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i rise from the dead n bring u these. LOL
#happy tree friends#htf cuddles#htf giggles#htf petunia#htf toothy#havent posted here in a while teehee q grasioso no#been obsessed w so much different media.. so htfpilled lately.. its terminal#been way more active on twt as unfortunate as that may sound#i rly wana try n post more over here but siiiiiigghh whateveerr#if anyone has htf requests u can drop em so i wont ever draw them u know the drill#scrawlz
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#helllloooo alll. I thought it'd be perfect to come back today#today is my bdayyy yaaay. ✨#its one of those melancholic ones#when u ponder your existence#but its okay#watched ai no wakusei since it was made in 2004 like me 😔💔#btw#i hope ill be able to ne more active here again#ive just been really busy w school n life and my mental health went 20000 steps down so yes. i hope itll just get better#this bday is always bittersweet#well since its the 19th#itll always be#honestly ive been avoiding subrosa even until now cuz my mental health is so shit i cant even imagine how subrosa will make me feel. but im#on it. i honestly miss all of u guys so much. ye probably not many of u care but still#i like this place. it feels somewhat like home. even tho i still feel out of place sometimes its still comforting being here. whatever lol#havent yapped in a while so im vomiting words. love you all. im hoping the depressive episode will leave my ass finally.#u know its bad when u havent watched bt lives since around mid november#but its okay ai no wakusei somewhat healed me. so im hoping for the best now (says this every month and ends up worse)#yeah.#🥰#buck tick#atsushi sakurai#ameoto ha Chopin no Shirabe#even if i cant come back yet im thinking abt all of u n love u. take care of yourselves and yes. do stuff you love. smell roses. look at th#moon that's been soooo beautiful lately 🥺 love#Spotify
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2: kitty collector
#danganronpa#makoto naegi#leon kuwata#naeleon#makuwata#leonaegi#makoleon#2#10/29/2024#doodles and such#⚾️🍀#dont know if n/eko a/tsume fanbase is active on here but#still dont wanna take the chance of putting this in a non-dr tag#i have got to get better at drawing cats. i used to be so proficient but i havent actually done it in like half a decade#plus the style is unexpectedly tricky to translate to a larger size...#anyway ive been thinking about assigning n/eko a/tsume cats to the dr cast like in general its soooo fun#makoto is obviously a good fit for snowball because theyre like your Default and Starter cat#and 'mellow' fits just fine#leon is obviously fred 'lady-killer' who is also completely orange LMAO#i would give sayaka mack for 'determined'#not sure who to give gabriel to because 'diligent' is a good descriptor of Many people#so on so forth
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(Original art) Xaror, any pronouns, species (?), age (?)
short summary about them; they act as both an antagonist and an ally since they are only really interested in what they want or whats fun to them, they are immortal and call themselves 'death itself' since they have a special connection to souls (being the only one able to communicate with them) and the ability to seperate souls from their bodies in such a way that nothing can harm the soul afterwards their main goal is to .. bother and disturb the 'celestials'*, which they hate, as much as they can, breaking into their palace, freeing prisoners, destroying research, destroying the place, and most importantly, making as many souls unusable to them as possible-
they dont want to destroy the celestials though, they cant fight them anyway and this game of doing 'good' only with the goal of annoying them is their most treasured activity, so Xaror doesnt intend to stop them from killing or hurting anyone, only from harvesting what they are actually after (though Xaror doesnt actually care as little as they think they do about people, and has a soft spot for demons)
most of their appearance is later into the story; Zaphira (the empress) had been in coma and the medical facility she was treated in was destroyed by Shargon (orange eyed demon who acts as her bodyguard for the first part) in an attempt to save her from her estranged relatives taking over her country after they heard of her decline in health, she is believed dead but washes up on the shore of the mountain Xaror resides at years later (it has a reason, too much to write here) and they slowly nurse her back to health, the reason they give for it is that they found their first encounter very fun, thats all (is it?)
