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starry-bi-sky · 8 months ago
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on a completely separate note; shizun luo binghe with a disciple shen yuan who fell into the abyss??? *thinks about LBH canonically stealing SQQ's corpse for 5 years* he'd hallucinate i think. like, like visual and audial hallucinations.
Keeps thinking he's seeing SQQ in the corner of his eyes, or wandering between the trees, amongst a group of disciples. Thinks he hears him calling for him, but its just the wind or another disciple.
Gets Xiu Ya reforged but patently fucking refuses to make a sword mound. Because his disciple Is Not Dead :))) There was No Body. He's Not Dead. And If You keep Insisting That He Is, He's Gonna Skewer You :). He's holding onto Xiu Ya so he can return his most favored disciple's sword when he returns. It's on his hip right next to Zheng Yang where it's supposed to be.
Also this motherfucker?? does not sleep btw. He has the image of SQQ, wide eyed and hysterical and standing at the mouth of the abyss burned into his fucking eyelids. Can't use the dreamscape to escape it either because he keeps trying to save him and either he does and it's an incredibly cruel trick to wake up to, or he doesn't and he gets his heart broken in several different pieces again.
There is no convincing this man that Shen Qingqiu is dead. Absolutely nothing at all. He is buried so deep in denial that moles would be jealous of how deep he is. He keeps making tea for two in the bamboo house only to remember that it's just him. SQQ's fans are hiding everywhere, little reminders of his presence. He goes to wake up SQQ on the mornings he sleeps in-- only to find the room empty.
#svsss#luo binghe#svsss au#scum villain#scum villian self saving system#shen yuan#shen qingqiu#disciple shen yuan#lbh. visibly exhausted and with twitchy eyes: im fine :) | everyone else: ho no the fuck you ARENT.#SQQ was hysterical not because he found out LBH was half-demon but bc he was having a long-awaited mental breakdown over his autonomy :)#or (limited) lack thereof. he was having a sudden onset crisis of mortality and was handling at quite literally the WORST time. oops#im thinking very hard that LBH would never push his disciple into the abyss especially with no system to force him to. so SQQ either#had to goad him into it (failing always) or throw himself in. he ended up doing it himself but not before some very impressive hysterics.#BUT ALSO. IF THIS HAD BEEN WHERE SQQ WAS THE HALF-HEAVENLY DEMON INSTEAD IT WOULD'VE BEEN SO GREAT.#and by great i mean horribly angsty bc SQQ is NOT doing too hot and has. in very SY-like fashion. convinced himself that LBH will kill him#when he finds out he's a demon. so when it comes out i have this mental image of him lunging at LBH and LBH flinches back. but SQQ wraps hi#hands around the blade of Zheng Yang and yanks it up so the tip of the blade is digging into his chest where is heart is. LBH can't yank th#sword away without risking slicing into SQQ's hands. SQQ's hair has fallen out of its tail/bun and is now messily spilling down his#back and its NO helping the kinda deranged look he has going on. he's visibly shaking and his eyes keep flittering away and back at LBH's#face. SQQ is looking at the messages from the system warning him that he has to go into the abyss or punishment will occur. he's like.#rambling though. talking about how shizun doesn't *like* unclean things and there is nothing more unclean than a demon. like he is#INSISTING. LBH can't?? get a fucking word in. actually. SY isn't listening that much either anyways. too overwhelmed with the system and#the amount of stress he's under and his crumbling mental state and the innate and primal desire to live even when he's standing in front of#his own executioner. it all ends with him sitting on the ground at the lip of the abyss with his hair falling in his face. he looks so#unkempt and fallen apart and so distinctly *non-Shen Qingqiu* that LBH feels physically ill over it. tears are streaming down SQQ's face#and despite everything he is smiling. its not a nice smile. its a very frayed falling apart at the seams about to crack smile.#he tells shizun not to worry about staining his blade with this disciple's filthy blood because this disciple will take care of it himself.#and then he falls into the abyss before luo binghe can so much as grab him. the only reason LBh doesn't literally jump in after him is bc#he was numb with shock and the abyss was already closed before he could feel his legs again :]
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larabar · 1 year ago
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rafumeika · 10 months ago
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What Mahito did: Manipulate Junpei into being his friend and then killed him in front of Yuji, laughed about Yuji's desperation to save him, killed Nanami, got Nobara into a coma, destroyed one of Todo's hands
Yuji with Mahito at the end:
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What Sukuna did: Threaten to kill Yuji's friend multiple times, ripped Yuji's heart out of his chest and then tricked him into making a Binding Vow that he would have to forget in order to bring him back to life, laughed at Yuji when he desperately begged him to try and save Junpei, told him over and over again that his mere existence would bring destruction simply by being his vessel, destroyed Shibuya and killed countless of innocent people, ditched Yuji to make Megumi his new vessel, then sinked Megumi's soul as deep as he could in darkness in order to keep control of his body, killed Tsumiki, killed Gojo, killed Kashimo, killed Higuruma, killed Choso, almost killed Yuta and pushed him into using Kenjaku's CT to get into Gojo's body, kept praising literally everyone else but Yuji (while still trying to kill them), who he kept talking shit about instead, got pissed when Yuji showed pity and told him that he would kill every single person still left alive that Yuji cared about before finally killing him
Yuji with Sukuna at the end:
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yarrowleef · 1 month ago
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I think at a certain point we all gotta stop referring to the wc incest issue as "accidents." Like, it can only happen so many times before it's obvious someone made an executive choice to ignore it. it feels like...removing/lessening blame to keep calling it a clueless accident
with the way these books are written, I suspect the wc team mindset is "anything the middle-grade target audience wouldn't remember/question doesn't need to be considered." Like, if Nightheart didn't acknowledge last arc that Bayshine was related to him, then he effectively isn't related to him in the eyes of whatever new reader picked up this arc for the first time. Therefore, might as well not exist. Nothing in this world matters except whatever will get them through the current plotline.
