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Isn't it a bit odd that Gortash is the only one who had no idea where tf Durge disappeared off to? Between him having to be there during the raid to crown the brain with Durge and Ketheric, and Orin showing up right after all like "I'm the Chosen of Bhaal now :)" I find it hard to believe that he not only didn't realise something must've happened to Durge down there, but that he also did not investigate their disappearance at all? It literally takes like 10 minutes to go through the whole thing and Orin did not hide their "body" at all. And yeah "we promised to not meddle in each other's affairs" blah blah, but he spent A Lot of time in the colony after the raid playing with his pickled brain jars so is it really meddling if Durge was literally a 3 minute walk away, being opened and closed like a reusable Ikea ziplock bag over and over again?
So my headcanon is that he had no idea when exactly the attack happened because Orin took Durge's form right after the deed was done and kept the disguise on for as long as she could. By the time Gortash (running on 2h of sleep a day and sheer force of will, making sure everything Goes According To Plan) finally figured out what was going on, it's been too long to pinpoint the exact moment "Durge" began to act off and know where to look for their body at the very least. Plus it's not like he could put the entire scheme on pause just to go chasing ghosts, Durge would not want him to.
And I think it fucked him up a bit, that he took too long to notice and lost his chance at maybe preventing the entire thing from unraveling. I think that "we promised to not meddle in each other's affairs" is either a lie or him trying convince himself he couldn't have done anything anyways.
Now imagine a Durge that is not an idiot, that dug through every nook and cranny of Moonrise and the colony in search of answers and knows a lot more than Gortash assumes they do since they're supposed to be a full on amnesiac. A Durge that talked to the elderbrain, that read the prayer of forgiveness and recognised their own handwriting, and that learned from Balthazar's notes right next to it that this Enver Gortash they so admired spent considerable time there while they were being tortured endlessly just on the other side of the fleshy corridor.
Imagine that instead of "Orin betrayed me, and you did nothing to help me then." they would say something more along the lines of "You call me your nearest and dearest, your favourite, but I know you were right there when Baltahzar's necromancer played with me like a doll for weeks and did nothing to help me." and just watch this man disintegrate from the psychic damage in real time.
#i just want to see this terrible man suffer#durgetash and balduran/ansur messiest divorce in the realms competition#bg3#bg3 spoilers#durge spoilers#the dark urge#durgetash#baldur's gate 3#enver gortash
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Ansur!Tav fic in which Ansur reincarnates as Tav and slowly realizes his dream guardian is awfully familiar in the worst fucking way. This could be a horribly dramatic, tragic story.
however, I propose instead... comedy!
Let the companions suffer through them constantly bitching at each other. Maybe somehow Ansur is still an undead spirit posessing Tav so Emps is like "who's the abomination now??" and Astarion's like "now wait just a second, there's nothing wrong with being undead" and Minthara's casually dropping super wise truth bombs on them about their relationship and Karlach and Wyll ship it
#ansuran#bg3 the emperor#i will probably never write this#but you can't stop me from day dreaming#shadowheart's probably doing shots with astarion re: some aspect of the relationship idk#laezel decidedly does NOT ship it#her interference probably brings them closer together lmao#ansur x the emperor#ansur x balduran#balduran x ansur#idk man what even is an identity#sketchy squid man x uppity undead dragon#halsin fully supports their relationship and wants to join in aldkjfalksjdf#minsc says the emperor is ansur's boo#'oh i see you too carry around a tiny space creature who tells you what to do'#*ansur disapproves*#but he adopts minsc anyway#the emperor puts up less of a fight in accepting misc bc he doesn't want to make ansur mad(der)#jaheira keeps giving ansur old lady advice and he's like ma'am i am older than you#she does not care#he is clearly an emotional disaster who needs help#orpheus is suffering#ansur!tav is the one tav who manages to get orpheus and the emperor to get along#he recruits omeluum for the ending btw#omeluum helped change his mind about mindflayers being terrible#he and blurg had tea with ansur and ansur was shook#and had a crisis bc he wonders if maybe just maaaaybe he might have possibly been wrong when he offered baldemps merciful death#meanwhile emperor is like 'this is fine bc i have no feelings#hint: he has so many fucking feelings#minthara points them out. if you did not feel why would you act
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i genuinely need to be put down like a dog i cant do this anymore man holy shit
#yall dont know the meaning of terminally online til u meet me#i hate myself so much its not even funny i am the most miserable worthless scum#my sleep schedule is 7am to 3pm all i do all day is rot on the couch and sometimes draw if i have a drop of motivation#depression is completely kicking my ass and im not even fighting back i give up what the fuck man#theres not even a point for me to keep trying i just want to stop feeling such deep despair 24/7 please#i dont want to die i just want the pain to stop so i can peacefullylive out the rest of this year before i turn 18 and its all over for good#but i cant even have that! im just gonna suffer the whole time thanks great#i wish i could just get better and fix all of this but i cant its not working we dont have the money to#actually get me the help i need to make it work. i just have to figure it out or die#i just wanna go back to ***** ** *** i just want to stop being lonely and useless#i dont know why im posting this shit to tumblr. its so stupid i should just be journaling or something#probably because im worthless selfish scum. idfk.#the last 6 months have been a complete blur. just rotting on the couch or in bed occasionally seeing friends once every other month or so#ive already wasted half of being 17 abd im probably gonna waste the rest too. ill do nothing of worth before i die.#even my art is ugly and horrible and not worth leaving behind. people tell me to work to improve it but i dont have the time left#ill never create any of the things i wanted to create ill never be a good artist im just going to die exactly like this#an absolutely terrible person.#the only people i can talk about the things that make me a terrible person with are people who are terrible in even worse ways#no one can comfort me except them because theyre the only people who know what ive done and actually do see it as less than absolute evil#because they know absolute evil because it is them. but i actually donât believe that i think theyre bad but could be good#idk what im saying anymore#someone shoot me#please im not kidding#just make it stop#tw vent#tw sui#delete later
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reached myimit over there so . Hi sorry <3
#im not u no one gives a FUCK over hrre like i dont think anyones ever read this shit#anyway. its Soo funny that . my workplace is the common ha g out spot so i do see him <3#n thats fine bc i rlly have just gone FUCK this and washed my hands of it for gooood like .#i cannot and will not entertain any of this exceot ubpacking why im still hanging on bc FUCK you đ#but i am also a human beinf and i do infact suffer from the feral syndrome#ulrimately i cannot stand watxhing him Walk bc he .#look. hes hot đ€șđ€șđ€ș hes fucming Hot n that is AWFUL.#i just. yea. having to Run infront od him bc i cannot Stand watxginf him walk#also i think its Very Gunny how all of this does . like . Somehow play out bc its .#yea to everyone else it just . it looks Fine theres Nothing There.#but everyone we hang out w commonly knows were exes n several know Informatikn so its . Its Always funny to me#anytime the universe pins us incthe same gathering.#but i still want nothing to dl w u đ just bc ur hot doesnt mesn i dont think hr still a terrible person#like im sorry i cant get ovef the fact that he fucming harrassed me a month ago#for like 2hrs . i blocked him fucking TWICE and he still kspt going st me w this bullshit like .#fuck you fr. yea im hurt abt jt honestly like#esp seeing everything else that was sent to me when ive vlockrd him over the time like#i didnt Know that was a festure i had. i literallt wanted to throw up reading some of tgis shit like .#n i havent even gone through half of it. tberes 50 messages there. i read abt 15?#if at that. i skimmed mahority of them im gonna b real#i jusy . dawg . i can bet thetes that grsdual groth of niceness to the coldest n harshest dhit ever said ti me#like . ik exacltt what makes it Worse bht like . man no one has ever said the shit to hurt me like he has#other thsn my mother#common gtound is that theyre both jusy emotionally immature ppl ! like . fuck man !!!!!
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Hello, different anon; I come from the perspective of always seeing the kinky and fetish fic as the canary in the coal mine. Iâve seen the rise and fall of many online platforms, and usually onces the canary dies, it becomes open season on whoever else doesnât reach the agreed stranded. Which usually results is sweeping bans that hurt allot of folks who arenât even involved.
I completely understand folks not wanting to engage and interact with that kind of fic or that side of fandom, which is why having tags/filters/blacklist to help manage oneâs internet experience is so important.
Content warnings are clearly stated at the start is the most important thing.
Yeah, I can definitely see that perspective too. It's kinda similar to the whole dividing the LGBTQA+ idea, in a way, where a they try to divide us and use in-fighting to weaken us. And then the leopards eat our faces too.
Course thats a huge over-simplication (and again works on good faith that no ones trying to groom or genuinely support IRL taboos). And in defense, proper tagging can be a real issue, with like Tumblr/Twitter being HORRID about showing you things you don't wanna see, and certain topics can intersect in very troubling ways (ex. how do you avoid creating fan content for sibling characters without incest fans projecting on to it, and handling feeling gross that someone saw incest in a thing you made? what if you based it off your own sibling interaction, how would that make you feel? this can leave one not wanting to create for that anymore from squick. but if you make a point of them not interacting with it/creating a dni, you may get mocked or hated on as well, with people doing so anyhow, making a *point* to do so, or what if you interact with incest piece without knowing, and if you find out... how do you feel? art is subjective but you made personal art and the interpretation directly contradicts your point. how do you interact going forward? of course, this can happen anyways for many topics, with varying levels of general ok-ness). There's Dead Dove and sometimes theres just improperly tagged squick/triggers flooding a tag because it's almost considered the 'norm' (I see so much untagged incest in the Batfam tag and I've raged on that in the past). AO3 is getting better, but filtering out things you don't wanna see can still be tricky (I have never found a way to fully filter out highschool aus - its not a squick, I just find them boring XD but things can get tagged so differently! I have the same struggle with ABO, it seems to sneak by all the time).
