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Day 45: Red Link :)
#four swords#red link#zelda daily art#admittedly i havent read much of any manga besides four swords plus#i kind of want to but im a little scared lol#eyestrain
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Attention milgramblrgram prisoners!! *attaches you to my keychain* *attaches you to my keychain* *attaches you
Not that I need atonement for anything, but I've been doing a lot of angst for milgramblrgram -- I wanted to offer something sweet 🤲
@amugoffandoms @rainbowghostcat @lostxmelody @gunsli-01 @justzosiahere
@waivyjellyfish @luce-speaks @fayesdiary @purgemarchlockdown @kyanako5972
#milgramblrgram#this was so fun waaaahhhh#everyone came out so cute :3#btw if anyone has any design changes lmk#ive been using the same doodle/picrew references so dont be afraid to tell me im off lol#i know the plushies have a range of expressions but i didnt want anyone to be upset with a mad/sad/scared look#was inspired by kyanakos art of her holding the amane plush and i was thinking about the reverse#so anyway you all must imagine your fave(s) with a you plushie :3#i thought itd be fun seeing waivydoll in a different doll style but the sudden change in eyes is jarring.... shes Looking... 👁👁#im not sure how notts ears would work with the little felt cutout style they have -- i was kind of picturing them full of stuffing too :)#who knows if my milgramblrgramsona has glasses - i only remember to draw them like half the time asdfgh#it was easy to remember in Group Glasses Pic though 😅 rip to all of us blind milgrammers#my art#EDIT: now with a more accurate nott design! :D#i hadnt seen their sona art before and i still got a bit far from the other mlgbg art -- sorry for the bootleg plushie before 😂😂😂#😺✨️
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It's not so much that I object to this potential blind date boy. I haven't said yes because im NERVOUS and my heart is SORE
#literally so tired of boy drama in my life ngl but i want to give it a shot! but im scared.#that is where we are. sigh#also i knowwww its not technically a rebound (after the not-talking phase of the past little while LOL#dont you love it when u meet someone wonderful who has such an ardent love for God and READS and loves the inklings#and is so kind and warm and lovely. and the talking turns out to be simple friendliness because this boy already has a girlfriend. anyway#i will delete this later i am just frazzled and confused abt my heart#i do not LOVE the lewis boy but it stung and im not fully recovered. is it unfair to go on a blind date#not having moved past the lewis boy disappointment? i feel like such a little kid not knowing how to deal with this
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if escape rooms as team building exercises became popular im not sure if id be more excited or terrified
#if it isnt already anyway.. i can see it happening as a school frosh thing. idk if it would catch on as a workplace thing#i kind of find the concept of being locked in with strangers and working to find a way out weirdly exhilarating though#at least compared to icebreakers cause i dont have to spend 10 minutes racking my brain for something to blurt out abt myself#as a bonus u could like. put people into groups and give prizes to whoever escapes first second third etc. apparently they also do themed#escape rooms.. maybe let people pick a theme? or voluntary sign up? actually this would be really fun for smth like a blind friend date#although if i found out i was locked in a room with an online friend id be too excited to actually escape LOL#ive never done an escape room before so sadly i cant speak from experience. its like up there on things i want to try next to rug tufting#workshop and visiting new art exhibits or conventions. i seriously need to get out more if it wasnt for the horrors <- school and anxiety#i was planning to invite cass to a drop-in art workshop in town but neither of us could go bc typography is making us go thru hell and back#AND THEY HAD A BUTTON MACHINE TOO#im nostalgic bc i miss working in groups and not being awkward abt it or worrying abt schedule conflicts#i realized that i learn best in groups and its a little corny but i like sharing ideas and talking through a problem#in elementary i could just sit down with friends for review and come out of it energized *and* more familiar with the material#and i could technically still do it now. but as adults we're more picky abt who we work with on top of being way more busy outside school#maybe im