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ā Diaās tumblr wrapped 2024Ā
I know itās super late for me to share this, but just as many would say, itās better late than never. Thank you so much for the lovely people who tagged me to do this: @beomcoups, @shadowkoo, @kingofbodyrollsĀ ā”
2024 started off smoothlyā¦until it didnāt. The final quarter of the year has always been a hard time for me and it wasnāt that much different this year. As you can probably notice that Iāve been mostly absent ever since the end of October and I deeply apologise for that. I also regret not planning things properly and for not keeping up with my goals this year but that only means that I'll be dragging my WIP list towards the next year.
Thank you so much for everyone who has been there for me this year, and those of you who have stuck by me despite my inconsistencies. I really appreciate your presence on my blog, whether itās through your likes and kudos, your reblogs, your comments and replies on my contents, and the kind words you sent me through my ask box. You guys have made it worthwhile for me to be here even after all these years, and I donāt think I can thank you enough for that. Hereās to mark the end of our wild journey through 2024 and enter the new year of 2025.Ā
OVERALL FIC STATS 2024
Number of fics posted: 4 (four) one-shots, 2 (two) ongoing series, 3 (three) ficlets
Number of fics revamped: 2 (two) completed fics, 2 (two) ongoing series
Number of words written: 448,057 words (dang, no wonder I felt so burned out lol)
Number of fics in progress: 32 (oh, boyā¦)Ā
FIRST FIC OF 2024
ā„ A Christmas Fix 01 & 02 āĀ posted Jan 31st & Feb 1st | 1,926 & 1,226 notes
My thoughts: This wasā¦quite a journey. Itās been a while since I wrote a rom-com story and I was pleased to have been given the chance to write this idea through a collab. The final outcome wasnāt too disappointing either, since I enjoyed writing it and reading it afterwards. Iām glad everyone loved this story as well.
MOST POPULAR FIC OF 2024
ā„ The Stand-In (Revamped version) ā posted Aug 13th | 4,267 notes
My thoughts: Okay, yeahā¦I cheated a little. But to be fair, this fic did get a lot of notes this year before and after the revamping process. I loved this story so much that I felt like it deserved a major makeover and Iām glad I managed to do it this year.
LONGEST FIC OF 2024
ā„ The Bedroom Hymns ā series, ongoing, last updated Sept 9th | 50k++ words | Iām too lazy to open each chapter to count the notes Iām so sorry lol
My thoughts: I knowā¦I know, I need to update this one again. I had to take a break from this series because this fic literally became my main focus this year that a lot of my WIPs kept getting pushed back just so I could finish more of this. I had to stop at some point to finally set free my WIPs. I have to admit that I also lost my motivation to write this due to the lack of notes and responses that I got with each update no matter how much time I spent working on it (tacky, I knowā¦but it is what it is). I still love and enjoy writing this, so more chapters are coming. I can see this fic becoming my main focus again in 2025 until Iām done with it.
LAST FIC OF 2024
ā„ The Forsaken II: Tears of the Sea ā posted Oct 24th | 712 notes
My thoughts: Holy hellā¦this fic. Who wouldāve thought that Iād be revisiting siren!Taehyung this year afterā¦3 years?? Thank you, whoever it was that sent this during my birthday event. I never expected to write a full fic for this to continue the original story and to answer a lot of your questions, but Iām glad I did!Ā
Honorable mention:Ā
ā„ Our Imperfections ā posted Oct 30th | 92 notes
My thoughts: This was the last thing I actually released before I dipped into the void but I couldnāt count this as a fic as this was considered a ficlet or, in a more common term, a drabble.
PERSONAL FAVOURITE FIC OF 2024
ā„ Blooming Wallflowers ā posted Sept 25th | 927 notes
My thoughts: I had one of those rare moments where I found myself enjoying the writing process of a story so much that things simply kept flowing until it became a full story. This one went twice the size planned (and commissioned) but I have no regrets. At all.