(I don't use many other sites so I'm not sure how tagging systems work on like... pintrist or tiktok. Is DeviantArt still a thing? And YouTube tagging is useless, you search something and the third video down and on are all like completely irrelevant)
Hence why it's a complicated thing for me. Cuz I can see points from both sides and I don't want my general disgust with certain issues to lead me to make a rash or uniformed decision.
(this is a problem I have in everyday life, sometimes, where I become indecisive because I keep trying to see other points of view, and end up losing MY pov... I spent so much of my childhood be a little brat, I may of overcorrected)
#ditto rambles#i am full of hate for things but goddamn i dont want to like be the silencer#how do we find a way for these things to coexist????? how do we handle these inbetweens and shades of grays#i think it would help if people were better about tagging and more respectful about dni#because there are good reasons for them!#and if these were respected could we better and more healthily moniter these spaces?????#if some asks you not to interact with them because of an ethical thing that doesnt mesh with your ethical thing#the respectabls thing would be to understand and go with it#but trolls love trolling#and it just creates this cycle where people want to create and another group is triggered/squicked by it#and they keep bumping into each other because of .... 1000 different things#like improper tagging or terrible algorithms showing you stuff you dont wanna see#and drop by drop it just wears you down#see my thoughts keep going!#(i just wanna create submad stuff without worrying about if people are projecting incest)#sometimes man... you just get so tired of seeing things and desperately trying to block thngs#yet it keeps squeaking throygh!!!!#so#yeah#suffering is me#im making my own head hurt
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ONE. cockwarming â dealer!theo
warnings â smut 18+. cockwarming. exhibitionism. guns and slight gunplay.
kinkmas mlist. moodboard. more.
âyou little brat.â theo growls under his breath, his tone husky and taunting, sharp eyes locking onto yours. he takes his gun from behind his waistband, placing it next to him before his hands hastily untie the string of his grey sweatpants, freeing his already half-hard cock from his pants. without hesitation, he aggressively pulls you onto his lap, making you hover over his crotch.
âcanât even keep your hands off me for one minute, can you?â he continues, his darkened eyes staring so intensely into yours as a smug smirk curls on his lips. you feel your cheeks heat up at his teasing words, only worsening the ache between your legs as you struggle to ignore the uncomfortable dampness in your underwear.
you tried to keep your hands off him all day longâ you really did. but it became difficult when he was busy all day long and unable to give you any attention at all, and you suffered from a terrible touch deprivation. he insists itâs because he has to be âprofessionalâ, as if one little kiss would hurt that much.
so after hours of feeling your hands roam all over his tensed body and listening to your whines about not getting enough attention, he decides to give you exactly what you wantâor needâas his warm hands wander down your body, teasing fingers tracing your wetness.
âmmm, youâre mean today.â you murmur softly, your hands steadying themselves on his broad shoulders as his fingers swiftly pull your lace panties to the side, his piercing eyes not leaving yours once. with his other hand firmly on your hip, he positions you right over his precum-leaking erection and slowly pushes you down, making you hiss at the full sensation until youâre completely seated on his cock.
âfinally.â you whisper breathlessly, your walls wrapping around him so tightly as the tip brushes against the deepest parts within you. but right as you want to move, theo tightly grips your hips, firmly holding you down. his smug smile widens when he notices both a puzzled and frustrated expression appearing on your adorable face.
âohhh, you thought i was gonna fuck you? you thought you deserved that? thatâs cute.â theo taunts, his tone dripping with mock surprise as his fingers slowly inch towards the gun, bringing it closer to your stiffened body.
âbaby, please, just let me move!â you cry out, shivering as the cold metal of the gun slowly glides over your delicate skin, the barrel pointed right at you. a wave of fear courses through you, mingling with arousal, your wetness trickling down the insides of your thighsâ he knows damn well this turns you on.
ânah⊠youâre gonna sit still and be a good girl for me now, aâight? this is all youâre getting until iâm done with work.â
right when you part your glossed lips to speak, a loud knock echoes through his living room, causing you to gasp loudly. despite your desperate efforts to wiggle free from his firm grip, itâs no use, as he already yells a âcome inâ to the client waiting in front of his door.
you frantically slap his shoulder in panic as he places the gun next to him again and smooths down your skirt, making sure it covers you both, leaving it impossible for anyone to see his cock buried balls-deep inside of you.
âyou better sit still, piccola. donât want him finding out what a filthy slut you are, huh? sitting on my cock while iâm working?â
âtheodore nott, i swear to fucking goââ
âhey man, whatâs good? you got any?â your head snaps to the side, your heart pounding out of your chest as you nibble on your bottom lip in unease. a regular client of theo casually walks in, hands in his pockets as approaches you both, thankfully not suspecting a thingâ or so you thought.
âshit, whatâs wrong with her?â he chuckles, his eyes scanning you up and down when he notices you restlessly moving around on theoâs lap, an undeniable flushed and embarrassed look on your face. your eyes widen when his gaze then lingers on your tits for a moment, theoâs eyes narrowing instantly as the grip on your hips tightens, his fingers pressing harshly into your skin.
ânothinâ you gotta worry about, mate.â he grumbles, before both his tone and eyes quickly turn icy. his hand casually reaches for the gun lying next to him on the couch, his grip on it firm and threatening as his other hand still possessively holds your hips. the poor man immediately takes a step back, swallowing hard when his eyes flick to the weapon, his hands weakly lifting in surrender.
âbut uhm⊠look at my girl like that again i promise youâre not leaving this house in one piece, capito? coglione del cazzo.â
ââ âą ă»âžâž
reminder: reblogs and comments are greatly appreciated and keep me motivated. ty! âĄ
#ARIâS NAUGHTY LIST â24 à©â©â§âË#dealer!theo#theodore nott#theo nott#theodore nott smut#theo nott smut#theodore nott x reader#theo nott x reader#theodore nott imagine#theodore nott blurb#theodore nott drabble#theo nott imagine#theo nott blurb#theo nott drabble#theodore nott x you#theodore nott x y/n#theodore nott x fem!reader#theodore nott x female reader#theo nott x you#theo nott x y/n#theo nott x female reader#theo nott x fem!reader#slytherin boys#slytherin boys smut
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that weird in-between of stanning a character, but wanting only bad things to happen to them
#idk what you would call this#like i'm literally in love with this fucking asshole character on this show#and yet i just want him to suffer for every terrible thing they ever did#while also wanting to watch them continue to make such horrible choices#and smile while doing it#usually i have problematic faves that i want to see good things for#but this man is so horribly toxic i just want him to continue to reap what he sows lol#it's kerem from gunesi beklerken btw#iykyk lol
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Soothe and pamper.
Pairing: Dean Winchester x lover!fem!reader
Summary: it had been a long week of hunting, and Dean said he was fine⊠until you came in, of course.
Content: fluff, Dean being needy and overdramatic (and clingy), no use of y/n, Sam being the third wheel (kind of)
English is not my first language, sorry if there are any mistakes!
Word count: 653
Dean Winchester was a master at the "I'm fine" act. After years of being on the hunt, he could brush off a rough week like it was second nature. So, when Sam asked if he was okay after their latest exhausting hunt, he just scoffed, as usual.
"Yeah, yeah. I'm fine." Dean said, waving a dismissive hand like he was brushing off a pesky fly, as if he hadn't spent the last seven days chasing after demons across two states.
"Quit worrying, Sammy."
Sam raised an eyebrow but didn't press any further. This was like Dean's default settingâdeny, deflect, and pretend like everything was cool, even if he looked like he'd been chewed up and spat out.
But then, you walked into the room.
As soon as Dean caught sight of you, his entire demeanor shifted. The tough-as-nails hunter, who moments ago had been shrugging off his brother's concern, let out an over-the-top groan so loud it echoed through the bunker.
You barely had a chance to say a word before Dean threw himself into your arms like a wounded soldier returning from battle.
"This weekâoh, you wouldn't believe it!" He buried his face into your shoulder with a pitiful groan, his voice muffled against your shirt. "It's been so bad, baby. So bad."
You could feel the weight of his body sag against yours, his arms wrapping around you in a tight embrace. He nestled his head into the crook of your neck.
It would've been pathetic if it wasn't so funny.
"I don't know how I made it out alive," Dean continued, pulling back just enough to look at you with wide, puppy-dog eyes, his bottom lip sticking out in an exaggerated pout. "The food was nasty, the motel beds were terrible, and don't even get me started on the demons!"
You ran your fingers through his hair as he rambled on, completely lost in the comfort of being with you.
"Do you see this?" He gestured toward his body. "I'm a broken man."
Sam, watching this unfold, rolled his eyes so hard they almost got stuck. "You've gotta be kidding me."
And Dean ignored him completely.
"You're the only one who understands, sweetheart." He whined, clinging onto you like his life depended on it. "Sam's no help, he doesn't get it."
"Dean," you said, struggling to keep a straight face. "You were fine like five seconds ago."
"What are you talking about?" He squeezed you tighter, feigning innocence. "I was just holding it all in. I didn't want to scare Sammy. But now... now I can finally let it all out."
"Uh-huh," you said dryly. "And how much of this is just you wanting to get pampered?"
Dean gasped in mock offense, pulling back to look at you again. "Me? Using my genuine suffering to get pampered? I would neverâ"
You raised an eyebrow at him.
He hesitated for a second, then smirked. "Okay, maybe a little."
Sam snorted in the background, shaking his head as he headed for the door. "You two are ridiculous," he called over his shoulder before disappearing down the hall.
You sighed, shrugging your shoulders. "Well, what can I do to make it better, Dean?"
He was still leaning heavily into your embrace. "You. Me. Bed. Cuddles... for my emotional well-being, of course."