lonely. im shy and grew up not talking to ppl unless i absolutely have to so its hard to make friends on my own i guess#only thing getting me thru it is telling myself that humans like helping and that my cringe is overblown in my head. but its hard#hence the escape rooms. i have been able to talk to 2(!!) people though!! mostly abt school stuff but im glad to be on friendly terms#i dont really know how to be happy these days cause im constantly scaring myself abt my portfolio and finding places to work#not being ambitious is part of not wanting to put energy into something that wont work out while also not having the passion to do literall#anything else.. i should probably talk to my counsellor ugh#yapping
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trying to psych myself up to finally do oc refs by doing fandom-related refs instead: volume 1
wanted to update my yuma from whatever tf this au is so he was a bit more unique... takes inspo from a lot of different things while also trying to be its own sorta thing? which is fitting given the au ;)
bonus chibi now that i'm also figuring out how tf to do chibis lol:
#my art lol#synth v yuma#yuma synthv#synth v#synthv fanart#synthesizer v#vocaloid#vocaloid fanart#YES I KNOW ITS DIFFERENT but at this rate its the umbrella tag. all vsynth shit goes under there just like on main 😔#sorry for the annoyign watermarks i just dont want this to get stolennn/traced it'll b my joker arc. is2g#like thats never happened to me before as far as i know but now that my art is getting 'better' i begin to get scared that it will happen#if my fanart got stolen i'd def sting a little yeah but not hurt AS bad as if someone stole my original shit. THAT would hurt#one of many reasons why i post less personal oc stuffs. although as mentioned above i AM in an oc mood so i wanna draw em maybe...#and stuff like this is a step to develop a PROPER FUCKING REF STYLE bc i SUCKKKK AT MAKING REFS LOL 😭 BUT I SHOULD GIT GUD#i have a few other refs planned for vocaloid au (i guess???) related shit but they're not done yet. this one was also a wip that i just??#impulsively decided to redo & finish bc i wanted to draw but nothing else i was trying to draw came out right. advantages of many wips#i have SOOO many things i could say abt some of the things that went into this redesign but i dont wanna come off as pretentious 😔💔#obviously it was primarily inspired by the vimalion yuma design but. there's moreeee that i can't explain here bc tag limits and im shy#i do think i want to try and be more intentional with my character designs now so i'm seeing how that goes as i redesign some old ocs#man though this kind of stuff makes me remember i used to LOVEE doing this stuff. and now its even crazierr given art improvement#uaurhghh my head is buzzing w/. so many thoughts. THIS ALWAYS FUCKING HAPPENS I GET SO MANY IDEAS WHEN IM BUSY GFD#this is actually from today though unlike some other things i might eventually post. that'll make more sense soon#and fuckkk i forgot the chain necklace thing on the chibi yeah but i couldnt get it to look good. whatever
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If you've ever gotten your wisdom teeth taken out, please tell me your experience. For the past couple of years every time I go to the dentist they tell me I need to get mine out and today they really, really pressured me and I'm going to have to give in soon but I am scared lol I've never had any kind of dental procedure done, like ive never even had a cavity that had to be filled
#im not gonna cry but thinking about it is making me want to cry a little bit lol#like ive read stuff about how its One Of Those Redhead Things that redheads feel more pain with mouth related things than others#and its well known that redheads require more anaesthesia than others#but my dentists office doesnt do full on anesthesia. they do some kind of twilight thing (?) i think he called halcyon (?)#and i dont know anything about that stuff (im about to do some reading) so i am scared. because of the aforementioned redhead things.#truthfully though ive had my wisdom teeth for like over a decade now and i am ready to not have to deal with them anymore but.....#im scared lol#and i kinda dont like that theyre pressuring me about it so much
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most fucked up thing at my new job is there's only zero calorie sweeteners at the coffee station in the break room. three different kinds of zero calorie sweetener but no regular sugar because the assumption is that literally everyone is on a diet?