Honorable mention:Ā
ā„ Maps (revamped version) ā series, completed, posted Sept 6th, 7th, & 11th | 1,4k++ notes (again, Iām too lazy to open each chapter lol)
My thoughts: I initially planned to release something else for DPR Ianās birthday this year. But then I started revamping the graphics for his old fics instead and decided to revamp the whole series while I had the chance. This one has always been my fave work that I wrote for Christian, so diving back into this to do a makeover and give it a major upgrade felt absolutely fulfilling.Ā
2024 SPECIAL EVENT
ā„ šššššššš šššš šššššššš:Ā yooniaās 2024 birthday bash
My thoughts: Once again, I canāt thank you guys enough for joining this small event of mine. I promise that Iāll have another event in 2025 so please stay tuned! (see you in March!)Ā
Fave reads of 2024
I have to admit that I havenāt been doing a lot of fic reading this year. But Iām happy that I got to dive back into reading some fanfics during my birthday event and found some lovely gems that I truly enjoyed
The Taste of Sin by @shadowkoo
Vignette: Duty by @cybrsan
The Athlete by @beomcoups
A Lover's Redemption by @writtenwhalien
Dandelion by @shina913
The Wood by @sailoryooons
Minted by @kithtaehyung
Mr. & Mrs. Yoon by @monamipencil
On The Ropes by @raplinesmoon
Top Ten Tracks of 2024
Loved ā B.I
People ā Agust D
Make You Mine ā Black Violet
Gemini ā CheyenneĀ
Close To Me ā Mamie, Eloy, Trippy Bass
HUH?! ā Agust D feat. J-hope
Love ā Lana Del ReyĀ
Reasons ā COTISĀ
Watch Me Burn ā Michelle MorroneĀ
Die First ā Nessa Barrett Ā
GOALS FOR 2025
Write more. Tackle more WIPs each month.Ā
Finally finish my old abandoned WIPs (About Time, Blood Moon Rising and the Shifters Series, Chance Encounter)Ā
Finish writing and officially release my original stories/novel as a web-series
Try to do better with planning and scheduling and keeping up with them
Finish revamping Carousel and release the novel version on Ream
Read more. Both published books and released fics
Focus more on my personal health, mental and physicalĀ
Start job hunting again
I know Iām late for this, so Iām passing this over to the writers who are tagged on the list above (if you havenāt done this yet) and also tagging a few who come across my mind right now (only if you want to!):Ā @ressjeon @lo1k-diamonds @pars-ley @minisugakoobies @inkedtae
And also tagging randomly anyone who feels inspired to create their own tumblr wrapped!Ā
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The State Of The Iggleverse 2025
The Iggleverse, a term I've used since starting my tumblr to simply explain my style of play. That is, everything I post is connected, from one sim to the next. The first iggleverse, that dated back to my first sim, Lourdes, went on for a few years and everything was connected.
I soft relaunched that iggleverse, which was easily done since, little did the reader know (since I never got that far) Telah had become the holder of the Watcher's Key (something I referenced then every now and then) and since I was literally the Watcher (well who else could it be!?) I used that little device to restart it even again. Dalton, Telah's son, who was the main heir in one of my darkest runs, had battled with Lovecraftian monsters and ancient deities and it had destroyed his universe...which was sort of explained by the introduction of his daughter who said she had escaped a destroyed universe...
Long story short, I still had connections to the first Iggleverse in even this latest one. For example, Gracelyn's mother was explained to be from another universe and her father was a traveller of different planes of existence...and her mother was a blood witch. Did this get mentioned? It might be mentioned in a post I have queued...but the term blood witch brings it all back to Dalton's story and a certain evil spellcaster that had summoned an ancient deity into his world...
All this to say. The iggleverse is kind of complex. I like that. But I try to tell a story with the intention of someone diving in at any moment and sort of getting right into it. It's why I always tell new readers, oh just jump in. To me, a story can be as complex as rocket science as long as the reader is focused on one thing at a time and is not overwhelmed. The past is a reference and the future is unknown.
After all, the beginning of any story is where you decide it is, but the ending, well, that's a lot more final.
The truth is, Frida, Zer, Gracelyn, and Teresa (who was cursed being 4th because of my fascination with odd numbers) have run their short course.
I hate doing this again but I only do it because it must be done. I realize that the way I was producing them and the past few set of heirs was completely wrong.
It took too long to even play one day of their gameplay because of how much I over thought things, over planned things, and then what made it worse is that I was still playing the game and so every time a sim did something different it meant rewriting the present and changing the future. For anyone that's tried to write a novel you know how much changing one thing can just cause a domino effect of you having to rewrite the whole thing...and this is what was constantly happening.
Example...I had a heir named Kyoko. Some of you may remember her, she was in Sulani and she had once met a sim that was supposed to be her romantic interest, don't remember his name, but they go out on a date and it was going well until one argument flipped her relationship with the guy. I was like well that sucks, I had like so much planned for this couple! But, I do not force my sims relationships, that would be boring! In the end, she end up becoming a mermaid and bleh...
Long story short, this is what was going on with my latest heirs and has been going on since maybe...I forget the last time I completed an actual heir maybe like 2021 or something?!?!
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What Now?
Well, I do this for the love of the game! So, I still enjoy doing sim legacies and you will meet THREE new heirs very very very soon. Today, actually!
The Iggleverse must be made new and whole and beautiful and I hope these three heirs are the ones to bring it home and actually have a 2nd generations.
But who is to say you won't just do this again a few months from now?
Well, no one is to say, not even I know that! But, one of the big issues I had with the past one is how slow things were going. I was playing Frida for most of 2024 and she just now had a child! Like I mentioned, the production of my recent legacy attempts has been so slow. A whole episode was a lot of hours of work and then it'd just be like 3-5 days.
Back then I would have had multiple generations in a year like 2 or 3 and daily posting was easily done because I was usually sitting on like 70+ posts. I want to get back to that and the best part, I think I know how!