the fact they are writing about animals and consistently refuse to use relatable familial terms like cousin/aunt/uncle/grandparent etc probably makes them comfortable shrugging it off.
the new team especially writes as if they are soft rebooting every other arc. it's the ultimate have your cake and eat it too: they don't want to do the work required to change the world/status quo to prevent this problem (doing so might slightly impede the ease of their break-neck writing speed), but they still want to do standard cliche romantic drama with their new next-gen-protag kits, so…they deal with that road block by ignoring it. There hasn't been a financial incentive not to.
this lack of care is all deeply annoying to me. but we gotta stop calling it an 'accident' b/c that implies they would be motivated to avoid it if it were pointed out to them. dog they know 😭 and they clearly decided it doesn't count if they don't acknowledge it
#the only thing that truly puzzles me is why they have a family tree on their website. they should get rid of that.#warrior cats#yarrow speaks#remember how they DID use uncle/nephew in the first arc to refer to Fireheart and Cloudtail#And then they notably stopped using those terms after that arc and never used them again. that's a decision someone made!#why? probably for this very reason.#its a small population with a rule about outside romances#a rule they dont want to get rid of because it has provided so much easy conflict and endless star-crossed-lovers drama#but they always knew this would happen. so make the 'tuck it out of sight' goal easier by not using memorable relation terms#''kin'' matters when a nightheart-type plot wants it to matter and ceases to be remembered just as easily when they're done w that plot#a kid isnt going to make real-world connections to 'kin' the same way they would 'cousin'#this isnt rly like a 'NORMALIZING INCEST" thing for me because they have made sure to never let mates acknowledge each other as relatives#its not /part/ of the story like game of thrones or something#and they at least dont pair siblings and parents. ig. like willowpelt/patchpelt actually WAS an accident that was corrected#and yeah the average new reader probably doesn't remember all the ways Moonpaw and Goldenpaws lineages overlap#im annoyed from a 'lazy writing' perspective.#w/e something doesnt have to be an active physical danger for it to piss me off and be shitty.#young readers deserve more care in the art made for them#i really dont think the world-building would fall apart if they allowed cats to have casual rogue/loner mates.#u can still keep your stupid cross-clan drama. but passing loners arent even a threat jesus christ.#maybe normalizing outsider friendships would be a smell step towards fixing the lazy xenophobia themes idk#wc criticism
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anti-marauders · 10 months ago
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Its funny remembering that in a way Mulciber and Avery are more respectful than The Marauders.
Cause The Marauders bully Lily's ex best friend Severus, despite James being in love with Lily and them claiming to be the good guys. Like bro if you want the girl befriend her best friend, damn.
And Mulciber and Avery, who are friends or acquaintances with Severus which is said by Lily, apparently don't do shit to Lily cause when she tries to get Severus to see how bad they are she only brings up the shit Mulciber did to Mary, someone Severus doesn't even know. Avery & Mulciber are clearly blood purists so they would obviously talk shit and I really think they'd talk shit about Lily wether they were friends with Severus or not cause she's a muggleborn and a gryffindor.
Yet Severus still hangs out with them and has no other issues with them especially cause he'd throw a fit if they talked shit about Lily. And if he did they'd clearly hex him cause they won't take shit from a half blood. Like wether they left Lily alone in an effort to keep Severus on their side to recruit him or not, they seemed smarter then the marauders. Cause while they didn't try to befriend her obviously, they knew if they wanted Severus on their side they didn't target the one person he truly cares about.
