#i keep thinking about this often BAHAHA

[fauxvvounds]

ok naur bc i ordered my rivulet plush to be delivered to my mum's house and it's a little too complicated for them to call the boi "rivulet" so i tell them his name is "wet mouse"

and guess what happens next when it arrived

[someprettyname]

@tigreblvnc i match you with...

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HIORI YO!! 

OKAY BUT HEAR ME OUT!! I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS RN!! My first ever thought was "Okay so he got somewhat of a sharp tongue, we need people can keep up with that and won't get annoyed/defensive/offended/irked by it, since many people can't keep up with that and often get hurt."

My immediate choices were Chigiri, REO, Karasu, Bachira and Shidou. Because oh can they keep up with your wits, but then again.... SOMETHING is missing. The immediate vibes I got from you was "Yep. A get-goer right there. He knows how to keep people on their toes!!" But as I kept reading i also saw glimpses of warmer undertones to your personality ygwim? Then my choice was Kurona. And for a considerable amount of time i was like "Yep yep. Kurona and Yuno would go so well together." Because he'll be able to keep up with you and your wits (hc that our Rona boy can be sharp when he has to), your pranks and jokes would amuse him a lot. He's like a quieter version of you. He'd be the kind of lover to just sit silently and watch you with heart eyes as you go around performing your shenanigans BAHAHA but then again SOMETHING. SOMETHING was missing. And then Hiori's name flashed through my mind AND EVERYTHING FELL IN PLACE. 

OH YOU'D BE SUCH ADORABLE LITTLE GREMLINS TOGETHER AHAHAHA SMMMMM FUN XD 

Your typical INFJ-ENTP pair, my lord 💁🏻‍♀️✨

It'd be BEAUTIFUL. To see you both interact  with each other would be BEAUTIFUL. 

Lmaoooo I can already imagine you throwing jokes or absurd questions (with a smug smirk) at him and he'd look at you, smile and give a perfectly sharp and sarcastic reply with that sweet sweet smile and everyone (you included) would be like "oh daaamn :000" 

Also, did you see how he was so (subtly) happy when Karasu pranked him in the light novel? Oh you'd bring him so much joy. So much light. He'd be SO intrigued, SO FASCINATED by you. You'd be one of the first person ever to make him feel that warm feeling of what a friendship feels like and he can never thank you enough for it. 

For him, it's so easy to be with you. It's so easy to be friends. It's so easy to smile, to laugh. When he's with you he doesn't have to think about soccer, your presence is enough to strip those thoughts away and keep him on his tippy toes (hehe). He won't be thinking about his shitty parents because he's too busy thinking of a witty comeback, or maybe an answer to your riddle. Who knows? 

You're his escapism in the best ways possible. He's just DRAWN to you. 

With time you'd see that he's the more quite, understanding, observant and sweeter version of you. 

He's one of those people who you find really trustworthy REALLY easily. You just KNOW that he won't snitch on you. He doesn't have too many friends and the ones he does have, he values them a lot. He's a loyal guy afterall. 

Maybe you're annoyed one day and your words are extra sarcastic and have too much bite to them, it might or might not have hurt him but he'd just simply understand. He wouldn't get defensive or throw bite-ful words, he'd just make you hot chocolate or bring you ice cream, whatever suits the mood and then you can both go for a night walk where you can talk and vent all about why it was a bad day. 

See, with time you'd realise how compassionate and understanding he is, so whenever you are talking about a bad day or something that ticked you off, you just know he understands and empathises even if he doesn't say much and just listens. 

He's just a very magical human you know? Hiori I mean, I see him easily getting along with anyone and everyone, and with you he'd bring out the calmer side in you. 

His hold, his hug, his touch. It'd have a hypnotic effect on you and your anger. (believe me. My best friend is INFJ too. These creatures are just magical. What can I say.) 

Maybe you don't like talking about your feelings too much, and with him, you won't even have to. He is observant enough, he picks on things really quick. 

I'm thinking more of a friends to lovers trope here :3 

Oh and ahaha THIS ONE HC WHERE YOU'D BOTH BE SITTING TOGETHER AFTER A LONG TIRING DAY, JUST WATCHING THE SUNSET, he sees the bird, the orange-golden sky and comes up with a wierd metaphor and blurts it out without a second thought and you'd be like "*Blink* did he really just say that?" 

But you'd play along in a beat and then he adds on it (with the seasoning of some extra exaggeration) and you do too, and soon enough you'd both be in fits of laughter. 

"I like the sun, spring and summer" yeah. He'd be the warmth of summer for you. You know that pleasant feeling of standing on neither too hot nor too cold ground, the sun is shining above you but not too sharp or bright and the light breeze is hitting your face in summers? You know that pleasant feeling? Yeah. That's what his presence would be like to you. 

"To meet new, smart and interesting people who know things I don’t and can teach me." Gaming. He'll show you the vast world of gaming and thanks to him, you'll realise just how beautiful and deep all of that is. And fascinating of course. xD 

Yunori persona 5 dates canon?! 

You're like the real life manifestation of his intrusive thoughts you know? The first time you do exact opposite of what you were told to do he'd stare at you in mild fascination and ask "Why'd you do that? :0" and you'd just shrug like "Because I wanted to :3" "You could've ended up with a broken bone D:" "I didn't. Plus it was fun. 🤷🏻‍♀️" and then a silent staaaaaaaaare •_•

And next moment you're both bursting into fits of laughter lmaoooooo xDDD SM FUNNN AHAHHAHA 

And from that time onwards he'd try and be a part of your shenanigans, because it's like a breathe of fresh air to him yk? He could never rebel against his parents so everytime you both do a prank or narrowly escape a dangerous situation and are just standing there, flodded with adrenaline, out of breathe and panting he'd silently think "Would you look at it, mom and dad? You didn't want me to have friends. You didn't want me to be happy. But would you look at how much fun I'm having right now?" He projects it onto them like that. To him it's such a freeing feeling. It feels like he's breaking free from his shackles, like he's rebelling. It just triggers his sadistic side and all those intrusive thoughts. It feels like he's fighting those demons. He loves it. And he's so thankful that he has you. 

PARTNERS IN CRIME. PARTNERS IN CRIME. PARTNERS IN CRIME. 

He'd LOOOOOVE to be partners in crime with you. 

Oh and you're both saggitarius can you imagine the chaos, fun and adventure? Hehehehe ᕙ⁠(͡⁠°⁠‿⁠ ͡⁠°⁠)⁠ᕗ

OMG AHAHA you'd be out there finishing each other's sentences and everytime he finishes your sentence or you finish his you'd both fawn a little on the inside like "OMG HE GETS ME SO WELL!!!!" 

SOBBING. DO YOU REALISE HOW CUTE THAT IS? 

He brings out patience, calmness and understanding in you, while you bring out his gremlin side BAHAHA both your personalities compliment each other SO WELL. The more you get to know each other the more everything comes together like pieces of puzzles xD 

You'd both understand each other without even saying. 

You both are good at seeing bigger picture, and you both adore that about yourself, and that in itself is comforting you know? This was the point where I striked off shidou because he's more focused on present and now, and while it's fun it can also get frustrating when you're trying to talk to him about the bigger and he just.... doesn't care. That'd never happen with Hiori though. You'd come talk to him about it, and he'd immediately relate like "OH! You saw that coming too? How did others not? It's so concerning, how can they not see where it's headed? :(" 

Oh and have you seen just how amazing a fired up Hiori is? All his friends - Karasu, isagi, nanase and others - they'd all see your friendship transforming him from detached and poker face hiori to passionate hiori and be like "Have they kissed already?! 🙄💅🏻"

Okay so with hiori it's "His preferred type is a person who can leave each other alone." And with you it's "I’m independent and don’t like clingy people." BAHAHA 😂😂😂😂😂😂 YOU SEE? YOU SEE WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT, MATE? 