(more lore under the cut bc this is already so long .. im trying to keep it short q-q ......... this is stuff i have been working on since i was a kid so uh, some things might be cheesy but i cant change them anymore ..)
just to get some basics out of the way; theres three worlds, the celestials palace, human world and demon world, each are their own planet connected via different gateways
*celestials (possibly not final name, loosely based on angels) are the last remaining "survivors" of their planets demise, when their world died the most powerful among them cannibalized the weaker to sustain themselves until there were only less than 10 left, who each turned into different beings from it and dont resemble their own people much anymore, they built a palace from what was left on their world that protects them from space as its atmosphere collapsed shortly after- however they still needed something to live off; they discover the human world and are delighted to find rather short lived people with powerful souls, the best kind of sustenance for them (now), they aim to herd them like cattle, but a problem arose when it turned out another world has long been in contact with the human world; demons
demons are semi immortal creatures that act as protectors for their world, protection they extended, more or less secretely, to the human world ensuring them a long and secure life- the celestials need them to die at their whim though (demons are few in numbers, hard to kill and rarely have offspring, not an ideal target); as they worked out a plan on how to get rid of demons one of the celestials, Xanthriel (time) grew somewhat fond of people as they spent alot of time in the human world to observe and research them; in the end turning on their own completely, but losing the fight against Uriel (knowledge)
Xanthriel was supposed to be executed for their betrayal, but it doesnt work, instead they are splintered into many parts after a lot of struggle, most body, memory and most strength is one part (ending up as motionless forever bleeding corpse kept locked up in the palace), the rest is some time later gathered together and reforms as a seperate, weak mockery of them, they embody Xanthriels emotion- Xaror, without memory, strangely cut to pieces (hence all the missing limbs and broken halo) but driven by an unstoppable desire to disturb the celestials (they live seperate long enough to each become their own person, at some point Xaror discovers Xanthriels body after all and they merge back together, though as they are now two, Xanthriel only takes over once directly after merging, stays silent for a long time and lets Xaror be themselves, only later revealing that they are there at all .. hiding perhaps- i rarely have specific ideas for voices, but Xanthriels is like, like coarse rocks being violently rubbed against each other, less voice more noise)
(also, the celestials use Xanthriels blood from the day of their execution to create a plague that nearly wipes out all demons, only the youngest of them survived, effectively robbing them of everything, culture, history, knowledge etc- as demons rarely have children, like a complete restart of their society, they disappeared from the human world, and over time being largely forgotten as actually existing- the celestials wanted them all gone however, so they kept kidnapping them to try and find somethign that would work similarly against the young ones too (and then in general, bc the only usable blood of Xanthriel was from the day of their fall, and that has long since been used up) one of the young ones was Shargon, he was the only one still alive from his group
(also, the celestials use Xanthriels blood from the day of their execution to create a plague that nearly wipes out all demons, only the youngest of them survived, effectively robbing them of everything, culture, history, knowledge etc- as demons rarely have children, like a complete restart of their society, they disappeared from the human world, and over time being largely forgotten as actually existing- the celestials wanted them all gone however, so they kept kidnapping them to try and find somethign that would work similarly against the young ones too (and then in general, bc the only usable blood of Xanthriel was from the day of their fall, and that has long since been used up) one of the young ones was Shargon, he was the only one still alive from his group (he wasnt the strongest or special, he was jsut the last in the row and always got the lowest dosage) when Xaror found them in yet another break in into the palace and got him back to the demon world .. where he was promptly blamed for the others that were taken and treated like a pretender/fake/spy bc what he got put through changed his eye color (something that demons cannot change in any form) to one that does not exist among 'real' demons (orange ... notice the inner color of Xarors broken halo? :) ), some even suggesting killing him, but none of them were brave enough to do it (they were all kids still) .. except Eadrya (the big blue-ish one, largely regarded as the strongest demon alive) but Shargon managed to escape, and since then lived largely in isolation- this is part of why he is so hated, and why he starts to spend so much time in the human world after rediscovering the pathway there)