How?
I must put the legacy ahead of the story, for the longest I was putting story before legacy. It took some enjoyment out of the game because what was happening is I was planning out days for my sims for whatever the story I had planned for them.
Okay, but why not just do all the above and bring back the heirs I've read?
Because its just not how I work! I also have advanced the stories further than read and I don't like them. I feel like because I tried to do this mix of storytelling and plotting while doing gameplay it made me write my sims into arcs I didn't like. Kyoko's Mermaid...
Well, okay, but when will the new legacy start?
I don't have a date, could be tomorrow, could be a week from now, it just depends on when I feel like I am ready. It literally could be tomorrow though because the christmas week, the week I planned on posting Frida, Teresa, Zer, and Gracelyn, because I had time, I spent making new heirs and writing them and I have content ready to post! More than one might expect but that is because I've gone back to my old style of production. Which was legacy and gameplay first and story to tie it all together.
No big scrivener file with all the plots I have going (and there were A LOT), nothing but what the next sim day might bring!
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TOO LONG DID NOT READ!
Well! Just know that I am still around and starting fresh (again), for those that were attached to the previous four heirs, well, I am sorry and like usual, if anyone wants spoilers I'll post them! I think I'll just post pictures and explanations of what I had planned actually!
Because I want this iggleverse to be completely fresh, no connections at all to any previous iggleverse!
So. New year, new me, but also still the old me! I hope that is good enough!
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Major Blog Update: Inbox Cleared, Life Updates, a big thank you and More!
First of all the big one:
The deed is done...The Inbox is dead.
Long live the inbox.
To get a fresh start, I've deleted the current inbox of all my asks.
The inbox memes, the nightmares...they're finally over...
ANYWAYS, feel free to send in any request you may have as per usual, just figured I clear that damn thing finally out considering I've had asks that are three years old in there.
Right now I'm really getting into Honkai: Star Rail since Natlan kinda killed my enjoyment of Genshin, but those gals I will still love and write for (I mean, I'm sure as heck not changing the blog url) so don't feel discouraged if you came to this blog because of my Genshin content. And of course my other fandoms are still good to rock and roll!
One last thing before the cut:
I want to thank EVERY ONE of you for following this blog and sticking around with my goofy ah for so long.
I genuinely get excited to read any message or request you put under my posts or inbox, whether it be feedback or joking around! And I know we have the memes going on about me being drowned, please know I do genuinely take the time to look at every single one that comes in everyday, even if I didn't say anything or respond. And it means the world to me that ya'll like my writing enough to continue asking of me.
You all are the reason I even put the effort I do in this blog for so many years, from my newer followers to those who have followed me since my first blog. I could not ask for a better group than ya'll.
From the bottom of my heart, thanks, and let's have a great year together!
ANYWHO: For those who care enough, this is what's been going on with me for the last few months.
Work:
As for why I've been absent for a while: simply put because I work a retail job. Thankfully nothing too bad, it's just normal scheduling and it IS work I very much enjoy and get paid relatively well. My love for writing is still very strong as is my simping, so no worries, I don't plan on going anywhere.
I DO greatly apologize for making everyone wait for literally ANYTHING, doubly so if you had an ask I didn't get to yet. I wanted to honestly save everything into my drafts, but alas I could only choose some select ones.
You're more than welcome to send it back in, and since things have calmed down I SHOULD be getting to them a lot faster.
Genshin:
In regards to what I said earlier about Genshin: Natlan kind of killed any enjoyment I had playing, characters were REALLY unappealing to me, it made my friends stop playing so therefore I stopped as well as that was the major reason I still had it installed. I don't really plan on adding anyone from Natlan or anyone else from that game in the future, so apologies if you were looking forward to that from me specifically.
Star Rail has been filling the hole in my heart and honestly? I have a lot more writing freedom writing the gals from there, but again, don't feel afraid to send me any genshin request! I still simp for my Mondstadt women after all.
Other things I've been doing/Ideas for the blog:
I've also been playing games (and getting distracted) with my irl friends and trying to catch up on my hobbies to prevent myself from burning out, Minecraft has been a big thing lately for me again: specifically Pixelmon LMAO.
For 2025 though, I plan to at least post an imagine once a week starting next week since things are still settling down and I have to get my work schedule.
I might also start posting (Eventually) my personal writing projects here to get feedback and possibly go to AO3 to post my crossover series since Tumblr isn't really the place to be doing so (Chief among them my FE3H AU: House Isekai), or if demand is high enough I'll post it here.
Oh, and with this major update I have once again updated my banner, not that it's really important, just that I put a good amount of effort in it, more than you'd think for how simple it is. I also want to see if anyone even gets my reference LMAO
Once this post goes live, I plan to add a few new characters, starting with the Commander from Girls' Frontline but we'll see how it goes.
I think that's all I got for right now, so see ya soon guys!
- Chris
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Answer and then tag three or more creators to keep the game going!