#is this because its a job dominated by women in particular??? idk#that's so weird#like sorry i can taste the difference and i prefer naturally occurring sugar from nature how is that not even an option#drinking nasty bitter af coffee bc i am So Sleepy but i refuse to use artificial sweeteners#they Do taste different and they're not even good for you im not doing that lol#also they got mad at me for telling one of the parents that we took one of the kids temperature and it was 99 and he threw up a little#when his dad came to get him yesterday and all of the other teachers were nowhere to be found#they were like tou shouldnhave had colleen do that#ma'am colleen went home before that and so did you#i should have left already too but waited bc the ratio on the playground was bad#anyway i did NOT say he had a fever i said it was 99 and to talk to the teacher inside#but the dad didnt yalk to her clearly then went home and scared the mom that he had a fever and threw up so she texted my boss freaking out#i literally just said he threw up a little and we took his temperature and it was 99 and to talk to the other teacher#which was all true and there was no one else there to tell him#anyway#apparently the person who had my job before me was a wacko who scared the parents with fake medical information or something#but that is not my fault and nobody told me that or not to tell the parents anything medical until this morning#ugh#also my supervisor is kind of a weirdo#she wanted to show everyone ~cute~ pictures of animals she has killed while hunting???#and i said i didnt want to see#and she was like ~oh it's not dead yet in the picture~#like okay but its dead now???#she traps them first so its a cute little fox in a trap about to be killed 😭#like wtfff#i know trappong predators is a reality but why take pictures like ohhh so cute then kill it#THEN show everyone the cute pictures like yeah isnt he adorable i killed him btw <3#huh??????#she has a bobcat tail on her keychain too she was giving it to the teachers and kids to pet like ohhh its so soft <3
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My druid has "fuckboy" written all over her
#speculation nation#shes a druid but she does Not look it. nor does she act like it really.#druid stuff exists to beef myself up as a front liner (spores druid ftw)#and to act as an excuse like 'whaaaat why r u so suspicious of me im a druid 🥺🥺🥺 i just want what's best for nature 🥺🥺🥺'#meanwhile here i am hogging ALL the worms we manage to find (or. well. most of them.)#bc im going full ham into my powers lol theyre so useful#this is a game of pressing Every button and seeing what happens. yet still going along the lines of good? approximately?#it very much does feel like the kind of thing a druid drow would do. willing to consort with the darkness#but still ultimately striving for peace and order.#i am just perhaps a little bug-brained to accomplish this :3#ive been playing a Lot of bg3. progressing well through act 2. everything is so very scary and i am just 1 druid 🥺#(i say as if i havent killed literally every single enemy ive come across. im so fucking good at this game.)#the house of healing was by far my least favorite part (so far). that boss battle was TERRIBLE but i managed to get through it.#according to my friends they just talked their way out of it. not me tho. i saw that guy strapped to the table and i was just like#'GET FUCKED BRO' *casts moonbeam* *proceeds to get the shit stabbed outta me*#holy shit he did so much damage. and he was focused ONLY ON ME.......#took me and shadowheart both healing to keep up with the damage he was doing (while astarion and karlach did most of the attacking)#but i did it! hes gone! but holy shit poking around his stuff has been so. eugh.#im in the towers now. so scary. just barely started them tho. gonna look for the prisoners and then proceed from there.#that ketheric dude is fucking terrifying. so big scared about him. but All Men Die The Same 😈#.....well maybe not exactly the same given his 'immortality' thing 😂 but i'll figure it out.#anyways yea check out taltana im going for a mixed feminine and masculine kinda vibes with her. and enjoying it very much.#bg3 spoilers/
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another old oc, she's a tooth fairy!!
