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sammygender · 5 months ago

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wrt prev post and sam’s original ‘fed demon blood by azazel as a baby’ arc like. actually that was the most insane thing to see depicted on my television especially when it seemed like no one else i knew or followed was talking about it. it felt so explicit and yet it was sooo deep in metaphor. she walked in on us. sammy, you’re my favourite. god it must be terrible to know something happened but that you’ll never be able to remember it or tell anyone about it. never be able to rip it out or scrub it clean. so azazel could get into my nursery and- bleed in my mouth? because i wasn’t clean. these trials - they’re purifying me. anyway. augh

#sometimes i think abt how i had no idea what the hell i was getting into when i started watching supernatural #i literally didn’t know sam existed. i just knew it from tumblr as the destiel show.#i didn’t even know it was a horror show initially #i didn’t know anything i just knew there were angels and it got weird and interestingly bad and meta and god was a guy called chuck #and there was this bisexual silly guy called dean winchester with daddy issues #and he had a homophobic brother #ANGERS me. rarrgh #anyway and then somehow i still started watching. watched the pilot. kept watching. became flat out obsessed in like 3 episodes.#i think i watched most of s1 in one day #and by the end i was like. oh this is good #like. Actually Good.#and i had no reference point for spn being good in especially the specific way it was good #which was a fucked up family is hell mini horror film every episode way that i really liked #anyway then i discovered samgirl tumblr when i was on like s4. And all was well #these tags r so irrelevant to the actual post but whatgeer #point stands i stumbled into this entirely accidentally and it made it so trippy to start seeing pieces come together before my eyes #csa tw #oliver talks #spn #samgirlisms

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