Thank you so much @velarisdusk for the tag! š«¶š»
1. How many words did you publish on AO3 in 2024?
I don't have anything published on AO3 simply because I still don't know how to use it even though I do have an account. But here on tumblr, it's 92.878
2. How many fics did you complete this year?
49! I've never counted them before and never realized just how many they were omg
3. How many in progress or ongoing fics did you start this year?
Ongoing only Bound By Secrets. In progress apparently 10? I thought I had 3 WIPs. I completely forgot about the other 7 lol
4. What was your favorite thing you wrote?
UGH how do I choose one? A Helping Hand has a special place in my heart because it's the first fic I wrote and posted. Night and Days is one of my favorites because I love the banter between Azriel and reader, and I also have to mention Say My Name because omg I loved writing that one and I know I might be biased but I was giggling and kicking my feet while writing.
5. What piece was your most experimental or different from your usual style?
I'd say the first few things I wrote rather than one in particular for the simple reason that in Italian I tend to write very long sentences because it's normal, but in English sentences are usually shorter so it took a bit to get into that mindset. As for experimental, I'm trying to write a fic from two povs at the same time, sort of like an omniscient narrator. We'll see how it turns out.
6. Did any fics surprise you - either while writing or their reception?
Many fics surprise me while writing because I don't plan them out that much other than a few things I want to happen and then I see where the story leads me. As for reception, Bound by Secrets. I didn't expect so many people asking for a part 2! (I'll write it, I promise)
7. Do you have a fic you wrote and loved that went under the radar? (This is your sign to reblog/repost it!)
The Path To Healing and on a happier (and smutty) note Alcohol and Giggles. I cried writing the first one and laughed writing the second one.
8. Who is an artist that inspired you?
I love every single fanart by madschofield and elizianna.the.one!
9. Who is an author that inspired you?
@writingcroissant was the first author I found on here, the literal reason I created an account was to read her fics, and @illyrianbitch was the second. I love everything they write and it made me want to write again.
10. Who is a new author you discovered?
@shedoessoshedoes and @duskandcobalt! I'm going to read all of your fics so don't be surprised if you see me in your notifications for the next few weeks š„°
11. Did you do any collaborations? How did it start
Nope, no collaborations.
12. What accomplishments are you proudest of?
Kinktober! I decided to do it two weeks before it started and didn't think I'd be able to write all 31 one fics but I did it!
13. What did you learn about writing or creating this year?
When I started posting, I kept opening tumblr every five minutes to see if there were any new notes/comments/etc. Now I don't do that anymore. I still care about people enjoying my content of course and any kind of feedback is always super appreciated, but I don't need to continuously check to know that my writing is valid and good even if I get only a few likes.
14. What is your advice?
I'm the wrong person to ask this to, but I guess write what you like and what you want to read. I know it's basic, but never before I realized just how true it is. Feedback and appreciation for your work is awesome, but you have to be the first one to like it or it's probably going to turn out bland if you push yourself to write something you don't like or are not interested in.
15. What are your creative goals for 2025?
Finish working on all those WIPs apparently lol. And I have an idea for a series that I want to work on as well.
No pressure of course, but if you'd like to @azrielslittleslut @anarchiii @shedoessoshedoes or anyone else who wants to do it!
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Hereās my AO3 wrapped for 2024!
This time last year, I was really proud of what I'd achieved with my writing in 2023. Little did I know that I was about to blow myself out of the water in 2024!
I've never been this productive for a fandom in all my life; it's actually wild what my brain has come out with in the last 12 months, even through all the ups and downs the year brought with it. Though the ending to 2024 was particularly hard, I won't let anyone take that away from me.
Glo, you did amazing actually āØ
Words written: Over 200k words published in 2024 and many more sitting in my secret WIP pile!
Works published: Twenty three published works for Jujutsu Kaisen, 21 of which are complete. Help.
Work I'm most proud of: Over the Threshold, even more than last year. My love for this work is infinite and blue.
Work that readers enjoyed most: This time last year, Over the Threshold didn't have many readers yet, but I think it's safe to say that this is now a reader favourite too. After that, however, it's probably Mailman AU or Office AU ā hard to judge which since they were cross-platform, but while I think the strength of love was stronger for the former, the latter probably wins in sheer numbers.
Fastest work to write: Thunder. I've said it before, but this fell out of my brain onto the page in a single morning.
Slowest work to write:Ā It took me three months to write chapter 12 and it wasn't even that long, so unfortunately it's Over the Threshold. Progress on this fic has slowed significantly towards the latter half of the year and it frustrates me, but I won't rush this work!
Number of WIPs I'm taking into 2024:Ā God, I've literally lost count at this point, but I know we're over the 40 mark. I have too many documents open. Someone rein me in please.
Favourite character to write:Ā Last year I said GojÅ, but writing GetÅ in chapters 11 and 12 was very difficult and all the more rewarding because of it. Honourable mention to Megumi in In His Shadow and Balance, because I adored writing from his POV in those fics.