Now wether Mulciber and Avery were really close to Severus or not they still didn't target Lily or say shit cause I feel like they would considering how much James goes after her so they'd hear a lot about her. I feel like they'd attack her out of annoyance or berate her incase they thought she believed she was all that but apparently not cause Lily doesn't bring anything up and I know damn well she would have. Severus probably would have left them if they did.
#like even after their friendship ended#they'd have a reason to teach her a lesson after the incident wether they cared about severus or not#cause while they don't go after the marauders possibly because they used the bullying to their advantage to get Severus on their side#I feel they would have gone after her afterwards or atleast say cruel things about her while Severus was more vulnerable#but I feel like they didn't since Severus still joins them without hesitation Mulciber and Avery are probably the ones that talked severus#into thinking that if he joined the DEs that Lily would come back to him#like they knew how to get severus and the marauders specifically james didn't know how to get lily from the beginning#cause mul and avery had severus from the beginning cause he didn't think badly about them at all but lily thought badly about the marauders#while they still ended up with who they wanted at the end. I say Mulciber and Avery were better#they were dicks clearly but they achieved what they wanted first before the marauders did#their friendship ending help both parties more but if sev was actually in love with lily mul & avery would have convinced him#that joining the DEs would make him more desirable to lily if their friendship hadn't falled apart or they did it from the beginning#cause its said thats what Severus thought and I feel it was Mulciber and Avery who made him think that#severus snape#mulciber#avery#lily evans#hp#random#random shit#anti marauders#I keep adding tags afterwards so I'm done now#no more tags#this is all my opinion its what I think
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ebenelephant · 8 months ago
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in my sam-and-dean-fuck-during-stanford-era-thus-ruining-their-relationship-and-causing-them-not-to-talk-for-almost-twenty-years-in-which-time-dean-becomes-a-firefighter au, dean and bobby nash are really good friends. just, fyi.
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herearedragons · 1 month ago
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I love you detectives wrestling with cosmic horror I love you government agencies in a futile pursuit to contain the supernatural I love you academia and bureaucracy strugging to quantify and codify the otherworldly I love you systems and habits desperately trying to hold the line against the chaotic the unclassifiable and the unfathomable.
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dieverwandlung1975 · 2 months ago
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medimops größte scam website im internet btw
#they talk#it's so annoying because sometimes they have the only/last copy of a book i want so i have to order from them#their lack of customer service is bordering on fraud ... couple months ago i got a copy of the man without qualities that was supposed to b#in acceptable readable condition. when it got to me it was literally falling apart and held together with an elastic (indicating they were#aware of the problem when packing the book!) when i made a customer complaint they told me to pay 4.50 to ship the book back to them#(i paid like 7€ for the book in the first place so that obviously made no sense at all bc they would only refund me that 7€. not ensure i#would get a usable copy)#ended up buying it new at my local bookstore for like 21€ because i needed it quickly at that point#anyway now i ordered a knitting magazine (from a uk publisher that went out of print. there's a back catalog of ebooks but i didn't#really want to spend 15 pounds on an ebook and medimops had the issue i wanted for like 4.50).#today it gets here and i am like hm odd i don't recognize any of these patterns really... which one of these did i want to make again#they sent me a completely different issue. lmao. lol.#i assume they dont have the correct one in the first place and just didn't really change the listing when they put it up#customer service is already being very unhelpful. i know they are going to tell me to pay 4.50 to ship the book back to them so they can#refund me the 4.50 i paid for the pattern. landing me at -4.50 without the pattern book. so i will probably just have to#keep the magazine and accept that they fucked me. <3 great
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moregraceful · 4 days ago
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agonizing over a quilt purchase like i am not on record as a guy who is convinced every artist is shortchanging themselves and so it's important to Pay Artists
#AND ESPECIALLY WITH QUILTS AND FIBER ARTS#but man. that's a lot of money.#even tho it will outlast me and my friends and my cat and the rest of humanity bc it's made by an amish woman#and my thing is always weighing do i wanna buy a thing for cheap over and over again bc it breaks down or wears out fast#or do i want to buy a thing expensive once and have it for a really long time#this is why all my outerwear and cold weather gear is from rei and ll bean lmfao#i remember my sister and i having a conversation about ll bean once and she was like yeah i had one of their coats for 10 years#and i gave it away not bc it was wearing down i was just so sick of wearing the same coat for over 10 years#i was like hello lmfao. but also i've had the same ll bean kids backpack since 2018 that i use for work and it's withstood like#four jobs and a partial-hospitalization program#now lets compare handmade amish quilts to north face yes#also agonizing over this pickles/raffi torres fic like anyone is actually going to read it.