You smiled slightly, pressing a soft kiss to the top of his head. "And all your troubles will disappear?"
"Exactly," Dean grumbled, sounding so serious you had to hold back a laugh. "Exactly." He sighed, content now, taking advantage of the situation for all it was worth.
"And if you throw in a back rub, I'll be a whole new man by morning." He added, his lips twitched into a smile.
"Alright, drama queen. But only because I know how hard it is to be you." you laughed softly.
"You're the only one who understands." Dean murmured, his voice filled with gratitude.
#dean winchester#dean winchester x reader#dean winchester x you#dean winchester x female!reader#dean winchester fic#dean winchester fluff#dean winchester imagine#dean winchester oneshot#spn#supernatural#dean winchester spn#spnfandom#spn fanfic#spnfamily#supernatural family#supernatural fic#supernatural fanfiction
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TransactionalâHwang In Ho/Front Man x Fem!Reader
summaryâ The Front Man offers you freedom in exchange for something you hadnât expected and your decision leads to something you had no idea would happen. Based on this request.
warningsâ usual squid game shenanigans, power imbalance, slight coercion, degradation, face fucking, strip tease, cunnilingus, degradation, ass slapping, hair pulling, praise kink, unprotected sex, cock warming, creampie, pregnancy, mentions of abortion.
a/nâ I see you guysâ requests, patienceđ«¶đœmore soon.
The Front Man slowly sipped his expensive whiskey, eyes focused on the monitors as he watched the Squid Games unfold.
Some would call him sick but he quite enjoyed watching the desperation and suffering of the players. It fueled him and he looked forward to new games everyday.
He chuckled at the stupidity of the players when majority opted for âone more gameâ instead of just going home with the money they had accumulated. Their stupidity, his entertainment.
As he scanned them each walking up to push the X or O button, his eyes landed upon you. For a moment, his breath caught as he stared. You were ethereal, the most beautiful woman that had ever graced his eyes.
Now, he wasnât even focused on Gi-hun anymore. His focus was on you. You infiltrated his mind and he needed to save you from the game before something terrible happened. Though, it wasnât just his need to be your savior that fueled him. He was pent upâunable to remember the last time he stuck his dick in a pretty girl like you.
That night, he held an important meeting with the guards. An idea had came to his mind to spice things up a bit.
That night, he instructed the pink guards to kidnap you from your bed quietly, so as to not alert the other players, especially not Gi-hun who had become a friend to you.
âBring her here tonight. I have a proposal for her,â he said to the guards, darkly.
That night, after much twisting and turning, you were finally able to fall asleep. Your slumber was cut short as you felt gloved hands clasp over your mouth. Your scream was muffled as two guards grabbed you but you quickly became silent feeling the cold barrel of a gun press against your temple.
âWeâre not here to hurt you, just be quiet. Someone wants to see you,â one of them said.
Your heart beat faster in your chest as they led you out of the dormitory. Who wanted to see you?
They led you through the maze and through hallways you had never seen before, each step making fear course through your veins. You had no idea what to expect from whoever wanted to see you. Meanwhile, the Front Man watched through the monitors as the guards brought you to him, each step closer leaving him eager.
The large door to his personal quarters slid open and you were brought inside before the guards left without a word. Stood before you was a man in all black and when he turned around, your breath hitched.
He was tall, older and handsome. You cursed yourself internally for that being your first thought but you couldnât help yourself. Anyone would think the same if they saw the man before them.
âGood night,â he greeted, his deep voice making you shiver. âEnjoying yourself?â
You rolled your eyes and scoffed. âIs that a serious question? And who the hell are youâwait, youâre the organizer of these games?â you asked, recognition in your tone.
âWeâre not here to speak about that sweetheart but yes, any other questions youâd like to ask?â he said, stepping closer to you.
âWhy am I here?â It was the only thing you could think to ask as he towered over you.
âAs youâve realized, Iâm the organizer of this game. My name is Hwang In-ho and I have a proposal for you,â he replied.
You tilted your head and quirked your eyebrow, a thousand questions swarming your head but none being able to translate to actual words.
âThe X on your uniform suggests youâre keen on leaving the game but since majority voted to stay, I have a different method in which you can leave.â He stepped closer now, brushing a strand of hair behind your ear.
âTo leave the game, youâll have to have sex with me.â The moment the words left his lips your eyes widened in shock.
âT-to leave the game, Iâll have to let you fuck me?â you repeated.
âIf thatâs how you want to word it, but yes,â he retorted, a smile tugging at his lips. âItâs entirely your decision. You let me fuck you and you leave the game, you refuse and I send you back safe and sound.â
Safe and sound. You scoffed, he was sending you back there to die. Was it really your decision considering the situation you were in? You truly had no other choice. If you refused, youâd be sent back to continue the cycle of âone more gameâ until you lost s game and died. You didnât have much fight in you left, this was your only option and it seemed more plausible than going back to more than likely end up dying.
On the other hand, if you decided to take In-ho up on his offer, you would return home safe. You stared up at him, eyes flossing over his sharp yet soft features. He wasnât hard to look at. In fact, you could picture him above you. You could picture him having those large hands all over you, his hand wrapped around your neck, his cockâ
âYouâre biting your lip,â In-ho said, snapping you out of your thoughts.
Your cheeks heated as you looked away from him, he could probably tell what your answer was by your reaction.
âYou can take a long warm shower and later, inform me of your decision,â he added.
He gestured to the bathroom and you walked inside meekly, your eyes landing on some new clothes neatly folded on the counter. He seemed to have it all planned out, you admired a man that knew what he wanted and went after it, you had to give him that.
Stepping into the shower, you allowed the warm water to engulf you and wash away the weight you had been carrying the last few days. You scrubbed yourself thoroughly, remembering how blood would splatter on your skin after a player had been shot. Thinking about the incident made you shudder, you needed to escape. This was the opportunity you had been hand picked to be given and you decided that you had to take it.
After a long shower, you dressed yourself in the clothes In-ho had laid out for you. It was a cute dress that hugged your figure. Strategicâbut you werenât mad at it.
As you stepped out of the bathroom, In-hoâs eyes landed on you. His eyes roamed your figure, not even being subtle about it.
âIâve made my decision,â you said.
âAlready? Well then, what is it?â
You sighed, telling yourself it was just this once and you truly had no other choice.
âIâll have sex with you in exchange for my freedom,â you whispered, eyes dropping to the floor.
âOh, donât be shy sweetheart, youâre going to be my slut,â he murmured, âand say it louder. Use your voice as much as you can now, because by the time Iâm finished with you, you wonât have a voice from how much Iâve made you moan.â
Your breath caught at his words but you couldnât deny the way it made your core throb. âIâll fuck you in exchange for my freedom.â
âGood girl. So obedient for me already. Iâm going to have so much fun with you, a pretty girl shouldnât be in this hell hole,â he cooed. âFirst, I want you to get on your knees and crawl to me.â
His request made your heart drop. It felt so degrading yet thrilling. Adrenaline and pure lust ran through you and your gaze locked on his as you went on your knees and crawled to him. You crawled slowly but seductively, watching as he adjusted himself in the couch.
When you finally reached his feet, his hands went to your cheek, caressing it. âThatâs a good girl. Next, I want you to unbuckle my pants and pull my cock out.â
With shaky hands, you did as you were told unbuckling his pants and when you reached his boxers, you paused. The dent told you everything you needed to knowâhe was aroused. And by the looks of it, he wasnât a small man. He lifted his hips, allowing you to pull his underwear down and you gasped as his cock sprang free, slapping against his abdomen.
Youâd never seen such a pretty cock and you cursed the thought for infiltrating your mind even though it was true. In-ho was long and hard, surely to hit all the right spots deep inside you. You wrapped your hand around the base and bit your lip feeling him throb.
âSuck my cock and show me just how bad you want to get out of here,â he whispered, his tone dark.
With that, you took him into your mouth, feeling him stretch your jaw open. The sounds of his pleasure willed you on, and you began to move your head, sending him to the back of your throat, lost in the rhythm of pleasing him. âThatâs it, just like that,â In-ho groaned, his hands tangling in your hair, urging you on.
The gliding of your tongue across the thick shaft sent shivers through him. You could feel his balls twitch, and his thighs tensed beneath your hands. You moved to trailing your lips along the side of his cock, before meeting his dark eyes that stared down at you. His chest was rising and falling with every breath he took, and you could tell he was trying to hold back from losing control.
âYouâre so good at this angel, fuck, so dirty.â You moaned around his cock, then took it out of your mouth to spit on it. Sticking your tongue out, you looked up at him as you slapped his cock against it and he held your hair in response, his head tipping back.
With his fingers in your curls, he dragging your mouth up and down his shaft before he started thrusting. You gagged but he didnât stop, if anything, he sped up but only after giving you a minute to breathe. You could feel his cock twitch down your throat and you began massaging his balls, tears in your eyes as his thrusts increased.
âSwallow my cum like a good girl. Show me how bad you want to get out of here,â his deep voice said.
You took him to the back of your throat, and stroked what didnât fit as you felt the salty taste of cum fill your mouth. Without hesitation, you swallowed, humming around his cock and sending jolts of pleasure through him.
Pulling you up by your hair, he kissed you, savoring the taste of his own release.
âYou did well. Iâm thoroughly impressed,â he chuckled.
He pulled you off your knees, his hands roaming your sides and caressing your curves before he squeezed your ass.
âStrip.â His voice left no room for disobedience and you did as you were told, slowly and seductively ridding yourself of the clothing he had generously gave to you.
His dark gaze drank in the sight before him and by the smirk on his face, he was utterly impressed. As he stood up, he held under your ass, hoisting you against him and walking with you to what you assumed to be the bedroom.