#art#traditional art#watercolour#oc art#ocs#oc group: unsorted#oc: unnamed#i know ive definitely posted her a bunch before but that was a hot minute ago#gonna say something that sounds absolutely insane but hear me out: so ive been on a women drawing kick recently#hjlkfdjkfds LISTEN this is SO dumb but my oc situation has been kind of a sausage party in general recently because like#i wanted to make more women and this is gonna sound more insane but i think. i subconciously scared myself off from it because#i guess i felt like since im pretty alienated from a lot of common experiences of 'womanhood' that it would be like. disrespectful?#of me if i tried to write what i didnt know. which is an absolutely absurd thing to worry about because FIRST OF ALL#these are funy little ocs its not that serious AND SECOND OF ALL if i can write about robots and fairies and shit then i can definitely#make a cartoon character who struggles with the expectations and barriers placed upon women in our society and THIRD OF ALL#people who are further away from these experiences than even me will write whatever why cant i. plus at least i care to learn secondhand#anyway i noticed that weird ass subconcious restriction i put on myself for now reason and tossed it away LOL#get ready for all my strange women ocs...... get ready
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Me: "I don't like people, I prefer being on my own and not talking"
People: "oh okay we'll leave you be then"
Me: "wait no PLEASE COME BACK I WANT LOVE-"
#its not that i dont like people. its just that i have resorted to avoiding people out of habit and a sense that i make things worse#like its not that i DON'T want to message my friend. its just that I cant bring myself to since i usually dont#ha ha ha. god i am desperate to just speak to people but I want to be left alone and im scared of people turning out to be mean#i kinda feel like crying when i see people say how they love their friends and cuddle up with them and have fun#lol one of my old best friends caused me to have awful anxiety about myself because he judged and made fun of ke constantly#oh yeah and that other time after i broke up with a friend because we stupidly decided to try and date and it didnt go well#the bastard asked the person out that night. they said no because they aren't an ass or dumb. god i should have left him when he said that#oh yeah he also made fun of my sunny cosplay i did and then left me alone in the comic con crowd for half an hour#as someone with anxiety that fucked me up just a little#so yeah bad past friendships and terrible social skills have left me to just go lol cant get hurt if i dont have friends!#ha ha. this is agony.#i have like one actaul friend i talk to and she's going through some stuff and wants to be left alone#which is understandable but now I'm talking to absolutely no one#also even if i were to talk to people i just feel i make things worse#i feel like im obnoxious and weird constantly and I'm sobscsred that people are going to think I'm creepy#its not that im doing anything super weird its just that with my autism I can get overly excited and start rambling and not thinking#yet another reason why I've chosen to stop speaking as much#im also just really snappy sometimes#I remember a while ago someone i was kinda friends with asked me if i was okay and i said i was fine#they kept pushing because they were concerned and no ones ever really done that so i kind of panicked and raised my voice at them#i wasn't angry i just never had someone try and actually pry that deep before other than maybe my parents#they seem like a lovely person but i still feel so horrible for doing that to them#sure i apologises later and they understood but i felt like it was one of the most awful things ive done to someone#i hate even the thought of being cruel or mean and all they were trying to do was help and i snapped at them for it#sorry for being ranty but I'm starting to think im really not okay#I've pondered the idea of possibly having deppression but thats a conversation for my counselor#again sorry for sumoing and ill probably delete this soon#if anyone has read all of this im honestly impressed#personal rambles#vent tag
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#been wanting to make a twitter account where i can be crazy but#im a little scared..#i do have a personal twit n insta but#i keep that p low#i wanna start fresh !!! n me!!#but idk who to follow..#sports twit is kind of scary...#fans are rlly divided there so idk who to follow !!#but ive been kinda wanting to post some art maybe?#IDK 😭😭 im scared#ill keep thinking..#if u guys have any good twit or insta recs lmk :)!!!!#ill lurk n let yall know if i create one or sumn! idk !!#may delete lol idk this is a Little embarrassing 😭
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Hi frend I would just like to remind you that I love you (platonically ofc) and hope that you have a amazing day/night!