Oooooh I'm quite a matchmaker myself ain't i? 🌝💅🏻✨

He games a lot you know. He games and games and games because he finds this weird sense of comfort and escapism in it. It's just in his system to find comfort in it because he had done that for years now - full day of football and coming back home to his video games where he can finally escape thinking about his messed up family and then dumping their dreams on him. 

But you. You'd be the one to make him come out of his shell and help him see beauty in different things and surprisingly enough (i say surprising because he didn't even accompany the other blue lockers on their day out, so while his gaming hobby started because he had no other options to pass time, it has become his obsession(?) At this point. His escapism. And he'd easily chose that over a lot of things) he'd gladly follow your lead. 

You'd all be hanging out and the blue lockers will be like "ah. Hiori didn't show up....again." and then they'd all collectively look at you 😂😂 and yeah. While it takes a little convincing (that basically being 3 text long conversation "I don't wanna come. I wanna game." "But you should try it out!! It'd be really fun!!" "Okay.") He'd show up eventually. And everyone would be equally flabbergasted each time because BRUH?! THEY TRIED CONVINCING HIM SO HARD HE DIDN'T LISTEN TO THEM?! 

but to Hiori if you say something is fun, then it IS fun. Ahaha. 

Simple logic, no hassle 💆🏻‍♀️✨

Also, your love language for recieving is words of affirmation and well, Hiori is a man of few words (which by the way are almost always very pleasing words yk? Not sugarcoating kinda pleasing, but he isn't mean. He's soft spoken. Maybe you'd also find appeal in that?) So when he appreciates or affirms you, it'd just HIT DIFFERENT because you KNOW he means it!! <3333 

Lots of spending time together yess 😌↕️ he'd listen to you yap about anything and everything, he'd also add on beautiful insights here and there. What a sight to behold 🤧

Hiori is pretty sharp, smart and insightful so I have a feeling he'd earn your respect pretty quick!! 

"Dislikes : Too loud noises" yeah. Same. Hiori doesn't like it either. 

Please give this boy a hug. He deserves so much love. 

Please take good care of our pretty gremlin <3

Also, please annoy TF out of Barou together. Thank you. <3 

Some other dynamics i found fascinating, so just take these as characters you might have a good friendship with ^_^ : 

Kunigami : Okay this might not be the most expected but I don't know why, his name just kept popping up in my head you know? He'd definitely have a soft spot for you (be it pre or post wc) he'd be rolling his eyes (affectionately) every time you joke around or piss someone off lmfaooo. Pre WC he'd just rub his neck and grin sheepishly when he can't answer one of your tricky question/you embarass him (nah. You can't piss him off with fun stuff. It'd all turn into embarrassment lol. You see my vision?), post wc he'd just "hmph" you and turn away 😂 but if you observe closely you might see his lips twitch up in the slightest smile because he knooooows you don't mean any harm (⁠ノ⁠^⁠_⁠^⁠)⁠ノ 

I also have this feeling that you'd taunt and piss off anyone who hurts people you care about as a way to protect them (i might be wrong but just a hunch you know?) And he'd be melting on the inside when you do that with him. 

REO : do i even need to explain? 😂 It'd always be a race of who can be more sassy, who can have better comebacks and all that in the best light-hearted way. I just KNOW Reo would compliment your dressing sense, it's just...very cool to him yk? It makes you so approachable. It's a like a breathe of fresh air. 😙

Chigiri : He was one of my top choice alongside Kurona until Hiori came into play actually. He'd be your bitch buddy HANDS. DOWN. (I mean the buddy you bitch to. Hehe 🤪) He's also very neat, well groomed and witty, matches all your criterias so you'd get along very well yep yep 😌↕️ 

the sassy friend pair 🔛🔝

Slay. 😌💅🏻✨

Kurona : YOU JUST MAKE HIM SMILE OKAY? He's probably an introvert you adapted ahaha xD he's basically like quieter, slightly more serious version of you. He's actually very practical and logical too though, so you might like and respect him for that. I can bet you'll develop a soft spot for him really quick hehehe our adorable little shark!! 🦈

Whatever shenanigans you do, he'd be watching and enjoying it from the sidelines - ALWAYS. (Maybe even give you better ideas sometimes yk 🤪) 

Karasu : I mean many people have paired you with him already so I don't think i need to elaborate any further do i? You might have a good (romantic) relationship yes, but oh both your friendship together would be a hit FOR SURE. WITHOUT A DOUBT. TAKE MY MONEY. 

The reason I didn't pair you with him is because you're both toooo similar you know? Hiori just looked like a better option because I could see how he'd compliment your personality 😙

Bachira : Again, fun loving individual!! Weeee!!! He'd reply to your witty and sharp humor with absurd humor (remember the "what does rain taste like?" Moment? Yeah. Lmaooo. He also has a very unpredictable humor. You might enjoy that.), you're both gonna be so amusing to each other lol 😆😂 (see. Now I wanna see both your friendship in action 😔) HE ALSO HAVE A VERY RETRO KINDA AESTHETIC APPEAL TO HIM like ygwim? You get my vision? 

So yeahhhhh you'd both be like dancing (read : screaming your lungs) to retro songs at 6 in the morning, waking up everyone in the building. Shidou from downstairs who's basically walking around naked in his balcony would join you too, I can already imagine you both giggling when you hear his voice from downstairs 😂😂 

Bachira probably has a thing for laughing at the worst timings too so yeah 😔 you're both in that struggle together 😔 ft. Karasu calling you both stupid A, stupid B in the background. BAHAHA LMAOOO XDDD 

Also, he's blunt too isn't he? Unfiltered thoughts spill out of those lips TOO OFTEN. I mean, he told a guy HE'D JUST KNOWN FOR LIKE AN HOUR OR TWO THAT. THERE'S A DEMON. DEMON. INSIDE HIM. LMAO. So you're both similar in that aspect too lollll SO MUCH FUN. 

You know that awkward moment everytime Bachira walks in butt naked? Yeah. You'd be someone who'd instantly crack a joke about it and everyone in the room look at you like "😑. Weirdos. Both of them. 😒" While Bachira is like 😃😃😃😃

AHAHAHA LOLLLLLLLLL XDDDD

Conclusion : Anyways, that's that. Enough of YAPPING and giggling for today I suppose 😔 if I had to conclude Hiono/Yunori in one phrase I'd say ✨Match made in heaven.✨ 

You're both the just meant to be. Period. 

Thank you for coming to my ted talk 💆🏻‍♀️✨

[boinin]

3, 5, 6, 12, 22 for Kunigiri, and Rinsagi if you want to! :D

absolutely!

3. Most common argument?

For Kunigiri, it'd be about the half-drank cups of tea Chigiri leaves around their apartment. Kunigami has accidentally kicked a few over and ended up with drenched socks one too many times. Chigiri always promises to get better at cleaning them up, but gets too absorbed in books sometimes to remember.

I would see Rin's jealousy causing arguments in the early days of his relationship with Isagi. Once they've worked out that issue, I honestly can't see them arguing much. They're upfront people—they thrash out their issues before getting to the argument stage.

5. Who is most likely to carry the other?

Kunigami and Rin, bahaha. Easiest answer by far.

6. What is their favorite feature of their partner’s?

Kunigami likes Chigiri's resolve and his single-minded competitiveness. The fire within him is a draw for Kunigami.

Chigiri's big on Kunigami's muscles 😉 Nah, jokes aside, Chigiri is drawn to Kunigami because he thinks he's a far better person than Chigiri himself is. He loves the honest, fair person Kunigami is at heart.

For Isagi and Rin, they're the epitome of rivals to lovers for me. They're drawn to each other because they keep one-upping each other. In terms of personality though, Rin is drawn to Isagi's simple kindness and compassion. Isagi likes Rin's lack of pretense and the vulnerability under his hard shell.

12. Who initiates kisses?

This is highly situational. I can see Kunigami and Isagi being the ones who go in for a kiss first. For Kunigiri, Chigiri seems like the type to enjoy teasing and tempting Kunigami into kissing him, even if he wants to kiss Kunigami himself.

