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I bullied him too hard and now he won't give me my refs >:[
#el Phantasmo#this is also to those text fics? that keep popping up in the elp tag?#he's not smooth or sexy#he's a big nerd#who says nerdy things#like calling people 'meanies'#well...#i kinda started that but nvm#elp#he's a sensitive boy
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Me whenever this scene comes up
#velvet is better than me bc i wouldve started strangling his ass as soon as he got the fraud part out#then when he started to weasel out of going to jail by saying he had a “change of heart” i wouldve drop kicked him then & there#like did bro really think the justice system would be like “oh ok nvm just let him go then” after he said he was sorry#but then again they let the chef and bergans run free so troll logic kinda fluctuates depending on the movie#also one more thing before i stfu#what was the reason for that moment between floyd & ven at the end if he & the rest were just gonna watch them get arrested anyway#like the whole reason viva & bridget became friends was bc bergans had w change of heart and agreed not to eat trolls anymore#but no the gay man and his sister are the ones who have to go to jail#like im surprised they didnt keep veneer and let velvet go to jail 💀#ok im done bye#can you tell who im biased against#also if i got any of this wrong pls refresh me i haven't watched the 2nd movie and its been a bit since i first saw the 1st movie#dont yell at me ;-;#velvet and veneer
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Im really enjoying the Agatha show for now, but wanda maximoff, kate bishop and billy kaplan are my favorite comic book characters of all time and if they treat billy the way they treated wanda in doctor strange 2 and kate in the hawkeye show i will go there and personally assassinate whoever did it
#i really didn't give a fuck about the mcu for a while until this show came out#they better not fuck it up#i did enjoy kate in Hawkeye but like. so much of her character was deleted to make her a comic relief side character#im definitely not a comic accuracy purist#but i hate it when they take all the depth and the best trates out of the characters so they can keep having the cishet white guys shine#and don't get me started on the antisemitism in the mcu lmao#like i understand not mentioning wanda and pietro are jewish bc they don't have magneto there#but they have literally no reason to delete billys judaism and i definitely feel like they're gonna do it#and i bet they choose to not introduce hulkling at all to avoid the gay storyline (aka. the main romance storyline of the young avengers.)#anyway fuck disney🫶🫶🫶#agatha all along#billy kaplan#wanda maximoff#oh and they also absolutely mistreated america to but it doesn't matter to me as much bc i dont like her as much as the others#and also i kinda prefer the og young avengers team/ comic run then the one with america and bucky#anyway#marvel cinematic universe#i feel like at this point its better if they don't introduce magneto at all bc#a. they can never make a better version of him then the ex men movies allredy did#b. theyre gonna be all like “haha no whats auschwitz theres no antisemitism in the mcu”#anyway tag rant is doneeeee#nvm that#would like to stress im genuinely enjoying the show#all the acting is very good#and the main characters and premise are very cool and enjoyable
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Genuinely tweaking tf out because last chapter dropped and I'm so soul-wrenched pulled apart at the seams and unraveling that I don't even have the energy to cry lmaoo. Tbh i never expected to get this attached to a character/s (all of them, really- Shingen, Somi, Shintaro) and it sounds kind of stupid when I write it down here but still.
My heart breaks for all of them; Shingen, who had to live his life burdened by his clan duties. Shintaro, who had to live his life never being the first choice, of always being tethered to the rules. Somi, who, I think (I hope) loved her child, but just a little too late, and for Gun, poor, sweet Gun, who had to see them all die before his eyes.
They weren't good- they were a terrible family by all means (talking about the adults here obv), but somehow I can't bring myself to hate them for it. It's hard to express what I'm really feeling lol but I just hope. I just hope they're all finally at peace, now. Somehow, somewhere.
I hope Shingen and Shintaro get to be the kids that their childhood never allowed them to be, I hope Somi gets to smile more freely, and I hope that Gun can be happy and unburdened by his past. I hope.
#its kinda pathetic abt how im mourning over literal fictional ppl lmaoo#but like.#im so deeply attached??#idk#i started reading lookism when i was in a really bad place#and it took my mind off things for a while#especially my glorious king shintaro yk 😍😍#ig thats why its kind of a hard pill to swallow lol#but still#STILL#i think im losinh my mind lollll#nvm me#im js rambling atp#i need sleep#and possibl therapy lol#but its okayy#(its not IM SCREAMING CRYING THROWIHG UP I NEED A GOOD NICE HAPPY FIC WHERE NOTH9NG BAD HAPPENED AND THEY'RE ALL SAFE AND HAPPY OK)#also this ended up on a much more sadder note than i intended it to be lolll#SHINTARO MY LOVE MY BABY MY POOR SWEET DARLING COME BACK#I NEED YOU#HHHHHHHHHHHUH#lookism#shintaro yamazaki#gun park#shingen yamazaki#somi park#SHINTARO#SHINTAROOOOOOO
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spaghetti arms
#I wanted to render this one so bad but that last drawing killed me so Nvm i guess#i started this last month i dont remember where i was going with it originally uhhhh it looks kinda cool i guess#I wanted to go crazy with its arms#commander tartar#gijinka#digital art#doodle
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Fixed up an old drawing of my Pony Town OC! Keep a lookout for when I redesign her again soon!