Favourite line/passage I wrote this year: Chapter 11 specifically is my magnum opus. For now, at least. If I'm honest, I think every single chapter is brilliant from here on out. Wish me luck!
It was an A minor chord on a rainy afternoon. A chromatic flourish, tumbling over black and white at the top of the piano. A second suspended like magic in the air, waiting for resolution to the third. But also, thunder booming and bellowing its way across the city. The dayās first birdsong, before the heavens found their forgotten yellows. The hiss of the Pacific Ocean kissing Suguruās feet, stretching out into infinity before him. Blue was the autumn windās mournful howl ushering in the death of the year. The hopeful chime of icicles fracturing in winterās thaw. The pensive pitter-patter of a spring shower on Suguruās umbrella. The summer chorus crying its jubilant love song to cloudless skies. Most of all, it was Satoru and his blue, blue eyes.
Once again, thank you to everyone who supported my work in 2024, whether in my comment section, in the replies and reblogs here on Tumblr, or even in our private DMs. It's all the motivation I need to continue when I'm feeling unwanted in this fandom; I cannot tell you how much I appreciate the love you've shown for my writing over the last 12 months.
I'm going to make a post about my writing process soon, so if you have any specific questions you'd like me to answer, leave them in the replies! For now, here's to many more wonderful words in 2025!
P.S. This exercise is for my own record keeping, so I just used a collaged together template I made last year. Feel free to use it for your own AO3 wrapped if you like!
#ao3 wrapped#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#jjk fanfic#jujutsu kaisen fanfic#gojo satoru#geto suguru#fushiguro megumi#satosugu#sugusato#stsg#sgst#åŖč”å»»ę¦#glo's writing#fushiglow
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Sincere question, what is a tiktok therian? I am new to this and idk what that means, apologies if that's a rude question
Not at all!! TikTok Therian, at least to me, are the people on TikTok who claim to be Therians but put ālimitsā on who is allowed to be one based on actions they do or donāt agree with. Most of them shun packers, species dysphoria, objectkin/nonanimalkins, etc. People like that ofc arenāt always on TikTok, and not every therian on TikTok is like that, but just in my brief dip into the therian community on TikTok, itās very very miserable. Thatās where I first learned/heard about being a therian, but the community behind it made me feel so uncomfortable! It felt like there were so many unspoken rules, and I when I didnāt relate to peopleās posts I felt isolated. when I decided to start being open about it and exploring my therian side I created this tumblr account instead, and itās been 1000x better. Iāve met more people with similar experiences and feelings and itās helped my anxiety around this a lot.
They suck up to normies most of the time with stuff like āus therians KNOW weāre human!ā When, that just defeats the purpose of being therian entirely, the point is weāre NOT human mentally and/or physically, either fully, partially, or any other amount. They tainted the word therian with their hatred, to the point I see people saying they are uncomfortable using the term now, and that just seriously pisses me off.
I get the argument most of them are uneducated, but the problem is that we sadly live in the world where uneducated people typically have no interest in learning otherwise. People like being ignorant if it means getting to continue hating people, even if those people are literally also the same thing as you.
Basically DNI Tik-tok therians is just DNI bigoted/exclusionary therians. Hope this explanation helps :3!! Also again, no hate to regular therians on TikTok who just genuinely be doing their own thing, or the ones who are trying to reeducate others on the platform, I couldnāt do what yāall do I hate that platform already in general, it made my mental health so shit, but yāall are epic! Have a good day :3!!