#ganondoodles#art#original art#oc#oc lore#i guess??????????#jesus this got so long#even though i tried to leave out as much as i can#god it sounds so meh when writing it out like this#but i swear it all fits together ......... at least a little bit better than it seems to be here#i have had most of this lore for years and years#im only now connecting everything and writing it to makes sense all together#ngl i almost dont want to clikc post#i dont know if i ever wrote this much oc stuff publicly#its like .......... my thinking lifes project#its also 1:30 am and i need to get up early for a dentist appointment hahaaaaaaa#long post#again .........................................#pls excuse any typos i am actively falling asleep as im typing#i havent even gotten into much of the demon lore#the entire element system and lords and king and and aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah#just a few days ago i had the idea to make Eadrya actually having been fond of Shargon when they were young#only for him to reappear weird and changed- like an impostor there to end them all at some point#would give it even more reason why Eadrya hates Shargon so much hmmm#i want to thank the three people who will read this rambly wall of text#idk why i even put it on this wonky doodle .... but anyway- written is written
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An accurate Bones experience thank you tumblr notifs
@stealingyourbones
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kind of crazy to mention the current political climate in your title as a uk youtuber but then not expand upon that at all whatsoever or use your platform meaningfully. but hey thanks for that retweet
#dan and phil#dnp#havent been active here because great transgender things have been happening in my life#and i know their politics have always been shaky anyways but man. mannnnn#you cant even write your own tweet#cant organise a fundraiser in the face of urgent discrimination carried out by your government#im still clearly pissed about dan framing their palestinian fundraiser as 'for the kids' so it was 'impossible to be mad at'#as though if it was for adults it would be controversial. fuck you!!!!#making a whole stand up show about politics without an ounce of political spine girl whatever.
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briefly scrolled though the bigbang subreddit like recommended and - true, it definitely is active! which is fun. one of the first things i saw is that someone got into listening gd bc they knew him from the shoe world 😭😭 i mean that's just amazing lmao
#i just randomly felt like being a little more active in the fandom again but reddit seems too overwhelming?#so im just checking if tumblr truly is dead#i havent been active obviously but now that something is happening im curious again#my husband said yday that im not a fangirl anymore#and i was like sweety.... there just hasnt been anything to fangirl over lol#we listen to home sweet home#my baby loves it. especially the live from MAMA bc she loves to dance to it#so im excited for new music#wanna know sth?#i went through my ✨memory box✨ over the weekend#i have all my flights and concert tickets and stuff#alllll my bigbang stuff. everything#i have all the cd/dvd bundles#and i NEVER WATCHED THEM#they are literally untouched#also years ago i ordered the limited edition gdragon flower? road? thing?#i dont even remember but i literally paid hundreds for it and now i took it out like#lmao i never even used the mug#remember? the one with his handprint?#anyways i made some lemon ginger tea in it lmao#and also... years ago when i went to the concerts and bought the dvds to remember them#i told myself i will watch them some day when im at home with a baby#well... girl... nows the time lol#look at me rambling! lol i guess i miss sharing my shit on here#thanks for listening. and scene
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couple days ago I sent jenny a rant about CVX so long I had to break it up into 4 messages. just now i sent her a message confessing my feelings. if she feels the same way this is going to be peak me and the bad bitch i pulled by being autistic