(also we are now septum ring twins, congrats on the piercing bro!) -T
I love you too friend!! AND TWINS OMG thank you!!! It literally hurt so bad 😭😭😭 I think if it ever closed I wouldn't get it redone but I REALLY love how it looks omg
#also a bunch of my friends that i used to have in highschool all told me I'd look terrible with a septum ring#so i was sort of discouraged from it for a while and also i wasn't sure if it would even look good on me#so i kind of just got it on a whim i was just like.... why tf not lets just do it#i WAS actually going to get a labret piercing but i sort of decided against it last minute but i still really want it#maybe a little tmi and gross and whatever but sometimes i really struggle taking care of my teeth specifically#and I'm afraid im going to have a depression episode/adhd moment while its healing and stop taking care of my teeth for a few days#and i have this fear that its going to make my piercing infected so like ill get it eventually because i do really want it but like#like idk im scared lol
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op this shit was VIVID (trigger warning: op's post contents - some gore/blood and blurry/implied animal bodies)
(other than the bright reds and the white in the last panel, everything was color picked from my dash with how i saw the post, greens/browns/low contrast reds were all from op's avatar :3 was trying to keep As Much of the vibe as possible)
Geological horror. You find a geode and crack it open and the crystal lining its walls is human blood that can't be genetically matched to anyone. You find a human skeleton but every one of the bones is made from rock, a rock that you know can't be whittled into those shapes. You find layers of clay and loam that sport ancient fossils at the top and the still-rotting corpses of modern animals at the bottom.
#hi im back!!#did part of this last night but it was quickly spiraling out of control and also like 230am lol#I SO FULLY EXPECTED TO JUST *SEE* THIS AS I CONTINUED SCROLLING DOWN THE POST BUT IT WASNT THERE YET?? SO?????#funnily enough this is *not* what i pictured when i first saw it lol not entirely anyway#i was picturing this as a sort of golem creatures remains that are found and the geode is the heart inside the stone ribcage and then#the outter layers around the skeleton of like 'skin/muscles/fat' etc for the body was the layers of claay and loam with fossils#which then made me think it was fuckin MASSIVE lmao#but that one im pretty sure i wouldnt have been able to draw the way i wanted to and i was desperate to finish this one if at all possible#geologists i am so sorry if thats not what a cracked geode looks like i was scared if i looked at ref i would be intimidated and not even#get through the first page LOL i did look at fossil skeletons tho that part was fun:3333#can you tell i was dying by the last panel lmao#but also it works cos i wouldnt want to draw that in focus that graphic anyway ;w; even tho it would work better with the comic..#anyway im just happy i finished it#messy af and should be better but idc😤😤 tumblr comic tm COMPLETED#just me#doodles#comic#geologists#geodes#fossils#ANYWAY HI IF YOURE STILL HERE I HAVE A KOFI AND DO COMMISSIONS EHEHEEE#mayhaps ill post links w a speedpaint.. cos this was honestly kind of the first time i let myself Really backtrack while draawing something#theres the undo button ofc#ill redo the same curved line over and over until the slope is just right lol#but as far as like..just *erasing* whole areas ive been working on for a while or deleting the entire layer and starting over#if i thought of something that would fit a little bit better#i wana see that recording👀#sorrryyyyyyy for the style shifts lmao im pretending its intentional#cos tbf some of it is just not all of it lol ^-^'#described
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unfortunately i do fundamentally want to be kind
#sry i saw the twitter thread of Local Author being like/#well the bookstore retail employee didnt HAVE to be RUDE/#and then giving little indication it wasnt bc they caught the vibe that they were the type of person/#to go sulk about it in a twitter thread after./#and i cannottt. w the ppl in replies being like they shouldve been nicer :c/#girl they shouldve told u to fuck off. but anyways/#idk i dont like getting absorbed in fake problem of the hr drama it accomplishes nothing/#and like they can complain if they want/#but seeing ppl be like yes retail employees SHOULD coddle u and be as sparkling and nice as possible at all times. is/#i do think all ppl and tragically this includes retail and service workers should be fundamentally kind but ***/#it sucks when u can tell its one sides they only see their grievance and not urs. and im fucking trying to understand theirs despite mine./#*one sided lol/#i do intentionally cool my mood to establish dominance (semi joke) w customers if they dont quickly give me the impression/#that they will be normal about inconveniences./#bc a LOT of ppl r ready to try and push scare u or make u feel bad buttons to try and get what they want/#and i prefer to let them know i will not let that shit slide they even have the chance to try/#this makes me sound mean im genuinely overly accomodating to customers its just like. a method lol/#val.squeal/
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I have this problem that’s like the opposite of nostalgia or something where some things I remember liking a lot as a child I look back and only remember the bad times.