It was dimly lit and large but you had no time to admire it as he threw you on the bed. âLetâs see if you taste as delectable as you look.â
His lips pressed against your abdomen, trailing kisses until he reached your clit, spreading your legs and kissing further and further.
âYouâre soaked, so wet for me,â he murmured, using his tongue to collect your wetness and spitting it back onto your pussy.
A soft moan escaped your lips, the feeling of his warm mouth on your pussy the best thing you'd ever felt these last few days.
âYour moans are so sweet angel."
He dived in, flicking his tongue on your clit before bringing it down to your leaking hole and licking back up. His grip was firm on your thighs, spreading them wide as he continued. You couldnât believe the utter pleasure you were feeling, he was so skilled with his tongue having you squirm underneath him and moan so loudly, you feared the guards would hear.
His tongue was practically inside you, tonguing you and moving back up to suck on your clit. As his movements increased, the coil in your abdomen grew tighter, ready to burst.
âCum on my tongue beautiful, be a good little slut.â A loud gasp left your lips and your body lifted from the bed as he practically took your soul and you squirted onto his face, soaking him. He slurped you up like a starving man and you squirmed under his touch, your eyes rolling into the back of your head.
âYouâre so beautiful when you cum and you taste just as good as you look,â he panted.
Feeling bold, you pulled him up into a kiss, his mouth soaked in your juices. His head moved down to your full breasts, suckling and moaning as your fingers tangled in his silky hair.
"So eager sweetheart. Beg me to fuck you, let me hear how bad you want to leave this place," he teased.
"Please In-ho," you whined, "Please fuck me, I want your cock so fucking bad."
Swiftly, he sank into you, but halted, allowing your tight pussy to adjust to his size.
âShit,â you moaned, as he took your breath away, âyouâre so fucking big.â
âI know baby, but you better take it like a good girl if you want to leave,â he whispered, reaching down and rubbing your clit to ease the tension.
As you adjusted, he slammed into you, burying his cock to the hilt. Your moans filled the kitchen as he began moving at a pace that had your toes curling and your fingers gripping the sheets.
With how he was pounding into you, your pussy surely would remember the shape of his cock. You could feel him deep inside your cervix his cock twitching and your pussy throbbing. His large hand snaked around your neck as your foreheads touched, small trickles of sweat mingling. He worked his hips into you, your mouth in an âOâ as you breathlessly moaned with him slamming into you.
âYou feel fucking amazing, best pussy Iâve ever had,â he panted.
You cried out in response and he pulled out his cock, slapping the heavy tip on your clit making you jolt. As soon as it made contact with your clit, you squirted, your juices spurting all over his cock. He slipped back in and as you tightened around him, you felt something warm and sticky fill you up.
"This pussy feels too good not to cum inside. Fuck, donât move, I'm not finished with you yet."
He flipped you on your stomach and sank into you from behind, slapping your ass as he did.
âThis ass,â he moaned, âyou should see how good you look from this angle.â
His hips snapped against your ass, pounding you as your back arched deeper. You whimpered loudly and did your best to please him, slamming your ass back against him, his cock brushing that sweet spot deep inside you.
He gripped your curls, using it as an anchor to slam into you faster and harder.
âGod, youâre clenching around me so tight, cum on my cock,â he moaned.
You buried your face into the bed, crying out as you shuddered and squirted around him, your arousal dripping down to his sheets. With one last powerful stroke, you felt something warm and sticky fill you up again.
He pulled out slowly, a deep moan escaping his lips before he collapsed on the bed beside you. He pulled you on top of him, plugging your pussy with his cock, not letting a drop of his cum go to waste.
âYou did so well. You made a good decision,â he whispered in your ear.
For the rest of the night he held you close with his cock buried deep inside you. By morning, you were too sore and fucked out to even move.
You sat up in bed as you heard the door open, watching as In-ho approached you with breakfast. Softly, you thanked him and began eating, unable to make eye contact after the night you had with him.
âAs promised, you can leave the game tonight. Iâll give you some cash and my contact so we canâkeep in touch.â As he said those last words, his eyes fell to your bare chest.
Later that night, a deep sudden sleep took ahold of you without you being able to fight it. In your slumber, In-ho kissed your forehead, allowing the guards to take you off the island and back home with a wad of cash he generously gave you. He knew heâd eventually see you again but he hadnât expected it to be for a completely different reason than what he had in mind.
Sunshine peaked through your window, shining on your face as you slowly opened your eyes. Looking around, you realized you were back home and in your own bed. In-ho actually kept his promise. Your eyes widened at the brief case of cash that lay on the bed beside you. For the first time in your life, fucking a man actually benefited you.
For the next couple weeks, you paid off whatever debts you had and made upgrades to your life. You earned that money and youâd spend it however you saw fit. Your happy streak didnât last long though as each morning, you grew sicker and sicker.
It was terrible, you were barely able to eat as even the smell of food had you dashing to the bathroom and bending over the toilet, vomiting.
You werenât sure what was wrong with you so, you decided to pay a quick visit to a doctor. Your doctor ran a variety of tests and informed you that youâd be given your results in a few days.
The days passed in a blur of overwhelming fatigue and nausea. If the games hadnât killed you, this definitely would.
Finally, you received a call from your doctor about your results.
âCongratulations!â she beamed over the phone and your eyes furrowed in confusion. âYouâre pregnant, just a few weeks along.â
The phone fell from your hands and you heard the muffled voice of your doctor asking if everything was alright. You were pregnant. Having only had sex with one person a few weeks ago, you knew exactly who the father wasâHwang In-ho.
You didnât know what to do. A life was growing inside you, a life you werenât sure if you wanted to keep or nurture. Absentmindedly, you dialed the number In-ho had given you. After just two rings, you heard his deep voice answer.
âSweetheart, Iâve been waiting on your call,â he said, a smirk evident in his tone.
âIn-ho, I-Iâm pregnant,â you spat out.
There was a silence on the other end before he spoke again. âYouâre pregnant? Shit, I shouldâve known.â
âYeah, you shouldâve,â you snapped. âYou came inside me twice and had your dick in me all night. What did you think was going to happen? Now, Iâm stuck with something I donât know what to do with.â
He sighed and paced his quarters. âListen to me. It was never my intention to have that happen, trust me. But whatever decision you make whether to keep the baby or not, Iâll support you. In fact, Iâll be at your apartment by tonight.â
His words provided a sense of strange comfort for you. Having him over would give you all the answers you needed. You werenât sure whether you wanted to keep the baby or abort it. None of this was supposed to happen, you fucked him to escape the game, not to have him impregnate you.
âOkay In-ho. Thank you for being understanding, Iâll see you tonight.â
After hanging up, you sat on the new expensive couch you had bought using the money In-ho gave you. Your life had been a roller coaster the last three months, but somehow, In-hoâs words and actions was the calm in the face of the storm. In some twisted way, he was perfect. And you knew if you decided to keep the baby, he would be the perfect father.
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ELABORATE ON OBSESSED!WORSHIP THE GROUND YOU WALK ON!HOUSEHUSBAND JAKE PLEASE!!!!!! MY MIND IS GONNA EXPLODE â byeol
i'll be the husband jake plug no worries. warnings: jake is suppppppppperrrrrrrr needy omg.
It's normal, natural to him to do these things.
You're so tired after a long day, he gets it. the days feel longer to him sometimes though, despite your tired feet and aching back. You're his wife, he needs you.
So what if he's unemployed? He's employed to you. Will do anything for you. everything for you. happily and willingly, with so much love in his eyes every single fucking time he hears that lock on the door click open.
Time to reiterate. He needs you.
It's been weeks. He gets it. Stress, big promotion you're going for or something. He can't say he cares too much lately due to the neglect he's been dealing with.
After all the cleaning, he massages you, bathes you, tucks you in, kisses you gently, and doesn't dare ask for more from you. After all, you're expected to do so much, from so many people. Not him. Not ever. Until now. He's a man. For three days now he's been trying to remind you. Trying all sorts of subtle tricks. Some blatant ones too. Generous groping that goes rejected. A few heavy makeouts dwindling to a pop kiss and a tired "goodnight." More subtle ones, where he simply tries to dress well for you, clean far better than usual, make your favorite foods. He knows it's not because you don't want him but...you're so stressed. He could kill two birds with one stone if you'd just... "Baby." He had said last night, sinking under the blankets and prying your legs apart. "Just rest, this is all i need." He continued, implying that he would be perfectly happy helping you relax with some bedtime head. You had closed your legs on him, pinching your brows together with the same stressed out face. All day today, his brows have been equally knitted together. Stressed. Fucking horny. Is it cringe for him to do this? Yes. Does he care? No. Fuck no. And so, you come home just like any other day to the smell of dinner. It's sweet smelling, which is an indication that your husband wants something. Never does he serve dessert for dinner, but tonight feels like a welcome change because everything else just started not only feeling, but tasting too mundane. You were more surprised when you werent greeted by Jake at the door. He didn't take your things, or slide your jacket off of you. Which, that's fine. You don't need him to wait on you hand and foot. He just tends to like doing that for you anyway... You search in curiosity for him, following the sound of clanking pots and pans. The sound would give you a headache if it weren't for the image of him as you enter the kitchen. There he is. Hair pinned back with one of your headbands, apron on... only an apron. Cock lending quite a large tent as he turns to you. You know he's trying to smile genuinely, but you see a hint of pain behind his eyes. Desperate pain. Almost like he's begging you for something. Anything. And he is begging. Only when he drops to his knees and looks up at you with those eyes do you recognize how terribly you've been neglecting him. So much so that you didn't even let him eat you out, which wouldn't have expected anything on your part aside from an orgasm. This moment feels almost emasculating for him, you can imagine. Like you've deprived him of everything he needs from you in order to maintain order in this household. Arguably, you have deprived him. You can tell by how big his cock looks peeking from the hem of the apron, and those sad glassy eyes looking at you as if this is a last resort. "Baby, ple-" Jake starts to plead on the floor, the dessert he was cooking long forgotten. You're speechless at the image, finally feeling a tingle between your legs for the first time in months. You feel so apologetic alongside the tingle, realizing how much suffering he must have gone through to be doing this. After all, there's no way in hell you could have satiated this need within you without him. How he's managed to do it all this time is beyond you. ''Jake," You interrupt him, dropping your hands to his cheeks and tilting his face further up to you. "What do you need?" You see those glassy eyes become more tearful, probably from happiness by now. No words and no apologies need to be said at this moment. He sees your realization, and understands the lack of seeing to his needs to an extent. But this... this can't happen again. Nothing is to be said after that when Jake immediately goes for your pants, missing the taste of you so badly. He was right in knowing that even just the smell of you could satiate him. And it does, his cock heavy and leaking just from the sensation of the apron rubbing against him paired with the scent of your pussy that has been long neglected.