#therian#therianthropy#nonhuman#otherkin#somewhat vent-y?#voicing my frustrations#alterhuman#canine therian#dog therian#puppy therian
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wrt prev post and samās original āfed demon blood by azazel as a babyā arc like. actually that was the most insane thing to see depicted on my television especially when it seemed like no one else i knew or followed was talking about it. it felt so explicit and yet it was sooo deep in metaphor. she walked in on us. sammy, youāre my favourite. god it must be terrible to know something happened but that youāll never be able to remember it or tell anyone about it. never be able to rip it out or scrub it clean. so azazel could get into my nursery and- bleed in my mouth? because i wasnāt clean. these trials - theyāre purifying me. anyway. augh
#sometimes i think abt how i had no idea what the hell i was getting into when i started watching supernatural#i literally didnāt know sam existed. i just knew it from tumblr as the destiel show.#i didnāt even know it was a horror show initially#i didnāt know anything i just knew there were angels and it got weird and interestingly bad and meta and god was a guy called chuck#and there was this bisexual silly guy called dean winchester with daddy issues#and he had a homophobic brother#ANGERS me. rarrgh#anyway and then somehow i still started watching. watched the pilot. kept watching. became flat out obsessed in like 3 episodes.#i think i watched most of s1 in one day#and by the end i was like. oh this is good#like. Actually Good.#and i had no reference point for spn being good in especially the specific way it was good#which was a fucked up family is hell mini horror film every episode way that i really liked#anyway then i discovered samgirl tumblr when i was on like s4. And all was well#these tags r so irrelevant to the actual post but whatgeer#point stands i stumbled into this entirely accidentally and it made it so trippy to start seeing pieces come together before my eyes#csa tw#oliver talks#spn#samgirlisms#she walked in on us
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LETāS FUCKING GOOOOOO
#yuurivoice#yuurivoice seth#seth yuurivoice#rp audio stuff#god bless what a glorious day#i am Winning with the selection of audios that my fav creators have been dropping lately what is going on#was gearing up to make a vent post but nvm misery postponed this takes precedence#had such an intense reaction to scrolling across this on my YT feed ohhh my god /pos#like. suddenly sprung to life. bouncing in my chair. leg pulled up in the air slapping my knee. shaking my phone around in the other hand.#embarrassing behavior but itās fine no one saw me. and no one knows except everyone on Tumblr now#which i only make note of bc of how rarely anything makes me react so strongly like that. happy stimming? i think???#anyways iām like the twentieth person to say this but that timing?? impeccable#my period just snuck up on me today so this audio will go live around the time iāll need it most#southern comfort? heating pad and back rubs?? period comfort from my fav YV boy??? i am. So happy. iāve wanted this for YEARS. YEARS I SAY#thank u yuuri for the early christmas gift i literally could not ask for more#sorry the alt text is prabably bad but iām feeling like shit rn and awake past my bedtime and need to get this post made ASAP#*probably smh ok bedtime 4 me gn world
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Writeblr: "NoNoWriMo are sell outs. Let's cancel them!"
Me, who is brand new to writing, thinking it was just an activity people chose to do, much like making a New Year's Resolution: "It's an organization...? With like money and stuff???"
#not to make light of people's probably well founded grievances with said organization#I literally just thought it like a made up annual holiday/activity that writers did for funsies#I had no idea there were people in charge of money changing hands#if you don't like the organization just go home and write#the writing police can't stop you from writing in November#I'm not making this post as a way to beg for long winded explanations of what's going on#I didn't know about the organization before#and with āallegationsā floating about I think I'd prefer to keep it that way#I'm probably not going to participate in the challenge anyway seeing as I'm a slower writer by nature and I don't want to burn out#nanowrimo#writblr#writeblr#talking about writing#on writing#on writers#writing community#feeling like a new character in season 5#I have no idea what's going on#who knew there were people in charge of the writing holiday?#writers on tumblr#writers of tumblr#new writers on tumblr#writing humor#writer stuff#writer things
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me after attempting to get back into sims and realizing i had a lot more to do than play the game
#hi everyone#Iām going around hugging you all#okay now that we are gathered here today#i will simply acknowledge that i have been gone for a very long time and then also acknowledge that maybe it was for the best#i relied on sims to be my only creative activity even if i tried to write a book at the same time#and also. i prioritized sims over real life responsibilities. thatās just a deadly combination lol#but I recently noticed I just replaced sims with Netflix. with YouTube. with anything that gave me quick dopamine#literally became addicted in a sense. still am but Iāve been cut cold turkey from most everything#I get off work and go. okay Iāve done the dishes and the laundryā¦ā¦..I could read or write or bakeā¦.#I try to write and sometimes i get a good hour#then I read for a few hours and then get tired of it#and I made cookies Tuesday so Iām waiting for those to be gone before baking again#Iām just so pitiful that I feel BORED and donāt know what to do#so I saidā¦.. okay what if I do sims for an hour.#I downloaded some new cc Tuesday and tried to play yesterday#yāall ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦.. I canāt find the energy anymore to set up elaborate scenes and pose my sims and plan posts#I said wowā¦ this is boring without my intervention and fake story#I said wowā¦ā¦.. all this for what? for tumblr? yes I created cool things and provided joy. but is that inherintly important compared to my#own joy? my own everyday activities I should be doing?