This is specifically about Animal Crossing, loved that game as a kid, but I have literally no idea why, cuz it was just pure hell for me from what I can remember.
#also blues clues but less severe. I like blues clues. but my only childhood memories are when I was scared of it#YES I WAS SCARED OF BLUES CLUES. I HAD A HUGE FEAR OF MYSTERIES. IDK HOW OR WHY. ALSO MY MEGALOPHOBIA DIDNT LIKE THE CLOSE UP PAWPRINTS#the Halloween episode also scared me on several occasions. yes I was a baby. still kind of am.#but like I still have positive feelings about blues clues but ANIMAL CROSSING. ohhh man.#first of all that megalophobia I mentioned uh yeah not a big fan of seeing those big fish.#I was terrified of the rumor that you could see a GINORMOUS fish in the ocean. and I’ve been hearing it was REAL? worst thing ever.#but like. I couldn’t even take care of my irl self so you KNOW my village was totally trashed.#so I had to play while constantly getting told ‘everyone HATES living in this town’ and trying my best to fix it but it’s out of control and#I can’t bring myself to clean (I did it once. it was the happiest I’d been finally getting told positive things.)#my house always full of roaches too lol foreshadowing my life as an adult#ALSO THOSE FREAKING DANGEROUS BUGS WOULD GET ME ALL THE TIME I was always playing at night and getting terrified#I never had a ‘favorite villager’ in the traditional sense cuz none of them ever stayed long. they hated my town.#my fave was actually stitches but I never saw him. maybe I saw him once and he IMMEDIATELY moved out. that was my life.#I can’t name a single villager I ever had in my village cuz they always moved out. I learned not to form attachments even tho I wanted to.#and don’t even get me STARTED on Resetti. if you are a Resetti lover then WE ARE NOT MEANT TO INTERACT 😭#I’m joking I won’t judge you as a person if you like him but at the same time I genuinely on god hate him#opening up the game was a nightmare cuz I knew without fail every time I would have to see him.#‘just save’? it wasn’t ever ME that was doing it. it was my little siblings. and NO I couldn’t stop them. they were like GODS at stealing#not to mention parents would always side with them and make us share the games. they liked to delete saves and were gods at that too#but anyways so I was always stuck with Resetti cuz my siblings couldn’t leave my game alone and also couldn’t bring themselves to save befor#stopping. so every day it would be Resetti. I dreaded it so much because he is like SUPER reminiscent of my abusive step father at the time.#I often cried while just desperately trying to get thru his lectures. they were SO. LONG. and OH MY GOD the time he made me repeat something#I legitimately don’t know what it was but like I kept failing it. I know I was rlly bad with copying things as a kid#there was a time where I made the painful decision to quit in the middle of his rant. knowing that it would be worse next time but I was#simply unable to take it at that point in time. HOW EFFED UP IS THAT. THAT I JUST WANT TO PLAY A DAMN GAME BUT I CANT CUZ OF THE TRAUMA.#I hate Resetti I hate Resetti I hate him so much ‘oh he’s just a character’ THATS WHY IM FREE TO HATE HIM BABY!!! IT MAKES IT WORSE THAT PPL#DELIBERATELY CREATED A CHARACTER LIKE THAT HONESTLY! WHY WOULD THEY DO THAT TO POOR INNOCENT ME!!!#anyways yeah literally everything about animal crossing is so distressing to me and yet I remember loving it. no idea why.#my memories of it have like a dramatic and eerie vignette#and that newer one that came out and everyone was so excited. I can’t handle it cuz of the FISH AGAIN!!! MEGALOPHOBIA BE LIKE!!!!!!!
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there were hidden replies in my little emotional-at-the-moment post i had last night and i don't like not knowing what the replies were so i deleted the post 😁👍
#idk what the two hidden replies contain and it scares me a little lol#maybe it's bc i accidentally edited my post without the read more cut off????#irdk so if there's anything you guys want to tell me feel free to send an ask or dm me#tho im not going to be surprised if it's another person complaining that im complaining LOL#sorry complaining is my personality trait /hj#just unf me if you dont want to see that kind of post <33#r.text
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