#also my sense of time is fucked but im aware i havent been active here for probably longer than normal#im alive but kinda having some.. idk how to articulate it i am drunk and high rn. there's just Stuff thats causing me to not be active ill#get over it in a while im alive just want to ignore stuff don't know when i will be posting/interacting again#i just had to come announce i told jenny bc i know a couple ppl are invested in us :)#god i feel like im gonna throw up i need her to answererrrrrr it's almost 7 am sweden time do i stay up long enough for her to wake up agghh
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perfectly normal hi-skoolers who are definitely not going to blow up the gym later today
#quin sketches#invader zim#iz tag#iz#dib membrane#dib#zim#iz zim#iz dib#FASHION#gaz pierced dibs ears for him btw#it was a bonding activity#dib is like 15ish here?#i said this before but im a firm believer that everything zim wears is just Kind of a little bit the same as his uniform#he knows what he likes#assuming he changes. most likely he wouldnt but i think he can have some new clothes as a treat anyway#i should do this for gaz too#and maybe tak. and skoodge#also dib does not have freckles he has acne#wash your face boy#also sorry i havent posted art in like 10 years i kinda had artblock lol#or been active. at all really#ill come back i swear#lazers art
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I miss my tumblrina mutuals all my card game friends talk like redditors 😞
#u cant just use the word stonks around me so casually 😔#i like these people and successfully socializing but where are my girlies...my gays...mostly here and my core friend group lmao#i havent been very active this month tho lmao ive been so busy#hopefully will be a bit more chill for april lol but no promises#let me know what yall have been up to....anything to read or watch or listen to ill do it lmao trust#i do have like 4 hours of youtube videos that dropped today tho and gotta watch which was crazy lmao but im excited#chen.txt
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those of you who played Nemesis: which ending did you pick and why? i always think it's funny that it seems like almost nobody spared Cups. get its ass, etc
#i havent like. actively hid which choice i made#so if you've been here since 2020 you already know#but since thats the end of Book of Red Murder ive been trying not to post about post-ambition stuff#i dont wanna spoil it for anyone who doesnt know already!!!#so i cant say my own answer or the reasoning#... but i mean. its gonna be in the fic#when i finally finish it#.....next year sometime i guess
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hi i am not dead 👍
#i am SO sorry for the sudden long as fuck hiatus. the mental illness + constant stress events combo has been Something#i think im back now i think we're good . if i disappear again someone yell at me#at first i genuinely did just need a break bc the class i was taking required literally every waking moment to not fail#and after a few months of that i was like. very very dead#and i kept telling myself id be fine after that and uh. well!#i wonder if seaonal depression was a factor. never rly considered it but what the hell was that#part of it was also outside circumstances tho. that i have very little power in#and that mixed w my already suffering mental health means that i had zero energy to do literally anytging social#im sorry for all the birthdays ive missed :']#among other things thatve happened#i have been lurking for a good while but tthat was mostly just me liking posts as like a. hello i am here/i see whats going on rn#but i feel better now for the most part#activity might stay on tumblr for now tho. altho i have been wanting to properly set up my bsky#i have not looked at discord since the hiatus started but i know i have dms on there..#and i ahve a few on here#ill get to them when i can :')#as for what ive been up to. besides the mental illnessing#sonic hyperfixation 👍 ive played thru a lot of the games these past months to keep myself sane#not ythe movies. remembered the boycott and also have no interest in them knowing what the ppl who made them stand for#ive actually been working on a silly lil slideshow review thing for the games ive beaten#bc i havent been able to talk to literally anyone except my brother abt them. i NEED to yap or ill die#i have. so many thoughts. games good#the cats have also been a saving grace for me.. oh and the twins have grown a lot since ive last posted abt them#ill share pics of them later :] theyre vv silly. sunny is too per usual
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Vox, is this true?
Ha, very funny. No you can't kill me with a Wii remote. It takes more concentrated pressure than that to even break my screen, which I assume is what you're referring to, and trust me; I have replacements.