#yāall I do not leave the house unless we got out to eat or shop or travel to our parents#.. I have little desire to. Iām trying to find that desire#but my husband is busy with grad school and work and I donāt want to do anything by myself#Iāve found myself in one heck of a slump#I didnāt want to be human for awhile. just had no desires no interests no ambitions#I was slacking off SO HARD at work. I just had no drive to do well#Iām still working on it. Iām still trying to get caught up. Iām still trying to force myself to move every day.#but I am struggling yāall. and I can tell you that simsā¦ sims isnāt helping rn but I want it to so bad. I want to get back into it#I didnāt mean to disappear on everyone. I got married and then life got busy and then I fell into this hole of nothing#I didnāt even WANT to crawl my way out. but my husband has helped a lot. I feel like such a child!!!!#I reached max tags. š bye love you all. till next time
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my oc blorbo brainrot has reached the point where I'm learning (very VERY basic to be clear) video editing for the first time in my life. The Power of Dragon Age Insanity
(honestly after having to try to fineagle things in the PS5 clip editor this is kind of a relief and waaay less fiddly haha. I will say that having the ability to isolate and loop line deliveries that make my echolalia brain spin around happily is making me too powerful this rules)
#I'm just putting a couple of clips together since tumblr won't let you upload multiple vids unless they're web urls#and shortening some scenes here and there to get to isolate certain parts for points I want to make#but still here I am. doing things. Learning even with tears and grime down my face the whole way#when I get to the post-formless one 'I heard ingellvar took care of it!' mourn watcher on this playthrough I will be unstoppable#I still replay her voice in my head and kick my lil feet about it it's perfect#so funny what my brain just goes 'fuck yeah' about that way btw. you know one of the all-timers for me?#the turian dude on noveria who goes 'now that you have my property you want to dictate how I use it??#very well make whatever arrangements you need with your contact I will wait here'. his cadence BURNED into my neurons forever#literally don't know why but the way he says it is SO satisfying to me. he is just some guy of the highest order#but one that made my brain tickle in a very precise way and now here we are it's locked in there forever lol#I just love. words. and language. and the way it sounds
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examining a seemingly normal image only to slowly realize the clear signs of AI generated art.... i know what you are... you cannot hide your true nature from me... go back where you came from... out of my sight with haste, wretched and vile husk
#BEGONE!!! *wizard beam blast leaving a black smoking crater in the middle of the tumblr dashboard*#I think another downside to everyone doing everything on phone apps on shitty tiny screens nowadays is the inability to really see details#of an image and thus its easier to share BLATANTLY fake things like.. even 'good' ai art has pretty obvious tells at this point#but especially MOST of it is not even 'good' and will have details that are clearly off or lines that dont make sense/uneven (like the imag#of a house interior and in the corner there's a cabinet and it has handles as if it has doors that open but there#are no actual doors visible. or both handles are slightly different shapes. So much stuff that looks 'normal' at first glance#but then you can clearly tell it's just added details with no intention or thought behind it. a pattern that starts and then just abruptly#doesn't go anywhere. etc. etc. )#the same thing with how YEARS ago when I followed more fashion type blogs on tumblr and 'colored hair' was a cool ''''New Thing''' instead#of being the norm now basically. and people would share photos of like ombre hair designs and stuff that were CLEARLY photoshop like#you could LITERally see the coloring outside of the lines. blurs of color that extend past the hair line to the rest of the image#or etc. But people would just share them regardless and comment like 'omg i wish I could do this to my hair!' or 'hair goallzzzz!! i#wonder what salon they went to !!' which would make me want to scream and correct them everytime ( i did not lol)#hhhhhhggh... literally view the image on anything close to a full sized screen and You Will SEe#I don't know why it's such a pet peeve of mine. I think just as always I'm obsessed with the reality and truth of things. most of the thing#that annoy me most about people are situations in which people are misinterpreting/misunderstanding how something works or having a misconc#eption about somehting thats easily provable as false or etc. etc. Even if it's harmless for some random woman on facebook to believe that#this AI generated image of a cat shaped coffee machine is actually a real product she could buy somewhere ... I still urgently#wish I could be like 'IT IS ALL AN ILLUSION. YOU SEE???? ITS NOT REALL!!!!! AAAAA' hjhjnj#Like those AI shoes that went around for a while with 1000000s of comments like 'omg LOVE these where can i get them!?' and it's like YOU#CANT!!! YOU CANT GET THEM!!! THEY DONT EXIST!!! THE EYELETS DONT EVEN LINE UP THE SHOES DONT EVEN#MATCH THE PATTERNS ARE GIBBERISH!! HOW CAN YOU NOT SEE THEY ARE NOT REAL!??!!' *sobbing in the rain like in some drama movie*#Sorry I'm a pedantic hater who loves truth and accuracy of interpretation and collecting information lol#I think moreso the lacking of context? Like for example I find the enneagram interesting but I nearly ALWAYS preface any talking about it#with ''and I know this is not scientifically accurate it's just an interesting system humans invented to classify ourselve and our traits#and I find it sociologically fascinating the same way I find religion fascinating'. If someone presented personality typing information wit#out that sort of context or was purporting that enneagram types are like 100% solid scientific truth and people should be classified by the#unquestionaingly in daily life or something then.. yeah fuck that. If these images had like disclaimers BIG in the image description somewh#re like 'this is not a real thing it's just an AI generated image I made up' then fine. I still largely disagree with the ethics behind AI#art but at least it's informed. It's the fact that people just post images w/o context or beleive a falsehood about it.. then its aAAAAAA