#need to lock into tlf too but i think i've gone through generously about 5 aborted drafts of both fics. and i cannot talk about the chapboo#which is like!!!! i love all the prompts i love all the concepts i'm so excited but i'm like it's gotta be Perfect and not written#demonically like everything else that's come out of me this year. but they're going to be written demonically. everything always is 🥲#well maybe not will in the world. i love you sweet girl. but she doesn't count.#the rest of you though. on thin ice. was anyone gonna remind me i wrote caledevon this year or was i going to jumpscared just now#looking at my ao3. tf did you come from. from what secret place did i unearth you#love looking at my ao3 of fucked up cuda predictions. pavol: re-signed. bordy: traded. cheech: in calgary. me: in hell#anyway i think i talked myself into the quilt. do i want a quilt that will last 20 years (ll bean) or do i want a quilt that will outlast#the heat death of the universe.#i say this bc my current quilt my sister made in high school for me i think i was 17 and she was 16? is holding up#but also not holding up and while i am keeping it forever and ever and i hope i am buried with it there are. holes everywhere#which i love bc it speaks to her tenacity and love for me at 16. but also it's falling apart#also my stupid cat hates fleece it turns out#my dumb dog loved fleece so there are like 20 fleece blankets in my house#but baja says no fleece ❌ so now i gotta adjust to a life of whatever the opposite of fleece is#should have been in bed an hour and a half ago...hello#fresno oilers.txt
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g1ngerbeer · 11 months ago
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still thinking about the fact that it's impossible for lu guang to have ever actually tried the "never meet cheng xiaoshi" strategy. if he avoids cheng xiaoshi and cheng xiaoshi dies anyway, then lu guang doesnt get the dive ability from him and he can't go back and try again. and we know he must have kept diving every time because he's here now. there can't ever have been a timeline where he resisted the urge to meet cheng xiaoshi. that's the one variable he absolutely has never actually tried. even in the donghua timeline (his last chance probably) he couldn't actually go through with it.
now consider this plus the theory that them staying apart is the actual solution to cheng xiaoshi surviving past september 12. the one thing that will save cheng xiaoshi is the one solution that lu guang will never manage to try. what if you were in a doomed hell evil time loop trying to save your qpp but you were the one dooming him all along. your presence in his life is what kills him. your love for him can't save him. you destroy him with your inability to let go. you can't trade your life for his life, you can only trade your relationship. and even though you know this, you just can't let him go. because if you let him go and your theory is wrong and he doesn't live, then you really can't get him back. it's game over. and you'd rather kill yourself trying and failing to do the impossible than face that leap of faith
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deprivedofbraincellsandsleep · 10 months ago
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aftg bonus content spoilers‼️‼️
ok but Kevin saying "Coaches have no honor" when wymack said coaches honor???? Like in tsc, spoiler warning if you haven't read it yet, it is revealed to us through Jean how much coaches are feared respected highly in the nest. They're seen at a higher level than a coach should be, seen as some superior being that knows better anyone. It absolutely destroyed me seeing Kevin say that but in the good way because I interpret it to be him unraveling and opening the tight stitches the nest sewed into his mind from a young age.
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queen-scribbles · 3 months ago
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My mom was the kind of person who didn't like to give up anything "useful" and had very loose definitions of "useful" "for whom" and "When", so now trying to clean up around the house I'm running into things like my brother's Despised Physics Textbooks from college(he graduated five years ago) bc someone sometime Might Need Them, or comforter sets from over a decade ago bc we might need it for company or We Can Donate It(we haven't touched it is 11+ years).
She was one of the most amazing people I've ever met but at the same time Mother WHYYYYYY
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tjerra14 · 1 month ago
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nothing more saddening than having a lovingly stocked fridge and you can't eat anything out of it
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not-poignant · 2 months ago
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If you were to describe Faber with a pair of shoes, what would it be?
Alas, I do not know anything about shoes.
The amount of research I had to do just to find out what shoes Faber is wearing in his next scene with Kenneth is literally like, unfair, but I own like two pairs of shoes (up from one) and they are both mixed hiking/sneakers and that's all I know.
And I know Faber isn't that, lol.
This is probably something you're going to have to choose, anon!
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enbyorge · 2 months ago
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It's funny how, when there's too much everything stress, you can completely forget about the specific stress that disintegrates your bones when you aren't looking
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kraftykelpie · 3 months ago
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Um... Hi? Nice to see you. Usually I'm in the pine forest but I ended up here so I thought I'd give you this meme I found :)
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Hope you're doing okay!
Aw, thanks for passing through!
The attached is also very correct.
And I'm doing the best I can. It's going to get better, it has to 💚
Safe travels 🐌
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