#mlp#my little pony#oc#lesbian#art#digital art#pony#mlp oc#mlp oc art#mlp art#lgbt#lgbt pony#Don't worry! I've started working on these quicker than I thought I could!!!#The new design will be out soonish probably!!#(I say; not even started with it)#I should stop making promises#why is she kinda... y'know...?#nvm#pony town#pony town oc
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Update: was kicked out of school
I’unno how much longer I can thug it out bros
Uhhh
ANyways here’s some art I made in therapy:
#art#as much as I wanna start doing school stuff again my therapist was low key like ‘nvm that just stay alive dude’#traditional art#colored pencil#therapy#diary entry#digital diary#update#random post#my art#doodles#art therapy#kinda#she just let me draw while we talked I dunno if that counts#fyp#design#sketch#sketchbook#idfk
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THIS CANT KEEP HAPPENING
#foundation#Isaac asimov#okay finished the first half and. eh? kinda anticlimactic?#I think at some point you get diminishing returns on your ‘oh shit’ moments when you throw in like 20 plot twists in 2 chapters#and hm. mule was probs cooler in the prev book but ig I just have to accept thst#but having it end like ‘the mind wizard makes him not crazy anymore’ was a bit lame but nvm#okay fiiiine I’ll start a reading tag that seems to be where I’m going#amy reads asimov
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FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL DONE IT WAS. i donot even rememver. but i already dont wanna og back even though nothing even remotely of interest happened 😬👍
#not art#dude thank FUCK we started on a wednesday. if i had to do a full week off the bat i'd become the joker.#orrr someone who risks lunchtime detention and just bails on that shit#it's my first time attending in-person school in 3-ish yrs!!!#surprisingly tthough my instincts kicked in wuite wuickly and i just kinda. coasted rthrough the day#bar the fact i was trembling and tearing up and pumping adrenaline like my life depended on it.#that is all just on account of the curse 👍#<- (my brain)#some cool looking people but didnt click w anyone in particular.. every1 was so pleasant though.. even the class-clown types which is WAOW#uuh thats all im still shakin a liiiiittle but i will survive . maybe#..man i FORGOT how bad my anxiety was. everyone was legit nice and the entire time i was like#“ah now comes the part where i am Physically Attacked”#WHICH HAS ONLY HAPPENED TO ME LIKE 3 NOTABLE TIMES. FUCK MY STUPID BAKA LIFE#waaait there were guys pushin through the halls but uuh. nvm that legit upset me. THE CLASSES ARENT GOING ANYWHERE FUCKING STOP..#okay bye fr my dear diary and co. i wanna opt out tomorrow ☹️☹️☹️
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i kinda should talk about bpd symptoms with a professional at some point so that i can adopt healthier thought patterns and not end up in a terrible headspace every time i am alone thinking for too long but also the thought of TALKING about SYMPTOMS with a PROFESSIONAL makes me want to blow up! i’ll get there though
#unfortunately it is going to take a long time to get there but. someday#it’s specifically bpd symptoms ig because i feel the most shame around them? and i understand them the least#i just really need to learn how to regulate my emotions i guess#and not let myself be so irrational#i can barely accept the fact that i probably have bpd even though ive displayed symptoms for so long sigh#learning about quiet bpd kinda made it all click into place though#like ohhh wdym it isn’t normal to be in intense internal emotional pain every single day and unable to snap out of it#but it has been impossible to ignore recently which sucks#i’ll go back to feeling actually okay eventually and then convince myself i don’t have bpd again (this has happened so many times)#oh lord i’ve written a whole essay. this should’ve gone in my journal but it’s ok… typing it all out in tumblr tags is therapeutic too#i could literally just keep going forever (or maybe there’s a limit idk)#meowww#ok nvm i need to sleep#bpd vent#diaryposting#this post will be revisited if i start therapy
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Will I ever get over garp's scottish accent....