Isagi is more of a casual affection seeker than Rin. In terms of passion though, Rin's more likely to jump Isagi if that makes sense.

22. Who cooks more/who is better at cooking?

Kunigiri are tricky for me to answer this for, as I've written several versions of their characters in fics where one or the other are the better cook. The way I see it, Kunigami is better at basic meal planning, putting together something that has the right nutrition and macros even if it's a little boring. Chigiri's better at seasoning generally, and is good at baking. Specifically in Cassis Orange, Kunigami is the better cook.

I think Rin is absolutely clueless at cooking. He's powered by ice lollies and spite after all. Isagi isn't much better, but he's helped his mom make dinner often enough to be semi-competent. Both of them are more likely to buy combini food than cook themselves, at least until they have to maintain an athlete's diet. At that stage, they're totally hiring meal planners/preppers to get the right balance with minimal effort.

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as it is mr nasty himselfs birthday today could lord nukes spare some silly little Kurou facts with the crowd? 😋

happy late birthday mr nasty we love you...!!!!! yes absolutely i can share some kurou facts with you :3 i'll give ya 10 of them in honor of the tenth month of the year aka october his birth month

the birth order of his siblings goes like this: kazumi (38), ami (37), tsubomi (35), shigeko (34), megohime (29), miroku (28), nanami (27), hachimitsu (25), and then kurou (23). he's closest with miroku and tsubomi.

he thinks that he would be a really good dad. he's a bit traditional lol he really wants to get married and have kids someday. it's probably because he's spent the majority of his life being an uncle to his sisters' kids.

he can skateboard but he wipes out more often than he'd like to admit, so he wouldn't want to skate in front of you until the two of you got close because it's embarrassing

he really wants to pierce his face full of metal but his parents and oldest sisters have begged him not to with tears in their eyes. when he came home with his vertical labret and expressed his desire to get a tongue piercing, kazumi was near tears and was like, "why are you so intent on hurting yourself?!?" kurou couldn't stop himself from laughing in her face looool

he used to date one of kolia's coworkers. she was 6 years older than him and taller than him and, like, way more successful than him but he was so smitten with her. their relationship was secret for the longest time because he didn't want kolia to find out he was fucking around with the company's accounting manager BAHAHA (she was so pissed when she found out)

on that note he really likes older women LMFAO. he once briefly dated this 43 year old childless divorcee and he brings it up all the time. his friends get so annoyed when he talks about her, partly because it's annoying and partly because they're jealous (why was she taking him to trips abroad?!)

he's pretty good at playing soccer. he plays with kolia and mordag when it's warm out.

he's really handsy when he likes you. like, REALLY handsy. it's a struggle to get him to keep his hands off of you. he loves pda and he doesn't really care what people think, so he'll pull some really bold shit sometimes. he can be cowed into submission if you tell him to stop firmly enough though hahaha, everyone wishes he had a little more shame

he's very close with artemis' little sister diana. when diana calls artemis on the phone, she always asks to talk to kurou at some point. if she's ever staying over at the artehouse and artemis is busy (ie, at work), kurou hangs out with her. they get along super well! i can't say he's a great influence on her but they're besties :-)

re: his type... he doesn't really have a type but he's kind of a brat so he likes to be indulged. he also likes someone who can banter with him... someone that'll let him bite them really hard out of love. he gets himself into situationships pretty often because he thinks they're fun but he gets bored quickly if whoever he's dating can't keep up with him

[jeonstudios]

꒰ hey, lo-ve .ᐟ.ᐟ ꒱ ꪆ

it's honestly upsetting to learn that tumblr ate up that anon-text i had submitted, outpouring my thoughts on eoalh. i'm gonna try writing some of it again ( it's been a month, and i cannot remember most of what i wrote ), but here goes nothing.

my journey with eoalh began back in 2022. i believe the story was still updating then(?) sorry for my lack of memories, haha. that being said— i kept screenshots of my favorite excerpts. even used the "you are my birdie" x "you are like a tiny little bird baby that fell out of the nest that i found and now i have to take care of" analogies with my crush/long time close(?) friend back then ( i'm over him 98% ) anyway, he is kinda like eoalh!jk. so loved that his ego outcompetes his brain sometimes that he feels unloved instead, despite all the attention swarming around him.

another point among many that touched me would be

oc talking about kindness. her idea of it reflects william blake's concept of "higher innocence", which i am very much a proponent of, by the way. true, it can drain you often if you foget how to show yourself equal kindness too, and our oc really struggled with that aspect, right? i'm glad. really glad you showcased it beautifully. a lot of her resonated with me. especially, her college days and how she, without a resistance, would take rejection and never try to blame it on others. i think i've outgrown that a bit, or significantly. i try to look at a situation the most neutral way i can, learn where i need improvements, and just do my best to move on. but the whole "none of it is your fault. yeah, i understand. it's alright, you don't have to worry about me. really." reassurances were so me. is still me.

then there was oc's need to shower people with kindness and love bcos she didn't wanna die with regrets. that's always been me. i would even narrate to people my stream of consciousness bcos "WHAT IF I DIE AND I NEVER GET TO TELL YOU HOW AND IN WHAT WAYS DID THIS MISCELLANEOUS THOUGHT OCCURED TO MY PUNY LITTLE BRAIN??"

so that was 2022, right? fast forward a few months »»

i had completely forgotten about the story's name. LOL 🤸🏻‍♀️ i remember i found you through @ggukkiereads recommendations. somebody had asked about the story back then— that's how i discovered you in 2022. but that same year, i had to sit for major exams. it made things hard to keep up with socials. lost the list, the ask & the story. imagine my agony? lol. all i had were screenshots of certain scenes ( without the account name visible, bruh ). @ggukkiereads went into hiatus, too. my search didn't end though. however, my agony hadn't either.

that's until 2024 𖦹 ･͛♡̷̷̷･͛

EL DORADO. ahoy, i 'ave found it and ye! prolly searched some bs like "bet!au jk tumblr" etc. didn't seem to work before tho. yeah, until that fateful 2024 evening. oh, agony! ( bugs bunny undertone ) it was from the same recs account. haha. i swear i had previously searched through every one of her lists! but oh, boy. speak of god's timing.

anyway, had the best time reading the story thoroughly. read fics from your recs account, too. imy favorite was a hogwarts!au where jk is in the quidditch team. huehue. read dc, bt and basically every one of your fics. but eoalh is eoalh, right? i'm so full of love for them, and so full of brainrots. when you mentioned the babybirthing drabble would have near d-word scenes? oh my, i thought that was tasty. bcos i do wanna see the fear in his eyes and heart when he sees her almost slip through his grasps. bahaha, as if all the angsts weren't enough. STILL !! it's fun to witness a man be loser and grovel and cry. i trust them tho. however, what's a little angsty brainrot? they are forever birdies. they will grow and fly together. almost close to the sun, but never too close like icarus, again. i believe in them. yeah.

but only bc i'm feeling vixeny— what's jealous eoalh!jk like? after marriage? NO, NAMJOON AND HER PET DOG WASN'T ENOUGH! I AM EAGER TO KNOW WHAT NEEDY EOALH!JK IS UP TO!

꒷ random gibberish incoming ꒷

dare i say, bts wasn't even my main fandom growing up? i mean i was never a hard stan of any group except [redacted], but kpop back then didn't need that. it was peaceful with fun interactive moments between every other group & reactions to performances. i kept up with bts since their debut, quite casually. the entirety of 3rd gen kpop is home to me in that regard.

BUT! BEHOLD! it's authors like you who made my attachment to them better. so, thanks for writing, yeah? know the power your pen/keyboard wields. i love how you aren't afraid to write about insecurities and vulnerabilities, in general. one might argue saying, "oh, it's easy to be behind a screen and type." maybe, but repeated exploration isn't ( respectfully and admirably said )

it means the author is trying to speak to the audience by baring themselves/their characters, sharing their views on topics whether personal/impersonal. it's not an arbitrary or whimsical piece of work. it's beautifully thought out and constructed.

you are really amazing, lo-ve. hope you keep growing, learning, and expanding your horizon. all the best wishes for you, sweets. also, a gentle reminder : you are much more than an author to me. kudos to your human.

