Can't wait to see how this progresses!" (It's clearly a one-shot) or like "Wow! I really liked the way you conveyed the emotions in this story! I would enjoy to bring these characters to life in a comic!" yk, just.. sounding off. If their username is something like NameSurname. AND! Definitely if their account is like a few days old. Scammer. Sometimes they even properly complete their profile, like where they supposedly live and what their supposed birthday is. Scammer. Or bot idk but i think they're scammers but just. Not good. Delete comment. Block. Or not idk but just know that they're not being genuine.
#the fics i read were for#sherlock & co#bc that and acd canon fics are all i read on ao3 nowadays#scammers#ughhhh it just makes me so so so so angry#especially if the fic is like. like about a sensitive subject or just clearly straight from the heart idk#how dare they#i got them too like three times now#and the third time it was even human-sounding enough that i didn't catch on until they replied to my reply#and i felt stupid#and the first time i got one was on my sensitive subject fic#why#anyway i just delete them#but then i see them on other fics and i wonder if the author knows that they're not being genuine#and i just wanna obliterate them (scam comments) just by looking st them#honestly one of those two fics i mentioned was Brutal and.. and from the heart. and then i scroll down and-#god it made me so so Angry I'm tearing up from anger writing this#how Dare they#anyway this has been sitting in my drafts for a few hrs. now i see the author of that fic has deleted the comment#good for them#anyway idk if they have a tumblr but jf they do you know who you are and#I'm so angry on your behalf omg#they have no shame#yeah..#fanfics#ao3
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ngl. I want a Dom Q flavor that is like. a bit of a sadist. like maybe not necessarily a looot of a sadist. but like at least a bit of one. I want him to like. rly bully Bond. and not just in a cute way. like in a genuinely sadistic for his own haha sickos personal, gleeful pleasure kind of way.
this can include for example things like, playing with Bond (handling dick, tweaking his nipples, continuing to finger him or fuck him) after he's come and while he's like still sensitive and like getting into the overstimulated territory about it. also lmao. ...habe to admit. I found many of @/doll-tamer's posts very like. "ooh what if this for a specific flavor of Dom Q & sub Bond 👀👀👀... 👁👅👁." some examples that uhhh yeah I do gotta admit had me thinking... quite a few thots... (some of them are wow that would be gr8 to see... I want all of this but 00q.... and lowkey a couple are me going "....yea this is kind of Bond-core...." or like this is the-flavor-of-Dom-Q-Im-going-for-here-core....)
to be fair to me tho!!!!!!! I know Im not the only one cuz some of these DO in fact bear similarities to things I have seen in fic!!! So yes this is about me and myyy haha sickos personal tastes. But also I Know it also is Our tastes!!!
But also I want this specific flavorr and also.. if I could get like five more of these little blonde bitches dot meme.........
#food. for ME. if no one else#this is to feed MY id..... if it also feeds YOUR id can u pls sound off pls 🥺 👉👈 just so I know Im not alone lol......#surely I can't be the only one out here rn with these kinds of tastes lmao......#just like. idk how to describe this. like kink that is a bit. kinkier?#I feel like. a lot of the stuff is almost like. kinda too gentle lmao... or too tame#like can we get. crunchier with it#I want more...texture to my 00q kink content. you know? lol#I want it a but more brutal and less 'pretty' kink I want Q to rly take Bond dooowwn and it like. be a rly crunchy exp for Bond#but like good BECAUSE of that yk like. okay for ME lol. esp that thing the way doll tamer put it of like. praise mixed w degradation kink#cuz for me pure humiliation like. not my personal flavor esp if it's just kind of mean and brutal#I mean not like in general lmao since ig Im going the says too much abt my personal tastes anyway#but like. for Bond I don't see pure humiliation/degradation working...?#I think the theme of stuff w/ Bond seems to be like. mixing mediums#like sensation play that mixes up the pain & pleasure and also mixed sensations#and so yeah here like the mixing of praise & dirty talk#I feel like to rly get into it w Bond you gotta go all out you gotta maximalize but you also gotta like. switch things up to rly stimulate#multiple centers of his brain and also like keep him off a rhythm. never let him know your next move lol#like that's what rly keeps it interesting for him#or you like edge/tease him to the point of mindlessness lmao. and/or give him a specific directive to focus on. or like. -tease to the poin#where you overload his brain and he literally cannot be thinking of anything else or calculating anything else no ticking in the bg#(which to me is kind of what the like. tease them until they're a mindless toy posts are like but with some dirty talk/degradation kink in#there too. cuz like turn it slant and sth like oooh good boy you're made to please me aren't you? kind of is a related vibe and etc)#actually the more I think abt this. I think Q does get Bond to this pt in warmth of your doorways lmao#but obv without the like. Q as a bit of a sadist element. cuz me wanting a more. hm. harsh? no thats not the right word.#....eh I mean. yea a bit more aloof sadistic almost casually cruel kind of Dom Q. not like cruel cruel but like sadistic cruel.#is to feed myyyy id. where Bond is a bit more of the like. flavor of a guy who maybe COULD be in danger of being indoctrinated into a cult#(which I mean. if you already think abt it. and okay idk abt UK military but as a USian. and the military industrial complex. there kinda#already is some. perhaps one could even argue cultish. indoctrination going on with the army and etc right. so. ...yea...lol)
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hey guys do you want to see a wip pic from thralls I have a lot of them
#thralls of power#ganondorf#impa#link#zelda#maddsen#oot#my art#I never know the balance between showing you my progress or keeping the secret#but I am making progress#I'm around a 200 frames away from being done with the lineart#which may sound like a lot#but it's not compared to what was done already#just finished the second longest scene today btw!#in spite of my absolute brutal moodswings#yeee
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Max
hell yea <3
#gf says i'm Max flavored too#i told her about that anon that said we sounded like amberprice and she said#'you're not cool enough to be rachel. you're like the nervous one who doesn't know how to text back'#brutal. correct tho#thank u anon ^^#nova answers
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tags continued from prev post.