#[[*pops out from god knows where* oh hey look a vox ask]]#[[no i do not have an explanation as to why i havent been active here other than inspiration dipped at an unfortunate time ig]]#hazbin hotel#vox#ask alastor and associates#asks open
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what is everyone consuming nowadays? (in terms of coping lol)
#pls tell me if u feel comfortable i havent been in touch with everyone here and its constantly changing !#i spend my time endlessly looking for creativity ... i've been meaning to post idk short videos of the little things#ok LISTEN if you have been around since 2016-2017/18 youtube era.. so many creatives doing there own thing & i was so inspired.#i'm trying my best to just have that kind of creativity again?? idk idk#i have a list of shows i want to watch and catch up on abbott ... gonna try to start tracking them so it's easier#i'm also rearranging my room to make it more tidy yet practical..#i'm also gonna play badminton tomorrow at a nearby park!! i really enjoy badminton its so fun for some reason#rewatching nana tour by seventeen <3 also venturing out to newer kpop songs#or just songs that i enjoy w/o hearing others opinion on it on twitter LOL#also actively avoiding watching reels bc my algorithm is a bit weird lately and it makes me feel very discouraged#in a way that everyone is just showing the good parts of their lives etc etc u know what i mean
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The Honey-Blood Beauty & Her Vampire
Available digitally
#i know i havent been super active here#im sorry things happened#i have read some manga tho#esp on my flight back from japan#the honey blood beauty and her vampire#honestly this has taken#some interesting turns#its like 4 volumes so i assume it wraps up?#this page goes hard as fuck tho#manga#manga recommendation#screencaps#manga panel#romance#fyres hyperfixations#vampire manga#vampires#shoujo#shojo#kodansha#school setting
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didnt even touch on the sandra lynn stuff int he tags of the last post bcos if i talk about her im liable to explode. get behind me, middle-aged divorced woman proficient in archery
#wasnt around for sy as it aired but ive seen the remnants of the liveblogging and its so foul#the genuine misogyny....#saw someone claim gilear was a better parent than her and i had to turn off my computer#i know we all love gilear and hes been tbh redeemed by comedy where sandra lynn doesnt get that#but like. be serious.#that tonal shift in difference of how gilear and sandra lynn are received is wicked interesting to me#and like pre-emptive disclaimer this isnt Gilear Problematic I Want Discourse. im just thinkin thoughts here#the way fy episode 1 gilear actively left his wife n daughter and calls her a demon even if he doesnt mean it that way#but then fig/emily takes an interest in him and from there hes a radically different character whos just kind of. pathetic.#im hesitant to call it flanderization because initial gilear only got like 10 minutes of screentime before wet cat gilear took the stage#but like. in ep1 both faeth parents are shown as equally flawed and on an even narrative playing field#which is then upset as fig latches onto gilear as a comedic force and hes not as much 'dad with tense relationship to daughter he disowned'#as 'guy the pcs do bits with'. esp in fy he doesnt do much but let fig live in his apartment sometimes#(and if u rlly wanna analyse u could say something abt her basically taking care of him instead of the other way around)#this then rlly impacts sandra lynn! bcos now fig has One tense parental relationship to rest all her angst on#and where gilear gets bits. sandra lynn really doesnt get much spotlight until the prison sequence#and the lack of focus on sandra lynn Is lampshaded in-universe and i like the resolution#and then u get to sy where sandra lynn gets as much spotlight as gilear but she doesnt have his comedic shield#so instead she has the dramatic spotlight and both the story and the characters are weirdly obsessed w her sex life#and yeah i know im an aro autist maybe i take cheating a bit lightly. but its in the same category as the 'zelda is mad at gorgug' shit#shes made a spectacle but because shes not gilear and society has notions about sex she gets judged for it#like something abt gilear disowning fig getting dropped while sandra lynn is scrutinised so much rlly rubs me the wrong way#she is FLAWED that is what THE JAIL EP WAS ABOUT!!!#she is TRYING arguably more than GILEAR but she doesnt have the absolution of rule of funny to fall back on#i go insane. i go insane#post not mentioning jy bcos i havent seen it. once again middle-aged divorced women proficient in archery get behind me ill protect u
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