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yeah, tumblr suck sometimes! i've made it a habit to screenshot the ask before i send any just in case 😩 i'm glad you like eoalh and feel like you can relate to it! i do tend to write about things (and people) that i find comforting at the moment and as for eoalh!reader, i wanted her to be "weak" in a way i'm scared to be, and show that she'll be loved in the right way regardless. ♥️

[mama-we-all-go-to-huesos]

You’re Prime! Leo au is so cool! The premise is so angsty but so fun! So does Leo realize that those aren’t his thoughts and are the Krang’s or is he just rolling with it? Also will Raph and Donnie eventually catch on? Or April? Sorry for bombarding you with questions, its just a concept that’s so interesting to think about!

I think YOU'RE so cool!!! But thank you I appreciate your interest! So sorry however for the late response </3 another one of those "I wanted to answer with a drawing but...lost it I'm afraid" I like to imagine it's both! I think another wonderful asker (that I need to get to I'm so sorry!) suggested the process was slow and I like that idea! In my head I imagine he had some Ghost in the Shell -type dysphoria when he was first implanted with Kraangs memories but spent enough time fighting for his life in the prison dimension (and physically seeing who was who) to realize before he met his brothers who he was (or used to be) As it stands currently (in my liquid, paradoxical time frame) he knows he's Leo, hates that he has Prime's memories, but leans into them a little bit too often when he's scared or insecure. He'll often be found secretly meditating as a way to ground and remind himself of who he is and what memories are truly his own. By this point in my lil story he'd managed to trap a good portion of Prime's memories in a sherlock holmes-esque mind castle or what have you ( I imagine he'd make it a tropical resort considering this is Leo we're talking about) to compartmentalize it. But the more he taps into Kraang's battle strategies, confidence and apathetic nature the more difficult it'll become to keep those memories separate and buried.... NO REST FOR THE WICKED I SAY BAHAHA! For your other question (of which there is no such thing as too many I love you!!) the answer of which I do not have! I dunno when Raph or the rest will find out! I think Raph may be second, as my current lil one-shot may soon suggest fufufu but besides that I'm dead in the water I'm afraid! No thoughts in this lil noggin' just angst!

[tearyvictim]

Bahaha I did NOT go hard enough for Mona! Whoops lol. Can you tell me more about him or perhaps the person who gets a little too invested in him? How does his power work?

Nooo nooo don't worry about it!!! I love the casual look, he definitely would need to try and blend in literally anytime outside the house xD

BUT I will give more detail because I'll take any excuse to talk about this

Powers are innate and sorta like deja-vu in that you get a flash of a future scene à la That's So Raven, but with practice/training the fortune teller can "direct" it to see a particular thing. Some fortune tellers really are psychic like this, while some of them don't have powers and are just talented actors. This is also how fortune telling houses are allowed to operate--while use or display of psychic powers is illegal, it's often impossible for the average person to tell the difference between "reals" and "fakes". (Mona is "real").

Fortune teller houses (called maisons) are sort of like a bar/lounge with separate rooms where resident fortune tellers will "perform". This is where they'll take a client, who will then ask their specific questions and the reader will either use their powers or pretend to use powers. So this is where the performance aspect comes in--the flashier, gaudier, and often cheesier you can make it, the easier it is for clients to believe it's real while also not getting in trouble with the law. Fortune tellers will often use tarot decks or crystal balls or whatever to make it more visual for their clients.

Each fortune teller has their own reading style. Mona tends towards femme/drag during readings because it gets more money from mostly male clients (I imagine he's AMAB and/or intersex). He uses tarot cards because it often gives him a clue on how to present the fortune. Like, if he sees someone losing their election, he might just straight-up say "you're going to lose" if he pulled the Strength card, which might suggest the client could handle the bad news. If he pulled like... the Nine of Swords or something, he'd probably frame it more like "the election will be rife with challenges". Same actual vision, just different presentation. And this is especially important to Mona because he is very wary about all his clients, since he used to be a street reader. Street readers (those not associated with a maison) often face harassment or intimidation since there's not much in the way of protection (legal, community, cops, etc.) for them.

The client/future whumper who ends up stalking and later kidnapping Mona is a regular client who is pretty sure that Mona is indeed a real psychic. He comes in a lot to ask for readings on horse race gambling, and he's won thousands because of Mona's predictions. He also regularly tests Mona with "fake" questions (like "how will my divorce pan out" when he's not married), and Mona's able to recognize them all.

At some point, client starts to get jealous about Mona seeing other clients, he thinks his enemies and Mona are conspiring against him, and starts harassing Mona/other girls at the maison. He gets banned by the matron, and so to make sure he can still use Mona, he kidnaps Mona to keep his powers. Intimate whumper stuff, beating him for "lying" if he doesn't like the predictions, constantly forcing Mona to see his own future as his prisoner to keep instilling that he owns Mona now, that his future is no more than as the client's psychic and plaything...

OKAY that was long sorry ^^; but yeah I'm really happy with this setting

[starleska]

Ohh, I'm so glad!! There is a severe lack of Garagmel enjoyers I've noticed, it's always nice to have another! :)

Oh boy, I've never really thought of it that way, but noticing the pattern with my recent couple of fictional crushes- It certainly seems to be going that way😭 Like, it just seems to make me fall for them even harder. And what a quirky fellow! I just read Augustus St. Cloud's wiki- I loved how they described him as a 'peculiar little scientist,' he certainly seems like a wonderful little villain to enjoy! AHH you've got it exactly!!!!😳 There's just something about it... I can't even describe why it does the things it does to me LOL

HAHAHA oh my god, right?!? Ever since realizing I do indeed find this Smurf hating guy attractive, those scenes got me exactly how you described your watch of em (and I knew they were coming!!) So you're not in it alone 🤣 God, not to embarrass myself but the things that man could call me-

<33 So is yours honestly! Your F/O Tracker was a delight to look through, I'd never heard of most of those characters before now. Oh, absolutely, I'd love to genuinely know what's going on in here haha

You're welcome!!!! I'll be sure to keep you updated when any interesting new characters that make themselves known to me ;)

you and i must go on a journey to convert everyone into Gargamel enjoyers 😖💖 i just watched him in The Lost Village too, and think he was so cute!! totally not biased as a Dwight Schrute fan 😂 but i think Hank Azaria's take on the character is so menacing and funny, he's my favourite 🥰 shakes your hand - we have an affliction 😭😭 bahaha, i'm so glad you had fun with him!! that's so strange, though - Augustus isn't a scientist at all! he's an ultra-wealthy collector of pop culture artefacts...perhaps it was written by someone not too familiar with the character;;; ahhhh thank you for your support sweetheart, i'm so embarrassed 😳😳 watching The Smurfs 2 and the amount of times he says things to the effect of, 'Daddy's little girl' had me blushing horribly!!! what a lovely, gravelly drawl he slips into underneath his high, clipped syllables...it's a tragedy, i haven't been able to find a single Gargamel x Reader fic!! perhaps i should write some headcanons? 👀 aww thank you darling, seriously!! it's an eclectic collection but they all make me so happy :3c hahaha, i actually shared my f/o tastes with a therapist back last year, and she clocked me instantly. embarrassing characters who often have no regard for social rules or boundaries - especially paired in with the taboo factor of being villainous, or who are intelligent and dismissive - feels comfortable to those of us who've been through some rough stuff. being at the mercy of someone so intense means we can't resist their advances...and them being so strange and unconventionally attractive makes them special to us 😉 an interesting interpretation for sure!! YES please do!! i eagerly look forward to speaking with you more 🥰 have a great rest of your day!!