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My art isn't the best but I thought this was a painfully accurate funny idea that I had to get out
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#Like bro why are you making me feel guilty about thinking about something I like less than another thing#āwhat if you're just gaslighting yourself into thinking you like your favorite thing more than thisā IT LITERALLY DOESN'T MATTER????#Even making me feel guilty about school is stupid like#I didn't do anything wrong??#What are you like this sometimes??#a rare original post#Art#Meme#Memes#Meme I made#Guilt#I don't know#Joke#Funny#Maybe I don't know it's funny to me and that's all that matters#I hope you enjoy this Tumblr
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local enby shocked to realize that taking their prescribed medication actually works and they can do stuff now
#everyone: adderall is soooo addictive you should be very careful with it and we'll cut you off if it seems like you're enjoying it too much#me: hmm what if i just. didn't. take my meds though. im sure i don't *really* need it#me: why am i exhausted and depressed all the time this sucks ass. maybe it's the crash they all talk abt i just need to power through it#me several days later: okay i have a lot to do today so im gonna take my meds and see if they actually help me do stuff#me: *actually gets stuff done and feels fulfilled about it and has the energy for more tasks*#me: *shocked pikachu face*#anyway. this post has been brought to you by the fact that i looked at the time. realized i had 20 minutes left until i had to leave#and thought 'oh that's plenty of time i can make a sandwich and eat it before i head out'#and i got so fucking shocked by the fact that i literally thought this in my own brain that i legit gained psychic damage from this#i haven't had a sandwich in over a month bc i didn't have the energy nor the willpower to withstand the feeling of bread on my hands#i made a sandwich im eating it now i have 7 minutes until i have to leave for class#i forgot how time feels longer when the meds work. i can fit So Much Stuff in the same amount of time.#anyway this is also kinda mixed feelings bc now im worried that im not supposed to be able to do so much or feel this content#and what if im actually high rn but i dont even know it and i end up getting hooked without even realizing it#much to consider#anyway. i got 2 minutes left now so im gonna be leaving soon#that was a great sandwich i cant believe i made it and ate it and also posted abt it on tumblr. in only 20 minutes#mine#random#adhd
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I know everyone has complicated feelings about Valentines but shoutout to my fellow aro/arosepc people who forgot it was Valentines. Like I knew it was the 14, but I forgot that Valentines has festivities such as candy and dressing up in red/pink. Anyway, GO US!
#aromantic#arospec#aro#my post#it me!#sol talks#LETS GO WE NUMBER 2 ON TUMBLR#LETS GET TO NUMBER 1#Anyway I know people feel sd about being single and SUPER VALID#But I honestly like I literally donāt care so Iām just vibing on Valentines day#Also itās kinda fun to ask all the couples what theyāre doing#also alot of people celebrate with friends and my friend sent me a digital card she made so that was sweet!#also I had some nice sweets today!#NOT TAGGING VALENTINES DAY CAUSE I WANT THE ARO TAG TO REIGN SUPREME#I donāt mention beimg aro much since Iām aro spec but this tumblr yall shall know about funky queer identities that donāt fall in one box
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A problem I always run into when thinking about Psimon x Devastation for too long is the fact that I always fall into a rabbit hole thinking about how they would have the most Banger kids, some straight up powerhouses, the most interesting freaks youāve ever seen. If they had more than one child together, theyād have to make a whole other show for āem because I know whatever would come of that combination of powerful but janky DNA would be akin to a Greek pantheon
#Tumblr send post#Incoming tag ramble feat. Young Justice and Fan kids and granting the concept of Cringe power over me#dcu#dcau#Losing my marble (singular) (last one)#There are like. So many possibilities.#For one Devastation has some super strength and great resistance#Psimon has the whole literal-whatever-you-may-need-from-a-psychic psionic package#Great two extremes on the superpower sliding scale. BUT ALSO you have likeā¦their origins#theyāre pretty much completely unexplored in Young Justice but to my understandingā¦to vastly summarize and simplifyā¦#Devastationās OG origin was she was an a faux Amazonian made of beach clay by either a nazi lady or a father of Gods?#Psimon is humanā¦it says so on his wikiā¦.but. Look at him. And I think he gets his powers from likeā¦Trigon. The actual Devil.#Also a physicist in the DC universe so who knows what thatās doing to his genes#Actual diety x demonic pairing#Those children are gonna start out irreparable. But likeā¦I like to think that theyād be fun. And loved.#Heart emoji <3#AND NOT EVEN CONSIDERING ONSLAUGHT STICKING AROUND AND BEING UNCLES AND AUNTS oh boy#Did I ever tell yāall I donāt like to deal in fankids? I never know what to do with myself after I start thinking of fankids?#Besides point in the mirror and go āCRINGE. CRINGE. CRINGE. CRI-ā#Which doesnāt make matters better#Iāve been considering starting to write some of these ideas down. Just to keep track of how many ideas Iām getting.#I donāt reckon itād make me feel any better or any more out of the rabbit hole though#I mean maybe itād good food for the starving Devapsimon shippers idk. Fankids have never been MY thing but like-#Who knows. Iām starvingā¦For food. Maybe the post-post clarity will hit afterwards and I can start my usual āCRINGE. CRINGE. CRINGEā Mantra#Psimon#simon jones#Yj! devastation#Yj! Psimon#loreleiās yelling into the void again#Young justice
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