#and all of this is true while it is ALSO true that her songs age incredibly well#even debut or random soundtrack songs or endgame#whatever song people try to put on the worst Taylor songs list NEVER QUITE BELONGS#it doesn’t feel right. and to some extent occasionally in mercurial flashes I feel the same about her BEST songwriting list#I can never rank anything of hers ever because she can write better than she has written#if anything finds her own songwriting dead it’s what her future self will be able to achieve#and I think sometimes even the public can SENSE this about her and it’s part of why people are sooooo hard on her in a brutal way#and in a way they never are with other artists. who have reached the limits of their potential#Taylor has not reached the limits —that’s the simple way of saying it#in some way she is still figuring out the artist she is going to be#and I really do think that it is going to be absolutely astonishing#because in some ways (this is going to sound crazy) she is still distracted by her success and her tour#she’s NOT but I mean. the canon hasn’t been fully set free#there are still somehow things holding her back#and we’ve watched her outstrip so much of those early confines that fame and the business of the music industry strapped around her#we’ve seen her say ‘that doesn’t apply to me’#but actually she’s going to and she needs to and I believe she WILL continue to move into rarefied air#my mom helped me give me the final piece of this feeling (and it’s just a deep gut intuition/brain chemical thing for me)#when she said one day almost in mild exasperation: maybe one day Taylor will grow into a Dolly Parton#and something CLICKED#in my brain. and I don’t agree with my mom in terms of her non-interest in Taylor (as much as it has pained me to do so)#I think she’s worth loving and paying attention to now#but that gap that exists between people who love her and people who don’t (full time haters internet trolls do not interact)#I think it’s going to close with time as her work stretches out and out and grows and changes#like I think by the end of her career we are going to have something so astonishing#and to loop it back for a second to a previous thought. I think that’s why sometimes a taylor song can sound disjointed to me. because it#will hit the Depths of the Depth for a second. it will transcend and then it will go back to merely being an excellent pop song#those flashes are everywhere in her work but I think she is going to work and hone them into being conductors of light in a more steady way#the older she gets. does this sound INSANE. idk sometimes I think it does and then sometimes I think it DOESNt. so who knows. but yeah#it’s hard to say because I know it will read as more critical of Taylor than I mean it to be. when really I mean it with so much awe
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2023 reads // twitter thread
A Song of Salvation
YA space fantasy adventure
a reborn god in the body of a girl on an isolated planet, a grumpy space pirate, and a famous space-radio podcaster end up together on the run in the middle of an intergalactic war - and they might have the key to end it
m/m and pre f/m, demi MCs
#A Song of Salvation#aroaessidhe 2023 reads#alechia dow#this is. also fine#I like the characters; they’re cool! I think probably my favourite set out of the 3 books.#though it’s very much like; platonic insta-love#i think; as with the other books; the space opera/worldbuilding/vibe is a little too YA for me#FOR ME obviously that’s not a fault of the book since it is YA#something about the brutality of the start of the sound of stars being like………..almost retconned tonally? feels odd.#possibly it’s just that it’s a fun ya series that can’t get too dark but like. it was dark. and then everythign after that....isnt as much#the demi-ness is also p understated but is there#I don’t know what the point of putting zahra with x at the end like…….random as hell soulmate shit. idc#I do also appreciate the existence of a series of 3 books with like four main character couples with fat Black ace-spec/queer people!#like what other YA sff books have that lol#yea so anyway there's lots of good things in here [all 3 books] but i think the overall execution isn't quite for me!