And he devours you, getting off at least twice there on the kitchen floor with his palm desperately working himself to each high. You could tell he didn't want you to feel like you needed to do anything for him but...let him. God, fuck, you feel so guilty.
So you make up for it. Right here, sliding down on him raw, letting the mess he's made of himself make a mess of you too.
"Baby, wait-" Jake chokes, working against his words by helping you slide down on him entirely. "Fuck, you're-"
"Shh." You sigh deeply, realizing how much you needed this too. "Just keep going," He does. Fucking you so desperately that you believe he cums in you at least twice from you adjusting alone, messing your thighs with sticky fluids, the kitchen floor, and himself. So much of it, you're so full of it already. Plan B isn't such a difficult thing to buy anyway. Especially after he chooses to keep fucking you, as if he worries he'll never get to do it again.
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America: You Fucked Up
You could have chosen Hope. You chose Hate.
You could have chosen Empathy. You chose Enmity.
You could have chosen a New Beginning. You chose the Nazi.
We could have finally been rid of this cancer on American democracy. He could have been banished to obscurity, remembered only as the worst president in American history, and finally held responsible for his numerous crimes.
The ignorant, racist, misogynistic, white supremacist, pathologicial liar is now going back to the White House. He is a convicted felon, an admitted sexual predator, a total fraud, and a demented old man. He belongs in prison.
What did you do?
You ignored that the U.S. economy is the strongest in the world, that inflation is at its lowest level in four years, that unemployment is at its lowest level in three years. You believed the lies about how terrible the economy is. I knew better.
You forgot about his 30,000+ lies while he was in office. I remember.
You forgot about his complete mismanagement and ignorance over COVID, resulting in the deaths of over one million Americans. I remember.
You forgot about the saber rattling over military exercises in the pacific, when Kim Jong Un threatened us with nuclear missiles, causing us to fear whether we'd see another day. I remember.
You forgot about waking up every morning dreading to hear the latest abomination he tweeted. I remember.
You forgot about "very fine people on both sides." I remember.
You forgot about "only the best people" like Betsy DeVos, Rick Perry, Tom Price, Scott Pruitt, Steve Mnuchin, and many others who were given cabinet positions despite having zero qualifications for the job. I remember.
You forgot that 40 of his former cabinet members and dozens of former generals and officials refused to support him, saying he was "unfit to serve." I remember.
You forgot about January 6, "fight like hell". I remember.
You forgot that when he was told that his vice president was secured because the rioters wanted to kill him, he said, "So what?" I remember
You forgot about The Big Lie, "Release the Kraken" and 60+ failed attempts to overturn the election in the courts. I remember.
You forgot about "I just need you to find 11,780 votes." I remember.
You forgot about "They're eating the cats! They're eating the dogs!" I remember.
What now?
When a woman suffering an ectopic pregnancy dies because she doesn't have access to medical care, that's on you.
When they take away your neighbor, your co-worker, your friend, and deport them, that's on you.
When a woman is forced to suffer the agony of carrying her rapist's baby to term, that's on you.
When a transgender kid harms themselves because they can't get the medical care they need, that's on you.
When your middle-class taxes GO UP, while billionaires get even more tax breaks, that's on you.
When schoolchildren are killed by an assault rifle in a mass shooting, that's on you.
When children grow up ignorant because you banned books and dictated how history is taught, that's on you.
When Grandma can no longer afford a comfortable life because the Social Security she paid into all her working life, and provided income on which she now depends, has been cut, that's on you.
When violence against Jews, Asians, Hispanics rises again, that's on you.
When prices on the goods you buy skyrocket due to tariffs, that's on you.
When Ukraine, deprived of our support, is overrun by Russia, that's on you.
When the U.S. is the laughing stock of the world (as we were 2016-2020), that's on you.
What should you have done?
You should have exercised critical thinking skills, recognized the thousands of lies you were being told, recalled that his administration had four years to live up to his promises and failed at all of them. You should have realized that he is a profoundly stupid individual who doesn't give a shit about you or your family or anything except himself.
You had the last nine years to see that, and you still fell for his bullshit.
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asking them if they actually love you
fluffy angst, established relationships wriothesley, neuvillette, pantalone, capitano, dottore
Wriothesley
The duke was working at his desk in his private office when you walked in with no lively expression on your face. Wriothesley tore his eyes off from the cup of tea and saw you looking expressively exhausted.
âWow, someoneâs had a tough dayâ, he chuckled, âyou look exhausted, babe.â
Ignoring his childish manner you asked him rather simply:
âWrio, I have just one question. Do you even love me?â
Wriothesley choked on his tea.
âLove you? Of course IâI do.â
You did not have to question his frankness as Wriothesley has always been an explicitly blunt person. He would never lie in such occasions and certainly would tell you if he disliked something.
Having received his answer on the wobbly legs but with a contented smile, you lurked to his desk and hugged him from the side.
âWrio, Iâm just so tired and Iâm in diiiire need of your cuddles.â You surprised him with a nice peck to his cheek.
Seeing you giving in to stress and overwhelmed all over Wriothesley could not help but started feeling upset too. He gently pulled your face close to him, his big gloved hand laid on your cheek in a loving way.
âGirl, someone has been working non-stop I see. Or should I say studying? M?â
He was clearly not happy with your sufferings. Being a workaholic himself Wriothesley knew how easy it is to overwhelm oneself. But he did not want this fate for you. Due to the sudden friction of you leaning to his chest to get sense of comfort, the work papers from Wriothesleyâs desk had dropped onto the floor. You were lucky the ink remained still.
âOops. Seems like you wanted to hug me so much you did not spare the poor sheets.â
âOh, Iâm sorry, Wrio!â
âAh, whatever.â He looked down indifferently. âGirl, I will not calm down until I make sure youâre in your bed, sleeping.â
âIâll be fine. I can get home on my own.â
Wriothesley raised from his desk and discreetly walked you out of his office.
âIâm going to get you home and youâll rest. That is unnegotiable.â
Neuvillette
Neuvillette was a closed, solitary man who experienced some difficulties when it came to relationship dynamics. Deep inside his heart he was, nonetheless, a pure romantic. Heâd always come to your dates earlier, looking nothing but polished; and with incredibly serious (but polite) manner he would court you.
He was always a husband material and he let you know how important you are in his life any time he could. He was dedicated to you wholeheartedly, and even though at first time you were much scared off by his cold, aloof, professional-like appearance, later you found yourself falling in love with him too, until the both of you grew tightly attached to each other.
You knew you should not question or doubt his affections, but you had a terrible day and you only saw your world dark and hollow. It was when your shift ended that Neuvillette entered your office only to find you drowning in your work overtime. Or perhapsâno, it was your studies, your homework.
âDarling, were you doing your studies at work? I thought weâd agree that you would not overexert yourself.â
âI knowâŠâ you mumble, caffeine in you refusing to help anymore. âBut at home I want to sleep. So when I finished my paperwork, I started doing my studies.â
âI see.â Neuvillette walked closely and took a look at your work sheets. âDear, you have some mistakes hereâŠBut thatâs not important now. Iâll give you a lift to home.â
You looked at Neuvillette bewildered.
âHome?â
âItâs evening already.â
âNeuvilletteââ you asked him when he gently pulled you out from the desk by your hand. He gave you a surprised look. Judging by your face you were dead serious about asking something, so he kept quiet, letting you speak. âDo you like, love me?â
He was flustered at first, but only mildly. Neuvillette cleared his throat and adjusting his collar he answered with the equal seriousness:
âThat I do. Why, have I made you doubt my affections?â
âNo. I was just messing with you⊠Iâm having a bad day.â
âI love youâ, he said as if picking up your disappointed mood, he continued confessing to you in a frenzy: âI love you, I love you, I love you.â He smooched your cheek before leading you out of the office. âAnd I will make sure you wonât overwhelm yourself like today.â
Pantalone
âDo you even love meâŠâ you wonder out loud, your chin laying on your arm as youâre doing the paper work.
âLove is a foolish concept for foolish people. It only softens your senses and makes you miserable. I cannot afford being miserable, vulnerable or weakâ, Pantalone respondsâhis words a well-polished conviction he made himself believe in. Although, his looks is harsh on you and he states that in a rough manner, his gaze does not leave your exhausted image not for a moment of time.
Tired and exhausted, you are lying on the desk before the papers.
âSo now youâre collapsing on my desk? Did no one teach you proper manners?â he inquires with a tone so ambiguous and indefinite that no one can truly guess if heâs fooling around or scolding you quite seriously.
âSo you donâtâ, you respond quietly. What were you even thinking⊠Of course a Harbingerâespecially one of the oldest, probably no longer sensitive to feelingsâRegrator would ever love you.