[strudelbumsen]

For the gore ask game:

1, 6, 7, 8, 11, 13, 14, 15, 16, 18 and 20. ps let’s be sicko friends 2gether??

Hi there buddy! This took me forever to get to but I enjoyed thinking on these. Answers below, lieben dich so sehr, anon!

1: Have you ever considered killing someone?

I have, but I believe everyone has at least once. The thought crosses my mind often, as a joking statement when angry or as a serious consideration. My partner pet an I have a contract, where infidelity would be punished with death if that ever occurred (highly unlikely, so why worry about it!~)

6: Favorite killer and why?

I am curious what this question implies! Whether they mean to list a fictional one or a real life one... Describing an irl killer as a 'favourite' feels odd. In a fascination sense, I think Ed Gein's mind is such an interesting one, with the interaction of trauma bleeding directly into his type of killings. Fun to study, I will keep my distance though!

7: Do you collect dead things?

I do, buddy, I certainly do! I have several animal skulls and diaphonized specimens. I have models of human skulls as well, not real but very life like.

8: Would your victims be women or men, does it matter?

I am a gay man, so I feel more compelled sexually to torture and own men. Women are very fun too though! I would say as long as they scream in a lovely way, it doesn't matter to me.

11: What would cause you to snap?

I feel like on a hair trigger in my life lately. Not much! I think the idea of a human "snapping" is funny. It is never as sudden as people on the outside seem to think. Every case of a "snap," if you actually look into it, had a completely preventable cause that led to the effect of death and destruction. You can always tell, if you actually bother to look.

13: If you could have sex with any serial killer, alive or dead, who would you choose?

Hum, interesting to think about! I genuinely believe most popular killers would be terrible in bed. And would be very belligerent in the face of a man assaulting them, lets just say! I don't have a good answer for this one, I am definitely not killer4killer, bahaha.

14: How would you leave the body?

If you ever see bodies on the news with all teeth removed and their hands missing, you'll know. I think it'd be fun to put them in a latex hood for them to rot sweetly away in...

15: Would you keep trophies, if so, what?

Trophies get you caught, buddy! But I would like a necklace of phalanges from my favourites, in theory.

16: Do you believe in the death penalty for murder?

Nope. I am a prison abolitionist and I heavily believe the only way to go forward is a system built on reforming prisoners and helping them back into society, when possible. Yes even that crime. And that one.

18: Are you based more in fantasy or reality?

Pretty much entirely fantasy based. The court system is too much hassle. Every answer here has been fantasy and fetish.

20: The song you would play during a violent act?

One of these two for certain. Good songs, give them a listen!

[seitmai]

Scout had worried what people might think about the two traveling on their own, and you had had to bite your tongue to keep from pointing out that the two of them were practically engaged as it was, but your words would have been met with a scowl and rant about the perils of gossip. Scout was known to have a bit of a temper, and you weren’t keen on being on the receiving end of it. So, you had smiled placatingly and reminded her that her brother had given his seal of approval, and that had been enough to ease her worries.

Ahh I love their dynamic 🤭

You were good at shoving the negative feelings down inside of you. Your childhood had given you plenty of practice when it came to that, but now the emotions tended to come out all at once and at inopportune times, something your mother had often lamented about.

🥺🥺🥺

“‘M not drunk, little bird,” he drawled, leaning towards you. He winced when the sunlight his his face, scowling slightly as he leaned back into the shade. “Hungover as hell, maybe. But I’m not drunk anymore.”

Bahaha 😂😂😂

He chuckled. You pursed your lips, studying him once again. It wasn’t often that Bradley Bradshaw grinned. He smirked, yes, but his grins were few and far in between. They gave him a boyish quality that you found strangely endearing, and you found that you wanted to see him do it more. More so, you wanted to be the reason he smiled like that.

🥰🥰🥰

“It matters to me,” Bradley murmured, leaning towards you again. His eyes were intense as they took you in, sliding down the length of you, and you squirmed under his gaze.

Singing in the Sanctuary: Chapter Four

Singing in the Sanctuary: Chapter Four

Pairing: Bradley "Rooster" Bradshaw x Reader

Summary: Bradley "Rooster" Bradshaw is a simple man. Well, as simple as one can be while living a life of crime. The notorious outlaw of the western territories has never been interested in settling down and having a family, but will that all change when he meets a shy, new teacher who just moved into town?

Warnings: Mentions of alcohol, Older sibling being harsh on the younger, Allusions to self-esteem problems, Mentions of drinking, Mentions of hangovers, Bradley flirting, One use of "y/n," Reader being a blushing mess. I think that's it, but please let me know if I've missed anything!

Word Count: 2.7k

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It had been exactly two weeks since your children had decided that they would be doing a play to help raise funds for the new schoolhouse, but still, they were no closer to figuring out what the play would actually be.

“It should be an adventure!” Grinned Billy Seresin.

“Nuh uh,” frowned Josie Carmichael, “it should be a romance.”

“What about a fairytale?”

“I want it to have a fight scene!”

And here you sat, slumped against the wooden counter of the bar, at your wit’s end and lamenting to your friends on what to do. Penny and Bunny kept their hands busy by cleaning the glasses behind the bar and Natasha sat to your left, patting your back sympathetically. You wished the ever practical Scout was around to assist you in your plight, but she and Jake Seresin had left for Baltimore the week prior and wouldn’t be back until after the New Year. Scout had worried what people might think about the two traveling on their own, and you had had to bite your tongue to keep from pointing out that the two of them were practically engaged as it was, but your words would have been met with a scowl and rant about the perils of gossip. Scout was known to have a bit of a temper, and you weren’t keen on being on the receiving end of it. So, you had smiled placatingly and reminded her that her brother had given his seal of approval, and that had been enough to ease her worries.

“What’s eatin’ at you?” Penny asked you, brow raised curiously. You sighed in defeat, tears springing to your eyes as you thought about your current predicament.

“The children are going to do a play to help raise money for the schoolhouse.”

“And that’s an issue because?” Bunny asked, eyes darting to Penny to see if she could shed some light on the situation. The older woman shrugged, frowning as she turned her attention back to you.

“Because,” you grumbled, “It took us an entire week to settle on doing a play. Now they can’t decide what play to do.”

“Ah,” Penny said, leaning against the bar top, “what are the suggestions?”

“Some want to do Cinderella, some want to do Snow White, and others want to do Sleeping Beauty,” you groaned, feeling your bottom lip tremble as you felt all the frustration from the past week rise up from deep inside of you and to the surface. You were good at shoving the negative feelings down inside of you. Your childhood had given you plenty of practice when it came to that, but now the emotions tended to come out all at once and at inopportune times, something your mother had often lamented about.

“Why don’t you just let them make their own play up?” Bunny asked thoughtfully. Your gaze darted to the girl in front of you, intrigue replacing the sorrow that was once there.

“Let them do their own play?” You asked her. Bunny seemed to hesitate for a moment before nodding, a tight smile on her face that came off more as a grimace on her pretty features.

“That way everyone can do something they like?” She said as more of a question than an answer. You felt the stirrings of excitement in your tummy as you mulled over her suggestion. It could work. If the children come up with their own play, then they can work together to make sure everyone has a say and no one would feel left out. It was perfect! Or, at least, that’s what you thought.

Your elder sister often admonished you growing up for being, what she believed, was too naïve.

“Get your head out of the clouds,” she’d snap, a scowl on her face as she looked you over. “The world isn’t all rainbows and butterflies, y/n. The sooner you realize that, the better off you’ll be.”

She was right, but her words had stung nonetheless. You wanted to see the good in everybody and every situation. If that made you naïve or immature, then so be it.

“That’s a wonderful idea, Bunny!” Penny grinned, turning her gaze to you. You nodded enthusiastically, a grin splitting across your face as you looked back at the bar girl.

“It really is!” You exclaimed, leaning back and away from the bar. A smirk made its way onto your lips. “Have you ever thought of becoming a teacher?”