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Shoutout to me and the one other person who actually adores Willow's breakdown in ftf but isn't a huntlow fan
#like everyone ik hates that scene or doesnt like it#and to that I say fair enough but you don't know them like I do dont let the straight bait aspect get to you this is actually so much for#Willow's character arc#the reason it had to be hunter is because he is the only person who has never seen her at a weak point#hunters serious treatment of her as his iron willed captain is huge for her#she's gotten what she's wanted she's been taken seriously and she earned Hunter’s respect fully on her own#when he had no qualms against being brutally honest with her#were it anyone else telling her she can let out her emotions just by themselves it wouldn't be enough#because to willow that sounds like you go back to the way things were before#also its like one of the few disabled hunter moments we get#Luz is the only other person besides the two of them who experienced this particular form of ableism#and Luz has a wholly different experience with it as a human#and a lot more going on rn#Willow getting that validation from the one source she wouldn't expect it and desperately needs it isnt about shipping to me#the shippers cant have this one#random rambles bc i refuse to argue with haters on discord they have the right to be haters i love u haters
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i do not like most sports or the culture that surrounds them at all. it's just not Good. in my opinion. but to each their own ofc
#especially football#i mean i don't think there's anything wrong with liking football (i am an american so ofc many people i know love football lmfao)#but i just really don't like the way certain people act about it#and i don't like the fact that almost 100% of football players end up with tbis#it's brutal and weird to me#also i hate the sound of men yelling in anger and that's a given when there's a football game so i avoid them lol
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whenever i remember most ppl can picture like real images in their head i get freaked out by the concept for a good 10 minutes….. i did not realize that daydream is literal for like 20 years of my life at least even 😀
#i would b like jacking off constantly if i had that ability but also sounds brutal for like flashbacks#me my brain is nothing but a narrator which is probs why I’m so neurotic lol#i remember one time in elementary school i got in trouble for arguing that i didn’t know what an imagination was &/!/!/#ramblings
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I think part of why CS Forester's style annoys me so much because I can slip into it so easily
#i see what you did there and it has all the things that annoy me about my own writing#in character's head too much. incapable of capturing feeling of time & place. maximum of two characters at a time. okay 🙄#o'brian is absolutely brutal to imitate for me but in a fun way#it's like a challenging puzzle to crack figuring out what makes his stuff so good#forester is like computational linguistics. i would be really good at it if i wanted to but it does not compel me#the siren song of the glittering complexity of humanity calls to me and i must heed it#anyways. all this to say that if hornblowerfic comes out sounding just like forester despite me constantly complaining about him#you now know why#perce rambles#percy yells at cecil scott
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when i say hexadecimal would be a smash hit with the queer crowd, this is what im talking about
#local villianess found family's herself into the protagonist group#after being awfully brutalized and abused by her twin brother#(and also after spending hours tormenting the main cast)#because she's not really dangerous she's just weird and lonely#like she's VERY EXTREMELY dangerous but is just super not interested in using her power for true evil. just chaos.#she is the Queen of Chaos after all. a benign virus.#no one in the protagonist group really trusts her but She Persists and ultimately saves everyone's lives *because* she's a virus#anyways this is your local Hexadecimal propaganda#i know it doesn't look good and aged like milk left on the counter#but if you ever watch reboot with me i will love you forever. one of my dearest shows and very crucial to who i became as a person#you can see glimpses of how i tell stories in it#and i quote it Constantly its just that no one around me knows its a quote so i just sound like im making dumb jokes#got a guardian icon pin a few years back and i almost cried. i hope someone makes those in enamel someday
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DID HE LIE
#but like#that was kinda brutal#gagged me though#😭#sounds like it came right out of#barbie#it was about Björn Andrésen#film#björn andrésen#you know what#i stand by this
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Mmmm I had the most delicious October day. I was out with my pup in the woods when we came across a barred owl hunting a chipmunk between a few trees. The chipmunk talkin up a storm and dancing around, owl swooping and jumping after him, while keeping an eye on my whereabouts as well. Which of course was entertaining enough on its own, but then the biggest freakin raven I’ve ever seen in my life swoops down onto the same tree! Followed by a flock of very noisy steller’s seemingly out of nowhere! All of this on the backdrop of autumn leaves and slivers of golden sunlight weaving through the trees made for quite a dramatic scene. Owl seemed rather disturbed by the chaos so I do believe dear Chippy lived to see another day. I really feel like the luckiest girl in the world to get to witness things like this :)
#raven was making some calls i don’t always hear from him tooooo which was so sweet. i love birds so much.#to some this might sound like a really freaky omen of sorts but i swear ravens are my guardian angels. and i know owl is aware of me but#we aren’t that close. i haven’t figured them out yet i suppose. they always see me before i see them though.#i don’t think they’re often seen without their consent. if you see one it’s because they’ve allowed it. anyway. :)))#i was getting emotionally prepared for a brutal death i wasn’t going to interfere or anything. it’s really none of my business.#i’m just so glad to have gotten a front row seat to such a show. i really needed it today. thank you <3#home
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