âThereâs no point of me loving you, really. Loveâs a poison, and I cannot let myself be poisoned, for there are many people whoâd prefer me dead. I suffered too many assassination attempts to grow a sense of preservation in myself. Besides, where have you heard about love in business?â As always, the talkative man he is Pantalone would not stop blabbering a second. But seeing you close your eyes as he came closer, he whispered quietly, but audible enough for you to hear:
âI love you.â
Perhaps he did not even consider the words which slipped so fast from his lips. He wanted to cover his mouth shut to hide his embarrassment, but then he did not see a point in this.
âThanksâŠâ said the sleepy you, the next second falling asleep on the papers. âI ⊠love you⊠tooâŠâ
âYouâre an idiot. When will you stop mixing work and studies? Come, Iâll get you to bed.â
He gently pulled you into his arms and carried you through the dimly lit corridor. He placed you on your silky bed sheets, his hand moving to caress your cheek.
âYou need to take better care of yourself. You canât keep being so overwhelmed with both work and university. Now, sleep.â
He kisses your cheek, his lips linger for a few momentsâŠ
âIâm so exhausted.â
âI know. Sleep, my dear.â
He switched the lights off and slowly raised from the bed, afraid to do any friction that would tear you off from the sleepy state.
Capitano
âCapitanoâ, you called him from the middle of the living room, while you were studying near the fireplace.
He was just about to enter the room when you side eyed him and the familiar smell of spicy perfume seemed to fill the half of the air.
âDo you even love me, Capitano?â
He stood there, frozen at your question, not knowing what to respond because you usually would not have audacity to ask him something way too personal. It must have been a damn good reason for you to strike him so deeply.
âHmph. What do you think?â He stopped in the frame of the entrance, his big arms crossed as he leaned onto the frame.
âI don't know, you tell me.â You did not tear your gaze of the book, as if taunting him. But he did not suspect that you were genuinely exhausted at that moment and sook to be comforted.
âDo you think Iâd let you lurk in my house on weekends if I did not? Do you think I would ask my servants to prepare the finest meals for you, neatly accordingly to your allergies?â He grunts, unsatisfied and irritated. âDo you think Iâd even let you talk to me so boldly if I did not want you by my side?â
You finally raised your head at him, leaving the book behind and gave him a satisfied but undoubtedly cunning smile.
âCapitano, my love, youâre so cute when youâre grumpy.â
âI just don't see a point in asking something so obvious.â
âYou and your rational thinking. What if I just wanted to hear you sweet talking to me?â
Capitano was speechless. He knew how cunning you could be, but he did not even imagine that you would be taunting him so badly.
âIâve had a difficult day. Too much studies, too little rest. I have not much time before exams so I am constantly stressing.â
âYou don't have your deserved rest because you kept working even being a student. You need to choose one, woman.â
You sighed at Capitano. How many times did you have to explain to him?..
âI know, but I told you I want to have some cash of my own. I don't want to constantly ask you to buy something for me.â
âBut your work kills you. You give so much effort for university, and you give as much to your work. This is unacceptable for your health.â His tone is cold with seriousness. You know he wouldn't change his mind just as you wouldn't change yours.
âFine, perhaps Iâll work two days instead of three. But Capitano, stop standing there like a statue, sit down next to me. My mind is at peace when you are close.â
âEven if I am simply⊠sitting here? Doing nothing at all?â
âEven so. But I think you already know that you could hug me since I haven't seen you the whole day~.â
Dottore
âDo you even love me, Dottore?â you asked him plainly with no ceremonies. For a moment Dottoreâs hand froze as he was holding the vial. He was standing there in his white medical gown as he mixed some fluids. After a few long moments he finally gave you an answer, his tone indifferent, but you could not see his expression behind the white safety mask.
âYou know perfectly I only love science.â
âGuess I should have expected that ansââ
âBut I love you. Perhaps, a little less than science, but I do. And I hope you know thatâ, he cleared his throat, âwhyâd you even ask that on the first place?â
You took a few steps closer to Dottore, silently lurking behind his back, fearing to ruin his test, but you could not escape his sharp senses.
âWhat are you doing?â
âNothing. Continue with your experiment.â
âUh-huh.â Dottore finally poured the fluids and mixed them properly. When the experiment finished he took his gloves off and you quickly wrapped your arms around his waist before he could run away from you.
âWhatâs wrong with you?â he asked, flustered enough to want his face hidden somewhere far from your eyes.
âI missed you, besides Iâm very tired. If you donât want to hug me back, then just stay like this and let me squeeze you.â
Nothing could express Dottoreâs astonishment right now. He was most embarrassed, and he is not at all used to such extravagant signs of affections.
âY/N you fool, careful with where youâre standing, my whole lab is not a playground.â
âI love you too, Dottore.â You delivered a peck to his cheek from behind. That action made Dottore boil immensely, and he finally turned around and leaned against his desk.
âDid something or someone upset you? You donât usually act so rapidly.â
âJust a bad day in general. Iâm exhausted and hungry too. But at least you told me you love me.â
Dottore sighed through teeth. He disliked a mere idea of you being stressed out. He wanted to cheer you up but his heart did not have capacity enough for much open affection.
âOkay, brat. How about we grab a dinner somewhere together? You wanna hot food?â
There were sudden sparkles in your eyes - the only offer from Dottoreâs lips made you all shake with excitement and your frustration seemed to brush off.
âI would love to eat out with you right now, Dott.â
âWell in that caseâ, he glared at you and hissed, âlet me finish my job properly. Wait in the vestibule.â
Grinning, you escaped his lab with fast pace, seeing Dottore roll his eyes at your childish excitement.
#anime x female reader#anime x reader#genshin x reader#genshin impact x reader#genshin impact angst#wriothesley x you#wriothesley x reader#wriothesley x y/n#neuvillette x reader#capitano x reader#pantalone x you#pantalone x reader#capitano x female reader#capitano x y/n#capitano x you#neuvillette x y/n#neuvillette x you#dottore x female reader#dottore x you#dottore x y/n#dottore x reader
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If I say that I'm not used to people misinterpreting my favorite characters, I'd be lying. But the way they get so many things wrong about Inho's character is kinda pissing me off because you KNOW that most of them do it to cancel out the possibility of InHun being *something* more than what's shown so far. You don't ship them, that's fair, frankly I don't care. Everyone's entitled to their own opinion UNTIL your opinion is wrong.
Let's talk about a couple of things I've seen being talked about on tiktok (đ)
âInho joined the games because ilnam said that it'd basically be more fun to play than to watch so he followed his example." loud incorrect buzzer ! Inho has joined the games before, and not only that, he's also a previous winner, so therefore he's very much aware of what it's like to be a part of it, he's experienced them first hand, just like he's experienced the atrocities of it. they've changed him for the worst and possibly caused him a huge trauma âthey're the reason he's lost faith in humanity after allâ so, why would he crave to relive it just for the thrill of it? i, personally doubt he even enjoys watching the game.
âInho didn't look at Gihun with love, he likes to watch him sufferâ Short answer is no. He doesn't like to watch him suffer, neither he looked at him with love, not the pure kind of love at least. Two things can be true at once. Inho spent half the season staring at Gihun because everything about the man intrigued him; His determination, his stubbornness, his kindness, his hope, his heart that's full of love despite the pain he suffered, even the pain in his eyes every time someone got eliminated in front of him as if it was the first time it had happened, as if the cruelty of it all surprised him every damn time. How can someone, who's been through the same things Inho has been through, be the polar opposite of him?
now, the reason(s) that I think Inho actually joined the games for..
(yes I am an Inhun shipper, does that make my opinion a little biased? maybe. do i still believe I'm right? absofuckinglutely.)
Let me clarify this: Inho is NOT a good man, no matter the redemption arc he might get in s3, he'll continue to be a terrible person because nothing will ever erase the blood he's spilled and the evil men he's worked for. BUT at the same time, he's not ALL bad, not like the VIPS and ilnam. See, Inhun are the average "yin-yang" trope in fictional romance, (which I eat up every time and I find it very interesting when it's done the right way, don't get me wrong) Inho is bad but there's some goodness somewhere deep inside him. And the only person who's brought it to the surface is Gihun. Sure, he does think Gihun is naive, but he's also the only person who's actually challenged him, who's "forced" him to get his stupid head out of the dirt and look around him, even for a short while and Inho definitely liked what he saw. Honestly, it wasn't even that hard for Gihun to do so because the goodness in Inho wanted and waited for someone to pull him out of the dirt, he wished for someone, something to give him hope for humanity or.. anything. Anything that'll help him escape from his misery.
You can definitely argue that he joined the games to befriend Gihun, to gain his trust and stop his plans when the time comes, which is half true. But keep in mind that he needed to justify his choice to join the games. He's not a VIP nor the mastermind to simply get to do that without consequences. He's the frontman, the one who controls and manages everything. He's needed for the games to work and go by smoothly and successfully without unnecessary losses and problems. Gihun would only cause problems, Inho knew that very well and yet he chose to put him in it once again. He recklessly made that choice, risking pretty much everything because of his inner conflict. A part of him wanted Gihun to prove himself to him, that there's indeed good that'll save the world and the rest of him wanted to prove to Gihun that everything he so strongly believes in is merely a fantasy.
Joining the games and befriending Gihun was the only way for Inho to see the real him, without the heroic mask he puts on every time he faces the frontman. I think he believed that someone as extraordinary as Gihun will either break in front of him and he will end up disappointed by the human kind once again, or Gihun will change everything about the way he thinks for the better. But the problem is that Inho hopes for both of those things at the same time.
And that was Inho's arc in season 2. His inner conflict and how it will affect him, the game and Gihun later on.