“Me?” Bunny scoffed, shaking her head. “No, I wouldn’t know what to do. Besides, I can’t even read.”

Your eyes widened. “You don’t?”

“No,” she said softly, looking down and away from you. She shifted on her feet, looking as if she was willing the ground to open up and swallow her whole. You supposed it wasn’t that uncommon for people to not know how to read, but Bunny always looked so put together, that it never occurred to you that the other girl wouldn’t have the skill set. You pursed your lips, wondering if your new thought would be too impertinent to suggest to the other girl. Bunny was someone who was quiet, yes, but she had an air of pride and confidence about her that you often found yourself admiring and wishing you had.

You knew you were a timid, little thing. You were the youngest of two girls, and your sister was the crown jewel of your family. She was beautiful, confident, and had a mind that could accomplish most anything. You wanted to be that way, but you knew deep down that you weren’t. A fact your parents often pointed out to you. Now, seeing the capable woman in front of you looking small at such a minor detail made you want to help.

“I can teach you,” you said finally.

“What?” She chuckled, sounding almost startled. Her gaze flickered back to you as her brow pinched in confusion. “I couldn’t ask you to do that.”

“Well,” you smiled, “it’s a good thing you won’t have to then. I’m volunteering!”

Bunny’s frown deepened, and you suddenly found yourself second guessing your decision.

“Unless you don’t want to learn?” You murmured, now feeling awkward as you sat at the bar.

“No, I,” she trailed off. She chewed on her bottom lip as she regarded you for a moment. With a heavy sigh, she continued, “I would actually really love that, Birdie. As long as it doesn’t take up too much of your time.”

“It won’t,” you chirped, hopping off the bar stool and making your way towards the exit. The evening crowd was slowly filing in after a long day’s work, and you weren’t keen on being around once the drinking started.

“Let’s start tomorrow, okay?” You called over your shoulder with a wave at the two women behind the counter. You didn’t wait for a response as you pushed through the growing crowd and out the door.

The next morning brought you some much needed free time. Saturday mornings were usually when the town market was in full swing, and you were determined to get there early enough to snag the best tomatoes for dinner that night. Penny insisted that you didn’t have to do much around the house, but you couldn’t imagine not doing anything. You refused to be a burden, no matter how much she assured you that you weren’t.

Of course, you weren’t planning on living in Penny and Maverick’s home for forever. No, once the school was built, you’d move into the new building until your own home was built. However, that was a ways off, and as far as you knew, construction hadn’t even started on the schoolhouse yet.

Lost in thought, you passed the old church, stopping when something caught your attention from the corner of your eye. Underneath the large tree, a figure lay slumped against the roots, a hat covering the face of whoever it was. Cautiously, you approached the figure, different scenarios racing through your mind. Did the heat get to him? Did he need a doctor? Perhaps some water? Or maybe he was hurt? Penny and Bunny told you about the bar fights that sometimes broke out at the saloon where the loser would slink off with a wound or two.

“Excuse me, sir?” You called out. The man didn’t move, and you looked around to see if anyone else was present. The street was deserted, most of the folks either getting ready for another cold snap or down at the market trying to secure the best produce before anyone else. You knew the dangers of approaching men while alone, but you didn’t think you could live with yourself if something awful happened and you had done nothing to help. You approached him quietly, setting your basket down by the entrance as you did so. As you got closer, you let out a relieved sigh once you saw his chest slowly rising and falling. He wasn’t dead, just asleep.

“Sir?” You called out again, this time a little louder. The man stirred, muttering something in his sleep. You were practically standing next to him now, worrying on your bottom lip as you debated how best to handle the situation.

“Sir?”

“What?” The man snapped, snatching his hat off of his face and fixing you with a glare. You blinked a couple of times at the man in front of you as your brain played catch up with what you were seeing. The man also seemed a little taken aback as he took you in, realization dawning in his brown eyes. “Birdie?”

“Bradley?”

Bradley blinked up at you before shuffling to a stand, and you backed up a few steps to allow him room. He smacked at his trousers, attempting to get as much dirt off of him as he could while giving you a sheepish smile.

“What are you doing here?” You asked him, eyeing him wearily as he took a couple of short steps towards you. The stench of alcohol hit you almost instantly, and you wrinkled your nose at him as your gaze turned from confusion to mild disgust. “You smell like a distillery.”

“Yeah,” he winced, rubbing the back of his neck as he gave you an apologetic look. “Sorry ‘bout that.”

“Are you drunk?” You asked him, narrowing your eyes as you scanned him up and down. His clothes were wrinkled and smeared with dried dirt. The top couple of buttons of his shirt were unbuttoned, and you cursed yourself for the heat that instantly rose to your cheeks as you took in the hard muscle that lay underneath. Bradley’s eyes followed your gaze, looking down at the state of himself, and then back at you with a smirk that suggested he knew where your thoughts were heading.

“‘M not drunk, little bird,” he drawled, leaning towards you. He winced when the sunlight his his face, scowling slightly as he leaned back into the shade. “Hungover as hell, maybe. But I’m not drunk anymore.”

“Why is it that you almost sound disappointed by that fact?” You grumbled, scowling at him. Bradley shifted on his feet before giving you a shrug.

“Beats being hungover, I guess.”

“You could just not drink so much,” you suggested, earning a bright grin from the man in front of you.

“Now where’s the fun in that, Birdie?” He chuckled. You pursed your lips, studying him once again. It wasn’t often that Bradley Bradshaw grinned. He smirked, yes, but his grins were few and far in between. They gave him a boyish quality that you found strangely endearing, and you found that you wanted to see him do it more. More so, you wanted to be the reason he smiled like that.

The grin faded from his face as you studied him, and a thoughtful look of his own crossed his features. Shoving his hands in his pockets, he pursed his lips and looked over towards the old church before glancing back at you.

“Do you want me to stop drinking?” He asked. You balked at his question. Why was he asking you that? What did your opinion matter? Bradley seemed like the type that didn’t much care for what anyone thought of him or what he did, that much was clear from his illegal activities.

“What I want shouldn’t matter,” you said carefully, clasping your hands in front of you and looking away. You felt his gaze linger on your face as you looked anywhere but at him. You weren’t used to being assertive. No, you were the type to make yourself smaller to please others, and you were fine with that. You didn’t need the attention on you, and you had always been fine with that. But standing there in front of Bradley, for the first time in your life, you found that you wanted the attention on you. More specifically, you wanted to hold Bradley’s attention. That thought scared you.

“It matters to me,” Bradley murmured, leaning towards you again. His eyes were intense as they took you in, sliding down the length of you, and you squirmed under his gaze. An unfamiliar heat pooled in your belly as you met his eyes, the heat becoming stronger as they bore into you, his look almost hungry.

“You should stop drinking because you want to,” you countered, cursing how breathless you sounded, “not because someone told you.”

Bradley regarded you for another moment, a twinkle in his eyes as he looked you over once more. Finally, he leaned back, smirking as he dug around in his pocket. You sighed, thanking whoever might be listening for the slight reprieve.

“I have something for you,” he said, and your eyes widened at the declaration.

“A gift?” You asked him. “Whatever for?”

“Just because I saw it and thought of you,” he replied, pulling out a light blue ribbon with white lace trim from out of his pocket. You gasped, excitement filling you at the small trinket.

“Oh Bradley,” you breathed, reaching your fingers out to touch the shiny fabric. “It’s beautiful.”

“It’s not much,” he said, suddenly looking shy. You noted how odd the expression looked on him, but your attention was pulled back to the ribbon as Bradley held it up.

“I thought you might like it.”

“I love it,” you smiled, looking up at him. A small smile crept onto his face at the sight of you, and he gestured for you to turn around.

“May I?” he asked.

“Oh, of course,” you giggled, turning so that he could replace the lilac bow in your hair with the new one. His fingers were surprisingly gentle as they ran through your hair, and you found yourself wondering what it would be like to have his fingers somewhere else on your person. Your cheeks felt like they were on fire as you willed the salacious thoughts away. A good girl should not being having the thoughts you’re having.