#i also think its kinda funny how they do a close up of zoro when they enter the baratie and its like he can sense sanji being there already#he can smell his pheromones....#nvm its because some people there seem to know him... like sanji knew him before he met him....#zoro sitting with the swords like that akdhaj that was funny#he literally has taken them off his waist before but some people looked at him funny and hes now on high alert#fullbody... your wig....#i cant with this sanji i need to stop every 30 seconds... it makes me retract from the screen#and he is SPANISH#mihawk has such a cunty voice akdhaj#and he is wearing cowboy boots....#zoro looking away when sanji gets the bill ajdhakshsksjsks he can't stand him!!!#zeff saying OIOIOIOIOI ajdjqjwk#why is nami spilling ajdhajshska girl....#also patty looks so good akdhskns#you know what i really appreciate zoro and nami moments my guy zoro cant talk with luffy about his grandpa but sees nami weird and#CANNOT leave it alone.... damn#also garps backstory must be really fucking devastating for me to even accept what he does like damn. not even related to opla just thinking#like forcing his son and grandsons into it and being SO HELLBENT ON IT YOU LET YOUR OTHER GRANDSON TO DIE#and still be kinda rogue from the marines like damn how does this work. not that that started before ace but....#imagine being zoro rn... half drunk just had an open feelings session with this girl you met a week ago and here comes your other#friend you met two days ago who is full on drunk and he brings fucking mihawk best swordsman in the world with him. imagine.#and now you have no option but to fight him and die. like that just hit him#also this being another instance of zoro protecting luffy akdhaksj. that is so good#but luffy washing plates and not breaking all of them is OOC!!!!!!!#nami trying to stop him bc they are bffs now..... yeah.....#netflix i hope this dynamic DOESN'T FUCKING DISAPPEAR. FIRST WARNING#look at this fake cynic. i saw you worrying about zoro before you made your bag to get out of there akdhaksjsk#how much time do you think mihawk stood there#he likes luffys hat.... GAY GAY HOMOSEXUAL#watching opla
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I’m starting a drawing class soon for school and I’m sooooo nervous bc I haven’t drawn anything in years bc I got really intimidated and now I’m even more scared bc we have to critique each others work every week and i don’t think I’m secure enough in my art to receive it well ☹️
#like writing???? yes all day long!!!! I love it!!!!#BUT DRAWING???? ART???? THE THING I STOPPED BC I GOT SO INSECURE????#idk I’m so nervous but also kinda excited#I just hope it gives me the confidence to start drawing again like I used to#pause I told my artist friend I wanna start drawing again and he said he’d teach me#then said nvm bc he thinks I’ll use my ‘drawing power’ to draw myself kissing anime characters#he already KNOWS!!!!!!!#lmfao I hate him#—in store chit chat! 🍫
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WHY DONT U LIKE HIMENO X AKI?? i thot theyre kinda cute 😭 better than aki x makima...
i just. i have a deep hatred for her... she literally tried to gr00m denji and she just annoys me. also bc i love aki he's too good for everyone no one deserves him especially not h*meno ik she smells. AND SHE SAID SHE ONLY LIKES HIM FOR HIS FACE EUGH there aint no way she went to heaven like aki said she did
#the only ship w him i can tolerate is akiangel... if i try hard enough... obv riaki is the best 😓😢#do not even get me STARTED on aki and makima EWWWW we all puked#i hate h*meno sorry if its like incredibly petty idc#yes shes hot but shes also trash and just a terrible person overall#the only good thing about her is her developing akis character#and using the ghost devil to hold him back in that one scene UGHHH#ig she gets brownie points cus shes the one who made him get piercings and smoke which is kinda hot. but lung cancer isnt hot so nvm#thats it.#honestly r there any cute couples in csm#reze and denji on top though!!#whos excited for the csm movie#MEEEE#give me more aki content idc if its akiangel ill take any crumbs i can get#nonnie!#inbox 💌#all jokes aside ship who u want idrc its none of my business as long as its not like. weird or gross or just stupid#me x aki 4ever#when im (himeno) in a terrible person competition and my oponent is makimeat
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At the part of the comic where it's like fuuuuuuuuuck its bad now </3
#i was soooooo excited to get to this one but now im like man this shit kinda suck#funnily enough in contrast to the last one which i always felt was the weakest of the main set#but then as i started feeling things out concretely it was like oh nvm there Is something fun here#this one is like. you are making this sooooo drawn out and no one is going to understand what you're actually trying to convey here#stuff im putting so much into feeling so specific and it just feel like meaningless confusing padding when i take a step back#nevertheless i will not stop#this post doesn't actually like. MEAN anything. i just have to bitch about it and get it out of my system#itll either get reworked or it wont and if it's bad it's bad! who cares. it gets done the way i do it
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1k resets on ho-oh now 🔥
#sylph.txt#shiny hunting#idr if i mentioned that i started that one anywhere yet#mostly just wanted to get the annoying ones (20pp legendaries) out the way first#i have the masterball still but i'm hoooping i can get it w a luxury ball#maaaybe a timer ball? tho the catch percentage is so low in general that it doesn't make that much difference#it'll b asleep so 7.081% vs ... wait 20% is pretty good actually nvm khgk#well we'll just see how it goes#i can never just get it in under 1000 can i -v-#just decided to do some hunting whilst i caught up on scrolling#i've been kinda busy the week ;p
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can somebody bribe me to do my media studies work? i have no motivation to do it at all
#plus i kinda need the storyboard part of it for my uni portfolio which i need to actually start doing#if only if only i could function like a normie#nvm i just remembered i’m the normal one#joe soup speaks
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