#i hope this makes sense#english is not my first language so i apologize for any grammatic errors#anyway I'd love to hear your thoughts as well just be nice#inhun#squid game#squid game 2#457#player 456#player 001#frontman#hwang in ho#gihun x inho#in ho x gi hun
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I'm ngl, I think the Spider Verse movies are the best depictions of Spider-man. They embody the very concept of Spider-man perfectly, and I believe this because of the explosive fandom reaction to them, especially the sequel.
So many people from so many backgrounds all over the world started making their own "spider sonas", their own ideas of a spider person. Sure you can just say it's a trend, but people are still doing it now. I've seen disabled Spideys, queer Spideys, Spideys from any country you can think of, Spideys with vastly different designs, aesthetics and personalities, Spideys who are deeply rooted in the creator's culture, yet who are all unquestionably Spidey.
Never before has the message of "anyone can wear the mask" been so true, and never before have so many people believed it.
People saw themselves represented on screen whether it be through the mc or side characters, they saw the limitless potential of so many different dimensions and universes, they saw Miles reject the "canon" and the idea of what Spider-man "has to" be (which is quite clearly at least partially inspired by egotistical and bigoted Spider-Man "fans" who believed there was only one Spider-man and only one way his character could be depicted and only one way his story should be told) and they understood that yes, they were included in the phrase "Anyone can wear the mask"
Spider-man was always such a successful character who everyone wanted to see for a reason. He isn't the same as many other heroes who were all adults and seemed to be in a place most viewers couldn't dream of seeing (rich, a god, a super soldier, etc).
Peter Parker starts out as just some guy, an everyday middle or lower class person who does everyday things like go to school or miss the bus or get fired. Peter was no smooth and classy ladies man, he wasn't a sports star or anything. He was an awkward and shy guy who liked "nerd" stuff.
He, in the words of MJ, "just happened to get bit." It was an accident, a spider bite. He wasn't in the military or creating a powerful suit or anything. He's some guy who got powers and decided to use them to protect people. Just your friendly neighbourhood Spider-man.
Most importantly, he was the first superhero of his kind. Before Spidey, there was no "teenage superhero." There were only adult superheroes, and teenagers only appeared as sidekicks. When Stan Lee suggested a teenage superhero, he was told it was a terrible idea, and nobody would want to see that.
Well, I'm sure all of us in 2024 where the Spider-man IP is worth over $27 billion with ten movies starring Spidey as the mc, and several more where he makes an appearance as a side character, and where Spider-Man: Across the Spider Verse set several box office records and was the sixth highest grossing film of 2023, can see how wrong that was.
Since his conception, Spider-man was a character who defied how things "should be" and took that leap of faith, and it led to greatness. Just like Miles' entire story of becoming Spider-man being completely different from what we've seen so many times before. Just like Miles defying Miguel and carving his own path, even with the threat of "breaking the canon" (which I personally think can be interpreted as a representation of the idea some people have that if you make Spidey "too different", you'll destroy him as a character)
Together, the two Spider Verse movies managed to prove that yes, anyone can wear the mask. You don't need the "right" skin colour or gender or backstory or plot points. Those are not what makes Spider-man who he is, and those are not why people fell in love with his character and concept.
What made Spider-man who he was, was his actions, his compassion, his relatatability, and how he inspired people. He's a hero whose entire appearance is covered by his suit, and yet is not doubted as a hero by those who were saved (plots where the writers want to make him suffer more exluded/hj).
So yeah. I really love the Spider Verse movies. Not just for their animation, music, story, and voice acting, but also for how they managed to embody and challenge the idea of Spider-man and potrayed just why Spidey was so loved.
(I mainly focused on Miles in this lil rant because he's the mc, but if ya'll want to discuss other characters like Gwen please comment or reblog with your thoughts, I'd love to hear them!)
#quinn quips#peter parker#miles morales#miguel o'hara#spider man#spider-man#across the spiderverse#into the spider verse#spider man: into the spider verse#spider man: across the spider verse#itsv#atsv#spiderman#not twst
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how seventeen would act with reader having daddy issues
WARNINGS: it may be sensitive to some people, and there are mentions of past traumas and family issues. mostly of it is basically, seventeen and their family taking care of you <3
a/n: this was an ask that was in my inbox for a long time, sorry about this đ„ș and worse, I was writing it, and the light have gone off, so ivĂ© lost the drabble and I cant find in my inbox, I just know that it was from my bestie hannieween, sorry about the long time đ„șđ I hope you like it
seungcheol: already planning how to spoil you just to make up for what you didnât get. this man would not let you suffer through those awkward, tense family reunions. the second you even hint at feeling uncomfortable, heâs pulling you out of there and taking you straight to his familyâs place. his dad, a total sweetheart. heâs the type to sit you down, ask how youâre doing, and genuinely listen. and thatâs when it hits youâthis is where seungcheol gets his protective streak. his dadâs got the same energy, always making sure youâre taken care of. itâs like youâre part of their family now, and honestly, it feels better than anything youâve ever known.
jeonghan: heâs sneaky about it, but in the most loving way. like, he knows youâve got that hole where support should be, and heâs filling it without making it obvious. heâd get his mom and dad to invite you over for a casual dinner, but then itâs all about you. âoh, y/n loves pasta, mom,â heâd say, nudging you under the table when you get shy. his parents adore you, and jeonghanâs sitting back, watching you laugh at his dadâs corny jokes with this smug little grin, like, yeah, thatâs my baby.
joshua: heâd plan random trips to his familyâs place, just so you can hang out with his mom. like, one weekend, youâre baking cookies with his mom, and the next, youâre playing guitar with his uncle. josh is always hovering, making sure youâre comfortable, but lowkey beaming when he sees you getting along with his family. heâs super patient, tooâhe never pushes, just waits for you to open up when youâre ready. and when you do... heâs holding your hand, whispering, âsee? they love you, just like i do.â
junhui: heâd make sure you feel like you belong there too. heâd take you home during the holidays, and suddenly, his momâs treating you like her own kid. jun would sit next to you at dinner, quietly making sure youâre okay, squeezing your hand under the table whenever he notices you getting overwhelmed. heâs just sitting there, watching it all unfold, thinking, yeah, this is what you deserve.
hoshi: this man would straight-up share his dad with you. like, heâd plan trips for the three of youâfishing, hiking, picnics, you name it. and heâd be so proud when you start opening up to his dad. he gets that itâs gonna take time, but when he sees you laughing at his dadâs terrible puns, heâs smiling so hard his cheeks hurt. sometimes, when hoshiâs away for schedules, youâd even hang out with his dad without him. heâll be texting you like, âmy dad loves you more than me now đ.â and even when heâs away for work, his family still makes time for you, calling you over to hang out or have dinner.
woozi: jihoonâs not big on family talk, but he knows you are, and he gets it. instead of dragging you into his family stuff, he makes a point of creating a new kind of support for you. like, you want to skip a stressful family dinner? cool, youâre spending the night at his place, binge-watching your favorite shows and eating takeout. heâs not one for big gestures, but he makes sure you always know youâre not alone. his quiet, steady presence is the comfort you never knew you needed.
wonwoo: heâd just sit there, letting you talk, and then hit you with the most thoughtful response ever, like, âyou didnât deserve that, but you deserve everything good now. let me be that for you.â giving you the worldâs warmest hug, heâd probably start joking about being your emotional support cat forever.
minghao: he fully believes in breaking cycles, so heâs the guy who helps you redefine what family even means. heâd take you to meet his ambient, his friends, his family, everywhere where he KNOWS you'll be taken care off. heâd also start little traditions with you, like Sunday morning walks or trying new restaurants, just to build something stable and comforting for you. he's not trying to be your dadâof course. but he's trying to make programs that he remembered doing with his dad and that somehow, marked his trajectory. he wants you to experience that too.
mingyu: when shit gets heavy, he doesnât try to fix it all at onceâhe just sits with you, lets you cry on his shoulder, strokes your hair, and whispers, âyouâre not alone, okay? youâve got me.â when youâre ready, heâs like, ânow, what do you want to do about it?â and heâll back you no matter what. heâll drag you out to do the most random shitâkaraoke, late-night drives, baking cookies at 2 a.m.âjust so youâre not stuck in your head. and when you thank him later, heâs like, âwho, me? nah nah.â
seokmin: he is the kind of guy whoâll carry youâliterally. if youâre overwhelmed, heâll scoop you up like you weigh nothing and plant you on the couch with snacks, a blanket, and whatever dumb movie he picked. âyou donât need to do anything today,â he says, plopping down beside you with the softest smile. but also, he wonât sugarcoat things, but he also doesnât let you get stuck in negative self-talk. âyouâre worth more than what he made you feel.â
seungkwan: got a sixth sense for this kinda thing. you donât even have to say the wordsâhe knows. heâs the type to gently steer the convo every time someone in your family says something shitty, or heâll swoop in with some sarcastic-ass joke to take the heat off you. but when itâs just the two of you, heâs soft as hell, cuddling you, stroking your hair, and reminding you that heâs your safe space now. heâd probably even offer to go with you to therapy, just to sit there and hold your hand.b
vernon: heâll say the goofiest shit to make you laughâlike doing terrible impressions of your least favorite family members or purposely messing up on kendama. doesnât even try to hide how much he loves you. when youâre down, heâs the type to turn everything into a youâre amazing campaign. random notes in your bag, impromptu âyouâre so coolâ chants, and hugs so tight they might crack your ribs.
chan: babyâs the sweetest. heâs lowkey hurt that youâve had to deal with that kind of stuff, so he makes it his mission to show you what love and support really look like. chanâs family would love you, and heâd be so excited to share them with you. heâd plan little visits where itâs just you, him, and his parents, so itâs not overwhelming. later, heâd check in, like, âdid you have fun? was it okay?â because all he wants is for you to feel loved and safe.