Once the ribbon was secured in your hair, Bradley leaned forward.

“There,” he whispered, his breath fanning over your ear and across your cheek. You stiffened in front of him, shuddering as his fingertips danced over your neck. “All done.”

Slowly, you turned back to face him. You looked up at him through your lashes, a soft smile playing on your lips. Bradley returned it with one of his own, fingertips skimming over the soft skin of your cheek.

“Where are you headed?” He asked you, breaking the charged silence between the two of you.

“Oh,” you blinked, moving towards the gate where you had left your basket. “I was headed for the market to get things for dinner.”

Picking up the basket, you turned to find Bradley had followed you, already leaning against the gate as he smirked down at you. Plucking the basket from your hands, he placed his unoccupied hand at the small of your back, guiding you back onto the street.

“Let’s get going then,” he winked. You tried not to think about how warm his hand felt against you, and you tried not to think about the stares people gave you as the two of you walked onto the main street. You certainly tried not to think about the butterflies that fluttered in your stomach every time you caught him looking at you.

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[1d1195]

Wait Sam it’s actually so cool how passionate you are about math though!! I’m always so amazed with people who just “get it” with stuff like math! I am not one of those so I kinda like always in awe of them lol

Trust me a part of me died inside when I found out my entire grade will be based on working with a group lol I have that problem too honestly when it comes to group work! SO I GET IT!!

Oh best believe I ATE UP EVERYTHING he said BAHAHA like I didn’t even zone out one bit! Which I do pretty often! Like I am just a girl i can’t help it 😩

Ya know what I don’t blame you for for an accent being one of the reasons to keep on reading lol read the description and it looks interesting!! Can’t wait to see if it does inspire some writting of yours…!!! And I do believe you’ll become the best version of yourself this year!! MANIFEST BESTIE!!!!! I BELIEVE IN YOU!!!!!I’ve started to journal again like physically instead of just dumping it all in my poor notes app lol

Oh don’t be sorry for using emojis! Literally it’s fine! -💜

Omg I buy a new journal every year (usually with moons on it) by Valentine’s Day it is useless. 🙃🙃 I want to journal so bad but I think I gotta stick with my dopamine induced checklists and hopefully a successful habit tracker lol

I LOVE talking to you. Period. 💕💕

Xoxo

[vivmaek]

ASTROLOGY OBSERVATIONS PART TWO

Pisces Moons are honestly one of my favorite placements. I swear to god it is like they are operating from a different dimension and it is so funny. Oftentimes, their honesty is what gets them into trouble rather than the things they keep hidden. They remind me of little kids in school who won’t stop blurting out things during class, like they just can’t help themselves. They are naive when it comes to practicality, but they have a sense of wisdom that is projected with ease at exactly the right moments. 

Mercury in Capricorn individuals are not a fan of gossip. I think that they are good at spotting misinformation, and they do not like it when people exaggerate stories. I’ve noticed that they communicate through action. Rather than saying, they simply just do. 

A lot of people look towards Cancers to find a sense of direction. People with prominent Cancer placements fall into leadership positions because other people push them into it rather than seeking it out. People with Cancer placements radiate a sense of ease and people are very drawn to that. 

People with Venus in the 12th house seemingly have resources that come out of nowhere.. Whether that is due to stealing or luck depends, but these types need to be careful because jail time is commonly seen with people who have 12th house placements. Trying to con and cheat may lead to some substantial gains, but it is soon followed by the lofty price of karma. 

People with their Sun in the 10th house should shoot for a career in reality television, I have noticed a ridiculous amount of reality tv stars with this placement. 

Pluto in the 9th house gives off cult leader vibes. 

People who have Neptune in the 4th house are unable to see their childhood for what it actually was. They tend to rely on an idealized version of what happened. I have noticed that some sort of hidden substance addiction within the family is often involved. 

Having a Moon in the 3rd house might mean being a mother figure to your siblings, or one of you siblings was a mother figure. 

People with Mercury in Cancer are great poets, especially when writing about topics that are usually hidden away and not discussed. Their voices are comforting. 

Those who have Mars in Leo get loud when angry, they are not afraid to roar and I’ve even heard some of them growl bahaha. 

[idolsxheadcanons]

﹥Reading w/ Switch Headcanons!

Characters. Natsume Sakasaki, Tsumugi Aoba, Sora Harukawa, Reader

Genre. Fluff — Warnings. None

Summary. Headcanons on how I think reading with Switch would go but it gets fluffier as you read. (very fluffy)

Words. 463

⤷ Obligatory ‘I love Switch’ message. I am still writing this Switch fanfic I started over a year ago bahaha (we don’t talk about the other drafts rotting in my files). Indulging in your special interest is so funny because I feel so happy right now. I don’t have much to say aside that I really want to write more for them. Enjoy!

Sakasaki Natsume

› It starts as a joke, with you remarking Natsume's voice being ideal for reading to children, and then you're seated on a chair with a blanket on your lap, Natsume reading out loud for you.

It's almost as if he's done this before, or maybe someone else used to read to him, you joke, and Natsume's face grows as red as his hair. Was it his mother or Wataru? Maybe each Oodball took turns? Each with their own character? He throws a squishy pillow at you for interrupting and misses.

﹥loading…

Aoba Tsumugi

› You sit on the couch in the secret room, shoulders brushing together in a way that makes Tsumugi overthink the whole time. His hand scratches the pages of the book as he flips to the next page. Scared to break the peaceful silence between the two of you, he glances at you every time to make sure you’re done reading, and when you nod, his shoulders relax. Finally he’s doing something right.

The words don’t register in his brain, and frankly, Tsumugi wasn’t really interested in the book you picked, but he appreciates the time you’ve spared to hang out, so he pretends to clean his glasses more often than not and hopes you won’t quiz him on the plot later. (He eventually confesses anyway, avoiding your gaze, and offers a faint smile if you forgive him.)

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Harukawa Sora

› You're sitting against a tree outside of school, overwhelmed by others and unable to speak, with a book in hand and Sora hovering above your shoulder. Tracing over the words you're at for Sora to keep up, he mumbles them gently so as not to disturb, a few gasps leaving him when the story's climax eventually arrives.

Strands of his hair brush over your cheek and you smile, readjusting your position against the tree so Sora doesn’t break his neck following along. At some point, Sora motions for you to lift the book, and he borrows your lap for his head to rest on. He falls asleep in record time, and you soon join him after far many yawns to count.

A warm hand pushing your forehead back and the snap of your neck jolts you awake. It hurts like hell. Natsume stares down at you two with a frown but kind eyes and Sora laughs, the blossoming pain in your back and neck fades as you exchange a ‘good morning’ hug with Sora and go back to Yumenosaki, the scent of a freshly opened book accompanying you to class.

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[1111jenx]

I think Cancer Rising, Leo Rising, Virgo Rising, Aries Rising,Taurus/Libra Moon, any 7th house placements/stellium usually know the most tea tbh LOL they always have some to spill🕺🏼

— Cancer Rising with their Gemini 12th house usually knows a lil bit too much secrets and people are drawn to oversharing to them lots of the time

— Leo Rising with their 11th house in Gemini naturally knows gossips that are hot in the community. They know people and can b very prone to hearing tid bits of gossip everyday without intentionally wanting to

— Virgo Rising has their MC in Gemini, making them super prone to being gossiped about but I can confidently say that they know a little bit about everyone. Very affluent people actually!

— Aries Rising is interesting because their 3rd house in Gemini making them USED to gossips, it happens so often they don't even fazed anymore! They can sometimes not noticing it when they themselves are caught in the middle of tea being spilled, they can just see it as any other day activities(?!) haha

— Taurus/Libra Moon is a unique observation but I noticed lots of the time they get a lot of attention naturally but people feel like its very easy to overshare to them.

— As for any 7th house placement/stellium, keep in mind, 7th house is the house of partnership but it is also the house of hidden enemies;) They know just enough to ruin y'all bahaha

love you all, this will be explained more thoroughly in my next astro notes!!🥳🥳🥳

saint jenx🪐

[bryhaven]

RivaMika Month Q&A

1. When did you start shipping?

I'm not sure which year but I started shipping them since the female titan arc. Exactly at this moment:

2. When did you officially become part of the rivamika fandom?

I joined the fandom on May this year on Twitter and the following month on Tumblr 🥰

3. Favorite moment of the two?

I love every moment they are together bahaha. Okay that's my RivaMika goggles on but. If I really had to pick a favorite moment.. including the GIF above. Aaah it's hard but these:

"I'm with you. But fall back for now."

Being communicative and cooperative with each other 🥰

Ackertalk

Everytime Levi calms Mikasa down

Fighting alongside each other (of course) 🥰

"Stay with me."

4. A curiosity about LM that you like?

I'm curious as to why Isayama emphasized their heritage and connections, but also made sure to stress that Levi and Mikasa aren't closely related.

And in the anime, I'm also curious why the part saying that the Ackerman clan were byproducts of titan science was left out. Maybe to lessen the emphasis on their heritage so it wouldn't sound too familial and incestuous?

Even though they weren't delved into that much, I like it because we shippers have the backing to support our theories and content for the ship.

5. If you were to create a phrase defining the couple, what would it be?

"The grumpy shorty and the gloomy brat" 😂

"There is another me, it is the existence which is you." - from Pretty Cure OST

6. A word that defines the two?

Resilient

7. What gesture of love do you think RivaMika represents?

The RivaMika gesture or language of love is Touch. Both aren't the most communicative or expressive. And when they do, they are often misunderstood. But touch is something that doesn't need words for one to understand. They will grab, hold, caress, and touch to get their points across if words fail them. Take this GIF below as an example. It's not a lovey-dovey moment, but just to explain the context. Mikasa doesn't listen here, so Levi grabbed and physically stopped her. And he also grabbed her by the shoulder when they were still discussing going to Rod Reiss' estate. After that, Levi explained himself to her while calming her down. I like to think of it as their way of getting through to each other.

8. Who would show more gestures of love and affection in the relationship?

They will both equally try to show affection and love. But in their own and different ways. I can see Mikasa being more direct and expressive, and maybe even saying the words "I love you" at times. I can also see her being the touchy-feely type. While Levi is more of showing it through actions like making her tea in the morning, pulling the blanket over her when it slips off, and things like that. He isn't technically romantic but at times, he will try to be in an effort to be more like the man he thinks a woman would want. It will usually end up awkward for him but she will find it endearing. She will reassure him that she doesn't need to be too extravagant or so about it, but she will love whatever he offers her 💖

9. Where do you think they would go on their first date?

Somewhere around nature. Like a lakeside, garden, or flower field. Picnic-type dates. 🥰

10. How do you think their first kiss would be?

It will be slow and gentle at the beginning, then gradually escalate into a more rough and needy kiss 😏

11. Who would make the first move?

Mikasa, in the sense that, I can see her being the bolder one. She is the type to openly do anything for the people she cares for. Levi may be blunt and direct, but he is also self-deprecative and wouldn't want his demons to affect others. He'd rather keep things to himself, so he would need someone like Mikasa who is able to stand up to him regardless of whatever façade he puts on.

12. And last but not least: a personal theory about rivamika!

For the story, I believe that Isayama somehow wanted to pursue RM, especially after the events of season 3. He established their development there beautifully and always made sure to stress that they are from the same clan, and not the same family.

For the ship, I believe that Levi and Mikasa had always felt a connection with each other, in canon, whether they are aware of it or not. And it has manifested in different ways within the story. They see their likeness in each other. Because how else would they be able to understand each other if they don't see it themselves? Below are just two examples.

In the Junior High manga, Levi was the only who noticed that Mikasa was hurt. This alludes to Levi tending to keep things to himself.

In the Uprising Arc, Mikasa states that the best bet for survival is to follow Levi's orders. She doesn't question him here or anything (and we all know she is quick to disobey him), but she understands.

Another thing I just want to add which involves the multiverse theories. I saw this somewhere and I like the theory so I'm sharing it here, and also adding some of my thoughts to it. Mikasa is the one who gets headaches. It was suggested by Eren in the story that it was an effect of the Ackermans fighting against their blood instinct of protecting their host. But then Levi isn't shown to be experiencing the same thing.

I believe that this is the way that Paths Eren is trying to communicate with Mikasa. But in the RivaMika context, I agree with the theory that this is connected to Mikasa being able to transfer timelines. The multiverse was created due to Mikasa's desire to save Eren from death. But in all the timelines, Levi is the one who saves Mikasa, the one who always observes her. And in the final battle, he is the one who brings Mikasa out of the cabin dream to get her back to reality - the manga or main timeline.

Mikasa is like the female lead of a story (a princess) who searches for love (or chases after a dream) in all the timelines when Levi (her prince) has always been there all along. Until she realizes in the AOE timeline that Levi is the one for her 😁😏💙

Not sure if I was able to articulate that, but basically RivaMika in every timeline ahaha 😍💖

[koishua]

→ enhypen hyung line as specific moments in times.

notes from vie: here you go, pulling out one of my oldest drafts for y'all and posting it bahaha hope you enjoy <3

→ heeseung: when the sun is rising.

"what are you doing awake and out here at this time of the day?" you hear him approaching, only a flock of birds flying in a pointed formation and the both of you seem to be the ones spending the first hour of the daylight outside.

your legs dangle down the rails meant for keeping small children from tumbling down the low, wooden bridge above the shallow river. heeseung settles down on the spot right next to yours, yawning his drowsiness away.

"why are you awake?" you ask, letting a bit of silence pass by, taking his hand in yours and slipping your fingers through his slender ones that curl around your knuckles.

he brings the back of your hand to his lips, placing a tender kiss on your cool skin, "i wanted to watch the sun rise with you."

→ jay: when the streets fall quiet.

"let me take you home, then." jay rushes to grab his jacket to follow after you out of the door and into the lonesome night. you wouldn't see a city as bustling as seoul this quiet that often, so it is a welcome change to be strolling through the streets at midnight with an old friend. were you actually just friends?

the tentative brush of his hands on your skin to pick a piece of confetti out of your hair tells you a different story— each and every silent exchange somehow conveying more than any words could.

friends was just a mere label for you, you think as jay shyly glances away to look at the brightly shining moon when you notice the brush of your hands.

you try to keep your smile hidden. right, friends.

→ jake: children screaming in the playground.

"she's adorable." you coo while watching jake's younger sister run around the big slides with her friends, playing a game of tag.

it weakens his heart, the way you look at one of his favourite people in the world as if she was yours as well. something about the way you instantly spring from your seat on the bench when she falls down while skipping away from the current tag makes him want to hug you tight and never let go.

the cacophony in the park is pleasant, however loud it may be. he sighs, leaning back when she picks herself up and laughs, merrily continuing their game.

"yes, she is." he wants to add more, like how you were just as precious to him as she was and how much he'd like to take you out on a date and let you call him yours.

→ sunghoon: when the first snow falls.

"it's not even that cold." you huff as he securely tugs your beanie down to cover your ears.

"yeah, right. i won't be having you sick because of me." with a ready tap on your puffy jacket, he turns back to grab you your shoes for the occasion. it takes great effort for you to bend down in that large jacket to tie your shoelaces, so he takes the initiative to do that himself as well, sniggering at your incapabilities.

"not a single flake of snow and i'm toastier than the michelin man. thank you, sunghoon." the sarcasm dripping from your words, laced in heavy jest.

he looks away with a crooked grin, opening the door for you once again, "you first." you take a single step forward when you feel a tickle on the tip of your nose and your eyes flutter from the tingle. "sunghoon..."

you find him bright-eyed, amused at the turn of events. he points at your beanie, "what were you saying about the snowflakes again?"