#seventeen imagines#seventeen reactions#seventeen x reader#seventeen scenarios#seventeen headcanons#svt imagines#seventeen#seventeen fluff#seventeen fanfic#svt x reader#seventeen fic#seungcheol x reader#jeonghan x reader#joshua x reader#junhui x reader#hoshi x reader#wonwoo x reader#woozi x reader#minghao x reader#mingyu x reader#seokmin x reader#seungkwan x reader#vernon x reader#dino x reader#chan x reader#scoups x reader#soonyoung x reader#jihoon x reader#dokyeom x reader
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OK ANOTHER IDEA
OK SO WE KNOW THAT ALASTOR IS A MAMAS BOY AND HAS AN AMAZING RELATIONSHIP WITH HER
SO WHAT IF ALASTOR HAD A FEM S/O BUT SHE HAS A TERRIBLE RELATIONSHIP WITH HER MOM, ITS JUST SO EMOTIONALLY TOXIC (especially with reader being an older sibling)
reader never tells him though because alastors relationship with his mom is good and she doesnât wanna make him feel bad whenever he talks about her and one day readers mom comes to the hotel and reader DREADS it and becomes snappy but readers mom wins everyone over (of course alastor too). So when reader explains that she doesnât want her mom around alastor canât understand why and reader feels betrayed its only later when readers mom shows her true colors towards reader. And reader of course bites back (or at least tries too)
So basically angst to fluff and SORRY IF THATS SO MUCHđđ
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TW: Emotionally Abusive mother, Reader suffering, Reader gets grabbed a few times, Ambiguous ending for mama
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When it comes to mothers, it's safe to say you and Alastor had very different experiences
His mother was full of warmth and kindness towards him, doing her best to build him up into a great man
She loved him greatly and it shows whenever he talks about her
But your mother?? Your mother saw you as fucking competition and always found ways to put you down, to make herself better than you
Well maybe she should be the one who was cooking the meals, getting your younger siblings off to school on time or making sure everyone had clean clothes
Just the thought of her made your stomach flip and your legs shake
She would put you down all your life while claiming it was so that you could be a great woman just like her, but not too great, you have to remember who the better woman is
Well now you're both in hell so-
You put as much distance between her and yourself as you could, living your afterlife without her influence
You even got yourself a handsome powerful overlord boyfriend and new friends to share your life with
Even though you're supposed to be in hell, you couldn't be happier
At least you were until your mother showed up at the hotel, her face full of faux worry and tears
"Oh my precious girl! This is where you've been hiding? I was so worried!!"
Before Charlie can even shut the door, your mother has already shoved her way inside and literally dug her claws into you, hugging you
It's all you can do not to throw up, smothered by her familiar scent and grip, hearing her voice again after all this time
"Now let Mommy take a look at you-oh!!! And here I was worried that you were starving! Good to know you've put some weight on those bones!"
And it's already starting-
And now she's crying and rocking you in her arms, cooing about how much she's missed you and how she's never letting you go again
Charlie and the others are just staring at the two of you, completely enraptured by your mother, like everyone always is
She loved being the center of attention
When you finally come to your senses you push her away and create some distance, disturbed by the worried looks everyone is giving her
"Mom, why are you here?"
Oh don't everyone look at you like you're the bad guy!! She's the one who's only here because she wants something!!
"Maybe I wouldn't have to come track you down if you would just visit your poor mother every once in a while...she never even calls me, you know!"
And now she's crying again, Charlie immediately going to comfort her while Vaggie gives you a dirty look
Fucking mommy issues much? Don't fall for this crap
"I don't want to visit you, so just leave-"
"Well now, who is this~?"
Alastor! Yes! He can make her leave! You turn to give your boyfriend a pleading look but your mother catches his attention first
"Oh don't worry about who I am.. just a poor lonely mother who came to see her daughter...but I guess I'll show myself out.."
Alastor doesn't have to guess who she's talking about, even in death you always looked like your mother
His smile gets surprisingly warm and soft, taking your mother's hand in his own in a disgusting display of affection that used to only be for you
"You're Y/N's mother? My my, I should've guessed! You must have so many stories of her from her life! I simply must insist that you say."
ALASTOR NO
You feel sick but nobody notices, your mother already soaking up their attention and winning their hearts
So you turn and leave the hotel, unable to stand being in her presence any longer, you don't miss the smug look she gives you on your way out
You spend all day trying to avoid going back to the hotel until you're sure your mother is gone
You're more than disappointed to find her drinking tea with Alastor, the two of them laughing, her placing her hand on top of his
She always used to try and go after your boyfriends and that hasn't changed either
She hasn't changed
"Oh darling~! We hadn't realized you left! Alastor and I were simply having a moment~"
Alastor lights up when he sees you, only to be visibly confused by your troubled expression
"Y/N! Your mother was just telling me about her life before you! She was quite a wildcard back then!"
Your mother is practically drooling over him, rubbing his hand and winking
"I'm still wild if you ever care to find out!"
You've had it
You tug your mother's hand off of Alastor, forcing her to stand up and look you in the eyes
"You need to leave! Right now!"
And here come the waterworks again
"Y/N..! Darling, what did I do wrong? I'm your mother please don't throw me out like this!"
You just start pushing her towards the door and you slam it shut behind her, sighing in relief
That is until you look at Alastor's face, his smile seeming strained
"Y/N! You can't just throw her out like that, not only is that bad manners but that's no way to treat the woman who raised you!"
Raised you? You raised yourself!!
"Alastor, you don't know what you're talking about so please just stay out of it. You don't know what she's like-"
You're trying to stay calm-
"She's your mother, it's not like she's some evil creature-"
"SHE'S IN HELL OF COURSE SHE'S EVIL-"
"So are you and I, my dear."
You try to put your foot down, tell him that you don't want her here but he's already opening the door for her and letting her back in
She looks so pleased with herself
He invites her to stay the night because of course he does, he would do it for his own mother so why not yours
You try not to give her the satisfaction of seeing you cry but your eyes are already hot and watery
"I-I'm going to bed..!"
Alastor calls for you, trying to resolve things then and there but the only response he gets is your door slamming shut
He goes to go after you but your mother stops him with a gentle hand to the shoulder
"Now now...let her cool off for a bit then I'll go make sure she's alright, a mother always knows how to cheer up her child~"
It feels like you spend hours crying in your bed, feeling so hurt that Alastor took her side over yours
Your mom isn't like his, she doesn't nurture, she just takes from you and bullies you
Later, just when you've about cried yourself to sleep, you hear the bedroom door open
"Alastor..?"
"Not a chance, pet."
Now what does she want
"Why are you even here?"
Suddenly she pounces on you, grabbing your wrists tightly, eyes wild with fury she must've been containing this whole time
You don't even know why she's so mad at you, you haven't seen her in years-
"You think you're better than me now, is that it? Now that you're on your own, living in some fancy hotel, got some powerful boytoy, hiding behind hell's princess?"
As a kid, she seemed so strong but now you easily rip out of her grasp and manage to create some distance between you two
"I'm not hiding behind anyone! I'm just trying to get away from you!"
"Oh no no no, that's not how this works! I am your mother! If I have to be miserable and live in filth then so do you!"
"Why are you even here!?"
"Because it's not fair! I deserve to be here! Not some ungrateful little bitch who just happened to fall out of me!"
She lunges at you and you try to dodge her but she manages to grab you by your hair, yanking you back
You're about to start swinging when Alastor is suddenly there, watching the two of you in bewilderment
Then that bewilderment melts away into understanding, then anger
The radio sounds in the room are suddenly deafening, your mother letting go of you so she can cover her ears
You take the chance to kick her away, watching as she tumbles and loses consciousness from the impact
Alastor kneels beside you but you flinch away from him, still feeling hurt
"Y/N...I'm so sorry..." He does look properly ashamed, his smile a little watery
"Why didn't you just tell me that she was like this..?"
How could you even begin to start?? That you didn't want to somehow sour his opinion of mothers by telling him about your own?
That you didn't want him to feel guilty for having a mother who loved him while you grew up having to be a mother to your siblings because your own mom had none to give??
It's just word vomit at this point, but Alastor simply gathers you into his arms, tutting as he checks your scalp and fixes your hair
When he gets to your wrists where your mother grabbed than his smile turns positively venomous, giving your mother a deadly look
"What do you want me to do with her? Anything you ask..."
You're a little irritated that he brought her up, having been too relaxed by the feeling of his lips against your palm
"I just want her out of here..."
And that's all it takes, Alastor calls for Niffty and has her take out the trash, her scuttling out gleefully while dragging your mother
Niffty doesn't even care, she's just happy to have a new toy
You didn't realize how stressed out you were until it was just the two of you, Alastor rubbing your back soothingly
You don't know when you fall asleep but when you wake up Alastor is kissing the side of your face, looking as apologetic as he can be
You manage to convince him to apologize in morning snuggles and by the time you two come downstairs everyone else is awake
"Where is Y/N's mom?"
Not Niffty giggling and running out of the room
Alastor simply shakes his head and wraps an arm around your waist to hold you closer
"She is gone and won't ever be visiting again, I would like to ask that nobody brings her up again~"
Something about the way he says it manages to shut everyone up
Alastor takes you out to eat your favorite breakfast and spends the day spoiling you
He doesn't bring up the events of last night until the two of you are in bed, entangled in each other's arms
"You didn't ruin my opinion of mothers, you know."
"I didn't?"
"No, in fact, it sounds like you were quite the mother back in your day~"
Not his hand rubbing your belly
OH MAMA THIS ONE TOOK ALL DAY! I hope you liked it!!
#hazbin hotel x reader#alastor hazbin hotel x reader#alastor hazbin x reader#alastor x reader#hazbin x reader
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